Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00You're going to burn your hand.
00:10Let it burn.
00:11I was waiting for you to tie me to the car.
00:14Do you know?
00:16I'm as peaceful as I haven't been for a long time.
00:20Are you trying to drive me crazy?
00:22We both seem crazy enough.
00:30What are you doing?
00:42What are you doing?
00:43Move!
01:00Open those lights.
01:20I can't see my face anymore.
01:36Look at this.
01:41Feriha, you're not getting out of this house until you burn this house and destroy it.
01:47If you drive me crazy, if I drive you crazy, you're here.
01:54Which one drove you even more crazy?
01:58Me or the fear of being a father?
02:01Or the lack of money?
02:04Was the money I sent to Seher in your apartment last night?
02:09No.
02:10I'm looking for a job.
02:11You're very insincere.
02:14You're angry because I didn't tell you.
02:16Of course I'm angry.
02:17Look at this.
02:19You even put the money between us.
02:25Don't I know that your father punished you with money just because of me?
02:29Feriha, don't you understand?
02:31It's not about money.
02:33It's helplessness.
02:34Didn't your parents tell you that you've been after money for months?
02:38Haven't you hit me with money many times since you learned my lies?
02:42Didn't you really believe that I was after your money?
02:46I won't even answer what you're saying.
02:48I don't believe you don't trust me that much.
02:51You're the one who doesn't trust me.
02:53I'm sorry, but I was a liar, wasn't I?
02:56You have reasons not to trust me.
02:59You know what?
03:02I tried to forget those lies like a donkey.
03:04I tried to erase it.
03:08I tried to leave it behind us.
03:10But you still feel guilty for your lies.
03:15You hug them at every opportunity.
03:18Everything was so bad.
03:21The only thing I could change was this house.
03:24But I couldn't do that either.
03:29I couldn't do anything.
03:30It was like sitting down and watching what I did to you from a distance.
03:33I couldn't watch.
03:36You don't understand what that means.
03:38I can't understand you because I'm a woman.
03:40I can't understand you because I don't have any money.
03:43If you told me, I would understand.
03:46At least I would try to understand, but you didn't even give me a chance.
03:49I felt insufficient.
03:52That's all.
03:53What kind of insufficiency?
03:55Can't you get on a helicopter when you want to?
04:00Do you have to work like normal people?
04:03Not being able to get you out of this apartment is insufficiency.
04:05Not being able to help your father is insufficiency.
04:07Not being able to get anything out of me while that guy is acting like a hero for you is insufficiency.
04:12What kind of arrogance is this?
04:14Think about it, Emir.
04:17Even if I had as much money as I used to, I...
04:20I mean, you wouldn't be able to help my father because we didn't want it.
04:25I was looking into your eyes.
04:28I wanted us to get over it together.
04:31What would happen if you told me you ran out of money?
04:37Would that insufficiency ruin me, not that woman?
04:40My only problem was not adding new problems to the problem.
04:44What could I do when you said you'd buy me people because of Seher, because of Rüya?
04:49What should I have said to you?
04:50Should I have said, I don't have the money to buy people anymore?
04:53You went crazy when Mr. Levent paid money for my father.
04:56You didn't even talk about insufficiency then.
05:00I can't stand you being insincere even when you're angry.
05:03I wasn't insincere.
05:06But I couldn't get that guy to help you while I was standing.
05:10Okay, selfishness is selfishness.
05:13I know.
05:15But I can't get anything out of that guy.
05:19Why do you value Mr. Levent so much, Emir?
05:22Don't joke.
05:24You're the one who values that man.
05:27Because you can talk to him, because he can reach you.
05:31Do you understand?
05:33It was always about you that I talked to Mr. Levent from the beginning.
05:38I could talk about you, what you made me feel, what you made me live.
05:44If you had listened to me from the beginning,
05:47if we could talk, it wouldn't have been Mr. Levent.
05:50Feriha, don't.
05:52That man made you lie.
05:55Okay, blame me for everything.
05:58But don't blame me for pushing you to his friend.
06:01You kept them at a distance.
06:03But you never turned your back on him.
06:06I can never turn my back on Mr. Levent as you want me to.
06:10I owe him my life.
06:13What does that mean?
06:15It means he saved my life.
06:20You came to listen to me from Cansu.
06:24I saw you go to Cansu while I was cleaning the stairs.
06:29I had nothing to lose.
06:32I went to the boat.
06:37I was drawing water from the sea for cleaning.
06:40I heard your voice.
06:43I heard the poem you whispered on the island.
06:49It was like your voice was coming from the bottom of the sea.
06:54Feriha, what did you do?
06:57I just let myself hear your voice.
07:00From the bottom of the sea.
07:06I was so peaceful at that moment.
07:09All the pain, losses, fears,
07:12they were all away from me.
07:15Then Mr. Levent took me up.
07:19To the bottom.
07:24To the bottom.
07:30Feriha.
07:32Okay, don't touch me.
07:35I don't need to be hugged.
07:38I'm not hugging you.
07:44I'm not hugging you.
07:47I'm feeling you.
07:50Please don't pull yourself.
07:54I could have lost you.
07:57Losing you.
08:00Feriha, how did you do this?
08:03What if something happened to you?
08:06What if it wasn't you?
08:13Now we're not going to hug each other
08:16because of a weak moment months ago.
08:19It's not that easy.
08:22I don't care what we're going to be like.
08:28I want to hug you.
08:31I didn't want anything different 5 minutes ago.
08:34I won't want anything different 5 minutes, 5 days, 5 years later.
08:37I said don't do it, Emir.
08:40Don't do it.
08:43We've been through this.
08:46Don't you understand?
08:49Feriha, I'm not trying to do this.
08:52I swear it's not what I want.
08:55Look at us.
08:58This is what happens when we get close to each other.
09:01We fall apart.
09:04Then we come back to where we were.
09:07Don't you see?
09:19Don't you see?
09:22Feriha.
09:47Feriha, what are you doing?
09:49I swear I'll get out of here.
09:52Feriha, drop the knife.
09:53Give me the key.
09:55You can't open the door with a knife.
09:57I'll cut my hands when I try to open it.
09:59Leave it, it's not a toy.
10:01Emir, give me the key.
10:03Look, it's not a toy.
10:05Feriha, drop it.
10:15Emir is bleeding.
10:19Are you okay?
10:24Did something happen to you?
10:25Nothing happened to me.
10:35Emir, he's bleeding badly.
10:48Let's go to the hospital.
10:51We're not going anywhere.
10:52Emir, it won't stop.
10:54Do you want an example?
10:56I won't open that door even if I die, Feriha.
10:58Are you crazy?
11:00Come on, we're going.
11:03Emir, look at this blood.
11:05You're going to die.
11:07Look at what you're talking about.
11:09Where's the key?
11:11Don't look for it, I don't have it either.
11:13I hid it, you can't find it.
11:15Don't look for it, I don't have it either.
11:17I hid it, you can't find it.
11:19Emir, I'm telling you, you're going to die.
11:22I'll die if I die.
11:24I won't open that door, Feriha.
11:25Then die.
11:27Die of blood loss in front of me.
11:31Emir, I beg you, give me the key.
11:34Where did you hide it?
11:37There's a toothpick in the bathroom.
11:41Toothpick?
11:44Find the toothpick.
11:46I think it was in the bedroom.
11:47Emir, don't be ridiculous, what am I going to do with them?
11:50Haven't you ever sewed in your life?
11:52Are you sick?
11:53I can't sew my arm.
11:55Then you'll watch me die.
11:57Because we're not getting out of here.
11:59God damn it, you're a thief.
12:14Emir, I'm dying again, are you okay?
12:44Don't move, okay?
13:04I really stabbed you.
13:06You're new.
13:08You made me crazy and stabbed me.
13:10I didn't stab you.
13:15Did it move now?
13:18Stop.
13:30Does it hurt a lot?
13:32What do you think?
13:45Take it.
13:56I hate you.
13:59I really hate you.
14:02You love me so much.
14:05You love me as much as I love you.
14:10You're stupid.
14:13I'll never forget you.
14:43You know very well.
15:04There was no one in my life before you.
15:11There was no one in my mind or in my heart before you.
15:16I hit you without knowing what a relationship means.
15:22Maybe a lot of things happened because of inexperience.
15:28Lies aside, all the other mistakes were because I didn't know how to live.
15:35I knew.
15:38I knew.
15:40Women.
15:42Living with them.
15:44Until you broke my memory.
15:48Look, even my experience couldn't save me.
15:51Have you ever been in love before me?
15:55Love came into my life with you, Feriha.
15:57You know that very well.
15:59So...
16:02Haven't we had a long relationship except for one-night relationships?
16:11Don't be funny, Emir.
16:14I'm not going to wear a mask to the wedding until today.
16:17Since we're talking in this situation, let's talk about something else.
16:23Okay.
16:25There was someone.
16:27It was more than one night, but it wasn't love.
16:29Maybe a kind of relationship.
16:31Someone I was regularly with.
16:34Yes.
16:36What was his name?
17:01Ece.
17:08Don't tell me to end the night.
17:11That's all from me. You can go on if you want.
17:16Are you going to leave me among these wolves?
17:21I'm sure you can handle it.
17:23But I told you I had a surprise for you tonight.
17:26What surprise?
17:28You don't deserve us, do you?
17:38What did you do?
17:40I found an easy way to stop the wolves in my way.
17:59Our relationship wasn't emotional, it was just fun, Feriha.
18:03Fun.
18:05She wrote her name on her neck.
18:07Claiming.
18:10Very claiming.
18:12Yes, she was a claiming woman.
18:14Since she had her name tattooed, she believed in what you were going through.
18:18I don't think so.
18:20Actually, I don't think she took getting a tattoo that seriously.
18:23She didn't take life very seriously.
18:25She lived it that way.
18:27I think she broke your heart.
18:29No.
18:30No other woman than you.
18:32Even Ece couldn't do it.
18:34Even Ece?
18:36How long did it take?
18:38About a year.
18:40Then I got bored of her life at night, and she started not getting married as much as she used to.
18:44Did she cheat on you?
18:46Let's say she cheated on me.
18:48Yes.
18:49Did you suffer?
18:51I got angry because I cheated.
18:53But I didn't suffer for any other woman in my life, Feriha.
18:58Even if you didn't suffer, you were cheated.
19:02Is that why you don't trust people?
19:05Don't I trust people?
19:07Maybe I'm the last person to say this because of the lies I told you, but...
19:14Yes, you don't trust people.
19:16Even your closest ones.
19:18Come on, forget me.
19:19When Koray and I went to that magazine, I didn't trust him.
19:22Don't trust your father.
19:24You know this, don't you?
19:26I learned not to trust my father when I was very young.
19:29If you're a child and you don't trust your father, you don't know who to trust.
19:34But if you don't trust your mother, you can't trust anyone when you grow up.
19:40Are you saying this because they're divorced?
19:44I'm saying this because they taught me that I can't trust both of them.
19:48Don't you want to talk? Don't you want to remember?
19:52Time makes you forget a lot of things, but it can't make you forget your childhood.
19:56Your mother and father are signing your childhood.
19:59And you carry what you lived that day, whether you want it or not.
20:03Look, I've carried it, too.
20:07How many times?
20:09To you.
20:10I even carried Koray.
20:12Since Eda lived with your father a lot, you had a guardian now.
20:19Yes, there was a guardian.
20:23You know, you're right.
20:25Actually, even the guardian at home has a signature.
20:28A signature that my father threw with a pen.
20:42I'm sorry.
21:04My father is in pain.
21:06Go tell your guardian sister.
21:12I'm sorry.
21:27Zeynep.
21:42Emir.
21:56I caught you taking money from your pocket.
21:58What?
22:00Are you taking money from my pocket?
22:03My guardian steals her own money from her own pocket.
22:07Is this how you got used to your mother's house?
22:09Didn't your dirty father give you money?
22:11I didn't do it, dad.
22:12She did.
22:13Zeynep sister took the money.
22:17Look, you're both a liar and a thief.
22:20Apologize to Zeynep sister.
22:22I'm not a thief, I'm not a liar.
22:24I won't apologize.
22:25I'm right.
22:27He's right.
22:29Get out of the room.
22:31You won't get out of the room until you apologize to Zeynep sister.
22:34Did your mother throw it on us for him?
22:41Let me get your tea.
22:57You told me that my father is a bad father, not a bad person.
23:01I'm sorry, but he's more than a bad father.
23:04He's a heartless man.
23:07I'm not a man who loves women the most.
23:10My father and women have always been a part of my childhood.
23:15My mother and women were a part of my childhood.
23:20As I said, my childhood was spent in the houses where my mother went to clean.
23:26Of course, mostly in Cansu's house.
23:29Don't touch it, Feriha.
23:32My father bought this house because I'm a real princess.
23:36Only real princesses can touch this house.
23:39What if I touch it once?
23:41You can't touch it because you're not a real princess.
23:44You're not a real princess either.
23:46Your father fooled you.
23:48Once the princesses touched you, you can't touch them again.
23:52You're not a real princess.
23:54You're not a real princess either.
23:56Your father fooled you.
23:58Once the princesses touched you, you can't touch them again.
24:01I'll go and ask my mother.
24:03You'll see, she'll tell me if I'm a real princess.
24:12Tell Feriha something, mom.
24:14Your father is fooling you.
24:17Come on, but don't fight.
24:19Please share and play, Cansu.
24:27No, mom.
24:48Look, mom, look, he broke it.
24:50It was an accident.
24:52I swear it was an accident.
24:54Because you're not a princess.
24:57Cansu dear, we'll fix it.
24:59If it doesn't work, we'll buy a new one.
25:01Come on, don't upset your friend.
25:03He wanted to play too.
25:06Feriha dear, come on, go home.
25:08The cleaning is over anyway.
25:10Your mother is waiting for you at home.
25:11Come on, dear.
25:17My father said,
25:19don't play with the pumpkin's child.
25:25Feriha dear.
25:30Maybe he was right.
25:33I was jealous of him without even realizing it.
25:36You were just a child, Feriha.
25:38I wasn't just a child.
25:40I was the doorkeeper's child.
25:44It's like something else happens when you're the doorkeeper's child.
25:55Sometimes I get so angry.
25:59My past, my present,
26:01everything I've been through.
26:03Memories, dreams, everyone.
26:05I get so angry that I can blow them all away.
26:07Then something happens.
26:09I can forgive everyone one by one.
26:12Even Cansu.
26:16Just you.
26:20It's like I can't forgive you alone.
26:23I can't forgive you because
26:25no one hurt me as much as you did.
26:28Yes, I was beaten by my father.
26:30He punished me the most.
26:32It's like Mehmet did everything he could
26:35to make me forget that he was my brother.
26:38Cansu tried to kill us.
26:42But no one broke my heart as much as you did.
26:46Maybe I can understand you as much as I've never understood you before.
26:50I've been through the same thing.
26:52When I was trying to get over your lies,
26:54I thought I wouldn't be able to forgive you again.
26:57Then I got so bad that
26:59I woke up every day forgiving you.
27:04Then I slept believing that I hated you every night.
27:10I'm so mad at you.
27:15The anger in me is nothing like anything else.
27:19Feriha, I'm mad at myself, too.
27:22Believe me, I've never been mad at anyone,
27:24even you, as much as I was mad at someone that night.
27:28We were making it.
27:31How couldn't you see it?
27:33Fear, panic, whatever the name is.
27:36How couldn't you see what we were making it?
27:39It was us.
27:43As much as we couldn't be from the beginning.
27:46I know.
27:49Tell me if you know.
27:51Why did you ruin it?
27:53Why did you want it to be like this?
27:55I didn't want it.
27:59All of a sudden...
28:00All of a sudden,
28:02it destroyed all of our other moments.
28:07As if we never lived.
28:09Our days at that maniac's house,
28:11the mountain house,
28:13the island.
28:15You erased all of the exams we gave at once.