Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00♪
00:11Good day, uncle.
00:13Good day.
00:15I was looking for Mrs. Feriha.
00:17She works here.
00:19She was fired yesterday.
00:20Fired?
00:22Well, thank you.
00:24I see.
00:36I'm sorry about the job.
00:38It doesn't matter. I'll find a better one.
00:40Feriha, don't go. Let's talk.
00:42I don't want to talk.
00:44Feriha, I can't stand it anymore.
00:46You have to stand it.
00:54♪
01:03Good day.
01:06I was looking for Feriha Sarrafoglu.
01:11What are you, uncle?
01:13I'm her father.
01:15I'm her father, sir.
01:17Father?
01:19♪
01:50Next to my husband.
01:52Is that important now, father?
01:55You...
01:57...got married...
01:59...to a man we all know.
02:03You made a mistake.
02:05Now you're making the biggest mistake...
02:09...by wandering around...
02:12...like homeless, homeless...
02:14...wild women.
02:17I'm just thinking, father.
02:20I'm thinking.
02:22I'll make a decision.
02:24I'm telling you to go back to your husband, Feriha.
02:28I wasn't afraid of Emir...
02:31...until you married us, father.
02:33Now I won't go back to him because you're telling me to.
02:37If your intention...
02:39...is to get divorced...
02:41...and put us in a worse place...
02:46...I don't have the face to put up with it, Feriha.
02:50I told you nicely...
02:53...one more time.
02:55If you say...
02:57...my father will hug me again...
03:00...and I will deceive my father again...
03:04...you'll lick your palm.
03:07My only hope is that one day we'll understand each other, father.
03:12I have no other hope.
03:15I love you.
03:29You'll wait five minutes, right?
03:40Where is Feriha?
03:41Upstairs.
03:46Feriha, pack your stuff, we're going.
03:48What are you saying? Can you get me out?
03:50Come on, Feriha, get up, we're going.
03:51I'm not coming anywhere, can you get me out?
03:53Get up, Feriha.
03:55What's going on?
03:56Pack your stuff, we're going home.
03:58I'm not coming anywhere.
04:00Let me go.
04:01What is this?
04:04Let me go.
04:05What are you doing?
04:06Emir, let me go.
04:10Emir, let me go.
04:12Let me go.
04:14Emir, let me go.
04:17Emir, let me go, please.
04:19Emir, let me go.
04:20Emir, let me go.
04:24Emir, let me go.
04:26This is nonsense.
04:30Emir, let me go.
04:33Emir, let me go.
04:34Get in now.
04:36Get in.
04:40I'm not getting in.
04:44and
04:46Can you let go of me?
04:48Please go to the police station.
04:50We're not going anywhere. I'm getting out.
04:52Look, this is my wife. Okay?
04:54I'm taking her to our house. Please let's go.
04:56Sir, we're not going anywhere. I'm getting out.
04:58I swear I can't get in between husband and wife.
05:00You can take care of each other now.
05:02We can go.
05:04No.
05:08I'm not going to come.
05:10Can you let go?
05:12Emir, let go
05:14Let go!
05:16Emir, let go!
05:18Let go!
05:20Let go!
05:22I said let go!
05:30Let go!
05:32Let go of me!
05:35Let go!
05:46Let go!
05:50Let go!
05:52I won't let go!
06:03Let go!
06:10What are you doing? Are you crazy? Are you sick?
06:14I'm sick. We won't leave this house until we both get better.
06:25Emir, I want to leave right now.
06:27You won't.
06:28What do you mean you won't?
06:29Pull yourself together.
06:31I've been myself for a long time.
06:37Let go.
06:43Are you sick? Are you crazy?
06:45I owe you a phone.
06:47Even...
06:50...to myself.
06:53Emir, look, you'll open this door.
06:57Emir, you'll open this door.
06:59Feriha, we won't leave this house.
07:01This door won't open until we talk everything out.
07:03What do you think you are?
07:05You're forcing me to come here. You're locking the door on me.
07:08You're breaking my phone.
07:09And I'm going to sit here and wait because you won't let me, right?
07:12You really don't know me.
07:14Never.
07:15Never.
07:16I...
07:17I know you very well.
07:18I know you so well that I can't talk to you otherwise.
07:24So you locked me up here because of me.
07:27Because I didn't give you another chance like I always did.
07:30You won't be able to talk to me like this, Emir.
07:32I'm going to leave this house.
07:34Through the door or the doorstep.
07:37Stop. Stop.
07:40Stop.
07:41Let go. Let go.
07:57Let go.
08:27Let go.
08:28Let go.
08:29Let go.
08:30Let go.
08:31Let go.
08:32Let go.
08:33Stop.
08:56Just keep quiet until morning.
08:59The longer you shut up, the longer it will take.
09:01Feriha, it's been hours since we last talked.
09:07It's interesting to talk to myself when there's someone else in front of me.
09:11Look, it's not because I'm angry, but if you keep quiet like this, I'll keep talking nonsense.
09:15We can stay here like this for days.
09:17If you really want to get out of here, you have to talk to me one way or another, Feriha.
09:26Well, you know, we have a lot of time. You're already in front of me.
09:31I'm not going to complain to you.
09:41Get over here.
09:43What are you doing?
09:44What's the difference between you and Halil?
09:46You're right. Maybe there's no difference.
09:48You won't be able to keep me here, Emir.
09:50We'll stay here until Feriha talks.
09:52What am I going to talk to you about?
09:54What am I going to talk about?
09:56What am I going to talk to you about?
09:59Come on, Halil.
10:01What's going on with you?
10:02What's your explanation?
10:05I don't have an explanation. I'm doing what I can.
10:08You're going to pay for this.
10:10I'm going to complain to you as soon as I get out of here.
10:13You're going to pay for this.
10:15Feriha, if I can talk to you in the end, you can be sure that I will pay for it without complaining.
10:21Are you really aware of what you're doing?
10:24How long do you think this will last?
10:26How long can you keep me here like this?
10:29I've told you this many times.
10:31Until we talk about everything.
10:32What do you think I'm going to talk to you about like this?
10:36Will I listen to you if you talk?
10:38I will never listen to you.
10:40Then you won't be able to get out of here until you listen, Feriha.
10:43How did you see it?
10:45How?
10:46Do you want me to tell you?
10:47I don't.
10:48I saw it.
10:50Because my wife didn't even listen to me once.
10:52Because my wife allowed all that gossip.
10:54Gossip?
10:56What else could it be?
10:58The only problem is your ego, right?
11:01Gossip that damages your ego.
11:03There's nothing else to talk about anyway, right?
11:05There is. There's a lot to talk about.
11:08Let's start from the end if you want.
11:09For example, let's talk about your gossip in the whole school with Mr. Levent.
11:12Mr. Levent again, right?
11:14You're more pitiful than the girls who make that gossip.
11:17You're my only pity, Feriha.
11:19Me?
11:21Who am I?
11:22What am I?
11:24Who am I next to your charisma that shouldn't be drawn and your ego that shouldn't be refined?
11:30Charisma is not my ego.
11:32The issue is my heart.
11:33Try to understand.
11:35Don't call me your heart.
11:36Don't.
11:40You brought me here not to talk, but because you couldn't get rid of the gossip.
11:45Emir Sarrafoğlu's wife left the house and is staying at home.
11:48And she's dating Mr. Levent.
11:51Your problem is not talking to me.
11:52It's not talking to me.
11:53It's silencing the gossip.
11:55My only concern is to put an end to this nonsense.
11:58It doesn't make sense to bring me here.
12:00It doesn't make sense to think this will work.
12:04You brought your wife to your house.
12:06You shut everyone's mouth.
12:08You didn't have any other purpose anyway.
12:12You couldn't shut your ears to nonsense gossip, you're shutting me down.
12:16You're going to keep me here until everyone shuts up and forgets Mr. Levent's nonsense.
12:21Then?
12:23Then what will happen?
12:25What will happen when you open that door, Emir?
12:29I won't open the door until we start to understand each other.
12:32Do you care about understanding?
12:35Come on, okay.
12:37Let's talk about the gossip.
12:39Which one do you believe more?
12:41That I left you for Mr. Levent or that I've had a secret relationship with you from the beginning?
12:45Oh, I'm sorry, I shouldn't go any further, right?
12:47Or I'll slap you again.
12:50I'll never hit you again.
12:52Tell me whatever you say, do whatever you do, never again.
12:55I don't believe you.
12:57If you regretted a little after that slap, you wouldn't have brought me here like this.
13:01I won't apologize for bringing you here, Feriha.
13:03You didn't give me a chance to choose.
13:05You're not just rude.
13:07You're not sincere.
13:09You don't listen to anything you don't want to hear.
13:12Look, you're doing the same thing again.
13:14You slapped me that night.
13:16Now you're using me to silence others.
13:17Yes, if it weren't for those gossips, I would have waited for you until my patience ran out.
13:21If I hadn't heard what I heard today, maybe I wouldn't have brought you here by force.
13:25I wouldn't lock you up here.
13:27Maybe I wouldn't have turned my eyes that much.
13:29We're not going to talk about those gossips, we're going to talk about what we've done.
13:32We?
13:34Is it easier for you when you say we?
13:36You can't say we.
13:38You did it.
13:40You ruined everything on your own.
13:41You ruined everything on your own.
13:43You ruined what I couldn't ruin with my lies, with that woman, with that slap.
13:48Yes, I ruined it.
13:50Come on, let's continue.
13:52We need this.
13:54We need to talk about this.
13:56We need to start somewhere.
13:58You're right.
14:00We need to start somewhere.
14:02Let's start in our bedroom.
14:12Changing the bedroom is a perfect gesture, isn't it?
14:35How nice.
14:37Let's fool ourselves with the wallpaper.
14:38But if you change everything, these walls...
14:41You can't change them.
14:44Wallpaper is a great idea.
14:46We need to hide the walls that have witnessed everything that has happened, right?
14:52But look, they're here.
14:54Come on, they were here when you told me to pay your debt.
14:57They were here when I came to you for a single night.
15:00They were here when you took revenge on that woman for everything.
15:04You can't erase it even if I hide it.
15:06Yes, I can't erase it.
15:09But you can't erase the truth of why that woman existed.
15:12Yes, that woman was a mistake.
15:14But you know what?
15:16No matter how much I apologize to you, that woman wasn't just my mistake.
15:18It was your mistake, too, Feriha.
15:20Because of the lies you told, that woman was both of our mistakes.
15:23What a cheap excuse for your own weakness.
15:26It's not cheap or not.
15:28You know it's true.
15:30That's why I apologized to you at home, and you apologized to me.
15:34Now don't deny it.
15:35Don't deny it.
15:37Do you know what that woman said to me?
15:43She said, you don't know what she told me, you don't know what we went through that night.
15:47I don't know, but I'm really curious.
15:49Do you remember the night you spent with that woman?
15:54Or were you so drunk that you couldn't remember?
15:58What did you talk about, for example?
16:01Or did you talk?
16:03Of course you talked.
16:05What did you tell her?
16:07Did you mention her eyes, her hair, for example?
16:10Did you close your eyes when you kissed her?
16:13How did you kiss her?
16:15Did you kiss me?
16:17With affection?
16:19Or more passion?
16:22That's how you kissed her.
16:30Don't do this again.
16:32Did you repay me now?
16:34You know you're repaying me.
16:38Don't be ridiculous.
16:58Look, we're both not normal right now.
17:01We can't talk like this.
17:03Okay, we need to talk.
17:05I accept that, but it can't be like this.
17:08I need to calm down.
17:10I need to tell you something.
17:12I need to be ready to listen to you.
17:14Emir, I want to get out of here.
17:16I don't want to be ugly anymore.
17:19Now you're going to open the door.
17:21I'm going to go home.
17:23We're going to forget this madness.
17:25We're not going to get close to each other for a while.
17:28Then we'll meet somewhere outside and talk about everything.
17:31Okay?
17:33It's not okay.
17:35What do you mean it's not okay?
17:37Ferhat, I know you.
17:39You're going to get out of this door.
17:41And you're going to do your best not to meet me again.
17:43You're going to think alone and decide alone.
17:46I know myself.
17:48Wherever you go, I'll find you and bring you here again.
17:50So you don't have to waste time.
17:52You're going to open that door, whether you want to or not.
17:56This nonsense won't go on like this.
17:59Do you hear me?
18:01This is nonsense.
18:03Either you're going to leave me like a human being, and I'm going to go.
18:06I'm going to try to forget how crazy you've been for a few days.
18:09Or I'm going to open that door for you, and I'm never going to forget what you've become.
18:18You're not even going to answer.
18:21I'm stupid because I tried to talk to you like a human being.
18:24Stupid.
18:27Okay.
18:29Let's be disgraceful, okay?
18:31Let's be disgraceful to everyone in the apartment.
18:36Let's see who's going to complain about the noise first.
18:42Who's downstairs?
18:44Ms. Sanem.
18:46Who are we going to be disgraceful to first?
18:49If I'm lucky, we'll be disgraceful to my father first.
18:52Anyway, they're used to their daughters being kidnapped.
18:59Emir.
19:02Emir.
19:07Bravo.
19:09Romanticism.
19:11You're great.
19:13Romanticism.
19:15It's definitely calmer.
19:23Because it's more deceiving.
19:25You can't see the mess around you.
19:29You can hide the truth.
19:31You can delay it.
19:33But you can't destroy it.
19:37When the sun comes in in the morning, this place will be the same again.
19:46Yes.
19:48Maybe it will be the same.
19:59But we won't be the same.
20:01We'll listen to each other.
20:05Did you light candles like that that night?
20:09Tell me, did you prepare such a great atmosphere for your revenge?
20:14No.
20:17Oh, how rude.
20:20It didn't suit a night like yours.
20:23But sorry, it was the most meaningless night of your life, wasn't it?
20:26It's not worth spending candles.
20:29No, it was meaningful, Feriha.
20:31It was meaningful because you created the night.
20:35You were the only meaning of that night.
20:37It was hurting you.
20:39I wanted to prove to myself that I could destroy you.
20:42I wanted to choose the body of a random woman and go back to before you.
20:48Nonsense.
20:50Until you said, or I should do it.
20:52Don't talk about it.
20:55Neither at home, nor when I learned the possibility of being a father.
21:01What did I do that night?
21:03Didn't you face me until you said those words?
21:06You faced me very well.
21:09I asked you only one question to understand me.
21:12I got the most definite answer I've ever had in my life.
21:15It wasn't an answer.
21:17You were different, you knew.
21:19You knew you were different.
21:22I wasn't just in love with you.
21:24You trusted me.
21:26After the lies,
21:27After the lies,
21:29Despite all the punishments you gave me, I trusted you.
21:33You were peace.
21:35Whatever happens.
21:37Feriha.
21:39I'll forget a lot of things about that night.
21:42Your hypocrisy, your weakness, your cowardice, your injustice.
21:47I'll forget how you burned my soul.
21:49But one thing.
21:52I will never forget how you made me disappointed.
21:55I won't forget either.
21:58How I lost myself.
22:00In your eyes.
22:04I won't forget how you looked at me when I left the door that night.
22:07Were you looking at me differently when you kicked me out of the dorm?
22:10Were you looking at me differently when you got me fired?
22:14You haven't changed a bit.
22:16You're still two-faced.
22:18You're still a coward.
22:20Yes, I'm still a coward.
22:23I was afraid of what you said that night.
22:24I was afraid of what you said that night.
22:26This time I was afraid of your silence.
22:29I'm actually always afraid of the same thing.
22:32This is the only thing that's been the same since the day you came into my life.
22:36The fear of losing you.
22:54Where was your fear of losing you when you forced me to leave this house?
23:02It's gone because we're married now, right?
23:07I've never seen marriage as a guarantee.
23:12You don't care about Mehmet, my father, Gülsüm.
23:15For them, marriage is whatever it is for you.
23:18You don't believe what they're saying.
23:20You know I don't deserve it.
23:22Prove it if you don't deserve it.
23:24Answer my question.
23:27Come on, can you?
23:30If I made you live what you made me live,
23:33how much of the understanding you expect from me would you be able to show me?
23:37It's such a stupid question, isn't it?
23:39It's a question I already know the answer to.
23:42It's a question I don't know the answer to, Feriha.
23:45Lie.
23:46No, I really don't know the answer.
23:48If you were with that man, just to take revenge on me,
23:50would I have killed that man? Would I have pulled him away?
23:53Wouldn't I want to see his face again? I don't know.
23:55But I know one thing.
23:57If I didn't forgive you,
23:59if I didn't want to see his face again, it wouldn't end.
24:02It wouldn't end in my heart.
24:04Did you hear me?
24:07Look, I answered you.
24:09Come on, answer me now.
24:12Is it over?
24:14You won't be able to do this.
24:15You won't be able to do this.
24:17Even if you keep me here for days,
24:19I won't tell you what I want to hear.
24:21Then tell me what you don't want to hear.
24:23Tell me what you're afraid of hearing.
24:25You already know everything I'm afraid of hearing.
24:28It's all at the tip of my tongue.
24:30Since the first day I fell in love with you,
24:32when you pushed me to the ground,
24:34when you lifted me from the ground,
24:36everything is at the tip of your tongue.
24:39If you hadn't hit me,
24:41not being able to tolerate what comes out of my mouth,
24:42if you hadn't hit me,
24:44yes, maybe I could have believed what you said.
24:46When I hit you...
24:48Don't.
24:50Please don't tell me the same story.
24:52I don't believe it.
24:54You brought me here from abroad like this.
24:56I don't believe anything you say,
24:58and I don't believe you regret it either.
25:00It's not the same thing.
25:02It's the same thing.
25:04What you did when I couldn't speak,
25:06when I couldn't keep quiet,
25:08it's always the same.
25:10Look, if you gave me a single chance
25:13I'm like this for you, aren't I?
25:16I don't go out,
25:18I don't start working,
25:20I'm not ready to talk to you.
25:22It's all because I'm stubborn, isn't it?
25:25I'm stubborn to make you regret it.
25:28It's that simple.
25:30It's not simple.
25:32Okay.
25:34I've said it many times.
25:36But what I did wasn't simple either.
25:38Is it really that hard, Feriha?
25:40Is it really that impossible?
25:42While forgiving everyone who has done you wrong,
25:45you were talking to me about forgiving Cansu.
25:49Is it that hard for me to forgive myself for myself?
25:53Tell me.
25:55How many times have you forgiven your father?
25:57How many times have you forgiven Mehmet?
25:59I don't care how many times I've forgiven them.
26:01You weren't one of them, Emir.
26:03I won't be afraid of you like I'm afraid of them.
26:05Did you hear me?
26:07I won't be afraid of you.
26:08I won't be afraid of you.
26:10The only way for you not to be afraid of me is to turn your back on me?
26:16You told me you were strong.
26:21When you hit me, you said you were weak.
26:24So why did you lose to your own weakness
26:27while I was trying to hold your hand despite everything?
26:29Or was that the problem?
26:31Should I try to stay by your side despite everything?
26:34Wasn't your strength enough for that?
26:35Everything was too much.
26:39I always did the same thing.
26:41I always did the biggest mistakes of my life
26:44when I felt weak in front of you.
26:46All my other mistakes were to crush you while your absence was crushing me.
26:50Maybe I expected you to give up.
26:52Maybe you wanted this.
26:54If I had turned my back on you, it would have been easier for you.
26:58You couldn't stand me standing by you.
27:01This made you feel more guilty.
27:03When I didn't run away, you wanted to run away from me and yourself.
27:08You felt more powerless.
27:10Because you ruined everything for the first time, didn't you?
27:16I never felt as worthless as I felt when I left here that night.
27:24I fooled you for a year.
27:28I never felt so deceived.
27:30Because nothing would happen to me when I was with you.
27:34No one could hurt me when I was with you.
27:37I was safe with you.
27:39I haven't trusted you since that night.
27:42You will trust me again.
27:44You will trust me just like I trusted you.
27:47Whatever I say, you won't believe me now.
27:50I can only show you that this will never happen again if you stay by my side, Feriha.
27:56I can only show you that this will never happen again if you stay by my side, Feriha.
28:00Stay by my side.
28:03Feriha, please stay by my side.
28:05I won't.
28:08I won't.
28:10I will never forget that you brought me here.
28:13I won't trust you.
28:15You won't make me forget anything.
28:21Look at my face.
28:24The mark on my lip is gone, right?
28:26As if nothing happened.
28:27It's gone.
28:29Just like all the mistakes we couldn't fix, it's gone too.
28:34Now you want to talk to me.
28:37You didn't hesitate to talk to me that night.
28:40You hit me.
28:42You didn't talk, you hit me.
28:44Do the same thing.
28:46Emir, what are you doing?
28:48Hit me.
28:50Hit me.
28:51Emir, what are you doing?
28:52Let me go.
28:54Enough. Look at us.
28:57We lost everything because of you.
28:59Is that how much we lost ourselves?
29:01I don't want to lose each other.
29:03I don't care how much I lost myself.
29:06I don't want to lose you.
29:08Is this how we're going to win each other?
29:11By hanging around each other like this?
29:14By forcing each other to talk and listen?
29:18I'm just trying.
29:20I don't know what to do anymore.
29:22Maybe I'm being completely ridiculous.
29:24Maybe I'm not in my right mind, but I won't leave you without trying.
29:27I won't leave you without doing everything I can to win you, Feriha.
29:31I'm sitting in the living room and I'm not opening my mouth, Emir.
29:34Either go sit alone in your room or don't say a word.
29:54I have to tell you, you don't know.
29:58I keep my name in my mind like a mosquito.
30:01Your eyes grow as you grow up.
30:03I have to tell you, you don't know.
30:06Now I'm telling you.
30:11Sometimes loving is terribly scary.
30:14A person gets tired all of a sudden one night.
30:17If we hold it, it's better than living in your mouth.
30:21Sometimes it breaks your hands.
30:25It takes a few lives from living.
30:28Sometimes it knocks on any door.
30:33The scent of loneliness behind it.
30:37Whenever I think of living, I'm at the table of these wolves.
30:40Maybe it's hard, shameless.
30:44But without getting our hands dirty.
30:48Whenever I think of living,
30:50I say shut up and start with my name.
30:52My heart is shaking, the hidden seas.
30:55No.
30:57It won't be otherwise.
31:01I have to tell you, you don't know.
31:07That's how Atilla believed in love.
31:12Didn't we believe?
31:25It's time to shut up, isn't it?
31:27Shut up.
31:33I won't reward you for locking me up here.
31:38You'll see it doesn't work.
31:41Do you know what I see?
31:44I see that you're crazy to talk,
31:46but you're stubborn to bring you here.
31:51Okay, if that's what you want.
31:55Let's shut up.
31:57If we shut up, it will take so long anyway.