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00:00Dublished in SLU Gem
00:30A film by Yusuf Asghar
00:32What is this?
00:34Hashmak
00:36Don't you like it?
00:37I don't know
00:38I haven't eaten it yet
00:40Is it not good for health?
00:42Eat it now
00:51Look at this
00:53It's like our neighbors, they are all angry
00:57It's sugar after all
01:00It's good
01:08It's delicious
01:10I don't know why my mom always said bad things about it
01:13If I tell you something, will you get angry?
01:18I won't
01:20Just don't tell me that I understand you
01:23No, no
01:25A person is very lucky, he only understands himself
01:27In my opinion
01:29I know I'm wrong
01:31I read something
01:33It's very good for these situations
01:35Can I tell you?
01:37Yes
01:39You don't know the pain of yourself
01:41And you don't see the cure of it
01:45You think of yourself as a small thing
01:49But the big universe is inside you
01:52So now the pain is me?
01:56Do you understand what I'm saying?
01:58What should I understand?
02:01He says, if the pain is you, then the cure is you
02:05The thing that is holding you back is neither Injila nor Mete
02:09Don't sacrifice your childhood
02:11Don't give it up
02:13But when that child falls
02:15You have to heal him
02:18Sometimes a person has to heal his own wounds
02:22Mete and Injila are not your parents
02:25They are not everything to you
02:27No one can be everything to you
02:29But some people can't do this
02:33I can't heal them
02:35What should I do?
02:36I don't know what to do
02:39But try to understand and forgive
02:43Don't be afraid that you can't stand alone
02:46I'm not afraid
02:51I feel very brave in front of this
02:58What should we do now?
03:01We have to be patient
03:04He won't forgive
03:07I lost him
03:13Every time, every way we described him
03:16This is how he acted
03:18I know
03:21I was waiting for this to happen
03:24I was waiting for this to happen, but...
03:27But your heart is burning
03:29It's unchanged, it's changing
03:32It's better than what we thought, right?
03:35I understand
03:37I don't know him
03:39But he doesn't clean you
03:43I know him
03:45Yes
03:48He breaks you
03:51There was a light that was for me and him
03:54But today, he broke me
04:01It's like there are four seasons inside me
04:05One side wants to laugh
04:08The other side wants to cry
04:20What did you do?
04:22How can you do this to Nawat?
04:24They said you knew about this
04:29Yes, we just didn't know
04:32But I was suspicious
04:35I told you to help
04:37I told you my son loves that girl
04:40Did you know?
04:42You wanted help
04:44Ozan, don't lie to us
04:46I didn't know, I was shocked
04:48You lied to us
04:50You didn't know
04:52Why are you lying?
04:54Stop talking to Mete
04:56It's over
04:58It's easy for you to say it's over
05:00What should I do?
05:02Naz and Mete were never happy
05:04Never
05:06She seems to be happy
05:08It's over
05:10I'll talk to Mete
05:12I'll make him pay
05:14I won't let him
05:16What are you saying?
05:18I told you not to talk to Mete
05:20I won't let him pay
05:22Leave me alone
05:24Please
05:26You should have listened to me
05:28You're one person
05:30If you did something right
05:32None of this would have happened
05:34Do you know that?
05:36What did he say?
05:38He said I ruined everything
05:40Take me to my son
05:42Where are you going?
05:44I don't understand
05:46We're trying to get to know each other
05:48We can't
05:50It's none of our business
05:52It's the result of what you did
05:54I'm sorry
05:56Let's go
06:10I want to go to my mom
06:14Zia, do something
06:16I did my job
06:18What should I do?
06:22Tansu
06:24What did Feliz mean?
06:26What's wrong with you?
06:28Why are you sitting here?
06:30Go to your sister
06:34Zia, what's wrong with you?
06:36Come to yourself
06:38Not me
06:40They should come to themselves
06:42Okay
06:46Zia, I'm sorry
06:48I'll see you later
06:50What did he say?
06:52He said don't leave without you
06:54He said don't leave without you
06:56Is that what he said?
06:58No, he didn't say anything
07:00He said you should go
07:02He praised us a lot
07:04I told you
07:06He's not that stupid
07:08Let's go
07:12Okay
07:14Do you feel better?
07:16Yes, I feel better
07:18But
07:20But?
07:22I have to find a house as soon as possible
07:24I can't go to the shelter
07:26I don't want to go home
07:28My mom is there
07:30I know I don't have all the rights
07:32But I made a connection with the people
07:36I wanted to get some of our company
07:38Then I'll tell the story
07:40I wanted to tell the story
07:42But I can't
07:44Naz, I think you have the potential
07:46To find your own job in a short time
07:48I always believe in you
07:50Don't think about your rights
07:52It'll pass
07:54I'll lend you money
07:56Don't worry
08:02He hasn't called me for 23 times
08:06He couldn't call me
08:08He's worried about you
08:10He's not worried about me
08:12He just thinks I'm crazy
08:14You took his side
08:16Don't take it to heart
08:18I don't care
08:20But don't bother him
08:22He wants to apologize
08:24Don't say that
08:26It's not that he wants to apologize
08:28He has a literary problem
08:30He speaks in a weird way
08:32But he has the right
08:34He's my mom
08:36From their point of view
08:38A man and a woman
08:40Can't be friends
08:42From their point of view
08:44They're afraid of us
08:48We're a man and a woman
08:50Who became good friends
08:56Good friends
09:00Aren't we?
09:02We are
09:06We are
09:08You and that necklace
09:10You were upset that day
09:12So I gave you a better look
09:14And my heart in the necklace
09:16I mean
09:18I told you not to say
09:20Such things
09:22I told you
09:24You weren't in a condition to joke
09:26You were joking
09:28A pathetic joke
09:30A pathetic joke
09:34He's calling
09:36Answer him
09:38If he was my mom
09:40He'd be in a car
09:42He's mad
09:44Okay, you call him
09:46Call him
09:48The best thing about you
09:50Is that you go into his heart
09:52You go into his heart
09:54But you explain it well
09:56Call him and explain
09:58You'd lose the world
10:00But not your mom
10:02He's calling
10:10Where are you?
10:12I was dying of anxiety
10:14Why don't you answer your phone?
10:16I did
10:18Where are you?
10:20Answer me
10:22How are you?
10:24I'm fine
10:26Mom, you called for a reason
10:28Okay
10:30Wait, don't hang up
10:32Where are you?
10:34Send me the location
10:36I want to be with you
10:38Okay, I'll send it
10:40I'll see you
10:42Is this close?
10:44I don't know
10:46I'll go
10:48Where are you going?
10:50Something happened
10:52Your mom is talking
10:54You know me, I can't keep quiet
10:56Do you want to leave me here alone?
10:58Stay for another 5 minutes
11:00Please
11:16How are you, ma'am?
11:20I'm like before
11:22My mom is at work
11:24And Khalil is in Baghdadi
11:28What happened?
11:30You look pale
11:32Did something happen to your son?
11:34No, nothing happened
11:36Let's go inside
11:38Let's go
11:50Who is it?
11:52I don't know, we'll see
11:54Let's go
12:06What brought you here?
12:08The storm destroyed us
12:10My dear
12:12Welcome
12:24Welcome
12:26Thank you
12:28I'll go out
12:30And we'll talk
12:32Why?
12:34Can I do that?
12:36I'm not going anywhere
12:38We're not here to argue
12:40We're here to understand you
12:42You're right
12:44But I don't know what to say
12:46Let me tell you
12:48I'm on Naz's side
12:50I'm on your side
12:52We were supposed to listen to the kids
12:54What are you doing?
12:56I'm still in shock
12:58But I should talk to the doctor first
13:00You're right
13:02We'll talk as much as we can
13:04Until we get you out of here
13:14Don't worry
13:16I'm on your side
13:22Don't worry
13:24I'm on your side
13:26Siyan
13:28Siyan
13:30Siyan
13:32Siyan
13:34Siyan
13:36Siyan
13:38Siyan
13:40Siyan
13:42Siyan
13:44Siyan
13:46Siyan
13:48Siyan
13:50But wherever they go, it's still my house.
13:52What does this have to do with anything?
13:54What does it have to do with them going there?
13:56I have no idea, sir.
13:57It's my life.
13:58I'm the son of one of them.
13:59I'm the nephew of one of them.
14:00Well, I have a grandson, too.
14:02Did you make a mistake or not?
14:04I did.
14:05Zia, if you ask me,
14:07I'd rather be a nurse instead of a nurse.
14:11I told you.
14:12Remember?
14:13I told you.
14:14There's definitely something going on between them.
14:18Oh, no.
14:19Don't say that.
14:21I made a mistake.
14:23Don't make me go crazy.
14:24Okay, okay.
14:25It's my life.
14:26Okay.
14:27So, they all want to stay at your house?
14:29Where do they sleep and wake up?
14:31Do you want me to send an extra bed there?
14:33Of course.
14:34Of course.
14:35When they sleep in the summer,
14:37they go through the winter.
14:38They dance on the ice.
14:39Go see.
14:43Maybe.
14:45Of course.
14:46Let's give them some space.
14:48Okay.
14:49But can you give me some space?
14:50It'll be easier if you give me some space.
14:55I can't believe it.
14:59Does Mom know about this?
15:01She has a daughter.
15:02Don't let her know, son.
15:04We've been together for days.
15:06The world is gone.
15:08I swear.
15:09If we had come for a marriage proposal,
15:11they would have been together.
15:13Wait, wait, wait.
15:15My brain is working now.
15:17They are not together, Yuksel.
15:19Aunt Yuksel,
15:20the woman said
15:21their love was love at first sight.
15:23Yes, it was love at first sight.
15:25My son knew it.
15:28He knew it but he couldn't understand it.
15:30My son was so young.
15:33Don't look at me like that.
15:36We are mother and son here.
15:39Why are you looking at me like that?
15:42I'm sorry.
15:43Yuksel,
15:44because I'm your guest,
15:45I'm trying to be patient.
15:47But, listen to me.
15:48I should have told you many things.
15:50But, because of you, my dear, I'm quiet.
15:52Everything is clear.
15:54Everything.
15:55I'm the one who was wronged
15:57and I'm responsible for it.
16:00Maybe Filiz knows about it.
16:03Maybe Filiz knows about it.
16:05Because of this girl.
16:07But, but...
16:09What are you talking about, Yuksel?
16:10Didn't you hear that, Miss Jamila?
16:12What are you doing?
16:42What are you doing here?
16:43I don't know.
16:46I probably wanted to go back to my childhood.
16:49Do you really live here?
16:51Yes.
16:54I was lucky to come to the park at this age.
16:57Very good.
17:04When I was a child,
17:05I couldn't go to the park.
17:06Do you remember?
17:07But, I had made my life like a park.
17:10Everything was in the past.
17:16I see.
17:18Because I'm so protective of you,
17:20you get angry with me, don't you?
17:23Well, I tried to be protective of you
17:25in the matter of the Bible.
17:27I knew you would do this.
17:29I knew you would come and tell them.
17:31That I'm so worthy of them.
17:33That I'm so foolish.
17:34That I was so right with you.
17:35Mom, live.
17:36Live a happy life.
17:37Be wise.
17:41My daughter,
17:42I said it behind your back.
17:44I came to be with you.
17:46Not to tell them.
17:52You were two years old.
17:54You were passing by a park with your car.
17:56You saw the park.
17:57You fell in love with it.
17:58You wanted to play.
17:59You insisted that I play.
18:01You were like that at that time.
18:02If you insisted on something,
18:03no one could stop you.
18:05We tried.
18:06We couldn't.
18:07You came back with your car.
18:09You came back.
18:10You entered the park.
18:12You played like crazy.
18:14You were so happy.
18:15Then something happened.
18:16Something like that.
18:17It was close.
18:18A hole in your head.
18:19You fell on the ground.
18:21I was so scared.
18:22I said, it's not good.
18:23There was a hole in his head.
18:24Then you got up.
18:25Your nose was injured.
18:26I pulled you up.
18:27You got in the car.
18:29We didn't go back to the park anymore.
18:31Yes, that's right.
18:32I didn't fall like that again.
18:33I didn't bleed from my nose.
18:34But my soul was very hot.
18:40When was the last time we shared something?
18:44I don't remember.
18:46When did we talk and laugh together?
18:49Or when did we hurt each other?
18:52I don't remember either.
18:58That's why I fell in love with a man
19:00who didn't see me at all.
19:03I loved someone who was never with me
19:05and didn't do anything to me except fight.
19:09It's so funny, isn't it?
19:21It's not funny at all.
19:22It's silly.
19:24But now that you said it like that,
19:26I think
19:28whatever you couldn't do for me,
19:32I couldn't do for my mother.
19:35Why?
19:37I had a sad mother.
19:39She lived in her own world.
19:41She always had doors and walls around her.
19:43Those doors were always closed.
19:45And she didn't love me at all.
19:48Why?
19:50Because I couldn't make my father happy
19:52as much as he wanted to keep him in the house.
19:55I couldn't work in our house.
19:58I mean, at least now I understand.
20:00From what I understood and heard,
20:02when I look at him at this age,
20:04I want to do something that he couldn't do.
20:09He couldn't get over it.
20:11I tried.
20:12You know, I did everything I could.
20:15To make him happy, to make him laugh.
20:17I tried to make my father happy.
20:19If he laughed, he'd stay in the house.
20:21He'd be happy in the house.
20:22My mother loves me.
20:23But I couldn't.
20:24My father was in love with another woman.
20:27How could I know that?
20:30Then David was born.
20:32When he had a son, he was very hopeful.
20:34At first, he loved her very much.
20:36He said, this girl won't come back to him.
20:38My son will come back to him.
20:39Then time passed.
20:40He couldn't even see Bahri.
20:42My father wasn't happy either.
20:44He got rid of Bahri.
20:49You mean, there's something you need to understand?
20:52My mother, my father,
20:54the big house we live in,
20:56and the mess inside it,
20:58we couldn't fill it.
21:01But that mess came.
21:03It was able to fill us.
21:06That's how I experience it.
21:11I mean, I say that
21:14the mother I gave birth to
21:16is something I saw and learned.
21:18I mean, I could do everything.
21:20I did everything I could and couldn't.
21:22I understood and learned everything.
21:25I know I blamed you a lot.
21:27I broke your heart a lot.
21:29I got angry, I stopped you.
21:31I protected you a lot.
21:33I know all of this.
21:35But do you know why everything
21:37that I was deprived of,
21:39was taken from me?
21:41I gave all of this to you,
21:43but you weren't happy at all.
21:45It was as if everything I did
21:47was actually fighting with myself.
21:49Now you say you have to scold me so much.
21:51Well, you know, I can't stop that monster inside me.
21:53I mean, I can't get over it.
21:55But I know one thing well.
21:57I want you to be very happy.
22:00Nothing is more important than this.
22:02Mom, I'm begging you.
22:04Let me live my life the way I know it.
22:06Please.
22:07I'm sorry to say this, but this is not your story.
22:09Okay, you're right.
22:11I'm just curious about one thing.
22:13How can you be so comfortable
22:15when all of this has happened?
22:17I don't understand this.
22:19I'm a little worried.
22:21If after all of this,
22:23you trust Qadir so much
22:25that he'll come back to you,
22:27you'll make the same mistake again.
22:29Mom.
22:30Let me first understand what has happened to me.
22:32Please save your own life
22:35and tell my dad.
22:37He has someone to tell him.
22:39What?
22:41What?
22:42What did you say?
22:43What did you just say?
22:44What did I say?
22:45I didn't say anything.
22:46I said the same thing.
22:47I don't know what I said.
22:50Mom.
22:52Is my dad cheating on you?
23:01Mom.
23:15Come in.
23:21Come in.
23:27Don't be afraid.
23:28It's not too bad outside.
23:30Everyone is shocked,
23:32but no one wants to bother you.
23:34So don't be afraid.
23:36What about you?
23:37I still don't know what to say
23:39or what to think.
23:42I don't know either.
23:45Were you able to talk to Nas?
23:47I called him, but he didn't answer.
23:49I think it's best
23:50that you don't burn the house
23:52and stand in front of his mom
23:53and leave in peace.
23:55I think it's a good idea.
24:03Ozan,
24:04you were here too.
24:06Can we talk to Angel?
24:08Okay.
24:09We'll talk later.
24:20Oh, Nas.
24:22Welcome.
24:25Nas,
24:26I'm really sorry
24:28about Mete and Angela.
24:31Dad, I didn't come here
24:32to talk to you about us.
24:35Is it right
24:36that you cheated on my mom?
24:41Dad,
24:42I really didn't mean it.
24:45I didn't mean it.
24:48Dad, really?
24:50I can't believe it.
24:51I never thought
24:52it would be like this.
24:54Dad, is it really you?
24:55Is it really someone in your life?
24:57Look, Nas.
24:58It's not what your mom thinks.
25:00It's not like that.
25:01Then what is it?
25:03Was it for one night?
25:04Was it longer?
25:05Don't tell me
25:06you fell in love with someone.
25:08Dad, talk to me.
25:09Okay, okay.
25:10I'll tell you everything.
25:11Okay.
25:12Please sit down.
25:13Please sit down for a moment.
25:14I'll tell you everything
25:15from the beginning.
25:16Okay, Nas.
25:17I'll tell you everything.
25:19I think I fell in love.
25:22What are you talking about?
25:24Yes, I'm joking.
25:25But that's how I felt.
25:27Mete, again?
25:28Again?
25:29Yes.
25:30This time it's different.
25:35I bought it
25:36from the sweet shop
25:37you like.
25:40Tell me something.
25:41The more you keep quiet,
25:42the more anxious I get.
25:44Before we got married,
25:45your mind was mixed up.
25:46You said,
25:47I fell in love.
25:48Was it Angela?
25:52Why didn't you tell me, Mete?
25:54If I had told you then,
25:55would you have reacted like this?
25:57I would have reacted
25:58a lot more than this.
26:00Sometimes I get mad at Dad
26:02for judging us.
26:04But most of all,
26:05I tried to make the decisions
26:06for you.
26:09Maybe Dad is to blame,
26:10but I'm more than him.
26:11Maybe all of this
26:12happened because of me.
26:13If that day you...
26:14I think that day is today.
26:15Well,
26:16if I had told you that day,
26:17would we have been able
26:18to sit and listen to each other?
26:19Naz would have been easily
26:20offended.
26:22How would your situation have been?
26:23You tell me.
26:25It would have been much more
26:26bloody,
26:27but it would still be bloody.
26:28It's not an easy way.
26:30What can I do?
26:32I love her.
26:36When I talk to my son,
26:37he says,
26:38I'm offended.
26:39When I talk to my son,
26:40he says, I'm offended.
26:41No, don't be offended.
26:42From now on,
26:43don't be offended at all.
26:45Look what I'm saying, Mete.
26:46I sacrificed myself
26:47for everyone to be happy.
26:49But who is happy now?
26:50How happy is he?
26:53We have to try
26:54to calm Naz down.
26:55After that,
26:56everyone will calm down.
26:57It's very important
26:58that Naz accepts this.
27:01You mean,
27:02you'll be by my side?
27:03Always.
27:06My dear.
27:10Let's go.
27:11I'll leave you alone.
27:22Okay.
27:23My mom is very confused about you.
27:24Okay.
27:25But you left her alone.
27:26This is not a good excuse.
27:28Naz,
27:29I have nothing to defend.
27:30When I think about
27:31what you said,
27:32of course,
27:33if you said everything,
27:34it's not a matter
27:35that can be easily divorced.
27:36It's not a matter
27:37that can be easily divorced.
27:38At least,
27:39you didn't say
27:40that you love her,
27:41did you?
27:44Actually,
27:45what your mom is upset about
27:47is not something
27:48that I experienced.
27:49It's about
27:50who I experienced it with.
27:51Who did you experience it with?
27:53Who did you experience it with?
27:55With whom, dad?
27:56Tansu.
27:58Which one?
28:00Our own Tansu?
28:06Look,
28:07except for what I said,
28:08nothing happened.
28:10What else should happen?
28:11What else should happen?
28:12Do you understand
28:13what you're saying?
28:14I always
28:16defend you.
28:17I don't get angry
28:18because of mom.
28:19I really can't believe it.
28:20You're saying
28:21that Tansu was God.
28:23You're right, dear.
28:24Of course, I'm right.
28:25What are you saying?
28:26I'm really sorry.
28:27I don't know
28:28how you forgave me.
28:29I made such a big mistake.
28:31I'm so ashamed
28:32of you and your mom.
28:33I couldn't even
28:34go to Mette
28:35to say something.
28:36I'm so sorry.
28:37I really don't know
28:38what to do.
28:39Why are you people
28:40like this?
28:41First, you leave
28:42a woman alone.
28:43Then, as if
28:44nothing happened,
28:45you follow
28:46another woman.
28:47She's the closest woman
28:48around you.
28:49Then, you play
28:50with the innocent people.
28:52Good for you.
28:53Good for you.
28:54What can I say?
28:56You should go
28:57and talk to Mette
28:58because you know
28:59each other better.
29:07You should pray
29:08for that, too.
29:10I told her to decide
29:11on something bigger
29:12but she's been
29:13asking for it for a long time.
29:14You're angry, too.
29:17You have a right.
29:18I'm not angry.
29:20I'm just upset.
29:22You could've told me
29:23a few times
29:24but you didn't.
29:26So, you didn't trust
29:27me enough.
29:28I wanted to tell you
29:29a few times
29:32but then I got upset.
29:33You were in the middle.
29:34Then, you had to
29:35lie to Naz.
29:37That was bad.
29:39I can't say anything
29:40about that.
29:41But, in this big world,
29:43how can you
29:44only trust
29:45my daughter
29:46and my cousin?
29:47I don't get it.
29:50You get what you know.
29:51Exactly.
29:57I don't know
29:58how to thank you.
30:00When you first came,
30:01I thought you were
30:02my rival.
30:03But...
30:04The things you've experienced
30:05were so hard.
30:06But, the fact that
30:07you bought a new family
30:08and lost them
30:09really shows
30:10your love.
30:12I know it's hard
30:13to make a decision
30:14but I really
30:16appreciate you
30:17for your courage
30:18and your attitude.
30:20Don't ever
30:21look back.
30:22I tried
30:23but I couldn't.
30:25I tried so hard
30:26to forget
30:27and run away
30:28but I couldn't.
30:30When love is real,
30:31you can't run away.
30:33Don't worry.
30:35There are so many
30:36lovers in this house
30:37who can easily
30:38understand you.
30:41I hope one day
30:42Nazem will understand.
30:43I was so selfish.
30:45I said I wish
30:46I hadn't told my dad.
30:47I wish
30:48they had gone to London.
30:49But,
30:50it was good
30:51after that.
30:52It was hard
30:53but it was good.
30:55When did you
30:56talk to Mr. Zia?
30:57That day
30:58when they argued
30:59to prevent
31:00their divorce.
31:01I talked to him.
31:02But,
31:03I didn't know
31:04he was after Mete.
31:05My son even
31:06booked a flight to London
31:07but he cancelled it.
31:08He cancelled
31:09everything.
31:12If you'll excuse me,
31:13I have to go.
31:14I have to go
31:15to my mom.
31:16What happened?
31:17Did something happen?
31:18She called me a lot.
31:19I couldn't talk to her.
31:20I want to go
31:21and talk to her.
31:22Okay.
31:23Okay, go.
31:24Go.
31:33My dear.
31:38Thank you
31:39for trying
31:40to leave me.
31:41Thank you so much.
31:52Anjela.
31:54Where are you going?
31:55I'm going to talk
31:56to my mom.
31:57What did we talk about?
31:58No, Mete.
31:59I can't accept this.
32:00This can't happen
32:01by chance.
32:02I'll go
32:03and talk to her.
32:04This is about my life.
32:05I can't leave
32:06without telling her.
32:07Listen to me.
32:08We'll go
32:09and talk.
32:10But, we'll talk
32:11tomorrow morning.
32:12No, I can't wait.
32:13Okay.
32:14I'll take the car
32:15and we'll go together.
32:16You stay with your family
32:17and I'll stay with mine.
32:18Let Rozan take you.
32:19I don't want to.
32:20I'll go by myself.
32:22Okay.
32:23I love you.
32:24I'll wait for you here.
32:26I love you too.
32:27I'll see you.
32:32Ugh!
32:34I'm not ready
32:35and I don't have
32:36anything with me.
32:37Ugh!
32:38You didn't want to go
32:39to your mom's robbery.
32:40Oh, no!
32:41Ugh!
32:42Where can I go
32:43in this heat?
32:44In this situation?
32:45Ugh!
32:46What kind of people
32:47have we become?
32:48It's worse
32:49to be a housewife
32:50than a housekeeper.
32:51You didn't tell me
32:52anything about
32:53being a housewife.
32:54You were unemployed.
32:55Of course,
32:56I told you.
32:57I told you
32:58that this housewife
32:59is very shameless.
33:00I told you
33:01that she is very shameless.
33:02What did I tell you?
33:03Ugh!
33:04My son!
33:05I swear
33:06God has protected you.
33:07If you had married
33:08this girl,
33:09she would have
33:10run away with you.
33:11You would have
33:12become a murderer.
33:13Angela played
33:14with you very well.
33:15Very well.
33:16She used you
33:17for real.
33:18For real.
33:19Okay, mom.
33:20She didn't want to.
33:21I think
33:22Filiz understood
33:23and solved it.
33:24Forget them.
33:25God damn them.
33:27Why do you hate
33:28my mother?
33:29Didn't you say
33:30you would
33:31come back to your life
33:32if you hated me?
33:33Son,
33:34I swear
33:35to God
33:36I will forget Angela
33:37and Nas
33:38and will contact you.
33:39I will find
33:40a girl for you.
33:41Take it easy, mom.
33:42Don't start it again.
33:43Oh, beautiful God.
33:44Look at my fate.
33:47I am giving my son
33:48to such people.
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38:30Angela, you still don't understand what you're doing.
38:34I have to protect you.
38:36Just like you've been protecting me for years.
38:38When you want to protect me,
38:40I break into pieces.
38:42Can't you see?
38:43Because I've seen my hands and feet.
38:45You don't see.
38:46If you saw, you'd be by my side.
38:48You'd say, how do you feel?
38:49What are you experiencing?
38:50You'd be by my side.
38:51But you wanted to destroy me with this broken heart.
38:55Just like when you raised me,
38:58you want to protect me by throwing me into another fire?
39:02Angela,
39:03you'll lose your family again.
39:06You can't think right now.
39:09Angela,
39:10why didn't you go?
39:11You don't know anything.
39:13You didn't even try to know.
39:15You don't even know me.
39:17You didn't even think about me.
39:19You didn't care about my life.
39:21Now, despite everything, I forgave you.
39:24We tried to understand you.
39:26We are the victims of your failed love.
39:29We gave up everything for this.
39:31Even our own father died for this.
39:33Let me give up my own love.
39:40Angela,
39:41how can you defend yourself from this?
39:45You told me to be by your side.
39:48Don't be by my side.
39:51When you did the right thing,
39:53I was by your side.
39:54But when you did the wrong thing,
39:56if you could stay by his side,
39:58you'd have a family.
40:00You were neither by my side when I did the right thing,
40:02nor when I did the wrong thing.
40:04Don't be by my side after this.
40:06I don't want to.
40:07Don't think about me anymore.
40:15Mom, what did you do?
40:21What are you doing here?
40:24Can someone explain to me what's going on?
40:41Turn it off.
40:42Turn it off.
40:43I'll turn it on again.
40:44It's on.
40:45Okay, okay.
40:46I turned it off.
40:48The kettle was supposed to give you medicine.
40:50Didn't it?
40:51Should I call it?
40:52No, it's not necessary.
40:54Just turn it off,
40:56and let them turn on.
40:57That's enough.
40:58It's not necessary.
41:04Ziya,
41:05do you want to be alone all night, my dear?
41:08Fakhri,
41:09how can I be a father?
41:11How can I be a father?
41:13They ruined all our children's lives.
41:17Ziya, do you know what kind of a father you are?
41:21You are a great father.
41:23Your children are very lucky.
41:26Do you know what it means to have no one to think of you,
41:29to protect you,
41:30to have no one to rely on?
41:33Your children will never understand.
41:36Even having a father to rely on is a great luck.
41:42We grew up with a lack of this.
41:45When you had a lack of this,
41:47of course you wanted to protect them, Ziya.
41:50Look how well I protected them.
41:52You protected them very well.
41:54Okay, you are powerful and capable,
41:56but you are not God's word, Ziya.
41:59They have their limits.
42:01They make mistakes,
42:02they learn from them.
42:04Sia grew up without bothering anyone.
42:08Go and see Charles.
42:10Poor boy,
42:11look at what he's been through.
42:15God bless you, Sia.
42:17You really make me laugh.
42:21But that's how it is, Ziya.
42:26They will find their way.
42:29Ziya, you don't have a little boy anymore.
42:31Their difficulties are over.
42:33You have to learn to say goodbye.
42:35They have to go on with their lives.
42:37There is a river that they can cross.
42:40Their father is like a mountain behind them.
42:42And if Algin had married,
42:44he would have had a son.
42:59But I know why you were afraid.
43:02We will meet again.
43:11Whenever I think someone is in trouble,
43:16I remember that moment.
43:19Let me go.
43:21Memo.
43:22Brother.
43:23Memo.
43:24Brother.
43:25Be careful.
43:26Memo.
43:27You are the next one.
43:28Memo.
43:29Son.
43:30You will be rich, brother.
43:31Son.
43:33Don't talk.
43:34Your difficulties are over.
43:36Okay.
43:37Don't talk.
43:38Help me.
43:39Your difficulties are over.
43:40Okay.
43:41Don't talk.
43:42Okay.
43:43Okay.
43:44I'm sorry, brother.
43:45I'm sorry.
43:46Help me.
43:47I'm sorry.
43:49Memo.
43:52Memo.
43:53Memo.
44:00You can't protect someone from life and destiny.
44:11Come here.
44:14Explain to me.
44:16Come on.
44:19I don't need to explain.
44:21Life does.
44:23I'm always with you.
44:25I am always by your side.
44:27Children will find their way.
44:30But if you are not there, I will be lost, Zia.
44:33Don't worry about that.
44:45No, the girl is not answering her phone.
44:48Should I go and see her?
44:49Wait, son. Angela will be here soon.
44:51We will fix the bed.
44:52Last night we were at the refugee camp.
44:54There were five of us.
44:55Five? What do you mean five?
44:57There were five of us.
44:58Bahri, the kids were outside.
45:00Qadir is here.
45:01The house has been converted.
45:03Converted to what?
45:04Our house, son.
45:06Bahri.
45:07Ozan, you plan everything.
45:09You will stay in my room.
45:11No, we won't.
45:12Please.
45:13No.
45:14Please stay.
45:15No, we won't stay.
45:16Where? Home?
45:18No, I won't go back home.
45:20Don't be so hard on yourself.
45:21If necessary, I will sleep on the floor.
45:23No, son.
45:24I can't stay here.
45:25If I stay here, I will be on the other side.
45:27What will I tell my nephew and aunt?
45:29Is Angela your nephew, Bahri?
45:32What do you think?
45:33Should I take you to a romantic hotel?
45:35Don't be so hard on yourself.
45:37Okay, okay.
45:38I will go and fix the bed.
45:40Don't go anywhere.
45:41Okay, son.
45:47Fosun.
45:48What should we tell Filiz?
45:49How can we stay here?
45:50Bahri.
45:51What should I tell him?
45:52He is on my side.
45:53He hasn't changed.
45:54He never changes.
45:56He is the one who should ask Mete,
45:58but he is asking me.
46:00You know that.
46:01Okay.
46:02I will go and talk to Filiz.
46:04Okay.
46:05But if you want, I can take you to a hotel.
46:07Look, they say there is no room here.
46:09No, no, no.
46:10I can't stay alone tonight.
46:11I will go crazy.
46:12You are enough.
46:13Let me know.
46:14Okay, okay.