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00:00:00Ten singles on a quest for love, bravely unknown, and married as complete strangers.
00:00:16Last time.
00:00:17Do you pull out when you're going down?
00:00:20Too fast.
00:00:21Too fast.
00:00:22Too fast.
00:00:23For me, I think this is a way that things can grow.
00:00:26Yeah, you show love by making people laugh.
00:00:31Do you feel like you're ready to be a parent?
00:00:34Yeah, like I've waited 32 years.
00:00:37It's just been so long since I've been with anyone that makes me feel in a place to do
00:00:43that.
00:00:44I do like you, probably more than I should.
00:00:49My text message just sent for you.
00:00:54F*** her.
00:00:55F*** her and f*** you.
00:00:56I'm done.
00:00:57Ellen.
00:00:58You got anything to say?
00:01:05Are you gonna just come in guns a-blazing or you wanna have a conversation?
00:01:07I'm a little pissed.
00:01:11And tonight.
00:01:12She's getting serious.
00:01:18Letter to my departed.
00:01:20You are embarrassing.
00:01:22I wish you nothing but the worst.
00:01:25Man, you guys are starting off on a bad note.
00:01:30This is like grimy, dude.
00:01:31Like dirty.
00:01:32I can't wait to talk to David and Madison.
00:01:40Have you been intimate?
00:01:41No.
00:01:42I can't sit here and pretend like this isn't what it is.
00:01:46You're lying.
00:01:47This is Married at First Sight.
00:01:57Hold on a second.
00:02:11You got anything to say?
00:02:19Are you gonna just come in guns a-blazing or you wanna have a conversation?
00:02:21I'm a little pissed.
00:02:22Okay, well do you wanna have a conversation?
00:02:25Let's go.
00:02:27Why do you wanna like just let's go?
00:02:29Like why can't you just?
00:02:30I'm mad.
00:02:31Madison, you just f***ing lied to my face.
00:02:33Listen.
00:02:34Can you listen to me for five seconds?
00:02:35I'm trying to.
00:02:38Go ahead.
00:02:39I like David.
00:02:40Okay.
00:02:41And I like her.
00:02:42Got it.
00:02:43I don't need you in it.
00:02:44You need David to protect you?
00:02:45No.
00:02:46Relax.
00:02:47I'm not asking him to protect me.
00:02:48Okay.
00:02:49Okay?
00:02:50We've gotten to know each other from the gym, from the weekends that we go out, and just
00:02:57the connection is there, the attraction is there, and it's something that we have not
00:03:02explored, but I told him today, and he told me back, and I didn't know that that text
00:03:11message was meant for me.
00:03:12I didn't.
00:03:13And I'm telling you that.
00:03:15She had no f***ing clue because I deleted it.
00:03:18David.
00:03:19I don't.
00:03:20I'm.
00:03:21I know.
00:03:22I know.
00:03:23I know.
00:03:24Just.
00:03:25Okay.
00:03:26I'm done.
00:03:27She had no clue.
00:03:28F*** these people.
00:03:29I'm good.
00:03:31I'm pissed.
00:03:36I'm so sorry.
00:03:47I am shocked to hear that David and Madison have been creeping like TLC.
00:03:51I am stunned, especially because Michelle just had that gut instinct that that's what
00:03:57was happening.
00:03:59had no proof whatsoever.
00:04:02And the fact that this is true is mind-blowing.
00:04:05I'm so sad.
00:04:06Mm.
00:04:07OK, but they were both so dismissive.
00:04:10Yeah, I'm coming in hot, but I'm pissed.
00:04:14He's just, like, laughing over there, having a good time.
00:04:17He's just, like, giggling over there.
00:04:18I'm fucking reeling.
00:04:18Neither one of them can fucking have the audacity
00:04:21to come tell me what happened.
00:04:22I think that's that nervous laugh.
00:04:24Well, I'm gonna fucking go over there and shut the fuck up.
00:04:28Mm.
00:04:30I cannot be calm right now.
00:04:32I'm, like, shaking.
00:04:33I'm so mad.
00:04:34You at least, you're keeping it together well.
00:04:37That intuition.
00:04:42Have you spoken to Madison yet?
00:04:43Well, I walked right in there.
00:04:44I said, do you have anything to say?
00:04:45She's like, are you going to come in hot like this?
00:04:47I'm like, yeah, I'm mad.
00:04:48And, like, for him to keep fucking
00:04:49interrupting the conversation.
00:04:51She's a big fucking girl, David.
00:04:52She doesn't fucking need you to take care of her.
00:04:53Look, I'm gonna protect my woman.
00:04:54Fuck off.
00:04:56And then she told me they've developed
00:04:57feelings for each other.
00:04:58They decided tonight they want to pursue it.
00:05:03What?
00:05:06Are you going to continue their connection
00:05:09in the primary suite?
00:05:11Yeah, that's why I'm like, where?
00:05:12Yeah, where does this even go from here?
00:05:15I hope she likes living in his parents' basement, I guess.
00:05:17Yeah, I'm getting low.
00:05:19I'm pissed.
00:05:21They haven't texted for a while.
00:05:23Yeah.
00:05:24And that mother fucker has the audacity to say,
00:05:26I wasn't trying.
00:05:27Well, what the hell was he doing?
00:05:28Trying with Madison.
00:05:35What are you thinking?
00:05:37That I don't want to be around them.
00:05:39Yeah.
00:05:44David thinks he's a great guy still.
00:05:45So do you still think you're a great guy?
00:05:47Yeah, I know I'm a great guy, Michelle.
00:05:49And Madison texts me and asks me how my day is.
00:05:51Madison knows more about David than I do.
00:05:54Don't let me know that.
00:05:55Oh, my god.
00:05:59They're texting, you're so damn fine.
00:06:02Can't wait to eat you.
00:06:04Well, did you eat her?
00:06:06Nothing to be physically going on.
00:06:09Right.
00:06:11And why are they doing this?
00:06:15And he fucking portrayed himself as Alan's friend.
00:06:19I mean, she portrayed herself as my friend.
00:06:23Yeah.
00:06:26Oh, it's been a long weekend, y'all.
00:06:30Couples will trade for a while.
00:06:32Go ahead and just pack up my things.
00:06:36You're going to go?
00:06:38Oh, yeah.
00:06:40Tensions are high.
00:06:41I'm not going to lie.
00:06:43It's been a lot.
00:06:47This is a lot.
00:06:48Mm-hmm.
00:06:54What hurts you most about the whole thing?
00:06:56I'm, like, more hurt by her.
00:06:58And I hate that I'm doing that, because obviously,
00:07:00they're both in the wrong.
00:07:02But I'm just, he's been lying to my face for a long ass time.
00:07:06I didn't think she was.
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:09And I don't even know if she apologized.
00:07:10I think she was like, we have a connection.
00:07:13I like David.
00:07:15Ugh, they're a waste of my fucking energy.
00:07:18They've drained all my fucking energy from me.
00:07:21They're liars, and they're pieces of shit, in my opinion.
00:07:24And they can fucking run off into the sunset.
00:07:26Let's get the fuck out of here.
00:07:28They're not worth my time.
00:07:29Like, get me out of here.
00:07:30This will go nowhere.
00:07:31They don't have remorse.
00:07:32They are not going to apologize to me.
00:07:34They don't think they did anything wrong.
00:07:36I don't need them.
00:07:37Fuck off, losers.
00:07:44Fuck.
00:08:03So a lot went down last night.
00:08:10Just a big, giant shit show, if I'm being honest with you.
00:08:13Um, you know, there are a lot of hearts
00:08:15and a lot of feelings at play right now.
00:08:18And I don't know where Alan's at,
00:08:20because I really would like to talk with him.
00:08:21And I know how badly he's hurting.
00:08:24And that's killed me, because I do care for him.
00:08:26And I know that it might not seem that way,
00:08:29but I do care for him.
00:08:30And I just feel awful.
00:08:43And I just hope that he's able to somewhat understand.
00:08:48And, you know, will be able to forgive me someday.
00:08:59Last night was a little interesting.
00:09:02Interesting, to say the least.
00:09:05Crazy would be a better adjective.
00:09:07I know.
00:09:08Like, after everything kind of settled last night,
00:09:10I just felt like it was just, like, got so quiet in here.
00:09:13And I was just glad we got the ADT system
00:09:17to keep us safe and secure.
00:09:19Because honestly, you know, it kind of
00:09:21gave me more peace of mind.
00:09:23It made me sleep a lot better, for sure.
00:09:25Yeah.
00:09:26How are you feeling overall?
00:09:27Because I think you're kind of Team David,
00:09:30or giving him the benefit of the doubt.
00:09:32So what's your thoughts now?
00:09:36I kind of feel, like, let down.
00:09:39Because I did.
00:09:40I had his back.
00:09:41And I was defending him a lot.
00:09:43But it's just, like, I can't defend him anymore.
00:09:45I kind of feel foolish for stepping out there
00:09:48to his defense and sticking up for him,
00:09:50when clearly it's not what I thought it was.
00:09:54There's a lot of things going on.
00:09:55And I can't take everything that he has
00:09:57to say as a truth anymore.
00:09:58Yeah, that's my thing.
00:09:59It's like, based on what it sounds like that text said,
00:10:02I was like, that's what's hard for me to believe.
00:10:05It's just, like, tonight's the first night they're admitting
00:10:07they even like each other, let alone
00:10:09send something like that.
00:10:10Like, can't wait to eat you.
00:10:13Yeah, like, that's a passionate, like,
00:10:15message that you send when you are going back and forth
00:10:19with someone, in my opinion.
00:10:20Yeah, I mean, I'm trying to decide, like,
00:10:22how deep it really went.
00:10:24Like, is it a physical thing?
00:10:26Like, to me, again, that, like, can't wait to eat you part,
00:10:29that's, to me, giving something more intimate
00:10:36than just having feelings for each other.
00:10:39Who would have known one text could just
00:10:41send everything spiraling?
00:10:43Like, you know, with David and Madison,
00:10:46like, is this about to be a thing?
00:10:48Like, I don't even know.
00:10:49Yeah, good question.
00:10:59Good morning, sunshine.
00:11:04Good morning, baby.
00:11:06Oh.
00:11:08You hungry, bro?
00:11:09You already eat?
00:11:10I got no appetite, if you ever hear that out of my mouth.
00:11:14You want coffee?
00:11:15No, man.
00:11:17Oh, you don't like coffee?
00:11:19Well, I'll make the coffee.
00:11:25You might want to start drinking coffee after all this, bro.
00:11:29Huh?
00:11:30No, I'm good.
00:11:31I'm going to get a glass of water, though.
00:11:32I've been drinking coffee since I was, like, five years old,
00:11:34dude.
00:11:35Damn, how you get on coffee at five?
00:11:37Yo, man, I'm Colombian, dude.
00:11:40So what happens now, David?
00:11:42What's your next step?
00:11:43You know what I'm saying?
00:11:46I don't know, man.
00:11:47You got any advice?
00:11:48Dude, fuck me.
00:11:51I don't know, man.
00:11:52This is, like, a very complex question.
00:11:56I think you have to be very tactful about whatever you do.
00:12:01I don't know, dude.
00:12:01Like, what I would do is, first of all, listen,
00:12:06I don't think the problem is that you like Madison
00:12:11and Madison likes you back, if that's how it is.
00:12:13I think the problem was the way that you guys did it.
00:12:16Like, we all want each other to be happy, you know?
00:12:19So, like, I can't, like, tell somebody,
00:12:23no, you can't do this, you know?
00:12:24Even if it's my friend, because it's like.
00:12:27That sounds so right.
00:12:28It's just so easy, and it's like,
00:12:29fuck, I couldn't do that, man.
00:12:30The way that you guys did it was the fucked up thing.
00:12:33So what you got to do now, man, is, like,
00:12:35you got to own up to it, obviously.
00:12:37You got to give Alan some time.
00:12:39Yeah, no, definitely.
00:12:40And you got to reach out to him and apologize.
00:12:43I want to, I want to do that.
00:12:44But you got to give him time.
00:12:45You got to give him, like, a week or so, you know?
00:12:47And you get together with him, you apologize.
00:12:49And, because, dude, he trusted you.
00:12:52And Alan's a really fucking smart dude.
00:12:54You want him on your team, he adds value.
00:12:57He's a getter, man.
00:12:58He knows what he's talking about.
00:12:59He's a good guy.
00:12:59I never meant to hurt him, dude.
00:13:00I did, but.
00:13:01And then you figure out what you're
00:13:03going to do with Madison, if that's what you really want.
00:13:05And you pursue that, you know?
00:13:09But, man, you guys are starting off on a bad note.
00:13:13I mean, listen, there's a big part of me yesterday
00:13:15that I was like, dude, like, I don't
00:13:17know how I can be around these people after, like, you know?
00:13:20Because, man, it was, like, it was very disappointing, dude.
00:13:25Like, what are you guys doing here, you know?
00:13:28I think with you saying that you can't be around us,
00:13:30it's kind of like, leads me to feel like I should
00:13:34take myself out of this situation.
00:13:38I mean, and don't feel, like, all the guilt,
00:13:41because Madison, she played the game, too, with you, you know?
00:13:45If you guys really like each other, go after it.
00:13:48But you guys are going to have some big challenges
00:13:50with trust, dude.
00:13:52That's what I predict.
00:13:53Like, what kind of trust are you guys
00:13:54going to have in each other if this is the way
00:13:56you guys got together?
00:14:13KNOCKING ON DOOR
00:14:15DOORBELL RINGS
00:14:24Sorry, it's, like, a mile from my bed, too.
00:14:27Oh.
00:14:29How did you sleep? Did you sleep?
00:14:32I did. A little.
00:14:37How are you feeling about everything?
00:14:39It's cold as f*** in here.
00:14:40It's freezing, I know. I know.
00:14:43Oh.
00:14:46HE SIGHS
00:14:47Hey, I was comfortable.
00:14:49Kind of.
00:14:52Um, I'm OK.
00:14:54You all right? It was a long night.
00:14:56Definitely a long night.
00:15:00What do you plan on doing today?
00:15:02Are you planning on staying, or...?
00:15:05I mean, I'd like to talk to a couple of people,
00:15:07probably just in, like, smaller groups,
00:15:10just to kind of explain a little bit more, like...
00:15:16..you can't help how you feel. Yeah.
00:15:18Like, I do want to talk to Alan.
00:15:20I'd like to talk to Michelle again,
00:15:21but, like, I just want to make sure that she, at least,
00:15:23is, like, open to just, like, hearing it and not just...
00:15:26I don't know. I didn't realise that she left.
00:15:29Like, last night, I seen the cars gone,
00:15:31but then I was like, oh, f***, they're not even here.
00:15:33She left?
00:15:34I mean... Oh, they left?
00:15:35Yeah, they left.
00:15:36Oh.
00:15:37Cos I was like, I woke up this morning,
00:15:38I went in the room, all the s*** was gone.
00:15:39Oh, well, that's great. Yeah.
00:15:41So it's just Karla, Juan, Camille and Thomas.
00:15:44OK.
00:15:45But I don't want to leave you hanging dry by yourself.
00:15:48I'm not going to do that to you.
00:15:50I'll just hide in the room.
00:15:51I'd say the same thing, just not f***ing go under the covers,
00:15:54but how it went about this situation was a total f***-up,
00:15:57and I got to look back at myself and just be like...
00:16:02..you know, you've just got to keep working.
00:16:04And that's... And I do, and I want to keep showing you
00:16:08those sides that, you know,
00:16:10Michelle didn't get to see, unfortunately.
00:16:12Yeah.
00:16:13Cos things didn't start off on a great thing,
00:16:15but I have a lot inside, I have a lot to offer.
00:16:18I know, and I feel like I got...
00:16:20I did get to know, like, a really good version of you,
00:16:23like, just with all the conversations,
00:16:25like, seeing that, you know,
00:16:27heartfelt side and the sentimental side and, like...
00:16:30So I can be vulnerable. Yeah.
00:16:32And I am, and that's...
00:16:34And I guess that's what, like, I connected to,
00:16:37which is, like, so hard, was that vulnerability
00:16:39I was able to give you,
00:16:40because normally I just keep f***ing,
00:16:42and it's just, like, whatever, you know?
00:16:45I was trying to be patient.
00:16:48But, yeah, I got to...
00:16:50You got me to open up.
00:16:53Barely too much.
00:16:56And I appreciate...
00:16:57You just listen.
00:16:58Sometimes somebody just needs somebody
00:17:00to listen to and kick it with, like...
00:17:02Yeah.
00:17:03I don't know.
00:17:04I think I just...
00:17:05I wanted to make things work so badly with Alan
00:17:07because I did sign up for this,
00:17:08and I did really f***ing try,
00:17:10like, really f***ing try.
00:17:11I know you did,
00:17:12and that's what's going to come off
00:17:13is people think that you gave up
00:17:14or you weren't trying,
00:17:16but I seen you trying,
00:17:17and that was the base
00:17:18of the start of our conversations
00:17:19when we were in the gym
00:17:20was basically talking about our marriages
00:17:22and where we're going
00:17:23and what you were doing.
00:17:24Right.
00:17:25Like, how to change things
00:17:26or how to, like, flip it.
00:17:27So, you know,
00:17:28nobody was there for those conversations but me,
00:17:30so I want to let you know
00:17:31that I know deep down inside
00:17:32that you were trying
00:17:33and that you gave all...
00:17:34You're all.
00:17:35And f*** just happened.
00:17:36Like I said,
00:17:38we couldn't fight it anymore.
00:17:40I just...
00:17:41I want to continue, like,
00:17:42building our, like,
00:17:43friendship foundation first
00:17:44and, like,
00:17:45I don't want to rush into anything.
00:17:46Like, I know that, like,
00:17:47we are...
00:17:48100%.
00:17:49Like, just by admitting the feelings,
00:17:50like, it's just putting it out there.
00:17:52Like, I don't want it...
00:17:53Like, we're not jumping into dating.
00:17:55Like, we're not...
00:17:56We're...
00:17:57We are still married separately.
00:17:58Like, this is crazy.
00:17:59Oh, that was...
00:18:00Like, that is not even close
00:18:01to what's on my mind,
00:18:02and I just want, like,
00:18:03everyone else to know
00:18:04that you can't help
00:18:05how you catch feelings.
00:18:06You just can't.
00:18:07I definitely caught them hard.
00:18:23Do you want some yogurt?
00:18:25No, thank you.
00:18:27What's up?
00:18:28Good morning.
00:18:29Guten Morgen.
00:18:30How's it going?
00:18:31Good.
00:18:32How are you?
00:18:33Oh, you know.
00:18:34How you feeling?
00:18:35Better days.
00:18:36Yeah.
00:18:38Looks like the dust
00:18:39is settling a little bit this morning.
00:18:41Yeah.
00:18:42I, uh,
00:18:43just wanted to give some space.
00:18:45Hello.
00:18:46Guten Morgen.
00:18:47Welcome to the conversation.
00:18:48You got a good night's sleep?
00:18:49I sure did, and I'm glad,
00:18:50because...
00:18:51Yeah, it was a lot going on.
00:18:52I heard.
00:18:53A lot going on.
00:18:54It happened.
00:18:55There was a lot going on.
00:18:56Yeah.
00:18:57Well, I am curious,
00:18:58because I did miss it, so...
00:18:59Do you want to go outside
00:19:01or on the couch or something?
00:19:03Yeah.
00:19:04Carla, do you want a mimosa?
00:19:06Yes.
00:19:07Okay.
00:19:08And a red soda.
00:19:09A little coffee, bro?
00:19:10Mm-hmm.
00:19:11Madison, would you like a coffee?
00:19:12Um, actually, I'm okay.
00:19:17How's that pulpy orange juice?
00:19:23So, um,
00:19:25I want you to, you know,
00:19:26hear it from me.
00:19:28I do have feelings for David.
00:19:31And...
00:19:34They've kind of just developed
00:19:36over the last few weeks,
00:19:38and just him and I
00:19:40have kind of had a chance to,
00:19:42you know, bond over some of our...
00:19:45**** from our marriages,
00:19:46and we go to the gym
00:19:48almost every other day,
00:19:49and, you know, going out
00:19:51on the weekends and stuff,
00:19:52and just...
00:19:54We both just really enjoyed
00:19:55each other's company.
00:19:56We were...
00:19:58friends.
00:19:59We are friends.
00:20:00Like, we were friends first,
00:20:01and it's something that,
00:20:02you know,
00:20:04feelings did start to develop.
00:20:09I just have to, like,
00:20:10keep it real.
00:20:11Like, hearing this news
00:20:12was, like, really hard
00:20:14and, like, difficult
00:20:15because Michelle opened up
00:20:17to us, like, several times
00:20:19in, like, group,
00:20:20like, the girl group setting
00:20:22of the way she felt
00:20:23or just, like, the disconnect.
00:20:25And I feel like,
00:20:26as a friendship,
00:20:27for this to be done
00:20:29behind, like, closed doors
00:20:30or without, like...
00:20:31There should have been
00:20:32an honest conversation
00:20:34that should have been had
00:20:36so that, you know,
00:20:37one, like, you can live
00:20:39your best life and be happy,
00:20:41and two, Michelle doesn't
00:20:42have to sit here
00:20:44and, like, wonder
00:20:45who this text message was for.
00:20:47And it's just...
00:20:49I mean, I would never
00:20:51cross that boundary
00:20:53of, like, stepping into
00:20:54someone else's relationship
00:20:57in any type of way.
00:20:58I understand that,
00:20:59and to be completely honest,
00:21:00like, and I told them, like,
00:21:01I didn't think that
00:21:02that text message
00:21:03was meant for me.
00:21:04Like, it shouldn't
00:21:05have been meant for me.
00:21:06That's not the level
00:21:07that David and I were at.
00:21:08Yeah, I was building
00:21:09a connection with him
00:21:10that was meaningful to me,
00:21:11but, like, that coming up
00:21:13was a surprise to me,
00:21:15and I didn't know that.
00:21:16And so, like, every, like,
00:21:18piece of advice
00:21:19that I did give to Michelle,
00:21:20like, it was genuine.
00:21:21And, like, you're right,
00:21:22I should have talked
00:21:23to her separately, but...
00:21:24Yeah, I feel like
00:21:25a long time ago, like,
00:21:27especially if this
00:21:28has been developing
00:21:29for a few weeks, I mean...
00:21:30How do you tell somebody
00:21:31that when you don't know
00:21:32the direction that it should go
00:21:34or that you want to go?
00:21:35Like, what's the...
00:21:36I don't know.
00:21:37I just feel like us
00:21:38all hanging out
00:21:39outside of this experience
00:21:40has also just...
00:21:42I'm just trying, you know,
00:21:43I'm being honest
00:21:44with the way that I feel.
00:21:45I know, and I appreciate it.
00:21:46I appreciate it.
00:21:47And, you know, I've built
00:21:48even, like, a friendship
00:21:49with you, and, like,
00:21:50so I feel like out of everyone,
00:21:53I've been the closest with you.
00:21:55It's uncomfortable
00:21:56to now look back
00:21:57that I just went out
00:21:58with you, David, and Alan.
00:22:00And, like, one thing
00:22:01that's, like, super important
00:22:03in all relationships,
00:22:04friendships, like, romantic,
00:22:06is, like, the respect
00:22:07for the other person.
00:22:09It's really tough.
00:22:10It's uncomfortable.
00:22:11It's awkward.
00:22:12This is f***ed up,
00:22:13and this is, like, grimy, dude.
00:22:15Like, dirty.
00:22:19It affects, like, the group
00:22:21and, like, the way
00:22:22that we all hang out
00:22:23and, like, the half
00:22:24of the group left.
00:22:25Yeah.
00:22:26So it's just, like,
00:22:27it's super unfortunate.
00:22:28I'm sure, like,
00:22:29no one feels good right now.
00:22:31Like, everybody,
00:22:32this is, like, icky
00:22:33for everyone.
00:22:34Yeah.
00:22:35I need a sage.
00:22:36I need a Palo Santo,
00:22:38this b***h.
00:22:39Put some...
00:22:40I need to make
00:22:41a crystal crown for myself
00:22:43to protect my energy.
00:22:45Yeah, people are wild.
00:22:47Like, do you want...
00:22:49Like, so you're gonna
00:22:50be a couple now?
00:22:51No, no, and that's not
00:22:52what I'm saying.
00:22:53Like...
00:22:54No, I'm curious.
00:22:55Are you guys on
00:22:56your honeymoon right now?
00:22:57No, no, like,
00:22:58not even close.
00:22:59Like, I wanted to get
00:23:00through these eight weeks
00:23:01before even attempting
00:23:02to do anything,
00:23:03to even look at
00:23:04those feelings more,
00:23:06and that didn't happen,
00:23:09and so having the conversations
00:23:11and talking about it,
00:23:12like, it is just
00:23:13an elevated friendship,
00:23:14and it's, like,
00:23:15it's not supposed
00:23:16to be this, like,
00:23:17oh, I'm just gonna
00:23:18jump right into this.
00:23:19Like, we've been dating,
00:23:20like, that's not
00:23:21what it is at all.
00:23:22Like, I don't even know
00:23:23if it could be something.
00:23:24That's, like,
00:23:25that's where it's at,
00:23:26and it's, like,
00:23:27it's the fact of just being
00:23:28honest of where
00:23:29the feelings are,
00:23:30because what's the point
00:23:31of continuing with Alan
00:23:32if the decision is gonna be
00:23:33no for me,
00:23:34and not how I would've
00:23:35wanted this to, like,
00:23:36obviously transpire,
00:23:37but, like,
00:23:38I'm not even anywhere near
00:23:39being able or ready
00:23:40to jump into something else.
00:23:41Yeah.
00:23:42I think David's thinking
00:23:43it might be something.
00:23:44Right, the way that,
00:23:45like, it was portrayed to me
00:23:46was that you guys
00:23:47were exploring...
00:23:48A little more than that.
00:23:49I think, yeah,
00:23:50I think that's my,
00:23:51that's the hardest part
00:23:52for me is, like,
00:23:53especially with David,
00:23:54and I think because
00:23:55he's lied so much already,
00:23:56like, that is the part
00:23:57I'm hung up on
00:23:58is that text.
00:23:59It's like, to me,
00:24:00that's, like,
00:24:01that's not at all
00:24:02a text that's, like...
00:24:03Right.
00:24:04...someone I got a crush on.
00:24:05I don't even know
00:24:06if they really like me
00:24:07or not yet.
00:24:08Yeah.
00:24:09That's why I was like,
00:24:10eat.
00:24:11Yeah, that's what I know.
00:24:12That's, like...
00:24:13Uh-uh, honey.
00:24:14Well, and that's why, like,
00:24:15if I would've received
00:24:16that text,
00:24:17I would've said, like,
00:24:18what are you doing?
00:24:19Like, we're not at that level,
00:24:20and I'm not at that level
00:24:21and I'm not a bad person
00:24:22and I don't try
00:24:23to hurt people
00:24:24and I hope that, like,
00:24:26you can see that
00:24:27at some point
00:24:28and I understand if, like,
00:24:31you are disappointed in me
00:24:32and if, you know,
00:24:34whatever that looks like
00:24:35for a future friendship.
00:24:36Yeah.
00:24:37I feel...
00:24:38Yeah, I would definitely, like,
00:24:39need time to, like,
00:24:40think about things
00:24:41because I don't really
00:24:42see both sides.
00:24:43Like, I can't connect
00:24:44with that side, you know?
00:24:46Because to me,
00:24:47there's a million men
00:24:49in the world
00:24:50and this experience,
00:24:51I felt like
00:24:52we were really
00:24:53each other's safety net
00:24:54and, like,
00:24:55being able to confide
00:24:56in one another
00:24:57and, like,
00:24:58I thought it was
00:24:59truly genuine
00:25:00and, like,
00:25:01I truly stand by, like,
00:25:03what you do
00:25:04is none of my business.
00:25:05I know, but that's not...
00:25:06Like, your relationship
00:25:07is none of my business.
00:25:08Like, going forward,
00:25:09I don't...
00:25:10I don't want to be involved.
00:25:12There's, like,
00:25:13a certain trust level
00:25:14now that has been broken.
00:25:16At this place
00:25:18of where I am in my life,
00:25:19I wouldn't want
00:25:20to surround myself
00:25:21with women
00:25:22that, like,
00:25:23step that boundary
00:25:24in a relationship.
00:25:26It's a really tough pill
00:25:28to swallow, honestly.
00:25:29Like, I feel awful.
00:25:30Like, I really do feel awful.
00:25:32I know I've only known
00:25:33these girls for a short time,
00:25:34but, you know,
00:25:35I did get close with them
00:25:36and, like,
00:25:37I hope that in time
00:25:38I can build
00:25:39those relationships back
00:25:40and, you know,
00:25:41have them trust me.
00:25:43I'm gonna head
00:25:44back to the city.
00:25:45You're gonna head
00:25:46back to the city?
00:25:47Yeah.
00:25:49Take some time.
00:25:50Okay.
00:25:51Yeah.
00:25:52That's what you need.
00:25:53That's what you need.
00:25:54Yeah.
00:25:55But, um,
00:25:56obviously you can stay
00:25:57or go,
00:25:58but, um,
00:25:59I'm all packed up,
00:26:00so I'm probably
00:26:01gonna head out here soon.
00:26:02But I just wanted
00:26:03to let you know.
00:26:04Give you a hug.
00:26:05I'm gonna give you a hug.
00:26:06It's definitely needed.
00:26:07Definitely needed.
00:26:08Yeah.
00:26:09Of course.
00:26:10Of course.
00:26:11So, you know,
00:26:12if you need anything,
00:26:13I'm here.
00:26:14I will.
00:26:15Appreciate it.
00:26:16Because we know
00:26:17you appreciate it.
00:26:18We'll get home safe
00:26:19whenever you do.
00:26:20Yes, yes.
00:26:21You as well.
00:26:22Just want them
00:26:23to be able to enjoy
00:26:24the rest of the weekend,
00:26:25so I'm gonna head back home,
00:26:27and I need to have
00:26:28a conversation with Alan.
00:26:30He needs to hear from me.
00:26:31He needs to hear my side.
00:26:33He needs to look at me
00:26:34and understand that
00:26:35this was not something
00:26:36that I just went out
00:26:37of my way to do
00:26:39and to hurt him
00:26:40and to be intentionally spiteful.
00:26:42Like, he needs to hear it
00:26:43from my mouth,
00:26:44and he needs to see it
00:26:45from my face.
00:26:47There's a lot of hurt
00:26:48people right now,
00:26:49and that's not what I wanted
00:26:50this weekend to be about,
00:26:51and I'm the reason
00:26:53for part of that hurt,
00:26:54and it sucks.
00:26:55¶¶
00:27:10¶ Breakin' the stair,
00:27:11pushin' the dare
00:27:12Right up into the edge
00:27:14Now breakin' the stair
00:27:15I'm never scared
00:27:16Make your move if you dare
00:27:18I needed to come back
00:27:19to the retreat house
00:27:22first and foremost
00:27:23First and foremost,
00:27:24get my car.
00:27:25I ain't leavin' that thing there,
00:27:26but this morning I woke up
00:27:27and, you know,
00:27:28the pain is still there.
00:27:30You know, the disappointment
00:27:31is definitely there.
00:27:35You know, my whole reality
00:27:39of the past couple weeks,
00:27:41you know, has been, like,
00:27:44completely altered.
00:27:46¶¶
00:27:51You know, the little things
00:27:52that I was seeing
00:27:53and giving the benefit
00:27:54of the doubt
00:27:55and, you know,
00:27:56trying to understand
00:27:57Madison's perspective
00:27:58and defending her
00:28:00and, you know, having
00:28:02those tough conversations
00:28:04and everything,
00:28:05and it destroyed me.
00:28:08Hello, Alan.
00:28:09Hello.
00:28:10How are you feeling?
00:28:12Is that okay to ask?
00:28:14Yeah, of course.
00:28:15No, I was hoping that...
00:28:16Maybe you'll hug?
00:28:17Yeah, I was gonna ask.
00:28:18Can I give you a hug, too?
00:28:20Of course.
00:28:21I'm sorry.
00:28:22Yeah, we're here to...
00:28:23I'm definitely here
00:28:24to support you.
00:28:25Yeah.
00:28:26No, I, uh, you know,
00:28:27from day one,
00:28:28it's like,
00:28:29it shouldn't be so hard
00:28:30to force something,
00:28:31and, you know,
00:28:32putting a...
00:28:33What's the expression?
00:28:34A square hole into a...
00:28:36No, a square peg
00:28:37into a round hole.
00:28:38Yeah.
00:28:39It just doesn't work,
00:28:40and, you know,
00:28:41it's a shame.
00:28:43Yeah.
00:28:44Well, I mean, you tried,
00:28:46and you definitely
00:28:47made your efforts,
00:28:48and, like, it's just...
00:28:51I'm so sorry.
00:28:52I just don't understand
00:28:53how, like,
00:28:56if this has been going on
00:28:57for a couple weeks,
00:29:00the sh...
00:29:01I've been doing and saying
00:29:02and talking...
00:29:03Yeah, dude,
00:29:04that's what we were saying.
00:29:05Honestly, like,
00:29:06I don't want to force
00:29:07a relationship like that,
00:29:08you know,
00:29:09but if you knew
00:29:11this was going on,
00:29:12and you're sh... on me
00:29:14for the past couple weeks,
00:29:15like, you're sh... on me.
00:29:16Right, dude.
00:29:17Like, you don't like this.
00:29:18You don't like that.
00:29:19You see what I'm going through.
00:29:20You see, like, you know,
00:29:21I'm taking her out for dates.
00:29:22I'm doing...
00:29:23Like, why...
00:29:24Just be like,
00:29:25nah, you know.
00:29:26Right.
00:29:27But I'm not gonna let
00:29:28something like this
00:29:29get the better
00:29:30I've always conducted myself
00:29:31this way,
00:29:32but it's that extra
00:29:33little knowledge
00:29:35that I have inside,
00:29:36like, the next time
00:29:37I do go into something,
00:29:38it's gonna hurt
00:29:39knowing,
00:29:40and I don't want to be
00:29:41the guy that asks,
00:29:42who are you out with?
00:29:43But you said
00:29:44you had your instincts,
00:29:45so, like,
00:29:46maybe I think, like...
00:29:47I think,
00:29:48I think just listening.
00:29:49Just listening to your instinct,
00:29:50like, seeing, kind of.
00:29:52I think, like,
00:29:53a huge thing is, like,
00:29:54not romanticizing, like,
00:29:55what's in front of you.
00:29:57You know, I...
00:29:58I was coming around...
00:29:59I was kind of doing that,
00:30:00you know, and...
00:30:01But every other day
00:30:02we'd have a conversation,
00:30:04you know,
00:30:05and it led to, like,
00:30:06dangling this carrot of hope.
00:30:09Yeah.
00:30:10Like, no, no, no,
00:30:11I absolutely, you know,
00:30:12I want to be in this with you.
00:30:13I wouldn't...
00:30:14If I didn't want to be
00:30:15in this with you,
00:30:16I'd be gone long ago.
00:30:17You know?
00:30:18And those are the words
00:30:19that were said to me.
00:30:21And as long as I'm reassured
00:30:23that we're going down
00:30:24the same path...
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:26...I'll put my all into it.
00:30:27But, um...
00:30:29Yeah, I, uh,
00:30:30I'm gonna go start
00:30:31getting my life back to normal.
00:30:33Mm-hmm.
00:30:34Um...
00:30:35I support that.
00:30:36Mm-hmm.
00:30:37Yeah.
00:30:38Yeah, keep your head up.
00:30:39Just take time to yourself,
00:30:40for sure.
00:30:41There's no desire for me
00:30:42to recover anything
00:30:43with Madison.
00:30:45I would never...
00:30:46I-I don't want to speak to her.
00:30:48I don't...
00:30:49I don't need answers from her.
00:30:51Um, I don't really care.
00:30:53Um, I...
00:30:55I know my worth,
00:30:57and I...
00:30:58I know what I've done,
00:30:59and I'm...
00:31:00Like I said,
00:31:01I'm proud of myself.
00:31:02You know,
00:31:03I conducted myself
00:31:04in the way that I think
00:31:05a gentleman should.
00:31:07Um, you know,
00:31:08a weird gentleman,
00:31:09nonetheless,
00:31:10but I don't want somebody
00:31:12that has the ability
00:31:14to look at me in the eye,
00:31:16say certain things,
00:31:18directly lie to me
00:31:19if I'm asking
00:31:20specific questions,
00:31:21and string me along.
00:31:23Just...
00:31:24Tell me.
00:31:25We all joined this
00:31:26to find love.
00:31:27I would have understood,
00:31:28because not everybody's
00:31:29meant for everybody.
00:31:31You know,
00:31:32I-I fully recognize that,
00:31:34but it was handled
00:31:35disgustingly.
00:31:37You know, I did want to...
00:31:38Part of the reason
00:31:39was come back and,
00:31:40you know,
00:31:41say thank you both.
00:31:42You guys have been there.
00:31:44I am thankful, though,
00:31:45that I don't regret
00:31:46being a part of it.
00:31:47You know,
00:31:48I got to know you guys.
00:31:49You know,
00:31:50now it's time
00:31:51for that revenge body.
00:31:53You got it, dude.
00:31:54I'm gonna help you there.
00:31:55But, uh...
00:31:56But you know what?
00:31:57I'm happy about the way
00:31:58that you,
00:31:59that you, like,
00:32:00handled it last night
00:32:01because you were
00:32:02the better man.
00:32:03Uh, you didn't let your,
00:32:04like, anger
00:32:05get the best of you.
00:32:06It was a good...
00:32:07You know,
00:32:08it's not even worth it, bro.
00:32:09Right.
00:32:10You know,
00:32:11at the end of the day,
00:32:12if you guys are gonna...
00:32:13When you guys are gonna...
00:32:14You guys are gonna
00:32:15see each other again,
00:32:16you know,
00:32:17all of us,
00:32:18we're gonna see each other again,
00:32:19hold your ground, man.
00:32:20Be the better man.
00:32:21Yeah, I...
00:32:22It's not even worth it.
00:32:23It's not worth it
00:32:24because you're gonna
00:32:25come and reinforce us.
00:32:26Your mind goes places.
00:32:27Like, you know,
00:32:28think about
00:32:29all these times
00:32:30that she's gone.
00:32:31I'm...
00:32:32We had a little argument
00:32:33and stuff,
00:32:34and her words were,
00:32:35I'm just gonna go
00:32:36make a call,
00:32:37you know,
00:32:38and two and a half hours later,
00:32:39you know,
00:32:40and then two hours after that,
00:32:41she comes home.
00:32:42You know,
00:32:43David lives right upstairs.
00:32:44You know,
00:32:45they could've went somewhere,
00:32:46they could've done things,
00:32:47you know,
00:32:48they could've...
00:32:49You...
00:32:50Your mind goes into
00:32:51this unhealthy...
00:32:52Yeah, for sure.
00:32:53You know...
00:32:54You start your perspective.
00:32:55Thinking of things and...
00:32:56And honestly,
00:32:57I wouldn't...
00:32:58I would not put it past him.
00:33:00I mean,
00:33:01I...
00:33:02Do I believe that
00:33:03it was just friends?
00:33:05No, it's evolving.
00:33:06It's been evolving.
00:33:07And...
00:33:09It's hurtful, man.
00:33:10I mean,
00:33:11dude was my friend,
00:33:12you know?
00:33:13At this point,
00:33:14I don't think I can be
00:33:16Team David
00:33:17because I'm supporting something
00:33:18that we weren't here for.
00:33:20Um,
00:33:21we're here to be married,
00:33:22so at this point,
00:33:23I'm Team Michelle
00:33:24and supporting her
00:33:25because,
00:33:26you know,
00:33:27it would've been all good
00:33:28if this happened
00:33:29outside of the confines
00:33:30of this,
00:33:31uh,
00:33:32experiment,
00:33:33but it didn't,
00:33:34so it's like it puts
00:33:35me in a difficult position
00:33:36and the right thing to do
00:33:37in my opinion
00:33:38is to be Team Michelle.
00:33:40All right, well...
00:33:41Just curious,
00:33:42did they end up sleeping
00:33:43in the same room last night?
00:33:44I don't know,
00:33:45to be honest with you.
00:33:46I would say no,
00:33:47but I didn't follow them back.
00:33:48Just curious.
00:33:49Yeah, no, you're good.
00:33:50Just dude,
00:33:51don't,
00:33:52don't let that...
00:33:53I know.
00:33:54I mean,
00:33:55the feelings started to develop.
00:33:56They don't just dissipate
00:33:57overnight.
00:33:58Um,
00:33:59the hurt's still there
00:34:00and it's just processing it
00:34:01and using it
00:34:02in a constructive way.
00:34:03Told you,
00:34:04revenge body.
00:34:05There you go, dude.
00:34:06I'll be in touch, boys.
00:34:07All right, man.
00:34:25I know that Madison
00:34:26needs her space right there.
00:34:28I was here for
00:34:29just her support more,
00:34:30like if there was
00:34:31anything that she needed,
00:34:32I wasn't just going to
00:34:33leave her in the drive
00:34:34for something that,
00:34:35you know,
00:34:36I all started or whatnot,
00:34:37but
00:34:38now that she's not there,
00:34:39I can work on
00:34:40what I need to do
00:34:41and self-reflect
00:34:42and
00:34:43just be at,
00:34:44be at peace.
00:34:45What's up, y'all?
00:34:46Hey.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48We were literally just like,
00:34:49is he still here?
00:34:50I was,
00:34:51I was in my room.
00:34:52Um,
00:34:53but I'm going to get my space,
00:34:54go watch some, uh,
00:34:55Dallas Cowboy football tonight
00:34:56since it's my first Sunday off.
00:34:57Uh,
00:34:58I wanted to apologize to y'all
00:34:59for f***ing up your weekend.
00:35:00It was supposed to be
00:35:01more fun than this.
00:35:02Mm.
00:35:03Um,
00:35:04but
00:35:05it was.
00:35:06I appreciate y'all
00:35:07and, uh,
00:35:08I'm just going to take
00:35:09my time to myself and
00:35:10reflect.
00:35:11Yeah, definitely.
00:35:12Probably the best thing
00:35:13to do right now.
00:35:14Definitely do it.
00:35:15Yeah.
00:35:16What you feeling?
00:35:17Where you at with it?
00:35:18Uh,
00:35:19where I'm at with it right now
00:35:20is just,
00:35:21we,
00:35:22we have a strong connection,
00:35:23a strong bond,
00:35:24and that's all it is.
00:35:25There's going to be
00:35:26some judgment on it
00:35:27from the outside and inside,
00:35:28but, you know,
00:35:29at the end of the day,
00:35:30I know my family loves me.
00:35:31I know my friends love me.
00:35:32Um,
00:35:33I feel like this should have
00:35:34been a safe space
00:35:35and, you know,
00:35:36that trust was broken
00:35:37in, like,
00:35:38so many areas,
00:35:39so that's what's, like,
00:35:40really
00:35:43unfortunate.
00:35:45Yeah, I got some, uh,
00:35:46I got some self-reflecting
00:35:47to do,
00:35:48but, uh,
00:35:49at the end of the day,
00:35:50I still appreciate y'all.
00:35:51Um,
00:35:52I hope everything goes well
00:35:53for all y'all.
00:35:54Mm-hmm.
00:35:55Thank you, bro.
00:35:56You guys enjoy the rest
00:35:57of the evening.
00:35:58Have some f***ing fun.
00:35:59Have some drinks.
00:36:00Mm-hmm.
00:36:01Uh, you guys are here
00:36:02Thank you, bro.
00:36:03Appreciate it.
00:36:04You can reach out
00:36:05if you need anything.
00:36:06Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:36:07I definitely, um,
00:36:08I definitely know I can.
00:36:09I still feel that love
00:36:10from y'all.
00:36:11Y'all have seen
00:36:12both sides of the stories,
00:36:13uh, so it's just, uh,
00:36:14that's what I want to say.
00:36:15We just,
00:36:16it's going to take time.
00:36:17Mm-hmm.
00:36:18Yeah.
00:36:19All right, bro.
00:36:20Mm-hmm.
00:36:21All right.
00:36:22Good luck, man.
00:36:23Yeah, get back safe.
00:36:24Make sure to text
00:36:25when you get home.
00:36:26Yes, I definitely will, guys.
00:36:27Thank you, guys.
00:36:28Yeah, we'll see you.
00:36:29Much love.
00:36:30Much love.
00:36:31See you soon.
00:36:41MUSIC
00:36:49Hello?
00:36:50Hi, Pastor Cal, it's Michelle.
00:36:51How are you?
00:36:52Michelle, how are you?
00:36:54I've been better.
00:36:56Oh, God.
00:36:57Yeah, I did just want to call
00:36:59and kind of catch you up.
00:37:00kind of catch you up since the last time that I saw you.
00:37:04Okay.
00:37:05He had the text message,
00:37:07the you're so damn fine message.
00:37:09Yeah.
00:37:10And he was saying that it was his cousin
00:37:12that sent the food photo.
00:37:15And we all know better than that.
00:37:17Yeah, yes, yes, yes.
00:37:18And in the back of my mind,
00:37:20I had like suspicions for a while that it was Madison.
00:37:25Obviously-
00:37:25I'm sorry?
00:37:26In the back of my mind,
00:37:27I had suspicions that it was Madison, Alan.
00:37:31Madison?
00:37:32Yeah.
00:37:33I just kept my like-
00:37:34Wait a minute.
00:37:34Yeah.
00:37:35Wait, wait, wait.
00:37:36Why were you suspicious that it was Madison?
00:37:39In my mind, there was no photo.
00:37:42It was just like him sitting at a bar
00:37:44and seeing a woman like at the bar
00:37:47and being like, damn, she's so fine.
00:37:49And like wanting to get like a rise,
00:37:51like watching her read the message.
00:37:53And I knew that night that he was with Madison and Carla.
00:37:57And then they admitted it to Alan
00:37:59that they have been messaging each other.
00:38:01They have a connection and they want to pursue it.
00:38:05I'm sorry?
00:38:06Yeah.
00:38:07They admitted that to Alan?
00:38:08Yep.
00:38:09They told Alan that.
00:38:09And then-
00:38:11Oh my God.
00:38:13It was actually David.
00:38:14Yeah.
00:38:15It was David who told Alan and Alan was really upset.
00:38:18He was slamming doors and he was pissed
00:38:21and he ended up leaving.
00:38:22And then David, he let me know
00:38:24that Madison gives him attention
00:38:28and Madison texts him and Madison asks how his day is.
00:38:31And Madison knows more about him than I do.
00:38:33So-
00:38:34Okay.
00:38:36Oh God.
00:38:37First of all, how are you?
00:38:39I'm really mad.
00:38:40I'm mad.
00:38:41Yeah.
00:38:42Because Madison was supposed to be your friend.
00:38:44Yeah.
00:38:45I am so sorry.
00:38:46Yeah, thank you.
00:38:47I am so sorry.
00:38:48I really am.
00:38:49And you don't deserve it.
00:38:51I don't care what happened during your adjustment phase
00:38:54early in the relationship, no one deserves this.
00:38:58No one deserves to be cheated on.
00:38:59No one deserves this.
00:39:01Right.
00:39:02If you want to divorce somebody, divorce them.
00:39:04If you want to leave someone, then leave them.
00:39:07Leave them and do what you want to do.
00:39:10Right.
00:39:10But don't stay in a marriage
00:39:11and cheat with someone else's wife.
00:39:14Yeah.
00:39:15Yep.
00:39:15I mean, it's unconscionable.
00:39:16It's really so unfortunate that it's nothing
00:39:19that we ever even expected.
00:39:22But what's even more disturbing is the fact
00:39:25that they could not stick with their commitments.
00:39:28Right.
00:39:29They committed to the process.
00:39:31And we're only, we're not talking about years here.
00:39:33Right.
00:39:34We're talking about an eight week marriage.
00:39:36Yep.
00:39:37If you don't make it work,
00:39:39divorce and then do what you want to do.
00:39:41Right.
00:39:42But that just shows an incredible lack of integrity.
00:39:44Mm-hmm.
00:39:45And I can't wait to talk to David.
00:39:47Yeah.
00:39:48And Madison.
00:39:50And let them know.
00:39:51What they're doing is,
00:39:52there's just no justification whatsoever.
00:39:54Well, boy, do we have a lot to talk about.
00:39:56Yeah.
00:39:57Yeah.
00:39:57Yeah.
00:39:58Yeah.
00:39:59Yeah.
00:40:00Yeah.
00:40:01Yeah.
00:40:02Yeah.
00:40:02Yeah.
00:40:03Yeah.
00:40:04Yeah.
00:40:05Yeah.
00:40:06Yeah.
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:08Yeah.
00:40:09Yeah.
00:40:10Yeah.
00:40:11Yeah.
00:40:12Yeah.
00:40:12Yeah.
00:40:13Yeah.
00:40:14Yeah.
00:40:15I'm ready.
00:40:16Oh.
00:40:17Juan's ready.
00:40:17Where's Carla?
00:40:20Carla's ready, too.
00:40:21Maybe we just get it started with a-
00:40:23Game of horse?
00:40:24Yeah.
00:40:25A good game of horse.
00:40:25We could even do pig.
00:40:26Same thing.
00:40:27Oh, just P-I-G?
00:40:28All right.
00:40:29All right.
00:40:30Cool, cool.
00:40:31There's only two couples left.
00:40:31That's it.
00:40:32And we're not weak, you know?
00:40:34We got to be there for each other.
00:40:36And this is not about them.
00:40:37This is about all of us, you know?
00:40:38Like the people that are still hanging in there.
00:40:40And I'm not going to let that ruin my time.
00:40:43You want to start it off or what?
00:40:44Yeah.
00:40:45Okay.
00:40:46Let's see.
00:40:47You know, like, let's have fun, dude.
00:40:49To hell with this.
00:40:51Whoever's after me, better look out.
00:40:52All right.
00:40:54That's short.
00:40:57Hubby.
00:40:57You want to go next, Carla?
00:40:59No.
00:41:03We're just getting warmed up, though.
00:41:06I told you.
00:41:07I told you.
00:41:08I told you.
00:41:11The girls are repping, boy.
00:41:15Oh.
00:41:15I'll just rebound.
00:41:17That's what you got?
00:41:18That's what you got?
00:41:18Holy.
00:41:19Oh, my.
00:41:20Oh, my.
00:41:23What are you repping with?
00:41:25Carla.
00:41:27What's up?
00:41:28Rock.
00:41:30Oh.
00:41:30Almost.
00:41:31Only the girls are left.
00:41:32That's big.
00:41:33Oh, okay.
00:41:38What the fuck?
00:41:38What am I watching?
00:41:44Oh.
00:41:45Oh.
00:41:47Yes.
00:41:49Damn, son.
00:41:50I'm just saying.
00:41:54Oh, that's it.
00:41:55The winner.
00:41:55And the winner is Camila.
00:41:57Woo!
00:41:59All right.
00:42:01I think now that the dust has kind of settled a little bit,
00:42:03like, I appreciate you guys still having, like,
00:42:06good outlooks on everything.
00:42:08And, you know, from the get-go,
00:42:09that's why I've been trying to take a page out of your book
00:42:12about having a good time.
00:42:13Because, like, there's been multiple steps along the way
00:42:17where things could have fallen apart
00:42:18if we leaned into the things that weren't going right.
00:42:21Well, I feel like all of us have been honest.
00:42:23Like, this group here has been so honest
00:42:25with, like, the group and with each other.
00:42:27I feel like you two are super honest with each other.
00:42:30I feel like we're definitely honest with each other.
00:42:33And they think, like, the respect is there.
00:42:35So I think that mostly what stands out to me
00:42:39is that that's what they were, like, lacking,
00:42:42is, like, respect for their significant other.
00:42:45And I feel like that literally could have been, like,
00:42:47one of the main things that could have avoided all of this
00:42:51was just having some of that, like, yeah, the respect.
00:42:54Respect, honesty.
00:42:55Yeah.
00:42:57But I think, really, all of us have taken this seriously
00:43:00and come in with a thirst for knowledge
00:43:03and just trying to understand our partners.
00:43:06What I've learned from this is really, like,
00:43:10I'm a very social person,
00:43:11and I think I learned a lesson
00:43:13that you have to definitely, like, protect your home.
00:43:18Because this is so dynamic.
00:43:19So I think it's key to really take this day by day,
00:43:25little by little, be patient, you know?
00:43:28Yeah, in the end, it could still end up.
00:43:30Yeah.
00:43:31You don't know how it's going to end up.
00:43:33We just saw it change in hours.
00:43:35Yeah. Yeah.
00:43:42♪ I'm about to fool ya, fool ya, tell you what's up ♪
00:43:49Hey.
00:43:50How are you?
00:43:51Good morning.
00:43:52How's it going?
00:43:53Good, good.
00:43:54Welcome to my place.
00:43:55It's a beautiful place, actually.
00:43:58Do you want to sit down under the chair?
00:44:00Yeah.
00:44:01You know, I still have the pain, the hurt.
00:44:04You know, my stomach is kind of twisting.
00:44:06However, I'm thankful that, you know,
00:44:08I do have somebody to go through this with
00:44:10that can understand, that lived it.
00:44:12I heard you went home, too?
00:44:14I went home, and then I left probably not that long after you.
00:44:18Okay.
00:44:19Yeah, I don't know how that, like, progressed into.
00:44:22Yeah.
00:44:23So did you talk to people when you went and got your car?
00:44:25Yeah.
00:44:26I definitely felt a lot of, like, sincere, like,
00:44:30support from everybody.
00:44:32Okay, good.
00:44:33You know, I wanted to extend that same graciousness to you.
00:44:36Yeah, thank you.
00:44:38Just that week's worth of holding this in,
00:44:40or a week and a half, or whatever,
00:44:42that can really fester.
00:44:44And, you know, the way you approached me yesterday
00:44:47in the kitchen, and to think that your husband
00:44:50is the cause of that and stuff, it, like,
00:44:54I got up, and I'm like, I feel bad.
00:44:57Yeah, I felt bad, too, because, like,
00:44:59I had a week.
00:45:01My speculations kept, like, being, like,
00:45:03more and more, like, I'm on to something.
00:45:06Well, that's the sickening part, honestly,
00:45:08because, like, you know, I was putting the,
00:45:11to message supposedly his friend's wife.
00:45:15Girl, you're looking so fine.
00:45:17I'm gonna eat you up.
00:45:18Right.
00:45:19Like, that's not, like, a friendly...
00:45:20No, that's not like a, hey, how are you?
00:45:22Like, that, there's been messages to develop
00:45:24to that point.
00:45:25Exactly.
00:45:26So this is weeks.
00:45:27Right.
00:45:28And right in front...
00:45:30Like, how did, like, is you...
00:45:32Of both of our eyes.
00:45:33Right.
00:45:34You don't think about it in the moment,
00:45:35but now looking back, I'm like,
00:45:36everything is, like, suspicious.
00:45:38Here's to the breezes that blows through the treeses
00:45:40that lifts the girl's skirts above the kneeses.
00:45:43I was sitting at the airport.
00:45:44I was like, that's definitely gonna be my gym buddy.
00:45:46Seeing the vein on the bicep, I was like,
00:45:48she definitely works out.
00:45:49She got them shoulders.
00:45:50I was like, all right.
00:45:51Would've been nice to have my beautiful wife with me,
00:45:53but she's out for happy hour, I think.
00:45:57Actually, I'm super sore from doing legs with Madison
00:46:01the other day at the gym.
00:46:02Today, we're gonna struggle.
00:46:03The night that he sent the message,
00:46:05he was with you two.
00:46:06So, like...
00:46:07Oh, he was with y'all?
00:46:08Did you see him on his phone a lot?
00:46:10No, I think he was helping you look for your phone.
00:46:13Well, when my phone was stolen.
00:46:15Last night, actually hung out with Madison and her cousin.
00:46:20We were watching a football game
00:46:21that we made a little side bet on for tacos.
00:46:24What do you prefer to do right after sex?
00:46:26I think about my answer would be eat.
00:46:28I mean...
00:46:29Tacos.
00:46:31I just, like, feel like there's something bigger going on
00:46:33that, like, I'm unaware of.
00:46:35Yeah, it feels like you're protecting something,
00:46:37or you're hiding something.
00:46:39We don't spend a lot of time together,
00:46:40so I truly have no idea, like, what he does.
00:46:43He stays out till, like, 3 in the morning.
00:46:45Last night, Madison had some dinner plans.
00:46:48I got a text around 1 saying, you know,
00:46:51I'm gonna actually go home.
00:46:52I like to go out with my friends, but I come home and...
00:46:55Yeah, whether it's two times, three times a week,
00:46:57whatever it is.
00:46:58Is it three times a week?
00:47:00Um...
00:47:01I don't think so.
00:47:14It pisses me off, the fact that
00:47:16I gave her the safe space to talk.
00:47:20I didn't ask when, in any sense.
00:47:23Now, I mean, I can see, like,
00:47:24this type of s*** builds that hardened way
00:47:29of approaching a relationship in your history.
00:47:32Like...
00:47:33And he used that against me.
00:47:34Like, he was like...
00:47:35Yeah.
00:47:36He's like, your walls are up too much.
00:47:37Like, that's why I can't get in.
00:47:39That's a dirt bag.
00:47:41Mm-hmm.
00:47:42And she knew.
00:47:43That type of stuff is hard for me.
00:47:45Yeah.
00:47:46And that's...
00:47:47And, like, no remorse.
00:47:48You know what I mean?
00:47:49Like, well, we have a connection,
00:47:50so get over it, Alan.
00:47:51Like, that's, like, what it feels like.
00:47:52You know what I mean?
00:47:53I would've.
00:47:54I would've handled it
00:47:55if it was handled properly on their end.
00:47:57Like, they're just like,
00:47:58okay, we're the new couple.
00:47:59Everyone has to get on board with it.
00:48:00Like, it's so messed up.
00:48:02You could say nasty things, and you could...
00:48:07I want to.
00:48:08Totally.
00:48:09But it's okay to, like, feel those, like,
00:48:11because I...
00:48:12Yeah, no, I feel it.
00:48:13I was like, I...
00:48:14I stomped right over there
00:48:15and gave them both a piece of my mind.
00:48:16Literally, right as I...
00:48:18Right as I was pulling up...
00:48:20Mm-hmm.
00:48:21Madison texted me.
00:48:22Oh.
00:48:23Um...
00:48:24So, what'd she say?
00:48:25So, basically, she's like,
00:48:26I know words can't do anything right now,
00:48:29and I know I'm the last person you want to hear from,
00:48:31but I need you to know how truly sorry I am for hurting you.
00:48:35It was never my intention for that,
00:48:37and the last thing I wanted,
00:48:38and I hope you're open to hearing it from me.
00:48:42All I said was, don't message me, please.
00:48:44Nothing you say holds any value in my eyes.
00:48:49But what goes around comes around.
00:48:51Like, it just, like, makes everything so messy.
00:48:53It is.
00:48:54It's just, it impacts more than just, you know,
00:48:57the direct individuals.
00:48:59Yeah.
00:49:00It does boil my blood.
00:49:01Yeah, I, yeah.
00:49:03Like, I, like, I haven't even cried about it yet
00:49:06because I'm, like, so mad about it still.
00:49:08Like, I think, like, eventually I'll be, like, just,
00:49:10just, like, him I, like, expect,
00:49:12but, like, she was, like, trying to, like, be my friend,
00:49:14or I thought she was.
00:49:16Honestly, it dodged a bullet.
00:49:17Yeah.
00:49:18You know, and, like, that's...
00:49:19Right.
00:49:20It just could have been ended.
00:49:22I don't need to go through this.
00:49:23Right.
00:49:24I could have been back out there trying to find somebody
00:49:26that I could build a future with.
00:49:29Totally.
00:49:39Would love to stay another night
00:49:40and try and have a good time,
00:49:42but I feel like the energy was kind of thrown off.
00:49:45Like, even just waking up this morning,
00:49:46it just felt different and...
00:49:50I like to think everyone came in with the right intention,
00:49:52so it's just unfortunate to see how it's all played out.
00:49:54Yeah.
00:49:55There were other things that I was looking forward to
00:49:57that we never got to.
00:49:59You had stated that you were packing that lingerie
00:50:02and it never came out of the package.
00:50:05I know.
00:50:06Too much stuff started going down, and it's just...
00:50:09Are you just messing with me at this point now?
00:50:11I know, yeah.
00:50:12Is there even lingerie?
00:50:14Is that what you're saying?
00:50:15Yeah.
00:50:16Yeah, I know.
00:50:18Maybe it's just meant for after decision day.
00:50:23Maybe that's that little...
00:50:24That's my incentive?
00:50:25Yeah.
00:50:26Okay.
00:50:27But thanks for always beating down for the shenanigans
00:50:29and got the matching pajama pants.
00:50:31I know.
00:50:32It was perfect for the campfire.
00:50:34You brought a lot of things out of me
00:50:35that I wouldn't normally do,
00:50:36so we might as well just keep it going.
00:50:38Hopefully good things.
00:50:39Yes, a lot of good things.
00:50:41Okay, good.
00:50:48That's it? You're all packed up?
00:50:49I think this is the fastest I've ever packed.
00:50:51I've seen that.
00:50:53Usually you're very, like, lethargic
00:50:55with, like, all of your actions.
00:50:57Lethargic.
00:50:58And today, you were, like, speed demon.
00:51:01I've never seen you work this hard
00:51:03and this fast since I've met you.
00:51:06I was like, what are you doing?
00:51:08I walked in here.
00:51:09You had half your...packed.
00:51:10Got to get the...up out of here.
00:51:12Let's hit the road, Jack.
00:51:14All right.
00:51:15After you.
00:51:18Whose sneakers?
00:51:20I think those are Thomas'.
00:51:24You guys got everything?
00:51:25Got the guitar all packed up.
00:51:27I got everything packed up.
00:51:28That's important.
00:51:31Goodbye, bad energy.
00:51:34Yeah, bye, retreat house.
00:51:36Here's to the final four.
00:51:38Fun while it lasted. Let's go.
00:51:41Above it all
00:51:45Yeah, you just throw it in the back.
00:51:47Above it all
00:51:49We will find the sun
00:51:51Above it all
00:51:53We will rise and go
00:51:55Above it all
00:51:58We will find the sun
00:52:00Above it all
00:52:11I live in my memories
00:52:15My thoughts, they won't let me leave
00:52:1824 hours ago, having a great time.
00:52:22I thought it was a good weekend.
00:52:26It's amazing how much your entire mentality
00:52:30and perspective on your entire relationship
00:52:35and marriage and hopes and reality
00:52:37that you've lived in is just all bull****.
00:52:49Being back here, it's really, it sickens me.
00:52:54You know, the times that I thought were happy moments,
00:52:58the times that we were communicating genuinely
00:53:01and effectively were just bull****.
00:53:07If you had all these scars, how would you feel?
00:53:11The nights where I was waiting right here
00:53:14for her ass to get home,
00:53:16and I'm sitting here watching the clock,
00:53:19trying to stay up, watching a movie,
00:53:21you know, and the thought that
00:53:23David's literally right upstairs,
00:53:26and God knows, I mean,
00:53:29they could be at a bar somewhere.
00:53:31I guarantee you, like, they've been out.
00:53:34Now they're going to go have a happy,
00:53:36****ing sunshine, you know, rainbow
00:53:39kind of the next couple weeks.
00:53:50I'm just disappointed by the whole outcome.
00:53:54Somebody that I actually really respected and admired.
00:54:01Like, in my eyes, it's dog ****.
00:54:05Your conduct, and one little **** decision.
00:54:09Just be honest.
00:54:11You're saying we're being honest this whole time.
00:54:13I was.
00:54:14Like, be honest.
00:54:17You weren't.
00:54:31What's up, baby?
00:54:33What's up?
00:54:35Where it all began.
00:54:37I know, man. I know.
00:54:39How you been?
00:54:41Good, man. Yourself?
00:54:43Oh, you know, just living the dream.
00:54:45Yeah. How's things, man?
00:54:47Things have been crazy, man,
00:54:49to be completely honest with you.
00:54:51You know, I've been through a lot.
00:54:53I've been through a lot.
00:54:55I've been through a lot.
00:54:57I've been through a lot.
00:55:00Since the last time I seen you,
00:55:02a lot has happened.
00:55:04A lot.
00:55:06Sounding not good.
00:55:09Yes, not good.
00:55:11Hey, how you doing?
00:55:13Let me know if you'd like to order any food.
00:55:18I'm gonna probably drop a bomb on you right now.
00:55:20Oh, no.
00:55:22What now?
00:55:24I've fallen for one of the other wives, man.
00:55:27Really?
00:55:29Yeah, someone that I connect with,
00:55:31that gives me comfort, gives me attention
00:55:33in the aspect of just trying to figure out
00:55:35who the hell I am as a person
00:55:37and sees beyond, past, everything,
00:55:39just little things about my family, who I am,
00:55:41and it all started at the gym, bro.
00:55:43We all said, like, you need some...
00:55:45It's your comfort zone, man.
00:55:47And it was just, you know,
00:55:49one gym thing led to another gym thing,
00:55:51and I'm walking on the treadmill for 2 hours talking.
00:55:54I never walk on the treadmill, bro.
00:55:56I know.
00:55:58I walk right past them, but I was actually on them.
00:56:00Yeah, chest, arms, back. I get it.
00:56:02Yeah, I know.
00:56:04But, uh...
00:56:06Yeah, man, like, I really...
00:56:08I really have, like, feelings for her,
00:56:10and I feel, like, happy mother...
00:56:12Like, to this day.
00:56:14Well, I mean...
00:56:16It's the first time I've seen you, like, really smile
00:56:18since you've been doing this, so I'm not gonna lie.
00:56:20It's hard not to smile when I talk to her.
00:56:22Um, she's on this...
00:56:24The same page.
00:56:26She likes me.
00:56:28She dropped that bomb on me this past weekend.
00:56:30We knew we had a connection.
00:56:32We had a strong friendship,
00:56:34and that's where everything starts,
00:56:36is from that point on.
00:56:38And I honestly could see, like,
00:56:40after all this, whatever happens,
00:56:42is, like, I would like to, you know,
00:56:44pursue that and, like, see where it goes.
00:56:46Well, that's good, man.
00:56:48Because we honestly connect, man.
00:56:50I do it.
00:56:52Goes to the gym.
00:56:54Like, dude, one time, I was just gonna compliment her
00:56:56on her physique when she was doing a back workout.
00:56:58I look over her shoulder.
00:57:00She's literally drafting her fantasy football team.
00:57:02I'm like, get the... out of here, dude.
00:57:04I was like, what?
00:57:06You know, she golfs, she plays darts.
00:57:08Like, she's just a fun person to be around.
00:57:10You know my vibes.
00:57:12Like, just want to be around her all the... time.
00:57:14Like...
00:57:16I mean, that's amazing, man.
00:57:18That's true.
00:57:20But, yeah, so...
00:57:22So what's the next step, then?
00:57:24That's what I'm trying to figure out, man.
00:57:26Like, I just... I could see being with her
00:57:28and taking... going down that path.
00:57:30Well, I mean, I'm glad you got...
00:57:32I mean, I'm glad you found something.
00:57:34You know, it's, like, meant to be.
00:57:36Everything happens for a reason, and it's just, like...
00:57:38Exactly.
00:57:40If I never did this, I would have never, never met her.
00:57:42Yeah.
00:57:44But the one thing when I fell for her, bro,
00:57:46was when we were on the treadmill,
00:57:48and she's like,
00:57:50David, can I tell you something?
00:57:52And I was like, what's up?
00:57:54And she's like, I don't want you to go back in your old ways.
00:57:56Like, because we talked about my past.
00:57:58Yeah, yeah.
00:58:00I was in my 20s, those guys get to her.
00:58:02Like, hey, nobody's telling me that I'm not looking good.
00:58:04I haven't heard that in 36 years of my life.
00:58:06But, yeah, when she said that, bro,
00:58:08it hit.
00:58:10Like, she was looking past me.
00:58:12She's seeing who I was for who I am
00:58:14and, like, how genuine I am
00:58:16and how hard I was trying.
00:58:18So that was, like, right there I felt that
00:58:20there was a connection.
00:58:22I was like, boom.
00:58:24And I was like, damn.
00:58:26I can see myself being married to Madison
00:58:28when we get past
00:58:30whatever we're getting past through now,
00:58:32and if she feels the same way,
00:58:34then I'll roll with it.
00:58:36I wouldn't have no regrets on that.
00:58:38But I am scared.
00:58:40I'll be 100% that if I give all this
00:58:42first, like, 100 to the other wife,
00:58:44like, maybe she's, like, there.
00:58:46Like, a little bit there, but not all the way.
00:58:48You don't want to press it.
00:58:50Yeah, and then it's just, like, then it f***s everything up.
00:58:52And then there goes our friendship, everything,
00:58:54and then I'm back to where I am.
00:58:56All right, let's go.
00:58:58I mean, obviously, you know she has a connection.
00:59:00Yeah, but I don't know if it's as hard.
00:59:02Like, where it's at.
00:59:04Exactly, because I've been keeping that s*** in.
00:59:06I've been playing it, you know.
00:59:08And she's juggling what she's got going on also.
00:59:10But you also want to let her know that I am interested.
00:59:12You know, have you told her
00:59:14that you're, like, interested and stuff like that?
00:59:16I think I've said a little bit,
00:59:18but genuinely,
00:59:20it all goes back to that friendship,
00:59:22but I don't want to lose that now.
00:59:24That's the scary part about it,
00:59:26is that we're good right now,
00:59:28and our feeling and our friendship,
00:59:30and it's like, you need that to take to the next level.
00:59:32I mean, did you feel like,
00:59:34at all, that, like,
00:59:36Michelle kind of denied you and you don't want to get denied
00:59:38again?
00:59:40Yeah, I don't like getting denied.
00:59:42I know what I'm saying.
00:59:44No, it's f***ing hurtful.
00:59:46That's what I'm saying.
00:59:48You came here with one goal,
00:59:50and maybe that goal still comes out of this.
00:59:52But you definitely just got to let her know how you feel.
00:59:54Tell me about it.
00:59:56Hey, babe, here we are.
00:59:58Pursue it, man.
01:00:08Okay.
01:00:10Oh, boy.
01:00:38Today's
01:00:40a little ominous, I feel like.
01:00:42I feel like there's a little bit
01:00:44of a dark cloud over this building,
01:00:46honestly, and
01:00:48I'm just anxious.
01:00:50I barely slept.
01:00:52I can really barely eat, honestly.
01:00:54I'm anxious about
01:00:56everything that's happened. I haven't talked
01:00:58to Alan. He doesn't want to talk to me.
01:01:00I feel like I'm the person that,
01:01:02you know, should have been the one
01:01:04to explain everything to him first.
01:01:06This is something that should have come from me,
01:01:08but I didn't have enough
01:01:10courage to say it out loud.
01:01:12I never wanted any of this to happen.
01:01:14I really didn't.
01:01:22Hey.
01:01:24I just got to the apartment.
01:01:26I'm just packing up.
01:01:28He ripped up
01:01:30a bunch of s***.
01:01:32Like what?
01:01:34His Facebook,
01:01:36our vows,
01:01:38my vows.
01:01:40What the f***?
01:01:42Yeah.
01:01:44He, like, burned our photo.
01:01:46What?
01:01:48Yeah.
01:01:50Just in plain sight.
01:01:54That's psycho behavior.
01:01:58Yeah.
01:02:00I know he's hurt, but, like...
01:02:02It's really hard to see everything
01:02:04destroyed. It's hard
01:02:06to think about how he's feeling,
01:02:08you know, while he's doing it and,
01:02:10you know...
01:02:14Like, it's heartbreaking, you know?
01:02:16I didn't want any of this.
01:02:18I didn't want him to feel this hurt.
01:02:20I don't know what
01:02:22to do. I feel so bad.
01:02:24I just, like, I want to
01:02:26apologize to Alan and, like, get to talk to him,
01:02:28but I don't know how to get
01:02:30him to, like, respond to me.
01:02:32And I feel awful, like...
01:02:34But I can't, like, I can't
01:02:36explain my side unless he talks to me.
01:02:38Right.
01:02:40I mean, he's probably not going to answer a call,
01:02:42but I would just be like,
01:02:44hey, like, I see you
01:02:46are really hurt
01:02:48and
01:02:50I value you more than
01:02:52I think you realize
01:02:54or that has been shown over this weekend
01:02:56and I would love to be able
01:02:58to have a conversation with you
01:03:00whether you want that to be
01:03:02on camera or off camera.
01:03:04Like, I just want to
01:03:06speak to you as
01:03:08my husband.
01:03:12You know?
01:03:14I feel like he just feels like
01:03:16everything we've been through,
01:03:18like, was a lie or, like, we haven't
01:03:20experienced anything together and I think that's just,
01:03:22like, it's so untrue and it couldn't
01:03:24be farthest from, like...
01:03:26I just want him to know that it wasn't just, like, me
01:03:28not, like, giving a
01:03:30****, you know? Like, obviously,
01:03:32I should have been more honest, like, earlier on,
01:03:34but, like, what do you even do with those feelings?
01:03:36Like...
01:03:38In this situation, like, this is something
01:03:40that, like, nobody understands
01:03:42what it feels like to be in this position.
01:03:44Right.
01:03:48He's gonna have to
01:03:50talk to you eventually.
01:03:52At this point, it's
01:03:54whatever he wants to do,
01:03:56you kinda gotta go with.
01:03:58Yeah. But just making sure
01:04:00that he knows that, like, you're
01:04:02there to talk regardless
01:04:04of the show
01:04:06and, like, as his wife.
01:04:08Yeah, I know.
01:04:10And, like, I think that's what, like, is killing me the most.
01:04:12It's, like,
01:04:14he hasn't been able to hear anything from me
01:04:16and, like, him and I have been the ones that have,
01:04:18like, been through the most.
01:04:20And, like... Right.
01:04:22Just hearing how upset he was this weekend,
01:04:24like, my heart, it breaks
01:04:26for him. Like, I don't, I don't like
01:04:28feeling this way and I don't like knowing that I
01:04:30hurt him. Like...
01:04:32This wasn't what I wanted.
01:04:34I wanna talk to Alan so badly.
01:04:36I want him to look at me in the eye
01:04:38and I want to tell him, like,
01:04:40everything that I've been feeling and how I,
01:04:42you know, wish I would've told him
01:04:44the moment that I started to catch any
01:04:46type of feeling. Like, we've gotten to know each other.
01:04:48We've spent every single day together, almost, for the last
01:04:50six or seven weeks. I feel like
01:04:52the worst person in the
01:04:54world right now. Like, I don't feel
01:04:56good at all.
01:04:58I guess this really is a final last
01:05:00goodbye. If you don't
01:05:02want me to be the one to comfort
01:05:04you, I guess I'm never
01:05:06gonna change your mind.
01:05:08I guess we'll break it up now.
01:05:10So how you
01:05:12holding up now?
01:05:14I know you're holding back
01:05:16now.
01:05:18There's no turning back now.
01:05:20I guess we'll break
01:05:22it up now.
01:05:24There's no waking up
01:05:26now.
01:05:28I guess we'll break it up...
01:05:42Hello! Hey!
01:05:44Hello! Hi! Aren't you a
01:05:46virgin in orange? Yes!
01:05:48Hello!
01:05:50At this point, we know
01:05:52that M.M. and EKG's marriage has
01:05:54not panned out in the way we had hoped
01:05:56when we matched them. But tonight,
01:05:58we want to get the two of them together
01:06:00and give them a chance to
01:06:02talk through any lingering issues
01:06:04and decide if there's
01:06:06anything worth salvaging or
01:06:08if they want to follow through
01:06:10and get a divorce.
01:06:12How you feeling? I'm feeling good.
01:06:14Are you? I'm feeling really good.
01:06:16How'd you get to that point?
01:06:18I realized that
01:06:20no matter what
01:06:22I did, it was going to end
01:06:24in
01:06:26something that I did that caused
01:06:28a reaction. So I just kind
01:06:30of got peace from
01:06:32knowing that I tried my
01:06:34hardest. I feel like I was being
01:06:36myself from the beginning of this.
01:06:38I feel like I have
01:06:40tried to give him
01:06:42what he said he needed in those instances
01:06:44and it was
01:06:46a moving end goal.
01:06:48He has emotionally
01:06:50tried to tear me down and in the
01:06:52beginning, because I didn't know him,
01:06:54I gave it more weight
01:06:56than it should have had.
01:06:58It's very hard to
01:07:00realize that this person is saying things
01:07:02about you that aren't true.
01:07:04What do you wish for him now?
01:07:06My mom wishes him peace.
01:07:08Your mom wishes him, not as in
01:07:10rest in.
01:07:12How much peace?
01:07:14I filled her in and she's like,
01:07:16I hope that God grants him the
01:07:18peace that he's looking for.
01:07:20You didn't answer his question.
01:07:22Now me, I wish him the worst.
01:07:26Well, that's very human of you.
01:07:28I wish him the worst.
01:07:30Okay, look.
01:07:32You know what? He's going to lay his own bed
01:07:34and he's going to lay in it.
01:07:36Hi, come on in.
01:07:38Hi.
01:07:40Good evening.
01:07:42How y'all doing?
01:07:50So,
01:07:52we've been talking
01:07:54to your wife and
01:07:56how would you explain
01:07:58what started to seem like a really nice
01:08:00match at the honeymoon
01:08:02that went cascading down
01:08:04and just kept never resurfacing
01:08:06in the way we might have hoped?
01:08:10Us not knowing each other
01:08:12enough or
01:08:16just that discovery period just kind of went
01:08:18awry.
01:08:20And from there, just kept
01:08:22spiraling downhill.
01:08:24You seemed to genuinely
01:08:26like each other in the beginning, no?
01:08:28I mean, it was genuine like.
01:08:30I just think
01:08:32some events that happened
01:08:34just kind of
01:08:36deterred that like.
01:08:38Okay.
01:08:40There's something that I just want your
01:08:42perception on because I just wondered
01:08:44how you thought this through.
01:08:46You come to the retreat with some
01:08:48kind of document of divorce
01:08:50and then
01:08:52when everyone's at dinner, you announce
01:08:54it. Why did you do
01:08:56it that way? Help me understand
01:08:58that.
01:09:00He wanted to
01:09:02embarrass me.
01:09:04I had no intention of coming there to
01:09:06embarrass you. Again, that was not my
01:09:08intention. I apologize for that.
01:09:10I think it's bull****.
01:09:12Okay.
01:09:14I think it is
01:09:16a burning bag
01:09:18of dog****.
01:09:20I'm sick of it. I don't
01:09:22even want to hear it no more. You should be ashamed
01:09:24of yourself. Really?
01:09:26Really?
01:09:28This is not a healthy
01:09:30way to
01:09:32communicate.
01:09:34And this is why I walk out.
01:09:36I'm trying to tell you he's talking
01:09:38about he walks out because why?
01:09:40I've apologized.
01:09:42It's bull****.
01:09:44That's her feeling as I understand
01:09:46it. But I'm about to leave
01:09:48because being in
01:09:50this marriage doesn't feel good. It doesn't
01:09:52feel healthy. It just feels like it's
01:09:54very tiring.
01:09:56You know,
01:09:58as a married man, and I've been
01:10:00married for a while,
01:10:02I don't have the luxury
01:10:04of leaving
01:10:06when there's pressure.
01:10:08Because
01:10:10when you leave, you're saying,
01:10:12I don't want to talk about it no more, and
01:10:14I'm going to leave so that you cannot
01:10:16respond to me anymore.
01:10:18Okay.
01:10:20At this
01:10:22point,
01:10:24how do you feel here?
01:10:26Do you want to continue this marriage?
01:10:28No.
01:10:30And...
01:10:32I would
01:10:34definitely love a divorce.
01:10:38I wanted
01:10:40to write a letter on the ending
01:10:42of this, and I titled it
01:10:44Letter to my Departed.
01:10:46I committed
01:10:48to this process and was prepared to see
01:10:50this through.
01:10:52However, you've been unstable
01:10:54this entire marriage. Your perception
01:10:56is your reality. However, your reality
01:10:58is not based in fact.
01:11:00You are embarrassing.
01:11:02I would
01:11:04wish you well, but I'm God's favorite,
01:11:06and my well wishes won't be what gets you
01:11:08any further than where you are in your life.
01:11:10I wish you nothing
01:11:12but the worst.
01:11:14As a parting gift, I have prepared
01:11:16a list of therapists local to you.
01:11:18Also attached is documentation
01:11:20on how to properly
01:11:22complete a dissolution of marriage
01:11:24application, since your single page was not
01:11:26legitimate.
01:11:28And you can take care.
01:11:36Okay.
01:11:38I guess we're done.
01:11:40Thank you guys, first of all, for participating.
01:11:42It took a lot.
01:11:44It really did.
01:11:46We don't take it lightly.
01:11:48I hope that this could have been successful,
01:11:50but I only wish success
01:11:52and real love in both your futures.
01:11:54I guess at this time,
01:11:56you can just, you can leave now.
01:11:58But thank you.
01:12:00Tonight,
01:12:02y'all got a taste of what I had to go through.
01:12:04And when I say
01:12:06it don't feel good,
01:12:08imagine somebody coming at you
01:12:10sideways every
01:12:12opportunity that they got a chance.
01:12:14And yeah,
01:12:16it didn't feel good. It doesn't feel good
01:12:18to just sit here and be insulted.
01:12:20Doesn't feel good at all.
01:12:22I knew my decision. I knew that I wanted
01:12:24nothing to do with this marriage.
01:12:26I'd rather be old
01:12:28and single than
01:12:30miserably married.
01:12:32Mm. You know that was a little
01:12:34shady.
01:12:36Somebody had to say it.
01:12:38Someone had to say it.
01:12:40I charge for consultations,
01:12:42but this one's on the house.
01:12:46I wanted
01:12:48marriage, which is why I gave
01:12:50so many chances and so much
01:12:52grace during this process.
01:12:54But he put forth zero
01:12:56effort into this marriage from day one.
01:12:58His apologies were led with
01:13:00if you felt that way.
01:13:02If you. Not, hey,
01:13:04I'm sorry I did this.
01:13:06So what's next for me
01:13:08will be bigger, better,
01:13:10growth, maturity.
01:13:12I'm looking forward to
01:13:14the next chapter.
01:13:28David and I are
01:13:30meeting with the experts tonight.
01:13:32You know, I don't really know how to feel about it
01:13:34to be honest. I
01:13:36you know, I'm trying to go into this
01:13:38optimistic
01:13:40and you know
01:13:42owning myself
01:13:44and my decisions and everything. But
01:13:46you know, still understanding
01:13:48that this is this is my life
01:13:50and it's my feelings and it's my
01:13:52you know, happiness.
01:13:54And you know, I just
01:13:56I don't know exactly
01:13:58how the experts are going
01:14:00to approach this, I guess. And
01:14:02like my fear is
01:14:04I don't want to be berated
01:14:06like I
01:14:08haven't handled
01:14:10the situation in the best way. I get it.
01:14:12But I'm human and
01:14:14you know, this isn't an easy
01:14:16thing to put yourself through and nobody
01:14:18understands what it's like to
01:14:20be put in this situation.
01:14:22I just hope that going
01:14:24into today, the experts
01:14:26you know, show me grace and compassion
01:14:28and you know, they can ask their
01:14:30questions. They can
01:14:32you know, try to understand where I was
01:14:34coming from and what happened. But
01:14:36at the end of the day, like I'm
01:14:38not walking into this to
01:14:40be told that I did something wrong and to be told
01:14:42that I'm a bad person.
01:14:44I hope that they
01:14:46you know, can see things
01:14:48from my side and from David's side and
01:14:50not that they have to agree with it
01:14:52per se, but you know
01:14:54want us both to be happy
01:14:56in whatever way that looks like. So
01:14:58I'm
01:15:00not looking forward to it, but
01:15:02I do think that it will be good.
01:15:09Hello.
01:15:11Hi. How's it going?
01:15:13Good, how are you? Oh, I've been
01:15:15better. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:15:17I can imagine. Hello there.
01:15:19Hello.
01:15:21How are you?
01:15:23Infidelity between two couples is
01:15:25unprecedented in Married at First Sight
01:15:27history and not something we
01:15:29condone. But we want to get to the bottom
01:15:31of things and find out how serious
01:15:33Madison and David have become
01:15:35and to discuss what their plans are moving
01:15:37forward.
01:15:39I would be lying to you if I said
01:15:41we weren't personally
01:15:43upset. And so it's
01:15:45extremely important that
01:15:47we get
01:15:49the truth.
01:15:51So you might want to start and tell us
01:15:53where and what happened
01:15:55and what's been going on
01:15:57and where you are now.
01:15:59Where it all
01:16:01started was in the gym
01:16:03where we made a connection
01:16:05actually
01:16:07working out, walking on the treadmill
01:16:09and
01:16:11literally talking about our
01:16:13marriages.
01:16:15Parallelly, I
01:16:17did find myself catching feelings for David.
01:16:19I didn't know what to do.
01:16:21It was easy for us to just
01:16:23vibe with each other.
01:16:25At some point it became like, oh, I'm on the treadmill
01:16:27for 45 minutes talking to David.
01:16:29And he would confide
01:16:31in me and I'd give him advice
01:16:33and I'd confide in him and he'd give me
01:16:35advice.
01:16:37It was just like
01:16:39that friendship that we built.
01:16:41You want to make sure that she's okay.
01:16:43There's a lot going on right now
01:16:45on both sides.
01:16:47That mental check-in is a big thing.
01:16:49I think this last week we've just been
01:16:51making sure the other one's okay
01:16:53and just to be honest,
01:16:55I'm not saying that we only have a relationship
01:16:57in the gym, but
01:16:59especially this last week,
01:17:01we've just communicated with each other
01:17:03to make sure we're okay and that's kind of where
01:17:05we've left it and part of it is for that
01:17:07level of respect of
01:17:09keeping the distance and not wanting to
01:17:11it's not just we're throwing it in people's faces
01:17:13of, oh, we're hanging out every day.
01:17:15That's not what we wanted from this.
01:17:17Have you been intimate?
01:17:19No.
01:17:21There's been no intimacy, just conversation?
01:17:23If you consider a hug, I mean, intimacy.
01:17:25David, the most you guys
01:17:27have done is a hug?
01:17:29Yes.
01:17:31Then how could you say
01:17:33in a text message that you want to
01:17:35eat her up? I don't shoot my shot.
01:17:37I'm a man. I got needs.
01:17:39Haven't gotten any of those.
01:17:41I can't imagine being sent if you didn't know there was
01:17:43a recipient who would like that.
01:17:45It's very sexual.
01:17:47It's gone into that area.
01:17:49Are you telling me it didn't? It did not.
01:17:51I'm sorry. I can't
01:17:53sit here and pretend like this isn't what it is.
01:17:55I just can't.
01:17:57I have to call you out right here, right now
01:17:59when you're lying about having an
01:18:01intimate sexual relationship with her.
01:18:03Here's where I have a
01:18:05problem. You feel
01:18:07comfortable enough to send that
01:18:09text, and you're saying that there was
01:18:11nothing. You guys were just buddies.
01:18:13Gym buddies. Gym buddies, and I'm gonna
01:18:15send you a text saying you so...
01:18:17Well, I don't think it's a surprise that
01:18:19we were sexually attracted to each other.
01:18:21I think there was definitely flirtation
01:18:23between us both. Right. What kept you
01:18:25from having sex?
01:18:27Because we were married. Like...
01:18:29Why
01:18:31should we, at this point,
01:18:33believe that you're being honest?
01:18:35I mean, you guys can believe whatever you want.
01:18:37I can't make that judgment for you guys.
01:18:39How much do you feel
01:18:41that you guys,
01:18:43that this connection that you guys
01:18:45have, how much do you feel that this is just
01:18:47rebound emotions based
01:18:49on the misery you're experiencing
01:18:51in your marriage?
01:18:53Something else to throw in our pot of
01:18:55thinking. That's not where my
01:18:57mind goes initially, but
01:18:59I mean, I guess anything is possible.
01:19:01When we talked to you during the interview
01:19:03process, there were a few things you said you did not
01:19:05want. We talked to you
01:19:07several times about a person
01:19:09of color. You said no. You
01:19:11didn't. You said you want it. You
01:19:13have always dated white guys, and that's
01:19:15what you wanted. So, for race,
01:19:17I've typically dated Caucasians.
01:19:19That's just kind of where I've
01:19:21normally gone.
01:19:23I think that could expand potentially,
01:19:25but I don't
01:19:27know. I don't want to say...
01:19:29We don't experiment at that level here.
01:19:31This is marriage. Right.
01:19:33It's marriage. Right? Am I right?
01:19:35No, you're not wrong. Yeah.
01:19:37If you were just meeting him on the
01:19:39street, and all this was over,
01:19:41he wouldn't have a shot in
01:19:43hell. That's not
01:19:45necessary. I mean, not necessarily true.
01:19:47If you didn't know him. Well, I have
01:19:49dated black guys before. Okay, but
01:19:51we're talking about marriage. Yes, and that's why
01:19:53I had mentioned, I was like, if I'm marrying a complete
01:19:55stranger, a white guy would be my preference.
01:19:57Right, but if you were out there looking for
01:19:59a husband, and if
01:20:01your primary
01:20:03goal was to find a husband,
01:20:05and you ran upon David,
01:20:07it would not click in your mind,
01:20:09hey, I want him for my husband.
01:20:11He wouldn't be in your top
01:20:13five. That's probably fair.
01:20:15Yeah, but the whole point of marriage is
01:20:17to create boundaries, where
01:20:19even if I see someone attractive,
01:20:21I don't act on it.
01:20:23Even though I feel something, I go to
01:20:25my wife with it. I go to my
01:20:27spouse with it. You understand what I'm saying?
01:20:29The idea behind marriage, and you should know this,
01:20:31because your parents have been married forever.
01:20:33The idea is that we
01:20:35create boundaries around ourselves, and we
01:20:37don't allow ourselves
01:20:39to go into those forbidden areas.
01:20:41Did you value the marriage?
01:20:43Because you've gone outside
01:20:45those boundaries, emotionally.
01:20:47I don't know if you have physically or not.
01:20:49It's only been emotionally, but it's like,
01:20:51was it really ever a marriage?
01:20:53Yes, it was. It was a marriage
01:20:55from day one.
01:20:57It was like just a one-way street.
01:20:59It was just me, me, me, and it was just like
01:21:01there was no reciprocation back.
01:21:03But you do know that she was
01:21:05turning the corner, by her own
01:21:07admission, the last time I met with you guys.
01:21:09She was turning the corner, but by that time,
01:21:11you had already developed
01:21:13a strong affinity for Madison.
01:21:15All we're saying here is that we understand
01:21:17feelings, but there's
01:21:19a proper way to do things.
01:21:21This wasn't it.
01:21:25What do you plan to do?
01:21:31I got heavy, heavy
01:21:33feelings. I have not felt like this in a while.
01:21:35People
01:21:37see my face glow when they bring up
01:21:39your name. I feel that
01:21:41real, genuine connection.
01:21:43I'm smitten.
01:21:45I do have
01:21:47those stomach turns
01:21:49in a good manner that
01:21:51it's just a difficult
01:21:53situation that we're in now.
01:21:55And I would
01:21:57like to see something
01:21:59big turn out of this.
01:22:01I do see something that could be
01:22:03there with David, for sure.
01:22:05But it's not something that I want to
01:22:07rush into. It's not something that I want
01:22:09to focus on.
01:22:11You know, there's
01:22:13still a lot to learn
01:22:15about you.
01:22:17You know, the idea of it being a rebound,
01:22:19that sucks. Like, that's not something that I had
01:22:21thought about. But
01:22:23only time will tell.
01:22:25Love is growing.
01:22:27Love is growing.
01:22:31The day I met you,
01:22:33I was set on you.
01:22:37Next time on Married at First Sight.
01:22:39For those couples who haven't
01:22:41decided already, Decision
01:22:43Day is finally here.
01:22:45I don't even know what to expect.
01:22:47Like, where's this going? What's next?
01:22:51Anything could happen. He was in a
01:22:53nine-year relationship that ended up
01:22:55fizzling out in the end.
01:22:57What if he gets to that point with me?
01:22:59Would you like to stay
01:23:01married? Or do you want to get a
01:23:03divorce?
01:23:07And then...
01:23:09What's up, guys?
01:23:13I'm more upset than I thought
01:23:15I would be with them walking in tonight.
01:23:17I think all of us knew that Michelle and David were
01:23:19not going to be together
01:23:21at the end of this. She didn't give a
01:23:23**** to David.
01:23:25You want to wait till I get over there? Sure.
01:23:27You want to do this right now, babe? You really do.
01:23:29Take that **** out.
01:23:31That'd be crazy.