Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00You know very well that there was no one in my life before you.
00:09Not just in my life.
00:13There was no one in my mind, in my heart before you.
00:20I hit you without knowing what a relationship means.
00:27Maybe a lot of things happened because of inexperience.
00:30Lies aside, all the other mistakes were because I didn't know how to live.
00:38I knew how to live with women.
00:45Of course, until you broke my memory.
00:49Look, not even an experience could save me.
00:52Have you ever been in love before me?
00:56Love came into my life with you, Feriha. You know that very well.
00:59I mean...
01:02...didn't we have a long relationship?
01:12Don't be ridiculous, Emir.
01:14I'm not going to wear a mask to a wedding if I can't handle it today.
01:18Since we're talking about this, let's talk about something else.
01:24Okay.
01:26There was someone.
01:28It was more than one night, but it wasn't love.
01:31Maybe a kind of relationship.
01:33So it was someone you were regularly with.
01:36Yes.
01:38What was his name?
01:58I don't know.
02:08Ece.
02:10Don't tell me to end the night.
02:12That's all from me. You can go on if you want.
02:17Are you going to leave me among these wolves?
02:22I'm sure you can handle it.
02:24But I told you I had a surprise for you tonight.
02:26What surprise?
02:28You don't deserve a surprise.
02:38What did you do?
02:40I found the wolves after me.
02:57Our relationship wasn't emotional, it was just fun, Feriha.
03:00Fun.
03:02She wrote her name on her neck.
03:05Claiming.
03:07Very claiming.
03:09Yes, she was a claiming woman.
03:11She believed what you were going through because you had your name tattooed.
03:15I don't think so.
03:17Actually, I don't think she took getting a tattoo that seriously.
03:21She didn't take life very seriously.
03:22I think she broke your heart.
03:24No.
03:26No other woman than you.
03:28Even Ece couldn't do it.
03:30Even Ece?
03:33How long did it take?
03:35About a year.
03:37Then I got bored of her life at night.
03:39She didn't get married like she used to.
03:41Did she cheat on you?
03:43Let's say she cheated.
03:45Yes.
03:47Did you suffer?
03:49She got angry because I cheated.
03:50But I didn't suffer for any other woman in my life, Feriha.
03:55Even if you didn't suffer, you were cheated.
03:59Is that why you don't trust people?
04:02Don't I trust people?
04:04Maybe I'm the last person to say this because of the lies I told you.
04:11Yes, you don't trust people.
04:13Even your closest ones.
04:15Forget about me.
04:16When Koray and I went to that magazine, I didn't trust him.
04:19Don't even trust your father.
04:21You know this, don't you?
04:23I learned not to trust my father at a very young age.
04:27If you're a child and you don't trust your father, you don't know who you can trust.
04:31But if you don't trust your mother,
04:33then you can't trust anyone when you grow up.
04:37Are you saying this because they got divorced?
04:40Both of them told me this.
04:42Are you saying this because they got divorced?
04:45I'm saying this because they taught me that I can't trust both of them.
04:49Don't you want to talk? Don't you want to remember?
04:52Time makes you forget a lot of things, but it can't make you forget your childhood.
04:57They sign your mother and father's childhood.
05:00And you carry what they lived that day, whether you want it or not.
05:04Look, I've carried it, too.
05:06I've carried you, too.
05:08And a few times.
05:10I've even carried you and Koray.
05:13Since Eda lived with your father a lot,
05:16you must have a guardian sign now.
05:20Yes, I had a guardian.
05:24You know, you're right.
05:26Actually, even the guardian at home has a signature.
05:29A signature my father drew with a pen.
05:36A year later
06:04It's my father. He's in pain.
06:06Tell him. Come on.
06:28Zeynep.
06:36Zeynep.
06:57I caught Emir when he was taking money from your pocket.
07:00What?
07:02Son, are you taking money from my pocket?
07:04My guardian steals his own money from his own pocket.
07:08Is this how you got used to your mother's house?
07:11Didn't your father give you money?
07:13I didn't do it, dad. She did it. Zeynep took the money.
07:18Look, you're both a liar and a thief.
07:21Apologize to Zeynep quickly.
07:23I'm not a thief, I'm not a liar.
07:25I can't apologize. I'm right.
07:28He's right.
07:30Get out of the room quickly.
07:31You won't get out of the room until you apologize to Zeynep.
07:34Is that why your mother threw you at us?
07:41I'll get your tea.
07:57My father is not a bad person.
07:59You called me a bad father.
08:02I'm sorry, but he's more than a bad father.
08:05He's a heartless man.
08:08Let's say he's a man who loves women the most.
08:11My father and women have always been a part of my childhood.
08:16My childhood was also a part of my mother and women.
08:21As I said, my childhood was mostly spent in the houses my mother went to clean.
08:27Of course, mostly in Cansu's house.
08:31I'm sorry.
08:39Don't touch it, Feriha.
08:42My father bought this house because I'm a real princess.
08:46And only real princesses can touch this house.
08:49What if I touch it once?
08:51You can't touch it because you're not a real princess.
08:54You're not a real princess either.
08:56Your father fooled you.
08:58Princesses only exist in fairy tales.
09:01I'll go and ask my mother.
09:03You'll see, she'll tell me if I'm a real princess.
09:12Tell Feriha something, mom.
09:14Your father is fooling you.
09:17Come on, don't fight.
09:19Please play by sharing, Cansu.
09:27I'm sorry.
09:48Look, mom. It's broken.
09:51It was an accident. I swear it was an accident.
09:53No, I know I made a mistake.
09:55Because you're not a princess.
09:58Cansu, we'll fix it.
10:00If it doesn't work, we'll buy a new one.
10:02Come on, don't upset your friend.
10:04He wanted to play, too.
10:07Feriha, come on, go home.
10:09The cleaning is over.
10:11Your mother is waiting for you at home.
10:18My father said,
10:19don't play with the doorkeeper's child.
10:31Maybe he was right.
10:33I was jealous of him without even realizing it.
10:36Feriha, you were just a kid.
10:38I wasn't just a kid.
10:40I was the doorkeeper's child.
10:44It's like something else happens when you're the doorkeeper's child.
10:49I'm sorry.
10:57Sometimes I get so angry.
11:01My past, my present,
11:03everything I've been through,
11:05memories, dreams, everyone.
11:07I get so angry.
11:09Then something happens.
11:11I can forgive everyone one by one.
11:14Even Cansu.
11:16Just you.
11:20It's like I can't forgive you alone.
11:23I can't forgive you because
11:25no one hurt me as much as you did.
11:27Yes, I was beaten by my father.
11:29He gave me the heaviest punishment.
11:31It's like Mehmet did whatever he could
11:34to make me forget that he was my brother.
11:37Cansu tried to kill us.
11:41But no one hurt me as much as you did, Feriha.
11:43But no one hurt me as much as you did, Feriha.
11:47Maybe I can understand you as much as I've never understood you before.
11:51I've been through the same thing.
11:53When I was trying to get over your lies,
11:56I thought I couldn't forgive you again.
11:58Then I got so bad
12:00that I woke up forgiving you every day.
12:05Then I slept believing that I hated you every night.
12:11I'm so mad at you.
12:13I'm so mad at you.
12:16The anger in me is nothing like anything else.
12:20I'm also mad at myself.
12:23Believe me, I haven't been as angry with anyone
12:27as I was when I was angry with someone that night.
12:30We were making it.
12:33How could you not see it?
12:35Fear, panic, whatever it's called.
12:38How could you not see what we were doing?
12:40We were the ones who made it.
12:43It's as bad as it's ever been.
12:46I know.
12:48If you do, tell me.
12:51Why did you ruin it?
12:53Why did you want it to be like this?
12:55I didn't want it.
12:59Just one moment...
13:00Just one moment.
13:02It destroyed all our other moments.
13:07Like we never lived.
13:09Our days at that maniac's house.
13:12The mountain house. The island.
13:16You erased all the tests we took in one moment.
13:42I'm sorry.
14:13You can't run away.
14:15Emir, please let me go.
14:20Do you remember how you touched me?
14:23That's why I won't leave you.
14:26We need each other as much as the strength you gave me when you hugged me.
14:31I spent the worst and best days of my life with you.
14:35Tell me what comes to your mind first.
14:38Helicopter.
14:40Helicopter.
14:42The first thing that comes to my mind.
14:49Slow down.
14:50But I'll open it myself.
14:52Don't cheat.
14:58Lift your foot.
15:01Emir, what is this?
15:03Be careful.
15:05Slide a little.
15:10What is this voice?
15:12Wait, you'll see soon.
15:41I came to your door.
15:45Life is like the greatest cruel.
15:48It's beautiful, isn't it?
15:50Hide me in your palms.
15:54Don't let me go.
15:59With your loving look.
16:03The mountains in my heart are collapsing.
16:07Did I wake you up?
16:11No, I didn't even feel it.
16:13How did it happen?
16:16Because of the little red shoes.
16:19Tell me.
16:21You really want us to talk without silence.
16:25Consider it the time we haven't talked so far.
16:30I was going down the stairs crying.
16:42I saw you.
16:50I can't forget that run for the rest of my life.
16:53Your shoes got stuck in your feet.
16:57Your shoes got stuck in your feet.
17:00Mom, save me.
17:02Mom, the shoes are very tight.
17:04Mom, take off your shoes.
17:06Mom, take them off.
17:08Then I closed my mouth.
17:12Then I stuck four stitches in your forehead.
17:26There was nothing I wanted more than those red shoes.
17:31I wanted you so much.
17:34Even when we first ran away from you.
17:37I hurt you like the shoes, didn't I?
17:57If you do this again...
17:59If I do what again?
18:01If I kiss you?
18:03You kissed me because I didn't speak.
18:05Yes.
18:06It was a good excuse.
18:08Emir, that's enough.
18:09We're crazy and it's over, okay?
18:11You're going to open that door.
18:13I'm going to get out of here calmly.
18:15Feriha, I'm not going to open the door.
18:17Emir, we talked all night.
18:19We talked and...
18:20And what?
18:21Are we going to sit down and talk all night and solve everything?
18:26You're right. We haven't solved everything yet.
18:28Maybe we haven't solved anything yet.
18:30Look, one more reason not to open the door.
18:34Breakfast?
18:36Breakfast.
18:41There's only eggs and cheese.
18:43We can make omelette if you want.
18:55Okay.
19:20What are you doing?
19:21I drank it all.
19:23If you don't open the door, I'm going to die here.
19:28Feriha, go.
19:29Let me go.
19:30Feriha, go. You're going to vomit.
19:31Let me go.
19:32Emir, let me go.
19:33You're going to vomit, Feriha.
19:36Let me go. I'm not going to vomit.
19:53Let me go.
20:24Can you put water in this?
20:29I'm going to make breakfast with you.
20:32I'm not hungry.
20:33You have to eat something.
20:35I'm not going to eat anything.
20:36Okay.
20:42Emir, are you trying to drive me crazy?
20:45As if nothing had happened.
20:46As if we haven't done anything to each other since yesterday.
20:49As if we haven't done anything to each other since yesterday.
20:52Are we going to sit like this and have breakfast?
20:55You don't have to have breakfast.
20:57I have to stay here until you get bored.
21:01Emir, how long?
21:02How long is this madness going to go on?
21:04Look, my arm is going to get a microbe.
21:07Come on, that's enough.
21:08Let's get out of here.
21:09You have to go to the doctor.
21:10Go to the doctor.
21:11I'll go there.
21:12Let's rest a little.
21:13Let's rest a little.
21:18Can't you hear me?
21:21Can't you hear my voice now?
21:24Can't you hear this either?
21:31Look, Emir, they're going to be curious about us.
21:33Maybe they'll think something happened to you and come in with a knife.
21:36Let's go home.
21:42Emir, can you hear me?
21:44They'll see that nothing happened to me and go back.
21:46Emir, this is like a child's toy.
21:49It won't work.
21:52Emir, can you hear me?
21:54Really?
21:56Doesn't it make any sense that we've been talking all morning?
21:59It didn't work?
22:02Emir, it won't work.
22:03It really won't work.
22:06Okay, we'll see.
22:08Did you lock me up here now?
22:11You're playing like a child's toy.
22:16There's no game, Feriha.
22:17We're here.
22:18You're here.
22:20We won't leave until it works.
22:23You want a game.
22:24You want a game.
22:34Then play alone like this for a while.
22:38Feriha, open the door.
22:41I'm not opening it.
22:43Let's see which one of us is going to be more ridiculous.
22:45Look, you're the one who turned it into a game.
22:47You wanted it to be like this.
22:50Feriha, I'm not going to be stubborn with you.
22:53If you want me to open the door, you'll open the door.
22:56Which one are you more afraid of?
22:58Talking or listening?
23:01Tell me, which one are you hiding from?
23:04Maybe I'm afraid I don't believe you.
23:07Maybe I'm afraid I don't respect myself.
23:10Then don't be afraid.
23:11I'm not telling you anything I don't feel.
23:14I don't care what you feel.
23:16Because you don't care what I feel.
23:19You never cared.
23:20I haven't heard a bigger lie than this.
23:23You cared about what others did to me, Emir.
23:26You never cared about what they did to me.
23:29It's easier to heal others' wounds, isn't it?
23:32Don't do it.
23:33I got hurt as much as you did.
23:36If you had been aware of what you did to me even once,
23:39we wouldn't be here right now.
23:43You wouldn't have locked me up in this house I've broken down many times.
23:46Is this the house I've broken down many times?
23:47Is this the house I've broken down many times?
23:49Okay, go as far back as you can.
23:52What happened to this house now?
23:54Is this the house I came to destroy you?
23:57Is this the house I told you to come to one night?
24:01Is this the house I cleaned your mother?
24:03Shut up, Emir!
24:05Shut up!
24:06I won't shut up.
24:07You won't shut up either.
24:08Which house is this?
24:10Is this the house I cheated on you or the house I cheated on you?
24:12Is this the house I cheated on you or the house I cheated on you?
24:16Get out of here and tell me.
24:19You're telling me to get out of here because I'm mad at you.
24:24That's how much I mean to you.
24:26That's how much my feelings mean to you.
24:29You're not opening the door just because you're mad at me
24:31because you want to get out of that door and give me your share.
24:37It's not about telling me how you feel or making contact.
24:39It's about making me give up.
24:42What are you talking about?
24:45Feriha, get out of the back of the door.
24:47I'm not behind the door, you idiot.
24:51Feriha, I said get out.
24:57Get out.
24:58Screw you.
24:59Screw you.
25:02You didn't have to hide behind that door.
25:05You're already breaking walls when you want to.
25:07What's that door?
25:09Then why did you break the door?
25:10Because I didn't have a choice.
25:14I didn't have a choice between the truth or the fake.
25:16I didn't have a choice either.
25:18That's why I tried to stay with you despite what happened.
25:22I didn't even think about what it meant to me.
25:24I couldn't think.
25:26It's not the first time in my life I can't think.
25:28You still can't tell me frankly.
25:31You can't say I couldn't help you stay with me.
25:34You can't say I felt powerless while trying to hold your hand despite everything.
25:38Maybe it's not just about being powerless, Feriha.
25:42I was so jealous of myself.
25:44I was jealous of everything.
25:45Of you.
25:46Of what we've been through.
25:48Maybe I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
25:52Maybe I couldn't find the strength to reach out to you.
25:56Screw you.
25:57What's changed now?
25:59Why are you trying to hold my hand now?
26:01By force?
26:03As if it was years ago.
26:06But it was a year ago.
26:09I was trying to figure you out.
26:11I said to Koray, there's something about him.
26:13He's both pushing and pulling me.
26:16Maybe that's what's going on between us.
26:19We're pushing each other.
26:21Then we're pulling each other with the strongest force.
26:24That's why you're asking about this house.
26:29This house is the house where you broke my pride.
26:33With my mother.
26:35With my body.
26:36With another woman's body.
26:39The house you've hit many times.
26:42Do you know what's weird?
26:44Despite this,
26:46I didn't want to leave this house as much as you wanted.
26:50While you were doing the matter of pride of not being able to move from here,
26:56I thought we could make this house a home despite everything.
27:01This house or another four walls.
27:03If we were in it, it was already a home.
27:07This was really the most ridiculous thing you've said since yesterday.
27:12It was a home.
27:14Who are you fooling?
27:16We came back to our home from the island, didn't we?
27:19Why did you run away from our home every time?
27:23Since the day we found Rüya at the door,
27:25until the night you slapped me.
27:28How many times did you run away from our home?
27:30From me.
27:32Your excuse is ready.
27:33You were weak.
27:34That's it.
27:37While I was paying the price of my lies,
27:40I came to you at every opportunity.
27:44I picked up garbage many times just to see you.
27:48But what did you do?
27:51You threw yourself out at every opportunity.
27:53Now you actually left our home alone.
27:57You're a coward.
27:59So don't expect mercy from me.