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00:00yes i thought anyway yeah but now first of all anyway this is why i sleep out there alone you
00:09were right she was so ready to meet me and i that's why tucker's like why was digging deep in
00:17the music it's a bad point i'm like that's what i'm saying i'm like the best thing in her head
00:21she saw is about to because i don't think she would have said that unless she would have thought
00:24which kind of sucks for you because if it wasn't then it's like she's not wrong but also i've been
00:31chilling at their house listening to music i'm like like this song sampled with this song with
00:36the mix and this one no it's like you had to know where she's at yeah i need to talk to her
00:41like her and i've been in person and i told you i was like you've been personally enclosed yeah
00:48i mean she's good for her they started talking about there was one
00:51maybe it's like an open i can't remember everything but they started mentioning the
00:54cheeky oh yeah i listened to it like uh whatever hip-hop songs i really like i always look up
01:14one who their favorite artists are and two what they say
01:21i think she really don't trust me that one and that one that was jesse but i was like okay
01:26so i don't know if anyone wants if any i'll say it again without anyone to others but if anyone
01:32wants to have one on one but she did let me know so i need to talk to her because she's probably
01:37going to be pissed at me that like brooklyn chelsea well i think i don't know if anybody
01:45you don't know if anyone can tell it's yeah yeah
01:52actually i can eat but well this is where you make your decision you want to get clear
01:58because i think it's hard because i don't know where this group is going to be now
02:01i mean it's only seven people now yes three of them are on block so one is going to go home
02:09and this house would be 11 so they still have the number
02:14there's eight people one's gone cedric's gone yeah there's no way still do it there's no way
02:22there's no way they're staying together on this boat so there's six but if they do if they do
02:37they're like you know what screw that i mean it's just exposed but like we'll just keep going
02:40yeah just go through their heads at that point show their heads because they still have the
02:44numbers compared to all of us in the house why would they play why would they accept their game
02:50to it okay at some point in this game everything gets exposed i know that it's just head-to-head
03:00and that's what it's at now so early this is not one area where i thought we would be a
03:04fucking five bitch this is some so i just really don't know what's gonna happen but
03:12one is going home inevitably now and that's what i'm saying one of them's going home
03:23so it's gonna be six versus the rest of the house which is five which is me you
03:29leah and angela but that's still not enough
03:35um
03:54we thought that they didn't reconfigure anything this week
03:58going after this though after this there's no way which i mean i do believe them in the
04:06fact that they probably because everybody flipped on them but they were like because
04:10they don't i mean they told me they were like we had so much trust in everybody it was not
04:14supposed to be that way and then everybody flipped on us they trust nobody because i'm like what the
04:19and they did they i do believe that they would go for dosage head but now it's like
04:27they're probably gonna come for for mine and tucker's at least
04:35there's no way there's no way that me and tucker aren't getting put against each other
04:38ever there's no way they're gonna get one of us out because they don't want to comp
04:42they don't want a physical competitor in here they don't want to maximize
04:46they're not obviously the bigger target is tucker listen they're not gonna put him up
04:51because they're gonna try and backdoor him they can't put him up they know he's in with you
04:55it'll be a backdoor if anything so there's that also if anything it might be you and me put up
05:02there
05:14right exactly it all sucks now it's almost like whoever isn't put up
05:20exactly
05:22oh
05:30yeah you did ask careful what you
05:35i i asked for it i wanted it and i got it well this is a lot
05:41of the data
05:53no you have to now people they will be still pulling for numbers if you want it so you keep
06:00your eyes and ears open as much as possible now because they're gonna want to save face
06:04with whoever wasn't in the collective which is you well that means everything
06:12so i was like no i'm gonna i'm just like tit for tat and i put quinn up
06:16quinn put me i would the three people i would have put up oh yeah angela quinn and cedric
06:22because it was just tit for tat i was like i split on my hands and i already didn't
06:25like i didn't want more blood than possible i was like angela can't leave
06:28personally right we know cedric put me up and quinn put me up but now that's just kind of like
06:32just need the coffee
06:36now cedric is up an option
06:45and what'd you put up now then i don't know can't do the same face bro she got my heart racing
06:53i could not not laugh even if they're not directly
06:59can you move the box right
07:01wisely at the chance of i was like oh my gosh this is so funny
07:08i'm like fucking can't move the box
07:14girl it was almost us it would have been one of us a hundred fifty percent
07:25i know so much more
07:27like way more
07:33but i believe everything worked out as as it's supposed to here's what i really think i was
07:38thinking about this right we because you won it forced their hand and for the
07:49cards and the master job this week no i'm telling you i don't even know what i want to eat like
07:54when i get to eat you know what oh you're like i'm trying to think if i'm meant to be here and
07:58i'm supposed to be here
08:08putting like the good
08:14because everyone does
08:24right so that's what i'm saying yeah no but you gotta do it
08:31exactly so they were forced to set your coffee right here yeah forced to are you all set with
08:36this yeah i'm gonna stir this up
08:54matic monday like i said outside yeah
09:01but now i'm gonna talk to anybody i mean like i said i meant it i know that i everyone outside
09:08of this game is a great person and i love them this game makes you do crazy things that's the
09:15nature of it so i don't hold anybody's moves or whatever against them but i'm exposing it all
09:23because that's what i've had to fucking do i got nobody nobody wants everybody wants me
09:31let everybody know that everyone's being lied
09:35not that i don't trust people but like i'm like until certain things have been shown which is now
09:40i was like i trust nobody i literally was like i control i told you that was probably a double
09:44eviction coming up so i'm likely fucked but whatever and that is exactly what has happened
09:50the truth and they can do what they wish with it i mean same same but different
09:55and that's the thing too if i wouldn't beat up yeah all right if i wouldn't beat up it would
09:58be a whole different ballgame it wasn't meant to win it was meant to win ai yeah
10:03i'll stay here when it breaks it's gonna be in literally a minute
10:10that's all i gotta do yeah easier to just yes it happened exactly as it was supposed to
10:17and now we're fine we're fine because
10:26damn why do you have to throw me out like that you're sneaking in like dude don't make it look
10:30like we're in like a fucking three thing like don't make it look like that you know he's i know
10:35you can't i know he knows that i was just taking what i'm hurt because
10:42that's my naivetess i'll just believe things even in this damn game no i feel i feel stupid
10:50i do it literally looks like i laid an edge it is dark to stop freaking
10:54maybe just lay an edge it'd be cute that i would probably be
10:58that culturally game for it so i didn't buy this is the only person to throw her that bone it'd be
11:02like and make her feel like i mean because i've asked if i can wear like a silk bonnet to sleep
11:10well some people find it i think the hair protection should be everywhere and it should
11:16just be i understand that yeah because i yeah i get it good awareness but i would i would love
11:24to be approved on that because it would help turn her into the fucking baby snake to go get
11:28whatever info that that she could from me that they couldn't i was here right now everyone knew
11:33me we're gonna fucking form a final two and girl and she's close with me because she was one of the
11:37only people in the house that was trying to see me yeah i mean i literally just wanted to come
11:45i would have thought the same
12:00not what you're good at i mean you were good at like or like the picture shit yeah
12:05probably gonna be something very similar to the first one that
12:09do you know
12:25i really wanted to and now that's why i have a good thing we did it i guess
12:30even if we did two girls
12:32and we wanted why wouldn't you go and get the boy yeah yeah
12:40i hope that he fucking realized those bones i was throwing you were real bro i told him
12:45that the target was brooklyn to see if that info would get back to me and i said if this info
12:51doesn't leak and you keep your fucking mouth shut till monday bro i will use it on you and it did
12:56leak yeah yeah they would have told me that they were in a final two bro and now he's talking i
13:00know about all the people he was with yeah because of how the info is going absolutely
13:09you're right so now it was well i mean honestly yeah like i respect him i'm like
13:15is he gonna have to go absolutely yes exactly i mean that's the thing
13:21but i was like out of anyone's house he's been the most honest and that's the type of
13:24i hope that proves but like you know what i'm saying like yeah and i'm totally fine with that
13:31like this is nothing this is nothing against anyone's real character yeah that's why i was
13:35laughing because everyone's playing a character that's what that's why i was laughing because
13:39it's like i don't know people are gonna act all somber and serious bro i don't trust anybody's
13:45word bro like i've been saying yeah and i and i've been sick and i know i mean people's actions
13:51as soon as i got nominated it was immediate isolation you're gonna be fine so like i knew
13:56my butt was on the block and i'm personally fine i think he was helping me if my butt's on the
14:01block for me staying 10 toes down they're not supposed to be but i think he was helping me
14:06it'll probably be on all the
14:16the garden is our family's happy place and having a car that allows us to do what we love
14:23and helps us is such a wonderful thing these are memories we will cherish for years to come
14:28i'm fucking sleep bro i went seven days without fucking sleeping in here and i clearly have some
14:34of the best ears because all this equipment and shit right yeah you can hear what the girls talk
14:38about in their room from my bed you can hear everything in the bathroom downstairs from this
14:42bathroom up here i can hear it all yeah i've been laying i've been in the bathroom with my head on
14:53fucking floor listening as you should though i'm not i can't be something you said on the
14:59long line behind it i'm like they're inevitable but again i'm not even i'm not even tripping
15:05about the whispering because we need a lot of fucking guys that's why i mentioned it
15:18well you're just trusting yourself and fuck everybody else until people start coming to
15:22he doesn't have as much to fear well do you know what you play at all if you think you got them
15:27good at the competition yeah and the numbers no one i mean but if they put them off it's like
15:35no one's come to me either other than i know people right after this they're going to be
15:40trying to pull i don't know what they're going to do now i feel like mckenzie mckenzie came to me
15:47and what do we i just don't want to talk and i was like like okay let me get off first
15:51because i knew i was going fucking home there was a group but it wasn't she and i were going to do
15:57something with fucking angela because you know us using three to get i was doing everything but i
16:03was also like skeptical of that because it's like everyone thinks we're in a final two because we
16:07saved her ass we naturally grabbed each other just like you came out just like we're being
16:12and brooklyn came in and she said i have not done any final two years i have not made it
16:15she's like i know like chemo and decor are close and uh you know chelsea and i are i've actually
16:21even told me she has a final two with chelsea up here so that's crazy i did not want to tell
16:27and i know even when the blow even when cedric left i never once said anything about the content
16:35because i just seem to feel like the need to blow up
16:38gets skewed and people start believing their own fucking lines for me
16:42so i didn't i didn't tell him that i didn't tell him about that group because i just didn't feel
16:46like it was necessary and regardless of how the vote went i still wanted certain people
16:53to be protected in that so that's why i didn't say anything i didn't even tell him
17:02i have been blamed publicly for something that i was brought into
17:08because that's not true in the bathroom um in the same way that mckenzie and matt were
17:13coupled up and got heated for it i understand me and brooklyn well and anybody who has a tight
17:18number two will get fired for it so i don't know i don't take that in any way personally
17:23but it's the other stuff that i'm like that's not true i am not the type that's going to be
17:27going around doing all that stuff that's just not my personality i will be brought into stuff
17:32that i will not start anything like that so that's just where i'm going on all that where
17:38where do you stand and i know there's probably people and he told me yesterday that he fucked
17:43up and i was like i know you fucked up do you want to tell me how are probably like what the
17:47hell do we believe but where do you stand well i was like and i know you told me um
17:52i'm not moving did you fuck with my clothes he's like dude i really was like i know that
17:56i know i'm gonna do everything i can with mine and angela's chemo's and decor shit
18:02um duh all chelsea's shit is mixed in with my stuff like bro chelsea's bra i saw the other day
18:08was thrown on the side um underneath my clothes that are folded in there because i didn't want
18:13to i was like i'm just not going to touch this i don't want to be whatever it's fucking everything
18:20was swiped out but her bra was put back on that side and um she scuffed up one of my fucking
18:26there's a whole like rip on the side of one of my fucking shoes bro it's $158
18:31i'm the kind of person yeah i don't want to touch anything so yeah and you know when i literally
18:37said yeah you can just squeeze the shit i did i didn't want you guys to mess that shit up like
18:41that like it might not be fun thank you i wasted more time being petty than playing the fucking
18:46and i still trust you yeah man that means a lot that means a lot to me and again it is what it is
18:56at least i will i will if anything which proves that i am real and when when that happens i will
19:02put it in i will protect even like i said before i'm still not going and that's what i feel like
19:06i did like the collective never but i would not bring that up and even i knew now my game i knew
19:13brooklyn and campbell it's a it's a it's a good place to reset yeah it's a really fun
19:18place to be because honestly bro that's what i'm sure tucker is like tell me all the tea but it's
19:22like i don't want to sit back and observe and then you get you really feel the difference
19:29and i didn't do that it's a place where i just want to make sure you and i are cool
19:35for bigger reasons in this game i will not as soon as my name got popped up
19:40literally and i told you this before i was in jeopardy so you know you know i feel about that
19:46but i just want to make sure that you and i are fine and that i am not i i'm not hiding anything
19:51anyone was protecting things exactly for other people exactly i voted for cedric i said that
19:56immediately so i was honestly the way that i took it too i think that tucker understands that as well
20:03i generally think that like they were just because of the link between you and brooklyn
20:08me and brooklyn i know that i'm getting the heat yeah basically he said i think
20:15blame brooklyn for throwing his clothes so i think it's clear
20:20out the house yeah yeah and so yeah no i hate that that i'm getting like linked with it which
20:27mckenzie got in the beginning like rubina got linked with it so um and genuinely i did not and
20:35me and rubina i was honestly i want you i told you in the most honest moment who i want to see
20:49i don't even think joseph was in that group he's like i'd rather be fucking redeployed
20:53so bar the collective
21:08and i thank god that you brought me aside like i don't think i can do this in that moment i knew
21:12it was gonna flip and i still wanted to throw cedric the sympathy ball and i stand on that
21:19it's all these fucking reservations i've had people but yeah i will try to make amends with
21:24tucker i just don't feel like i can read between those divulging information just to
21:29i don't want to throw people under the bus just to stand on their backs
21:33my job this whole week was just let me just protect what i can this entire week thank you
21:38and even with cam and right i'm not doing that you guys tell tucker where y'all like yeah i'm
21:46that'll be the game that i play consistently if i'm
21:50i'm not just in it to protect myself so i just wanted to confirm that i will not throw you under
21:59the bus i will not do that that's something y'all gotta tell regarding the collective
22:06that was dispersed anyways after the thing so i didn't feel the need to like
22:10the beat up yeah i just wish tucker would have had a conversation
22:16and ask me because i would have i would have i would have told him hey you should go talk to
22:20abc that's what i would have done crazy but he didn't ask i could just see i couldn't hear him
22:26that's perfect he said when we met right after that's i know what you that's how you'll be able
22:32to shut out thank you i think that thank you yeah and being in them back to back
22:47says a fucking lot more than than the first week
22:52and i believe that even after the whole i like this thing i didn't question it all
22:56yeah but i know you know it's just a game i know i appreciate you
22:59i appreciate you as a player and the way you're playing it but i also fucking
23:13want to tell people that they can come out and talk if they want to do one on ones
23:19i know i know it'll be different
23:26how are you
23:28today if you want to do a one last week it's been a lot this past week has definitely been
23:33very difficult yeah it's very difficult because you know i wanted to protect rubina and um i
23:39realized i had a lot of other people and yeah they're not really good um seeing everyone go
23:44on the block yeah that really hurts because i didn't want to see those people go on the block
23:48yeah um and so yeah it's been a wild wind yeah um
23:58but in some ways i almost feel like love it was necessary i think that
24:04it kind of helped open up my mind a little bit more if you want to if you want to it's like a
24:12blanket the way they all i mean i appreciate handled it and then yeah and there's also
24:18you know even though y'all are also people incredibly difficult position the way that
24:23y'all can thanks man it's just like i've never said i've said the fact that i've never told
24:27anybody and started like anybody i've told about it i've told them i started it it's really
24:32thank you you're good and i really appreciate it because i know it's not easy to do yeah
24:36you're good but i appreciate it yeah thank you i love you dude i love you too
24:42and hopefully in this game another week and continue them to play and not in a not in a
24:49feisty way play a game have a team and have each other's back that's what i want to do and
24:56yeah i've tried to do yeah and when i talk to talker and she's not i will continue to talk to
25:03thank you and i will share my perspective which is all the positive things thank you
25:12i just hope you still trust me man i told you everything i know feels the same way
25:19and i believe that he trusts my heart and i'm not yeah trying to be trusty even if
25:33me
25:53okay i'm not bleeding anymore that's a plus that's good if they confront me that is a plus
25:59yeah but who are you gonna say told me oh yeah uh and i mean it's all yeah you can say that it's
26:11fine and also kenny was on to him and i was shocked that nobody else voted for quinn i knew
26:22there was a big fucking world
26:26there was like i wasn't even sure if it was a confirmed thing though because you never really
26:31forget how are your talk like your tater tots did you taste one i didn't taste one and i'm
26:35just gonna throw this thing away it's disgusting and bloody i don't know take a breath i'm sure
26:40we'll all be talking about that of course i just need one of them to somebody that's really
26:48because it doesn't matter there's band-aids in here or just in the bathroom girl
26:52what happened your things they're cuticle it's my cuticle
27:05how are you you didn't tell me exactly i know oh i'll come to the next year let me
27:09let me get a bit sloppy man let me give me a band-aid between kenny
27:14glenn and i which is giving me anxiety that alone you can say kim was the one that that
27:19indirectly told me because that's how i was able to suss all that shit out about there's gotta be
27:23this a group of lines because i know fucking arena's not yeah i know mckenzie's not and i
27:29told you about it and then i know i think that's why also and leah also leah knows about it god
27:35told damn yeah and i told her i started it i've told everyone i started it i haven't tried to
27:40sidestep it at all yeah and then they're trying to instantly get the heat up i love it you added
27:44some seasoning no you fucking started it but it's who's in control you guys pushed them off to the
27:50sun like you did to core and chemo did you already tell them that or i think i said it during that
27:55shit yeah i said it out there i did when i said all that i was like yeah it doesn't matter you
28:01guys were the ones in control you pushed them you pushed them out of it that's why there was
28:05the tight-knit five you were the real that that was the real the true collective or whatever
28:12that i didn't even know about until quinn told me yeah i don't even know about the name of that one
28:16but i know me neither quinking just between me quinn told me about it yeah and that was part
28:21of my reasoning too between like flipping on the whole subject it's just bullshit that they're
28:27trying to make me out to be something i'm not like i didn't like everyone everyone
28:36yeah
28:41i'm being told a lot of things i'm nerving
28:44huh i'm nervous yeah a lot a lot of things and i'm like my brain's being pulled in every
28:50direction now more than it's really good and i talk to somebody yeah so here yeah i'm just like
28:58is previous information cool now other side information is making me
29:10just breathe you got it i know you do this is where you shine
29:15huh this is where you shine
29:19you're right
29:19you're right
29:26why why do i know i'm right yeah because i can see your soul
29:35and you have somebody looking up for you right now
29:38but no they can all they can all sit there with the flip i was that was there for weeks
29:49and you have a lot of your family this family as well
29:54that like i knew they were after you and i really trusted some people in here
30:00yeah i get it no that's totally fine
30:02i guess i also don't want to be smart
30:08i just wasn't sure what you were going to do because you were going to stuff up from
30:12can you talk to me yeah do that
30:15oh my god
30:35are you in the bathroom are you fixing
30:42yeah which is fine i just hope that doesn't break our trust because i really do want to run it with
30:47you man
31:02i'm just gonna if they want to talk to me i'm just gonna be like look i don't want to talk
31:06like i know where i'm at with you i have nothing to say
31:10yeah and it's not you didn't fucking bro i knew about everything and i never
31:13i feel like don't take this wrong but do i'm eating sticky boogers
31:26from rolling some butts to sticky boogers it looks like it
31:33my kids had a booger wall where they were going i used to i don't know i was just
31:38and i was the only one sibling that did that you did it i did it it's just too lazy to go get a
31:44tissue and then when they were teenagers we had a zit mirror they would pop them and place it
31:51everybody that's weird i'm not even kidding you i've never seen or heard of anything like that
31:55you have weird children why you have weird children why are my children's booger walls
31:59that mirror that's a great nasty nasty they don't do that anymore now i may have to go
32:06should be fine
32:21how are you feeling
32:23that was me trying to get with fucking more people and do something
32:26with cedric
32:47because when you get a name brought to you it's fake you're not if you're not in the room when
32:52the name is made i knew it's fake so it was already made before i got in the room as well
32:58so it was a it was a joke so it just remained by whoever for sure so i think of that of what
33:06happened and everything what is the saddest is that i got the run-up trying to lie to me
33:22there's
33:44this thing is
33:52the last person on your fucking list
34:12peace if you want to tell more people um down there there's no one on if if people want
34:22um
34:43my heart is
34:52okay
35:07it's unnerving it's unsettling you don't know what's going to happen
35:11i understand
35:22guys everyone everyone's coming in here freaking out
35:38i put some in the refrigerator i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know
35:41hey thanks no look at this sounds good not all of it look at my oatmeal choking sticky boogers
35:49is that at least good no i didn't make it right when i went to go get the syrup
35:53answer all over the syrup so i've got to wash the syrup

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