Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:01Emir!
00:09Bravo.
00:11Mumış'ı, Romantizm.
00:13You're great.
00:15Mumış'ı.
00:17Definitely calmer.
00:25Because it's more deceiving.
00:27You can't see the mess around you.
00:30You can hide the truth.
00:33You can delay it.
00:36But you can't destroy it.
00:39When the sun comes up in the morning, this place will be the same.
00:49Yes.
00:51Maybe it will be the same.
01:01But we won't be the same.
01:03We will listen to each other.
01:07Did you light candles like that that night?
01:11Tell me, did you prepare such a great atmosphere for your revenge?
01:16No.
01:20Oh, how rude.
01:22It didn't suit a knight like you at night.
01:25But sorry, it was the most meaningless night of your life, wasn't it?
01:29It's not worth spending candles.
01:31No, it was meaningful, Feriha.
01:33But it was meaningful because you created that woman.
01:37The only meaning of that night was you.
01:39It was hurting you.
01:42I wanted to prove to myself that I could destroy you.
01:45I wanted to choose a random woman's body and go back to before you.
01:50Nonsense.
01:52Until you said, or I should do it.
01:55Don't talk about this.
01:57Neither when I was at home, nor when I learned the possibility of being a father.
02:03What did I do that night?
02:05I didn't face you until you said those words.
02:08You faced me very well, Emir.
02:11I asked you only one question to understand me.
02:14I got the most definite answer I've ever had in my life.
02:17It wasn't an answer.
02:19You were different, you knew.
02:22You knew you were different.
02:24I wasn't just in love with you.
02:26You trusted me.
02:29After the lies, you trusted me despite all the punishments you gave me.
02:36You were peaceful.
02:38No matter what.
02:40Feriha.
02:42I will forget a lot of things that night.
02:45Your hypocrisy, your helplessness, your cowardice, your injustice.
02:50I will forget how you burned my heart.
02:52But one thing.
02:54I will never forget how you disappointed me.
02:58I won't forget either.
03:00How I lost myself,
03:03and your eyes.
03:06I won't forget how you looked at me when you left the door that night.
03:10Were you looking at me differently when you kicked me out of the dorm?
03:13Were you looking at me differently when you made me fired?
03:16You haven't changed a bit.
03:18You're still two-faced.
03:20You're still a coward.
03:21Yes, I'm still a coward.
03:24I was afraid of what you said that night.
03:27This time I was afraid of your silence.
03:30I'm actually always afraid of the same thing.
03:33This is the only thing that's been the same since the day you came into my life.
03:37The fear of losing you.
03:51The fear of losing you.
03:57Where was your fear of losing you when you forced me to leave this house?
04:04It wasn't there because we were married, right?
04:09I never saw marriage as a guarantee.
04:14You don't care about Mehmet, my father, Gülsüm.
04:17For them, marriage is whatever it is for you.
04:19You don't believe what you're saying.
04:22You know I don't deserve this.
04:24Prove it if you don't deserve it.
04:26Answer the question I asked that night.
04:29Come on, can you?
04:32If I had made you live what you made me live,
04:35how much of the understanding you expected from me could you show me?
04:39What a stupid question, isn't it?
04:41It's a question I already know the answer to.
04:44It's a question I don't know the answer to, Feriha.
04:47Lie.
04:48I really don't know the answer.
04:50If you were with that man,
04:52just to take revenge on me,
04:54would I have killed him? Would I have dragged him away?
04:56Wouldn't I want to see his face again? I don't know.
04:58But I know one thing.
05:00If I hadn't forgiven you,
05:02if I hadn't wanted to see his face again, it wouldn't have ended.
05:05It wouldn't have ended in me.
05:07Did you hear me?
05:09Look, I answered you.
05:11Come on, answer me now.
05:15Is it over?
05:16You won't be able to do this.
05:19Even if you keep me here for days,
05:21I won't tell you what I want to hear.
05:23Then tell me what you don't want to hear.
05:25Tell me what you're afraid of hearing.
05:27You already know everything I'm afraid of hearing.
05:30It's all at the tip of my tongue.
05:32Since the first day I fell in love with you,
05:34when you washed me to the ground,
05:36when you lifted me from the ground,
05:38everything is at the tip of your tongue.
05:40If you hadn't hit me because you couldn't stand what came out of my mouth,
05:44yes, maybe I could have believed what you said.
05:47When I hit you...
05:49Don't.
05:51Please don't tell me the same story.
05:53I don't believe it.
05:55You brought me here from the dormitory like this.
05:57I don't believe anything you say,
05:59and I don't believe you regret it.
06:01It's not the same thing.
06:03It's the same thing.
06:05What you did when I couldn't speak,
06:07when I couldn't keep quiet,
06:09it's always the same.
06:11Look, if you gave me a single chance to break your stubbornness by talking...
06:12You understand me, don't you?
06:14Stubbornness.
06:16I'm like this for you, aren't I?
06:19I don't go out, I don't start working,
06:21I'm not ready to talk to you.
06:25It's all because I'm stubborn, isn't it?
06:28I'm stubborn to make you regret.
06:30It's that simple.
06:33It's not simple.
06:35Okay.
06:37I've said it many times.
06:39But what I did wasn't simple either.
06:41Is it really that hard, Feriha?
06:43Is it that impossible?
06:45While forgiving everyone who did you wrong in your life,
06:47you were talking to me about forgiving Cansu.
06:52Is it so hard for me to forgive myself for my only self?
06:56Tell me.
06:58How many times did you forgive your father?
07:00I don't care how many times I forgave them.
07:02You weren't one of them, Emir.
07:04I won't be afraid of you like I'm afraid of them.
07:07Did you hear me?
07:08I won't be afraid of you.
07:10The only way for you not to be afraid of me is to turn your back on me?
07:17You told me you were strong.
07:21You told me you were weak when you hit me.
07:24So why did you lose to your own weakness
07:27while I was trying to hold your hand despite everything?
07:30Or was that the problem?
07:32Should I try to stay by your side despite everything?
07:35Wasn't that strong enough?
07:36Wasn't that strong enough?
07:38It was all too much.
07:41I always did the same thing.
07:43I always did the biggest mistakes of my life
07:46when I felt weak in front of you.
07:48All my other mistakes were to crush you
07:51while your absence was crushing me.
07:53Maybe you expected me to give up.
07:55Maybe you wanted this.
07:57If I had turned my back on you, it would have been easier for you.
08:00You couldn't stand me standing by you.
08:03This made you feel more guilty.
08:06When I didn't run away, you wanted to run away from me and yourself.
08:11You felt more powerless.
08:13Because you ruined everything for the first time, didn't you?
08:19I never felt as worthless as I felt when I left here that night.
08:28I fooled you for a year,
08:32but I never felt so deceived.
08:36Because nothing would happen to me when you were with me.
08:40No one could hurt me when you were with me.
08:43I was safe with you.
08:45I don't trust you since that night.
08:48You will trust me again.
08:50You will trust me just like I trusted you.
08:53You won't believe me no matter what I say.
08:56I can only show you that this will never happen again if you stay with me, Feriha.
09:02Stay with me.
09:04Feriha, please stay with me.
09:07I won't.
09:10I won't!
09:12I will never forget that you brought me here.
09:15I won't trust you.
09:17You won't make me forget anything.
09:23Look at my face.
09:26The mark on my lip is gone, right?
09:28As if nothing happened.
09:30But it's still here, just like the other mistakes we couldn't erase.
09:34Now you want to talk to me.
09:37You didn't hesitate to talk to me that night.
09:40You hit me.
09:42You didn't talk, you hit me.
09:44Do the same thing.
09:46Emir, what are you doing?
09:48Hit me.
09:50Hit me.
09:52Emir, what are you doing?
09:54Let go!
09:56That's enough! Look at us!
09:58Is that all you can do?
10:00Is that all we lost?
10:01Is that all we lost?
10:03I don't want to lose each other.
10:05I don't care how much I lost myself.
10:08I don't want to lose you.
10:10Is this how we're going to win each other over?
10:13By clinging to each other between four walls?
10:16By forcing each other to talk and listen?
10:19I'm just trying.
10:21I don't know what to do anymore.
10:24Maybe I'm being ridiculous.
10:26Maybe I'm not in my right mind, but I won't leave you without trying.
10:28I won't leave you without trying.
10:30I won't leave you without doing everything I can to win you over, Feriha.
10:33I'm sitting in the living room and I'm not talking, Emir.
10:36Either go sit alone in your room or don't say a word.
10:38Don't say a word.
10:56You don't know that I have to do this for you.
11:00I'm keeping your name in my mind.
11:03Your eyes grow bigger and bigger.
11:06You don't know that I have to do this for you.
11:08I'm keeping your name in my mind.
11:13Sometimes loving is terribly scary.
11:16You get tired all of a sudden one night.
11:19If we hold on, it's because we're living in each other's mouths.
11:23Sometimes passion breaks your hands.
11:27It takes a few lives out of its life.
11:31Sometimes it knocks on any door.
11:33Sometimes,
11:36it's the scent of loneliness behind it.
11:40Whenever I think of living, I sit at the table of these wolves.
11:44Maybe it's hard, it's shameful.
11:47But I don't want to get my hands dirty.
11:51Whenever I think of living,
11:54I start with your name.
11:56My heart is shaking, the hidden seas.
11:59No, it won't be otherwise.
12:03You don't know that I have to do this for you.
12:09That's how Atilla believed in love.
12:14Didn't we believe?
12:27Is it time to shut up?
12:34I won't reward you for locking me up here.
12:39You'll see that it's no use.
12:42Do you know what I see?
12:45I see that you're crazy to talk,
12:48but you're stubborn to bring you here.
12:52Okay.
12:54If that's what you want, let it be.
12:57Let's shut up.
12:59The longer we shut up, the longer it'll take.
13:03Let's go.
13:26You'll burn your hand.
13:27Let it burn.
13:29I was waiting for you to tie me to the car.
13:31Do you know?
13:33I'm as peaceful as I haven't been for a long time.
13:37Are you trying to make me crazy?
13:40We both seem crazy enough.
13:57What are you doing?
13:59What are you doing? Move!
14:01Move!
14:31Move!
14:37Turn on the lights. I can't see.
14:54Look at you.
14:56You won't leave this house until you talk to Feriha.
15:00You won't leave this house until you talk to Feriha.
15:04You'll be here even if I make you crazy.
15:10Who made you more crazy?
15:14Me or your fear of being a father?
15:17Or the lack of money?
15:21Was the money you threw into Seher's apartment last night?
15:26No.
15:27I'm looking for a job.
15:28You're so insincere.
15:31You're angry because I didn't tell you.
15:33Of course I'm angry.
15:34Look at you.
15:36You even put the money between us.
15:41Don't I know that your father punished you with money just because of me?
15:46Don't you understand Feriha?
15:48It's not about money.
15:50It's helplessness.
15:51Don't your parents tell you that they've been looking for money for months?
15:55Haven't you hit me with money many times since you learned my lies?
15:59Don't you really believe I'm after your money?
16:03I won't even answer what you're saying.
16:05I don't believe you don't trust me that much.
16:08You're the one who doesn't trust me.
16:10I'm sorry, but I was a liar, wasn't I?
16:13You have reasons not to trust me.
16:16You know what?
16:19I tried to forget those lies like a donkey.
16:21I tried to erase them.
16:25I tried to leave them behind us.
16:27But you...
16:29You still feel guilty for your lies.
16:32You hug them at every opportunity.
16:35Everything was so bad.
16:38The only thing I could change was this house.
16:41But I couldn't do that either.
16:46I couldn't do anything.
16:47It was like sitting down and watching what we went through.
16:50I couldn't watch.
16:53You don't understand what that means.
16:54I can't understand you because I'm a woman.
16:56I can't understand you because I didn't have any money.
16:59If you had told me, I would have understood.
17:02At least I would have tried to understand, but you didn't even give me a chance.
17:05I felt insufficient.
17:08That's all.
17:09What kind of insufficiency?
17:11Can't you get on a helicopter when you want to?
17:16Do you have to work like normal people?
17:19Not being able to get you out of this apartment is insufficiency.
17:21Not being able to help your father is insufficiency.
17:24Not being able to do anything for me while that guy is acting like a hero for you is insufficiency.
17:29What kind of arrogance is this?
17:31Get this in your head, Emir.
17:34Even if you had as much money as you used to, I...
17:37I mean, you wouldn't be able to help my father because we didn't want you to.
17:42I was looking into your eyes.
17:45I wanted us to get over it together.
17:48What would happen if you told me you ran out of money?
17:50What would happen?
17:54Was that insufficiency going to destroy me, not that woman?
17:57My only concern was not adding new problems to my problems.
18:01What could I do when you told me to buy people because of Seher, because of Rüya?
18:06What should I have said to you?
18:07Should I have said, I don't have money to buy people anymore?
18:10You went crazy when Mr. Levent paid for my father.
18:13Even then, you didn't talk about insufficiency.
18:17I can't stand you being insincere even when you're angry.
18:20I wasn't insincere.
18:23But I couldn't stand that guy helping you.
18:27Okay, if it's selfishness, it's selfishness.
18:30I know.
18:32But I can't stand anything about that guy.
18:36Why do you value Mr. Levent so much, Emir?
18:39Don't joke.
18:41You're the one who values him.
18:44Because you can talk to him, because he can reach you.
18:48Do you understand?
18:50I've been talking to Mr. Levent about you from the beginning.
18:55I could talk about you, what you made me feel, what you made me live.
19:01If you had listened to me from the beginning,
19:04if we could talk, it wouldn't have been Mr. Levent.
19:07Don't, Feriha.
19:09That guy made you lie.
19:12Okay, blame me for everything.
19:15But don't blame me for pushing you to his friendship.
19:18You put them away from you.
19:20But you never turned your back on him.
19:23I can never turn my back on Mr. Levent as you want me to.
19:27I owe him my life.
19:30What does that mean?
19:32It means he saved my life.
19:37You came to listen to me from Cansu.
19:41I saw you go to Cansu while I was cleaning the stairs.
19:46I had nothing to lose.
19:49I went to the boat.
19:54I was drawing water from the sea for cleaning.
19:57I heard your voice.
19:59I heard that poem you whispered on the island.
20:06It was like your voice was coming from the bottom of the sea.
20:11Feriha, what did you do?
20:13I just let myself to the voice.
20:15Just.
20:17To the bottom of the sea.
20:23I was so peaceful at that moment.
20:26All the pain, losses, fears...
20:29They were all away from me.
20:32Then Mr. Levent took me up.
20:36To the bottom.
20:46Feriha.
20:49Okay, don't hug me, don't touch me.
20:52I don't need to be hugged.
20:55Not to be hugged.
21:00Not to be hugged.
21:03To feel.
21:07Please don't pull yourself.
21:11I could lose you.
21:12I could lose you.
21:15Losing you.
21:17Feriha, how did you do this?
21:20What if something had happened to you?
21:23What if you weren't here now?
21:31Now we won't hug each other because of a weak moment months ago.
21:35It's not that easy.
21:36It's not that easy.
21:38I don't care how we are now.
21:45I want to hug you.
21:47I didn't want anything different five minutes ago.
21:50I won't want anything different five minutes, five days, five years later.
21:53Don't do this, Emir.
21:55Don't do this.
21:58We've been through this.
22:01Don't you understand?
22:03We can't go on as if nothing happened.
22:06Feriha, I'm not trying to do this.
22:09I swear this is not my purpose.
22:11Look at us.
22:14This is what happens when we get close to each other.
22:18We break up, we fall apart, then we get back together.
22:22Then we come back to where we were, don't you see?
22:36Don't do this.
23:03Feriha, what are you doing?
23:04I'll get out of here.
23:06I swear I'll get out of here.
23:08Feriha, drop the knife.
23:10Give me the key, I'll drop it.
23:12You're being ridiculous. You can't open the door with a knife.
23:14Okay, I'll cut my hands while I'm trying to open it.
23:16Drop it, it's not a toy.
23:18Emir, give me the key then.
23:20Look, it's not a toy.
23:22Feriha, drop it.
23:32Emir, it's bleeding.
23:35Are you okay?
23:40Did something happen to you?
23:42Nothing happened to me.
23:51Emir, this is bleeding badly.
24:05Come on, let's go to the hospital.
24:07We're not going anywhere.
24:09Emir, it won't stop.
24:11Do you want an example?
24:13I won't open that door even if I die, Feriha.
24:15Are you crazy?
24:17Come on, let's go.
24:20Emir, look at this blood.
24:22You're going to die.
24:24Look at what you're talking about.
24:26Where's the key?
24:28Don't call for nothing, I don't have it either.
24:30Hide it.
24:31Emir, I'm telling you, you're going to die.
24:33I'll die if I die.
24:35I won't open that door, Feriha.
24:37Then die.
24:39Die of blood loss in front of me.
24:43Emir, I beg you, give me the key.
24:45Where did you hide it?
24:48There's a toothpick in the bathroom.
24:52Toothpick?
24:54It's not good.
24:56It's not good.
24:58It's not good.
24:59It's not good.
25:01Find the needle.
25:03I think it was in the bedroom.
25:05Emir, don't be ridiculous.
25:07What am I going to do with them?
25:09Haven't you ever stitched in your life?
25:11Are you sick? Are you crazy?
25:13I can't stitch my arm.
25:15Then you'll watch me die.
25:17Because we're not getting out of here.
25:19God damn it, you're a thief.
25:29Emir.
25:40Emir, I'm dying again, are you okay?
25:59Emir.
26:10Don't move, okay?
26:22I really drove you crazy.
26:24You're my only one.
26:26You drove me crazy and stabbed me.
26:27I didn't stab you.
26:34Don't move now, stop.
26:47Does it hurt a lot?
26:50Do you think?
26:57No.
27:14I hate you.
27:17I really hate you.
27:19You love me so much.
27:22You love me as much as I love you.
27:27You're stupid, stupid.
27:29I will never forget this.