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00:00No! No! Please don't do it! Don't do it!
00:13I thought I knew a lot about my mother.
00:19But I didn't know anything.
00:23My mother was a girl with a lot of dreams.
00:27The girl with a lot of dreams lived as a woman, as a wife, and as a mother.
00:38Even the baby, who was born with the love of a man and two people, seemed to be happy forever.
00:47The time that seemed to be happy forever was a moment.
01:03I didn't know that the reason why my mother didn't collapse was me.
01:12Yes, hello?
01:15What?
01:18Lee Jae-ha, hang in there. Lee Jae-ha, wake up. Lee Jae-ha.
01:32I'm sorry. I wish my mom would be sick instead of Lee Jae-ha.
01:42My mom couldn't be sick instead of me, so she was heartbroken.
01:49Chief, how can you fire me all of a sudden?
01:53The company is having a hard time. What should I do?
01:55Chief.
01:56Let go of me.
01:57Let go of me.
02:05My mom once passed through a deeper and darker tunnel than me.
02:13But my mom didn't sit down, didn't look back, and just silently moved on.
02:24I was a happy person who had such a mother.
02:31But I wasn't happy like a fool.
02:53Son, hang in there. Mom is always on your side.
03:23Hello?
03:36Are you Choi Hee-jae's mother?
03:39Yes, I am.
03:54Mom!
04:07I'll check the identity.
04:23Lee Jae-ha.
04:43Lee Jae-ha.
04:47I'm here.
04:48I'm here.
04:53Let's go home.
04:56Get up.
05:00Lee Jae-ha.
05:03Lee Jae-ha.
05:05Why are you here?
05:09Let's go home with me, Lee Jae-ha.
05:12Get up.
05:14Lee Jae-ha.
05:15Mom.
05:16Mom, you too.
05:18Lee Jae-ha, don't die.
05:20Don't die.
05:37Death is contagious.
05:40While I was disappearing from the world, my death was left to those who loved me.
05:55When was the last time you saw your son?
05:59About a week ago.
06:01Did he show any signs of suicide?
06:06I don't know.
06:09Why do you think your son died?
06:12I killed him.
06:16I have a lot of sins.
06:25If I had met a smarter mother, this wouldn't have happened.
06:39It's already winter.
06:41This house is so delicious.
06:43Thank you for the food.
06:44It looks so delicious.
06:46Aren't the grandchildren of that house getting younger?
06:49Thank you, thank you.
06:51I know.
06:56I don't know.
06:57What's wrong with you?
06:59I'm talking to my grandmother.
07:00But your grandmother is too young.
07:02You're right.
07:04Please give me my grandson's clothes.
07:09Mom, it's okay.
07:10No, no, no.
07:12Take it.
07:14Lee Jae-hyung.
07:17Do you have to give me this?
07:19It's uncomfortable.
07:20Yeah, you'll be in trouble.
07:23Don't let your clothes get wet with that money.
07:26I'm not going to give my daughter's wedding invitation to Lee Jae-hyung's mother, so pretend you don't know.
07:31Lee Jae-hyung's wedding invitation
08:02Lee Jae-hyung's wedding invitation
08:13I can't see hope.
08:15I died.
08:16What's wrong?
08:18I didn't hurt anyone.
08:20Think again.
08:22Did you really hurt anyone?
08:24I just didn't think about the dead woman's family.
08:27You didn't think about it, did you?
08:28I'm sure you didn't.
08:30You're a selfish guy who can't think of the sadness of the family left behind.
08:35I think I killed my own child.
08:38If you're a parent, it's natural to want to kill.
08:40Then who does your mother want to kill?
08:43I knew death.
08:46The real mistake I made.
08:51I experienced 12 painful deaths for that punishment.
08:55Among them, the death that gave me the most pain was not the death of a fire, not the death of a dead body.
09:09It was the pain I felt when my loved one died.
09:17The hellish pain I gave my mother came back to me.
09:47I decided to live with my mother's body.
10:02It was a punishment I gave myself.
10:06In the first subway car, there were our parents who were doing their best.
10:17Can I say that I did my best in front of them?
10:26I was ashamed of my death.
10:37I cried alone.
10:44I cried with my parents.
10:50I was so ashamed.
10:55I don't know what to say.
11:30Oh...
12:00Oh...
12:02Can't you grow up slowly?
12:05So you can be with me for a long time.
12:30I love you.
13:00Huh?
13:10This is...
13:12It's near Napgoldang.
13:42Now...
14:12Mom was coming here every day after work.
14:40My son...
14:50How have you been today?
14:55What kind of mother couldn't protect my pretty and precious child?
15:05What shame do you have to call yourself a mother?
15:12Now...
15:16I'll cancel what I asked you to be my son again.
15:25Meet a rich and good parent and live happily in the next life.
15:38I'll just see if my son is doing well from afar.
15:50I won't pretend to know, I'll just watch.
15:57Instead, please live until the end in the next life.
16:10I love you.
16:30I'm sorry to my mom.
16:48I wanted to tell you that I wanted to live as my mother's son in my next life.
17:00But I couldn't tell you any words or feelings.
17:08Death was like that.
17:26Mom, is there any place you want to go with me?
17:29I want to go to Obongsan.
17:32Obongsan?
17:33It's where I used to go when I was young with my dad.
17:36Then if I get a job, I'll take you to Obongsan.
17:40Oh, my son is the best.
17:43But I can't go because I have a knee pain.
17:48I'll go up even if I have no mom.
17:51So wait a little bit.
18:06Mom.
18:26I wanted to show my mom even now.
18:29The place where my dad and mom, who liked hiking, used to go often when they were young.
18:59I'm sorry.
19:29I'm sorry.
19:59It's pretty.
20:09Mom.
20:30I'm sorry I forgot.
20:36I'm so sorry I couldn't keep my promise.
20:58I'm sorry.
21:28I'm sorry.
21:58I'm sorry.
22:18I'm sorry.
22:48Please help me.
23:18I'm sorry.
23:33You can't die like this.
23:38Please don't die, mom.
23:46Don't die, mom.
24:16I'm sorry.
24:46I'm sorry.
24:56Thank you for disappearing, mom.
25:07Now, get up and go home.
25:15Don't die now.
25:21Mom, you can't die like this.
25:25Please don't die, mom.
25:29In my desperation for my mother not to die, I felt my mother's desperation for me to see me lying cold in the room.
25:42I'm sorry.
25:46I'm really sorry.
25:57I had to live to protect my mother's words of asking me to live to the end.
26:26It's been 32 years longer than the time I lived as Choi Hee-jae.
26:37I lived in longing for those who left me.
26:59A life of fear is not a real life.
27:06But I was a coward.
27:10I've always lived a life of fear.
27:15I'm afraid the world won't recognize me.
27:19I'm afraid I'll fall behind.
27:24I'm afraid I'll be rejected.
27:27I was so afraid that I couldn't even bloom flowers in my life.
27:34I died on my own.
27:38But after I died, I realized that life was an opportunity.
27:49And the pain I thought was everything in life was just a part of it.
27:59A clear day.
28:04A rainy day.
28:09A windy day.
28:12The fact that such days come together and become life.
28:19The reason why I have to keep going because I don't want to fail.
28:27I didn't realize it until I became a mother.
29:28Thank you for watching my video today.
29:33Have a good day.
30:27I really didn't know this.
30:37I missed you so much.
30:40But I didn't know it would take this long to meet again.
30:47Is that so?
30:50I don't feel the passage of time.
30:53I thought it would take a little longer than usual.
30:57It was a long time for me.
31:01And I thought about what to do when I met you for a long time.
31:24Please.
31:28Just once.
31:31Please, just once.
31:33Please shoot me with a gun again.
31:39I've already used up all the bullets you gave me.
31:45I know.
31:47I know, but...
31:50Please give me a chance.
31:53Just once.
31:55Just once, with me.
32:08Please let me live as Choi Hee-jae again.
32:11Please.
32:12I beg you.
32:14Please.
32:17Why?
32:35I want to hug my mom again.
32:48Mom...
32:54You said you would beat me in the rules I made.
33:02You won.
33:04What?
33:05You survived from death.
33:08The punishment with me is over.
33:10Now you only have God's choice left.
33:14What?
33:22Before you make God's choice,
33:26I'll give you one more bullet.
33:32Really?
33:35If this bullet is fired, you'll get the chance you want.
33:43What if I don't?
33:44Then God will take care of it.
34:04God will take care of it.
34:34God will take care of it.
35:05Mom.
35:15Mom.
35:34Mom.
36:04Mom.
36:34No despair.
36:37No pain.
36:40I hope it doesn't remain.
37:04I hope it doesn't remain.
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