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00:00:00I used to know someone who was wrong.
00:00:03He said, he said, you know, we were fighting in the car.
00:00:08If it's true, this money is not for any man.
00:00:10You punched me in the face.
00:00:12Oh my God, you trampled my dignity.
00:00:14I punched him in the face there.
00:00:15Faiz.
00:00:16I punched him in the face there.
00:00:18I said, if you punch me back, you stop.
00:00:22I thought I was driving my car.
00:00:23This is on the highway, you know.
00:00:24At that time, I wanted to go back to KL from Melaka.
00:00:27You stop, you go back on foot.
00:00:28I didn't care.
00:00:29If I wanted to go back, I went back.
00:00:31He was quiet.
00:00:32Suddenly, he punched me in the face in the car.
00:00:34I was shocked.
00:00:36From then on, it was okay.
00:00:37He was a nice person.
00:00:39Not long after that, I left him.
00:00:41That's how it was.
00:00:42From then on, I learned a lot.
00:00:44So, when we know the wrong person,
00:00:48actually, he will have an impact on us.
00:00:52He will have a very bad impact on us.
00:00:55So, choose the right person, God willing.
00:00:59The Most Beautiful Moment in Life
00:01:02Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
00:01:04You are back, my husband, Sudirman Mattaya
00:01:06in the podcast, Konfession of Bilgelap.
00:01:08Our studio is fragrant today.
00:01:11We are visited by a long-time singer
00:01:15who was in the latest Gagabaganza program.
00:01:18But her fortune was cut off on the eighth week.
00:01:22Although at first we read and listened,
00:01:25she was the first person to be cut off.
00:01:27True.
00:01:28But her fortune was cut off.
00:01:29This is Aurora Salwa.
00:01:31Assalamualaikum.
00:01:32We used to call her Kakak Polis.
00:01:34When I first met her,
00:01:35in the entertainment media in 2008-2009,
00:01:38she was called Kakak Polis.
00:01:40Yes, she used to be called Kakak Polis.
00:01:41Now, she is called Kakak Seudas.
00:01:45Aurora Salwa.
00:01:47I'm nervous.
00:01:52First, congratulations.
00:01:54Congratulations.
00:01:56You were successful until the eighth week.
00:02:00Who would have thought,
00:02:01you stopped singing for several years.
00:02:04You came back.
00:02:05A Malaysian said about Aurora Salwa.
00:02:07True.
00:02:08Actually,
00:02:10when I first got an offer from Gagabaganza
00:02:14in 2022.
00:02:16At that time, I couldn't accept it anymore.
00:02:19Because at that time, we were still training
00:02:21in the airline.
00:02:23Then, I told them,
00:02:25if my fortune is still good,
00:02:27she will come back.
00:02:28So, she came back in 2024.
00:02:31So, this is the time I said,
00:02:33we accept for the platform.
00:02:36So, I discussed with my friends,
00:02:39with my husband,
00:02:41my children.
00:02:42Everyone said,
00:02:43do you want to win?
00:02:45I said, your voice is not good.
00:02:47It's okay.
00:02:48So, my husband and my friends said,
00:02:50it's okay.
00:02:51Win or lose,
00:02:53don't focus on winning.
00:02:55Focus on your platform.
00:02:58Okay.
00:02:59Then, I thought again.
00:03:00Okay.
00:03:01Okay, I accept.
00:03:02That's what I accept.
00:03:04That's what Aurora Salwa has.
00:03:06Gagabaganza.
00:03:08Which brings a sense of self-awareness,
00:03:12people say.
00:03:13True.
00:03:14People say,
00:03:15one, self-awareness.
00:03:16Aware of space.
00:03:17Aware of where.
00:03:19Because of that,
00:03:20if you guys notice,
00:03:22from the first week,
00:03:24you don't have to ask,
00:03:25I already said, right?
00:03:27In the first week,
00:03:28I went out,
00:03:29not as a singer.
00:03:31True.
00:03:33We serve the loop there.
00:03:34Yes.
00:03:35That is an advantage,
00:03:38and maybe that is the strength I have there.
00:03:41We don't have strength in terms of vocals,
00:03:43we have strength in other aspects,
00:03:45we show it there.
00:03:46Yes.
00:03:47True.
00:03:48One thing I thought about,
00:03:50when I saw the first week,
00:03:52with all the postings made by Aurora Salwa,
00:03:56is,
00:03:57oh, they invest.
00:03:58Yes.
00:03:59From the first week,
00:04:00from week 8,
00:04:01your look,
00:04:02everything, right?
00:04:03Aurora,
00:04:04from your clothes,
00:04:05your makeup,
00:04:06your glam team,
00:04:08it's not ordinary, right?
00:04:10Yes, that's right.
00:04:11So, if I may say,
00:04:13so you have an allowance in JV,
00:04:15JV is only for your look.
00:04:17That's right.
00:04:18Actually, it's true.
00:04:19My allowance is only for my look.
00:04:22Because we want to sell that look.
00:04:25That's why people say,
00:04:27it's not that I'm rich,
00:04:29I'm not easy either.
00:04:32People just say,
00:04:33you can breathe.
00:04:36So, what I get,
00:04:38the allowance I get,
00:04:39I plan to invest for the look.
00:04:42The look is actually what we can bring to the fore.
00:04:47People will see it, right?
00:04:48Yes.
00:04:49Not many people see Aurora Salwa now.
00:04:52The beauty,
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:54Yes, how prepared she is.
00:04:55That's right.
00:04:56She's not like the old days,
00:04:58crying in the corner of the bed.
00:04:59So, they know.
00:05:03Right?
00:05:04That's how it is.
00:05:05There is no longer that, the old one.
00:05:06No more.
00:05:07Don't, don't come back to my life.
00:05:09Don't.
00:05:11But yes, when Aurora came back,
00:05:13I mean,
00:05:14she's been around for more than 10 years, right?
00:05:1615.
00:05:1715 years.
00:05:19Not on the radar of art,
00:05:21with only the song Ahmad,
00:05:23which people still remember until now.
00:05:26The song is still played on social media.
00:05:29Even at karaoke, people sing that song too.
00:05:32When you appear with a look,
00:05:35or a new brand of Aurora Salwa.
00:05:39That's right.
00:05:40Actually, when I go out,
00:05:43we focus on the brand.
00:05:45Self-branding.
00:05:47Actually, self-branding is the most important.
00:05:50Even though if we want to release a product,
00:05:52the branding is what we need to focus on.
00:05:55The product,
00:05:56when we have branded the product,
00:06:00automatically the product will be centered
00:06:02with itself.
00:06:03That's right.
00:06:04That's what I actually focus on.
00:06:06In GV,
00:06:08I don't care if people say,
00:06:09Aurora should come out anytime.
00:06:11Be patient.
00:06:12Give me some self-branding.
00:06:16Aurora, when people say you should come out
00:06:18from the first week,
00:06:19do you get affected by such comments?
00:06:22Okay, to be honest,
00:06:24I have an opinion.
00:06:26They don't know.
00:06:27They don't know me.
00:06:28I don't know them.
00:06:30They don't know our mission and vision.
00:06:33They can say anything.
00:06:35Who am I to stop their opinions?
00:06:39That's right.
00:06:40We can't shut all the mouths of people.
00:06:42So, whatever they want to say,
00:06:44we're like,
00:06:45Alhamdulillah, I'm not affected.
00:06:48Because we have a mission.
00:06:50We have a vision.
00:06:51So, we focus on that.
00:06:53Why did you ask that question?
00:06:56Because when people say you're not affected,
00:06:58that's right.
00:06:59Every comment,
00:07:00you will respond, right?
00:07:01That's right.
00:07:02So, when you see the posting,
00:07:03you respond.
00:07:04When people say,
00:07:05they must use the mark as.
00:07:06That's right.
00:07:07You need.
00:07:08Because you can entertain
00:07:10such questions.
00:07:11Yes.
00:07:12That's right.
00:07:13Why is it like this?
00:07:15What I realized
00:07:16when I reached the age of 40,
00:07:19we don't have to consider
00:07:22negative things as too sensitive.
00:07:25We have to be wise.
00:07:28Twist each situation.
00:07:30As an example, Sudir,
00:07:31I talked to you.
00:07:33I have a square face, right?
00:07:35Yes.
00:07:36People said,
00:07:37Aurora, your face is square like Adudu.
00:07:38Do you know what I replied?
00:07:39Don't you know Adudu is my cousin?
00:07:42Let's make it a joke.
00:07:44Adudu is my cousin.
00:07:45He's stubborn.
00:07:46I told him to take vitamin C.
00:07:47He didn't want it.
00:07:48That's green.
00:07:49I'm okay.
00:07:50Milk chocolate.
00:07:51Let's make it a joke.
00:07:52Yes.
00:07:53That's why sometimes people say,
00:07:54Aurora, are you a person who doesn't have feelings?
00:07:55I have feelings.
00:07:56I'm a human.
00:07:57Yes.
00:07:58Sometimes, Aurora,
00:07:59your beard is long like a witch.
00:08:01I'm a witch.
00:08:02I don't know.
00:08:03I'm a sweeper.
00:08:04I flew with an aircraft.
00:08:05That's why my beard is long.
00:08:06Let's consider it as a joke.
00:08:08Let's consider it as a joke.
00:08:09It's beautiful.
00:08:10It's nice.
00:08:11It's cuter.
00:08:12It's cuter.
00:08:13It's okay.
00:08:14That day,
00:08:15I went to...
00:08:17Where did I go?
00:08:18Tokyo?
00:08:19Osaka?
00:08:20I went to Osaka at that time.
00:08:22I went to Universal Studios.
00:08:24I think it was Universal Studios.
00:08:25I went to...
00:08:27What was it?
00:08:28The story about the sweeper.
00:08:30Harry Potter.
00:08:31Harry Potter.
00:08:32I went to the Harry Potter place.
00:08:33I met that bird.
00:08:34Then I made a video.
00:08:35I told my friend,
00:08:36take my video for a while.
00:08:37Why?
00:08:38Just take it.
00:08:39Then I said,
00:08:40you all,
00:08:41I've found my sweeper.
00:08:42Where is it?
00:08:43Apparently, my sweeper has entered the museum.
00:08:44This is it.
00:08:45I'm a witch,
00:08:46not a sweeper.
00:08:47So let's consider it as a joke.
00:08:49Like that.
00:08:50People have been running with that thing for a long time.
00:08:52You're twisting that thing, right?
00:08:54That's right.
00:08:55That's very true.
00:08:56I will do reverse psychology.
00:08:58Yes.
00:08:59Don't care about the comments.
00:09:02That's right.
00:09:03But it's like this.
00:09:04If we don't care about it,
00:09:06we have two ways to care about it.
00:09:08One, we take it negatively.
00:09:11And the other one,
00:09:13we take it positively.
00:09:16What I take,
00:09:17I take it positively.
00:09:18That's why when people say,
00:09:20why is Aurora always positive?
00:09:22Why do we want to confuse people?
00:09:24Don't.
00:09:25Because of that,
00:09:26you'll get goosebumps.
00:09:29Throughout the 8-week competition,
00:09:31what was it that made you feel like,
00:09:37one regret,
00:09:38you entered this program?
00:09:40Okay.
00:09:41To be honest, Sudir,
00:09:42for 8 weeks,
00:09:44I was in Gegar Vaganza,
00:09:46I didn't feel a single regret there.
00:09:49I swear.
00:09:50Because this is like I said,
00:09:52this is a very big platform.
00:09:54Everyone wants to try to enter Gegar Vaganza.
00:09:57Someone told me,
00:09:59I went too but I didn't get it.
00:10:01You got it, right?
00:10:03Alhamdulillah Rezeki.
00:10:04I want it, I want it, I want it.
00:10:06Then I realized,
00:10:08okay, people want this a lot.
00:10:10So I have this opportunity,
00:10:12I have to use this opportunity properly.
00:10:14How?
00:10:15That's why before I started Gegar Vaganza again,
00:10:17I was quiet.
00:10:19My son and husband already knew.
00:10:20If my mother-in-law is quiet,
00:10:22she doesn't talk,
00:10:23she's thinking.
00:10:24I'm like that.
00:10:25What do I want to do?
00:10:26What do I want to do next?
00:10:27What do I want to do for the first week?
00:10:29If I go out for the third week,
00:10:30then what?
00:10:31I'm like that.
00:10:33And support from your husband is also important actually.
00:10:36Yes.
00:10:37Alhamdulillah, I'm lucky actually.
00:10:40I got a very supportive life partner.
00:10:45He told me,
00:10:46you do what you want to do,
00:10:48as long as you're happy,
00:10:49but remember,
00:10:51remember,
00:10:52you are a wife,
00:10:53you are a mother to children.
00:10:55You are my children.
00:10:56Okay.
00:10:57I understand.
00:10:59What are the tips if you want to go out to practice every time,
00:11:02or if you want to go to a concert?
00:11:04My husband.
00:11:05Has he ever followed you?
00:11:06Yes, he has.
00:11:07My husband has followed me.
00:11:08The second week,
00:11:10he followed when I sang Illusi.
00:11:12The third week, he also followed.
00:11:14And then there are a few more,
00:11:16he happened to be on vacation.
00:11:18So he followed my children,
00:11:20my daughter.
00:11:22Every time I'm on stage,
00:11:23whether I sing well or not,
00:11:24he's like,
00:11:25Mommy!
00:11:29I got a very good support.
00:11:30It's okay, dear.
00:11:31Just do it.
00:11:32You just need to be humble.
00:11:33You just need to be humble.
00:11:34That's my husband.
00:11:35But aren't you afraid that they will be affected by Aurora now?
00:11:39Because maybe before this,
00:11:41you were a little closed off, right?
00:11:43For personal reasons.
00:11:44But when you're in GV,
00:11:46it's like you've opened up a big space again
00:11:49for people to know more about Aurora Salwa.
00:11:53Before I joined GV,
00:11:55I actually briefed my family members,
00:11:57especially my son and husband.
00:11:59Because my son and husband never knew.
00:12:02My son, no.
00:12:03When my husband first got married,
00:12:05he didn't know Aurora Salwa existed.
00:12:07He was a singer.
00:12:08He didn't know.
00:12:09He only knew Salwa Razak as a cabin crew,
00:12:11a stewardess.
00:12:12That's all.
00:12:13So when I married him,
00:12:15my sister-in-law sent an article to my husband.
00:12:19Then my husband asked,
00:12:21who are you really?
00:12:23I said, huh?
00:12:24I'm your wife.
00:12:25Then he showed me this.
00:12:26What?
00:12:27How do I explain this?
00:12:28So I sat with him.
00:12:30Okay, sit down.
00:12:31We talked.
00:12:32Actually, I'm like this, like this.
00:12:33I've done this, like this, like this.
00:12:35Then he said,
00:12:36but I was sad before.
00:12:37I was upset.
00:12:38Don't look at the old pictures.
00:12:39I said that.
00:12:40Crying in bed.
00:12:42Then he said,
00:12:43it's okay.
00:12:44I want to see.
00:12:45Show him his laugh.
00:12:46He was rolling down.
00:12:47So he,
00:12:48I said,
00:12:49rude,
00:12:50if you're like this,
00:12:51he said,
00:12:52I met you at this time,
00:12:53I didn't look at you.
00:12:54You're rude.
00:12:55He said he wasn't ready yet.
00:12:56He wasn't ready.
00:12:57He was still under construction.
00:13:00He wasn't ready yet.
00:13:02That's right.
00:13:03He wasn't ready.
00:13:04He didn't know.
00:13:05He didn't have the knowledge.
00:13:07Sad.
00:13:08So before I joined GB,
00:13:09I told my son,
00:13:11my husband,
00:13:12he said,
00:13:13later,
00:13:14if there is anything,
00:13:15when mommy has entered,
00:13:16there are a lot of opportunities for people to talk.
00:13:20Any negative comment,
00:13:21or anything,
00:13:22some people will like us,
00:13:23some people won't like us.
00:13:25That's normal in life.
00:13:26So if there are people who make negative comments,
00:13:29don't entertain.
00:13:30If you want to respond too,
00:13:32ask mommy first.
00:13:34How to respond?
00:13:35What to do?
00:13:36Because,
00:13:37if you guys say something bad,
00:13:39later mommy.
00:13:41Because we are related.
00:13:42That's right.
00:13:43We are related.
00:13:44So before you want to say anything,
00:13:45before you want to say a word,
00:13:47please think first.
00:13:48If you don't know what to ask,
00:13:49ask.
00:13:50Because I'm here.
00:13:51Mommy used to make mistakes.
00:13:53Mommy didn't know how to communicate with people.
00:13:56Correct.
00:13:57To answer.
00:13:58Yes, to answer.
00:13:59To handle the situation.
00:14:00Mommy didn't know.
00:14:01So now,
00:14:02when we have that kind of experience,
00:14:03we know how,
00:14:04how to turn around for us to know.
00:14:07Okay, mommy.
00:14:08Just like my son.
00:14:09That day,
00:14:10when I went to GB,
00:14:11people were scolding.
00:14:12This is his son.
00:14:14He looked at people like this.
00:14:15I patted his head.
00:14:17Do you think you're a diva here?
00:14:18You say hi to him.
00:14:19You say sorry to him now.
00:14:20Hurry up, I want to see.
00:14:22I was like that.
00:14:23So from that,
00:14:24he knew.
00:14:25When people scold,
00:14:26this is hi, hi aunty.
00:14:27Hi uncle.
00:14:28You're good at saying.
00:14:30That's because people say,
00:14:32the whip will hit, right?
00:14:34Yes, that's right.
00:14:35The whip will hit his mommy.
00:14:36That's why I told him to take care of his attitude.
00:14:38At school,
00:14:39take care of your attitude.
00:14:40Remember,
00:14:41if mommy hears,
00:14:42you're dead.
00:14:44Aurora.
00:14:4715 years,
00:14:48you chose not to be active in the field of art.
00:14:51Why?
00:14:53Actually,
00:14:54in the 15 years,
00:14:55okay,
00:14:56when I started,
00:14:57when I stopped,
00:14:58from the field of singing,
00:14:59actually,
00:15:00there are too many things
00:15:01that shouldn't happen.
00:15:03All kinds of stories,
00:15:04all kinds of things.
00:15:06So from there,
00:15:07I decided to,
00:15:08okay,
00:15:09I stopped first.
00:15:11Because in this life,
00:15:12when I realized,
00:15:13when we try to do something,
00:15:15it doesn't work,
00:15:16we try something else first.
00:15:17That's right.
00:15:18If our sustenance is there,
00:15:19maybe one time,
00:15:20one day,
00:15:21we will come back.
00:15:22Yes.
00:15:23This is what happens to me now.
00:15:24Now.
00:15:25That's why I diverted it first.
00:15:26I have,
00:15:27I have,
00:15:28Go to another branch.
00:15:29Go to another branch.
00:15:30Yes, I diverted it first.
00:15:31So at that time,
00:15:32I thought,
00:15:33what is my real shortcoming?
00:15:34What can't I do?
00:15:35There are a lot of things that I don't know.
00:15:37In the past,
00:15:38it's not,
00:15:39it's not that my English is good,
00:15:41my grammar is still here and there,
00:15:43which is lacking.
00:15:44But at least I can,
00:15:46I have confidence to say that.
00:15:48So,
00:15:49to get that thing,
00:15:50what do I have to do?
00:15:51I think,
00:15:52I think back,
00:15:53I want to be a stewardess.
00:15:54I said that.
00:15:55How to be a stewardess?
00:15:57Google,
00:15:58watch YouTube,
00:15:59how to go for an interview,
00:16:00you all.
00:16:01Yes,
00:16:02what are the requirements?
00:16:03Yes,
00:16:04I did research first.
00:16:05Then go,
00:16:06he accepted.
00:16:07At that time,
00:16:08I didn't play any more torture.
00:16:10Want to study,
00:16:11because the manual is thick.
00:16:13When it's thick,
00:16:14everything is in English.
00:16:15The exam is also in English.
00:16:17Can you imagine how I struggled at that time?
00:16:19Sometimes the instructor speaks in front of me,
00:16:21I don't understand.
00:16:22What is he talking about?
00:16:23It's like,
00:16:24I'm sorry I want to be a stewardess.
00:16:25Yes,
00:16:26but,
00:16:27when I was like that,
00:16:28I thought,
00:16:29okay, it's okay.
00:16:30The thick book,
00:16:31the thick manual,
00:16:32I read it every day,
00:16:33finished,
00:16:34every day.
00:16:35Even though I don't understand,
00:16:37during the exam,
00:16:38what I did was,
00:16:39I saw the words,
00:16:40oh,
00:16:41I know this is his answer.
00:16:42Okay.
00:16:43It was like that.
00:16:44For four years,
00:16:45with the first airliner,
00:16:47I survived.
00:16:48I learned a lot,
00:16:50especially when we go to other countries.
00:16:52And then I met various types of people.
00:16:55From there,
00:16:56I saw a lot of beautiful people.
00:16:58Okay.
00:16:59How he takes care of his skin,
00:17:00how he dresses,
00:17:02the way he talks,
00:17:03the way he sits,
00:17:04the way he walks.
00:17:06Okay,
00:17:07like this.
00:17:08I like it.
00:17:09So, you learned from there?
00:17:10Yes.
00:17:11I learned from there.
00:17:13Until I left the old airline,
00:17:15I entered,
00:17:16can I mention it?
00:17:17Can.
00:17:18I entered Malaysia Airlines.
00:17:20It's different.
00:17:22The way he behaves,
00:17:24I like it.
00:17:25Because with the old airline,
00:17:26when Malaysian Airlines crew entered,
00:17:28at the immigration,
00:17:30I saw,
00:17:31oh my God,
00:17:32I like it.
00:17:33One day,
00:17:34I had to wear that uniform.
00:17:35I said,
00:17:36every day, Sudir.
00:17:37Every day.
00:17:38So, when it's like that,
00:17:40I said,
00:17:41I got it.
00:17:42I got an interview.
00:17:43That's how I learned a lot there.
00:17:45And at the same time,
00:17:47I actually miss the entertainment world.
00:17:49Okay.
00:17:50It's just,
00:17:51where to enter,
00:17:52we don't know yet.
00:17:53So, I just live my life as usual.
00:17:56Sometimes I watch TV,
00:17:58I miss it.
00:17:59Sometimes I watch dramas,
00:18:02I miss it.
00:18:03But we're quiet.
00:18:04We don't talk.
00:18:05But there was never anyone looking for Aurora?
00:18:09No.
00:18:10Until the TV.
00:18:12And you didn't look for anyone?
00:18:15No.
00:18:16Okay.
00:18:17Because at that time,
00:18:18I was really focused on flying.
00:18:20We want to gain experience there.
00:18:22But if we didn't fly at that time,
00:18:24we wouldn't meet our husband.
00:18:26There's wisdom behind it.
00:18:29But when Aurora entered as the first,
00:18:33the first airline cabin crew,
00:18:35during that time,
00:18:37did anyone know you were a singer before that?
00:18:39Yes.
00:18:40Okay.
00:18:41Some people knew.
00:18:42It's the same with this airline.
00:18:43Some people knew.
00:18:44Sometimes I met passengers.
00:18:46Mostly passengers from Malaysia Airlines,
00:18:49who noticed.
00:18:50Because I entered Malaysia Airlines after PKP.
00:18:53Okay.
00:18:54At that time, I was very active in social media.
00:18:57In PKP,
00:18:59I built my followers on social media.
00:19:01That's right.
00:19:02So, at the old airline,
00:19:04I was just among the crew.
00:19:06When I entered MH,
00:19:07from the passengers,
00:19:09they said,
00:19:10you're the one on TikTok, right?
00:19:12I was chatting.
00:19:14But still,
00:19:15people were looking for me.
00:19:17They were looking for me.
00:19:19The wisdom is there, right?
00:19:21Yes, the wisdom is there, actually.
00:19:23From there, I realized,
00:19:26how to behave is actually very helpful.
00:19:29In all these things.
00:19:30We can't be too...
00:19:32We can have fun,
00:19:33but there's a way to have fun.
00:19:36As Arora said,
00:19:37you learned a lot during your airline career, right?
00:19:40That's right.
00:19:43As Arora said,
00:19:44looking at beautiful people,
00:19:45how to take care of them.
00:19:46So, you learned from there.
00:19:48Yes.
00:19:49I learned from there.
00:19:50I like to see people who have a lot of advantages.
00:19:54One who is good at taking care of their hair,
00:19:56who is good at taking care of their face,
00:19:58who is good at grooming,
00:19:59how they dress,
00:20:00how they talk.
00:20:01I like it.
00:20:02From there, I realized,
00:20:03why can't I be like that?
00:20:05Why can't I do that?
00:20:06I must be able to do it.
00:20:07So, from there,
00:20:08until my husband,
00:20:10he's the one who likes his life partner
00:20:13to always be neat.
00:20:16Always neat, always funny.
00:20:17That's why I'm used to it.
00:20:19Even though I want to sleep,
00:20:20I want to do my hair first.
00:20:22That's my habit.
00:20:25Sometimes,
00:20:27like that day,
00:20:28after GV,
00:20:30I took a shower and washed my hair.
00:20:31It was already past three o'clock,
00:20:33around four in the morning.
00:20:34I dried my hair first,
00:20:35then I did my hair.
00:20:36I don't want to sleep anymore.
00:20:37Where do I want to go to do my hair?
00:20:39I want to sleep.
00:20:40Be patient.
00:20:41Because my husband and I,
00:20:43we are already used to it.
00:20:45It's good to just wake up and sleep.
00:20:46Like that.
00:20:48You don't look like a ghost.
00:20:49Like a ghost.
00:20:50Like that.
00:20:51No.
00:20:52Just wake up and sleep,
00:20:53we are already proper there.
00:20:56So, take care of your mood in the morning.
00:20:58Yes.
00:20:59That's also what I train my children.
00:21:01When I wake up in the morning,
00:21:02I see my child's face and smile.
00:21:05I say that.
00:21:06Mommy, it's hard to smile.
00:21:07Go stand in front of the mirror.
00:21:09I want you to smile.
00:21:10Smile.
00:21:11That's what brings your mood in the morning.
00:21:13That's what I do every day now.
00:21:17There are a lot of processes.
00:21:20The learning process,
00:21:21don't stop.
00:21:22Learn.
00:21:23Even though you have to invest.
00:21:27Yes, that's right.
00:21:28There are people who say,
00:21:30it's okay to have money.
00:21:31It's okay.
00:21:32They say that.
00:21:33But actually,
00:21:34it depends on us.
00:21:37I also have a Pagoda T-shirt for RM10.
00:21:40I also have a T-shirt.
00:21:43I also wear a T-shirt.
00:21:44I also have a bundle T-shirt.
00:21:46I have it.
00:21:47I have everything.
00:21:48Not all T-shirts are branded.
00:21:50Not all.
00:21:51I have a bundle T-shirt.
00:21:52When I'm tired,
00:21:53I like to wear a T-shirt.
00:21:54When I sleep,
00:21:55I wear a T-shirt.
00:21:56The important thing is the look.
00:21:57The important thing is the look.
00:21:58When I wake up and sleep,
00:21:59the look is like this.
00:22:00The hair is still curly.
00:22:01The hair is curly.
00:22:02Yes.
00:22:03That's important.
00:22:04Then the husband says,
00:22:05look at my wife.
00:22:06Like that.
00:22:08But people always say,
00:22:10yes, there is money.
00:22:11You can have money.
00:22:13It's beautiful.
00:22:14If you have money,
00:22:15you can have everything.
00:22:16That's actually skeptical.
00:22:18Okay.
00:22:19Because people want to be beautiful,
00:22:22it's not just for people
00:22:24who need money.
00:22:26If like me,
00:22:27I'm not that easy.
00:22:28I can eat enough.
00:22:30Okay, enough to eat.
00:22:31But now,
00:22:32this beauty is actually
00:22:34not just because of our clothes.
00:22:36It's subjective.
00:22:37It's actually subjective.
00:22:38It's more than how we bring ourselves,
00:22:41how we are with people.
00:22:43What we wear,
00:22:45it doesn't matter if it's cheap or expensive.
00:22:48If we wear it in a neat way,
00:22:50if the T-shirt is wrinkled,
00:22:51you should rub it first.
00:22:53That's neat.
00:22:55If the outside is wrinkled,
00:22:56you should rub it first.
00:22:58Even though my T-shirt is also wrinkled.
00:23:02Like that.
00:23:03Even the singlet is wrinkled,
00:23:04you should rub it.
00:23:06That's how I am.
00:23:08So the husband will also follow.
00:23:10It means it's already arranged.
00:23:12Yes.
00:23:13Actually,
00:23:14when I first married my husband,
00:23:16he is a very particular person.
00:23:18I don't want to say he is very OCD.
00:23:21But his hangers are all black.
00:23:25Clothes that hang,
00:23:26white, white, blue, blue, red, red,
00:23:28according to color.
00:23:29Because of that,
00:23:30one more thing,
00:23:31when I become a cabin crew,
00:23:33we will automatically
00:23:35become a particular person
00:23:38in everything.
00:23:39Discipline.
00:23:40Yes, it's very complicated.
00:23:41For example,
00:23:42when I go to the kitchen,
00:23:43don't enter the kitchen
00:23:45if my kitchen is messy.
00:23:47Okay.
00:23:48It's the same if I'm on board.
00:23:50If I'm assigned to the galley,
00:23:52don't enter the galley
00:23:53if you make my galley messy.
00:23:55Okay.
00:23:56I'm like that already.
00:23:57For example,
00:23:58if someone comes,
00:23:59I throw it down,
00:24:00he just plays with it.
00:24:01I will look like this.
00:24:03I'm like that.
00:24:05You throw it,
00:24:06I throw it.
00:24:07That's your place.
00:24:08That's my place.
00:24:09Because I have to take care of it.
00:24:10Because if anything happens
00:24:11at the galley,
00:24:12the first person to answer
00:24:13is me.
00:24:14The second person to answer
00:24:15is the leading.
00:24:16Even though the leading
00:24:17doesn't know anything
00:24:18in front of him.
00:24:19It's us.
00:24:20He's like that.
00:24:21So, we don't want any trouble.
00:24:22That's why I become like that.
00:24:23Sometimes people say,
00:24:24Salwa, this is for fun.
00:24:25No, no, no.
00:24:26It's not for fun.
00:24:27This is for your safety.
00:24:28Sometimes people don't understand.
00:24:29Yes, right.
00:24:30That's him.
00:24:33So, are you interested
00:24:34when people say
00:24:35if you're not a cabin crew,
00:24:36if you're not an SSB crew,
00:24:37what do you do?
00:24:38What do you do?
00:24:39What do you do?
00:24:40If you're not a cabin crew,
00:24:41if you're not an SSB cabin crew,
00:24:42you won't meet your husband now, right?
00:24:44That's right.
00:24:45Where were you at that time?
00:24:46Business class?
00:24:47First class?
00:24:49Okay.
00:24:50Actually, when I met
00:24:51my husband,
00:24:52at that time,
00:24:53I just
00:24:54I did a charter flight.
00:24:55He did a charter flight.
00:24:56He also did a charter flight.
00:24:57I wanted to go back to KL
00:24:58from Jeddah.
00:25:00He wanted to go to Jeddah
00:25:01from KL.
00:25:02But we surrendered
00:25:03to Ahmadabad, India.
00:25:04Okay.
00:25:05For 14 days,
00:25:06if I'm not mistaken.
00:25:08So, me and my set,
00:25:09he and his set.
00:25:11I still remember the name
00:25:12of my captain at the time,
00:25:13Captain Manso.
00:25:14Okay.
00:25:15He and his set.
00:25:16So, at that time,
00:25:17we cooked.
00:25:18We cooked.
00:25:19We cooked in the room.
00:25:20Then we gathered.
00:25:21We gathered the two sets.
00:25:22Then I saw him, you know.
00:25:24I said,
00:25:25he's ugly too.
00:25:26But he's still quiet.
00:25:27He didn't speak.
00:25:28Then I said,
00:25:29maybe he's a man.
00:25:30He's still quiet.
00:25:31Once I heard
00:25:32his in-charge cabin crew.
00:25:33He said,
00:25:34Captain,
00:25:35I hope to meet
00:25:36the right person.
00:25:37Single.
00:25:38Single.
00:25:39I looked at him.
00:25:40But still,
00:25:41Captain,
00:25:42I hope to meet the right person.
00:25:46Then,
00:25:47after that,
00:25:48he's still quiet.
00:25:49And then,
00:25:50we exchanged
00:25:51Instagram.
00:25:53We exchanged.
00:25:54I didn't take his.
00:25:55I asked for everything,
00:25:56including himself.
00:25:57So, I didn't see much.
00:25:59Okay.
00:26:00Okay, I got him.
00:26:01He's the last person I asked.
00:26:02Okay.
00:26:03So, after that,
00:26:05it's okay.
00:26:06Then I saw
00:26:07he posted a lot of photos of us.
00:26:09Okay.
00:26:10How?
00:26:11Then I said,
00:26:12he DMed me.
00:26:13I said,
00:26:14Captain,
00:26:15can I have this photo?
00:26:16If I screenshot it,
00:26:17it will be broken.
00:26:18Where is it?
00:26:19Right, Sudir?
00:26:20He believed me.
00:26:21He said,
00:26:22okay,
00:26:23give me your WhatsApp number.
00:26:24I WhatsApped.
00:26:25Yes.
00:26:26The needle has entered.
00:26:29So, he sent it.
00:26:30I just said,
00:26:31thank you.
00:26:32That's all.
00:26:33Tomorrow,
00:26:34he wants to fly to Jeddah.
00:26:36He WhatsApped me.
00:26:37I'm about to go on a flight.
00:26:39I replied,
00:26:41safe flight.
00:26:42If you succeed,
00:26:43if you get there safely,
00:26:45you can have a chance to go to Mecca.
00:26:48Pray,
00:26:49ask for what you need in life.
00:26:52Not what you want in life.
00:26:54Then he said,
00:26:55why is it like that?
00:26:56Because what we want and what we need
00:26:58are two different things.
00:27:00I kept quiet.
00:27:01I kept quiet.
00:27:02I didn't say anything.
00:27:03When he came back,
00:27:04I was in Malaysia.
00:27:05When he came back,
00:27:06he WhatsApped me.
00:27:07Salwa,
00:27:08I think I have to see you now.
00:27:10My heart was beating fast.
00:27:12Yes, yes, yes.
00:27:13Like that.
00:27:14But,
00:27:15we sold it at a high price.
00:27:16Don't make it too obvious.
00:27:17In the evening,
00:27:18I just replied today.
00:27:20At that time,
00:27:21I was at my brother's house.
00:27:22I said,
00:27:23Captain,
00:27:24if you want to see me,
00:27:25you can do it on one condition.
00:27:26You have to ask for permission from my brother.
00:27:27If he allows it,
00:27:28I'll go out.
00:27:30And then,
00:27:31I told my brother,
00:27:32if he comes,
00:27:33don't let him go out with me.
00:27:34Let him go out with you.
00:27:35Just for fun.
00:27:36Just for fun.
00:27:37My brother said,
00:27:39it's okay,
00:27:40you can go home before 12 o'clock.
00:27:41I saw him like that.
00:27:42I thought I was alone.
00:27:43Like that.
00:27:44Okay.
00:27:45But Sudir,
00:27:46if you want to know,
00:27:47the first day I went out with him,
00:27:48I didn't take a shower.
00:27:50I didn't take a shower, Sudir.
00:27:51My face didn't put on makeup at all.
00:27:53My hair was messy.
00:27:54He wore Japanese slippers.
00:27:55I wore a long-sleeved shirt,
00:27:57red color,
00:27:58and black jeans.
00:28:00Slippers, you know.
00:28:01Slippers.
00:28:02The kind of slippers.
00:28:03Slippers.
00:28:04I went out to eat with him.
00:28:05He didn't dress well,
00:28:06and he was the captain.
00:28:07I just let it be.
00:28:09I wanted to see how he would accept it.
00:28:11Then,
00:28:12he sent me home.
00:28:13The next day,
00:28:14he called again in the morning.
00:28:15I was really off at that time,
00:28:16for three days.
00:28:18We usually go for breakfast.
00:28:19That's it.
00:28:20Breakfast again.
00:28:21Breakfast again.
00:28:22That's it too.
00:28:24Okay.
00:28:25It's the same.
00:28:26I went out in the same condition.
00:28:28Disgusting.
00:28:29Disgusting.
00:28:30He said,
00:28:31you really go out like this.
00:28:32Why?
00:28:33You can't accept it?
00:28:34He said that.
00:28:36Then, he said,
00:28:37no, I'm just asking.
00:28:38He said, okay.
00:28:39So, the third time he wanted to go out,
00:28:40I got ready.
00:28:42When I got ready,
00:28:43he looked at me like that.
00:28:44Smiling widely.
00:28:45Smiling widely.
00:28:46Then, he said,
00:28:47can we pack our bags,
00:28:49and go for another umrah charter flight?
00:28:52Sure.
00:28:53Why not?
00:28:54You're the captain.
00:28:55You plan it.
00:28:56I'm okay.
00:28:57So, he planned it,
00:28:58and got the money.
00:28:59At that time,
00:29:00Allah made it easier.
00:29:01When we wanted to go to Jeddah,
00:29:03we took a ferry flight.
00:29:04Ferry flight means
00:29:05there were no passengers.
00:29:06Okay.
00:29:07We took the boat there.
00:29:08Just the crew.
00:29:09We took the boat there,
00:29:10and when we got back,
00:29:11there were passengers.
00:29:12So, Allah made it easier.
00:29:13So, when we were there,
00:29:15we could go to Mecca at that time.
00:29:17We went to visit.
00:29:18We went to visit.
00:29:19In Mecca,
00:29:20we could do tawaf,
00:29:21umrah,
00:29:22whatever.
00:29:23But at that time,
00:29:24a miracle happened.
00:29:27When we wanted to go,
00:29:28at that time,
00:29:29I wore a glove.
00:29:30So, he was next to me.
00:29:31I held him like that.
00:29:32I pulled him.
00:29:34People opened the road like this,
00:29:35Sudi.
00:29:36We wanted to go to the Kaabah.
00:29:37People were gathering.
00:29:38Suddenly,
00:29:39people opened the road like this.
00:29:41We could go.
00:29:42And then, we got
00:29:43the Hajj prayer
00:29:44under the gold pan.
00:29:45That's right.
00:29:46So, that's when I said,
00:29:47Ya Allah,
00:29:48if he's really the one,
00:29:49open his heart
00:29:50to propose to me.
00:29:51I'm tired.
00:29:53I'm tired of meeting
00:29:54the wrong person.
00:29:55I'm tired of
00:29:56all kinds
00:29:57in my life.
00:29:58Through the wrong relationship.
00:29:59Yes, through the wrong relationship.
00:30:00Please.
00:30:01I said that.
00:30:02We left the area of tawaf.
00:30:04He kept saying,
00:30:05Sudir,
00:30:06do you want to be
00:30:07a good wife?
00:30:08There,
00:30:09in front of his place.
00:30:10I cried there, Sudir.
00:30:12Yes.
00:30:13Then,
00:30:14we went to the Kaabah.
00:30:15Yes.
00:30:16At that time,
00:30:17it was May 5,
00:30:182017.
00:30:23He proposed.
00:30:24May 5,
00:30:25or May 15,
00:30:26I think it was May 5.
00:30:27So, he proposed.
00:30:28When we got back,
00:30:29it was only in Malaysia.
00:30:31We went straight back to Johor.
00:30:32I met my father.
00:30:33You met your father.
00:30:34I met my father.
00:30:35He said,
00:30:36Pakcik,
00:30:37I'm a widow
00:30:38with three children.
00:30:39I want to take
00:30:40your children
00:30:41as my legal wife.
00:30:43Can I?
00:30:44Then,
00:30:45my father looked at me.
00:30:46He did this.
00:30:48He did that.
00:30:49He said,
00:30:50if you can
00:30:51make my children happy,
00:30:53can guide my children,
00:30:55don't hurt my children's feelings,
00:30:57don't spoil my children,
00:30:59continue.
00:31:01But,
00:31:02my family didn't know
00:31:03what he was doing at that time.
00:31:04My mother asked,
00:31:05what did he do?
00:31:06Oh, cleaner.
00:31:08Cleaner aircraft,
00:31:09I said.
00:31:10I said that
00:31:11because I didn't want him to accept
00:31:12because of his status.
00:31:14Because of his status.
00:31:15I don't want.
00:31:16So, it's okay.
00:31:17Then, my mother asked,
00:31:18is it true that you're a widow?
00:31:19It's true.
00:31:20I said yes.
00:31:21I said yes to him.
00:31:22Okay,
00:31:23at that time,
00:31:24I wanted to make a wedding card.
00:31:25I wanted to ask for a picture.
00:31:26I wanted to put it on the card.
00:31:28At that time,
00:31:29it wasn't yet
00:31:30for digital.
00:31:31Yes.
00:31:32So,
00:31:33my auntie said,
00:31:34hey,
00:31:35this is not a cleaner.
00:31:37This is a pilot.
00:31:38Oh,
00:31:39my mom has called.
00:31:40Uncle,
00:31:41Mak Teh said your husband is a pilot.
00:31:42Oh,
00:31:43I was shocked.
00:31:45So,
00:31:46from there,
00:31:47I explained to my parents
00:31:48why I said that.
00:31:49Okay,
00:31:50Alhamdulillah,
00:31:51in May,
00:31:52he proposed.
00:31:53In June,
00:31:54we prepared.
00:31:55In April,
00:31:56we met.
00:31:57In May,
00:31:58he proposed.
00:31:59In June,
00:32:00we prepared.
00:32:01In July,
00:32:02we got married.
00:32:03All of it?
00:32:04Alhamdulillah.
00:32:05Yes.
00:32:06So,
00:32:07when I was about to leave,
00:32:08to get married,
00:32:09I didn't have this blanket.
00:32:10I didn't have this blanket.
00:32:11I said,
00:32:12Ya Allah,
00:32:13what did I do?
00:32:14I didn't want to leave the room at that time.
00:32:15My mom said,
00:32:16my mom said,
00:32:17this marriage
00:32:18is not an easy one.
00:32:20You've been divorced before.
00:32:22It's okay.
00:32:23This marriage,
00:32:24it depends on the blessings.
00:32:25If your blessings are good,
00:32:26if you want him to be good to you,
00:32:28you do what you should do.
00:32:30Treat him well.
00:32:31But if he is a smart person,
00:32:34InsyaAllah,
00:32:35he will appreciate it.
00:32:36Okay,
00:32:37I left.
00:32:38Alhamdulillah,
00:32:39that's how it is.
00:32:40From the beginning to the end.
00:32:41It's different now.
00:32:42Aurora,
00:32:43sorry to ask.
00:32:44At that time,
00:32:45did you know each other's status?
00:32:46Yes.
00:32:47Okay.
00:32:48Because,
00:32:49when I met him,
00:32:50he said he was pregnant with my third child.
00:32:52I said,
00:32:53can I?
00:32:54Because before I met him,
00:32:56I had met a servant of Allah.
00:32:58He said he was pregnant.
00:33:00But it wasn't him.
00:33:01It was someone else at that time.
00:33:02He lied.
00:33:03At that time,
00:33:04in Indonesia,
00:33:05he said he was pregnant.
00:33:06Yes,
00:33:07that's right.
00:33:08After that,
00:33:09when I found out he was a man,
00:33:11I immediately left.
00:33:13I said,
00:33:14you go out,
00:33:15don't come near me again.
00:33:16Because you lied to me.
00:33:17After that,
00:33:18when I met my husband,
00:33:19I said,
00:33:20if you really lied to me,
00:33:21I want to see your divorce letter.
00:33:23He showed me my divorce letter,
00:33:25when I got married,
00:33:27when I got pregnant.
00:33:28Okay.
00:33:29From then on,
00:33:30I said,
00:33:31I'm getting married too.
00:33:32Do you want to see the divorce letter
00:33:33or go ask your father?
00:33:34Because I've never seen my divorce letter.
00:33:36I've never seen it.
00:33:37It was my father who took it.
00:33:39Yes,
00:33:40the Ministry of Religious Affairs.
00:33:41The Ministry of Religious Affairs,
00:33:42it was my father who took it.
00:33:43I only saw it when I married him.
00:33:45After that,
00:33:46I don't know where my father keeps it now.
00:33:49That's how it is.
00:33:50That's me.
00:33:53Making a decision to get married,
00:33:55once again to Aurora,
00:33:59sometimes people will think,
00:34:01oh no,
00:34:02I have to start something new.
00:34:04Right?
00:34:05Afraid that the old events will repeat,
00:34:07repeat again.
00:34:10Actually,
00:34:11to make a decision to get married for the second time,
00:34:13I made a decision,
00:34:14I was single before,
00:34:15for 7 years.
00:34:16Okay.
00:34:17Holding the title J for 7 years.
00:34:19For a long time.
00:34:20For 7 years,
00:34:21this is what I know about this person.
00:34:25I'm not saying,
00:34:27you know this person,
00:34:29you're a player or something.
00:34:30No.
00:34:31Because we want to find something,
00:34:32what do we really need to know about life?
00:34:34We have to list it actually.
00:34:36What do you really want?
00:34:37What do you want?
00:34:38What kind of character do you want?
00:34:40At that time,
00:34:41my age was already,
00:34:43let's say,
00:34:4420 years old.
00:34:45Yes,
00:34:4620 years old.
00:34:47So we don't see,
00:34:48we want to see where the journey is.
00:34:50So when I was in my 30s at that time,
00:34:52then I realized,
00:34:54people who are in their 20s,
00:34:56they will just want to have fun.
00:34:58In their 20s.
00:34:59When you're in your 30s,
00:35:01sometimes consciousness arrives.
00:35:03Like me.
00:35:04Consciousness arrives,
00:35:05oh actually,
00:35:06I want a life like this.
00:35:08So to find that life,
00:35:09to go to that stage,
00:35:10it's not easy actually.
00:35:12You have to go through various things.
00:35:14Like me,
00:35:15getting to know this person,
00:35:16okay,
00:35:17this person is like this.
00:35:18We learn,
00:35:19get to know this person,
00:35:20oh this person is like this.
00:35:21This person is a man.
00:35:22This person is a man.
00:35:23There is this one,
00:35:24type of foot,
00:35:25control.
00:35:26Oh I can't.
00:35:27Sometimes caring is good,
00:35:29but too much control
00:35:31make us greedy, right?
00:35:33I say,
00:35:34oh I can't like that.
00:35:35What am I really like?
00:35:36What do I want?
00:35:37People who are very supportive.
00:35:38Supportive from what?
00:35:40That's it.
00:35:41I got to know my husband,
00:35:43Alhamdulillah, so far,
00:35:46he's someone I can be proud of.
00:35:50I'm lucky.
00:35:51But we don't know what will happen in the future.
00:35:53People say, hope for the best, prepare for the worst.
00:35:57Is it a bad experience, Aurora,
00:36:00when the first divorce happened,
00:36:03and then in 7 years,
00:36:05you had a relationship but it didn't work out?
00:36:08Actually, there are good and bad.
00:36:10Both are there.
00:36:11If it's bad, it has an impact on us.
00:36:16Have you ever been bullied?
00:36:18So far, no.
00:36:21Because if someone bullies me, I will fight back.
00:36:24He's the police.
00:36:25Yes, that's me.
00:36:26Back then, I knew someone who was wrong.
00:36:30He said, he said,
00:36:33we had a fight in the car,
00:36:35if it's true, this money is not from any man,
00:36:38I'll punch him in the face.
00:36:39Oh God, you trampled on my dignity.
00:36:41I punched him there.
00:36:43Faiz.
00:36:44I punched him there,
00:36:46I said, if you punch me back, you stop.
00:36:49Do you think I'm driving my car?
00:36:50This was on the highway,
00:36:51from Melaka to KL.
00:36:54If you stop, you go back on foot.
00:36:56I don't care.
00:36:57Whatever happens, happens.
00:36:58He was silent.
00:37:00He punched me in the car.
00:37:01I broke it.
00:37:03From then on, okay, bye-bye.
00:37:06Not long after that, I left.
00:37:08That's how it is.
00:37:09From there, we learned a lot.
00:37:12So, when we get to know the wrong person,
00:37:16actually, it will have an impact on us.
00:37:19It will have a very bad impact on us.
00:37:22So, choose, choose the right person.
00:37:25God willing.
00:37:26Not only in a relationship,
00:37:28but if,
00:37:29it's true, if you make a mistake,
00:37:30maybe Aurora too,
00:37:32what you feel is very,
00:37:34your skill is also not great, right, Aurora?
00:37:37Yes, that's right.
00:37:38For example, your own friend,
00:37:41you must have people who you feel trust in your group.
00:37:45That's right, okay.
00:37:46If like me in the past,
00:37:48my relationship,
00:37:49I didn't care who it was in the past.
00:37:52It's just that now,
00:37:53there are people who notice.
00:37:55They say, Salwa is selective.
00:37:58It's true.
00:37:59Select, people say.
00:38:00They say, he's selective.
00:38:01Yes, I'm selective.
00:38:02This person is selective.
00:38:03I don't like people who are negative.
00:38:07I don't like people who are always,
00:38:09always there.
00:38:10People say they're not satisfied.
00:38:12We can always expose something
00:38:14with friends.
00:38:17But don't condemn.
00:38:18Don't condemn.
00:38:19Always condemn.
00:38:20Always say, for example,
00:38:21you work.
00:38:22For example,
00:38:23I work at Estro.
00:38:24I said,
00:38:25Estro is like this,
00:38:26what is it?
00:38:27I'm tired,
00:38:28I have to pay my salary.
00:38:29Don't.
00:38:30You are here,
00:38:31you are looking for food.
00:38:32Your sustenance is halal.
00:38:34You do things like that.
00:38:35You do it.
00:38:36This is what you choose,
00:38:37you do it.
00:38:38That's why when I have a circle like that,
00:38:40I keep pushing him out.
00:38:42Because I'm there.
00:38:43I'm there.
00:38:44There have been people like that.
00:38:46Sometimes I'm quiet,
00:38:47I don't care at all.
00:38:49You will leave.
00:38:50I will leave.
00:38:51I will leave.
00:38:52Until,
00:38:53if he asks,
00:38:54why are you quiet?
00:38:55I don't answer.
00:38:56I don't want to answer.
00:38:57If I answer,
00:38:58he'll be offended.
00:38:59It's better if I'm quiet.
00:39:00I said, it's okay.
00:39:01He was quiet.
00:39:02I disappeared from his radar.
00:39:04I'm like that.
00:39:05Very picky.
00:39:06I don't like people who,
00:39:08you want to move forward,
00:39:10but you don't know,
00:39:11unsure, unsure, unsure.
00:39:13Like,
00:39:14because of what?
00:39:15Like we know,
00:39:16if we are in the circle,
00:39:18the five people who bring the dalwauha,
00:39:20you will be the sixth person.
00:39:22Slow or fast.
00:39:23Correct.
00:39:24If you are in the circle,
00:39:25the five positive people,
00:39:26you will be the sixth person
00:39:28who is positive there.
00:39:29That's what I hold on to.
00:39:31I like it like that.
00:39:33And it's more comfortable actually.
00:39:34Yes,
00:39:35it's more comfortable.
00:39:36Speak when needed,
00:39:37do anything when needed.
00:39:38Correct.
00:39:39That's how it is.
00:39:40It's easier.
00:39:41Correct.
00:39:42No headache.
00:39:43Yes, that's right.
00:39:44Even though,
00:39:45like friends,
00:39:46when I joined GV,
00:39:47people who came for a long time,
00:39:49I said,
00:39:50I said to my husband,
00:39:51dear,
00:39:52he suddenly came.
00:39:55I can't dear.
00:39:56I was like this.
00:39:58Until a servant of Allah,
00:40:00he DMed me on TikTok.
00:40:02I told my assistant,
00:40:04Rangga,
00:40:05eh,
00:40:07if you help DM Bawi,
00:40:09I don't know,
00:40:10I'll do it.
00:40:11Like this,
00:40:12I can't,
00:40:13I don't like it.
00:40:14Okay.
00:40:15So,
00:40:16Aurora,
00:40:17I haven't seen you for a long time.
00:40:18Oh Allah,
00:40:19you never existed in my life.
00:40:22Now when I'm in your life,
00:40:24ah,
00:40:25it's too late.
00:40:28I don't need it.
00:40:29Yes, right.
00:40:32Deciding to marry a man who has the same status, right?
00:40:36Correct.
00:40:37Also.
00:40:38And he's a package.
00:40:39Yes.
00:40:40There are three.
00:40:41Yes.
00:40:42As someone who has no experience,
00:40:44sorry to say, right?
00:40:46How, Aurora,
00:40:47do you want to raise them too?
00:40:49Okay.
00:40:50Actually,
00:40:51when you have decided
00:40:53to accept someone who has a servant status,
00:40:55you automatically,
00:40:57you have to be mentally and physically ready,
00:41:00the child is your husband's child,
00:41:02and automatically your children.
00:41:03Correct.
00:41:04Okay.
00:41:05You have to assume that it's not a stepchild.
00:41:06If you assume,
00:41:07you have a feeling that it's a stepchild,
00:41:09you will treat him,
00:41:10what,
00:41:11rude,
00:41:12just rude.
00:41:13Because I have decided,
00:41:14I have told myself,
00:41:15that's not a stepchild,
00:41:16that's my child.
00:41:17When the children are with their father,
00:41:19that is my responsibility.
00:41:20100% commitment.
00:41:22I have to be a good mother for the children.
00:41:25What do you want?
00:41:26If you have your own child,
00:41:28if you really gave birth to that child,
00:41:30how do you want that child to be?
00:41:32That's what I do, Sudir.
00:41:34Because of that,
00:41:35my child,
00:41:36I don't like to say stepchild,
00:41:38I say my child.
00:41:39My daughter,
00:41:40that woman,
00:41:41she will sit with me.
00:41:42Okay.
00:41:43The man,
00:41:44I told her to sit with the mother.
00:41:45Because the responsibility of the male child
00:41:47is 100% to the mother.
00:41:48Correct.
00:41:49To the mother.
00:41:50Then sometimes,
00:41:51the little one,
00:41:52the big one,
00:41:53Mommy,
00:41:54I want to sit with Mommy.
00:41:55If Mommy complains,
00:41:56you be polite to Mommy,
00:41:57you're done.
00:41:58I say it like that.
00:41:59Sometimes the mother,
00:42:00Wow, look at this kid.
00:42:01Okay, it's okay.
00:42:02Wait for him to come back here.
00:42:03Oh, with his ex-wife.
00:42:04Good.
00:42:05Very good.
00:42:06Whatever we communicate.
00:42:07Sometimes when the girl's child comes back,
00:42:09I tell her,
00:42:10come back,
00:42:11if Mommy complains about your attitude,
00:42:12it's not good,
00:42:13you're done.
00:42:14She's right.
00:42:15Anyway,
00:42:16if it's related to the elderly,
00:42:18if it's related to her own birth mother,
00:42:20or her father,
00:42:21sometimes when her father calls,
00:42:22the child is now a gadget.
00:42:24Right.
00:42:25Busy with gadgets.
00:42:26If the elderly calls,
00:42:27the child doesn't know.
00:42:28I don't talk much.
00:42:29I come,
00:42:30I pull the ear.
00:42:31The ear doesn't hear.
00:42:32The father calls.
00:42:33Wake up now.
00:42:34Okay, Mommy.
00:42:35Okay, Mommy.
00:42:36Okay, Mommy.
00:42:37So,
00:42:38when it's like that,
00:42:39when her father calls,
00:42:40she doesn't know,
00:42:41I look like this.
00:42:42Okay, Mommy.
00:42:43Okay, Mommy.
00:42:44She goes.
00:42:45Alhamdulillah.
00:42:46Alhamdulillah.
00:42:47The kids are all close to me.
00:42:48Their first delivery,
00:42:49when they want to get a new mother.
00:42:51Oh,
00:42:52at first,
00:42:53it was difficult actually.
00:42:55They wanted to accept.
00:42:57My husband couldn't meet his children
00:43:00for almost two years.
00:43:02Okay.
00:43:03Because we understand the situation.
00:43:05As his ex-wife,
00:43:07the mother to the children.
00:43:09He was worried.
00:43:10He didn't know me.
00:43:11Until one stage,
00:43:12my daughter went to the hospital.
00:43:14Okay.
00:43:15When she went to the hospital,
00:43:16my husband wanted to fly to China at that time.
00:43:19After that,
00:43:20my husband said,
00:43:21Nalida went to the hospital.
00:43:22He said,
00:43:23I don't know where the hospital is.
00:43:24He was like this.
00:43:25He was noisy.
00:43:26Then I said,
00:43:27it's okay.
00:43:28You want to make a passenger,
00:43:29you want to bring people's lives,
00:43:30there are a lot of people.
00:43:31That focus.
00:43:32That focus,
00:43:33my son is in charge.
00:43:34Okay.
00:43:35So,
00:43:36what I did was,
00:43:37I called all the hospitals in KL,
00:43:38including private hospitals,
00:43:39looking for where the child is.
00:43:41Because the child has an insurance card,
00:43:43I did hold it.
00:43:44Okay.
00:43:45My husband asked me to hold it
00:43:46because he always flies abroad, right?
00:43:48So,
00:43:49okay.
00:43:50Search, search, search,
00:43:51found it at Sunway Medical Center.
00:43:54I went to Sunway Medical Center.
00:43:56At that time,
00:43:57our PR was okay.
00:43:58Yes.
00:43:59We did PR there.
00:44:00We changed the insurance card.
00:44:02Why did I change the insurance card
00:44:04from what his mother provided
00:44:05to what his father provided?
00:44:07Because if he wants to discharge,
00:44:08he has to wait for his father to come.
00:44:09True.
00:44:10Sign.
00:44:11That was the opportunity,
00:44:12time for my husband to meet the child.
00:44:15So, when I managed to change,
00:44:17I went to the gift shop,
00:44:18I sent balloons and teddy bears there.
00:44:21I asked people to send it.
00:44:23I mean, I told him,
00:44:25I know where you are,
00:44:26don't run.
00:44:27Okay.
00:44:28So, I called my sister-in-law,
00:44:30tomorrow,
00:44:31come,
00:44:32scan, scan, scan,
00:44:33go see Nahidah first.
00:44:35I waited for Afuz to come back,
00:44:36and I came.
00:44:38I came,
00:44:39because we are not a pervert,
00:44:40we are not the cause, right?
00:44:42They divorced,
00:44:43so we don't have to be afraid.
00:44:44True.
00:44:45So when I came,
00:44:46I saw his ex-wife,
00:44:47I greeted her.
00:44:48I said,
00:44:49why do I want to see you?
00:44:50You don't want to see me.
00:44:52I'm not the reason you all divorced.
00:44:54You're not supposed to be angry with me.
00:44:56I said that.
00:44:57You have to know me.
00:44:59I said that.
00:45:00Whatever it is,
00:45:01you like it or not,
00:45:03that is a father to his children.
00:45:05That is a son to Ahmad Mahfuz,
00:45:07I said that.
00:45:08Then he said,
00:45:09actually I'm afraid,
00:45:10I'm afraid to see you.
00:45:11Why?
00:45:12I'm afraid you'll hit me.
00:45:13Why do I have to hit you?
00:45:14I'm not the police,
00:45:15I know the law.
00:45:16I said that.
00:45:17Starting from that day,
00:45:19I told my son,
00:45:21in front of his mother,
00:45:22I said,
00:45:23sister,
00:45:24can you give a chance to auntie,
00:45:26that's why I said auntie,
00:45:27not mummy,
00:45:28to auntie,
00:45:29to prove to you,
00:45:31and also mama,
00:45:32that auntie can
00:45:34sincerely take care of you,
00:45:35love you,
00:45:36God willing,
00:45:37take care of you.
00:45:38Then his mother said,
00:45:40don't call her auntie,
00:45:41call her mummy.
00:45:42His mother opened it.
00:45:44Okay,
00:45:45because of that,
00:45:46I received it from
00:45:47their own mother.
00:45:49So,
00:45:50starting from that,
00:45:51the next day,
00:45:53my husband didn't know
00:45:54that I wanted to bring my son back.
00:45:56At that time,
00:45:57he hadn't seen my son for two years.
00:45:58So,
00:45:59the next day,
00:46:00his daughter checked out.
00:46:01I told his ex-wife,
00:46:03that day,
00:46:04after I said that,
00:46:05I kicked everyone out of the room.
00:46:07I said,
00:46:08leave me and your ex-wife
00:46:09in the room.
00:46:10I want to talk to her.
00:46:11After talking,
00:46:12I told her,
00:46:13tomorrow,
00:46:14I want to bring him back home.
00:46:16If I take them away,
00:46:18you go and file a police report,
00:46:19I'm willing to be arrested.
00:46:21It's okay, I said,
00:46:22because I know I won't do that.
00:46:24I'm like a bridge in the middle,
00:46:27that will make sure
00:46:28the child goes to his father,
00:46:30goes to you.
00:46:31I will make sure
00:46:32there is no one
00:46:33between you or my husband
00:46:34will take the child away.
00:46:36I believe that.
00:46:37Okay,
00:46:38the next day,
00:46:39he took everything,
00:46:40I took the child back.
00:46:41My husband sat and cried.
00:46:44It started from that
00:46:45until now,
00:46:46Alhamdulillah.
00:46:47Good relationship.
00:46:48The relationship,
00:46:49Alhamdulillah.
00:46:50Even though my husband
00:46:51can't talk to his ex-wife,
00:46:53I'm the middle person
00:46:54who will talk.
00:46:56Be the mediator.
00:46:57Be the mediator,
00:46:58solve the problem.
00:47:00That's his person.
00:47:02Including,
00:47:03in the past,
00:47:04we just got divorced,
00:47:06sometimes,
00:47:07we have the right
00:47:08to take care of the child
00:47:09in court, right?
00:47:10The right to take care of the child,
00:47:12the child's welfare,
00:47:13and many more.
00:47:15At first,
00:47:16I was silent.
00:47:17I looked at him.
00:47:18Can't you
00:47:19solve this one by one?
00:47:21The child's welfare first.
00:47:22In my heart,
00:47:23I let it be
00:47:24because he was in a hurry.
00:47:25When things are in a hurry,
00:47:26you will,
00:47:27you will be
00:47:28stuck here and there.
00:47:30You can't focus
00:47:31on one thing.
00:47:32So I told my husband,
00:47:33I said,
00:47:34you should
00:47:35solve the child's welfare first.
00:47:37Then he said,
00:47:38I don't know
00:47:39how to do it.
00:47:40So I,
00:47:41I like to read.
00:47:42So from there,
00:47:43he didn't even ask.
00:47:44I just told him everything.
00:47:46He didn't even ask.
00:47:48So,
00:47:49from there,
00:47:50I took a bundle of documents
00:47:52for the child's welfare.
00:47:54I went through
00:47:55page by page.
00:47:56What is needed.
00:47:57What is needed.
00:47:58What evidence is needed.
00:48:00So I asked,
00:48:01why is it like this?
00:48:02How much?
00:48:03How much is the school fee?
00:48:05How much is the monthly fee?
00:48:07Then he said,
00:48:08I don't know.
00:48:09This is what he told me.
00:48:10He said,
00:48:11I don't know.
00:48:12This has to have proof.
00:48:13Then you can provide.
00:48:14You can provide,
00:48:15oh, this case,
00:48:16this case.
00:48:17For example,
00:48:18you have to pay
00:48:19RM5,000 a month.
00:48:20For example.
00:48:21So when there is proof,
00:48:22there is something
00:48:23right there.
00:48:24The proof is right there.
00:48:25So I can't.
00:48:26This means,
00:48:27your ex-wife
00:48:28needs to have proof.
00:48:29She can't just say it.
00:48:30Like that.
00:48:31So I contacted
00:48:32his lawyer.
00:48:33I talked to the lawyer.
00:48:34You became a lawyer.
00:48:35We became lawyers.
00:48:36I went through again.
00:48:37I drafted again.
00:48:38I drafted again.
00:48:39I was jealous.
00:48:40I drafted everything again.
00:48:42I contacted his lawyer.
00:48:43Syafiq.
00:48:44I said,
00:48:45this is a new draft.
00:48:46Go through again.
00:48:47I said,
00:48:48these things.
00:48:49Then I went to school.
00:48:50I went to school.
00:48:51I said,
00:48:52Miss,
00:48:53Miss doesn't want to
00:48:54go to the same job.
00:48:55Okay, Miss.
00:48:56If Miss doesn't want
00:48:57to go to the same job,
00:48:58this involves a court case.
00:48:59So I have to drag Miss
00:49:00to the court.
00:49:01If that's the case,
00:49:02it's okay,
00:49:03it's okay.
00:49:04Then he gave it.
00:49:05Then I got the details.
00:49:06From there,
00:49:07Alhamdulillah,
00:49:08the benefits were completed.
00:49:10Completed.
00:49:11Then the right to take care
00:49:12of the child.
00:49:13Because,
00:49:16maybe if I talk about this,
00:49:18there are many parents out there
00:49:20who will bash me,
00:49:22maybe.
00:49:23Maybe.
00:49:24Because,
00:49:25if like me,
00:49:26my divorce with the previous one,
00:49:27we don't have a child.
00:49:28True.
00:49:29Okay.
00:49:30But for,
00:49:31it doesn't matter
00:49:32whether there is a woman
00:49:33or a man,
00:49:34you have to have
00:49:35the same right of care.
00:49:37He can't give everything
00:49:38to that person.
00:49:39Because when you give everything
00:49:40to someone,
00:49:42you don't have the right
00:49:43to make a decision
00:49:44for that child.
00:49:45So when the right of care
00:49:46is the same,
00:49:47you and your wife
00:49:48have to make a decision.
00:49:49Together.
00:49:50Together.
00:49:51That's the beginning
00:49:52of full custody
00:49:53of the ex-wife.
00:49:54I said,
00:49:55why do you give everything
00:49:56to him?
00:49:57That's why you have,
00:49:58what?
00:49:59You can't meet.
00:50:00You can't meet.
00:50:01You can't make a decision,
00:50:02I said.
00:50:03So go through again.
00:50:05Go through again,
00:50:06everything.
00:50:07I started to create,
00:50:08okay,
00:50:09we do plan A,
00:50:10plan B,
00:50:11plan C.
00:50:12Plan A like this,
00:50:13plan B like this,
00:50:14plan C like this.
00:50:15So we go.
00:50:16I follow.
00:50:17I follow.
00:50:18Every time I come to court,
00:50:19I will sit next to his ex-wife.
00:50:21Because we are not wrong.
00:50:22Yes, that's right.
00:50:23We sit.
00:50:24We,
00:50:25I will build,
00:50:26try to build a very good
00:50:27relationship with his ex-wife.
00:50:28Because we are not wrong, right?
00:50:30So at first,
00:50:31his ex-wife didn't agree
00:50:32to have the same right of care.
00:50:34Then I saw his lawyer,
00:50:36I said,
00:50:38do plan B.
00:50:39So when I saw plan B,
00:50:41like that,
00:50:42then his ex-wife agreed.
00:50:43Okay, trust.
00:50:44The right of care is also completed.
00:50:46The right of care together has been changed.
00:50:48Then I said,
00:50:49okay, it's done.
00:50:50And then,
00:50:51one more thing,
00:50:52real estate.
00:50:53At first,
00:50:54I didn't mix it up at all.
00:50:56Because there was one bungalow
00:50:57that wanted to be sold.
00:50:58No,
00:50:59it was sold.
00:51:00I said,
00:51:01you will destroy your bungalow in the long run.
00:51:03I said that.
00:51:04Then I was quiet again.
00:51:05I let,
00:51:06let, let, let,
00:51:07until
00:51:08when the roof in front of it fell.
00:51:10He said,
00:51:11okay, can't.
00:51:12That's it.
00:51:13I have to interfere too.
00:51:14So I talked to my husband.
00:51:16I go through again,
00:51:17bundle of documents.
00:51:18Who pays the monthly money?
00:51:20Who's face money?
00:51:21Electricity,
00:51:22water,
00:51:23who pays?
00:51:24I go through.
00:51:25Okay.
00:51:26Why did this one take 20%?
00:51:28Why are you 20%?
00:51:29Because you paid everything.
00:51:30So when we go through there,
00:51:32so we know.
00:51:34We know that thing.
00:51:35That's right.
00:51:36So I said,
00:51:37okay, it's okay.
00:51:38This one,
00:51:39I'll talk to your lawyer later.
00:51:40It's okay.
00:51:41We help.
00:51:42And then,
00:51:43to pay for the house.
00:51:44Then,
00:51:45from one to one to one.
00:51:47Because my husband is not the type of person who is talkative.
00:51:49Yes.
00:51:50He doesn't know how to do PR.
00:51:51He's straight.
00:51:53If someone says that,
00:51:54that's what he follows.
00:51:55That's him.
00:51:56He doesn't know how to negotiate with my husband.
00:51:58So there is one,
00:52:00I'm on the third floor.
00:52:02Okay, I came to see the house.
00:52:04I said,
00:52:05you sit in the car,
00:52:07don't mention me to your wife.
00:52:09Shut up.
00:52:10He said, okay.
00:52:11I got off.
00:52:12It's me.
00:52:13I talked to him.
00:52:15Talk about how long this house has been.
00:52:17Then I said,
00:52:18I hope you open your heart,
00:52:20to buy this house.
00:52:23He was like,
00:52:24eh, eh, eh, eh.
00:52:25The wife already has two.
00:52:26The person who wants to buy it.
00:52:28He can mention.
00:52:29Actually,
00:52:30I want to try to add for the third one.
00:52:34Oh really?
00:52:35Okay.
00:52:36I understand.
00:52:37That's how it started.
00:52:38Then the next day,
00:52:40I contacted him.
00:52:41He said,
00:52:42he confirmed the house.
00:52:44After that,
00:52:45Salwa Razak disappeared.
00:52:48The problem was solved.
00:52:51Look at my husband.
00:52:52If you don't respect me,
00:52:54you're done.
00:52:55You're done there.
00:52:58That's him.
00:52:59Up to that stage,
00:53:00the relationship, right?
00:53:01Up to that stage,
00:53:02that's right.
00:53:05It's not just a marriage.
00:53:07Yes.
00:53:08Complete.
00:53:09Marriage is actually complete.
00:53:11Sometimes I don't understand.
00:53:13Half of the people get married.
00:53:16This and that.
00:53:17Communication you know.
00:53:18Communication is very important
00:53:20in marriage actually.
00:53:21I didn't know that before.
00:53:23But now when we have various,
00:53:25people say accidents happen.
00:53:28That's why we have a lot of accidents.
00:53:32When we talk,
00:53:33we have gone through a lot, right?
00:53:35And back to the artistic success
00:53:37that we assume,
00:53:38just started again,
00:53:40just started again from Aurora Salwa.
00:53:42Maybe what after this?
00:53:44People look at your appearance
00:53:47in Gegar Vaganza.
00:53:48People must want to wait after this again.
00:53:50Oh, she will act again.
00:53:53Will be in our art industry.
00:53:55We don't want to lose it.
00:53:56That's right.
00:53:57Actually, people say,
00:54:01last Friday.
00:54:02Last Friday,
00:54:03I was actually invited
00:54:05by Datuk Yusof Haslam
00:54:08for an episode.
00:54:10So now I'm waiting for the details
00:54:12for those things.
00:54:13And then,
00:54:14just now,
00:54:15I got off the car,
00:54:16my manager called.
00:54:18He said,
00:54:19Kak,
00:54:20Abang Zul is nice.
00:54:21He said,
00:54:22do you want two songs
00:54:23or one song
00:54:24to share?
00:54:25He said,
00:54:26sure.
00:54:27What's wrong?
00:54:28Even though your voice is not good.
00:54:29This voice,
00:54:30we have to learn.
00:54:31That's right.
00:54:32We have to practice.
00:54:33We have to try.
00:54:34Don't give up.
00:54:35Indeed,
00:54:36I actually
00:54:37don't know the technique.
00:54:39I don't have knowledge
00:54:40about technique.
00:54:41I don't know how.
00:54:42Throughout the time
00:54:43in Gegar Vaganza,
00:54:44I just sing.
00:54:46I just sing.
00:54:47I don't have singing technique
00:54:49and I don't know the technique.
00:54:52That's it.
00:54:53But,
00:54:54like I said,
00:54:55if we don't try,
00:54:56we don't know.
00:54:57But,
00:54:58Alhamdulillah,
00:54:59when I was there,
00:55:00people saw it.
00:55:01People got offers
00:55:03like this,
00:55:04and others.
00:55:05But,
00:55:06now,
00:55:07we can't make
00:55:08any decisions
00:55:09beforehand.
00:55:10Because,
00:55:11we don't know
00:55:12what the plan
00:55:13for the next two years
00:55:14will be like.
00:55:15That's why
00:55:16I still
00:55:17haven't left
00:55:18Malaysia Airlines.
00:55:20Really?
00:55:21Yes,
00:55:22Alhamdulillah.
00:55:23That's right.
00:55:24Yes.
00:55:25Aviation
00:55:27is such a
00:55:28secure platform
00:55:29for me.
00:55:30For example,
00:55:31for example,
00:55:32yes,
00:55:33for example,
00:55:34I'm in
00:55:35Astro
00:55:36right now.
00:55:37For example,
00:55:39where would
00:55:40Astro
00:55:41be?
00:55:42For example,
00:55:43Aurora said that
00:55:44she's willing
00:55:45to teach me.
00:55:46Amen.
00:55:48Because with Aurora,
00:55:49she can talk
00:55:50and sing
00:55:51Betul, betul.
00:55:53So sebagai stewardess itu masih kekal dulu?
00:55:56Masih kekal.
00:55:57Stewardess itu masih kekal di situ.
00:55:59Maksudnya belum gantung lagi uniform itu ya?
00:56:02Belum, belum. Takkan lagi.
00:56:03Sebab saya punya,
00:56:05adalah orang-orang management yang baik dengan saya pun cakap,
00:56:08dia kata, Salwa, jangan berhenti dulu.
00:56:10Tengok macam mana perjalanan awak dulu.
00:56:12Tapi panjanglah cuti.
00:56:14Panjang.
00:56:15Sepatutnya 8 hari bulan-hari itu, saya dah kena fly balik.
00:56:17Dah.
00:56:18Chinese New Year kan?
00:56:19Perlukan kru.
00:56:20Saya cakap, tolonglah.
00:56:21TV saya tak habis lagi ini.
00:56:23Lepas itu tutup-tutup,
00:56:25dapat sampai hujung bulan ini.
00:56:27Kalau tak,
00:56:28last 8 hari bulan itulah cuti saya.
00:56:30Lepas itu dapat lagi sama sampai hujung bulan ini.
00:56:32Ini kalau dah syuting ini?
00:56:33Kalau dah syuting itu, kita tengok lah nanti.
00:56:35Kita tunggu.
00:56:38Tapi suami tetap menyokong kan?
00:56:40Sokong. Suami saya, alhamdulillah.
00:56:43Aurora, mungkin
00:56:46kembalinya dalam industri kan?
00:56:48Begitulah macam Aurora kata tadi.
00:56:50Bila awak tak dalam dunia seni,
00:56:52you still mengikuti industri kita kan?
00:56:56Dan mungkin ketika itu awak berterima kasih juga
00:56:59sebab, ya lah, awak tidak berada dalam situasi itu
00:57:02yang kalau tidak, awak akan
00:57:04maksudnya sampai bila-bila pun di tahap itu.
00:57:07Betul.
00:57:08Betul. Memang pun.
00:57:09Sebab kalau kita tak pergi berpindah ke tempat lain,
00:57:12kita tak belajar banyak benda.
00:57:14Kalau kita akan sama saja.
00:57:16Sama saja daripada dulu sampai sekarang macam itu saja.
00:57:19Sebab itu dalam hidup ini kita kena cuba banyak benda.
00:57:21Betul.
00:57:22Kalau kita tak cuba banyak benda,
00:57:23kita tak tahu perjalanan itu macam mana.
00:57:26Kalau tak, selama-lamanya awak akan nangis di pucu katil.
00:57:29Iya, selama-lamanya saya akan merangis di pucu katil,
00:57:31sedih, meratap, berbisa.
00:57:33Macam itu.
00:57:36Kan? Kalau tak, tak belajar.
00:57:38Iya. Kalau tak, tak belajar.
00:57:40Kalau tak, kita tak tahu.
00:57:41Sebab apa? Sebagai cabin crew ini kan,
00:57:43kita berhadapan dengan pelbagai jenis manusia.
00:57:45Kadang-kadang, yesterday, on board,
00:57:47kita tak tahu, kadang-kadang kita tak salah apa pun,
00:57:49tiba-tiba kena maki.
00:57:51Macam, hah?
00:57:53Aku juga.
00:57:54Aku juga.
00:57:55Tapi, best part is, bila kena maki itu,
00:57:57saya senyum.
00:57:58Yalah.
00:57:59Saya senyum.
00:58:00Kadang-kadang sampai crew cakap apa tahu,
00:58:01Beb, kau tak ada perasaankah?
00:58:03Dia, kadang-kadang diorang yang marah.
00:58:07Eh, kenapa dia buat macam itu?
00:58:08Tak, aku.
00:58:10Depan ini dia dah turun, dah tak jumpa,
00:58:12dia akan jumpa orang lain lagi.
00:58:14Kita akan jumpa orang lain.
00:58:16Kadang-kadang dia cakap,
00:58:17I dah tak nak fly dengan Malaysia Airlines.
00:58:19I dah ban Malaysia Airlines.
00:58:20Dia kata, ok.
00:58:22Terima kasih.
00:58:23Thank you so much.
00:58:24Thank you for flying with us.
00:58:26Macam itulah.
00:58:27Macam itu, thank you.
00:58:29Kadang-kadang orang nak, sebenarnya kita marah.
00:58:31Especially Mak Zaleh kan.
00:58:33Mak Zaleh, thank you.
00:58:34You're so rude.
00:58:35Thank you so much.
00:58:37Nice to meet.
00:58:38Tapi banyak lagi yang dapat,
00:58:40Banyak lagi pujian-pujian yang diberi.
00:58:42Betul, betul, betul.
00:58:44Sebab yang marah-marah itu,
00:58:46Sikit-sikit saja.
00:58:48Yang mana baik itu baik sangat Sudir.
00:58:50Kadang-kadang macam mak-mak ini kan,
00:58:52Dia datang, dia pegang, dia peluk.
00:58:55Saya rindu ke anak saya.
00:58:57Ya ke anak makcik di mana?
00:58:59Berburak-burak.
00:59:00Kadang-kadang tengok pasenger yang tak sihat,
00:59:02Yang mana bawa mak bapak yang tak sihat.
00:59:04Kita sedih tahu sebenarnya.
00:59:06Kita sedih karena tengok mak bapak yang masuk pakai wheelchair,
00:59:09Pakai tongkat, kadang berangkat.
00:59:13Macam mana kalau mak bapak aku macam mana?
00:59:15Kadang kita terpikir macam itu tahu.
00:59:19Aurora, di minit terakhir ini kan,
00:59:23Di hadapan kamera kita,
00:59:25Kalau mungkin diberi peluang,
00:59:26You nak cakap sesuatu kepada,
00:59:28Semua pihak yang mungkin sebelum ini,
00:59:32Memperkecilkan,
00:59:34Seluar Razak di awal kemunculannya kan,
00:59:37Apa yang you nak cakap Aurora?
00:59:39Sebenarnya dia macam ini,
00:59:41Apa-apa yang berlaku sebelum-sebelum ini,
00:59:44Yang dulu-dulu orang memperkecilkan saya,
00:59:46Itu sebenarnya adalah satu pengalaman.
00:59:48Terima kasih sangat-sangat kepada,
00:59:51Yang memberikan pengalaman itu pada saya.
00:59:53Kalau pengalaman itu tak ada,
00:59:55Aurora seluar takkan belajar,
00:59:57Takkan nak untuk meningkatkan diri dia.
01:00:00Dan satu lagi kepada netizen-netizen yang berada di luar sana.
01:00:04Terima kasih juga atas kutukan,
01:00:06Hinaan dan cacian awak.
01:00:08Sebenarnya itu bukannya,
01:00:12Tak akan menjatuhkan.
01:00:13Tak akan menjatuhkan saya pun.
01:00:15Sebab itu adalah satu platform juga,
01:00:18Untuk memboostkan saya lagi.
01:00:20Boostkan lagi semangat saya.
01:00:21Dan satu awak kena sedar,
01:00:23Pahala awak,
01:00:24Free-free saja datang kepada saya.
01:00:26Jadi kalau awak rasa,
01:00:28Awak seorang yang baik hati,
01:00:30Nak teruskan beri pahala yang,
01:00:32Yang orang kata free kepada saya,
01:00:34Teruskanlah dengan apa yang awak lakukan sekarang.
01:00:37Kalau awak rasa itu berbaloi,
01:00:39Kita bagi lembut-lembut saja,
01:00:42Orang kata gitu.
01:00:43Jangan marah-marah,
01:00:44Jangan ada emosi-emosi.
01:00:46Kita tenang-tenang saja.
01:00:47Sebab emosi itu akan mengganggu mental dan jiwa anda.
01:00:51Betul.
01:00:52Semoga baik-baik saja untuk Aurora.
01:00:54Dan kita doakan itu untuk awak.
01:00:57Bahagia dalam perkahwinannya.
01:00:58Amin ya Allah, amin.
01:01:00Tahu-tahu tahun ini akan ada yang baru kan?
01:01:03Anak yang baru?
01:01:04Tak lah, daripada awak lah.
01:01:06Insya Allah.
01:01:07Saya umur 40 tahun,
01:01:09Suami saya dah 50 tahun.
01:01:10Boleh.
01:01:11Kita memang ada persefahaman.
01:01:14Kita nak tiga itu saja.
01:01:15Jangan kata apa tau,
01:01:16Sayang, awak tak payah hamil sayang.
01:01:18Awak jaga saja anak saya itu.
01:01:20Berilah sepenuh kasih sayang dan perhatian.
01:01:22Alhamdulillah.
01:01:25Jadi tak ada push lah situ.
01:01:27Tak ada pressure.
01:01:28Terima kasih Aurora.
01:01:29Sama-sama, terima kasih juga.
01:01:30Kita jumpa lagi dalam confession begin.
01:01:32Bye.