Dawson's Creek Season 2 Episode 15 That Is The Question
Dawson's Creek Season 2 Episode 15 That Is The Question
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00:00Read us your poem.
00:01I'd really rather not.
00:02If Peterson makes him read his poem in class, he starts crying.
00:06The poem? It's about a guy.
00:09What part of you is it that gets off on torturing your students?
00:11Trying to teach people like you is like spitting in the face of the entire educational system.
00:16Did you have any idea what I went through today?
00:18How much I needed your support.
00:20You see, I can't support everything you do.
00:23Are you gay?
00:24No.
00:26I'm not gay.
00:29They're coming with me. I'm starting a new company.
00:32And the fish will come with me.
00:34You can call me sentimental.
00:39The fish, they're coming with me.
00:41Dawson Leary, personal homework courier, has arrived.
00:46Hmm.
00:47Apparently just in time for a private screening at his home theater.
00:52Dawson, when my suspension is over tomorrow, I'll go back home.
00:55Until then, I'm willing to risk you getting sick of me for invading your personal domain
00:59because hiding out here and alienating you
01:01beats the hell out of torture and death at the hands of my father back at home.
01:05I'm glad to help.
01:06Just saying that I will be happy once my room returns to its original owner.
01:13And owner.
01:15It's Jim McGuire again, huh?
01:17Yeah, I'm running on a continuous loop.
01:19Speaks to my current situation as a renegade moral crusader.
01:24So, what's new in the land of higher education?
01:29Pretty much the same old, plus or minus a few sexual identity crises.
01:34How is Jack?
01:36Um, he seems okay. He's kind of keeping a low profile.
01:40And Joy?
01:42She's fine.
01:44And, uh, Andy?
01:47Andy, last I heard, did run off to Bali with a Brazilian soap star named Diego.
01:53I hear she's very happy, though.
01:54And a tan.
01:57Would you just call her, you idiot?
02:00I can't believe you let a week go by without even talking to her.
02:03Dawson, it's not that easy, okay?
02:05Hey, Andy thinks that I'm responsible for dragging another McPhee scandal through the school corridors
02:09and I think that she was being short-sighted, selfish, and insensitive.
02:13So for right now, we're at an impasse.
02:15No, last week you were at an impasse.
02:17Now you're just in avoidance.
02:23She's hurting and you care about her, Pacey.
02:25Just apologize, man.
02:28Swallow your pride and get your girlfriend back.
02:30I don't want to apologize to her, Dawson.
02:32I stood up for something that I believe in.
02:34I was right.
02:36Look at my man, Jerry, here.
02:38His mission statement. He took a stand.
02:42We'll see you all again.
02:44Andy lost everything.
02:46I need to beg, grovel, and crawl to get it all back.
02:49Andy was not sleeping on his best friend's floor.
02:52I thought you said I could have the bed tonight.
02:54I don't think so.
02:56I'm sure he gets the bed.
02:58Ha!
03:00Don't worry.
03:22Don't worry.
03:24Don't worry.
03:26Don't worry.
03:28Don't worry.
03:30Don't worry.
03:32Don't worry.
03:34Don't worry.
03:36Don't worry.
03:38Don't worry.
03:40Don't worry.
03:42Don't worry.
03:44Don't worry.
03:46Don't worry.
03:48Don't worry.
03:50Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
04:04Okay, see you later.
04:06Bye.
04:08Love blooms in the deep side.
04:12God, I feel so silly.
04:14It's like I've got this stupid junior high crush.
04:16It's great.
04:19It's a beautiful place.
04:21I'm very happy for you.
04:23You seem like a really nice guy, too.
04:25Yes.
04:27It's very cool.
04:29Really?
04:31Actually, um, do you like joining us?
04:33We're planning a little evening excursion tonight.
04:35Bible party?
04:37Not exactly.
04:41What deep does this thing go?
04:43I can't find my e-card book.
04:45Ooh, nice purse, McPhee.
04:47You let me know
04:49if you want to borrow it sometime, Morgan.
04:51Sure.
04:53Whatever.
04:55It would just be nice if the running commentary
04:57would finally come to a stop.
04:59I don't want to give up my role
05:01as Cape Sign's most talked-about non-homosexual.
05:03You know what I mean.
05:05I mean, Jack, you're not gay,
05:07and what is the joy in talking about
05:09something that has already been refuted?
05:11Well, we're going to have to
05:14fight fire with fire here.
05:16I say we make love
05:18right on the student drain.
05:20Even better.
05:22We can inmate.
05:24We can have a going-into-the-closet party
05:26and then everybody can come dressed up
05:28as their favorite straight person.
05:32Get to class, straight boy.
05:34Oh, no, that's, uh,
05:36that's proper to you.
05:44Another look.
05:46Uh, yeah, um,
05:48it's a universal look.
05:50Don't ask, okay?
05:52Um,
05:54tonight, uh,
05:56Jenna's convinced me to tag along
05:58to this club that Ty likes.
06:00Do you want to come?
06:02I can't.
06:04I'm sorry, um,
06:06thank you for asking.
06:08It's just, um,
06:10Jack and I have plans tonight.
06:12Jack and I have plans to study.
06:14Sounds like fun.
06:16I guess we haven't been
06:18focusing too much
06:20on fun recently.
06:22Maybe you should.
06:24Invite him to come along with us.
06:26Or you could...
06:28I can't believe I'm suggesting this.
06:30Um, just plan something for the two of you alone.
06:32Maybe even something
06:34romantic.
06:36Toss and Larry.
06:38I cannot believe that you're giving
06:41me relationship advice.
06:43There are other things
06:45you're saying I'm told, yeah?
06:47Shh.
06:49I'll be all right.
06:53Dawson.
06:55Yeah?
06:59Nothing.
07:01Shh.
07:09Mr. Sullivan,
07:11Mr. Weinert, and
07:15of course,
07:17Mr. Ritter.
07:19Yeah.
07:21What a delight it is
07:23to have you return.
07:25Tell me,
07:27did you think of us
07:30when we were on hiatus?
07:32Every day.
07:34What's that?
07:36It's all four assignments
07:38that I missed while I was gone.
07:40I didn't want to run the risk
07:42of getting an incomplete on any of them.
07:44Well, be sure to take your diligence
07:46into consideration.
07:48And this is your poetry assignment.
07:50I'm sorry, you weren't able
07:52to get it back sooner.
07:54What exactly was wrong
07:56with this?
07:58In my
08:00educated editorial analysis,
08:04it stunk.
08:06So as my teacher,
08:08you have no comments or advice
08:10on how I might compose a poem
08:12more to your liking?
08:14Yes.
08:16Write better.
08:18From now on, people,
08:20your grades will be subjective,
08:22whim to my personal taste.
08:24Those of you with intelligence,
08:27problems, and the rest of you
08:29should come to terms
08:31with your inevitable
08:33failure.
08:37You're setting it up to fail me.
08:39And you can't drop it
08:41until the second half of the semester.
08:43Bingo! Which puts me at about a 7.4
08:45on the screw of Richter.
08:49Or make that a 7.8.
08:51A phase of
08:53massive destruction.
08:57I'll talk to her.
08:59If she saw me, she could come over here.
09:01I see.
09:03Go.
09:05I will. Just want to give it a second.
09:11What's this?
09:13Menu.
09:15I didn't realize that.
09:17Look, if you don't like anything, just let me know.
09:19It's what I'll be cooking tonight.
09:21For who?
09:23You and me.
09:25At my house on the dock.
09:27And I was thinking
09:29if it leads to America,
09:31I guess
09:33only the fates can say.
09:35That sounds romantic.
09:37Let the plans stand.
09:41You're something else, Jodi.
09:43I don't know what I'd do
09:45without you supporting me
09:47through all this.
09:49Well, girls are the territory
09:51of kind of dating you.
09:55Hi.
10:21Hi.
10:25You haven't called.
10:27Last I checked,
10:29my phone had an incoming line.
10:31You left me stranded
10:33on a pier after telling me
10:35that I was weak and insensitive.
10:37I really wasn't up for talking to you.
10:39And you judged and abandoned me
10:41when I needed you the most.
10:43I thought I'd wait for your call.
10:45My call? I should call and say what?
10:47For starters, I'm sorry.
10:49I agree. I'm sorry. It would be nice to hear.
10:55Look, was there anything else you wanted?
10:57Because we don't seem to be making any progress here.
10:59I just saw you sitting here, Andy,
11:01and I thought I'd come over and say hello.
11:03Any progress beyond that, I hadn't really considered.
11:05Well, consider this.
11:07Hello is typically followed by one thing.
11:09Goodbye.
11:17What was that all about?
11:19I don't want to talk about it.
11:21I'm late to meet with Mr. Milo.
11:24What do you mean?
11:26It's nothing. I didn't want to bother you.
11:28It's just he's been calling for Mom lately,
11:30and I've been covering him.
11:32Finally, he just asked me to come in. That's all.
11:34Andy, that's where I'm going.
11:36He asked me to come in, too.
11:38I figured it was just more of his good-guy counselor BS.
11:42I wonder why he wants us both to come in.
11:54Danny!
11:56Oh, son of a...
12:24Hello?
12:26Uh, our romantic evening for two?
12:28Yeah.
12:30Yeah, I can't come.
12:32Why?
12:34It's my dad.
12:36He came in from Rhode Island.
12:38He wants to take Andy and me to dinner.
12:40Well, that's good, right?
12:42Yeah, hardly.
12:44Milo called him.
12:46Told him everything that's been going on at school.
12:48Anyway, I've got to take a rain check.
12:50Okay.
12:52I've got to take a rain check.
12:54Oh, um...
12:56Hey, that's completely understandable.
12:58I'm sorry, Joey.
13:00I hope I haven't ruined your whole evening.
13:02Oh, um, you know, don't worry about me.
13:04I'll be fine.
13:06I'll find something to do.
13:08Okay.
13:10All right, um, I guess I'll see you then.
13:12Yeah, okay.
13:14Yeah, I'll see you later.
13:16Thanks.
13:18Bye.
13:21♪
13:25♪
13:29♪
13:35♪
13:41♪
13:47Okay, this place couldn't be seedier.
13:52Dawson, it's not that bad.
13:55Sure beats sitting home feeling dumped.
13:58Yeah, but...
14:00Hmm.
14:01I'm calling you
14:13Ty, I take it you come here a lot.
14:15Uh, yeah, it's practically home.
14:19What'll it be, Ty?
14:20Um, four usuals.
14:22What's a usual?
14:24It's a surprise.
14:26A rather stiff surprise.
14:28I'll have a Coke.
14:29Me too.
14:45Ty, honey, it's your turn.
14:47Of course.
14:51What's he doing?
14:53I have no idea.
15:13Okay.
15:20Where did he learn how to play like that?
15:23Church.
15:24Okay, so what is his deal?
15:26I mean, isn't his religion found in all of this?
15:29Yeah, well, he's got issues.
15:31He's perfect for you.
15:33Thank you so much.
15:35Okay, can we just stop and comment on the irony of the three of us sitting here?
15:39Oh, you mean the proverbial, proverbial triangle?
15:42Here I am, single, sandwiched between two women who both dumped me.
15:47I am pathetic.
15:49Hey, look at me, I'm dating a Bible-thumping hypocrite, okay?
15:52Hey, my boyfriend may be kidding.
15:58Bartender.
15:59Three usuals.
16:01And hurry.
16:07These are the code of conduct bylaws for every public job in the county, including the teaching guidelines.
16:16Not that I care, but why exactly are you doing this?
16:22Just trying to make the best out of a bad situation.
16:28It's going to take forever.
16:30No, it's going to take 20 minutes.
16:34Passing.
16:44So, the doctor gave Mom this new prescription.
16:46It sedates her a lot, but her behavior has noticeably improved.
16:50Oh, she's going to be so happy to see you.
16:52Hey, I know.
16:54Tomorrow I can make this fabulous breakfast and we can surprise her.
16:58Oh, and I made the honor roll.
17:00You always make honor roll.
17:02Yeah, well, I made it again.
17:06So, uh, Jack, why don't you tell Daddy about the Ice House?
17:10Jack's working at this great restaurant downtown.
17:12He seems to be doing really well.
17:16You're especially quiet tonight.
17:21Well, there's nothing to say.
17:23Everything's all right, I guess.
17:25That's hardly the case, Jack.
17:28If everything were all right with the world, Mr. Milo would not have called me,
17:32insisted that I leave work, drive to Cape Side, disrupt my life.
17:38I'm sorry I bothered you, Dad.
17:45Are you gay, Jack?
17:51Would you care?
17:54That is not an answer.
17:56And yes, I would.
17:58I think this family has enough problems.
18:00We don't need to add to them.
18:02And it would be a problem?
18:06You're the only son I have now, Jack.
18:10You don't have Tim to hide behind anymore.
18:14People notice you now.
18:16Daddy, I think you've made your point.
18:19Indy, this does not concern you.
18:21You've made my point when your brother gives the appropriate response to the question.
18:25Jack really cared about this family and all that we have done for him.
18:32He recognized that we already have enough to deal with in the way of problems we can't help.
18:40And those that we can help will be best resolved immediately.
18:51Did I make myself clear?
18:59Yes.
19:29So you having a good time?
19:42Actually, yeah.
19:44Good.
19:47Good, me too.
19:52I'm sorry your plan didn't work out, but...
19:56I'm glad you're here.
19:59Jack is missing out.
20:05You think he's gay, don't you?
20:08I never said that.
20:12Well, that's crossed my mind once.
20:16Okay, maybe twice.
20:19I mean, you know better than I do.
20:21Yeah, I do.
20:25Do you know him as well as you know me?
20:30No, of course not.
20:33Not yet.
20:35I can't read his eyes the way I can yours.
20:40So what am I seeing right now?
20:49Um...
20:54I think what your eyes are saying is how comfortable it is for us to be here like this together.
21:06As friends.
21:14You're good.
21:25No, I don't get it.
21:29You make such a great couple.
21:31Why would Joey want to be with a fruit fly?
21:35Jack's no fruit fly.
21:38Oh, come on, Jenny, he's playing for the other team.
21:41You don't know that.
21:43If it looks like a duck, talks like a duck, quacks like a duck, it's a duck.
21:48What does it even matter? I mean, even say he is a duck.
21:52Well, it's his choice.
21:55I mean, if he wants to quack, more power to him.
21:58See, I don't think that it's necessarily a choice that you make.
22:02You see, that's what they want you to believe, that it's not a choice.
22:07But everything in life is a decision.
22:09And all ducks choose to quack.
22:12Jack's definitely a quacker.
22:14Are you kidding me? Are you serious?
22:16I'm completely serious.
22:18Nobody has to quack if they don't want to.
22:29Come in.
22:34Hey.
22:35Hey.
22:38Sorry about tonight.
22:41He shouldn't have said those things.
22:44Yeah, well, it's okay. I don't expect any less.
22:48Jack, he hasn't had it easy.
22:51Yeah, and life here on Windsor's been a bowl of cherries.
22:54Well, it's not going to get any better unless he comes back.
22:57Andy, come on.
22:59No, it's true. I mean, we cannot keep watching after Mom and everything.
23:03We are too young for this kind of responsibility.
23:06Yeah, well, get used to it, because he's not going to stay.
23:09Don't be a fool if you think he is.
23:11But if we make him see that we all need to be together, then it—
23:14Why? Why do we need to?
23:18Because he's our father.
23:23Andy, we lost him when Tim died.
23:27And then Mom got sick and he bailed.
23:30So what makes you think things are going to be any different now?
23:34How do you expect him to accept you if that's the way you feel about him?
23:38If you continue to resist loving him, how's he ever going to love you back?
23:42I don't know, and frankly, I don't care.
23:45As far as I'm concerned, you can spend the rest of your life listing your accomplishments to him,
23:52begging at his lap for a few meager signs of approval that he just decides to toss your way,
23:56but I can't do that.
24:01I don't think that there is anything wrong with me wanting my father to be proud of me.
24:06No, no, no, there isn't.
24:10But did you ever stop to wonder if you're proud of him?
24:20That's gross.
24:22I really like that Thai boy, Jeff.
24:32That was a great sandwich, Mrs. Ryan.
24:35Would you like a little more milk, Tyson?
24:38Oh, no thanks, no thanks. When's my limit? I'm driving.
24:47Are you upset about something?
24:51No.
24:53No, no, it's, it's...
24:57You know what? Yeah.
24:59Actually, I am.
25:01Let me guess.
25:04How can you think that it's wrong?
25:10So then you think it's okay?
25:24I believe it's in the Book of Leviticus.
25:27Stay out of this, please, okay? I'm not gonna let you two gang up on me here.
25:32How can you have such a narrow view about being gay?
25:35How can your view be so narrowly liberal?
25:37Ty, you're no saint, you know that.
25:39I don't claim to be.
25:41But one day, I'm gonna have to answer to the big man, and so will Jack.
25:44And if he's ready to take responsibility for his actions, then he can do whatever he wants.
25:49I just think that his kind is damaging to the world at large.
25:53I cannot believe you.
25:55For you to suggest that somebody can just magically decide to be gay is insane.
26:00The facts don't lie, Jen.
26:02The gay movement has been nothing but medically and morally damaging to this country.
26:06What?
26:07I've tried to stay out of this. I have.
26:09But I can't, Jennifer.
26:11No, no, Grif, I am not gonna let you guys moral majority me here.
26:15I mean, you don't even know all the facts.
26:17What I have to say isn't directed at you, Jen.
26:19What I have to say is for Tyson.
26:21All I'm saying is that...
26:22If Jack is gay, he does not need your judgment, young man.
26:27The Lord above will be the one to judge him, as he will all of us.
26:31What he needs from you, from me, from everyone else in this world, is love and tolerance.
26:38If anything, that boy must feel scared and alone,
26:42and he will need the understanding of his fellow man to help him through this.
26:47It's safe judgment for someone much more experienced than you.
27:09You know, you didn't have to walk me home.
27:14Maybe I wanted to.
27:17Hey.
27:25How you doing?
27:30Okay, I guess.
27:34Those clutters make you more blue.
27:43Wanna talk about it?
27:47Stupid.
27:51If it's stupid, you're talking to the right person, okay?
27:54I've been having a world of experience when it comes to stupidity.
27:58Tyson.
28:01Can I ask you something straightforward and honest?
28:06Yeah, you know you can.
28:11Um...
28:18Am I sexual?
28:21What?
28:22The thing is, um, I know that Jack's not gay, but...
28:27I mean, he's obviously confused about something, and it's always kept him at a distance, and...
28:35I was just wondering if he chose me because I'm safe.
28:41Safe?
28:43I mean, look at me.
28:45Look at me.
28:47Joey Potter, virgin at large.
28:50I don't have any real experience with men or relationships or sex.
28:58Joey, you are extremely sexual.
29:02I bet you didn't see it.
29:04I mean, you fell for Jen, sex machine, and...
29:11I was something else to you.
29:14Joey, I was just stupid.
29:19It took me time to see what was there.
29:23So what was there?
29:27What was there was an amazingly sexy girl.
29:34Joey, your sexuality is in everything you do.
29:38Your wit, your intelligence, your anger, your feistiness.
29:44I see it more and more every day.
29:47You're blossoming.
29:50And it's amazingly sexy.
29:55Thanks, Tyson.
29:58Thanks.
30:04I don't think the question is why did Jack choose you.
30:09The real question is why did you choose Jack?
30:24Good night.
30:27Good night, Dawson.
30:43Principal Markey.
30:44Paisley.
30:45Judging from your tardy records, I didn't think you rose before ten.
30:49Rising requires sleeping, and I didn't get a chance to do that last night.
30:53This is for you.
30:55What is it?
30:56It's a document I prepared.
30:58I checked out the state bylaws on professional ethics for teachers.
31:02Mr. Peterson's in violation of almost every one of them.
31:05What's your point here?
31:10All educators shall maintain professional relationships with students
31:14in a manner which is free of vindictiveness, recrimination, and harassment.
31:18Want me to keep reading?
31:19What are you suggesting, that I call Mr. Peterson to my office, give him Saturday detention?
31:24No, you don't have to do anything.
31:27That folder contains over 20 other testimonies from students that I gathered last night.
31:31There's a school board meeting on Tuesday, and I sent a copy of that report to every single member of the board.
31:35I want this man publicly reprimanded for his behavior.
31:39You see, I hope you know what you're doing.
31:43Listen, I'm sorry if I had to go around you, Principal Markey.
31:47I was just trying to do the best I could within my given set of circumstances.
31:55Daddy, where are you going?
31:57I have to get back. I've got three meetings this afternoon.
32:01Here's the names of some nurse companies for your mother.
32:06We'll get some help in here for you.
32:10Well, can't you stay any longer?
32:13No, I can't.
32:15I've got to get back to work.
32:18Get some help in here for you.
32:21Well, can't you stay any longer?
32:24No, I'm sorry. It's not possible.
32:27But you said we'd discuss it, and we haven't yet.
32:30Andy, don't get emotional. I'll be back in a few weeks.
32:35But...
32:36Don't bother.
32:38Excuse me?
32:40I said don't bother coming back.
32:42Jack, Daddy and I are talking right now, okay?
32:46Please just let us talk.
32:48Would you like to explain your comment?
32:51You don't want to be here, so don't come back.
32:54We have everything under control. Save yourself the gas mileage.
32:57I will not suffer that tone from you. Do you understand me? I work too hard.
33:01That's always the excuse, isn't it? You work too hard.
33:04I couldn't care less how hard you work.
33:07What's the sense in trying to support a family that you don't even care about?
33:10All right, that's it. Goodbye, Andy.
33:13I'll call you in a few days.
33:15No, no. I'm not going anywhere.
33:17You get out of that doorway.
33:19No! This is one conversation that you can't run away from.
33:24You don't want to talk about Tim's death.
33:28About Mom being sick, or even why she's sick.
33:32You don't want to address the reality of why your daughter's been on and off prescriptive drugs for the last two years.
33:38That's fine too, but we are going to talk about me.
33:41You calm yourself.
33:43I will not calm down, and I will not be quiet.
33:47You want to resolve this, then you ask me again.
33:50Ask you what?
33:51The question.
33:52Ask me the question again.
33:57Ask me if I'm gay.
34:02Ask me.
34:04You are not gay.
34:06Yes, I am.
34:11You know it.
34:14I see how you look at me, and I know you know.
34:21Think about the way that you treated me, and the way that you treated Tim.
34:29Because he was the real son.
34:32And I was different.
34:35As hard as you've tried to stamp it out, and to ignore it, I have tried harder.
34:42I've tried harder than you to be quiet, and to forget it, and to not bother my family with my problem.
35:00But I can't try anymore, because it hurts.
35:10I'm sorry, Dad.
35:17Annie, I'm sorry.
35:23I don't want to be going through this, but I am.
35:35Stop crying, both of you.
35:40I said stop crying.
35:44Leave.
35:46Annie, this is between Jack and me.
35:50It's not anymore, it's not.
35:57Just leave.
35:59Get out of here.
36:20Get out of here.
36:51Julia, hey.
36:53Hey, it's time for your dinner.
36:55Barely.
36:56Listen, can we make a plan to see each other tonight?
37:00Sure.
37:02Calling in your rain check?
37:03Yeah, I really need it.
37:05Okay.
37:08I guess until tonight, then.
37:10Okay.
37:11Bye.
37:12See you.
37:21Bye.
37:35What's going on?
37:38Um, no commutation today.
37:41I'm supposed to go to study hall in the library.
37:46PC.
37:48Yeah?
37:49I've been meaning to tell you something for a while.
37:53Um, thank you.
37:58You're welcome, man.
38:04I'm sorry.
38:07I'm sorry.
38:10You're welcome, man.
38:41So why isn't class in session?
38:47Oh, you didn't get the latest update?
38:51Your favorite teacher is leaving this godforsaken institution.
38:56I don't get it.
38:58You haven't even met with the board yet.
39:00Please.
39:02Did you really think that I would appear before some collection of idiot parents and have them tell me what I've done wrong for the last 30 years?
39:20I'd rather eat dirt.
39:25I was, uh, I was planning on retiring in six months.
39:31Your action gave me every reason in the world to make an early exit.
39:39Mr. Peterson, this may feel a little late in coming, but I am sorry.
39:45That stunt that you pulled was one of the few admirable moments in your life.
39:51Don't ruin it with an apology.
39:54You are unbelievable, man.
39:57What is it inside of you that makes you so damn mean?
40:03Mr. Whitter, as awful a man as you find me to be, you came here to learn from me.
40:16I have learned, sir.
40:19I've learned that respect is not commanded through fear.
40:24It's earned through compassion.
40:40Then tell me this.
40:45Should I respect you?
40:49You're responsible for ending my career.
40:53Where's the compassion in that?
41:22I come in peace, nursing my wounded ego, hoping for redemption.
41:37Ty, this isn't gonna work out.
41:41I'm sorry, there's...
41:44There's just too many differences, and I can't seem to get beyond some of your inherent views.
41:53So we can't disagree?
42:00I thought a relationship was about growing together.
42:04Look, if you think that my beliefs are wrong, then teach me.
42:08Show me another way.
42:09Ty, it's not that easy.
42:11All relationships are easy.
42:14All I'm saying is, is that I'm open-minded.
42:19My narrow-minded ways are open for discussion.
42:25What about your liberal views?
42:28Are those open?
42:33You are a wonderful, beautiful girl.
42:41Can't we just see what happens next?
42:49That's when they have it sharp, don't you?
43:12I've been looking for you.
43:13No, actually, I came to talk to you, and...
43:15No, no, no, before you say a word, Pacey, I need to say something.
43:20I want to apologize.
43:21I came to apologize.
43:22No, no, I should be the one.
43:23I mean, I've been treating you so unfairly.
43:25No, but I hurt you with my little crusade, okay?
43:27I never stopped to think about how it would affect you.
43:29I got obsessed.
43:31Okay, wait a minute.
43:32Why do you get to be the only one who apologizes?
43:34Why are you arguing with me about it?
43:36Because I failed you.
43:37But I was self-righteous to the point of alienating everything that I care about.
43:40But I forced you to try and live up to these unreachable expectations.
43:44Andy, please shut up and let me apologize, okay?
43:50This last week without you has been a living hell, and I don't ever want to have to go through another moment like that.
43:58I'm sorry, McKee.
44:01You're forgiven, Pacey.
44:11It's your turn now.
44:16It's just that I molded you into this person who I thought you should be.
44:25I did it to my father, too.
44:28I thought it was what I needed, you know?
44:30I placed this unfair burden on people just so they can save me from myself.
44:37But I realized that I don't need a knight in shining armor.
44:42What I need is a partner.
44:44Someone who I can be proud to love and who's proud to love me back in spite of all my faults.
44:53It's you.
44:55You're the one, Pacey.
44:59And I'm really sorry.
45:03I told you I was so much better than mine.
45:06Now it's lose to you, Andy.
45:24Take that back.
45:28I'm definitely the winner here.
45:32Hey.
45:54You're early.
45:55I haven't finished lighting the candles and the food's still inside.
46:00Well, Joey, this is magnificent.
46:03Yeah, I'd be pretty impressed if I were you.
46:07You should have done this.
46:08No, I wanted to.
46:09I know.
46:11You shouldn't have.
46:19This is the part where I say, uh-oh, right?
46:24Look, Joey, uh, I don't know what to say, really, or even where to...
46:32Just be honest with me.
46:35I mean, this time, just be honest.
46:40Please.
46:55This morning, I told my father that I was gay.
47:09So you are.
47:12You're gay.
47:14Well, I...
47:16I mean, not...
47:17You're not gay?
47:19No.
47:20Part gay?
47:24Don't...
47:26Please don't laugh at me, Jack, because, um...
47:30I don't know what you're trying to say.
47:33Okay, um...
47:40Are you gay?
47:52When I wrote that poem,
47:59it clicked something inside of me that has been quiet for so long.
48:11It made me realize that whatever it is I'm going through is not going to go away.
48:19Maybe ever.
48:23Joey, I care about you so much.
48:26You've been such a good friend to me, which is why I can't stand the thought of losing you.
48:35But I don't want to hurt you either, and...
48:41You know the rest.
48:51Thank you for being honest with me.
49:11Thank you for being you.
49:42I take the road that's right
49:48Even if I'm left alone
49:54But I know that heaven holds amazing grace
50:01When you trust what you feel inside
50:07And a true heart opens at its own pace
50:14And I must say goodbye
50:18Joey.
50:19And wait for the way
50:22Through the valley of my shadow of doubt
50:26Wait for the way
50:28Through the winter of my discontent
50:32Wait for the way
50:34Sometimes it feels like all my hope is spent
50:39There's only one prayer I pray
50:44Wait for the way
50:47The way, the way, the way
51:04The way, the way, the way
51:34The way, the way, the way