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The Jeremy Kyle Show (19 Jan 2017)
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00:10On today's show...
00:15Owee thinks you're getting it elsewhere.
00:17My suble?
00:20On the way last night, you go, by the way, when we were on a break, I had it up with another man.
00:23Yeah, I sat with someone else, but he broke up with me.
00:25But, well...
00:26You're not with someone. You're not with someone. It's not cheating.
00:31I love you.
00:32Well, you kicked me out on the street. I was living off streets. You made me a homeless.
00:37Did you finish with her?
00:38No.
00:39You did. You kicked me out on the street.
00:40No, I wanted you back. I wanted you back and you knew that. I still love you at the time.
00:45You kicked me out on the street. You had another woman staying with you.
00:50This show is about all sorts of different stories, people's lives, and this is one brave girl.
00:54Talk about the abuse. What age did it start?
00:56Six.
00:59How long did it go on for?
01:01Till I was 11. I was five stone by the time I was 18.
01:06That's horrific.
01:07Why can you talk about the abuse in such a way?
01:09Well, I think it's because I'm a woman.
01:11I'm a woman.
01:12I'm a woman.
01:13I'm a woman.
01:14I'm a woman.
01:15I'm a woman.
01:16I'm a woman.
01:17Why can you talk about the abuse in such a cold, calculating way and yet looking at that makes you cry?
01:21Because I just can't believe what I've done to myself.
01:25APPLAUSE
01:45Hello, friends, good morning and a big, big welcome to the show.
01:48Now, you might just remember my first guest today from a quite unbelievable previous encounter.
01:54Take a look at this.
01:57Oi, bride-to-be, get out here now. Give her a round of applause.
02:05You know I have trust issues and I have told you that before.
02:08Yeah, where does that leave me?
02:10You know I love you to bits and I always will.
02:12Since the start of your relationship with Claire, have you had sexual intercourse with anyone else?
02:16Martin said no.
02:18Why did you say no?
02:19Telling the truth.
02:20He was telling the truth, ladies and gentlemen!
02:32Since the start of your relationship with Claire, have you had sexual contact with anyone else?
02:36You said no. Why did you say no?
02:39Telling the truth.
02:40Are you sure?
02:41He was telling the truth.
02:47Since the start of your relationship with Claire, have you passionately kissed anyone else?
02:51Your Christmas, your life, everything depends on this.
02:54Martin said no. Why did you say no?
02:56Telling the truth.
02:57You can marry him, it's a fall-out!
03:07Well, the not-so-happy couple are back in turmoil,
03:10because, check this, late last night on the way to this show again,
03:13Claire admitted she had sex with another man.
03:18But says, we were on a break!
03:20She says she's done nothing wrong and is here today desperate to save this relationship.
03:23She says, I've admitted that, I've done a test, there's nothing more,
03:26the wedding dress is ready, I love him, I want to marry him, I want to be with him forever!
03:31Claire's on the Jeremy Carr Show that way.
03:33CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
03:42Oh, we're dressed in black again. How are you?
03:44I'm OK, how are you?
03:45Well, I'm all right.
03:46So, last time, cos I'm getting old and my brain's not as good as it was,
03:49so last time, Martin, you didn't trust Martin,
03:51you're all dressed up, ready to get married,
03:53which Graham, by the way, wants to come to, I'm busy.
03:56And he passed and everything was lucky and, frankly, you nearly ate him on my stage.
04:01Why are we back?
04:02Because he's not getting any sex and I'm working seven days a week,
04:06I'm stressed out and he thinks there's other things going on.
04:10And when I slept with someone else, me and Martin worked together cos he broke up.
04:14Now, hold on a minute, rewind. So, he's not getting any sex?
04:18No.
04:19What, at all?
04:20No.
04:21Nothing wrong with that, Martin, I know how you feel!
04:24What does none at all mean? Cos you're like rabbits, you're at it the whole time.
04:28What's none?
04:30He's not getting any...
04:31None at all?
04:32No, because at the end of the day, I work six or seven...
04:35You just dropped a day, love, what's wrong with Sundays?
04:37Sunday, because I do two jobs. He's not working. So it falls off...
04:43Hold on a minute, you were saying you loved him!
04:45I do love him.
04:46Now cos you're working, you won't have it off with him,
04:48that's not very fair, is it?
04:49I'm too tired when I get home.
04:51Oh, why, doesn't he? Oh, he thinks you're getting it elsewhere.
04:54Most probably.
04:55But then, so you go, no, I'm not, everything's fine,
04:58I'm going to come here and prove everything,
05:00and on the way last night, you go, oh, by the way,
05:02when we were on a break, I had it off with another man.
05:04Yeah, I sat with someone else, but he broke up with me, he kicked me out.
05:07So why is he upset? When was this?
05:09This was last year.
05:10Oh, not last week, last year.
05:12This was last year, we weren't together for four months.
05:14Why didn't you only tell him when you came on the Jeremy Carter...
05:16Cos it doesn't matter, at the end of the day, we weren't together, right?
05:20It shouldn't matter.
05:21He's run off already, he's not... Why is he running off already?
05:24It shouldn't matter. If you're not with someone, right,
05:27it shouldn't matter if it's one time, two times...
05:30E-classes... Or a million times.
05:32You're not with someone, you're not with someone, it's not cheating.
05:34Yeah, but E-classes it as cheating, you don't, that's fair enough.
05:37What I don't understand is why you didn't tell him
05:39until you were coming here.
05:40Cos it doesn't matter.
05:41Well, Martin, can you do me a favour?
05:43Much as I'd like to run around and get an old,
05:45can you get out here, please, and hear the truth?
05:47Come on, hurry up!
05:49Martin, come on.
05:51Martin!
05:54There you go.
05:56Is he coming or not? Martin!
05:58Martin! Come on!
06:00Come on!
06:03Martin's not very happy.
06:05You have to explain to him.
06:08Martin's back on The Jeremy Kyle Show.
06:10Come here!
06:19Mike, I'm actually on your side this time,
06:21cos why didn't she tell you before?
06:23Cos we weren't in a relationship.
06:25Answer that, you weren't in a... Were you on a break?
06:27No, we weren't on a break, he told me it was over,
06:29he kicked me out, and guess what? What?
06:31He had another woman staying with him at the time.
06:33Oh!
06:35Did you have sex with her?
06:37No. He passed the test!
06:39I know he did. But it's interesting, isn't it?
06:41Oh, what? I love you.
06:43What, you kicked me out on the street?
06:45I was living on the streets, you made me a homeless, right?
06:48I got... cos I didn't know how to cope.
06:50No, I love you.
06:52And you blame me?
06:54Oh, dear, I can see where this is going.
06:56Right, we weren't together.
06:58OK, mate, mate, mate.
07:00Oh, God, let's go for a walk again.
07:02Come on!
07:04Here we go, walking round the building.
07:08Mate, come here. You didn't know about this until last night?
07:11I didn't. Why didn't she tell you before?
07:13That's my question, why didn't you tell him before?
07:15Cos we weren't together, it doesn't matter.
07:17But when he came here and you had all those doubts,
07:19why didn't you tell him when he did that test?
07:21That's what you're saying to us, right?
07:23You have to answer that.
07:25Because we weren't together.
07:27At the end of the day, it's not cheating, I weren't with him.
07:29Do you think it's cheating?
07:31He kicked me out on the street.
07:33OK, you class it as cheating because she kept it from you, yeah?
07:35Why yesterday? Why didn't she tell me until yesterday?
07:37Cos it doesn't matter, we weren't together, it's not cheating.
07:39At the end of the day, if we're not together...
07:41Did you finish with her?
07:43No.
07:45I wanted you back.
07:47I wanted you back and you knew that.
07:49I still love you at that time.
07:51You kicked me out on the street.
07:53You had another woman staying with you.
07:55She was staying with you for six months.
07:57But he didn't cheat on you cos he passed the test.
07:59It doesn't... Yeah.
08:01But he didn't even consider my feelings and how it made me feel.
08:03Can I... Sorry, hold on a second.
08:05Can I ask you, you know, last time you passed,
08:07that was fantastic, you beat the odds,
08:09you did everything that you did, everybody was happy.
08:11She came out and said,
08:13we're not happy cos we're not having sex.
08:15Have you just been getting a gut feeling that things aren't right?
08:17Is that what you're saying?
08:19I'm talking to him, be quiet.
08:21It's not all about sex at the end of the day.
08:23No, if it was, I'd be finished.
08:25But, you know, I want to get close to you.
08:27Yeah, I want to hold you.
08:29I want to do all sorts of things to you.
08:31Oh, dear.
08:35Not like that, but, yeah.
08:37Anyway, um...
08:39But, you know, I love you.
08:41What does it matter?
08:43Why does it matter to you, then, if you were apart?
08:45Answer me that.
08:47We weren't apart. You knew I wanted to go back.
08:49No, I didn't know you wanted to be back.
08:51Yes, I did.
08:53You told me you didn't want nothing to do with me.
08:55You told me to leave you alone.
08:57You didn't want me messaging you or anything.
08:59Yes, I did.
09:01You kicked me out.
09:03I had nowhere to go.
09:05I had no family, nothing.
09:07You know that.
09:09So, hold on. Can I just get this right?
09:11Can I just get this right?
09:13You finished, you were out, you were a man.
09:15You spent five months. Whether you had somebody in your flat or not,
09:17you never cheated. Only last night, when he said,
09:19and I quote,
09:21I've got qualms about whether she's loyal to me.
09:23Did you, on the way to this show to do your test,
09:25say I had sex with somebody whilst we were apart?
09:27Hold on a second. You class that as cheating.
09:29You don't, but what you wanted
09:31and what you've agreed to do after the break
09:33is a lie detector to see, and it's classic, isn't it?
09:35I'm on my way to the car show. I'm going to do a lie detector.
09:37So, you're going to pass the rest of the test.
09:39Can you forgive her? That's the question.
09:41Back after this, and you two, on stage.
09:43Come with me now. Let's do it.
09:45Martin, listen to me.
09:47Your abuser called you fat.
09:49It's led you to starve yourself.
09:57Have you got a jealous partner?
09:59Are you the one that cannot control your jealousy?
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10:23APPLAUSE
10:33So, we've done the story.
10:35You've done a test. Why have you done a test
10:37if you've admitted to sleeping with this other guy?
10:39You didn't want to do the test.
10:41You've been giving my team grief all day. What?
10:43I didn't want to do the test. What's the point?
10:45Yeah, I admitted, right?
10:47And so you know the truth. There was two people I slept with
10:49when I turned up.
10:51Oh, we've got a...
10:53It doesn't matter. What? We weren't together.
10:55It was not cheaping. It was two now.
10:57Yeah, it doesn't matter.
10:59Sorry, say that again. It was two.
11:01It doesn't matter. We weren't together.
11:03How's she getting so much sex?
11:05How many men did you sleep with?
11:07Two on one occasion each.
11:09In five months, I only slept with two men on one occasion.
11:11Come on.
11:13Mate, you didn't know that either? No.
11:15She told me it was only one. So last night it was one
11:17and today it's two?
11:19I only told him about one of them.
11:21Anyway, Mark, listen...
11:23You had the strength to do it, yeah?
11:25Do what? You had the strength to, yeah.
11:27What?
11:29I wasn't working at the time. I was living on the streets.
11:31I got completely drunk at the time
11:33because I could not cope without you.
11:35So you'd have sex with strangers on the street
11:37when you're drunk, but not with the man you want to marry, yeah?
11:39They weren't strangers, actually.
11:41It's people I knew.
11:43Claire admitted before she went into the test
11:45she had sex with two other men.
11:47She only slept with one man on one occasion.
11:49She's only told Martin about one.
11:51So we changed the question.
11:53She said that was relevant because you were apart at the time.
11:55Since the start of your relationship, we asked Claire,
11:57with Martin, apart from what you've just admitted to,
11:59have you passionately kissed someone else?
12:01Anyone else? You said no.
12:03Why did you say no? Because I said I'm sorry.
12:05It was just two, was it? Yeah.
12:07Why does this test say you're lying, then?
12:09I am lying. I have a test.
12:11You come here and you say one, then you say two.
12:13Since the start of your relationship, Martin,
12:15with Martin, apart from what you've admitted to,
12:17have you had sexual contact with anyone else?
12:19She said no. She lied on that question.
12:21I know you won't be surprised, pal.
12:23Look at me. No, I haven't.
12:25One last night, two today,
12:27and failed every single question.
12:29I don't know how that is, because I guarantee you
12:31it was only two. Faked.
12:33You just said it doesn't matter
12:35if it's one, two, or a million.
12:37Are you sure? It's not the old classic
12:39I'll try and spin the wheel.
12:41No.
12:43Martin!
12:45Martin! Martin! Martin!
12:47Listen, mate.
12:49You can't keep walking away and then going back to her.
12:51You've got to front this out, mate. You've got to front it out.
12:53You keep walking away, and I'm going to tell you something
12:55whether you like this or not.
12:57She knows she's got you exactly
12:59where she wants to, mate. Seriously.
13:01I'm telling you the truth.
13:03She knows she can click her fingers in five minutes
13:05and docile old Martin will run back to her.
13:07Go and tell her what you think of her
13:09for the first time in your life. Go on.
13:11Go and tell her.
13:13Go and tell her. With my help.
13:15Stand up for yourself.
13:19Where's she gone now?
13:21Where's she gone?
13:23What?
13:25Sorry, where's she...
13:27Come here. Where's she gone?
13:29I don't even know why we have a studio. Forget this set.
13:31We don't need it. Let's just do it outside here the whole time.
13:33Where's she gone now?
13:35What? Sorry. Come here.
13:37What are you doing out here?
13:39What have I done? I'm going.
13:41You're going? Why are you going?
13:43Why don't you let him have it? He's going to go. I'm sorry.
13:45That is lying.
13:47It was like a dream take-home.
13:49I told you.
13:51Why did you fail the test then?
13:53I've never lied to you in my life.
13:57You think he's going to run after you.
13:59I'm going to make sure he doesn't.
14:01I don't want him running after me.
14:03Well, then do one.
14:05Go whichever way you want, Martin.
14:07Go find somebody else.
14:11Good luck to them. We'll let you know.
14:13Right, my next guest, changing tack, Zoe,
14:15is here to tell her astonishing story.
14:17She says that she developed an eating disorder
14:19after she was abused as a child.
14:21She's slowly recovering, but says she's now
14:23worried about her mum, who's blaming herself
14:25for what Zoe has been through.
14:27I have to tell you, this show's about all sorts
14:29of different stories, people's lives, the rawness of it,
14:31and this is one brave girl.
14:33I really want you to give her a big welcome.
14:35Jeremy Carter, that way.
14:47Oh, bless you.
14:49Why is it that people that have had
14:51the worst times are the ones who
14:53get to us all?
14:55Bridget's your mum?
14:57Yeah.
14:59Pamela, who brought you up as well, your grandmother.
15:01A lot of people, before you tell your story,
15:03will go, why would you do it?
15:05What are you going to achieve by this?
15:07What's the reason?
15:09I want to raise awareness
15:11about anorexia and, you know,
15:13the blame that
15:15goes around with anorexia,
15:17because it's not all about the physical
15:19side of it, it's about
15:21the mental stuff, about things that
15:23have happened to you, and we're all different.
15:25We shouldn't be tied with the same brush.
15:27It's a completely
15:29different thing for all of us.
15:31It could be grief that starts it off,
15:33it could be trauma from childhood,
15:35conflicts, anything.
15:37You say I was bullied in school, why were you bullied?
15:39I don't know.
15:41For being fat,
15:43for being,
15:45they call me stupid,
15:47just basically
15:49anything.
15:51Let's talk about the abuse, we can't be specific.
15:53What age did it start?
15:55Six.
15:57Somebody you knew?
15:59Yeah.
16:01How long did it go on for?
16:03Till I was 11, 11 years old.
16:05You never told anybody?
16:07No, because I felt, I just really felt
16:09dirty and ashamed.
16:11And I read a line
16:13from you today which I wanted to share with the people.
16:15You said, the problem is,
16:17when an adult tells you at that age that something's
16:19right, you believe them,
16:21don't you? Yeah, you do.
16:23Your abuser called you fat.
16:25Yeah.
16:27This led you to starve yourself.
16:29Yeah.
16:31First it was,
16:33I've always had,
16:35my control has always been with food,
16:37because at first it was
16:39just
16:41eating all the time.
16:43I just stuffed myself,
16:45comfort eating all the time.
16:47I just hid upstairs in my room,
16:49watching films, writing,
16:51I wrote a lot of poetry and stories
16:53and things like that, I still do that now,
16:55that was the comfort for me.
16:57And just ate all the time,
16:59so I was quite big.
17:01I was 13 and a half stone by the time I was 11.
17:03So I was quite big.
17:05And then
17:07just one day
17:09I looked in the mirror and thought, they're right,
17:11everyone's right, I'm fat, I'm ugly,
17:13I'm stupid,
17:15and I should go on a diet.
17:17So I started dieting, started exercising,
17:19but then that became an obsession
17:21and
17:23that's where
17:25I was five stone
17:27by the time I was 18.
17:29And I was six stone
17:31when I went to hospital, because I had heart palpitations
17:33and everything.
17:35That's horrific.
17:37When you look at that now, what do you see?
17:39You had to be force fed at that point.
17:41Yeah.
17:43I had a tube up my nose.
17:45I had a tube up my nose.
17:49God, I feel sorry for you.
17:51I make you feel bad when you look at that.
17:53Why can you talk about the abuse
17:55in such a cold, calculating way
17:57and yet looking at that makes you cry?
17:59Because I just can't believe what I've done to myself.
18:01No, no, no.
18:03You didn't do it to yourself.
18:05That piece of whatever did it to you.
18:07And that's how it came out, right?
18:09And to be here is incredible.
18:11You say when you were being force fed
18:13and when push came to shove,
18:15you had to admit about the abuse
18:17and that was the hardest thing because
18:19your mum and latterly your nan
18:21had no idea.
18:23And now they're racked with guilt.
18:25Yeah, and I've told them
18:27I don't want them to be guilty
18:29because they have nothing to be guilty about.
18:31They didn't know. How could they help
18:33when they didn't know?
18:35But you didn't tell them. This lady, when she was that ill
18:37and she went to hospital, had a mini-stroke
18:39and it was at that point that you thought you should come clean.
18:41You'd kept that to yourself.
18:43How old are you now, 20? You kept that to yourself for years.
18:45Yeah.
18:47You need to let this out and you need to revisit
18:49what it did to you, not just psychologically
18:51but physically as well.
18:53It's better to just move on
18:55and look at the positive things in life
18:57and do the things that I love to do.
18:59Do you understand, because all morning
19:01your mum and your nan have talked about
19:03their guilt. Do you understand their guilt?
19:05Yeah, I do.
19:07I feel guilty that they feel guilty
19:09because I don't want them to feel guilty.
19:11And this is where I will not change ever
19:13how I am. The worst thing about this
19:15apart from a child being abused
19:17apart from you starving yourself
19:19because you hated yourself, apart from the guilt
19:21you feel and their guilt, is all of that
19:23because of what that piece of What's It did
19:25and he's sitting or doing whatever.
19:27That's what I hate about it. That's why I want justice.
19:29That's why I think people like that should rot in hell
19:31because you lot are still suffering. But the only way to move from that
19:33is to have this out. Amazing.
19:35And I mean that. We're going to get your mum and your grandma
19:37on this stage next. Is that all right?
19:39We'll be right back. Give her a round of applause
19:41when you discovered what had happened to her.
19:43I could have
19:45chopped his bits off.
19:51Your test, right,
19:53was absolutely one million percent
19:55kosher. You cheated on him, didn't you?
19:57Why did you fail the test then?
19:59Because you're testy.
20:13Thank you very much indeed. Welcome back.
20:15Before the break, chatting to an incredibly brave young girl, Zoe,
20:17talked about how you were abused
20:19from the ages of 6 to 11. That
20:21showed itself in terms of severe anorexia
20:23and it wasn't until you were being
20:25force-fed in hospital near to death
20:27that you could admit, and after a mini-stroke,
20:29to your mum and your nan how you feel.
20:31I think you're amazing. I think you're incredible.
20:33I understand where they're coming from because
20:35they're going to go, as a parent, you go,
20:37why didn't I see that? We can't do everything.
20:39Your mum's Bridget, yeah?
20:41Give her a round of applause. Bridget's on the show, guys.
20:59How are you doing? Nice to meet you. Take a seat in the middle, there you go.
21:01Thank you very much indeed for coming on.
21:03Bridget, how difficult is
21:05that to sit and listen to? I mean, I
21:07think she's incredible, but she's been through the wringer.
21:09Extremely, extremely hard
21:11as a parent. You do not
21:13want to hear anything like that
21:15about what happened to your child.
21:17Anything. Anything at all.
21:19Why do you...? Any abuse. As
21:21this came through, you knew she
21:23was bullied at school, you knew she was a loner,
21:25but I loved what you said, actually. You said, I just thought
21:27she was a typical teenager.
21:29Nothing in your mind ever thought
21:31that something this bad could have happened?
21:33No. In all
21:35honesty, I just thought it was about the bullying
21:37while she was at primary school.
21:39And when she moved to
21:41secondary school, she got rid of the
21:43bullies because she weren't following
21:45them all to their school. What they went to,
21:47she went to the opposite secondary school that
21:49was there at the time. I want to
21:51talk about the abuser. Did you know, we can't
21:53be specific, did you know the abuser?
21:55Oh yes, yeah.
21:57At least then. I didn't
21:59know. Oh, you mean when I found out?
22:01Because Zoe told me that
22:03she didn't want to tell us
22:05while she was being abused
22:07to protect us.
22:09She didn't actually tell anyone about it herself
22:11until she was in the priory at Birmingham.
22:13When I did tell them at the priory,
22:15my therapist
22:17about it, she got the police in anyway
22:19and they asked me if I wanted to press
22:21charges. Which I said she should.
22:23And I said no. And quite rightly so.
22:25And I
22:27didn't badger her, but I said, look,
22:29you need to get this man done. Really?
22:31Get him done straight away. I honestly,
22:33I couldn't get me to drown that.
22:35Well, I obviously,
22:37look, we're in no position to judge.
22:39This girl's better than you and I would ever be in the whole
22:41history of our lives, but I sort of want to put people
22:43like that on a public stake, really.
22:45Give the public about half. I hate it.
22:47It's apparent. It's abhorrent to me.
22:49I know. I say exactly the same.
22:51And I did say it to you, didn't I?
22:53Why do you feel guilty?
22:55Because... Tell her. Actually, tell her.
22:57As a parent, you know I've told you this
22:59before anyway.
23:01I didn't see the signs.
23:03And I should have done. Because we're that close.
23:05You and I. We're like sisters,
23:07soulmates, whatever you want to call it.
23:09We have a brilliant relationship.
23:11The family's very supportive.
23:13I've always been supportive. You know that.
23:15You're a brilliant, brilliant
23:17person.
23:19Inside and out.
23:21She really, really is.
23:23Inside, you're beautiful. Outside,
23:25you're beautiful. And why
23:27I didn't pick up on that, I don't know.
23:29But for me, it was all about the bullying.
23:31And I always thought it was bullies
23:33that was doing it.
23:35Bridget, you were working full
23:37time, a single mum, to bring these
23:39two up.
23:41Your mum,
23:43Pam,
23:45took some of the strain.
23:47And she lived with Pam for a while. She did.
23:49Pam didn't find out until when?
23:51About a week ago.
23:53This lady is traumatised
23:55to be an understatement, right?
23:57Let's get Pam in on the Jeremy Carl show.
23:59That way, guys.
24:01APPLAUSE
24:23Hi, Nan.
24:25I'm Jeremy.
24:27I love you.
24:29You look like a Nan should look. Can I say that?
24:31Doesn't she look like a Nan should look?
24:33What are you doing, Nan?
24:37That's when people get angry, Nan.
24:39What are you doing?
24:41Do you want Big Steve to help you, Nan?
24:43Do you want Big Steve
24:45to help you, Pam?
24:47I'm not.
24:49I've got one.
24:52She'll not leave you alone, though, Steve.
24:54You'll pull tonight, you will.
24:56Do you want to meet Big Steve?
24:58Meet Big Steve?
25:00Steve, get in now.
25:02CHEERING
25:05Come here.
25:20I'm getting serious for a minute, Pam.
25:24You did what every grandmother and grandparent would do
25:26and you played your part in this girl's life.
25:28Yes.
25:30When you discovered what had happened to her.
25:33I could have chopped his bits off.
25:35CHEERING
25:39With that, Steve,
25:41I get that.
25:43And if ever there's a frost, I hope they freeze off.
25:47Why do you feel guilty?
25:49Because...
25:53..she was so young at the time.
25:57And it shouldn't have happened to her.
25:59It shouldn't have happened to anybody like that.
26:01They weren't locking up and throwing it clear away.
26:05They just didn't want her to, you know,
26:07it's such a thing that she had to put up with
26:10in her young life.
26:12And the way that it showed herself with her,
26:14she starved herself,
26:16and that has had an impact on her life.
26:19That's it.
26:21But she's incredibly brave to be this kind of person.
26:23I've told all of you, like,
26:25I know the stuff that I've been through,
26:27I've been through what I've been through,
26:29but at the end of the day,
26:31it's made me who I am today,
26:33and it's brought me... I know it has, sweetheart.
26:35..to the places where I am today as well.
26:37I know.
26:39For me, you know, I think I see it.
26:41APPLAUSE
26:43You know, when I was saying earlier
26:46that the fact that so many victims
26:48spend their lives going round in circles,
26:50and I always want to go,
26:52don't, the truth of the matter is,
26:54if you, when you watch this back,
26:57and when you see just how...
27:00Wrong word. Balanced?
27:02Accepting wrong word? I don't know.
27:05When you look at yourself and you hear what you say,
27:08he ain't one at all.
27:10He ain't one at all, mate,
27:12because, yeah, you've been through the ringer,
27:14but you're here, you're here with a family that love you,
27:16your life is back on track,
27:18and you manage somehow to have no bitterness,
27:20which I think is extraordinary,
27:22cos I'm rather like your nan,
27:24and you're getting on with it,
27:26and I think that deserves huge respect.
27:28APPLAUSE
27:32I think that's what's made me...
27:35I think that's what's made me come out of the eating disorder more,
27:39just accepting and looking at the positive things.
27:43I thought what was interesting was what you said at the beginning,
27:46sweetheart, and you said that your...
27:48Some people don't understand this, but your lack of eating
27:50that led to the anorexia was a form of control.
27:52People abuse themselves. It's a form of control.
27:54People will abuse themselves. How is that control?
27:56Because it's the one thing you know you can control.
27:58I don't want to eat, I'm not going to eat.
28:00I'm going to make myself sick, I'm going to do whatever.
28:02I'm going to binge eat, stick my fingers down my throat,
28:04whatever it is, or just starve myself.
28:06But I know that I can do that and nobody else can do that to me.
28:09Yeah, that's right.
28:11The fact that you're destroying your body...
28:13And the fact that, yeah, because my self-esteem was just on the floor.
28:16I had no self-respect, self-confidence at all.
28:18I mean, because of the abuse that happened,
28:21as a teenager, I thought, you know,
28:24all I was going to sum up to when I was older
28:27was just a prostitute or a stripper
28:29or just a sleazebag on the streets and a crackhead.
28:33I just... That's what I thought I was going to be,
28:36because that's all I was brought.
28:39That's what you felt there. Yeah, I felt...
28:41Well, I would say, just to finish, because it's incredible to meet you,
28:44I think you're amazing, love you forever.
28:46I love you too. All right, OK.
28:48Just control.
28:50I'm not old, I'm sugar daddy.
28:56Did you say I'd be your sugar daddy?
28:59How old are you then? You're 74. How old do you think I am?
29:02No, you're not that old, Jeremy.
29:04How old do you think I look?
29:06How old do you think... I think you are. Yeah.
29:1114... 14, 2, 3.
29:14CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
29:20Jeremy, the only success I've had in 16 months
29:23is with a 72-year-old.
29:27But I love you for it.
29:29Babe, listen, I think you're amazing,
29:32and I know that you still face a battle.
29:34I know that the message is that,
29:36if something like that's happened to you, you have to speak out.
29:39I know, perhaps if you'd spoken earlier,
29:41but you are doing that now, and Mum and Gran,
29:44your love for her is obvious, the guilt is misplaced.
29:47Sadly, these things do go on.
29:49What's great is that she's saved, what's great is that she's back with you,
29:52and the worst thing I think all of you could do would be stuck,
29:55cos that gives any credence to what that piece of crap did.
29:58I think the three of you move forward with your lives,
30:00and it's an absolute pleasure to meet you.
30:02Give them a round of applause, they're going that way.
30:05CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
30:09There you go.
30:19Good luck to them.
30:20Right, you might remember my next guest from a previous show.
30:23Take a look at this, my friends.
30:26Why did you not tell your partner you were going to go and stay
30:29with the man who was a complete stranger that you met off the internet,
30:32despite the fact that you're engaged?
30:34Because he's quite paranoid, and he...
30:36This is just fantastic way to make him feel better about his life.
30:41I'm absolutely with you. I mean, what the hell are you supposed to think?
30:45I'm just putting my mind round it, eh?
30:48I was like, why go out and meet the guy?
30:51And it's just spinning my mind, Ken.
30:54We asked Hannah, since the start of your relationship with Kevin,
30:57have you passionately kissed any other person?
30:59You said no. Why did you say no?
31:01Tess says you're a liar, Hannah.
31:03I did not lie. I swear to...
31:05No, Tess, no. She never lied. No, no.
31:07She didn't lie about who she was going to meet.
31:09Since the start of your relationship with Kevin,
31:11have you had sexual contact with any other person?
31:13She said no. Tess says she lied on that question as well.
31:15In fact, Kevin, there's a part of me that's highly delighted.
31:18She failed every single question.
31:20And you, you deserve better, cos this woman is a liar, pal.
31:24That's the truth.
31:27So let me just recap, right.
31:29This is a woman who was engaged to that bloke,
31:31who decided to meet a stranger off the internet,
31:33and then came here to prove that she hadn't cheated,
31:36failed it completely and then said,
31:38your lie detector's a pile of rubbish.
31:40But this is interesting, right.
31:42She says she stands by the fact she thinks that Tess was wrong,
31:45but is here today because apparently not only is she back with him,
31:49she doesn't trust him and she wants him to do a test at my expense
31:55on something she doesn't think is worth it.
31:57Why is she bothering?
31:59Hannah's back.
32:01CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
32:10I actually don't know why you're here and neither do they.
32:12And this time you have to speak. You don't agree with the test?
32:15No. Then go away. Why would you be here to do it about your boyfriend?
32:18CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
32:20There's other people. Sorry?
32:22There's other people... I hope he slept with everybody behind your back.
32:26No, no, you're missing the point.
32:28If you don't believe in my test,
32:31why are you back asking him to do one at my expense, love?
32:34I didn't ask him to, he offered.
32:36But then why would you even believe it?
32:38I know exactly what you want.
32:40You want him to fail so you feel just as good as him. No.
32:43Your test, right, was absolutely one million per cent kosher.
32:47You cheated on him, didn't you? Nope.
32:49Why did you fail the test, then? Because your test is...
32:55So if that's your opinion, why are we doing a test on him?
32:58Because he partially believes...
33:00That word you used, I think that sums up your relationship
33:03and I actually don't want anything to do with you.
33:05CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
33:07What's the point? What is the point of me doing this
33:09if you don't stand by the test?
33:11Obviously he's a doughnut, he'll do anything you say.
33:13Oh, I love Hannah, I'll let her get away with it.
33:15You failed that test. Yes, you did, absolutely.
33:18You tried every trick in the book.
33:20Oh, I gave a false name, I did this, my breathing, my movement.
33:23I've done this for 12 years, love.
33:25Your results were off the scale. Fact.
33:28No, they weren't.
33:30You met up with a man off the internet and you're engaged to him.
33:33It doesn't mean that anything happened, though, does it?
33:36Why did you fail, then? Because...
33:40So if that's the case, why do you care what he says or does?
33:44Because he wants to do this and there's people around us.
33:47I mean, do you even know that since I've been on this last show,
33:50because your test basically...
33:52I've been having people giving us death threats because of it.
33:56That's my fault, is it? Because of your test.
33:58Why would somebody give you a death threat?
34:00Because you're a lying cheat who did the dirty on your boyfriend, love,
34:03or are you just digging furiously to try and get yourself out of a hole?
34:06No, because they believe everything they see on TV.
34:08Well, if you don't believe the test, then I'm not going to do one for him.
34:12Why would I bother?
34:14Why don't you just tootle off back to where you came from
34:17and deal with your own mess, love, cos you're painfully alone?
34:23What's the point?
34:25There's no point, is there?
34:27Because I didn't force him to do it.
34:29But if he comes out and does it,
34:31you're not going to believe it anyway, are you?
34:33Let's hope he passes.
34:35Then you'll be really screwed in the head cos you won't believe it
34:38and you'll be all messed up.
34:40Kevin's back.
34:44CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
34:52I like you. First of all, why are you still with her?
34:56Well, everybody makes mistakes.
35:01Here's the thing, Kev.
35:03She went and met a person off the internet
35:06and failed the lie detector.
35:08I've done this for 12 years.
35:10My lie detector has spurred all of the team
35:12to give me a million per cent stand by it.
35:14Right, fact, first thing.
35:16She says that my test is responsible
35:18for ruining her relationship.
35:20I say you don't believe the test.
35:22So why are you here trying to prove to her?
35:25Because ever since the last shoot,
35:27I've been getting stick of everybody about it,
35:29that cos I haven't left her, that I've done something wrong,
35:32so I'm here to prove myself.
35:34But you've also been getting stick from her, haven't you?
35:36Not as much.
35:38But why would you take any stick from anybody who blatantly is a liar?
35:42Why are you letting him do this?
35:44Hello? Why are you letting him do this?
35:49But she's not going to believe the result.
35:52If you cheated on her, she's going to say,
35:54there you are, we're both as bad as each other,
35:56it's all Jeremy Carl's fault, and if you pass,
35:58she's going to be messed in the...
35:59Oh, I hope you pass, she's going to be messed in the head forever.
36:02But it's true. Are you going to pass?
36:04100%.
36:05Have you cheated on her? No.
36:07Why do you think he's cheated on you?
36:09There was a while back, there would be random girls that would add him
36:12and he would ask them, like, what they think of his looks
36:15and what they thought of him.
36:17That's because most of the time when I talk to them on Facebook,
36:20they actually call me a creep and all I do is,
36:22be friends, that's it, be friends, be friends,
36:24they call me a creep.
36:25But if they want to be friends,
36:26you don't have to ask them what they think of your looks.
36:28We asked Kevin, since the start of your relationship with Hannah,
36:31have you passionately kissed any other person?
36:33You said no, why did you say no?
36:34I was telling the truth.
36:35This is your liar, pal.
36:36CHEERING
36:39Oh, no!
36:40Look at the smile on her little face.
36:42Did you pick that up? Did you pick that up on camera?
36:45So you believe that, do you?
36:47Nope.
36:48So that makes you feel a lot better.
36:50Well, I'll tell you what.
36:51Have you ever seen that thing where you go, game, set and match?
36:55Two things.
36:56You failed every question.
36:58CHEERING
37:00Why don't you tell her what you told us before you came on stage?
37:04Erm...
37:07Tell her!
37:08At the start of my relationship, when I was with Hannah...
37:11So this is right?
37:12Yeah.
37:14Now you've completely messed up, aren't you?!
37:17Cos he's admitted he cheated on you and the test said he had!
37:21So now you've got nowhere to go!
37:23CHEERING
37:32So you did cheat at the beginning and the test is right.
37:34You stand by that test, which means that you believe her test.
37:37Yeah.
37:38Over to you, Hannah.
37:45Can I make a suggestion?
37:46What's that?
37:48I know what it's like when you love somebody and it's not reciprocated.
37:51I understand what you're doing.
37:53This girl definitely cheated.
37:55If you had the courage, you didn't cheat.
37:57I did not cheat.
37:58But he's admitted that he cheated.
38:00That was at the beginning of the relationship.
38:02But you still cheated whilst you were with her, yeah?
38:04Well, I was with my other ex at first.
38:06But you were with her. There was a crossover.
38:08I know why this is like that.
38:10Cos you told me that we started going out at the end of the month
38:14and she told me that you didn't break up with her
38:16until the start of the next month.
38:18So essentially he cheated on you whilst he was with you, yeah?
38:20Because he got the dates wrong.
38:22Yeah, but he cheated.
38:23So when he told a lie, the test is absolutely right
38:25because he's admitted that to us.
38:27Which means that you're also a liar, doesn't it?
38:29Nope. I didn't cheat. I never have.
38:31Do you know the only thing I want to say before I run for the hills?
38:33This woman thinks she's got you exactly where she wants you.
38:36She absolutely is pulling every string.
38:38No-one is lying when you love somebody.
38:40Difficult to accept.
38:41If it was me, I would say goodnight, Vienna.
38:44I'm sure you won't.
38:45But she has one thing that she can't do.
38:48At least you're honest about the mistakes you made.
38:50She isn't.
38:51APPLAUSE
38:59I hope you get it sorted. We'll do our best to help you with that.
39:01Well done. Brilliant.
39:02One of my greatest moments in 12 years.
39:04You're a liar. Get off my stage.
39:06Good luck, Kevin. You might need it.
39:11That's when a plan comes into fruition.
39:13After the break on this stage,
39:14a woman desperate to make an appeal to find her long-lost father
39:17and right back don't go anywhere.
39:19I grew up with my dad.
39:20Did you? Yeah.
39:22But he left at ten? It was a bad relationship?
39:24It was a bad relationship between my mum and him, yeah.
39:27He was quite violent.
39:28So he left?
39:29My mum left with us.
39:31And you never saw him again?
39:32No.
39:33What information have you got about him?
39:36Nothing.
39:38Well, I've found him.
39:42It's been 25 years,
39:43but if you look through that door, your dad threads here.
39:53APPLAUSE
39:56Oh, what are you trying to get at, are you?
39:58You heard the news? The NTAs are back.
40:00Oh, the NTAs.
40:01Why don't you take a promo, Jez?
40:03Cos everybody will vote for you. No, they don't.
40:0512 years, 2,000 shows, I've been abused, I've been threatened,
40:08I've been ill, everything's happened in my life,
40:10nobody gives a damn about me.
40:11You're not in, nobody's interested.
40:13I'm not...
40:14Oh, and there it is, isn't it? It's all about you.
40:16It's about Big Steve. Everybody Big Steve.
40:19Nobody gives a damn about Jeza anymore.
40:21Well, do you know what?
40:22I'm going to a dark room to lie down!
40:41Mmm!
40:43APPLAUSE
40:46CHEERING
40:51You're the security guard on the Jeremy Gow show.
40:55Very, very much. Very manly.
41:00Protect me for a change.
41:02You love the big man, do you? Oh, I love the big man.
41:05What a man, what a man, what a man, what a mighty good man.
41:09Mmm!
41:12Good morning and welcome to my show.
41:15CHEERING
41:28Thank you very much indeed. Welcome back.
41:30Right, my next guest, Claire, has contacted us,
41:32desperate to try and find her long-lost father.
41:34She says that seven months ago, she tragically lost her mum
41:37and ever since then has been hoping to be reunited with her dad
41:40she hasn't seen for 25 years.
41:42Big day for this girl as well.
41:43Claire is on the Jeremy Carr Show. That way.
41:45APPLAUSE
41:5537. Yeah.
41:57Looking good, love. Welcome to the show. Thank you.
42:00Before we talk about your dad, this was really...
42:03I just wanted to get some sort of background.
42:05You did actually see him for the first few years of your life?
42:08Yeah, I did. He... I grew up with my dad.
42:11Did you? Yeah.
42:13But he left at ten? It was a bad relationship?
42:15It was a bad relationship between my mum and him, yeah.
42:18He was quite violent. So he left?
42:20My mum left with us.
42:22And you never saw him again? No.
42:24You obviously asked, you obviously... Yeah.
42:27What was that like growing up?
42:29It was horrible.
42:30Um...
42:32I just wish he was there.
42:34You know?
42:36Have you tried over the years? I've tried looking for him.
42:40Now, your mum as well, The Rock,
42:42on which so much of your life was built, died seven months ago.
42:45That was difficult enough to handle. Yeah.
42:47She'd moved you around.
42:49She wanted to protect you guys from him.
42:52Yeah.
42:53You say, I might be 37, but I need to sort of put some order into stuff
42:57and I need a parental figure in my life.
42:59There's no animosity, I get that. No.
43:01What did she say to you on her deathbed?
43:03She said, I love you.
43:06Did you tell her you were going to try and find your dad?
43:09No, because my mum didn't want me to.
43:11When you're a child, you always think your dad will be there
43:14and I've missed him so, so much. I have a lot of questions.
43:17Yeah.
43:19What information have you got about him?
43:21Nothing.
43:23Not a lot, really. Well, I've found him.
43:25Oh!
43:30SHE SOBS
43:34You all right?
43:37He is very emotional. We told him, out of respect,
43:39he had a chat with Grey and we told him about what happened to your mum.
43:43Yeah. I think many of these instances,
43:45I think it's really easy for people to read a card or be in the audience
43:49and go, oh, the relationship was topsy-turvy,
43:51it'll be the bloke's fault or it'll be the woman's fault.
43:53It was a quarter of a century ago.
43:55I like what you said.
43:57Yeah, I've got questions, but I want a relationship.
44:00I want that figure in my life. Yeah.
44:02You OK? Yeah, I'm OK.
44:04You don't have to wait long.
44:06It's been 25 years, but if you look through that door,
44:09your dad Fred's here, all right?
44:11Give a round of applause that way.
44:13CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
44:27CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
44:36How are you, Fred? I'm fine, thanks.
44:38God, how alike do you two look?
44:40You look like a girl, but we don't need to do a DNA.
44:46You've had a bad morning, haven't you?
44:49Since they rang you and told you, what's it been like?
44:54I've...
44:57..been crying a lot.
45:00I don't know where they are or how they are or whatever.
45:03Do you have regrets?
45:05I do have regrets for what I did in the past.
45:07I'm hoping it doesn't affect this contact I've had from today.
45:11I'm hoping to...
45:13You've been waiting for this moment for a long time.
45:15Yes, I have. What do you want to say to your daughter?
45:18I'm hoping what happened in the past doesn't affect...
45:22..what we're about to do today.
45:24The relationship was toxic. You admit you made mistakes.
45:27There was mistakes on both sides.
45:29I think that's always the point, isn't it?
45:31It's very easy to go, it was that, it was this,
45:33but this is the story, you see? You do it all the time.
45:36The kids are the ones who suffer, aren't they?
45:38That's true.
45:40What's it been like for the last 25 years,
45:43knowing you've got a daughter out there and she's not in your life?
45:46It hurts. It eats away at you inside.
45:49It feels like you've done a right sentence.
45:51Could you have done more?
45:53I could have done more within the situation.
45:56Could you have done more to find her in the last 25 years?
45:59I tried finding her. Tell her.
46:01And I put the details down through search.
46:06I was on a website doing searches.
46:09And I come back with nothing.
46:13Can I...? Lots to talk about, lots to organise.
46:16We'll help you with that. There's just one thing.
46:18You're 61. I shouldn't tell you this, by the way,
46:20but there's one thing you need to say to your daughter, isn't there?
46:23Try sorry, pal, as a start.
46:25I apologise for what I put you through.
46:29And it's hard...
46:33..for me, because I've not seen you at all.
46:36It's not been easy for me.
46:39And...
46:41..the blame lies with mainly me
46:44and the relationship I was with with your mother.
46:47It's honest.
46:49These things... I've said this before.
46:51People assume they're going to walk through those doors.
46:53It's going to be absolutely fantastic. It'll take time.
46:55You'll need to be honest with each other. We'll help you with the process.
46:58The most important thing is you've got your dad, you've found your dad,
47:01and you start from here. Are you all right?
47:03Thank you. Happy? Yeah.
47:05Happy? I'm happy. More than happy.
47:07Don't ever let her go again, yeah? I won't.
47:09Father and daughter, that way. Give them a round of applause.
47:16Nice way to finish a night of time for this morning.
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47:38You may be seeing a world's first here.
47:40It's taken over my life and I really want my life back.
47:44If we don't treat this, you will become an eunuch.
47:50From what he says, you could be dead in five years.
47:53Those screws rebuilt your face. Yeah.
47:55And saved your life. That's amazing.
47:58I didn't think there was anything anybody could do.
48:03Really good news. This can be sorted and this can be treated.
48:06Happy with that? Yes.
48:08Am I happy? Yeah.
48:10I love him. That was amazing.
48:13I think you're one of the bravest men I've ever met.
48:17I was having a stroke already. Yeah.
48:19We need to urgently refer you to the stroke team.
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