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Baylen Out Loud S01 E05
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00:00Beckner, do you have a favorite tick of Bailyn's?
00:03Thank you!
00:04Spit it out.
00:05Spit it out.
00:06Spit it out.
00:09She already...
00:12You're welcome.
00:15What if we live together?
00:17Seriously?
00:18Yeah.
00:20Well, yes.
00:21Are you sure you're ready to live with me?
00:23Are you sure?
00:24As ready as I'll ever be.
00:27Put on ya!
00:28Yep, that's not good.
00:29Both the hands on the handlebars.
00:31Oh, Lord.
00:32I want to be able to do things on my own,
00:34but after today's lesson,
00:36I'm not ready to take on a trail in D.C.
00:38where people are trying to go
00:40and there's just me going for Narnia.
00:43For Narnia!
00:44They ain't stopping.
00:46So there's something I have to tell you guys.
00:49Me and Colin are gonna move in with each other.
00:52I was quite aware that this might present itself,
00:55just not today.
00:57Do you both approve of them moving in together?
01:01My concerns are many.
01:04Penis, me and Colin are on our way to Roanoke
01:07to tell his parents that we're moving in together.
01:11Hey! Y'all made it.
01:13Yeah.
01:14My parents are very religious.
01:17We raised our children to be godly.
01:20Are you ready to do this tomorrow?
01:22We're in the process of trying to move into D.C.
01:26Oh, so who's, who's we?
01:29Oh no, I have already fucked up.
01:32I can't believe I just said we.
01:47So what's going on with you?
01:49Anything new?
01:51We're in the process of trying to move into D.C.
01:55Oh, so who's, who's we?
01:58Me and Colin are visiting his parents
02:01to tell them our big news.
02:03He wants to tell them last minute.
02:05However, I'm sitting here with his mom and sister
02:09in words just bleh.
02:11Like, um, me and like, my family are trying to like,
02:15navigate like, me going into like, the city
02:17and finding out which like, which area's the best
02:20and like, financing and all that fun stuff.
02:24Yeah, it's a lot that goes into a move.
02:27Thanks God.
02:29I caught myself before spilling
02:31that we're going to live together.
02:33Take care, have a safe drive back.
02:36I will.
02:37I know how important it is to Colin
02:39to be able to tell them directly
02:41because of their traditional Christian beliefs.
02:44Do you want to walk up to the star?
02:47Yeah, let's go.
02:49Okay, perfect, all right, let's go.
02:53Hmm.
02:55If my parents don't accept this news,
02:58I don't know how Bailyn and I are going to move forward.
03:01I'm glad the rain held off, though.
03:03Yeah, it was a pretty good day today.
03:05It was.
03:07We came down here to kind of talk to you
03:09about something important.
03:14So my roommate is leaving,
03:16and it's too expensive for me to live there by myself
03:19or find a place by myself.
03:21Yeah.
03:22So Bailyn and I are moving in together.
03:27We kind of wanted to bring that to you guys out of respect.
03:33So...
03:38You guys are adults now.
03:40I'm not going to tell you what to do about your life.
03:43Obviously, we prefer marriage first,
03:45but it's not going to change how we feel.
03:47Yeah, I would have been a little bit upset
03:50if you'd have waited and told us
03:52after three months you'd been moved in.
03:55Oh, by the way, we decided to move in.
03:58This braces me for it, so...
04:02You're bold.
04:07Are you relieved?
04:08Yes!
04:09I'm relieved that we can still have the same relationship
04:12that we have and move forward,
04:14even though we have different perspectives
04:16on this specific topic.
04:19Kyla, when you first told us
04:20you were going to bring Bailyn home,
04:22you mentioned on the phone before I'd even met her
04:25that you'd already told her
04:26she's going to stay in Colleen's old room
04:28and you stay downstairs.
04:29And I asked you how did she feel about it,
04:32and you said she's okay with it
04:34because she wants to respect us.
04:36I would never disrespect you or your beliefs in any way.
04:41I get it.
04:42And I know you were nervous to meet me,
04:44but, girl, I was more nervous to meet you.
04:46I just want you to know that you had me at that moment.
04:51So the more that you come here
04:53and the more that we get to see you,
04:55I hope you get more comfortable.
04:57We want you to be yourself.
04:59We don't want anything but Bailyn.
05:02You're not just Bailyn to Bree,
05:04Colleen's girlfriend with Tourette's.
05:06You're Bailyn to Bree, Colleen's girlfriend, period.
05:10That's what matters to me.
05:12So I want you to be you around us,
05:14and it's okay.
05:15I love you.
05:16Oh, I love you.
05:18I think Bailyn's genuine,
05:20and I think she's really good for Colleen.
05:22Well, y'all be safe driving back, okay?
05:24Okay.
05:25It's the first time that I've really seen Colleen
05:27really care that much about somebody.
05:30Bailyn.
05:31Bye, bud.
05:32Take care of yourself, honey.
05:33Love you.
05:34Love you, too.
05:35And so I can tell that he's in love with her,
05:37and so she's important to him,
05:38so therefore she's important to us.
05:40All right, y'all be safe.
05:41All right, we will.
05:42Bye, puppies.
05:43Okay.
05:44I would hope in the near future
05:46our relationship becomes more of a relationship
05:49with her family also.
05:56That went really well.
05:58It did.
05:59They were a lot more open to the idea
06:01than what I thought they would be.
06:03That makes me so happy, you know?
06:05Yeah.
06:06And I want you to have the same conversation with my dad,
06:09because my dad is very protective,
06:11and my dad just wants to talk.
06:14My dad has been supportive of mine and Colleen's relationship,
06:18knowing that I love him and I want to be with him,
06:21but dating is completely different
06:23than moving in with someone.
06:26Yeah.
06:27I have no problem with talking to your father.
06:30Yay.
06:32Mm-hmm.
06:33Suck a penis.
06:34Just because Colleen's in the military
06:36and he's trying to act cool, he's scared.
06:38He's scared I would be too.
06:41I'm just, I'm so excited to live together,
06:43but I think that I'm actually more excited
06:45to turn it into something that obviously we both love,
06:49but I know you don't like pink,
06:51and I still want you to love the apartment.
06:54And why are you laughing?
06:56I'm just envisioning an old pink apartment.
06:58You're going to be embarrassed?
07:00I'm not going to be embarrassed.
07:02I would just rather not walk through the apartment door
07:05and it's just, it's just like
07:07someone vomited pink everywhere.
07:09Well, I don't want everything to be pink,
07:12but I want it to be, like, coordinated.
07:14So, like, if I had a pink and red rug.
07:16Oh, my God, Valentine's Day in our apartment?
07:21Every...
07:22Every day.
07:34I'm cooking bacon.
07:35I'm cooking bacon.
07:36How do you want these, crispy?
07:38He likes them flabby out. He'll eat them nice.
07:40Yeah, I want them fat.
07:42Okay.
07:43You rested from your trip, Valen?
07:45Yeah.
07:46I mean, we got home really late last night.
07:48Yeah.
07:49Oh, and guess what?
07:51Olivia is flying in for work,
07:53and Eileen is coming from Ohio,
07:55so I'm so excited because we're going to do some shopping.
07:58Mm-hmm.
07:59But I'm also going to tell both of them
08:01because they don't know that I'm moving in with Colin.
08:05Okay.
08:06I'm so excited to go shopping
08:08and to have Eileen meet Olivia and Olivia meet Eileen.
08:11Olivia's a new friend I recently met at a Tourette convention,
08:15and Eileen has been one of my biggest supporters
08:18and cheerleaders and has encouraged me to meet new friends,
08:22especially in the Tourette's community.
08:24I definitely need a ride to the city, if that's possible.
08:27That's fine.
08:28How are you going to get home?
08:30I'll be at work.
08:31I was thinking about taking the lawnmower,
08:33but I just didn't know.
08:35I guess I have to take a ride share.
08:37I can't drive,
08:38so taking public transportation is the only option.
08:42No, you should ride your bike.
08:44Okay, we're in.
08:45I'm basically a taxi.
08:47But it's extremely uncomfortable when I tick.
08:51They're looking at me like I am the craziest bitch
08:55that they have ever met in their life.
08:58It's now a good time to find out how did it go with Colin's parents.
09:02Is this going to be too long?
09:04Do I need to put on more bacon?
09:07It was good.
09:08Yeah, and I mean, I was definitely not holding in my ticks,
09:12but I was trying to like camouflage them like periodically.
09:15Yeah.
09:16I tick, and I say, I'm pregnant.
09:21Oh, you did not.
09:22Yes, I did.
09:23Yes, I did.
09:24I'm pregnant.
09:26Oof, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not.
09:30Oof.
09:31Yep, so that's where that came out yesterday.
09:33That's tough.
09:34Mm-hmm.
09:35And then we also had the conversation with Colin's parents
09:38about living with each other, which surprisingly went amazing.
09:43And it obviously goes against their beliefs,
09:46but they probably appreciated the full disclosure, honestly.
09:49Yes, no, they did.
09:50They said that they would be mad if me and Colin did it,
09:53and we told them 6 months into living with each other.
09:56People appreciate honesty, like your dad said.
09:58Don't lie.
09:59I love that.
10:00I'm excited to meet them sometime.
10:02I mean, I'm excited for all of us to meet,
10:04but like, we got to work on the language before we meet.
10:09Like, we can't have Vickis cussing out back there.
10:12Well, what's wrong with my mouth?
10:14I don't like to cuss that much.
10:16You speak full truck driver.
10:18The thing that makes me mad mostly
10:21is when I say a bad word around a kid,
10:24and they're like, you don't say that.
10:26You're a kid.
10:27I'm sorry, you've never heard a bad word in your life.
10:29Fuck.
10:30Like, an older kid.
10:33I feel like this couch is sinking the hell in.
10:37Great example.
10:38Great example.
10:40I know your concerns regarding living with Colin.
10:44I brought up to Colin that you guys have a conversation.
10:49We fully support you wanting to move in with your boyfriend.
10:53But as a dad, for me to let go,
10:56I need to know that your boyfriend in this moment
11:00will do everything he possibly can to defend you,
11:03even if he gets his ass beat.
11:06I like him.
11:07I don't know if he's forever.
11:08He's definitely good for her in this moment.
11:11But I'm not sure about his drive
11:15to always be a provider at all costs,
11:19because you never know how much she's going to have
11:22the ability to work.
11:24That's why I want you guys to have a talk and a conversation.
11:27You guys are the two important men in my life.
11:30100%.
11:34Woo-woo!
11:36Woo-woo!
11:39I have never been around two people with Tourette's
11:42at the same time before.
11:44Colin!
11:46I know she spoke with you about us moving in together.
11:50She said that you had some concerns and questions.
11:53Yes, I have some deep concerns.
11:56♪♪♪
12:02♪♪♪
12:07♪ Yeah, we lit, yeah, we lit, yeah, we lit ♪
12:09♪ Now we can turn the party out till the sun come up ♪
12:12I was like, where is she?
12:14I'm hiding behind the curtain.
12:17How are you, girl?
12:19You look beautiful.
12:21I like the lipstick.
12:22It's the lip liner.
12:23I am so incredibly happy that Eileen and Olivia get to meet.
12:28Oh, my God.
12:29Oh, my God!
12:30Yes!
12:31Hi!
12:32It's so good to see you!
12:34I am so excited to see Bailyn again,
12:37to hang out with her.
12:39She's just so fun and, like, real.
12:42Hi, I'm Olivia.
12:43It's so nice to meet you.
12:45I was, like, looking at your arms.
12:47Oh, my gosh, thank you so much.
12:49Just to have two good people in my life that I love very much,
12:53it means a lot that they like each other.
12:57♪♪♪
13:00Oh, my gosh.
13:01This is so cute.
13:02Hi, there.
13:03Welcome to Box Toy.
13:04Hello!
13:06Do you want to look at these lamps?
13:08These are so cute.
13:09Oh, no!
13:11They put off three different types of light.
13:13Oh, that's beautiful.
13:14How much are they?
13:15$169.
13:16I love them.
13:17So is it $169 each, or is it like...
13:20Oh, she said $169.
13:21$169.
13:23I thought she said $60.
13:26Are you shopping for anything specific today, ma'am?
13:29Anything that says pink.
13:31Me and Colin don't actually have an apartment yet,
13:35but there's always time to shop.
13:37I'm a professional shopper.
13:39So there's specific things that, like, when I move,
13:41like things I need to look for.
13:43But I've started looking.
13:45Yeah.
13:46But I also...
13:50am moving in with Colin.
13:53That's so exciting!
13:56Finally.
13:57I know, literally.
13:59Oh, my God.
14:00Congratulations.
14:01I think it's definitely high time.
14:03They need to experience that.
14:05The real trial is gonna be if he can see her at her worst
14:08and not decide to leave after that.
14:11That's literally the true test.
14:13You're done.
14:14You're done.
14:15Thank God it's...
14:16Yeah.
14:17Plastic.
14:18Oh, is it?
14:19Yeah.
14:20That's good.
14:21And when I picked it up, I was like...
14:22That's nice.
14:23It's light.
14:24It is tick-proof.
14:25I love it.
14:26What other things are tick-proof?
14:27It's already stressful getting used to moving in with someone
14:29and then Tourette's and just seeing how that all combines.
14:32I'm hoping that everything is gonna go great.
14:36Come on!
14:38So how do your parents feel about all this?
14:41Like, I have, like, their blessing,
14:44but my dad's concerns are where I was four years ago.
14:47Mm.
14:48And how Colin hasn't seen me at my worst.
14:51Like, my parents literally had to feed me four years ago.
14:53They were literally spoon-feeding me.
14:55Have you, like, thought about trying Botox?
14:58I want to do Botox.
15:00Yeah?
15:01Yeah.
15:02So you can use it to help with your tics?
15:05Yeah, it's even on the TAA website for, like, a treatment.
15:09I really want to try new treatments to help manage my tics.
15:13Oof!
15:14But deep brain stimulation surgery is a no for me right now.
15:19I have Tourette's syndrome, stupid!
15:22Botox is a less invasive procedure and a safer option.
15:27Ah!
15:28I had Botox in my jaw a couple of years ago for tic.
15:33I remember you telling me that, and I literally...
15:36Yeah, and it's from...
15:38Yeah.
15:41We just set our tics off all day because we have the same...
15:44A lot of the same ones?
15:46Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh!
15:49Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh!
15:52I have never been around two people with Tourette's
15:55at the same time before.
15:56Ever.
15:58Setting each other's tics off, you guys were just talking about that.
16:01Yeah.
16:02Has it been, like, kind of hard, or are you just kind of like...
16:04Honestly, I want to say, like, having a connection
16:08and having a relationship and having, like, a community.
16:11More important, yeah.
16:12I'm so happy. That makes me so happy.
16:14When Baylin and I first talked about making friends,
16:17especially with Tourette's, she talked about being scared
16:20of, like, setting each other's tics off,
16:22but from what I've noticed, it honestly is very minimal.
16:25She's able to get past that and interact with someone
16:28who has the same condition as her.
16:30And Olivia is really sweet.
16:32OK, well, we need to pick something out for your brother.
16:34I think we should literally get the frame
16:36and then take the picture outside.
16:38I love that idea.
16:39I never wanted to even make friends with someone who had Tourette's,
16:43and I know that sounds terrible on my end to say.
16:46That would match, like, the aesthetic.
16:49It all just came down to me being scared of what it would do to me.
16:53But she's such a beautiful soul to be around.
16:56I love Olivia.
16:58It was so nice to meet you.
16:59You too. Oh, my goodness, we need to hang out again.
17:01Yes, please.
17:02When should we plan something else?
17:04Let me know about Botox and if you want to hang out again while I'm here.
17:07No, I will.
17:08Oh, my God, yes. Yes. Oh, my God, I love you.
17:11All right, I love you.
17:12All right, I'll see you later.
17:13Or try to.
17:14How are you getting home?
17:15I'm going to stay on the side of the road.
17:16You're going to hitchhike?
17:17No, I'm just going to call a car sometime.
17:20OK, good.
17:21I love you. Get home safe.
17:22I love you, too.
17:23You got this.
17:24I'm going to squat right here.
17:45There we go.
17:48Oh, fuck.
17:53Hey.
17:54What's up?
17:55How are you?
17:56Good.
17:57Looking for Bailyn?
17:58No, I know she's not here.
18:00I came to actually talk to you.
18:02What's up?
18:03I know she spoke with you about us moving in together,
18:06and she said that you had some concerns and questions,
18:10and I'm here to hopefully relieve those concerns that you have.
18:15I'm extremely nervous to talk to Bailyn's dad.
18:19Well, I...
18:20Well, shit.
18:21I got a lot.
18:22Come on.
18:23Fucking come over here.
18:24Yeah, you need some help?
18:25Yeah.
18:30Yes, I have some deep concerns about those two moving in together.
18:37The biggest fear that I have is Alan saying that I don't think
18:42that you're fit to protect my daughter.
18:45That scares the hell out of me.
19:07Yes, I have some deep concerns about those two moving in together.
19:12I'll start with I knew this day was probably coming,
19:18but I definitely got questions, a lot of questions.
19:22Yeah.
19:23So...
19:24That's what I'm here for.
19:25You know what's most important to me and what's not,
19:29and I'll take you back four or five years.
19:32Imagine yourself in the middle of the ocean and your kid's drowning.
19:38In the middle of the ocean and your kid's drowning.
19:42And you're trying to help her, you're trying to save her,
19:45you're trying to hang on to her, and you keep being pulled under.
19:48And I don't mean for a day.
19:50I don't mean for an hour every day.
19:52I can't solve this problem.
19:54Doctors don't know what they're doing.
19:56Trying to do everything I can to make sure that Bailyn's OK,
20:00my wife's OK, I can hold a family together,
20:02I can do all of this, and I don't matter.
20:06So I drive down the road you just drove down
20:08every single day to work,
20:10and I cried in my fucking truck right there.
20:14Every day.
20:17So I know you guys want to move in together,
20:20but as a dad, I got to know...
20:25..that you can do what I just did.
20:29So that's kind of where I am with this whole moving in thing.
20:34A lease, to me, is a commitment, right?
20:37Are you going to be on the lease?
20:39Yes, sir.
20:40What are you paying for? Because you've got to man up.
20:45I need to know that financially she's going to be OK.
20:49How many more years do you have left
20:51on your commitment to the Air Force?
20:54Two and a half.
20:55When your time's up, are you going to stay?
20:57I haven't decided yet.
20:58OK, so I need to know where you're going to be, like, work-wise.
21:03Right now, I'm not in a position to make any sort of decision.
21:13I just don't have an answer as far as my relocation.
21:17That's something that I can't provide.
21:19You know, if there was an expectation or a standard
21:22for me to have this all grand plan
21:24of what I want to do with my life in the next four years,
21:27I don't have that, so...
21:30She told me multiple times that I haven't seen that side of her,
21:36where she's been bedridden and she's had to take showers
21:40with clothes on and you or Julie had to give her showers.
21:44I haven't seen that side of her.
21:46But not leaving her side, no matter what,
21:49or leaving when things get tough, she's my number-one priority.
21:53And I promise you that I will do everything I can to protect her.
22:00I can't say this enough, cos, I mean, I fucking mean this,
22:04and I mean this as I'm staring into your fucking brain, Colin.
22:11Nothing better happen to my kid. Nothing.
22:16I need Colin to make sure that he is in this with everything he's got.
22:22I just need him to try. I just need him to try.
22:30If she's over there on your watch and something happens to her,
22:34I'm telling you, Colin, I will fucking find you. OK?
22:39Mm-hm. I understand.
22:43Are you ready to let Bailyn go?
22:47Mmm...
22:51Whether I'm ready or not, I've got to let her go.
22:55So...
23:00Mmm. That was a hard conversation to have.
23:04It was a hard conversation to have.
23:07I think right now I'm still kind of digesting everything,
23:11because it makes me feel like, am I doing something wrong?
23:14But I know that I love Bailyn with everything in me,
23:18and I will do anything to prove to Alan how sincere my feelings are for her.
23:24MUSIC PLAYS
23:32Is that for Bailyn? Yes, ma'am.
23:35Oh, shut up. Hi, how are you?
23:38Good. How are you doing?
23:40I'm good. Suck a penis.
23:45How was your day?
23:47It's been good. It's been eventful. How's your day?
23:50It's been good. It's been eventful. How's your day?
23:53Good. It's still raining.
23:56I know. The weather is so penis.
23:59Penis. Penis.
24:01You visiting here?
24:03Yeah. I'm trying to move into the area.
24:07My mum sucks penises.
24:10Joe Biden has a vagina.
24:13I was a little confused what's going on.
24:16She said Joe Biden does have a vagina.
24:20I was like, what's going on with her? Is she real?
24:25Have you...
24:27Have you heard of Tourette's?
24:30No.
24:32What is that?
24:34Tourette's is... I have Tourette's syndrome.
24:38It's an involuntary motor and vocal disorder.
24:42A lot of people get it confused as a mental illness,
24:46but it's neurological.
24:48Got it.
24:50So I lack control over my body and what I say.
24:54Sure.
24:56I thought she was doing this purposely,
24:59and then after she explained it to me, I understand.
25:03Penis! My mum sucks penises.
25:06So have you always lived in the...
25:09Virginia, yes.
25:11Do you have a family?
25:13I have my wife and I have 3 boys.
25:16I'm one. I'm one of 6.
25:19Are you on your way home now?
25:21Yeah. Have you had dinner?
25:23Not yet.
25:25What's for dinner?
25:27I don't know. I'm from Afghanistan.
25:30So we make a very delicious food at home.
25:33I've never had Middle Eastern food.
25:36You like falafel?
25:38Have you tried falafel?
25:40It's vegetarian.
25:42Your mum looks like a falafel.
25:44My dad was so sweet, and he didn't care about my tics.
25:47I mean, I learned more about him than he probably did about me.
25:50Love that.
25:52Your mum's built like a falafel.
25:55Thought he'd built like a falafel.
25:57I need to remember that there's good people out there
26:00that they're just going to treat you like a person
26:03the same way that they're treated.
26:05Oh, damn!
26:10I'm Googling a falafel.
26:12Now I have a tic about a falafel.
26:14I need to know, now I need to know what a falafel is.
26:17Let's go. You want to go?
26:20Pit stop.
26:32Bailyn, what are you doing?
26:35Looking at rugs.
26:38Rugs? You're not shopped out?
26:41Okay, so I talked to Colin,
26:44and me and your mum are in this.
26:49But for me, as your dad, really, it's...
26:54You okay?
26:56Yeah, my jaw hurts really bad.
26:58I just keep having the same jaw tic.
27:01For me, it's more of a me issue, not a you issue.
27:06Mm-hmm.
27:08I'm really trying to move forward,
27:14because I don't know how to navigate and let go, okay?
27:21And as your dad, I'm really...
27:26trying to...
27:30let it go.
27:32Four years ago, when Bailyn first started this struggle,
27:36it got very dark and very depressing,
27:39and it took me 2 years to say Bailyn's name
27:43without, like, crying.
27:45And here I am, like, 4 years later,
27:48and I'm still emotionally struggling.
27:52I love you.
27:54Okay.
27:56Don't need to let go of anything, though.
27:59I do.
28:01Because if I don't, you won't grow.
28:06Like, I don't want you to think, like,
28:07I don't care for your boyfriend.
28:09Like, it's none of my business whoever you fall in love with.
28:12But as your dad, I have to make sure you're okay.
28:16Mm-hmm.
28:17Because if you're not okay, I can't be.
28:19Mm-hmm.
28:20Like, I can't be.
28:24Okay?
28:25Yeah, you have nothing to worry about.
28:29I can't also push you away because I'm not
28:33open to the wonderful things that you see.
28:37I don't want you to think that I'm being difficult for you.
28:42I don't think you are.
28:44I just have to keep...
28:46You just love me. You're just my dad.
28:48Yeah, but...
28:49You're asking all the right questions.
28:51Like, you're making sure that Colin is the person
28:54that's gonna be there in need when I need help.
28:59I know where you're coming from.
29:01Like, I understand.
29:03And I want to prove to you guys
29:07that when I leave, there's no need to be worried.
29:14My dad is my hero.
29:16So it's so important to be able to show and tell him
29:21that I'm going to be okay
29:23and I'm gonna be safe and I'm gonna be protected.
29:27I love you.
29:29All right, honey, I love you. Okay?
29:31I mean, it's even important to prove to myself
29:35because I wouldn't feel comfortable leaving
29:38if they didn't feel comfortable letting me leave.
29:42I love you, and I'm super happy for you.
29:45I love you, too.
29:50All right.
29:53I love you.
30:00I mean, you're being a little quiet.
30:03Did the talk with my dad go okay?
30:06It wasn't a fun conversation,
30:08but it wasn't even a conversation to begin with.
30:14Don't move!
30:16Bailey and I go out to bars on occasion.
30:19Fuck you, Mark! Suck penis!
30:21We're active.
30:23Ah!
30:35Who's excited?
30:37I'm excited!
30:39Botox is not just for old people like me.
30:42So like a lot of women in their 40s, I get Botox,
30:46and Olivia had actually mentioned it to Bailyn
30:49because her body built like Joe Biden.
30:51Oof, thank you.
30:53I know she's very hesitant to do any treatments
30:56that are super invasive like DBS, D-brain stimulation,
30:59and I have a Botox girl that I trust.
31:02Hello!
31:04I'm so excited to try Botox
31:07because it's a treatment that is used for Tourette's
31:10to help with facial tics.
31:12All right, come on back!
31:14And I think I'm prepared
31:17to help with my anxiety.
31:20I was looking at your medical history.
31:22You have Tourette's.
31:24I have Tourette's syndrome, stupid!
31:26Fuck you, JB, fuck you.
31:28Take your camera and leave.
31:33Yeah!
31:35Yeah, take your camera and get the fuck out.
31:41Bae's tics are a little bit,
31:44a little bit over the top today.
31:47I see Joe Biden.
31:49So JB, the camera director, sets my tics off
31:53because I watched 5 minutes of the debate,
31:57and JB, Joe Biden, kind of just clicks.
32:02I have nothing against any of the crew.
32:07I love JB, that's a shout-out.
32:11Do you have a lot of tics around your eyes?
32:15How I would describe it, it's like here down.
32:18Okay, gotcha.
32:20So by injecting Botox a little bit here,
32:23of Botox here...
32:25Of Joe Biden's vagina.
32:27That can help relax the muscle
32:29and also potentially help reduce the tics.
32:32And what would you say about Botox in my jaw?
32:35Yeah.
32:37It's not like a complex, like extensive tic,
32:40because it's not only taking my jaw for it,
32:43it's taking my whole body.
32:46I don't want to set it off anymore.
32:48We're setting each other off right now.
32:51Bailyn has got a lot of very abrupt, rigid movements
32:57that it's almost like she's concrete in them sometimes.
33:02So you can tell when your tics are coming on?
33:05Okay, so because I'm going to have a needle
33:07very close to your eye, okay,
33:09when you feel it come on, raise your hand for me
33:13so I can safely just pull out.
33:15So I'm hoping this treatment plan will really do well for her.
33:19Now I am going to tell you that with the masseter injections,
33:22it is a little bit deeper.
33:25Okay, it's a deeper injection.
33:28So the needle's probably like this, maybe an inch.
33:33Am I going to cry?
33:35No, we'll just take it nice and easy, nice and slow.
33:38I do need to before we start putting headphones in.
33:41Of course.
33:42I definitely have some nerves about like hand motion
33:45or eyeball, the whole situation.
33:48I'm squeezy-toying.
33:50I probably need a cold back.
33:52I need all the things.
33:54You ready?
33:561, 2, 3, little poke, boop.
33:58That was the first poke.
34:00Good job.
34:01Okay.
34:02Are you doing well?
34:03You okay?
34:04Yeah.
34:05My mom has hemorrhoids.
34:06Julie, no, I don't.
34:07Body's just blocked.
34:09Bailyn doesn't seem to be uncomfortable.
34:11She seems like she's okay.
34:13She's doing great.
34:14Yeah.
34:15This is easy.
34:161, 2, 3, boop.
34:17Boop.
34:18Done.
34:19You're done.
34:20That went so well.
34:21It did.
34:22Yeah, you did amazing.
34:23I know that it takes 2 weeks for it to fully come into effect.
34:28I appreciate you.
34:29Thank you so much.
34:30No, thank you.
34:31I appreciate you.
34:32Yeah.
34:33But the sooner, the better.
34:36Body built like Joe Biden.
34:52I'm so excited to go hang out with all of our friends.
34:55And you're going to be able, you know, to meet Olivia.
34:57They've talked a lot about her.
34:58I know.
34:59I don't like blowing your ear off about her.
35:02But, I mean, you're being a little quiet.
35:09Yeah.
35:11Want to tell me why?
35:12Is everything okay?
35:14Did the talk with my dad go okay?
35:17Do you need to spill the tea?
35:19I don't know if it really went good or bad.
35:22Whether I gave the answers that he was looking for.
35:26Basically, he just wants to make sure that I'm going to be committed to you
35:29and dedicated to you to provide for you.
35:32If that's all that happened, I don't know.
35:36You make it sound like it was the easiest conversation.
35:38It was a fun conversation.
35:40It wasn't a fun conversation.
35:42But it wasn't even a conversation to begin with.
35:45In all honesty, like going into it,
35:47I thought he was just going to ask me a lot of questions.
35:50And in reality, it wasn't a lot of questions that he asked.
35:53And so I didn't get to do a whole lot of talking.
35:55It was mainly him.
35:56What was he saying?
35:58He talked about four years ago, you were at the lowest point in your life,
36:02and he was like, when you move in with somebody, it's a commitment.
36:06But not only is it a commitment, it's dedication that you have to show.
36:10And he said if you do anything to hurt my daughter, he'll find me.
36:14He'll track me down and find me.
36:17He's not kidding.
36:19I know he's not.
36:21I'm sorry.
36:22Okay, I'll shut up. I'm sorry.
36:24Were you surprised?
36:26Were you expecting more or less, or exactly what that was?
36:29Less.
36:30But he wants the same thing that I want,
36:33the betterment for Baylin's life and her condition.
36:36I know my dad's concerns, but it's not all on Collin.
36:40I want to be strong on my own for me.
36:43I'm glad that he was able to tell you that like face-to-face.
36:47So dad's actually moving in.
36:51Okay.
36:52He's going to get the spare bedroom.
37:07Military discount.
37:11Baylin and I go out to bars on occasion,
37:14so this is super exciting because it's what people our age do.
37:20I'm getting built like a falafel.
37:23However, her tics today have been very active.
37:28I'm a little ticky.
37:30I have Tourette syndrome, stupid.
37:33And alcohol makes my tics more active.
37:36Fuck you, Mark, suck a penis.
37:38Hey, what's up?
37:40So sometimes it's just genuinely hard to do something
37:43that everyone else is doing.
37:45Hey.
37:47And I get the chance that I'm able to,
37:49and it's with people that I just feel at ease.
37:54It's fun.
37:55Thanks for coming.
37:57Of course. No, couldn't miss it.
37:59I've invited Mark. He's a really close friend.
38:02And then I've also invited Austin, my roommate.
38:04We've all hung out together.
38:06They've met Baylin multiple times.
38:08Prior to Baylin, I didn't know anybody with Tourette's,
38:11but with my goofy nature,
38:12it almost makes me want to meet more people with Tourette's.
38:15Suck a penis, Mark!
38:17Right on cue.
38:23I'm super used to hanging out with Baylin
38:25and her tics going off, and it's perfectly timed
38:27to the point where it's like punchline.
38:29And I just laugh diabolically every single time.
38:33So what are you guys doing?
38:35We are moving in together.
38:37Okay. Yeah.
38:39Bangs are still up in the air with you and your work relocation.
38:42How is that going to look like for you guys?
38:44It's a conversation. The picture is still being painted.
38:46Long distance is worth it for the right person.
38:49Yeah.
38:50And I feel like y'all are together for a reason, you know?
38:53Yeah.
38:54Olivia sucks penises for a living.
38:56Who's Olivia?
38:58I met her through TicCon.
39:00It's through the TAA, which is the Tourette's Association of America.
39:03Fuck you.
39:05Look who it is. This would be Olivia.
39:08Hello. How are you? You look beautiful.
39:10Oh, my God, I literally just probably smudged your entire face makeup
39:13because my sweat is probably...
39:15Don't even worry about it.
39:16So this is Mark.
39:18I'm Olivia. Nice to meet you.
39:19Nice to meet you. Austin.
39:20Nice to meet you.
39:21And the famous Colin.
39:23It's so nice to meet you.
39:24Nice to meet you.
39:25We do hugs in this family.
39:26You two never met?
39:27No, I've never met her.
39:28Oh, okay.
39:29Y'all want to go get drinks?
39:30What do y'all want?
39:31Can we get drinks?
39:32Are you ready to drink?
39:35Yeah.
39:36Okay.
39:38Alcohol is a trigger for my tics.
39:41Sorry.
39:42Worst case scenario today with drinking is hurting myself.
39:46My motor tics are way worse when drinking than my vocal tics are.
40:02Thank you so much.
40:03Yeah, you're welcome.
40:05Your current roommate, Austin.
40:08Fuck you, Austin.
40:09Austin, you suck Mark's penis.
40:12So how long have y'all been roommates?
40:15We've been together, bro, for about a year.
40:17We lived together for a year, so...
40:19Oh, that's cool.
40:21What the fuck am I getting into?
40:23Would you allow Colin to decorate the apartment?
40:27Knowing you, no.
40:30That's a good answer.
40:31How many times has he played video games?
40:33Every day.
40:35I don't think love is a big enough word to describe gaming to Colin.
40:39Is it more than love with you?
40:42I don't know why you're laughing.
40:44Are we talking like the whole fucking day?
40:47Yeah.
40:49My gaming area is the most important part of the house for me.
40:53It's a stress reliever and a reset button.
40:56Shoot, I don't even need a bed.
40:57I'll sleep in my gaming chair if I have to.
40:59Oh, hell no.
41:00Oh, hell no!
41:06Hell no.
41:08I have to do it one more time.
41:13Hell no.
41:17Woo!
41:18It's going to be an adjustment period for the both of us.
41:21Yeah.
41:22Fuck you, Ryan.
41:23Do you have a boyfriend?
41:24I see you, Ryan.
41:25I do.
41:26His name is Drew.
41:27We've been friends for like 10 years,
41:30so he's really seen the worst of the worst.
41:34Drew has Tourette's.
41:36Just started dating a few months ago.
41:39Does he have Tourette's?
41:40No.
41:41No, he does not.
41:43That was a lie.
41:44Sorry, I just had it.
41:45You're spreading misinformation, Malin.
41:47Literally.
41:48When you say worse of the worst,
41:50Sorry.
41:51does that mean that your tics were like worse a few years ago?
41:56Yes.
41:57I had more vocal tics, you know, like loudly yelling.
42:02Have you ever cussed?
42:03Have you ever had?
42:04I don't have echolalia or corporealia,
42:10but I have corporeals.
42:12A vagina.
42:13Have good vagina.
42:14I have apopraxia, which is, you know,
42:17the flipping off, you know, obscene gestures,
42:20you know, as far as, you know.
42:22Socking penis.
42:23There are like a lot of really big terms to explain tics.
42:28No, I love this, though.
42:29And Malin has about every single one of them.
42:32God dang it!
42:37Shots?
42:38Rumple shots.
42:39Rumple shots.
42:40I'll go get the shots.
42:41Now that Colin's over there, what the heck am I getting into?
42:44Malin, you haven't seen the real Colin
42:45until it's 2.30 in the morning.
42:472.30 in the morning?
42:49Is there something he's doing at 2.30 in the morning
42:52that he's doing with you that he's not doing?
42:58I get a bit protective of Malin.
43:00Yeah, definitely, you take on the role of, like,
43:02big brother, little sister type of deal.
43:04Okay, so they didn't have Rumple,
43:06so we're doing vodka.
43:07Here we go.
43:10Do we do another round?
43:12Another round of shots?
43:13Let's go get beers, too.
43:15I need a diet coke.
43:16Okay.
43:17I need to pace myself.
43:18Good idea.
43:19This is like prep before I move to the big city.
43:25We got a big order.
43:27Yeah.
43:29You're freaking moving in with Malin, dude.
43:31Yeah, I am.
43:32That's big.
43:33It is big.
43:34This is kind of a big step for her, bigger than your size.
43:37How's that been with her family, how they feel about it?
43:41Yeah, so I actually just recently talked to her father,
43:45and he can be intense.
43:48Why do you say that?
43:49Just because, like, how he is?
43:51Yeah.
43:52He's two.
43:53I walked up, and he had nine chainsaws in front of him.
43:57It was him, chainsaws, me.
44:01He even, at one point, said,
44:03if you ever hurt my daughter, I'll find you.
44:05So, I mean, he's that kind of protective.
44:09Like, he loves his daughter a lot,
44:11and I'm taking care of his baby.
44:13Yeah, this is legit.
44:14Yeah.
44:15I know it may seem a little fast.
44:20What?
44:22Colin, do you have something you want to tell us?
44:27I'm wanting to propose to Vaylin.
44:33What are we doing for my birthday?
44:35We are going to just do a country western bar
44:38with a mechanical bull.
44:40Save a horse, ride a cowgirl.
44:42Come on in.
44:44Oh, this is nice.
44:46Hey, motherfuckers!
44:48That balcony situation, hard no for me.
44:50My parents are still worried about my safety
44:54because of my tics.
44:55We were finding a place together,
44:56and I felt like this is what's needed for my Tourette's,
44:59and this is what's needed for me, me, me, me, me,
45:02when it's us.
45:03So for the next apartment,
45:04me and Colin are just gonna look at it.
45:07Oh, my gosh.
45:09Colin, we get to pee and poop and look at our neighbors.
45:12It's moving day!
45:14Here we go.
45:15This is about as organized as my life.
45:19Thunderstorms are a huge sensory issue for me.
45:24My foot's stuck.
45:25Your what?
45:26My foot's stuck.
45:27This right here is why it's scary
45:29to think about Vaylin no longer living with us.
45:32Suck a penis!
45:33Colin was supposed to be handling everything
45:36for a new couch to be delivered,
45:38and they're outside right now.
45:40I've called Colin 4 times.
45:42Vaylin, look.
45:43That's what you were fucking doing?
45:45Colin, I'm really upset.
45:47It's my fucking birthday.
45:49All I wanted was help with the fucking couch.
45:53I don't even want to be here.
45:55♪♪♪♪
46:00How could I be so blind
46:02But I can't take it back
46:04I do have a serious question to ask you, too.
46:07Are you gonna walk out on Vaylin
46:09when times get tough in life?
46:12Things are happening really fast.
46:15They shave your head, then they drill a hole,
46:18and then they stick it down in your brain.
46:21I wasn't expecting you to shut it down.
46:25I'm entitled to my feelings, too.
46:28♪♪♪♪♪