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00:00A few days later
00:01The next day
00:04The next day, she had to go to the hospital
00:09I've lost a lot of hair
00:13Oh
00:14Yeah
00:21There's a lot of white hair on my lungs
00:28It's cold
00:29Now
00:31I wonder how many times she's reset her life
00:35Take it off, take it off
00:36Take it off until you go to the hospital
00:54How are you feeling?
00:55The lungs are...
00:57Yeah, it's in a state where the immune system is a little weak
01:01But the lungs are normal
01:03It's just that I can't breathe
01:07Manami Hoshi, 57 years old
01:11The oldest active stripper in Japan
01:14She was fighting against the side effects of antibiotics
01:19It's completely gone
01:21Yeah, it's like this
01:24Even if I touch it a little, my scalp hurts
01:28I can't use the brush
01:30Oh, it hurts?
01:31Yeah, it hurts so much that it jumps up
01:35So I think I have to come before that
01:38Hasn't that passed yet?
01:40Yeah, since the 23rd
01:42Is that when it starts to hurt?
01:44Yeah, like...
01:47About half a year ago, Manami found cancer in her right lung
01:52She was undergoing a major surgery to remove a part of it
01:57After the surgery, she was treated with antibiotics
02:00Manami's hair also fell off mercilessly
02:07But really...
02:09I'm glad I cut it
02:11Maybe the volume came out
02:13Yeah, that's right
02:14I'm glad
02:15If it's like this, you don't have to wear a hat
02:17I don't know at all
02:19Look
02:21It's okay
02:22It's okay, right?
02:23Yes
02:26Manami will be turning 20 in two years
02:29The stage is so energetic that you can't feel the age
02:34Not only men are being shown her dance
02:43She also grasps the hearts of women
02:46The stripper who attracted many female fans to the theater
02:50That was Manami Hoshi
02:53Rather than as a woman
02:55I think it's more correct to say as a dancer
03:00It's amazing, how do you say it?
03:02There's a part where I'm an entertainer
03:04There's a part where I'm a woman
03:07I'll go after all
03:09And it's a personality, after all
03:11That's where it is
03:13The last time I was on this show
03:16I was interviewed
03:19Right after that
03:21I was diagnosed with cancer
03:23When I was in the hospital
03:26When I was in surgery
03:28They gave me messages
03:31They supported me a lot
03:38Manami, who supported female fans fighting cancer
03:41She's in the same position now
03:44It all started two years ago
03:50She remembers the discomfort of her body
03:53When she was examined
03:57There's a tumor here
04:00There are three lungs
04:03I'm going to remove this one
04:08It's pretty big
04:13There's a possibility that there's cancer in the lower right lung
04:17She was diagnosed with cancer
04:19And had surgery
04:23A major surgery that took eight hours
04:26What was waiting for her was
04:28Painful oral cancer treatment
04:32I can't say anything
04:35I don't know how to say it
04:37It's a lightness
04:39It suddenly gets hot
04:44It's hard to breathe
04:48I wonder what's going on
04:50It's just a little walk
04:53It feels like it's started again
04:58There's no skin here
05:02The hot water is jumping up
05:05It hurts
05:07It always hurts
05:11I'm home
05:13After the oral cancer treatment
05:15She goes home to her mother
05:18Thank you
05:22Manami lives with her 82-year-old mother
05:27I have to wash all of this
05:33I'll go over there
05:38It's been about six months
05:40Since Manami has been suffering from
05:42Painful oral cancer treatment
05:45Her mother has been taking care of her
05:48So that she doesn't get hurt
05:52Manami's room is on the second floor of her house
05:59This is a room for her treatment
06:03It's also a room where she can
06:05Think about her life
06:09Manami's room
06:17The hair is still there
06:20The hair is still there?
06:22Yes
06:23Where?
06:25Here?
06:28I see
06:37This is a hair roll
06:39A hair roll?
06:40Yes
06:42This is a hot water bottle
06:44I see
06:46The best way to cool it down
06:48Is to make the cancer happy
06:50I'm home
06:56I'm done for today
06:58The oral cancer treatment
07:04She has been forced to live
07:07With the harsh reality of life
07:12Manami was a middle school student
07:15Her life was rough
07:18She was tricked into being a model
07:23She got married when she was 19
07:25She had cancer
07:27She got a divorce when she was 21
07:30She became an actress
07:32And then she became a stripper
07:35When she was 23
07:39She was deceived by people she trusted
07:42And she was in debt
07:49She became an actress again
07:54She couldn't give up
07:57When she was 37
07:59She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer
08:02She was operated on
08:04And then she worked as a hotel maid
08:08She had a long life
08:10She came back to the strip scene
08:13When she was 45
08:19She has been a stripper
08:21For 12 years
08:23Even when she was 57
08:25Her body was still the same
08:28And she was in her prime
08:30She was good at bridging
08:33The biggest show
08:36How long can she do this?
08:42Her mother came with her
08:45She has been watching her daughter
08:48For 11 years
08:5111 years ago
08:53When she was 71
08:55Her father passed away
08:57And her life was rough
09:01I don't know why my family is like this
09:05I think about it all year long
09:08By myself
09:10I don't tell my daughter
09:13I don't know
09:15The operation started
09:17When she had ovarian cancer
09:21I don't know what to do
09:24I'm really having a hard time
09:30As a mother
09:34I want her to be healthy
09:37She's only 60
09:39She's still young
09:41But it must be hard for her
09:45She's 60
09:47She should quit
09:49She has a lot of work
09:51She can do anything
09:55Actually, she was thinking
09:57About quitting the operation
09:59Three times
10:01But
10:03This is the result of the operation
10:08It was going down
10:10Until January
10:12February
10:14March
10:18And in April
10:23Her hair has come out
10:30This side, too
10:33A lot
10:35It came out
10:37The hairdresser
10:39Tried to hide it
10:41With her hair
10:43But she couldn't hide it
10:45For a long time
10:52The more she uses medicine
10:54And the more she resists
10:56Her feelings and body become weak
10:59Ms. Manami
11:01Was 58 years old
11:03Rather than losing my strength
11:05And continue the treatment
11:07With the ovarian cancer
11:09I decided to quit
11:11And put my life
11:13Into the stage
11:15Until the rest of my life
11:17I realized
11:19That this is
11:21What I have to do
11:23I realized
11:25That this is
11:28What I have to do
11:30And the stage
11:32Is what I have to do
11:34And the treatment
11:36Is not what I have to do
11:38Two years
11:40Is not a long time
11:42So I decided to quit
11:44And put my life
11:46Into the stage
11:48For two years
11:50Until the end
11:52That's what I decided
11:58It was a big decision
12:00To quit the treatment
12:02For ovarian cancer
12:04The balance
12:06Doesn't go back
12:08It's wobbly
12:10This side is totally fine
12:17The spastic doesn't go up
12:19So here
12:21It's always here
12:23So this is how it goes up
12:25Yeah
12:27I can't do it
12:29Without your support
12:33The window frame
12:35Of my house
12:37Is supported
12:41I can't see
12:46It hurts
12:48As I thought
12:50Where does it hurt?
12:52Here in the hip joint
12:55It must have gotten stiff
13:01It's coughing
13:08It's coughing
13:11Are you okay?
13:16Is it okay to exercise?
13:18It's okay
13:20Because I'm going on stage
13:23You can't ask me that
13:25It's okay
13:27Because I'm going on stage
13:37Her strong desire
13:39To go on stage
13:41Was supported
13:43By her fans
13:46Manami's fans
13:48Call themselves Hoshigumi
13:50Are coming to support her
13:52From all over the country
13:54I'm Shiga
13:56From Shiga prefecture
13:58I'm Hikone
14:00Where are you from?
14:02I'm from Ishinomya, Aichi prefecture
14:08I'm basically from all over the country
14:10I'm just coming from Mitaya
14:12I'm not from here
14:15I'm just coming to see her
14:17To see her?
14:19I don't feel like a guest
14:21I'm just coming to support her
14:23That's why I'm here
14:25It's a kind of illness
14:29One of the members of Hoshigumi
14:31Su-san
14:33Although he's a Makigan
14:35He went to see Manami
14:37From Nagasaki
14:39It hurts
14:41My back and my chest
14:43It hurts
14:45My skin hurts a lot
14:52Su-san and Manami met
14:5411 years ago
14:56After leaving the police station
14:58They met Manami
15:00And continued to support her
15:04Su-san's handwriting
15:06Resonating in the castle
15:08Always reached Manami's heart
15:11Thank you!
15:13Thank you for your birthday!
15:15Thank you for coming!
15:17I'm sorry!
15:19Su-san!
15:21Thank you!
15:23It was a great birthday!
15:25Thank you!
15:29Su-san, bye bye!
15:33August 2022
15:35Su-san left
15:41One month left
15:43Until the 58th birthday event
15:45Manami-san
15:47Started to move
15:53Meeting Mi-chan
15:55Who has been making costumes
15:57For the stage for many years
15:59Mi-chan!
16:01Finally, the costume meeting
16:04I'm totally fine
16:06I'm totally fine
16:08My body is very relaxed
16:10This part is a little...
16:12Why?
16:14My chest hurts
16:18I thought it would be okay
16:20If I did it once
16:22Once?
16:24My shoulders will go up
16:26So it's totally fine
16:28Lower it to the back
16:30And this part
16:32I'll clean it
16:34I said I wanted sleeves
16:36But I can't put them on
16:38Here
16:40I see
16:42Because I lost weight
16:44Because I'm thin
16:46I got a lot of volume
16:50The back is really...
16:52This is a little...
16:54The shoulder blades
16:56The bones are hidden
16:58The bones are hidden
17:00Right, Mi-chan?
17:04Did you all remake it?
17:06Yes
17:08This was also planned to be released in the summer
17:10Mugiwara hat set
17:16The rhinestone was good
17:18One by one
17:20There are more than 1,000 of them
17:22That's amazing
17:24Did you make all of them?
17:26That's amazing
17:28That's amazing
17:30This glitter
17:32Everyone's eyes are on this
17:34Mi-chan
17:36Not me, everyone's eyes are on this
17:38If it's not glittery
17:40You'll say boo-boo
17:42That's right
17:44A dancing girl's life is glittery
17:46I'm looking forward to it
17:48This is
17:50I feel like I've been on stage long enough
17:56The costumes are decided
17:58It's time for the actual rehearsal
18:00But there is only one month left
18:02before the actual stage
18:06I'm worried about how much my condition will recover
18:08I'm worried about how much my condition will recover
18:14From the set to the equipment
18:16I have to prepare everything myself
18:18It's tough
18:20It's tough
18:22But
18:24But
18:26I thought I'd be on stage again
18:28I thought I'd be on stage again
18:30But I'm so happy
18:34I got a chance to live
18:36I got a chance to live
18:38I hope I can
18:40I hope I can
18:42come up with a good idea
18:44come up with a good idea
18:46I had a lung operation
18:48So I thought I couldn't wear a kimono
18:50So I thought I couldn't wear a kimono
18:52But I'm finally able to move
18:54But I'm finally able to move
18:56Maybe
18:58Maybe
19:00Maybe I can wear a kimono
19:02Maybe I can wear a kimono
19:04The most difficult part is
19:06The most difficult part is
19:08The most difficult part is
19:10The most difficult part is
19:12the hip joint
19:14the hip joint
19:18It's heavy
19:20It's heavy
19:22Maybe I should stop
19:24Maybe I should stop
19:28I know this won't work
19:30I know this won't work
19:32I want to give it my all
19:34I want to give it my all
19:41The person who was supposed to be on stage
19:43The person who was supposed to be on stage
19:45The person who was supposed to be on stage
19:47She took a step forward
19:49She took a step forward
19:51The young girl still doesn't feel confident
19:53Training.
20:01She is exhausted from all the training she has done.
20:07But she is still trying her best.
20:18I'm exhausted.
20:20I'm exhausted.
20:28Are you tired today?
20:30Yes.
20:32What happened?
20:35I'm tired.
20:41I'm very grateful for his help.
20:46The sad fact is that he passed away yesterday.
21:04The police contacted me.
21:10I was the last one to talk to the police.
21:18So the police contacted me.
21:24They said they were at the scene of his death.
21:34April 17th.
21:37Manami's old fan passed away.
21:42She was very lonely.
21:45He didn't wait for me at the end of the night.
21:51Even though I met him.
21:55Another important fan passed away following Su-san.
22:02She wanted to see him again.
22:07Her regret made her sad.
22:18But she can't lose.
22:22She has to dance at the birthday event in a month.
22:28She can't give up.
22:32She can't give up.
22:36She has to give it all she got.
22:41She has to smile.
22:45She has to smile.
22:48She has to smile.
22:52She has to smile.
22:56She has to smile.
22:58The practice of calculating the time for changing costumes as it is in the actual performance.
23:06Choreography and directing are all done by myself.
23:10The job of stripper is not only about physical strength, but also about all the elements as an entertainer.
23:20Manami has been doing it steadily.
23:25Even if the cancer stands in her way, she will overcome it.
23:32She will go to the stage of the birthday event at the age of 58.
23:37May 25, 2024
23:51May 25, 2024
23:55The day of Manami's birthday event.
23:59There are flowers of congratulations with a message to take care of her health.
24:12And in the same dressing room, there was a figure of her junior, Ruri-chan.
24:20Long time no see, Ruri-chan.
24:24Ruri-chan, how are you doing?
24:26As usual.
24:28What did you say?
24:30As usual, I can't stop talking to you.
24:33That's right.
24:35I can't forget the stage.
24:40I have to go to the stage of the birthday event.
24:45I have to take care of my hair.
24:54Ruri-san has been in the world of strippers for 10 years.
24:58She has grown up to be a top-class dancer with her popularity and ability.
25:04Manami has been watching her.
25:12She has an aura.
25:17It's impossible to replace Ruri-chan in her 20s.
25:23It was very dark for me.
25:27That's right.
25:29Loneliness.
25:31Ruri-chan likes to change the power of brightness into a positive feeling of happiness.
25:38I'm learning that, too.
25:42Minus aura is no good.
25:45Manami is inseparable from her juniors.
25:49She doesn't forget to take care of the young dancers.
25:53She asks the people in the star club to buy something and gives it to them.
25:58It's hard to order according to each person's taste.
26:03Who is this?
26:11My hip joint hurts.
26:14It hurts today.
26:19Are you okay?
26:20It hurts today.
26:24I'll take care of it later.
26:26I'm going to the bathroom.
26:28What is it?
26:31What else?
26:33What was it?
26:35I'll do it on my own.
26:48Ayumi-chan.
26:50I'm sorry.
26:53What was it?
26:55Which one is yours?
27:00This is Cocoa.
27:02This one.
27:03Nobara-chan doesn't have it.
27:05I think this is Nobara-chan's.
27:07That's right.
27:08Tea Latte.
27:09I don't have yours. Wait a minute. I'm going to buy it now.
27:13Tea Latte.
27:15Tea Latte is Ayumi's.
27:19I think that's enough.
27:22Ayumi-chan.
27:24Ayumi-chan, what was it?
27:26The one you drank on the first day.
27:28Coffee Latte.
27:30Ice Coffee Latte.
27:33Matcha is not ice.
27:36It's actually hot.
27:39I can't help it.
27:41I'll take this one.
27:45You can drink it.
27:49Ice.
27:53Hot was matcha.
27:55Can I have it?
27:57Of course.
27:59Can I have this?
28:00Of course.
28:04Please take two.
28:06Like this.
28:08Thank you for the cute plates.
28:11It's a great morning.
28:14I'll have a Pinot Double Double.
28:19Momoka-san's third week of her debut.
28:22Up until this point, there were mountains and valleys.
28:27Are you from Jochi University?
28:29Yes, I'm from Jochi.
28:31What would you do if your mom or dad didn't tell you?
28:35My mom and dad
28:38evaporated.
28:46Both of them?
28:47Maybe they went back to the stars.
28:50When did they evaporate?
28:53How long has it been?
28:55It's been about 10 years.
28:57After Momoka-chan graduated?
28:59That's right.
29:00But my brother was still in college.
29:03So it was hard to pay for his tuition.
29:09In the stripper's dressing room,
29:11various dramas are being made.
29:16Ayame-san, who lives in the theater.
29:20I woke up once in the morning.
29:23I had a stomachache.
29:26So I went to sleep.
29:28I thought I had to take some medicine.
29:32So I took some medicine.
29:40Why did you want to become a stripper?
29:43A friend of mine was doing it.
29:46So I thought I'd give it a try.
29:50My mom and dad
29:52told me to quit while crying.
29:57I've never done anything like this in my life.
30:04But I cried and said,
30:06I'm going to do it.
30:09I have a younger brother.
30:11He persuaded me.
30:16He said,
30:17I'm not the stripper I used to be.
30:22He said,
30:23I'm more of a cultured stripper.
30:27That's what he said.
30:30And the next day,
30:32No Fiction was broadcast.
30:35In my neighborhood.
30:38I saw Manami-san and Manami-san's mother.
30:45I was like,
30:46What?
30:47I was like,
30:48Ah.
30:51I felt like something was going on.
30:55That's when I changed my mind.
31:00I said I'd like to see Manami-san's performance someday.
31:04Your mom?
31:06I don't have the courage to come to the theater yet,
31:09but I'd like to see my performance someday.
31:12That's amazing.
31:16Ayame-san asked Manami-san for a lesson
31:20on how to make her body look beautiful.
31:29A pose that mimics the Shachi walk.
31:32Shachi.
31:36Try it in front of the mirror.
31:38Look at your face in front of the mirror.
31:41Isn't that ugly?
31:43Yes.
31:48You decide here and then go in, right?
31:51Yes.
31:53Shachi.
31:55Shachi.
31:56Shachi.
32:04That's it.
32:05Slowly, like this.
32:13Ayame-chan,
32:16you prepare this and go in like this, right?
32:20Yes.
32:21It's not a form.
32:22Yes.
32:23What I'm trying to say is that I want the newcomer to be fresh.
32:28Yes.
32:29If Ayame-chan does it in a powerful way,
32:32even though it's not perfect,
32:36you can see the roughness,
32:40the personality,
32:42and the toughness.
32:43Yes.
32:44The way you pose is different for people in their 20s and 30s.
32:54I'm 58 years old,
32:58so if I do something like this,
33:02people will think I'm messing around,
33:05and they'll look down on me.
33:08I have to go in like this.
33:12Yes.
33:14So if you remember one thing,
33:17Yes.
33:20when you pose beautifully,
33:23your legs...
33:28They don't go up at all.
33:30They don't go up?
33:32No, they don't.
33:33You put all your weight on this side, right?
33:35Yes.
33:36All of it.
33:37Yes.
33:38So it's a lot of pressure on one leg.
33:41Yes.
33:45This knee...
33:46Yes.
33:47can't go up.
33:54Can I do it with the other leg?
33:56Of course.
34:01Yes.
34:02It's hard.
34:03It's hard, isn't it?
34:04I'm sorry it's hard to watch.
34:08The strip jumps in with her legs crossed.
34:11It's a world where you can only live
34:14if you work hard every day.
34:16In addition, a harsh reality
34:18called the phenomenon of the theater
34:20is being pushed on us.
34:23How many years will we be able to continue?
34:28Rumor has it that it won't be 5 years.
34:31Really?
34:32Yes.
34:33I wonder if I'll be able to do it
34:35until my nose opens.
34:37I wonder if I'll be able to dance.
34:39I wonder if I'll be able to dance.
34:41I wonder how I'll be able to
34:43connect to work.
34:45Right?
34:46But if this disappears,
34:48I probably won't be able to do it.
34:50What do you want me to eat?
34:52I want to go to a convenience store
34:54or a hotel.
34:55I want to go back to my old job.
34:57I want to go back to my old job.
34:59But I won't go back to my old job.
35:01I see.
35:02I've been a customer here
35:04for about 10 years
35:06since I became a member of society.
35:09A while ago,
35:10I received a lot of suits
35:12from apparel stores.
35:15I see.
35:16I see.
35:17I want more people to know
35:19and see strip dancing
35:21because I believe
35:23strip dancing is amazing.
35:25I want more people to know
35:27and see strip dancing.
35:29I feel like I'm alive.
35:31I feel like I'm doing my best.
35:34I feel like I'm doing my best.
35:36I feel like I'm doing my best.
35:40Many younger girls are surrounded by strippers
35:43and Manami's birthday event is about to begin.
35:48On this day,
35:49an unexpected person showed up at the theater.
35:54I heard Su-san's laughter.
35:56Su-san's laughter?
35:57No, Su-san's sister's.
35:58Oh, her sister.
35:59Her sister.
36:00Her sister's voice?
36:01It sounded like her voice.
36:04Su-san's sister came to the theater.
36:17Su-san's sister came to the theater.
36:22Su-san's sister came to the theater.
36:24Her face looks like her.
36:26She looks like her when she takes off her mask.
36:28It's like Su-san wearing a girl's wig.
36:33What?
36:34Then it's Su-san.
36:35Yes, it's really Su-san.
36:37I think they're really siblings.
36:41In August 2022,
36:43Su-san, a member of Hoshigumi,
36:45left Japan due to cancer.
36:47She hid it from her family
36:49and continued to support Manami.
36:52I received a letter from Su-san's sister.
36:57Really?
36:58Yes.
37:02Here it is.
37:04I didn't know what kind of life my brother was leading.
37:09When I looked into his room after he died,
37:11I found out that he was addicted to strip clubs.
37:14I was very shocked.
37:18I knew right away that Manami Hoshima was his favorite.
37:24I found a DVD of the movie
37:26and decided to watch it together.
37:33I wanted to know why my brother was so addicted.
37:39But at the end,
37:40Hoshigumi and Manami said,
37:44even though you have a bad hip joint,
37:46please take care of your health.
37:50I think they were very kind to me.
37:56They accepted me.
38:03I'm glad I continued this job.
38:07That's what I thought again.
38:11I'm so excited
38:15that this day will come.
38:19I'm looking forward to the next three years.
38:24Thank you very much.
38:35This is the stage of 58-year-old Manami Hoshima.
38:46Manami Hoshima
39:02I am grateful to many people who have supported me so far.
39:08And I want to give a new life to myself
39:12I want to dance the best to give a new life.
39:24Manami Hoshima finished the stage
39:27and sent his sister to the station.
39:32This is a gift from my sister.
39:35Oh, I see.
39:37My sister said,
39:39I came here with my brother.
39:41Oh, I see.
39:43Su-san doesn't have a picture.
39:45There is only one picture we took together.
39:50Su-san in his true form.
39:54Right, Su-san?
39:55It's been a long time since I saw your face.
39:57Me too.
40:02You've been wearing a mask all the time.
40:04Yes, that's right.
40:06Su-san's face.
40:10I took it off when I was 15.
40:15I took it off until I was hospitalized.
40:20That's how I decided.
40:23Even when I was in the hospital, I was naked.
40:28I wonder if it's okay to live like that.
40:33Manami Hoshima started running again at the age of 58.
40:38It seemed like he was going to give it his all again.
40:57Manami Hoshima seemed to have lost his way on the street.
41:02However, his body moved more than expected at the 58-year-old's birthday event,
41:09which he challenged with all his might after he stopped using anti-cancer drugs.
41:24Manami's stage is illuminated by the enthusiasm of the fans.
41:32Manami Hoshima's performance was a huge success.
41:43When I look at Manami's stage, I feel like I'm alive.
41:47I'm glad I could come here.
41:50The dance was great, but Manami's aura as a human being was amazing.
41:58I got a lot of emotions from her facial expressions.
42:05I'm so happy to be able to celebrate her birthday.
42:12I'm glad you came to the party.
42:18When she started dancing, I could see that she was getting better.
42:25I'm sure the stage is her lifeblood.
42:33I want you to do it the way you want.
42:35Do I hold the handle?
42:37That's all I remember at first.
42:39But I'm happy with the background.
42:42It's old-fashioned.
42:44It's old-fashioned in a good way.
42:46I'm wearing heels.
42:48The helmet looks old-fashioned.
42:50Do you know what I mean?
42:52You look like you're dressed up for a commercial.
42:58On the birthday stage, the beauty sisters, a duo with Ruri, came back after a long time.
43:05The theater was filled with people.
43:08The fans were relieved to see Manami in good health.
43:13Manami's birthday party
43:17Happy birthday, Manami!
43:32If I could stand on the stage again, I would do it again.
43:41I got another life, so I don't think I'm happy.
43:47I think my life is full of pain.
43:50But I'm happy.
43:53I'm happy now.
43:56Manami's birthday party
44:07It's been about a month since the birthday event, which was full of hope.
44:13I'm 39 kg again.
44:15I'm worried about cancer.
44:18I'm losing weight.
44:21I think I'm the same as before.
44:25I'm a little depressed now.
44:28The lymph nodes at the base of the left foot are swollen.
44:39I've never made anything like this before.
44:42Ambulance box?
44:45What's going on?
44:47Manami decided to continue dancing until her cancer was cured.
44:52Once again, the shadow of the disease...