Love After Lockup Season 1 Episode 1 - From Felon to Fiancé
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00:00Wow
00:03They looked him up and saw his mugshot. I was like wow this guy takes a really hot mugshot
00:07They've never been together outside prison walls
00:12My man is a good man in prison. Yes, he's still a good man
00:16My dream wedding my dad would be walking me down the aisle you're crazy
00:37Are you married in the temple I'm a Mormon girl he's a gangbanger so they shoot somebody
00:46No, just leave me alone. Is it true love I?
00:52Lied to him in all the letters. I told him that I knew how to do all these creative sexual things that's
01:02Just another con he's 32 you're gonna be a sugar mama
01:07To look for support financial support how much have you sent her 20 grand
01:16I know
01:21When you were in prison you were one person and then now that you're out you're a different person
01:27He's my fiancee and at the same time like do I even know him he spent 18 years in prison
01:33How's he gonna come out of that?
01:35I know there's something going on with her literally just want to take a pregnancy
01:43You can't tell me what the results are
01:45Please don't make me go through with this
01:57You got that? Yeah, I got it. Okay. You know my bike's better than yours, right?
02:02Whatever. At least I ride mine. Oh, that hurts. I'm a single father raised my kids alone with no help and
02:10I never thought I would fall in love again at my age
02:26Lizzie is the only person I've really dated in 10 years
02:30Hi, honey, I actually have Adam here. We're working on the bike
02:33Working on the bike when are you gonna come visit me? I'll have to be like two weeks another day. No, come on
02:43I am currently housed at the California institution for women
02:51I have been down for eight years so far
02:53When I get relief, I'm tired of moving on
02:56My one and only love, Scott
03:00He and Scott actually met
03:03It was on meetinmate.com
03:09He was the most amazing man in the world
03:14I have had my heart broken a lot and I thought dating a woman in prison
03:18I wouldn't because you're just talking to him on the phone
03:22Um, you're talking to him through letters dating a woman in in prison is safer to a point
03:28Lizzie is scheduled to be released in three weeks and I asked her to marry me. She said yes
03:34I'm really excited to see you. You know, I just I just wish this is over with everyone's waiting for you
03:41Adam is probably the best kid you could ask for
03:43Hello, how are you? Okay
03:48You good? Are you gonna paint your car pink pretty soon?
03:51No, I'm just I just
03:52What color are you gonna paint it before I get out?
03:55I'm probably just
03:55You know, if I get out and the car is not painted, it's going pink
03:58It's not going pink
04:00He said no, that ain't gonna happen. He said that's not gonna happen
04:04But you know it's gonna be a shock and it's not gonna be easy, right?
04:06What's a shock?
04:07No, just getting out
04:09Being able to, you know, go down to the store
04:11Take a drive in the middle of the night or go get pizza
04:13The chef said I forgot about pizza
04:15Me and Liz have been together for two years
04:17We have not spent any time out of prison together
04:19That's gonna be the real test and I just I just do not want to mess up
04:26But you need you do know a lot of people, you know, doubt this whole relationship
04:30How we've been in prison if it's gonna if it's gonna last if you're gonna like take my money
04:36Take the money and run?
04:37Yeah
04:37My specialty? No, I was able to do that to you, babe
04:40Early in our relationship, Liz had other men on the hook
04:45I was online to look for support, financial support, so these guys would take care of me
04:51But she stopped conning me probably a month into it
04:54So Scott in the beginning, I guess you could call him a trick
04:57It was a trick in the beginning and the only thing is though that the way he was with me
05:06How I was able to be honest with him, he was okay with me being me
05:12I am not seeing you or using you
05:16I love you, Scott, Davey
05:18And I am gonna prove everybody wrong
05:21They will see when I come home to you how happy you really are
05:25I mean, it should be how happy we really are
05:28Right?
05:30Well, of course, I'm happy no matter what
05:31I got you, it doesn't matter
05:33Who would have thought that internet love works?
05:37I love Lizzy, and that's all I can really say
05:42This is, we only have one minute left to talk
05:44Okay, honey
05:45I love you
05:46I love you too, honey
05:46And uh, hang in there, there's just a few more weeks, okay?
05:51Okay, cool, okay, bye
05:53Okay, that's our, that's our 15 minute
05:57Just be careful, so
05:58Okay, I understand, I know you're worried
06:07Hello, this is a prepaid collect call from an inmate
06:11You may start the conversation now
06:12Hi, baby
06:13Hi, baby, how are you going?
06:15I'm good, how are you?
06:17I'm very well, thank you bad
06:19What are you doing?
06:20I'm meeting up with my dad
06:22To talk to him again about you and meeting you
06:26You know, he's not like a huge fan of it
06:32No, you do have to meet
06:34Garrett and I have been together for a little over four years
06:37And I can't wait to marry him
06:39But Garrett is incarcerated in the Florida Department of Corrections
06:43For drugs and burglary and theft charges
06:47And he was sentenced to eight years
06:49He only ended up doing about six and a half
06:51I don't care what people think about me, you know
06:59Yes, I am a 24 year old man
07:01Who's been incarcerated majority of his childhood
07:03I'm not some upright, you know, perfect all-american guy, you know
07:08But I got out of here tomorrow
07:11I can't wait to get the hell up out of here
07:13I'm a little nervous with my dad
07:16He flips out and storms out
07:17And I just don't really want it to be that kind of situation
07:24Jonathan, he's a character
07:27I've never met him
07:28Only heard what Jonathan talks about
07:30You know, I feel like he doesn't know as much as he thinks he knows
07:33And that's the worst kind of person
07:35It's pretty important to me that the two most important men in my life get along
07:40And
07:43You're both number one in different ways
07:46I found Garrett when I had one too many glasses of Moscato and decided to look up guys online
07:52I came across his mug shop
07:54And once I saw his mug shot, I was like, wow, this guy takes a really hot mug shot
07:59So I just was like, you know, what's it going to kill me to write him a letter?
08:07Well, anyways, it's getting so close
08:09You're going to finally be a free man
08:14There's just so many firsts coming up
08:16I've never lived with a woman
08:18I've waited to have sex since pretty much the day I went in
08:21I can't wait to get to the house
08:22You know, we can do what we got to do
08:25Sexy time, she would say
08:30I love you anyway, free or not free
08:33Even though it's not as common nowadays, I'd really like to do things the traditional route
08:39I'd like for Garrett to propose
08:41We celebrate our engagement, we plan the wedding, we get married, and then we get pregnant
08:46I have been waiting four years, so I just really want Garrett to get a job sooner rather than later
08:56And do what he's been promising he's going to do for all these years
09:02Jonna!
09:03Come in!
09:04I got your filter
09:06Thank you
09:07It's filter time, like you would know about that, huh?
09:10No, I haven't done it since I lived here
09:11And you're not planning on it either, are you?
09:13No
09:13I knew it would be hard for Garrett to rent a place as a felon
09:19So a year ago, I bought this house for us to live in together when he gets out
09:24What the heck?
09:25Might have something else for you to fix
09:27Oh yeah?
09:28Yeah, looks like my water is broken in my fridge
09:31I was just trying to get a cup of water and it wouldn't come out
09:34Need to change the water filter
09:36I know it was a big risk, but I put everything I have into this house
09:39You haven't even asked me about the big day
09:42What big day?
09:44Uh, Garrett is coming home
09:47Oh really?
09:48My dream wedding, my dad would be walking me down the aisle
09:51So it's really important for me that Garrett and my dad get along
09:56What do you think he's going to think about Penelope?
09:58Well, that might be the deal breaker right there
10:01Do you want the dog or you want the boyfriend?
10:03Oh, hopefully I never have to choose between the two
10:07So you're all in on this whole deal?
10:09I am and I just really want you to meet him
10:12It's important to me
10:13Why don't you want to meet him?
10:14I don't know
10:15I don't I don't know Garrett, okay
10:17But you do so I have to trust
10:21What you have to say?
10:21Do you?
10:22Okay
10:23Somewhat
10:25When Johnna told me that she's getting married I was stunned
10:28Because I think it's way too early
10:30The worst nightmare for someone like me as a father for their daughter would be marrying an inmate
10:37Are you worried that I'm making a mistake?
10:41You can do whatever you want to do
10:43But I know better
10:44You haven't been together?
10:45What?
10:46Once a week?
10:47I mean
10:47In a controlled atmosphere?
10:49They say if you can get through a prison sentence you can
10:51Who says that?
10:51They whoever they are
10:52Who?
10:53They?
10:54You lived a lot of your life in the dream world
10:57This isn't a dream world
10:58This is real
11:01I don't want you to get hurt
11:02I've seen you hurt before
11:03It's not a good situation
11:06Before I met Garrett I did get cheated on by my two past boyfriends
11:10And that was devastating
11:11But Garrett isn't like those guys
11:13I've done my research
11:15Okay
11:15And they say that
11:18Within the first 60 days is the most crucial
11:20I've read studies that say that
11:23If an inmate is released and gets married he's 50% less likely to end up back in prison
11:29So you want to give him 60 days to see what happens
11:32No, I'm just saying that I would really like you to at least try to be supportive of
11:36Him and it would mean a lot to me if you would meet him
11:39I've been asking you to meet him for years
11:41I didn't see this the reason to do that
11:43Because you didn't think it would last this long
11:44Right more or less because it never lasted this long before
11:48Yeah, so now this is like a pinnacle to you
11:51It's just really important to me
11:52You know when we get married that you walk me down the aisle and that you support it
11:57We'll see what happens we'll take it day by day little by little and we'll go from there
12:01Okay
12:03My dad thinks I make bad choices and wanting to marry a felon was the worst of them
12:07But the minute it isn't good for you I know what's going to happen
12:11Daddy
12:12That's going to happen
12:13But garrett will show anyone that had doubts they have no reason to doubt him or his love for me
12:22She's a convicted felon dude and none of us are perfect
12:25Chris is concerned because i'm blinded by love
12:27I just don't want to see your ass get burned
12:31Did he shoot somebody
12:34Andrea leave me alone don't don't don't don't
12:38Andrea just leave me alone
12:40I just want to go home I don't want to be here anymore I want to go home
12:51Tennyson put this trash outside by the front door
12:58My three kids tennyson nyla and priscilla are my everything
13:03Priscilla you want some peanut butter with your fruit
13:05I've been a single mom for 12 years and I work two full-time jobs to make sure they can live their passions and their dreams
13:15I love my life, but it is hard doing it on my own it really is
13:21Oh i'm so tired
13:23My ex-husband is involved in the kids life financially and that's about it
13:31That's why i'm so excited in a few weeks. I'll be marrying my soulmate my lamar
13:39But the kids have never met lamar because he spent 18 years in prison for armed robbery
13:47A lot of people come up to me and say that i'm bringing a violent criminal in my household
14:01But they don't know lamar like i know lamar we were destined to be together
14:06Hi michelle michelle and i met in college
14:14Let me get this for them real quick
14:17Can they not cut no my babies can't cut because i don't want them to hurt themselves michelle doesn't
14:23Want me to marry lamar she's scared for me and she feels like i'm crazy
14:29Come on
14:30What are you gonna wear when you pick them up i do not know he wants me to be sexy modest
14:36Okay this don't judge and it's not it doesn't come all the way down here it comes like right to here
14:43It's form fitting i met lamar six years ago online and my struggle growing up was similar to his not growing up with parents
14:52So i wrote him about how i found god and from there we just fell in love
15:01Lamar and i come from two different worlds i'm a mormon girl in utah he's a gangbanger in la
15:11But hopefully it'll work out
15:13What are you gonna wear to the bridal shower today i haven't decided make sure you're on point
15:21Our wedding is only a month away so my friends wanted to throw me a bridal shower
15:27So what have you told the girls there that he's in canada
15:33i'm not joking
15:34Sweetie i understand that you want to like marry the man that i love
15:40Marriage is hard work okay well my man is a good man in prison yes he's still a good man
15:46i love you enough to be honest and just be able to tell you things like you tell me things but
15:52i tell you that you need to get a man so when you turn 40 you won't be a 40 year old virgin
15:57How does that feel i need you to seriously have my back because there's going to be nothing but orthodox mormon girls there
16:08hiding that i'm engaged to an inmate i feel disappointed in myself dishonorable and i'm terrified to tell the girls
16:17Because i don't want to be judged and i don't want to lose my friends
16:22i can't wear red because he's a crip and they wear blue oh my lord
16:34i'm nervous i'm gonna buy sexy lingerie
16:41hi anything special bring you in just looking if you need anything let me know thank you all right
16:47jonna you should try this one on and it's a thong which is what he likes
16:54yeah i can try it on let's get a couple things though
16:59i really cannot believe that garrett is getting out so soon this is pretty i don't really know if
17:03your are gonna fit in there but he's gonna know that i was the perfect woman waiting for him out here
17:11i just want his jaw to drop i think you could wear like a paper bag and it would still happen
17:16are you nervous honestly like it just recently hit me i'm like cold but i'm sweating i'm starving but
17:24i have no appetite i haven't been intimate with anyone in so long other than you know my vibrator
17:30how long has it been since you've had actual sex over four years how do you feel about marrying
17:35somebody that you've never had sex with i just feel like it was worth the wait girl you're crazy
17:41i am very nervous about our first time being intimate together garrett and i have really
17:48only been able to hold hands in prison like what if he comes home and the sex is the worst you've ever
17:54had
17:58if it's that terrible then you know we readjust
18:03garrett and i have had a rare opportunity to get to know each other on a whole nother level with
18:08sex not even being brought into play so now because of our strong connection i feel that sex
18:14with him is going to be more amazing than i could ever imagine
18:16all right well i'm going to try these on you have to let me model them for you okay
18:21we're going in all right well come on into the dressing room you need something just let me know
18:26even though i'm so excited when garrett gets out everything that we're doing is going to be
18:31completely new to us all right all right come on out this is too much there's still so much we don't know
18:37about each other girl i love that it's something i would never have worn before but and it's crotchless
19:01you know people might uh people might think it's funny the stories and people might think it's
19:06offensive i don't really concern myself with the opinions of others the only ones whose opinions
19:11matter to me are my are my loved ones i'm from chicago born and raised out here as soon as i got
19:17out of high school i joined the marine corps and i was a marine corps computer geek um and then when i
19:20got out of the marines i transitioned into i.t and the civilian world hello this is a prepaid collect call
19:30from an inmate at the te cheetah correctional institution you may start the conversation now
19:36hi baby hey sweetheart how are you i was married for uh eight years and it didn't work out so i was
19:43sort of in a weird emotional place and i wanted to talk to somebody about it i discovered ala on a
19:49website about 10 months ago and i wrote her a letter and that's how we connected and uh she's been
19:54life-changing i miss you miss me miss is like an understatement i'll call other than properly placed
20:02attorney calls may be monitored and recorded she is such a rude rude bitch my first impression of ala
20:11was oh my god she's beautiful what the is she doing in prison she moved to new york to be a high
20:16fashion model at the age of 18. how excited are you never to hear that robot voice again i am so excited
20:22ala's been in prison for a total of about five years for possession and distribution of heroin
20:29she made some mistakes in the past and she's paid for them and tomorrow is when she gets out and she
20:35finally gets to enjoy her freedom we got less than 24 hours sweetheart oh my god this is gonna be like
20:40the longest day of my life we'll both try to go to sleep and then wake up tomorrow and you are gonna walk
20:47out of those doors you're not gonna sleep much tomorrow night either how i envision our journey
20:57together is marriage like having a family having kids i want to get her to chicago so that we can
21:03be together but i haven't told my family yet about her criminal past all right i love you too sweetheart
21:10i'll talk to you soon all right okay the only person i told that i was corresponding with an
21:14inmate was my friend chris who's winning ah what up brother how you doing man grab a stick bro chris is
21:24my best friend he's probably seen me at my best and seen me at my worst
21:27how's your love life jimmy tomorrow's a big day so for it's when i go up to wisconsin to see her
21:37her mom's gonna pick her up because she doesn't want me to pick her up because she doesn't want
21:40me to see her like how she looks in her prison attire when james told me he was going out to a
21:46jail in wisconsin to see this girl i'm like jimmy it seems like a risky thing who wants to get involved
21:51with something like that she's a convicted felon dude and none of us are perfect
21:56i'm concerned about her being a junkie with that kind of background anything is possible you have
22:02to remember she's been behind bars in prison forced to be sober who knows when she comes out what she's
22:07gonna be like i'm just saying who starts dating in jail that comes into reality and just picks up life
22:14like it's normal i just don't want to see your ass get burnt i mean say she comes out and a relapse
22:22does occur chris is concerned because i've got a lot of really good things going on in my life
22:27and i don't think that he wants to see me risk anything because i'm i'm blinded by love do you
22:32see an actual chance of her like actually recovering yeah if i didn't i wouldn't be in a relationship with
22:37there the marine kormato is semper fidelis which means always faithful i mean maybe it's the romance
22:42it can mean but i think love can conquer all well man as your boy all i can say is be careful
22:49i am nervous about coming clean and telling the truth how often do you get to go see him
22:56freya send it out what
22:58andrea don't just leave me alone i just want to go home no come out here come out here this is so
23:09crazy what is taking so long
23:21ala is getting released today i'm excited to see her what plan is that her parents are going to pick
23:27her up from the prison she's going to go to her mom's house and she's gonna basically get ready
23:32and then i will meet her at her place i'm nervous to meet her parents family is very very important
23:40to me i think ala's parents concerns are probably they want to see her succeed and i think it's going
23:48to be harder for her because she's going to have this stigma attached to her for the rest of her life
23:52as a convicted felon oh my gosh on the right side on the right side
24:03she should be out like a couple minutes
24:09let's go hello hi james how are you are they gonna let her out too yes she should be out like a
24:18on a couple a couple minutes how are you feeling i can't explain my feelings yeah i can imagine
24:28okay i'll let you get to the street waiting for her can you ever call her she gets out
24:32oh absolutely okay i look forward to meeting you guys all right we are excited to meet you too james
24:38bye oh wow actually it's first time i talked to him i did a couple times just text messaging but
24:45this he sounds really interesting i hope right now james yeah maybe this will be better
24:55i think it's her coming
24:57life for a heroin user is not a life it's existing just like being in prison i couldn't tell you which
25:19one was worse okay let's go when i did heroin for the first time i was 18 and once i did it i didn't
25:27stop until um i was forced to stop oh let's say goodbye
25:36sitting in prison is really humbling oh i can't wait to see my makeup mom every day i'd wake up and
25:43i'd be like f m l my mind is like racing and i have anxiety but i need to call james that's what i
25:51need to do when i got james's first letter that changed quick hello how are you hi where are you i
26:01i can't see you i can't see you mama where is he you you disappear okay this is crazy that i'm asking
26:08my mom for help with technology okay here it is hi how are you feeling i do i i'll feel way more
26:15comfortable once i go home and shower and shave and wash the prison off of me and then see you i have
26:25been looking forward to being alone with james for nine months i like your top i think it looks so
26:32much better than the outfit that i'm used to seeing here oh my gosh i know and i promise babe i'm not
26:37gonna wear green for a very long time there's no words to sum up how excited i am i can't wait to see
26:43you i can't wait to see you either because during prison visits you can kiss in the beginning but
26:49they're really finicky about like how long the kiss is for i love you babe drive safe okay after being
26:56in prison and seeing all the families torn apart my dream today is to live a very clean life and get off
27:05of my probation early and getting engaged to james and having that life that i so badly want i want to meet
27:17james right
27:37you're gonna meet your daddy today today is the day after four years i finally get to bring garrett home
27:44and he gets to see where he's gonna be living we get to start our lives it's gonna be so nice to
27:51finally get to plan our days together you know we're gonna get to have dinner together and wake up next
27:58to each other and of course have sex a year ago i bought a new comforter set so that garrett's first night
28:09home it would be like we were starting fresh and um i've been waiting and waiting for this day to come
28:15so that i could change the sheets now that he's finally here and it's pretty surreal
28:22this has just been a really hard four years i've been alone every night you know there was times where
28:29they put them on lockdown and i couldn't hear from him for days i would have no idea if he's okay
28:35and um i'm just really glad that it's gonna be over this day is finally here
28:43i want to hang this up so it's ready after i take my shower crap i forgot i need to bring garrett's paperwork
28:59i just don't know where this file is i'm like really freaking out this could ruin our whole life
29:08it's the file that says like that he completed a drug program already and stuff
29:14and i just i can't i've had it here for months and months and now it's gone
29:25i don't know where it could be unless it's in my trash cans
29:30in this folder is his probation documents and stuff that he's completed since he's been away
29:44i i can't find it
29:48and all his certificates including the drug program that they're trying to make him redo
29:53it means that he could have to go to a six-month drug rehab program he's gonna be so mad
30:03oh my god i found it
30:07i don't know how it got up there but i'm just glad that i found it because that would have ruined our
30:12lives
30:15i just want to get there already and give him a big hug
30:28i am like getting so nervous my palms are sweating i just hope he thinks i look pretty
30:33i've been waiting for this for four years
30:52so i just got garrett's clothes and i went inside and i gave them his first outfit that he'll wear
30:57as a free man so he can change
31:02the minute garrett walks out those doors it's like we're starting fresh
31:10come out here come out here
31:17this is so crazy
31:22what is taking so long
31:25i'm freaking out
31:27i'm looking for a car for my fiancee okay lamar asked me to buy him a car because that's a sense
31:40of freedom to him this is beautiful it's all-wheel drive leather seats backup camera he'll need that
31:47because he haven't driven in like 18 years well how come um he's been in prison for 18 years
31:55uh huh how come what uh what do you do robbery he deserves this but i don't know if he should start
32:04off with this how much is this 23 9.98 oh hell no i was looking for something under 10 000. okay we got
32:12the 08 v6 i like the color this favorite color is gray and blue perfect that's like his gangbanging
32:18hood covers there you go get him some blue seat covers it's a little rusty right here but you know
32:25what he's rusty so be perfect vehicle to get him back on the road all right that'll work thank you you're
32:30welcome
32:41what is taking so long i want garrett to get out so we can get married and start our lives
32:47let's free care bear my dream wedding would include a beautiful mermaid style gown my dad would be
32:57walking me down the aisle i'd have my bridesmaids dressed in like a burgundy maroon color and he would
33:04be in gray we're navy but we all know everything will look good on garrett
33:16i can't believe you're home all right put me down
33:38i was in prison for burglaries grand theft stealing from people's homes cars and uh for
33:51drug drug use and drug possession i was sentenced to eight years in prison five years probation
33:58and drug treatment when i was 18. it was definitely crazy you know going to prison for all those years
34:04living with 80 guys in a room i love you everyone has ulterior motives everyone always wants something
34:10from you you know maybe we match i love you definitely uh i feel like one of the best days
34:19of my life are you gonna cry oh he's crying i love you all right can we go yeah my entire relationship
34:31has been supervised and now finally like i can leave here with him in the car and know like nobody can
34:38say anything to me i love you this is his fresh start we're ready to start the next chapter and just put
34:47prison behind us we're finally going to be able to get married and start our lives now i'm going to take
34:54it back to the house can you do my makeup treya what there are 10 people waiting in there for you okay
35:12well let them wait i am nervous i'm scared about just coming clean and telling the truth to all my
35:20warming friends that lamar's an inmate i gotta get myself together before i walk into the dungeon
35:27bridezilla has started it has okay walking into the bridal shower i'm thinking i don't want to be here
35:36but these are my friends who supported me throughout all of these years and i owe them the truth but i'm
35:42afraid of my friends judging me andrea i love her so much she i always wanted a black friend and she's
35:55a black friend and like there's just not very many people in yourself our dear kindly father we're so
36:01grateful to be here together we're so excited for andrea and this new journey that she's going to take
36:08with her husband to be my friend aj is a kind person but she is always offending people and please
36:16bless them on their new adventure together and i feel like she is going to
36:25roast me amen amen yes all right so let's start crafting here we go a mormon bridal shower is
36:33different you do crafts you read scriptures and the girls give me tips on how to be a righteous wife
36:40so iris is going to write down bright to be on here while i was sitting there i felt kind of
36:46dishonorable because i've hidden a part of me from them for so long oh that's super cute i like it
36:55just make sure what is his personality like
37:04he's an amazing person oh yeah he's the writer oh that's awesome
37:09do you think he'll treat you like a queen yes are you getting married in the temple
37:14he's not warming
37:21okay that's a big deal yes it is do you understand that's a big deal yes he does
37:27i believe that eventually he will get baptized
37:33where does he live he lives in california how often do you get to go see him as much as i can
37:38he's coming to utah eventually he'll come here so what's going on spit out why won't he come to
37:44utah okay i'm gonna say this one who was held in captivity in the book of mormon are you being held
37:51in captivity he is he's not being held in captivity dude is in prison wait what are you hey i'm sorry i
38:00missed something what's going on she's marrying somebody in prison i was shocked you just found
38:07out tonight too i did oh wow how long has he been in prison um a long time like what's a long time
38:16that's that's a relative over 10 years okay we don't want can we focus on the craft dude's in prison
38:24like what do you want your friends to say like when mormon women stay at home take care of their
38:28families or husbands go out and provide like we're married to guys who have college degrees
38:33do we need to be concerned about your safety no i promise that i'm fine okay and he's a good guy
38:39people come on everybody makes mistakes that's what the atonement is for yes that is amen
38:45lamar committed a crime he paid his debt to society and he has atoned do you know what the atonement is
38:52yes i do practice it okay
38:58really know what you're doing i'm really scared sweetie be scared for me be worried but i'm gonna
39:03sleep at night now this is very serious okay did he shoot somebody
39:10no has he hurt any children so i'm trying to answer the questions i'm trying to stay calm
39:17and it just got more intense and more disrespectful and more disrespectful
39:21so is this the ring he got you from the penny candy machine prison i'm sorry i'll totally be good
39:28andrea i just got fed up and it got too overwhelming and aj with her comment and took the cake
39:35don't come get me michelle i'm not playing just leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone no
39:40so we just found out that andrea's fiance is not a mormon and he's in prison which i don't even know
39:56which one's worse and i thought she was a little bit smarter than that so is this the ring he got you
40:03from the penny candy machine prison i'm sorry i'll totally be good andrea i just got fed up and it
40:10got too overwhelming and aj with her comment and took the cake don't come get me michelle i'm not
40:16playing just leave me alone leave me alone don't don't don't don't don't and since i didn't want to
40:22slap her i just left andrea come here no i don't want to talk to you andrea just leave me alone
40:29andrea i'm sorry bring my kids i want to go home andrea i'm i really am sorry aj is so naive
40:41she doesn't understand my world bring me my kids iris bring me my kids she was really disrespectful
40:48and i couldn't stand it anymore i felt like i was gonna knock her out no no no that was too far i
40:57know i know that was mean the shock of her telling me that she's marrying a non-mormon as a convict
41:03that made me sad and so i just kind of said some really hurtful things and i'm sorry about that
41:08but that's how my heart felt i don't know where my phone is i just want my kids to come and i just
41:14want to go home just because i'm marrying an inmate doesn't mean that my wedding or my engagement ring
41:20or my relationship is a joke do you think i would settle for a ring like that that's just costume
41:27jewelry he wouldn't give me a ring like that this is supposed to be a happy moment i'm supposed to be
41:33celebrating being a bride and it wasn't i got that ring for a dollar somewhere
41:39he wouldn't do that
41:46i just want to go home i don't want to be here anymore i want to go home i love my life