Love After Lockup Season 6 Episode 3
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00:00:00This week on Love After Lockup.
00:00:02Julius is calling.
00:00:04I can't believe we're about to be out.
00:00:05Your mom's coming to you, right?
00:00:06Uh-huh.
00:00:07I can't wait to see you and just hug you.
00:00:11We're supposed to see each other a couple of hours tonight.
00:00:13Is he out?
00:00:14I don't even know if he's out yet.
00:00:15What the heck?
00:00:18Something with her, I swear.
00:00:19I'm about to just ride with you.
00:00:20Whatever.
00:00:22I don't like sneaking around, but it got to be done.
00:00:25Stop this .
00:00:26It's okay.
00:00:27And we can go to bed now?
00:00:28Yeah.
00:00:29Mmm.
00:00:30Her body has definitely changed.
00:00:32Sex isn't really, like, on my mind right now.
00:00:35I met Brian in high school.
00:00:37We didn't date, but I was on him.
00:00:39When he get out, he's going to live with you?
00:00:41Yes.
00:00:42I'm going to have children with him and everything.
00:00:44Wolfie when we see it.
00:00:45Do you love me?
00:00:46What did you say?
00:00:48That was for nothing.
00:00:51Are you super excited about getting out?
00:00:54Yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:00:55It's a good thing he doesn't have kids already.
00:00:57Not yet.
00:00:58That's a horrible idea.
00:00:59I just don't think he needs to rush into anything right now.
00:01:02I'm going to tell you right now, Mama gets the first hug.
00:01:04You better run faster than I do.
00:01:05He should have been out 30 minutes ago.
00:01:07I've been waiting on this for three years.
00:01:09My heart literally just can't handle it.
00:01:12Oh!
00:01:23Oh!
00:01:25Is this you?
00:01:26Is this you?
00:01:27It's a good thing.
00:01:28It's a great thing.
00:01:29You're right there.
00:01:30Oh!
00:01:39Oh my goodness.
00:01:40I'm going.
00:01:41I'm going.
00:01:42I'm going.
00:01:43Don't trip.
00:01:46Come here.
00:01:47You're already crying.
00:01:48I'm already crying.
00:01:49I'm already crying.
00:01:50I'm already crying.
00:01:56It's okay, Mama.
00:01:57Come here, Mama.
00:02:00I love you.
00:02:04I love you.
00:02:10You good?
00:02:11You good?
00:02:13You good?
00:02:14I think she could have you.
00:02:15Can't she have me now?
00:02:17Come on, come on.
00:02:36I've slept probably six hours in the last three days, and then today is probably the slowest
00:02:43day of my life up until this point.
00:02:48It felt amazing to finally see them and hug them and hold them, and I could take them
00:02:53home.
00:02:54Home is where you need to be.
00:02:57The shirt says it all.
00:03:00Husband, daddy, protector.
00:03:02That one.
00:03:04How do you feel about that?
00:03:08We'll talk about it.
00:03:09Surprise!
00:03:10We'll go talk about it.
00:03:12Where am I sitting?
00:03:13In my lap.
00:03:14In your lap?
00:03:15My biggest fear right now is that place and the fear of going back or anything that's
00:03:29just messing up.
00:03:30You know what I'm saying?
00:03:33I'm beyond blessed that I got this chance at life again.
00:03:39I'm just grateful.
00:03:40I was in prison for six and a half years for manufacturing and delivery of controlled
00:03:47substance.
00:03:48I grew up in a Baptist church all my life, went to Bible study, went to Sunday school,
00:03:53and probably around the age of 12 or 13, I kind of fell out of it and started getting
00:03:58into the streets more.
00:03:5917, I was in county, tried as an adult for my first felony.
00:04:03Selling drugs was always the easiest way to make money.
00:04:06You're making more money in two days on the weekends than you are working 60 hours in
00:04:10a week.
00:04:11I'm glad I went to prison for the six years.
00:04:15It changed me as a person and it changed me as a man.
00:04:18It made me value my life and value the time I have left with my family.
00:04:25One of my main goals is to be able to find gainful employment and I need me a woman that's
00:04:38going to be supportive in that.
00:04:40Someone that I can put my all into and like really build a life with and like build a future
00:04:46with and build an empire with.
00:04:47Are you ready to catch me?
00:04:48Yeah.
00:04:49You want to jump along?
00:04:50Don't drop me.
00:04:51I'm not going to drop you.
00:04:52You better not.
00:04:53What if I do?
00:04:54Are you ready?
00:04:55The world is here right now and I'm going to give it my all.
00:04:58I'm going to see where it goes.
00:04:59Come on.
00:05:00Oh, my God.
00:05:01I'm not ready.
00:05:02Oh, my God.
00:05:03I'm not ready.
00:05:08Alexis, she was solid.
00:05:09She going to be good, though.
00:05:10I'm trying to see what's up my guys.
00:05:15All right.
00:05:22I'm feeling irritated.
00:05:27They weren't even supposed to be here,
00:05:28and now you're riding with them.
00:05:31Think she tight now.
00:05:32She's going to be dumb tight.
00:05:34She's going to be good.
00:05:36It's a party.
00:05:38I'm free.
00:05:40Just, you know, feeling the vibes.
00:05:42I definitely feel like I took my freedom for granted.
00:05:46Just having the freedom to do whatever you want,
00:05:49whenever you want.
00:05:49I just want to just live my life right now.
00:05:53It's about to be fun again.
00:05:54We about to turn this up.
00:05:56I can't leave the state.
00:05:58Can't be around no weapons, no drugs, none of that.
00:06:04And I'm on parole for three years.
00:06:07But on good behavior, I can get off in a year.
00:06:11Mom, babe, you ready to go in here?
00:06:13Yeah.
00:06:15You better be acting like that.
00:06:16Yeah.
00:06:18I don't do that.
00:06:19Whatever, I get it.
00:06:25It's only nine minutes down the road,
00:06:27but it's just the principle.
00:06:28You're going to take a seat right now.
00:06:29All right, thank you.
00:06:30Why do you want to ride with some people
00:06:32that didn't even try to come see you?
00:06:34Sure, guys.
00:06:35You good?
00:06:37You can't ride with me.
00:06:39I mean, I get it.
00:06:40Those are your brothers,
00:06:41but you're in a relationship now.
00:06:43So I do come first before these homies.
00:06:46Can't be mad about me being in a car for nine minutes.
00:06:50You can blame me, though.
00:06:51I take all the blame.
00:06:52Don't be mad at you.
00:06:54You already ordered?
00:06:55Yeah, y'all.
00:06:56I need to figure out how to download X.
00:06:58My last iPhone was the 7th.
00:07:01Damn, no.
00:07:02It's the 14th.
00:07:05It's a living.
00:07:05It's a living.
00:07:06It's a living.
00:07:06Oh, boy.
00:07:07It's memories.
00:07:08First real meal.
00:07:09Take that good-ass bite.
00:07:11I don't know.
00:07:11This is rubber.
00:07:13Yeah.
00:07:13This isn't how I envisioned our first meal
00:07:19with me and Julius to go.
00:07:20I thought it would, you know, be more intimate,
00:07:22just be us.
00:07:23You know, we can really talk about stuff.
00:07:26You happy I'm home, babe?
00:07:29Yeah, y'all.
00:07:30But I love just seeing him get to eat some real food
00:07:33and just watching him be happy
00:07:36and actually just being free.
00:07:38I just love that for him.
00:07:39He deserves to eat this real food.
00:07:41I got to take a piss with me.
00:07:46Excuse me.
00:07:47Sorry.
00:07:47Sorry.
00:07:48Sorry.
00:07:57Hello.
00:07:58Yeah, babe.
00:07:58What's up?
00:07:59Babe, this is you?
00:08:01Yeah.
00:08:02Oh, my God.
00:08:03Oh, my God.
00:08:04Oh, my God.
00:08:04I'm with my mama right now.
00:08:06We eating breakfast right now, just chilling.
00:08:09Oh, my God.
00:08:10I'm going to try to come see you later on.
00:08:12Yes, please, because, listen, I'm going to get us a room
00:08:15so that way we can spend some time together.
00:08:17All right.
00:08:17Yeah, I'm going to try to see you later on, so.
00:08:21I love you.
00:08:24All right.
00:08:24No, I'll wait.
00:08:26I'm going to holler at you.
00:08:28All right.
00:08:28Bye.
00:08:29All right.
00:08:29Bye.
00:08:30Why he start doing this, yeah, uh, always?
00:08:33That's out of control.
00:08:34When he was in jail, it's always, I love you.
00:08:37I love you.
00:08:38You know how people be when they're in prison?
00:08:39Why am I so mad, but I'm so excited at the same time.
00:08:42I was going to say, yeah, she's right.
00:08:43It's the jail talk, for sure.
00:08:44You know how people be.
00:08:46He just sounds different, and it's not the Julius
00:08:49that I talked to when he was in jail.
00:08:51What are you most excited about?
00:08:53Coming home, being free, seeing you.
00:08:56That makes me happy.
00:08:58He told me he was going to put a baby in me
00:09:00as soon as he got home.
00:09:02But I just think that he's going to be more focused
00:09:05on his freedom and spending time with his friends and stuff.
00:09:10Excuse me.
00:09:12What's up, baby?
00:09:13I'm ready to go.
00:09:14I'm ready to go up out of here.
00:09:16Me soon.
00:09:17You're going to ride with me, right?
00:09:18Yeah.
00:09:19So how are he going to meet you at the room?
00:09:21Is his mom going to bring him?
00:09:22Hey, drive him?
00:09:22Who's going to bring him?
00:09:23Are you picking him up?
00:09:25Just a few hours, I get to see Julius
00:09:27for the first time in person,
00:09:29and I know we have a long ride ahead of us,
00:09:31but I just want him to be, you know,
00:09:33the kind of boyfriend-slash-husband I need him to be.
00:09:38Y'all have a good one.
00:09:39Thank you for the food.
00:09:41Having, like, Alexis, Ashley,
00:09:44and other people, like,
00:09:46that I'm talking to
00:09:47is keeping my options open.
00:09:49Good to see you, cop.
00:09:50Glad you're home, man.
00:09:51Love you, too.
00:09:52That's all.
00:09:52We're going to link up.
00:09:53You know, Alexis,
00:09:54she's being too clingy.
00:09:56You've got to have a vibe.
00:09:57We've got a vibe.
00:10:02You know what I'm saying?
00:10:03Because I've never met these women,
00:10:05never.
00:10:06You never know what could happen.
00:10:09All right, babe, let's go.
00:10:24What's up with you?
00:10:25Just the whole situation.
00:10:26You should have just done what I asked,
00:10:28that way we wouldn't be dealing with it.
00:10:30Hi.
00:10:31Hi.
00:10:31Let's see you back here.
00:10:32What's going on?
00:10:33This is devastating.
00:10:35It feels like I got kicked in the...
00:10:37If the bitch that's picking you up
00:10:38don't let me see you,
00:10:39I'm a fighter.
00:10:40I am going to be livid
00:10:42if I miss this man.
00:10:44Did I see him in the backseat?
00:10:45Yes, it was!
00:10:46F*** everybody.
00:10:47Okay, so excuse my hair,
00:10:57my face,
00:10:58my everything.
00:11:00My man had a lot of making up
00:11:02to do for last night
00:11:04in the past two years,
00:11:06but mostly last night.
00:11:08So this morning was great.
00:11:15How did my f*** taste?
00:11:17It's amazing.
00:11:18Yeah?
00:11:19Yeah.
00:11:20Not you blushing.
00:11:22Like, what?
00:11:24Me and Bradley have had sex before,
00:11:26but I don't know,
00:11:28it didn't feel like
00:11:29we were just having sex.
00:11:30It felt like we were making love.
00:11:33Sober sex is different, though.
00:11:35Yeah?
00:11:35Yeah.
00:11:36You're just more, like, aware.
00:11:38I feel like it's more sensitive,
00:11:40like you're not on some porn s***.
00:11:41You're not numb, huh?
00:11:43Yeah.
00:11:43It was the best 45 seconds.
00:11:44That was the first time
00:11:48in 28, 29 months.
00:11:52For me, it was a 10.
00:11:53For her, it was probably, like,
00:11:54f*** free on the Richter scale.
00:11:56You know what I'm saying?
00:11:56It was only 20 seconds,
00:11:5830 seconds.
00:11:58Are you happy to be home?
00:12:03It's definitely different.
00:12:04Getting back into moving society.
00:12:08That's crazy that my mom came back
00:12:09just to see you
00:12:10after all that s***
00:12:11she was talking on the phone last week.
00:12:14Like, not that, like,
00:12:15it's going to have an effect
00:12:16on our relationship.
00:12:17You know what I mean?
00:12:18Like, any way that family members feel.
00:12:21And that's what I was trying to talk about
00:12:22with being friends with my sister.
00:12:24Yeah, no, that's complicated.
00:12:25Like, because that just
00:12:27causes a whole lot of problems.
00:12:29Me and my older sister,
00:12:30Alyssa's relationship
00:12:31is a little rocky.
00:12:33Growing up,
00:12:34my parents split up
00:12:36probably when I was, like,
00:12:36five years old.
00:12:38My mom,
00:12:39she moved three hours away,
00:12:40so she really wasn't around.
00:12:42My dad was always gone,
00:12:44working day and night,
00:12:46it seems like.
00:12:46You know, we were just
00:12:47constantly doing
00:12:49hood rat s***.
00:12:51But Alyssa
00:12:52just burned so many bridges,
00:12:53you know what I'm saying?
00:12:54She's getting me into bar fights,
00:12:56more physical altercations,
00:12:58because when Alyssa feels threatened,
00:13:00she's going to lash out
00:13:01and get manic.
00:13:02She tries to hurt people
00:13:03because she's hurt,
00:13:04because she doesn't know
00:13:05how to handle it.
00:13:06Like, that hurts the people
00:13:07that love her,
00:13:08that want to s***.
00:13:09Other people,
00:13:09that's going to hurt me.
00:13:11I don't have any problems with her.
00:13:13But she does have
00:13:14problems with you.
00:13:15You won't be able
00:13:16to go to the holidays.
00:13:17My sister said
00:13:18you will not step foot
00:13:19in the s*** house.
00:13:19What the s***
00:13:20are you talking about?
00:13:22Oh, my God.
00:13:22You asked him if he loves
00:13:23you or our grandmother more.
00:13:25And you want to know
00:13:26why my parents
00:13:27don't want anything
00:13:27to do with you.
00:13:28This is why.
00:13:29I mean, like,
00:13:30do you love me more
00:13:31than your grandma?
00:13:33Who s*** says that?
00:13:36Are you okay?
00:13:38What's up with you?
00:13:40What happened?
00:13:41What happened?
00:13:46I don't know.
00:13:47It's just the whole situation,
00:13:48like, made me really sad.
00:13:50And, like,
00:13:50not just with Alyssa,
00:13:51but, like, with the s*** too.
00:13:53Like, you know,
00:13:54I was around her every week
00:13:55since the day she was born.
00:13:58Like, I love that baby.
00:13:59And then I found a s***
00:14:00binky in my closet
00:14:02the other day.
00:14:03Damn.
00:14:04I'm sorry it hurts that bad.
00:14:07Alyssa and Savannah
00:14:08are, quote-unquote,
00:14:09best friends.
00:14:10That happened when I was gone.
00:14:11So I didn't know
00:14:12how deep it was.
00:14:14But, again,
00:14:15Savannah,
00:14:16like, you should have just
00:14:17done what I asked
00:14:18and just distance yourself
00:14:20from her a little bit.
00:14:20That way we wouldn't
00:14:21be dealing with this.
00:14:22Well, okay.
00:14:24Gotta get a haircut.
00:14:25This has gotta come off.
00:14:26All right.
00:14:27Well, I'm gonna get dressed.
00:14:28I know Alyssa wants to come
00:14:30to her brother's
00:14:30coming home party.
00:14:32She wants to support me.
00:14:34And I want to give her a shot
00:14:35because she's my sister.
00:14:36Here you go, man.
00:14:37Thanks, babe.
00:14:38But for that to happen,
00:14:41like, I need y'all
00:14:42to be okay.
00:14:46We're just gonna go ahead
00:14:47and call Alyssa.
00:14:48I want to get on the same page
00:14:49before tomorrow.
00:14:51How do you feel?
00:14:53I'm doing all right.
00:14:54Hey, um,
00:14:56yo, how would you feel
00:14:56about sitting down
00:14:57and grabbing some food
00:14:58with Savannah and me
00:14:59to talk about tomorrow's party?
00:15:01Because I know you want
00:15:01to come to that.
00:15:02I don't want to exclude you
00:15:02from that.
00:15:03But I feel like there should
00:15:03be some ground rules.
00:15:05Just get some s*** on the table
00:15:07to see where we all stand at.
00:15:08That way an event,
00:15:10an episode doesn't happen tomorrow.
00:15:14I mean, I'm down,
00:15:15but, like, no ambush?
00:15:16No, no, I ain't gonna be
00:15:17no ambush.
00:15:19Word.
00:15:20Bye.
00:15:24I'm seeing the negative effects
00:15:26that my girlfriend is having
00:15:27in depression and sadness.
00:15:30I might see if I can find you
00:15:31an outfit for this party.
00:15:35Alyssa's a loose cannon.
00:15:36She's a wild card.
00:15:37And it can go south.
00:15:38It can go north.
00:15:39It all depends on how
00:15:40she's feeling that day.
00:15:41If she got enough coffee,
00:15:43if she got enough sleep,
00:15:43are the kids screaming?
00:15:45How long do you think
00:15:46this is gonna be?
00:15:47Give me, like, an hour.
00:15:48Okay?
00:15:48Okay.
00:15:49All right.
00:15:50Love you.
00:15:50Love you, too.
00:15:51I just hope it goes for the best.
00:15:52It's the morning of Brian's release,
00:16:14and I am all over the place.
00:16:18I have every emotion that you could have
00:16:21in the book.
00:16:22Nervousness, excitement,
00:16:24birds flying in my stomach,
00:16:25as Brian would say.
00:16:27I'm pissed off because I had literally
00:16:29had my keys last night.
00:16:30We came into the house.
00:16:32My little brother put my key there.
00:16:34And I still, I need to go to the gas station.
00:16:36I didn't get gas.
00:16:37I'm just, I'm all over the place, bro.
00:16:41At this point, I just don't know
00:16:43how the day is gonna go.
00:16:44This is clown.
00:16:46Like, this is not real life.
00:16:48It just can't be.
00:16:49What the pants did I have on yesterday?
00:16:52Like, what the ?
00:16:53I'm gonna head to the prison
00:16:55and hope that I can peep out my man
00:16:58before he gets shipped off
00:17:01to the halfway house.
00:17:02I've been calling the halfway house
00:17:04back to back, changing my voice,
00:17:05talking to different people.
00:17:07And every time I call,
00:17:09it's still the same answer.
00:17:11It could be weeks.
00:17:12It could be months.
00:17:14I hope we are able to start the family
00:17:17that we want sooner than later.
00:17:21I know my didn't just die.
00:17:25You're lying.
00:17:26Okay, I didn't.
00:17:27I'm just tripping.
00:17:27It's 722.
00:17:28I'm still running late.
00:17:30I'm gonna just have to leave.
00:17:32I am not about to jeopardize
00:17:34seeing him be released,
00:17:37seeing him as a whole,
00:17:38just because I lost my keys
00:17:40the night before.
00:17:41I forgot my purse.
00:17:43My mind is everywhere.
00:17:45So I'm gonna go off on a limb
00:17:47and I'm gonna leave my back door unlocked
00:17:49and pray that when I get home,
00:17:52all of my is still at the crib.
00:17:53Oh, this is crying.
00:18:00Thank you for using TTL.
00:18:02What's up, baby?
00:18:03Do you got any word?
00:18:06Baby, I don't know.
00:18:07I don't think it get me out here
00:18:08as clear as possible.
00:18:10Listen, the way the day is going,
00:18:12if the bitch that's picking you up
00:18:13don't let me see you,
00:18:16I'm a fighter.
00:18:17All right, baby.
00:18:21I'm on my way there.
00:18:22I'm about to be there.
00:18:24Yeah, I'm clear.
00:18:25I love you so much.
00:18:27All right.
00:18:31Wow.
00:18:34It's just a lot.
00:18:35He could probably be released
00:18:37at any time now.
00:18:38I have no clue when.
00:18:40I don't know if he's gonna be able
00:18:42to tell me.
00:18:43I don't know if they're gonna
00:18:45let us see each other.
00:18:47And it kind of sucks
00:18:48because I don't have access
00:18:50to, like, the prison grounds,
00:18:51so I can't just meet him there.
00:18:54We are in the boonies.
00:18:58Oh, hell no.
00:18:59I'm here.
00:19:01What the f***, babe?
00:19:03You were here this whole f*** time?
00:19:06I can't believe they had my baby
00:19:08jammed up in this place.
00:19:09Look at all the f***ing wires and f***.
00:19:13It's just really hitting me, like,
00:19:14damn, my baby was just in here
00:19:16for six years straight.
00:19:19One day after the mother f***ing mother,
00:19:22like, he had to spend his Christmas there.
00:19:24I bet they don't got
00:19:25one Christmas light in sight.
00:19:28I haven't been going to see Brian in prison
00:19:30because it breaks my heart.
00:19:32I don't want to see him in those chains.
00:19:34I don't want to see him with no handcuffs.
00:19:36Like, I just, I don't want to see
00:19:37him in that type of environment.
00:19:39It don't feel good to me.
00:19:50Is that him?
00:19:55No.
00:19:56He hasn't messaged me,
00:19:58but I don't know if he's really
00:19:59going to be able to.
00:20:00I'm waiting.
00:20:06Hold on.
00:20:06It's a Jeep coming.
00:20:07Let me see if it's a Jeep.
00:20:08Get out the way!
00:20:11No.
00:20:12They're not even turning this way.
00:20:13F*** everybody.
00:20:15Like, I'm irritated.
00:20:17It's already 10 o'clock, 10.16.
00:20:19F*** stupid.
00:20:20I am going to be livid
00:20:24if I miss this man.
00:20:27I don't know if this is Brian or not.
00:20:29It might be.
00:20:30I think I see him in the back seat.
00:20:34No.
00:20:37No, don't.
00:20:38Yes, it was!
00:20:42If we get married,
00:20:44can that fix this?
00:20:45Do you want to get married to me?
00:20:52So what's the plan?
00:20:54Where we f*** at?
00:20:55I gotta step away.
00:20:57I don't think they're taking me seriously.
00:20:59They're getting her woke up.
00:21:00Don't drop me insane.
00:21:01So where are you staying tonight?
00:21:03My mother.
00:21:04Chaos and bull****, Ashley.
00:21:13What have you been up to today?
00:21:14I actually just had a focus group
00:21:16for furry flirt.
00:21:17Oh, God.
00:21:17Is that what you're naming it?
00:21:18Yeah, furry flirt.
00:21:20All right.
00:21:21I'm going to help some furries get funky.
00:21:23Everyone has their own thing, I guess.
00:21:26Where the party at?
00:21:27I'm a little stony.
00:21:30They were really cool, honestly.
00:21:32The people who came to the focus,
00:21:33they were really fun.
00:21:34I will say that.
00:21:34Furries are always really nice.
00:21:37I'm a video game nerd,
00:21:38which you might not know
00:21:39by looking at me.
00:21:44I work in the IT department for a hospital,
00:21:47and currently my passion project
00:21:49is creating a dating app for furries
00:21:52called Furry Flirt.
00:21:53I started off on one dating app,
00:21:55and then I got kicked off of that.
00:21:57A lot of people still have this idea
00:21:59that furries are cringe or weird.
00:22:02Yeah, there's a kind of big stigma with it
00:22:04that I'd like to help get rid of.
00:22:05I'm not a furry.
00:22:07I saw a need in the market
00:22:09for this niche group to have a dating app.
00:22:12I'm trying to help furries find love
00:22:15the same way that I did with Kourtney.
00:22:18I need help with the purse, like bad.
00:22:20I have no idea what to buy.
00:22:23I actually don't even know
00:22:24what type of style she likes.
00:22:25I met Kourtney because I was on Instagram,
00:22:29and I saw some really cute mug shots.
00:22:32I thought she was gorgeous,
00:22:33and I liked her bio that she wrote.
00:22:35I thought it was very honest,
00:22:36and so I thought,
00:22:37let's talk to some prison chicks.
00:22:43I was charged with identity theft,
00:22:45stolen vehicles, and reckless endangerment.
00:22:49This is my first time in prison,
00:22:50and I've been here for like a year.
00:22:53When I got out of high school,
00:22:55I got involved with the wrong crowd
00:22:57and was totally naive to all the drugs
00:23:01and the fast life,
00:23:03so it kind of swallowed me up
00:23:05pretty quick.
00:23:07I mean, the crazy part is
00:23:08I could actually see us getting married.
00:23:10Really?
00:23:10Yeah.
00:23:11Kourtney and I have been dating
00:23:12for about six months now.
00:23:14Will stuck out to me because he's caring
00:23:17and drives me apart.
00:23:19She's so smart, and she's witty.
00:23:22He's successful.
00:23:23That is really attractive.
00:23:24One of our first video visits,
00:23:26I was like, stand up for me
00:23:27because I noticed she wasn't wearing a bra.
00:23:29Kourtney's very sexy.
00:23:30Not only that, but she has all the seats.
00:23:33I've had all different types of people.
00:23:35Hit me up.
00:23:36Not everybody has all their seats.
00:23:38I kind of like the gray thing over there.
00:23:40This one?
00:23:40Let's see.
00:23:41I have everything else.
00:23:43Underwear, pants, clothes, phone.
00:23:46Oh, wow.
00:23:47200 bucks.
00:23:48It's not bad, actually.
00:23:49How much have you spent on her so far?
00:23:50A grand, maybe 2.5.
00:23:52On someone you've never met?
00:23:53Yes.
00:23:54Yeah.
00:23:54All right.
00:23:55I think you're crazy.
00:23:56You might be proven right.
00:23:58I've known Will for, like, 12 years now.
00:24:03Right here?
00:24:04Yes.
00:24:05I haven't seen Will in a relationship in a long while.
00:24:07I appreciate you coming out with me today.
00:24:09Yeah, no problem.
00:24:10So, it's interesting to see him
00:24:12falling so hard and quick
00:24:14for someone he's never met before.
00:24:16Have a great day.
00:24:18It seems like he has some rose-colored glasses on right now.
00:24:21At first, I was a little concerned
00:24:23that I was just one of these dudes
00:24:24who was like a sugar daddy for her
00:24:26while she was locked up.
00:24:27But I can tell by the way she talks to me
00:24:30that she really cares.
00:24:32I'm sure that's what everybody says,
00:24:34like, 10 minutes before they find out
00:24:36they're being scammed.
00:24:37But I know I'm not.
00:24:40It's been about eight years
00:24:41since I had a serious relationship.
00:24:44I work full-time.
00:24:46I'm helping my mom take care of my dad
00:24:48who's got dementia and cancer.
00:24:49And I typically have actually
00:24:51really bad taste in women.
00:24:55But I think that Courtney is the exception
00:24:56of that rule.
00:24:59This is an entire outfit for her.
00:25:01This is all of her underwear, bras,
00:25:03everything she needs.
00:25:04The idea that my girlfriend's
00:25:06going to be here with me
00:25:06when we get back is...
00:25:09It's all very surreal.
00:25:10Hey, gorgeous.
00:25:16Are you all packed and ready to go?
00:25:19Yeah.
00:25:20I'm so ready to be out of here.
00:25:22Four days.
00:25:23So excited.
00:25:25When do you get here
00:25:25and we hang out?
00:25:28What is something that you want to do?
00:25:30Order room service,
00:25:32have wild monkey sex all over the hotel,
00:25:35pass out.
00:25:35I literally can't think of a thing else.
00:25:38That sounds like a pretty solid plan.
00:25:41But I have some pretty bad news.
00:25:46What's going on?
00:25:47They denied interstate contact.
00:25:53You got to be kidding me.
00:25:56Why?
00:25:57Because we're not married
00:26:00and we're not family.
00:26:02Courtney had to apply
00:26:03for special permission
00:26:03to leave Oregon and parole
00:26:05with me here in California.
00:26:08So this is devastating.
00:26:10It's a gut punch.
00:26:11It feels like I got kicked in the...
00:26:12You told me I'm going
00:26:13to the halfway house.
00:26:14Do you think if we just like
00:26:15roll up to your parole officer
00:26:17and be like,
00:26:17hey, if we get married,
00:26:20can that fix this?
00:26:21I mean, do you want
00:26:26to get married to me?
00:26:30Are you sure?
00:26:32That wasn't a resounding yes.
00:26:38I love Will.
00:26:41And we talked about getting engaged.
00:26:44I was just...
00:26:45I don't know.
00:26:46Yeah, I do.
00:26:47I wanted...
00:26:48That is something
00:26:48that I do want.
00:26:50I just really hope
00:26:53Will's willing to go
00:26:55at my pace.
00:26:56Are they giving us
00:26:57a date that we can start
00:26:59the interstate compact?
00:27:01I'm not sure.
00:27:02I'm bummed.
00:27:05We have 10 seconds left, gorgeous.
00:27:06I hope you have a good night.
00:27:07I love you.
00:27:10I love you, bye.
00:27:11Love you, bye.
00:27:11Who is this?
00:27:17Who the f*** is this,
00:27:18big booty bitch?
00:27:19What you got going on?
00:27:21I ain't talking about it.
00:27:22I'm done.
00:27:23Y'all do not need
00:27:24to have any children.
00:27:25It would be at least
00:27:26nine months.
00:27:27Basically, like,
00:27:27the pull-out game's strong.
00:27:28Drop me insane.
00:27:30You can't, like,
00:27:30see me tonight.
00:27:31Yeah, I feel crazy
00:27:41driving in the car.
00:27:42Do we?
00:27:43I don't even think
00:27:44about that.
00:27:45That probably do feel weird.
00:27:46because I'm so
00:27:48lowing for the party.
00:27:50I go off like I'm fatty.
00:27:53Oh, no, I'm not slowing.
00:27:56Whoa.
00:27:57Oh, okay.
00:27:59Maybe I'm ready
00:27:59to have me some fun.
00:28:01Look at this bed.
00:28:03I can't wait
00:28:03to mess up them sheets.
00:28:05I'm excited.
00:28:08Julia said that
00:28:10he's going to hang out
00:28:11with his family
00:28:12and his mom
00:28:12for a little while
00:28:13and then he's going
00:28:14to come see me.
00:28:17Looks good.
00:28:18I'm going to have
00:28:19rose petals
00:28:19and champagne.
00:28:21It's just going
00:28:22to be really nice.
00:28:24Hey!
00:28:26Hi, guys!
00:28:28Hi.
00:28:29Oh, my God.
00:28:30I am so nervous.
00:28:32Why are you so nervous?
00:28:33I don't know.
00:28:34I need y'all's help
00:28:35with everything,
00:28:36literally, everything,
00:28:37because I don't know
00:28:38what I'm doing.
00:28:38Well, let's go
00:28:39where we need to start.
00:28:41Look,
00:28:42this is what I got.
00:28:43Look, isn't it sexy?
00:28:46Okay.
00:28:47This is so sexy.
00:28:48That's definitely
00:28:48going to be cute with this.
00:28:50And it's going to be
00:28:51extra cute with this.
00:28:52What is that?
00:28:53This is four-in-one
00:28:54playful flavors.
00:28:56Warming, lubricant,
00:28:57kissable, and massage.
00:29:00I definitely want
00:29:01to have sex.
00:29:01That's on the number one
00:29:03part of my bucket list.
00:29:04I'm about to lower
00:29:05these blinds a little bit.
00:29:06All right, so change.
00:29:08Yeah.
00:29:09I just want to have
00:29:10a good time
00:29:10and see my man.
00:29:13Ashley,
00:29:14are you getting excited?
00:29:15Oh, my God,
00:29:15I'm so excited.
00:29:17Are you having
00:29:18second thoughts?
00:29:19Not really.
00:29:21I hope he shows, though.
00:29:23I know.
00:29:24I'm a little nervous
00:29:25about that part.
00:29:25Yeah, I don't want
00:29:26her heart to be broke.
00:29:27That's going to crush me.
00:29:30I honestly don't think
00:29:31he's going to show,
00:29:32or if he does show,
00:29:33it's going to be, like,
00:29:35drama.
00:29:36He should be blowing her up.
00:29:37I mean, when he was
00:29:38in jail, you made
00:29:39time to call.
00:29:40Now you're free.
00:29:41Like, why don't you
00:29:41have that same energy?
00:29:42Like, it just seems
00:29:44kind of fishy to me.
00:29:48Okay.
00:29:49Okay.
00:29:50So this is the vibe.
00:29:52This is the wig
00:29:52of tonight.
00:29:53Okay, what's her name?
00:29:55Shanae-Nae.
00:29:56Oh, God.
00:29:57Shanae-Nae.
00:29:59I hope he's ready
00:30:00for what's about
00:30:00to hit him.
00:30:01Um, I hope
00:30:03he's ready.
00:30:03Shanae-Nae.
00:30:06We're home, babe.
00:30:08I'm home.
00:30:09We're home.
00:30:10Man, what is this?
00:30:13Man, you turned
00:30:14up for me like that?
00:30:18Man, welcome home.
00:30:21Thank you, baby.
00:30:21You're welcome.
00:30:24I love you.
00:30:24I love you more.
00:30:27Lex is definitely
00:30:28making me feel special
00:30:29right now.
00:30:30With the balloons,
00:30:32the roses.
00:30:32Ain't nobody
00:30:33did that for me.
00:30:35So that dude
00:30:36be making me
00:30:37feel guilty.
00:30:39And it's our bedroom.
00:30:43Hey, okay, then.
00:30:45What's up?
00:30:46That's your side
00:30:47of the closet.
00:30:48Yeah, this is
00:30:49everything right here.
00:30:50My man is home.
00:30:52I'm just excited.
00:30:53All the nerves are gone.
00:30:55I don't even know
00:30:55why I was nervous.
00:30:56And I'm just ready
00:30:57to just go in here
00:30:58and love on my man
00:30:59and cuddle with him.
00:31:00I'll make a baby
00:31:01tonight if it's God's will.
00:31:04How you feeling, bae?
00:31:05You like the apartment
00:31:06and stuff?
00:31:06I feel good.
00:31:07That's it.
00:31:07It's home.
00:31:09It's where I'm
00:31:10about to be at.
00:31:10It's great.
00:31:11It's perfect.
00:31:12No.
00:31:13Couldn't ask for nothing
00:31:14better.
00:31:15No.
00:31:15For real, bae.
00:31:17I'm just glad to be here.
00:31:19I ain't gonna lie, bae.
00:31:19I'm ready to lay down.
00:31:21You already know
00:31:21what's going on.
00:31:22I'm ready to get
00:31:23to the shower.
00:31:24I want to get in
00:31:25with you.
00:31:26Come on.
00:31:27It's been six years
00:31:29since I've been
00:31:29intimate with a woman,
00:31:31you know what I'm saying?
00:31:31So I'm definitely
00:31:32looking forward to,
00:31:33you know what I'm saying?
00:31:35And getting it,
00:31:36you know what I'm saying?
00:31:36Doing what I do
00:31:37with Alexis.
00:31:40But I at least
00:31:42got to give Ashley
00:31:42a chance,
00:31:43you know what I'm saying?
00:31:46So I can actually
00:31:47see what type of person
00:31:48she is before we even
00:31:49take any more steps.
00:31:52I don't know.
00:31:55It's just crazy
00:31:55how like at one moment
00:31:57he said like,
00:31:57you know,
00:31:58he's gonna be the man
00:31:59you want him to be.
00:32:00But I mean,
00:32:01with him getting out.
00:32:02He's calling.
00:32:03Phileas is calling.
00:32:04Shh, shh, shh.
00:32:06Oh, wow.
00:32:07Hey, babe.
00:32:09What's up, bae?
00:32:09What you doing?
00:32:12Getting cute.
00:32:13What you doing?
00:32:15I'm with my mom right now.
00:32:16We about to go
00:32:17do some stuff
00:32:18and it's gonna
00:32:18take a little minute.
00:32:23So you can't
00:32:24like see me tonight?
00:32:33I don't feel like
00:32:34you're taking me serious.
00:32:35Him and I
00:32:36are both grown.
00:32:37He can't be
00:32:37a mama's boy forever.
00:32:39Mama tripping.
00:32:40Bitch, why is
00:32:40you attacking me?
00:32:41Bitch, you be chasing
00:32:42everybody away.
00:32:43You're the common denominator.
00:32:44I feel like I've kind
00:32:45of allowed her
00:32:45to manipulate me
00:32:46long enough.
00:32:47I love you.
00:32:54I love you.
00:32:54Call me when you're done.
00:32:55I'll come back.
00:32:56Okay.
00:32:56Maybe.
00:33:04Get the
00:33:05out of here, man.
00:33:06I don't want to mess
00:33:06with you, babe.
00:33:07What's up, baby?
00:33:08You good?
00:33:08Yeah, I'm good.
00:33:09You chillin'?
00:33:10I'm hanging out.
00:33:12You look old, bro.
00:33:13For real.
00:33:14You look old, bro.
00:33:15No, I'm just kidding.
00:33:17They must have
00:33:17had cocoa butter
00:33:18up in the penis.
00:33:20Mike is my
00:33:21number one
00:33:22dog, bro.
00:33:25Surprisingly,
00:33:26that is one of my
00:33:26friends who I have
00:33:27never got in trouble
00:33:28with.
00:33:28I mean, all we did
00:33:29was drink and,
00:33:31you know what I'm
00:33:32saying, watch the
00:33:32fights and do
00:33:34cookouts.
00:33:35Mike's one of my
00:33:36domesticated friends.
00:33:39Man, how's life
00:33:39been treated, though?
00:33:40The whole 30 hours
00:33:41being out, right?
00:33:42Yeah.
00:33:42I'm just trying
00:33:43to get my
00:33:44together, if I'm
00:33:44being honest with you.
00:33:45It seems like you're
00:33:46off to get started.
00:33:47Yeah, get my hair
00:33:47together.
00:33:48Number one,
00:33:48appearance, right?
00:33:49Presentations,
00:33:49everything.
00:33:51I go back to work
00:33:51on Monday to do
00:33:52that roofing with
00:33:53cap again.
00:33:54I just need to
00:33:54hold me over
00:33:55until I can get
00:33:55my CDL license.
00:33:56I already told you
00:33:57that, right?
00:33:57Ain't nothing
00:33:58wrong with that.
00:33:59I definitely
00:33:59learned how to
00:34:00appreciate freedom
00:34:01from going to
00:34:02prison.
00:34:03Not always being
00:34:04on guard, not
00:34:05having to watch
00:34:05your back, not
00:34:07having to worry
00:34:07about 90 guys
00:34:09that are in the pod
00:34:10and which one's
00:34:10going to stab you.
00:34:11We're like, that
00:34:12is traumatic.
00:34:16I mean, if you
00:34:16ain't busy, then
00:34:17your mind goes
00:34:18100 miles an hour.
00:34:19We all know how
00:34:20that works out.
00:34:21I want to get a
00:34:23house.
00:34:23I want to get a
00:34:25financially stable
00:34:26job that I love
00:34:27and I'm not going to
00:34:27regret and hate to
00:34:29wake up to every
00:34:29morning.
00:34:31I want to keep on
00:34:32evolving and
00:34:33bettering myself and
00:34:34wiping these things
00:34:35off my plate and
00:34:36putting the next
00:34:37thing down so I can
00:34:38get it done.
00:34:38You looking forward
00:34:40to this whole get
00:34:40together tomorrow?
00:34:42Yeah, 100% am.
00:34:44Alyssa's trying to
00:34:45come to that.
00:34:46And that's a
00:34:46problem?
00:34:47I mean, with
00:34:48Savannah, yeah,
00:34:48that's definitely a
00:34:49problem.
00:34:50Because last I seen
00:34:51they were like doing
00:34:51like nice cute little
00:34:53TikToks.
00:34:54Yeah,
00:34:54best friends.
00:34:56Yeah.
00:34:57I'm not trying to be
00:34:57a dickhead.
00:34:58I want her to come,
00:34:59but I don't want her
00:35:00to come with all
00:35:01my friends and then
00:35:02something happened.
00:35:03It'd be extra.
00:35:04Like a whole episode
00:35:05blow down, dirty
00:35:06laundry in the air.
00:35:08Yeah.
00:35:09I could go without
00:35:11that tomorrow.
00:35:13Savannah, she's the
00:35:14number one member on
00:35:15my team.
00:35:16I'd rather this not be
00:35:17about Alyssa.
00:35:18It's just about you.
00:35:19You back.
00:35:19Yeah, I know.
00:35:20So Savannah and
00:35:21Alyssa can't get this
00:35:23resolved.
00:35:24Oh, 86, Alyssa.
00:35:26And then it would just
00:35:27be me and Savannah.
00:35:28Now I don't have to
00:35:28worry about that.
00:35:30How's the whole
00:35:31relationship do since
00:35:33you've been out?
00:35:34I mean, it's going
00:35:35well.
00:35:35Savannah is worried
00:35:36about the off.
00:35:37I told her straight
00:35:38up.
00:35:39I'm not in it for all
00:35:40that no more.
00:35:40I'm trying to get my
00:35:41life right.
00:35:42I mean, we did a lot
00:35:43off.
00:35:44I'll say that.
00:35:45So as long as you
00:35:46stay straight on that
00:35:47one, I think you'll be
00:35:47all right.
00:35:48I just hope it works
00:35:49out.
00:35:50I don't know.
00:35:50I mean, it seemed
00:35:51pretty strong, you know,
00:35:52long distance.
00:35:52Yeah, but she just
00:35:53loves micromanaging a
00:35:55lot.
00:35:56Who's texting you?
00:35:58Mike.
00:35:59Aren't you about to
00:36:00see him?
00:36:01Yeah.
00:36:02Yes, we are.
00:36:03Put the phone down,
00:36:04Bradley.
00:36:04I'm casually texting
00:36:06while we're talking.
00:36:06Casually check back in.
00:36:09Before I went in,
00:36:10we were just friends,
00:36:11and now coming out,
00:36:12we're in a relationship.
00:36:13I don't know what to
00:36:14tell you about that one,
00:36:15boss.
00:36:16I'm hoping everything
00:36:16works out for you on the
00:36:17outside.
00:36:20I want to marry Savannah,
00:36:21but I want to take it
00:36:22slow, make sure that we
00:36:23really are compatible with
00:36:25each other.
00:36:26I'm hoping for the best.
00:36:28Oh, my God.
00:36:35Huh?
00:36:36Your back's going to be
00:36:37hurting after this one.
00:36:39Let's go.
00:36:44Barbecue sound okay?
00:36:46Yeah, that's fine.
00:36:47Y'all want to know what was
00:36:48on the menu for today?
00:36:49Oh, my God.
00:36:50It was a pork noodle
00:36:52casserole, which in essence
00:36:54was going to be just like
00:36:55some melted noodles, not
00:36:56even cooked, just melted.
00:36:57What?
00:36:58Yeah, and then no
00:36:59seasoning at all, and the
00:37:00pork's probably pink, so
00:37:02barbecue sounds, huh.
00:37:03Amazing?
00:37:04Amazing.
00:37:05I'm definitely super stoked
00:37:07about my release, so I'm
00:37:08ready to go.
00:37:08You know, I'm ready to do
00:37:09it.
00:37:09You know, I love life, and
00:37:11I'm just ready to proceed
00:37:13with it.
00:37:14The lady hands me my parole
00:37:15package.
00:37:15She goes, okay, this is the
00:37:17day you'll get off parole.
00:37:18Y'all want to know what
00:37:18that is?
00:37:19Oh, God.
00:37:212033.
00:37:21June 16, 2033.
00:37:24Woo!
00:37:25They say go straight home,
00:37:26and they call the number.
00:37:28I would call her right now
00:37:29because you want to stop.
00:37:30We're going to stop and eat?
00:37:31No, they said we can stop for
00:37:33food.
00:37:33Okay, but what time frame did
00:37:35they give you to get home?
00:37:37The lady was like, you're on a
00:37:39curfew monitor, so I don't see
00:37:40why it would be an issue for you
00:37:42to go.
00:37:42Well, you call them right now
00:37:44and find out.
00:37:45Right before I got out, I
00:37:46found out that I was going to
00:37:47get released on EM, which is
00:37:49electronic monitoring.
00:37:50Basically, if I'm on house arrest,
00:37:52I have to be home every night,
00:37:53I have a curfew, 8 a.m. to 5 p.m.,
00:37:56Monday through Friday, and then
00:37:58weekends, I will be on house
00:37:59arrest.
00:38:02Okay, I got to go straight to the
00:38:04house.
00:38:05I can stop and get something to eat.
00:38:06Okay, yes, ma'am.
00:38:14For me, coming out this time, I
00:38:16have a whole different mindset.
00:38:18One day, I woke up and started
00:38:20thinking about my future, my
00:38:22retirement.
00:38:22You know, I haven't paid anything
00:38:23into Social Security or anything
00:38:25like that, so I literally saw
00:38:27that I was wasting my life in
00:38:29prison.
00:38:29Well, that answered that.
00:38:30She said what?
00:38:31You stop and get something to eat,
00:38:32you go straight home and come here
00:38:33at 9.
00:38:33The only time I was ever on
00:38:35probation, I didn't make it 60
00:38:38days before I was back in jail
00:38:40and on my way to prison.
00:38:45You hungry, baby?
00:38:47I'm hungry as an ex-convict
00:38:48fresh out of jail.
00:38:49That's how hungry I am.
00:38:52Let me get a house sausage,
00:38:55sliced brisket, ribs, french
00:38:58fries, fried pickles.
00:39:01You have yourself to a cup.
00:39:02I don't know if my nerves
00:39:05will let me eat too much.
00:39:06Well, so, just happy you're
00:39:09home.
00:39:10I love you.
00:39:11I love you too, baby.
00:39:14Don't cry.
00:39:15I'm just saying.
00:39:16I wouldn't trade you for nobody.
00:39:18Anyone, ever.
00:39:20I just sometimes feel like I
00:39:21could have done better.
00:39:23I made my own choices that led
00:39:24me down this path, you know
00:39:25what I'm saying?
00:39:26You didn't do that.
00:39:29Moms always feel like they could
00:39:31have done better.
00:39:34I love you.
00:39:36I love you too.
00:39:36I tell everybody, you're my world.
00:39:38I tell them, I'm a mama's boy.
00:39:40I wasn't raised to be bad.
00:39:43You know, my mother, you know,
00:39:44she made sure that we was good.
00:39:46Like, she's been there for me
00:39:47every step of my life.
00:39:48Now, you never were embarrassed
00:39:50to show your affection to me.
00:39:51I could do no wrong in my
00:39:54mother's eyes.
00:39:54Like, yes, she wants me to do
00:39:55better.
00:39:56Yes, she gets pissed off at me
00:39:57that I make the mistakes and
00:39:58decisions I make.
00:40:01But no matter what, I can never
00:40:03have my mother believe that
00:40:05anything that I decided to do
00:40:06was her fault.
00:40:08So what's the plan from here?
00:40:11I don't plan.
00:40:11Straight home.
00:40:12Okay, and then?
00:40:14Extracurricular activities.
00:40:16Look how she's looking.
00:40:18Maybe you can save her.
00:40:19If I make babies, I said
00:40:20extracurricular activities.
00:40:21But that's what he means.
00:40:24I don't know exactly what he
00:40:25means.
00:40:26What's one thing I taught you
00:40:28all your life?
00:40:29All out.
00:40:30No.
00:40:30I mean...
00:40:33What was it?
00:40:35No glove, no love.
00:40:36No glove, no love.
00:40:36But I told her, no glove,
00:40:38all love.
00:40:39I told her if I had to go in
00:40:40there and put it on to my
00:40:41shelf, I would.
00:40:44You laugh and think it's
00:40:45funny, but I'm serious.
00:40:47Very serious.
00:40:48Because y'all do not need to
00:40:49have any children right away.
00:40:52I'm currently not on birth
00:40:53control.
00:40:54I don't plan to get on birth
00:40:55control.
00:40:55We don't plan to use condoms.
00:40:57I'm not, like, trying to get
00:40:59pregnant right off the rip, but
00:41:01I'm not going to be upset if I
00:41:03do either, because I know him
00:41:06having a child is one thing that
00:41:07he really, really wants.
00:41:10I'm not going to back down from
00:41:11it.
00:41:12I'm not going to back down from
00:41:13it.
00:41:13Also, I'm 31 years old.
00:41:16I've already got two kids, and
00:41:18I'm not trying to have no baby
00:41:20when I turn 40.
00:41:22You have to prove yourself first
00:41:24before you start bringing kids
00:41:25in this world.
00:41:28Prove that you're going to stay
00:41:29out of jail.
00:41:29No breathing if you ain't
00:41:30leaving.
00:41:30Prove that you're going to get a
00:41:30job and keep it.
00:41:31Prove that you're going to be
00:41:33there.
00:41:34Be present.
00:41:35Are you doing roll call?
00:41:36There's just no sense in even
00:41:41thinking about having a baby
00:41:42right away.
00:41:43You don't feel like I've
00:41:43waited long enough?
00:41:45If you hadn't been locked up
00:41:46for the last 15 years.
00:41:54I've been thinking of asking
00:41:55her to marry me.
00:41:57Huh.
00:41:57That is the plan.
00:41:58I would say no.
00:41:59Who is that?
00:42:00I don't know.
00:42:01Who the is this, big booty
00:42:02bitch?
00:42:03What you got going on?
00:42:04I don't know if this is
00:42:14Brian or not.
00:42:16No.
00:42:18No.
00:42:19Yes, it was.
00:42:25He was just in that car.
00:42:27I wanted to see Brian before
00:42:31he has to go to the halfway
00:42:33house just so I can give him
00:42:34some love and show him that I
00:42:36am here to support him.
00:42:38But his driver, PO, whoever the
00:42:41hell it was, zoomed right past
00:42:43me as if, you know, it was
00:42:45nothing.
00:42:46I probably should have never
00:42:47came here.
00:42:49I sat up here for no reason.
00:42:51Like, damn, he hasn't been
00:42:53able to see anybody for the past
00:42:56six years.
00:42:57Sometimes a quick hug would have
00:42:58made him feel good.
00:43:03Hey, babe, what you doing?
00:43:05Where you at?
00:43:07Oh, my God.
00:43:09Did you see me?
00:43:10Yeah, I see you.
00:43:11I knew it!
00:43:13It's not funny.
00:43:17I'm about to bring you some
00:43:18stuff up there.
00:43:19You think you'll be able to go up
00:43:20to the front?
00:43:21You can give me a kiss.
00:43:22No, no, I'm not supposed to be
00:43:25up there.
00:43:26There's always no.
00:43:27I don't like when them tell me
00:43:29no.
00:43:29I would call halfway house
00:43:31prison junior.
00:43:32It's prison with a couple of
00:43:34cool points on it.
00:43:36All right, baby, I'm here.
00:43:38I don't know how long he's
00:43:40going to be there, when I'm
00:43:41going to be able to see him,
00:43:42when he'll be able to leave.
00:43:44Why it looks like it's little
00:43:45inmate people sitting outside?
00:43:47Why you can't go outside?
00:43:47I probably can't have been
00:43:49up there.
00:43:50I'm talking about the yard.
00:43:52No, they're in the front.
00:43:54The only thing I am able to do
00:43:56is drop off any items that,
00:43:59you know, is acceptable there.
00:44:02And it's just frustrating.
00:44:05We could have just touched
00:44:07fingers and I would have been
00:44:08happy.
00:44:21give me a second.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:27My phone need to ring.
00:44:31Who is that?
00:44:32I don't know.
00:44:33We gonna see.
00:44:35First of all, you got this big
00:44:36booty bitch on the back of your
00:44:37thing.
00:44:38Like, you got me up.
00:44:39I want to break it up.
00:44:41I want to break it.
00:44:44I want to break him.
00:44:46Brian gives the people
00:44:49at the front desk the okay to
00:44:51give me some of his paperwork
00:44:53and his player tablet from prison.
00:44:58I see a picture of God knows who
00:45:02on the back of his player.
00:45:04Who is this?
00:45:05Why the you got somebody random
00:45:07as hell on the back of your player
00:45:09and not me.
00:45:13We brought, hello?
00:45:15What you got going on?
00:45:18Ain't talking about.
00:45:22I feel like I got betrayed, dude.
00:45:24Bitch, why is you attacking me?
00:45:25As far as drama goes,
00:45:26anything's possible.
00:45:28I brought this just in case.
00:45:30That's just crazy to me.
00:45:34Not to go too far.
00:45:38But don't get too close to me.
00:45:40Don't need no babies right now.
00:45:43I told you it would be at least
00:45:44nine months, so it wouldn't be
00:45:46right now.
00:45:48I gotta step away.
00:45:51You're getting it worked up.
00:45:52You're getting it worked up.
00:45:54Jesus Christ.
00:45:55Drive me insane.
00:46:01James Keith.
00:46:03What?
00:46:03Knock it off.
00:46:05Huh?
00:46:05For real, for real.
00:46:06Where?
00:46:07Stop.
00:46:07You don't think I want?
00:46:08Come on.
00:46:08No.
00:46:10All right.
00:46:11No.
00:46:12I don't understand where Kathy's coming from
00:46:15when it comes to me and JK having a baby.
00:46:17Like, he can't be a mama's boy forever.
00:46:21I'll put you on the table right now
00:46:22in front of all these people.
00:46:23James Keith.
00:46:24What, you don't think I will?
00:46:25Yes.
00:46:25Yes.
00:46:26No.
00:46:27It kind of hurts my feelings
00:46:29because I don't think they're taking me seriously
00:46:30because they're sitting over there laughing
00:46:32and joking and having a good time
00:46:35and this whole having a baby thing right away.
00:46:37It's just irresponsible,
00:46:39and I don't think they need to be talking about that right now.
00:46:42We don't have a room at your mom's house.
00:46:46Come on.
00:46:48Where we at?
00:46:51I don't go.
00:46:53He needs to get his priorities straight.
00:46:54Now priorities are to get a job
00:46:56and report to parole.
00:46:59I'm just protecting my son.
00:47:02I'll take you to my mom's room.
00:47:05Hey, mom, I'm going to go take a nap.
00:47:06I'm not f***ing you for the first time
00:47:08in your mama's bed.
00:47:09Shut up.
00:47:14Listen, guys, I'm sorry I had to walk away, but...
00:47:17What?
00:47:18It's just really...
00:47:19It's frustrating me.
00:47:21You've got to get your priorities straight
00:47:22before you start even thinking about having children.
00:47:28I'm talking to both of you.
00:47:32I'm just frustrated
00:47:34because I don't feel like you're taking me serious.
00:47:36No, I am.
00:47:37My mom was playing.
00:47:38I just came home.
00:47:38It's my first day out.
00:47:40I can't play around.
00:47:42I do want a kid, though.
00:47:43I know you do.
00:47:45And I would love nothing more
00:47:46than have a grandchild
00:47:47when the time is right.
00:47:50We're going to have to wait.
00:47:51Mama's tripping.
00:47:51Okay, we'll wait.
00:47:53Got it.
00:47:55Serious.
00:47:56Okay.
00:47:56I think my mother is just worried
00:47:59about things moving too fast.
00:48:02I mean, I completely understand
00:48:04where she's coming from,
00:48:04and at the same time,
00:48:05I want her to understand
00:48:06that I'm at a point in my life
00:48:07where I'm 31 years old,
00:48:09I'm ready to have children.
00:48:10I don't want to be 50
00:48:11with a 10-year-old, you know?
00:48:13So that's where I'm coming from with it.
00:48:16I'm going to need you
00:48:17to chill out a little bit.
00:48:20Okay.
00:48:21All right.
00:48:22I'll try it.
00:48:23I got you.
00:48:24Can I get me a stick?
00:48:25Who?
00:48:26Condoms.
00:48:27Condoms?
00:48:28They make those?
00:48:29I thought those were like
00:48:30prostitutes and sluts.
00:48:31No, this is my girl.
00:48:32I'm not worried about a condom.
00:48:34I've went 31 years
00:48:35without using protection.
00:48:36I don't have a child yet.
00:48:38So basically,
00:48:39like, the pull-out game is strong.
00:48:40Well, this is really happening.
00:48:55Is she here?
00:48:56Yeah, she's out back right now.
00:49:03This place is really nice.
00:49:04Alyssa is with Savannah a lot.
00:49:10She's like,
00:49:10when Bradley gets out,
00:49:12he's going to leave you
00:49:12or he's going to cheat on you
00:49:13or he's going to do this,
00:49:14that, and the third,
00:49:15yada, yada, yada.
00:49:17And I think she does that
00:49:18just to get Savannah riled up
00:49:19because they're fighting at that time
00:49:21because they fight every other month.
00:49:23That's my whole problem
00:49:24with their relationship.
00:49:25Hi, guys.
00:49:26Bradley's home.
00:49:27He just looked like mom just now.
00:49:29What?
00:49:30I said, he looks like mom.
00:49:31I hate that.
00:49:33They're just firing gasoline
00:49:34and it just keeps on blowing up.
00:49:38How do y'all feel?
00:49:39Overlong.
00:49:41I was running on no sleep.
00:49:44Anyways.
00:49:46Bitch, why is you attacking me?
00:49:48Facts.
00:49:49Facts.
00:49:50Yeah.
00:49:51Do you think that we can
00:49:53move forward
00:49:54without there being any hurt
00:49:56and reestablish our relationship somehow
00:49:58as you being who you are
00:50:01in both of our lives?
00:50:03You and Herbie fighting?
00:50:04That affects me
00:50:05because then I have to hear
00:50:06from both sides.
00:50:07Facts.
00:50:08That's the only reason
00:50:08I even wanted y'all to sit down
00:50:10and talk about this right now,
00:50:10for real.
00:50:11Yeah.
00:50:12I want to have a relationship with you
00:50:14and I want to still be friends with you.
00:50:16I want to be healthy.
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18I want to look forward to that.
00:50:20After our last conversation,
00:50:22I feel like
00:50:24we needed that space
00:50:26that we had.
00:50:28It made a big difference.
00:50:30Oh?
00:50:32Yeah.
00:50:33It did.
00:50:35I can say,
00:50:36therapy paid off.
00:50:37He was like,
00:50:38bitch,
00:50:38you be chasing everybody away.
00:50:41It was like,
00:50:41you're the common denominator.
00:50:43I had to sit down
00:50:44and think about it.
00:50:46I just need to chill.
00:50:48F***.
00:50:49I want you to know
00:50:50where I live.
00:50:53Did you hear him?
00:50:54Yeah.
00:50:55That's intense.
00:50:56Yeah.
00:50:57Like,
00:50:58that was where he was standing
00:50:59a month ago
00:51:00when the f*** all first went down.
00:51:02He was like,
00:51:02I don't even want her
00:51:03to know what I look like.
00:51:05I've come a long way
00:51:06since three years ago.
00:51:07I look back on it
00:51:08and I'm just like,
00:51:09some of the things I did,
00:51:10like throwing bricks
00:51:11through f***ing windshields,
00:51:13cringy,
00:51:14and people saw,
00:51:15that was in public.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:17But that's honestly
00:51:19why I wanted her to get here.
00:51:21Because I wanted to see
00:51:22how y'all were going to be
00:51:23before I bring it
00:51:23to a social setting
00:51:24that I am a part of.
00:51:26So.
00:51:28I just still never know
00:51:29what to expect with Alyssa.
00:51:31I want to see her
00:51:32being consistent
00:51:34in her efforts.
00:51:35On that note,
00:51:36I'm going to go pee.
00:51:38Hmm.
00:51:39Yeah, okay.
00:51:40I'll find a place.
00:51:41Hurry back.
00:51:42An apology
00:51:43without change behavior
00:51:44is just manipulation.
00:51:46And, um,
00:51:47I feel like I've kind of
00:51:48allowed her
00:51:49to manipulate me
00:51:50long enough.
00:51:53You said that,
00:51:54oh, the whole family
00:51:55hates you,
00:51:55blah, blah, blah.
00:51:56Like, where the f***
00:51:57did that come from?
00:51:58Okay, so like,
00:51:59when I'm manic,
00:52:00and this is what
00:52:01I'm working on.
00:52:01Oh, you used the word manic.
00:52:02Okay.
00:52:03When I'm manic,
00:52:03you're self-aware.
00:52:04as her friend,
00:52:05it's really messed up,
00:52:06but I know things
00:52:07that would hurt her feelings.
00:52:08And it's like,
00:52:10I knew that
00:52:10was hitting below the belt
00:52:12because I know how she is.
00:52:13Yeah.
00:52:14Yeah, overthinking everything.
00:52:15Yeah.
00:52:16I just don't want anything
00:52:17else to happen
00:52:18from here on out.
00:52:19Yeah.
00:52:20Me and Savannah
00:52:21have a history,
00:52:24a toxic, long history,
00:52:26and us just spiraling together.
00:52:29I went to jail for a year.
00:52:31She went to rehab for a year.
00:52:33And seeing Bradley
00:52:34and Savannah,
00:52:35as her friend,
00:52:36I can tell, like,
00:52:37she is genuinely
00:52:38very happy.
00:52:39I'm so glad to see him.
00:52:41He is a grown-ass man now.
00:52:43I just want to see
00:52:44everybody do way better.
00:52:45I don't want this ever again
00:52:46for any of us.
00:52:48You're the closest thing
00:52:49I've ever had to a sister.
00:52:51I do still love you a lot,
00:52:53and Bradley is home.
00:52:54So, like,
00:52:55maybe we could do
00:52:56more family things.
00:52:57And I think that
00:52:57that might be
00:52:58a good step
00:52:59in the right direction
00:53:00towards being healthy.
00:53:02Is there anything else
00:53:04that we want to talk about
00:53:04before tomorrow?
00:53:06Because we're not allowed
00:53:06to talk about
00:53:07Bradley's party tomorrow.
00:53:08Oh.
00:53:09Just please do not
00:53:10make a scene.
00:53:12Tomorrow at the party,
00:53:13I don't put anything
00:53:13past anybody.
00:53:14This is a bunch of people
00:53:15that haven't seen each other
00:53:16for a long time
00:53:17in the same place
00:53:17at the same time.
00:53:18So, as far as drama goes,
00:53:20anything's possible.
00:53:25Why'd you make that face?
00:53:27Because it hit
00:53:27the back of my throat.
00:53:29What did that feel like?
00:53:31Probably what you did
00:53:31last night.
00:53:36Really?
00:53:37Really?
00:53:37I've been thinking
00:53:42of asking her
00:53:43to marry me.
00:53:44That is the plan.
00:53:46Very weird.
00:53:49If he is around
00:53:50with someone else,
00:53:51then he's definitely
00:53:52going to be busted.
00:53:53See you tomorrow.
00:53:56I'm boarding the flight
00:54:07on my way to Portland.
00:54:11Super excited
00:54:12to see Courtney.
00:54:14This is a hell
00:54:16of an adventure.
00:54:16I want to go
00:54:19a thousand miles
00:54:21unless you're by my side
00:54:23until you're still
00:54:24So, I just landed
00:54:27in Portland.
00:54:28Today, I'm on my way
00:54:29to the hotel
00:54:30to meet Courtney's mom.
00:54:32She just got in
00:54:34from Washington.
00:54:37Tomorrow, we pick up Courtney.
00:54:39I'm a little nervous
00:54:40because I've never met her mom.
00:54:42I've never met her.
00:54:43And I'm going to
00:54:44meet her mom first.
00:54:45I'm actually going to ask
00:54:47Susie, Courtney's mom,
00:54:48for Courtney's hand
00:54:50in marriage,
00:54:51hoping that I can actually
00:54:52get her blessing out of that.
00:54:53I know this probably
00:54:54sounds really crazy,
00:54:56but she just
00:54:57is the most special
00:54:59person I've ever met.
00:55:05I don't know
00:55:06if I'd be asking
00:55:07for marriage this soon
00:55:08if the Interstate Compact
00:55:09hadn't failed,
00:55:10but I love Courtney
00:55:12so much.
00:55:15And I don't think
00:55:16I need anything more
00:55:17than that to want
00:55:18to spend the rest
00:55:18of my life
00:55:19with somebody.
00:55:25That is Susie.
00:55:27Hey, Susie.
00:55:28Hi, Will.
00:55:29You look just like
00:55:30you do on Facebook.
00:55:32Thanks.
00:55:33This is for you.
00:55:34Beautiful.
00:55:36Of course.
00:55:38There's a table
00:55:38we can set out over here.
00:55:40All right.
00:55:43Well, it's nice
00:55:44to get a chance
00:55:44to get to know you.
00:55:45I wish it was
00:55:45under better circumstances.
00:55:47Right.
00:55:48But this would be
00:55:49a good chance
00:55:50to see Courtney
00:55:51for all of us.
00:55:52I'm so excited.
00:55:54Do you think
00:55:54it's weird
00:55:54that I'm meeting you
00:55:55before I meet Courtney?
00:55:56Yeah, hi.
00:55:57Very weird.
00:55:59What have you
00:56:00gotten to know
00:56:00about her?
00:56:01What attracts you
00:56:02to her?
00:56:02Why do you
00:56:03want to be with her?
00:56:04Good question.
00:56:07Courtney's awesome.
00:56:09She's funny.
00:56:09She's smart.
00:56:11She's sweet.
00:56:12She's very kind.
00:56:15Yeah.
00:56:16I mean,
00:56:16she is witty as hell.
00:56:19Yeah.
00:56:20I adore the
00:56:20of her.
00:56:23Hmm.
00:56:26Is Will
00:56:29Courtney's type?
00:56:30That's a good question.
00:56:32I would say no.
00:56:33Courtney liked
00:56:34the naughty type,
00:56:35you know,
00:56:35the naughty boys,
00:56:36the ones who
00:56:36were very nice,
00:56:38that didn't know
00:56:38how to treat
00:56:39their women,
00:56:40you know,
00:56:40that made bad choices,
00:56:42you know,
00:56:43stuff like that.
00:56:44So tell me about,
00:56:45like, how did you grow up?
00:56:46So I dropped out
00:56:47of high school
00:56:47pretty early,
00:56:48got my GED.
00:56:49I partied for,
00:56:50like, five years.
00:56:51Raves are...
00:56:54Like, it's really
00:56:56just an excuse
00:56:56to do drugs.
00:56:57Like, it's just an excuse
00:56:58for a bunch of people
00:56:58to dance and do drugs.
00:56:59And I get it.
00:57:00It's a good time
00:57:00when you're in your early 20s.
00:57:01But the drugs
00:57:02that I was doing,
00:57:03it's just not worth it.
00:57:04And then eventually,
00:57:05one day,
00:57:06lost a really important friend
00:57:07and decided that
00:57:09that wasn't the life
00:57:09that I wanted for myself.
00:57:11Wow.
00:57:13My drug of choice
00:57:14back then
00:57:15was probably
00:57:16either Molly
00:57:17or Benzos,
00:57:18like Xanax
00:57:19or Klonopin.
00:57:20But then,
00:57:21my best friend
00:57:23at 21 years
00:57:24ended up
00:57:24shooting himself
00:57:25and he was
00:57:28constantly urging me
00:57:29to leave that life behind.
00:57:31And,
00:57:32um,
00:57:33I felt like
00:57:34I would have been
00:57:34doing him a disservice
00:57:35if I didn't do that
00:57:37after he died.
00:57:40So how long
00:57:41have you been
00:57:42clean for?
00:57:43About eight,
00:57:45nine years.
00:57:47Oh.
00:57:48Yeah.
00:57:48I'm not even
00:57:50kind of tempted
00:57:51by that lifestyle anymore.
00:57:52Good for you.
00:57:54What do you do for work?
00:57:55I work for
00:57:56a hospital.
00:57:57I do IT.
00:57:59Courtney's planning
00:57:59on going down
00:58:00to Sacramento with you?
00:58:01Mm-hmm.
00:58:03That concerns me
00:58:04a little bit.
00:58:05It's only been,
00:58:06like, six months.
00:58:07She's gonna need
00:58:08as much support
00:58:09as she can.
00:58:10And just,
00:58:10I hope that Courtney
00:58:11doesn't go backwards.
00:58:13Yeah, totally.
00:58:14You have every reason
00:58:15to be worried.
00:58:16I'm,
00:58:17as of right now,
00:58:18still a stranger,
00:58:18so I get it.
00:58:19We just need to get
00:58:20this interstate compact
00:58:21figured out.
00:58:24Having this burning question
00:58:25in the back of my mind
00:58:26that I want to
00:58:26ask Susie
00:58:28for Courtney's hand
00:58:28in marriage is,
00:58:30it's kind of killing me
00:58:31right now.
00:58:33Yeah, yeah.
00:58:34So,
00:58:35um,
00:58:36something I've been
00:58:36thinking about
00:58:37to try to get
00:58:37the interstate compact
00:58:39expedited,
00:58:40and also because
00:58:41I just
00:58:41love Courtney.
00:58:43Um,
00:58:43I've been
00:58:48thinking of
00:58:48asking her
00:58:49to marry me.
00:58:55Wow.
00:58:56That's crazy.
00:58:59Hey,
00:58:59how?
00:59:10Hey,
00:59:11babe.
00:59:11What's up,
00:59:12babe?
00:59:12What you doing?
00:59:13Getting cute.
00:59:15I ain't gonna be
00:59:16able to make it
00:59:16tonight.
00:59:19You can't run
00:59:20and run,
00:59:20call me what you want,
00:59:22but it's gonna make it
00:59:24I got you,
00:59:25I got you,
00:59:25I got you,
00:59:26I got you,
00:59:26I got you,
00:59:26I got you.
00:59:27Why not?
00:59:29Because I'm with my
00:59:30mind right now.
00:59:31We about to go do
00:59:31some stuff,
00:59:32and it's gonna take
00:59:33a little minute,
00:59:34so that's crazy.
00:59:35I ain't gonna be
00:59:36able to have anything.
00:59:36You can't see me
00:59:37tonight.
00:59:39Uh,
00:59:39tomorrow.
00:59:42I'm not talking
00:59:43to him.
00:59:44He calling right back.
00:59:45He calling back.
00:59:47Huh.
00:59:51Hello?
00:59:53I could see you
00:59:54tomorrow.
00:59:54Yeah,
00:59:56but you're full
00:59:57of disappointment,
00:59:58so I'm not really
00:59:58looking forward
00:59:59to tomorrow.
01:00:00Well,
01:00:00I'll holler at you
01:00:01tomorrow,
01:00:01so if you wanna
01:00:02link up tomorrow.
01:00:03I wanna link up
01:00:04early tomorrow,
01:00:04so what time
01:00:05you talking?
01:00:05I don't want you
01:00:06to tell me sometime,
01:00:07and then you cancel it,
01:00:08because we've been
01:00:08planning this for a week.
01:00:09I have to meet up
01:00:11with my mother
01:00:12and my sisters,
01:00:13where we're going
01:00:14out to the park
01:00:15to go get some food,
01:00:16and then right after that,
01:00:18so it's gonna be
01:00:18around the afternoon time.
01:00:19So where are you
01:00:20staying tonight?
01:00:22My peoples.
01:00:24Where's your peoples?
01:00:26My mother.
01:00:27What you doing?
01:00:32You better make
01:00:33tomorrow all about me.
01:00:34I don't wanna hear
01:00:34no excuses.
01:00:36I don't want
01:00:37none of that.
01:00:39I'm about to hang up.
01:00:40So you trying
01:00:41to link up tomorrow
01:00:41or not?
01:00:43I'll see you tomorrow.
01:00:44All right, bet.
01:00:45Remember.
01:00:46All right, bet, bet, bet, bet, bet.
01:00:48Even if I did
01:00:49wanna go see her,
01:00:50like, it's not even
01:00:51possible,
01:00:52because Alessia's
01:00:53gonna be wondering
01:00:54where I'm going.
01:00:55Like, she knows
01:00:56that I'm supposed
01:00:56to be with her
01:00:57the whole night.
01:00:58It's not gonna be time.
01:01:01He playing.
01:01:02He definitely playing.
01:01:03He definitely playing.
01:01:04He on some
01:01:04actually.
01:01:07Man, listen.
01:01:08I knew he was
01:01:09gonna do this.
01:01:10I knew it.
01:01:12He's gonna ruin
01:01:13my birthday.
01:01:14We ain't finna
01:01:15let it happen.
01:01:16If he knew
01:01:17he wasn't finna
01:01:17see you the day
01:01:18he got out,
01:01:18he should've been
01:01:18said, listen, babe,
01:01:20I can't see you
01:01:20on my first day.
01:01:21I'm gonna hang
01:01:21out with my mom and family.
01:01:23And I told myself
01:01:24I wasn't gonna cry
01:01:25with his bulls either.
01:01:26I feel disappointed.
01:01:31I feel let down.
01:01:32I feel hurt.
01:01:34Because it just seems
01:01:35like every single time
01:01:37he says something
01:01:38it always goes
01:01:39the complete opposite.
01:01:42It just makes me feel
01:01:43like everything
01:01:44he's saying is a lie.
01:01:46He's staying
01:01:46with his mama.
01:01:48He ain't staying
01:01:49with his mama.
01:01:49I thought he couldn't.
01:01:51I bet you
01:01:51he's got another bitch.
01:01:53I bet you he does.
01:01:54He just doesn't seem
01:01:57like he's excited
01:01:58to see me.
01:01:59It just seems like
01:02:00he's just calling
01:02:01just to check in
01:02:02with me so he can
01:02:03go back to doing
01:02:04whatever he's doing.
01:02:07I feel like you
01:02:08should finish
01:02:08getting ready
01:02:09and take a picture
01:02:11in spite.
01:02:12I would.
01:02:12I would.
01:02:12Definitely you should.
01:02:13Show you what he's missing.
01:02:15Whoever he in front of
01:02:16he gonna get that pic
01:02:16and be like,
01:02:18nah.
01:02:19Okay, let's do it.
01:02:20I'm gonna film
01:02:20my wig on.
01:02:21Yeah, that's it
01:02:24right here.
01:02:25Mm-hmm.
01:02:25I'm ready.
01:02:26I am nervous
01:02:27about having sex
01:02:28with him for the
01:02:28first time
01:02:29because, I mean,
01:02:30I have had, like,
01:02:31some insecurities
01:02:33with my body.
01:02:34I mean, even though
01:02:34I work out and stuff,
01:02:35I'm still just, like,
01:02:36a little thicker girl.
01:02:37So, like,
01:02:38I still just have
01:02:39my moments
01:02:39where I'm just like,
01:02:40huh, I don't really
01:02:41want you to see
01:02:42like this or that.
01:02:47But he don't care
01:02:48about none of that.
01:02:49It's the birthday, girl.
01:02:53Okay.
01:02:54Bitch.
01:02:55Look at me, bitch.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:57Look at me.
01:02:58I feel really sexy.
01:03:00Julius.
01:03:01I'm definitely a catch.
01:03:03I want to show him
01:03:05what he's been missing.
01:03:06I came from a line
01:03:07when it was before me.
01:03:09You got to get a mat.
01:03:11Okay, that's cute.
01:03:14Oh, that's super cute.
01:03:14Yeah, put your hair
01:03:15in the front a little bit.
01:03:17Show the tat a little bit.
01:03:18I do what my mama does.
01:03:20I go hard and nobody
01:03:21can hold me.
01:03:22Oh, that's cute.
01:03:23Slay, bitch.
01:03:24Slay.
01:03:26Slay.
01:03:27If he gets
01:03:28around with someone else,
01:03:29then he's definitely
01:03:30going to be busted.
01:03:32I'm going to say,
01:03:33I guess I'll see
01:03:34you tomorrow.
01:03:36I would have been like,
01:03:39enjoy your night.
01:03:40No, you're good deuces.
01:03:41Because I will.
01:03:42I'm going to say,
01:03:43I'm going to say,
01:03:43I'm going to say,
01:03:44I'm going to say,
01:03:45I'm going to say,
01:03:45I'm going to say,
01:03:46I'm going to say,
01:03:47I'm going to say,
01:03:47I'm going to say,
01:03:48I'm going to say,
01:03:48I'm going to say,
01:03:49I'm going to say,
01:03:49I'm going to say,
01:03:49I'm going to say,
01:03:50I'm going to say,
01:03:51I'm going to say,
01:03:51I'm going to say,
01:03:52I'm going to say,
01:03:52I'm going to say,
01:03:53I'm going to say,
01:03:54I'm going to say,
01:03:54I'm going to say,
01:03:55I'm going to say,
01:03:56I'm going to say,
01:03:56I'm going to say,
01:03:57I'm going to say,
01:03:58I'm going to say,