Go Back Lover Episode 18 (2024) English Subtitles Chinese Romance
Go Back Lover Episode 18 (2024) English Subtitles Chinese Romance
In the second semester of her junior year, Shen Xing Ruo returned to Xingcheng Mingli High School and moved in with Lu Shan, her father’s close friend. Under the same roof, she found herself sharing a home—and a classroom—with Lu Shan’s son, Lu Xing Yan.
What began as a tense, uneasy relationship between the two slowly transformed over a year and a half, as their differences softened and their hearts began to draw closer, leaving space for something neither of them expected.
In the second semester of her junior year, Shen Xing Ruo returned to Xingcheng Mingli High School and moved in with Lu Shan, her father’s close friend. Under the same roof, she found herself sharing a home—and a classroom—with Lu Shan’s son, Lu Xing Yan.
What began as a tense, uneasy relationship between the two slowly transformed over a year and a half, as their differences softened and their hearts began to draw closer, leaving space for something neither of them expected.
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02:06Xing Ruo, long time no see.
02:10Dad and your Aunt Fang decided to get married on November 6th.
02:15We hope to receive your blessings.
02:19You will always be Dad's dearest daughter.
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02:39Have you eaten?
02:41Not yet. I'm not hungry yet. How about you?
02:43I'm on my way back.
02:45Today's class was so hard.
02:47It would be great if you were by my side.
02:49This way, I don't have to listen to you.
02:52Anyway, you will give me a lesson, right?
02:54Yes.
02:57Is that a wedding invitation on your table?
03:05Someone wants me to attend his wedding.
03:07But I don't want to go.
03:09Why?
03:10There's no reason. I just don't want to go.
03:13Actually, you can go and see.
03:15Get some experience.
03:17This way, when we get married,
03:19it will be a lot easier.
03:22What's wrong?
03:24Nothing. I'm just a little tired from class.
03:27I'll call you later.
03:30Okay.
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04:15This is...
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04:20You didn't eat anything just now.
04:22I ordered noodles and fillings.
04:24I'll make you some wontons.
04:27I'm not hungry.
04:30Get up.
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04:51You know,
04:52the stomach is not just a digestive organ.
04:55It's also an emotional organ.
04:57When you take good care of it,
04:59your mood will improve.
05:03I'll go make it for you first.
05:05When you want to eat it, just tell me.
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05:18Go rest for a while.
05:20I'll call you when I'm done.
05:29Go.
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13:21is a famous painter.
13:23So the conditions at home are not bad.
13:28My mom is a famous pianist.
13:32But after she got married,
13:34she never played the piano again.
13:36It's done.
13:38Let me see.
13:44Did I draw it badly?
13:47Of course not.
13:48You drew it so well.
13:49You scared me.
13:50I don't believe you.
13:51If you don't believe me, ask your mom.
13:52Take a look.
13:56Baby, don't come over.
13:57My hands are dirty.
13:58You don't have to do this.
13:59Just go to the bathroom.
14:00How can I be serious about the bathroom?
14:02I cleaned the house.
14:03It's comfortable for you to stay.
14:05Go play with your mom.
14:06Ignore your mom.
14:07She doesn't understand anything.
14:09Let me tell you.
14:11Sit down.
14:15What you drew is called three-dimensionalism.
14:19This is drawn by Picasso.
14:21Do you think the two paintings are exactly the same?
14:23I always thought
14:25our family could be happy like this.
14:28But I didn't expect
14:30where I couldn't see
14:32the relationship between my parents
14:34was full of hatred.
14:36What?
14:37Why did you say that to me?
14:40I gave up my job
14:42and became like this.
14:44I did it for you, for this family.
14:47I never denied
14:49what you did for this family.
14:51But why are you
14:53picking on me all the time?
14:55It's either this or that.
14:57You used to sit in front of me.
15:00Where did you go?
15:01Why are you
15:03only interested in money and fame?
15:05What are you doing?
15:06Money and fame?
15:08You tell me about money and fame.
15:10Okay, let me ask you.
15:12Someone has to buy the food in this family.
15:14Someone has to cook three meals a day.
15:16Xinruo only likes the food I cook.
15:18Don't you know that?
15:19I'm the only one
15:21in this family.
15:23Enough!
15:25Gou Linhao.
15:27Don't always live in your own world.
15:30The family's responsibility
15:31should be shared by the two of us.
15:33Can you understand me?
15:38Dad, mom.
15:41What's wrong with you two?
15:43It's okay.
15:45It's okay.
15:46It's okay, Xinruo.
15:47It's okay.
15:49It's okay, baby.
15:50It's okay.
15:51Come on, do your homework first.
15:53You must be hungry.
15:54I'll make you
15:55your favorite hot pot later,
15:57okay?
15:58Come on, go upstairs.
16:00I'll call you when I'm done.
16:14After my mom died,
16:17I felt like my sky was going to collapse.
16:20How did it change?
16:30Sister.
16:36But I'm still in my dad's eyes.
16:39I'm still in my dad's eyes.
16:42But in my dad's eyes,
16:45what I saw was actually a relief.
16:50What I can't accept the most
16:53is that my dad
16:55actually got together
16:57with my class teacher, Mr. Fang.
17:13Then you know,
17:15I came to Mingli,
17:17and then I went to college in Shanghai.
17:19My dad tried to contact me a few times,
17:22but I never saw him.
17:25I don't always reply
17:27to the messages he sends me.
17:29Hello, welcome.
17:31Hello, welcome.
17:41What are you doing here?
17:43I have an exhibition here,
17:45so I came to see it.
17:51Dad, please have a cup of coffee.
18:01Okay.
18:11Why don't you use the money I gave you?
18:14I think I'm fine like this now.
18:16Self-sufficient.
18:18Didn't I say that?
18:20I don't need you.
18:24Why don't you understand?
18:26You can't change the fact
18:28that you are my daughter.
18:31It's been so many years.
18:34Do I have to move forward?
18:37Do I have to have my own life?
18:40Dad, please, don't hate me, okay?
18:43You haven't changed
18:45in all these years.
18:48Be broad-minded,
18:50be strict with others.
18:52You have the right to choose your life,
18:55but I also have the right to choose my own life.
18:58I hope I don't have you in my life.
19:00Please don't bother me again.
19:01Do you understand what I mean?
19:09If I knew
19:11that was the last time I met him,
19:15I wouldn't have said that.
19:20I think my dad must hate me.
19:24Why do you say that?
19:28If he doesn't hate me,
19:31why didn't he tell me he was sick?
19:35Why didn't he let me see him for the last time?
19:41No matter how our relationship is,
19:44I didn't say goodbye to him.
19:49Actually, I feel guilty.
19:53This is my regret.
20:06Uncle Shen
20:10may not be a good husband.
20:14Maybe he's not a good father either.
20:19But I think
20:22you don't have to hate him so much.
20:26After all, as an adult,
20:28he has the right to choose his own life.
20:32I think
20:36it's time to let go of the hatred.
20:43Whether to let go or not,
20:47hate or not,
20:50it doesn't matter anymore.
20:54I don't have a chance anymore.
21:09Actually, you still have a chance.
21:12Do you want to hear it?
21:20Today, we checked the process of the farewell ceremony.
21:23Before your dad left, he told me
21:26he hoped you could be his supporter.
21:34Don't you have a lot to say to him?
21:37You can take this opportunity to say it to him.
21:43I believe he can hear it in heaven.
21:49Do you want to?
22:20A month later
22:23Hello, this is Mr. Shen's work.
22:26Hello, this is Mr. Shen's work.
22:29Hello, this is Mr. Shen's work.
22:32This is Mr. Shen's work.
22:38What are you doing?
22:43Who is that woman?
22:45I've never seen her before.
22:48That's Mr. Shen's girlfriend.
22:51They look about the same age.
22:53Are you sure?
22:54I'm sure.
22:56We saw the venue together yesterday.
23:00Mr. Shen is really something.
23:04No wonder his wife has a bad relationship with him.
23:07He even brought a lot of cameras to the funeral.
23:11Oh my god, don't say that.
23:13He brought his own camera
23:14and said he would take all these pictures
23:15and go back to the grave.
23:16Why would he go back to the grave?
23:17Why would he go back to the grave?
23:19Who would go back to the grave?
23:20Who would go back to the grave?
23:23It's a little scary.
23:24I wouldn't have done it if I didn't have the money.
23:34It's a pity for Mr. Wang You.
23:37I've been thinking he's making a move.
23:40I didn't expect this news.
23:44Yeah.
23:46Yeah.
24:01Where are you going?
24:02Why are you so late?
24:06There's something
24:08I think I need to tell you.
24:10What is it?
24:12Excuse me,
24:13are you Mr. Shen's wife?
24:15Okay.
24:16The second line of the farewell ceremony will be the last line.
24:18Get ready when it's time.
24:25Are you ready for this?
24:28I'm ready.
24:30Actually, after you talked to me that night,
24:32I thought a lot by myself.
24:35Now,
24:37I finally have the courage to say these words.
24:40After all these years,
24:41I've been carrying these grudges.
24:43Actually, I'm pretty tired, too.
24:45It's time to let go of all this.
24:48Lu Xingyan,
24:50thank you for giving me the courage
24:52to say all this.
24:56By the way,
24:57what did you want to tell me just now?
25:01I want to say
25:04if
25:06if your father were still alive,
25:09would you be willing to take this step?
25:14No.
25:16I know you're comforting me.
25:18A dead person can't come back to life.
25:20I don't think
25:21it's too late for me to take this step now.
25:24Ladies and gentlemen,
25:26ladies and gentlemen,
25:27gentlemen,
25:28today,
25:29we are here together
25:32with a heavy heart.
25:33Let's say
25:34Mr. Shen Guangyao's last words.
25:37Mr. Shen Guangyao was born in 1970.
25:41In 1990,
25:42he began to work as an art student in New York.
25:45In 1993, he began to create art.
25:48And in 1995,
25:50he had his first art exhibition in New York.
25:53Mr. Shen Guangyao
25:55was deeply influenced by Jackson Pollock's action paintings
25:58and often incorporated his artistic characteristics into his creations.
26:02His works are colorful
26:04and describe the emotions of a certain moment,
26:07with a clear characteristic of abstract expressionism.
26:10Now,
26:11let's move on to the family ceremony.
26:14Let's welcome the daughter of Mr. Shen Guangyao,
26:16Ms. Shen Xinlu.
26:27My father
26:29was a very outstanding artist.
26:33His artistic achievements are very remarkable.
26:36I believe everyone here
26:38knows that
26:40as his daughter,
26:42I want to say a few words to my father
26:44here today.
26:49Actually, before today,
26:52my relationship with my father was not harmonious.
26:55We haven't contacted each other
26:57for many years.
27:00I always thought
27:02the ties between our emotions
27:06could be neglected.
27:09But when I found out that he had passed away,
27:12I suddenly realized
27:15that the depth of our souls
27:18was tightly tied together.
27:21We have very similar personalities
27:25and very similar ways of dealing with things.
27:28Whether I admit it or not,
27:30they all leave a deep mark on me.
27:37My father once told me
27:40that
27:42I was his daughter.
27:45This is a fact that can never be changed.
27:48At that time, I was very reluctant to say this.
27:51But now,
27:53I finally understand the meaning of this sentence.
27:56I thank my father.
27:59Thank him for giving me life.
28:03The cause and effect of everything
28:05are gone.
28:07I hope he can
28:09get eternal peace here.
28:12Good!
28:17Shen Guangyao?
28:19Xing Luo!
28:21Well said!
28:22Isn't he dead?
28:26What's going on?
28:33What's going on?
28:36What's going on?
28:39I don't know.
28:48My daughter.
28:52Uncle Shen.
28:54What's going on?
28:56I don't know.
29:04You're all here.
29:07In just one day,
29:09I met so many old friends.
29:12I didn't do this ceremony in vain.
29:15I used to think
29:18that if I leave this world one day,
29:21what kind of evaluation
29:23will people have of me?
29:26So I organized this farewell ceremony.
29:29I also want to hear my father's thoughts.
29:33Originally, I was supposed to
29:35make a bright appearance
29:37at the last part of this farewell ceremony.
29:40But what my daughter said just now,
29:45I was very touched.
29:49So I didn't control it.
29:50I came out in advance
29:52to thank my daughter.
29:55It was her
29:57who brought a new meaning
30:00to today's farewell ceremony.
30:04I am also very happy
30:07that she was able to say goodbye
30:09to her previous resentment.
30:13Let me at the last stage of my life
30:17get a brief new life.
30:20Xing Ruo.
30:28I would also like to thank
30:31the owner of this resort,
30:33my daughter's boyfriend,
30:36Lu Xing Yan.
30:37He helped me
30:39to organize this whole ceremony
30:41without a trace.
30:43The most important thing
30:45is to thank him
30:47for creating such a rare opportunity
30:49for me and my daughter.
30:54Let me at the last stage of my life
30:58leave no regrets.
31:00Good.
31:01Good.
31:15Xing Ruo, listen to me.
31:17You already knew about this, didn't you?
31:19I just wanted to talk to you about this.
31:21But I didn't have time.
31:22Are you crazy?
31:23Don't follow me.
31:24Xing Ruo.
31:25Daughter.
31:26Xing Ruo.
31:27Don't you want to tell me
31:28something?
31:30I've already said
31:31what I wanted to say
31:32in the car.
31:37I know
31:38it's my fault for lying to you.
31:40But for so many years,
31:41I have always missed you.
31:43I can only approach you
31:44in this way.
31:48You really have a good mouth.
31:52You can't change the fact.
31:54You are used to lying.
31:56But you have
31:57wrapped it up so well.
32:00Mr. Wang.
32:03What are you doing here?
32:05After all, we are husband and wife.
32:07You are already dead.
32:09I have to come and pay my respects.
32:12I have made it very clear to you.
32:14I don't love you anymore.
32:15We are over.
32:16Why do you
32:17keep pestering me?
32:18What are you doing?
32:19You have been sick for a few years.
32:21I have been running around for you.
32:23I even lost my job.
32:25When I took care of you,
32:27why didn't you say
32:28you didn't love me anymore?
32:30Now it's good.
32:32You said you went abroad to see a doctor.
32:34You have a new lover
32:35in half a year.
32:36Is your love so cheap?
32:39I am your wife.
32:40Can you take some responsibility?
32:43Shut up, okay?
32:44Why should I shut up?
32:45My words are not the truth.
32:47This is your new lover, right?
32:49I want to see
32:50your true love today.
32:52Shut up!
32:53You are a good girl.
32:54Why don't you do anything?
32:55Why do you do such a stupid thing?
32:57Who said I was stupid?
32:58What are you talking about?
32:59You have broken up.
33:01I am your true love.
33:02What's wrong with that?
33:03You were not born
33:04when Shen Guangyao
33:05fell in love, right?
33:06How much true love did he give you?
33:07Two minutes or three minutes?
33:09Shut up!
33:10It's all for money.
33:11Get out of here!
33:13Calm down, auntie.
33:14Calm down, auntie.
33:15What are you doing?
33:16Calm down, sister.
33:17Calm down, calm down.
33:18What are you doing?
33:20Sister, sister.
33:21What are you doing?
33:22Calm down, sister.
33:24Sister, sister.
33:51You are awake.
33:54How do you feel?
33:55Are you okay?
34:02Have some water.
34:07Why am I here?
34:14This afternoon,
34:15Chenfei accidentally hit you.
34:17But don't worry.
34:18The doctor said it's nothing.
34:20Just stay for observation for three days.
34:28I apologize to you.
34:31It's all my fault today.
34:38I really shouldn't have
34:39kept your father from you.
34:41I'm sorry.
34:49When did you know
34:52about my father?
34:54This morning.
34:56I was going to check
34:57the layout of the scene.
34:58Then I met uncle.
35:00He said he wanted to see
35:01the layout of the scene in person.
35:03I was shocked, too.
35:07Uncle,
35:08I really can't help you.
35:10I can't lie to him.
35:12I know
35:13what you're worried about.
35:19Even if I beg you once,
35:21my health
35:22is getting worse day by day.
35:24I don't know
35:25how many times I can see Xing.
35:28If I have a way,
35:30I won't come to you today.
35:33I have only one daughter.
35:36I really need this chance.
35:41I'm sorry.
35:47So you know everything.
35:49Then you lied to me with him.
35:51You watched me say
35:52those words of gratitude on stage.
35:53Do you feel very accomplished?
35:55Lu Xingyan.
35:56No, of course not.
35:57You told me so much last night.
36:00I think you still want to
36:01reconcile with him in your heart.
36:04So I think
36:05this is a good opportunity.
36:06Why do you think
36:07I want to reconcile with him?
36:08Why do you think
36:09I want to reconcile with him?
36:10Why do you make decisions for me?
36:15I'm sorry.
36:19Don't get excited.
36:21I'm self-righteous.
36:24But I think
36:25in the adult world,
36:27when love disappears,
36:28when two people
36:29can't get along anymore,
36:31it's not a bad decision
36:32to separate.
36:34If you tie two people
36:35who don't love each other together,
36:37it's a torture
36:38for you.
36:39You can't treat him
36:40as a bad guy
36:41just because your dad
36:42doesn't love your mom.
36:43You hate him.
36:44It's also a torture
36:45for you.
36:48I don't want you to be trapped inside.
36:52Lu Xingyan.
36:54You want me not to hate him
36:57unless he dies.
36:58Why?
37:00Why can't you think it through?
37:01Because my mom
37:02didn't die of illness.
37:04She was killed.
37:06The one who killed her
37:07is my dad.
37:08Are you satisfied with this answer?
37:15Shen Guangyao
37:18is a murderer.
37:33Why did you leave
37:34Shen Guangyao's mom?
37:37Why did you leave
37:38Shen Guangyao's mom?
38:07Why did you leave
38:08Shen Guangyao's mom?
38:09Why did you leave
38:10Shen Guangyao's mom?
38:11Why did you leave
38:12Shen Guangyao's mom?
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