AYLA is a trans woman and grew up on the small island of Skye, in Scotland. Ayla said: "The people in Skye are super religious, no one wears makeup, no plastic surgery, no local support because of the way I looked.” Ayla has always loved the plastic look and is attempting to achieve the biggest breast implants in the UK. However, growing her breasts does come with risks... Ayla has experienced one of her implants exploding. She was left with only one implant for a few months. She travels to the US once a month to get her breasts enlarged and she is aiming to get them to size 3000cc. Ayla has had many surgeries over the years, so it’s not all about the breasts... She recently underwent her third facial feminisation surgery. This included: forehead reconstruction, eye bone shave, nose job, 2x jaw shaves, lip lift, chin shave, Adam’s apple shaved down, veneers, 6 boob jobs and sex reassignment surgery. She is planning to do these surgeries again, as it is recommended not to do them all in one sitting. Her fiancé David is very supportive of her surgeries. Ayla doesn’t pay for all of the procedures with her own money, she has “sponsors” or "sugar daddies". Ayla also owns her own Cafe and some of the customers ask her 'when is it going to end?' But Ayla doesn’t plan on stopping until she is perfect: “You can’t put a price on perfection.”
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00:00I want and will have the biggest implants in the UK.
00:05I love the best implants.
00:06Doctor, tell me, are they big enough?
00:09There are 2,100 cc's, which is crazy,
00:13and I'm aware that it's crazy.
00:14Let's get to the point.
00:15What do we think of the look?
00:16I was taking you in when you crossed the street.
00:19I enjoy the extreme look,
00:21and at this point, it's my destiny.
00:24This is what I'm like every time
00:25when I'm getting ready in the morning.
00:26Half the time, it's just me sitting,
00:27looking at myself in the mirror.
00:29I had a dangerous situation with my implants
00:33every single day, thinking the whole thing
00:35is just gonna pop open, and then one day it did.
00:39I would describe my look as cheap, tacky,
00:42in-your-face, I'm all of it.
00:45Cheers.
00:46I'm Isla, and I'm a doll from Scotland.
00:48The doll from Scotland.
00:50To me, it's a bit like a superhero costume.
00:53I feel powerful when my makeup is big and bold.
00:58I came out at 24, and then I started my surgeries
01:02as soon as I could.
01:02I have had 15 procedures to date.
01:05My first ever surgery would have been my face.
01:09So from top to toe, I've had my forehead shaved down,
01:13I've had my nose done, I've had my lips lifted,
01:16my jaw shaved down twice, my chin redone twice,
01:20my throat shaved, and then all my implant procedures
01:25and my reassignment surgery.
01:27I always say to girls, if you're gonna get your boobs done,
01:29make sure you've got enough money to get them done again,
01:31because you will immediately want to go bigger.
01:33They're not big enough.
01:34They're 2,100 ccs, which is crazy,
01:38and I'm aware that it's crazy,
01:39but the goalpost just keeps moving,
01:42going bigger to 3,000 hopefully by the end of the year.
01:44So I have tissue expanders for my implants now,
01:47so they just inject right into the ports
01:50and just pump up the implant.
01:52Your body gradually stretches.
01:55I can just go and be in and out within 15 minutes.
01:59It's never failed to make me happy.
02:02I'm never as excited as I am when I'm on that table.
02:07I'm sorry, I literally can't stop staring at myself.
02:10What I'm like every time when I'm getting ready
02:11in the morning, half the time is just me
02:13sitting looking at myself in the mirror.
02:16David, can you come through and help me with something?
02:18Today, my husband David is going to measure my breasts.
02:21David loves my look.
02:23He's a big implant guy.
02:26He likes glamour.
02:28You know, I want to be the biggest in the UK,
02:31definitely the biggest in Scotland.
02:32I love Ayla's look.
02:33I support her every step of the way,
02:35whatever she wants to do.
02:36No, I've never measured Ayla's boobs before,
02:38just measuring my eyes, so.
02:41Doctor, tell me, are they big enough?
02:45Your implants are 44 inches.
02:48Perfect.
02:49My target is 3,000 ccs by the end of the year.
02:54It would depend.
02:55We'll get to 60.
02:57We'll get to 60 regardless.
03:01Let's look at some looks.
03:03I've kind of learned, basically stay in the lanes of leggings,
03:07a little sports bra top, always in like three sizes too small.
03:10I often go to the kids section of a shop
03:12and get like little girl tops as well,
03:14just because they're like tighter.
03:16I would describe my look, I mean, it's in the name,
03:17the dirt road doll.
03:19I'm a little bit dirty.
03:20I don't care if my tan's patchy
03:22or if I look a bit tacky
03:23or if people think what I'm wearing is cheap.
03:25Like, I'm really not bothered about those things.
03:27Anything I wear is gonna show off my breasts
03:30regardless of what I wear, so yeah.
03:32Quite hard to hide these things.
03:35I've spent like 150,000 on cosmetic surgeries and aesthetics.
03:39I'm aware of the repercussions of it,
03:42not being able to get certain employment,
03:44but I love how I look and I love how I've designed my life.
03:48These implants, the expanders are much better
03:51than having a surgery every single time.
03:52There's still a risk.
03:53There's still a risk, of course there's a risk with everything,
03:56but the bigger, the better.
03:58Absolutely.
04:00She wants to go bigger, so I support that as well,
04:03but as long as it's done safe.
04:04You know, I had a dangerous situation with my implants.
04:08My last ones had a little bit of the incision
04:11that wasn't healing.
04:12And for the moment she came back,
04:14it looked to me like there was a couple of stitches
04:16that had burst.
04:17It looked like it was closing and then it just started opening,
04:20getting bigger and bigger.
04:22It like consumed every single day,
04:24thinking the whole thing is just going to pop open
04:26and then one day it did.
04:28Yeah, the implant was completely hanging out of my chest.
04:32It was like a big reality check of the risk.
04:36Yeah, I love you too.
04:39I love you too.
04:45I stand out when I walk down the street,
04:48when I go anywhere, people are looking,
04:50like you hear the heels, you know instantly it's me.
04:53See you later.
04:54See you later.
04:55Love you.
04:56I am going to the Royal Mile
04:58to see what people really have to say about my look.
05:00Yeah, I'm judged for my look.
05:02A lot of sour faces out on the streets,
05:04but if anything, it just makes me laugh.
05:08They can say whatever they want to say about how I look.
05:10It's nothing I haven't heard before.
05:11Let's have a little chat with some people
05:13and just see what they think about all of this.
05:16See if they can handle it.
05:16I don't think they can.
05:17Let's go.
05:21Let's get to the point.
05:22What do we think of the look?
05:23I think you're slaying.
05:24I'd give it like 8.5 out of 10.
05:25Wow, that's a strong mark.
05:27It's fantastic.
05:28Wow, OK, that makes my day, thank you.
05:31I'm wondering how you're not cold right now.
05:34Yeah, yeah, it's a very good question.
05:36I am cold.
05:38I like the neon.
05:40Big fan of neon.
05:41And I think I actually have a pair of those boots.
05:43Oh my god.
05:44I'd actually love to see more extreme looks on the streets.
05:46I love that.
05:47Preach, preach.
05:49Well, she's not really bad.
05:51You know, everybody have different look,
05:54different understanding, and different wants,
05:57different needs.
05:58And she doesn't look bad at all.
06:00No, thank you.
06:02I'm like, well, after that, that's OK.
06:08You never really know what people think.
06:10They were actually really kind, gave me the time of day
06:12and said something really quite positive and inspiring.
06:15That was really nice.
06:16I'm going to meet my friend Zach.
06:18He's an old friend.
06:19He's been there from the beginning.
06:22You know, my whole life has changed since then.
06:24I know his life has changed since then.
06:26So I'm honestly about to have a heart attack right now.
06:29I'm so nervous to see him.
06:31Oh my god.
06:33Hi, Zach.
06:35How are you?
06:36First time I met her, I think it was at a drag show here.
06:40I was like, who's this person?
06:42Who's this person who's like in her tiny shell
06:44that needs to come out?
06:47She used to be like here.
06:49Sam, yeah.
06:50Eight years ago, yeah.
06:52That's crazy.
06:53It was like this connection that I've never had with someone.
06:57And it's like, you don't want to say it's like a trans connection.
07:00Yeah, yeah, yeah.
07:02That sort of thing.
07:03It's like I completely know what's going on in your brain.
07:06It's like, you just understand each other.
07:09And I think I saw how trapped you were.
07:12And that, like, it just hit me.
07:15You needed to explode to be yourself.
07:18Obviously, we dated for a while.
07:19I still have these feelings of like,
07:22I needed to protect you and I needed to help you learn who you are.
07:25That day that I told you to be happy, you need to be Ava.
07:29You went home as Ava.
07:30I didn't know that.
07:31Yeah, I'll always remember.
07:32You said you'd be so much happier.
07:34And now I see you.
07:35You live your life with confidence.
07:38You're true to yourself.
07:39And it's just so special.
07:41I genuinely mean it that you did, like, do all of this.
07:46Because I remember you coming to me like so many times,
07:48being like, I can't go home like this.
07:49I can't go out like this.
07:50I can't be me.
07:52And I was like, Ava, do it.
07:55Just do it.
07:56And then you did it.
07:57And it was like, I can remember that first time I saw you come through as you.
08:00And I was like, oh, my God.
08:02She's that one person that I look to and I go, she's done it.
08:05I used to worry how far she was taking her look.
08:11Do you think you're going to get the biggest implants in the UK?
08:14I think I've kind of proven myself, like, already.
08:17I feel like you're so headstrong that you'd be like, nothing can stop me.
08:21But it's really just like a moment to reflect on, you know,
08:25it's a whole last eight years.
08:26It was lovely to see you.
08:29We'll see each other again soon.
08:30I hope so.
08:31For the future plans, I definitely am looking to get my next fill for my implants.
08:36So 2,400 next.
08:39At a certain point, it's just like, why would you stop?
08:41Your life is your life.
08:42You like what you like.
08:42And I'm living my life in a very glamorous one.
08:45Everyone's on a journey.
08:46And if you're in a stage in your life right now where you're feeling some kind of
08:50compulsion to do that, then go with that.
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