Do NOT Mess With Your Conscience!

Stefan Molyneux

Friday Night Live 19 July 2024  In this podcast, we cover a range of topics including Bitcoin prices, meritocracy, challenges for small business owners, and humorous aspects of aging like ear hair growth. Discussions also touch on tech troubles, childhood trauma, coping mechanisms, societal pressures, narcissism, and personal anecdotes. We share a personal story about a son's interaction, explore astrology's influence, and engage with audience questions. The episode ends with warm wishes and an invitation for listener participation in future events, fostering a sense of community throughout our discussions.  Join the PREMIUM philosophy community on the web for free!  NOW AVAILABLE FOR SUBSCRIBERS: MY NEW BOOK 'PEACEFUL PARENTING' - AND THE INTERACTIVE PEACEFUL PARENTING AI AND AUDIOBOOK!  Also get the Truth About the French Revolution, the interactive multi-lingual philosophy AI trained on thousands of hours of my material, private livestreams, premium call in shows, the 22 Part History of Philosophers series and much more!  See you soon!  https://freedomain.locals.com/support/promo/UPB2022

Transcript

00:00:00All right, good evening everybody, 19th of July 2024, welcome, welcome to your Friday

00:00:07Night Live with me, Stefan Molyneux.

00:00:11What is it they say, is that old joke, no, no, no, it's Stephen with a PH, for-tee-ven?

00:00:19Cheesy but fine, cheesy but fine, all right.

00:00:22Just before we get going, oh, hello Bitcoin, how lovely, 9184892.

00:00:29Not bad, not bad, not bad at all.

00:00:34Actually went to a Bitcoin meetup last night, believe it or not, believe it or don't, nowhere

00:00:39in the annals of human history, all right.

00:00:45Cue tech rant about global internet outage this morning, yeah.

00:00:54Anti-meritocracy is just a form of suicide, right?

00:00:58People's lives, billions of people's lives literally depend upon there being a meritocracy,

00:01:05but people apparently, they're just, they're like, you know, the meritocracy, it's actually

00:01:10what keeps them alive.

00:01:11It's like setting fire to the farmer's fields and expecting to get some food.

00:01:15So when people say, well, we should have something other than a meritocracy, what they're saying

00:01:20is I prefer something other than life.

00:01:25I guess people would rather die than think, which is generally the pattern of society

00:01:33as a whole.

00:01:34So there it is.

00:01:35You'd like more information about the proposed meetup?

00:01:38So yes, you can go, please, to fdrurl.com slash meetup.

00:01:43Do that right now.

00:01:44Do that right now, please, I'm begging you, because we need to have a certain number in

00:01:48order to make the meetup happen, and that number, naturally, is 666.

00:01:53Now that number is a target that we need in order to have the meetup, and it's going

00:01:59to be Central Florida, 6th, 7th, and 8th of December, 2024, and if you can go and let

00:02:07us know if you can come, and also what you'd like, it's not just a can you come, there's

00:02:11a whole bunch of, not a whole bunch of questions, but some questions.

00:02:14If you could go to fdrurl.com slash meetup, and please to answer the questions, and that

00:02:21way we can decide if the meetup is going to happen.

00:02:25I'm not trying to make a big money maker here, but it just would be great fun to meet everyone.

00:02:31Just so you know.

00:02:32Just so you know.

00:02:33It'll be at least a couple hundred bucks to attend, kids will be cheaper, and there are

00:02:38five questions, if you could please do that, that way we know.

00:02:43That way you know.

00:02:44Now, wouldn't it be great to meet?

00:02:45I mean, it would be great to meet.

00:02:46We've spent all of this time together.

00:02:49What will the weather be like in Florida that time of year?

00:02:51Well, it is a bit of the rainy season, but we're going to have a big old tent, and the

00:02:57weather should be all right.

00:02:58It's not as cold as it gets in December.

00:03:00I mean, relatively cold for Florida.

00:03:04So yes, we need to know within the next couple of days how many people will be coming, and

00:03:10that way we can start to make plans.

00:03:12If it doesn't work this time, we'll try for maybe earlier next year.

00:03:19And what will the weather be like in Florida that time of year?

00:03:21You know, there's this wonderful place called the internet that can give you all of these

00:03:23details completely free of charge.

00:03:26All right.

00:03:29And Sunday, yeah, we'll do the first hour regular show, second hour, in case anybody

00:03:33is interested.

00:03:34I'll go donor only, and I'll be happy to take your questions on anything including politics.

00:03:43Oh, yeah.

00:03:44It would be great.

00:03:45It would be great to meet up.

00:03:46It would be great to meet up.

00:03:47I have incredibly fond and great memories of the early meetups in the Free Domain Radio,

00:03:54back when it was Free Domain Radio in that community.

00:03:56I just have so many great memories, and we had just a blast.

00:04:00No, I'd love to meet everyone.

00:04:02We'll do some philosophy.

00:04:03We'll do some karaoke.

00:04:04We'll have kids games, and we can do Q&As.

00:04:07We could do whatever our hearts desire.

00:04:11We will get into and get going on.

00:04:14So that will be a lot of fun, and I hope that you will, I mean, I hope you'll be able to

00:04:19join us, and I hope that you will be able to, I mean, it wouldn't be great, too.

00:04:27We get a lot of material.

00:04:28All right.

00:04:29Good evening from the small business hating town Roanoke, Texas.

00:04:34Yeah, well, people don't like small business owners as a whole.

00:04:46I mean, the local community likes them, and their employees like them, but people don't

00:04:51like, governments don't like small business owners, which is what you saw very much during

00:04:55the small business owner punishment during COVID.

00:04:58So why do you think that governments don't like small business owners?

00:05:13Just out of curiosity, why do you think this is a constant dislike of small business owners

00:05:18coming from the government?

00:05:21Meritocracy, like the system used to hire last week's secret service team assigned to

00:05:26American Republican presidential candidate.

00:05:29Yes.

00:05:30Well, that changed pretty quickly afterwards, right?

00:05:37Yeah.

00:05:41Small business owners have too much independence, jealousy, yeah, voluntary exchange of money

00:05:48rather than by coercion.

00:05:50It's hard here in the UK for independent businesses with tax, very true, independence from the

00:05:54welfare state in the corporate world, plenty of small businesses are harder to control,

00:05:58support businesses too independent, yeah, and they tend to vote conservative.

00:06:03So big business governments have no particular problems with big businesses.

00:06:08In fact, they quite like big businesses in many ways.

00:06:11They have no particular problems with big businesses because they can impose their rules

00:06:15and regulations on big businesses, they're big targets, they could be threatened and

00:06:19bullied and controlled, and they donate and they enjoy getting government benefits and

00:06:25preferential rules.

00:06:26So big business, you know, the union of government and big business, it's called fascism, right?

00:06:31So it's kind of where we're drifting.

00:06:35Small businesses tend to be kind of independent.

00:06:39And I said this the other day in a show about how when you genuinely help people, and small

00:06:47businesses do a lot of that, when you genuinely help people as a whole, the ridiculous pitiful

00:06:55pathetic substitute called the welfare state holds no appeal to you.

00:06:59I mean, I've helped, you know, with your help as well, it's take a bow as well.

00:07:04But I've helped millions of people over the course of my life.

00:07:07I've helped people in the business world, I've hired 100 people or so, and helped them

00:07:13get out of student poverty into the middle class.

00:07:16I've helped the environment with my, the software that I wrote, it was very good at helping

00:07:22big businesses minimize their environmental impact.

00:07:25So I've helped the environment, I've helped people, I've helped friends by getting them

00:07:30jobs or giving them business advice.

00:07:32I've helped, of course, you know, thousands of people through the call-in shows and tens

00:07:36of millions, tens of millions of people who listen.

00:07:38So I've done a lot of good and helped a lot of people in the world.

00:07:42And when you actually do that kind of good, when people come and lecture you about being

00:07:47a bad person, I mean, it's like, well, what good have you done?

00:07:51Right?

00:07:52It's sort of a big basic question.

00:07:54I used to have these when I would debate people.

00:07:57It's like, our business is like this and there's exploitation, it's like, okay, have you actually

00:08:03run a business?

00:08:04I mean, you're going to tell me about the business world, you're going to tell me about

00:08:08the economy.

00:08:09I used to have this when I would debate people in, I mean, I've been working since I was

00:08:1510 years old.

00:08:16I don't want to sound all kinds of Dickensian, but I was working since I was 10 years old.

00:08:21And so when people would start to tell me about the economy and this, that and the other,

00:08:25I'd be like, yeah, but you know, have you really done it?

00:08:27You know, I was being lectured to about the economy and Marxism when I was in my 20s by

00:08:32people who'd never actually had a job.

00:08:36It's just funny.

00:08:37I'd be, you know, I was a member of the working class, did manual labor, hard labor, gritty

00:08:46labor, physical labor.

00:08:48I dug ditches, I used flamethrowers on the permafrost to get through to the gold, or

00:08:52at least where we thought there might be gold.

00:08:54I, you know, humped around giant drill bits on snowshoes and I drove snowmobiles loaded

00:09:00with heavy equipment across frozen lakes.

00:09:03I mean, I'd done all of the hard physical labor.

00:09:07And then you have these pencil neck, pale, greasy haired Marxists telling me about the

00:09:12working class.

00:09:13It's like, bro, the only hoe you've ever seen is pixelated and on the internet.

00:09:22They're funny.

00:09:23They just don't know.

00:09:24And even like I would talk about, I would get academics, right?

00:09:29The sort of free market academics would be talking to me about the free market and the

00:09:32virtues of the free market, to which is like, well, then why are you in academia?

00:09:39Like if you think that the free market is good, why are you in the government cartel

00:09:42called academia?

00:09:43Well, think of all the good I can do, what, by being a hypocrite?

00:09:47The free market is the ultimate test of quality and the greatest invention of the history

00:09:50of the human race, which is why I, as a massive respecter and lover of the free market, am

00:09:55staying as far the fuck away from it as I possibly can, hiding out in the hallowed bullshit

00:10:00gated off government cartel halls of academia.

00:10:04Because, you know, in the free market, you've got to work, baby.

00:10:08I don't want to do any of that shit.

00:10:10Holy crap.

00:10:11You know, this is my, I did, I had a business call today and I did two call-in shows.

00:10:17And now I'm doing a live stream.

00:10:19So it's a lot of work.

00:10:22It's a lot of work.

00:10:25And I also, oh, also, also, I published, and you can find this at peacefulparenting.com,

00:10:33please share the link, share the book, I finished the shortened version.

00:10:38And the shortened version was a brute and a half, because, you know, you want to compress

00:10:42it down.

00:10:43You don't want to lose the key ideas.

00:10:44It's really complicated and really tough.

00:10:47And it's less than half the length of the full version.

00:10:50And I hope that you will check it out.

00:10:53So these are the things I did today.

00:10:56Business call, two call-in shows, live stream, finishing and publishing the ebook and Moby

00:11:03version of the Peaceful Parenting book.

00:11:09It's a lot of work.

00:11:11That's not, I mean, that was a bit of a longer day than typical, but.

00:11:15So then, you know, people talking to me about the working class is funny.

00:11:20It's oh, haircut looks good.

00:11:21Yeah, I finally got weed whacked.

00:11:24You know, you're over 50 when there's no hair on top, but you say, could you do something

00:11:29about my ears and possibly send some weed whacking napalm into my cavernous nose hairs?

00:11:34That would be excellent.

00:11:38I don't know why your body says this around later middle age.

00:11:43Why does your body say, well, screw it, we're going to leave the top open to the elements.

00:11:48We're not going to block the sunlight.

00:11:50But if we could stop blocking the sound with giant Ewok Chewbacca ears, I don't know why

00:11:56it does that.

00:11:57Does it just fall?

00:11:58Is it like screaming, falling from the top of the iceberg and grabbing on like the hairs

00:12:03are just like, no, oh, I'm going to hang here and grow here.

00:12:08Like when, when did my earlobe need fur?

00:12:11I don't know.

00:12:12I don't know why this happens.

00:12:14I don't know.

00:12:16It's a job.

00:12:17And now I also have to have that, I get the full on Andy Rooney eyebrows like Arkansas

00:12:21ditch caterpillars.

00:12:22And like, when, when did that happen?

00:12:25When did I start sweating to the point where I need two baby seals above my eyes to put

00:12:31the sweat away?

00:12:32I have no idea why.

00:12:35I don't understand what happens with my body.

00:12:37I understand the general aging and creaky stuff.

00:12:39I get that.

00:12:41I get that.

00:12:42But just the weird little quirks that happens with your body, I, I, I do not understand.

00:12:48Why is it?

00:12:49Why is it that as I have less hair on my head, I get more hair on my neck?

00:12:57I'm starting to look like a polar bear back there.

00:12:59You got to send in a team that normally uses, it's normally used to trim topiaries into

00:13:05weird animal shapes and they just go back in there and I mean, you could make a whole

00:13:10menagerie back there.

00:13:12It's very strange.

00:13:17Here migrates south for the winter of our lives.

00:13:20Yes.

00:13:22As the snow fell from his head, so he fell from life.

00:13:24It's from a great poem I wrote many years ago called Farewell Father.

00:13:28I did a whole video on it.

00:13:29You should look it up.

00:13:30It's really, really a great, great poem.

00:13:31I wrote it for a friend of mine's death, death, death.

00:13:35All right.

00:13:38Thank you for your effort.

00:13:39We heard your comment on celebrating four years of de-platforming.

00:13:42We shared it with everyone we knew when that happened and followed your move to rumble.

00:13:45Thank you very much.

00:13:46I appreciate it.

00:13:47Ear hair is a massive issue for me.

00:13:49Pulling it out is a chore.

00:13:51Yes.

00:13:52And I can sometimes be a bit of a fidgeter.

00:13:53So if I have a little bit of hair, I'm like, fidget, fidget, fidget.

00:13:57I don't know why.

00:13:58It just is the way that it is, but I do not know why.

00:14:02I'm waiting for like, why, why is hair growing out of my ears?

00:14:05I'm waiting for teeth to grow out of my eyeballs or something, like toenails to grow out of

00:14:10my nose.

00:14:11It's just bizarre.

00:14:12What is happening?

00:14:13Have I been irradiated from space and I'm just starting to mutate life?

00:14:17I do not understand.

00:14:18I do not understand.

00:14:19Thank you, Anthony.

00:14:20Don't forget, of course, freedomain.com slash donate to help out the show.

00:14:24I would really, really appreciate it, freedomain.com slash donate.

00:14:29Is that 630 Farewell Father?

00:14:30Yeah, I did a whole video where I analyzed the poem as well as just read it, but yeah,

00:14:34it's FDR podcast slash 630 slash Farewell Dash Father.

00:14:38Yeah, you should check it out.

00:14:39It's a poem that even now gives me goose bumps.

00:14:43Yeah, I don't know why the body just gets kind of strange when you get older and at

00:14:49some point you just turn into a box.

00:14:52Like it doesn't matter.

00:14:53I can do like, I do like, I don't know, 75 sit-ups a day or whatever.

00:14:57Still doesn't matter.

00:14:58I just turn into this Bill Adama style fridge box.

00:15:02Box with legs.

00:15:04I don't know why.

00:15:05I used to have a waist.

00:15:06I'm now a box with legs.

00:15:08Like I did a show the other day, I answered questions in the full glory of sunlight with

00:15:13no shirt on and you're like, doesn't that kind of work out?

00:15:16It's like, I do.

00:15:17I really do.

00:15:19You can check my watch.

00:15:20I really do.

00:15:21It doesn't really matter.

00:15:22I guess it just prevents from becoming even more box-like.

00:15:25But I had basically turned into, you know, when you're a kid, you make the robot out

00:15:28of the giant boxes.

00:15:30That's just me.

00:15:31That's just me.

00:15:32All right.

00:15:35Let me get to your questions and your comments.

00:15:37I have no complaints about aging though.

00:15:39I have no complaints about aging.

00:15:44All right, let me get to your questions and your comments.

00:15:47Tips, of course, are massively and delightfully and deeply welcome.

00:15:51And I did not get the blue screen of death tech rant.

00:15:55No, so I have a Surface tablet.

00:16:02It's old, old, old.

00:16:03In fact, I still have a sticker on it from when many years ago I went to the European

00:16:07Union to give a speech on tech censorship, after which I was censored.

00:16:12Still have no regrets.

00:16:13Go down in flames.

00:16:14If you're going to go down, at least go down telling the truth.

00:16:16So that's how old this tablet is.

00:16:17Anyway, it's got a detachable front and I was going to use it as a tablet, but I didn't

00:16:22want to drop it.

00:16:23It's kind of slippery.

00:16:24So I got a case for it and I tried using it as a tablet.

00:16:28So I'm like, okay, that's good, right?

00:16:30There's one thing that I set up my call-ins on Skype and Skype for the tablet doesn't

00:16:36tell me when my call-ins are coming up.

00:16:37I've got to go to Windows for that.

00:16:39Plus Outlook is better than stuff that's on iOS or Android or whatever.

00:16:45So I'm like, okay, I'll just, you know, I'll order a case for it and I'll be able to use

00:16:49this as a tablet and that's great, right?

00:16:52So I'm like, okay, why does my taskbar keep disappearing?

00:16:59Like I need to keep swiping up from the bottom and then it turns out that buried deep in

00:17:02the Windows settings is something that says, hey, if you're using a tablet, I'm happy to

00:17:06screw it up for you.

00:17:07Okay, so then I kind of get rid of that, right?

00:17:10And then I touch something and the on-screen keyboard shrinks to like a quarter of its

00:17:17size and it takes a little while to get that back.

00:17:19And then I'm like, okay, well, this is working, that is working.

00:17:22That's not too bad.

00:17:24Let me boot up Twitter and I make sure it's the latest version.

00:17:27Always update.

00:17:28I'm a big fan of updating.

00:17:29It's the latest version.

00:17:30I boot up Twitter and it just says error, right?

00:17:35It won't give me any tweets.

00:17:37So then I'm like, okay, well, fine, I'll log out, I'll log in.

00:17:41And then I get to the login screen, I enter my login and it just goes white.

00:17:46You know, that's when your soul leaves your body and hope leaves your testicles.

00:17:51When it's like, I'm not going to give you an error.

00:17:54I'm not going to give you an hourglass.

00:17:56I could be doing something.

00:17:59I could not be doing something.

00:18:00I could be frozen.

00:18:02I'm not going to give you an error message.

00:18:04I'm not going to give you a status update and I'm not even going to give you an hourglass.

00:18:08You just have to be psychic.

00:18:10Now what you can do is you could open up the task manager to see if Twitter is taking up

00:18:16any percent of CPU.

00:18:18In other words, if it's doing anything whatsoever or it's just like a dead beaver on the highway

00:18:22slowly rotting under the maggots.

00:18:24No.

00:18:25Ah, but in order to bring up the task manager, you need the task bar, which you can't find

00:18:28because it's been turned off by Windows.

00:18:32And then you're like, because you know how there's this weird voodoo thing, right?

00:18:36So you're in tech and people just say, I'll reboot your computer.

00:18:41It's like, why should that make any difference?

00:18:43It's tech.

00:18:44It's not supposed to have a random element.

00:18:45There's nothing in the operating system that says, well, let's roll a dice.

00:18:49Let's roll two dices.

00:18:51And if it's not snake eyes, we'll work.

00:18:53It's not supposed to work like that.

00:18:55Rebooting isn't supposed to make a goddamn bit of difference.

00:18:57But I still do this voodoo ritual where I tried to log into Twitter and I got nothing.

00:19:02I got a blank screen just on the Twitter part, right?

00:19:06So there's a little login pop-up for Twitter.

00:19:08It goes blank.

00:19:09No message, no hourglass, no nothing.

00:19:12Can't click off it.

00:19:15And the other thing is, can you at least close it?

00:19:16Or do you get that really depressing fade out?

00:19:19Like the Windows app just goes gray and it's just like, well, you're now in limbo.

00:19:26The app is not alive.

00:19:28It's not dead.

00:19:30It's just gray.

00:19:34It's like those men who lead lives of quiet desperation, those sort of Jack Lemon, man

00:19:39in a gray flannel suit, corner ghosts.

00:19:42It's not dead.

00:19:46No, no, it hasn't crashed.

00:19:49And then it's like, we also want to send all your shit to Microsoft because something crashed.

00:19:53I'm like, can you not?

00:19:56Is that okay?

00:19:57You know, just, I don't want you reading my digital innards and sending them to the great

00:20:00ghost in the sky in Microsoft just because something crashed.

00:20:03It's not my fault.

00:20:04Why should you scrape my innards and send them to Microsoft because some app crashed?

00:20:11So it shouldn't matter, but I do it anyway, right?

00:20:13I do a force close on Twitter and then I start again.

00:20:19I start again.

00:20:22And you think, well, it shouldn't work the second time because it's computers.

00:20:26They're not random.

00:20:27And it didn't start again the second time.

00:20:29So then I was like, okay, so this is great.

00:20:32This is great.

00:20:33Stuff isn't working.

00:20:34I can't really use it.

00:20:36I did buy a case for it.

00:20:37I spent time looking for a case, buying a case, and installing the case, and then found

00:20:42the setting which allows me to keep the taskbar on, and then, and then, it just doesn't really

00:20:48work.

00:20:49Why?

00:20:50I don't know.

00:20:51Now, I could try the great uninstall and reinstall, you know, where you just wipe everything

00:20:56out and start again.

00:20:58Maybe that'll work.

00:20:59Maybe it won't.

00:21:00Maybe it'll be another 10, 15 minutes sucked out of my brain for no particular purpose.

00:21:04Just make your shit work.

00:21:05That's all.

00:21:06Apparently, that's just a bridge too far, and I distinctly remember when shit used to

00:21:10work.

00:21:11That's the problem.

00:21:12See, for you younger people, you're just used to this tapioca brain, incredible slow motion

00:21:15decay into nothingness.

00:21:18You're just used to shit not working.

00:21:19I, unfortunately, am old enough to remember when shit worked.

00:21:26When you turn stuff on, and it worked.

00:21:29That is the maddening part.

00:21:31I'm not so old that I don't use the new stuff, and I'm not so young that I don't remember

00:21:38when stuff used to work.

00:21:40I'm just in that sweet spot of age.

00:21:43Shit doesn't work, but I remember when it did.

00:21:49Will the Flash livestream yesterday be available to watch?

00:21:52Wasn't that guy magnificent?

00:21:54I would create an alter to that weirdo from yesterday.

00:21:58I can't believe that was only yesterday.

00:22:00I would create an alter to that guy if I could.

00:22:02We had an absolutely jaw-droppingly fantastic troll on the show yesterday.

00:22:10Are you just going to talk, or is it possible for anyone to interrupt, or is this just a

00:22:14monologue?

00:22:15We started off that way, and it just got better and better from there.

00:22:19That was just absolutely delightful.

00:22:26Absolutely delightful.

00:22:28So what you can get out of this, and I'll sort of give this lesson a whole, I'm sure

00:22:31you should listen to the whole thing anyway, it's a great, great conversation.

00:22:35You know, I'm not a man who would approve of human torture at all, at all.

00:22:42But if I did, if I was that type of man, it would basically be anybody who just doesn't

00:22:50answer a direct question.

00:22:52Sorry, it's thumbscrews for you.

00:22:54Just kidding.

00:22:55But if I was that kind of guy, it would be people who just don't answer direct questions.

00:23:02So I'll give you an example from yesterday.

00:23:04So I just did a Flash livestream yesterday, and people weren't particularly chatty.

00:23:08I guess a lot of people were at work, so I was doing a monologue on how shy people

00:23:12are basically a-holes, right?

00:23:16I don't know why I used the F-bomb and then a-holes, it's just bizarre, but there it is.

00:23:20So it's like occasional class, just a sliver of class occasionally, shrapnel class embedded

00:23:25in my brain.

00:23:26So this guy was very aggressive, and one of his arguments were that people who are anxious

00:23:35do better on exams, which seems like one of these completely unsurprising facts.

00:23:41Yeah, I get it.

00:23:43So people who are anxious about exams do better on exams, because they're more worried and

00:23:48they study better.

00:23:49Okay, I've got no problem with that.

00:23:53So he was saying that anxiety is always a positive thing, because people who are anxious

00:23:59about exams do better on exams.

00:24:01So then I asked him, how does this study capture people who are so anxious they don't

00:24:05take the course or take the exam?

00:24:07They're so anxious that they're paralyzed.

00:24:09So I fully get, you know, somebody who's really anxious about a race and trains for months

00:24:16is going to run fast, but what about someone who's so anxious for a race that they don't

00:24:19even sign up to do it?

00:24:21How does that get captured, right?

00:24:23And he just wouldn't answer the question.

00:24:25Now trolls don't answer direct questions.

00:24:29You know, it's like, and they think they're being so sneaky and so subtle, like, isn't

00:24:34it wild?

00:24:35They genuinely think they're being so, wow, nobody's going to figure this one out.

00:24:39And you know, it's as obvious as when you see some greasy, slimy politician, right?

00:24:45He's asked a direct question and he just windbags the living shit out of it, right?

00:24:50Oh, let me bury your question in a stream of inconsequential syllables, right?

00:24:57Everybody sees it.

00:24:58Everybody knows what's happening.

00:24:59There's no mystery.

00:25:01Everybody knows.

00:25:02And it's so funny how people have this inner view of themselves when they don't answer

00:25:07basic questions, when they just gaslight and change the topic and get aggressive and blah,

00:25:11blah, blah, blah.

00:25:12I mean, they must, they must genuinely think that they're getting away with something.

00:25:17They must think that it's not blindingly obvious to everyone.

00:25:22Just wild, absolutely wild.

00:25:25So anyway, it's worth, worth it.

00:25:27All right.

00:25:28All right, let me get, you did the poll earlier.

00:25:36Thank you.

00:25:37Thank you.

00:25:38I appreciate that.

00:25:39fdrurl.com slash meetup.

00:25:44And every meetup, we get at least one oddball.

00:25:46Don't be that guy.

00:25:47They're fine.

00:25:48They're fine.

00:25:49It's fine having an oddball and they can be kind of cool as well.

00:25:51But right.

00:25:52So let's see here.

00:25:53Oh yeah.

00:25:54Small businesses.

00:25:55Yeah.

00:25:57And small businesses are practical, right?

00:26:01They're practical people, right?

00:26:02You can be hugely impractical if you're a big business.

00:26:06I've worked in some big businesses and they can be massively inefficient and impractical

00:26:12because they get the economy to scale.

00:26:15You can really hide out as a bullshit artist slash HR person.

00:26:20You can really, really hide out in big corporations and you can't do that in small businesses.

00:26:26In small businesses, it's a get busy or get lost.

00:26:30I don't know if you've ever worked for small businesses.

00:26:32I have been a small business.

00:26:34You know, everyone's productivity all the time and you can't hide out.

00:26:36They have no patience for lazy people.

00:26:39So lazy people, well, first of all, they love government work.

00:26:41And secondly, they love big corporations and they love HR.

00:26:44So I mean, I worked in HR departments in major corporations for a couple of summers

00:26:48and man, they did nothing.

00:26:52They did nothing.

00:26:55I once got flown out for an HR conference as a temp.

00:27:00I got flown out to Paris for like a week of HR nonsense where people, ah, they went to

00:27:08these lovely cafes and they went on these river trips on the Seine and just did all

00:27:12these wonderful things.

00:27:13And it was just like, I mean, yeah, it's pretty nice.

00:27:17Pretty nice.

00:27:18You can go and get a full week in Paris complaining about racism and just lovely.

00:27:23Yeah.

00:27:24Have you ever signed the front of a paycheck?

00:27:25Yeah.

00:27:26Yeah.

00:27:27So lazy people hate small businesses because they just, they have no patience and you can't.

00:27:32You can't afford unproductive people in a small businesses.

00:27:36All right.

00:27:37Somebody says, Dylan, yo, nice to see you again, my friend.

00:27:41I remember you said something about a lot of people with bad childhoods get addicted

00:27:45to nicotine.

00:27:47It was in your Ayn Rand series.

00:27:48Can you talk something about that?

00:27:51Yeah.

00:27:52So nicotine is a stimulant, of course, as we know.

00:27:55And nicotine can be very good for creativity.

00:27:59I'm just telling you, nicotine can be incredible for creativity.

00:28:05So this is not in particular to nicotine, but as a whole, if you have a bad childhood,

00:28:18you emerge into adulthood in a negative state.

00:28:21It could be anxiety.

00:28:22It could be depression.

00:28:24It could be temper issues.

00:28:27So you emerge kind of jumpy, kind of dysfunctional into an adult state.

00:28:32And you are operating below the normal level of human happiness.

00:28:37My happiness in general peaks to a 10 at times.

00:28:40I cook along at a seven to eight on a regular basis.

00:28:43Sometimes, of course, it goes down.

00:28:44It can even go down into negatives, although I can't remember the last time that happened,

00:28:48but I'm cooking around a seven or an eight.

00:28:49And I think that's great.

00:28:50I'm not going to aim for more because if you aim for me, I'm just, it could be different

00:28:54for everyone.

00:28:55I cook along at a seven or eight of happiness.

00:28:58I feel that if I push for more, it's not going to work because then I will be disappointed

00:29:06at not getting more.

00:29:07And I'll go from a six, a seven or an eight down to a five or a six because it's like,

00:29:11oh, why don't I get to a nine or a 10 on a regular basis?

00:29:13I think that would burn me out.

00:29:15I think that would be too much happiness for me.

00:29:18And again, I'm happy to peak at times and there are days where I have just absolutely

00:29:21wonderful days.

00:29:22Nothing could be better, but I'm happy to cook at a seven or an eight.

00:29:25I feel if I reach for more, I'm going to fall.

00:29:29You know, what's that?

00:29:31There's that old story.

00:29:32I don't know if you've ever heard this old story about this big giant department store,

00:29:37right?

00:29:38It's got like five levels and it's the husband department store, right?

00:29:45And on the bottom level is men who are unemployed.

00:29:50They're not romantic.

00:29:51They don't like kids and they don't like in-laws.

00:29:56And if you go to the next floor up, then these are, there are men who have jobs, but they're

00:30:02still not romantic.

00:30:03They don't like kids and they don't like in-laws.

00:30:05You go one floor up, then you get guys who have jobs.

00:30:12They want to have kids.

00:30:13They're not handsome.

00:30:14They don't like in-laws and they're not romantic.

00:30:16You go one floor up, you get how this goes, right?

00:30:18So eventually on the top floor, you get men who are handsome and love kids, romantic,

00:30:27sensual, sexy, love in-laws, great with people, great with pets, love everything about you

00:30:34and are perfect.

00:30:35And then there's a ladder to the roof and then all the women go, oh my gosh, let's go

00:30:41further up.

00:30:42And on the roof it says there are no husbands, you're alone because women can never be satisfied.

00:30:45So this is kind of an old joke that if you reach too much for happiness, you end up with

00:30:49nothing.

00:30:50And that's very true, I think.

00:30:51So for me, I'm happy to cook at a seven or an eight.

00:30:52I think that's great.

00:30:53And I think if I try to go higher, I will end up lower because that's kind of perfectionism.

00:31:00So if you've had a bad childhood, you emerge into an adulthood into a negative state.

00:31:06And now this negative state is romanticized by a lot of people, right?

00:31:12I'm black pills.

00:31:13I'm red pills.

00:31:14The world is crap.

00:31:16You just don't know it yet.

00:31:18Only shiny, happy people holding hands.

00:31:21Only shiny, empty, plastic people are happy.

00:31:24Oh, look at them.

00:31:25They're so happy because they don't know anything.

00:31:26They don't understand anything.

00:31:28I mean, I remember some cynical friends of mine and I, when we were downtown, once we

00:31:32saw a bunch of women running down the street giggling and my friends were like, oh yes,

00:31:36off you run to be a surgeon and an accountant and an astronaut.

00:31:41Off you go, honey.

00:31:42Like just bitter and negative, right?

00:31:43Anybody who's happy in this view is a fool, is foolish.

00:31:47Anybody who's happy, oh, you just think, oh, they're so in love.

00:31:50Like I saw this great tweet the other day where this woman said, when I met my husband

00:31:55in a restaurant not too long ago, we were so happy to see each other that the couple

00:32:02at the next table broke up, right?

00:32:05So this normalization of negative experiences, otherwise known as bullshit, galatoire smoking,

00:32:13student groping, French quote philosophy, right?

00:32:16This glamorization of the negative is how people try to deal with the fact that they

00:32:20exist in a negative emotional state as a whole, chronic pain, chronic dysfunction, chronic

00:32:25negativity because of a bad childhood.

00:32:28So rather than deal with the bad childhood, right, what is the bad childhood trying to

00:32:35teach you, right?

00:32:36So somebody was saying to me today in a show about Thomas Sass, who was a pretty skeptical

00:32:43guy who was anti-psychiatric in many ways.

00:32:48And he says, you know, some people take something about their past and turn it into an altar,

00:32:53like they just stay, and it basically I think that gives people excuses, right?

00:32:58I had a bad childhood, so don't expect as much from me, which is the exact opposite

00:33:02of what you need to do with your bad childhood.

00:33:04When you have a bad childhood, you should expect more of yourself because you know how

00:33:07bad things are, so you have a responsibility to be good and better.

00:33:12So you've got this negative emotional state, and what is your childhood trying to teach

00:33:19you?

00:33:20Well, I mean, this is a fundamental philosophical question, right?

00:33:23What is pain for?

00:33:24And we know what pain is for.

00:33:25Pain is to keep you safe, right?

00:33:28So when you're a kid, do you try touching fire or touching something hot?

00:33:33It burns, and that you stay away from it, right?

00:33:36So pain is about, pain comes from the past, but it's about the future, right?

00:33:41So if all you're doing is staring at your childhood, you're missing the point.

00:33:44The pain of your childhood, if you experience a lot of pain in your childhood, the pain

00:33:48in your childhood is there to protect you from abuse and exploitation in the future.

00:33:55As people get lost in their past, and that's not the point.

00:33:59The purpose of your past is to protect you from predation and evil and evildoers in the

00:34:08future.

00:34:09That's the purpose of your pain.

00:34:12So if you are in a state of chronic pain, emotional pain from a bad childhood, in my

00:34:16humble and obviously amateur opinion, if you are in a state of chronic pain from your childhood,

00:34:21it's because you have not learned the lesson.

00:34:24It's sort of like saying, well, I keep touching hot things and I keep getting burned.

00:34:27Well, that's because you haven't learned the lesson.

00:34:31Don't touch hot things.

00:34:32Now get ready, because this is going to be a little bit of a rant.

00:34:36I'm going to get loud.

00:34:38You can feel it in there, uncurling like a geriatric snake of striking.

00:34:44I will tell you.

00:34:49What is the purpose of your childhood pain, if you were abused, neglected, traumatized?

00:34:55What is the purpose of your childhood pain?

00:34:58The purpose of your childhood pain is to get you to shun the fuck out of evil.

00:35:06That's it.

00:35:07The purpose of your childhood pain is to get you to shun evil.

00:35:12Just as the purpose of being hurt by burning is to get you to stop touching things that

00:35:18are hot.

00:35:20To shun hot burning things.

00:35:23That's the purpose of—ow!

00:35:27The purpose of your childhood pain, since it was inflicted on you by evildoers, the

00:35:35purpose of your childhood pain is to get you to shun evil.

00:35:41And that's it.

00:35:42Now, as long as you are not shunning evil, your childhood pain will continue, just as—and

00:35:47get worse often.

00:35:49Just as if you stop removing your hand from a fire, your hand gets worse and worse.

00:35:55The purpose of the pain in your hand is to say, hey, maybe just take your hand out of

00:36:00the fire!

00:36:05And if you were preyed upon by evildoers as a child, well, you can't get protection from

00:36:13the evildoers because they're the ones preying on you.

00:36:16But you can get protection from your emotions, your instincts, your feelings.

00:36:23Your pain is there to help you, to guide you, to guard you, to keep you safe, to get you

00:36:29to shun the fuck out of evil.

00:36:31That's what your pain is there for.

00:36:34And then people go back.

00:36:35Well, why do they go back?

00:36:38Why do they go back?

00:36:39Because they have, you know, what I would—colloquially, I don't know what the technical term is, but

00:36:42I would call it a trauma bond.

00:36:44The trauma bond is when you have to pretend to have a relationship with people who don't

00:36:48care about you and can't take criticism, right?

00:36:54It's when you have a relationship, you have a pretend relationship with people who don't

00:36:58care about you and can't take criticism.

00:36:59Because if you care about people, you have to take criticism.

00:37:02I care about you as an audience, I'm all like, corrections, issues, problems, I'm always

00:37:06inviting people to, you know, I didn't even boot the troll because I actually quite enjoyed

00:37:11that debate.

00:37:12It was a great workout.

00:37:13Not that it was really a debate.

00:37:15So you're at the trauma bond.

00:37:17And so the trauma bond is ambivalence about your parents' relations.

00:37:21And again, I'm only talking about abusive parents here.

00:37:24In particular, it happens in the realm of neglect.

00:37:26So the trauma bond is when you say, my parents were bad in X, Y, and Z area.

00:37:32And then you're like, but they were good over here.

00:37:34You know, maybe they ignored me, but they bought me a bike.

00:37:40I always had a roof over my head.

00:37:42There was good food in the fridge.

00:37:44So then you, up and down, right?

00:37:46Up and down.

00:37:47And what happens is, if you identify evil too young, you're toast.

00:37:54It's a really, really important thing to understand.

00:37:56And hopefully it gives you some forgiveness for whatever collusions you had with evildoers

00:38:00as a child, because you were forced to, right?

00:38:02If you identify evil too young, you're toast.

00:38:05You will have a very short and unpleasant life.

00:38:09Because of course, if you look at your caregivers, right?

00:38:12You look at your caregivers, and if they're evil, and you identify them as evil, you're

00:38:19dead.

00:38:20Like, they just won't take care of you.

00:38:22They will reject you.

00:38:23They will attack you.

00:38:24And, you know, we can say maybe not so much now, but certainly evolutionarily speaking,

00:38:28you'd just be dead.

00:38:29Right?

00:38:30If you look at, let's say you've got a violent mother, you look at your violent mother in

00:38:34the eye and say, you're stone evil.

00:38:36You attack children, you brutalize children, you're just stone evil, you're toast.

00:38:40You just won't make it.

00:38:41You'll be handed over to the priest for the next human sacrifice.

00:38:43You're dead.

00:38:44Dead!

00:38:45I'm not kidding about this.

00:38:46You're dead.

00:38:50So you can't identify evil when you're a kid.

00:38:54I mean, you feel it, you know it's there, but you can't identify it.

00:38:56You have to keep that knowledge even from yourself, and that's the trauma bond.

00:39:01So then when you get older, your adult liberty and freedom and capacity to identify and act

00:39:06upon evil, to escape it, to avoid it, is at war with the fact that you couldn't see it

00:39:10as a kid and you had to pretend the opposite.

00:39:13Right?

00:39:14Because you have, when you have parents who are abusive, they have no bond with you.

00:39:19And not having bonded parents as a kid is terrifying.

00:39:27So you can't identify that evil as a kid, and then when you, as an adult, you start

00:39:32to identify that evil, then you face panic from the inner child who believes that identifying

00:39:41evil is death.

00:39:44And he's right.

00:39:45Identifying evil, evolutionarily speaking, was death.

00:39:50Right?

00:39:53So the trauma bond is when you have to pretend to be bonded with people who don't care about

00:40:01you and can't take criticism.

00:40:02So what happens is, as an adult, as a child, if you criticize your parents particularly

00:40:07morally, you're dead.

00:40:08As an adult, you have a strong desire to criticize your parents morally, but it conflicts with

00:40:12the trauma bond, which is, if I criticize them, I'm dead.

00:40:16But if you don't criticize them, you can't really live, because you can't ever get to

00:40:20a safe place.

00:40:21I was trying to remember when the last time was I actually dealt with an evil person in

00:40:28my life, or a corrupt person, or an immoral person, or a bad person, or whatever.

00:40:33Honestly, it's probably been 10 to 15 years.

00:40:36They know me now, and even if they don't know what I do, they just sense it and they, wide

00:40:41birth avoid, blah, blah, blah, right?

00:40:44So the adult identification of evil is there to keep you safe, but it collides with, as

00:40:50a child, you could not identify evil, it would have been fatal.

00:40:53So in order to flourish and live in a secure, and happy, and positive, and loving set of

00:40:57relationships as an adult, you need to be able to identify evil, but it clashes with

00:41:02identifying evil was directly suicidal as a child.

00:41:05So you've got all this negative stuff going on, this ambivalence.

00:41:10Now, when you have a depressed emotional state, you want to lift it up.

00:41:14So you have two choices, right?

00:41:15You have two choices, well, three choices, sorry.

00:41:17You have three choices.

00:41:18The first choice is to say, ah, this is just the fact of life.

00:41:23This is what life is.

00:41:24Life is shit.

00:41:25And people are corrupt, and they are terrible, and they exploit each other, and it's like

00:41:29a pack of piranhas on each other, like all of this nonsense, right?

00:41:32You just turn into this existential French bullshit intellectual who says that life is

00:41:37shit and seems to always continually advocate for legalized rape of children.

00:41:44You think I'm kidding.

00:41:45You can look it up.

00:41:46All the French intellectuals who wanted the age of consent lowered to close to single

00:41:50digits.

00:41:51It's insane.

00:41:52Not evil, right?

00:41:53So you have a choice.

00:41:54You either normalize your unhappiness and say, ah, this is human condition.

00:41:58This is what life is, and anybody who thinks otherwise is a bourgeois idiot.

00:42:02You just make it, right?

00:42:04And I remember seeing a play when I was in the theater school they did at the Saint-Denis

00:42:09Theater in Montreal, a play with this French guy who just talks shit and, you know, this

00:42:15just terrible stuff.

00:42:17I mean, God, just go and watch, just go and watch, well, there's a couple of movies you

00:42:22could watch.

00:42:25So the fourth man, and also, well, I mean, the classic of this French life is shit stuff

00:42:31is Marlon Brando in Last Tango in Paris.

00:42:40Life is shit.

00:42:41So then you normalize your negativity and your agonized emotional experience then just

00:42:46becomes some deep truth about human nature when it's not, it's just the effects of abuse.

00:42:52That's your first option.

00:42:54Your second option is to take mind-altering substances so that you don't feel so miserable

00:43:01anymore.

00:43:02And this could be either external or internal mind-altering substances.

00:43:05So you could become a sex addict, which is rewiring the dopamine delivery system to sexual

00:43:11addiction.

00:43:12You could, or a gambling addict, which again is using external things to rewire your internal

00:43:19happiness delivery system.

00:43:20You can become a conformist, right?

00:43:24This is, the people who have bad childhoods end up as NPCs, right?

00:43:28If it's unprocessed, because they'd really, they'd run out of choices.

00:43:31And they then say, well, I did not get approval from my parents.

00:43:35Therefore I can't stand disapproval.

00:43:38And therefore the disapproval of society is agony to me.

00:43:41And therefore I will parrot whatever gives me the most approval, right?

00:43:44Which is being an NPC.

00:43:45You know, you've seen that meme of the soy Jack head and or the BoJack head and they

00:43:49just are the NPC head and they just unplug one chip and they plug in another chip.

00:43:53And this is people who, they got so little approval as children, in fact, they were probably

00:44:01attacked as children, that they can't stand anybody having displeasure with them because

00:44:05displeasure with them means assault or neglect or abandonment or death, right?

00:44:10So displeasure is a death threat.

00:44:11And this is why propaganda can't work without child abuse, right?

00:44:15Boy, really doing some concentrated work today.

00:44:18It can't work without child abuse because propaganda says, if you don't say this, repeat

00:44:24this or believe this, I will disapprove of you.

00:44:27And sane people say, okay, so why the hell would I care whether you disapprove of me,

00:44:32right?

00:44:33But what matters is I approve of myself.

00:44:34My conscience approves of me, a good sense reason and virtue approves of me.

00:44:39Why would I care?

00:44:40I mean, and this was the sort of the fundamental battles that I had on social media back in

00:44:44the day was people would say, well, you're a bad person or you shouldn't believe this

00:44:48or you're whatever, right?

00:44:50And like, but why would I care what you say about me?

00:44:54Like help me.

00:44:55So because I sort of dealt with this sort of rejection and disapproval as a child, it

00:44:59was like, okay, so you're trying to push this thing, trying to ham this button called I

00:45:03disapprove of you, which is supposed to trigger early rejection from parents in childhood.

00:45:08And you're supposed to find that unbearable and therefore you abandon your integrity and

00:45:11you conform to the person.

00:45:13But that's a never ending thing, right?

00:45:15And you can see this, like the disapproval never ends.

00:45:17The lines just keep getting pushed of what you're supposed to approve of.

00:45:20It just keeps getting crazier and crazier and crazier.

00:45:22It'll never end.

00:45:23Because once you've given people that vending machine button of getting resources from you

00:45:27by disapproving of you, you think that's ever going to end?

00:45:29No, you just end up being surrounded by people who keep hammering at you because they're

00:45:34going to disapprove of you.

00:45:35And of course the next generation doesn't really care that much about being disapproved

00:45:38of because society has lost all of its credibility.

00:45:41I mean, there's almost no credibility left in society as a whole at the moment.

00:45:45Anyway, so your first choice is to say unhappiness is the human essence and then normalize it

00:45:50that way and then just have contempt and rage against anybody who's happy and normal.

00:45:55The second is you take drugs or nicotine, this is the nicotine part, or you get addictions

00:46:00of various kinds and conformity and so on.

00:46:04And that's how you try and raise your levels, right?

00:46:08And the third is you learn the absolute lessons of your unhappiness and you learn how to become

00:46:14happy, right?

00:46:15Because you're unhappy as a child because you're surrounded by corrupt and immoral people.

00:46:18And so you learn that lesson, you grieve that, you learn how to keep yourself safe, you don't

00:46:22have corrupt and immoral people in your life, and then your childhood unhappiness goes away.

00:46:28Of course it does, because you've learned your lesson and your childhood unhappiness

00:46:33has achieved its insistent goal of trying to keep you safe, of trying to keep you safe.

00:46:45And if you listen to your childhood unhappiness trying to keep you safe, you will become happy.

00:46:52And if you don't listen to it and you deny it and you say, well, my parents were fine

00:46:55or they could have been worse or, you know, they had their own childhood, their own problems,

00:46:59their own issues, like, okay, if you got all this pretend understanding, all of this pretend

00:47:02understanding and desire to forgive and sympathy, it's just, I don't want to become safe.

00:47:07I'm now addicted to being unsafe, so I'm going to justify everyone who ever attacked me as

00:47:12a child.

00:47:14And I don't really know what to say about that.

00:47:16All right.

00:47:17So, uh, hopefully that makes some sense.

00:47:21Long speech, but hopefully worthwhile.

00:47:27All right.

00:47:34Steph, I found a method of making free money on online casinos.

00:47:37Not a lot.

00:47:38Am I in the wrong because I'm not providing value to earn it?

00:47:42I assume you're scamming people.

00:47:44Are you scamming people?

00:47:45I mean, online casinos are not supposed to have you get free money, right?

00:47:51So if you're scamming people, then you're just a thief, right?

00:47:54You're just stealing.

00:47:55I get that it's tempting.

00:47:57Oh, nobody gets harmed.

00:47:58It's like, no, people get harmed.

00:48:00I mean, I'm not a big fan of gambling as a whole, or certainly online gambling, but I

00:48:06think it's going to be tough on your conscience.

00:48:08I think it's going to be tough on your conscience.

00:48:12All right.

00:48:22All right.

00:48:23First live stream I've been able to catch since the YouTube days.

00:48:26Glad to be here.

00:48:27Very nice.

00:48:28Charles Bukowski romanticized that kind of BS.

00:48:30Yeah, there's a Mickey Rooney, a Mickey Rock, slightly different Mickey Rock movie called

00:48:34Barfly about this stuff as well, right?

00:48:40Hi, community.

00:48:41Did Steph answer the Andrew Wilson incest morality question?

00:48:44Yes, but I don't think it's been published yet.

00:48:47Pain is nature's way to tell you not to do something.

00:48:50Yeah, for sure.

00:48:54Running through the cabin, planting my head on the wood stove to balance myself as I turned

00:48:57the corner.

00:48:58Only took doing it once while the stove had a fire in it to never do that again.

00:49:01Yeah.

00:49:02Yeah, I got a feeling this is exactly what happened to me.

00:49:05I'm glad it was helpful.

00:49:07I also think that this is likely what the story of Adam and Eve and the original sin is about.

00:49:14Yes.

00:49:15Yes.

00:49:16Yes.

00:49:18Yes.

00:49:19Yes.

00:49:21Thank you for joining the community.

00:49:23I appreciate that.

00:49:24Freedomain.com slash donate to help out the show.

00:49:27Let's see over in Rumble.

00:49:28Yes, love Rumble, but you're the least tippy people on the planet.

00:49:32I'll just tell you that.

00:49:34So...

00:49:39Have you ever...

00:49:42Let me ask you this.

00:49:44Have you ever been to a church or heard religious sermons or instructions that focus on your

00:49:53relationship with God?

00:49:55What is your relationship with God?

00:49:56Do you have a good relationship with God?

00:49:58What is your relationship with God?

00:50:04Because I was heard...

00:50:05I heard a lecture the other day.

00:50:07It doesn't really matter where, but I heard a lecture.

00:50:08It was all about your relationship with God, your relationship with God, your relationship

00:50:11with God.

00:50:15And that's the feminized church.

00:50:18So the masculine church is follow these rules or bad things will happen.

00:50:22The feminized church is your relationship with the divine.

00:50:26God is a comfort.

00:50:27God is there for you.

00:50:28God is a relationship.

00:50:30Whereas for men, God is rules.

00:50:31For women, God is a relationship.

00:50:33And that's sort of the modern world, right?

00:50:37Food, clothing, shelter, toys, video games, summers at the cabin, visits to U.S. tourist

00:50:41destinations, verbal and physical mental abuse, neglect.

00:50:43The former does not excuse the latter.

00:50:45No.

00:50:46Of course not.

00:50:47Roll the donations out.

00:50:48He's cooking.

00:50:49That is true.

00:50:50Thank you.

00:50:51I had a great bond with parents slash extended family until age 10 when my parents left the

00:50:55LDS church.

00:50:56Since then, never been able to bond with anyone.

00:50:58But that's because you haven't learned the lessons of non-bonding.

00:51:02The sin was eating from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

00:51:06It was not a sin.

00:51:07It was part of the plan of salvation.

00:51:10I don't think that many Catholics would agree with you there.

00:51:25I support the latest thing.

00:51:26Yeah, yeah.

00:51:29Yeah, of course.

00:51:30Very few people judge anything according to principles.

00:51:36Very few people judge anything according to principles.

00:51:39I mean, certainly Christians do.

00:51:41And that is for the best and great honor and respect for that.

00:51:49But very few people outside of Christians, and even a lot of Christians, they don't judge

00:51:54anything according to principles or virtue or truth or reality or facts.

00:51:59They judge everything according to danger.

00:52:03Is it, am I going to be approved of for having these opinions?

00:52:06Or am I going to be disapproved of for having these opinions?

00:52:10And I don't have any particular issue with that, except they're lying weasel bags about it

00:52:14and they talk about virtue when all they're really concerned with is conformity.

00:52:24Being moral and Christian can be very lonely in a world of evil people.

00:52:27Is that a problem if you have the constant presence of the Holy Ghost?

00:52:31That is a theological and personal question.

00:52:33I will not pretend to know the answer.

00:52:36Somebody says, Steph, the more I adopt your methods of argumentation,

00:52:40the more I get directly to the point and save precious time wasted on being manipulated.

00:52:44Yeah, for sure.

00:52:46Yeah, look, it's a basic thing in conversation.

00:52:50And people seem to have, I don't know if this is a modern problem as a whole,

00:52:55but people seem to have a great deal of problem with this.

00:52:59Just answer the fucking question.

00:53:02It's bizarre to me that people just, you ask them a simple question

00:53:08and they just won't answer it.

00:53:10They just go on this dance, this merry-go-round, this bullshit, this carousel,

00:53:14this nonsense, this Calliope music, Tiddlywinks music, all kinds of nonsense and bullshit.

00:53:18It's just like, don't just answer the question.

00:53:22I mean, in the debate I had yesterday,

00:53:26the debate I had yesterday,

00:53:28I asked the guy a simple question,

00:53:32and he didn't, went off on some bullshit tangent,

00:53:35and I interrupted him, because it's rude.

00:53:40Because what people do, they don't ask you a question

00:53:43and they don't even acknowledge that you asked it.

00:53:46So, if you ask a question, they don't say,

00:53:48hey, I heard your question, I'm going to go in this direction to answer it.

00:53:51It may seem like circuitous, but I'm going to circle back to you.

00:53:54They just go off on their own tangent, right?

00:53:56So, I asked him a simple question,

00:53:59he went off on a tangent,

00:54:01and I stopped him after 10 or 15 seconds,

00:54:03and he was a guy who just kept talking, which to me is also kind of wild, right?

00:54:06And I just said, what was the question I just asked you?

00:54:10Like, 10 or 15 seconds after I asked my question,

00:54:13I asked him, what question did I ask you?

00:54:17And he didn't know.

00:54:21I mean,

00:54:23narcissism is a kind of brain damage.

00:54:25Like, why?

00:54:27People listen so little.

00:54:31And you've heard this in call-in shows, right?

00:54:33When I'm getting impatient with someone,

00:54:35which is the mark that I need to be more assertive, and that's fine.

00:54:38Maybe even aggressive.

00:54:40But people will go off on their tangent,

00:54:43and I'll say, okay, what question did I just ask you?

00:54:45And they just come out of a daze,

00:54:47like a possession, like they just didn't hear the question.

00:54:50And they're just so triggered

00:54:52that all they're doing is managing negative emotion.

00:54:55They're not listening.

00:54:56They don't care.

00:54:57It's not something that they're engaged in.

00:54:59And know when people aren't listening to you.

00:55:01And you can't have a debate without listening.

00:55:03You have to listen to the other person's point and respond to those, right?

00:55:07All right.

00:55:08That was super deep and makes total sense.

00:55:10I will have to listen to that again.

00:55:16I've certainly heard those kinds of sermons growing up.

00:55:18Yeah, yeah.

00:55:19That's more of an even jellyfish.

00:55:22Yeah, my church, the Orthodox Church,

00:55:24tends to be more robust.

00:55:26It's more of an even jellyfish.

00:55:28It's more of an even jellyfish.

00:55:30Yeah, my church, the Orthodox Church,

00:55:32tends to be more robust.

00:55:34One's relationship with God

00:55:35is the reflection of his relation to his father at childhood

00:55:38is an argument I've heard.

00:55:40Instead of nicotine,

00:55:41my, quote, drug of choice is lots of intimate time with the wife.

00:55:44That's not really a drug.

00:55:46I still struggle with giving my neglectful parents a pass

00:55:48because they, quote, provided for me.

00:55:50Shelter, allowance, car, clothes, video games, food, etc.

00:55:53All right?

00:55:56So what you're saying

00:55:58is that your kind of relationship with God

00:56:01So what you're saying

00:56:03is that your conscience is for sale.

00:56:05I mean, let's just be frank.

00:56:07And I sympathize with what happened to you as a child,

00:56:09but let's be frank about what's going on.

00:56:11You're bought and paid for.

00:56:13You're bought and paid for.

00:56:17I mean, if you have kids,

00:56:19and some babysitter comes over and says,

00:56:21You know what?

00:56:22You don't have to pay me 50 bucks.

00:56:24In fact, I'll pay you 50 bucks.

00:56:26I just want to beat up your kids.

00:56:30Would you say,

00:56:31Oh yeah, no, that sounds good.

00:56:33Yeah, I mean, I'm 100 bucks off.

00:56:35I don't have to pay you 50.

00:56:36You're paying me 50,

00:56:37and all you have to do is beat up my kids.

00:56:39So then you're saying

00:56:40that your protection of your children is for sale.

00:56:42Your conscience is for sale.

00:56:46You're like one of those bald ducks

00:56:48hanging in the nicotine-stained, sweaty window

00:56:51of a Chinese restaurant.

00:56:53You're just for sale!

00:56:56Your conscience

00:56:58is in fishnet stockings swinging a purse

00:57:01on the corner of Church and Dundas.

00:57:04You're for sale!

00:57:08You can be bribed

00:57:10into not criticizing evildoers.

00:57:13Well, I thought he was evil.

00:57:15I thought he was evil.

00:57:16Turns out he bought me a bike.

00:57:18So he's great.

00:57:20Whoopsie!

00:57:21Whoopsie!

00:57:23Why on earth would you give up your conscience

00:57:26for the sake of bribes?

00:57:30Don't be for sale.

00:57:32That's gross.

00:57:33That makes you like a dog

00:57:35who could be trained to do anything

00:57:37if you get the right kind of treats on your nose.

00:57:40Don't be for sale.

00:57:41I think I can say this with some credibility

00:57:45that your conscience is worth more

00:57:48than filthy fucking money.

00:57:51Having a good relationship with your own conscience

00:57:54is worth more than all the money in the world.

00:57:57You know, Jesus was right about that.

00:57:59Satan takes him to the very rooftop of the world

00:58:01and says,

00:58:02I'll give you everything you see before me.

00:58:04You'll be in control of the entire fucking planet.

00:58:10Everything you see,

00:58:12you'll own everything in the world.

00:58:14Everything in the world.

00:58:17You just have to not be a good person.

00:58:20And Jesus is like,

00:58:22I'm going to give you a big fat bearded no on that one.

00:58:25Sorry.

00:58:27And I'm not...

00:58:31I mean, I like nice things.

00:58:33I'm not particularly materialist.

00:58:35I mean, I've been reasonably well off.

00:58:38I've been broke as a hobo.

00:58:43You know, it doesn't matter to me that much.

00:58:45I mean, it doesn't matter to me that much.

00:58:47And of course,

00:58:48I burnt my income and credibility in the public sphere

00:58:51and a presence on social media.

00:58:53I burnt my entire life work to the ground

00:58:56to tell the truth.

00:58:58Have you ever heard me saying,

00:59:00shouldn't have done that?

00:59:01Nope.

00:59:02Nope.

00:59:03Take the money.

00:59:04Take the money.

00:59:05Take the money.

00:59:06It's just money.

00:59:08Take the money.

00:59:13So don't be for sale.

00:59:16Don't be for sale.

00:59:18Right?

00:59:19Like you understand that if you're for sale,

00:59:24then you'll never stop being for sale, right?

00:59:27It'll never end.

00:59:29You'll just get offered less and less as you go forward

00:59:33until you're giving your last shred of dignity

00:59:37for a six-pack and a handjob.

00:59:41Don't be for sale.

00:59:42Don't be for sale.

00:59:43So if you say, well,

00:59:44I'm going to forgive my parents their evil doing

00:59:48because they gave me some money,

00:59:53they bought me some things,

00:59:55then you're saying my conscience is for sale.

00:59:58And you'll be tempted to do that.

01:00:00You'll be tempted to wallpaper over your own corruption

01:00:04with money and resources.

01:00:10Don't be for sale.

01:00:11I'm telling you,

01:00:12I've seen the people who've taken the money.

01:00:14It is not a good thing.

01:00:15It is not.

01:00:16We can think of some people.

01:00:18We can think of some people in the public sphere

01:00:21right now as we speak

01:00:23who took the money and sold their soul.

01:00:28Oh, God.

01:00:31It is a consummation devoutly to be avoided.

01:00:42Yeah, that's really bad.

01:00:57So, sorry,

01:00:59just had a little bit of housekeeping to do here.

01:01:03The pedo bribes his victims when grooming them.

01:01:05That is not an acceptable...

01:01:06I mean, that's a very strong analogy,

01:01:08but I get where you're coming.

01:01:32All right.

01:01:43Sorry, just have a tiny little bit of housekeeping to do here.

01:01:46My apologies.

01:01:53And if you have more questions or comments,

01:01:55issues or challenges,

01:01:56I am perfectly happy to hear them.

01:02:03Thank you.

01:02:14Judas took the bribe,

01:02:15was disgusted with the silver afterwards.

01:02:17Yeah.

01:02:25Yeah.

01:02:26Yeah.

01:02:32Yeah, it's not worth it.

01:02:34I mean, you just...

01:02:36It's gross.

01:02:41You end up in a big house,

01:02:43alone, stalked from room to room

01:02:46by the invisible silver-backed predator of your endless conscience,

01:02:49and it is not a life

01:02:51of peace or ease or happiness or contentment.

01:02:57Now, did destiny take the money?

01:02:59I don't know,

01:03:00but it's all very gross.

01:03:02It's all very gross.

01:03:12All right.

01:03:13Let me just go and check questions in various places.

01:03:17Do atheists need to support Christians

01:03:20even if the Christians call you amoral for not believing in Christ?

01:03:25Well, I think a recognition of the virtues of Christianity

01:03:28is very important.

01:03:32And we aim to support the truth,

01:03:35and the truth is that

01:03:37if I had to choose someone myself,

01:03:39I would choose Jesus Christ.

01:03:42I would support the truth,

01:03:43and the truth is that

01:03:45if I had to choose someone with integrity,

01:03:47and I was given the choice between the tick-box atheist

01:03:50and the tick-box Christian,

01:03:51I would choose the Christian

01:03:53every day of the week and twice on Sundays.

01:03:58I have not found

01:04:00any notable integrity

01:04:03or virtue among the atheists,

01:04:05while I have found great nobility

01:04:08and moral courage among the Christians.

01:04:10That is an empirical fact

01:04:12that I absolutely know for certain,

01:04:14and it was a surprising fact for me

01:04:16because I handed the atheists all that they needed to do

01:04:19to have virtue and integrity with UPB.

01:04:25If you had to ask me

01:04:27who is more trustworthy,

01:04:28a Christian or an atheist,

01:04:31I would answer the Christian every single time.

01:04:36And there's zero doubt

01:04:38and zero hesitation in that for me at all.

01:04:48Ostracism is something most people cannot tolerate.

01:04:52Ostracism is just having standards.

01:04:55I was talking to someone not too long ago

01:04:58who was saying,

01:04:59well, I have to forgive evildoers.

01:05:01I'm like, so you have no safety, no standards,

01:05:04and you reward everyone

01:05:06no matter how bad they behave.

01:05:08That's not good.

01:05:20People would rather stay in connection

01:05:22with those who cause harm

01:05:23than risk the ostracism.

01:05:25Yeah, ostracism is a risk.

01:05:27Yep, ostracism is a risk.

01:05:32But it is better to be alone

01:05:35than be in bad company.

01:05:39You know, they do say that,

01:05:41you know, a lot of the world's problems

01:05:43exist because of people's inability

01:05:49to sit comfortably alone in a room

01:05:51with their own thoughts.

01:05:58I very much enjoy my own company.

01:06:01I mean, I mentioned it a while ago

01:06:03that my wife and daughter went away for a week.

01:06:04I had a great time.

01:06:05I love having them with me,

01:06:06and I'm fine when they're gone.

01:06:08I'm glad that they weren't gone for too long.

01:06:10I had a wonderful time.

01:06:12I worked out a lot.

01:06:13I did a lot of shows.

01:06:14I read a lot.

01:06:15I napped in the afternoon,

01:06:18you know, four days out of five.

01:06:19It was lovely.

01:06:20It was lovely.

01:06:21And it was lovely to have them come back.

01:06:26So,

01:06:29people who can't stand solitude

01:06:32are people who are never alone

01:06:34because in the haunted house of their mind

01:06:37is the silver-backed, invisible,

01:06:39questing beast of their relentless conscience.

01:06:44Just donated at freedomain.com slash donate.

01:06:46Anyone else done that tonight?

01:06:48Iwanda slash hope.

01:06:49Let's go see.

01:06:53I do not see it,

01:06:54but I'm sure

01:06:55tithcoming,

01:06:56tiscoming,

01:06:58tiscoming.

01:07:00Did you see that meme?

01:07:02It's a guy standing,

01:07:03looking over the mountain,

01:07:04saying,

01:07:05maybe it's the clitoris's job to find me.

01:07:11Oh, it's funny stuff.

01:07:13As long as you don't get too offended by coarseness,

01:07:16the internet can be a very funny place.

01:07:18But coarseness it certainly has,

01:07:19which I don't mind too much.

01:07:21All right.

01:07:22Let me just turn down,

01:07:23turn down the old sound just a smidge there.

01:07:30All right.

01:07:31If left alone with my own thoughts,

01:07:33I'm always late for my next engagement.

01:07:35It's so interesting.

01:07:36It's interesting.

01:07:37Oh, that's good.

01:07:38That's good.

01:07:39And that's good.

01:07:43You all know these restless people.

01:07:45You know, you have a,

01:07:47you know these restless people, right?

01:07:50It's pretty horrible.

01:07:52Right?

01:07:53It's pretty horrible to be that kind,

01:07:55that kind of restless person.

01:07:57It's pretty horrible to be that kind,

01:07:58that kind of restlessness.

01:07:59It's really, really unpleasant.

01:08:10All right.

01:08:11Let me get back to your comments or questions.

01:08:13There have been a few donations tonight,

01:08:15and I really do appreciate that.

01:08:16Freedomain.com slash donate to help out the show.

01:08:19You can also donate on the apps.

01:08:21And don't forget about the apps too.

01:08:25You can go,

01:08:26Oh, James.

01:08:27I'm so sorry.

01:08:28I forgot the URL.

01:08:29Yeah, I'm sure you could let me know again.

01:08:32All right.

01:08:33So let's see here.

01:08:34We will be loners for life,

01:08:35but our children will have brains and grow strong.

01:08:39All right.

01:08:42I'm not saying I disagree with you

01:08:44because I don't know what you mean.

01:08:46So maybe I,

01:08:47maybe I do,

01:08:48maybe I don't,

01:08:49but there it is.

01:08:50All right.

01:08:52Let's see here.

01:08:53Questions, comments.

01:08:54Oh, yes.

01:08:55URL.com slash apps.

01:08:56APPS.

01:09:02Steph, did you see the video about the spine surgeon

01:09:04who quit because surgery didn't cure people,

01:09:06diet and exercise cured back pain?

01:09:09I heard about that.

01:09:10I have not,

01:09:14um,

01:09:16I have not, not read anything about it,

01:09:18but I, um,

01:09:20I mean, to me,

01:09:21the more you can do to stay away from doctors,

01:09:23the better.

01:09:24I mean, obviously it goes to your doctor.

01:09:25I get my sort of regular checkups every year,

01:09:28get my blood work done and all of that,

01:09:29because, you know,

01:09:30want to see if there's anything odd.

01:09:31And as a cancer survivor,

01:09:32you know,

01:09:33it's important to look for occasional markers.

01:09:36So, yeah.

01:09:37So FDR URL.com slash apps.

01:09:39You can install FDR podcast as an app,

01:09:41as well as the AI chatbots,

01:09:42if you have access to them.

01:09:49Yeah, I,

01:09:50I view the,

01:09:52I think that the American healthcare system

01:09:53is not quite as bad,

01:09:54because there's still some elements

01:09:55of the free market.

01:09:56But yeah,

01:09:57socialist medicine only makes money off,

01:09:59off cure is not off prevention.

01:10:00So there's very little of utility there.

01:10:03And, you know,

01:10:04you've seen that old meme.

01:10:06It's like the first day of medical school.

01:10:08It's the guy tapping the blackboard

01:10:09where it says,

01:10:10a patient cured is a customer lost.

01:10:14And I don't know how true all of this stuff is,

01:10:16because, you know,

01:10:17limited amount of time

01:10:18to do infinite amounts of research.

01:10:20But when they talk about how

01:10:24the various alphabet soup agencies

01:10:27of here's what's healthy,

01:10:28just get relentlessly bribed and manipulated

01:10:30by various industry forces into saying,

01:10:32Oh no, sugar is fine.

01:10:34It's fat that's bad.

01:10:35Oh no, it's red meats that's bad.

01:10:37Oh no.

01:10:38It's like,

01:10:39I don't,

01:10:40honestly,

01:10:41I don't know about you guys.

01:10:42I read a scientific study,

01:10:44a scientific study these days.

01:10:45I,

01:10:46I don't care.

01:10:47In fact,

01:10:48I don't think I've even,

01:10:49I don't think I've read one in forever.

01:10:51Right.

01:10:52Bacon is bad.

01:10:53Bacon is great.

01:10:54Eggs are bad.

01:10:55Eggs are really great.

01:10:56Meat is bad.

01:10:57Meat is great.

01:10:58You know,

01:10:59I just,

01:11:00I don't believe any of it anymore.

01:11:01And I just sort of

01:11:02try to eat what works for me

01:11:03and gives me energy

01:11:04and keeps me healthy

01:11:05and a good weight

01:11:06and all of that.

01:11:07Like,

01:11:10the food pyramid.

01:11:11Yeah.

01:11:12I mean,

01:11:13the food pyramid is a bribeocracy

01:11:14to a large degree.

01:11:15Again,

01:11:16as far as I understand,

01:11:17I don't know all the details about it,

01:11:18but yeah,

01:11:19I don't believe any of it anymore.

01:11:20I mean,

01:11:21I think COVID woke us up to that,

01:11:22the corruption of that.

01:11:25Good point.

01:11:26But how would you push back

01:11:27the atheist bashing

01:11:28without calling out their religion?

01:11:30Yeah,

01:11:31I'm not answering a question

01:11:32for a buck.

01:11:33If the question's only worth

01:11:34a dollar for you,

01:11:35I'm not going to waste

01:11:36everyone's time about it.

01:11:38I trust comments on X

01:11:39more than the experts.

01:11:40Yeah, for sure.

01:11:41You have the odds

01:11:42doing the opposite.

01:11:43Yeah,

01:11:44so some,

01:11:45you remember there was this whole,

01:11:46oh my God,

01:11:47we're losing all of the

01:11:48coral reefs around Australia.

01:11:49It's just so terrible.

01:11:50There are no coral reefs.

01:11:51And I did an interview years ago

01:11:52with a guy saying,

01:11:53oh,

01:11:54there's more than ever,

01:11:55and now the studies have come out

01:11:56that there's more than ever.

01:11:57And I mean,

01:11:58global warming and COVID,

01:11:59I mean,

01:12:00it's all just a bunch of nonsense.

01:12:01The replication crisis in science,

01:12:02well,

01:12:03it's not science.

01:12:04It's just government bullshit,

01:12:05right?

01:12:07It's not a crisis.

01:12:08I mean,

01:12:09the purpose of a system

01:12:10is what it does,

01:12:11right?

01:12:12And if you can use science

01:12:13to increase your profits

01:12:16by saying this,

01:12:17that,

01:12:18or the other

01:12:19is good,

01:12:20bad,

01:12:21or indifferent,

01:12:22eh,

01:12:23it's too much power,

01:12:24and it's not science.

01:12:25I mean,

01:12:26whatever the government touches

01:12:27is the opposite of what it says.

01:12:28It's not welfare,

01:12:29it's health care.

01:12:30It's not military defense.

01:12:31The homelands are undefended

01:12:32and the military is attacking others.

01:12:33It's not a healthcare system.

01:12:36It's a money-making,

01:12:38prey-upon illness system.

01:12:40It is,

01:12:41I mean,

01:12:42and it's not science.

01:12:43It's mysticism.

01:12:44Mysticism and complexity.

01:12:45And mysticism

01:12:46and exploitation.

01:12:55D.D.Y. Yoga

01:12:56has done miracles

01:12:57for some people.

01:12:58Yeah.

01:13:01Yeah,

01:13:02I mean,

01:13:03I did years of yoga.

01:13:04I haven't really done it

01:13:05in a long time.

01:13:06I,

01:13:07I do,

01:13:08just in case you care,

01:13:09I walk,

01:13:10I try to aim

01:13:11for between

01:13:1210 and 15,000 steps a day,

01:13:13and I,

01:13:14this is why I don't do

01:13:15call-in shows in the studio anymore.

01:13:16I do them walking around

01:13:17because I want to get my steps in

01:13:18because

01:13:19I do believe that

01:13:20sitting is the new smoking

01:13:21and I try to avoid it

01:13:22where I can.

01:13:23I will,

01:13:24obviously make sure I get my,

01:13:26my,

01:13:27the right amount of sleep

01:13:28and

01:13:29I don't particularly

01:13:30eat much until

01:13:31a little later in the day.

01:13:32I always have to watch out

01:13:33for late-night snacking

01:13:34because that was my anxiety

01:13:35trigger point as a kid.

01:13:36And,

01:13:37in order to

01:13:38survive the

01:13:39negative

01:13:40emotional pressures

01:13:41of my crazy mother,

01:13:42I would sometimes turn to food

01:13:43and particularly sugar.

01:13:44I'm now

01:13:45six months plus

01:13:46into

01:13:47having virtually no added sugar

01:13:49and I think that's been

01:13:50beneficial as a whole.

01:13:53I know it has been.

01:13:55I do,

01:13:56I did 45 minutes of weights today.

01:13:58I should do more cardio.

01:14:00I did yesterday

01:14:0160 minutes of

01:14:03pickleball with the family

01:14:05and

01:14:06I should do more bike machines,

01:14:08but it's really kind of boring.

01:14:09But,

01:14:10I do

01:14:1140 minutes of

01:14:12pretty hard cardio

01:14:13on the bike machine

01:14:15and

01:14:16yeah,

01:14:17I mean,

01:14:18at one point I was over 220,

01:14:19now I'm 187 and

01:14:20still slow.

01:14:21I mean,

01:14:22I lose like,

01:14:23I don't know,

01:14:2410 pounds every 18 months.

01:14:25It just sort of vaguely goes down.

01:14:26I'm just trying to

01:14:27overcompensate for the general

01:14:28pound a year that happens

01:14:29when you're aging,

01:14:30so I have to sort of

01:14:31modify things as I go.

01:14:33And so,

01:14:34it seems to work for me.

01:14:35I have pretty good energy

01:14:37and

01:14:38my health is great

01:14:39and all of that, so.

01:14:43Oh, right.

01:14:44Any other last questions,

01:14:45comments,

01:14:46issues,

01:14:47challenges,

01:14:48problems?

01:14:49Oh,

01:14:50donation came in.

01:14:51Thank you very much.

01:14:52I appreciate it

01:14:53most kindly.

01:14:54I appreciate it so much

01:14:55I'll stop doing that

01:14:56entirely punchable voice.

01:14:57Sorry about that.

01:14:58Sorry about that.

01:14:59Swole Steph on the way.

01:15:00Yeah,

01:15:01not bad.

01:15:02Not bad.

01:15:03Not bad.

01:15:04Not bad.

01:15:05Not bad.

01:15:06Not bad.

01:15:07Not bad.

01:15:08Not bad.

01:15:09Not bad.

01:15:10Not bad.

01:15:11Not bad.

01:15:12Not bad.

01:15:15Not bad.

01:15:16You can't see it right now,

01:15:17but I would say,

01:15:18I mean,

01:15:19I've always been a little bit

01:15:20thick in the middle

01:15:21since I was a kid.

01:15:22Oh,

01:15:23since I was in my teens,

01:15:24early teens,

01:15:25but not too bad.

01:15:26Not too bad.

01:15:27I'm certainly no big muscle guy

01:15:28and you'll never find me

01:15:29on the

01:15:30cover of anything

01:15:31in terms of calendars,

01:15:32but,

01:15:33you know,

01:15:34I would say not bad.

01:15:35Not bad for 58,

01:15:3657,

01:15:37almost 58.

01:15:38My gosh,

01:15:39we're 58 in a couple of months.

01:15:40It's just wild.

01:15:42Time flies,

01:15:43man.

01:15:44I mean,

01:15:45also,

01:15:46it must have been four,

01:15:47four and a half years

01:15:48since COVID started,

01:15:49right?

01:15:50Four and a half years

01:15:51since COVID started.

01:15:54It's wild.

01:15:56I know a lot of people feel

01:15:59that

01:16:05I know that a lot of people

01:16:07feel that COVID,

01:16:08like you,

01:16:09that white guy blinking,

01:16:10just blinked in 2020 to 2024.

01:16:12I was very,

01:16:13I had a very,

01:16:14very busy

01:16:15and

01:16:17detailed

01:16:18life

01:16:19during COVID

01:16:20because,

01:16:21you know,

01:16:22that was all the

01:16:23reach for the deplatforming

01:16:24and all of that.

01:16:25And people are still

01:16:26wearing masks.

01:16:27I don't see it much.

01:16:28I don't see it much.

01:16:29How is Izzy's job?

01:16:30No bad customers?

01:16:31Well,

01:16:32there are always occasional

01:16:33bad customers.

01:16:34Heck,

01:16:35we even have them here,

01:16:36but she's having a blast.

01:16:37She's having a blast

01:16:38and

01:16:39for three weeks

01:16:40and she's already

01:16:41gotten promoted.

01:16:42Of course,

01:16:43because, you know,

01:16:44business needs talent, right?

01:16:45So she's great.

01:16:46Of course,

01:16:47we've been talking about business

01:16:48since she was like

01:16:49five years old.

01:16:50Some.

01:16:55All right,

01:16:56let's see here.

01:17:01Steph,

01:17:02my 13-year-old son,

01:17:03was roaming the city

01:17:04with friends the other day

01:17:05and got hit on by a girl

01:17:06for the first time.

01:17:07He came home

01:17:08and wanted to talk

01:17:09and get some feedback.

01:17:10I got a bit worried.

01:17:11I didn't see it coming so soon

01:17:12and began explaining to him

01:17:13the morals of pair relationships

01:17:14to my best ability.

01:17:15Do you think

01:17:16the truth about sex presentation

01:17:17you wrote is appropriate

01:17:18for him to listen to?

01:17:19Uh,

01:17:20he may be a bit young.

01:17:21I obviously,

01:17:22I don't remember that presentation.

01:17:23I remember the general

01:17:25tone,

01:17:26but I,

01:17:27I would leave it to you

01:17:28to,

01:17:29to figure that out.

01:17:30But,

01:17:32how old

01:17:33was

01:17:36the woman

01:17:37who,

01:17:38oh sorry,

01:17:39I said the woman.

01:17:40How old was the girl

01:17:41who hit on your son?

01:17:43That's

01:17:44the most important question,

01:17:45right?

01:17:46If she was his age,

01:17:47interesting.

01:17:49If she was not his age,

01:17:51if she was older,

01:17:52creepy,

01:17:53right?

01:17:54Because he's 13.

01:18:01I see masks

01:18:02on select older people

01:18:03in city areas,

01:18:04very rare outside of cities.

01:18:05Oh,

01:18:06it was a 14-year-old girl

01:18:07who hit on your

01:18:0813-year-old son.

01:18:09Yeah,

01:18:10there's a funny thing.

01:18:11It is a funny thing these days.

01:18:12That didn't happen

01:18:13when I was a kid.

01:18:14It didn't happen

01:18:15when I was a teen.

01:18:18Girls didn't hit on guys.

01:18:19Now,

01:18:20girls would flirt a little

01:18:21and they would let you know

01:18:22that they liked you

01:18:23in some way or whatever,

01:18:24but they would not

01:18:25hit on guys

01:18:26or ask

01:18:27guys out.

01:18:30If I had a son,

01:18:31so what would I tell my son?

01:18:33This is a very interesting question.

01:18:34What would I tell my son

01:18:35if he's 13?

01:18:41I would say

01:18:42that it is,

01:18:44maybe this is just

01:18:45old-fashioned

01:18:46or whatever it is,

01:18:47maybe it's

01:18:48square or whatever,

01:18:49but my instinct

01:18:50would be to say,

01:18:51and I'm happy to get

01:18:52corrections and feedback

01:18:53on this,

01:18:54my instinct would be to say,

01:18:55no,

01:18:56it's your job

01:18:57to ask the girl out.

01:18:58Don't,

01:18:59it's kind of emasculating

01:19:00for the girl to pick you.

01:19:01It is the man's job

01:19:02to show

01:19:03that he has courage,

01:19:04that he's willing to be

01:19:05a, quote,

01:19:06hunter

01:19:07and to be assertive

01:19:08and to say

01:19:09what he wants

01:19:10and go after it.

01:19:11That's going to give

01:19:12the world comfort

01:19:13that a girl

01:19:14who flirts with you

01:19:15and asks you out

01:19:16directly

01:19:17is not

01:19:18feminine enough

01:19:20to be

01:19:21a good partner.

01:19:23Yeah,

01:19:24I would,

01:19:25and again,

01:19:26maybe I'm completely

01:19:27wrong about this

01:19:28and maybe

01:19:29it's just

01:19:30too old-fashioned,

01:19:31but if I had a son,

01:19:32I would say,

01:19:33you know,

01:19:34you do what you like

01:19:35and you go up

01:19:36and you talk to her

01:19:37and you ask her out.

01:19:38But it is

01:19:39a feminine deal

01:19:40to be asked out

01:19:41and don't let

01:19:42a girl

01:19:43put you

01:19:44in a feminine role

01:19:45at the very beginning

01:19:46by asking you out.

01:19:47I would view that

01:19:48as a red flag.

01:19:49How the heck

01:19:50did a flag

01:19:51get in here?

01:19:52I got to admire

01:19:53his dedication

01:19:54to

01:19:55consuming philosophy.

01:19:57So,

01:19:58yeah,

01:19:59I would not,

01:20:00I love the

01:20:01dance

01:20:02between

01:20:03boys and girls

01:20:04and men and women,

01:20:05the dance of

01:20:06attraction

01:20:07and

01:20:08desire

01:20:09and fear

01:20:10and preference

01:20:11and all of that,

01:20:12the anxiety

01:20:13and all of that.

01:20:14I think that is a delightful thing

01:20:15and

01:20:16I think that

01:20:18a woman

01:20:19who takes

01:20:20a very masculine approach

01:20:21in this realm

01:20:22is probably

01:20:23someone

01:20:24who

01:20:25is

01:20:27not

01:20:28ideal

01:20:29in my view.

01:20:30All right.

01:20:33Steph,

01:20:34that is a brilliant take.

01:20:35I'm going for that.

01:20:36Oh, good.

01:20:37Yeah,

01:20:38I think that's helpful.

01:20:39I think that's,

01:20:40I think that's helpful.

01:20:41That might mean

01:20:42that she wants

01:20:43to dominate him.

01:20:44Well,

01:20:45it means that

01:20:46she has

01:20:47very masculine

01:20:48energy

01:20:49which,

01:20:50if he has

01:20:51masculine energy,

01:20:52is going to clash.

01:20:57The woman

01:20:58feels special

01:20:59in being picked

01:21:00and

01:21:01in being

01:21:02picked.

01:21:03The man

01:21:04feels special

01:21:05in doing the picking.

01:21:06That's how we've evolved

01:21:07and I'm not a big one

01:21:08for just rip out

01:21:09and rewire

01:21:10human beings

01:21:11from the ground up.

01:21:12That just doesn't work.

01:21:13He refused politely,

01:21:14by the way,

01:21:15said he didn't feel ready.

01:21:16Of course,

01:21:17yeah,

01:21:18I mean,

01:21:19there's no reason

01:21:20to be rude.

01:21:21Yeah,

01:21:22absolutely.

01:21:23Hey,

01:21:24Steph,

01:21:25what arguments

01:21:26would you use

01:21:27to convince women

01:21:28that astrology

01:21:29is false?

01:21:30Stars

01:21:31have no influence

01:21:32on your personality,

01:21:33right?

01:21:34So,

01:21:35you would say,

01:21:36look,

01:21:37we understand

01:21:38that the position

01:21:39of a star

01:21:40that is

01:21:41dozens or hundreds

01:21:42or even thousands

01:21:43of light years away,

01:21:44well,

01:21:45probably not thousands,

01:21:46but hundreds of light

01:21:47years away,

01:21:48perhaps.

01:21:49The position

01:21:50of a star

01:21:51has nothing to do

01:21:52with your brain.

01:21:53So,

01:21:54that can't be true

01:21:55and any woman

01:21:56who says that

01:21:57that can be true,

01:21:58I mean,

01:21:59it's not ultraviolet rays,

01:22:00it's not x-rays,

01:22:01it's not neutrons,

01:22:02like,

01:22:03by what,

01:22:04by what possible

01:22:05metric or influence

01:22:06could the position

01:22:07of the stars

01:22:08have on

01:22:09the personality

01:22:10and developing brain

01:22:11of a baby,

01:22:12right?

01:22:13Now,

01:22:14if they're purely mystical

01:22:15like it's just magic,

01:22:16then you can't reason,

01:22:17right?

01:22:18So,

01:22:19we'd say,

01:22:20okay,

01:22:21well,

01:22:22it's not that.

01:22:23Now,

01:22:24I'd like to give people

01:22:25some respect

01:22:26for their beliefs

01:22:27in that

01:22:28if something

01:22:29is just completely

01:22:30unproductive,

01:22:31it generally tends

01:22:32to fall away,

01:22:33right?

01:22:34So,

01:22:35the question is,

01:22:36it's clearly not

01:22:37the position of the stars,

01:22:38this,

01:22:39that,

01:22:40or the other,

01:22:41but,

01:22:42but,

01:22:43particularly in colder

01:22:44climates,

01:22:45does it matter

01:22:46what time of year

01:22:47you're born?

01:22:48Well,

01:22:49yeah,

01:22:50it absolutely matters

01:22:51what time of year

01:22:52you're born

01:22:53in colder climates

01:22:54in particular.

01:22:55So,

01:22:56I was born

01:22:57in a colder

01:22:58climate

01:22:59in September.

01:23:00So,

01:23:01my first

01:23:02experience of the

01:23:03world

01:23:04was

01:23:05indoors,

01:23:06right?

01:23:07There's not a lot

01:23:08of people who are

01:23:09leaving babies out

01:23:10in

01:23:11Ireland

01:23:12or England

01:23:18in the winter.

01:23:19Doesn't happen,

01:23:20right?

01:23:21So,

01:23:22I'm kept indoors,

01:23:23I don't have a big

01:23:24view of the outside

01:23:25world,

01:23:26I have some,

01:23:27I'm into books,

01:23:28I'm into interior

01:23:29stuff,

01:23:30I spend a lot of

01:23:31time indoors,

01:23:32that may have

01:23:33something to do

01:23:34with that.

01:23:35My brother,

01:23:36who is remarkably

01:23:37different from me

01:23:38in just about

01:23:39every conceivable

01:23:40dimension,

01:23:41my brother was

01:23:42born in Africa,

01:23:43where you go

01:23:44outside all the

01:23:45time,

01:23:46and he doesn't

01:23:47tend to have as

01:23:48much of an interior

01:23:49monologue or

01:23:50introspection and

01:23:51so on.

01:23:52So,

01:23:53does it matter

01:23:54what time of year

01:23:55you're born?

01:23:56So,

01:23:57I was born

01:23:58going into

01:23:59winter,

01:24:00and I did,

01:24:01so for the first

01:24:02six or eight

01:24:03months of my

01:24:04life,

01:24:05I was indoors,

01:24:06I was an

01:24:07indoor cat,

01:24:08and we know

01:24:09there's differences

01:24:10between indoor

01:24:11cats and outdoor

01:24:12cats,

01:24:13right?

01:24:14Whereas,

01:24:15if you're

01:24:16born in

01:24:17April or

01:24:18May,

01:24:19you're taken

01:24:20out,

01:24:21you see the

01:24:22big world,

01:24:23it's very bright,

01:24:24do you take

01:24:25any particular

01:24:26supplement,

01:24:27Steph?

01:24:28Um,

01:24:29yeah,

01:24:30I mean,

01:24:31nothing out of

01:24:32the ordinary,

01:24:33really,

01:24:34nothing in

01:24:35particular that

01:24:36would matter.

01:24:37The only time

01:24:38I get hit on

01:24:39by women is

01:24:40when they're

01:24:41asking to be

01:24:42Russian brides

01:24:43for a day,

01:24:44hard pass,

01:24:45right?

01:24:46Again,

01:24:47I'd like

01:24:48information about

01:24:49the meet-up

01:24:50later.

01:24:51I'm considering

01:24:52going,

01:24:53but I need to

01:24:54know more

01:24:55information before

01:24:56I can decide.

01:24:57What city

01:24:58general theme,

01:24:59etc.?

01:25:00I don't

01:25:01know.

01:25:02You need to

01:25:03know what to

01:25:04expect.

01:25:05I can't

01:25:06indulge that,

01:25:07sorry,

01:25:08that's just,

01:25:09that's too

01:25:10nitpicky.

01:25:11I don't

01:25:12know.

01:25:13I don't

01:25:14know,

01:25:15it's six

01:25:16months away,

01:25:17I don't

01:25:18know exactly

01:25:19how it's

01:25:20going to

01:25:21shape out,

01:25:22and I

01:25:23don't even

01:25:24know if it's

01:25:25going to

01:25:26happen yet,

01:25:27because we

01:25:28don't know

01:25:29if we're

01:25:30going to

01:25:31get enough

01:25:32people.

01:25:33So,

01:25:34I'm not

01:25:35going to

01:25:36work everything

01:25:37out to the

01:25:38last detail

01:25:39when I

01:25:40don't even

01:25:41know if

01:25:42it's

01:25:43going to

01:25:44happen

01:25:45yet.

01:25:46So,

01:25:47if you

01:25:48need that

01:25:49level of

01:25:50detail

01:25:51I'm not

01:25:52calling you

01:25:53neurotic as

01:25:54a whole,

01:25:55but that

01:25:56question just

01:25:57seems kind

01:25:58of neurotic

01:25:59to me and

01:26:00I'm just

01:26:01not going

01:26:02to indulge

01:26:03it.

01:26:04So,

01:26:05if you

01:26:06don't know

01:26:07what you

01:26:08like or

01:26:09what you

01:26:10want,

01:26:11then don't

01:26:12come and,

01:26:13I don't

01:26:14mean that in

01:26:15any negative

01:26:16or hostile

01:26:17way,

01:26:18don't come

01:26:19and then

01:26:20say,

01:26:21well,

01:26:22I don't

01:26:23know what

01:26:24I want,

01:26:25but I

01:26:26don't

01:26:27know

01:26:28what I

01:26:29want.

01:26:30I

01:26:31don't

01:26:32know

01:26:33what

01:26:34I want.

01:26:35I

01:26:36don't

01:26:37know

01:26:38what

01:26:39I want.

01:26:40I

01:26:41don't

01:26:42know

01:26:43what

01:26:44I want.

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01:26:50want.

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