Gulcemal - 29

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00:00Gülendam will do something to herself!
00:02Find Gülendam right now!
00:03Hurry up and get to her!
00:04What are you saying?
00:05Canan, run!
00:06What did you say, Gülcan?
00:07Where are you going?
00:09If you fall, you won't go anywhere!
00:11Dad, what do you mean something is happening?
00:12Can you please let me go?
00:14Look at me, don't be impatient!
00:15Listen to me once!
00:16Uncle Ibrahim, please!
00:18Dad, let it go!
00:19Let it go!
00:20Didn't you see the woman's condition?
00:21Let them see whatever they are!
00:23What does it matter to us?
00:24You are my only concern!
00:25Don't interfere!
00:31Oh my God!
00:33What are you saying?
00:35Brother, is Gülendam okay?
00:39Brother?
00:41Aren't you going to tell me anything?
00:44Say something!
00:46Get out of the car!
01:01Gülendam!
01:03Where is this girl?
01:04Gülendam!
01:06Gülendam!
01:07Gülendam!
01:10Gülendam!
01:11Gülendam!
01:13What happened?
01:18She is fine!
01:19Gülendam!
01:20She is fine!
01:21She is fine!
01:23Gülendam!
01:24Get up, dear!
01:25Gülendam!
01:26She is fine!
01:27What are we going to do?
01:28Gülendam!
01:29Gülendam!
01:31No!
01:32She is fine!
01:33Get up, dear!
01:34Gülendam!
01:35Get up, dear!
01:36She is fine!
01:37She is fine!
01:38Call Sari!
01:39Go and call the car!
01:40Send Sari!
01:41Dad!
01:42Let her get up!
01:43Get up, dear!
01:45Get up, dear!
01:46Get up!
01:47Get up!
01:48Get up!
02:00You are always next to me.
02:02As you guessed, master.
02:04She didn't get married.
02:05Gülcemal didn't come home either.
02:07By the way, they took Mert away as well.
02:10I guess we won't be able to see him again.
02:17We spent those stupid pianos a little early, but sometimes you have to spend your piano to make money.
02:36I don't understand. I don't understand this.
02:39How can you still stay here despite all the things that have happened? I don't understand.
02:42Because I know. I know Gül Cemal.
02:46Gül Cemal promised me, okay?
02:48No matter what happens, no matter what we live, he won't leave me.
02:52I know he won't give up on me. I know he won't leave me.
02:55That's why I'm not going anywhere.
02:58Do you understand?
02:59We promised each other.
03:01I can't leave him and go anywhere while he won't leave me.
03:04Do you understand why I'm here now?
03:07Cemal!
03:09Cemal!
03:11Gülendam committed suicide.
03:12What?
03:13Gülendam.
03:14Gülendam.
03:15She cut her wrists.
03:16What do you mean she committed suicide? Where are they now? Where did they go?
03:19They just left. They took her to the hospital.
03:21Gülendam committed suicide. She cut her wrists.
03:25She cut her wrists.
03:27Norman, where are you going?
03:29God, I'm really going crazy.
03:33What are we living for?
03:36Neva.
03:37Neva, okay.
03:38Okay, pull yourself together. Look at me.
03:40Look at me. Okay, pull yourself together.
03:42Did I want a lot?
03:44Did I want to be happy? Did I want a lot?
03:48I really don't understand.
03:50How can everything be so bad?
03:53Okay, okay.
03:54It's okay.
04:03God, please don't let anything happen to Gülendam.
04:06God, please forgive my wife.
04:10God, please don't let anything happen to her.
04:12You're thinking about yourself, aren't you?
04:14What are you talking about?
04:16What are you talking about? My wife is dying.
04:18Shut up.
04:19Shut up.
04:20I'll break your mouth and nose with that prayer.
04:22God, you took my wife, my child and my grandchild.
04:26Shut up!
04:27You took my wife, my child and my grandchild.
04:29Shut up!
04:36For God's sake, help me.
04:38Sergeant!
04:39Sergeant!
04:40Bring the patient to the hospital.
04:41What are you doing?
04:43He cut his wrists.
04:45He's losing a lot of blood.
04:47He's losing a lot of blood.
04:48The doctor will give you information. Please wait here.
04:50Let's go in.
04:51You can't go in. Please go to the waiting room.
04:53Let's go in. We should have gone in.
04:55Please wait here.
04:59My God, my dear.
05:06Did you come, too?
05:09He should have had a relative by his side.
05:26How is he?
05:27Calm down.
05:29He's alive.
05:30The doctors are with him.
05:31Tell me the truth. How is he?
05:33Tell me the truth.
05:34We don't have any information.
05:36We didn't see him.
05:37No one gave us any information.
05:39I can't lie to you.
05:41He wasn't himself when he came.
05:43He lost a lot of blood.
05:45But he's alive.
05:55How could you do such a thing?
06:00If something happens to him,
06:02I'll kill you.
06:04I'll kill you.
06:06Nothing's gonna happen to him.
06:08Nothing's gonna happen to him. Calm down.
06:14Where were you?
06:16How could you not see this girl?
06:18I didn't know when everything got mixed up.
06:22Where's your mother-in-law?
06:24She stayed at home.
06:26At home?
06:28When Gülendam was like this?
06:30The medicine was bad, too.
06:32She stayed with him.
06:41Doctor Gülendam.
06:44How is he?
06:47Did something happen to him?
06:49Unfortunately, your brother is not well.
06:52His life is in danger.
06:58God.
07:01Is he gone?
07:04Brother, he fainted.
07:06Let it go now, doctor.
07:07Tell me how my brother is.
07:09Sir.
07:10There are deep cuts in Gülendam's wrist.
07:12He cut himself on purpose not to kill himself.
07:15He was almost successful.
07:17He lost a lot of blood when he came here.
07:19We prevented the blood loss, but...
07:21...we can't do much because he's pregnant.
07:24It's limited right now.
07:26What about the baby?
07:27He's fine for now.
07:28But we need to do a blood transfusion urgently.
07:30We need to put the blood he lost back...
07:32...so that his mother and baby can live.
07:34Of course. Right now.
07:35We need one of the Airaj Negative Group.
07:37Let everyone know.
07:38No need.
07:39My blood group.
07:40I'll give it to you.
07:43Thank you, Arman.
07:45He's like a brother to me.
08:05I beg you.
08:06I hope nothing happens to Gülendam.
08:09How can you do this?
08:10God, please protect her.
08:12Please protect her.
08:15I wish I could hear how much you worry about your daughter.
08:19What are you saying?
08:21What are you saying?
08:22Isn't she afraid of me?
08:24She is.
08:25If you were afraid of her for the medicine...
08:27...you would keep her away from this.
08:28I told you.
08:29I said it wouldn't work with Gülcemal.
08:31But you didn't listen.
08:32But look.
08:33Now there's a fire.
08:36This is not going to work anymore.
08:38If Gülcemal finds out about Mert...
08:40...he won't forgive either of them.
08:42How am I going to protect my daughter?
08:45I'll take the medicine from here.
08:47And you won't stop me.
08:48And you won't confuse your daughter.
08:50Don't blame me.
08:53The medicine wants to stay on its own.
08:55How long have you been trying?
08:57Could you take it?
08:58Don't force me to tell the truth.
09:01You can't.
09:02You can't.
09:04You won't tell the medicine that you're her mother.
09:07I'll do anything to protect my daughter.
09:09I'll do anything to keep her away from this marriage.
09:12I'll tell Firuze that the medicine is her mother...
09:14...without blinking an eye.
09:16You won't.
09:19Firuze.
09:21You won't tell her.
09:22You won't tell her that the medicine is her mother.
09:25Have you lost your mind, woman?
09:27If this marriage doesn't work...
09:28...how can I do this evil to my daughter?
09:31I've decided.
09:32The only way to take the medicine from this house...
09:34...is to tell her the truth.
09:37I can't live with the fear of what Gülcemal will do to my daughter.
09:40Gülcemal loves the medicine.
09:41It won't harm her.
09:43Wait for Gülcemal.
09:45If Gülcemal does anything to the medicine...
09:47...I'll tell her that the medicine is her mother.
09:49Firuze.
09:57İpek.
09:59I knew it.
10:06I knew it. I knew you.
10:08İpek.
10:10You're Firuze's mother.
10:11İpek.
10:16If you were alive...
10:19...how could you hide this from us all these years?
10:22How could you?
10:23Did you never think about us?
10:25How could you?
10:27Do you know how much your daughter missed you?
10:30Do you know how much your daughter missed you?
10:32Do you know how many times your daughter cried...
10:34...because you didn't even have a grave?
10:36Okay, we'll talk about this later.
10:38No, let's talk about it later.
10:40Let's talk about it now.
10:41Look at me.
10:42Look at me.
10:43Do you know how many times that girl...
10:45...went to the edge of that lake like a fool...
10:47...and told you what happened to her?
10:49Do you know that?
10:50You're her mother.
10:51How can a person do this to her own child?
10:53İpek.
10:54I couldn't tell you.
10:56I couldn't tell you, İpek.
10:58Look.
10:59Don't tell anything to Gülcemal or the medicine.
11:01I beg you.
11:02Look, they won't forgive me.
11:04That girl was ruined at her wedding, do you know that?
11:06She was ruined.
11:07She was ruined at her wedding...
11:09...because I didn't have a wife.
11:11My sister was ruined because she had no one.
11:14But you were here.
11:16But you were here.
11:17You were her mother and you were with her, right?
11:19Right, dad?
11:21How did you hide it?
11:23How did you hide it by looking into her eyes?
11:27If I knew, would I hide it, daughter?
11:28I just learned it.
11:30You knew.
11:31You knew, you learned and you hid it.
11:33I congratulate you.
11:35I congratulate both of you.
11:54No, I can't do it.
11:56I can't do it.
11:57I can't hide it from the baby like you.
12:00You...
12:02You know what?
12:03You took all the rights of that girl.
12:06I won't let you take this right from her.
12:10Did you hear me?
12:11I will tell the medicine everything.
12:13Don't do it.
12:20Did you hear me?
12:24Don't do it.
12:32Don't do it.
12:47Brother, do you want something?
12:49Do you want some water?
12:55Brother, Gülen will be fine.
12:57I know.
12:59Look, you are bleeding.
13:02Nothing will happen with God's permission.
13:08Does this man really love her that much?
13:12To the point of giving up his life?
13:16And to the point of never being a man?
13:20How can you hide this from me, Vefa?
13:25You all knew.
13:26You turned your back on me.
13:28Brother, what could I do?
13:31I just found out.
13:34I went to Gülendam.
13:36I talked to her.
13:37She was like crazy.
13:38She didn't even listen to me.
13:40She said she'd kill me.
13:45I was afraid.
13:47I was afraid of being the reason for Gülendam.
13:53But what's done is done.
13:55I was the reason for Gülendam.
13:58I'm sorry.
14:18Did you take care of it?
14:19Yes, we did.
14:20No problem.
14:29You know Mert, don't you?
14:43You know everything.
14:59How did you find out?
15:05What does it matter?
15:07It matters to me.
15:09Did my mother tell you?
15:18I understand.
15:25Arman, stop.
15:27Arman, stop.
15:29Arman!
15:57THE HOUSE IN THE MIDST OF BUSINESS
16:07It's good you're eating again.
16:09You'll get full fast.
16:11I told Atoş.
16:12He'll be back soon.
16:14I don't want to.
16:15He just talks too much.
16:16It's a bother.
16:18The nurses will handle it.
16:21Okay.
16:26Mr. Arman, welcome.
16:27Mr. Arman, what are you doing here?
16:31Are you here to see me?
16:33Gülendağ, your own daughter.
16:35She had a miscarriage.
16:36She may have lost her baby. She's in a critical condition.
16:38Why?
16:40Why did she do that?
16:42Why?
16:44Why? Is that so?
16:45Are you asking me?
16:47Because you told me that Gülcem Alemert and Deva were engaged.
16:51And the wedding was cancelled.
16:52And now Gülendağ is fighting for her life.
16:54Now I'm asking you.
16:56Why did you do such a thing?
16:59Why do you always do such things?
17:02I wanted to separate Deva and Gülcem.
17:04My problem is not with Gülcem and Gülendağ.
17:06I never thought that Gülendağ would do such a thing.
17:09You...
17:11You are in this condition, in this sickbed.
17:13How can you do such bad things?
17:16How can you make such plans?
17:18What happened to you when you separated them?
17:22What happened?
17:23I made him live what he made me live. Do you understand?
17:27I taught him what it means to lose your loved one on the happiest day.
17:33I know you're mad at me.
17:35But don't forget, he killed your father.
17:37He separated you from your father because he loved me.
17:40I just gave him his reward.
17:43In short.
17:46You...
17:47Now you...
17:48You did all this...
17:52You did all this.
17:53What will happen if this girl dies?
17:55What will happen if this girl dies?
17:58I'm not to blame for Gülendağ's attempt to commit suicide.
18:01I'm not to blame for their weakness.
18:04He's as weak as his father. His father committed suicide, too.
18:08I gave him his reward for what he did to me.
18:12The bad things he did to me and to us are much bigger than what I did to him.
18:18You'll live what you make him live.
18:20God damn it.
18:23God damn it.
18:27You lived what you made him live.
18:30It's over.
18:32Those kids are your kids.
18:36And I...
18:38I regret so much for the tears I shed for you, thinking you were going to die.
18:45I regret so much.
18:47I regret so much.
18:49I regret so much.
18:53I regret so much.
19:05Arman?
19:08Arman?
19:17Arman?
19:29Arman?
19:33İpek, what happened?
19:36İpek?
19:37İpek, what's going on? İpek?
19:40Are you okay? Why are you crying?
19:45İpek, what happened?
19:48Something bad happened, didn't it?
19:50İpek?
19:57What's going on? Why are you crying?
19:59Is it because of Gülen?
20:01Talk to me. Something bad happened, didn't it?
20:03I'm going to the hospital.
20:05No, it's not like that.
20:08Then what happened?
20:10Don't go to the hospital now. Gülen shouldn't see you.
20:12What happened? Why are you crying?
20:18We need to talk.
20:20Okay, let's talk.
20:22Let's talk.
20:24Shall we go to that house?
20:26Shall we go together?
20:28İpek, what's going on?
20:30What's going on? Why are we leaving this house?
20:36Nothing's going to happen. What's going to happen?
20:39What's going to happen? What's going to happen?
20:41What's going to happen? Gülen left.
20:43She left. She won't come.
20:45Even if she comes, the wedding won't take place.
20:47She won't get any better than you.
20:49She won't get any better than you.
20:51İpek, I promised Gülcemal.
20:53I'm not going anywhere. I'm staying here.
20:55Don't be ridiculous.
20:57Don't be ridiculous.
20:59He left. He learned everything.
21:01You don't even know what he's going to do.
21:03Gülcemal won't do anything to him.
21:05How many times do I have to tell you?
21:07He trusts me. He won't hurt me.
21:10That's enough.
21:12You keep asking me what I'm going to do.
21:14I'm so bored.
21:16I'm so bored.
21:46Go.
21:58Do you have news from Leyla?
22:00No, they're still sleeping.
22:10What's going to happen...
22:13Mert and Deva...
22:16Are you going to do something to them?
22:20Deva loves you, you know that, right?
22:23Deva loves you so much that she doesn't love anyone.
22:27I know her, I know her very well.
22:29She has never felt like this to anyone.
22:31She took the whole family against her for you.
22:33She wanted to tell you the truth.
22:35But she couldn't because she knew it would be like this.
22:40She wanted to get out of the house.
22:42She wanted to go. I helped her.
22:44But my mother didn't let her, she stopped us.
22:47Because my mother wanted Deva to stay in that house.
22:51Because she wanted you to suffer.
22:53She wanted to get you used to Deva and then take her away from you.
23:00And I see that she succeeded.
23:08No one can take Deva from me.
23:14What happened to Mert?
23:21Did he come to his senses?
23:23They gave him a sedative.
23:25He's looking at the ceiling.
23:27He doesn't care about Gülen.
23:29He's thinking about himself.
23:31Cember is getting smaller for you.
23:44He won't keep this secret from his sister anymore.
23:48I wish he didn't hear it.
23:51You can't hide it anymore.
23:53You know, Mert learned it because of you.
23:56I don't understand him at all.
23:58How did he hear it?
24:01You can't hide it anymore.
24:07My life will be ruined.
24:11I'll lose Deva and Gülce.
24:13Your life will be ruined?
24:15Your life will be ruined, right?
24:17Did you ever think that your daughter's life would be ruined?
24:20While you were pulling her out of here.
24:22Did you ever think that your daughter's life would be ruined while you were holding her father's killer?
24:27You're the biggest culprit in this story, Firuze.
24:31What are you talking about, Ibrahim?
24:34It's not a crime for Gülce and Deva to love each other.
24:37They loved each other without knowing.
24:39Even Mert came to this house without knowing.
24:41But you came knowing everything.
24:43The first day you saw me, you realized that Deva was your daughter.
24:47You still allowed them to love each other.
24:50You're a fool for this impossible love.
24:53My father is right.
24:56You're a dangerous woman.
24:59I couldn't tell myself in the morning.
25:01You misunderstand me.
25:03We have to be stupid to misunderstand you.
25:06Everything about you is already out there.
25:08Look, what are you doing here?
25:10I don't even care why you came here.
25:13I don't even care if you told Gülce or not.
25:16But it's your turn.
25:18You know, right?
25:19Deva will see your real face.
25:21Don't say anything to Deva.
25:23Please, dear.
25:24Of course, I will.
25:26Of course, I will.
25:28But not today.
25:30On a day like this, I won't kill her mother again.
25:40But I won't promise you for tomorrow.
25:48Hello, Vefa.
25:54I hope there is good news.
26:24I hope there is good news.
26:54I hope there is good news.
27:12Or will you kill me in your heart?
27:19Is there any news from Gülendam?
27:21Yes, there is.
27:22She is alive. They gave her blood.
27:24I mean, she is still in the hospital.
27:26Is Gülcemel there?
27:28She is.
27:29Vefa, where are you going?
27:31I will talk to Gülcemel.
27:32Deva, sit down.
27:34Sit down.
27:36Look, this is not logical.
27:38This is not the time.
27:39It's evening.
27:40It's evening.
27:41I can hardly keep my father downstairs.
27:42I'm going to the hospital.
27:43I will talk to him there.
27:44Deva.
27:53İpek.
27:55Yes.
27:56Tell Karan to get the car ready.
27:58Okay, we'll leave it.
27:59Don't be silly.
28:00Let's come with you.
28:07Deva, calm down.
28:09I need to see Gülcemel.
28:15Gülendam, Şahin, Çakır.
28:18Let me check the system.
28:19Fourth floor.
28:211401.
28:23Deva, stop.
28:49Let's go.
29:19Let's go.
29:50Gülcemel.
29:52How is Gülendam?
29:57She will be fine.
29:58The doctor is inside.
29:59We are waiting for the news.
30:20Can we talk?
30:24Please.
30:31Brother.
30:38How is she?
30:40She is better now.
30:43Thank God.
30:44Thank God.
30:46Thank God.
30:47Thank God.
30:48Thank God.
30:50We need to be prepared for complications.
30:56She lost a lot of blood.
30:57She is in a critical condition.
30:59I will give her some medicines.
31:01We need to monitor her.
31:03Can we see her?
31:04It will be short.
31:06Don't overdo it.
31:47Gülendam.
32:04Brother.
32:07Are you okay?
32:11Mert.
32:13Are you alive?
32:15Did you do something to him?
32:17No.
32:19He is outside.
32:27Brother, how can you do this to yourself?
32:30This is not enough for a man.
32:34Will you leave me like my father?
32:43Gülendam.
32:46How can you be so weak?
32:52You are the most precious thing in my life.
32:56You are the only thing in my life.
33:00Don't you think about me?
33:01Don't you think about yourself?
33:02Don't you think about the baby in your belly?
33:03For God's sake.
33:05Brother.
33:09I can't live without him.
33:13I can't live without him, brother.
33:21Do you love him that much?
33:23I love him more than I can imagine.
33:30Brother.
33:33No one will leave me in this life.
33:38No one will do what my mother did to me again.
33:41Gülendam.
33:43My child will not grow up without a mother or a father, brother.
33:47It would be better if he never was born.
33:50I will not let my child live my destiny.
33:53Promise me, please.
33:55I beg you, please promise me.
33:59You will not kill Mert, please.
34:02Look.
34:04If something happens to him,
34:08none of you can stop me.
34:12And I will disappear from this world, my child.
34:17Brother, I beg you, please promise me.
34:20You will not do anything to Mert, please.
34:23Please promise me, brother.
34:25Please, brother.
34:27Brother, please.
34:29Please.
34:31Okay.
34:34Okay.
34:38Okay.
34:42Come on, rest a little, brother.
34:45Rest a little.
35:03Wow.
35:06You woke up. What is this?
35:09God damn it.
35:12Huh.
35:13Come here.
35:15God damn it.
35:18Dad, dad, dad.
35:21It's all because of you.
35:23Let me go, let me go.
35:25What is this? Everyone is sticking to my head.
35:28It's all because of your daughter.
35:30What?
35:31She was destroying my nest not to leave my brother Gülceman.
35:35I will kill you.
35:36I will kill you.
35:38What are you talking about?
35:40What nonsense are you talking about?
35:41Is it a lie?
35:43Is it a lie? You have been insulted.
35:45You didn't leave me, you didn't leave my brother Gülceman.
35:48Look where we have come.
35:49Stop.
35:51Look, I swear, I swear, you will be in my hands.
35:54Get out of here.
35:55What are you going to do?
35:57Look.
35:58What are you doing?
36:00What kind of insolence is this?
36:01What kind of insolence is this?
36:04Look at me, Vefa.
36:05Look at me.
36:07My life is burning.
36:09My life is dying, Vefa.
36:12My wife is dying, my child is dying in my belly.
36:15Look, if anything happens to one of them,
36:18I won't leave my brother Gülceman.
36:21I will kill myself. Do you understand me?
36:24Get out of here.
36:29What are you doing?
36:31Get out of here.
36:40Gülceman.
36:42Gülceman.
36:45Gülceman.
36:46Gülceman, look, I tried to tell you many times,
36:48I tried to tell you, but I couldn't.
36:50Do you understand?
36:51I tried to tell Lansman when he proposed to me.
36:53But it's over for me. He's dead.
36:55You told me that your fiancé is dead.
36:57I swear, he's dead for me.
36:58It's over.
36:59Gülceman.
37:01I'm here, okay?
37:02I keep my word.
37:03I won't go anywhere until you find me.
37:20My dear.
37:22Murat.
37:27I'm sorry.
37:28I'm sorry.
37:32I'm here, okay?
37:34I'm with you.
37:36Mert, I...
37:39I talked to my brother.
37:40Gülendam, don't be silly.
37:41What's the big deal?
37:42For God's sake.
37:45I'm mad at you, of course.
37:48What do you think will happen?
37:49What if something happens to you?
37:51Will I go on like this?
37:53Gülendam, my mom didn't love me the way you love me.
37:57What would I do if you died?
38:02I was so mad at you.
38:09I don't know.
38:10I think I lost my mind.
38:13I don't know.
38:14I don't know.
38:15I don't know.
38:16I've already passed out.
38:17But I'm fine.
38:18But are you okay?
38:19You're not okay, are you?
38:20Are you going to make me lose my mind?
38:22You're still thinking about me.
38:23I'll kill you.
38:24I'll kill you.
38:25He's still thinking about me.
38:27You be good. I'm already good.
38:30Mert, are you a baby?
38:32Fasiii...
38:37Fasi Fasulye...
38:39Fasi Fasulye...
38:41Your mother doesn't believe me.
38:47The three of us will get out of here together.
38:51Do you understand?
38:56I love you so much.
38:58I love you so much.
39:10He'll come.
39:13He'll calm down and come.
39:16He won't leave me.
39:25I love you so much.
39:31How long are you going to sit here?
39:33Until Gülcemen comes and takes me.
39:40I don't understand why you're so upset.
39:43You know, there's a book written by our fate.
39:49Everything is written.
39:52When will you be born? When will you die?
39:55What's going to happen to you in life?
39:58Who will you marry?
40:03That's where...
40:05Gülcemen is written next to my name.
40:10How do you know?
40:11I know.
40:14Since the first moment I saw Gülcemen...
40:17He knows this somewhere in me.
40:21So you're not going to give up on him?
40:24I promised him.
40:26Besides, even if I give up, nothing will change.
40:29Because that's what's written.
40:33Ipek, aren't you aware of what we've been through?
40:37Look, I was getting married to Mert a few months ago.
40:42Look at our situation now.
40:46Some things are upside down.
40:48Some things are collapsing.
40:50Some things are breaking down.
40:52Let the real thing come.
40:54Let the written one come.
40:56I know that's my destiny.
40:58That's going to be my family.
41:00They're going to be my children.
41:02We're going to raise those children together.
41:05We're going to be a real family.
41:07I'm going to have a real family in the end.
41:10You already have a family.
41:12Of course I do.
41:15You know I don't want to say that.
41:17I...
41:21I want to have a family of the same blood.
41:27Then I feel like I'm going to get rid of this feeling of loneliness.
41:31Do you understand?
41:34This feeling that I can't get rid of all the time.
41:38If one of your family members were alive, would you have remarried?
41:41What does that mean?
41:44I don't know. Your mother, for example.
41:47If she hadn't died.
41:50If she came out and said,
41:52My daughter, I'm here.
41:54Would you be happy? Would you want her?
41:56Whatever.
41:58She's been alive all this time, but...
42:01Did she hide it?
42:05All this time, I've been missing her so much.
42:08While she's carrying so much weight.
42:12My mother...
42:14I wouldn't even look at her face.
42:16Really?
42:18Really, of course.
42:20You grew up without a mother.
42:22Think about it.
42:24She's actually alive, but knowing you...
42:26I mean, knowing you,
42:28She allowed you to live this pain of motherhood.
42:32I mean, your childhood is passing by.
42:35On the one hand, it's always missing.
42:37But then it comes all of a sudden.
42:40I'm actually alive.
42:42Would you forgive me?
42:46Besides, my mother...
42:48My mother is alive.
42:50I'm making my mother live here.
42:52For God's sake.
42:54What you're saying is very heavy.
42:56I mean, why are you asking me such nonsense?
42:59Besides, where do you get it from?
43:01What does it matter?
43:03No, it's just...
43:05When you said you were alone,
43:07Would you still marry him?
43:09I love Gülcemal.
43:12I love Gülcemal very much.
43:15I...
43:16Even if my mother lives, even if my father lives,
43:18I want Gülcemal to be my family.
43:21I don't want to marry anyone.
43:23I want to be with him.
43:25I love him.
43:27Do you understand?