Gulcemal - 34

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00:00I killed him with a single stab, and now you are married to that snake.
00:22There is also this letter.
00:29Mustafa, don't you think about us at all?
00:46You are not a man to leave your child in the middle.
00:54We found this letter.
00:58Am I this child?
01:06Did my mother write this letter?
01:13How do you hide it?
01:19How do you hide the truth of my life?
01:23How do you hide that I am your father's son?
01:26The conditions were so necessary.
01:28But now you will learn the whole truth.
01:32Calm down.
01:33You stole my life from me.
01:36After your father received this letter, he did not write back to your mother.
01:41After a very short time, your mother came to Bursa with you.
01:47But your father did not want you, who was a woman whose mother did not like.
01:54You're lying, aren't you?
01:56You didn't want it.
01:58You prevented him from wanting us, didn't you?
02:01You did it.
02:03On the contrary, I tried to help.
02:05After all, it was a baby.
02:08It was about you.
02:10I wanted to hold your mother.
02:14She was looking for a port to take refuge in.
02:17She was looking for someone to lean on.
02:20I married her to Ibrahim.
02:23Everything was going well.
02:25Your mother got used to home and Ibrahim.
02:29Until Gül Cemal killed your father.
02:35Enough.
02:47Gül Cemal not only killed your father, he also killed your mother.
02:53What are you talking about?
02:55What does it have to do with Gül Cemal?
02:58My mother is dead, okay?
03:00It has nothing to do with Gül Cemal.
03:02What are you talking about?
03:03Your mother was a weak woman.
03:06She was a weak person.
03:09She couldn't stand Mustafa's death.
03:12Instead of holding on to life with you,
03:16I gave up my life.
03:20I committed suicide.
03:22No.
03:34No.
03:44I know.
03:46You know me as a bad person.
03:49But I didn't do anything bad to you.
03:51On the contrary, I tried to help you.
03:54Because you were entrusted to me by Mustafa.
03:58You were his daughter.
03:59You were his life.
04:04No.
04:09We lost İpek's mother at birth.
04:12I was left alone with a child.
04:15How could I take care of a helpless child?
04:19I didn't know what to do.
04:22I couldn't do anything.
04:25I couldn't do anything but pray to God.
04:33Then one day,
04:36Mrs. Zafer came to me.
04:40She said,
04:42you can't take care of this child.
04:46She had Firuze with her.
04:48She had a baby in her arms.
04:52She said,
04:54you are helpless.
04:56Get married.
04:58Start a family.
04:59Support each other.
05:03Didn't you know that the woman's husband was Mustafa?
05:06I didn't know.
05:08I asked.
05:10I have no one.
05:12I was left alone with my child after my husband died.
05:15Didn't Firuze tell you who her father was?
05:20I asked but she didn't tell me.
05:22Whenever I talked to her husband,
05:25she was sad.
05:28It was obvious that she was injured.
05:30I didn't want to hurt her more.
05:33Her husband was dead.
05:35It wouldn't be good for anyone to talk about this.
05:43If you didn't learn this from her,
05:46who did you learn it from?
05:49Your mother.
05:53Your mother knew everything from the beginning.
05:57Since the day she brought Firuze to me.
06:08I'm sure she scared her.
06:12She didn't tell you even if she wanted to.
06:16Cemal.
06:19Your mother played a big game with you.
06:23She made you fall in love with the daughter of the biggest enemy.
06:28While doing this, she spent her medicine with you.
06:34Now do you understand why I opposed this marriage so much?
06:44I didn't want you to hear all this from me.
06:47But if I hadn't told you, your mother would have hurt you.
06:52Mrs. Zafer put you in a dead end.
06:56Whenever you want to move,
06:59you will hit the wall.
07:03There is no end to this road.
07:06Think well.
07:08Cemal.
07:11You know the whole truth now.
07:17You don't want to be the wife of a murderer who has your mother's father's blood in his hands, right?
07:28Mr. Zafer.
07:40I've seen a lot of evil in my life.
07:43But I've never seen anyone as pure evil as you.
07:49You're a devil.
07:51What happened? Are you afraid?
07:53Fear.
07:55Fear.
07:57Because you weren't going to go that far.
08:01I'm afraid.
08:03I'm afraid.
08:05I'm afraid.
08:07You shouldn't have.
08:12Don't come.
08:14Don't come.
08:15Now that you told me everything.
08:17Tell me.
08:18Tell me how your mother died.
08:20Huh?
08:21Tell me.
08:22I said tell me.
08:23Talk.
08:32What are you saying?
08:34Tell me.
08:36Tell me how Firuze died.
08:43What are you saying?
08:45What are you saying?
08:46How do you know my mother?
08:53Mom.
08:54Ms. Zafer.
08:55Get out.
08:56Get out.
08:57Ms. Zafer.
08:58Get out.
08:59Mom, can you hear me?
09:01Don't push.
09:02Mom, can you hear me?
09:04Mom.
09:09Why am I breathing?
09:11How do you know?
09:12I'm talking to you.
09:13Talk.
09:14How do you know my mother?
09:15What do you know?
09:18How did my mother die?
09:19Talk.
09:33İpek.
09:34Dad.
09:37Armağan.
09:38You didn't go, son.
09:39I didn't go, yes.
09:40I changed my mind.
09:43I decided to stay.
09:49What was my brother doing here?
09:51He looked very bad.
09:52Did something happen?
09:56Wash your hands and face.
09:58Take a breath.
09:59I'll clean up.
10:00Then let's talk.
10:02Okay.
10:13Who are you?
10:14How do you know my mother?
10:27Eva.
10:30Forgive me, daughter.
10:31My beautiful daughter.
10:32Forgive me.
10:35Eva.
10:36My daughter.
10:37My dear daughter.
10:39Thank God.
10:40Thank God I found you.
10:42Forgive me.
10:45Eva.
10:46Don't touch me, daughter.
10:48My mother is dead.
10:50I'm not dead, my beautiful daughter.
10:52Zafer thought he killed me.
10:54He threw me into the lake.
10:56But a fisherman found me and saved me.
10:58Zafer doesn't know.
10:59I ran away.
11:00My mother is dead.
11:01She died in the lake.
11:02I'm not dead, my beautiful daughter.
11:03Don't come near me.
11:04I missed you so much.
11:05Don't touch me.
11:06Don't come near me.
11:07I lived for you.
11:08I found you.
11:09Eva, listen to me.
11:10Don't touch me.
11:11Eva.
11:12Eva, I lived for you.
11:14One day I came back to you.
11:16I hugged you.
11:17The only reason I held on to life.
11:19I held on to life for you.
11:21Let me go.
11:22I'm coming back to you.
11:23My mother is dead.
11:24Eva, I lived for you.
11:26I lived for you.
11:27Eva.
11:28You're the reason I live.
11:29You're my desire.
11:30Eva.
11:31Eva.
11:32Eva, stop, baby.
11:34Eva.
11:35Eva.
11:36Eva.
11:37My daughter.
11:39Eva, listen to me.
11:41Eva.
11:42Eva.
11:43Eva.
11:45Eva, I lived for you.
11:46What if your mother hadn't died?
11:49What if she came out and said,
11:50My daughter, I came.
11:52Would you be happy?
11:53Would you want her?
11:55Eva.
11:56Eva, I lived for you.
11:59I'll tell you everything.
12:01I'll tell you everything, Eva.
12:04Liar.
12:06Baby.
12:08Let me hug you like this.
12:09Open the door.
12:10You're a liar.
12:12Liar.
12:14Eva.
12:16Liar.
12:30Baby.
12:38Dad, are you going to tell me now?
12:40Uncle Ibrahim, what happened here?
12:42It was very bad, brother.
12:43What happened?
12:44Gürcem Ali.
12:47Why did you oppose Eva and her marriage?
12:51Why did you say it was impossible for them to get married?
12:56Why?
12:57Well, what did you tell her?
13:01Who her father is.
13:03What do you mean?
13:05Do you know who Eva's father is?
13:09You knew and you hid it from us.
13:12You didn't tell us that either.
13:13I really can't believe you.
13:15Okay, my daughter, don't get upset.
13:17If I knew, I wouldn't have told you.
13:18I just found out.
13:21So what does this have to do with my brother?
13:24Who is Eva's father?
13:26Mustafa Pehlivan.
13:29What?
13:31What do you mean Eva's father is Mustafa Pehlivan?
13:35Mustafa Pehlivan is Eva's real father.
13:45How?
13:50Eva is my real sister.
13:53Is that so?
13:55Yes.
14:12When your father died,
14:14I met Zafer at the lake to talk about your rights.
14:19He tried to kill me.
14:22He thought I was dead and threw me into the lake.
14:26I lost myself.
14:28If a fisherman hadn't saved me, I wouldn't be here now.
14:32I couldn't come to my senses for days.
14:35For days.
14:38Then when I came to my senses,
14:41I turned around and looked.
14:43Everyone thought I was dead.
14:48Zafer wanted me to be gone, Eva.
14:51Zafer wanted to destroy me.
14:54Zafer wanted to destroy me.
14:59If I had shown up,
15:02Zafer would have been killed.
15:05I ran away.
15:06I ran away because there was no other way for me to meet you.
15:10I ran away to get my powers back.
15:13Then I found your children.
15:15Shut up!
15:18Shut up now! Shut up!
15:21I won't shut up, Eva.
15:22Shut up!
15:25I won't shut up.
15:27It took me years to get to you.
15:32I missed you so much, Eva.
15:34I missed you so much. How are you?
15:39Please, shut up.
15:41Eva.
15:44Shut up.
15:45Shut up.
15:52There may be a co-worker inside.
16:01No.
16:02Your brother's not answering his phone.
16:04Maybe he found out.
16:06I'm going to lose my mind.
16:08I'm going to lose my mind.
16:09Don't we have a peaceful day?
16:12My brother is married to the daughter of our biggest enemy.
16:14I'm praying that my mother, whom I hate so much,
16:17doesn't die.
16:20Don't worry, nothing will happen to Zafer.
16:23He won't go anywhere until he gets his revenge.
16:26Is there a new secret?
16:28I keep saying that nothing will happen to us anymore.
16:31But something new always comes up.
16:34And it's always worse for you than for each other.
16:37My love, okay.
16:38But you're going to hurt the baby.
16:40I don't want to remind you every time.
16:41Please, open your eyes.
16:42What should I do?
16:43They took her to the room.
16:44Miss Zafer is fine.
16:50I think there are still unsolved secrets.
16:53How does Miss Zafer know Garana?
16:55When she saw her, it was like she saw a partner.
16:57It got worse after that.
16:59Another secret for you.
17:02I don't understand.
17:03How can they know each other?
17:06Garana may know Eva's mother.
17:08Vefa, don't be ridiculous.
17:10But Garana came to this city with us.
17:12How can she know her?
17:13How do you know?
17:15Maybe she came and went before.
17:17Vefa, we're talking about Garana.
17:19Are you aware of what you're talking about?
17:22Garana is our mother who looks after us, raises us, and feeds us.
17:25Is that possible?
17:27If that was the case, she would have told us.
17:29Why would she hide it?
17:30Then explain it.
17:32Could it be because Eva's real mother?
17:38What are you talking about?
17:39Don't be ridiculous.
17:40I'm not being ridiculous.
17:42I heard it with my own ears.
17:45Yes, she was talking to Uncle Ibrahim.
17:47So your Garana...
17:50Oh!
17:51So she made you sleep on your feet.
17:53That's not possible.
17:55It can't be.
17:57No, it can't be.
17:58Garana would have told us if something like this happened.
18:00Then Miss Zafer tried to kill Garana.
18:05What happened? I was being ridiculous.
18:07Did the stones fall into place all of a sudden?
18:09Bravo, congratulations.
18:12Why has she been with us for years?
19:08Eva!
19:09Wait, Eva, don't go.
19:10Don't go.
19:11Please don't go.
19:12Get out of my way.
19:13Get out of my way.
19:14Get out of my way.
19:15I can't live without you anymore, Eva.
19:17You can live until now.
19:18Get out of my way.
19:20You won't let me go, Gülcem.
19:33What are you saying?
19:35What are you saying?
19:41Who is Gülcem?
19:44My father's murderer.
19:47And I'm his biggest enemy's daughter.
19:50Your mother...
19:53She brought me here even though she knew you were here.
19:57And you let me love her even though you knew everything.
20:01No, no, Gülcem didn't know anything.
20:03She didn't know you were Mustafa Pehlivan's daughter.
20:06And she didn't know I was your mother.
20:08You are not my mother, Eva.
20:10My mother is dead, okay?
20:13And her grave is here, Eva.
20:15Do you know it's easier to love a dead mother?
20:19But I swear to you, I'll tear that grave apart.
20:23Don't try to come after me.
20:24Eva, don't go, my beautiful daughter.
20:30Eva, don't go.
20:31Please don't go, my beautiful daughter.
20:33Please don't go.
20:39Eva.
20:55Ma'am, thank God you're awake. Are you okay?
20:59Let me call a nurse.
21:00Wait.
21:04How did I get here? Who brought me here? Did you bring me here?
21:08Your daughter Gülendam, Mert and Gülcemal's man are here.
21:12They brought you to the hospital.
21:15I was at Gülcemal's house.
21:19I don't remember the rest.
21:22Zafer Pehlivan!
21:31That woman...
21:33Yes?
21:34That woman is alive.
21:36Who is that woman? Why did you come here when you saw her?
21:40That woman is Eva's mother.
21:43Firuze.
21:45She is alive, Emrullah.
22:13I mean, I'm trying to understand, but I really don't get it.
22:18Arman, think about it.
22:21You've been asking for siblings since you were a kid.
22:24All of a sudden, you have two siblings.
22:27I have two siblings.
22:30You're taking my brother, too.
22:32And when I'm without a brother, you have three brothers.
22:35That's ridiculous.
22:37You're angry about all this.
22:39Is that your problem now?
22:40No, dad, it's not a problem.
22:42I mean, it's not a problem, but I really don't understand.
22:45Even we can't understand.
22:48What will Eva do when she finds out?
22:50What will she do?
22:52All these lies, secrets.
22:54The world will fall apart.
22:57No, I can't stand it.
22:58I'm going to talk to Eva.
23:00Come on, Arman, don't.
23:02She doesn't know about all this now.
23:05Well, I mean, sitting like this...
23:06Don't object.
23:08Tomorrow morning.
23:10We'll go together tomorrow.
23:11If not, we'll talk.
23:12We'll get her out of the house.
23:13Let her stay now.
23:18I hope it's good.
23:19I hope it's good.
23:29My daughter.
23:30Dad.
23:31My daughter.
23:32What happened?
23:33Stop.
23:34Okay.
23:35Don't cry.
23:36Okay, okay.
23:39Dad, is it true?
23:40What I heard?
23:43Mustafa Perivan was my father.
23:47Where did you hear that?
23:48Mustafa Perivan came and told me everything.
23:51Damn woman.
23:54Did you know?
23:56I just found out.
23:58When I was in the hospital.
24:02I'm going crazy.
24:03Come on, come on.
24:10Eva.
24:18Eva.
24:37I swear, you're the only thing I'm thankful for.
24:45Come on, baby, come.
24:46Come, baby, come.
24:47Come, sit down.
25:01Now I understand why you didn't want it so much.
25:04Why did you go against it so much?
25:06Yes.
25:07I tried so hard to keep you away from each other.
25:11It didn't work.
25:12You couldn't break up.
25:14I'm so sorry for the first time, you know?
25:17Because I really love you.
25:21You're the biggest loser in this story.
25:25Dad, my world fell apart.
25:28I can't get out of it.
25:31It will be fixed.
25:32Everything will be fixed.
25:33How will it be fixed?
25:35I'm here.
25:36Your brothers are here.
25:38How will it be fixed?
25:39How will I fix it?
25:40How will I fix it?
25:42My mother was alive.
25:46My mother was at my bottom.
25:49I looked like a stranger for months.
25:51I ate the woman's bread.
25:53She was at my bottom.
25:55The woman I thought was a stranger was my mother.
26:00How can you not tell me?
26:02So how did you find out about this?
26:04Is he telling you?
26:05No.
26:06No, where would he tell me?
26:08I guess he hid it for another 30 years.
26:10He couldn't keep it to himself.
26:11When Mrs. Zafer came.
26:13He couldn't stand it.
26:14He came out of nowhere.
26:15He said, tell me.
26:16He said, tell me how his mother died.
26:18That's how he came out.
26:19If I were him...
26:21How?
26:22Wait a minute.
26:23Who are you talking about?
26:24I don't understand anything.
26:25A woman named Kara.
26:27What does she have to do with Ayl?
26:29That Kara.
26:30Firuze.
26:33So the woman we read that letter to.
26:35How?
26:36This is impossible.
26:37Your mother was dead.
26:38She can't be alive.
26:39No, she's not dead.
26:41She's not dead.
26:42She's alive.
26:44Every day, when I was struggling with my mother's pain.
26:47My mother was hiding behind Gül Cemal.
26:50She was hiding behind Gül Cemal.
26:52So she's alive.
26:53So what about my mother?
26:54Why did Mrs. Kara ask my mother such a thing?
26:56What does she have to do with my mother?
26:58The day I thought my mother died.
27:00They were fighting there with Mrs. Zafer.
27:03Mrs. Zafer got hurt.
27:05What did my mother do?
27:06Then she fell.
27:08She thought she was dead.
27:09I don't know anymore.
27:12She threw herself into the lake.
27:14How?
27:17God damn it.
27:19How much more can this woman push the limits of evil?
27:22Whichever stone I lift, my mother comes out of it.
27:24Norman, okay, calm down.
27:25How can I calm down?
27:26She threw herself into the lake.
27:27Look what I heard.
27:33Oh.
27:50Deva is gone.
27:55You will go too.
28:00I will tell Gül Cemal everything.
28:03I was going to tell you too, actually.
28:06But I lied to you from the beginning.
28:08Saying the truth became stronger.
28:13I was very attached to you.
28:15I loved you so much.
28:17I was afraid you would give up on me.
28:21We were a family.
28:23And that family is gone now.
28:27Did you come to tell me to go?
28:30No.
28:32I can't tell him.
28:33Gül Cemal will say the last word, but...
28:37If I knew him a little, he wouldn't keep someone lying to him for all these years.
28:43I know.
28:48Please don't tell him.
28:52Let him hear from me.
28:56Please let me.
29:01Please.
29:31I love you.
29:50Look, we'll promise downstairs, but...
29:56I want to promise you here now.
30:01That I will never leave you.
30:05That I will always be with you.
30:08I promise you too.
30:11No matter what, I will never leave you.
30:15I will never turn my back on you.
30:19I promise.
30:25I hate you.
30:31At least as much as my mother.
30:47Tell me, Vefa.
30:48Brother, Deva is gone.
30:49What?
30:50I heard something, but this is not something to talk about on the phone, brother.
30:52I'll come to you, let's talk.
30:54Mustafa Pehlivan was Deva's father.
30:58You learned, how did you learn, brother?
31:00How did Deva learn?
31:03Your mother came after you left.
31:06She told us all.
31:08Brother, I think he went to his father.
31:11Should I get it, brother?
31:14What should I do, brother? Tell me something, please.
31:15I don't know what to do either.
31:17I don't want to see or talk.
31:19Brother, but it's not his fault that he doesn't have a daughter.
31:22I know.
31:25But it's my fault to kill his father.
31:28How are we going to take care of ourselves after all this?
31:31I'll come to you, brother.
31:32I don't want to.
31:34I want to be alone.
31:57Come on, the toasts are hot.
32:03Come on.
32:05I don't want anything, I'm not hungry.
32:08Fazil, don't be ridiculous.
32:10Don't I know my own child?
32:12Double cheddar, of course.
32:14Your father didn't run away from any cost, my love.
32:17You can't talk about your mother like that.
32:20You can't talk about your mother like that.
32:23You can't talk about your mother like that.
32:25You can't talk about your mother like that.
32:27Your mother won't leave you hungry.
32:28I'm going to talk now.
32:30Your mother will eat, don't worry.
32:32Do you think we can be a good family to our child?
32:39We'll be better than ours, Gülendam.
32:41Well, whatever happens to you.
32:44Will you always be with our child as his father?
32:49Of course.
32:50All right.
32:51Gülendam, did something happen?
32:53What else could it be?
32:55Can't you see what's going on?
32:57What else could it be?
32:58I can see what's going on.
33:00These are not about us, my love.
33:03I mean, if you and I were together,
33:06wouldn't we be fine?
33:08Yes, of course.
33:10It's about my brother.
33:12My brother will find a solution to this anyway.
33:14Although, don't worry about it.
33:16There won't be a problem anyway.
33:19My brother won't stay with him after this hour.
33:23If I were you, I wouldn't be so sure.
33:26I'm so sure.
33:28My brother definitely won't stay with him after this hour.
33:31I know him very well.
33:35My love, I talked.
33:37Your mother will eat. I told you, okay?
33:39But look.
33:41Look, now she'll feed you.
33:42Come on.
33:43No, I don't want to. I won't eat.
33:45My love, the child was hungry.
33:47She asked me.
33:48I won't eat.
33:52I won't eat.
33:57Did something happen?
33:59The lady woke up. She wants to see you.
34:01Okay, come on.
34:03Just you.
34:05Let Mert stay here.
34:07Please.
34:19Let Mert stay here.
34:21Let Mert stay here.
34:40You called me.
34:42Sit down.
34:43Do you want something?
34:45You brought me to the hospital.
34:47You didn't leave until morning.
34:48I wanted to thank you.
34:58If you knew the truth,
35:00why did you let my brother marry that girl?
35:03Do you want the truth?
35:07I wanted to hurt her.
35:09I wanted to break her heart.
35:11I wanted her to be divided into a thousand pieces.
35:14I wanted her to be a separate pillow for each piece.
35:19I wanted her to live what she lived for me.
35:22Is that so?
35:24Well, then you did it.
35:27Is the mother of the widow really the mother of the widow?
35:31Yes.
35:33And you thought she was dead.
35:35Is that true?
35:36I haven't seen her for years.
35:38Did you really try to kill her?
35:40No.
35:42We were arguing.
35:44She lost her balance.
35:46She hit her head on the stone.
35:48I was scared.
35:50I went to the lake.
35:52I thought she was dead.
35:54What if she wasn't dead?
35:57Oh, Mrs. Zafer.
36:00You thought you left her behind.
36:03You thought you crushed her.
36:05She's gone.
36:07All the bad things you've done
36:09are now standing in front of you like a wall.
36:12Is that so?
36:13I'm not a bad person.
36:15Yes, of course.
36:16Real bad people never know they're bad.
36:20Because they find a reason for everything they do.
36:24But you...
36:26You've found the body of evil.
36:29You're an unyielding evil.
36:33Fortunately, Armağan didn't find out.
36:36We'll find a way to get over it.
36:39We're used to it, but Armağan...
36:42It's too hard for him.
36:44Why are you doing this?
36:46Did you think I'd let him go just like that?
36:49What are you talking about?
36:51Armağan came and said goodbye to me.
36:55It was his decision, not mine.
36:59I won't let him leave me just like that.
37:03What did you do again?
37:05I gave him a reason to stay.
37:07What does it matter?
37:09Do you think he'll stay when he finds out?
37:12He'll leave anyway.
37:14Of course he won't.
37:16I'll tell him everything.
37:18He'll understand me and we'll live together again.
37:20Is that so?
37:22You're so well-planned.
37:24You're going to ruin my brother and my life.
37:27Then you'll live a happy life with your son, Armağan.
37:31Is that so, mom?
37:33I didn't do you any harm.
37:35Still?
37:38Still? Even in this situation?
37:42What are you going to do?
37:44You gave me permission to marry Mert.
37:48You gave me permission to love Mert.
37:51But do you know what happened now?
37:53Do you want to know?
37:55Mert will leave me.
37:57If not today, tomorrow.
37:59He'll leave me.
38:01I'll be alone again.
38:03You're not alone.
38:05I am.
38:07Mom, please shut up and stop lying.
38:10Please, I'm begging you.
38:12You've never been in my life, mom.
38:15You've never kicked me out of your door.
38:18You called me to you years later.
38:20And why?
38:22So that Armağan can come back.
38:24Isn't that so?
38:26Look, I've made a lot of mistakes.
38:29A lot.
38:31I'll think about what you said again.
38:33If what I did was bad, maybe we can make up for it.
38:37We can start a new life.
38:40You've suffered the punishment of Gülcemal's crime.
38:46But you have a mother who will embrace you.
38:52From now on,
38:55you're alone, mom.
38:57Mom.
39:09What have you done to us? Let's get some rest.
39:12My father will get up soon. Go get your coffee.
39:18I'll tell you something.
39:20I haven't heard from Gülcemal since this morning.
39:23She won't.
39:24She won't?
39:26How can she not?
39:28How can she leave you so easily?
39:30She'll come to our door again.
39:33Even if the sun rises a thousand times and sets a thousand times,
39:37it won't come.
39:39Because even if I forgive her, she won't be able to forgive me.
39:42I know.
39:44At the end of the day.
39:46Wait a minute. How?
39:48So if Gülcemal comes out now, you'll forgive her?
39:51Deva, did you forget how you married this man?
39:54How he ruined your life.
39:57This man killed our father, whom you missed for years.
40:01But you forgave him.
40:04You forgave him, didn't you? You came to our wedding.
40:09I didn't forgive him.
40:13I just saw his regret.
40:16Deva, I have a blood relationship with him.
40:21He's a murderer, he's a victim, he's my brother.
40:24But he's a stranger to you.
40:27No.
40:29I've known him for a long time.
40:31He's the only man I'll ever love.
40:42Arman.
40:44Look.
40:46Maybe you're going to be mad at me right now, maybe you're going to break down.
40:48But...
40:52I realized yesterday that...
40:54I don't know the man Gülcemal killed.
40:57What do you mean, Deva?
40:59You've been dreaming about your father since you were a kid.
41:03You're looking for your father, you're curious.
41:05And now that Gülcemal is his murderer, you're not even mad at him.
41:08Yes, that's right.
41:10I've been wondering who my father has been since I was a kid.
41:14But the man in my dream was a man who loved me.
41:16How do you know he doesn't love you?
41:19He didn't have time to tell us this because of Gülcemal.
41:22He wrote it in the letter when we read it.
41:24I don't know the man who left his daughter behind and didn't want me.
41:29I'm sorry, but I don't feel like he's my father.
41:39But it doesn't change any truth.