A _Delicate_ Burn

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Two souls, Parker and Ellie, have repeatedly crashed against one another while growing toward who they will inevitably be. Their lives have been intertwined by fate, and A Delicate Burn explores the gravity of what their relationship will be.
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Transcript
00:00:30I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.
00:00:57Well, maybe, if you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.
00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?
00:01:10Absolutely not. But I know you.
00:01:15Fern, I'm having an existential crisis.
00:01:18Clearly.
00:01:21Why do I always do that?
00:01:23Do what?
00:01:25Lose myself and others.
00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.
00:01:32Let me take a guess and say it's because you're only 22.
00:01:36Do you not see the difference between me and you?
00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.
00:01:42You're committed, you have a house.
00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I loved so much, then I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then wanted her back.
00:01:52Just to be at the same spot two years again later.
00:01:59I've got a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.
00:02:06I think that sounds pretty sweet.
00:02:11What am I doing wrong?
00:02:13Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.
00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.
00:02:21We're two different people.
00:02:23I mean, we're at a weird age anyway.
00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college, you got some people getting married, they have kids.
00:02:33It's gross.
00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio, he just got out of jail.
00:02:41I'm thinking about her again.
00:02:44No.
00:02:46Aren't you?
00:02:52You have got to stop this.
00:02:56Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.
00:03:02You are comfortable with her, okay?
00:03:05But you cannot keep going back to that just because.
00:03:09I think I just need to get out of here.
00:03:12Go where?
00:03:14I don't know, like Nashville?
00:03:17I just want something meaningful.
00:03:20Something meaningful?
00:03:26I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.
00:03:30I want to drive.
00:03:33I mean, we can go for a drive, we've already drank.
00:03:36I mean, I want to go somewhere.
00:03:38Like a road trip.
00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?
00:03:42Let's go.
00:03:44Like right now?
00:03:46Like right now!
00:03:48Oh my god.
00:03:51Alright.
00:03:53Okay.
00:03:54Yes!
00:03:56Can we go tomorrow?
00:03:58Yeah, that's fine.
00:04:06Hey, Jessica.
00:04:09I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.
00:04:13My grandmother got hospitalized.
00:04:16She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.
00:04:23It won't stop.
00:04:27And they don't know, um, why.
00:04:32Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.
00:04:34I'm sorry, my mom is waiting on me.
00:04:36And I'll be in next week, I promise.
00:04:41You're gonna go to hell.
00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.
00:04:46She'll appreciate the spontaneity, though.
00:04:49Okay.
00:05:13I'm sorry.
00:05:21Well, I'm not gonna go.
00:05:23I'm sorry.
00:05:37I'm sorry.
00:05:39I'm so sorry.
00:05:44Can you pass me the gummy worms?
00:05:52There you go.
00:05:56You know, um, when I was a kid, and we'd go to the theater with my mom,
00:06:00she'd actually always bring gummies to put on the popcorn.
00:06:03So that's where you got it from?
00:06:05We thought I had it when she wanted to do those.
00:06:08Aww, she sounds like she'd be fun.
00:06:12She wasn't.
00:06:14Not really.
00:06:29Parker?
00:06:31I think I caught asthma.
00:06:33I'm tired.
00:06:35We haven't even started walking yet.
00:06:38Oh, shit.
00:06:40Can you believe places like this just exist?
00:06:44Maybe.
00:06:46And we get to look at it with, like, our eyes.
00:06:49Ah, it makes me feel kinda small.
00:06:53But in a good way.
00:06:55In a good way.
00:06:57I guess that's better than, you know, like, going the other way around.
00:07:00What's that mean?
00:07:02It don't matter.
00:07:06Alright, we're gonna stick a pin in that, come back to that later.
00:07:09Enjoy the view.
00:07:11Yeah.
00:07:20I'm glad we did this.
00:07:22It's a good idea.
00:07:29I'm starting to think that I need this too, you know?
00:07:35I don't know.
00:07:36I just feel like every day's starting to blend together.
00:07:40And it's just become so monotonous.
00:07:43And, like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?
00:07:48How could you say that?
00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.
00:07:54That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel,
00:07:59that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.
00:08:03I just haven't really thought about it.
00:08:06I mean, don't get me wrong.
00:08:08Rachel's my bitch.
00:08:10I love her.
00:08:12But she doesn't define my whole existence.
00:08:16Even on our best days.
00:08:19I still feel like my existence is infinitesimal.
00:08:25Whoa! Big word.
00:08:28I know.
00:08:29It's a song. It's a dope-ass song.
00:08:49So, like, we're supposed to see, like, UFOs?
00:08:55Yeah. So, apparently, when it gets dark,
00:08:59this becomes, like, the darkest place in the country.
00:09:02And then, the UFOs come out.
00:09:04So, like, at nighttime?
00:09:06Yeah. At nighttime.
00:09:08Interesting.
00:09:09Yeah.
00:09:12So, you remember that one time me, you, and Rachel went to Canada,
00:09:18and then we all got lost in Toronto?
00:09:21Yeah. You would think that someone from Toronto would know their way around Toronto.
00:09:26Yeah. Well.
00:09:29But do you remember how, when we were on the plane,
00:09:31and, like, all of our phones died,
00:09:33and so we just gave up, and then we went and got sushi?
00:09:36Dude. Best sashimi ever.
00:09:39Oh, no.
00:09:42I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.
00:09:44Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing, you know?
00:09:47Sitting out in the woods, looking for aliens.
00:09:52Yeah.
00:09:54You do be having a point.
00:09:57Yeah, that's what we're doing.
00:10:01So, what's next?
00:10:03You know, I really haven't thought that far.
00:10:06Well, I'm just following your lead.
00:10:10I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime, though.
00:10:13Oh, I definitely am getting fired.
00:10:15Yeah. Fuck capitalism. I don't want to work for modern societies anyways.
00:10:18I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.
00:10:23Alright.
00:10:26Well.
00:10:28Why don't we go to Nashville?
00:10:30Really?
00:10:31Yeah. You brought it up. I mean, if we left right now,
00:10:36we could probably get there by tonight.
00:10:39Bet.
00:10:46But wait.
00:10:48There is one more thing I want you to see.
00:10:52Follow me.
00:11:04Whatcha doing, nerd?
00:11:06Just journaling a little.
00:11:08Journaling?
00:11:09Mm-hmm.
00:11:10How was work?
00:11:11How was work?
00:11:13Oh, good. You know, work is work.
00:11:17Oh, my dad called me on my break.
00:11:19Yeah?
00:11:20Yeah. He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week.
00:11:26I have no plans.
00:11:27No plans? Good.
00:11:31I think it'll be good.
00:11:33We literally haven't seen him since he helped us with the move.
00:11:37I think he'll be glad to see us.
00:11:39Huh?
00:11:40Yeah.
00:11:41You want coffee?
00:11:42Yeah, that'd be great.
00:11:47Will you get...
00:12:02How much?
00:12:03I think he's happy.
00:12:09Okay.
00:12:18So the aliens come to Earth for this?
00:12:24Uh-huh.
00:12:27And you...
00:12:29You just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it?
00:12:34Yeah, so, I mean, you just bring your weird sentimental shit,
00:12:39and then, like, the aliens beam down and, like, appreciate it a lot.
00:12:49I don't know. That's what the lady at the desk said.
00:12:53And it's called an alien junkyard?
00:12:56Yeah.
00:13:01Okay, well, what are you going to put down?
00:13:05Way ahead of you.
00:13:17You too.
00:13:19That's where you're leaving?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:23You don't think you should, like, leave, like, a picture of you and Rachel?
00:13:26No. The aliens don't want to see a couple of normies.
00:13:30They want to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film.
00:13:35Okay.
00:13:39What are you going to leave?
00:13:40I don't know.
00:13:45What about that?
00:13:46Oh, hell no. I've had this thing for, like, eight years.
00:13:49Okay, and that's what makes it perfect. It's got your human juice memories all over it.
00:13:55Leave it.
00:14:05All right, well, the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that.
00:14:08That thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since, like, high school.
00:14:12Hey, we're here to leave our old selves behind.
00:14:17We're here to find who the new us is. The new Parker.
00:14:21Okay, well, will you let me know when you figure that out?
00:14:24Probably not.
00:14:27What?
00:14:28You look so pretty.
00:14:30Can you help?
00:14:31Yeah.
00:14:43I'm nervous.
00:14:44Why?
00:14:45I feel like your dad hates me.
00:14:47No.
00:14:48What? He's always like that.
00:14:50No, he's not.
00:14:51He's not?
00:14:52No.
00:14:53He's not?
00:14:54No.
00:14:55What? He's always liked you.
00:14:57He's, like, the only family you have, and I just want to know how much I love you.
00:15:02He trusts I can make good decisions.
00:15:06But I broke your heart.
00:15:09All right. Today's the day.
00:15:12So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?
00:15:16No. Just wherever we end up.
00:15:20What is it with that Nashville anyway?
00:15:22I don't know. My parents always said that we would take a family trip.
00:15:25I don't know.
00:15:26I don't know.
00:15:27I don't know.
00:15:28I don't know.
00:15:29I don't know.
00:15:30I don't know.
00:15:31I don't know.
00:15:32I don't know.
00:15:33I don't know.
00:15:34I don't know.
00:15:35I don't know.
00:15:36I don't know.
00:15:37They always said that we would take a family trip there, and we just never went.
00:15:40So, and it kind of stuck with me.
00:15:42Why?
00:15:44We always went on a cruise, or to Disney World.
00:15:47I don't know. I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville.
00:15:51But it was to you.
00:15:52Yeah.
00:15:53I always thought of it kind of like a magical place.
00:15:55You know?
00:15:56But in a cool, rustic, cowboy way.
00:15:58Plus, I always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains.
00:16:03My parents just always ship me off to my grandparents.
00:16:06And they lived in a really tiny town, so, I mean, it was an adventure in its own.
00:16:10You know, just with a lot of cornfields and, you know, fast food restaurants.
00:16:15See, but I wish I had that.
00:16:18You wish you never went on a cruise?
00:16:20No, not like that.
00:16:21I mean, like, I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted.
00:16:29How can I put this nicely?
00:16:31God.
00:16:33You, my friend, need a reality check.
00:16:37What do you mean?
00:16:38So, why did you break up with Ellie? Again?
00:16:43Like in high school?
00:16:44Yeah.
00:16:46I didn't know what I wanted.
00:16:48But now, all of a sudden, you know what you want?
00:16:53I mean...
00:16:54So, let me get this straight.
00:16:56You broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her.
00:16:59But then you did want to be with her.
00:17:01Then two years later, when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her,
00:17:06now all of a sudden you want it back.
00:17:10You know it's not so cut and dry.
00:17:12I'm just playing devil's advocate.
00:17:14I was 17.
00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this, like, tornado of emotion just to feel something, you know?
00:17:24There it is.
00:17:25The contradiction.
00:17:26The contradiction.
00:17:28You love to sabotage yourself.
00:17:30You have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems.
00:17:34That's not true.
00:17:36No, it's kind of true.
00:17:38She's important to me, Fern.
00:17:40I know she is.
00:17:42If there's ever a chance in hell that you're going to get her back, you've got to have better coping mechanisms,
00:17:48you've got to learn, you've got to grow.
00:17:51You're not going to be good for her unless you're good for you.
00:17:54Yeah.
00:17:58You want another drink?
00:18:00I think I'm okay.
00:18:01Okay.
00:18:21Do you think he liked me?
00:18:23Park, he's never not liked you.
00:18:29I wouldn't like me.
00:18:31Is that right?
00:18:37Why do you do that?
00:18:39Do what?
00:18:41Why do you need other people's help?
00:18:44Why do you do that?
00:18:46Do what?
00:18:48Why do you need other people's validation?
00:18:52He's your dad, Ellie.
00:18:55But I love you.
00:18:57Can that not be enough?
00:19:03Why can't you forgive yourself?
00:19:06Because I always have.
00:19:12Good job.
00:19:35Good job.
00:20:05I need my shoes.
00:20:36What?
00:20:37I'm going to puke.
00:20:44Are you ready for it?
00:20:47Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?
00:20:50You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Red Velvet's music video for Psycho.
00:21:06And we'd rob this whole town
00:21:09Maybe take all their money
00:21:12Get a boat and sail down, down
00:21:16Where the blue, blue waters flow
00:21:21Yes, this is a place I would go
00:21:27We might get ourselves lost
00:21:30We may never be found
00:21:33If ever that day comes around
00:21:47Dude, that sucked.
00:21:49I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.
00:21:52I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists,
00:21:56vomit-filled streets, and cheapo guitar souvenirs
00:21:59would be so life-altering.
00:22:03It's almost like you build things up in your head
00:22:07to be bigger than they actually are.
00:22:09You have all these unrealistic expectations.
00:22:11I don't need a lecture.
00:22:18I just think
00:22:20life is about the little things.
00:22:22The stuff you didn't plan.
00:22:24You know?
00:22:25Yeah, you're right.
00:22:28Like these fries.
00:22:29I'm going to remember these fries
00:22:32for the rest of my life.
00:22:37I have an idea.
00:22:40Okay.
00:22:42Follow me.
00:23:00Break into the pool.
00:23:02What?
00:23:04For the bucket list.
00:23:06I want to break into the pool
00:23:08at night.
00:23:11Okay.
00:23:21Cool.
00:23:23We should get started
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00:29:53Where are we going?
00:29:55You'll see.
00:29:58Are you going to kill me?
00:30:01Ellie, you're not supposed to know, be quiet.
00:30:04Are you choosing way by knife, or another weapon?
00:30:07What would be more villanelle of me?
00:30:10She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me and Malouet in Paris or something.
00:30:17Mine would be better.
00:30:31This is sweet.
00:30:34You're sweet.
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:57Oh, so my friend Mikayla is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to go to.
00:31:06But we went out last weekend.
00:31:08I know, but I want to go, like, out now.
00:31:12So just going out with me would just, like, knock out?
00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.
00:31:19Yeah, I guess I'll just... I'll stay home alone again.
00:31:39Parker!
00:31:40What, Auntie?
00:31:42I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.
00:31:48What's wrong?
00:31:50What happened?
00:31:52Well, I'm glad you asked.
00:31:54There I am in the woods, trying to take a fat piss, and a fly goes right in my face.
00:32:01That's not the best part, because I didn't see it.
00:32:04That's not the best part, because I didn't see it.
00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.
00:32:12It's not funny.
00:32:13It's kind of funny.
00:32:14Kind of not funny.
00:32:15It's kind of very funny.
00:32:17Get in the car.
00:32:18Get in the car, we're going.
00:32:34Parker?
00:32:45Parker.
00:32:46What?
00:32:50I got you something.
00:32:53What is that for?
00:32:57Just because.
00:33:05I don't know.
00:33:13Ellie, I'm sorry.
00:33:16You're doing it again.
00:33:17Doing what?
00:33:19You're pulling away.
00:33:21Ellie.
00:33:23No.
00:33:25It's not like that.
00:33:26You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this,
00:33:29because of some confusion you have about yourself and what you want.
00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic, and to dinner with your dad.
00:33:42What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?
00:33:46Leave the house?
00:33:47Am I not allowed to?
00:33:50No, you can leave the house, but when you came back to me,
00:33:55we promised that our relationship would not be like this anymore.
00:34:00That's not what's happening.
00:34:02Then what is happening?
00:34:05I don't know.
00:34:08You never do.
00:34:11But I don't, I don't know, I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.
00:34:17And I feel like I'm hurting you.
00:34:21Then stop pulling away.
00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.
00:34:25We're happy, we're, we're good.
00:34:28Yeah, we're good. We're good.
00:34:34We're good.
00:35:04I'm sorry.
00:35:20Can we get a cab?
00:35:25For the sixth time, no.
00:35:28Why?
00:35:29Because they stink. They're stinky.
00:35:32You want to clean the litter box?
00:35:36Hold on, oh my god, hold on, I'm so late.
00:35:38Oh, that's probably Rachel.
00:35:45It's my mom.
00:35:52You sure this is a good idea?
00:35:54Don't be a fucking pussy.
00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.
00:35:58I'm gonna get caught.
00:36:02Here.
00:36:15Ah!
00:36:17Oh my god.
00:36:23Try it one more time.
00:36:25Hold up.
00:36:27I gotta get over here.
00:36:32Oh my god.
00:36:34Let's go, let's go.
00:36:37What are we gonna do now?
00:36:39We're already in our bathing suits.
00:36:41Wanna go to the beach?
00:36:43What beach?
00:36:46Pensacola?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I guess, yeah, okay.
00:36:51Okay, okay.
00:36:52Okay.
00:37:01Oh my god.
00:37:31That without my love for the ocean I will be no one, no one.
00:37:43No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:38:00Elle?
00:38:02Elle, you're drunk.
00:38:13I got there and he was gone.
00:38:18Ellie, I am so sorry.
00:38:23My mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of the world.
00:38:28Like she never left.
00:38:30Like she even cared, ever.
00:38:33I know.
00:38:36I know.
00:38:38It's so complex.
00:38:40She didn't, she didn't deserve to see him at all.
00:38:45I deserve to see him.
00:38:47Elle.
00:38:48Don't Elle me.
00:38:50She's your mom.
00:38:52I don't care.
00:38:55Elle.
00:38:58What can I do?
00:39:00Nothing.
00:39:02Elle.
00:39:06He's my dad.
00:39:07He was the only one that was ever there for me.
00:39:09He was the only one who never left.
00:39:13I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to even do now.
00:39:17I'm so sorry.
00:39:20Don't be.
00:39:22Okay, but like, I'm here for whatever you need.
00:39:33Are you?
00:39:34Are you?
00:39:38What does that even mean?
00:39:40I'm sorry, Parker. I just, I just don't know how to process it.
00:39:47I get it.
00:39:50Nobody should be projecting that onto you. I shouldn't be doing that. I'm sorry.
00:39:55I kind of deserve it.
00:39:57No, you don't.
00:39:59Ellie.
00:40:01Let's be honest.
00:40:02I'm not the most reliable person that's in your life.
00:40:10I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your life, your stability.
00:40:21I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.
00:40:33This isn't about me. This is about you.
00:40:39You just lost your dad.
00:40:45I just can't believe he's gone.
00:40:53He was so good last time you saw him.
00:40:56He was so good last time you saw him.
00:41:21Who's Rachel?
00:41:22Rachel.
00:41:25We'll be back soon.
00:41:27I know, but I still miss her.
00:41:30Yeah, I feel that.
00:41:35Who do you miss?
00:41:37Your mom.
00:41:40Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.
00:41:43No, really, I do.
00:41:46You know, reiterate, let's just go back. Why are we here again?
00:41:50Like, on the trip?
00:41:53Yeah, on this trip.
00:41:56Because we wanted to do something exciting, get away.
00:42:05Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.
00:42:16And?
00:42:17And?
00:42:20I'm trying to get over Ellie.
00:42:23Ding, ding, ding, ding. We have a winner.
00:42:27One moment, please.
00:42:32Blind as a bat.
00:42:34All right, so I'm going to role play as your therapist, Gigi.
00:42:39Not to be confused with Gigi from The L Word.
00:42:41Bet on Gigi forever.
00:42:42So, first question, why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?
00:42:50What keeps you holding on?
00:42:53She's the love of my life.
00:42:57And why do you think that?
00:43:00Because I always go back to her. I mean, time and time again.
00:43:06Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her?
00:43:13Like, do you really think that, like, out of seven billion people in this whole world, there's not one other person that you might love?
00:43:22Not like Ellie.
00:43:27A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.
00:43:31A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.
00:43:36It was love.
00:43:40It was the purest love I think I've ever experienced.
00:43:45Well, sometimes love isn't enough then. Not to be healthy at least.
00:43:52Why can't I just make it fucking work? Like, I feel like Taylor Swift.
00:43:57I miss screaming, fighting, kissing in the rain.
00:44:00I don't want to be boring and comfortable.
00:44:03I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life after Ellie.
00:44:16But life is bendable. It's changeable. Like, you, we are meant to heal.
00:44:23You could finally love someone the way that you deserve to.
00:44:30I just wanted it to be her.
00:44:33I know it's her.
00:44:36She's my person.
00:44:40I hope you're right.
00:44:45Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the funeral home.
00:44:50Because she doesn't fucking know how to do anything herself, so I have to get ready when I get there.
00:44:55So can you just, like, can you just meet me there at noon?
00:44:59Yeah, go on.
00:45:02I love you.
00:45:25Wow. I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.
00:45:55Fuck!
00:46:05Fuck!
00:46:17Hello?
00:46:19Ellie?
00:46:21Yeah, what's wrong?
00:46:22My fucking tire popped. I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.
00:46:28What do you mean?
00:46:30I mean it's completely deflated.
00:46:34You had to go get milk?
00:46:36Yeah, I just needed the distraction.
00:46:39Have you caught a tow truck?
00:46:42I can call one, but odds are it'll probably take a few hours.
00:46:46The funeral is in an hour, Parker.
00:46:48I know. I could try calling Fern.
00:46:50I have to go. Just get here.
00:46:52Okay.
00:46:55Son of a bitch.
00:47:08Ellie, I am so sorry. I went to the store to get milk for the coffee, and then I was going to go straight to the funeral home.
00:47:15But then my tire popped, and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.
00:47:22I didn't do it on purpose.
00:47:27You missed my dad's funeral.
00:47:31I know, and I'm so sorry, but it's not my fault.
00:47:37Why didn't you think to just stay home?
00:47:43Do you ever think about what's going on around you?
00:47:48Ellie.
00:47:49This isn't your fucking world, Parker.
00:47:52Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home?
00:47:55Because Ellie's dad just died.
00:47:57My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.
00:48:00That's very convenient for you.
00:48:02Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.
00:48:06Then you're a long talker.
00:48:08What the fuck is your problem?
00:48:10My problem?
00:48:12Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.
00:48:16If you ever cared to give me a scrap of attention.
00:48:19All I do is give you my attention.
00:48:23All you do is worry about Parker.
00:48:29I'm just saying.
00:48:31Oh, fuck that, Ellie. Would your mom do this?
00:48:45What is that?
00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one year anniversary after getting back together.
00:48:52But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?
00:48:54Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.
00:48:59No, no, actually you're really predictable.
00:49:03We always end because you always leave.
00:49:11Ellie.
00:49:14Ellie!
00:49:17Ellie, don't go.
00:49:19I have to.
00:49:21I'm going to go to my dad's beach house and let's go away.
00:49:25You can't leave me like this.
00:49:27You always left me like this, Parker.
00:49:30You're the love of my life.
00:49:35This isn't about us anymore.
00:49:38I need to find me.
00:49:40I need to find who Ellie is again.
00:49:42It's not you, it's me, Frank.
00:49:43It's you too.
00:49:45You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.
00:49:50I don't think there can be an us anymore.
00:49:53I don't want to be here without you.
00:49:57I can't ruin myself for you anymore.
00:50:00And you can't either.
00:50:13I don't want you to go.
00:50:15I know.
00:50:36Fern!
00:50:40Fern!
00:50:43Yeah, you can be there by seven.
00:50:45I mean, you know it's going to be late anyways.
00:50:47I mean, that's how it usually goes.
00:50:49Yeah.
00:50:53Parker just woke up.
00:50:55Hey, I'll see you when I see you.
00:50:57Okay.
00:50:59Love you. Bye.
00:51:01Hey. What are you doing?
00:51:06Rachel's going to pick me up from the airport.
00:51:08What? Why? Something wrong?
00:51:13Nothing. I'm just not stupid.
00:51:16I'm confused.
00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?
00:51:22Because we wanted to go to the beach.
00:51:27Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?
00:51:34Look, Fern, I was going to tell you-
00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.
00:51:37I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt,
00:51:40but you are just the same old Parker.
00:51:46Those weren't my intentions.
00:51:50So you didn't mean to take me on a trip
00:51:54that I thought was us bonding
00:51:57and having all these crazy, awesome life experiences together
00:52:01only so that you can just weasel your way in to go to the beach.
00:52:05You can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.
00:52:08That's not what happened.
00:52:14Well, I'm glad I could be a pawn in your game.
00:52:18Cool. I mean, I wanted to see Ellie,
00:52:23but it became something more along the way.
00:52:28Halfway through, I even forgot why I started the trip.
00:52:31Parker, you are my best friend,
00:52:34but for the love of God, you are so manipulative.
00:52:39Anything you want, you get.
00:52:43Come on. Don't ruin the trip.
00:52:48You already ruined it.
00:52:50I'm sorry. I needed to see her.
00:52:53I needed to win her back.
00:52:55I needed to win her back.
00:52:58You are so worried about making sure everybody loves you
00:53:04that you end up treating the people who actually do love you like shit.
00:53:10I'm just confused, Fern.
00:53:13I can't do anything right.
00:53:15No one said you had to have it all figured out,
00:53:18but you just dragged everyone into your shit.
00:53:22You know what?
00:53:24You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.
00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call, though.
00:53:51I love you.
00:54:22Hi, Park.
00:54:24Hi.
00:54:31So, how are you?
00:54:34What are you doing in Pensacola?
00:54:36Oh, I'm good.
00:54:38I was just passing through the area.
00:54:40I figured I'd shoot you a message.
00:54:42I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola,
00:54:46so I thought it was worth a shot.
00:54:49Oh, yeah.
00:54:51I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a long time.
00:54:55I can imagine.
00:54:57Probably much better than home.
00:54:59I was home.
00:55:01Humid, kind of boring.
00:55:03The usual.
00:55:05I miss it a little.
00:55:08Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can...
00:55:11You can stay with me.
00:55:13Thanks, Park.
00:55:14Yeah.
00:55:16It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate the offer.
00:55:20Yeah, I mean, I just figured I'd at least offer...
00:55:24How's Fern?
00:55:26She's good.
00:55:28Yeah, she's good.
00:55:29Rachel?
00:55:30She's good, too.
00:55:31They actually just got engaged and then bought a house,
00:55:34but I'm sure you already knew about all that.
00:55:37I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.
00:55:39That's good.
00:55:40You guys ever talk about me?
00:55:42No, definitely not.
00:55:44Oh.
00:55:46Well, I mean, that's good.
00:55:48Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.
00:55:51It doesn't.
00:55:56So, there's this music shop I saw over off of the pier.
00:56:00Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by?
00:56:05Um...
00:56:07I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.
00:56:10Well, I mean, that's okay.
00:56:12It was last minute anyways, but...
00:56:14Where are you guys going?
00:56:16Just this little Italian restaurant downtown.
00:56:19We go, like, every Friday, so...
00:56:29Why am I here?
00:56:31Pardon?
00:56:34I just...
00:56:35I needed to see you.
00:56:39It's been years.
00:56:40What do you need to see me for?
00:56:43I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?
00:56:46Like, you're my person.
00:56:48And I can't...
00:56:49I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.
00:56:54I'm not your person, Park.
00:56:56Not anymore, at least.
00:56:59But you said it yourself.
00:57:01We're soulmates.
00:57:03Who said soulmates have to be forever, Park?
00:57:06Because then what's the point?
00:57:08The point is that we taught each other lessons, and...
00:57:10How to love, and...
00:57:12Treat someone with dignity, and...
00:57:14Live up to your words, you know?
00:57:17I just... I know...
00:57:19You're the person that I'm gonna end up with.
00:57:26Maybe in another universe...
00:57:29We were together forever, but...
00:57:32I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.
00:57:37Why is it so hard?
00:57:40For me to get over you, but for you it's so easy.
00:57:44It wasn't easy.
00:57:46I spent months mourning you, and I, and...
00:57:50The person I was when I was with you.
00:57:53And trying to figure out how I was gonna live life without you in it.
00:57:57And I lost my best friend.
00:58:00And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again, and just...
00:58:05Fall into each other's arms, and...
00:58:07Everything would be like it used to, but...
00:58:10That's just not life.
00:58:12Who said?
00:58:14Parker.
00:58:16Why can't we just have, like, a fairytale ending where we always end up together?
00:58:20Because this isn't a movie, you know?
00:58:23We're real people, this is real life, and...
00:58:26I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.
00:58:34God, I must sound insane.
00:58:37No.
00:58:38I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:52I think I should go.
00:58:54I'm sorry.
00:58:57No, it's fine. I just, you know, I wish you the best, Parker. I always do.
00:59:09I'm sorry.
00:59:12Please, don't leave.
00:59:14Parker, it's time to move on.
00:59:16You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me.
00:59:20A life that's beautiful and full of life.
00:59:24You and I were...
00:59:26We're a mess of memories, and I cherish all of them.
00:59:31But...
00:59:33You'll always be one of my favorite loves, Parker.
00:59:35You'll always be one of my favorite loves, Parker.
00:59:47I'm sorry it doesn't change anything.
01:00:05I'm sorry.
01:00:07I'm sorry.
01:00:33This is for you, Parker.
01:01:06I love you.
01:01:36I love you.
01:02:06I'm sorry.
01:02:29I'm sorry.
01:02:37I love you.
01:02:41I love you.
01:02:45I love you.
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