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00:01:17Fuck me.
00:01:19Really?
00:01:21Yeah.
00:01:23I love you, Lindy.
00:01:26I love you, too.
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00:02:35What is happening here?
00:02:37It's an orgasmic birth.
00:02:41Isn't this wild?
00:02:43Oh, I'm good.
00:02:45Why are you watching that?
00:02:47My client is a doula.
00:02:49Can you believe it?
00:02:50I mean, I wish somebody had told me this when you were born.
00:02:53Your head was absolutely giant.
00:02:55Mom, please stop.
00:02:57Childbirth is the most natural thing in the world.
00:03:00Speaking of natural,
00:03:01this steak has 28 grams of natural protein.
00:03:05It's so good for teenage girls to get into their bodies, you know?
00:03:09Didn't know you liked the old frat bro type.
00:03:14I just...
00:03:15I barely know how to use this.
00:03:17It was a joke.
00:03:19Can I see your profile?
00:03:21No.
00:03:23Please.
00:03:24Um...
00:03:27It's like a human video game.
00:03:29It's very inhumane.
00:03:31Mom, this picture, what is this?
00:03:35You're so hot still.
00:03:37It's just like, this is what you choose?
00:03:40Enough.
00:03:41Sorry, I just can't tell if you're trying to get a job or a date.
00:03:44I regret showing you.
00:03:47Thank you.
00:03:50Yes.
00:03:56Can I ask you something?
00:03:58Sure.
00:04:01Well, I just wanted to see...
00:04:05You got your period.
00:04:08No.
00:04:09I went to get the conditioner,
00:04:12the very expensive conditioner that you borrowed back,
00:04:15and I saw a pad in the garbage.
00:04:18It's not.
00:04:21No, I cut myself shaving.
00:04:23There was like no band-aids.
00:04:26Well, I'm just starting to wonder,
00:04:29do you want to go see a gynecologist?
00:04:32Weren't you the one telling me you didn't get yours until you were like 17?
00:04:35I'm sure it's fine.
00:04:37You sure you didn't just miss it?
00:04:39It can be very light when it starts.
00:04:41I got us a little practice.
00:04:43I'll drive you.
00:04:44I was going to do a lift shift anyways.
00:04:45Just hold on.
00:04:46I'm doing the therapy so I don't have to worry about you picking up my friends.
00:04:50Oh, I'm sorry.
00:04:51My boob, it's not going to reconstruct itself,
00:04:54and going back to school, it wasn't free, so...
00:05:00I'm sorry for being a bitch.
00:05:02I love you.
00:05:03I love you.
00:05:05One day I'm going to buy you new boobs and a giant house
00:05:07so we don't have to live in Nana's.
00:05:10I'll get some like throw pillows or something
00:05:12to make it feel more like us here, okay?
00:05:15And I don't want huge ones, I just want two.
00:05:18I got it?
00:05:19Okay.
00:05:20Could I pull off double D's?
00:05:22No, you're too short.
00:05:26Pre-season isn't supposed to be a spa day, girls.
00:05:29Lift hard, run fast.
00:05:37Yeah, dude.
00:05:38I better make varsity.
00:05:40I've been training my ass off.
00:05:42There's no way you won't.
00:05:45I don't want to be separated, though.
00:05:48Maybe we could be a package deal.
00:05:50That would be so sweet.
00:05:51I mean, my mom would be so happy if I got a scholarship.
00:05:54My mom thinks my thighs are getting too bulky.
00:05:56Thighs are amazing.
00:05:58Okay, that's enough chitchat.
00:05:59Back at it, girls, let's go.
00:06:00Fuck my life.
00:06:08Hi, Sheena.
00:06:10How are you feeling since our last session?
00:06:13I don't really think this is working out so well.
00:06:16Do you want to tell me a little bit more about how that's feeling?
00:06:20Look, I'm really sorry that your mom called you a slut or whatever in high school.
00:06:24And again, I am so sorry that she died.
00:06:27Thank you.
00:06:28I just thought that this was me paying you to talk about how my mom slut shamed me.
00:06:33I totally understand.
00:06:36And how about we role play?
00:06:40No.
00:06:41Oh.
00:06:43I lost.
00:06:48This is so good.
00:06:50My mom says I'm lactose intolerant.
00:06:52So is it, then.
00:06:54I am definitely going to shit my pants tonight.
00:07:00You look so good.
00:07:02Yes, that's your color.
00:07:05Sorry, I'm just going to grab that.
00:07:07Jax?
00:07:09Hey?
00:07:11Vivian McAllister?
00:07:13You were in, like, my chem class last year?
00:07:15Yeah, Mr. Powers.
00:07:16He sucks a bag of dicks.
00:07:18He's my uncle.
00:07:21I love him.
00:07:23Um, and complex chemical compounds.
00:07:27Literally name one.
00:07:30Jax, nice to meet you.
00:07:32Lindy.
00:07:35That color looks really good on you, by the way.
00:07:38Thanks.
00:07:41Anyway, I better go and pay for these.
00:07:44Oh, and sorry about the uncle.
00:07:47That's okay. He is kind of a dick.
00:07:50A huge dick.
00:07:52Nice to meet you, Lindy.
00:07:54Why are you staring?
00:07:56I'm not.
00:07:57Okay.
00:07:58It's so dope that they own being non-binary.
00:08:01How do you know that?
00:08:03Well, their too-cute-to-be-binary shirt kind of gave it away.
00:08:06Either way, they're super hot and cool as shit, too.
00:08:09Oh.
00:08:11Her uncle does fucking suck, though.
00:08:14Fuck them.
00:08:16Them, them, them, them, them.
00:08:18Don't cancel me.
00:08:21Also, did you know they have, like, 40,000 followers on Instagram?
00:08:24I don't even think if I was posting titty pics if I'd even break 500.
00:08:28Maybe, like, 600?
00:08:31Math?
00:08:33Math.
00:08:34You're also, like, so randomly hot and you don't even fucking maximize it.
00:08:37I bet you could just drop out of school, like, buy a condo in the city
00:08:41and fucking get verified and build a lifestyle empire based on being unsuspectingly hot.
00:08:46Unsuspectingly hot?
00:08:49I love you.
00:08:55These mixed-pleasure condoms are two for one.
00:08:57Do you want to get another one?
00:08:59What about these tampons?
00:09:01Yeah, they're not. They're just one for one.
00:09:04Okay. Be right back.
00:09:09I don't even want these.
00:09:11You should keep them on hand.
00:09:13Why does it look like a teabag container?
00:09:15I don't know. But I've seen the way you and Adam I fuck each other.
00:09:19But I don't even actually have my...
00:09:21Have your what?
00:09:23Never mind.
00:09:25He's had his eyes on you since, like, pretty much the first day you moved here.
00:09:29That's a lot of build-up.
00:09:31He's, like, cute now. Like, cute, cute.
00:09:34I would say extremely hot.
00:09:37I mean, like, have you seen his cheekbones?
00:09:40Snatched.
00:09:42So snatched.
00:09:44For the gods.
00:09:45For the gods, literally.
00:09:47Hey, are you cool with us hanging out?
00:09:49Yeah, it's fine. He, like, touched my left tit in seventh grade.
00:09:53What about, like, when your hymen breaks?
00:09:56When your hymen breaks.
00:09:58He probably already broke it, like, using a tampon or, like, riding your bike or something.
00:10:03Right, yeah.
00:10:06Plus, it's, like, not really that big of a deal. It's just, like, D in V.
00:10:10And C.
00:10:12Okay.
00:10:16So, what? Are we supposed to do a few little chillators today?
00:10:27I thought he was a huge dick.
00:10:30Look at him.
00:10:32He's a deadly motherfucker, man. Goddamn.
00:10:35Is it?
00:10:38No.
00:10:40It felt big.
00:10:42Oh, my God, what?
00:10:44You little slut.
00:10:49Do you think his ex was pretty? Korean?
00:10:53Do you think his ex was pretty? Korean?
00:10:56Yeah, in that, like, trashy way that guys love, I guess.
00:10:59So, like, you think they had sex?
00:11:01Oh, for sure. Or she does anal.
00:11:04One second.
00:11:06No.
00:11:08Gotta go. See ya.
00:11:10Oh, my gosh. Wait, are you actually hanging out with Doug again? I thought we hate him.
00:11:13Hate is a strong word.
00:11:15Oh.
00:11:16Let's do it.
00:11:17Alright.
00:11:18Okay. Have fun. Text me later.
00:11:22Love you.
00:11:23Love you.
00:11:24Oh, nice catch, bro.
00:11:27Show off?
00:11:29Only when you're around.
00:11:30Ooh, Adam, you girls.
00:11:32Hey, fuck off. Take this.
00:11:33Come on, man. Not invited?
00:11:35Shit.
00:11:37Nice bike.
00:11:38Thanks. She's my baby.
00:11:53Beautiful.
00:11:58So, what'd you think?
00:11:59That was awesome.
00:12:00It's cool, right? God damn. Symmetry's crazy. Holy shit.
00:12:04But honestly, Carrie's still my number one favorite. Always gonna be.
00:12:23Adam, I need to move the file cabinet. Can you come help me?
00:12:28Yeah, I'm coming.
00:12:32Sorry.
00:12:33Okay.
00:12:34Um.
00:12:38So, I'm gonna have to go.
00:12:41Okay.
00:12:42Bye.
00:12:43Bye.
00:12:44Bye.
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00:12:50Bye.
00:12:51I'm gonna have a free house if you want to have a sleepover.
00:12:57Like, sleepover, sleepover?
00:13:01Or sleepover?
00:13:04Uh, like a sleepover.
00:13:09Yeah.
00:13:11Yeah.
00:13:12Are we, uh, are we talking about the same thing?
00:13:16I think so.
00:13:18You've had sex before, right?
00:13:21Um, yeah. Like, like a bunch.
00:13:25Really?
00:13:26Tons.
00:13:27Tons? Damn.
00:13:29I mean, um.
00:13:31Adam!
00:13:33Like, like a normal amount. Tons.
00:13:38You're cute.
00:13:40Come here.
00:13:49I know. I'm dying.
00:13:52I really fucking like him.
00:13:55Ugh, fuck me.
00:14:03You will not be the nanny.
00:14:08Who?
00:14:10Coach Mike.
00:14:11Ew. Viv, he's got a tribal tattoo.
00:14:14Whatever. It was like Y2K.
00:14:16He's like hot in this 90s villain sort of way.
00:14:19Okay, I have to get ready. The neighbor's dropping her kid off.
00:14:22Yeah, I guess you have to practice for all those cute babies you're gonna have.
00:14:25Love you.
00:14:26I only want two.
00:14:28Three max.
00:14:29If you end up on Teen Mom, then I'm gonna have to become one too.
00:14:32And honestly, I don't have time for that.
00:14:34Bye!
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00:16:42♪ Don't forget that you can party all alone ♪
00:16:44♪ You can party, don't forget that you can party all alone ♪
00:16:48♪ And you can, I wanna feel like a cool girl ♪
00:16:52♪ I'm walking into you, but I don't even know who you are ♪
00:17:01And are you sexually active now?
00:17:05Yeah, I do sexual things, but not like,
00:17:09yet.
00:17:10Okay, well, as long as the sexual things you are doing
00:17:12include oral sex, i.e. blowjobs, giving head,
00:17:16going down on, eating out, anal play, anal sex,
00:17:19manual sex, i.e. giving and receiving handjobs,
00:17:22fingering someone or being fingered yourself,
00:17:24amongst other things, then you are, in fact, sexually active.
00:17:28Just FYI.
00:17:29Cool.
00:17:31Now, then, what's the date of your last period?
00:17:34I haven't got it yet.
00:17:37All right, can you just open up a bit for me there, Lindy?
00:17:41And scooch down, if you could.
00:17:46A little bit more, please.
00:17:49That's great, thank you.
00:17:50Now, this should be a little uncomfortable
00:17:53for about 30 seconds.
00:17:55Ow!
00:17:57Oops, sorry.
00:17:59Let's try that again, shall we?
00:18:01Ow!
00:18:02I am sorry.
00:18:03Look, Lindy, why don't you just go right ahead
00:18:05and sit up for me, please?
00:18:10What's wrong?
00:18:12Is something wrong?
00:18:17Well, I'm having difficulty accessing your vaginal canal.
00:18:22Now, this could be an imperforated hymen,
00:18:25or a perforated vagina.
00:18:27Wow.
00:18:28Now, this could be an imperforated hymen.
00:18:31Do you know what that is?
00:18:33Well, there's a small procedure you can get that, uh...
00:18:37It could...
00:18:40Well, I think maybe it's best if I refer you to a specialist.
00:18:58Mom?
00:19:08I don't think you have anything to worry about.
00:19:11Let's just not talk right now.
00:19:16I just don't know why you would go to the doctor
00:19:18to get birth control, but...
00:19:20I don't know why you would go to the doctor
00:19:22to get birth control, but...
00:19:25I just don't know why you would go to the doctor
00:19:27to get birth control, but not to check
00:19:29what's going on with your period.
00:19:31You just talked again.
00:19:36I mean, I appreciate you being safe and everything.
00:19:41You really need to sleep with the first guy.
00:19:43You need a new school. It's just...
00:19:45Sorry. I'm sorry. I love you.
00:19:47Are you sure you don't want your mom in here with you?
00:19:50I'm sure.
00:19:51No problem.
00:19:54Do you mind if a few of my residents observe today?
00:19:57Just for educational purposes. Teaching hospital.
00:20:00Oh, um...
00:20:02Okay.
00:20:03Great. I'll be right back.
00:20:20I think I teach, but...
00:20:23A little more.
00:20:24Attagirl.
00:20:30Seems like the majority of the vaginal canal is absent.
00:20:37Okay, if it's okay with you, I'm going to insert
00:20:39two fingers into your rectum to see if I can feel for ovaries.
00:20:44Okay.
00:20:53You're going to hear some loud banging.
00:20:55Would you like some music?
00:20:58Okay.
00:20:59Okay, great.
00:21:01Now, press the panic button if you need us.
00:21:05You're going to hear some loud banging.
00:21:07Would you like some music?
00:21:09Okay.
00:21:10Okay, great.
00:21:11Now, press the panic button if you need us.
00:21:13It's the darkest universe right now
00:21:16Darkness be everywhere
00:21:18Imagination
00:21:20Light as your creation
00:21:22Darkness comes from above as well
00:21:25Shimmer everywhere
00:21:27Light as your creation
00:21:29It's the darkest universe right now
00:21:32Darkness comes from above
00:21:36Light as your creation
00:21:43Darkness comes from above
00:21:54Darkness comes from above
00:21:58Lindy appears to have MRKH syndrome.
00:22:04What do you mean, appears?
00:22:06What is that?
00:22:08It stands for Meyer-Rokitansky-Kuster-Hauser syndrome.
00:22:13It's named after the four men, the doctors, who discovered it.
00:22:20It's named after the four men, the doctors, who discovered it.
00:22:26Um...
00:22:32All of this is missing.
00:22:36Except her ovaries.
00:22:38What?
00:22:39It's a congenital disorder resulting in Lindy being born without a uterus, cervix, or vaginal canal.
00:22:46Or most of one, anyway. She has about one inch of depth.
00:22:50What we call a blind vagina, or a vaginal dimple.
00:22:53A blind what?
00:22:56It just leads to nowhere, a dead end.
00:22:59Medically, it's referred to as vaginal agenesis.
00:23:04This means it will be virtually impossible to have sex without manual or surgical assistance.
00:23:10And of course, because she doesn't have a uterine lining to shed, she won't ever get her period.
00:23:16Though, she likely still releases eggs every month.
00:23:19Like any other normal woman.
00:23:21Wait a minute.
00:23:22I mean, is this my fault?
00:23:26I drank a few glasses of wine before I knew I was pregnant.
00:23:29I smoked like one, maybe two cigarettes.
00:23:33I mean...
00:23:41So she can't be a mother?
00:23:45She can't carry a child.
00:23:47No.
00:23:50I actually was at a conference a few weeks ago
00:23:54I implanted it into her and boom, she's okay.
00:23:58It's like you aren't really that big of a deal.
00:23:59Can you believe it?
00:24:00Indeed.
00:24:01You never know when the best is going to be.
00:24:04You want kids.
00:24:06You know, God works in mysterious ways.
00:24:08I guess you have a practice for all the babies you're going to have.
00:24:10Honey, I know.
00:24:11A childbirth?
00:24:13I am confident that we can make you feel like a rather normal young woman.
00:24:21With some assistance.
00:24:24Fuck.
00:24:31You know, it may not be a bad idea to talk to a therapist about all this.
00:24:34I actually am a therapist.
00:24:38Interesting.
00:24:42The allulators.
00:24:43So nothing to be afraid of.
00:24:45You know, you've got your different colors.
00:24:47This guy's sort of a neon green.
00:24:51And then you work your way up sort of to this guy.
00:24:53And my ex-husband didn't even, do you know what I mean?
00:24:56So that's the dream there.
00:24:58But the vagina really is just an amazing muscle.
00:25:02And for you, you're just going to have to stretch it out.
00:25:05So I would start off with this little guy.
00:25:09Just a little fella.
00:25:10Apply pressure twice a day for 15 to 30 minutes while you hit the ground
00:25:15or do your studies until you can comfortably sit.
00:25:20How long do I have to do this before I can have sex?
00:25:24Well, it depends.
00:25:26Usually anywhere from 3 to 18 months.
00:25:30I'm sorry, 3... 18 months?
00:25:33Yeah, but the good news is once you have created your vagina
00:25:39you only have to maintain it once a week through sexadilation.
00:25:43Right?
00:25:45Bob's your unky.
00:25:48Yeah.
00:25:51You're an athlete, right?
00:25:53Right.
00:25:54So just think of this like it's like training.
00:25:58Like it's like sort of, you know, vagina boot camp.
00:26:04Sorry.
00:26:05No.
00:26:07There really is no way of making this better for you.
00:26:11Being 16 is just bloody hell, isn't it?
00:26:16Yeah.
00:26:17Complete shit.
00:26:23Ah!
00:26:40Ah!
00:26:42Ah!
00:26:45Let's practice, ladies. Nice job.
00:26:48Go check that one.
00:26:51Lindy!
00:26:53Nice push out there, new girl. Can we chat?
00:26:58You sure get the hamstrings.
00:27:00Listen, I really want you to run 100 for me on varsity.
00:27:04What? Really?
00:27:05Yeah. I mean, don't get me wrong. It's going to be a big time commitment.
00:27:08Morning and weekend practices. The whole thing.
00:27:10What about Viv, though? I mean, she's so good and she really wants it.
00:27:14She is, but you're more explosive off the line.
00:27:16She's been running way longer than me, though.
00:27:19Hey, listen. I know you're new to this, okay?
00:27:21And some people are just born different.
00:27:23And I think you're one of those people.
00:27:25I think we can win regionals.
00:27:27And if we do, there's going to be some big time college scouts there.
00:27:30What do you say?
00:27:32Okay.
00:27:33Yeah?
00:27:34I'm in.
00:27:35That's what I wanted to hear. Welcome to the team.
00:27:36Thanks.
00:27:37Yeah. Sorry.
00:27:38We'll get it next time.
00:27:40Is that what you thought it was?
00:27:42Yeah. I asked about you and I—
00:27:44Don't worry about it. I'm, like, obviously happy for you.
00:27:46Just don't stumble on something.
00:27:48Oh my god. I will not. I will not.
00:27:51How you been working out, coach?
00:27:54This man is so afraid of being me, too, that he won't even look me in the eye.
00:27:58You are sort of sexually harassing him.
00:28:00What?
00:28:02Do you ever get that, like, sharp pain in your ass when you have your period?
00:28:06Yeah. I hate when that happens.
00:28:10Do you have a tampon?
00:28:12Uh, no. Sorry. I think I left it, like, in my locker.
00:28:16Ugh.
00:28:18Hi.
00:28:38Vagina.
00:28:40Vagina.
00:28:42Universe.
00:28:43Women.
00:28:45Vagina.
00:28:47Vagina.
00:28:49Ugh.
00:28:54I have no idea what I'm going to write this paper about.
00:28:58How about how The Handmaid's Tale relates to current policies in the United States?
00:29:06You're really smart.
00:29:08I like that.
00:29:11I like that you know a lot about movies and Bitcoin.
00:29:15Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's just code for me being dumb.
00:29:18But I'm cool with you being smarter than me.
00:29:22That's hot, actually.
00:29:40Uh, are you hungry?
00:29:41I'm hungry.
00:29:43Yeah, I can eat.
00:29:45Uh, it's okay. Maybe you should just go. I need to work out.
00:29:49I can work out with you if you want.
00:29:52Uh, I can't work out with you, like, right in front of me.
00:29:55I'll be professional, I promise.
00:29:58Um, maybe you should just go. Can you please go?
00:30:02Sorry. I'm being psycho.
00:30:05It's okay.
00:30:11Hi, guys!
00:30:13Hi.
00:30:14Um, we should go.
00:30:15Ooh, almost out of your marks.
00:30:17Oh my god, it's so crazy what people put out as garbage on the street.
00:30:21I know, right?
00:30:23Yeah, I know.
00:30:25I know, right?
00:30:26I know, right?
00:30:27I know, right?
00:30:28I know, right?
00:30:30It's so crazy what people put out as garbage on the street.
00:30:32Look at this.
00:30:33Oh, I'll get with that.
00:30:35Thank you.
00:30:39Trying to make the place more like us and less like my mom.
00:30:44She died last year.
00:30:46I'm sorry to hear that.
00:30:48Aw, thank you.
00:30:49I mean, she was crazy, but at least that's not genetic.
00:30:52Unlike breast cancer.
00:30:54Um, we were just doing homework.
00:30:56Yeah, she's really smart.
00:30:59You probably already know that.
00:31:01I do.
00:31:03Oh, sorry.
00:31:05Pleasure to meet you, Mrs. McPhee.
00:31:06My name is Adam.
00:31:08Nice to meet you, Adam.
00:31:10Um, you can call me Rita, because there's no Mr. to my Mrs.
00:31:14Cool.
00:31:15Feminism.
00:31:16Yes.
00:31:20Well, it's very nice to meet you.
00:31:24Keep studying.
00:31:25Okay.
00:31:27That was really awkward.
00:31:30Yeah, she's funny.
00:31:31Is she?
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:35Okay, well, I'm gonna go deal with the crazy table lady.
00:31:40All right, I'm almost out of this book.
00:31:41Okay.
00:31:43Bye.
00:31:44Bye.
00:31:46Famous people with M-R-K-H.
00:31:53Jacqueline Schultz, former survivor contestant in Miss Michigan, born without a uterus.
00:32:00Huh.
00:32:05Hitler's wife, Ava Braun, never had a child.
00:32:11Hitler's wife, Ava Braun, never had sex with him due to gynecological condition.
00:32:20Fuck my life.
00:32:28Peter, I'm coming.
00:32:30Hi, this is Peter's girlfriend.
00:32:33Yeah, he's a piece of shit.
00:32:36Oh, boy.
00:32:38Wow.
00:32:39Luck with that.
00:32:41I'm sorry.
00:32:42Sorry.
00:32:43Bye.
00:32:49Fuck my life.
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00:35:06Honey, can you give me a hand with something, please?
00:35:16Stand it up.
00:35:23You know, I was thinking back to my pregnancy last night,
00:35:27and the doctor said that he thought that you were pregnant.
00:35:32And the doctor said that he thought that you might have a cleft lip,
00:35:37which obviously you don't, but I'm wondering if it might be related.
00:35:42Probably not.
00:35:44They don't really know, but I read something about it being connected to the male genetics.
00:35:51Interesting. That makes a lot of sense.
00:35:57How's Adam?
00:35:58He's good.
00:36:00He seems adorable.
00:36:02Yeah, he's so cute.
00:36:03Oh my gosh.
00:36:06I know that look in your eye, and I know that you guys hang out a lot.
00:36:11And...
00:36:14I just would hate for you to share this with him and...
00:36:20What?
00:36:22And...
00:36:24I don't know if it affects his opinion of you, which it shouldn't.
00:36:30Mom, you don't even know him.
00:36:33I'm just saying, men are biologically driven.
00:36:36They're really not as nuanced as women about life and stuff.
00:36:42Okay, what's the point of this conversation?
00:36:45It's just hard enough, as it is, to be a perfect woman.
00:36:52Let alone one with any sort of issue.
00:36:57And not that this is an issue, just a difference.
00:37:03But I love all of you, exactly as you are, no matter what.
00:37:09Got it. Thanks for the heads up.
00:37:11I'm sorry, I'm sorry. We need to talk about this.
00:37:13You need to talk about this with someone, even if it's not me.
00:37:16I will!
00:37:17Fuck!
00:37:20Shit.
00:37:21Your body is on your own, you have no one other than me!
00:37:24Your body is on your own, you have no one other than me!
00:37:28B-A-G-I-N-A-P-O-L-I-C-E
00:37:31B-A-G-I-N-A-P-O-L-I-C-E
00:37:34B-A-G-I-N-A-P-O-L-I-C-E
00:37:38B-A-G-I-N-A-P-O-L-I-C-E
00:37:45What's kind of weird is that people think that if I start taking tea,
00:37:48it's some sort of ploy for attention.
00:37:50It's crazy.
00:37:51Why would I go through that for likes, you know?
00:37:54Anyway, maybe I'll have a hot stash summer.
00:37:57I love that view. I really do. It's wonderful.
00:38:01Okay, who's next?
00:38:04Sure, I'll take the floor.
00:38:06Right. Okay.
00:38:09Hey, what's up?
00:38:11I'm Jax.
00:38:14I'm a pretty good artist.
00:38:17I can do a perfect cat eye.
00:38:20I suck at anything athletic.
00:38:24And I'm intersex.
00:38:28Finding that out was crazy.
00:38:31And I'm not going to lie, hard as shit.
00:38:35But finding my community here and online
00:38:39honestly made me feel a lot better.
00:38:42I don't feel like an object of medicine anymore.
00:38:48I feel like being intersex gives me a superpower, you know?
00:38:53And to own who you are, however you define yourself,
00:38:57is up to you.
00:38:59And no one should ever make you feel ashamed of that.
00:39:04Oh, and I get mad dates too, so.
00:39:09Don't worry about that.
00:39:11Um, okay.
00:39:13So, Lindy. Would you like to introduce yourself?
00:39:20Uh, sure.
00:39:23Hey everyone.
00:39:26I'm Lindy.
00:39:29I have this thing called MRKH and I don't really know how to tell.
00:39:35Pretty much my worst nightmare is people finding out before I...
00:39:40Uh, shit. I gotta go.
00:39:44Um, I think I left something at my house.
00:39:48I have to actually go get it right now. I'm so sorry.
00:39:51Thank you. Thanks.
00:39:54Oh, and good luck on your mustache. If you want one.
00:39:58Thank you for your time.
00:40:09Oh, shit.
00:40:39Ow!
00:40:46Ow!
00:41:04Honey?
00:41:09Honey?
00:41:16Honey?
00:41:24Mom! What are you doing? Get out!
00:41:26I'm sorry! I'm not!
00:41:27Bitch! Get out!
00:41:28Why are there drugs everywhere? Okay!
00:41:32Fuck me.
00:41:40What the fuck? You're in my way.
00:41:42You literally crossed into my lane.
00:41:44You were in my lane on your whole back end.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:47Fucking new girl. PMSing or something.
00:41:49What did you just say?
00:41:50I said you're PMSing, bitch.
00:41:52Why don't you just shut the fuck up?
00:41:53Shut your fucking mouth!
00:41:54Hey!
00:41:55Hey, don't do that to me!
00:41:56Whoa! Whoa!
00:41:57Hey, chill out. Relax.
00:42:00Where are you going?
00:42:01Fuck this. I don't want to be here.
00:42:02We're not done here.
00:42:03Are you?
00:42:04Yeah. I'm just over it.
00:42:06I'm just over it.
00:42:15You alright?
00:42:17You seem kind of out of it.
00:42:19I'm good.
00:42:21I'm just tired.
00:42:23Want me to wake you up?
00:42:27You want to?
00:42:31I thought you weren't a weed guy.
00:42:33I'm a weed guy now.
00:42:37Alright.
00:42:52Want to try something?
00:42:53Sure.
00:42:55Come.
00:42:58Tidy your lips.
00:43:01Oh, you're so fucking hot.
00:43:09I don't know how much longer I can wait.
00:43:12You want to do it?
00:43:14Now?
00:43:16Yeah.
00:43:18Soon.
00:43:21Honestly, you're a bit of a tease.
00:43:25Can you just stop?
00:43:28Is everything okay?
00:43:30Yeah. I'm just on my period.
00:43:35You could have just told me.
00:43:38I, uh...
00:43:42I told my mom you were my girlfriend.
00:43:45You did?
00:43:48Are you?
00:43:50Yeah.
00:43:53Are you?
00:43:59Yeah.
00:44:01Yeah?
00:44:22Oh, my God.
00:44:53What are you doing?
00:44:55Nothing.
00:44:57Okay.
00:44:59Are your eyes red?
00:45:01Um, just allergies.
00:45:03Are you stoned?
00:45:05No.
00:45:12Little.
00:45:14Seriously, it's a gateway drug to big pharma.
00:45:18Sorry.
00:45:20Sorry.
00:45:22Uh, I'm gonna go to bed now.
00:45:26Good night. I love you. Good night.
00:45:28Love you.
00:45:51Thank you.
00:45:55You look so good.
00:45:57I literally hate theme parties. Why is your boyfriend like this?
00:46:00I think it's cute.
00:46:04Do you have a phone charger I could borrow?
00:46:10What do we have here?
00:46:12Are these butt plugs?
00:46:14I don't know.
00:46:16What do we have here?
00:46:18Are these butt plugs?
00:46:20I did not take you for a backdoor queen.
00:46:22Can you please stop?
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:26Sorry.
00:46:29I was thinking maybe we could talk about...
00:46:31I don't want to talk about track.
00:46:33How did you know that I was gonna talk about track?
00:46:35I just don't feel like doing it right now.
00:46:37I don't have time.
00:46:40Are you okay? It seems like something's wrong.
00:46:47I'm fine.
00:46:49I just have some, like, weird medical stuff going on.
00:46:53Oh my god, are you okay?
00:46:56I just, like, can't get my period.
00:47:01Oh.
00:47:03Like, ever?
00:47:07Well, then you're lucky.
00:47:09They suck.
00:47:11Yeah.
00:47:13That's, like, not a bad thing.
00:47:15Yeah.
00:47:17Can we maybe, like, talk about this later?
00:47:20Why don't you get-
00:47:21Please.
00:47:25What did you want to talk to me about?
00:47:27Oh, um.
00:47:29We don't have to talk about it.
00:47:31It's whatever.
00:47:35So what did you eat this blood for?
00:47:45Oh my god.
00:47:50Does it look good?
00:47:54I'm gonna kill you.
00:47:56I think you're, like, already dead.
00:47:59That's, like...
00:48:03Goddamn, look at you.
00:48:06Hi.
00:48:12You look amazing.
00:48:14Yo, your cat is definitely not in the bathroom anymore.
00:48:18Okay, I'll be right back. I gotta look for my cat.
00:48:21You look deadly.
00:48:22You look good, too, babe.
00:48:23Thanks.
00:48:25The pussy is gone.
00:48:26Let's go.
00:48:32Um, let's go outside.
00:48:34I know, let's go.
00:48:36Hey, uh, I'm really sorry about what happened.
00:48:40Oh, yeah, me too.
00:48:42You shouldn't have quit, you're really good.
00:48:45It's cool you two are still cool, though.
00:48:47What?
00:48:48Like, about the team.
00:48:50Do you want to get a drink with me?
00:48:52Wait, what about the team?
00:48:54Coach gave them your spot.
00:48:56She didn't tell you?
00:48:58Oh, yeah, she told me.
00:49:00Uh, that's awesome.
00:49:02Yeah.
00:49:03Um, I'm sorry, that was, like, the thing I was trying to bring up with you.
00:49:06I'll be right back.
00:49:07I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:49:08No, it's fine, honestly.
00:49:10Like, you deserve it way more than I do.
00:49:12I just got lucky.
00:49:14I think I need to go.
00:49:15No, don't go, don't go, don't go.
00:49:16No, I'm PMSing, so.
00:49:18But I thought you...
00:49:24Hey.
00:49:25We keep bumping into each other.
00:49:27It's gotta mean something, right?
00:49:29I know, so random, right?
00:49:32Hey, Carrie.
00:49:34Hey.
00:49:39Hey, so, like, I don't know if you've ever seen, like, Fight Club,
00:49:42but you know how they talk about, like, the only role of Fight Club being to not talk about the club?
00:49:48I've actually never seen Fight Club.
00:49:51Okay, uh, what I'm trying to say is if anyone asks, like, how we met,
00:49:57can you just, like, say our parents know each other or we met at the drugstore or something?
00:50:04Wow, um, yeah, okay.
00:50:09I didn't mean it like that.
00:50:11You do you.
00:50:19Make a wish.
00:50:24Oh.
00:50:26I'll see you later?
00:50:28Okay.
00:50:35You're like a hotter, less problematic Johnny Depp.
00:50:40Is it? Are we leaving?
00:50:42Yeah, I think so.
00:50:45Did I do something wrong?
00:50:47No, not at all. I'm just not feeling that great.
00:50:52Okay.
00:50:55Do you mind coming to my room for a second before you leave?
00:50:58Hm?
00:51:04Do you want help?
00:51:05I got it, I got it.
00:51:10It's, uh, super nerdy, but...
00:51:13Here. Open it.
00:51:22This is super cute. Thank you.
00:51:35Well, you know, I saved my favorite for last.
00:51:40Thank you.
00:51:42Yeah.
00:51:44What, what's wrong?
00:51:47I wasn't supposed to make you sad.
00:51:49No, it's fine. It's great. I love it. I really do.
00:51:55Um, I just, I quit.
00:52:01What?
00:52:03Why?
00:52:06Uh, do you, like, maybe want, like, a blowjob or something?
00:52:11Uh, maybe. I mean, like, not, not, no.
00:52:16Uh, I gotta go.
00:52:18Um, you should go find Karina or something.
00:52:21Why would I want to talk to her?
00:52:23I don't know. You obviously did at some point.
00:52:26Who cares about Karina?
00:52:29You're being harsh for no reason.
00:52:32I mean...
00:52:34Wendy...
00:52:37I really like you.
00:52:40And I'm starting to get the vibes that maybe you don't like me.
00:52:47I'm sorry.
00:52:55Oh, fuck.
00:52:59Have a nice night, tampon.
00:53:05Lindy!
00:53:06Fuck off.
00:53:10Hey, I'm so sorry. I thought these guys were...
00:53:14Say no more absolute assholes.
00:53:18I was walking behind you and I thought I should draw attention to myself
00:53:22so I didn't completely freak you out like I already did.
00:53:26It's fine.
00:53:27I live around the corner.
00:53:31Do you maybe, like, want to go drink this on a beach near my house?
00:53:38Uh, sure. Yeah, let's do it.
00:53:43Hey.
00:53:44Okay, okay.
00:53:46I dare you to jump in butt-ass naked.
00:53:51No fucking way.
00:53:54I would never do that.
00:53:57Okay, truth then.
00:53:59Okay.
00:54:01Is Adam your boyfriend?
00:54:04Adam is my boyfriend, yeah.
00:54:07Or was. I don't even know anymore.
00:54:11Are you dating anyone?
00:54:13Not right now, no.
00:54:16Can I ask you something?
00:54:19Sure.
00:54:21You said at that group that you were intersex
00:54:25and I was just wondering if you could elaborate.
00:54:28Elaborate on what it means or...
00:54:31Never mind, I'm being stupid.
00:54:33No, it's not stupid.
00:54:35It's basically an umbrella term which means
00:54:39your reproductive or, like, anatomy
00:54:43doesn't fit the typical, like, male or female binary.
00:54:47I actually made a bunch of videos on it a few years ago
00:54:50and posted them online.
00:54:52Oh, my God.
00:54:54I'm so sorry for referencing my own stuff
00:54:57in our actual real-life conversation.
00:55:00Feel free to never talk to me again.
00:55:02No, you're fine. I'll definitely check them out.
00:55:05I will. Don't be embarrassed.
00:55:07Um, thank you for sharing that.
00:55:10I feel like I should know all that.
00:55:12Well, the more you know.
00:55:18So, you like living here?
00:55:20You got some trees, you got some water,
00:55:23you got me in a prince costume,
00:55:26which sticks out like a sore thumb.
00:55:28That's amazing.
00:55:30But, yeah, I'm working at a coffee shop right now,
00:55:33just, like, saving for college.
00:55:36Do you like living here?
00:55:39Yeah, it's okay.
00:55:41I mean, we've moved around a lot,
00:55:43so it's, like, hard to keep and make friends,
00:55:47if you know what I mean.
00:55:49Well, I look forward to being a friend
00:55:52that you inevitably lose touch with.
00:56:08I'm so sorry.
00:56:10It's all good.
00:56:12I should probably get going.
00:56:14It's, like, really late.
00:56:16Well, let me walk you.
00:56:18I think if we've learned anything from tonight,
00:56:20it's that tampons shouldn't walk alone.
00:56:25Thanks.
00:56:29O-M-F-G, you are too cute.
00:56:32Like, a perfect mix of...
00:56:33You're so brave for sharing your story.
00:56:36I love you so much.
00:56:37Fucking disgusting. Go kill yourself.
00:56:43What's up, fam? It's Jax,
00:56:45and we're here with the third part of my intersex story.
00:56:49So, in the last video,
00:56:51we talked about how I was born with internal gonads,
00:56:54and I had them removed
00:56:56because my doctors told me they were cancerous.
00:56:59But in this video,
00:57:00I actually want to talk about my second normalizing surgery,
00:57:04which was my vaginoplasty,
00:57:06which my birth parents and my doctors told me I needed.
00:57:13And I was 11.
00:57:15So, yeah, trigger warning.
00:57:21So, we looked at hybrid animals, yes?
00:57:24So, what were the two animals that created that hybrid...
00:57:28What animal am I looking for?
00:57:30That is a hybrid mule.
00:57:32So, we have a horse and a...
00:57:34What's the other animal? Somebody, please.
00:57:37All right, that's a donkey. Yes?
00:57:41Is MRKH intersex?
00:57:43MRKH is an intersex condition
00:57:45because of the deviation of the reproductive systems
00:57:48from standard...
00:57:49No, MRKH syndrome wouldn't be classified as a form of intersex
00:57:52because it's a condition...
00:57:53But how can we all be free from harmful expectations on our bodies?
00:57:56It is pretty cool how some species respond to overpopulation
00:58:01by creating sterile females.
00:58:04That'd be sick.
00:58:05You'd never have to worry about getting a girl pregnant.
00:58:08But that is not the point, Doug.
00:58:11Bodies have a way of being just the way they're meant to be.
00:58:15Everybody is perfect...
00:58:18to someone.
00:58:24Even I've been laid more than this bitch has.
00:58:27I believe that.
00:58:30Hey, can I talk to you for a sec?
00:58:33Yeah.
00:58:35I'm sorry for being an asshole the other night.
00:58:38The book was, like, the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me.
00:58:42No, that's cool. It was childish anyways.
00:58:46OK, yeah.
00:58:47Because you don't, like, seem that cool.
00:58:50Yeah.
00:58:52I just...
00:58:54I thought maybe we could...
00:58:56Yo, Adam.
00:58:57What's up, guys?
00:58:58Yo.
00:58:59What's up? How you guys doing?
00:59:00You know me.
00:59:01Yeah.
00:59:05It's cool.
00:59:08Actually, there's, like, some stuff I've been meaning to talk to you about.
00:59:12What is it?
00:59:15I just, like...
00:59:17I just need some time to work on myself.
00:59:19It's not, like, a forever thing. It's just...
00:59:22Adam, I...
00:59:23I really like you.
00:59:27Maybe you could, like, give me some time?
00:59:31Well, how much time?
00:59:33Um...
00:59:34Like, three to eighteen months. Like, maybe more, maybe less.
00:59:37What?
00:59:41Wendy, honestly, I'm confused, man.
00:59:46You obviously seem like you're not into it, so...
00:59:49Maybe we should just do our own thing.
00:59:55Back's open.
01:00:04I hope you find what you're looking for, Carrie.
01:00:13Hey, sorry. Do you mind if I take that tray?
01:00:16Sure.
01:00:17My manager won't let me leave until I've wiped down thirteen more trays and I've only done twelve.
01:00:22She has OCD or something.
01:00:25Pretty sure that's not what OCD is.
01:00:28Oh, uh...
01:00:29Sorry if you have that...
01:00:33Okay, well, uh, I'm gonna go wipe these down.
01:00:38I'm Chad, by the way.
01:00:40Hi, Chad.
01:01:03♪
01:01:34A little bit of depth in there.
01:01:36Yeah. Keep at it, kiddo.
01:01:39And if you have a boyfriend, you can actually practice with him.
01:01:42Provided he's not too, you know, endowed.
01:01:47You know, there are some other options, should dilation not be working for you.
01:01:52What is it?
01:01:53Well, there are a few types of different surgical methods.
01:01:57But I'd have to refer you to a specialist and get your mom involved in this conversation, of course.
01:02:03I've got an old college buddy of mine in Dallas
01:02:06who does mostly vaginoplasty for the real housewives type, but I could check with him.
01:02:17Give my buddy a call. He is the guy for this kind of thing.
01:02:21Okay, thanks. I'll talk to him.
01:02:23The McIndoe surgical technique consists of performing a careful dissection between the bladder and rectum
01:02:29using a skin graft, usually from the buttocks or thigh.
01:02:33A gentle, blunt dissection is all that is necessary to create an adequate cavity.
01:02:38This slide...
01:02:41You okay, hon?
01:02:43Yeah, I just... I just want to get out of here.
01:02:47Sure you don't want to order anything?
01:02:49I'm not hungry.
01:02:54Thank you.
01:03:08Haven't seen Adam around.
01:03:12Yeah. He's just busy with school. On track and stuff.
01:03:18I guess that's for the best right now anyway, right?
01:03:21What's that supposed to mean?
01:03:24Nothing. Just... you have your whole life to deal with men.
01:03:28They're not the priority right now.
01:03:31You can't just, like, delete men because you got burned by one.
01:03:34Like, get over it. He left you with a toddler.
01:03:37Nana helped you and left you with a weird wooden house.
01:03:40Like, I turned out fine! You're so freaking bitter!
01:03:47Sorry.
01:03:52Look, I want to pay for this surgery for you.
01:03:56I've saved up money for the reconstruction and for Nana...
01:04:00Stop trying to fix everything!
01:04:04If you don't want the surgery, that's fine.
01:04:08I just wish you would talk to me.
01:04:12I just want you to feel like a normal, beautiful, smart teenage girl.
01:04:19I'm not fucking normal.
01:04:22You are not fucking normal!
01:04:35Viv, open up!
01:04:42Adam? What the...
01:04:45Fuck you both, you motherfuckers!
01:05:15Fuck the pain away.
01:05:17Fuck the pain away.
01:05:19Fuck the pain away.
01:05:21Fuck the pain away.
01:05:23Fuck the pain away.
01:05:25Fuck the pain away.
01:05:33Hi.
01:05:35Hi.
01:05:37Do you want to hang out after your shift?
01:05:41Sure, yeah. Sounds fun.
01:05:46Are you okay?
01:05:48Yeah, I'm good.
01:05:52Actually, can I get a shake?
01:05:55Sure.
01:06:00Right.
01:06:03Woo!
01:06:10Do you want to make out?
01:06:13Like, like, like now?
01:06:15Yeah.
01:06:18Uh, have you had sex before?
01:06:23Uh, whoa, um...
01:06:25Sorry, uh, I was just curious.
01:06:29No, uh, not yet.
01:06:34Oh, are you, like, saving yourself for my birthday?
01:06:39Uh, no.
01:06:43Oh, are you, like, saving yourself for marriage and all that?
01:06:49No, uh, not really. I'm just waiting for the right person, I guess.
01:06:56Cool. Me too.
01:07:00You know, I'd love to practice, though, so I'm really good when the time comes.
01:07:13Okay.
01:07:27Am I in?
01:07:31Do you like this?
01:07:34Yeah, that feels so good.
01:07:43You sure you're not going to get pregnant, right?
01:07:48Yes.
01:07:51But what if you do?
01:07:55I mean, I'd be there for you, obviously.
01:07:59Thanks.
01:08:03Does that feel weird?
01:08:06Uh, I mean, sort of.
01:08:11How?
01:08:15I don't know. It just kind of felt like...
01:08:19a little too tight, I guess.
01:08:22Okay, thanks. But did it feel normal?
01:08:26Uh...
01:08:29I don't know.
01:08:34Maybe my dick isn't so small after all.
01:08:39Hey, where are you going? I can drive you.
01:08:42Uh, I just need some fresh air. Thanks, though.
01:08:45It's dark!
01:08:56Sorry I'm home late. Night, Mom.
01:08:58It's fine. Come here for a sec.
01:09:01Okay.
01:09:04Okay.
01:09:13When did I become your enemy?
01:09:16Can we play therapy session tomorrow? I'm really tired.
01:09:19No, that's too bad, because I'm kind of a shitty therapist, so I need the practice.
01:09:24Look, I get it, okay? I'm your mom.
01:09:28I know I'm the last person you want to talk to about your vagina
01:09:32and dilators and lube and sex stuff.
01:09:37But don't forget, I've been through my fair share of shit, too, hun.
01:09:41I know.
01:09:43It was really hard when your dad left me with a toddler
01:09:47and I only had a high school diploma.
01:09:50And you know, Nana tried to warn me.
01:09:53We got in these huge fights because I thought she was just being negative about her own marriage.
01:10:00But she was just trying to protect me
01:10:06from what she obviously knew would happen, which is really annoying.
01:10:11And I never told you this, but right before I got sick,
01:10:17I started having feelings for someone.
01:10:20I mean, it was right when I thought things were just going my way for once.
01:10:24Huh? Who? Like, when?
01:10:27Doesn't matter. He said he wasn't attracted to me anymore after the surgery.
01:10:34He got married last year to a woman named Delilah, so...
01:10:39She has long hair and flotation device tits.
01:10:41Anyways, that's not the point. The point is,
01:10:44I would get my heart broken and chop my tit off eight million times over again
01:10:50if it meant that you wouldn't get this diagnosis.
01:10:54All I want to do is protect you from pain,
01:10:57and I know that a lot of the time that looks like I'm hurting you more.
01:11:03And I know how that feels, and I don't want to do that.
01:11:09I don't want to be Nana.
01:11:14But I'm really glad that I didn't listen to her.
01:11:18Because it got me you.
01:11:21My beautiful girl.
01:11:33Hey.
01:11:36I'm really sorry you're going through this.
01:11:40It's really shitty.
01:11:43And I'm sorry I've been shitty, too.
01:11:48I have a chicken boob.
01:11:51I'm tired.
01:12:21I'm sorry.
01:12:42I'm going to get coffee. I left something for you.
01:12:51Thank you.
01:13:21I love you.
01:13:24I love you.
01:13:26I love you.
01:13:50How come you never asked me about why I was at that group?
01:13:53I didn't want to ask you anything that was going to make you uncomfortable
01:13:56or that you weren't ready to talk about.
01:14:02A nurse wanted me to go because I have this thing called MRKH,
01:14:05where I don't have a uterus.
01:14:08And my vagina isn't really developed.
01:14:12And I can't have sex.
01:14:14Well, I sort of can.
01:14:17I don't know.
01:14:19And I have to use these...
01:14:22Well, they're kind of like...
01:14:24Okay, basically they're just medical dildos that I have to use to make a fucking vagina,
01:14:28and I hate every second of it.
01:14:36That's a lot.
01:14:39I'm sorry you're going through all of that.
01:14:43Thank you for saying that.
01:14:46Can I ask you something?
01:14:48Go for it.
01:14:50I watched that YouTube video about your birth parents agreeing to let them do surgery on you as a kid,
01:14:55which is obviously super fucked up.
01:14:58But, like, do you think if I got surgery to, like, fix my issue, it's a different thing?
01:15:06Fix your issue? What do you mean?
01:15:09I just want a normal fucking vagina.
01:15:13And to never think about it again.
01:15:15I don't think that people with normal vaginas get to stop thinking about them, unfortunately.
01:15:22I guess.
01:15:25Do you think I'm normal?
01:15:29Yeah. I mean, other than that styrofoam head that you have in your room.
01:15:35Well, I'm glad you think so.
01:15:39It's just annoying when people think because you have a bunch of followers and you post videos online
01:15:44that you don't sometimes wish things were different, you know?
01:15:51I used the internet to share all this stuff because I was scared.
01:15:58I was scared of what would happen if, like, I didn't control my own narrative, you know?
01:16:05Yeah. I do.
01:16:10You're the first person I've told out loud about it.
01:16:13It wasn't so bad, was it?
01:16:17You're still you.
01:16:20And I think you're pretty perfect just the way you are.
01:16:35You're still right there if you let me
01:16:39In the daydream, see what I see
01:16:44Can we close our eyes and pretend
01:16:49I'm someone you don't see as a friend
01:16:53Slowly, softly, right to the edge
01:16:58Can we let this start before it has to end
01:17:06No one can do what you do
01:17:11Call me crazy, just call me baby
01:17:16No one can do what you do like you do to me
01:17:20You got me dizzy, head spinning
01:17:25You're still right there if you let me
01:17:29In the daydream, see what I see
01:17:34No one can do what you do like you do to me
01:17:44I feel so awkward. Like, I feel like I'm, like, dancing weird.
01:17:48Dance like no one's watching.
01:17:50Oh my god. That's, like, no pressure at all.
01:17:56There you go. Yeah.
01:18:00I'm embarrassed.
01:18:02She's listening up. I see it.
01:18:05Okay, I'm gonna go find my phone. I have to text my mom. I'll be back, okay?
01:18:09Sorry. Um, have you seen a phone?
01:18:13I have an iPhone. Have you seen it around? Okay.
01:18:16Lindy?
01:18:18Hey! Uh, what's up?
01:18:21Hey, uh, I just, I haven't heard much from you since, uh, you know?
01:18:26Yeah, yeah, um, I am just trying to find my phone right now.
01:18:31Uh, yeah.
01:18:33Oh.
01:18:34Have you seen my phone?
01:18:36Okay, it has a blue case, so if you see it...
01:18:38Oh, uh, yeah, um, do you think maybe you wanna go grab some coffee or something sometime?
01:18:44Hey!
01:18:46Hey.
01:18:47Jax, you are?
01:18:49Yeah.
01:18:52So, how do you two know each other?
01:18:55Well, uh, she came into my work and...
01:18:58And I ordered a milkshake.
01:19:01Okay.
01:19:06Uh, well, yeah, um, I'll keep an eye out for your phone.
01:19:12You look really pretty, by the way.
01:19:14Thanks.
01:19:15Come in.
01:19:19Another drink?
01:19:20Yeah.
01:19:21Yeah.
01:19:22My chat.
01:19:30So, Chad.
01:19:33Yeah, he's nice.
01:19:34Yeah, seems it.
01:19:36Yeah.
01:19:37Crucifix and everything.
01:19:44Mmm, hot vodka water.
01:19:50Can I ask you something?
01:19:53Yeah.
01:19:54Kiss me.
01:19:56Um, like right now?
01:20:04That's all I need to know.
01:20:05Thanks.
01:20:07Wait, wait, uh, Jax, I'm sorry.
01:20:10Honestly, I should have known better.
01:20:13Bye, Linda.
01:20:23Oh, that was close.
01:20:26Chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug.
01:20:30Oh, for the love of God.
01:20:34Chug, chug, chug, chug, chug.
01:20:42Um, hey.
01:20:44You good?
01:20:45Yeah, I'm good.
01:20:47Okay, because you just flashed that guy.
01:20:50Interesting coming from you.
01:20:53Okay, Linda, we, like, really need to talk, actually, about what happened.
01:20:57Because, like, I don't even like him, and I'm, okay.
01:21:00In the middle of the game right now, you know?
01:21:03I'm doing really good, too.
01:21:07Okay.
01:21:08Bye.
01:21:18Uh, Occupado.
01:21:27I feel like you're using me.
01:21:29Why don't you just want to fuck?
01:21:32Stop, stop.
01:21:33This is weird.
01:21:34What?
01:21:35What do you mean?
01:21:36This just feels fucked up.
01:21:38Hey, what's wrong?
01:21:40I'm sorry.
01:21:41I'm sorry.
01:21:42I just, I gotta go.
01:21:45Hey, I'm sorry.
01:21:47I didn't.
01:21:49Wait, you forgot your shirt.
01:21:51Here.
01:21:56Okay.
01:22:03I don't have a uterus or a vagina.
01:22:08I know.
01:22:11Like, I can't have sex without, like, fixing it.
01:22:16Well, I can, sort of.
01:22:23I tried to make Chad fuck me, so I don't have to make a vagina by myself.
01:22:31Okay.
01:22:33Uh, well, I'm gonna let you unpack all of that.
01:22:40Uh, but I'm gonna get going.
01:22:43Bye.
01:22:45Just don't puke, okay?
01:22:53My phone is in a random boot over here.
01:23:23I took your phone and your laptop.
01:23:41Can I have my phone back?
01:23:44Nope.
01:23:45Evidently, you don't know how to use it.
01:23:48I almost called the friggin' police.
01:23:50I'm really sorry, okay?
01:23:52I mean, like, I was just playing beer pong.
01:23:55And I drank too much.
01:23:57Yeah, you did.
01:24:00Seriously, you can't get that drunk.
01:24:02That's how girls get raped.
01:24:04If that's even a possibility.
01:24:06Hey! Yes! Jesus Christ!
01:24:08You're being a real asshole!
01:24:12Vivian hooked up with Adam.
01:24:15She told me.
01:24:17What?
01:24:18She came by looking for you the other day.
01:24:20She said you refused to talk to her.
01:24:22And so she needed somebody to talk to.
01:24:25And she talked to you?
01:24:27Not everybody hates talking to me.
01:24:30Look, didn't you sort of end things with him?
01:24:36Come on, you're gonna throw away a good friendship for some guy whose cheekbones could cut granite?
01:24:47Hi.
01:24:49Hi.
01:24:51Hi.
01:24:57So, why didn't you tell me?
01:25:01Tell you what?
01:25:03About, like, not being able to have sex?
01:25:07What?
01:25:09Like, you don't have a vagina or something?
01:25:14How do you know that?
01:25:16Like, a couple people texted me about it, but...
01:25:19I mean, I didn't really understand. Like, obviously you have a vagina.
01:25:23Um, uh, no. Sort of.
01:25:26Okay? Um, this is none of anyone's business.
01:25:29Okay?
01:25:30Okay.
01:25:31Even if it were true.
01:25:33Yeah, okay. Um, I mean, okay.
01:25:37Okay, you must have told someone, right?
01:25:42Wait, okay, so who were you hanging out with?
01:25:44Like, that... was it that guy at the party?
01:25:47Wait, Lindy. Wait, Lindy.
01:25:50Mom? Mom, I really need my phone, okay?
01:25:52What happened? What's wrong?
01:25:54I just really need you to get my phone, okay?
01:25:56Okay, okay. I'll get it. Can you just tell me what's wrong?
01:25:59Can you get the fucking phone, please? I need the phone!
01:26:03Why'd you put it in the oven?
01:26:09Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
01:26:11Get up.
01:26:13Did you do anything, like, personal last night?
01:26:15I took mushrooms last night, Lindy.
01:26:17Did you tell anyone?
01:26:18I'm so sorry. I might have. I was really wasted.
01:26:22I'm sorry, Lindy. I...
01:26:25Oh, honey. Oh, honey.
01:26:27Please, please, please.
01:26:44Here's some tea.
01:26:56People know.
01:26:59Wow.
01:27:11Can I show you something?
01:27:13Mm-hmm.
01:27:23I hate this table.
01:27:29Does it hurt?
01:27:32Not anymore?
01:27:37But hiding it does.
01:27:40A lot.
01:27:47I'm so sorry you had to go through that alone.
01:27:53I wasn't alone.
01:27:59I wasn't alone.
01:28:14I don't get it. How did she do it?
01:28:17Yeah, I don't know.
01:28:19It's okay.
01:28:21It's okay.
01:28:23It's okay.
01:28:26It's okay.
01:28:38Hey.
01:28:39Hi.
01:28:41You doing okay?
01:28:43Yeah.
01:28:44Okay.
01:28:45Well, I just want you to know that I'm here if you want to talk, but I also totally get if you don't.
01:28:51Thank you.
01:28:54Hey.
01:28:55Good luck at the meet today.
01:28:57Thanks.
01:28:59I'm actually pretty nervous. I, like, already threw up today, and my mom's gone on this business trip, so...
01:29:06Whatever.
01:29:08You deserve it.
01:29:12Thanks.
01:29:13See you later.
01:29:15Hey, um...
01:29:18Take this.
01:29:21And this.
01:29:23Can you smell me?
01:29:24No.
01:29:25Bye.
01:29:26Bye.
01:29:27Next up, we have the National Qualifying Women's 100 Meter Sprint.
01:29:30Go, Viv!
01:29:32Go, Viv!
01:29:34Go, Viv!
01:29:36Go, Viv!
01:29:38Go, Viv!
01:29:40Go, Viv!
01:29:42Go, Viv!
01:29:44Go, Viv!
01:29:46Go, Viv!
01:29:48Go, Viv!
01:29:50Go, Viv!
01:29:52Go, Viv!
01:29:54Go, Viv!
01:29:57That's a girl.
01:30:00To the starting line, please.
01:30:06On your marks...
01:30:08Get set...
01:30:10Go!
01:30:12Go, Viv!
01:30:14Go, Viv!
01:30:16Go, Viv!
01:30:18Go, Viv!
01:30:20Go, Viv!
01:30:22Go, Viv!
01:30:24Go, Viv!
01:30:26Go, Viv!
01:30:36No one believed in Baby Girl,
01:30:38which is the nickname that I gave myself.
01:30:40But she won.
01:30:42Thank you.
01:30:47Here you go.
01:30:49Thank you.
01:30:51Congratulations. You were so amazing.
01:30:54You crushed it.
01:30:56And you're looking super fine in those shorts.
01:30:58Can you, like, not right now?
01:31:00It's not about the shorts, Doug.
01:31:02Oh. You and your friend with no pussy getting all testy.
01:31:07Shut the fuck up, Doug.
01:31:09Makes sense why Adam would try to fuck you instead.
01:31:11Bro, what the fuck?
01:31:13What the fuck is wrong with you, bro?
01:31:15God damn it, man. Don't fucking say shit like that, man.
01:31:17I wasn't trying to fuck you.
01:31:19Lindy!
01:31:25Fuck.
01:31:35I just need to be alone right now.
01:31:37Lindy, Lindy, fuck those guys.
01:31:40I told them it was me.
01:31:42I was like, she was drunk at the party,
01:31:44and obviously whoever you told didn't know that you were talking about me.
01:31:47What? Wait, you guys had sex?
01:31:49You and Doug?
01:31:51Nope. We didn't.
01:31:53Guys, I literally lied.
01:31:55Why?
01:31:56I don't know. I just, like, chickened out.
01:31:58And I liked that you thought it was cool and that, like, I knew something that you didn't for once.
01:32:03And also I think my labia are too long.
01:32:06Your labia are fine. Probably.
01:32:08Really?
01:32:09Yeah.
01:32:11I can check for you if you want.
01:32:13Thanks.
01:32:14And, like, also just so you know, like, Adam did come to my house,
01:32:18and he came to ask about you.
01:32:20And, like, he was weirdly, like, crying and, like, hugging me.
01:32:24And it was, like, really random, and he got, like, super hot last summer,
01:32:28and I fucked up and I did kiss him, which was really fucked up of me.
01:32:32And I'm sorry.
01:32:34I'm sorry.
01:32:35No, I'm sorry. I'm, like, seriously sorry.
01:32:42Let's go.
01:32:44Okay.
01:32:47Why are we, like, walking with a purpose right now?
01:32:53And why are you breathing like that?
01:32:56It's not Vivian who has no pussy.
01:32:58If you want to know, I have a birth condition where I was born with some things missing.
01:33:02Which, frankly, the details of which are none of your fucking business.
01:33:05I actually have had sex.
01:33:08Because you know what?
01:33:09There's more to it than shoving your half-hard dick into someone's vagina.
01:33:12Yeah.
01:33:13Most of you don't even know where a clit is.
01:33:16Dougie, I bet you've never even made a girl cum.
01:33:18Okay, whatever.
01:33:20Hi, uh, can anyone raise their hand if Doug has made them cum?
01:33:25You've never made me cum.
01:33:27Ever.
01:33:29I'm literally so fucking tired of hurting myself to make room in my life
01:33:34and my literal vagina for everyone but myself.
01:33:38You can all post a little TikTok of this epic meltdown
01:33:41or cancel me or whatever you want to do.
01:33:44This is all my worst nightmare, so, uh, now I'm free, I guess.
01:33:48Bye.
01:33:53Okay, that was fucking amazing.
01:33:57I really hurt someone and I have to apologize.
01:34:01So, are you going to tell me why you're doing this?
01:34:05We hooked up and then I wouldn't kiss them in person
01:34:08because I was embarrassed what people would think.
01:34:11I acted like a complete dick.
01:34:14They're so fucking awesome.
01:34:17So, did you apologize to them?
01:34:19I texted them.
01:34:22This has been the worst fucking few months of my life.
01:34:27I didn't want to be alive anymore.
01:34:35I'm pissed and sad I can't have a kid.
01:34:46I'm pissed I can't complain about my period
01:34:49and ask some girl to give me a tampon
01:34:51and have her smile in that, like, knowing way.
01:34:54I'm pissed at the lady at the grocery store
01:34:57that had a shirt that said,
01:34:59Anything you can do, I can do bleeding.
01:35:05I'm pissed my mom can't control anything in her life but me.
01:35:10I'm pissed I don't have a dad to tell me
01:35:12some guy is going to call me his princess
01:35:14or some toxic shit like that.
01:35:21Like, how do you even grieve something
01:35:24you've never even had in the first place, you know?
01:35:28It was like my body betrayed me,
01:35:31so I was just going to betray it back.
01:35:35But I was like, I can't.
01:35:38I'm sorry.
01:35:53I'm sorry.
01:35:55Fuck, I didn't know.
01:35:57I know.
01:36:03You're going to squeeze my head off.
01:36:06I'm sorry, I just love you.
01:36:09Let's go.
01:36:14Let's go, princess.
01:36:19Hi, Lindy. I'm Dr. Aranda.
01:36:22Nice to see you again.
01:36:24Dr. Doheny has the flu, so I'm filling in.
01:36:28I was reading your chart,
01:36:30and it looks like you were diagnosed with MRKH a few months ago
01:36:33and started using dilators right away. Is that correct?
01:36:36Yeah.
01:36:38I also read in your chart that you wanted a surgical consultation.
01:36:43Okay.
01:36:45Well, I'm not sure what your conversations with Dr. Doheny were,
01:36:50but there's no rush with any of these options,
01:36:54if they're even what you want to be doing.
01:36:57Okay?
01:37:00I could do a pelvic exam to see how the dilation has been going,
01:37:04or we can pick it up another time.
01:37:09Actually, another time would be great.
01:37:13Thank you.
01:37:14Sounds good.
01:37:20And just so you know, nothing about you needs to be fixed.
01:37:29Can you pass on a message to Dr. Doheny for me?
01:37:32Of course.
01:37:39Thank you.
01:37:50Okay.
01:38:21You're welcome.
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