Love After Lockup Season 1 Episode 2 - New Warden In Town
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00:00It's a felon, dude.
00:01And we, me and Scott, actually met.
00:04It was on meetinmate.com.
00:07Dating a woman in prison is safer.
00:10To a point.
00:12And I asked her to marry me, and she said yes.
00:14I am nervous about coming clean and telling my Mormon friends.
00:18She's marrying somebody in prison.
00:20Andrea!
00:21Just leave me alone!
00:22Don't, don't, don't!
00:25I've been waiting for this for four years.
00:30I'm sorry.
00:45Garrett just got out of prison, and I'm very excited.
00:50Save it for the bedroom.
00:51Living together and being together all the time is going to be an adjustment,
00:55but the most important thing is that Garrett is here,
00:57we're going to get married, and we're going to start our lives.
01:00Maybe nobody has a hot body but you.
01:03I do expect him to propose immediately.
01:06I guess so.
01:07Oh, baby, look at you.
01:09I definitely spent far too long waiting.
01:12It's been far too long.
01:15I'm just ready.
01:16I love you, baby.
01:17I'm going to hold hands and dry.
01:19Now I feel like I'm going to be a wild animal, you know?
01:24Ever since I was a kid, my mom always put into my head,
01:27one carat solitaire stone, one carat solitaire stone,
01:30one carat solitaire stone.
01:33What is wrong with you?
01:34So I would really like to have a one carat solitaire diamond
01:39with a thin band with diamonds all around it.
01:44Oh, baby.
01:46They're hiring.
01:48Lazy boy furniture?
01:49Nope.
01:50The car wash behind it.
01:51you.
01:52I do feel pressure.
01:54I feel like there's a lot of pressure.
01:56I need a stable job.
01:58I need a good income.
02:00Jonna has all these wants and needs.
02:02She's big on the marriage thing,
02:03and I know that she wants a wedding in the next few months.
02:06I got to get this massage therapy thing going.
02:09Up and running.
02:10Garrett, that's...
02:11We're not doing that.
02:14It's so weird to me...
02:15Baby, flexible hours.
02:16...that you want to touch all these people
02:17you don't frickin' know.
02:19If I work for myself,
02:20I don't need anybody to hire me, you know?
02:22I'm not naive.
02:23I know a lot of people are going to judge me.
02:24They're not going to want to hire me.
02:25I'm a convicted felon,
02:27so I know it's going to be tough.
02:28Most people aren't going to be like,
02:30hey, you're a felon?
02:31Yeah, come on over and touch me with oil.
02:33You're wrong, baby. You're wrong.
02:33Mostly pretty women are probably going to massage me.
02:35Shut up.
02:36Are these men married?
02:37Are these women married?
02:38What? Man.
02:39Are these women married?
02:40I don't care if they're married or not.
02:44Okay.
02:45If they want to flirt,
02:46if they want to do whatever,
02:47that's fine, you know,
02:48stay okay, huh?
02:49And they give me a good tip at the end.
02:51Are you going to take your wedding ring off?
02:53No, baby.
02:55I don't know.
02:55You want to ruin it with massage oil?
02:57I don't know.
03:06Hello?
03:06Hi, honey.
03:07It's going to be great having you get out.
03:08I cannot wait to decorate the house.
03:10My house.
03:11Me and Liz have been together for two years.
03:13We went up to this pen pal website.
03:15And Lizzie is scheduled to be released in three weeks.
03:19This is my Bible.
03:20It's been through everything.
03:22And I asked God,
03:25why did this happen to me?
03:27Why am I here?
03:28Why am I here for, you know,
03:29eight years for a DUI
03:32where I ran over a guy's foot?
03:34God showed me that there's more to life
03:36than just me.
03:38We'll make the small bedroom into your closet.
03:40Oh, good.
03:41Good.
03:41I cannot wait, okay?
03:43I usually have about 200 pairs of shoes,
03:45just so you know.
03:45Oh.
03:46Me and Liz are engaged.
03:48I have proposed,
03:49but we're going to wait
03:50until she gets out
03:52so she can have a real wedding.
03:54I want a fairytale wedding.
03:56I want it to look like Cinderella
03:57in a big, big, big, big, big dress.
04:00And I want my train to be, like,
04:0210 feet long, right?
04:03And then I want white horses
04:05and a white carriage.
04:07And I want butterflies.
04:09Oh.
04:10Okay, we'll work on that.
04:12Might as well.
04:12Who cares, right?
04:13Spend the money.
04:14Because it's one time.
04:16Correct?
04:17I know.
04:18And then you're stuck with me,
04:19no matter what.
04:20No, I think you're stuck with me.
04:22For a living,
04:23I've been driving a truck
04:24for almost 30 years.
04:26I'm constantly telling Liz,
04:29it'll be okay.
04:30You know, we have enough.
04:31We'll get by.
04:32But I'm scared
04:33because she wants a lot,
04:36and it's not cheap.
04:42Thanks for doing this with me.
04:44I know you really don't want it.
04:45You owe me big time.
04:46Shar.
04:47She is one of my best friends.
04:49She gives me advice,
04:51and she's usually right.
04:53She doubts this whole thing
04:54about the pen pal dating.
04:57This one, perfect.
04:59That's nice.
05:00That's nice, yeah.
05:01Liz is going to be out pretty soon.
05:03I know what you're thinking.
05:04I don't think you know
05:05what I'm thinking.
05:06Shar has responded
05:08like everyone else does.
05:10She looked at Liz,
05:11she looked at me.
05:12I'm a five,
05:13and she's like a nine and a half.
05:15You're thinking
05:15she's way too good looking for me.
05:17No, I'm thinking
05:18that there's probably
05:19more to it than you know.
05:22What, Ronnie?
05:24Charlene thinks
05:25this is gammy me.
05:26She doesn't agree with this,
05:28but I'm in this deep.
05:30I know this is going to work.
05:32How much have you sent her?
05:33And be honest.
05:34You know what?
05:35We've been together
05:35in almost two years.
05:3820 grand.
05:40Oh, my gosh.
05:41Are you serious?
05:43Scott's a giver,
05:44and people who give,
05:45they tend to be the ones
05:46that end up getting hurt
05:47in the end.
05:48There you go, right there.
05:49And I don't want to have to
05:50have to tell him
05:51I told you so.
05:52You're just going to end up
05:53with your feelings hurt, watch.
05:54That's okay.
05:55You should be happy for me.
05:57I am happy for you, guy.
05:58I just don't want to see
05:59you do something stupid.
06:02This is a lot of stuff.
06:03Yeah.
06:03Can you afford to be doing
06:05stuff like this right now?
06:06She has nothing in the closet.
06:07Nothing.
06:08Are you not hearing me?
06:10I'm hearing you.
06:11She'll be happy.
06:12I'm not holding no more.
06:14Now, all of a sudden,
06:15he's not hearing what I'm saying,
06:17or he's acting like
06:18he doesn't care, you know,
06:19and that kind of bothers me.
06:20And I know it's none of my business,
06:22but I care.
06:22That's my friend.
06:25So it comes to $12.15 and $0.83.
06:30I can't believe
06:33you're about to spend
06:33all that money right now.
06:34It's okay.
06:34It's on credit.
06:37You're welcome.
06:37I can pay for it later.
06:40You have a good day.
06:41Have a great day.
06:42Okay, thank you.
06:43Char is protective of me.
06:45I just keep telling her,
06:46it's just,
06:46you have to trust me on this one.
06:48You better keep the receipt
06:49because you're going to need
06:50to bring all that stuff back.
06:51Watch.
06:59It's so good to see you.
07:01I am so tired.
07:03I need, like, more back here
07:07because when I put it up
07:09in a ponytail in California,
07:11I don't need to track the show.
07:13All right.
07:14You got it.
07:14I have so much to do
07:16before I pick up Lamar tomorrow,
07:17so Stephanie seems to be
07:19my only Mormon friend
07:21who's going to be there for me
07:23and support me.
07:24She's going to help me pack
07:25and beautify myself.
07:26I left my bridal shower
07:29crying all the way home.
07:31Aw.
07:32First of all,
07:33if you're throwing me
07:34a bridal shower,
07:35it's supposed to be
07:36in celebration of me
07:37becoming a bride.
07:39Absolutely.
07:40So I felt like
07:41it was just an attack
07:42and they were trying
07:44to basically
07:45do an intervention on me.
07:48My bridal shower
07:48was just horrible.
07:50After I explained
07:51my fiancé Lamar
07:52was in prison for 18 years,
07:55I kind of felt like judge.
07:56I was upset
07:58and hurt.
07:59So is this the ring
08:01he got you
08:01from the penny candy
08:02machine in prison?
08:04I'm sorry.
08:05I'll totally be good.
08:06Andrea!
08:07Don't come get me, Michelle.
08:09I'm not playing.
08:09I'm sorry.
08:10Don't, don't, don't, don't.
08:12Priscilla,
08:13go in the room
08:13with your brother, please.
08:15You know?
08:15This is not fair, you know?
08:18I'm lying about being engaged
08:20and I'm not telling everybody
08:22and then when I come open,
08:23everybody's just judging me
08:26and, like,
08:28I'm just sick of it.
08:29You know what I mean?
08:30I'm just sick of it.
08:32It's okay.
08:34You can't.
08:34No, no.
08:39Oh.
08:42This has been
08:43the hardest thing
08:44I've ever done
08:45in my life
08:46is being in love
08:47with someone in prison.
08:48I just feel like
08:49I automatically get judged
08:51every time,
08:52every time.
08:53You're a strong woman.
08:55Like, the whole time
08:56that I've known you,
08:58you have always done
08:59what you wanted to
09:00and what you needed to
09:01for you and your kids.
09:02I prayed about this
09:03for years.
09:05For years.
09:07Heavenly Father,
09:07please let me know
09:08because I felt like
09:10Lamar was my soulmate
09:11since the first day
09:12I saw him.
09:13And I'm just doing
09:15what I feel in my heart
09:16that is right.
09:17I always struggled with
09:19am I disappointing God
09:21by being with a man
09:22in prison?
09:24And I prayed about it,
09:26I fasted about it,
09:27and I just didn't know
09:28am I following love
09:30or following righteousness?
09:33I don't want to be
09:34that Mormon girl
09:35who goes astray
09:35from the church.
09:36I will not be
09:38that Mormon girl
09:39who goes astray
09:40from the church.
09:41Tomorrow,
09:42you are driving
09:43to pick up Lamar.
09:46That's the plan.
09:47And you are going
09:48to be driving
09:49through nine hours
09:50of desert.
09:53That's a lot of time
09:54to think about
09:56what you're actually doing
09:58and where you're going.
10:00You're scaring me.
10:03I just want you
10:04to think that
10:05the choice is yours.
10:08I know I'm going to
10:09ponder and pray
10:09on the way there.
10:10I could come back
10:12and my kids
10:13would have a father.
10:15I could turn back around
10:17and be that single mom again.
10:20Like, this is changing
10:21my life and my kids' life
10:24forever.
10:25But if I don't go
10:27and get him tomorrow,
10:29I would be a horrible person.
10:31to build him up
10:34and then let him down.
10:37I can decide
10:37to go get him
10:38or not.
10:39Yep.
10:39You've got to follow
10:40the Savior
10:40and your heart.
10:43I don't know.
10:44Like, I don't know.
10:46I don't know.
10:47I don't know.
10:49I don't...
10:51I don't know.
10:52I'm going to take a shower
11:00if you want to join me.
11:02I've had sex
11:03in six and a half years.
11:04We didn't have mom
11:05paying me.
11:06Oh, my God.
11:07As I'm driving,
11:08I'm thinking to myself,
11:10you bought this man a car.
11:12Now you're picking him
11:13up from prison.
11:13Are you an idiot?
11:22Allie gets out of prison today.
11:30She's been in prison
11:32for possession
11:32and distribution of heroin.
11:34She's going to go
11:35to her mom's house.
11:37Her mom's friend
11:37is going to do her hair
11:38and then I will meet her
11:40at her place.
11:42I'm a little bit anxious
11:42to meet the dad,
11:43but I'm pretty excited
11:45to finally meet their mother.
11:46Hello.
11:47I am looking for
11:48a couple bouquets.
11:50Okay.
11:50One's going to be
11:51for my girlfriend
11:51and the other's
11:52for her mother.
11:53Is it for a birthday
11:54or is it for something special?
11:55It's actually
11:55it's for a homecoming
11:56of sorts.
11:57And where's she coming from?
11:59She is actually
12:00getting out of jail.
12:01Really?
12:02So I don't know
12:02if you have any
12:03like get out of jail bouquets
12:04or something.
12:05My father's a police officer
12:07in the city of Chicago
12:08and I haven't told my family
12:09that I'll just finished
12:10a five-year bid in prison
12:11for heroin distribution.
12:12Perfect.
12:14Hope she likes them.
12:15Maybe you'll come back
12:16and get us for your wedding.
12:17Yeah, right?
12:18That'd be great.
12:19It feels amazing
12:27to be free again.
12:28My family
12:29is very important to me.
12:31I love this picture
12:31of you and I.
12:33You're so beautiful.
12:34Me going to prison
12:35made me a huge disappointment
12:37to my parents.
12:39But my mom's been there
12:43for me more than
12:44any person.
12:48Hi.
12:49How are you?
12:50I'm good.
12:50How are you?
12:51Good to see you
12:52all the time.
12:54Before I see James,
12:55my friend is going
12:56to help me
12:57get my hair done
12:58and stuff.
12:59They did my hair
12:59in prison,
13:00as you can tell.
13:01It's not a good look
13:02for me, but...
13:02So good.
13:03You know,
13:03you're out,
13:04so it's gonna make
13:05it beautiful.
13:05So tell me
13:07about this James.
13:08He is the director
13:09for the IT department.
13:12How did you meet him?
13:13I got letters
13:14from random people
13:15from all over the place.
13:17There's a lot of sites
13:20for, like, pen pals
13:22or whatever.
13:23I got kind of creeped out
13:25by most of them,
13:26so I put him off
13:27and I responded
13:29to his letter.
13:30I just kind of
13:32went with my gut.
13:33When he was telling me
13:34why he wrote me,
13:36he is going
13:37through this divorce.
13:38That's one of the things
13:40that made him want to write
13:40because he's felt like
13:42he's been removed
13:43from the world
13:44that he knew.
13:45Just like me.
13:47I would never recommend
13:48anybody write an inmate
13:49and get in a relationship
13:50with them because
13:51those relationships,
13:53for the most part,
13:53are so transactional.
13:55The girls there,
13:55I mean, married
13:57and have a girlfriend
13:57and a boyfriend
13:58and a trick,
14:00but we know each other
14:01in a way that I think
14:03most couples,
14:04they'll never know
14:05each other on that level.
14:06Mm-hmm.
14:08We're going to be
14:08meeting his family.
14:10Oh, really?
14:11Yeah, for dinner
14:12in, like, a week.
14:13So what do you think
14:14his family's thinking
14:15about all this situation?
14:17Basically,
14:18we haven't told him.
14:21I don't think
14:22James
14:24omitting that
14:26I was in prison
14:27sets the relationship
14:28on a shaky foundation.
14:30He's very close
14:31with his family.
14:32He's very family-oriented.
14:34Now that I'm out of prison,
14:35the plan is to
14:36tell his family
14:37as soon as possible.
14:39So are you ready
14:41for tonight?
14:41I have been ready
14:42for a long time.
14:44I'm, like,
14:45in heat.
14:46It's been a long time.
14:48A really, really,
14:49really, really long time.
14:50I'm a born-again virgin.
14:51Our house is the next one
15:05right here.
15:07Is this it?
15:09Here we are, baby.
15:11A year ago,
15:12I decided to purchase
15:13a home
15:14mainly because
15:15Garrett and I
15:16want to live together
15:17and as a felon,
15:17he won't be able to rent.
15:20We're home.
15:22Is that the dog
15:23I hear barking?
15:23Yeah.
15:24Oh, my gosh.
15:25Your first time
15:26in your new house.
15:27I know.
15:28Oh, my gosh.
15:30Look at Penelope.
15:34Is that Daddy?
15:34Don't jump on me.
15:35Don't jump on me.
15:36Don't jump.
15:36Don't jump.
15:37What's up?
15:37Oh, my gosh.
15:39You're so excited.
15:40You're so excited.
15:41You want to play.
15:42That's all so ugly.
15:44Garrett,
15:45what is wrong with you?
15:46Oh, my gosh.
15:47All right, come look.
15:48Get the rest of the house.
15:49The master bath.
15:50And now our room.
15:52Oh, my goodness.
15:53Do you like it?
15:54I do, baby.
15:55Look at my bed.
15:56Lay on it.
15:57Go ahead and take advantage
15:57of me, baby.
16:01Do you like the colors?
16:03No, the colors are very girly,
16:05but I don't care.
16:05I like the bed, baby.
16:07I haven't slept in a real bed
16:08in six and a half years.
16:10And more importantly,
16:12I haven't had sex
16:12in six and a half years.
16:14Pretty cool, right?
16:17Yeah, it's beautiful, baby.
16:18Our house.
16:19Lay down and watch a movie, baby.
16:21I know.
16:21Do more than watch movies.
16:25I am, like, getting so nervous.
16:27My palms are sweating.
16:28I've been waiting for this
16:29for four years.
16:33I love you.
16:34I'm going to take a shower
16:36if you want to join me.
16:37We have so many
16:41firsts to look forward to.
16:43First time going on a real date.
16:44First time waking up
16:45next to each other.
16:47Cover this mud up.
16:50First time, you know.
16:59Look at my baby.
17:01Oh, my God.
17:02I love you, baby.
17:03Was it a shower count?
17:05What?
17:05A shower count.
17:07Your first time
17:14ever taking a shower?
17:15First time to take a shower
17:16with you and Heather.
17:18Any woman ever alive?
17:19And you know,
17:20the only woman that will ever
17:21take care of the hour.
17:22Exactly.
17:23Are you ready?
17:24Mm-hmm.
17:25With Garrett being in prison
17:27for so long,
17:28our first time was...
17:35You?
17:36Yeah.
17:37That's amazing.
17:42Super quick.
17:47There's definitely
17:47some room for improvement.
17:49Garrett needs a chance
17:50to build up his stamina.
17:55I can definitely see James
17:56proposing sooner
17:58rather than later.
17:59I haven't told my family yet.
18:00I don't want people judging
18:01her on her criminal past.
18:02I need help with this.
18:04I need James' help.
18:05Honestly, it's just making me question,
18:07like, are we even on the same page?
18:08Like, do you still want to get married?
18:10Oh, my God.
18:11You're such a bitch.
18:11Oh, my goodness.
18:24It feels amazing
18:25to be in the outside world.
18:28There is such a weight lifted off
18:31my chest,
18:32but going to my apartment
18:33is kind of strange.
18:35Oh, my God.
18:36I feel like I am walking into it
18:39for the first time.
18:41Oh, I've got to find something to wear.
18:42I gave my mother all of my money
18:45that I made modeling.
18:47Oh, look at my shoes.
18:49I never got to wear them.
18:50My parents have been maintaining
18:52my apartment
18:53while I was in prison.
18:56There's too many choices.
18:57I'm very indecisive.
18:58It feels so good
18:59to not have all that noise
19:01of people
19:02and loud,
19:04chaotic environment around me.
19:06I need help with this.
19:08I need James' help.
19:09I have been looking forward
19:12to being along with James
19:14for nine months.
19:16I'm really excited to see James,
19:17and that's what my focus
19:20is on right now.
19:21I can't even put it into words,
19:23honestly.
19:24I'm shaking.
19:27I met Allah
19:28about ten months ago.
19:30The thing that both of us
19:32crave most
19:33is not having somebody
19:34watch over us
19:35and watch us talk.
19:38She's been life-changing
19:39for me.
19:44I think we're the real deal.
19:47I love you.
20:13Handcuffs?
20:13Yeah, these are for you.
20:17Oh, my God.
20:20James and I come
20:21from completely different worlds,
20:23but somehow,
20:24we are so in sync.
20:28I love lilies.
20:30I've never been the girl
20:32that had dreamt about
20:33getting married
20:34or getting engaged.
20:36I got some for your mom, too.
20:37That's very proper.
20:38But James has changed
20:40a lot of what I want
20:42in life.
20:43These are beautiful.
20:45I can definitely see James
20:47proposing
20:48sooner rather than later.
20:54You like my hair?
20:55You're beautiful, man.
20:57Thanks.
20:58It feels fantastic
20:59to see Allah
20:59outside of prison.
21:01I'm so happy
21:02to stay here.
21:03I love you.
21:04I love you.
21:05There's no guidebook
21:07for this.
21:08There's no, like,
21:08my girlfriend just got
21:09out of the prison handbook.
21:10Maybe I'll be the one
21:11to write it.
21:12How do you feel?
21:12I have been
21:13just really anxious
21:14to see you.
21:15I don't want people
21:16judging her on it,
21:17but I think that it's
21:17going to be natural
21:18for people to think,
21:19okay, she's an addict
21:21and write her off.
21:23I haven't told my family yet,
21:24but once they get
21:25to know her
21:25and they can meet
21:27the Allah that I met,
21:29they can fall in love
21:30with her the same way
21:30that I did
21:31and they'll understand
21:32why I love her.
21:35First day
21:35the rest of her lives.
21:39Okay, where are
21:40those handcuffs,
21:41my eyes?
21:48I'm going to call y'all
21:49every night for prayer.
21:50I will.
21:51And Lamar will be
21:52on the phone
21:53and right there with me.
21:54I've been looking forward
21:55to picking Lamar up
21:57from prison
21:58for six years,
21:59but now that this day
22:01is here,
22:02I'm just about
22:03to go crazy.
22:04Give mommy a big hug.
22:06Kiss us.
22:07Mommy's a little monster.
22:09I am having anxiety.
22:10I feel like,
22:11am I making
22:12the right decision?
22:14Give me your hands.
22:17Okay, I love you.
22:18I'm going to miss you.
22:19Give me your hands.
22:21Look at me.
22:22I love you
22:23and I'm going to miss you,
22:24okay?
22:24I see you.
22:25Bye, mommy.
22:26You guys are perfect kids,
22:29so I want to say a prayer.
22:31Hold her hands.
22:32Can you guys?
22:33That's why y'all
22:34are about to be acting.
22:34What are you doing?
22:35Just come on,
22:36stop, you guys.
22:40Our kind and gracious
22:41Heavenly Father,
22:43bless the Spirit
22:44to be with me,
22:44to guide me.
22:46Bless me to feel
22:47a strong spirit.
22:49In the name of Jesus Christ,
22:50amen.
22:51Okay.
22:52Stop it.
22:52Don't do that.
22:53Let go.
22:53As soon as I said
22:55the prayer,
22:55y'all going to start fighting?
22:56That's so unhumble.
22:58She's not praying.
22:59Nyla, come back.
23:01I'm feeling annoyed
23:02because my mom
23:04really wants me
23:04to like be open
23:06and be happy
23:07with Lamar,
23:08but I've never met him
23:09before and I don't
23:10talk to him that much.
23:12My mom considers him
23:13family, but I don't yet.
23:15It's like she don't
23:16want me to pick him up
23:17or something.
23:18That's how she acting,
23:19like she don't want
23:19me to pick him up.
23:20Nyla is skeptical
23:22about my relationship
23:23with Lamar
23:24because she's so used
23:25to just being me
23:27and them.
23:29She'll get used to it,
23:31hopefully,
23:32but she's always
23:33battling me.
23:34from the moment
23:48you fall in love
23:49with the inmate,
23:50you always think
23:52and envision
23:52picking them up.
23:54That day is like
23:55a fairy tale.
23:57And I'm so sick
23:58of the struggle
23:59of trying to be together
24:01in two different states.
24:02But as I'm driving
24:04nine hours,
24:06almost 700 miles
24:07from Utah
24:07to get to him
24:08in California,
24:10I just started thinking
24:11about all of the questions
24:12that the ladies
24:13were asking me
24:14at the bridal shower.
24:16Is he going to bring
24:17alcohol in my house?
24:19Is he going to have
24:20a bad temper?
24:21Does he have anger issues?
24:23Will he accept
24:24my standards
24:25and my values
24:26in my household?
24:27And I'm thinking
24:28to myself,
24:29are you crazy, Andrea?
24:31You bought this man
24:32a car,
24:33now you're driving
24:34it to him
24:35and picking him up
24:36from prison.
24:38Are you an idiot?
24:39What's wrong with you?
24:41But I love the guy.
24:43I keep imagining me
24:44not showing up
24:46and him coming out
24:48of that prison gate
24:49with no one being there.
24:51And I don't want
24:52to do that to him.
24:55Being in prison
24:56for seven years,
24:57I haven't interacted
24:58with any women
24:58except for John.
25:00When Garrett was in prison,
25:01I pretty much knew
25:02where he was
25:03at all times.
25:04Is that her again?
25:05Tell her your phone died.
25:06I need a bag.
25:07I'm going to throw up.
25:08Jesus help me.
25:09Jesus help me.
25:09This is the craziest thing
25:11that I've ever done
25:12in my life.
25:13Oh my gosh.
25:14Oh my gosh.
25:15Is this the van?
25:17No, it's not the van.
25:21Oh babe, your phone.
25:23Ugly little phone.
25:24Why are you touching it?
25:25No, I just don't understand
25:26why you won't get
25:27an iPhone.
25:27We'll be able to FaceTime.
25:29We'll be able
25:29to have bitmojis.
25:31Thank you so much
25:32for talking.
25:32Get away from me.
25:33Go.
25:34You're such a peasant
25:35with your stupid Metro phone.
25:37A few weeks ago,
25:37Garrett told me
25:38that he would not
25:38be getting an iPhone.
25:39After being locked up
25:40for so long,
25:41he's not really up to speed
25:42with technology.
25:43I would like for you
25:44to get one of those phones
25:45that only have five contacts.
25:48Because you're crazy.
25:49And you can still dial 911
25:50at any time,
25:51but you have me,
25:52your dad,
25:53your grandma,
25:53your probation officer.
25:54No, I'm kidding.
25:55I really do want you
25:56to have friends
25:56and go out and have fun.
25:57I just,
25:58I'd like supervision.
25:59You know I'm going
26:00to be somewhere.
26:00If I say I love you very much,
26:01I'm about to go inside.
26:03It's 12 o'clock.
26:03You're almost 30.
26:04People that are 30
26:05do not go to the club.
26:07It's a strip club.
26:07Oh my God.
26:08So listen,
26:08I love you very much.
26:10I'm going to be safe,
26:11responsible.
26:12About to be single.
26:13I know it.
26:14I know it.
26:28Tonight is girls' night for me
26:29and guys' night for Garrett.
26:31You needed that.
26:32That was needed.
26:33Oh girl,
26:33that was so needed.
26:35I don't really like
26:36the idea of Garrett
26:36going out without me,
26:38but eventually I'm going
26:39to have to get past that,
26:40so I guess we'll start now.
26:42So girl,
26:43tell me about this
26:45like whole situation
26:46since Garrett jumped.
26:48I mean,
26:48things have been
26:49really, really good.
26:50The only issue
26:52is not knowing
26:53where he is.
26:54When Garrett was in prison,
26:55I don't think
26:56I looked as crazy
26:57because he was already
26:58being watched
26:59at all times.
27:00So then he comes home
27:01and I'm like
27:02the new warden in town.
27:04I tracked him.
27:05You tracked him?
27:07Girl, yes,
27:08but he has no idea.
27:10I did end up
27:11buying Garrett the iPhone
27:12as his welcome home gift.
27:14I guess it was more
27:14for me than him.
27:16I love the tracking,
27:17girl.
27:18Don't get me started.
27:19It's more so
27:20not because I don't
27:21trust him,
27:21but to like
27:22make myself feel better
27:23that I know where he's at
27:24and I know that he's safe.
27:25All right, John,
27:26let's see where Garrett is
27:27right now.
27:28He's heading to the bar.
27:30The tracker says
27:31he's almost there.
27:32And I don't even have
27:33to bug him
27:33to find that out.
27:38You like being out?
27:39Do I like being out?
27:40Yeah, you like being
27:41out of the prison?
27:43Do I like being
27:44out of the prison?
27:44Yeah.
27:45But yes,
27:46I love being out
27:46of the prison, my brother.
27:47It's good to be home
27:48for sure, for sure.
27:49I went to prison
27:50very young,
27:50so for me,
27:52you know,
27:52I could never
27:52legally buy a drink
27:54or legally go to a bar.
27:55So tonight,
27:56you know,
27:57for the first time ever,
27:57I'm going to go
27:58to a bar legally
27:59and have a good time
28:00with my friend Mark.
28:01It's the first time
28:02going out without John.
28:03It's definitely good
28:04to be here.
28:05Life is good
28:06outside of prison.
28:09I can't drink any alcohol,
28:10you know,
28:11because of my probation.
28:12But I can still
28:13enjoy the atmosphere
28:13and I can enjoy
28:14Florida's finest ginger rare.
28:16And you're tied down
28:17now too still, huh?
28:18Four years?
28:20No.
28:21You like it though
28:22or no?
28:23Ups and downs?
28:24I mean,
28:24it's always ups and downs,
28:26but she rode out
28:27the last four years,
28:28so.
28:29But I wouldn't know
28:29what it feels like
28:30to be single,
28:30brother, so.
28:32You want to try
28:33or no?
28:34Yeah,
28:35I want to try.
28:36It's not in the agenda
28:37right now.
28:38No,
28:38I mean,
28:38you know,
28:39we're definitely
28:39long term,
28:40so.
28:41All right,
28:41so how's it going
28:43with the whole
28:44marriage issue?
28:45I want him to propose
28:48in time for us
28:50to have a summer wedding.
28:52So you're going
28:52to make every bridesmaid
28:53three at the table
28:54die of heat and sweat?
28:57My whole thing is
28:58working up to everything,
28:59you know?
28:59I'm just,
29:00you know,
29:00getting grounded,
29:01you know?
29:01You just got out,
29:02you just started.
29:03Exactly.
29:03But it's definitely
29:04a lot of pressure,
29:04you know?
29:05She wants the ring,
29:06she wants to propose it,
29:07she wants all that
29:07kind of.
29:08This is my first
29:09long term relationship.
29:11I definitely think
29:11me and Jonna
29:12should take our time
29:13and have fun,
29:14enjoy ourselves
29:14little bit.
29:15The problem with her,
29:15she sees everyone
29:16around her.
29:17Oh, my homegirl
29:17got engaged,
29:18oh, my other friend
29:20got engaged.
29:21It is what it is,
29:22you know?
29:29I just got back
29:30from Girls' Night
29:31and Garrett's
29:32still not home,
29:34so I'm just like,
29:35where are you?
29:36Because I thought
29:37we were going to hang
29:37out and watch a movie
29:38or something.
29:40Is that her?
29:41I don't know.
29:44So I just sent
29:46Garrett a text
29:46saying how's
29:47guys night,
29:48my love,
29:48and it shows
29:49that he read it,
29:50but he didn't answer,
29:51so I sent him
29:53another one
29:53saying that I
29:54know he read it.
29:55It's annoying
29:55that he won't
29:57answer right away.
29:58I just don't understand
29:59how stupid
30:00you have to be
30:00to know that
30:01someone knows
30:02you're ignoring them
30:03and still ignore them.
30:04Part of it is
30:06she doesn't worry
30:06about me,
30:06my well-being.
30:08Well, your TDA
30:09is tall, dark,
30:09and handsome.
30:10Tall, dark,
30:10and handsome.
30:11No, that's the other
30:11part of it.
30:12Yeah, that's the other
30:12part.
30:13It's just the trusty thing.
30:14It's the trust.
30:14It's a big,
30:15trust's a big factor,
30:16but I mean,
30:16I'm a good-looking guy,
30:17you know what I'm saying?
30:18Facts.
30:18Facts.
30:19Nothing but facts.
30:22Why would he rather
30:23be out with his friends
30:24than hanging out with me?
30:26We could be catching up
30:27on our shows right now
30:28and instead he's out
30:30doing whoever knows what
30:33because he can't even drink.
30:35Hey, you guys,
30:36you're both wearing white.
30:37Love it.
30:38His is beige,
30:39to be honest.
30:40Pants are white.
30:40My pants are white.
30:41Oh, do you think so?
30:41Beige?
30:41My pants are white.
30:42I say soft white.
30:44Being in prison for seven years,
30:45I haven't interacted
30:46with any women
30:47except for Jonna
30:48when she came to visitation.
30:49I say we go to the drink.
30:52Is that a trip?
30:52Go to the drink?
30:53Go to the drink.
30:55You know that, please?
30:56We love the drink.
30:57Is that her again?
30:58No, no, no, no.
30:59Nobody.
30:59I just thought...
31:00You can just turn your phone off.
31:01I don't need to turn my phone off.
31:02Obviously, you do.
31:03Tell her your phone died.
31:05I'm out with my friends.
31:06Jonna's blowing me up.
31:08I just don't understand.
31:09You know,
31:09the trust is definitely not there.
31:11She's obviously worried.
31:12I'm going to go ahead
31:13and tell her I'm coming home.
31:15When Garrett was in prison,
31:16I pretty much knew
31:18where he was at all times.
31:19Now that he's free,
31:20he's able to just kind of
31:22go around town as he pleases,
31:24hang out with whoever he wants.
31:27It's her again, isn't it?
31:30That's just so scary for me.
31:31He had said he was heading home,
31:33but the tracker says differently.
31:36And he said he was leaving
31:37like 20 minutes ago.
31:40Definitely a beautiful dog.
31:41It's a big one.
31:42We have a French bulldog.
31:44It's horrible.
31:44Definitely not my first choice.
31:46I definitely like gold retriever.
31:48I like big dogs.
31:50Well, it looks like
31:50this is going to be
31:51our first night
31:52not falling asleep
31:52next to each other
31:53because he's not going to be home.
31:56So this is it.
32:09Finally, Lamar is going to be released
32:11and it doesn't feel real.
32:15I'm a Mormon girl
32:16and I'm bringing
32:18a criminal
32:19in my household
32:21and around my kids
32:22because of love.
32:25I need a bag.
32:26I'm going to throw up.
32:28And I feel like
32:29am I making
32:29the right decision?
32:32Jesus, help me.
32:33Jesus, help me.
32:34Jesus, help me.
32:36I'm walking.
32:37I'm walking.
32:37This is crazy.
32:44This is the craziest thing
32:46that I've ever done
32:47in my life.
32:48It feels like
32:49it's taken hours
32:50for him to come out.
32:52Bless me to know
32:53how to love this man
32:57with a pure heart.
33:03He was supposed to be out
33:05and I'm freaking out
33:06because sometimes
33:07they'll say,
33:08well, we're not going
33:08to release you.
33:09We're going to take you
33:09to the county jail
33:10because you have a warrant
33:12from 20 years ago.
33:19I will never have to be
33:21in that line again
33:22in my life.
33:24I used to wait
33:25in that line
33:26to come in and see him
33:27at 2 o'clock in the morning
33:29with a blanket,
33:30sleeping in my car
33:32and I'll never stand
33:33in that line again
33:33in my life.
33:37Is that a van?
33:40Oh my gosh.
33:42Oh my gosh.
33:43Oh my word.
33:46Is this the van?
33:50No, it's not the van.
33:53Oh.
33:53Why are they taking
34:01so long?
34:03Oh my gosh!
34:06They did van!
34:08Oh!
34:09Oh!
34:10Oh!
34:10Oh my word!
34:12Harry, come, come, come, come, come!
34:14Oh.
34:15Oh.
34:16Oh.
34:17Oh.
34:18Oh.
34:18Oh.
34:19Come on.
34:20Why isn't the bus moving?
34:21They've had him for 18 years.
34:24They have talked to him enough.
34:26Oh.
34:27Oh.
34:29Oh.
34:30Oh.
34:31Oh.
34:32Oh my gosh.
34:34Oh.
34:35Oh.
34:35Oh.
34:37Oh my gosh.
34:38Oh.
34:39Why are they doing
34:40so far away?
34:41Oh.
34:42Oh.
34:42Oh.
34:43Oh.
34:43Oh.
34:44Oh.
34:45Oh.
34:45Oh.
34:45Oh.
34:46Oh.
34:46Oh.
34:46Oh.
34:46Oh.
34:47Oh.
34:47Oh.
34:47Oh.
34:47Oh.
34:48Oh.
34:48Oh.
34:49Oh.
34:49Oh.
34:53Come on.
34:53Why isn't the bus moving?
34:55They've had him for 18 years.
34:57They have talked to him enough.
34:58Oh.
34:59Oh.
35:00Oh my gosh.
35:01Oh.
35:02Oh.
35:02Oh.
35:03Oh.
35:03Oh.
35:04Oh my gosh.
35:05Oh.
35:06Oh.
35:06Why are they doing so far away?
35:08Oh.
35:08Oh.
35:09Oh.
35:10Oh.
35:11Oh.
35:12Oh.
35:13Oh.
35:14Oh.
35:15Oh.
35:16Oh.
35:17Oh.
35:18Oh my gosh.
35:19Oh my gosh.
35:20Oh my gosh.
35:21Oh my gosh.
35:22Oh my gosh.
35:23Oh my gosh.
35:24Oh my gosh.
35:25Oh my gosh.
35:26Oh my gosh.
35:27Oh my gosh.
35:28Oh my gosh.
35:29Oh my gosh.
35:30Oh my gosh.
35:31Oh my gosh.
35:32Oh my gosh.
35:33Oh my gosh.
35:34Oh my gosh.
35:35Oh my gosh.
35:36Oh my gosh.
35:37Oh my gosh.
35:38Oh my gosh.
35:39Oh my gosh.
35:40Oh my gosh.
35:41Oh my gosh.
35:42Oh my gosh.
35:43Oh my gosh.
35:44Oh my gosh.
35:45Oh my gosh.
35:46Oh my gosh.
35:47I was in prison so long it became home for me but you can never get used to prison it's a crazy
36:06experience man and I'm just lucky to be alive right now it's a survival of the fittest
36:12I'm real now I have a real life
36:18how does it feel
36:23it's real it is real you will never have to be here again
36:32sorry I got a lot of stuff in your car
36:39hold my hand hold my hand
36:42oh my god it felt good to be with my woman on the free world rather than inside of his in the room
36:52it's just love it just felt like real love you look good come here give me a kiss I'm the luckiest
36:58woman in the world oh you do good it's not the Camaro but
37:12when I went into prison I was I was about 22 23 I still feel the same way right now I feel young
37:22I feel rejuvenated I still feel alive I'm out it's a blessing coming out of jail to a beautiful woman
37:30there's a good life that's waiting for me in a new beginning you know and I'm I'm gonna take it
37:38I'm gonna take the opportunity by the horns and push and do what I gotta do
37:42oh my gosh babe
37:49I know baby you're free you are free
37:57I know the world done changed and I don't know nothing about nothing
38:01but I feel good to be free just being free to smell that fresh freedom of air it's beautiful
38:07my fiance is free and coming home and I am so happy and grateful
38:17but at the same time I am concerned that he's not Mormon
38:23and I don't want that to influence my kids and hopefully he will fit in my world and his gang
38:33banging street lifestyle is behind him
38:37I'm just really annoyed I just want to go to bed and I can't because
38:53he wants to stay out to all hours of the night and I won't really be able to fall asleep until
38:57I know he's home safe and I honestly it hurts my feelings that he doesn't want to fall asleep next to me
39:03what's up
39:15what's up with you
39:17nothing
39:18you upset?
39:21yeah I guess I just kind of thought that once you came home my lonely nights would be over
39:26but they're not
39:28honestly it's just making me question like are we even on the same page
39:31like are we even wanting to be together and get married
39:34now you have friends and you have freedom and you just want to be out
39:38till all hours of the night and leave me here alone
39:40till all hours of the night oh yeah yeah it's so horrible
39:41and seriously like do you still want to get married?
39:46yes I know you know what not if you're gonna
39:48bother me point for me about it
39:49if you can't accept me at my worst leave because
39:52I don't have a best I'm always awful
39:53you like say one thing you're like
39:55oh it's fine go out have fun
39:57but every time the time comes to me
39:59okay but I didn't mean till this late at night
40:00what do you want to be home at nine o'clock?
40:02it's just not what I want it's not the relationship I want
40:04what do you want? what do you want?
40:05it just makes me want to re-evaluate things
40:07I have no problem with you going out
40:08because I don't go anywhere I have no reason to be out on the town
40:12because I'm in a serious relationship
40:14what are you worried about? what am I doing wrong?
40:15there's nothing specific that you're doing wrong
40:17it's just the act of you being out
40:19don't go here
40:20you have no business being out this late at night
40:22you come in here
40:24you leave your all over the couch
40:26you're just worried about guys
40:27I am more worried about keeping the house clean
40:29oh my god you're such a bitch
40:31she's constantly switching it up
40:34one minute she doesn't care about this
40:35the next minute I'm up you know
40:38you told me once in a while
40:39you don't care about stuff till three o'clock
40:40if there's a reason
40:42what the reason for you to be out on a
40:4545 minutes
40:46that's not my fault we all know that's not my fault
40:48I didn't ask for that
40:49she makes it to the point where I'm always f***ed up
40:51I should be out if I want to once in a while
40:54it should not matter that's my whole thing
40:56it shouldn't matter
40:57and maybe you're not ready to be in a serious relationship
40:59shut the f*** up
41:00it doesn't matter because nothing you say is going to change my mind
41:04and nothing I say is going to change your mind
41:06I just feel like when you were in prison
41:08you were one person and then now that you're out
41:10you're a different person
41:12so I just feel stupid
41:13you are stupid
41:14f***ing irritating as f***ing
41:16fooled me
41:16yeah you fooled me too
41:17I thought you were
41:18no I never portrayed that I was anything but psycho
41:22so f***ing not sure
41:23you know what you don't disappoint
41:25you certainly are
41:26you certainly are
41:27I'm starting to feel like Garrett and I
41:29aren't on the same page
41:31honestly I just
41:32I just think that you were confused
41:34when you were locked up
41:35and now you're home
41:36I was never confused
41:37you were confused
41:37I am worried that Garrett isn't the man I waited four years for
41:41you're right
41:42you confused me with your lies
41:44and your fakeness
41:45yeah my fakeness
41:47you're right
41:47it's all right
41:48well thank you for being a miserable bitch
41:50you're welcome anytime
41:51you're right anytime
41:53really not anytime
41:53because this isn't going to last much longer
41:55good
41:56stress and anxiety
41:58go f***ing bitches at the casino
42:00Garrett's been home for a week
42:03he still has not proposed
42:04because now he's walking out on me
42:06next on Love After Lockup
42:14I'll look at the potential