Helen challenges Shaz to meet with the family of one of her victims after she continues to show a lack of remorse for her crimes. Nikki remains jealous over Helen's "date" with Dom. Fenner returns to work with a blasé attitude.
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00:33Hi, Nikki.
00:34Hi.
00:38I spoke to your solicitor last night.
00:40She writes we'll get the go-ahead this week.
00:42Great.
00:44I thought you'd be pleased.
00:45Yeah, well, my appeal's not exactly big on my mind at the minute.
00:49Not since I found out about your date with Dominic.
00:52What are you talking about?
00:54You went out for a curry with him, didn't you?
00:56So?
00:57So why didn't you tell me about it, if that's all it was?
01:01Probably to avoid a reaction like this.
01:03Oh, well, great.
01:05Just rams it home to me, doesn't it?
01:07What a huge part of your life I am.
01:11I went out to talk about work, if you really must know.
01:15Did you?
01:16Not that I have to explain what I do to you.
01:18Fine.
01:19Do you know what?
01:20Sod you, Nikki.
01:29Sorry. Got caught by probation.
01:31Good. They're all after you, aren't they, Dominic?
01:35Went out for a meal with Helen Stewart last Friday.
01:38Did he?
01:39Yeah. To talk about life.
01:42Oh, how did you get on?
01:45Anyway, that's about it, folks.
01:49But I'm afraid it's going to be a busy week with no Jim and Sylvia.
01:52Why, is Jim going to be off all week?
01:54Looks like.
01:56Do you know, I thought he was coming down with something.
01:59Busy or not, I don't want any more slip-ups on this wing.
02:02So whatever you're doing, do it by the book.
02:10Karen.
02:11Karen.
02:14Is Jim pissed off with me?
02:16It's his wife. She's walked out on him.
02:21She's emptied the house, practically everything.
02:24He's in a bit of a mess.
02:27You went round to see him?
02:29I called by after work.
02:32We're going to have to go gentle with him.
02:42I hope you've each had a good think about how stupid you've been.
02:45Because if I hear about any more antics from you two,
02:48I'll have you split up for good. Do you understand?
02:50Yes, miss. I'm sorry, miss.
02:54Sharon.
02:55I'm only laughing cos there's us saying we done murder on her
02:58and all it took were a nut.
03:00Well, you've got to laugh, haven't you?
03:03I think there's something seriously wrong with your attitude
03:06if you think that's funny.
03:07She don't really, miss.
03:09Well, since Rene Williams' death leaves us with a vacancy
03:12for toilet-cleaning duty, let's hope you see the funny side of that, too.
03:16Eh?
03:18She can start straight after a meeting with Miss Stewart.
03:28Oh. Hello.
03:31Can I see your map?
03:32Yeah.
03:34What are you doing here?
03:36Dedicated type, aren't I?
03:39You sure you're feeling up to work?
03:41Well, there's subtle points staying at home in an empty house, is there?
03:53Shaz Wiley to see you, Miss Stewart.
03:55OK, fine. Bring her in.
03:57Hiya. How are you doing?
03:59Take a seat, Sharon.
04:00You keep calling me Shaz, miss. I hate Sharon.
04:04All right. So, what I'd like to do today
04:07is for us to talk about why you're in prison
04:10and how you feel about it.
04:12OK.
04:15It must still be quite a shock, facing up to it.
04:19I'm cool about it.
04:20Yeah?
04:21Yeah.
04:22I mean, I don't know.
04:24Facing up to it.
04:25I'm cool about it.
04:27It's all right in here.
04:28Well, most of the time, not down the block.
04:31I just want to know, when's the karaoke?
04:33Cos so far, like, nada.
04:35That's not what I meant.
04:37What, you've took it off for good?
04:40Look, you're in here because you're responsible for the deaths of three people
04:45and an unborn baby.
04:47What I'd like to know is how you're coping with the knowledge of that.
04:52I didn't mean to kill nobody, did I?
04:54It was an accident.
04:56I'm just glad two of them was old already.
04:59Why's that?
05:01Well, they'd probably have been dead soon anyway, wouldn't they?
05:03So what? It doesn't really matter.
05:05I feel worse about the one who was pregnant.
05:09Just hope that cow my manager s knows it all came from her.
05:12You put all the blame on her.
05:14Well, she started me off, didn't she? Being so nasty.
05:17So it could happen all over again.
05:19Someone upsets you, you react.
05:21And if innocent people get killed as a result, it's no fault of yours.
05:28Nicky!
05:30Have you seen anyone from work around here?
05:32No.
05:33I've got another sink locked up.
05:36Where are they going, then?
05:38I haven't decided.
05:40Is something the matter?
05:43Look, why don't you try the boiler room?
05:50She seemed more upset that I didn't call her Shaz
05:52than she did about the people she killed.
05:54She was laughing her head off about Rainey Williams this morning.
05:57Till I put her on bog brush duty.
05:59I don't think she's heartless.
06:01I just think she can't get her head round the enormity of it.
06:04Yeah, well, she won't get past the parole board till she does.
06:08I mean, speaking to probation, we'd like to try something different with her.
06:11I'll let you know if we can set it up.
06:16Oh, Helen, meant to ask you.
06:18Was there some hearing about you and Dominic McAllister?
06:21And what's that?
06:23Adai Barker told us all about your hot date.
06:26Did she, now?
06:28Well, the only thing hot about it for me was the curry sauce.
06:31Oh. Well, maybe he's the slow-burn type.
06:38Jim seems back with a balance, doesn't he?
06:41Yeah.
06:43Anyway, come on, Dominic.
06:46You and Helen Stewart. Spill the beans.
06:49What, so you can drop me in at tomorrow's meeting as well?
06:52God, I'm sorry.
06:54I didn't realise it was a secret.
06:57Look, there's nothing to spill.
06:59I'm just glad she's interested in my views, that's all.
07:02Cos that's what I want to get into, the policy side.
07:05That's where you can change things.
07:07Yeah, but don't pretend that's all she's interested in about you.
07:12Can we talk about something else?
07:16Yeah.
07:41Thanks.
08:02Can I have a word with Sharon Wiley?
08:04Thanks.
08:06What have I done wrong now?
08:09I've got a suggestion to you.
08:11I want to set up a meeting between you and a relative of one of your victims.
08:14Eh?
08:15Look, it's not as a punishment.
08:17I just think it'll be a good opportunity for you both to come to terms with what's happened.
08:20And we'll give you all the help you need to prepare for it.
08:23I can't meet them lot's relatives. They'll do me over.
08:26Look, they may well want to tell you how angry you've made them feel.
08:29It's only to be expected.
08:31But it's going to happen on a closed visit under supervision.
08:34No way, man. I don't need this.
08:37We can't force you to agree.
08:39But if you don't do something soon to improve your record,
08:41you're going to be cleaning a lot of toilets for a very long time.
08:45CHATTER
09:04What's she want you for?
09:06Mental. Wants me to meet one of them poisoned oldies' families.
09:09What? Don't you...
09:11You're kidding, man. Wicked, innit?
09:22I need to see Miss Stewart about something.
09:26Miss Stewart.
09:30I want to apologise.
09:34What I said, I'm sorry.
09:36Well, I hope you are.
09:38Cos I don't want to be spoken to like that ever again.
09:41I just couldn't help feeling jealous.
09:44Why?
09:45Did you really think that I was trying to cut off with Dominic?
09:48He fancies you.
09:49So? There's lots of women here who fancy you.
09:51Should I be jealous of them? It's not the same.
09:53Why? Because you...
09:55You're the only woman I want.
09:58But you could decide you want a man as well.
10:01I won't be dictated to when and how I can see my work colleagues.
10:04So you'd better stop thinking I'm so fickle about how I feel about you.
10:09Oh.
10:21Jim.
10:22Hiya.
10:23I said you were back.
10:25Yeah.
10:27You fancy a pint?
10:29Not right now, no.
10:31Oh, well.
10:32Look...
10:33I'm sorry if you're having a hard time of it right now.
10:37Don't worry. I'll get over it.
10:39If you want to take some more time off, I'm sure we could cover for you.
10:49Thanks, Jim.
11:03Bye.
11:19You get out Friday, don't you?
11:21Yeah.
11:22Come on, lucky you.
11:23Are you excited?
11:24Well, I would be if Josh was waiting for me.
11:27Aren't you home from him?
11:30No.
11:31It should have worked out, you know, you and him.
11:33Yeah, it should have. You're made for each other.
11:35Tell her.
11:38Yeah, well, maybe we all got him wrong.
11:55Chef!
11:56Chef!
11:57Chef!
11:58Chef!
11:59Chef!
12:00Chef!
12:01Chef!
12:04Suckers!
12:09How do you all go at the end, then?
12:11Peace, Missy.
12:12Big peace.
12:13I've a good mind to put you on report.
12:15Oh, no, don't, Miss. It's only a joke.
12:17Yeah?
12:18Well, you can go back to your cell and laugh about it.
12:21Right now. Go on.
12:22Oh, come on, Miss.
12:23I said go. Now.
12:25There's nothing funny about people being sick.
12:28Oh, give us a break.
12:29Please, Miss.
12:32Mr Fenner, will you tell her to do what she's told?
12:34Tell her yourself, can't you?
12:56Hiya.
12:57Dominic.
13:00Brought you a drink.
13:03Sorry, I was miles away there.
13:05Can we pick up where we left off the other night?
13:09Sure.
13:10Come in.
13:26Get back to your cells!
13:32Jim, I'm sorry, but I need an explanation from you.
13:35Do me a favour.
13:37I asked you for back-up out there.
13:40Yeah, well, go and back yourself at me.
13:43Are you drunk?
13:47I'll tell you what I am.
13:49I am pig-sick at sloppy, bloody women telling me what to do.
13:53Where are you going?
13:56Out.
13:58You cunt!
14:03Shit.
14:10Thought you'd be taking your work home, had you?
14:12You think that's sad?
14:14I admire you, Helen.
14:16Oh, honest, I mean...
14:18If it wasn't for you, well, you know, I mean...
14:20I'd have been out of the prison service long before now.
14:22Which would have been a real waste.
14:25Well, you were the only person who made me believe that.
14:29And what you're doing now, I think it's really important.
14:32And if there are any courses I could go on,
14:34I'd really like to get more involved.
14:36Well...
14:38Now, I can't go into details,
14:40but if everything I'm planning comes off,
14:42there's gonna be a real opportunity for you, Dominic.
14:45Yeah?
14:46Definitely.
14:47I just wish I could be there.
14:49I just wish there was more like you.
14:52Well, I just wish I could have got started sooner.
14:55Did you never think about going on to university when you were at school?
14:59Yeah, I got a place at Warwick.
15:01Sociology and politics.
15:05Then my dad lost his job.
15:08My mum got ill.
15:11I'm their only child, so...
15:14So you got a good, secure job.
15:17Don't worry. There's nothing you can't catch up on.
15:25Will you please just collect your flasks
15:28and get back to yourselves?
15:30Miss, why are you being so hard on us?
15:32Look, it's not my fault we're understuffed.
15:36Yeah, well, nothing's never their fault, is it?
15:39Ben out the stinking scum.
15:41We should report him.
15:43I'm gonna make a phone call.
15:47It can't be that easy, though, still living at home.
15:50Oh, it won't be soon.
15:52My mates offered me a flat share. I'm gonna go for it.
15:55Good, cos it can't be that easy with girlfriends.
15:58We only go out with rich ones from their own places.
16:02Usually means they're a bit older, but I like that.
16:05The secret life of Dominic McAllister.
16:09Hmm.
16:12And you only go out with posh blokes with their own businesses.
16:15Past tense.
16:22Anyway...
16:24PHONE RINGS
16:28OK.
16:35Sorry about that.
16:40Hello?
16:42Hello?
16:44Ow!
16:49You lot, will you just get back to your beds?
16:52To yourselves now.
16:54Will you all just get to bed?
16:56For God's sake, Nicky, will you get back to yourself?
17:03Did I cut them off?
17:05Don't worry. I hate it when people hang up.
17:07Don't you want me to check the number?
17:09No, I'm not.
17:11Anyway, it doesn't matter.
17:14Don't.
17:21I'm sorry. I thought...
17:23Shit.
17:26I'd better go.
17:28No, don't.
17:36I'm sorry. I just got carried away. It won't happen again.
17:40I just read it all wrong. It's no big deal.
17:43No, it's me.
17:45I just should have told you I'm in love with someone else.
17:51That was a phone call.
17:55Who is he?
17:59It's not a he, it's a she.
18:05Nicky Wade.
18:08I beg you not to tell anyone, Dominic.
18:10I'm really asking you as a friend here.
18:12Promise me.
18:19Sure.
18:23I'm sorry. You've really thrown me. I mean...
18:26I knew Nicky Wade liked you, but...
18:29I just never thought...
18:32I just want you to know where I'm coming from.
18:40Let's have another drink.
18:47I...
18:49For God's sake, what's got into you?
18:51Helen bloody Stewart!
18:53What?
18:55I phoned her house.
18:57And guess who was there? Surprise, a bloody prize.
19:00McAllister.
19:02So?
19:03So she's been lying to me.
19:05She's getting off with him.
19:07Hold on. How do you jump to that one?
19:09He was in her house. What the hell else for?
19:12She knows he fancies her.
19:14Doesn't mean she's getting off with him.
19:16What, you invite a man you know fancies you into your house at night,
19:19just the two of you, if you're really not interested?
19:22No, you don't.
19:24You're guessing.
19:26And anyway, if you can't trust her to have a bit more integrity than that,
19:29well, I obviously can't.
19:31Don't be so extreme.
19:32I've already had this out with her today.
19:34She says one thing and then she does the bloody other.
19:37But why would she risk leading you on if she wasn't genuine?
19:40Don't be ridiculous.
19:42You don't know what you're bloody talking about.
19:45I've had affairs with straight women before.
19:48They don't know what truth means.
19:50They're so used to manipulating men.
19:52I don't know why I thought she'd be any different.
19:55I think you're just proving exactly what you warned me about,
19:58that prison makes you paranoid.
20:00I think you should calm down and take your own advice.
20:12You haven't brought your bike with you, have you?
20:14No, no. I walked.
20:18See you tomorrow?
20:20Yeah.
20:28See you tomorrow.
20:59Oh, my God!
21:01Oh, my God!
21:27Morning, Barbara.
21:28Morning, Mr McAllister.
21:31Morning.
21:37Late night yesterday, was it?
21:39Sir?
21:41Look...
21:42Get what you wanted?
21:44Did you?
21:46I know it was you that phoned Nicky.
21:49She shared that with you too, did she?
21:52Another time.
21:54You little shit!
22:02DOOR SLAMS
22:04Kumbaya, milord!
22:07Kumbaya!
22:09Milord!
22:11Kumbaya, milord!
22:14Kumbaya!
22:16Milord!
22:18Give me it.
22:20I thought you liked God music, Crystal.
22:22I just thanked the Lord that I'm getting out of here soon.
22:25And I hope they put another Renie Williams in here with you.
22:28Won't bother us. We'll just poison her too, eh, Den?
22:34Out you come.
22:35Out and proud, right, sir?
22:40Miss Stewart wants to see you in her office straight after breakfast.
22:43Cool, man.
22:55I'm worried with you, Jim.
22:57Look, I overslept, OK?
22:59Went off early yesterday too, didn't you?
23:02Been listening to Dippy Dye, have we?
23:04Well, I'm not here to do her dirty work for her.
23:06Jim.
23:11Don't make me have to suspend you, please.
23:14Look, I...
23:17I'd rather you took time off than have you drinking on duty
23:20and making an arse of yourself.
23:23Yesterday you couldn't wait for an excuse to kick me out.
23:29Have you still not heard anything from Marilyn?
23:34Spoke to her dad.
23:36Said she'd be in touch.
23:40Probably get her solicitor's letter next.
23:44Maybe she's waiting to see if you care enough to come after her.
23:47Look, I'll speak to Dye.
23:51Leave it with me, OK?
24:06Sharon Wiley, Mum.
24:09You got one of them relatives who wants to see me, then?
24:12You seem very happy.
24:14You got one of them relatives who wants to see me, then?
24:16You seem very keen now.
24:18Gotta be, aren't I?
24:20Take a seat.
24:26Well, yes, there is someone.
24:28Mrs Foster.
24:30She's the widow of the old man you killed.
24:32She'd like to come and visit you tomorrow morning.
24:34Sweet.
24:37Shaz, I'm still concerned you're not taking this seriously enough.
24:40It's not going to be a half-hour chat and that's it.
24:43I want you to think carefully about what it is that you want to say to Mrs Foster.
24:47Yeah, OK.
24:49And what she might want to say to you.
24:51Say what she likes.
24:53I think you're going to have to go a little bit deeper than that.
24:58Imagine how you'd feel if somebody casually killed someone that you cared about.
25:03I've said I'm cool about it.
25:07Well, don't go changing your mind at the last minute.
25:10If you decide you can't go through with it, now's the time to say so.
25:31Nicky.
25:32Recognition.
25:34Please, give me a chance to explain.
25:37I didn't invite Dominic round last night. He just turned up.
25:40Let him in though, didn't you?
25:43I couldn't not let him in.
25:46No.
25:47Of course you couldn't.
25:53Now, do you want to know what happened or not?
25:55Helen, I'm really glad for you.
25:57It must be a great relief to know you can still pull the boys.
26:01Now, why don't you just piss off your two-faced tart?
26:06Just a minute.
26:07You are still my responsibility.
26:10And you'd better get it into your head.
26:12If you don't want to jeopardise your appeal,
26:13you will speak and behave towards me in line with prison rules.
26:16Or what?
26:17You'll report me?
26:19Don't push me any further, Nicky.
26:22Yeah?
26:23Well, now you ruined my plans.
26:25I don't really give a shit about my appeal anymore.
26:28But don't worry.
26:29I won't forget to call you Miss.
26:33I am so sick of you.
26:36I am so sick of you.
27:07Hiya, Dom.
27:09Hi.
27:11I saw you driving past me on your bike,
27:13but I thought it best not to toot you.
27:16I'd love to have a ride on it sometime.
27:19Need a spare helmet?
27:27Dottie.
27:30I, er, I'm really sorry about the other night.
27:33I, er, I'm really sorry about the other night.
27:36No excuses. I was out of order.
27:38You put me in a very difficult position.
27:40Oh, no, I did.
27:43Yeah, well, it's a big thing.
27:45And I'm sorry, but I think I deserve better than that from you.
27:50Look, um...
27:53I've been having a few problems.
27:56But it won't happen again.
27:58I promise you. Trust me, I mean it.
28:01You're OK.
28:05I accept your apology.
28:11When you seen her?
28:12Quarter past ten.
28:13Plenty of time to pray, then.
28:15Yeah, pray she don't turn up.
28:17Wicked, man. Cos then they'd still have to let me off toilets, wouldn't they?
28:20No, I meant pray she'll find it in her heart to forgive you, child.
28:23Or she's gonna burn in hellfire.
28:26I don't need nothing off her.
28:28I ain't taking no shit, either.
28:30She's just come to eyeball you, innit?
28:32I'll tell her. Probably did her old man a favour.
28:34Quick death.
28:35Saved him pissing his pants in an old folks' home.
28:38Dribbling and farting.
28:52Hi.
28:53Hi.
28:55Look, about the other night...
28:58I feel...
29:02I still really want to talk about courses and that.
29:05Sure.
29:10Are you OK?
29:13Not really.
29:15I'm having a really tough time with Nicky.
29:18How?
29:19It's stupid. She's convinced I was getting off with you.
29:22Even after you explained it to her?
29:24She doesn't believe me.
29:26Why would she think you lied to her?
29:29Helen.
29:30Sorry.
29:32You're Mrs Foster. She's at the Gate Lodge for you.
29:35Can you bring Sharon Wiley along to see me in ten minutes?
29:38Yeah, right, yeah.
29:40We'll talk about courses later.
29:48Sorry.
29:50Sorry if I was...
29:52interrupting something.
29:54Forget it.
29:57Did you say something to upset you?
30:00I'm not upset.
30:02Yeah, well, you seem upset to me.
30:08I'm coming.
30:12Nice aftershave.
30:14Thanks.
30:15Seemed to work on Di Barker, too.
30:17She accepted my apology.
30:18Great.
30:19No, I really meant it.
30:22And I wanted to say thanks
30:25for being so patient with me.
30:28Not really one of my virtues, but...
30:38You really had a go at yourself here?
30:40I'm not a slasher. It was an accident.
30:42Did I say a different?
30:44When did you do this?
30:46Yesterday.
30:49Didn't think it was this bad.
30:51Hold it still while I try and clean it up a bit.
30:54I'll have to give you antitechnus, too.
30:56You're agency, aren't you?
30:58Yeah, so?
30:59So I'll let you give me an injection.
31:01Lucky me.
31:05Sorry I was a bit arsey with you.
31:08You're OK.
31:09Just having a bit of a rough time right now.
31:12Partner problems.
31:14Partner problems?
31:17How do you guess?
31:19If it's not drugs, it's usually home life.
31:22What is it? Gone off with somebody else?
31:25Bingo.
31:27That's tough.
31:29Yeah, it is when you're stuck in prison.
31:31Tell me about it.
31:33My boyfriend got deported back to Australia a couple of months ago.
31:36I'm overstaying his visa.
31:38Yeah?
31:39I'm stuck here trying to pay off all our debts
31:41before I can join him.
31:43How long's that going to take you?
31:44Too long.
31:46Well, I'm going on tonight and I work mornings in a hospice.
31:49Five hours sleep, couple of pills.
31:51It'll knacker me, but I'm not having my life run by the frigging Home Office.
31:55Good for you, girl.
32:01We'll be in here.
32:03She'll be brought through that door and sit the other side.
32:05Well, it's actually not dangerous, is she?
32:07No.
32:08And what do we want that between us for?
32:10Well...
32:11If we all sit over on the other side.
32:15Sorry, I just assumed.
32:17I didn't come here to keep my distance, dear.
32:19No, I understand.
32:22In here, is it?
32:23Yes.
32:24Could put the chairs round in a circle, couldn't we?
32:27Yes, if you like.
32:28I'm not having her thinking I'm scared of her.
32:31Right, in you go.
32:32Oh, um...
32:33We prefer this arrangement. Can you wait outside?
32:36Yeah.
32:42This is Mrs Foster.
32:44Sharon Wiley.
32:46It's Shaz.
32:50I'm glad to meet you, Shaz.
33:00That's on the wing, will you?
33:12One on the wing, sit!
33:32What do you want?
33:37I want to tell you something you need to know.
33:39Spare me.
33:40If you think Helen's even remotely interested in me,
33:43you're making a big mistake.
33:45I wish she was.
33:47Cos I'd be a lot better for her than you are.
33:49Oh, I bet you would.
33:56Nicky, she's in love with you.
34:02She made me promise not to tell anyone.
34:04And this is the one time I will.
34:06Cos for her sake, you'd better believe it.
34:08You really are a saint, aren't you?
34:10What?
34:12Saying she didn't flirt with you.
34:14Didn't make you think you were in with a chance.
34:18How far did you get before the big confession, huh?
34:21Or did that just turn you on even more?
34:24It's all in your head, Nicky.
34:32I mean, if I'd known a bit of bad oyster juice could kill people,
34:35I'd have never have done it, would I?
34:38Anyway, it was all that cow in me, Manager S.
34:40She was the one I wanted to get back at.
34:42See, that's what I don't understand.
34:45Why did you think poisoning other people would make things better for you?
34:50I just thought it'd get her into trouble.
34:53You don't know what it's like.
34:55Being got at every day, called names, made to feel stupid.
34:59So you were too scared to stand up for yourself?
35:02I wasn't scared.
35:04I wasn't scared.
35:07Just... why didn't you tell her to stop picking on you?
35:11Or say you'd report her?
35:16I think you should try and answer that one, Chas.
35:23I was just scared I'd get the sack.
35:26Then my stepdad would bash me.
35:28That's why I'm glad I'm in prison, cos he can't touch me now, can he?
35:34I bought those oysters for my husband as a treat.
35:38I was never very fussy about them myself,
35:40but he loved them with a bottle of stout.
35:44I don't remember you serving me.
35:47But you would have been gloating every time you sold some, wouldn't you?
35:50Knowing that they were going to make someone sick.
35:53How could you do that?
35:58I said I'm sorry, didn't I?
36:00No. You're kidding yourself, dear.
36:03You've only got as far as being sorry for yourself.
36:07If you could have seen my poor Alfie.
36:11Don't ever think old age makes you more ready to die.
36:15When your time's running out,
36:17you're not going to be able to do anything.
36:20If you knew how much I miss him,
36:23you'd never forgive yourself. Never.
36:50I've got to see Helen now.
36:52You'll have to wait. She's supervising a special visit.
36:57Hey, Nick, what you done to your hand?
36:59Anyone we know.
37:05You taking that to visiting?
37:10Here. Have a good blow.
37:14You hate me, don't you?
37:16No. I hate what you did, but I don't hate you.
37:21I just want some good to come out of this now.
37:26Tea's up.
37:32Nick.
37:34Can I see you for a moment, please, Miss Stuart?
37:38Do you mind if I come in?
37:41What the hell are you doing here?
37:43Dominic told me what you said to him.
37:46I've been a total arsehole.
37:50I love you, Helen.
37:52I know you love me.
37:54No. No, Nicky.
37:57You don't love me.
37:59You don't love me.
38:01You don't love me.
38:03You don't love me.
38:05You don't love me.
38:07You don't love me.
38:09You're too late.
38:11You've said things I can't forget.
38:13I don't know what I feel about you anymore.
38:15Please.
38:16No.
38:17Go and fall for someone else.
38:29Right.
38:31Pull the clothes back nicely.
38:33Yeah, sure.
38:35Right, girls. It's all yours.
38:38Jim.
38:40Phone for you.
38:43It's your wife.
38:58Daddy.
39:00Don't tell her I sent you.
39:09Shaz, are you in there?
39:12Leave me alone.
39:14Come on, man. Let me in.
39:18Is it just you?
39:20Yeah.
39:39What's up?
39:41What happened?
39:43I'm a coward.
39:45What?
39:47I have debt.
39:49I'm a coward and a shit and I hate myself.
39:52You're cool, babe.
39:54I love you.
39:57No, you don't.
39:59You can't.
40:01Hey, don't be silly.
40:03I killed them people and I didn't give a shit about them.
40:09They're all dead, then.
40:16I should be dead too.
40:18Hey, don't you say that.
40:20What you got to do,
40:22you just got to do something to make up for it.
40:25How?
40:27There's nothing.
40:29How?
40:31There's nothing.
40:33Well, you killing yourself's not even trying.
40:35That's the real coward's way, innit?
40:37And anyway, if you died, I'd want to die.
40:40So you just got to do different, babe.
41:00Do you want a crystal?
41:02You can come watch some telly.
41:04I'm sick of telly.
41:06There are some good things on at the minute.
41:09Nothing's good.
41:11Oh, come on, babes, don't be like that.
41:18I'm sorry.
41:20I'm sorry.
41:22I'm sorry.
41:24I'm sorry.
41:26I'm sorry.
41:29You've still got Josh's address, haven't you?
41:33So?
41:35So you could write him a letter,
41:37in case he's forgotten when you're coming out.
41:39Couldn't you do?
41:40Could, yeah.
41:41You could post it tonight,
41:43and he'd get it safe first thing Friday morning.
41:45Bit of luck, yeah.
41:46Hey.
41:49Don't miss your programme.
41:59Hi, you off?
42:00Yeah.
42:01How did Sharon Wiley's visit go?
42:03Pretty devastating.
42:05What? So?
42:07So I don't think she'll be making any more flip jokes about poisoning people.
42:11Good.
42:12I'll give you a full report tomorrow.
42:14So, er...
42:15Where's he taking you tonight, then?
42:17Who?
42:19Dominic.
42:20Listen, Karen, I just come to the office,
42:22and I've got to go.
42:24Who?
42:26Dominic.
42:27Listen, Karen, I just come to this bloody place to do a job, all right?
42:47Aren't you coming out of here at all tonight, then?
42:54She'll be back home by now, won't she?
42:57Probably.
42:59At least you know she's still living and breathing
43:02in the same little part of the world as you.
43:16You shouldn't give up.
43:24You shouldn't give up.
43:41What are you coming here for?
43:43She's upset.
43:45Well, have a fag, yeah?
43:48Can't you do that outside?
43:50We're just chilling, man, all right?
43:54Look, she had their visit, innit?
43:56What are you doing, anyway?
43:59How come you get it all, eh?
44:01What?
44:03You got your mum back.
44:05You got her.
44:07And I lost everybody, innit?
44:24Yeah.
44:43Hi, sorry I'm not here to answer your call.
44:45Please leave your message after the tone.
44:47Thanks for calling.
44:50Hi, it's me.
44:53Please pick up the phone if you're there.
44:59I'm not going to give up on you, Helen, I can't.
45:04Just give me another chance.
45:11I can't believe this has happened to us.
45:13I know it's all my fault, but...
45:17I've got to talk to you.
45:22I'm sorry.
45:41Hi, it's me.
45:44Please pick up the phone if you're there.
45:47I'm not going to give up on you, Helen, I can't.
45:51Just give me another chance.
46:16Glad you're still here.
46:18Yeah, just packing up.
46:20How's your day been?
46:22Long.
46:24Got a bottle of scotch, one for the road.
46:26If you are.
46:30I had a call from Marilyn today.
46:32Oh?
46:34She does want a divorce.
46:36Yeah?
46:38I said fine.
46:40And how do you feel?
46:43Oh, I'm just glad it's all over.
46:46I told her I was going to be selling the house.
46:51And what about your kids?
46:53I'm seeing them next weekend.
46:56So, here's to freedom.
47:16I love you.
47:46I love you too.