• 4 months ago
Deniz is the daughter of a wealthy family as a child. She is so special for her school because of her beauty and popularity. Yiğit is the short and fat kid with glasses that everyone is making fun of at school. These two cross paths with each other while they are in middle school. Even though Yiğit is frozen out by everyone, Deniz takes him under her wing. They build up an unforgettable bond. Deniz becomes Yiğit's first friend and childhood crush.

However, when Yiğit turns 15, he has to move to the USA, and they get separated from each other. Then, Deniz has other changes in her life. First, her family's printing company goes bankrupt. Then, she loses her beautiful genes from her mother, and her father's not-so-beautiful genes emerge. Deniz loses her fascinating beauty. Deniz, who goes through a streak of bad luck, can't find a job after university. When she turns 29, she, with her own words, misses her life. Meanwhile, Yiğit loses weight and becomes a very handsome man, and on top of that, he has a constantly growing career.

Actors: Zeynep Çamcı, Gökhan Alkan, Gonca Sarıyıldız, Yiğit Kirazcı

Credits:
Yönetmen: Yusuf Pirhasan
Script: Aksel Bonfil, Hakan Bonomo, Rüya İşçileri

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Transcript
00:00Irem, I'm sorry.
00:02I'm sorry for scaring you.
00:04I mean, Irem, I said, but I'm fine now.
00:07I really feel better.
00:09So you know it's not Irem anymore?
00:11Of course, of course, that subject is completely closed.
00:13There are just some things I can't remember.
00:17What did you remember as Irem?
00:21What?
00:23I remember that I'm not Irem anymore.
00:26What did you remember as İrem?
00:29What?
00:31I mean, you thought you were İrem.
00:33What did you remember as İrem?
00:35For example, did you remember Deniz?
00:38I don't know, I never thought about it.
00:42Do we have to talk about this now?
00:44I think it's boring.
00:47So?
00:48I feel like I'm on a self-introduction tour.
00:53Of course, I still have some blank spaces in my head.
00:55I hope everything will be solved tonight.
01:00I promise.
01:02I will do my best to find answers to both your questions and mine.
01:14Look, for example, we met for the first time in this park years later, you know?
01:21Really?
01:22Yes.
01:23Of course, because I don't remember much.
01:27I remember.
01:30I was waiting for you.
01:33So much time has passed.
01:36We've grown up.
01:38We've become big people.
01:41I was so excited that I could hear the voice of my heart coming to me.
01:47It's so romantic.
01:50Then what happened?
01:54Then...
01:57You came.
02:00I suddenly felt a warmth in me.
02:06I turned around, I looked, you came.
02:10My breath was cut then.
02:23I'm sorry.
02:39Yiğit?
02:45Deniz?
02:48You were wearing a white suit, right?
02:51I hope so, right?
02:53Yes.
02:54There was a white jacket on me.
02:57I remember.
02:59I remember.
03:01You were wearing white, then you turned around and hugged me, right?
03:08You remember.
03:10But it was as if you were a little far away from me.
03:15As if our childhood didn't pass together.
03:19As if we were meeting for the first time.
03:23I was confused.
03:25I don't know, maybe it's excitement.
03:31Maybe.
03:33But...
03:34Isn't it a little boring here? Shall we go somewhere else?
03:38Okay, let's go.
03:49Yes, let me put some of this, Mr. Shadow, son.
03:51Look, I wrapped these with my own hands.
03:53They're so thin for you.
03:55Like a pen.
03:56Let's see if he'll like it.
03:57Mom, enough.
03:58You opened a restaurant on the plate.
04:00What are you doing?
04:01Don't interfere, girl.
04:04So, did you like it, Mr. Shadow?
04:14Are you running?
04:15Yes.
04:16Did you put it in? Don't you like it?
04:18No.
04:31I'm hungry.
04:32I can't believe it.
04:34I mean, I've eaten a lot of places, but...
04:37...I think it's very difficult to keep this consistency.
04:39Thank you. It's so beautiful.
04:40It's really delicious.
04:42Thank you so much.
04:44Thank you so much.
04:46Do you see the food Mr. Shadow liked?
04:49I mean, Mr. Shadow, believe me, it's not just your pen...
04:53...it's dripping honey from your mouth.
04:56I swear it's true.
04:58You're so sweet.
04:59Oh, what does Mr. Shadow say in his book?
05:01Wait a minute, I remember the page.
05:03Chapter 3, page 56.
05:05Mr. Shadow says...
05:06He says, Mr. Shadow...
05:21Isn't it great, Faruk?
05:23How do you say these words?
05:25It's unbelievable.
05:28Mom, what's going on?
05:29Mr. Shadow, Mr. Shadow, Mr. Shadow...
05:31...Mr. Shadow all the time.
05:32Tuna.
05:33Let me introduce you.
05:34Tuna, we're sitting with Tuna.
05:35What happens when you find out that you're Mr. Shadow...
05:37...and you're crying?
05:38What's going on?
05:39My dear, you've found someone who's been crying for 44 days.
05:41Shut up.
05:44Tuna, can I ask you something?
05:46Yes.
05:47Did my sister stick to you when she found out...
05:49...that you were the famous writer Shadow?
05:52My dear.
05:57My dear.
05:59Can you ask your mother?
06:01I wonder if she's going to cook for us...
06:03...or if she's going to watch Mr. Shadow's feeding time.
06:06I wonder.
06:12I'm confused.
06:14I mean, dear Faruk, it's a shame that we have a guest.
06:18I'll put it right away.
06:20Here you go, dear.
06:31Is it here?
06:32Yes, it is.
06:33Do you remember anything?
06:37Not really.
06:41You were trying to tell me something in a hurry.
06:44But I wasn't even listening to you.
06:46Because I had gathered my courage.
06:48I told you this.
06:51A person should let himself go into this current.
06:54At the cost of hitting the rocks.
06:58Otherwise, you always watch from the side.
07:00I don't want to regret when I look back one day.
07:05What else did you say?
07:06I didn't say anything else.
07:08I had spoken enough.
07:10Then...
07:12...you put your face between my palms.
07:15Just like that.
07:18And...
07:20...I kissed you.
07:23Did you kiss me?
07:25Yes.
07:31I remember.
07:34Then I took the ring out of my pocket.
07:37I wanted you to hold it like this and marry me.
07:41Think, think, think, remember.
07:48I remember.
07:50I remember.
07:52I remember.
07:54I remember.
07:56I remember.
07:58I remember.
08:01I remember.
08:05I remember.
08:10I remember.
08:30I remember.
08:56You're lying!
08:57I can explain.
08:58You betrayed me!
09:00I can't believe it.
09:08Deniz.
09:09What happened?
09:10Your face is completely pale. Are you okay?
09:12I'm okay.
09:13There's nothing.
09:14Do you remember something I don't know?
09:16No.
09:18Last night, when I saw you here,
09:20you said there was something you needed to talk to me about.
09:25Huh?
09:26I don't remember.
09:27I don't remember anything.
09:29I said you didn't listen to me.
09:31You were going to tell me something, you were going to ask me something, but I didn't let you.
09:34I didn't let you talk.
09:35Why are you telling me this now?
09:37I wanted to propose to you as soon as possible.
09:41It didn't look good, but I didn't care at that moment.
09:46Deniz, what were you going to tell me? What were you going to tell me?
09:50What were you going to tell me, Deniz?
09:52You're not listening to me. Are you aware?
09:55Why did we come here?
09:56To remind me of something, but I'm being interrogated right now.
10:00Deniz, look, I just...
10:01No, don't say anything.
10:02You have a problem. You don't tell me what your problem is.
10:05I don't want to talk. I want to go home.
10:07Please take me home.
10:25They held me like a child. Come to our house.
10:28I don't want to.
10:29Look, I'm not a goose.
10:31I can't bother Elif because I'm very tired.
10:34Oh, come on, son. That's enough.
10:37You're so sincere, my dear.
10:40I think this sincere stone came to Yigit brother.
10:43Our other daughter's fiancé is a little far away.
10:47Dad.
10:48Stay.
10:50Work at home.
10:51I don't like to come home to work.
10:54I don't like to work.
11:02It was so good.
11:08Not everyone has to be the same.
11:10Is there anything to die for?
11:13Rejected.
11:14Michael never talks to the boss.
11:16Whatever.
11:18God bless everyone.
11:22I'm really tired of playing this game.
11:27I'm sure you are, too.
11:29That's why I'm wondering if we should postpone this event.
11:37Which event?
11:40Marriage.
11:43What marriage, mom?
11:49It can't be a logical marriage.
11:51Because we have a mind.
11:52There's no logic, right?
11:55Don't get me wrong, kids.
11:57I made you look so good to each other.
12:00Isn't that right, Faruk?
12:01Don't they look good together?
12:02Look at them.
12:03That's why I'm saying, let's name it here tonight.
12:08Enough.
12:10That's a name, too.
12:12A nice name.
12:13Mom, enough.
12:19Aunt Elif.
12:21We're not like that.
12:23Really.
12:25I mean, I'm a bodyguard.
12:30When Deniz is bored, he comes and cries here.
12:33Or if he's in the mood, I come and cheer him up.
12:37I tell him something.
12:38I feed him, too.
12:40I feed him meatballs, bread and ayran.
12:41I go out to feed him.
12:42We make meatballs for him.
12:44Right?
12:45I mean...
12:48I don't know.
12:49I'm like an artisan who does his job with love.
12:53I go when I'm told to.
12:55I come when I'm told to.
12:56I don't cause any trouble.
12:57Right?
13:08You made me cry, son.
13:14Mom, your father raised such a beautiful child.
13:17I'm sure they were very proud of you.
13:22Maybe.
13:25Mom.
13:27Tuna grew up in an orphanage.
13:30No problem.
13:33Son.
13:35I'm sorry.
13:37But we're your parents, too.
13:40Right, Faruk?
13:41I'd love to be your mother.
13:44Right?
13:45Our house is your family.
13:47Yes.
13:48We loved you so much, son.
13:49Yes.
13:50I loved you, too.
13:52Loving, being loved...
13:54...being taken care of...
13:56...eating at home.
13:57I never say no to that.
13:58I don't even know if I said I saw your garden.
14:00I'm quite a gardener.
14:02My garden is big.
14:03I come here.
14:04I set up my tent.
14:05Nothing breaks.
14:06I come and get it from the kitchen.
14:27What are you doing, dear?
14:29Coffee.
14:30Stop it.
14:31Look at the coffee.
14:32What will I say?
14:34Tuna is a great boy.
14:36I know.
14:37I love you like crazy.
14:41Yes.
14:43And...
14:44Let me put this before I forget.
14:46It's more important than the coffee.
14:47Listen.
14:49Okay.
14:50I thought you were in love with Yiğit.
14:52I mean, childhood love is good.
14:54It's nice.
14:55But...
14:56...someone like Tuna...
14:58...can change your whole life.
15:01And I'm so tired of this game, mom.
15:04Didn't you understand?
15:07I mean, I have to be able to understand what you're trying to do.
15:09Look, I didn't understand.
15:12But I'll tell you this.
15:13Fate has made you a very beautiful face.
15:15He found someone great for you.
15:17This Tuna girl...
15:19...is someone that not everyone can find.
15:21I mean, Ilalem is desperate to find someone like that.
15:24He came to you.
15:25He held you in his arms.
15:27He came to you.
15:28He held you in his arms.
15:29He's looking between your two lips.
15:32What I'm going to say is...
15:34...please don't ignore him, okay?
15:37Mom.
15:38This boy is a gift to you.
15:41Okay?
15:46Come.
15:47Come and hug your mom.
15:48Come.
15:56Beautiful girl.
16:19Are you still angry?
16:26What's our problem?
16:30What do you mean?
16:33I...
16:34I may feel like I'm 17 years old.
16:37But there's something wrong with you.
16:39I can understand that.
16:41I'm not stupid.
16:44It's not about you.
16:46It's nothing.
16:47Then what? Is it about you?
16:52Yiğit.
16:58Yiğit, do you love me?
17:07Of course I love you, Deniz.
17:08What kind of a word is that?
17:09It's not like that.
17:10I mean, say it properly.
17:11Look me in the eye and say it.
17:16You're hurting yourself right now.
17:18No, I'm not hurting myself right now.
17:22Even if you're 77 years old, you can feel it.
17:27I mean, you understand.
17:29Eyes don't lie, Yiğit.
17:32Please.
17:34Look me in the eye and say it.
17:37Do you love me?
17:47I love you, Deniz.
18:01We broke up, didn't we?
18:05Did we break up?
18:06Tell me, did we break up?
18:10You're lying to me right now, aren't you?
18:13You don't love me.
18:15You don't love me, actually.
18:19You don't love me.
18:20Deniz.
18:45Baby, don't run away.
18:52Oh my God.
18:54You know, they fell in love with you.
18:55What does it mean to fall in love?
18:56They worshiped you.
18:57Your family's writer, Gölge.
18:59A family salon in the clubhouse.
19:00A family house upstairs.
19:01Oh my God.
19:02Oh my God.
19:03Oh, come on.
19:14I love you.
19:35Your family's writer, Gölge, opens the door.
19:37Yes.
19:45I am sorry.
19:52Why didn't you text your mom?
19:54I guess she's busy, right?
19:59I'll tell you something.
20:00Hmm?
20:01You know, my parents always talk about marriage.
20:05You didn't back out, did you?
20:07No.
20:08I even liked it.
20:09You know, it was good.
20:11Let me tell you something.
20:12I'll live it again.
20:13Don't joke around.
20:14Don't joke around.
20:16Maybe it's the first time I'm joking around with you and you think I'm joking around.
20:19Very good.
20:21I had a very good time.
20:24In fact, I had a very good time.
20:27I mean, you and I were like lovers in a way.
20:31I don't know.
20:33It was like real.
20:34In fact, let me confess.
20:36It was real.
20:37Was it like real?
20:39I mean, was it real or was it like real?
20:41Like?
20:43I don't know.
20:44Your mother, your father, your brother, the food on the table, the food at home.
20:48We're like lovers in a way.
20:50These are things I'm not used to.
20:54Of course, it's normal for you.
20:55These are under your hand.
20:56Do you understand?
20:57But these are precious things for me.
21:01Ask me if I've ever had a night like this before.
21:05I haven't.
21:06Yes.
21:11I haven't.
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24:11I haven't no butterflies in my mouth.
24:31This is the editor.
24:34You left the girl, you're fine, of course.
24:37I left her, curious, I left her.
24:40I have some questions in my head.
24:42I came to find answers to them.
24:45You came to ask me, ask.
24:49Now, you're a very smart, very young, very brave man, so of course I'll ask you.
24:56A person who is rebellious, who behaves as he pleases, who is always with those who are in trouble,
25:06who does not lie in life, who is a person who meets all the beautiful attributes,
25:15almost a super hero.
25:17Human Kamil.
25:20That's how you bargain, right?
25:22I'm bargaining.
25:24Go on.
25:27Do you know something I don't know?
25:32I probably know a lot of things.
25:35For example?
25:36For example, I'm told a lie, and you know it, you're in on it, you're in on it.
25:46Can there be such a thing, for example, super hero?
25:49No.
25:50Look, whatever I tell you is a lie.
25:54I mean, if I say I've never lied since I met you, it's still a lie.
25:59But the most dangerous lie is not.
26:02Do you know which is the most dangerous lie, buddy?
26:06This.
26:08What did you do with the girl today?
26:10You took her one by one, didn't you?
26:12The place you kissed first, the place you proposed to marry, the place you took to the first meal, and so on.
26:16Am I right?
26:17You were reading with your mind, I forgot to say that.
26:21Don't forget such things.
26:22Well done.
26:23That's right.
26:24You know.
26:25Well done.
26:26So why did you do it?
26:28Shall I tell you?
26:31The girl wanted you to remember everything by yourself.
26:36So you wouldn't have to tell her you left her.
26:39You would have gotten rid of both your guilt and the sea.
26:48Look at me.
26:49You're doing demagogy.
26:51No need for words.
26:53This is not the answer to the question I'm asking you.
26:56You give me the answer to my question.
27:03This is the best answer I can give you.
27:07Okay?
27:09From now on, it's a lie.
27:10I don't know if you can handle it, if you make a mess, it's up to you.
27:14Stand back a little.
27:22I'm sorry.
27:33Have a nice trip.
27:51Bye.
28:21I'm sorry.
28:48How did it go?
28:50I don't know.
28:51But I asked a lot of questions.
28:54What kind of questions?
28:56Never mind.
28:57He doesn't want to talk now.
29:09Actually, there's something I want to ask.
29:12More precisely, I have a guess.
29:14I have.
29:18What?
29:19I'm starting to remember something.
29:21I don't understand, but...
29:26Did I upset you?
29:30If I upset you, I don't want to upset you.
29:39Of course you don't.
29:42Or did I become a different person?
29:45Did I get dirty when I grew up?
29:47Did I lose my purity and goodness?
29:50There are people I don't like, am I like them?
30:01You know you're my dear, right?
30:04I love you so much.
30:07Don't say things like that.
30:09Please.
30:11You are the most important thing in my life.
30:14No one can be more valuable than you.
30:17No one.
30:19It's always been like this.
30:21It will be like this from now on.
30:23When we grow up, when we are middle-aged, or when we are old, it will be like this.
30:28It should be like this.
30:30But if I've changed, if growing up didn't work for me, if I upset you, I'm very sorry.
30:36I'm sorry.
30:44You didn't upset me.
30:46You didn't upset me.
30:49Your eyes have become false these days.
30:58I wish you were always a child.
31:06I wish you were always a child.

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