Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up Season 2 Episode 3
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00:00I want to go through my whole life being Gypsy Blanchard,
00:03the girl that murdered her mother.
00:06I'm scared that I bring a certain level of drama to his life.
00:11He could leave me right now.
00:13That's scary.
00:14But he has my heart, and I can't control that.
00:17All right.
00:18Look at our beautiful new neighborhood.
00:20The road to happiness is not always easy.
00:24Oh, I'm so heavy.
00:27Social media has been a big stressor for us.
00:29Your nose is always in your phone, scrolling through comments,
00:32comments, comments.
00:33My reputation has gone down the drain.
00:37Like, I've already seen comments online of people
00:40saying that it should have been a condition of my parole
00:43to get my tubes tied, because they don't feel like I'm
00:47going to be a good mother because of what my mom put me through.
00:56Hey, everybody.
00:57So I want to share something with you guys.
00:59So I just started taking a new prenatal vitamin.
01:02And then there is a stress support, because who has a lot of stress
01:05in their life?
01:06This girl.
01:08Don't you find it kind of odd that Gypsy Rose is trying to be some
01:12sort of a mommy blogger, influencer, whatever, posting all of her
01:18pregnancy and her baby stuff online when she doesn't even know how to
01:23take care of herself?
01:25You never wanted a platform for awareness.
01:28You wanted a platform to get famous.
01:30G is influencing people.
01:33That's for sure.
01:34But in the most negative ways you can imagine.
01:43Did you see that?
01:46It's her kicking.
01:47It's her kicking.
01:48Now that I'm expecting a daughter, I want to be a role model to her for the right reasons.
01:55Given my past, what I don't want to be is a role model to everyone else's daughter for making a really wrong choice.
02:06Of course.
02:09There's a certain level of patience and support and understanding that we all have to have with each other.
02:16But especially Gypsy, who's always kind of for the last 10 years been in some form of the media.
02:21And yeah, I mean, it breaks my heart to see how it affects her.
02:29I feel like not many times in my life have I ever really kind of acknowledged the, I guess the elephant in the room of, you know, how did I acquire this status?
02:46If you want to start your day off on a bad note, go read the comments of a video that's talking trash about you.
02:52Like, you're for sure going to end up in a bad mood.
02:55But there's a certain sense of relief when you finally just like, whatever.
03:02If they think this is who I am and they don't, you know, they don't, or their opinion can't be changed or whatever, then who cares?
03:12To say that I'm deserving of a platform that is celebrity status, I am not deserving of that status.
03:23And I can recognize that.
03:35Gypsy.
03:36What are you going to wear on the plane?
03:39This.
03:40I'm leaving a little room just for souvenirs.
03:44I'm contemplating if I should wear a hoodie or not.
03:46Do you have a light jacket?
03:48I just think I'm going to be hot.
03:50I mean, like, every experience that I've had on a plane, I'm cold, but I'm cold by nature, so.
03:59Okay.
04:00Thanks.
04:00Yeah.
04:00I've had my stuff packed, or at least working on packing for two days now.
04:07And I tried on each outfit to make sure that it was cute and it's weather appropriate.
04:12And it kind of like, the morning of, I haven't packed yet, I'll just throw a couple of things in there.
04:19I'm like.
04:21All right, I can't find my suit pants and this is a problem.
04:23We are gearing up to go to San Francisco, and then we are heading to Los Angeles after that.
04:33I have the pleasure of going to be a speaker at San Francisco State University to talk about prison reform.
04:40I am excited.
04:43I'm a little nervous.
04:47But, I'm mostly excited.
04:50I got this.
04:51I talked to my parole officer about it.
04:53I was like, this is a really big opportunity.
04:56So, I got a travel permit to go to California.
05:01Okay.
05:02Have you seen my belt?
05:03No.
05:05You know where my boots are?
05:06My boots.
05:07Check your closet.
05:08Okay.
05:08I don't know how he lived before me.
05:14I definitely think that I'm going to be the organized one, which I'm learning is just something,
05:19I guess, that's universal about men.
05:24Not the stereotype.
05:26All right, you ready?
05:27Ready.
05:28This is the only time that I can really have to put my best foot forward with something like this
05:34before bringing a child into the world and having my focus shift yet again.
05:39I didn't realize how big San Francisco it was.
05:59It's a pretty big skyline.
06:00What time is the actual, like, event?
06:04It's at...
06:04It's in the afternoon, isn't it?
06:06Yeah, it's at, like, 3, 2.30.
06:17Let's go.
06:24Look at this beautiful view.
06:26So, I'm wearing this dress.
06:30It's extremely heavy.
06:32Come feel how heavy this dress is.
06:36Wow.
06:37It's pretty weighted.
06:39Yeah, it is.
06:40It looks nice, though.
06:42My grandmother would love it.
06:44You suck.
06:46It's beautiful.
06:47Well, your grandma was a respectable woman, then.
06:59I am Gypsy's manager.
07:01I never would have imagined that I would be sitting here doing this.
07:05When I took her case nine years ago, I defended her criminal case.
07:10When that case was over, I've stayed in touch with her.
07:13Now she's 33 years old and has never gotten to decide what she wants out of her life.
07:20And we've now thrust her out into the world, and she really needed someone to help her to
07:26navigate all of these things.
07:28She deals, actually, on a day-to-day basis with people on the Internet, on social media,
07:34that are actively trying to get her parole revoked.
07:37Somebody sent a letter in Gypsy's name from Texas to Nick at the prison.
07:43Trying to make it look like Gypsy is trying to contact him.
07:48As part of the management role, I'm also still dealing with a lot of the parole aspects of her case.
07:54Hey, Kelsey.
07:56So we have verified all of the permissions that we need for San Francisco State this afternoon?
08:02Well, yes.
08:05I'm her manager.
08:06This is a business relationship.
08:08I do care what happens to Gypsy, and I care greatly about her future.
08:14I hope I'm doing this right.
08:15You're doing good.
08:16It doesn't have wrinkles.
08:19Yes, it does.
08:20I feel like this one question is kind of confusing.
08:25Maybe you can, like, help me understand what it might mean.
08:31In the age of misinformation, do you have a different understanding of being lied to as a means of control over your life?
08:38How have you processed that concept?
08:40So, in an age of misinformation...
08:47I'm worried about that, too.
08:56I'm not sorry.
08:57I'm kind of worried about it.
09:01Do you understand what that might mean?
09:04Like, I mean, I understand that, like, we...
09:06Misinformation is a different form of being lied to.
09:09But, like, what does that necessarily mean for, like, how it controls my life?
09:13I don't...
09:13So, like, when, like, people create false rumors about you, it takes up, like, part of your day.
09:18It has a sense of control over your life because you feel like you have to go and debunk it.
09:22You feel the need to, the want to.
09:26You know, other people think it's true and factual, and then will build opinions on you and face it.
09:32Right.
09:33Telling rumors.
09:34Okay.
09:34Right.
09:34So, like, that, in a way, has a form of control over your life if you let it.
09:39I kind of feel like if I don't breathe life to it, it doesn't have any sort of control over my life.
09:47Right.
09:47I can still maintain that control by just not breathing life to the rumor.
09:52That's a perfect way to answer that.
09:55You don't have to rehearse.
09:57No.
09:58But just so you have an idea of what's coming.
10:00Exactly.
10:00I have my supporters, and I have haters.
10:04And you have your critics, you have your people that are in between.
10:07You have people that are undecided how they feel about you.
10:10I want them to see me for me.
10:12So that's all that I want.
10:14Me for me.
10:14So you ready, Gypsy?
10:32Good.
10:32I think you're a lot like me, Gypsy.
10:37When I'm about to go into court, I'm not very talkative right beforehand.
10:42I'm the same way.
10:43Yeah.
10:43I'm like, if I don't talk or if I'm the same distance, I'm getting in the zone.
10:48It's like a little underground bunker.
11:00I'm here today because Gypsy Rose learning her story a year or two back, it just really made me feel like I wanted to learn more about her story and how she is as a person, rather than just how she was portrayed online.
11:24I feel like the better I do in life, the more criticism and the more hate that I get.
11:32There's a lot stacked against me.
11:34A lot of people want to see me fail.
11:35Like a sea with a million sharks.
11:42Yes, I'm widely known, but I'm still a very shy person.
11:47And so having the confidence within myself is something that I'm hoping that I have in that moment, but I won't know until that moment.
11:57Hi, Gypsy!
11:58Hi!
11:59Hi!
12:01So cute!
12:05With everything that's coming out about Gypsy, our generation is just honestly, they want the truth.
12:20And even though there is a lot of false things, like we really just want to hear the truth and we want to hear it from Gypsy.
12:27You know, right before I got out, I remember people were like, you're going to do big things.
12:35I'm like, whoo, that's a lot of pressure.
12:43I mean, of course I want to do good for the world, but I still feel like I'm still finding my footing.
12:48Welcome to the 7th Annual Project Rebound mural celebration.
13:02One of the missions of Project Rebound is to assist in the destigmatization of people who are formerly incarcerated.
13:09A lot of you are here for our very special guest.
13:12And with an open mind, please listen to what this woman has to say without judgment, without preconception of who she is, and why she is here on this stage.
13:22And it's my great pleasure and honor to introduce Ms. Gypsy Rose Blanchard Anderson to our campus.
13:28Hi! Come on in!
13:29Hi!
13:30Come on in!
13:31And it's my great pleasure to bring to stage our Executive Director, Jason Bell.
13:49Thank you, coming all the way from Louisiana.
13:55Thank you for having me.
13:56So I want to get right into it.
13:58This is it.
13:58We're just having a conversation.
13:59I know a welcome home.
14:02You know, that's really a big part of what we do.
14:05And education is also a very big part of what we do.
14:09I will be the first one to admit there's no preparation.
14:12There's not a class that you can take to prepare yourself for the confinement of prison walls.
14:19But I feel like you were almost a prisoner before becoming a state-sanctioned prisoner.
14:27How did that transition affect you?
14:31Now, for me in particular, when I became incarcerated, I didn't have the simple freedoms of life before that.
14:40And I think the biggest thing for people when they get incarcerated is they miss the simple things.
14:45And they're like, I miss driving my car.
14:47I miss this.
14:48I miss that.
14:49But I didn't have that.
14:51So I didn't have a form of reference of a normal life when I went into prison.
14:56So my experience was that prison was better than my life from before.
15:02Because I was able to at least have the simple things in small doses.
15:10It was still confined and restricted.
15:13But it was better than what I knew.
15:16Yeah, that is heavy.
15:17So, Gypsy, a pet peeve that I have with law and criminal justice, the black and white idea that you know right from wrong.
15:27I just don't believe that really, as the system stands today, that there's much room for context.
15:33How does the idea rest with you?
15:36Unfortunately, I do think that we live in a society that everything is very black and white.
15:41And the justice system sometimes takes things into account and other times ignores that.
15:48There's lots of things that could be taken into account.
15:52And I feel like that is something that needs to be worked on in the justice system.
15:57Is taking those, you know, shades of gray into account when deciding someone's fate.
16:06How has it been for you rebuilding your life while still on parole?
16:11That has been a journey.
16:12I'm rebuilding my life the best way I can with the restrictions that I have.
16:21Oh, my God.
16:23I like it.
16:24I can't just go anywhere, anytime I want.
16:28So, even to come to this event right now, I had to ask for permission from my parole officer.
16:35Coming out and not having a life, I guess you would say, already lived and sowed my wild oats and everything already.
16:43I think right now that's a part of my life that's missing.
16:46And maybe I'll get it after parole.
16:49Maybe not.
16:49I don't know.
16:50But navigating parole is, that is the thing that is keeping me free.
16:57Making sure I am doing everything that I can to follow those rules.
17:01I still remember when Gypsy walked into the attorney-client room, the very first time I met her.
17:10And, like, she was having a hard time breathing just from the exertion of the walk from her cell down there because of the physical situation with her being in the wheelchair so often, the medications.
17:23And to, you know, fast forward nine years and to see the growth, I was unbelievably impressed.
17:31Do you feel like sometimes the one thing, the thing that you did maybe that brought on this conviction is kind of overshadowing all of the good that you plan to do and have done?
17:44And how are you navigating that?
17:47I don't like the fact that society puts labels on individuals and that defines their character.
17:56The one thing that is so true in my life is that I know I don't want to be defined by my crime or my past.
18:05I don't want to be labeled a victim.
18:07I don't want to be labeled anything.
18:10I want to be known as just Gypsy because that's who I am.
18:13And so I feel like if society could open their minds a little bit more and have a little bit more kindness and start seeing the individual and not everything else, the exterior or the past.
18:28I have a choice now to make myself into whatever I want to be.
18:34And that should go for everybody.
18:36You're not defined by your past, your status or anything else.
18:40You can choose.
18:41So all those haters out there.
18:49It's just Gypsy, damn it.
18:51It's just Gypsy.
19:00From one of our guests, what has helped you find yourself and create an identity after incarceration?
19:09So I'm still finding myself.
19:13I think that is going to be a lifelong journey.
19:20Trial and error.
19:21I'm just now getting to experience life and make my own choices.
19:26And through that, I am starting to develop a sense of who I am.
19:30And so I'm on the road to self-discovery as we speak.
19:39Do you have questions for us university students?
19:42Do you have questions about university or anything you want to ask Jason?
19:45I do.
19:46Um, so, I mean, where do I apply?
19:58If she wants to be a gator, we do have more questions.
20:01We've got plenty of gator love already.
20:02So, you know, the office is right around the corner.
20:04So we got you.
20:05Thank you so much for having me.
20:07I appreciate it.
20:27Do you want an uncle hug?
20:28Do you want an uncle hug?
20:30Yes!
20:30I think it's super important that there's a face for all communities.
20:50And I think with having her being able to tell her story and be able to come out of the ashes,
20:56redefine herself, it's giving other people hope.
21:02All right.
21:04I think it's, like, really inspiring that she can create this, like, new life for herself.
21:08It shows, like, you can be whoever you desire to be.
21:12I don't think anyone should go through what she had to go through as a little kid.
21:16It's something like to know what she got to live with.
21:17She's going to have haters, and they don't know what she went through.
21:22And her sharing, her story is what it's all about.
21:27What a picture, Sam!
21:28Look so cute on the couch.
21:29Thank you!
21:31Oh, thank you!
21:33I feel like she's really been trying to find her true self,
21:35and I think that's what we all try to do for ourselves as well.
21:39How do you feel?
21:44Oh!
21:45I'm so good!
21:46You did great!
21:47Wow!
21:48That, you did, you know, that, truly, truly, you did so good.
21:57I need some water!
21:59Yeah, yeah.
22:00I think it was amazing to just see all the love in the room, you know,
22:03and people were chanting your name and cheering your every sentence,
22:06and, you know, that's, like, it just felt real, you know?
22:10This is the real life.
22:11This is the real world that we live in.
22:12So it was just nice to see everyone show her so much love and support,
22:16which is what we generally run into in the real world, you know?
22:20And so it's just great to see that on a massive, in a massive form.
22:24It's nice to see what is real.
22:26It's like drop the curtain and see, you know,
22:28pass all of the user 72781 and then actually see real faces.
22:35So, and see what those people think versus just a nameless or faceless picture.
22:41If they see you as something positive and you're,
22:44it kind of takes you out of body and you're seeing yourself in a new light.
22:48What does it feel when you hear people applaud
22:51to something that you say genuinely from your heart?
22:54Well, maybe I said something good.
22:56So, maybe, maybe I did right for once.
23:00I am very appalled and surprised and angry
23:08that Gypsy Rose was at the University of San Francisco yesterday.
23:14Thank you so much.
23:17What do you like about being in the spotlight?
23:23What is Gypsy going to advocate for?
23:27What do you like about being in the spotlight?
23:47I don't.
23:50This morning, I went into reading some comments
23:53about my talk at San Francisco State University
23:56and I got a lot of backlash and a lot of hate.
24:00I'm confused by that.
24:02I thought that I was doing something good.
24:05Earlier in the year, I was just getting released.
24:08I was coming out of prison.
24:09I was getting acclimated to society.
24:12So, I mean, I felt at the time people expected so much of me.
24:17I do keep trying.
24:18If I get knocked back down, I keep getting back up.
24:23And so, I'm making baby steps
24:25while also prioritizing my own personal life.
24:29Let me see you.
24:30Wow, look at you.
24:32I've got two dresses.
24:33God, like, I've never actually seen, like...
24:37How pregnant I am?
24:38Yeah, because you're always wearing, like, tight shirts.
24:41I can see the TV now.
24:44It's so hard not to walk ahead of you.
24:46I know.
24:47Everybody talks about it.
24:51Let them talk.
25:05All right, well, cheers to L.A.
25:08Cheers to my grape juice.
25:18Oh, look at all the people.
25:21Yay, that's lovely.
25:23Hi.
25:24Did they say your name?
25:25I don't know.
25:26I think I heard them say gypsy.
25:35All right, I want to go in the cabin.
25:42Ow.
25:47They're staring at you.
25:51I think I heard them.
25:52Yeah, f***ing tight.
25:53I think I heard them.
26:02You doing okay?
26:03Mm-hmm.
26:03There are times that I do feel like a circus animal because of my past.
26:25It is heartbreaking at times because it's like I don't want to be treated any different.
26:33We have only been back together for six months.
26:43We're still learning a lot about each other.
27:00I can sense when her energy is off.
27:03It's hard to put into words.
27:04It's just like a feeling you get in your, you know, it's an energy that you can feel.
27:07Maybe she's going through a moment.
27:09I don't know.
27:10There are certain times that I just don't want to be recognized.
27:15Like, I just want to have a nice evening and not have to be Gypsy Rose Blanchard.
27:22Boba time.
27:23Yeah, you've never had a boba tea, I'm sure.
27:29I wonder if you'd like it.
27:30Oh, it's a thing?
27:31Like, tea with these little tapioca balls at the bottom.
27:32Uh-huh.
27:33Look.
27:34Like, the dog catching the frick.
27:35That'd be actually a lot of fun with Parker.
27:36I know.
27:37I know.
27:38Boba time?
27:45Yeah, you've never had a boba tea, I'm sure.
27:49I wonder if you'd like it.
27:49Oh, it's a thing?
27:51Yeah, so it's like tea with these little tapioca balls at the bottom.
27:56Uh-huh.
27:56Look, the dog catching the fricking.
27:59That'd be actually a lot of fun with Parker.
28:00I know.
28:06I'm going to mix the cards.
28:07What I want you to do is kind of clear out your mind a little bit.
28:11And subject or go with the flow, whatever I see tell you.
28:15So this is a combined reading, so it's a lover's reading.
28:23Energy, why, says the lover's card is there.
28:26Energy says growth around family.
28:30You guys could both use a little patience at time.
28:33How's your patience?
28:35It's getting better.
28:37I'm pregnant, so my patience is very short.
28:41It's very short.
28:42And that's what says growth and family celebrations.
28:45With the prank, see, energy says good.
28:48It just says towards the end, resting, legs up, resting, drinking some water.
28:53But energy says healthy.
28:55It feels like energy-wise, the universe brought both of you together for a purpose and a reason.
29:01A strong connection, soul connection there.
29:04A past-life connection between both of yous.
29:07And it feels like this is why the connection was so strong.
29:10Just in the beginning of meeting each other, you're a very private person when it comes down to a lot of things.
29:16Or emotionally, you hide a lot.
29:18And you don't like to share, but it says when meeting him, he was very open and honest.
29:24And energy-wise, it was something different than what you experienced with anyone else in the past.
29:29So it says a break.
29:31Were you guys on a break before?
29:33Yes.
29:34That's so interesting.
29:35It says there was a break.
29:36Five years.
29:38It says the universe brought you guys a full circle right back around together.
29:42That's crazy.
29:42It says energy-wise, this year just says a lot of transition, growth, change, and a move.
29:48Did you just move or plan it?
29:50This is crazy.
29:52It's kind of creepy.
29:53I just moved to Louisiana a few months ago.
29:56And it says that was a good move.
29:58It says energy-wise, it says good transition for work and personal.
30:02It says you try to stay away from drama.
30:04Both of you stay away from drama, but drama tends to follow you everywhere you go.
30:07So true.
30:08It says energy-wise, it's hard for you to trust people, and it's hard to let new people in.
30:13You're not the same person who you was in the past.
30:16And it says you have to become strong for yourself, and you have to start trusting the people that you are around for love.
30:22And it says energy, the universe is giving back to you.
30:25Happiness, love, success.
30:27Energy says meant to be helping a lot more people, touching a lot more people, giving light to others through your journey.
30:35And it says that you had a difficult journey getting care, but it says you're in the right place to where you need to be at now.
30:41But it says don't let other people's judgment affect you, because you're going to help a lot more people than the people that's judging you.
30:47Does that make sense?
30:48That makes sense.
30:48Does that make sense?
30:49Amazing.
30:50It's pretty good.
30:53Very accurate.
30:54Sometimes you put a smile on your face, but you could break down behind doors.
30:57But it says there's meant to be happiness coming back in play.
31:00Energy just says don't feel guilty when you're finally starting to enjoy life, when you're finally starting to grow or having happiness around you.
31:07Don't feel guilty.
31:09But it says energy says you're going to be in a good place for you.
31:13Also, it says that you have strong spirit that watches over you.
31:21It says you have three strong spirit guides that's watching over you.
31:33Energy says that you have strong spirit that watches over you.
31:36It says you have three strong spirit guides that's watching over you.
31:39I feel like a grandmother that's watching over you I was close with my grandmother on my mom's
31:45side that's what's showing me and says that they're watching over you and they're proud of you
31:48and feel like energy wise they want to see you happy and they don't want you to feel sad or
31:55sorrows anymore it says looking forward to the future don't do well on the past but looking
32:03forward to the future for both of you it says the universe is making things right that says
32:08being rewarded for your past efforts no that was very that was amazing like that was very spot-on
32:15yeah definitely hit yeah hit really good I really appreciate the reading thank you so much thank you
32:23that reading was actually really like spot-on I was really surprised because I'm a skeptic
32:36I don't believe in any of that stuff so you know having our reading and talking about like the
32:44separation that we went through I was partly nervous that it would be like a negative reading or there
32:49would be something like I didn't want to hear or something but it was a pretty positive reading
32:52so like made me less of a skeptic now the reading was incredible I was definitely blown away at times
33:00seeing some of the details that she knew about our life you know at the end of the day we really do
33:05get each other and I do understand what riles up her emotions sometimes and same with her to me
33:11we have a mutual respect and love for each other we can figure these things out
33:15all right
33:18we are in a very unique situation where we are reconnecting plus we're in the public eye
33:32so I mean it there's a lot of things that are hardships on us right now so we're gonna have
33:37to kind of work through that
33:55wait so how was how was your trip it was nice um the speech went really well is that what you went
34:01there for yeah that's what I went there for so um the speech itself was in front of an auditorium of
34:10students and what it is it's a program that essentially helps like formerly incarcerated
34:15individuals uh get a college degree so they asked me some questions I answered honestly I was talking
34:22about like you know when I got my JD in prison and how much that meant to me um some things that I
34:28felt could change in the prison system things like that I felt really confident in that space
34:34until I went on social media why just like I had seen maybe like a couple of students
34:43that were there and they were so like nice in person didn't seem genuine no they seem genuine in real life
34:52and then I found like I was scrolling and they had posted videos from the speech and they were just
35:00like talking and it hurt me and I like cried my eyes out that night because it's just kind of like
35:07you know like dang I put myself out there it's gonna happen every time I've seen a lot of positive stuff
35:15yeah I've seen a lot of positive things um it popped up on my for you page and I was like oh
35:21what is this and I read in the comments and they were good yeah I got so much backlash over like what I wore
35:26some people were very like I hate that and some people were like I love that really yeah well don't mind
35:34hate like isn't gonna stop it's not gonna go away um but yeah that is upsetting it's like she was very proud of
35:41that moment and then she looks and she just gets let down which that sucks and I hate that for her
35:47I just turned off all comments now because I'm like sure it's good for engagement or whatever but
35:52at the same time like I feel like if you're gonna talk smack do it on your own profile not mine they
35:57just want drama yeah I want drama and drama doesn't exist so they have to like create in their own heads
36:03that's just what it is I just haters online so
36:06my dad and Christy are visiting Christy's dad in Texas so they're out of the state right now
36:30last night I had uh called Ken and I let him know that a friend of mine let me know that one of
36:38the hater content creators that's on TikTok um was driving up and down my street on a live stream
36:48and she was showing the house hoping that me Ken Christy dad would come out and she would see us or
36:56whatever and that just made me very uncomfortable like I was not even like aware like I was in my
37:02room I was nesting putting things together for the you know my room slash nursery and so it was
37:08really like surprising to me because I'm like what happens if I would have been outside like
37:12and I'm like alone I don't know like martial arts or anything to like protect myself so I'm completely
37:20defenseless alone so I don't feel in danger but I don't feel safe either
37:25hey hey um well hey listen so do you actually want me to come get you today because I can
37:46uh yeah I'll just come at like four you feeling okay you feeling safe
37:52oh gosh okay yeah I'll come get you in a couple hours okay I love you love you too okay bye I hate
38:05it when she's at home and her parents aren't and she's just by herself and a lot of people on the
38:10internet they know her address it's like almost public information and you just never know like
38:15how unhinged people are gonna be one of her TikTok haters like that lives nearby literally drove to
38:23her house and like streamed it filmed her exterior of her house like just
38:29I don't know much about her she's built a profile and an account on being a hater for gypsy
38:39posting all kinds of negative false bull rumors every day and just obsessive she's she's six months
38:47pregnant she's carrying our child she's by herself in the middle of nowhere in this house that
38:51everyone knows where it is and you know people are crazy
38:55you know I already feel uncomfortable kind of like sleeping here and like living here because
39:05the address is online but I never thought that I had a reason to you know worry or anything so last
39:14night like the wind was kicking really hard so any rustle of the bushes or anything I just was like
39:21wide awake I told her to make a police report she said no I'm not gonna do that either like I'm gonna
39:26just set the alarm and I'll be okay and I said all right but then after hearing that she couldn't
39:30sleep that she was so stressed out now that makes me just okay look just let me come get you
39:33it's stress in my chest that I'm feeling right now like
39:36hey would you be opposed to me just coming to