Director: Catherine Orchard
Director of Photography: Michael Lopez
Editor: Evan Allan
Senior Producer: Bety Dereje
Producer, On Set: Rahel Gebreyes
Associate Producer: Lea Donenberg
Camera Operator: Andrew Maso
Assistant Camera: Swelee Joseph
Gaffer: Chris Boyle
Audio: Bill Vella
Production Assistant: Quinton Johnson
Groomer: Jennifer Brent
Production Coordinator: Ava Kashar
Production Manager: Natasha Soto-Albors
Line Producer: Romeeka Powell
Senior Director, Production Management: Jessica Schier
Assistant Editor: Andy Morell
Post Production Coordinator: Scout Alter
Arts & Graphics Lead: Léa Kichler
Supervising Editor: Erica DeLeo
Post Production Supervisor: Alexa Deutsch
Associate Director, Post Production: Nicholas Ascanio
Director, Content Production: Rahel Gebreyes
Senior Director, Video: Romy van den Broeke
Senior Director, Programming: Linda Gittleson
VP, Video Programming: Thespena Guatieri
Special Thanks: The Metropolitan Museum of Art
Director of Photography: Michael Lopez
Editor: Evan Allan
Senior Producer: Bety Dereje
Producer, On Set: Rahel Gebreyes
Associate Producer: Lea Donenberg
Camera Operator: Andrew Maso
Assistant Camera: Swelee Joseph
Gaffer: Chris Boyle
Audio: Bill Vella
Production Assistant: Quinton Johnson
Groomer: Jennifer Brent
Production Coordinator: Ava Kashar
Production Manager: Natasha Soto-Albors
Line Producer: Romeeka Powell
Senior Director, Production Management: Jessica Schier
Assistant Editor: Andy Morell
Post Production Coordinator: Scout Alter
Arts & Graphics Lead: Léa Kichler
Supervising Editor: Erica DeLeo
Post Production Supervisor: Alexa Deutsch
Associate Director, Post Production: Nicholas Ascanio
Director, Content Production: Rahel Gebreyes
Senior Director, Video: Romy van den Broeke
Senior Director, Programming: Linda Gittleson
VP, Video Programming: Thespena Guatieri
Special Thanks: The Metropolitan Museum of Art
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00:00For me, New York has become this fabulous aquarium where I have this soundtrack that
00:13I'm listening to and then seeing all sorts of things.
00:17I fall in love with every person I see.
00:24When I think of New York City, I think of the New York of my teenage years and the grittiness.
00:30I look at it through these lenses of, it was so cool, it was this, that.
00:36But I also think if you were 17 now and you come to New York City and you see it this
00:40way, isn't New York the same magical place for you at 17 as it was for me at 17?
00:46I guess the conversation is, was it really that great back then or was it just that I
00:54was 17?
00:55Yeah.
00:56And I think the answer is that it was probably a little bit of both.
00:59That's brilliant because that means there were old people thinking about us that they
01:05don't even know New York.
01:08So let's say you're at a dinner party, you're sitting next to my aunt and uncle and they
01:13have no idea, they don't know anything about art.
01:17How would you describe what you do?
01:20Wow.
01:21I hate sitting next to anybody that doesn't know what I do because I have nothing to talk
01:26about otherwise.
01:27But I would say I'm an art critic.
01:30I see about 25 or 30 shows a week in New York and then I go home and I worry about writing
01:42and I hate writing and then I write and my job is to notice things and say what I notice
01:52and not be afraid, even though I am afraid.
01:56What are you afraid of?
01:57I'm afraid of, what am I afraid of?
02:02I'm a bundle of nerves.
02:04Are you?
02:05Yeah, I am.
02:06And what are we afraid of?
02:08Everything.
02:09That's a whole other conversation.
02:10It's never specific, is it?
02:12I'm not afraid of dying.
02:14No, that's true.
02:16That's on my list of not afraid of.
02:18I guess I'm afraid, I mean I love putting myself out there and I love making things
02:24and showing things and I love when people hate it and I love when people love it.
02:30I have that too.
02:32But I'm still afraid of that reaction, that response of not being able to control the
02:36results.
02:37Yeah.
02:38I guess I fear like what will I be, who will I be if nobody cares?
02:45So hate and love are okay because that means you've caused some kind of reaction, right?
02:49I think for me that the process I find both thrilling and terrifying.
02:56Like every time-
02:57The writing process?
02:58Yeah, I hate writing.
03:00I'd rather do anything in this life than write and yet I can only write.
03:06What is the process like for you of designing?
03:11Process is, I think I actually read this on your page on Instagram.
03:16Of course you don't know what you're doing, you haven't done it yet.
03:20Right.
03:21Did you say that?
03:22I did.
03:23Yeah.
03:24I think since I read it, I bring it up all the time because part of my process is worrying
03:30or being afraid that I haven't figured out what our end result is.
03:38And I just think if only I knew what this was going to end up, we could work backwards
03:44and have a much easier time of putting it together.
03:47That's an impossibility.
03:48That's an impossibility because we can't get to that point of the process without going
03:51through the process.
03:53So what the process looks like for me is like thinking about what I'm interested in, thinking
03:58about what my team is interested in, looking at fabrics, talking about colors, thinking
04:03about shapes, proportions, silhouettes, thinking about a mood, and then starting to construct
04:09a story that we want to tell.
04:11Both of us work in these fields that everybody else either poo-poos or are intimidated by,
04:16or they talk about the money.
04:18And yet I think that both of us are sort of trying to do the best we can and make it accessible
04:25to as many people as possible.
04:29Does that work for you or how do you relate to that?
04:34I think there's like two sides to that.
04:36I always think like with the runway, what we say is it has like no boundaries.
04:42We just do what we want to do.
04:44But the price is very high.
04:45And by its nature, it's rare.
04:47It's inaccessible.
04:48Right.
04:49But I think what's important for me is that the ideas are accessible to anybody.
04:54I mean, even if what they do is inspire you, that's free, right?
05:01So it's kind of like art if you can, I mean, in a way, I'm not comparing fashion to art.
05:06I think fashion is art, and art is fashion, and it's all part of the whole ball of wax
05:15that everybody is always dividing things up.
05:18And I think that that's anti-everything.
05:21That's me.
05:22I think that you can say that because of where you are and what you do.
05:27But when a fashion designer says fashion is art, they are a pretentious, arrogant, you
05:33know, like how dare you think you are, you know, a great artist.
05:38You work in cloth and you make fashion.
05:42But that's probably not your type of critic who would feel that way.
05:46And I think that that's a shortcoming on the part of my world that it tries to keep every
05:52other world at arm's length, ceramics, fashion, macrame, everything.
05:59Yeah.
06:00But I was taught that, I mean, I was always intimidated by the art world growing up.
06:05I felt I didn't have enough of an education to look at art, you know.
06:09I didn't see me ending up on a park bench talking to you.
06:12I mean, I thought like, I thought I was going to have a career in fashion.
06:16I never thought I would be in the place I am, you know.
06:21I think that we all have an idea that we're going to work out, but we never envision what
06:27that means.
06:28Yeah.
06:29And it's so much better than anything we could imagine.
06:32It's true.
06:33Yeah.
06:34It's true.
06:35It really is true.
06:40The Met is the greatest encyclopedic museum of art in this hemisphere.
06:47It is a million square foot building with a million objects from all over the world
06:56that allows us to see everything, anywhere, anyhow.
07:02And when we get quiet in this massive structure, we talk to ourselves and we change the world
07:12and our life changes.
07:14So here we are in the Met's miraculous, glorious, mind-bending Sienna, The Rise of Painting,
07:221300 to 1350.
07:24And in a way, this is the beginning of time, or a beginning of time.
07:30Instead of a flat icon, you have a beginning of a story, of narrative, of turning, gesturing.
07:40It was hugely expensive and controversial when the Met bought it.
07:45And it looks like nothing.
07:47It looks like every other little icon.
07:50What do you see when you look at that?
07:53A lot more than I did before you explained it to me.
07:57The voices in our head have to be quieted so time can stop.
08:03Yes.
08:04And we can start to know ourselves, the I that lives inside of all of us, and what that
08:12I might think and how that I might connect to every other I.
08:19So much of art for me is the context, the time you see it, what you're seeing it with,
08:26you know, like the whole story.
08:28So I guess it's like, I mean, I'm immediately drawn to these because I just love that they're
08:36unfinished.
08:37Yes.
08:38And there's a suggestion of the story here.
08:40But of course, that just becomes even more exaggerated by the finish and the hyper, you
08:45know, sort of finish of the other pieces.
08:48So I looked at these and I just thought like, oh, what a relief to see this sort of veil.
08:54It's true.
08:55You know?
08:56That's brilliant.
08:57Unfinished is a very modern idea, too.
09:00And it's fantastic that way.
09:04It's like, this is what you come for.
09:09Everyone always asks, what does this mean?
09:11I don't know what it means.
09:13And I guess I would say that art means exactly what fashion means.
09:18You don't know what it means.
09:19And there are as many art centers as there are artists.
09:25The firepower of this wall is off the map.
09:29You have eight panels from one altarpiece that was cut up and dibbied up.
09:36And this work has never been brought together before.
09:40It will never come back together again.
09:43Look at the architecture of that space.
09:46This is the beginning of perspective, the idea that you're seeing into space.
09:52It's not just this flat thing.
09:56That isn't perfect, but it's forming.
09:59How did you come to look at art?
10:02What does that mean to you?
10:03How do you do that?
10:05How do you see all of this in these works?
10:07You know what?
10:08I think that anyone can do it, but you have to get very, very quiet inside.
10:14I go into this with the idea that there is no right answer.
10:19And so when I look at this, I'm telling myself a story that's completely my own.
10:25It's like Oscar Wilde said, every reader is reading themselves.
10:31I hear you, and then I think, all of that is true.
10:35However, when I do quiet myself, I don't read as illustrious and deep narrative that you do.
10:45So it's fascinating to hear your reading of it.
10:48All of us speak a different dialect of beauty.
10:52My dialect is from silent, inanimate objects.
10:58What do we want young artists to understand, to take away, to know right now?
11:04I think you said it really beautifully, and it stayed with me.
11:07You said, of course you don't know what you're doing.
11:10You haven't done it yet.
11:12And I think that sits with me so well, because I think one of the most beautiful things that
11:17I think keeps me and other young creative people going is curiosity.
11:23And curiosity doesn't need to have an answer.
11:27It just is curiosity.
11:28Yeah.
11:29It just is.
11:30Yeah, it just is.