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00:00Now, let's choose a new life.
00:05I felt that I had the choice to choose between living or dying.
00:15Leaving the useless things in the house,
00:18leaving the things that are necessary,
00:21leaving the attachment to things,
00:25choosing a new life and way of life with her own decisions.
00:30That is the Danshari.
00:35I'm going to lose everything and leave only memories.
00:39When I came back, I realized that I couldn't live comfortably.
00:45Hideko Yamashita, the founder of Danshari, is the one who makes the decision.
00:52She is a master of Danshari and life who has guided countless people.
00:59The idea of Danshari is that if you do it, you can do it.
01:03Danshari is a combination of the shape of marriage and marriage.
01:10The important thing is to use the Danshari.
01:15Let's choose a new life.
01:20The door of life opens now.
01:26I used to like carving.
01:33Even after her parents passed away, she was left alone for many years.
01:42In other words, all the decisions are mine.
01:48Yamashita-san shows a sense of crisis to her daughter who has made the decision and pretended not to see it.
01:58As soon as I entered the door, I noticed that there was a withered flower.
02:03The more people didn't notice it, the more my sensibility was paralyzed.
02:10Danshari began to escape from the cage of decision.
02:16Before that, the work of her parents' memories stands in the way.
02:21I want to live a little more like this.
02:24I want to live without looking at anything.
02:27I want to keep the memories in my heart.
02:30Can she cut off her indecisive self?
02:39This is Hideko Yamashita's work.
02:41Danshari.
02:43She escaped from the house where she was left alone and pretended not to see it.
02:51The SOS came from a store in Nerimaku, Tokyo.
03:03Shoko-san, 52 years old.
03:06Her worries were deeply related to the history of this house.
03:13This is my father's favorite pet.
03:20This house was originally built by my grandmother and grandfather.
03:24Originally, my grandparents used the kitchen and dining room here.
03:32This house has a history of 50 years.
03:38When Shoko-san was young, she lived with her six family members,
03:42her parents, her three-year-old older brother, and her grandmother.
03:52But now, neither her grandparents nor her parents are alive,
03:56and the three people who live in this house are Shoko-san, her brother, and her daughter.
04:05Huh?
04:07There are two refrigerators in the kitchen.
04:23Shoko-san is the oldest.
04:25Shoko-san is the oldest.
04:28After graduating from university, she got a job and left home.
04:32She got married at the age of 26.
04:38She had a daughter, but she divorced at the age of 35, 17 years ago.
04:46She brought her daughter, who was an elementary school student,
04:50to her parents' house with her.
04:55What's in the storage cabinet with electricity in it?
05:00There are a lot of vases.
05:02I put them together, but there's also medicine in it.
05:08It's a little messy, and it's closed.
05:15In fact, there are only things belonging to her grandmother and parents in this kitchen.
05:23In the back of the kitchen, there is a room that her father used to live in,
05:28but this room is still the same as it was when she was alive.
05:33I practice calligraphy and read books here.
05:39There are a lot of brushes used for calligraphy on the desk.
05:47There are also Buddha statues.
05:52She was interested in Buddhism and made her own works.
05:59I made these by carving with a carving knife.
06:03However, her father died of cancer three years ago.
06:10After that, her mother also died two years ago.
06:18But why is it still the same?
06:26The reason was on the second floor.
06:30In fact, this house is a two-story house.
06:33There is also a kitchen on the second floor.
06:37This is where I live with my daughter.
06:39The back is my room.
06:43Shoko and her family live on the second floor,
06:46and they almost never use the first floor.
06:51Shoko's daughter has already got a job,
06:55but now she helps her friend's work,
06:58works part-time,
07:01and makes accessories for her hobby when she has free time.
07:06These are the parts here.
07:11These are for beads,
07:15and these are accessories for natural stone.
07:21This handmade work is enough for two times.
07:27But she has been thinking that she can't leave the first floor forever.
07:36After my parents died,
07:39my older brother had to keep this house.
07:46My parents used to use this house,
07:51so I don't want to throw it away.
07:55I feel a little lonely,
07:59but I don't want to leave this house alone.
08:03I want my daughter to live here, too.
08:06I want to make this house clean and comfortable for us.
08:11Otherwise, my daughter will have a hard time.
08:15She has to move around to make sure she doesn't burden her daughter.
08:22That's why she made this room.
08:33Originally, this was my mother's room.
08:36But she passed away,
08:38so I had to move around a lot.
08:41I removed old furniture,
08:43and moved the shelf in the hallway over here.
08:46I also rearranged the furniture to make it more spacious.
08:53Originally, this was my mother's room.
08:57I tried to make this room as simple as possible.
09:03But inside the closet...
09:06I left some futons,
09:09old albums of my parents,
09:13and a lot of my mother's stuff.
09:19There are still a lot of things on the altar.
09:26It was my mother's hobby to do needlework.
09:29She used to tear paper and do needlework.
09:36This is a piece by piece of paper.
09:46Inside the closet, there are materials for needlework
09:50and a sketchbook of my mother.
09:55There were also a lot of books.
10:01I couldn't touch my mother's things,
10:05so the needlework stopped.
10:11I was exhausted from doing this room.
10:16My brother and daughter allowed me to do needlework as I wanted.
10:25But I couldn't move forward on my own.
10:35Yamashita.
10:37Please give Shoko some advice.
10:45Hello. Nice to meet you.
10:48I'm Yamashita.
10:49Nice to meet you.
10:50Nice to meet you, too.
10:52Excuse me.
10:55I'm a little disappointed.
11:01I'm disappointed to see you fight.
11:05It's not like,
11:06I want to go home.
11:07It's like,
11:08I want to go home.
11:09It's like,
11:10I want to go home.
11:11It's like,
11:12I want to go home.
11:13I want to go home.
11:14I want to go home.
11:15He said there was a problem with Yamashita's entrance.
11:22He left a dirty plate that he used for gardening.
11:28It's a terrible situation.
11:33There's a kitchen and a room for the moon.
11:37My brother uses this room alone.
11:39It's a kitchen.
11:41I want to do something about this.
11:43But there are a lot of things used by grandmothers.
11:46There's a vase, too.
11:47Right.
11:49There are a lot of things.
11:51You don't need this, do you?
11:53No, I don't.
11:54I only need a glass jar.
11:56I use it when I make umeboshi.
11:58You use it when you make umeboshi.
12:00I want to make miso, too.
12:03What's this?
12:04My father wrote a book about this.
12:08It's a piece of paper from that time.
12:11Yamashita seems to have a lot of questions
12:17about what he left behind.
12:24What's this?
12:27It's a book about my father and mother.
12:31Do you want to read it?
12:34I don't read much.
12:37What's this?
12:39Mr. Shoko?
12:41Mr. Shoko is the initiator.
12:46So I have to decide if I want to read this book or not.
12:50I have to make my own axis.
12:52If I don't, I can't decide what to do.
12:54I can't say,
12:55Oh, my mother took good care of this.
12:57Oh, my father left this.
12:59If I do that,
13:01this house will be a house for my father and mother
13:05who have nothing to do with this.
13:08Who lives in this house?
13:10My brother and I.
13:12My parents left this house
13:14because they didn't need this house anymore.
13:18So they left this house.
13:21If I inherited it,
13:23I'm the one who inherited it.
13:26In other words, all the decisions are kept.
13:30Maybe.
13:32I'm calling it a turtle's goods.
13:35The turtle's goods that have been kept
13:40make it difficult for Mr. Shoko
13:45and his daughter and brother to live.
13:52The problem with this house
13:54is the retention of the judgment of the people who live here now.
14:00Mr. Yamashita says that the result of making a decision
14:04because he might use it because he has memories
14:08is creating this situation.
14:14You know I have to do it, right?
14:16Because I don't think it's okay to leave it as it is.
14:19All right, I think I know where to do it.
14:22I have a little problem.
14:25Why don't you clean it up?
14:30The first thing Mr. Yamashita chose was the entrance.
14:35What?
14:36There are flowers that wither when you enter the entrance.
14:41The more people don't notice,
14:44the more the sense of sensibility is paralyzed.
14:48That's right.
14:51It's withered.
14:53It's the one my brother grew up with.
14:55But it's withered.
14:58Mr. Yamashita throws strong words at Mr. Shoko
15:03because he wants her to realize that it's her own problem.
15:09Don't you notice that the three people who live here
15:15are withered?
15:21The problem is that the sense of sensibility is paralyzed.
15:30I want to make it comfortable,
15:34but it's gone.
15:36That's what I'm afraid of.
15:40That good girl, too.
15:42She said yes.
15:44She just replied.
15:46I think she said yes.
15:49Kame-chan, who was close to her father,
15:52watched over her,
15:54and they began to work.
15:58It's withered.
16:00It's dirty.
16:02This is the entrance.
16:04A good tree must come in from the entrance.
16:07But all the good trees are buried here.
16:09It's a shame.
16:14If you can't throw it away,
16:18you can burn it.
16:22The whole house is in the same state as the entrance.
16:26Do you understand?
16:28It's like this from the entrance.
16:30At first,
16:32she checked how terrible it was
16:35by removing what was on the shoebox.
16:40I thought this house was like this for a long time.
16:43When I was little.
16:49In fact,
16:51her grandmother was a beautician,
16:53and when she was a child,
16:55there was nothing in the entrance.
16:58Her grandmother died more than 20 years ago.
17:02After that, she became the second daughter of her parents,
17:05and the things she collected
17:07were lined up on the shoebox.
17:10Now,
17:12choose one of the things you want to decorate.
17:16Shoko chose
17:18the wooden box of her father
17:20who was interested in old things.
17:28I don't need the inside.
17:31This is deteriorated.
17:33What about this one?
17:35I like it, but I don't need it.
17:38Do you have a dog?
17:40I don't have a dog now.
17:42This is not the name of the store.
17:45I don't need it.
17:47I won't use it.
17:49After all,
17:51she didn't need anything
17:53in the box she had left for many years.
17:58I think this one is fine.
18:01If it's this one,
18:03it might be interesting to shift it a little.
18:08If it's another one,
18:12it might be interesting to shift it a little.
18:16Let's leave it like that.
18:18This one is in the middle.
18:23After her grandmother died,
18:25the things she collected
18:27were lined up on the shoebox
18:29for more than 20 years.
18:33I made a mistake.
18:39The view from here
18:41makes me look small.
18:43It's like this.
18:47When you do it,
18:49do it one by one in small places.
18:51You think you can do it there, right?
18:54When you do it,
18:56you think of everything.
18:58It's impossible to climb such a high mountain.
19:02The reason why Yamashita-san
19:04cut the entrance in the first place
19:06was because she wanted
19:08Shoko-san to notice it.
19:12This is the first step of the mountain trail.
19:15It's like you're in Mt. Fuji.
19:17I've been walking around the foot of Mt. Fuji.
19:20I wanted to climb it,
19:22but I couldn't, so I was walking around.
19:25I'm going to the mountain trail.
19:27There are still a lot of things in the way of the mountain trail.
19:31The first one is here, right?
19:34It's here.
19:36The next step is the kitchen.
19:41Shoko-san's parents
19:43are the type to store things.
19:46Even if the room is messy,
19:49they don't care much about it.
19:55I'm going to clean up the unnecessary things around the table.
20:03This is garbage.
20:07There are a lot of things in the cupboard.
20:17I don't need it.
20:20What's this?
20:22This is for making fried chicken.
20:25It's good for your health.
20:27My mother often made it for me.
20:30I can make it very well.
20:33I'm going to buy some more.
20:36Most of the things in the cupboard are broken.
20:40I guess they just made the decision later.
20:49I'm going to put this plastic bottle in here.
20:54The cupboard is a place to store things that are not used immediately.
21:01You haven't used it yet, have you?
21:06It's good.
21:09It's good for your health.
21:11You can take it out right away, right?
21:15The cupboard is full of messy things.
21:21It's a big transformation into a place to store and eat.
21:26I can tell what's inside at a glance.
21:31I'm going to break it down.
21:34Please leave the unnecessary things.
21:37Yamashita-san asks Shoko-san to make a decision one by one.
21:44I don't want to think about it.
21:47I don't want to think about it.
21:51I don't want to think about it.
21:53I have to think about it now.
21:55I've been thinking about it all the time.
21:59I don't think it's good.
22:03I wonder if my mother used it.
22:07Her wallet is left in a clean state.
22:11But she doesn't use it, so she breaks it down.
22:17Mom, I used to use this watch when I was young.
22:22I want to take it.
22:25The watch has memories of her mother.
22:28But it's already out of order.
22:33I can't use it now.
22:35When I asked the watchmaker to repair it,
22:38I was told that I couldn't use it because it was too old.
22:43It's a shame.
22:45It's a shame.
22:49She makes a decision right away without making a decision.
22:54It seems that Shoko-san has finally come to understand that feeling.
22:59My mother used to drink tea with this.
23:02It's Tokonome-yaki.
23:04Do you want to drink it?
23:06I'll drink it.
23:11She breaks down the utensils that she doesn't use.
23:27I'll go first.
23:30She decorates the remaining utensils so that they look good.
23:35When she sees the goal,
23:37she finds something.
23:41It may be growing.
23:43No, it's not.
23:45But it may be growing.
23:46It may be growing.
23:47What if I decorate it?
23:49The sweet potato with eyes.
23:52Shoko-san says that it may be growing.
23:58Yamashita-san said,
24:00I'll decorate it when it grows.
24:03It's a little flashy.
24:09Isn't it good?
24:10It's cute.
24:11It's cute.
24:13The sweet potato with eyes becomes an interior.
24:20As a result of Shoko-san's decision,
24:27the kitchen has become clean in just one day.
24:32From now on, she'll come down from the second floor
24:35and enjoy tea time here.
24:44I don't remember what it was like before.
24:46Me neither.
24:47Everything was abandoned.
24:50When it started, I didn't need anything.
24:52I didn't need anything.
24:54It was just like that.
24:58We were living in such a situation.
25:00Yes, we were.
25:04Shoko-san has decided to stop making decisions.
25:11However, there are still things in the house
25:14that belong to her parents.
25:17The real battle started from here.
25:23The next day
25:44The second day.
25:50Hello.
25:51Hello.
25:52Nice to meet you.
25:53Nice to meet you too.
26:00I'm going to make something like this with a jigsaw.
26:04I'm very motivated.
26:06Shoko-san is very motivated.
26:10She's going to make a jigsaw today.
26:13I'm going to organize this
26:16and put things here.
26:18This is the corridor.
26:21There are things that Shoko-san put in here.
26:30What should I do with the things I can use?
26:32But I haven't used them yet.
26:33I haven't used them yet, so I'm sorry.
26:38She stopped making decisions.
26:44There are slippers and umbrellas.
26:46There are slippers and umbrellas.
26:50I can't throw away things that I can use.
26:57This is the result of that.
27:02That's right.
27:07I don't remember this umbrella.
27:10This is from my grandmother.
27:12When she took out all the umbrellas in the corridor,
27:16she found that there were 50 of them.
27:23She left only what she needed
27:25and threw away everything else.
27:28I don't know what to do.
27:30It's a hassle.
27:31That's true.
27:32I don't want to do this.
27:33I haven't used them yet.
27:36There are a lot of the same cleaning goods.
27:42There are a lot of the same cleaning goods.
27:47Why?
27:49Shoko-san was filling up the corridor with things
27:53that she could buy and use at a low price.
28:00She decided to empty the corridor
28:03and use it as a shoe box.
28:07That's right.
28:08She moved the shoes from the entrance to the corridor.
28:13She also threw away a lot of the shoes
28:17that she didn't wear.
28:21I think I'm the type of person
28:24who wants to build a maze.
28:28Shoko-san,
28:30you've had a habit of making decisions for a long time.
28:35When she was a child,
28:37she said she couldn't be confident in herself.
28:43I lived a normal life.
28:45I had my parents,
28:47and my grandparents.
28:49But I didn't get a lot of compliments.
28:52I didn't have confidence in myself.
28:55I didn't know if what I was doing was right or wrong.
29:00I didn't know if it was right or wrong.
29:04Shoko-san's parents were artists,
29:07but they didn't appreciate their children.
29:10They were very selfish.
29:13Shoko-san has a lot of memories
29:16that she didn't get a lot of compliments.
29:21After getting divorced,
29:23she returned to her family
29:25and wanted to make her hobby her job.
29:28She couldn't take a step forward with confidence.
29:31Her dream was to be an artist.
29:36I wasn't confident in myself.
29:39I looked like I was doing well.
29:42I was big.
29:44I looked like I was calm.
29:47But I wasn't looking at other people.
29:50I was looking at myself.
29:53Shoko-san,
29:55like cutting off her own self,
29:58cut off her own shoes one by one.
30:04It's like this.
30:06It means I'm not wearing them.
30:14And then,
30:17she was reborn in a functional place
30:19where her chosen shoes lined up.
30:26The next day
30:29Next,
30:31she went to her father's room.
30:35I felt a cold.
30:37I got a cold.
30:40Did you put everything in here?
30:42Yes.
30:45When she looked through the box on the top of the wardrobe,
30:50she found a clock.
30:54She found her father's sculpture.
30:57I think that clock is pretty old.
31:02It's already stopped.
31:04Oh, it's stopped.
31:05I didn't even notice it was stopped.
31:08I really didn't look at it.
31:10Like Yamashita-san said,
31:12I tried not to look at it.
31:15It's not even 6 o'clock yet,
31:18but I didn't even notice the clock was stopped.
31:28Shoko-san started to notice.
31:32She tried not to look at things she couldn't see.
31:37She lived in the same house for 3 years after her death.
31:42She couldn't clean up her mess,
31:45but she pretended not to look at it.
31:52Then,
31:57her friends came to help her
32:00because they knew how hard she was working.
32:05It's amazing.
32:07It's so clean.
32:09She came here to play about a year ago.
32:13Yes, I came here to play.
32:15How was it?
32:16The entrance changed, right?
32:18Yes, the entrance changed.
32:19I felt like there was no light,
32:21but now there is.
32:23The window was hidden.
32:28Today, everyone is playing cards.
32:31Shoko-san decided to get a large number of books from her father's room
32:37to be put together by human-body tactics.
32:46Then, the thick books came one after another.
32:51She put a broom in her piggy bank.
32:56Then,
32:58a notebook where she studied Chinese characters.
33:04Look at this.
33:05It's written in Chinese characters.
33:09It's amazing.
33:12She worked as a civil servant until her retirement,
33:16but she had a strong desire to study Chinese characters, Chinese characters, and even Buddhism.
33:26When I asked my friend who doesn't know my father,
33:30what kind of person he was,
33:35she said,
33:37he was like that.
33:39It changed my view of my father.
33:44There are about 500 books and CDs in her room.
33:50Shoko-san decided to buy all of them from a recycling shop.
33:57Then, she put the five books she cherished in front of her bed.
34:08I think my father is relieved that the room is finally clean in that world.
34:15Wow.
34:18The room that had been abandoned for three years
34:24has been reborn as a new space that can be used in any way.
34:33It's up to Shoko-san and her family to decide how to use it.
34:41And finally, Shoko-san faces her mother's work.
34:56The day has come to face her mother's work.
35:02Hello.
35:03Good morning.
35:05Nice to meet you.
35:11She takes out her mother's work from her mother's closet and puts them side by side.
35:25This is the smallest one.
35:32Oh, it's autumn-like.
35:34Yes, it is.
35:36I'd like to take only the layers.
35:38Oh, this is amazing.
35:40It has a texture like oil painting with a Japanese paper cut.
35:46Mother, you had a talent.
35:51The number of her works has increased to about 30.
35:57I remember that I went to Nara and Kyoto on a family trip.
36:05In the past, when she worked on a bicycle,
36:08she couldn't do anything about it.
36:13This time, she swore that she wouldn't be late in making a decision.
36:17I'm going to talk to Isemasu.
36:19Oh, I remember this cherry blossom.
36:23I remember this cherry blossom.
36:26It's increasing like this.
36:28I don't want to look at it too much.
36:31I want to keep the memories in my heart.
36:34I don't look at it too much.
36:39It's natural to hesitate.
36:42All of them are wonderful works.
36:49This is also a little nostalgic.
36:51I feel like I was looking at the place where I was making this.
36:56There is a big park nearby.
36:59I went there to take a picture and drew it as a motif.
37:05All of her works have a charm that is hard to let go.
37:13I didn't have much.
37:15Even so, Shoko-san started to say goodbye.
37:29This is strange.
37:31It's hard.
37:33It's all right.
37:49The material that her mother cherished was also a bicycle.
38:00Shoko-san finally overcame the biggest mountain of bicycle climbing.
38:12What she decided to leave behind were six memories.
38:20The bicycle riding in her mother's room will continue after that.
38:24But Shoko-san doesn't hesitate anymore.
38:29She made a decision, but she really graduated.
38:38There was a box left at the end.
38:42She said she didn't know what was inside because it was kept in the back of the closet.
38:54Something amazing came out.
38:57What do you think it is?
38:59I don't know.
39:01I didn't expect anything to come out.
39:03Oh, my.
39:05What she cherished was an empty case.
39:10An empty doll case taught me.
39:13This is the result of pretending not to see it.
39:17Even if you pretend not to see it, you will graduate with this.
39:22It's kind of a joke.
39:26The bicycle she rode on this day was enough to fill the room and the hallway.
39:34The only thing left was the clothes that Shoko-san wanted to wear.
39:37Only two cases.
39:42What I didn't want to see.
39:48What is it?
39:50I wonder if I could do it for my mother and grandmother.
40:04And a new development.
40:09A friend who makes three-dimensional art came to visit Shoko-san's house.
40:15In fact, I asked Shoko-san to hand over his father's work to him and let him use it as art.
40:31At this rate, I felt like I was going to get rid of it.
40:36I wonder if I can remake it.
40:40I wonder if I can remake it.
40:45I wonder if I can remake it.
40:51I wonder if I can remake it.
40:57I have an idea.
41:00I'm looking forward to seeing what kind of work it will be.
41:05I'm looking forward to seeing what kind of work it will be.
41:09I got a call that the bicycle ride was over.
41:16Hello.
41:18Welcome.
41:22The view from here is much cleaner.
41:26It's much cleaner.
41:30The entrance was the starting point of the bicycle ride.
41:34Now, it's a refreshing space overflowing with light.
41:40My mother's room.
41:42I moved and lost my mother's room.
41:47Once, it was a room that had been damaged by a bicycle ride.
41:51However, it was successfully restored.
41:57This means that it will be used as a guest room.
42:04And my father's room.
42:12This is...
42:15It's a nice room.
42:20Kame, who was on good terms with my father, also returned to the room.
42:26My father likes to play classical music and jazz in this room.
42:31When I happened to play classical music, Kame cried and reacted.
42:37I thought that he remembered when my father was alive.
42:43I thought that Kame was nostalgic.
42:51Shoko is warming up the idea of how to use this room.
43:02Shoko is warming up the idea of how to use this room.
43:09The hands of the clock that had been stopped also started to move.
43:15Shoko is warming up the idea of how to use this room.
43:21I realized that this room will be a part of my family.
43:28I realized that this room will be a part of my family.
43:34Shoko is warming up the idea of how to use this room.
43:39My father said that this room was made for me.
43:45I took the position of cleaning up my father's room.
43:51I am the main character.
43:54I am the main character.
43:57I am the main character.
44:00I am not a house that I built, but I am a house that I have been living for generations.
44:05I felt betrayed by my father's feelings of gratitude.
44:11To dispose of the belongings of my father when he passed away.
44:15I had many conflicts with him.
44:18I had many conflicts with my father's feelings of gratitude.
44:25I couldn't understand his situation.
44:33I think I was able to do my best.
44:36Tanshari is about regaining the space,
44:40but at the same time, it is also about regaining myself.
44:46From now on, I will be the main character in that house.
44:52I think I will focus on how to play my life.
45:03Tanshari! Tanshari!
45:05Season 1! Season 1!
45:10A home party with friends in a room that has become a million yen.
45:15My family is definitely happy.
45:22I want to make a garden where herbs can be grown in the garden version.
45:28That's good.
45:33The next goal is to clean the garden and make a herb garden.
45:42When I stopped pretending to look,
45:45I could see dreams and hopes that I had never seen before.
45:53Shoko's clock hand also started to move.