Dawson's Creek Season 3 Episode 21 Show Me Love
Dawson's Creek Season 3 Episode 21 Show Me Love
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00:00Last Saturday, I have to say, he plans to stay at home.
00:15When I did stand with all your friends, it's out of my control.
00:25You made a face, I spoke my mind. Each time I did, I stepped into your landmine.
00:37I stepped into your landmine.
00:41Betrayed, can't care, did all the same. No time for a denial.
00:56Ate with your folks, they told some jokes. I caught and got the smile.
01:06You made a face, I spoke my mind. Each time I did, I stepped into your landmine.
01:18I stepped into your landmine.
01:24Right into your landmine.
01:29Stepped into your landmine.
01:34Right into your landmine.
01:39I stepped into your landmine.
01:44Right into your landmine.
01:50Stepped into your landmine.
01:55Right into your landmine.
01:59Right into your landmine.
02:04Right into your landmine.
02:09Right into your landmine.
02:13You know what, if you came here to discuss me and Pacey, you're wasting your breath because-
02:16Pacey's the last person I want to talk about, trust me.
02:21You came here to talk about us.
02:26I want you in my life.
02:33Pacey?
02:34Dude, that damage has been done. I came to salvage the one relationship that I need more than any other, and that's ours.
02:41How?
02:43Let's rebuild, let's take a walk, let's have a picnic, watch a movie.
02:49After everything that's happened, how could I possibly climb that ladder into your bedroom and watch a movie?
02:55I'm not asking you to disregard what's happened, I'm saying let's move forward from here.
03:04You know what?
03:09All I want to do right now, Dustin, is paint my wall.
03:19Well, it's a freestanding invitation.
03:25Any time you want.
03:28You know where I live.
03:40My heart is in my hands, my head is in the clouds.
03:48My feet have left the ground, my life is turning around.
03:56Every voice inside my head is telling me to run like mad.
04:05On poles and arrows, stars and sunsets.
04:09Hey, hey, hey, yeah. Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
04:14Every heartbeat, every kiss just makes me wonder what all this is.
04:22Suits of armor, hearts and arrows.
04:26Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
04:45Mrs. Leary, you are looking particularly lovely this tourist season.
04:50Is it just my imagination, or did this year go by even faster than the last?
04:55Each year gets exponentially shorter.
04:57Which is why we should be making each day count, right?
05:02Gail, I can't believe that...
05:04Relax, we made this arrangement with Pacey weeks ago.
05:08Yeah, but in light of what's happened...
05:10Just a boat race. One that we could very much benefit from.
05:14I'm not sure Dawson will see it that way.
05:17See what? What way?
05:22What's the flag?
05:24A month ago we offered to sponsor Pacey in the regatta, honey.
05:28Oh.
05:29We needed publicity, he wanted a sponsor.
05:32We thought the two of you would be doing it together, but with what's happened, we don't expect you to want to do that.
05:38I appreciate the concern.
05:40Dawson, you're more important than the restaurant.
05:43We'll pull out of the race.
05:45You don't have to do that.
05:47I mean, if it's important to Mom and the restaurant, it's fine.
05:50Look, honey, I'm not trying to defend Pacey here, I would just hate to see you lose your best friend.
05:55I'm fine.
05:57Alright?
05:59I'll even take advantage of him myself.
06:09Thanks.
06:13Thanks for you.
06:18Thanks.
06:22You know, I could have come up and got this from your parents.
06:26Is there a problem?
06:28Look, Dawson, if you want me to drop out of this race, you're gonna have to ask me yourself.
06:35Do whatever you want, Pacey.
06:37I'm only doing this to help your mother.
06:39Will you help Joey?
06:41Look, you want to stay angry, stay angry.
06:43It really doesn't matter to me anymore.
06:45I'm just glad it's finally directed at the right person.
06:48Save it, Pacey.
06:49You know, everyone else might buy this shovel-wrist, self-deprecating crap.
06:53I don't.
06:55I'm not doing it.
06:56You have to. It's good PR.
06:59It's humiliating.
07:00If you don't cook and serve pancakes at the race registration table, how are people gonna remember it's being sponsored by the Potter B&B?
07:07I'll tell them.
07:08Look, if you'd rather go home and scrub toilets or make beds or...
07:16That's the last name I expected to see on Pacey's boat.
07:21That's a good sign.
07:22Are they talking again?
07:25Hopefully.
07:26And you.
07:27Have you been to any fences yet?
07:29Well, Dawson came by the other day and wanted to know if I wanted to spend some time with him.
07:35To which you said...
07:36I don't know, I just... it doesn't feel right, you know?
07:39I mean, Dawson and I becoming friends again while he and Pacey...
07:43Let Dawson and Pacey take care of Dawson and Pacey.
07:46They're big boys, they'll work it out.
07:48Besides, you saw the banner.
07:52Maybe they already have.
07:58Oh, isn't this thrilling? The start of a new tradition.
08:02Fashioning the regatta winners' wreaths has always been my sole responsibility for the Women's League ever since 1953.
08:10Sharing it with you young people is very exciting.
08:16You know, it's moments like these I'm convinced I'm straight.
08:18Oh, come now. How often do you get a chance to create such jubilant public display?
08:28Oh, looks like we're not the only ones creating a public display.
08:33What?
08:38Oh my god, could this possibly be more embarrassing?
08:41How long can he last?
08:43How long has he been doing this anyway?
08:44For like a week? He stood outside our window for over an hour yesterday.
08:48In the rain.
08:49Exactly what unspeakable crime is he asking forgiveness for?
08:52I defended Henry de Graham saying that he wasn't a typical teenage boy with a one-track mind.
08:58And?
09:00Typical teenage boy. One-track mind.
09:03I don't know what you expect. All healthy, normal boys want the same thing.
09:09Okay, what are you getting at?
09:11My point is, to err is human. To forgive, divide.
09:18Hasn't he paid enough penance?
09:23Yeah.
09:35So, how do you remember our dad has a boat? I don't even remember our dad has a boat.
09:39The question is, is he using it this weekend?
09:41Well, considering the fact that he takes about once or twice a year, Memorial Day and Labor Day, I would guess the answer's no.
09:49Perfect. So, are you going to borrow it?
09:54No, I don't think that's a very good idea.
09:57Why not?
09:58Because pieces of the last boat that you borrowed are still floating around the crate, that's why.
10:02Look, I really need his help over here. Okay, I've been to the regatta.
10:06Oh, well, isn't Pacey racing?
10:09Yeah.
10:12So, don't you think Pistols at Dawn would be a more suitable, not to mention romantic way to settle this thing?
10:17What's the problem with Dawson seizing the day? Okay, I mean, Pacey most certainly did.
10:22Look, it's not about Pacey, it's about Joey.
10:25Alright, look, I've spent the last two months lying on my bed staring at empty walls.
10:29It's no wonder Joey got away from me. This is my chance to actually show her how much I care.
10:36You gotta help me.
10:37That's not right.
10:39No, Jack, you know what, I'll tell you what's not right.
10:43Watching the person you love throw everything away so they can be with someone else,
10:48listening to them lie to your face day after day, that's not right.
10:54So if you're not going to help Dawson, I will.
10:57Oh, God.
11:21Hey.
11:22Hey.
11:23Would you like to sample a homemade Potter B&B hotcake?
11:26Yes, ma'am, I believe I would.
11:35Thank you, Dawson.
11:36Heard already.
11:37Well, I have to admit, I mean, I had my doubts as to whether or not things would get better,
11:41but when I saw your restaurant's banner on Pacey's boat, I just felt this huge sense of relief.
11:47That's what you're thinking before?
11:50Yeah.
11:51Pottersmith called already.
11:53Told me what?
11:55They're in boat race.
11:57Sailboat race?
11:58Mm-hmm.
12:00Who's your sponsor?
12:02You are.
12:04What?
12:05I'm being sponsored by the Potter B&B.
12:08Dawson, we can't afford the entry fee.
12:11It's taken care of.
12:21Your sister is pretty psyched about the idea.
12:25She was.
12:27A victory, however slim my chances might be, would guarantee the B&B to cover the tourist budget.
12:32You guys could book the whole season.
12:34Look, Dawson, I really don't think this is a good idea.
12:37It's not what you think.
12:39All I want to do is help.
12:40If I needed help, you'd be there for me, right?
12:44Dawson.
12:45Of course you would.
12:46So, sign me up, and wish me luck.
12:51Okay.
13:02Okay, before you get mad at me-
13:03You know what, you're about 300 pancakes and one sponsored sailboat too late for that, Bessie.
13:08He begged to enter the race on our behalf, and are we really in the position to turn down free advertising?
13:13It's not free!
13:15Okay, Dawson may have put down the cash, but you're obligating me-
13:18What?
13:19To appreciate his friendship?
13:20This isn't about friendship.
13:22Dawson wants to beat Pacey.
13:25Well, if two boys want to compete on our behalf, I say let them race.
13:29No, this was supposed to stop.
13:31I mean, we broke it off, and it was all just supposed to stop.
13:36What did you expect, Joe?
13:38That you would end things with Pacey, and then all of a sudden, things would just go back to the way they were?
13:44That's the hardest part about being an adult, sis.
13:47Your actions have consequences, forcing life to constantly move forward.
13:51Why do you think they call it growing up?
13:54Well, since you're such an expert grown-up, do you have any advice?
13:58Accept the consequences, and do something to make things better.
14:08I'm in!
14:14Uh, hope you don't mind, uh, Jack let me in.
14:17No!
14:19So is Dawson still downstairs with them, going over sailing for dummies?
14:23Actually, they're, uh, heading out to get some hands-on experience.
14:26Hmm, looks like you and Pacey will have some competition after all.
14:30Yeah, but that's not why I came here.
14:32I got some really good news.
14:35That scholarship to Raleigh...
14:39came through.
14:40Ah! Will, that's fantastic!
14:42That's amazing, isn't it? I finally caught a break.
14:45And now you don't have to worry about your dad anymore. I mean, that's great.
14:48Yeah, but Pacey...
14:51I'm kind of worried about him.
14:54Yeah, well, Pacey and Joey brought this situation on themselves, alright?
14:59What? Because they developed feelings for each other and had the guts to do something about it?
15:05Is that the way you see this, Will?
15:09We were all friends.
15:12They didn't set out to hurt you.
15:14Yeah, well, once upon a time, I didn't set out to hurt Pacey either.
15:18But he offered me no forgiveness, and our relationship came to an earth-shattering halt.
15:25Now things are never going to be the way they were.
15:27If you can't let go of all this anger, you know, they probably never will.
15:32Instead of you being this warm-hearted, cheerful person that I met on spring break,
15:38you'll just end up being the kind of person that I feel sorry for.
15:46And I know you're better than that.
16:04You okay? You alright?
16:07Um, alright, so it doesn't happen again. Tie the rope to the thing.
16:11What the hell's the thing?
16:12The metal thing.
16:13Yeah, that helps, Popeye.
16:15It's called the aft winch.
16:18And if you don't tighten that jib sheet and secure your tiller, it's not going to be pretty.
16:27Okay, I got that tiller, you get the jib sheet.
16:30Alright.
16:31Check.
16:33Where the hell's the jib sheet?
16:35You're standing on it.
16:38Okay, you know what, maybe I should just go back to helping Grams. I might live a little longer.
16:43What are you doing?
16:45Well, I'm trying to get Alma Wanda before the fireworks start.
16:49Looks like you guys could use a little help.
16:52Well, Dad, everyone who knows what they're doing is in the race already.
16:56Not everyone.
16:58Not everyone.
16:59Well, they're sponsoring a boat.
17:01No, the restaurant is sponsoring a piece. I, on the other hand, am still available.
17:08Right, then the last thing you want to do is divide the Leary household even more.
17:12Any worthwhile relationship has to endure some conflict, don't you think, Dawson?
17:19If you're saying you want to lend a hand, we would be more than happy to accept.
17:23Sure.
17:28Let's go.
17:30Let's go.
17:32Let's go.
17:35Let's go.
17:56Look, Pacey, this wasn't my idea. I didn't ask him to do it.
17:59But, I mean, you know Dawson wants to get something in his mind.
18:03I'm sorry.
18:05If it wasn't your idea, why are you apologizing?
18:08Because you're obviously upset.
18:11I'm upset because we haven't spoken in two weeks, and now when we finally do,
18:16the first words out of your mouth, as per usual, are about Dawson.
18:23Well, this conversation is about to get harder, Pacey.
18:29You want me to drop out, too?
18:34Dawson Leary couldn't have scripted this one any better, could he?
18:37What do you mean?
18:39Don't you get it? No matter what I do, he wins.
18:42If I drop out, he wins.
18:44If I stay in the race, I'm forced into direct competition with the guy.
18:47And if I actually win, I don't beat him, I beat you.
18:50So guess who really wins there?
18:57Maybe you could talk to him. Try to work it out.
19:00Yeah, we tried that. He doesn't really want to talk to me right now,
19:03and when he does, it's not entirely civil.
19:08Could you try again, Pacey, please?
19:14Yeah, if that's what you want.
19:18If that's all that you want.
19:25If that's all that I want.
19:31Okay, that's what I'll do.
19:37Thank you, Pacey.
19:44Hey, Potter.
19:47It's nice talking to you.
20:01And somebody will be with you shortly to take your drink orders.
20:04Enjoy your evening.
20:07Okay, a few hours ago, Henry was cute and endearing.
20:10Now he's getting into annoying and psychotic.
20:14Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. I didn't think he would last this long.
20:17Honey, it's getting ridiculous. This is our busiest weekend.
20:20Not only is he distracting the customers, but he's blocking the view.
20:23Go talk to him. Throw a net over him. I don't care. Just drag him away.
20:26Get him away from my restaurant.
20:29Okay.
20:35All right, look, I've already accepted your apology.
20:38I don't understand why you're making me come up to the roof.
20:41I want to show you something.
20:44You promised to drop that whole sign thing, right?
20:47I promise.
20:50Well, I hope so, because you're rapidly approaching the point where I...
20:55Henry...
21:00You did all this?
21:03Well, the town organized the festivities.
21:06I just did the roof part.
21:09Why?
21:12For you.
21:15I want you to know how sorry I really am.
21:18I know.
21:21You're just...
21:24I told you. And I want to show you, too.
21:28I can do more than just talk.
21:31I know that you can.
21:34And you can listen, too, which is why I got so upset.
21:40Because I stopped hearing you.
21:43I promised that would never happen again.
21:46I'm glad that we didn't rush into having sex.
21:52Really?
21:55Well, I'd be lying if I told you I didn't think about it pretty much every time I bring dinner out.
22:02I can't tell you that I want to stop wanting you so badly.
22:05I get a little crazy sometimes.
22:08But...
22:11I don't want to be like every other guy in your life, Jim.
22:16And everything we do to be new is something you've never done before.
22:20I have definitely never had a picnic on a roof before.
22:33From now on,
22:36I'm going to do everything in my power to be the most original person in your life.
22:42Henry Parker, you already are.
22:49I love you.
23:13What are you trying to prove?
23:19I'm just trying to help Joey.
23:26Look, man.
23:29Why don't you just take a swing at me?
23:32I mean, honestly, just take a poke.
23:35Get it over with. Save us both a lot of time and trouble.
23:38Wouldn't involve our friends.
23:41Or our family.
23:44Do you think that indulging yourself in some
23:47mean, meat-screased, lightning fantasy that you're actually going to prove
23:50you're a better man than I am?
23:53You don't have to prove that.
23:56You made that clear when you moved in on Joey.
23:59For the very last time, Dawson,
24:02I made a mistake.
24:05I thought you of all people would understand someone
24:08falling for Joey Potter.
24:11Are you delusional enough to believe that you actually
24:14have something real with Joey?
24:17Well, if I do, it's because of our own free will.
24:20Do you really think a couple confused weeks means anything
24:23compared to the lifetime that we've had?
24:26And do you actually think that you could possibly
24:29hold on to that beautiful woman with some sort of selfish ultimatum?
24:32Answer my question, Pacey.
24:35Do you really think you can compete with history?
24:38Some history?
24:41That's your history?
24:44Come on, man.
24:47You call this woman your soulmate?
24:50Yes, I do. And you knew that, and you went after her anyway.
24:53Right after you rejected her.
24:56Oh, so she was vulnerable. Perfect for you, right?
24:59Because your only interest is in girls who can save her.
25:02Screw you, right, Pace?
25:12You're up early.
25:15I see I'm not the only one dressed in what she was wearing last night.
25:18I know. I know.
25:21I'm sorry. I should have called,
25:24but I figured that you'd be in bed asleep.
25:27You figured wrong.
25:30I was moments away from calling Sheriff Whittaker.
25:33I know. I know.
25:36I'm sorry. I should have called,
25:40Grims, I was fine. I was with Henry.
25:43You spent the night with Henry?
25:46Yeah, on the roof of the restaurant.
25:49God, it was so beautiful.
25:52The boats were all lit up on the water,
25:55and the whole town was down below
25:58applauding for the fireworks,
26:01but it felt like it was for us.
26:04And he had a blanket and a picnic,
26:07and, well, not much of a picnic,
26:10actually, it was two Lunchables,
26:13but it's the thought that counts.
26:16Grims, I'm sorry.
26:19We just lost track of time.
26:22Is that the fashionable euphemism
26:25bandied about on MTV these days?
26:28Losing track of time?
26:31I thought that you'd be happy.
26:34It was your advice that compelled me
26:37to move forward with Henry.
26:40It was not my advice to sleep with the boy.
26:43You don't know what you're talking about.
26:46To see you slip back into your old lifestyle
26:49like you never left it.
26:52I expected more of you, Jennifer.
26:55You know what?
26:58I expected more of you, too.
27:01It hasn't changed, and it hasn't been easy,
27:04especially considering that the one person
27:07that I count on the most can't even see it.
27:19I can't believe you're helping him race.
27:22It's a boat race, right?
27:25Not Ben-Hur.
27:28This is a fight that's gonna happen,
27:31and I, for one, am proud of Dawson
27:34for sticking up for himself.
27:37Well, I'm not against fighting for what you want,
27:40but shouldn't we be teaching Dawson
27:43that you fight with your mind, with words?
27:46Yeah, but, well, sometimes
27:49two people have been through so much
27:52and had so many conversations
27:55that it's hard to remember his action.
27:58Obviously, Dawson has more guts than either one of us.
28:01What are you talking about?
28:04Just what I thought might have been going on
28:07around here lately,
28:10between you and me.
28:16Okay, well, you know,
28:19I'd stick around and talk about this more,
28:22but that doesn't really seem to be very effective,
28:25now does it?
28:35Welcome to Cape Side's regatta.
28:38It's ten seconds before the start.
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32:58Not one person is worth this.
33:01Neither one of you.
33:03Especially not me.
33:09Are you happy now?
33:22Wish I had what I needed
33:26To be on my own
33:30Cause I feel so defeated
33:34And I'm feeling alone
33:38And it all seems so helpless
33:43And I have no friends
33:47And I'm waiting so long
33:52And I can't
33:57I can't
34:00I can't lose you by now, by order
34:05I'm no good for you
34:08Look at the way you behave today
34:11I behaved the way I did today because I was threatened
34:14What are you talking about?
34:16Honestly?
34:17I'm just trying to be the kind of guy you want
34:20What kind of a guy is that?
34:22Well...
34:24They went for a guy who beat up a bully and bought you a wall
34:28It's not you
34:29No
34:30No, it's not, Joey
34:34I'm just trying to show you how much I want you instead of just telling you
34:40You don't want me, Dawson
34:43You said it yourself, you just don't want to lose me
34:47Of course I don't want to lose you, Joey
34:50I want you more than I ever have
34:54If you really felt that way about me, Dawson
34:57Then you would realize that the last thing I need right now
35:00Is another person with romantic intentions for me
35:04Okay
35:06What do you need?
35:10What do you need?
35:11I will do anything
35:12I'm willing to do anything
35:15I need a friend
35:19Someone who will be there for me without any agenda
35:27The person that you used to be
35:32Then I'll be there for you
35:36Let me prove it to you, let me show you
35:39Joey
35:44Joey
35:51Joey
36:10That's you, man
36:14Well, safe run
36:16I'll do my best
36:19So, any advice?
36:23Yeah, you know, avoid public nudity
36:26Stay off drugs, try not to murder anybody
36:28The obvious stuff
36:29And, one last thing
36:31Don't sleep with any of your teachers, believe me
36:34It never works out as well as you think
36:37What are words of wisdom?
36:40Priceless
36:43Here's some for you
36:46Don't give up
36:47Give up?
36:49On true love
36:51It always wins in the end
36:57It'd be good, man
37:07Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock
37:18You might not respect me or the decisions that I've made
37:20But the least that you can do is respect my privacy
37:23I, I just, I just wanted to bring you this
37:30Why are you giving this to me?
37:34I've been doing a great deal of reflection
37:37Looking through old photographs
37:39And I came across this dress packed away in a box
37:44It was packed away for a reason, it's not my style
37:47I know, I
37:50Just
37:53Looking at it reminds me how much you've grown up
37:57When you first came here to live you were still a child
38:02And now?
38:05Now you know more
38:08You've become a beautiful, poised, confident, mature young woman
38:15Who isn't afraid to risk her heart
38:18And I think you finally believe after all this time
38:24That you really do deserve to be loved
38:28What are you saying?
38:30I, I've seen the affection you have for Henry
38:33And the affection he has for you
38:36And I'm not so old that I don't remember how truly difficult it is
38:41To wait when you've found someone who gives you the love you so much deserve
38:46And I know you think you know all about the birds and the bees
38:51But what I want to talk to you about is not only the joy of sex
38:55But the responsibility of birth control
38:57Gramps, Henry and I didn't have sex
39:01Okay?
39:04I mean, we literally slept together but
39:10We didn't have sex
39:19You don't know how glad I am to hear you say that
39:26Now that you know what really happened
39:31You still mean this stuff you just said?
39:34Every word of it
39:36I love you
39:53I thought there was a private party tonight
39:56There is
39:58Ours
40:03What's going on?
40:05Well, I thought about what you said about what's been happening around here lately and
40:10I decided that we should have dinner
40:14And figure a few things out
40:16But what about business?
40:19Our customers? This is an important weekend for us
40:25You're more important
40:27You always were
40:30You always will be
40:36Aren't you going to say something?
40:44He's just trying to fight for us
41:06Hey
41:09Hey
41:11You thought I was Dawson?
41:13No, I just didn't
41:15Well, the better question would be, did you want me to be Dawson?
41:20I'm sorry
41:23I'm sorry
41:26I'm sorry
41:29I'm sorry
41:32I'm sorry
41:35I take that back
41:40Well, the lease is going to be up soon
41:43I'd renew it again if you wanted me to
41:48I don't know, Pacey, I mean, I
41:51I don't want to give it up, it's just I don't really feel like I'm ready to
41:56Paint?
41:59Okay
42:02Yeah
42:11I've got to be honest with you, Joel
42:15I really thought after the way he behaved today that you'd love him less, but you don't, do you?
42:22If anything, you just love him more
42:29Pacey
42:32Please don't make this harder than it is
42:36Okay
42:39Okay, I just got to ask one more question, then I'm going to stop making this harder on both of us, I swear
42:46If it weren't for Dawson
42:50Could you ever love me like that?
42:54What?
42:56Like a soulmate?
43:04Pacey, please don't make me choose this, don't make me choose
43:09I really think the best thing is just to take a couple steps back and
43:15Yeah
43:18Okay
43:25Look, Joel
43:29I'll renew the lease on the wall first thing tomorrow morning
43:33Okay
43:35And I understand
43:39I do, I understand there are no ultimatums here
43:47Okay
44:17Yeah
44:38I have something I need to tell you
44:40I already know you hate me, Andy
44:44Yeah, I just don't think I can hear it tonight
44:47Okay, could you just stop?
44:51I need to say something
44:55Look, I don't hate you, okay?
45:04And I felt hurt and betrayed
45:08And it would be really, really easy to turn all that anger into hate
45:16I don't want to carry around that burden, okay?
45:21It's not the person that I want to be, it's not the person that I am, so I don't hate you
45:32Thank you, Andy
45:38You know, hate's a pretty strong word, Pacey
45:45So is love
46:02Does the invitation still stand?
46:04Yeah, yeah, of course
46:14E.T.?
46:18After everything that's happened, this is what you wanted
46:21I thought it was time to see it again
46:28I've never seen this mood as sad and depressing, remember?
46:32It must be like watching something tonight with an ending that I know like the back of my hand
46:39If you turned to Elliot and said, I'll be right here
46:45Right now?
46:47Those are some of the most comforting words in the world
47:02But I feel like I'm dying
47:06I feel like I'm dying
47:09Though I'm not alone
47:14And only you, you can understand
47:23Understand my childlike fears
47:29And I hear your voice through the darkness
47:35It's music to my ears
47:58It's music to my ears