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00:00You
00:09My darling Doreen
00:11As I stand here tonight welcoming our friends and family. It's an opportunity for me to confess publicly
00:18No
00:19Baby, it's you baby, and you alone. Let's go through this world together in love. You look unbelievable
00:26You look radiant. You look gracious
00:29Jagger what do you think son? Yes, or no? What do you think? Yes, I can conquer the world with just one hand
00:36As long as you're holding the other one. I love you, baby
00:40PK you bring a lot of color and purpose to my life a life that is seemingly impossible to live if you weren't by my
00:47side
00:51To the man of my life to the king of my dreams and the mate of my soul
00:58We renewed our vows that's a dress. I would expect you to wear. We got it right the first time around
01:03I don't want to like tempt fate faith
01:07Cause that in the car wasn't there
01:12We had a really difficult year
01:14He was spending a lot of time in London
01:17And it was a year that I needed him the most you have been through a really traumatic thing and also you have a lot
01:22Of fear in you that isn't rational
01:24And there were also elements that I don't consider our PTSD I consider they're more obnoxious
01:30I started to feel like is it possible if he can I would not make it when I first met Doreen
01:36She was not quite as high maintenance as she is now
01:43Do you think he still wants to be married to you
01:45No, I don't
01:48I know this if I have to go to war I
01:52Will go to war
01:54Once you get to that headspace
01:57It's not gonna be easy to pull me back you got to get out
02:16Strong why do you smell disgusting? What did you get into storm?
02:24Your
02:28Total for this is thirty seven thousand dollars. I hope that wasn't too much of a shock
02:46Hi sweetheart, I wanted to invite you to dinner. I thought it'd be you know, nice to have you and Eric and to read
02:54Are those puka shells or pearls?
03:00Wow
03:09Thank you
03:12I
03:27Was easier I'll bet okay. Look I have a bar
03:31assortment Wow
03:33You must be prepared
03:35for oh
03:37I
03:40Have ulterior motive for asking you over
03:45What do you want? Well, I wanted to see if maybe you would come with me to Augusta and meet my mother
03:54And
03:55And I thought it would be fun to like show you Augusta like where I would love to see that
03:59I'm a little nervous about your mom. But other than that, I'm really good. No, listen. I love my mother
04:04Of course, but she's very difficult
04:06My mother and I have found ourselves in sort of a bad place the past 10 years
04:12My mom still really likes Christian, but I don't know if she really likes me
04:18So I don't feel like I've ever made her proud or happy as a daughter. I
04:28Have been resentful
04:30About my mother's praise on Christian even after we were divorced
04:34Oh, did you see Christian did this in the Wall Street Journal or the New York Times and I'm like, yeah
04:40But did you remember my store? That's so beautiful in West Hollywood
04:46Give me some praise
04:48We need backup. Let's ask how she can go. Yeah
04:53Yeah
05:01We're sitting here chit-chatting I am going to Augusta to see my mother
05:09Thought maybe you might want to join us
05:15Yeah, have you met Reba
05:22Yeah, we can hang out on board on my porch
05:26No
05:28This is real personal it's a personal visit and I really would like to
05:34Get to a place with my mother where I don't feel awkward around her Garcelle and Kyle are
05:40the perfect
05:42women to take with me on this trip because their mothers have passed they inspire me to do this because
05:47My mother's turning 82 and I don't want to have any lost years with my mother
05:54I'm feeling this way. You want to be gentle too. She is 82. I
06:00Okay, wait until you meet her she does not need to be treated with kid gloves. I'm just gonna warn you
06:11People
06:23Oh
06:33Kinds of love. Oh, I think that's both
06:40Oh my darling
06:43Hi, baby, you're always such a vision. Oh girl. Let's sit down cuz we gotta talk. What do you want to drink, baby?
06:49I'll have some water water. Okay, so this is Winnie. Yep
06:52Everyone is pumpkin. We have so much fun at the beach so much fun. Oh
07:10But Sutton the way she came in it was like so abruptly
07:16Yeah, just shut me down this morning Jagger he's like, are you and daddy divorced? I'm sorry hate to interrupt I'm so sorry
07:24I think we need to get going cuz it does take us a while to get out there
07:28Did you call PK? Did you tell him what Jagger had said? Yes. I sent him a long text
07:33I said, I know you're coming back from London soon
07:35And I think it's really a good idea for us to get to a more friendly place, you know for the kids
07:40It'd be easier for them never heard back from him
07:43So the day later I write back
07:47Really PK no response. Oh
07:50Lord he writes back
07:52I'm at a friend's wedding. Have a nice day. Oh
07:55Girl, ain't no way. When did I become the enemy?
07:59I haven't heard a single word from PK since he stormed out of the office when we were in therapy and screamed that he won
08:05the divorce
08:07my concern as has been is
08:10Like just be prepared
08:13Yeah, his return from London. It could go left. It could go right
08:18If he comes this week and serves papers girl. Yeah, what happens?
08:25That's all I think about all the time
08:31Coming up
08:35Baby I thank God every day. Even if I didn't I would say that anyway
08:39I
08:46I'm so excited for this dinner. Oh, baby. I love this spot. Really? Yeah
08:59Thank you, babe, thank you
09:02All right, look beautiful be careful something to drink besides water we gotta do champagne right away
09:10I'm glad to be here with you
09:13So long
09:16Thank you so much, what are we toasting to it's up to you to
09:22Us learning more about each other
09:30Try to find somebody that you connect with in LA in your late 40s
09:35Huh damn near impossible
09:37So I really appreciate my relationship with Keely. We are in our love bubble. Everything is fantastic
09:43We are definitely goo gaga
09:45What are we thinking for food? I would like the petite fillet excellent do the center cut perfect lay medium plus
09:52Thank you very much. Okay
09:55you and I
09:57Need to have some conversations. It feels like we're hurtling some things if we go all the way to
10:03Like fertility
10:07At what point would you feel like I was wasting your time
10:10Because I'm not gonna say I'm not gonna waste your time. I'm not saying that
10:15Do you feel like there's a timeline like hey what?
10:20Yes, of course there's a timeline I mean, I'm 47 where are the eggs they're getting older and babies don't grow on trees
10:29You've got to get it moving. Well, let me answer this way
10:33You know if I want to carry a baby
10:35myself, yeah, I
10:37Don't have a lot of time to do that
10:40and then I
10:42Don't want to be out of wedlock. I mean, we're on the same page. Okay marriage, of course first, you know
10:49I think you are an incredible woman. I love the fact you're not pressuring me into anything
10:56It's allowing me to move at my own pace. Okay. Yeah, and that's really important with me
11:02Keely and I's definition of urgency might be different his right now might be several months behind my right now
11:09But regardless, I know that we want a future together. And so I believe in that and that's what I'm waiting for
11:15the future
11:17Together
11:21How are you feeling about us at this thing I'm grateful I had an opportunity
11:25Yeah experience
11:27You you know, you better be you're welcome
11:32I set myself up for that. That's all good, baby. You can thank God that I came into your life, baby
11:38I thank God every day
11:41All right, thank God every day even if I didn't I would say that anyway
11:45I
12:01Hey, there you are. Well, look at you all ducked out
12:05Our meet out if you're gonna get a license and you want to protect yourself
12:08I want you to shoot this 38 because I think that's a pretty good
12:12I think Mo wants me to feel safe holding a gun should I decide to get a gun and use a gun if I had to?
12:19Let's do it. We're gonna set everything down on table 18. Oh great table for us
12:25After the burglary, I was so afraid for so long. There was a
12:30Massive break-in at your house. Tell me what happened
12:33Yeah, every single piece of jewelry or handbag you see on this season is gone
12:38So, why are you here at the range? I think it's important to know how to defend yourself in case of an emergency
12:45Okay, slap it in there like it owes you money
12:50Nice and smooth
12:56Right next that bullseye right in the bullseye you're doing great
12:59I would like to know that if I had to defend myself
13:03That I could and if I'm going to I'm gonna be a badass
13:08I'm gonna shoot the 45. This one's loud. Maybe I need two of these
13:20That's not bad Wow, that's impressive we're all good guys we're done. Thank you Joe. Take you in there. Yep
13:27So that was fun. Did you like that? Yeah, I do like that actually
13:30But always gonna appear, okay, no
13:39Is your condo coming together
13:41Yeah, it's pretty together. It's coming. I mean it's just together as I'm gonna get it
13:46I mean I have I mean like my refrigerator is you know got eggs
13:51I mean, I you know, what I do is I eat a lot of
13:55soups like canned soups
13:56canned soups
13:59Yeah, just a little tomato
14:03whatever
14:05How's it living at that with that at the house with the girls I
14:10Mean it's quiet sometimes, you know
14:13You're like in a new place and it feels new and different. It's like
14:18I'm in our home
14:20Yeah, I'm there with like
14:24You know, I'm in a place where everybody was and just feels different
14:28I
14:54Sorry, it's okay I
14:57Walk around most of my days
15:02Hiding what a struggle it is
15:13It's a very big life adjustment to live your life a certain way for decades
15:27I
15:34It really is grieving the loss of someone who's still here just weird
15:45It's still really strange for me
15:56I love your grandchildren. Very smart. Yeah, I'm smart James. This is kind of weird
16:20Good morning
16:26Oh
16:29Thank you, this is really nice
16:31So we should be leaving around five o'clock. Well, we need the other people. Yes
16:36Okay, I'll be back to give a 10-minute warning. Beautiful
16:40Are you the first one here? Yeah, and you it's not even my friggin trip
16:48345
16:50It's sudden struck. I thought we're gonna fly private. There's gonna be valet waiting for us
16:56We might even see a manly hand or two on the plane to massage us while we're flying
17:05But no, we took the red-eye
17:09Commercial, I mean there's no later flights to Augusta, Georgia. Oh
17:13My god, this is crazy. We're literally on the tarmac. This is so cool
17:20All right, ladies welcome to your flight
17:26My brother
17:44Come on good girl. Let's go get your mommy
17:52Thank you
17:54Augusta Georgia, I love this airport because it's very small
17:59June, where are you going?
18:01Be a lady. Hey, hey, don't do not I know. Hey June bug. No, where are you going?
18:08Where's the snacks? We have
18:13Hello, I'm here Avi not June bug, too
18:19I
18:22Welcome to Augusta, I'm gonna right right. Here you go. Here you go. Ladies. Are we ready? We're ready
18:35Can't wait to see your house
18:42I love Augusta, Georgia
18:44It's where I grew up, of course, it's also where I learned the art of ballet
18:48It's where all of my childhood friends are that I still have in my life
18:54I'm nervous when anyone meets my mother for the first time doesn't matter who they are
18:58Especially now Garcelle and Kyle because I've flown them all the way out to Georgia. Please be nice mom. Are we here?
19:06Yeah, this one
19:08What oh my god, this is gorgeous
19:12Thank you, holy crap
19:15You're such a little girl to be in this big old house
19:19It's not that big. It's like 4,500 square feet. I was not that big. No, I don't expect anything less from sudden
19:25The house is opulent and beautiful. There's just a southern feel to it
19:30You know old-school people on their porches having lemonade and waving to your neighbors. It just feels like that
19:37You don't get that in Beverly Hills
19:38Everybody's behind a gate
19:40Can we see our rooms? Okay, gosh, I'll get you in here called the princess room beautiful
19:46Now take me to the Queen room
19:49You get quarter trim
19:52This is so cute and cheery the colors. Do you want to see my room? Yes, of course
20:02Oh, this is really pretty yes pretty
20:05When did you buy this I bought it with Christian, oh you did I did and so you got it in the like divorce
20:12Oh, yeah
20:14Son, this is amazing
20:19Who's this that is my brother and sister-in-law, do you really want to see some good ones?
20:24There's some old pictures of Reba. Oh, let me see
20:27I got those squish back over here
20:57Nice to meet you. So what's y'all's plan? We're going to dinner. We don't have a lot of time
21:06Hold up, I'll be right back. Oh, this is so pretty here. Hope this goes over. Well
21:14So I just bought you a little present just to say thank you. Well, you gotta open it
21:19I like to know what it is. Oh, why would I tell you?
21:23Why are you laughing? Okay. This is a trick. No, I would never do that snake in here. Not for me
21:32Lizard a
21:36Scar yes, you're welcome
21:49I took the time. I went to sacks. I picked out a gift. I had it wrapped
21:54I brought it on the commercial flight use. This is so long. You could do that skinny
22:02Beautiful, maybe I should have pulled a Kyle and brought nothing. I've heard so much about you
22:10Good I hope I'm gonna see. Oh, okay. I'm gonna go to my house and have a drink. Where's your house?
22:18Oh, you don't know that? No, I live right back there. Can I take him back here? Yeah, let's go
22:26This is so pretty Wow, this is beautiful
22:32After something left town she had to have someplace to come back to for her Christian and the children
22:38We decided that I should live on the property as well. I saw this house in the back. That's it
22:43That's perfect and I love your grandchildren very smart very sweet. Yeah, I'm smart James. This is kind of weird, but smart
22:52Mom, why would you call James weird? He's like the cool one. I got a weird one, too
23:06You guys I know I've seen
23:13I mean, am I supposed to say I have a weird kid, too
23:15I feel like everyone has to say that now to make things less awkward. See y'all later
23:20but
23:21She called James weird and James is the cool kid in school, by the way
23:25Yeah, I said I have one too and she goes. Oh, I know
23:30He was been stalking you on the ground
23:34Coming up I am part Chinese 3000 BC
23:40What?
23:42I
24:01Think two silver and four of those is fine. No, no, we need to do I need another study two more silver
24:07Hello tonight is inspired by my trip to Capri
24:11I love pasta. I love lemons
24:15There are a lot of factors when it comes to throwing a dinner party. I like to set everything up and have it look just
24:22Spot right on three minutes. I got that. I need the wicker votive. Okay, it's a lot of effort
24:30beautiful
24:41Thank you
24:46Chili thank you. Thank you so much a little bit of champagne here. Hey, thank you my darling
24:55Have to put this out cuz I have to give you a full body hug, you know, I'm saying, uh-huh one of those
25:04Hello beauty the baddest has showed up
25:11I
25:26Could tell you feel good. Have you caught up with Kyle? I talked to her but you know
25:32She's busy and I guess they left today Sutton and Garcelle
25:36They went to Augusta I didn't even know and you have the connection to the south
25:42I just want to know why you weren't invited. Well, I know I mean I am from the south really like 90 miles north. I
25:48Don't understand why I'm not invited
25:56Here we go right here
25:59Luigi's
26:02Luigi's is an
26:04Establishment in Augusta and I have been coming here since I was a little girl. It's family-owned to think three generations now
26:09Oh my gosh, you guys the pizza looked amazing. This is kind of what Augusta is. We all know each other
26:16We all support each other. We love each other and I just want to show Kyle and Garcelle what Augusta is
26:22I love it here Italian sausage and sauce sounds amazing
26:26Are you ladies good? How are you? Good? Let me get me on a drink. No an alcoholic beer. I'll do a pinot the house county
26:34Yes, can I order the Italian sausage, please? Yeah, sure. I'll try that spin a cup. It's a deal like that
26:40I don't know what that is. Well, this is whatever this I don't know what it is. We'll try it
26:44so when Erica and I were getting our IVs, uh-huh, and I mentioned that
26:51We were coming to Augusta, you know, we're going to Augusta, Georgia, right?
26:56Kyle's going to by the way. Oh, wow, but she should bring that to the sisterhood
27:00We should know about that. Eric and I are pushing pull sometimes. Yeah, so but and this is very
27:08emotional for me and
27:10It's why I didn't want like all the girls to show her of course because God knows we don't know that's scarier than Riva
27:26Dinner is ready
27:29Absolutely beautiful
27:31Good evening. I have friends that I got Italian. I'm not a wine snob, but Italian wines even though I'm Italian
27:40Northerner you from I found out you know, I did you do 23 me or ancestry.com?
27:45No, I when I was in Venice this lady knew everything and knew I am part Chinese
27:533000 BC
28:01I'm sorry. Come again
28:04What?
28:06No
28:08No, no. Well, may I raise a glass to Kathy? Yeah. Thank you so much for having us over
28:15This is much better than Augusta
28:17Hmm
28:19We're having a really so how you feeling well
28:26The Reba, yeah, that's what I mean. How do you feeling about we're being here? She's my mother. I love her. Of course
28:33She's tough. She's a tough cookie people say that we're a lot alike, right?
28:38And I'm like, I don't see that at all
28:42I'm very much like hard on my sleeve kind of person. I've always been like that where my mother
28:48I don't know if she has feelings I've heard so much about you
28:53Good I hope I'm gonna say oh
28:56I've only met a glimpse of Reba
28:59But seeing her one. I think she was probably really tough on you
29:04Just because that's who she is not that she was targeting you or anything like that
29:07But I just think that's her way right and then I think sometimes I
29:14Could see you being like that in a way
29:18Having just met Reba I
29:21Feel like there's a lot of similarities like they're both tough. What you did was we didn't name them not having a will be quiet
29:29So let me talk Jesus
29:32No one really wants to inch in to make amends or say I'm sorry
29:37But I hope they can figure it out when they're gone
29:40You would do anything to have one more conversation to see them one more time to hug one more time
29:46You don't want to have regrets. I remember you telling me when you opened your store
29:54That you had a conversation with your mom. I spent a lot of money
29:57I spent a lot of time all of my heart in this store
30:02It's important for me for you to take it seriously
30:06Okay, shall we continue on it's just that in that moment you needed her
30:19I was so excited to have her at the store. I
30:29Worked very hard
30:31To open that store and to have my mother come in and not be
30:36Supportive or overwhelmed with joy for me. I deserved better than that. I deserve better than that
30:43from my mother
30:49It was real hard
31:02I was so excited to have her at the store
31:16It was real hard
31:22It's just so hurtful
31:25And
31:27She wasn't trying to hurt me it just just her way
31:31So, what do you want to do want her to respect me?
31:35Maybe that's what I'm actually looking for respect when Christian and I got divorced her
31:41First question was well, who's gonna pay for this?
31:44like the car the house
31:48Everything that was hurtful
31:50That's a mom making sure you're gonna be okay that it's not necessarily negative
31:54It was about her
31:56It was about her
31:58She was so nervous in the divorce that I wasn't going to have enough money to help support her lifestyle
32:04That was very clear. I learned that I
32:08Was raised by a narcissist and I married a narcissist
32:11Do you feel like she's seen you?
32:13like the difference between you being
32:15Christians wife the homemaker the mother to now being a businesswoman on your own
32:19Like do you just want her to acknowledge like I see what you're doing and I'm
32:25Proud of you. She's not easy. I
32:28Think that watching my mother for years
32:31gives Christian so much praise and
32:35meanwhile, I'm raising these beautiful children and
32:38There's no sudden you're good for you and now
32:43living alone
32:45starting a business I
32:47Do want her to acknowledge it it's important. It's going to help me move on
32:52I would love to have a conversation with her
32:55What would you say to Reba pretty much that I've gotten to know you very well
33:00And you've shared some things with me and you don't see how
33:05We can bridge the gap a little bit and then I'm gonna run
33:11I
33:12really appreciate
33:13Garcelle's optimism
33:15But I just don't think Madeline and a relationship that is this complex
33:20When you don't know Reba is a little
33:24presumptuous
33:28Before she takes the scarf
33:30I
33:43Got seatless lemon pasta
33:49Where's the fresh sage
33:54I have a question for you Kathy. I've been trying to get to know all of the ladies and right, you know
34:00You know, you know your sister really well, and I assume that she's probably
34:05open and
34:06Friendly and welcoming
34:08But I haven't found that I find her to be cold. I
34:14Think Kyle has been cold to me because I immediately connected with Dory. I mean they've been having issues
34:19So it kind of makes sense, but it's also very elementary school. It's really petty
34:25What are your thoughts about where she is right now
34:28I think it would be really helpful to understand where she is. So in her own mental state, I guess I
34:35Don't even really know what's going on in Kyle's life. Does she open up a lot about what's going?
34:40I don't like to push her too much because that's when she gets
34:44She doesn't like that. Yeah, so I try to be very careful and not bother her
34:49everybody goes through something in life and
34:52this is
34:55Traumatic for her being married basically your whole life. Mm-hmm. I
35:01Just tread lightly because I just want to make her feel you tread like comfortable and
35:07mm-hmm loved and
35:10You know, she's a Capricorn if you needed something she would be there
35:18How are you they're so beautiful, yeah, how are you Kathy and Rick Hilton
35:23I'm so beautiful. Um, my life's pretty shit right now when he can I separated? Yes
35:30He was my friend. I mean like we were and help but love PJ
35:37PK
35:40We
35:49Started out very young. We grew up together. We enjoy the same things. We don't have to be after dinner with
35:55couples every single and we enjoy
35:59Being just together when PK and I decided to separate we had said we're gonna take some time apart
36:06We're gonna work on
36:08The resentments and the issues that we have
36:12That have built up over the last few years
36:15Cuz she always kept everything very close to the vest
36:18I was very protective of my husband of my family. It's the way I grew up which is you don't you know, I get it
36:25Yeah, even when I was going through the worst of the worst
36:27I went through it alone because I didn't want anyone to think badly of him. I heard about PK's do you I?
36:33Alleged to do I what do you mean alleged they never booked him?
36:37They never arrested him when he got to the station
36:39They took a breathalyzer and he was under the lift. Why would you you've chosen to have two children with him?
36:44We understand that I think he's a very good father. Am I correct?
36:49wrong
36:57There are times that I think PK's the greatest father in the world
37:00But is he the most hands-on father the truth is no
37:03So you're feeling
37:05The straight to see I thought you're gonna say yes. I
37:10Would have ordinarily
37:12Protecting him I would
37:14Reality, no, he would disappear and be gone for weeks and weeks without even calling the kids. I
37:23Worked overtime to put in their heads that their father was trying to call
37:29Wanted to see them miss them so much. I've protected him at all costs
37:34No matter what and I don't think he realizes that how old is he 56?
37:40You know when I first met him I thought he was 56
37:44I've known him a long time
37:47But the more I got to know
37:52No, but now the more I got to know man, I feel terrible
38:02I'm nothing to say. Okay, cuz black don't crack. I don't know nothing about that
38:07I didn't think he'd be doing what he's doing now. Well, what is he doing? Right?
38:13You just I'm the girl that wants to know angry horrible. No
38:17What what's in it what did it say just finances and I'm gonna stop paying this and you're gonna be liable for this
38:23Where are we going with this? I mean, that's a divorce. I thought we were trying to take a little separation, right?
38:28That's not a separation. I
38:30wake up to a seven-page email and
38:35It was a
38:38Barrage it was predominantly financials
38:42his
38:43expectations were
38:46Within a month or two that I will be responsible for the mortgage and all the bills associated with the house
38:54It's like what?
38:55Get a lawyer
38:57There was also discussion of
39:01custody
39:03lawyers and threats of
39:06If this doesn't happen, I
39:09Will be proceeding with divorce he is not a man I recognize at all
39:16This is what happens when people get a divorce the email and the comment about being a good father or not
39:23The gloves are off
39:25Everybody's at their absolute worst and that's what's coming out
39:29I've not seen one woman have a peaceful divorce unless the guy died
39:35Can I ask a question and you can hate me for this what are you holding on to what are you doing?
39:39Mm-hmm. Do you think he still wants to be married to you?
39:42No, I don't
39:46Then what are you waiting for?
40:01Do you think he still wants to be married to you
40:04No, I don't
40:08Then what are you waiting for I
40:15Am the token idiot wife
40:19What you're doing is that you're taking the rose-colored glasses off your face that is what you're doing right rose-colored
40:25And it is about time yet
40:28What about the contact lenses? Well, those are next
40:31You know, we've been married nine and a half years
40:36And I just found out that there's a law in California, yeah, it's
40:41Community property you and get half. He's trying to divorce you before ten years
40:45When is ten years in six months? Oh
40:48Hell no. Oh my god. Ain't no way
40:53girl, no way
40:55her I
40:58Don't know this man
41:01In California when you hit the 10-year mark, you're considered a long-term marriage
41:04Which means it's half half and that's that and I think
41:09Spousal support is forever after a 10-year marriage. One of you is gonna be paying
41:14For the length of the person's life. That's why if you're gonna jump ship do it before 10 years Dorita. I worry about you. I
41:21Really do and I'm sorry you're going through this but I cannot sit here and bullshit with you right when I know
41:28What's coming for you, I wouldn't be a good friend you've begged for honesty and I'm gonna give it to you
41:32You have to protect yourself. You have to go. Hold on a second. The price of poker has completely changed
41:37Mm-hmm. This is not my partner. This is not my friend. Yeah, this is my adversary now
41:42whoo, and let me tell you that is a
41:45Doc play says I have hair on my arms. That is a place to be but that is where you are
41:52And I don't know any other way to say that's you
41:54You have to be proactive I'm telling you right now if you don't make these decisions life will make it for you
41:59Yes, he will make it for he will make it for you
42:02Please be proactive
42:04And I'm preaching to myself as much as I'm preaching to you because I could have done a better job for myself
42:11but I was paralyzed by fear and
42:15I waited till the last minute and I shouldn't know. Yes, don't get to the place of being desperate desperation
42:22Breeds no good strategy girl. Oh, that's what I've heard in business. Oh
42:28Gosh I know this if I have to go to war I will go to war
42:35Once you get to that headspace
42:38It's not gonna be easy to pull me back
42:41But don't you think I have to be sure that I don't want to go back. He doesn't want you back
42:46If
42:50That's the case everything you've told us tonight indicates that that's the situation
43:01You got to get out you got to get out
43:06Oh
43:12Next time on the real housewives of Beverly Hills the cabana is getting new life
43:17Does that look good to you? You don't want dry grits turn it off
43:22Okay, Keely and I have talked about having a baby. We've actually never said the words. I love you. Oh
43:28You guys I spoke to PK. What did he say girl?
43:32I would just love to hear you say that you're proud of her and that you love her, too
43:37I don't think that's any of your business