The Lump in My Heart

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00:00:00You
00:00:30I
00:00:54Saw you don't know t-shirts, huh?
00:01:00I
00:02:00How long have you been doing this?
00:02:05Hey, how long have you been doing this?
00:02:08What?
00:02:10Three minutes.
00:02:12It's the same as always.
00:02:13That's right.
00:02:15You too?
00:02:17You too?
00:02:18You don't have to do the laundry either.
00:02:20If you don't do one, it's a total mess.
00:02:22That's what the housekeeper says.
00:02:24I can't help it today.
00:02:26I don't have time.
00:02:28If it was a local university, I wouldn't have to get up so early.
00:02:32A university is a place where you can build your future self.
00:02:36It's not something you can decide for cheap reasons.
00:02:38It doesn't cost money.
00:02:41We're going to die before we can build our future selves.
00:02:45There's no place to eat.
00:03:59Good morning.
00:04:12Good morning.
00:04:14Good morning.
00:04:16This is Mr. Kimura I talked to before.
00:04:20He's going to be in charge of the household.
00:04:27Mr. Kimura, please say hello.
00:04:30Yes.
00:04:32Nice to meet you. My name is Kimura Motoharu.
00:04:36I'd like to talk to you about a lot of things.
00:04:41I'd like to talk about how short skirts and greetings should be.
00:04:47That's all I was going to say.
00:04:53I'm just kidding.
00:04:56I'd like to try my best to teach you one by one.
00:05:01You're a coward.
00:05:02Thank you.
00:05:03You're ashamed of yourself.
00:05:10Listen, the purpose is not to write well.
00:05:14The most important thing is to find your own story.
00:05:20Please use this as a reference to complete the novel during the summer vacation.
00:05:27I think you have a lot of experiences in your life,
00:05:32but I think that any experience can be a weapon for you to write a novel.
00:05:44The most important thing is to find your own story.
00:06:09Oh, Chinatsu!
00:06:11Oh, it's been a while.
00:06:14It's been a while. We haven't seen each other for a while.
00:06:17Is Chinatsu studying literature?
00:06:20Yeah, he's writing a paper now.
00:06:23I didn't know Chinatsu was studying literature.
00:06:27Are you aiming to become a novelist?
00:06:30No, I'm not aiming for it.
00:06:33You have to say it out loud.
00:06:35I think there's a word for it.
00:06:39Hey.
00:06:41Oh, right.
00:06:43I have a play this time,
00:06:46and I'd like you to come.
00:06:49Okay.
00:06:51Of course I'll go.
00:06:53Okay, see you later.
00:06:56Hey, I'm thinking about living alone now.
00:07:02But the rent is high, and you can't go to your parents' house.
00:07:08If that's the case, I'd like you to help me find a room.
00:07:15Oh, no problem.
00:07:17I'll think about it.
00:07:19Thank you.
00:07:21Okay, see you later.
00:07:23Bye.
00:07:31I'm glad it's a normal college, but where's your influence?
00:07:35Huh? Mine?
00:07:36The books and movies he lends me are all high-class.
00:07:41I was happy when I got the loan.
00:07:45Don't be surprised.
00:07:47The reality of money has come and swallowed the joy.
00:07:51Literary expression.
00:07:53It's your gene, Chinatsu.
00:07:56Thank you.
00:08:00Can I come with you?
00:08:04What's that?
00:08:07I'm sorry.
00:08:09No, no, no.
00:08:11We're just talking.
00:08:14Right.
00:08:16Chief, it's not a car, it's a car.
00:08:19A car?
00:08:21No, no, no.
00:08:23A car.
00:08:25Say it.
00:08:29A car.
00:08:30A car.
00:08:32A car.
00:08:34Say it.
00:08:37A car.
00:09:00A car.
00:09:31I'm home.
00:09:33Welcome home.
00:09:35I'm so excited.
00:09:37Hey, clean your room.
00:09:40You don't have to do it yourself.
00:09:43You forget important things because you don't organize them.
00:09:47Huh? I should have left it here.
00:09:50I didn't organize it either.
00:09:53Oh, here it is.
00:09:55This is a re-examination. You have to take it right away.
00:09:58Huh? What?
00:10:00You took a health exam at university, right?
00:10:03It's a precision test for breast cancer.
00:10:06Oh.
00:10:08It says you can take it at a nearby clinic.
00:10:11Mom, I'll take a day off from work on the 7th.
00:10:13No, I'm fine on my own.
00:10:15I'll go with you.
00:10:17Make sure you open it on the 7th.
00:10:24Here's your change.
00:10:26Thank you.
00:10:28You're welcome.
00:10:47If you stay there, it's hard for customers to come in.
00:10:52I might work at a circus.
00:10:54Huh? You're going to a circus?
00:10:56I'm looking for a tour guide.
00:10:59You'll come to the circus next time, right?
00:11:02I don't care if you say I will.
00:11:06Turbo.
00:11:08Even if it's the same black, don't use colored pencils.
00:11:13Here.
00:11:18Come to the circus.
00:11:20I'll go.
00:11:22I'm not going.
00:11:26I'm not going.
00:11:35Thank you.
00:11:37Here's your ticket to the circus.
00:11:47Thank you.
00:11:49Here's your ticket to the circus.
00:11:56Wow.
00:11:58There's no difference?
00:12:00I wanted to try it.
00:12:03So I did.
00:12:05I see.
00:12:16Can I ask you something?
00:12:18Yes, what is it?
00:12:20I got a ticket to the circus.
00:12:23I was wondering if I could use it.
00:12:26Mr. Kimura.
00:12:28If you get this, it'll be hard to see each other again.
00:12:32I can't go yet.
00:12:34What if they ask me what I think?
00:12:36It's a souvenir from the circus.
00:12:38It's just right to give out cookies.
00:12:41Even if you don't keep a strange distance, you'll get along naturally.
00:12:47When I talk to Mr. Muto, it's like that.
00:12:52It's like being scolded by your mother.
00:12:55What are you talking about?
00:12:57We're the same age.
00:12:59But Mr. Muto is one year older than me.
00:13:01That's how it is.
00:13:03One year is half of five years.
00:13:06I'm sorry.
00:13:09But thank you.
00:13:20Two tickets.
00:13:22Leave two tickets.
00:13:24Yes.
00:13:26For you and me.
00:13:28I'll go if I can.
00:13:32Thank you.
00:13:38You're not going?
00:13:44Toko-chan.
00:13:46Hey.
00:13:48You've gotten prettier since you went to college.
00:13:51No way.
00:13:53I've always been like this.
00:13:55You're repeating meaningless lectures.
00:13:58Get in.
00:14:01What's wrong?
00:14:06I'm at my parents' house.
00:14:09Toko-chan, you're at the same workplace as your mother.
00:14:12You're going to the same theater as your childhood friend.
00:14:14You're going to the same theater as your childhood friend.
00:14:16I can't go home.
00:14:18I'm studying acting.
00:14:20I'm Hanauchi Toko.
00:14:23I'll call you again.
00:14:32If you don't have time,
00:14:35this is for you.
00:14:37Thank you.
00:14:40What's this?
00:14:42I'm sweating.
00:14:45It's a tragedy.
00:14:47Shakespeare?
00:14:49Wow.
00:14:51It's a parody of that.
00:14:58I'll see you later.
00:15:00See you.
00:15:02Let's go.
00:15:06Did you break up with Harukurai?
00:15:09Toko.
00:15:11What about you?
00:15:12Don't you have a boyfriend?
00:15:14Not at all.
00:15:16I've never been in a relationship.
00:15:19You don't have to fall in love.
00:15:22Love is good.
00:15:24It's okay if you don't have one.
00:15:27But it's love that makes you fall in love.
00:15:33I always wonder
00:15:35who would buy this.
00:15:37When I imagine
00:15:39this being sandwiched in a barrel,
00:15:42it reminds me of mammography.
00:15:47Here you are.
00:15:50Is this your first novel?
00:15:52Yes.
00:15:54I'm writing a novel about my first love.
00:15:58When was your first love?
00:16:02When I was a middle school student.
00:16:06But
00:16:08he told me I had a big chest.
00:16:11I hated it.
00:16:13You like him, don't you?
00:16:19I understand.
00:16:21You feel like you're being looked at by a man.
00:16:24Yes.
00:16:26I realize I'm that kind of person.
00:16:31I was happy.
00:16:33I wanted to be looked at by an adult.
00:16:36But people looked at me like that.
00:16:39My mom didn't buy me a bra.
00:16:43When you were a middle school student?
00:16:45Yes, when I was 13.
00:16:47She put a bra on my desk.
00:16:51But you were busy with work.
00:16:55You were raised by a woman.
00:16:58Yes.
00:17:04Oh, Kou-chan!
00:17:08Hi.
00:17:10You came all the way here?
00:17:13I came back.
00:17:15You walked all the way here?
00:17:17Yes, I took a ride.
00:17:19You took a ride?
00:17:21I see.
00:17:23It's a waste of money.
00:17:25Don't you need a ticket to the circus?
00:17:28Circus?
00:17:30I think the stage will enrich Kou-chan's expression.
00:17:35Well...
00:17:37I don't know how to...
00:17:39I don't want to hear anything professional from you.
00:17:42Yes, but...
00:17:44If I have time...
00:17:46Get along with Chinatsu again.
00:17:49Yes.
00:17:51See you!
00:17:55See you.
00:18:04Good evening.
00:18:06Good evening.
00:18:08Here.
00:18:10What is it?
00:18:12Takashi borrowed a ballpoint pen from Chinatsu.
00:18:15I borrowed it because I might work at the circus.
00:18:18Circus?
00:18:20You got a ticket.
00:18:22I might work there.
00:18:23I lost my ballpoint pen.
00:18:26Don't say that.
00:18:28I can't trouble you.
00:18:42I'm not a mammography.
00:18:45What?
00:18:47I'm a binaural detector.
00:18:49Binaural?
00:18:50It's an echo thing.
00:18:52Wait a minute.
00:18:54No, no.
00:18:56I had a new student's marriage certificate.
00:18:59So I was able to get a binaural detector.
00:19:04I see.
00:19:08I...
00:19:10I cried a little because of that.
00:19:16At the doctor's office.
00:19:20I've never been touched by a man.
00:19:26Binaural detector?
00:19:28Doctors only look at objects.
00:19:36Hey, Toko.
00:19:41Can I ask you something weird?
00:19:44Sure.
00:19:45Go ahead.
00:19:49How does it feel to be touched by someone you like?
00:20:02Let me think.
00:20:07I used to have a boyfriend.
00:20:11We used to park our car here and have sex.
00:20:16At that time,
00:20:19the light was swaying in the sky.
00:20:23It was like a UFO.
00:20:28Until we stopped having sex,
00:20:31we were looking at the light together.
00:20:39I don't know what that was.
00:20:46I'm sure that's what it feels like to be touched by someone you like.
00:21:04Can I go to the bathroom?
00:21:07Sure.
00:21:10I really want to go to the bathroom.
00:21:15I don't know.
00:21:16I just want to go to the bathroom.
00:21:20The washing machine is in the closet.
00:21:26Then I'll put it in the closet.
00:21:29You can't take it off.
00:21:32Okay.
00:21:35What about you?
00:21:37Is 15 minutes a must?
00:21:40That's what I found out.
00:21:43If you make it 25 minutes,
00:21:46it'll be a lot longer, right?
00:21:48Yes, I can walk there.
00:21:51Is it convenient to have a bus stop nearby?
00:21:55If that's the case...
00:22:00Here you go.
00:22:02Thank you.
00:22:06I'll go talk to the landlord.
00:22:09Okay.
00:22:12Okay.
00:22:18It's really nice.
00:22:21It doesn't smell like someone else's house.
00:22:23It smells like the house itself.
00:22:31I think the TV is here.
00:22:33And the sofa is here.
00:22:37I'll sleep here when I come to play.
00:22:42If the landlord comes back, he'll be mad at me.
00:22:48Right?
00:22:54I'm so angry.
00:23:03It's heavy.
00:23:09Try sleeping in April.
00:23:10I'm not sleepy at all.
00:23:41It looks like it'll be hot this summer.
00:23:50It looks hot.
00:23:58Have you ever been to a circus?
00:24:01No.
00:24:02You've improved a lot.
00:24:05What about you?
00:24:06No.
00:24:07No?
00:24:08I see.
00:24:09You get excited just by going to a circus.
00:24:12I'm the same.
00:24:14I remember the noise of the circus.
00:24:17You don't go to the circus anymore.
00:24:19Right.
00:24:20There are only empty seats left.
00:24:22That's sad.
00:24:24Why?
00:24:26Do you feel like you're going too far?
00:24:29That's it.
00:24:30Toko, you're amazing.
00:24:33Kimura, you're going too far.
00:24:35What about you?
00:24:37Maybe.
00:24:40Why don't you go to a circus with me before you go too far?
00:24:58By the way, I got a ticket to a circus from my aunt.
00:25:02She forced me to go with her.
00:25:05It's embarrassing to go to a circus.
00:25:07How old do you think you are?
00:25:10Really?
00:25:11I'm thinking about going to a circus.
00:25:15I have a lot of free time in summer anyway.
00:25:18You have a lot of free time?
00:25:19Yeah.
00:25:23What?
00:25:24Wait.
00:25:25What?
00:25:26A cicada.
00:25:27I think it's in front of us.
00:25:29What?
00:25:30It's a good age to be sad.
00:25:32It's the worst.
00:25:33Look at this.
00:25:34It's the worst.
00:25:36Damn it.
00:25:38Damn it.
00:25:39Take a picture of me.
00:25:40No, no, no.
00:25:41I'll wash it.
00:25:42No, no, no.
00:25:43Please, please.
00:25:44No, no, no.
00:25:55I'm home.
00:25:56What?
00:25:58What?
00:25:59What's wrong?
00:26:00How can I buy this?
00:26:02What?
00:26:03A ticket to a circus.
00:26:06Let's go, Toco.
00:26:07Shut up.
00:26:08If you don't agree, you'll get in trouble.
00:26:10It's a welcome party.
00:26:11Lend it to me.
00:26:12I'll do it.
00:26:19One ticket is fine.
00:26:20You have one, right?
00:26:21No, I'm going.
00:26:22You are?
00:26:23Why?
00:26:24I've been looking forward to the circus.
00:26:27You didn't say anything.
00:26:29I'll say anything.
00:26:31You're still excited about the circus, aren't you?
00:26:33I'm less excited about my parents.
00:26:36I see.
00:26:38Did you make dinner?
00:26:40Not yet.
00:26:41I'll eat it.
00:26:44By the way,
00:26:45you have to go to the hospital tomorrow.
00:26:47I know.
00:26:55Why did you do that?
00:27:01I'm going to the hospital.
00:27:04I don't want to go.
00:27:06I'll come back tomorrow.
00:27:08I won't go.
00:27:10I know.
00:27:11I'll stay here.
00:27:14I'll stay here.
00:27:15I'll stay here.
00:27:16I'll stay here.
00:27:17I'll stay here.
00:27:18I know, but I want to go.
00:27:20I'll stay here.
00:27:21I'll stay here.
00:27:22I'll stay here.
00:27:23Our hearts are still beating, and we can't leave that place.
00:27:30Women are the same.
00:27:35But I can't get mixed up in that.
00:27:40If I untie my wristband now, they'll find out that I'm not wearing it.
00:27:48It's embarrassing for him to see that.
00:27:55I'm still the same as I was then.
00:28:01I hide my feelings for him.
00:28:05I hide my swelling chest.
00:28:10I still can't leave him.
00:28:18And I can't leave him.
00:28:26I'm still the same.
00:28:30I'm still the same.
00:28:36I'm still the same.
00:28:42I'm sorry.
00:28:43I'm sorry.
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00:29:15I'm sorry.
00:29:16I'm so sorry.
00:29:17I'm so sorry.
00:29:18I'm sorry.
00:29:19I'm sorry.
00:29:20Please apologize for all the trouble.
00:29:21What kind of mother do you have to face?
00:29:22The doctor called it bad odds?
00:29:23That's nothing compared to basicles like your types of cancer and how you should use
00:29:23them right.
00:29:25If you treat other cancers using basicles, like your type of canceroming you should
00:29:29focus on away from saying it's just software.
00:29:30Is this real life?
00:29:31Your meds are so bad for your eyes.
00:29:33Just stop this.
00:29:34There is too much work for us.
00:29:35We have to take all the tests out we have.
00:29:36Stop it.
00:29:37That's true.
00:29:40Let's go eat something good soon.
00:29:46Like the crab we saw on the internet.
00:29:50The crab? It was delicious.
00:29:54But it was expensive.
00:29:56I'm one of the four crabs.
00:29:58Let's make it crab-kama.
00:30:00No.
00:30:02And...
00:30:05I'm worried about you.
00:30:09Don't tell Toko.
00:30:13I won't tell anyone.
00:30:35Hey, Chinatsu.
00:30:37How are you?
00:30:39Long time no see.
00:30:41What are you guys doing?
00:30:43Taking a walk.
00:30:45Chinatsu, I dropped out of the interview.
00:30:49Friends?
00:30:51What are you doing?
00:30:53I'm working.
00:30:55I dropped out of the interview.
00:30:57We're going shopping.
00:30:59Chinatsu, are you coming?
00:31:01We're going shopping. Chinatsu, are you coming?
00:31:05Not today.
00:31:07How about tapioca?
00:31:09No.
00:31:11You're not going to the circus?
00:31:13He's talking to me.
00:31:15Where are you going?
00:31:17Chinatsu, let's go shopping.
00:31:20Tapioca first.
00:31:22Chinatsu, I'm not here.
00:31:24Shut up!
00:31:26Chinatsu, are you okay?
00:31:31Let's go.
00:31:45I'll pick you up at 10 o'clock.
00:31:50Okay.
00:31:53Um...
00:31:55I have something to tell you.
00:32:01Did something happen?
00:32:04What?
00:32:06I know something happened.
00:32:11If I can help you...
00:32:16Then...
00:32:18Yes.
00:32:20Yes.
00:32:22Let me go to the movie.
00:32:27Yes.
00:32:32All of this.
00:32:34Yes.
00:32:36You've been with the manager lately, right?
00:32:41He's just being stubborn.
00:32:44Is he okay?
00:32:46What?
00:32:47You don't know?
00:32:49No, I don't know.
00:32:53Abuse of power?
00:32:55Yes.
00:32:56It doesn't seem to be a case,
00:32:59but it seems to be a fact that something like that happened.
00:33:06Good morning.
00:33:09And then I got fired from my previous company,
00:33:12and my boss left the rescue ship.
00:33:18Did you hear that directly from Mr. Kimura?
00:33:21No, I didn't.
00:33:23It's up to you to make a movie,
00:33:25but how about talking about people behind their backs?
00:33:29But...
00:33:30Thank you for your hard work.
00:33:39The most humiliating time of my life.
00:33:44I was humiliated by myself and everyone around me.
00:33:50I became a middle school student,
00:33:55and I was able to keep a distance from him.
00:33:59One day, he was almost speechless,
00:34:05and the words he had spoken for the first time in a long time...
00:34:07I'll do this.
00:34:10Literally, it pierced my chest.
00:34:23My chest got bigger.
00:34:30He suddenly told me that my chest got bigger,
00:34:34and I couldn't say anything back.
00:34:38I really wanted to tell him.
00:34:40It's your fault.
00:34:45How long are you going to stay in there?
00:34:47If you boil it, it'll turn into a boiled egg.
00:34:49What are you talking about?
00:34:55What?
00:34:58It's okay.
00:35:08It's okay.
00:35:34Good morning.
00:35:35Good morning.
00:35:36Hey, Chinatsu.
00:35:38Hello, I'm Chinatsu.
00:35:41I'm Koki Kawanami. Nice to meet you.
00:35:44Is that all of you?
00:35:46Then, let's take ten photos just in case.
00:35:53You're not going to give up, are you?
00:35:59Let's go.
00:36:01Let's go.
00:36:02Let's go.
00:36:07KENDO
00:36:11Hey.
00:36:13Excuse me.
00:36:15Kendo is in the way.
00:36:18Let's go.
00:36:22Do you remember me? I met you at the station.
00:36:25I see.
00:36:27You're Hideki, right?
00:36:30Hello, I'm Hideki.
00:36:32Don't correct me.
00:36:33What's your name?
00:36:35I see.
00:36:36What's your name?
00:36:38I'm Koki.
00:36:39Koki.
00:37:05KENDO
00:37:35KENDO
00:38:05KENDO
00:38:08I've never met him before.
00:38:11He's so good at buying souvenirs.
00:38:15I'm not sure about that.
00:38:19You brought this to watch a play, right?
00:38:24What?
00:38:26The whole staff is gay.
00:38:29I thought you might want to see it.
00:38:31That's embarrassing.
00:38:34You're so self-centered.
00:38:37But it's not helpful at all.
00:38:42You know too much.
00:38:46You know too much about me.
00:38:48That's why you don't have to go to the play.
00:38:51What?
00:38:52You're lying.
00:38:54I'm not.
00:38:57I'm going now.
00:38:59Do you have my number?
00:39:00Yes, I do.
00:39:08Do you want more?
00:39:16Did you finish it?
00:39:17What?
00:39:19Never mind.
00:39:21Tako, can you come with me to Kimura's car?
00:39:24Well...
00:39:26I think I should go home.
00:39:29Don't worry about it.
00:39:31I'm going to be very angry today.
00:39:38I'm just kidding.
00:39:40I don't know if you're kidding or not.
00:39:42I'm not asking you to force my son to work.
00:39:45I know that.
00:39:46No, you don't.
00:39:47You're mistaken.
00:39:49I'm not mistaken.
00:39:51I'm talking to him now.
00:39:53I'm listening.
00:39:54I just want to know the reason why he failed the interview.
00:39:59I don't know why.
00:40:01I don't know what's wrong with him.
00:40:04Is there something wrong with him?
00:40:06That's why I'm telling you...
00:40:08I'm not asking you to force him to work.
00:40:12No, no, no.
00:40:13I just want to know the reason why he failed the interview.
00:40:17I understand.
00:40:19I understand.
00:40:21Koto...
00:40:23There's nothing wrong with him.
00:40:25Mizumori, there's nothing wrong with him.
00:40:39I'm sorry.
00:40:41I made you walk.
00:40:43Why did you do that?
00:40:46Because you pushed me.
00:40:49You can't just leave Turbo's mom alone.
00:40:55When I went to Turbo's house,
00:40:59I often ate there.
00:41:02Yeah.
00:41:04I ate meat potatoes.
00:41:06Really?
00:41:08You were not good at cooking.
00:41:11Yeah.
00:41:14I'm going to buy a drink.
00:41:27I'm sorry.
00:41:29It's okay.
00:41:32For example,
00:41:36I always think that
00:41:41if it's Chinatsu, it's Koki.
00:41:46I wonder what kind of possibilities there are.
00:41:52No matter what I think,
00:41:56I'll die first.
00:42:00I have to do something for him.
00:42:08I understand.
00:42:11You'll be a child forever.
00:42:16You're great, Takashi.
00:42:20Asami is doing well.
00:42:31Show me when you finish writing the novel.
00:42:35I can't do it now.
00:42:38I'll write a better one.
00:42:40When?
00:42:42In ten years?
00:42:45Ten years?
00:42:47I don't know.
00:42:50I don't know.
00:43:00When I was in junior high school,
00:43:03what was my name?
00:43:05Huh?
00:43:07Ko-chan?
00:43:10Why?
00:43:12I couldn't remember.
00:43:17Ko-chan.
00:43:21Ko-chan.
00:43:22What?
00:43:24Nothing.
00:43:28By the way,
00:43:30what kind of person is he?
00:43:32Huh?
00:43:33Mr. Togo.
00:43:34I think he's interesting.
00:43:38How should I put it?
00:43:41He's an adult woman who can talk about UFOs.
00:43:46I think I know what you mean.
00:43:48Really?
00:43:49He doesn't hesitate to talk about himself.
00:43:51Yes.
00:43:53I'm going to talk about this right now.
00:43:56What do you think?
00:43:58You know too much.
00:44:02Yes.
00:44:05Your husband passed away.
00:44:08When he was four years old...
00:44:10I'm sorry.
00:44:12What about Kimura?
00:44:15He's a good-looking man.
00:44:19I see.
00:44:21What about his meals?
00:44:25A single man's meals are like food.
00:44:30You shouldn't eat proper meals.
00:44:33You'll die early.
00:44:37Well,
00:44:40if he dies alone in his room,
00:44:44please find him before he rots.
00:44:48I'll do my best to find him.
00:44:51Thank you.
00:45:10Well...
00:45:18I have something to ask you.
00:45:25Is it true that you raped a woman?
00:45:48Yes.
00:45:53I loosened his clothes.
00:45:58He may have a fever.
00:46:02Please send him some medicine.
00:46:04Yes.
00:46:10I'm leaving.
00:46:16It's not true.
00:46:18You're an idiot.
00:46:20Yes.
00:46:22It's true.
00:46:26I did it as the rescue team told me.
00:46:30But I was consulted by the police later.
00:46:34You shouldn't have done it.
00:46:37Now that I think about it,
00:46:40I should have called a female employee
00:46:44and told her about it.
00:46:48You're so serious.
00:46:53I joined the law firm.
00:46:56But I quit my job
00:47:00because of the situation.
00:47:03Why? You should have fought.
00:47:07I'm still the same.
00:47:11I should have lost.
00:47:19I lived with a little money.
00:47:25I didn't have to pay the deposit.
00:47:32But I was relieved.
00:47:37If it's true...
00:47:41I have some sweets.
00:47:45Do you want some?
00:47:47Thank you.
00:48:07What?
00:48:15She's calling.
00:48:16What?
00:48:20Are you in a bad mood?
00:48:22Not at all.
00:48:25Can you take me to dinner?
00:48:30You're so mean.
00:48:34How's China?
00:48:36Did you send her?
00:48:37Yes.
00:48:40You should have eaten with her.
00:48:43She's always close to me.
00:48:46You're so mean.
00:48:53I have no choice.
00:48:56Let's go.
00:48:57Yes!
00:48:59Do you know a park near here?
00:49:02Yes.
00:49:05I'm back.
00:49:07I'm sorry.
00:49:09Did she go home?
00:49:11She said she had something to do.
00:49:13I told her not to worry.
00:49:15Thank you.
00:49:17How was the circus?
00:49:20It was good.
00:49:24I missed the movie.
00:49:27I know.
00:49:34Kimura is a good man.
00:49:41I feel sorry for her.
00:49:44You're wrong.
00:49:48You're so noisy.
00:49:58Mom.
00:49:59Yes?
00:50:03I'm fine.
00:50:09I feel better.
00:50:14I'm confident.
00:50:19What kind of confidence?
00:50:23I don't know.
00:50:26I feel refreshed.
00:50:32I'll go to the hospital the day after tomorrow.
00:50:37It's a good result.
00:50:47The distance between us grew.
00:50:55The distance between me and her.
00:51:00Every time I try to shorten the distance,
00:51:04my heart beats.
00:51:06My heart dances.
00:51:08My heart beats faster.
00:51:11My heart is busy.
00:51:17So,
00:51:19there's no space for anything else.
00:51:23A suspicious person is lurking.
00:51:27His name is Chikori.
00:51:57Chikori is still 2 cm small.
00:52:00It's hard to transplant to the lymph.
00:52:02First,
00:52:03you need to understand the nature of breast cancer.
00:52:06Then,
00:52:07you need to decide how to treat it.
00:52:09Do I have to do it?
00:52:13Yes.
00:52:16You don't have to do it now.
00:52:18But,
00:52:19you need to think about the timing of the birth and the treatment.
00:52:26The birth?
00:52:28She's still a child.
00:52:30There's a possibility of chemotherapy or radiation therapy.
00:52:34In that case,
00:52:35you need to decide how to do it.
00:52:39Well,
00:52:41what about the breast?
00:52:43Well,
00:52:44do you know about breast augmentation?
00:52:47There's a way to leave the shape of the breast without removing everything.
00:52:53Then,
00:52:55is it possible to leave it as it is?
00:52:57Yes, but
00:52:59if the cancer is in the second half of the body,
00:53:01that method is not applicable.
00:53:04Also,
00:53:06if there's a possibility that the cancer cells are still in the remaining parts of the body,
00:53:12partial or complete removal is recommended.
00:53:16Yes.
00:53:26Oh, I'm sorry.
00:53:28Where were we?
00:53:30Well...
00:53:42Mom,
00:53:43I'll go to the city office and then go to work.
00:53:48Okay.
00:53:51I have to ask about the medical insurance.
00:53:56What else?
00:53:58Oh, and that.
00:54:00The bank.
00:54:04You're busy.
00:54:06It's true.
00:54:08I don't have much time.
00:54:15I'm kidding.
00:54:17I'll give you the best treatment.
00:54:20Okay?
00:54:23What's the best treatment?
00:54:27The best...
00:54:28It's a safe treatment.
00:54:34You don't have to worry about anything.
00:54:36I'll think about it.
00:54:47Thank you.
00:54:57Oh, I'm sorry.
00:55:01I'm sorry.
00:55:06I'm sorry.
00:55:17I'm sorry.
00:55:20I'm sorry.
00:55:23I'm sorry.
00:55:26I'm sorry.
00:55:29I'm sorry.
00:55:32I'm sorry.
00:55:35I'm sorry.
00:55:38I'm sorry.
00:55:47I'm sorry.
00:55:54I told you it was just a little blood.
00:55:57It's okay.
00:55:59You didn't remove the hook, did you?
00:56:03No, I didn't.
00:56:18Blood pressure is...
00:56:22It's a new guy.
00:56:26The doctor said, don't worry.
00:56:31But he can't decide anything.
00:56:34There are a lot of things I have to think about.
00:56:40It's hard to feel.
00:56:48I wish I could be there.
00:57:03Do you want to go to the zoo?
00:57:12I'm sorry.
00:57:15That's all I can do right now.
00:57:45I'm sorry.
00:57:58I'm sorry I'm late.
00:58:02I'll do anything I can.
00:58:06Thank you.
00:58:09I just want you to be with me.
00:58:15I'm sorry.
00:58:21What did the doctor say?
00:58:29I don't know.
00:58:34I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:58:39I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:58:45I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:58:48I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:59:01I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:59:07I don't know if I'm going to have a baby.
00:59:11What about you?
00:59:17I think you should have a baby.
00:59:23I think you should have a baby.
00:59:27I think you should have a baby.
00:59:33I think that's what it means.
00:59:41I felt like I was told what to do if I had a baby.
00:59:48It's the same as when you didn't buy me a bra.
00:59:54I'd like you to talk to me.
01:00:00I'd like you to talk to me.
01:00:04Don't decide.
01:00:08Don't decide.
01:00:11You're self-conscious and you're used to it.
01:00:16You're self-conscious and you're used to it.
01:00:20Ever since I was rejected, I've been under a lot of stress.
01:00:29I wonder if that's why I got cancer.
01:00:35Okay, let's go get him.
01:00:43Let's go.
01:00:45But I don't think you remember that.
01:00:50Even now, you don't see me as a woman.
01:01:04I thought I got a little closer to you.
01:01:07What?
01:01:19Fuku-chan.
01:01:23I...
01:01:26I wonder if I can be in love with you.
01:01:38I'm sorry.
01:01:45I can't help it.
01:01:47There will be more people who lose their jobs.
01:01:50You shouldn't say that.
01:01:54I didn't want to be known.
01:01:57I don't have a mother to talk to.
01:02:01I was relieved to hear from Kimura.
01:02:04I just want to talk to Kimura.
01:02:07What are you talking about?
01:02:09He was worried about you.
01:02:11I don't need him to worry about me.
01:02:13I need him to help me with my medical expenses.
01:02:17Why do you say that?
01:02:18Why Kimura?
01:02:24Because he's important to me.
01:02:28That's disgusting.
01:02:35I said I'd take you to the zoo.
01:02:38But if you don't want to, I'll say no.
01:02:45Then...
01:02:47Kimura is not bad.
01:02:53No one is bad.
01:02:58You don't understand.
01:03:04You don't understand.
01:03:25Hey, Chinata.
01:03:31I heard you went to the circus.
01:03:33How was it?
01:03:34I have a part-time job.
01:03:38I wasn't there.
01:03:41Of course you were.
01:03:44Wasn't the circus boring?
01:03:53You're happy, aren't you?
01:03:55You don't realize you're stupid.
01:04:03I'm sorry.
01:04:24I said too much.
01:04:27I'm sorry.
01:04:28It's okay.
01:04:30I'm sorry.
01:04:32Why?
01:04:37Because of the hospital.
01:04:39Because of the surgery.
01:04:42Because of everything.
01:04:45Are you sick?
01:04:49I'm not good.
01:04:52Are you sick?
01:04:55If I lose my boobs...
01:05:00I won't be able to do this.
01:05:08That's difficult.
01:05:11I've never thought about boobs.
01:05:25Ryu.
01:05:26Ryu.
01:05:29Close the door.
01:05:56Close the door.
01:06:14I wonder if it was a crab.
01:06:19It wasn't a conversation.
01:06:22I'm full of crabs in front of me.
01:06:27I'm full of crabs in front of me.
01:06:29I ate a lot.
01:06:32I'm going home.
01:06:34That's funny.
01:06:36I'm going home.
01:06:55I've thought about it.
01:07:00I think there are ways to lose.
01:07:04I think it's important to know how to lose.
01:07:12I'm full of crabs in front of me.
01:07:17I don't want to talk about it.
01:07:21You should be able to do 9 out of 10.
01:07:27In that case, give up 1.
01:07:30Give up 1.
01:07:32I'm sorry.
01:07:37It's okay.
01:07:44I'm sorry.
01:07:49I'm sorry.
01:07:53I'm sorry.
01:07:56I'm sorry.
01:08:00I won't cry.
01:08:02I don't know if it's a crime.
01:08:06I'm sorry.
01:08:09I'm sorry.
01:08:13I'm sorry.
01:08:16I won't cry.
01:08:20I'm sorry.
01:08:24I don't know if I should say this, but I've realized my feelings.
01:08:37Yes.
01:08:41When I had a problem at my previous company, there was a girl who had always been on my side.
01:08:48But I hated everything about her and ran away.
01:08:53What?
01:08:55No, I can't express my feelings to her.
01:09:02I'm going to start over here.
01:09:10Thanks to you, I can face her.
01:09:16I don't know why, but I'm glad I could help you.
01:09:31Well, good night.
01:09:36Good night. See you tomorrow.
01:09:40See you tomorrow.
01:09:46Good night.
01:09:59Can I skip lunch?
01:10:02Yes.
01:10:10Thank you.
01:10:12Mr. Moto, can you tell me about the order for Niikawa clothing?
01:10:17I can't tell you right now, so can you ask someone else?
01:10:24What?
01:10:28Come with me.
01:10:32Don't be stubborn. I won't see you again, so don't contact me.
01:10:36So what's the reason?
01:10:38I don't know. Don't tell anyone about me.
01:10:43Why?
01:10:45Because it's bad to have a relationship with a minor.
01:10:50That's just for fun. If you get along well, you'll be fine.
01:10:53That's just for fun, too. You know that, right?
01:11:08I'm sorry.
01:11:38The biggest and most troublesome thing in me.
01:11:59You don't know anything about me.
01:12:06My breasts will be eaten by my mother.
01:12:12I'm sure of it.
01:12:14My breasts will be eaten by my mother.
01:12:25I wonder if this breast will die without being touched by anyone.
01:12:34I wonder what it's like to be touched by someone's breasts.
01:12:44I'm going to clean up the room.
01:12:47Why are you calling me?
01:12:49I'm not calling you. My computer is on.
01:12:51I'm sure you're calling me.
01:12:53I sneaked into the room.
01:12:56Shinatsu.
01:12:58I don't want to do it anymore.
01:13:01Can I talk to you for a minute?
01:13:04I can't talk to my mother.
01:13:07I don't want to see her face.
01:13:10Then what are you going to do?
01:13:14What are you talking about?
01:13:17Who are you sneaking around with?
01:13:21Don't look for an apartment.
01:13:23It's not about money.
01:13:25You can't live alone.
01:13:31Then my mother will come out.
01:13:35What?
01:13:37I'll live with you.
01:13:42I can't live with you here.
01:13:45I'll live on my own.
01:13:47What are you talking about?
01:13:49I've accepted you and rejected you.
01:13:52I've loved you for 18 years.
01:13:55How long do I have to live with you?
01:13:57I don't ask anyone.
01:13:59I just want to be happy.
01:14:01I don't ask anyone.
01:14:04What do you want to say?
01:14:06I don't want to say anything.
01:14:08I'm angry at myself for saying this.
01:14:16I don't care.
01:14:20I don't care.
01:14:24You have to think about your future.
01:14:27I can't talk about it now.
01:14:30When will you talk about it?
01:14:32I can't get married.
01:14:34I can't have children.
01:14:36I don't care.
01:14:38I'm angry.
01:14:50I'm angry.
01:15:20I'm angry.
01:15:38I'm worried about you.
01:15:42I don't care about you.
01:15:45I don't want to get on the bus.
01:15:49I brought you here.
01:15:52We had sex in the car.
01:15:55I saw your smile.
01:15:58You are 30 years old.
01:16:01Don't you feel bad?
01:16:04I'm sorry.
01:16:07I feel bad.
01:16:09I don't want to see your face.
01:16:11I don't care.
01:16:13I don't care.
01:16:15You are happy.
01:16:19You can say that you like someone.
01:16:22But I'm not.
01:16:25You were laughing at me.
01:16:28You are my boyfriend.
01:16:31What are you talking about?
01:16:45I'm sorry.
01:16:48I'm sorry.
01:16:51I'm sorry.
01:16:54I'm sorry.
01:16:57I'm sorry.
01:17:00I'm sorry.
01:17:03I'm sorry.
01:17:06I'm sorry.
01:17:09I'm sorry.
01:17:12I'm sorry.
01:17:21If you are so upset, grow up.
01:17:32Grow up to the point where you can talk about your boobs.
01:17:42Grow up to the point where you can talk about your boobs.
01:17:56I found it.
01:17:58I'm glad.
01:18:13I'm embarrassed.
01:18:17I can't say that I'm proud of you.
01:18:42I can't say that I'm proud of you.
01:19:12I can't say that I'm proud of you.
01:19:25I talked to Chihara.
01:19:32Let me invite her to dinner.
01:19:37I'm not going to live on the pretext of losing.
01:19:42What am I talking about?
01:19:49What you said is not wrong.
01:19:53I'm the one who couldn't leave him.
01:19:58She's an adult woman now.
01:20:08Motoko, let's fight.
01:20:14Yeah, let's fight.
01:20:25Excuse me.
01:20:27Are you okay?
01:20:32Excuse me.
01:20:34Are you okay?
01:20:38Oh, excuse me.
01:20:41Tissue.
01:20:43Oh, by the way.
01:20:47Which one is better?
01:21:08What are you doing?
01:21:10I'm here to see my daughter.
01:21:19It's been a long time since we walked together like this.
01:21:23I guess so.
01:21:26It's been a long time since we walked together like this.
01:21:30I'm tired of it.
01:21:32It's been a long time since we walked together like this.
01:21:36I'm tired of it.
01:21:38It's okay. You're going to leave soon, right?
01:21:42Well, I'd like to get along with Mr. Kimura.
01:21:47I miss the days when I was happy.
01:21:50I miss the days when I was happy.
01:21:54I don't want to talk about me.
01:21:56What about you?
01:21:57What about you?
01:21:58Don't you have someone you like?
01:21:59I don't have anyone I like.
01:22:00I don't have anyone I like.
01:22:03Maybe.
01:22:05I won't get married.
01:22:07I won't even have a relationship.
01:22:10That's right.
01:22:12I don't know what will happen if we have a breast.
01:22:14Breast has nothing to do with it.
01:22:16It may not be related, but it may be related.
01:22:28Okonomiyaki.
01:22:29Okonomiyaki.
01:22:31I'm hungry.
01:22:48Is it heavy?
01:22:50It's not heavy.
01:22:52Stop it.
01:22:54I won't stop.
01:22:56Did you touch my breast?
01:23:01It's like this.
01:23:04Stop it.
01:23:06Did it hurt?
01:23:08It tickles.
01:23:11I'm scared.
01:23:14I'm a little embarrassed.
01:23:20You've grown up.
01:23:23You've grown up.
01:23:27I'm sorry.
01:23:34You knew it.
01:23:38When did you know it?
01:23:4010 years.
01:23:4220 years.
01:23:45No.
01:23:48More.
01:23:51Forever.
01:23:54I can't live without you.
01:23:58So...
01:24:02I'm sorry.
01:24:05I'm sorry.
01:24:08I'm sorry.
01:24:10I'm sorry.
01:24:21Why don't you answer?
01:24:23It's the final answer.
01:24:24It's not that easy.
01:24:31Let's talk to each other as many times as we can.
01:24:37Let's worry about it.
01:24:40And...
01:24:42You...
01:24:45You have to answer by yourself.
01:24:51Okay.
01:25:00Hey, Chinatsu.
01:25:01Hey, Chinatsu.
01:25:09Are you going home?
01:25:11Yes.
01:25:12I have to practice.
01:25:15I broke up with my girlfriend.
01:25:18Where is Chinatsu?
01:25:20The novel.
01:25:22I see.
01:25:24I finished it.
01:25:27Show me next time.
01:25:28I won't.
01:25:29It's a love letter.
01:25:31What's that?
01:25:33I'll see you at the university.
01:25:37Okay.
01:25:40But...
01:25:44I'll show you.
01:25:48I'm looking forward to it.
01:25:59Okay.
01:26:29Chinatsu.
01:26:39Turbo.
01:26:41Turbo.
01:26:42It's Chinatsu.
01:26:43It's Chinatsu.
01:26:45I have an interview.
01:26:47I may clean up the circus.
01:26:51The circus is over.
01:26:55Where is Chinatsu going?
01:26:56I have to go to the university.
01:26:59See you.
01:27:01Wait.
01:27:12This is for you.
01:27:19I was free during my part-time job.
01:27:27I don't have a part-time job.
01:27:31I don't have a part-time job.
01:27:34See you.
01:27:36I may work at the circus.
01:27:39Turbo.
01:27:46Have you ever touched my boobs?
01:27:50Have you ever touched my boobs?
01:27:59Don't underestimate me.
01:28:10Hang in there!
01:28:15Hang in there!
01:28:16Hang in there!
01:28:19Hang in there!
01:28:20Dance. My boobs.
01:28:22Hang in there!
01:28:23Rise. My boobs.
01:28:28Make a noise. My boobs.
01:28:46Kasuka ni Tashika ni
01:28:52Hibitta Kono koe ga
01:28:59Kasanari Butsukari
01:29:05Tanabiki Nagarete
01:29:11Kizukeba Tatazumu
01:29:18Miharashi Noi Odoriba
01:29:27Moete Kiete Yuku Kyou no
01:29:34Mokoribi Ni Fureru Te wa
01:29:40Atsusani Hirumi Tsumetaku Naru
01:29:46Aida ni Furuete
01:29:53Dareka wo Dakitomeru ni wa
01:29:59Kono Mune wa Chiisakute
01:30:05Chikireta Mama
01:30:10Soredemo Ashita wa
01:30:19Anata ni Kikoeru
01:30:26Watashi no Kutsu no ne
01:30:32Kokoro ya Karada wo
01:30:38Odorase Tsuredashite
01:30:44Yasashisa Yamahodo
01:30:51Tsutsunda Hanataba
01:30:57Ryoutete Kakaete
01:31:03Tori wo Hashirinukete
01:31:12Tobidasu Sora Aokunaru
01:31:18Hoshi no You wo Oikoshite
01:31:25Madou Hitomi mo Naka ni Michiru
01:31:30Asayake no Kanata
01:31:37Furikaereba Shingiro wo
01:31:43Nukumori ga Yureteiru
01:31:49Kogareta Mama
01:31:54Soredemo Ashita wa
01:32:01Watashi ni Kikoeru
01:32:08Watashi no Kono Koe
01:32:14Itsudemo
01:32:30Thank you for watching!