Jason Statham In THE RACE - Hollywood English Movie -Chris Evans - Hit Action Thriller English Movie
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00:00:00Hello?
00:00:01Hey bro, what's up?
00:00:02What's up?
00:00:04Yo, what's up?
00:00:10What's up?
00:00:13Hey, what's up bro?
00:00:19What's up?
00:00:22What's up?
00:00:25What's up?
00:00:28What's up?
00:00:32Yeah, I've crashed out.
00:00:39What are you doing?
00:00:44What party? What are you talking about?
00:00:49Are you f***ing kidding me?
00:00:52Are you f***ing kidding me?!
00:00:55Where?!
00:00:58F***!
00:01:03F***!
00:01:06The number you have reached has been disconnected.
00:01:08If you feel your...
00:01:09No! F*** it!
00:01:14Get out!
00:01:32The number you have reached has been disconnected.
00:02:02The number you have reached has been disconnected.
00:02:26Where is it found? How you found?
00:02:28Straight to the back, past the bathrooms on the left.
00:02:33F***!
00:02:39Hey, Mallory.
00:02:42Oh, hey, Sam. What's up?
00:02:53You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight?
00:02:55Um, yeah. You know, I was gonna go and say goodbye.
00:03:00Why? You going?
00:03:02Yeah, I think so. Thinking about it. Yeah.
00:03:06So, you still talk to London?
00:03:08Yeah. Yeah. Here and there. Why?
00:03:12Oh, you know, I was just... I was a little surprised to hear she was moving.
00:03:18So, did she get a place out there? Is she staying with somebody?
00:03:21She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal.
00:03:24I mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend or something.
00:03:28But, I mean, that's pretty much all I know.
00:03:32Can I get you a drink?
00:03:33Yeah, can I have a vodka?
00:03:36Nate, please.
00:03:37Mm-hmm.
00:03:45Excuse me one second here.
00:03:49Here you go.
00:03:51Thanks. Hey, look, I didn't mean to be rude.
00:03:55It's okay.
00:03:57Uh, Sid, I gotta go cash out, so...
00:04:01Yeah.
00:04:02See you tonight.
00:04:03Yep. Hey, listen. Listen, I'm gonna get a little bit of s***.
00:04:06So, if you want something, just let me know.
00:04:08Oh, really?
00:04:09Yeah.
00:04:10How much is it?
00:04:11I don't know. Don't worry about it. Just come find me.
00:04:13But, obviously, don't tell London. You know she hates that shit.
00:04:16Yeah, like I'm gonna say something.
00:04:18All right, man. See you later.
00:04:20Yeah, see ya.
00:04:26Uh...
00:04:33You knew it wouldn't happen to be big, would it?
00:04:37Unfortunately, yes.
00:04:39Hey, Sid. Nice to meet you, man.
00:04:41Thank you so much for coming down here.
00:04:42You know, you guys don't deliver this fight.
00:04:44I guess I had a really shitty day, you know?
00:04:46I need to clear my head up.
00:04:48No worries, mate.
00:04:50So, what do you want to do with this?
00:04:53Oh, look, we don't want it in the bathroom. It's f***ing horrendous in there.
00:04:56I drove. You want to use my car?
00:04:59Your car? Why not?
00:05:09So, how is this shit? It's pretty good?
00:05:12Can't say I've sampled any of this b***h, but...
00:05:15...considering the source, I imagine it to be pretty clean here.
00:05:19So, is this like a...
00:05:21...full-time gig for you? Full-time job?
00:05:24No, mate. I'm a banker.
00:05:26Foreign exchange dealer, you know? Currency trader.
00:05:29Currency trader?
00:05:30Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah.
00:05:32Okay, so you're not a dealer.
00:05:34Mate, I ain't a f***ing dealer.
00:05:37Strictly a buyer.
00:05:39So, currency trader, huh?
00:05:41How's the money in there? Good?
00:05:43Not if you get stuck on this shit. No.
00:05:46Hey, so listen, man, I don't know what you're doing after this.
00:05:48I don't know if you've got plans or anything, but...
00:05:50...a friend of mine's having a party like two blocks from here, if you're interested.
00:05:53Nah, thanks, mate, but I'm on a shit day, believe me.
00:05:56What kind of party is it exactly?
00:05:58Actually, it's a...
00:06:00...it's a going-away party for...
00:06:03...for this girl, for my ex-chick.
00:06:05But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot d***.
00:06:10I really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. I appreciate the offer.
00:06:16Thanks.
00:06:22That's it. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go.
00:06:24You're gonna go? Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here.
00:06:26I just f***ed all the way down here. Why would you leave?
00:06:29Because I've had a horrendous day.
00:06:31And I've decided not to go because I don't want to meet a lot full of strangers.
00:06:34And you enjoy yourself.
00:06:36Alright, so come in for five minutes. Get a drink.
00:06:38Nah, man, no. You go.
00:06:40What do you guys think is better to do than this?
00:06:42Girls. Free booze.
00:06:44Listen, I've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session I've had in f***ing years.
00:06:48I almost smacked some p*** over a taxi.
00:06:50I really don't know if I'm ready for this s***.
00:06:52Alright, so just come in for five minutes.
00:06:54If you don't like it, you can leave.
00:06:56One f***ing drink, though.
00:06:58Mallory will be here.
00:07:00One drink.
00:07:02One f***ing drink.
00:07:10Hey there, man.
00:07:11Evening.
00:07:12What is it? 5011?
00:07:14Yes.
00:07:19Hey, Maya.
00:07:20Hey, Sid.
00:07:21How you doing?
00:07:22Good.
00:07:23It's been a while.
00:07:24Yeah. How you doing?
00:07:26I'm good, Bateman. This is Maya. Sorry.
00:07:29Maya.
00:07:30Hey, Maya.
00:07:31Nice to meet you.
00:07:32Hey, man. What you been up to?
00:07:33Ah. Ah. In hell, man.
00:07:35I f***ed Nancy. Teased. I gotta retake him.
00:07:40That's it, you know?
00:07:41Right.
00:07:42I just want to kill myself.
00:07:44Yeah.
00:07:55Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, I picked up a lot of, you know, so...
00:08:00Are you dealing now?
00:08:02Yes, I'm dealing. No, I'm not dealing. I just, you know...
00:08:04Oh.
00:08:05I got a lot more than I need, so if you're...
00:08:07Alright, man. Thanks.
00:08:10Uh-oh, mate.
00:08:11Did anybody...
00:08:12Tick you off on that.
00:08:25Coming.
00:08:26Hello.
00:08:27Hello.
00:08:29Hey, baby.
00:08:30How are you?
00:08:31I'm good.
00:08:32Hello, Sid. How are you?
00:08:33Where's my dad?
00:08:34Oh, you guys. Shut up. Thank you.
00:08:36No, no. You are the best.
00:08:38Nobody's here yet.
00:08:40Grab a drink. Make yourself at home.
00:08:42Hello?
00:08:43Let's go upstairs.
00:08:45Why?
00:08:46Let's go upstairs.
00:08:47No, wait. Start from the top.
00:08:49Very bad.
00:08:50Catch me.
00:09:09You're crazy.
00:09:17What is this?
00:09:19It's for you.
00:09:21For me?
00:09:23For me?
00:09:24For you.
00:09:33Oh, my God, Sid. I love it.
00:09:39I love you.
00:09:47Come on. I love you, too, London.
00:09:50You can say it. I'm not going to tell anybody.
00:09:52Don't.
00:09:53Don't what? What am I doing?
00:09:55This.
00:09:56What am I doing wrong?
00:09:57This. Whatever this is.
00:09:58This need.
00:09:59This need.
00:10:00This need.
00:10:01This need.
00:10:02This need.
00:10:03This need.
00:10:04This need.
00:10:05This need.
00:10:06This need.
00:10:07This need.
00:10:08This need.
00:10:09This need.
00:10:10This need.
00:10:11This need.
00:10:12This need.
00:10:13This obsession to put a verbal label on everything.
00:10:14It's not about words.
00:10:15No, it is about words.
00:10:16Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves and still fucking talking with our hands.
00:10:19Oh, London. Stop. Stop.
00:10:20Please.
00:10:21We haven't even come close to a fight.
00:10:22If we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight.
00:10:24Okay?
00:10:25Please.
00:10:26It's been so perfect until now.
00:10:27Don't do this.
00:10:28It's been perfect for you.
00:10:29For you.
00:10:32London.
00:10:37Come in! Wait a minute, there's someone at the door.
00:10:44Hello! Hi!
00:10:46Wow, you're beautiful. You look hot, nice hat, nice boot.
00:10:55Thanks. Hey!
00:10:57Rebecca. Rebecca.
00:11:01Hey man, better sits. Nobody's here guys, you're just coming in and make yourself at home.
00:11:14Okay, so you're not going to believe who's just f***ing up.
00:11:18Great party mate. It'll be better, it'll be better. Trust me, I promise you.
00:11:23Okay, I've got to go.
00:11:28Please, tell me you did not bring Sid here.
00:11:32Oh my god, I just ran up in the car and hit her with him.
00:11:34Why? He's not a man.
00:11:35He's so not invited.
00:11:39He's f***ing my Buddha's head.
00:11:41Hey London, it's me. Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay?
00:11:45Okay, bye.
00:11:48F***!
00:11:50Hey Sid, do us a favour yeah, don't touch the Buddha.
00:11:55Okay?
00:11:57He's a f***er.
00:12:00Where did you get your hat?
00:12:02It's so cute on you.
00:12:11He's f***ed.
00:12:14Just show up to someone's party, he's not even f***ing invited.
00:12:31Did they just go upstairs?
00:12:33Mm-hmm.
00:12:34Right, nice. Nice of them to ask.
00:12:37So wait, I'm confused. You say you do believe in God or you don't?
00:12:41God might not be the appropriate word for it actually.
00:12:45It's more of an epiphany if anything.
00:12:47Epiphany? What is your epiphany?
00:12:49Well for me an epiphany is when you really see the universe in all its splendour and beauty
00:12:54and you suddenly understand everything.
00:12:56What do you mean by everything? What does that mean?
00:12:58F***ing everything. Everything you can f***ing imagine.
00:13:00Everything, what? You don't know what everything means?
00:13:02Well yes, I know what everything means, I just don't know what you mean by everything.
00:13:05It means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything.
00:13:09So what's your problem?
00:13:10I think for someone who's seen the infinite, you're a little f***ing vague.
00:13:13You'd think for someone who's had a God-like revelation you'd be a little more specific.
00:13:17It's not about specifics, it's like an energy that hits you between the f***ing eyes and you're enlightened.
00:13:21And you see everything?
00:13:22No, you don't see everything, you see nothing.
00:13:25But you understand everything.
00:13:27You know what got me the most?
00:13:29Is that I understood time horizons.
00:13:32What's a time horizon?
00:13:35It's like this.
00:13:36I understood where I stood in relation to where the Romans and the Jews were 2,000 years ago and why I was here now.
00:13:43Then I felt this enormous compassion, you know, for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us.
00:13:48You know, for life as we know it to come to this point.
00:13:52I mean it's truly remarkable but at the same time it's utterly f***ing disturbing.
00:13:56I mean we're the same people that were there in Roman times, throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians for f***s sake.
00:14:03Not that that's entirely a bad thing.
00:14:06Hey Sid are you in there? It's Maya.
00:14:08Oh f*** me.
00:14:12Ah f***.
00:14:13He's done, look.
00:14:14F***.
00:14:15He's a clump of f***.
00:14:17He's done.
00:14:18Shit.
00:14:22Look at that.
00:14:23He's coming.
00:14:24F***.
00:14:25F***.
00:14:26Oh my God.
00:14:27Let's do this.
00:14:29God damn it, Sid.
00:14:31Instant karma.
00:14:32I get it.
00:14:33So you're not going to give up the rest for me?
00:14:34I can totally see this.
00:14:35What are we going to do, eat food off the floor?
00:14:37Don't sniff that s*** in, Carl.
00:14:39Sue me a f***.
00:14:40God damn it.
00:14:42God, is this it?
00:14:43Yes.
00:14:44Are you kidding?
00:14:45No, it's my f***ing fault.
00:14:47Just snort it out the floor.
00:14:48No, you don't want to do that. I shouldn't have put it by the f***ing sink.
00:14:59What are you doing?
00:15:05F***.
00:15:12What's that?
00:15:14As I said, all is not lost.
00:15:15Beat me.
00:15:16Jesus Christ.
00:15:17Oh my God, you f***ing rock.
00:15:20Look at this. Do you know this painting?
00:15:21No.
00:15:22It's Van Gogh's Sweepthrough with Crows.
00:15:24The most significant painting the man's ever painted.
00:15:26Oh, well then.
00:15:27It's f***ing true.
00:15:29That'll do for starters, won't it?
00:15:32Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself.
00:15:35It's his suicide note.
00:15:36Look, he even put his left ear in the f***ing clouds.
00:15:39There is his mutilated left ear.
00:15:42Can you see that?
00:15:43I mean, not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is.
00:15:46He mutilated his left ear and he put it in the f***ing painting.
00:15:48What does that mean?
00:15:56Hey, so Maya, I'm curious.
00:15:57You're a smart chick. Do you believe in God?
00:15:59You guys have been doing way too many drugs.
00:16:01Answer the question, yes or no.
00:16:03Um, yeah, that's a really long conversation.
00:16:07But I will tell you something I read the other day that really freaked me out.
00:16:11I don't remember where it was. It was like Russia or Germany or one of these places.
00:16:15But these scientists, they took this female pregnant rabbit.
00:16:21And they hooked it up to, like, a heart monitor and an EEG, which censors your brain waves.
00:16:26And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies and they jump in a van.
00:16:31And they start shooting them one by one in the back of the head with, like, a .22 rifle.
00:16:36From, like, one mile away. Bam! Five miles away. Bam! Twenty miles away.
00:16:41Don't tell me people are running around in the woods killing little bunny rabbits.
00:16:44What's so interesting is that every time that they would shoot one of these poor babies in the back of the head,
00:16:49the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy.
00:16:53So, I'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that. And then...
00:16:57Right, like the mother knew the babies were getting shot psychically.
00:17:00Yes! Every f***ing time, exactly.
00:17:03I mean, and then there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins.
00:17:07Right? One of the brothers, just walking down the street, gets stabbed by some serial killer.
00:17:14Um...
00:17:16So he gets stabbed, right?
00:17:18And then, 900 miles away, at the exact same time, his twin brother falls down...
00:17:24Weird. It's very weird, yes.
00:17:26Wait, do you want to let me finish what I'm saying? Do you care?
00:17:28Finish. Please, please, finish.
00:17:29Okay. He falls down, f***ing gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations at the exact same time his brother was stabbed.
00:17:36Why are you shaking your head?
00:17:38You sound like Mom did.
00:17:39What?
00:17:40A coincidence.
00:17:41How is that a coincidence?
00:17:42You know what, Maya? I've had this conversation before. I'm not having it here.
00:17:45Well, then let's not. And don't ask me about God, okay, Sid?
00:17:51Hey, is London here yet?
00:17:53Um, no, I don't think so.
00:17:55Did you meet her boyfriend?
00:17:57Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice.
00:18:03He's like an attractive guy. He's good looking.
00:18:07You're guessing he's an attractive guy?
00:18:10I guess.
00:18:11You guess? What do you mean, you guess?
00:18:14I mean, I guess.
00:18:16Alright, so I'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me?
00:18:21Sid, I don't know.
00:18:23Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me.
00:18:27I don't know, Sid. You guys just, you know, you have totally different looks.
00:18:30Alright, yes, we have very different looks. But who do you like more, his or mine?
00:18:36This is stupid, Sid.
00:18:38Okay, fine. Um, I guess on some level I find him attractive.
00:18:43That doesn't mean that I find him any more or less attractive than I find you.
00:18:50Okay.
00:18:52Baby, I'm not going to lie to you. I mean, just because we're going out doesn't mean I'm going to, you know,
00:18:56suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex.
00:19:02He's a friend who happens to be attractive.
00:19:05He's a friend who happens to be attractive. It was one lunch. Why are you freaking out?
00:19:11I'm not. You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people.
00:19:14Okay, first of all, it was one guy, not a bunch.
00:19:20And you know, it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it?
00:19:25Because no one's stopping you from having female friends.
00:19:29I love this, by the way.
00:19:35So for the sake of conversation.
00:19:38Sid.
00:19:39For the sake of conversation, let's just pretend you and I don't know each other.
00:19:42Can we just drop it?
00:19:43Listen, just listen to me.
00:19:44Let's just pretend for five minutes on end, you don't know me, I don't know you, we're not dating.
00:19:48But this is...
00:19:49Me and what's-his-fucking-name are in the room.
00:19:50I do know you, Sid. I do know you.
00:19:52I know you do.
00:19:53You can't...
00:19:54Me and what's-his-fucking-name are in the room.
00:19:55I do know you, Sid. I do know you.
00:19:56I know you do.
00:19:57You can't...
00:19:58Remove that from the equation.
00:19:59You can't remove it from the equation.
00:20:00What do you pick? Gun to your head.
00:20:01Who do you pick?
00:20:02I would pick you. I would pick you in any equation.
00:20:06Are you alright in there?
00:20:08Everything is fine, thank you.
00:20:13Sid, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations I've ever had with you.
00:20:19I don't want to fuck him. I don't.
00:20:21Fuck him.
00:20:22It was one lunch.
00:20:23I never said anything about fucking him.
00:20:24It was one lunch.
00:20:25I didn't say fucking him. I said attracted to him.
00:20:26But that's obviously what you meant.
00:20:28No, it's not.
00:20:29Just, can you please fucking keep your voice down?
00:20:30I meant attracted.
00:20:31You said fuck.
00:20:32Just fucking shut the fuck up.
00:20:36What do you want?
00:20:37I want you to answer the fucking question.
00:20:44Sid, you're...
00:20:45You're a cute guy.
00:20:46You are. You really, really are.
00:20:48But...
00:20:49I don't know.
00:20:50He has this angular, sexy, diesel head thing going on.
00:20:52But you know what? I don't even know him.
00:20:54So maybe he's a...
00:20:55You know what?
00:20:56Fuck you, Maya.
00:20:58If you were my friend, you would have lied.
00:21:00Sid, Sid, you're at her going away party.
00:21:03If you don't calm down, you're going to drive me, and you, and everyone else, and her, to fucking party crazy.
00:21:11Just say goodbye.
00:21:12She's gone.
00:21:19Blowing, anyone?
00:21:23Um, no.
00:21:25No, thank you.
00:21:26But do you have a cigarette?
00:21:27I'm sorry.
00:21:49Light.
00:21:50I'm sorry.
00:21:52Light.
00:21:58All right, all right, you know what?
00:22:00I'm going to go.
00:22:01Are you leaving?
00:22:03Thank you for everything.
00:22:04Really.
00:22:05Listen, do me a favor.
00:22:06Please don't tell Mom that I'm doing blow in this bathroom.
00:22:08That would really screw me.
00:22:09You know what, Sid?
00:22:10Yeah, you know what?
00:22:11I'll try to remember that.
00:22:13Maya, I'm serious.
00:22:14Please.
00:22:23Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom.
00:22:27What?
00:22:28I saw you go upstairs.
00:22:29Where did you go?
00:22:30To the bathroom.
00:22:31Swear to God you're not doing coke in my parents' house.
00:22:34Oh my God, I swear to God I'm not doing coke in your parents' house.
00:22:38Okay, I'm sorry, darling.
00:22:41All right.
00:22:43Have a good time.
00:22:44I'm sorry.
00:22:49How long were you two together?
00:22:51Who, me and London?
00:22:53Two and a half years.
00:22:55You split when?
00:22:56Six months and a few days ago.
00:22:58You're counting, Sid.
00:23:00Not a good sign, mate.
00:23:01Why?
00:23:02Why do you say that?
00:23:05Joking.
00:23:06I mean, what's the girl's name?
00:23:08Maya.
00:23:09Maya.
00:23:10What was?
00:23:11Maya.
00:23:13There's some terrible things to her.
00:23:15She's like an X-rated Barbie doll.
00:23:18How old is she?
00:23:19How old is she?
00:23:20I don't know, like 16, 17.
00:23:2217?
00:23:24Oh, I really want to f**k her.
00:23:26You'd f**k a 17-year-old?
00:23:28Well, you would.
00:23:31Mate, if it's not against the law, then what's the problem?
00:23:34You can f**k a 15-year-old in France.
00:23:36Does that make them all pedophiles?
00:23:38Right situation, right country.
00:23:40You'd f**k one too, believe you me.
00:23:42Right, right.
00:23:43International waters, deserted island, all types of shit can happen.
00:23:46If any of my female friends knew I f**ked a 17-year-old, they'd lose it.
00:23:50What's the matter with you?
00:23:52If we tell women a tenth of the horrible things we think and do, do you think we'd ever get laid?
00:23:56It's not one of us this girl to f**k, mate.
00:23:58You asked a chick to f**k on you?
00:24:01Yes, mate, but I was on a horrible amount of X at the time.
00:24:04Did she f**k on you?
00:24:08Actually, no. She, uh...
00:24:11f**ked my mouth.
00:24:13Oh!
00:24:16She f**ked in your mouth?
00:24:18It was not a pleasant experience, believe me.
00:24:22How the f**k does that happen?
00:24:23What is the exact conversation that leads to a girl having you f**ked in your mouth?
00:24:28She f**ked your mistress.
00:24:30You paid her to f**k a chick?
00:24:31Many times.
00:24:34Many times.
00:24:37Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially.
00:24:41So what's the deal? How does it work?
00:24:46Look, I don't know why I f**ked up today, you know?
00:24:48Come on, explain it. I don't care. No one cares.
00:24:50Did you get your s**t wet?
00:24:51Yeah, me too.
00:24:52It's a f**king Savile Row suit.
00:24:54It's f**king 5Gs.
00:24:56I've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it.
00:25:00Look, I don't want to go there.
00:25:01All I see is this twisted suit.
00:25:03Come on, man. I don't care. I'm not going to tell anybody.
00:25:04Why the f**k do you want to know?
00:25:05I just want to know. How does it work? You just go over there?
00:25:08Look at you, you f**king dirtbag.
00:25:10You brought it up.
00:25:11You want to f**king go there?
00:25:13I don't want to f**king go there.
00:25:14Leave my f**king demons to myself, mate.
00:25:16Where is it?
00:25:17Tribeca, you c**t.
00:25:18Explain it.
00:25:19How does it work? You just walk over?
00:25:22Look, you phone from downstairs and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates.
00:25:30You know, you get all excited.
00:25:31You know, you get all ramped up.
00:25:32You can't wait to f**king get in there.
00:25:38You know, the whole thought of it just gets amongst your f**king veins.
00:25:41You're into it, you know?
00:25:42And then all of a sudden, you know, they give you a big fat form.
00:25:45It's a five-page disclaimer in f**king triplicate.
00:25:48And you're like, hold on, what is this? Paperwork?
00:25:52I come here to get my f**king s**t. I come here to sign forms.
00:25:55It's f**king hilarious.
00:25:56You don't pay them. You give them a f**king donation.
00:26:00I mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on.
00:26:03And then they give you a list and a little pencil, you know, like in the sushi bar and start checking off the requirements, you know?
00:26:10But I'm telling you, the moment you come, the moment you come, you are so sober.
00:26:15I mean, so f**king sober.
00:26:19You're like, what have I just done?
00:26:21What the f**k have I just done?
00:26:24I've just paid $275 for some stranger, some chick I don't even know to like f**k me and f**k on my head.
00:26:33So what is the upside? Why do you do it? I don't get it.
00:26:35Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable.
00:26:40Psychologically, this is without getting too deep here, I think it has a lot to do with pain and soul flagellation, both literally and metaphorically.
00:26:49I mean, I don't know whether it's the culture or what, but the English in general are very into pain and s**t.
00:26:56The English? Really?
00:26:58Yeah.
00:26:59I didn't know the English were so f**ked.
00:27:01I didn't know the English were so f**ked.
00:27:03Mate, the English are very, I mean, very f**ked.
00:27:12Yeah, one sec.
00:27:17Sweating like a f**k.
00:27:23Sid, come and have a look at the view.
00:27:27Yo, it's Matt. It's the girl from the bar. I'll hook you up.
00:27:31Come back in.
00:27:32Who?
00:27:33Mallory, the girl from the bar.
00:27:35She's hot. I'll hook you up.
00:27:36Nah, nah, mate. I'm too f**ked, mate. I can't be f**ked.
00:27:40So what? So am I.
00:27:42I've been drinking this s**t. Look, I can't f**king, nah, I can't operate when I'm like this.
00:27:45Who cares?
00:27:46I'm a f**king f**king digi.
00:27:47She owns me in and out. Who cares?
00:27:49You help yourself to that.
00:27:50I'm going to leave. It's been a f**king pleasure.
00:27:52Don't leave. Don't leave.
00:27:53I can't f**king stay.
00:27:54Please don't leave.
00:27:55Please don't f**king leave.
00:27:56Go get a drink. Come right back.
00:27:58Nah, mate. Nah, nah.
00:27:59One f**king drink. Come right back. Work Mallory. She's hot.
00:28:02F**k.
00:28:03A drink of what? What do you want? Anything.
00:28:05A bottle. A bottle. Jacks. Key. Whiskey.
00:28:07You're staying though, right?
00:28:09One f**king drink.
00:28:10One f**king drink. Fine. Fine. Just don't go.
00:28:13The f**king thing.
00:28:26Haven't had a bump in like three hours.
00:28:29Bateman, this is my friend Mallory.
00:28:31Mallory, this is Bateman.
00:28:34Hey.
00:28:36You're the guy from the bar, right?
00:28:38Mallory, yeah?
00:28:39Mm-hmm.
00:28:40Bateman.
00:28:42Nice to meet you.
00:28:43Ooh!
00:28:44Sorry.
00:28:45Excuse me.
00:28:46Clumsy idiot.
00:28:47Sorry.
00:28:48Um...
00:28:50Well, how do you guys know each other?
00:28:52A friend of a friend.
00:28:54What friend?
00:28:57I don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 questions? F**k.
00:29:00Just asking.
00:29:01So, are you leaving or something?
00:29:03I'm just gonna grab us a drink and, uh...
00:29:06I'm coming back. Do you want one?
00:29:09Um...
00:29:10Sure, I'll have another one.
00:29:13I'll see you in a minute.
00:29:14Good.
00:29:15I'll see you in a minute, Sid.
00:29:17Damn, kid!
00:29:23So, how do you know that guy?
00:29:27You got this blow for me.
00:29:28He's not a dealer. You just knew the guy.
00:29:30Oh, yeah?
00:29:31Yeah, good guy, right?
00:29:32Yeah.
00:29:33Hey, you don't know if Lennon's here, do you?
00:29:35Uh, yeah. She got here like a minute ago.
00:29:37What'd she say? Did she know I'm here?
00:29:39No, she didn't.
00:29:40She didn't?
00:29:41No.
00:29:42She didn't?
00:29:43No.
00:29:44What'd she say? Did she know I'm here?
00:29:46Um...
00:29:47No, she didn't say anything.
00:29:54I can't f**king believe she's leaving tomorrow, you know?
00:29:56It's just so f**king up to me.
00:29:58Yeah, well, you know...
00:29:59Instead of you staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her?
00:30:02You know, I'm sure she'd love to talk to you.
00:30:04Yeah, I doubt that.
00:30:05Why? Like, why wouldn't she want to talk to you?
00:30:07You guys in a fight or something?
00:30:08A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months.
00:30:11I wasn't invited tonight.
00:30:13Don't you think that's a little f**king odd she wouldn't call me
00:30:15to tell me she's moving across the f**king country?
00:30:17Dude, she didn't call you?
00:30:18No!
00:30:19Dude, that's f**ked up.
00:30:20I know. She didn't leave me a f**king message.
00:30:21I know that girl better than anybody.
00:30:23Well, when's the last time you talked to her?
00:30:25I don't know. In two months?
00:30:27Really?
00:30:29I'm sure she was going to give you a call.
00:30:31When was she going to call me? I just checked my messages.
00:30:33She going to call me from LAX?
00:30:34Dude, I don't f**king know.
00:30:36Man.
00:30:37F**k.
00:30:39Hey, Sid. Can I ask you something personal?
00:30:42What?
00:30:44Well...
00:30:47I mean, it's probably, you know...
00:30:49I don't know if it's true or not.
00:30:50That's obviously why I'm asking.
00:30:51And, you know, since we're cool and all,
00:30:53I just figured, you know, I'm kind of concerned.
00:30:55But...
00:30:56I...
00:30:57Anyway, I kind of heard that...
00:30:59What? Something about London?
00:31:01Well, I heard...
00:31:02It's probably bullshit, but I heard you...
00:31:04What, Mallory? Spit it out.
00:31:06I kind of heard you tried to, um...
00:31:08kill yourself.
00:31:09What?
00:31:10Who told you that? London?
00:31:11No, it wasn't London.
00:31:12Well, who told you that? Who?
00:31:13Dude, I don't f**king know.
00:31:14It was a long time ago. I don't even remember.
00:31:15Yeah, well, Mallory,
00:31:16London's the only person that knew about that,
00:31:18so any way you heard it, it's pretty f**ked up.
00:31:21So, what? It's not true?
00:31:22No, it's not f**king true.
00:31:26Dude, I don't get it.
00:31:27Like, what the f**k happened then?
00:31:28Well, why don't you tell me what you heard happen,
00:31:30and then I'll tell you what really happened.
00:31:32I don't get it.
00:31:33Well, why don't you tell me what you heard happen,
00:31:35and then I'll tell you what really happened.
00:31:39You just have to respond. Hold up.
00:31:43Alright.
00:31:44Okay, so, I heard that, like,
00:31:46you guys had a fight or something,
00:31:48and you broke out,
00:31:49and you should go back to your place,
00:31:50and found you unconscious,
00:31:51and had some sleeping pills or something,
00:31:53and you had to get a stomach pump.
00:31:54That's what I heard.
00:31:55Okay.
00:31:56Now do you want to know what really happened?
00:31:59Yeah, I mean, you know, that's why I asked.
00:32:01You know my dog, Toker?
00:32:02Yeah.
00:32:03Yes, well, he's epileptic.
00:32:05Okay.
00:32:06So the vet, they prescribed him phenobarbital.
00:32:08Pheno...
00:32:09F**k, phenobarbital.
00:32:10Like, barbiturates.
00:32:11They're downers for his fits.
00:32:12Wait a minute.
00:32:13Your dog has epilepsy?
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:16And got prescribed...
00:32:17Yes, let me finish, let me finish.
00:32:18Anyway, it was my two-year anniversary with London,
00:32:20and I knew she thought I'd forget, so...
00:32:22I said you always forget.
00:32:23Always.
00:32:26F**k.
00:32:27F**k.
00:32:31I feel like such a...
00:32:33F**k.
00:32:34Well, you are a...
00:32:35F**k.
00:32:36Yes.
00:32:37Open it.
00:32:39Open it.
00:32:40Okay.
00:32:53Oh, my God.
00:32:55This is so gorgeous.
00:32:56How did you know I wanted this dress?
00:32:58I saw you drooling all over it
00:33:00last time we were at Valentino's.
00:33:02Oh.
00:33:03I love it!
00:33:05Oh, it's so beautiful.
00:33:10Thank you so much.
00:33:20More.
00:33:21What is that?
00:33:22It's a basketball.
00:33:24What?
00:33:25Oh, my God.
00:33:27Oh, my God.
00:33:32Hi, little guy.
00:33:34Hi, little guy.
00:33:36Oh, baby.
00:33:40I love you so much.
00:33:44Look at him.
00:33:45I can't believe he did this.
00:33:51Okay, okay.
00:33:54Hello?
00:33:57Hey.
00:33:58Can I just call you back?
00:34:00No, I'm just in the middle of something.
00:34:03All right, bye.
00:34:05Who's that?
00:34:06It's Mallory.
00:34:09Look at his paws.
00:34:16What? What is it?
00:34:17What's wrong?
00:34:18I heard a guy's voice.
00:34:19My fault.
00:34:22What?
00:34:23Are you f***ing crazy?
00:34:24That was Mallory.
00:34:25You swear to God?
00:34:27Yes, I swear to God.
00:34:31You don't f***ing believe me.
00:34:32Go ahead and call her.
00:34:34Sid, are you really gonna f***ing call her?
00:34:39Yeah, is Mallory there?
00:34:42This is London's boyfriend.
00:34:43Who the f*** is this?
00:34:46London, what the f*** is this?
00:34:47Who was that?
00:34:48Why did you just lie to me?
00:34:49Let me just explain.
00:34:50You better f***ing explain.
00:34:51What?
00:34:52What? Why did you lie?
00:34:53Are you cheating on me?
00:34:54No.
00:34:55No.
00:34:56Listen.
00:34:57I was really f***ed up.
00:34:58I was out with the girls.
00:34:59Oh, f***ing perfect.
00:35:00Are you really f***ing explaining?
00:35:01Yes, yes.
00:35:02You better f***ing explain, London.
00:35:03Okay.
00:35:04The clubs were closing.
00:35:05We decided to go back to Becca's boyfriend's loft.
00:35:08I f***ing passed out.
00:35:10I wake up the next morning and there's somebody lying in bed next to me.
00:35:15And then what?
00:35:16You didn't try anything?
00:35:17You're f***ed up.
00:35:18You're in his bed.
00:35:19You didn't try anything?
00:35:20I find that very hard to believe, London.
00:35:21Don't f***ing lie to me.
00:35:22If you f***ing lie to me, I'm walking out the f***ing door.
00:35:25Sid, he tried to kiss me, but there was nothing because I pushed him away.
00:35:29It was not a big deal.
00:35:30London, I want to know every single f***ing detail.
00:35:33Were you on the covers?
00:35:34Were you under the covers?
00:35:35Was his hand on your t***?
00:35:36No.
00:35:37Sid, here.
00:35:38He tries to kiss me and I pushed him away.
00:35:39You pushed him away?
00:35:40Yes.
00:35:41I walked outside.
00:35:42Mallory called me a cab and I went home.
00:35:44If you went home, why the f*** is he calling you?
00:35:47How does he have your number?
00:35:48I don't know, Sid.
00:35:49Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number.
00:35:52But I definitely didn't give it to him.
00:35:55Nothing happened.
00:35:56I swear to God, nothing happened.
00:35:58Don't you f***ing believe me, please.
00:36:00London, I don't know what the f*** to believe.
00:36:02You just swore to God that it was Mallory on the phone.
00:36:04And it wasn't.
00:36:05So what the f***?
00:36:06We've dated for two years.
00:36:07I believed everything you've said up until this point.
00:36:09Now it's like, I don't know what the f*** to believe.
00:36:11It's like your words are meaningless.
00:36:15I just don't trust you anymore, London.
00:36:17I made a mistake.
00:36:18I made a f***ing huge mistake.
00:36:20I'm sorry.
00:36:21It was one f***ing mistake.
00:36:23Why didn't you just tell me you were going to call him back?
00:36:25Why would you tell a guy who you don't know,
00:36:28whose number you don't have,
00:36:29you're going to call him back?
00:36:31What the f*** is that?
00:36:32I was pretty drunk at the time and I took like five or six of them.
00:36:35Five or six doggy downers?
00:36:37Yeah, I told Chris 50 pounds, he takes two.
00:36:39I'm a b***h, 75 or 60 is pretty good.
00:36:41Shit.
00:36:42The problem with our b***h is that if you're drunk,
00:36:44you can kind of fall into a coma if you're not careful.
00:36:46Oh man, you went into a coma too?
00:36:48What's wrong with you?
00:36:49No, I didn't go into a f***ing coma, Mallory.
00:36:52London came back to apologize or whatever.
00:36:55Sid?
00:36:56Sid?
00:36:59Sid!
00:37:01Somebody please help!
00:37:04So f***ed up.
00:37:05The fact she's out there telling people that makes me so furious.
00:37:07I would never do that to anyone.
00:37:09It's just f***ing rude.
00:37:10So you never pumped your stomach?
00:37:11No, they didn't pump shit.
00:37:12I went to the hospital.
00:37:13I took a few coherency tests.
00:37:14That's it.
00:37:15That's all.
00:37:17Do you see how reality gets twisted
00:37:18when little f***ing girls gossip?
00:37:20Yeah.
00:37:21Yeah, I mean, I guess.
00:37:25What, do you not believe me?
00:37:27No, of course I believe you, Sid.
00:37:29That's why I asked.
00:37:30I was concerned.
00:37:32It just makes me so f***ing livid that she's out there
00:37:34telling people this warped version of what happened.
00:37:38You know what?
00:37:39Just please don't go out there telling her
00:37:41that I told you this, alright?
00:37:42That's the last thing you need right now.
00:37:43Believe me, Mallory.
00:37:44The last thing I'm going to do is mention your name.
00:37:46Well, honestly, if I were you,
00:37:48I wouldn't even bring this shit up, okay?
00:37:50It's our last night here.
00:37:51Just focus on something positive, alright?
00:37:53She don't want to hear that shit.
00:37:58F***.
00:38:00What?
00:38:01What's wrong?
00:38:03I don't know.
00:38:04I don't know because I start sweating
00:38:06and my heart starts pounding
00:38:08and I feel like my head's spinning
00:38:10and the world is crashing around me
00:38:11and I get pulled down, down, further
00:38:13into like the darkest, meanest places of my brain
00:38:17and it starts suffocating.
00:38:19And you feel like you're dying.
00:38:26What? What?
00:38:27Say something!
00:38:29What would you like me to say?
00:38:30Anything! Something!
00:38:32I don't care!
00:38:36Can't be your crutch, Sid.
00:38:37Oh, you are such a miserable f***ing human being.
00:38:41Miserable in what way?
00:38:44In the way that you're sitting there
00:38:45and just taking my f***ing money
00:38:47and I'm dying.
00:38:48Nothing you do helps me.
00:38:49The Prozac doesn't help.
00:38:51The lithium doesn't help.
00:38:52The Zoloft doesn't help.
00:38:53Nothing you do helps.
00:38:54You're kind of a f***ing a**.
00:39:01I just want to f***ing
00:39:04turn the pain off, you know?
00:39:05Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know?
00:39:09Can you do that?
00:39:10Dawn?
00:39:14I think you're doing great.
00:39:17And when that first wave of anxiety hits,
00:39:19it's f***ing terrifying because you're like,
00:39:20f*** me, I'm really going crazy.
00:39:22Maybe I've finally done enough drugs
00:39:24and f*** with my head enough
00:39:25that I'm just detached from reality, you know?
00:39:27You know, you start having these horrible revelations.
00:39:29Like what?
00:39:30Like I started freaking out about death.
00:39:31You know, I became obsessed with it.
00:39:32I just couldn't conceptualize not being here.
00:39:34Just not being here someday.
00:39:36One day, Mallory, you and I are going to be dead.
00:39:38Buried. Gone.
00:39:39And we're going to start thinking about religion
00:39:40and how people are just blindly swallowing these concepts
00:39:42like God and heaven and afterlife
00:39:44just to suppress our deepest, most fears,
00:39:45which is that we don't know why we're here.
00:39:47Why are we here? It makes no sense.
00:39:48It totally makes sense, okay?
00:39:50Because at the same time, it allows people, the masses,
00:39:52to go on living their everyday lives
00:39:54without constantly obsessing over these things you're talking about, man.
00:39:57You know, these realities.
00:39:58Life, death, heaven, hell, existence, why we're here.
00:40:01You know, who knows?
00:40:02It's possible that a God does exist, you know?
00:40:05An energy, force, spirit, whatever you want to call it.
00:40:08Fair enough.
00:40:09So what do you think happens when you die?
00:40:11I don't f***ing know. You f***ing die.
00:40:12Why does it have to be an answer to every f***ing question?
00:40:14Why can't it just be mysteries in the world?
00:40:16You know what I'm saying?
00:40:17I don't know. Your body dies.
00:40:18Your actual physical being dies.
00:40:20But your spirit, I do believe, lives on.
00:40:22It lives on in the world.
00:40:23Man, it's this continuing thing of existence.
00:40:26It doesn't have to have a f***ing perfect answer.
00:40:28Why?
00:40:29I buy that a little bit more
00:40:30than an invisible guy in the sky
00:40:31taking checks and balances on six million people.
00:40:33I think that sounds like Santa Claus to me, you know?
00:40:35Yeah.
00:40:36It's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death.
00:40:42Yeah, because if you think about it,
00:40:44there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round,
00:40:48or that the atom existed, or whatever, right?
00:40:51Because we didn't have the technology to observe it.
00:40:54And then, boom, one day we do, right?
00:40:57So, I mean, it's totally conceivably possible
00:41:01that in our lifetime we will have the technology
00:41:05to observe God, or whatever it is that created us
00:41:11and the planets and the universe and everything else.
00:41:14Right?
00:41:15It's important to at least have faith
00:41:17in the possibility of a higher being,
00:41:20or something, or whatever,
00:41:22because otherwise you just, I don't know,
00:41:24you're just gonna drive yourself completely f***ing insane.
00:41:26Right, but that really is the operative word, isn't it?
00:41:29What do you mean, what word?
00:41:31Faith.
00:41:33Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing.
00:41:35You got a few stories written a hundred years ago,
00:41:37thousands of years ago,
00:41:39by people who are much more clueless than we are today.
00:41:41These are the same people, I might add,
00:41:43that were crucifying people who said the world was round.
00:41:45So, you know.
00:41:46I just need more proof.
00:41:47I need scientific logic to support this religion.
00:41:49Okay, you want proof?
00:41:51I will give you proof.
00:41:52There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay?
00:41:56They took two vats of rice.
00:41:59They put one in one room, they put one in another room.
00:42:02They put a time-lapse camera on it,
00:42:04so they could observe it for a month.
00:42:06They let all these people come in to one room,
00:42:10and they would say,
00:42:11I love you, rice.
00:42:13You are the best rice.
00:42:15You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is.
00:42:19And then in the other room,
00:42:20they say, I f***ing hate you, rice.
00:42:22I hate you.
00:42:23You're the worst rice.
00:42:24F*** you, rice.
00:42:25You're the worst rice.
00:42:26After a month,
00:42:28the rice that they said I love you to,
00:42:30still edible.
00:42:32The other rice looks like b***h.
00:42:34Black b***h.
00:42:36I saw the pictures.
00:42:37I saw, you know, the time-lapse video.
00:42:40It's a study. It's real.
00:42:41And I saw it with my own eyes.
00:42:42That's your proof right there.
00:42:44I mean, it's energy.
00:42:45We're affecting something.
00:42:46God is energy.
00:42:48London, you're talking about rice.
00:42:50Rice.
00:42:51It has nothing to do with religion.
00:42:53Nothing to do with God.
00:42:54I don't know what you want from me.
00:42:55I give you proof.
00:42:56I'm sorry, I don't find proof in that.
00:43:00I'm sorry.
00:43:11You know what your problem is?
00:43:13Your problem is that you're so undyingly convinced
00:43:15that everything your parents taught you
00:43:16and everything your teachers taught you
00:43:17and you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth.
00:43:21Sid, can you please just drop it?
00:43:23Please, can we just f***ing drop it?
00:43:25The only reason you want to drop it
00:43:26is because you know I'm right.
00:43:27Admit that, we'll talk about whatever you want to talk about.
00:43:29Shut up!
00:43:30Shut the f*** up!
00:43:31But just admit it.
00:43:32You're scared to question authority
00:43:34because what if they were wrong?
00:43:35What if there's no God?
00:43:36What if all your parents and all your elders
00:43:38were just as scared of death as you were
00:43:39and they were brainwashed just like you?
00:43:41You're just blind to see it.
00:43:45Okay, so I'm brainwashed because
00:43:48I happen to think that believing in something
00:43:50other than meaninglessness and non-existence
00:43:53is a positive thing.
00:43:55Okay, that's really smart, Sid.
00:43:57Good, I'm glad you agree with me.
00:43:59I was being facetious, you f***er.
00:44:02Why are you calling me a dipshit?
00:44:09Why are you calling me a f***er?
00:44:11Because you always have to be right.
00:44:16Why do you always have to be right?
00:44:18And your ego, your ego, it's just huge.
00:44:21It's just out of f***ing control.
00:44:22Why are you freaking out?
00:44:23There's no need to freak out.
00:44:24Sid, because you don't know when to stop.
00:44:26You keep going and going and going
00:44:29until people just want to smash your face in.
00:44:33Okay, okay, maybe God doesn't exist.
00:44:37I guess me and the billions upon billions
00:44:40and billions of other people
00:44:42who actually pray to something
00:44:44are completely deluded and you are right.
00:44:47You are all-knowing, you're God, Sid.
00:44:50Isn't that what you want to f*** here anyway?
00:44:52That everyone else is wrong and you're right?
00:44:54Doesn't everybody?
00:44:55And I'm deluded.
00:44:57And I'm f***ing deluded.
00:44:58You are, you're sick.
00:45:00You're sick, Sid.
00:45:01You need f***ing mental help.
00:45:03Oh, God, you just make everybody crazy.
00:45:05You're making me f***ing crazy.
00:45:07You just, you blanket people
00:45:09with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit.
00:45:12And then they can't f***ing breathe.
00:45:14You just suffocate people.
00:45:16You don't talk to people, Sid.
00:45:17You talk at them.
00:45:18Yeah, well, at least I talk about real shit, London.
00:45:20You suffocate them.
00:45:21We've been going on for two years.
00:45:22What's the most intelligent conversation we've had?
00:45:24Whether or not Matt's putting a sale on makeup or no.
00:45:26Oh, f*** you.
00:45:27F*** you.
00:45:28F*** you.
00:45:29I'm so annoying.
00:45:30No, f*** you.
00:45:31F*** you, London.
00:45:32You are ten times more annoying than me.
00:45:33You know what?
00:45:34You get away with it because no one's listening to you.
00:45:36They just stare at your d*** and think it's a waste of time.
00:45:37F*** you.
00:45:39I can't f***ing believe that I ever fell in love with a b****.
00:45:43Like you.
00:45:44You're such a b****.
00:45:45Stop.
00:45:46I hate you.
00:45:47I hate you.
00:45:48Take it easy.
00:45:49Come on.
00:45:50Stop.
00:45:51Stop.
00:45:52Stop.
00:45:53Stop.
00:45:54Stop.
00:45:55Stop.
00:45:56Stop.
00:45:57Stop.
00:45:58Stop.
00:45:59Stop.
00:46:00Stop.
00:46:01Stop.
00:46:02Stop.
00:46:03Stop.
00:46:04Stop.
00:46:05Stop.
00:46:06Stop.
00:46:07Stop.
00:46:08Stop.
00:46:09Stop.
00:46:10Stop.
00:46:11Stop.
00:46:12Stop.
00:46:13Stop.
00:46:14Stop.
00:46:15Stop.
00:46:16Stop.
00:46:17Stop.
00:46:18Stop.
00:46:19Stop.
00:46:21Stop.
00:46:26I'm not going to get her back, am I?
00:46:39I don't know.
00:46:42Why don't you go talk to her?
00:46:47Are you leaving?
00:46:48I'm just getting really claustrophobic, dude, I need this care.
00:46:51I'm not freaking you out, am I?
00:46:52No, no, dude, I'm so high right now. I need a drink.
00:46:57Alright, well, here, let me give you some of this.
00:46:59Can you bring that purse over for me?
00:47:01Yeah, of course.
00:47:02Thanks.
00:47:09Here, this is for you.
00:47:10Whoa, that's way too much.
00:47:11No, please, take it.
00:47:13You sure?
00:47:14Yeah.
00:47:16Thanks, man, that's really sweet.
00:47:27Um, so you gonna come out there or what?
00:47:30Um, yeah, I'll be out there in a minute. I'm gonna just hang here for a minute or two.
00:47:35Alright, I'll see you out there, okay?
00:47:46You got it.
00:47:54Hello, girls.
00:47:56What's your name?
00:47:57We're at a party, come on.
00:47:59What are you reading a book for?
00:48:01Fancy a smoke in the little room?
00:48:03We're reading actually about robopathology.
00:48:06Complicated little thing, aren't you?
00:48:08I was gonna leave, and then I had to make a beeline over to you.
00:48:11I was gonna leave, and then I had to make a beeline over to you.
00:48:14It's like, I don't know, I feel like I know you or something like that.
00:48:16On a one to ten scale, you're a four in dim light.
00:48:21One lantern, just so I wouldn't have to look at your maness, disfigured face.
00:48:25You are absolutely, you're beautiful.
00:48:27I have to get out of here, that's my chopper.
00:48:29But before I do...
00:48:30Oh, he's picking you up?
00:48:31Yep.
00:48:32I invented this move.
00:48:35She likes me, she's laughing.
00:48:36How old are you?
00:48:38Um, 18.
00:48:4118.
00:48:46Let me just get another drink, hang on.
00:48:55Stop.
00:48:56I'm not hitting on you.
00:48:58I like your shoes.
00:48:59You do?
00:49:00Mm-hmm.
00:49:01Hey, girl, I'm out of here.
00:49:03Already?
00:49:04I'm gonna miss you.
00:49:05Oh, me too.
00:49:06Thank you so much for coming.
00:49:07You're welcome.
00:49:08Don't get shallow on me.
00:49:09I probably can.
00:49:10All right.
00:49:11Get out of here.
00:49:12I'm sorry.
00:49:13I'll see you later, girl.
00:49:14Bye.
00:49:15Call us when you get home.
00:49:16One ring.
00:49:17Just let us know you're okay.
00:49:22All right, all right, all right.
00:49:23Come on.
00:49:24Come on, sit.
00:49:27You gotta mellow out.
00:49:29You gotta mellow out.
00:49:32You need a beer.
00:49:33You need a bottle.
00:49:37Okay.
00:49:41Stop doing blow.
00:49:42You gotta stop doing coke.
00:49:45Don't grind your teeth.
00:49:46As soon as you grind your teeth, you're f***ed.
00:49:52Come on, sit.
00:49:53Mellow out.
00:49:54Mellow out.
00:49:56Be a man.
00:49:57There.
00:49:58Get a drink.
00:49:59Go out there.
00:50:00Get a drink.
00:50:01What's the worst that can happen, right?
00:50:02What's the worst that can happen?
00:50:04I can see London.
00:50:05So what?
00:50:06F***.
00:50:07F***.
00:50:11Okay.
00:50:12F*** up tonight, it's over.
00:50:26Okay.
00:50:38Come on.
00:50:41You know I do.
00:50:43Well, if you do, if you love me,
00:50:45then why don't you just say it?
00:50:47Why can't you just f***ing say it?
00:50:49Why is it so impossible for you?
00:50:52It's three words.
00:50:56It's eight f***ing letters.
00:50:58You can't say eight f***ing letters.
00:51:01It's not a lot of letters.
00:51:10Say it.
00:51:38Say it.
00:51:41Say it.
00:51:52Hey.
00:51:53Please tell me you're not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom.
00:51:56What are you talking about?
00:51:57Don't what are you talking about me.
00:51:59I saw you go upstairs.
00:52:00Yeah, I went to the f***ing bathroom.
00:52:02Really?
00:52:03Yeah.
00:52:04Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine.
00:52:07Who the f*** is vaping?
00:52:09Um, that's his friend or some shit.
00:52:11I don't know.
00:52:12He's hot.
00:52:14I think I'm gonna have hot s***.
00:52:17You're f***ing doing it again.
00:52:19You're not f***ing with me, are you?
00:52:21Yeah, man.
00:52:22He's hot.
00:52:23I like guys with accents.
00:52:25Oh my God.
00:52:28I gotta go.
00:52:37So, I met your girl, mate.
00:52:39What do you mean you met her?
00:52:41Mallory.
00:52:42She introduced us.
00:52:45I didn't say I knew you.
00:52:46I didn't want to blow your cover, as it were.
00:52:48Oh my God, she is painfully gorgeous.
00:52:52Yeah, no shit.
00:52:53Well, you would go out there and speak to her immediately.
00:52:55I can't go out there looking like this, bro.
00:52:56I just gotta mellow out.
00:52:57I'm not thinking right.
00:52:58If I go out there and she knows I'm on blow, she won't even talk to me.
00:53:01I know her.
00:53:02F***.
00:53:03How do I look?
00:53:04Do I look like I'm on blow?
00:53:07A bit, yeah.
00:53:10Hey, come on.
00:53:11Drink some more booze.
00:53:12You'll be fine.
00:53:13That's because I think I'm getting this tonight.
00:53:15So stupid, Sid.
00:53:17You know, I just wanted to clear my head out.
00:53:19Try and, like, think a little bit clearer.
00:53:21And I'm so f***ing spun.
00:53:22I can't even think straight.
00:53:25F***.
00:53:26Happens, mate.
00:53:27I've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway.
00:53:31That's a lonely, lonely drug.
00:53:36This is f***ing crazy.
00:53:39I should bail.
00:53:40I can't do this.
00:53:41Should I bail?
00:53:42You could.
00:53:45I think you'd regret it.
00:53:46Why?
00:53:47Why do you say that?
00:53:48Well, personally, I'd much rather regret something I've done than something I was too afraid to do.
00:53:55No shit.
00:53:57But you gotta realize I haven't talked to this girl in two f***ing months.
00:54:00Everybody here hates me.
00:54:01These are all her friends.
00:54:04If I go out there, this is going to get f***ing ugly.
00:54:07F***.
00:54:08F***.
00:54:19F*** all the pills on the market.
00:54:20You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you.
00:54:23That'd be nice.
00:54:24But they have this theory.
00:54:27Maybe it'll help.
00:54:28I don't know.
00:54:30F*** knows where it comes from.
00:54:31The broad strokes of it are that
00:54:33it takes a third of the amount of time to recover from a relationship
00:54:37because the relationship was long.
00:54:38So, for example,
00:54:40if the relationship lasted a year, you'll be good in four months.
00:54:43Two years, you'll be clean in eight.
00:54:45It's not a third, it's a half.
00:54:49Mate, it's a third.
00:54:50Trust me.
00:54:51No, mate.
00:54:52It's a half.
00:54:53Maybe in England it's a third.
00:54:54In America, it's a half.
00:54:55I dated this girl for two years.
00:54:56It's been six months and it's getting f***ing worse.
00:54:59Six months?
00:55:00Come on.
00:55:02What are you complaining about?
00:55:03You've got two months to go.
00:55:05Good behaviour.
00:55:06Maybe a month.
00:55:07Bro,
00:55:08I appreciate the pep talk,
00:55:09but if you haven't noticed,
00:55:10I'm still trying to get this girl back.
00:55:14Look, I don't know if first love applies to that theory anyway.
00:55:18It's been years I still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen.
00:55:23It's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence.
00:55:27You know, I think we're still married, still in love.
00:55:31Life's just beautiful.
00:55:34All of a sudden you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years.
00:55:38F***ing horrendous.
00:55:40Yeah, no shit.
00:55:45So you were married before?
00:55:48How long ago?
00:55:50It was three years ago.
00:55:53Who'd have thought still?
00:55:54Who'd have thought still?
00:55:56It's not that simple.
00:55:59What happened? Why'd you guys split?
00:56:01Long story, mate.
00:56:04Give me the abridged version.
00:56:06The abridged version?
00:56:08I don't know.
00:56:10The relationship just didn't work on so many levels.
00:56:13You know, I think we both have one foot out the door for the two years of our two and a half year marriage.
00:56:19You know, but it's weird.
00:56:21You know when they tell you they're leaving?
00:56:24It's like you don't even feel the hollowness.
00:56:26It's like an emptiness within an emptiness and you're left with slightly less than nothing.
00:56:32The person you were when you met just doesn't exist anymore, you know? You're gone.
00:56:39So she left you?
00:56:40Look, Sid, it's very f***ing complicated.
00:56:44Well, what happened? Did you cheat on her?
00:56:46No, no, no. It's irrelevant.
00:56:49Irrelevant? How is it irrelevant?
00:56:50I think besides money, infidelity is the most relevant reason why people split up to begin with.
00:56:54Yeah, yeah. True, true.
00:56:57Come on, man. What's going on? I thought we were talking. Let's talk. Let's talk. Why'd your wife leave you?
00:57:02Sid, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please.
00:57:05Oh, my scene's pleasant?
00:57:08Mate, I've been 21 before. I know your pain.
00:57:10But where you're trying to push me right now is not a place you want to go.
00:57:13Wait a minute. Wait, wait, wait.
00:57:15Are you trying to say that since you're older than me, your pain is somehow more?
00:57:18Unfortunately, that's the case.
00:57:19Listen, listen. First of all, you don't have the slightest f***ing clue what pain I've been through, alright?
00:57:24Just since you've been on this earth a couple decades more does not mean your pain is any more or less than mine.
00:57:28I'm sorry. I wish it did, but it doesn't.
00:57:30Secondly, don't make blind comparisons when you have no f***ing clue what you're comparing, alright?
00:57:34You think having your heart broken is pain?
00:57:36You think losing God is pain?
00:57:39Mate, I went through that trivial shit when I was 20. I'm 40 now, mate.
00:57:43F***.
00:57:44Where you're trying to push me right now is not a place you want to go.
00:57:48So why don't you do yourself a favour and don't f***ing go there with me?
00:57:54You're a f***ing child. You're just a kid.
00:57:56A kid? Listen, you b****.
00:57:59If you had one tenth of my pain, you'd be psychologically f***ing crippled.
00:58:03Mate, seriously, f*** off.
00:58:04Look, all we're doing is projecting shit here.
00:58:07Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we?
00:58:10Do a bit of gear and have a line.
00:58:11No, I'm f***ing gear. I don't want that shit. Get it away from me.
00:58:15More for me.
00:58:16It's Batman, right?
00:58:18At least I see your memory's still intact, Rob Bateman.
00:58:21Let me give you a little glimpse into my life. A little insight into my personal f***ing pain.
00:58:25Mate, it's not necessary. Truly.
00:58:28No, it is necessary. And if you didn't think it was necessary, you wouldn't have gone there.
00:58:31You wouldn't have pushed my f***ing buttons, but you did.
00:58:33And if you don't want to hear it, you should stop s***ing my shit and get the f*** out of the bathroom.
00:58:38Well, technically it's my shit, but I can see you're passionate, so go.
00:58:42So this f***ing guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with, he's, you know, endowed.
00:58:51She told you that?
00:58:52Yeah. So anyway, I needed to know how big. Not that I give a f*** about another guy's f***ing anything.
00:58:56I just wanted to know. It's one of those things you feel like you need to know.
00:58:59So we're in an argument and I keep pushing her. I was pushing her and I was like, how big is he?
00:59:03And she was like, let's not make an issue out of it, Sid.
00:59:05And I said, no, f*** that. Tell me how big he is.
00:59:07And she says, f***.
00:59:11Jesus.
00:59:12Yeah, you believe that s***?
00:59:14She could have at least rounded it down.
00:59:17Look, the girl's trying to hurt you, mate.
00:59:18Yeah, no s***. But it really f***ed me, you know?
00:59:21It f***ed with my head, knowing that this guy is in L.A. with the only woman I love f***ing her with 10 f***ing inches.
00:59:27I'm chasing her around like a little f***ing puppy dog, doing everything and anything I can to get her back.
00:59:32And it crushed me. It still f***ing crushes me.
00:59:40Sorry, mate.
00:59:43How exactly do you deal with that?
00:59:45You don't deal with it. It deals with you.
00:59:50God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know?
00:59:55We'd get in these fights and I'd say the most horrible things.
00:59:57I'd be like, you just want a fat s***. You're fat, so you want a fat s***, you know?
01:00:03Just mean, horrible things. I'd be so f***ing angry, you know?
01:00:11I used to say the same s***, mate. I used to say the most horrendous s***.
01:00:15Why? What'd she do?
01:00:20She didn't really do anything.
01:00:23I imagine a lot of it had to do with me and a lot of it had to do with my hang-ups and depression and s***.
01:00:29But, my God, I used to say the worst s*** to her.
01:00:32Tom mentored that girl. I lived with her for three and a half f***ing years and I hated her.
01:00:36So what was the final snap? What happened?
01:00:38Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you?
01:00:40No, no. God, no.
01:00:42Yeah, but how do you know?
01:00:44Because I didn't, you know? I didn't.
01:00:46I know you didn't. How do you know she didn't cheat on you?
01:00:48I know she didn't. It wasn't her thing.
01:00:50How do you know?
01:00:51Listen, I was with the most beautiful girl in the universe.
01:00:53She f***ed me for two f***ing years.
01:00:56Why?
01:00:57I don't know. Because we fought. I was in therapy.
01:01:01I don't, I don't, look, I don't know.
01:01:04Do you want to know what it is? I'll tell you what it is.
01:01:06You remember sentences that people say to you, you know?
01:01:08Sentences that stick in your mind, like gunshot wounds that never f***ing heal.
01:01:13I remember my ex-wife said to me, this is when we first started dating, she said,
01:01:17you know, I love it when I f*** you four or five times a night.
01:01:22Four or five times a night?
01:01:23Yeah.
01:01:24Come on.
01:01:25I was like, he was with some f***er, f***ing four or five times a night.
01:01:30Do you want to know what pain is?
01:01:31What?
01:01:32I'll tell you what pain is, you f***er.
01:01:33Why are you calling me a f***er?
01:01:35Because, my friend, you f***er, you brought me here, and I didn't particularly want to go here, but now I am.
01:01:41So if you don't want to go where I'm about to go, then you better tell me right now,
01:01:45and I'll walk out the f***ing door, I'll phone my therapist, and that will be it, okay?
01:01:49End of story.
01:01:50No, f***, I don't want to hear this. You're not going anywhere.
01:01:52Do you want to know what it is?
01:01:54Yes, I want to know what it is.
01:01:55Do you want to know what it is?
01:01:56Yes.
01:01:57Pain, my friend, is when the woman you love wants to f*** you four or five times a night, and you can't.
01:02:03Why?
01:02:04Why?
01:02:05Why?
01:02:06I'll tell you why.
01:02:07Because I'm an impotent man, f***er.
01:02:11That's pain.
01:02:12That's f***ing pain.
01:02:15When your wife wants to f*** you four times a night, and you can't.
01:02:20That's f***ing pain.
01:02:22When your wife wants to f*** you four times a night, and you f***ing can't.
01:02:27You know that some f***er before you could, and you know that some f***er after you will.
01:02:36Well, I couldn't cope with that, could I?
01:02:39That sense of ruination, that insolvency that burns in your soul.
01:02:44I couldn't f*** my wife.
01:02:47Do you know what that f***ing means, mate?
01:02:49Do you understand what impotent rage really is?
01:02:53I'm sorry.
01:02:54You have no f***ing idea, mate.
01:02:59I'm sorry.
01:03:00Oh, you're sorry.
01:03:01Oh, you're sorry, are you?
01:03:04You dare.
01:03:05You dare.
01:03:06You f***ing dare ask me if there's a God.
01:03:08Well, man, I feel forsaken.
01:03:11I feel cheated, you b****.
01:03:14I'm lost in the big game.
01:03:17Nothing else f***ing matters.
01:03:20It doesn't matter what you do.
01:03:22If you can't hack it in the sack, mate.
01:03:24If you can't hack it in the game of love and s***.
01:03:27You are shit, my friend.
01:03:29Because you can't do what the other man can do to your f***ing wife, mate.
01:03:41I know what you mean.
01:03:42No, mother f***er.
01:03:44You do not know what I mean.
01:03:46You could possibly know what the f*** I mean.
01:03:55I failed.
01:03:57I f***ing failed, mate.
01:04:02And I'm still failing every f***ing day of my life.
01:04:06Every day.
01:04:10Every f***ing day.
01:04:17You know, I thought you were going to clock me there for a minute.
01:04:21I was going to hit you.
01:04:23I'm projecting.
01:04:25You should see my group therapy sessions.
01:04:27They're f***ing psychotic.
01:04:29Yeah, I'll bet.
01:04:31Mate, do yourself a favour, please.
01:04:35For me?
01:04:36For me.
01:04:37For me.
01:04:38For me.
01:04:39For me.
01:04:40For me.
01:04:41For me.
01:04:42For me.
01:04:43For me.
01:04:44For me.
01:04:45For me.
01:04:46Go and talk to your chick.
01:04:50I don't think I can, man.
01:04:51To be honest, I'm thinking about making a beeline for the elevator.
01:04:53I can't go out like this.
01:04:54She doesn't even want me here.
01:04:56Look, I hate to break it to you, mate.
01:04:59But by now, she knows you're here.
01:05:02And unfortunately, time's not on your side.
01:05:05What are you going to do?
01:05:06Wait outside like a f***ing stalker?
01:05:08It wouldn't be the first time.
01:05:12Go, man, go.
01:05:13Come on.
01:05:14I can't.
01:05:16Listen to me.
01:05:19Listen to me.
01:05:20You might not have a ten and a half inch d***,
01:05:22but at least you can still f*** her.
01:05:24So quit worrying about all the bullshit.
01:05:28The fact is, she's here, you're here.
01:05:31Life's too short to be a p****, mate.
01:05:33Truly.
01:05:37Come on.
01:05:45Come on.
01:05:47Come on.
01:05:49Come on.
01:06:08I don't think I was supposed to say that.
01:06:12I don't know a lot going on in L.A.,
01:06:14but we'll find something. We'll do it.
01:06:15It'll be cool.
01:06:17Can I talk to you for a second?
01:06:18Yeah, what is it? What do you want?
01:06:24I want to know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please.
01:06:28Um, you don't want to talk here?
01:06:30We can't just talk right here?
01:06:33Please.
01:06:34Sid, A, this is my going away party,
01:06:37and I think it would be pretty uncool
01:06:40for the people who threw it for me if I left just because you wanted to talk.
01:06:43And B, I don't know if you noticed,
01:06:46but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation,
01:06:48so I don't know what to tell you.
01:06:55Listen, I'm going to grab another drink.
01:06:57Can I get you something?
01:07:00Actually, yeah, I'd love something.
01:07:03Something strong.
01:07:04F***.
01:07:05F***.
01:07:08What about you, bruiser?
01:07:09What are you drinking?
01:07:13Is that a bottle of c***, Parker?
01:07:25So, um, I heard you've been up in the bathroom starting drugs all night long.
01:07:29That's really productive.
01:07:30Really? That's funny.
01:07:31I heard you told people I tried to kill myself.
01:07:33Thank you, London, that's really f***ing great of you.
01:07:35I really appreciate that.
01:07:36Who the f*** told you that?
01:07:37I would never tell anybody that.
01:07:39It doesn't matter who told me that.
01:07:40The fact is, I have known you since you were ten f***ing years old.
01:07:42We have been through everything together.
01:07:44And you don't have the decency to call me and tell me you're moving across the f***ing country?
01:07:47Can we sit down?
01:07:48What the f*** is that, London?
01:07:49All right, you want to talk?
01:07:50All right, fine, let's go.
01:07:51Get the f*** off me.
01:07:53Sorry, excuse me.
01:07:56Sorry, excuse me.
01:07:57What?
01:07:59London, are you okay?
01:08:00Uh, yeah.
01:08:01Um, we're just gonna, we're gonna go.
01:08:02We're gonna go and talk.
01:08:03Yeah?
01:08:04Because if you want, I'll call security and have him taken out.
01:08:06I've got no problem with that.
01:08:07Becca, can you do me a favour?
01:08:08Can you stay out of this, please?
01:08:10You've been doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom all night.
01:08:12So don't f***ing tell me what I can and cannot do in my own f***ing house,
01:08:16considering you weren't even invited.
01:08:18It's cool.
01:08:19Becca, we're just gonna go.
01:08:20We're gonna leave.
01:08:21It's gonna be fine.
01:08:22No, it's not cool.
01:08:23It's not cool, London.
01:08:24Baby, he wasn't invited.
01:08:25You didn't want him here.
01:08:26I didn't want him here.
01:08:27No one wants him here.
01:08:28Look, Becca, can you just relax, please?
01:08:30You want me to relax?
01:08:31Why?
01:08:32Why can't you relax for two f***ing seconds?
01:08:33We're leaving.
01:08:34You're just shouting for starters in my f***ing party.
01:08:36And also, you're a psychotic.
01:08:37You couldn't take a f***ing hint if it smashed you in the face.
01:08:40She doesn't want to be with you.
01:08:41She doesn't want to spend even 20 seconds with you.
01:08:43We're leaving.
01:08:44Let's go.
01:08:45Becca, we're leaving.
01:08:46I'm sorry.
01:08:47You know what?
01:08:48I'm sorry, London.
01:08:49And I'm not trying to be a b***h here.
01:08:50But when you come back here, you come back alone.
01:08:52I don't want you in my house again.
01:08:54Alright?
01:08:55Or I will call the f***ing cops.
01:08:57Sorry.
01:08:58I'm so sorry.
01:08:59I'm just trying to be calm here, alright?
01:09:00F*** off.
01:09:01I'm so tired of you and your psycho f***ing s***.
01:09:03You want to talk about psycho s***?
01:09:05Let's talk about your f***ed up life.
01:09:06Because we can talk about that right now.
01:09:08F*** you.
01:09:09No, f*** this.
01:09:10You want to f*** with me?
01:09:11You want to f*** with me?
01:09:12Let's do it.
01:09:13I can f*** him up.
01:09:14I can f*** him up.
01:09:15Why don't you f*** off, alright?
01:09:17You weren't even invited to this party.
01:09:19Go home.
01:09:20F*** this.
01:09:21You want to f*** with me, Becca?
01:09:22You want to f*** with me?
01:09:23Go home.
01:09:24Get the f*** out of here.
01:09:25How many brothers did you f*** your freshman year?
01:09:26What was it?
01:09:2715?
01:09:2820?
01:09:29I think I lost count.
01:09:30Was it the whole f***ing pledge class?
01:09:31I'm sorry.
01:09:32Isn't that funny, Jay?
01:09:33You never really know your girlfriend.
01:09:34Isn't that a total mind f*** up?
01:09:35You're a f***ing f***er.
01:09:36You want to get f***ed up?
01:09:37Get the f*** out of my f***ing house.
01:09:38Hey!
01:09:39F*** you.
01:09:40Come on, then.
01:09:41F*** it.
01:09:42F*** it.
01:09:43You want some of your f***ing s***?
01:09:44Hey, Sid!
01:09:45F*** you.
01:09:46F*** you.
01:09:47F*** you.
01:09:48F*** you.
01:09:49F*** you.
01:09:50F*** you.
01:09:51F*** you.
01:09:52F*** you.
01:09:53F*** you.
01:09:54F*** you.
01:09:55F*** you.
01:09:57Hey, get the f*** out of here!
01:09:58You want to get f***ed up?
01:09:59F*** somebody!
01:10:00F*** it!
01:10:01Get the f*** out of here, do some things!
01:10:02F*** Nancy!
01:10:04Get the f*** out of here!
01:10:05Get the f*** out of here!
01:10:06F*** it!
01:10:13You get the f*** out of here!
01:10:14Son of a b****!
01:10:15You f****** piece of s***!
01:10:16Get the f*** out of here!
01:10:17Come on!
01:10:18Wait a minute!
01:10:21I got to get paper!
01:10:24What?
01:10:25What the f**k have you been?
01:10:29Come on in you f**king sleepers!
01:10:31You want some do ya? Do ya?
01:10:33Go! Come on!
01:10:37Come on, come on, come on!
01:10:39Leave the jacket, leave the jacket!
01:10:41No, but I didn't intend to f**king use the jacket!
01:10:43I'll get f**king crazy!
01:10:45We'll be downstairs!
01:10:47You guys are f**king nuts!
01:10:49You're bleeding!
01:10:51I am so sorry, where?
01:10:53You are insane! You are insane!
01:10:55I am so sorry, if you want to go back upstairs I completely understand.
01:10:57You don't want to talk?
01:10:59Yeah, I want to talk.
01:11:01Where? Where do you want to go?
01:11:03My car is like two blocks away.
01:11:05If you want to get like a coffee or...
01:11:07Yeah, okay.
01:11:09Alright. Okay.
01:11:23You're probably not going to believe this at all, but...
01:11:31I was kind of glad when I heard you were at the party.
01:11:43Ever since you and I broke up, all I really wanted to do was just have a normal conversation, you know?
01:11:49Just a normal conversation with you.
01:11:51And I just feel like every time I see you it just gets so like...
01:11:55Like weird and chaotic and...
01:11:57Scrambled and I can't organize my thoughts and I can't even express the most basic things I want to say to you.
01:12:03I know, me too.
01:12:09Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love, that feeling of just...
01:12:13Being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days and not give a f**k about the outside world...
01:12:19It's gone and I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back.
01:12:29Do you know how painful that is?
01:12:33Yeah. Yeah, I do. I cried for weeks when we broke up.
01:12:37You cried for weeks?
01:12:39It was the hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life.
01:12:49How long did you go through that?
01:12:53A long time. It was a long time.
01:12:57I mean, the first month it's so f**king bad and then...
01:13:01You know, slowly it gets better.
01:13:07That's the difference between you and me, London.
01:13:13I'm still going through it.
01:13:19I tried to call you a dozen times today.
01:13:23I'm terrified. I'm afraid...
01:13:27Of what? What are you afraid of?
01:13:29I'm afraid of falling in love with you again.
01:13:33Sorry, Sid.
01:13:47Where the f**k are you?
01:13:51Yeah, great party, mate. It was f**king insane.
01:13:57But good chat, seriously.
01:13:59Definitely.
01:14:01They say the greatest conversation you'll ever have is with a stranger.
01:14:05Who says that?
01:14:07Some useless b**ch.
01:14:09You guys want a ride or something? We can go uptown if you want.
01:14:13Me and Mallory...
01:14:15I don't know. We're gonna get you a late drink.
01:14:19A cup of tea.
01:14:21Something or other.
01:14:23Raise the flag, perhaps.
01:14:25Good luck. Thank you.
01:14:39London. Lovely name, darling.
01:14:41Thanks.
01:14:43Nice to meet you. You have a safe flight.
01:14:45Come by the bar, alright?
01:14:47London, call me. Have a safe flight.
01:14:49I'm gonna get you a little drink.
01:14:51Alright.
01:14:59Can I ask you something?
01:15:15Yeah.
01:15:17You do love him.
01:15:21I never said I was in love with him.
01:15:27You didn't say it.
01:15:31It's gonna be a really, really long time before I fall in love with anybody the way that I was in love with you.
01:15:57I love you.
01:16:27What time is it?
01:16:35It's like 6.30.
01:16:396.30? F**king s**t.
01:16:41It's like an hour.
01:16:43S**t, s**t, s**t.
01:16:57S**t, s**t, s**t.
01:17:27We'll see you again.
01:17:31I promise.
01:17:37I'm gonna miss you so much.
01:17:41I'm gonna miss you too.
01:17:49I gotta go.
01:18:09Hello.
01:18:11Hi.
01:18:13I'm just really late.
01:18:15I don't even know my flight number.
01:18:17Oh, that's alright.
01:18:19Can I come inside?
01:18:21Ah, there's my tea.
01:18:25Just give me a few minutes while I look at you.
01:18:29Okay.
01:18:31Bye.
01:18:33Bye.
01:18:47Hi.
01:18:57Hi.
01:18:59Okay, miss, I have your flight information here.
01:19:01Sorry.
01:19:03I think I'm gonna lose my plane.
01:19:05Can you check for me to make sure I'm gonna be alright?
01:19:07London.
01:19:09I love you.
01:19:17Just give me a second, please.
01:19:19Sure, no problem.
01:19:35I should have said it first.
01:19:49I'm sorry.
01:20:17I'm sorry.
01:20:19I'm sorry.
01:20:47I'm sorry.