Dawson's Creek Season 2 Episode 2 Crossroads
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00:00Do you think we're making some massive money on this?
00:04I think we'll be fine.
00:06Officer, please, I am so sorry.
00:10I just got my license. Please be kind.
00:13Officer Casey, you little stump.
00:16It seems a little sad.
00:18I was the girl whose sole purpose was to allow you to figure out how to be really in love.
00:31It's two machines in one.
00:34Now, for the first time ever, you can make homemade sausage and homemade pasta as easy as one, two, three.
00:42Turkey sausage, chicken sausage, veal or pork sausage, venison or elk sausage, salmon or shrimp sausage, even vegetable sausages.
00:53And don't forget great tasting fresh homemade hot dogs.
00:57This incredible invention also makes...
01:04Uh, Mom and Dad.
01:08Hey, um...
01:11You remember Joey, right?
01:21My heart is in my hands
01:25My head is in the clouds
01:29My feet have left the ground
01:32My life is turning around
01:38Every voice inside my head
01:42Is telling me to run like mad
01:46On poles and arrows, stars and sunsets
01:51Hey, hey, hey, yeah
01:53Hey, hey, hey, yeah
01:55Every heartbeat, every kiss
01:59Just makes me wonder what all this is
02:04Loops of armor, hearts and arrows
02:08Hey, hey, hey, yeah
02:22Good job, you passed your driver's test.
02:24Good job.
02:26Good job.
02:28Good job.
02:30Missed by one point.
02:32That's too bad.
02:34We really need another juvenile delinquent shout ahead on the road.
02:37You know, I shouldn't have studied.
02:39You see what happens when you study?
02:42Get away from entering the world of vehicular freedom.
02:46Listen, Miss.
02:49What do you think it's going to take to change just one little answer on this test?
02:52Let's say, three videos for a year?
02:55You aren't trying to bribe me, are you, Mr. Witter?
02:57Oh, come on, Officer. It's my birthday.
03:00Oh, it is? Really?
03:02Well, then you should have said something.
03:05Happy birthday.
03:10And because becoming sexually active is a very serious business,
03:14I think it's time that you and I talked about it.
03:16Hey, Dad, we were just making out.
03:18Dawson, boy-girl sleepovers are no longer within appropriate boundaries,
03:22and Joey isn't a little girl anymore.
03:24But you seem to have noticed.
03:26This is so surreal coming from you, of all people.
03:28You know, I recently saw a report on the statistical portrait of adolescent sex in contraception,
03:32and the sexually active teen who doesn't use contraception stands a 90% chance
03:37of becoming pregnant within one year.
03:39And of that group, less than half carried a...
03:45Hi, Mrs. Leary.
03:48Oh, Joey. Good. Honey, I'm glad you're here.
03:52Um, honey, come here a sec.
04:04Honey, this is a terrific book.
04:08Reproduction and Repercussion.
04:12It's all about preventing teen pregnancy.
04:16So if there's anything that you would like to talk to me about,
04:21any sex questions about anything, you know you can come to me.
04:27Hey, look at the time. We're gonna be late. Let's go.
04:32Remember, Dawson, no hat, no glove.
04:36No, Mitch, honey, that's no glove, no love.
04:39Yeah, well, uh, you get the point.
04:42Joey.
04:52Our baby's growing up.
04:54Seems like just a blink ago he was coming home from the hospital.
04:58And here we are a thousand years later.
05:02Clueless as ever.
05:10And God said, Let there be light.
05:36God said, Let there be light.
05:39listening. Yeah, well, if you were, then you'd know. That hell isn't considered a swear word
05:45anymore. You can say it on network TV. And besides, I'm not going to school today. I'm
05:52worried about you, Jennifer. You just don't seem yourself lately. Just tired, that's all.
05:58Well, then I want you scrubbed, dressed, and ready for school in five minutes. Rise, shine,
06:06God, your glory, glory, children of the Lord. How'd you kill it? I failed. Midterms? Midterms.
06:26Like I care, Dawson. I failed my driver's test. I want to take better care of that bike
06:32then. Very funny. You're not going to believe it. Mitch and Gail have gone completely off
06:38the deep end. You should have heard them this morning, lecturing Joey and me on the finer
06:41points of adolescent sexuality. It was momentously awkward. Okay, did you hear nothing I just
06:47said? I failed my driver's license test today, of all days, today. So we take it again. Yeah,
06:54but Dawson, I really would have liked to have gotten it today. Today, two weeks from now,
06:59anyway, it was weird. Of course, it figures Joey and I are together a week and my parents
07:04are already shutting condoms in my pockets. You don't have anything to say to me? Nothing
07:11at all you want to say today? What's up with you? Uh, nothing, man. Forget about it. Yeah,
07:19enjoy it. Hey. Hey. What are you mumbling about? Nothing. I got a bad case of
07:49my hormones today. Let's see. In breakfast club, she gets attention. Pretty in pink,
08:00she gets dumped before prom, 16 candles, everybody forgets about her birthday. Is that it? Today
08:10your birthday? Big one, six, whoopee. Happy birthday, Pace. Thank you. It's not so much
08:20that my family forgot. Hey, they never make a big deal out of this anyhow, but Dawson
08:24always made up for it. You know, he'd always plan some crazy outing for my birthday. We're
08:29supposed to be on a road trip to Maine right now, but that's obviously not going to happen.
08:35Let me take a stab at it. Joey and Dawson are so caught up in their budding romantic
08:42entanglement that they've forgotten all about your birthday. I should be happy for them. I mean,
08:47I am happy for them. Me too. No, you're not. I know. You know, I've never really been one to
09:03pass up a chance at some good old-fashioned self-pity, but why don't you give yourself a
09:07break? I mean, today's your birthday. Celebrate. It could be good. Remember how 16 candles turns
09:13out? Molly Ringwald gets the hottest guy in school. Could be you. Yeah, cake, party hats,
09:19balloons, rock on. Yeah. I'm serious. Look, so Joey and Dawson forgot all about you, so forget
09:27about them. In fact, I think they've forgotten about all of us recently. So come on, live it up.
09:34Go out. Have a good time. Meet some new people. You're absolutely right. I mean, I'm sick and
09:43tired of being Dawson's sidekick. I'm going to get my own story line. There you go.
09:47Well, if it isn't Miss Lindley. Let me guess, the lame excuse note intended to get you out of
10:12gym landed you with cleanup instead. Just not talk to each other, all right, Abby? Since you
10:20are obviously here for the same reason, at least you can help me clean up. Sorry, sweetie. My
10:27condition prevents me from engaging in any undue physical exertion. Please excuse Abigail Morgan
10:34from gym this semester as she suffers from pelvic luposis. Signed, Dr. James Fife, MD. Oh my god,
10:43isn't that like a VD or something? No, I made it up. Last time I was at my doctor's office,
10:51I stole some letterhead. It's been invaluable. So don't tell me you used the menstrual cramps
10:59defense. God, that excuse. It's no good. You get out of gym, but not cleanup duty. It's not so
11:08bright for a big city girl. Then again, your life in New York was probably just as dull as it is
11:17here in Capeside. I bet you never even got into a club. The things and places I have talked myself
11:25into and out of would blow your mind. Yeah, right. So have you ever been to The Curtain or Club Retro?
11:35I dated the doorman at The Curtain and Club Retro, so five minutes ago.
11:42Well, what was it like? What? New York. I'm gonna move there when I graduate from this juvenile
11:53detention center. Come on, Jen, tell me everything. What do you want to know? What do you mean, what do I want to know? I want to know about the guys.
12:14You know, as long as I live, Dawson, I don't think I will ever be as embarrassed as I was today. I know,
12:19my parents lived for those coming-of-age wonder years moments. Yeah. My mom probably had that book
12:25in a drawer since I was born, and all I can say is thank God it was you.
12:33Can you imagine if it was just some unsuspecting day they just brought home?
12:39I don't know. All I know is that I have to write down your dad's
12:42no hat, no glove line before I forget. I mean, that is priceless.
12:56Oh, I think about you and me together.
13:00It's perfect.
13:03You know, there's none of that pretentious getting to know you crap.
13:08I probably know everything there is to know about you.
13:12I think you... Really? Yeah. You think you know everything about me, Dawson? Come on,
13:21Joe, we spent most of our waking and sleeping for that matter moments together.
13:26Yes, I think it's fairly safe to say that I know everything there is to know about you.
13:30But what you don't know about me, Dawson, is that I found a book.
13:46Is my leg calling? I'll be right back.
14:00I've lived a life of good intentions. I meant to do right.
14:30A life of good intentions.
14:33A life of good intentions.
14:36I thought Alex was smiling, but it turns out he just had gas.
15:01I'm gonna get going. What's wrong?
15:04Nothing. I thought you had a lot of reading to do, Dawson.
15:07Um, I've done enough reading for today.
15:33Hey, man, it's a dog party tonight. Eight o'clock. Bailey's Wharf. Be there.
15:43What's going on? It's an odd party.
15:47Why? Oh, you know, I'm expanding my horizons.
15:50Getting older. Thought I'd branch out and take some new chances.
15:56I accidentally read something last night in Joey's journal.
15:59Hey, I'm gonna quote. I'm so sick of Dawson and his stupid horror movie,
16:02I wish I could tell him how terrible it is, how stupid and putrid and rancid.
16:09It's awful. So what?
16:13I mean, at least she didn't tell you that the side of you gives her dry heaves,
16:16or that you're a self-centered, self-absorbed, selfish...
16:21Yeah, but she obviously has opinions about me that she hasn't been honest about.
16:26She said I was a talentless dreamer with no cinematic future.
16:30Okay, no offense, Dawson, but I don't think anybody cares.
16:36I care. They said I could honestly use some advice here.
16:39Oh, you want some advice? How about this? Your life is not that interesting.
16:46What?
16:47You know, I am so sick and tired of hearing about you and Joey's boring little mini-dramas,
16:52I'm gonna start tearing out my fingernails for relief.
16:56Get over yourself, Dawson.
16:58Deal.
17:06You work at the Ice House, don't you? I saw you there two nights ago.
17:10God, I love that place. Don't get out much, do you?
17:14Anyway, I'm Andy McPhee. You're Joey, right?
17:17I'm a friend of Pacey Witter's.
17:19Well, kinda.
17:21How bold of you to admit that.
17:23Anyway, my brother Jack's looking for a job, you know, busboy,
17:27waiter, really anything, so I thought I'd put in a word for him.
17:30Actually, we could use the help.
17:33Really? Well, that's great.
17:35He's kinda shy, but he is really smart and super nice.
17:39Why don't you get to know him?
17:40Okay, well just tell him to come in and ask for me.
17:43Alright, thanks. Thanks a lot.
17:52Joey.
17:53Hey.
17:54Hey.
17:57I was, um, it might sound weird, I was cleaning out my closet this morning
18:02and I found the costume that you wore in my movie.
18:06And I was just thinking about how good you looked in it.
18:09You know, pretty invulnerable.
18:12And I was just thinking, you know, I hope Joey was happy with her performance in the movie.
18:20So I guess I'm asking, I'm surprised I haven't discussed this before,
18:23but what did you think of my movie?
18:27I loved it. It was great. You know that, Dawson?
18:32You're gonna be honest with me, right?
18:34It was amazing. Extremely talented. It's one of your many attractions.
18:43Are you alright?
18:45No, I just, I just wanted to make sure that you didn't think my movie was on the, um,
18:50I don't know, stupid and putrid side.
18:53You're acting weird. Are you having an insecurity attack? Come on.
18:59It's just really important for me to know that you think that I have talent potentials.
19:09You read my journal.
19:12You left it out for me to see.
19:15Oh, not unless it blew open or you, you suddenly developed x-ray vision. I mean,
19:19God, how dare you? You invaded my privacy. I mean, I could sue you for this.
19:25What I'm really curious about is what else is in that journal that you don't want me to see?
19:29What else does Joey Potter really think about?
19:31Oh, right now, Dawson, you really don't want to know.
19:41Hey, Cole.
19:42Hey, Mitch. What's up?
19:44Oh, not much. Just, uh, checking out a warehouse next door, a possible restaurant location.
19:53Very cool. And?
19:56Yeah, rent's a little steep.
19:58Tell me about it.
20:02Okay, buddy, what's really up?
20:05What do you mean, what's up for you?
20:07Nothing. Whatever, you know, life.
20:10Mitch, I've known you since we were in the fourth grade.
20:14Looks like you've got the weight of the world on your shoulders. Talk to me.
20:33It was so kind of you to send over that delicious casserole where Mr. Ryan passed.
20:39Oh, it was the least I could do.
20:41Um, I was wondering, uh, the thing is, Mrs. Ryan, I could really use some advice.
20:56My advice? You gotta avoid the big D at all costs, man.
21:02But we tried everything, you know.
21:07I don't know what's left.
21:09My brother, if you get divorced, you're going to lose everything.
21:12Not to mention becoming a weekend daddy to Dawson. Believe me, I know.
21:18You know, I don't even think she would mind if I had an affair.
21:22Let her off the hook. So why not?
21:26What do you mean, why not? I'm in a marriage.
21:30Marriage is all about enduring the ebbs and flows.
21:34You must do everything and anything in your power to save it.
21:38Believe me, I have talked until I'm blue in the face.
21:42I've cleaned out the entire marital aid section at the Pleasure Palace,
21:46and my Victoria's Secret credit card is maxed.
21:50I was thinking more along the lines of something like renewing your wedding vows.
21:56I wasn't suggesting that you have an affair.
21:59Yeah, an affair won't fix it. Not suggesting an affair.
22:03Talking over marriage.
22:09I knew that the 70s were back in full swing, man,
22:12but that is right up there with beanbag chairs and lobble lamps.
22:17Just think about this for a minute, all right?
22:19In any given marriage, statistically, you've got an 85% chance of infidelity.
22:23Human beings are just not as thin as a monogamous, all right?
22:28So you take the antiquated notion of fidelity and monogamy out of marriage,
22:32and I promise you, I guarantee you,
22:34that the divorce rate in this country would be absolutely zilch.
22:39Fortunately, at least.
22:55You know, I hate it when people plaster unsolicited material on private property.
23:00Look, McPhee, I really wish you weren't here right now.
23:03Oh, put the charm on hold for a second, Pacey.
23:06I was just curious what the occasion's for.
23:08It's my going away party.
23:10I'm dying of a heartstripe. Why hadn't you heard?
23:12Where's your sense of humor?
23:14Oh, I have a sense of humor.
23:16In fact, I have a really good sense of humor.
23:18It's just that telling a girl that I'm dying so she'll go out with me,
23:21it's just not funny.
23:22Why you would be interested in someone who is so mentally deficient
23:26that she would actually believe there's such a thing as a heartstripe?
23:30Okay, okay, I'm sorry.
23:32Cheers.
23:34So, really, what's the reason for your little plan-bake?
23:37Oh, I'm sorry.
23:38Were you under the mistaken impression that you were actually invited?
23:42Well, it says, come one, come all.
23:43No, you gotta read the fine print.
23:45It says, come one, come all,
23:47except spoiled trust fund casualties from Rhode Island.
23:52Sorry.
23:57This is Charlie, the guy I was telling you about.
24:01Oh, my God, look at him.
24:06Oh, God, I would throw my mother off a bridge to go out with somebody like this.
24:12We partied in Atlantic City one weekend before he had to ship out.
24:18Crazy.
24:19I can't believe that you have eyes for Dawson Leary.
24:23I mean, you have live, sister.
24:25Speaking of partying,
24:28since you're not hanging out with Forrest Gump and company anymore,
24:31I was thinking we could do some serious partying of our own.
24:36What, like, steal a pack of cigarettes from 7-Eleven and smoke them behind the bleachers?
24:41I don't think so.
24:42No, I was thinking Pacey's bogus stock party.
24:47I mean, we could crack on the people there.
24:50And a little imported bubbly for our enjoyment.
25:02All right, so I shouldn't have read your journal, but come on,
25:03you can't tell me all the times you've been alone in my room that you've never snooped.
25:07No.
25:08Not once?
25:09No, because I, unlike you, respect your privacy.
25:13Obviously, I don't respect my privacy.
25:14I'm not a snooker.
25:15I'm a snooker.
25:16I'm a snooker.
25:17I'm a snooker.
25:18I'm a snooker.
25:18Obviously, I don't respect my filmmaking abilities.
25:21Dustin, how I feel about you and your quest to be Spielberg Jr. is not the point.
25:25You read my journal.
25:26This is a huge privacy issue.
25:28Sure, that's exactly the point.
25:30How do you feel about my filmmaking abilities?
25:32Hi, I'm, uh, Jack.
25:34Can I help you?
25:35Andy's brother?
25:36Who's Andy?
25:38My sister.
25:39Look, that's fascinating, and I don't mean to be rude,
25:42but as you can see, I'm really busy here.
25:43So if I can help you in any way...
25:44I'm here to interview for the job.
25:46Oh, yeah, right.
25:48Jack, Andy's brother.
25:50Um, listen, have you ever washed dishes before?
25:53No, but I'm willing to learn.
25:55Good.
25:55Interview's over.
25:56Kitchen's that way.
26:01I admit what I did was wrong, but Joey, you lied to me.
26:04You've been lying to me.
26:05Look, don't turn this around and make me the bad guy, Dustin.
26:08You violated me.
26:09You betrayed me.
26:10Tell me, were you ever planning on telling me the truth?
26:12Why should I?
26:13I thought I'd just write it all down,
26:15and then have you over to study.
26:18Stop making jokes, Joey.
26:19This is a really big deal.
26:20You were completely dishonest.
26:21You're right, Dustin.
26:22It is a big deal.
26:24The big deal isn't what you read.
26:25The big deal is that you read it.
26:27I apologized for that already.
26:29Excuse me.
26:30If you'd have a second, could you tell your sister I work here now?
26:32Because she's not letting me in the kitchen.
26:38I'm glad I read it, actually.
26:40Because now I realize I...
26:45I don't think I know you at all.
26:48Maybe you don't, Dustin.
26:50Maybe you never did.
27:03Hey.
27:04Hey.
27:05It isn't Annie McPhee, the proverbial rich girl in town.
27:08What happened?
27:09They canceled your polo match?
27:10Look, Pacey, if you want me to leave, I will, but...
27:13No, no, no.
27:14That's okay, actually.
27:15You're the only person that I recognize here.
27:17And I ask you, how sad is that?
27:19Don't worry.
27:20Parties always take a while to get going.
27:22Though you might have worked a DJ in your budget.
27:26Okay.
27:26Can't say it hasn't been pleasant talking to you,
27:28but don't you think you should get out, mingle, and meet some new people?
27:32Yeah, I probably should.
27:33But new people make me nervous.
27:36I never know what to say, and then eventually I just clam up totally.
27:45Are you joking?
27:46Because you haven't stopped talking since the moment I met you.
27:49You don't make me nervous, you make me mad.
27:52Mad beats nervous.
27:53Okay, why don't you just go mingle now, yeah?
27:56You go mingle.
27:59Okay.
28:00Okay.
28:04Hey, look!
28:05You're in luck.
28:06Another varsity cheerleader slash rocket scientist.
28:10And she's checking you out.
28:11She's looking at me?
28:13Because, you know, I haven't had a whole lot of luck
28:15seeing your cheerleaders this year.
28:17Luck has nothing to do with it.
28:19Some older women happen to like younger men.
28:24So go ahead, go talk to her.
28:25What do you got to lose?
28:26Oh, I don't know.
28:28Dignity, humility, face.
28:31It's not like you had any of those things to begin with.
28:33Okay.
28:35You know what, McPhee?
28:36I really wish I made you nervous.
28:43Come on, girl.
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29:33Oh, I hope you too, there is just a way to be how it scares us by and for.
29:45We need to stop where you've come, and forget everything you know,
29:51we need to breathe calmly.
30:03Okay, I bet you the rest of this bottle that you don't have the berries to kiss the next
30:25guy that comes along.
30:26You're on, sister friend.
30:27Dustin!
30:28Whoa, whoa, whoa!
30:29Get him!
30:30Get him!
30:31What are you doing?
30:32What's wrong with you?
30:33Nice going, Romeo.
30:48Nice going, Romeo.
31:08What?
31:27Nothing.
31:39First fight?
31:41What?
31:42With your boyfriend.
31:44Hardly.
31:49Actually, um, yeah. I mean, as girlfriend and boyfriend.
31:54I mean, as friends, we fought constantly, but it's different now, so...
31:59Which means you haven't had your first make-up, either.
32:09Go ahead, I'll lock up.
32:12I can't. I mean, Leslie would kill me, but thanks.
32:18What? You think I'm gonna make off with your secret recipe for tartar sauce?
32:23It's not that good.
32:25Oh.
32:27Do you think you can handle it?
32:30Turn off lights, lock the door...
32:37What the hell?
32:38Thanks, Chuck.
32:40I'll see ya.
32:52Hey, look, I don't know what's going on between us, but I've obviously done something to piss you off.
33:02Really?
33:03I can't imagine what that would be.
33:05Look, I'm about two seconds away from blowing it with Joey.
33:07You and I know everything about each other, and I really need your advice.
33:10Okay, you know everything about me, huh?
33:13You know how I got the scar on my cheek?
33:15Or the real reason my father hates me?
33:17Or why I ride the fine line between insecurity and supreme self-confidence?
33:20Because, correct me if I'm wrong, Dawson, you don't know the answer to any of those questions.
33:25In fact, I bet you don't even know when I was born.
33:31Oh, my God, it's your birthday.
33:33Oh.
33:35I forgot. I'm so... I'm so... I'm such an idiot.
33:38You were trying to tell me all day it was your birthday, too.
33:41I thought you were supposed to get your driver's license today.
33:44Yeah, but that didn't work out, either.
33:46It kind of nicks the plan, but I bet you forgot that, too, didn't you?
33:48No, we were supposed to go to Maine.
33:50I can't believe it.
33:52I'll make it up to you tomorrow night.
33:54You and me, we'll do whatever you want.
33:56Okay, listen, you see this look on my face that I'm trying so hard to conceal?
33:59It has nothing to do with my birthday.
34:01It has nothing to do with getting my driver's license.
34:03And it certainly has nothing to do with road tripping to Maine.
34:06It has to do with the stark realization that everybody in Capeside has written me off
34:11as a man neither worthy of their time or their concern.
34:14And the conclusion that I came to today on my 16th birthday, Dawson,
34:19is that my best friend in the world looks at me the very same way.
34:28It's Pacey.
34:32How can I fix this?
34:34You can't, okay? Everything's different now.
34:36You've got Joey, and our friendship just can't compare with what you two have, okay?
34:42Frankly, Dawson, I'm just not the third wheel type.
34:46Maybe we'll take that road trip next year.
35:05Good book?
35:07Uh-huh.
35:12You know, I was thinking about doing some redecorating.
35:18Any thoughts?
35:20No, whatever you think.
35:41I don't want it to overscale, but we've got to make some changes here and move on.
35:46Because this living life status quo is killing us.
35:51I know.
35:54Okay, um...
35:58I was talking to a friend of mine about sex within the marriage
36:03and sex outside of the marriage
36:06and how it's a common factor in most marital problems.
36:12You want to take the sex out of our marriage?
36:16God, no.
36:19This is about honesty.
36:22And we've lost that.
36:25And I just think that we've got to open this thing up and explore some new possibilities.
36:34And I grant you, it's a paradox, this idea of trying to reclaim honesty by...
36:43By what?
36:46Reclaim our honesty by what?
36:51Gil, do you want to try having an open marriage?
37:03No.
37:33If you came back to me right now
37:36I'd probably forget them all
37:46If you came back to me
37:49I'd have you look inside this hole in me
37:55If you came back to me right now
37:59If you came back to me
38:08Do you feel anything, anything at all?
38:15Do you think it's worth the pain, worth the pain, worth the pain?
38:22Do you feel anything, anything at all?
38:29Do you think it's worth the pain, worth the pain, worth the pain?
38:35Do you feel anything, anything at all?
38:42Do you think it's worth the pain, worth the pain, worth the pain?
38:48Do you feel anything, anything at all?
38:53Do you think it's worth the pain, worth the pain, worth the pain?
38:59Do you feel anything, anything at all?
39:05Do you think it's worth the pain?
39:12I forgot PC's birthday
39:19Gil, he's really hurt, he's angry
39:24and not speaking to me
39:28and I really don't blame him
39:32I'm sorry Dawson
39:37Yeah, I pretty much suck
39:43In all areas
39:49You know what it is Joey
39:53Maybe I am the world's worst filmmaker
39:57Maybe I'd be better off a fry cook somewhere
39:59Maybe all my dreams are bogus
40:03Maybe one day there are going to be people lined up from here to Hollywood to tell me that
40:10I just never thought you'd be one of them
40:14Dawson, I'm not going to let you off the hook for what you did
40:17I mean it was wrong of you to go inside of my head and take my thoughts and my feelings without my consent
40:23I know, believe me, I know, I'm so sorry I ever read them
40:28Though I don't owe you any explanation
40:32I do owe you the truth
40:35Because I have always been honest with you
40:41The truth is
40:48I've had these feelings for you for so long Dawson
40:54And this hidden yearning that I've been squelching
41:00And I don't know, some days it would just make me so mad
41:06At me and us and I had to take it somewhere and unleash it
41:12It's my way of coping
41:14It's where I go to trash life
41:17And so it's not necessarily the truth
41:19It's just how I'm feeling on that particular day at that particular time
41:28I say the truth for you Dawson
41:35I have always believed in you
41:41I mean
41:44You're the most extraordinary, talented person that I've ever met
41:57I'm your biggest fan
42:04I'm glad I don't know everything about you
42:09Because
42:11Every day you amaze me
42:41Oh
42:58You can bet those two will be the poster couple for abstinence much longer
43:04What, join Dawson?
43:07You're right
43:09She'll hold out and then he'll just get sick and tired of it
43:12Oh come on, all those years of sleeping together on the same bed
43:18There's not much more they need to know about each other if you know what I mean
43:22No, no, they're like brother and sister
43:26Dawson even told me himself he doesn't ever think of her sexually
43:30Maybe they're pretending they're in Kentucky
43:35Maybe that doesn't help
43:37What?
43:44She can look at me I'm a mess
43:46Don't say that
43:48You have more style and sex appeal in your little finger than that white trash loser
43:56I want him back
44:00God, why?
44:03Because I love him
44:07Look, that's just some booze talking
44:10No, no I'm serious, I love him and I want him back
44:18Alright
44:22Then we're gonna get him back for you
44:25Then we're gonna get him back for you
44:31Okay
44:44This is for you
44:47It's not much
44:50Well, it is your birthday, isn't it?
44:54How'd you know?
44:56Psychic
45:00Okay, I heard you and that guy Dawson arguing about it
45:03I had it in my car, I mean I was gonna give it to my brother for Christmas but
45:07I kinda, well, forgot about it
45:12Anyway, go ahead, open it
45:24Alright
45:28Ask it a question
45:31Will I pass my driver's test on the next drive?
45:37Science points yes
45:42What is my future?
45:47Cannot predict now
45:49Your turn
45:51Okay, um
45:53Oh no
45:57Oh
45:59That can't be a good sign
46:03I'm sorry
46:05It's the thought that counts
46:07I have always been this complete futz
46:12Some things never change
46:15No, everything changes
46:18Everybody changes
46:20Except for me
46:23Take this whole stupid party for example
46:27I thought I could at least beat Pacey Witter
46:29We had a throes good party but
46:31No, I'm still just Pacey Witter, the guy who's failing biology
46:35But now I'm a year older
46:39You know, maybe you're just Pacey Witter, the guy who's still trying to figure it out
46:48I
46:50What?
46:54Are so
46:56Deep
47:18I
47:29Hey, can you get home okay?
47:33I'm gonna go back, I'm gonna try and talk to Pacey
47:39Yeah
47:44Okay
47:48I'll be fine
48:19Ah
48:21The perfect end to a perfect party
48:24Hey Pacey, I've been a really lousy friend lately and
48:28There is no excuse for forgetting your birthday
48:30But it's not because I've written you off
48:32It's just
48:34This Joey thing has been so
48:36Incredibly confusing and
48:39Complicated and
48:41Dawson, Dawson, Dawson, it's okay man
48:43I forgive you
48:45I'm happy for you two, you deserve happiness
48:47God knows it took long enough
48:49The only thing that I was trying to say is
48:53There are certain things that I'm gonna miss as your friend
48:55But
48:57That's natural, you know, it's no big deal
48:59To me it's a very big deal
49:01I
49:03Maybe my actions haven't exactly touched it that
49:06Lately but
49:08Just because everything is really complicated and everything's changing
49:11But if nothing is ever going to change so much that you're not going to be my best friend
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