First Over Eaters Annon Chip & Working At Walmart?: Reacting With Positive PR:April 24-29, 2015

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The last time we saw Amberlynn she was in the emergency room because of a her gallbladder. Now she and Krystle are on their way to IHOP for a celebratory late night dinner since no surgery is needed. The next day they attend their first Over Eaters Annon meeting. They are put to the test when they decide on the Cheesecake Factory for lunch. Amberlynn has been having trouble with the scale reading her weight but finally gets a brief reading. On one of the days she takes us to the gym with her. We end the video with a breakup Q&A where Amberlynn explains the dynamic of her relationship with Krystle.

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00:01:44Hi everyone, welcome back to another live stream. Hope you're having a good day

00:01:49All right, so I thought today we would do

00:01:53The 2015 timeline now we've working on

00:02:00Destiny's part of 2015

00:02:02Where Evelyn meets destiny in July, so we just finished July, but I thought I'd go back and

00:02:10Continue where we were

00:02:12In the kind of crystal era before she meets Becky or Becky before she meets destiny

00:02:20Um

00:02:21So they had broken up at the first of the month. So now

00:02:27Amberlynn's gonna talk more. Well around the end of the video. She's gonna talk more about

00:02:33Her breakup with crystal

00:02:36and

00:02:37What I find fascinating about that is that she kind of says that she already has plans to move

00:02:43so I'm wondering if she like

00:02:45At this point because she had she had been talking to destiny

00:02:49Um, I think she said around the 10th is when they started talking and at this point at the end of this month here

00:02:57She's already talking about moving with destiny and said that only crystal and crystals on it because like she's friends with her

00:03:04Know about it. So I was I just find it fascinating that she was already planning that

00:03:11Within like, you know 20

00:03:14Yeah, cuz it's 29th when she announces it basically or says it in the video

00:03:22but it was like, you know, like

00:03:2620 days, it's pretty fast

00:03:31So the last time we left off on this one she was at the emergency room and

00:03:37She was getting her

00:03:40Gallstones checked out because she was having issues with that again

00:03:44After the breakup with crystal she was kind of going through that

00:03:48rapid weight loss

00:03:54Moment I guess what she does after a breakup she kind of gets back on track a little bit

00:03:59but but kind of extremely where she loses a lot of weight and then her gallstones start to come back up again, so

00:04:07Gallstones act up and then she it falls off the

00:04:11the healthy eating

00:04:12habits again

00:04:19So we're going to join her now and she's going to be going

00:04:26Out to celebrate at IHOP

00:04:31Late night after leaving the hospital

00:04:34But yeah, so a couple of the things that she does in this one is other than like

00:04:39You know the grocery hauls and stuff that they do

00:04:43she's

00:04:44Gonna go to either

00:04:47Overeaters anonymous and

00:04:50it's kind of funny not really but she like kind of insinuates that crystal also needs to go and

00:04:56I feel like out of all the girlfriends. She's had like, I don't know crystals not really that much

00:05:03of a

00:05:04in need to go to the overeaters anonymous, but

00:05:08Anyway, it's just it's just funny. You'll see how in Berlin kind of puts it

00:05:12and then

00:05:15She decides that she's gonna apply

00:05:17For jobs and the one that she applies for and kind of talks about is Walmart

00:05:24She yeah, she went and applied at Walmart

00:05:30and

00:05:32I'm wondering that's probably before she decides to move with destiny, but

00:05:38I'm not sure exactly because it's like at this point

00:05:45It's like in the like the twat the 20s of the

00:05:50Month like through the the 20th to the 29th, basically

00:05:56She applies for the job, but then I think she also has the plans to move with destiny

00:06:01so I'm not quite sure exactly where those plans change, but

00:06:06it's uh

00:06:08Yeah, it's cool. She decided to apply at Walmart because you know, she loves Walmart

00:06:16All right, so I

00:06:23Started up my memberships again because I wanted to have the emojis in there. I love the emojis. They're so much fun

00:06:31so

00:06:33If you're into getting memberships on channels you could check mine out

00:06:39I'm gonna be going live like all the time. So you'll have lots of other opportunities to use the emojis

00:06:46Plus there's other perks, too

00:06:50But yeah, okay, so I think I'm gonna get on to this video now blessed hi good to see you I'm glad you can make it

00:07:01All right, so yeah, we're just leaving the emergency room here

00:07:07I just got out of the hospital

00:07:09I'm actually leaving grateful happy relieved and I have a lot more knowledge on my gallbladder and my gallstones

00:07:17I did not get surgery and I'm not getting surgery which I'm actually kind of happy about they said they'd only do surgery on me

00:07:24If my gallbladder was infected and they said it was not infected at all. I'm really really happy

00:07:30It's not infected because I was nervous that it was the fact that it isn't just makes me feel really really relieved

00:07:35He told me a lot of ways that I can handle gallstones. They prescribed me some medicine

00:07:42They said that Prilosec actually helps with gallbladder attacks, which is really shocking to me, but kind of awesome

00:07:48That was definitely a rollercoaster

00:07:55It's

00:07:58Blessed welcome to memberships. You're officially my first member

00:08:03awesome, I forgot to mention too that I have the

00:08:08the membership link pinned up in where I usually well, I always

00:08:13pin the

00:08:16Length of the video that we're watching

00:08:211 a.m. Right now we got there at 5 p.m. And we're leaving at 1 a.m

00:08:25I haven't even eaten half of my calories for today because I barely ate anything all day long

00:08:30I don't feel like cooking at 1 a.m

00:08:32Especially because crystals parents are sleeping and they have to wake up for work super early. They actually have to wake up at 3 a.m

00:08:37I don't want to be making a bunch of racket downstairs. They like climbing that tree

00:08:40That's why it looks like a racket house, especially rarity gray

00:08:44We're gonna have to get a new one because I love the tree. Love it

00:08:47We're gonna go to IHOP and I'm gonna choose a meal that fits into my calories because I'm not going over

00:08:52I promised you guys I wouldn't and I'm still succeeding in that promise. I'm

00:08:56Starving I haven't eaten since 4. I just got home. I'm about to go to sleep. I know this video wasn't much

00:09:03I hope you guys had a great day today, and I will see you in my next vlog. Bye

00:09:23Yeah, so, okay there's the

00:09:28The end of the hospital journey

00:09:31And then we're on to the next day and it's all the 24th because it was like late after midnight

00:09:40When they left the hospital

00:09:43Hello everybody you hear a whining cat at the door he wants to come in this room

00:09:48We don't allow him in this room Crystal has a bunch of cords behind her TV, which is right in front of me

00:09:52He likes to chew on them. We don't want him to like shock himself or ruin a cord

00:09:56So we just don't allow him in here not functioned for a cat. Today's the day where I try to go to another

00:10:03Oh, yeah, I think in the previous vlog too. She was saying how or she showed a cord that the cats

00:10:11what

00:10:12Not the cats one of the cats smoky and

00:10:16the black one

00:10:18Had chewed her cord. So I think that's who she's talking to her talking about

00:10:25Oh a meeting Friday has finally come and gone and came back

00:10:31Yeah, so last Friday, I guess she tried going to the meeting

00:10:34But I don't know if there was no meeting or she couldn't find it

00:10:38She wasn't she wasn't sure what happened, but they weren't able to go like they didn't find the meeting or there wasn't a meeting

00:10:46But either way they didn't make it to the meeting. They went there

00:10:50She showed herself go in there and stuff and then they said it was like raining out and they're running around the rain

00:10:56so

00:10:57Yeah, they're gonna attempt to go this week

00:11:01I'm really nervous

00:11:02I keep trying to call the number that's on the OA meeting details board

00:11:07The person never answers I even tried texting and I got no response

00:11:11I tried last Friday as well and no response and no answer. I'm not even sure if this meeting still happens

00:11:18There's only two meetings in the place that I live

00:11:21One of them is more like Bible study on the website

00:11:25It shows what kind of meeting it is the one that I'm choosing to go to says that it's topic slash berries

00:11:30That's the type of meeting that I want. I'm just hoping everything goes as planned today perfume

00:11:35I'm gonna use today 747 club tonight's diva night, New York this really really cute bottle

00:11:42I love this one Selena Gomez Viva more crystal got me this for Christmas and it smells so good outfit of the daytime

00:11:49Harrison a bun mint flower necklace

00:11:51I got from Walmart heart diamond ring that I got from Avenue square diamond earrings that I got from Charlotte Rose

00:11:56I'm just wearing a black shirt with this lace netting on the side

00:12:00I'm pretty sure I got this shirt from Walmart about two years ago. Of course my adorable new purse. Yes for the win. Oh

00:12:09My gosh, it's so bright out

00:12:11I just like literally can't even open my eyeballs or other socks on the ground crystal and I just went to one of our favorite

00:12:17Like a buffet we went to a buffet

00:12:21Chinese buffets there, but what?

00:12:24What is buffet, baby? I know

00:12:28Buffet, okay

00:12:31Mm-hmm

00:12:34It's like the entry

00:12:39Entry entry

00:12:42You know, I had to go look it up cuz I thought

00:12:47She knows she knows it's an entree with in her newest video she ordered salmon and she says

00:12:54I'll get the entry salmon. So I was like, well, maybe

00:12:58Maybe this menu does say entry. I don't know maybe

00:13:06It doesn't it said Andre I had to go look it up

00:13:08I was like, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt maybe but now she knew what she was doing

00:13:13She was playing with us like she does the buffet

00:13:17Places called hibachi

00:13:20You

00:13:24It's Chinese food sushi things like that

00:13:28Normally, I go there and easily eat three to four plates of just pure piled on food fried rice

00:13:34Fried like everything whether it be crab or in good fried chicken, not a single vegetable

00:13:43For dessert I get a whole plate. I love their ice cream

00:13:46They have these medium-sized vanilla ice cream cups that I'm obsessed with and I usually have like four of those

00:13:51I

00:13:52Wanted to show you guys my choice that I made for today

00:13:55I did take a picture of it so I can log it on my fitness pal later

00:14:00I'm honestly

00:14:02So beyond proud of myself dessert consisted of cantaloupe. I got one of the ice creams that I like and I only took three bites

00:14:09of it like

00:14:11What like who am I now like who am I I love being on track it feels

00:14:16Freaking incredible doing my weekly grocery shopping and I saw pickled asparagus

00:14:21Probably something I will never try in my life

00:14:24I'm currently on my way to the

00:14:30Okay, so they went to eat and then they went to get groceries and now they're going to a meeting

00:14:35Hopefully they didn't get anything that's gonna like spoil while it's sitting in the in the vehicle

00:14:41During their meeting

00:14:44Oh a meeting

00:14:45I've been texting one of the people that actually attend the OA meeting and she seems really really nice and she's super excited for me

00:14:52To go there. She's pushing me to go there

00:14:54It's like we've known each other forever super super nervous. My stomach hurts. Here we go

00:14:59Oh, and by the way, some of you are asking why crystals coming with me?

00:15:04and if she's an overeater if you're overweight then you're overeater because obviously you're overeating to become that big or

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00:15:13Kitty Connecticut, hi, welcome

00:15:18Okay, so here yeah here she kind of

00:15:25The crystals right there beside her too and she's saying this I

00:15:31Think she's doing it to make herself feel better. Just like how destiny drives the shopping carts the

00:15:38Scooters in Walmart just so Amberlynn doesn't feel bad. But just the way she kind of like

00:15:45Rose crystal under the bus a little bit about this. Yeah. All right

00:15:52Or that overweight or that obese yes, she's an overeater obviously since I'm bigger than her and I have binge eating disorder

00:15:58I am a little worse off than she is

00:16:01She needs to attend this meeting too and see if it suits her like it's gonna suit me

00:16:05I don't even know. Maybe it won't suit me, but I'll let you guys know. There's the building this one right here

00:16:10I'm pretty sure I just got out of the meeting. I got my little chip for attending

00:16:15I also had a bunch of pamphlets. It was crystal night and three others

00:16:20I wasn't expecting to read or anything, but I decided to read felt comfortable there

00:16:24But not comfortable enough in my own skin to share anything as you guys can tell my cheeks are

00:16:30So rather like purple looking so embarrassing the meeting was an hour

00:16:34I cried literally ten times plus whenever someone would share their story or they're reading something that struck home. I

00:16:43Cried and I couldn't help it. They were like silent tears, but there were a lot of them

00:16:47I really plan on going to this meeting whenever I'm not busy on Friday. I'm really really happy

00:16:52I went I was taught a lot. I really am NOT alone this

00:16:56I wonder if we'll see her go next Friday. We'll have to wait until me

00:17:08It's insane that these people feel exactly how I do on a day-to-day basis

00:17:12I'm gonna end my vlog for tonight you guys I have to go to sleep early or at least try to probably not gonna happen

00:17:18Crystal and I have to wake up super early tomorrow before it's even daytime

00:17:22She has to go try on bridesmaid dresses tomorrow, so that is the plan

00:17:26I have a feeling we're gonna get three hours of sleep, but that's cool

00:17:31It's actually really fun to see her so try it on dresses because she doesn't wear dresses

00:17:34We all get a kick out of it. I'll see you guys in my next video. Bye

00:17:38Hello everybody

00:17:41Sonia hi good to see you

00:17:46I got three hours of sleep. That's alright

00:17:48We have to drive about an hour away crystal has to try on bridesmaid dresses

00:17:53Here's an outfit of the day hair in a bun

00:17:56diamond pearl earrings that say meow cat ears

00:18:00I got these from Claire's a silver diamond spiked necklace. I got from Charlotte ruse

00:18:07Heart diamond ring that I got from Avenue

00:18:12It's supposed to be like 50 degrees today, so I'm wearing a scarf I

00:18:17Forget where I got this from but I think the mall ain't cardigan

00:18:21from Walmart in this black

00:18:24tank top with the silver beads

00:18:28that I got from

00:18:30I'm pretty sure Walmart Walmart's awesome being a protein shake with the ultimate muscle protein

00:18:42She's already buttering them up

00:18:46Trying to get Walmart sponsored

00:18:50Powder and cookies and cream

00:18:52Already made it for crystal not to make mine. I measure everything out

00:18:56It's a serving of the mango mambo a serving of fat-free milk

00:19:00Stevia and the raw packet and it comes out really really good

00:19:09Hi the corset

00:19:13Oh, I hope you're having a good day other than the back muscle

00:19:17Relax, just hang out

00:19:24That's a hundred and forty grams of fruit this is gonna be 32 grams of protein powder

00:19:38Eight ounces of fat-free milk

00:19:43And my stevia

00:20:05We're just now arriving to the place where crystal is gonna try on the dress

00:20:10I'm gonna keep all that private though, because obviously it's like a private matter

00:20:14So I won't be vlogging that and then get something to eat somewhere. I'm a little confused on what's happening tonight

00:20:19We're supposed to go bowling. I'm not sure yet. The dress train on is officially over with

00:20:25I'm super excited to announce that all bridesmaids have their dresses and they're very very cute. I

00:20:32Don't know there was no stop sign. I think they have to stop and we just get to keep going. Yeah

00:20:37We're on our way to the Cheesecake Factory right now with a lot of pressure from everybody

00:20:42They really wanted me to get this. It's a jumper and I got it. I don't really wear

00:20:48Jumpers, I don't wear dresses. I don't wear skirts

00:20:52I'm gonna get it and I'm like nervous for some reason. It's like very outside of my comfort zone

00:20:57I just really appreciate crystal

00:20:59I appreciate her family and just everything that they do for me how they encourage me

00:21:03Okay, so she was trying on stuff while crystal was trying on stuff that's what it sounds like

00:21:10Crystal's sisters getting married in October, I believe of this year 2015 and

00:21:19So they were doing like a third tried on the bridesmaid dresses. So it's just interesting that Amberlynn

00:21:26Tried on the bridesmaid dresses. So it's just interesting that she's trying on the bridesmaid dresses

00:21:31Interesting that Amberlynn tried some stuff on too

00:21:37Usually, you know if you're not in the party, you usually just kind of you know watch or whatever

00:21:47She found something she liked to

00:21:51We just ate at the Cheesecake Factory see the bags back there I always go into the Cheesecake Factory

00:22:00All right, so I find this interesting she's gonna tell us what she usually gets at the Cheesecake Factory and

00:22:07It's a little different than what she gets

00:22:11In the vlogs that we see basically when she goes to the Cheesecake Factory with

00:22:16with destiny or Becky

00:22:21Factory either with two different minds. Oh, I'm on track. Oh, I'm gonna follow

00:22:27My plan I'm gonna count my calories

00:22:29I'm gonna get a low calorie dish and go in there and do the complete opposite and totally binge out or B

00:22:35I go in there with the mindset of oh, yeah

00:22:38I'm about to eat the whole world and I don't care who tells me not to I went in there debating back and forth

00:22:45What should I do?

00:22:46I knew for a fact I wanted to

00:22:48Get something healthy and this like thing in the back of my head when I kept seeing like the breads and like oh my god

00:22:54I just want my main dish and my main dish is around 1,400 calories. It's the orange chicken full-size super delicious

00:23:00And that's what I wanted. Honestly deep down in my heart. I was like, no I got a

00:23:05570 calorie Asian salad, which literally was gigantic. I didn't even finish at all. So I had less than 570 calories

00:23:15I normally would get a cheesecake. That's around

00:23:191100 calories, I would leave the place stick because I'd also get appetizers. I'd eat the bread this time

00:23:24I got a cheesecake that was 600 calories. It was a look

00:23:29Okay, so she says usually she gets bread appetizer

00:23:34the orange chicken and

00:23:37cheesecake and

00:23:39usually what we see or get is

00:23:42bread orange chicken and

00:23:45sometimes ice cream

00:23:47So it kind of changes up eventually

00:23:50Low carb of strawberries and I only eat

00:23:57Little Craig look little Craig. Hi welcome

00:24:03Half I'm walking out of there not full. I'm satisfied

00:24:08Proud I'm happy and accomplished. I just can't even believe I did this. I honestly

00:24:14It's crazy like I don't know I'm just really proud of myself and I wanted to share that with you guys

00:24:26I bought this gum. I was super excited for the seasonal edition confetti cake pop

00:24:31So I've heard a lot of good things about it. I tried it today crystal really really liked it and I literally

00:24:38Didn't it literally tasted like science

00:24:41Like I could taste plastic

00:24:50That's an awesome description of gum it tasted like science

00:24:57That's funny

00:25:00No, I just didn't care for it too much. I don't know I might give it to her or her dad and

00:25:05Try to find me another gum cuz I like gum to have when I'm feeling hungry at night and I have no more calories

00:25:09I like to chew on a piece of gum

00:25:12Crystal and I we're gonna go to

00:25:15Bowling with some people but that didn't turn out to be happening because it's actually really bad weather right now

00:25:21We've been really really wanting to see the movie unfriended. So we're gonna go see that today. I'm super super super excited

00:25:28This theater is really the biggest theater of everything in my life

00:25:32The shots pretty dark I tried lighting it up a bit, but it's still pretty dark

00:25:40I'm gonna see it and the screen is IMAX. So this is gonna be scary

00:25:46Remember I told you guys I don't like that one gum

00:25:49We end up going to Target

00:25:52Because we wanted to get ourselves a little snack. So we're not going over calories. You know I'm saying

00:25:56And I'm getting more gum I love this one it's mint chocolate chip sugar-free, baby

00:26:05Also got a sweet watermelon and a mixed berry

00:26:18And here's some music in the background so I just want to pause it for a second, but

00:26:22I'm gonna keep these all in my purse because I'm starting to carry my big purse

00:26:25I used to carry big purses all the time, but I completely stopped for some odd reason

00:26:28Anyways, we're still the only people in here

00:26:33You know what that means

00:26:37Just got home today has been a crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy long day

00:26:42I'm so excited to be back in the theater. I'm so excited to be back in the theater

00:26:46I'm so excited to be back in the theater. I'm so excited to be back in the theater

00:26:49I'm so excited to be back in the theater. I'm so excited to be back in the theater

00:26:56Cheesecake factory no wedding dress try on cheesecake factory in the movie so

00:27:03It's a busy day

00:27:09Crystal and I just got back from Walmart. I wanted to show you the couple of things

00:27:12I got I got some food necessity items. I wasn't able to get the other day already put those all away

00:27:17We got a fan because we've been needing one for our bedroom because it gets really really hot in here

00:27:23So I'm super excited to set this up tomorrow

00:27:25Crystal got a hand sanitizer

00:27:28for her purse

00:27:30She got this really cute tank top

00:27:33Chevron silver and black I got a body fantasies Twilight Mist body fantasies pink manila kiss

00:27:41body fantasies

00:27:43Japanese cherry blossom One Direction called our moment and

00:27:48Oh my goodness, she has so many scents already and she gets so many more

00:27:54She's got to add to that horde. It's not even a collection at this point

00:28:00There's so many of them

00:28:02like body sprays and perfumes

00:28:06And body sprays these perfume bottles are so cute look at that

00:28:11There's kisses on this one cherry blossoms on this one

00:28:16And like a little twilight forest on this one

00:28:20Super super cute. I gotta admit today was a struggle for me when it comes to me wanting to binge at the movie theater

00:28:27I wanted an icy didn't get one before the movie theater. I wanted

00:28:32And to buy a whole bag of Milk Dove

00:28:38Didn't do it after the movie theater I wanted a slurpee didn't do it

00:28:45She's got a list of things here

00:28:51Oh the the package of the gum, I think there's like four packs of gum in that one package

00:28:57I think that's how it worked. That's why they look so big

00:29:02Well at Walmart I wanted a pint of Ben and Jerry

00:29:06Didn't do it among all that. I had so many triggers just earlier regarding the Cheesecake Factory after I had no more calories

00:29:13I literally just wanted everything. I really really wanted to binge really really bad

00:29:19Crystal knew this she helped me

00:29:21I am so so grateful for her when I told her I feel like I just want to stuff my feelings and her exact words

00:29:28Were you would feel so much better if you didn't I know it's just like a common typical sentence

00:29:33But I really really felt it and it hit home and she was right. I'm glad I didn't binge

00:29:39I'm very very very very happy with myself. I just edited this full

00:29:47Yes, so you can see how she actually gets support from crystal

00:29:51It's nice to see because she well

00:29:53I can't say she doesn't get that support from destiny because destiny has said before how like

00:29:58she has suggested like maybe you shouldn't get that or maybe you shouldn't eat that but Amberlynn kind of like

00:30:05does it anyway, but I

00:30:08I sometimes she says here how crystal like convinces her. There's been a couple times

00:30:15There was one time I think she went downstairs to get something and she asked her

00:30:21Crystal went downstairs to get something and really asked her to get something for her and she's like, are you sure?

00:30:27You're gonna go over your calories and then she said, all right

00:30:30No, I won't get it. And then she came on and goes I didn't go over my calories

00:30:35So like crystal was helping her out

00:30:41Vlogged I realized I didn't do an outro. It's getting really really late

00:30:44I'm just gonna say good night to you guys, and I hope you guys had a great day. Bye

00:30:50Hello everybody the night before I literally got zero sleep. I think about two hours

00:30:55I ended up falling asleep super late last night. I was so

00:30:59So tired we always set our alarm no matter what no matter if we have to go somewhere or not

00:31:04I just decided let's not set an alarm just to catch up on some sleep and we slept

00:31:11I

00:31:11Like how she says I decided that we don't set an alarm instead of we decided she's like crystal

00:31:18We're not setting an alarm

00:31:24For a long time we slept until 130

00:31:28I wanted to talk about a couple things real quick one

00:31:31I am really behind on uploading vlogs. I

00:31:36Kitty Connecticut, yeah, I totally agree

00:31:42Destiny seemed more level-headed than

00:31:47Then kind of what was shown in the vlogs or how she was acting and stuff but like you could tell that

00:31:53Like destiny has this maturity about her even though she has the immature side of her as well

00:32:02You

00:32:03But yeah, she was just like

00:32:06she would you know when she corrects Amberlynn or something with her grammar or

00:32:13Just help her with different information or something. She would just

00:32:18You know dismiss destiny and be insulted by it so as destiny had said in

00:32:25in the

00:32:282023

00:32:29She did a live stream and she says that she just didn't want to start crap with Amberlynn. So she just didn't bother

00:32:39Like correcting her grammar or helping her with her food at that point because I think within the cup first couple months

00:32:48She tried and it just didn't work

00:32:51When yeah, what destiny has said that she tried to help her like with not going out she told them she's

00:32:57Amberlynn was complaining one time saying oh we go out all the time like the red Denny's

00:33:02and she's like we go out all the time and it costs like $40 to eat and

00:33:10Destiny's like well, or she said something about like how there's like

00:33:15Not nothing open but the how they just don't want to go home and cook after work because they work until like 11 o'clock

00:33:21at night

00:33:22so she said that

00:33:25She suggested that they could eat at home destiny

00:33:29But Amberlynn says I'm 25 years old if I want to eat out I'm I live on my own

00:33:35I want to do if I want to go out and eat I can

00:33:39What she said I can

00:33:45I'm trying to think of how destiny said she's like, I'm 25 years old and I can finally do whatever I want

00:33:50So

00:33:53Then yeah, they go out to eat because Amberlynn wants to

00:34:00She didn't want to deal with the binge monster, I guess

00:34:06Have all my vlogs

00:34:08Edited somewhere. I kind of fell behind on uploading because I got busy certain days

00:34:13There was actually a couple days where our internet was actually really slow and my computer is so annoying

00:34:18I'm about six days behind almost a week. That's okay. I'm still gonna upload all the videos

00:34:24Don't fret to if you guys want to follow me on Instagram

00:34:28Here is my handle or username as they call it now

00:34:31I post a picture a day of my body just because I want to go back and see progress

00:34:36So you guys should definitely follow me on there. I also post inspirational quotes meals

00:34:41I'm eating three the last two days have been exceptionally cold for spring and around this time

00:34:47It confuses my like body and I get really chapped lips, which could possibly cause

00:34:54Little Craig shots fired shots fired

00:35:02Cause a cold sore here

00:35:04I feel really bad pain if I end up getting a cold sore videos will have to stop until the cold sore is gone

00:35:11It's something I've dealt with my whole life

00:35:13Last thing I want to talk about is I do plan on weighing myself here in a minute last time

00:35:17I weighed myself the scale wouldn't read me. I really really really hope the scale just reads me

00:35:23That was my goal for this week

00:35:25I just weighed myself and had a little bit of brunch skill that we have doesn't weigh up to about

00:35:32420 pounds

00:35:35Okay, so I think when I was reviewing

00:35:39July of 2015, which I did that like a couple days ago. I

00:35:44Remember Amberlynn saying that the scale at crystals wouldn't read her and I thought it was up to 350

00:35:49But now she's saying it's 420

00:35:52so

00:35:56Yeah, I think by January of

00:36:002016 she's up to four. I want to say 80

00:36:0580

00:36:07because she finally gets a scale and and weighs in and that's like

00:36:14From meeting that's just for meeting destiny from this point to meeting destiny. And then yeah, so the end of

00:36:22Of

00:36:232015

00:36:28I didn't like it was so sad because she seemed like she was just like really happy with destiny

00:36:33but then she was just kind of like not in control of her eating habits almost because she was just so

00:36:41excited almost and happy to be out and doing something different and everything was so exciting with destiny and

00:36:49So, yes, that's quite a bit

00:36:52Just from from this point on

00:36:55420 pounds was naturally my highest weight when I was 16 years old. I probably weighed that much for

00:37:02Years to be honest probably until I was like 20 21

00:37:06I'm currently 24. If you guys don't know the fact that the scale wasn't

00:37:10Yeah, so when she met crystal that's when she lost all all the 89 pounds she talks about

00:37:19Every time I say that 89 pounds just say 90

00:37:22She lost 90 pounds 89

00:37:26That's why it's so funny

00:37:32Reading me because I reached 420 again

00:37:38Yeah, that's when she lost all the weight is when she first met crystal and then

00:37:45Well, she'll explain during the

00:37:49During the it's like a breakup Q&A, I guess she'll kind of explain

00:37:54their

00:37:56Relationship dynamic over the last couple of years and how that might have affected her weight loss journey

00:38:05And or around there really

00:38:11It absolutely hurts

00:38:13Really

00:38:17It absolutely hurts I

00:38:19Don't want to cry. It's crazy to me that through everything I

00:38:24Reach that weight again. I just can't believe it. I'm glad I know now happy to announce that the scale finally read me again

00:38:31I'm really really happy I could finally

00:38:35Yeah, so at this point she would be under

00:38:40420

00:38:43Let's just have 420 so

00:38:45To 480. So that's like 60 pounds in like six months

00:38:50basically, oh my

00:38:55He makes small goals and be like, oh I want to lose two pounds

00:38:58I'm tired of huge goals because they make me feel overwhelmed. I sabotage myself. I weighed in today at

00:39:05405 point two

00:39:08Okay, well it's like nine months but 405 so it's not 420

00:39:16Wow

00:39:20Like when you really think about it because there was that noticeable like weight gain when she first got with destiny but like well

00:39:29I'd say that's

00:39:32Emotional eating even if it's not like a sad emotion she was, uh, you know happy I guess you could say

00:39:44It's bittersweet I wish I was at my lowest weight still can't keep holding on to that

00:39:49This is a new journey in this journey. I lost a lot of weight this week. I'm actually really happy tomorrow's like my official weigh-in day

00:40:01I

00:40:17Got this book eat what you love love what you eat how to break your eat repent repeat cycle

00:40:23Pretty thick book. It comes with that. Am I hungry mindful eating program? It's a workbook and journal

00:40:29It teaches you just how to eat mindfully

00:40:34You go through a lot of questions and steps to kind of understand

00:40:41Kitty yeah

00:40:43She said before that she actually doesn't know what her highest weight was because she said at this at this point

00:40:50Anyway, because she said

00:40:52The last time she weighed herself

00:40:55Was she was at 420 and then she stopped weighing herself

00:41:01But I'm thinking if she started a weight loss journey with crystal that she probably would have weighed in at that point

00:41:07but she didn't really say because

00:41:10well, she said that she now I'm thinking about it too she could have weighed more and

00:41:16maybe lost a few pounds and then

00:41:20Started the weight loss journey, so she could have been higher than 420

00:41:24But when she started this 89 LB journey, it was 420 was her highest known weight, maybe

00:41:33You know what you're going through and why you eat the way you do

00:41:38Crystal's parents are all about the essential oils. They literally have over a hundred

00:41:42I'll have to show you her mom made this thieves one for cold sores

00:41:46So I put all my lips and it's sort of like burning. I have to go ask them if that's even normal

00:41:58I've tried that stuff on my lips. We'll see you burning because I'm burning bad

00:42:10It's almost like numb

00:42:13You

00:42:14So Chris ash, oh my goodness. Did you I don't know if you've seen it. I

00:42:19Don't know but there was a video that

00:42:23Nick Akado just recently put out and it just came up on my feed and he's always trolling Amberlynn and

00:42:29He says some he just goes on like a rant for about 45 minutes. It feels like about how he tried

00:42:37He's trying to lose weight

00:42:39he's on his weight loss journey because he just keeps gaining and losing the same like a few pounds and that's kind of like what

00:42:46Amberlynn's been doing for the last couple years. She's been around I

00:42:51think it's like

00:42:52Let's say 480 to

00:42:55520 that seems to be where she's been for the last few years

00:43:00But anyway, I think he was just trolling her and he just with his recent video

00:43:05That's just kind of what it reminded me of

00:43:08Where you say like she'd feel better if she actually stuck with it like yeah, totally

00:43:13But she's always like bouncing around with the same

00:43:18Like it she just can't keep with you know, she was she stuck with it she might feel better right but

00:43:25she's uh, yeah, she's

00:43:27She's uh, yeah, she's

00:43:29She's got a lot of like life stuff going on, too

00:43:32So I probably didn't help with like the whole wifey breakup

00:43:35But at the same time she's been like playing with this since before wifey

00:43:40But I find like after

00:43:44Becky she's been taking it a little bit more seriously, maybe

00:43:47You don't want to think about it like I didn't really watch much of her journey with Becky after they moved out from

00:43:54Erica Ricky's so I'm not quite sure exactly what her weight was like around that time like after her surgery and stuff

00:44:01But it seemed to be kind of I guess

00:44:04Same as where it's at now where she's like playing with that

00:44:09Anyway, it just be nice. Yeah, it would be nice to see her stick to it

00:44:12And it'd be great for her, of course

00:44:16Yeah

00:44:21She's like trying to get assurance here from crystals parents that she doesn't need to go to the emergency room because she's got this

00:44:29She's used their herbal mix here

00:44:33So she's like trying to get her assurance here from Crystal's parents that she doesn't need to go to the emergency room

00:44:38Because she's got this

00:44:40Their herbal mix here for her lips

00:44:46What if I did eat a lot what would happen

00:44:49Well, some oils you're not supposed to enjoy

00:44:55How my tongue's numb

00:44:57I swear to god i'm not joking

00:45:00If teeth could be numb, they'd be numb too. I feel like

00:45:03Okay, so everything that said this one's fine could be in my mouth

00:45:07Okay

00:45:10Okay

00:45:13Kitty I agree. I thought that the oklahoma move would be better for her, too. Um

00:45:21Hmm it just

00:45:26It

00:45:27I don't think it would have the only reason I don't think it would have have been uh,

00:45:31Great right at the first well

00:45:33I like I didn't really expect it to be great at the first when she first moved there is because

00:45:37of her losing wifey

00:45:39She actually is going through like there's the breakup but now there's the actual separation from wifey. So she had to deal with that and

00:45:49um

00:45:50well, she did a little better than she did the breakout the breakup she was eating a lot of the

00:45:56Of the trader joe's and then she decided she was going to go on

00:46:00um

00:46:02A quick weight loss journey of only eating one meal a day

00:46:05And then the gallstones came back again because she wasn't being consistent she was just kind of not eating

00:46:15So it just kind of derailed

00:46:18the the hopes that she would actually like change when she got there because I just

00:46:25Yeah, she has that separation anxiety she had to deal with but then like now we're watching in the like, um

00:46:33Which month was it october november november 2023, uh, you know, she's starting to um

00:46:42Hang out with her mom more and her mom seems to be wanting to be more healthy

00:46:47which totally helps with amberlynn's health journey probably because then she uh,

00:46:52she has someone there that's actually supporting her through it rather than

00:46:57what like becky would say to and and destiny were like

00:47:01They would suggest food

00:47:04becky had said it actually too, but like

00:47:07Or more than destiny, I guess

00:47:10um

00:47:12She'd be on a diet and

00:47:15destiny or becky would be over here eating, uh pizza and amberlynn would be trying to eat her like

00:47:23veggies and it just wasn't working for them. So now when you see

00:47:28Them eating out together or making meals together, uh amberlynn or mom it's it's kind of nice because it's a little more healthier

00:47:36um

00:47:36Now there are a couple times where they go out to eat and like her mom looks like she's eating healthier than amberlynn

00:47:42But like you're just hoping maybe eventually that'll rub off on her and she'll start

00:47:46Eat a little healthier

00:47:49I

00:47:53Guess we'll just have to wait and see but uh, yeah, she's just seems to be um staying around the same

00:48:02The same weight and same mentality I guess

00:48:06That she has been when she was with wifey too where it's just like sometimes she's on sometimes she's off

00:48:14But we do want to see her get on track

00:48:19Whatever that looks like

00:48:23Let's do a little taste test i've never had this extra sweet watermelon gum before so let's give it a go

00:48:31I notice if I pull this little flap right here

00:48:34It opens better

00:48:38Bam

00:48:42Smells so bomb

00:48:45I eat gum when I have no more calories left

00:48:48And i'm feeling kind of hungry or I want to binge or I just want something in my mouth. It honestly really helps

00:48:58Yeah, the chrisette I agree it is it's hard like

00:49:03just

00:49:03it's uh easier to tell her just to lose weight than it is to actually go throw it because you're not there with her every

00:49:10moment and like

00:49:12The night times are probably super hard for her. She said

00:49:15um and

00:49:17Uh

00:49:20I'm gonna say it

00:49:22I guess we just kind of harp more on her weight loss is because it's her weight is so extreme that it's dangerous

00:49:29whereas like

00:49:32If you're not in that like danger zone

00:49:36It's not as like

00:49:39bad to be

00:49:40Playing with those few pounds, you know

00:49:42Like but like with aberlynn we're like we've been watching her for a while

00:49:46like it's dangerous and we just like kind of hope the best for her, but

00:49:51Can't really tell her what to do

00:49:54She's not gonna listen to anyone anyway, she's gonna have to figure it out on her own

00:50:00The only person she seems to listen to is crystal

00:50:05Smells so good

00:50:12You know, this is a keeper

00:50:20Oh kitty connecticut, I like that. Um amberlynn's new girlfriend. Okay, so I gotta read your comment here

00:50:28I convinced she bought the moon picture for herself just because of the way she said it looks so shiny in person

00:50:35She slipped she saw it online and ordered it

00:50:39Oh, I like that I like that that's funny it could be

00:50:44It could be um

00:50:47Now I wonder if maybe this person sent her a picture of it already

00:50:53Oh my gosh, that'd be crazy. Uh, actually something I found really interesting about this new girlfriend, um is

00:51:00or

00:51:03I guess speculation regarding the new girlfriend that I found interesting was on uh,

00:51:09on a

00:51:10karina kaboom's video she's talking about how this

00:51:15Person that amberlynn's seeing is obviously into fortnight because it's got amberlynn and fortnight

00:51:20Into fortnight and she wouldn't have done it

00:51:22Otherwise and like everyone's been gaming for a while. I think with her mario parody and stuff

00:51:27So she's probably has some friends maybe that play it because she probably meets people online rather than in person

00:51:35so

00:51:36Maybe she's uh met a few people that got her into that or something or one

00:51:42But uh, yeah, so she answers in her newest video. She says no

00:51:47Her girlfriend is not in into fortnight. So I wasn't even if like I wasn't sure but like

00:51:55uh

00:51:56when she's

00:51:57The way karina was saying it. It sounded like she was so sure that amberlynn totally

00:52:04Had this girlfriend that was into fortnight and that's why amberlynn's now a gamer because amberlynn takes all the personalities of her

00:52:10of her girlfriends, but

00:52:12I was like because she was just so sure of it. And so when amberlynn said that no, she doesn't play fortnight. I was like

00:52:19Man, she was wrong, I guess

00:52:25Because when I was listening to it I was like what if this girlfriend's not into it and you're just like, you know

00:52:31So convinced of it, but I mean we're all we're all speculating so

00:52:37It's interesting to see everyone's opinions

00:52:40uh, like kitty's here saying that uh

00:52:43It's so shiny in person. I like that. I like that. Uh that you caught that

00:52:54Five calories zero sugar zero fat. Yes, so so so so so so so so good

00:53:01It tastes just like sweet watermelon. Hence the name

00:53:05Don't mind the clicking crystals got that rock band life

00:53:09She's playing with some friends online. So this is my big purse that i'm gonna start using. Isn't it adorable?

00:53:15I've had it for years

00:53:17And the inside I mean this thing opens up a square mile. I swear to god

00:53:23I'm editing this vlog right now and I figured I should just end it

00:53:28You know those people who chew gum like this

00:53:31Um, i'm kind of one of them people

00:53:33As much as I keep putting on like chapstick and things like that

00:53:36My cold sore is still coming in. I might have to be low-key with the videos time. I'm all caught up with

00:53:43Actually uploading the videos. Maybe this will be gone by then today is

00:53:48Sunday the 26th. So I hope you guys had a great day today and I will see you in my next vlog. Bye

00:53:55Hello everybody

00:53:56I decided today i'm gonna film a weight loss diaries video. I did weigh in today

00:54:01I was expecting to be down weight from yesterday. I stepped on the scale and for some reason it said air

00:54:07There's no way I gained weight. I am on track. I'm eating my calories. I'm eating healthier

00:54:13Except

00:54:18Okay, so she would literally have to gain 15 pounds in one day so I don't know what the heck is going on with that scale

00:54:27Etc. It really really just dampers my mood completely the scale really knows how to

00:54:33Get to me. I hate how the scale just decides the type of mood i'm going to be in today

00:54:38It's very unhealthy I just think for my journey right now i'm going to a

00:54:44Lower my calories. I find that I have such a high calorie limit that at night

00:54:50Sometimes I struggle to find what to eat and i'll eat the wrong things because I have extra calories

00:54:58Now that sounds like uh

00:55:01The same thing she does when she's on weight watchers

00:55:04Where she tries she wants to use up all of her points for the night

00:55:08And it's like she says she'll choose the unhealthy stuff. That's more calories

00:55:12to

00:55:13Get right to that limit where instead of like just eating

00:55:19Until she's uh

00:55:22Satisfied I guess with lower calorie foods. I don't know

00:55:28She uh

00:55:31I guess it's maybe her her choices. Um

00:55:34That don't help her at the end the night time with her little snacks and stuff because she said that they have like

00:55:39uh, the 100 calorie snacks sometimes and

00:55:45Uh, I think she shows us here eventually that she has like cereal

00:55:49Well, I don't want to spoil it, but she has cereal and then binges

00:55:54I just spoiled it

00:55:57So i'm wondering what else what other kinds of snacks she's eating at night time

00:56:01That uh are going over her calorie limit

00:56:07I'm gonna try drinking some more water right now. I probably drink about two or three

00:56:13Waters that are this size. I just feel very very very sad. I wanted today to be a good day. It's monday

00:56:21A new week. I was already gonna lower my calories just a tad bit now

00:56:24I feel like i'm gonna lower them quite a bit. I'm not

00:56:28Yeah, that's another thing too that she kind of like sabotages herself with when she lowers the calories

00:56:33a lot because she then it's the same as

00:56:37You know, she's not eating enough

00:56:39food

00:56:40Um, and then the gallstones start up because she's not eating properly

00:56:48I'm not gonna be weighing myself for a while. I just don't want to see air. I don't

00:56:55I really honestly just feel like crying right now

00:56:58My emotions are so all over the place like half of me wants to just binge and be like fuck it

00:57:03The other half of me wants to just like never eat again

00:57:06The struggle to lose weight is so undeniably hard for me. I had a really really good week. I wish today I could

00:57:14start this week

00:57:16Great, but i'm not I don't know if i'm too scale obsessed. I probably

00:57:24Girl we know you're scale obsessed

00:57:28I really am and I really need to try to take that away from my personality days like this when I weigh in and I'll

00:57:34see something that I like I really really am just

00:57:37Tormented by it all day long and for the next couple of days and I

00:57:42Yep, super not good and like she knows this stuff, but she keeps going back to it

00:57:48But I guess that's part of the cycle right that she's trying to get out of

00:57:54I don't like that. I really don't know what else to say you guys

00:57:58I'm, sorry. Some of my videos are really short. It's just purely because I have nothing to say normally my videos like

00:58:07Yes the chrisette I believe uh, I I agree too I think

00:58:11I think that uh, maybe finding some friends would help. Well just because okay, so

00:58:20Yeah, so when she's with crystal and crystal's family she's doing all right

00:58:24But when she's with destiny

00:58:26You know, there's no one

00:58:28she always says that destiny doesn't need to lose weight destiny is not

00:58:32trying to be on a weight loss journey like the whole time, but it's

00:58:38It's weird because like crystal maybe would have been more considered not needing to be on a weight loss journey more than destiny

00:58:44Just because destiny is like super short too

00:58:48So like she was just totally in denial about that and then wasn't getting much help from destiny in that way of like

00:58:55the influence of eating healthy although

00:58:57Destiny would get like fruits and vegetables sometimes

00:59:01um

00:59:02but then there was uh, becky who and rafe and hannah and then but then

00:59:09At the same time there's eric and ricky and they went on a weight loss journey and it just didn't really

00:59:14Rub off on amberlynn the right way kind of went the opposite way where she

00:59:18Like and when she first moved in with eric and ricky she asked eric to like help her

00:59:23By like when you see me eating things point it out

00:59:27Yeah, right

00:59:31She's not gonna want to start crap with her

00:59:34Uh, eric's not gonna want to start want to start crap with amberlynn over uh

00:59:39Telling her what to eat and what not to eat

00:59:41That would be like you wouldn't

00:59:44It just I guess it's not eric's place to do that either

00:59:47So it would be like uncomfortable to put eric in that position to be the one to tell her that

00:59:54Um

00:59:56Now, yeah, so then wifey wifey was also kind of healthy eater and it seemed like anyway, uh

01:00:05That didn't really work out

01:00:07so

01:00:09Um

01:00:11I'm, I don't know. I'm just kind of hoping maybe this will work out with uh with her mom

01:00:17Kind of being on a journey as well

01:00:30Hi nikki good to see you. I was just reading your comment. That's a lot of calories a day

01:00:36Well, like even if she binged like, you know a few times a week I wonder

01:00:43Yeah, that would be that would be adding up the calories, but I don't know if she'd eat 10 000 in one day

01:00:48That's a lot. Um when she showed us one of her off track days

01:00:53She was eating. I think she ate 3 000 calories in food

01:00:57And then 3 000 calories on a binge

01:01:02Which

01:01:05Which uh was like the ramens the pringles the ice cream

01:01:12uh cheetos chocolate, I think that was all like

01:01:17300 calories

01:01:19300 3 000 calories. Sorry. Um, but yeah, she could be more than that

01:01:29It's a lot

01:01:32And uh destiny being a feeder, uh, maybe because she she definitely um

01:01:40I think see I think destiny tries to be helpful

01:01:44more than

01:01:45likes to see her eat, but

01:01:47We were watching the 2015

01:01:50Uh july 2015 and she comes up to amberlynn. They're at uh, I think they're at um

01:01:56Golden corral and she comes over and right after what she had destiny had um

01:02:03a big thing of cotton candy

01:02:05so they were eating the cotton candy together and then

01:02:09Destiny walks up amber's filming her and she has like

01:02:13Three cones of ice cream worth in one cone like it was huge

01:02:18And it was like one of those soft serve ones. So she basically got it as high as she could without it falling over

01:02:25And gave it to amberlynn like it was so

01:02:28much food

01:02:29so like i'm not sure if maybe she just doesn't really uh, no serving sizes at that point or what but

01:02:37I guess you could say she wasn't really helping with the weight loss journey

01:02:43Yes, eric and ricky did do really good with their weight loss while they're in uh

01:02:482018 I think and and 19

01:02:51They were going to the gym lots and eric was filming lots of videos of like healthy foods and he was uh

01:02:57finding recipes online too and um

01:03:00And trying to do those. So those are neat. I still have some of their cooking videos

01:03:06that I haven't

01:03:08Edited yet. So they're all

01:03:11um

01:03:12unedited videos

01:03:14Of them cooking. There's also like part of the vlog in there, too

01:03:21I'm so mad that eric deleted all his videos

01:03:25They're all hidden

01:03:26And he hid like a bunch of them I guess before he hid all of them

01:03:31So there was a bunch of them missing before he even like got rid of all of his videos

01:03:36anyway

01:03:38Eric put your videos back up. We want to see more

01:03:42It's been a while. We need a refresher

01:03:44now, um all the videos that I have though that uh, I put

01:03:49That I had of eric and ricky and stuff I put those on my daily motion pages

01:03:55So if you go to positive pr goes live

01:04:00Yeah on daily motion that's where that's where you'll find the eric and ricky playlist and so it has all their like

01:04:06All the videos that I edited anyway

01:04:11During uh 2018 I think there was so much there was so much there

01:04:19That we all took it for granted that it would be there forever. Oh well

01:04:26Like this are probably around 10 minutes and I shorten them very drastically

01:04:30There's no reason for me to repeat myself a thousand different times

01:04:33I hope you guys had a good weigh-in if you had a weigh-in or if you guys are just having a good day in

01:04:38General try not to let the scale get to you like it gets to me because it really really really can ruin someone's mood

01:04:44my mood

01:04:46I'll see you guys in my next video. Bye

01:04:48Hello everybody

01:04:50Don't mind this little

01:04:51Fly away right here. It's just having the time of its life do an outfit of the day

01:04:56Wearing my hair in a really extremely messy

01:05:00Something or other looks like a bird's nest or something. Sometimes I just do not care about my hair whatsoever as you can tell

01:05:08Oh, yeah now that's magic this silver statement necklace

01:05:11I got from charlotte ruse these silver owl earrings that I think I got from charlotte ruse or walmart

01:05:18This big silver elephant ring that I got from shop miss a.com. I'm wearing a purple

01:05:23Tank top. I think I got this from old navy a long time ago years ago a aztec cardigan

01:05:30With fringe on the bottom that I got from charlotte ruse and that's it

01:05:36You wanna go outside

01:05:40Go on enjoy the sun while it's here

01:05:45Crystal's mom showed me how to use this crock pot. She said at 12 o'clock three minutes late. Whoops to put this

01:05:54In it

01:05:57Stay still don't move

01:06:02Oh my god, this is heavy

01:06:05So what's in the what's in here? We have cabbage. Oh shit

01:06:10Oh shit, sorry, sorry, sorry, we have cabbage in here peppery chili bell peppery

01:06:19Orange sauce that because she sees the nutritionists to make healthier meals. She gives her a bunch of seasonings

01:06:26All these are organic seasonings

01:06:29I know there's the veggies. I know there's already cooked ground

01:06:32Turkey, it really is hard for me to find a place for y'all to sit. My phone is so thin

01:06:38I

01:06:40Plop it in there

01:06:43She said hook this

01:06:46Part

01:06:49I've never actually used this before so she showed me how yesterday I put it in my vlog

01:06:56Hooked I think she said press manual. Oh, I have to plug it in first

01:07:02duh

01:07:03Get with the program girl

01:07:05Whoops what is in here? I've never even seen this before

01:07:10Garlic, okay. Sorry

01:07:13Had a moment sidetracked press manual

01:07:16No power

01:07:18Manual and then she wants on low

01:07:22I think

01:07:23Yes

01:07:25I guess that's it

01:07:27Bam, and then this cooks for five hours

01:07:30And then dinner is served

01:07:32Crystal and I have some errands to run. We're gonna get something to eat out. I haven't eaten yet today

01:07:41There's no holding that in god bless you

01:07:45Crystal and I just ate at a mexican restaurant. It is literally so good

01:07:50It's one of our favorites to go to I filled out some applications to try to get a job

01:07:54I called around trying to see if they even got the application

01:07:58I called walmart and i'm not even in their system and i'm like what?

01:08:01They want me to

01:08:03Go to walmart to fill out the application. I guess we're on our way to go do that

01:08:08walmart hiring center

01:08:10Just sit in this little stool

01:08:15Okay

01:08:17Ready set go

01:08:18It is so hot in here. How is it possible that the car feels this hot like a sauna?

01:08:25But it's cold outside

01:08:27I just did my application and you guys will never ever guess how long it took me. I was so precise

01:08:33I thought it was just like an application here comes this quiz

01:08:37slash test

01:08:39slash assessment

01:08:41full of

01:08:4265 in-depth like questions. I should have been studying for this. I was really really nervous

01:08:48It said that it will tell me if I pass or fail

01:08:51If I failed I won't be able to do another application for walmart for two full years

01:08:57So I did the 65 questions and I passed I was so so flipping happy. You don't even know the whole

01:09:04Situation took me over three hours. They said they'll

01:09:11Crystal had to sit there with her for three hours

01:09:13I

01:09:18Contacted me via email

01:09:19There was a girl in there who said that she didn't get called back for a whole year

01:09:24I have done a few other applications for other places

01:09:27But they were so short and just mediocre if it was my choice walmart would definitely be the place

01:09:32Just sit straight you loser of a phone

01:09:35Crystal and I just got back from walmart while I was doing my application. I picked up a few things

01:09:40I got a gallon of water and i'm gonna drink drink drink drink

01:09:44but

01:09:47Water so good for you water so good for you. I also got something else

01:09:55Among some fat-free milk that isn't even important. I got this a minute made light

01:10:0015 calories super super cute pink lemonade

01:10:04Crystal and I were so thirsty in walmart. We got this we got another big thing of water

01:10:10We got some straws totally not important, but these are for our protein shake so i'll have to get

01:10:15Protein shake all up on my top lip

01:10:38He looks like he didn't even budge

01:10:40Yeah, I wanted her to

01:10:44Yeah, you could have dropped that that would have been awesome

01:10:46All right

01:10:48I'm getting some cereal

01:10:49Ain't nobody said you can't have cereal at night. Okay?

01:10:54Uh-oh, that's what I was talking about earlier. There's a binge coming

01:11:01I'm gonna have

01:11:02special k vanilla almonds with some fat-free milk

01:11:07As you guys know i'm struggling with a cold blister coming in

01:11:10I'm, trying my hardest to use carmax the essential oils

01:11:15thieves

01:11:16and randomly

01:11:17The essential oils just chapstick that crystal's parents made so far. It's not getting too big tomorrow

01:11:25I'm gonna start going to the gym again. Tomorrow is tuesday. I was gonna go today, but I was just feeling so unmotivated

01:11:31Screw it not doing anything productive

01:11:34I notice a lot of the time i'm filming like this instead of like filming like a normal person

01:11:39I think the gym is gonna be back in my life. I'm really hoping my lip doesn't prevent that from happening

01:11:46So one thing that she did too with crystal that she didn't really do with her other girlfriends is going to the gym

01:11:52That was really good. Uh

01:11:55That probably helped a lot

01:11:58With trying to keep on track maybe well, it's just it's nice to see her get out of the house and do something

01:12:06More than shop and eat

01:12:09If this gets bigger by tomorrow, I will not be attending the gym you guys are seeing me in my bed

01:12:18I'm getting ready to go to sleep and I forgot to end my vlog

01:12:21sad news is

01:12:23I had kind of a rough day emotionally with just a lot of different things

01:12:28That I don't really feel like talking about right now. I ended up

01:12:31Binging tonight. I ate

01:12:34Way way way too much. It's really upsetting. I know with this eating disorder. I can't

01:12:40Heal overnight, you know, there's only so much I can do i'm trying to control it. I try not to give in

01:12:46It's just really hard

01:12:47As long as I don't give in more than I do give in

01:12:50And I feel like eventually I will heal from this. I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and i'll see you in my next video. Bye

01:12:57Hello everybody

01:12:59right now i'm just making my own healthy version of

01:13:04Teriyaki veggies with rice i'm using brown rice

01:13:09And here I have two small chicken breasts

01:13:13carrots

01:13:15organic celery

01:13:17mushroom

01:13:18Orange bell pepper

01:13:20And i'm using a little bit of this organic adobo seasoning less sodium teriyaki sauce

01:13:30I find beauty in the most random things. I was cutting the celery and it looks like a rose. I mean, it's so pretty

01:13:37i'm gonna do the strive circle

01:13:39which is

01:13:41a bunch of cardio and strength

01:13:45Things

01:13:46In a circle

01:13:51I got my water ready. I'm gonna go on this little handy dandy thing

01:14:00It's so funny how she brings the whole jug of water with her she wants to make sure she drinks it

01:14:17So

01:14:23So I just did the strive circle now i'm on this

01:14:28Getting that workout in

01:14:30Making a protein shake. I use stevia in the raw. I'm going to use this tropical blend

01:14:35There's peach mango pineapple and banana in it

01:14:38cooking cream ump powder and fat-free milk

01:14:41I have a magic bullet and it's literally it is magical. Yes

01:14:46All you do is pulsate it

01:14:52Bam chazam

01:14:56All you do is pulsate it and she holds it down

01:14:59I'm pulsating when you like press it down. Let it up. Press it down. Let it up

01:15:05She's blending it

01:15:09It's hard to suck though

01:15:11Oh, I like it like this better sometimes I make it with blueberries, I think I like it better with this

01:15:21Putting a fruit into

01:15:23My protein shakes has been one of the best decisions i've ever made. I'm not a fruit type of gal

01:15:28I do not like fruit. I by far prefer vegetables hard for me to get down fruit a serving of fruit a day for me

01:15:35Is decent

01:15:37What are you doing back there?

01:15:40She's behind the curtain in front of the window, what are you doing?

01:15:50Got myself some 15 calorie lemonade pink lemonade

01:15:56This is good, huh? Oh my gosh, how's that only 15 calories?

01:16:01Lemonade for life yo

01:16:03If you're a pretty little liars fan, you know that pretty little liars

01:16:08Season six will be starting again in june literally the best thing that's ever happened to me

01:16:13I'm trying to have crystal catch up on pretty little liars right now. She's on season three episode 15

01:16:20We're watching it right now girl

01:16:23You gotta catch up so we can watch it together so we can experience this together

01:16:28Because things get cray if you guys like pretty little liars, you should let me know in the comments below

01:16:33Also, you should let me know. What is your favorite show? It is the next

01:16:37day

01:16:41So I think uh by the time that comes back on she's uh

01:16:45On her way to live with destiny so she doesn't get to watch it with crystal

01:16:49I wonder if crystal kept watching it with her when the new stuff came on

01:16:53Amberlynn really likes this show

01:16:57Next day

01:16:59I just woke up and I totally forgot to end my vlog last night. I literally hate when I do that. I

01:17:05Was laying in bed I was three seconds away from falling asleep shoot

01:17:09I forgot to end my vlog. I kind of just accepted it and said i'll worry about that tomorrow

01:17:15I hope you guys enjoyed this video and i'll see you in the next one. Bye

01:17:20All right, so we're on to the q a and this is like 15 minutes

01:17:29So she's gonna explain more uh about the breakup

01:17:33And about the dynamic of her and crystal's relationship over the last few years

01:17:42And a little bit of her future plans

01:17:46Hello everybody

01:17:47So as you guys know, i'm currently going through a breakup. I am getting an undeniably amount of questions people are saying that I

01:17:55Didn't explain very well. I compiled a bunch of questions and I wrote them down

01:18:00I'm just here to be open

01:18:02Honest and finally kind of explain everything that's going on in short form. Are you two getting back together? No, we're not

01:18:09Do you still live with her currently? I do still live with her. Do you guys still cuddle or hug when we first broke up?

01:18:16We did hug we didn't cuddle. We were at a very confused state. We do not do any of that anymore

01:18:23We are completely

01:18:25just over it's way too hard to

01:18:28Be broken up with somebody and still try to do things as if you were in a relationship. It's just not healthy

01:18:35so this question actually

01:18:37Upsets me. Are you lying about the breakup just to get attention?

01:18:41That's really really insulting to me because I would never

01:18:45In a million years lie about something like this when crystal first broke up with me. It was literally

01:18:51The most horrible feeling I have ever felt in my whole entire life. My whole world crashed down

01:18:56I was shocked and confused when you

01:18:59Think that someone is going to be in your life forever loving you and you loving her

01:19:04And then your whole world crashes down

01:19:06in just an instant

01:19:08it's hard to

01:19:10Accept those feelings and really absorb them

01:19:16So she's kind of said that before or not well she said that

01:19:21With destiny and becky

01:19:24Where she kind of thought she would spend forever with them

01:19:29And that her whole world comes crashing down

01:19:34Which is probably true

01:19:42It was just traumatizing to say the least do you still share a bed is it hard

01:19:48Is it hard

01:19:51She seemed to get over becky the fastest and becky seemed to be the like most serious relationship she had

01:19:59We do share a bed, I don't see any reason why crystal needs to buy a new bed

01:20:10But then okay, so I think i'm gonna let it keep going just wait

01:20:16because

01:20:17If I do and when I do plan on moving

01:20:21They'd have an extra bed. There's no reason for it. I don't want them to waste the money friends sleep together all the time

01:20:31Why would they buy a new bed

01:20:33Literally like bought a new bed a couple months ago

01:20:37at this point

01:20:39it could have been march when they

01:20:41Yeah, it could have been march 2015. They bought a new bed and uh

01:20:46The box spring was broken on it when they first got it

01:20:50It was right where you like you basically sit on the side of the bed

01:20:56My theory is aberlin sat on it too fast

01:21:00And uh, then it was like, um

01:21:04It was indented or like it

01:21:07It broke a little bit and she said it was like lopsided on crystal's side

01:21:11Which that is crystal's side of the bed, I guess but it's just funny how she's like

01:21:14Oh, there's no reason for them to get a new bed

01:21:16If i'm going to be moving out then they just have an extra bed like

01:21:22She's uh, and then when the mattress gets ruined after they just got a king-sized mattress, um with destiny

01:21:29and the room floods she's just like, uh

01:21:33If we have to we'll just get a new bed and throw this one out

01:21:36It's just like do you even know how much beds cost?

01:21:38I don't think that she did at that point, but eventually when she buys her own bed she does but

01:21:44Because they're uh

01:21:46They're pretty expensive items to just be thrown out or buy an extra so that she doesn't have to share a bed with crystal

01:21:55We aren't close in the bed we kind of just sleep if she wanted you back

01:21:59Would you take her back a while ago? I would have said yes in a split second

01:22:04I've had time to think and we've talked a lot. I wouldn't

01:22:08Neither would she we just realized that

01:22:11Relationship wise we are not meant to be it's just something that we have to accept and move on

01:22:17How did you realize you two were meant to be just friends? I think this question is going to tie a lot into

01:22:23Why did you break up?

01:22:25I didn't give you guys an answer. I'm here to give you guys an answer now

01:22:29This is hard for me, but I wanted to be honest with you guys crystal and I were together for

01:22:35Three and a half years

01:22:37The first two years were amazing. The first year was even more amazing. I literally was on top of the world

01:22:43She accepted me for who I was

01:22:46I'm getting emotional

01:22:48I was her first relationship her first love her first everything I have been in love before but crystal was so different

01:22:56She's special. She is one of the nicest people i've ever known in my life

01:23:00She has a kind heart and a kind soul and I will never ever

01:23:04Downgrade her or say anything bad about her to anybody because she really is just an amazing person as

01:23:11The second year was coming to a close. I felt

01:23:15Unloved and unwanted and I kind of just played it off as i'm an insecure person

01:23:21I I always feel like people are mad at me or they dislike me for whatever reason

01:23:26And I tried to use that as an excuse there were plenty of times where i'd ask crystal. Do you still love me?

01:23:32Do you still think i'm beautiful do you still like me as a girlfriend do you see yourself with me for a long time?

01:23:37the reason why I would ask her those things is because

01:23:41She stopped telling me I was beautiful

01:23:44She stopped

01:23:49Sorry, she stopped looking at me

01:23:54With the eyes that she looked at me when I first came here

01:23:59She didn't kiss me the same she didn't hug me the same we were drifting apart and nobody knew it I

01:24:05Tried to blame it on we were one of those couples who were just used to each other

01:24:09I was trying to say i'm just insecure

01:24:12We're used to each other. That's amazing. That means we're comfortable around each other. We don't always have to be kissing

01:24:16It was just so many lies. I kept saying to myself there came a time where

01:24:22We wouldn't kiss each other for months

01:24:24we'd go on dates and

01:24:27See now all of this kind of sounds the same as what happened with becky

01:24:33That's kind of what I was going to say earlier how it just

01:24:36Is probably easier for her to move on from becky to wifey because they were just like friends

01:24:42Kind of you know, they were just living together

01:24:45Living their own

01:24:47Separate lives together as abrilyn had said before

01:24:50But yeah, so she she moves on pretty quickly from crystal to um, destiny, but it's probably because of this how it was, uh,

01:25:00They weren't like, you know

01:25:02Romantic partners basically at that point. Um

01:25:08But then with destiny moving on from destiny to becky

01:25:12I think it was like

01:25:14Six weeks maybe a month

01:25:17I think it was like six weeks maybe a month

01:25:21It was the end of february and I was probably like a month a month and a week maybe because uh,

01:25:27They broke up on january 13th. And then she started talking to becky on february

01:25:3324th

01:25:34so it was uh, it was

01:25:36pretty quick

01:25:37It could have been after the 24th. I don't know

01:25:40Um, that's just when she released the video that becky saw so it was definitely after after that that she started talking to becky

01:25:46but

01:25:46um, she it

01:25:49Uh, she wasn't uh quite over destiny when she started dating becky

01:25:55For fun, right

01:25:57but

01:25:58something was missing it completely just

01:26:01Everything changed

01:26:03And I didn't want to believe it

01:26:07We hid it from everybody

01:26:11Even when we told crystal's parents that we broke up

01:26:14They were shocked

01:26:16Her dad said but you guys seemed fine

01:26:19Crystal, um told me one day. She didn't feel the same for me anymore

01:26:22She was not in love with me at all. She just was not in love with me anymore. I

01:26:28Literally died my just whole world fell apart

01:26:32I wasn't expecting it because I kept lying to myself over and over

01:26:37I wanted this fairy tale with her

01:26:39God, I wasn't supposed to cry. What is this?

01:26:42I wanted this fairy tale with crystal

01:26:46And it just wasn't happening and I tried my hardest for months to fix things and just

01:26:53nothing worked

01:26:56She told me she wanted to see other people

01:26:58She wasn't sure if she'd ever be in love with me again because she didn't feel the same

01:27:03Some people are just not meant to be

01:27:07As much as I wanted it to be

01:27:10So

01:27:12This ties into the next question

01:27:17Well, I guess she left the clip of her wiping away her tears in there

01:27:22How did I realize we were just meant to be friends, um

01:27:25after the shock wore off and

01:27:29I processed in my head that

01:27:31I did not feel like somebody's girlfriend for a lot of that relationship because we did drift apart completely

01:27:36I realized that I didn't want to be with someone like that. I didn't want to

01:27:41So it's kind of interesting that basically the whole time that amberlynn's been on youtube and when she was recording or like

01:27:48uh

01:27:49Documenting her relationship with crystal that it was kind of it was that like friendship. So that's all we saw

01:27:56we didn't really see the um

01:27:59Loving part of the first the relationship where they were really happy. We just see like the

01:28:05Kind of it like it makes more sense why crystal was kind of being so distant probably didn't want to be in videos

01:28:11but still was kind of like feeling like

01:28:13that way towards amberlynn that

01:28:16She wasn't exactly like wanting to be

01:28:19More engaged with her I guess

01:28:22engaging in

01:28:24Amberlynn's interests kind of like well

01:28:28I was gonna say destiny and becky both did right at first until they got like the backlash of it

01:28:34But yeah crystal wasn't really uh

01:28:37Yeah, the whole time that they're that she's been filming

01:28:40They've just been kind of like well, it seems that way anyway that they're just kind of like roommates

01:28:45um

01:28:48Or that she's just like they're friends living, uh at crystal's parents house

01:28:55Hey chris, good to see you. Oh, i'm glad you could make it

01:28:58Okay

01:29:02Yeah, we have about like 10 minutes left of the video

01:29:08But that's all right because i'm gonna be back soon for another video

01:29:13Like in five hours

01:29:20Forced someone to love me. I didn't want to trap somebody because I was lying to myself so much

01:29:26I realized that i'm not in love with her either. I love crystal so much as a person. She changed my life

01:29:36She made me realize that there are

01:29:38angels out there people with big hearts

01:29:45You know, it was really like

01:29:48It was really nice for crystal and her family to take amberlynn in and they seemed to really care. Um

01:29:54And they seem like, you know

01:29:57a normal

01:30:00Like

01:30:01Well, like, you know healthy and healthy environment that's calming and like you don't really see much chaos going on or anything. So

01:30:10Um, I think this is the most stability amberlynn had in her life is living with crystal

01:30:16so it was probably hard to lose that plus

01:30:19the relationship

01:30:24And

01:30:26I felt horrible for her because she told me that

01:30:30for a whole year

01:30:33she wasn't in love with me and she was trying to protect my feelings and

01:30:37When she told me that I knew right there

01:30:39I cannot let her be with me

01:30:43I do not want to trap her. I'm not that type of person at all

01:30:47So you guys see me as this girl who just got broken up with like two months ago

01:30:52But really this has been happening for over a year

01:30:55just me feeling like

01:30:57I was a friend and

01:30:59It's hard. It's really hard and I just everything is all just jumbled in my head

01:31:05I don't even know how to begin to explain how i'm feeling just besides hurt and confused and

01:31:10I feel free. I feel relieved

01:31:13I'm, so grateful that this is this has happened at first

01:31:16I thought it was the end of the world, but this is meant to be and I know it's meant to be as hard as it is

01:31:22This is the right thing to do. We are not in love with each other

01:31:26I just feel like

01:31:28We're meant to be friends because we do get along as friends. Are you still hurting? Obviously? Yes. I'm still hurting

01:31:34It doesn't hurt me as much. I think what more so hurts is that one day I will be moving

01:31:40I can't be here forever. I feel like it's very unhealthy for me to stay here. These people are my family. They've become

01:31:46Very much like my family

01:31:48But I feel like if I stay here i'm putting my whole life on hold and I feel like i'm really not gonna get anywhere

01:31:54With my life and that's the truth

01:31:57As much as it sucks and it hurts

01:31:59I know I need to move on and crystal's accepting it as well

01:32:05How are you feeling just being

01:32:11So it's interesting here though, she says that uh, she

01:32:14She

01:32:16She doesn't think she wants to stay around stuff but applied

01:32:19For the job there

01:32:21So I was wondering if maybe in the last couple days, that's when she decided that she was gonna move on

01:32:27Go somewhere else

01:32:29Friends with her I feel free. I feel better

01:32:33We can finally have time time to ourself. We were together 24 7

01:32:37For over three years. There wasn't a time. We weren't together besides if we had to go to the bathroom

01:32:43We were together all the time and now I find time to just be by myself and

01:32:48You take those little things for granted. Honestly, you do because you get so attached to someone else that's you become them almost

01:32:56It's like crystal and amberlynn crystal. No, I am amberlynn. That is crystal. We are two different people and we have

01:33:06Okay, so she says crystal and amberlynn here so she puts crystal first that's great

01:33:11You know because usually she puts herself first it just reminds me of like when they sign destiny's dad's birthday card

01:33:17It said from amberlynn and destiny instead of destiny and amberlynn

01:33:23So

01:33:25It's kind of nice seeing herself her put crystal's name there first

01:33:31Two different tracks in life

01:33:34We see things a lot alike, but we also just

01:33:38See things so differently are you planning on staying in virginia? No, I I do not plan on staying in virginia

01:33:43The only reason why I moved here was to be with my girlfriend the girl that I love to death

01:33:49I don't see any point in me being here. I will always always always always always

01:33:54Be in communication with crystal because we are friends

01:33:58She is my best friend and she doesn't want to lose me and I don't want to lose her. There's just no

01:34:03Way

01:34:04That we are ever going to move on with our lives

01:34:08If I am still in this house if I am still in virginia, I don't like virginia as a whole

01:34:13I don't like the weather. I don't like the people. I don't like the environment. I just don't like it at all

01:34:19So I feel like it's right for me

01:34:22to leave

01:34:23when i'm leaving

01:34:24That's a whole other story

01:34:27Crystal's actually the only person that knows and her aunt because me and her aunt are super close

01:34:33Those are the only two people that know

01:34:36That I will be leaving virginia one day

01:34:40So she started talking to destiny on the 10th of this month

01:34:43and then

01:34:45By the end of the month. She's decided where she's already moving because she's moving to florida with destiny

01:34:51um, and so she moves there, uh

01:34:54The first of july so she's still with crystal here for two more months

01:35:03And I want to say it's in the near future, but i'm not

01:35:06100 sure right now. What if one of you start dating other people?

01:35:10We are both actually talking to people right now. She's talking to a couple people. I'm talking to just one person that I

01:35:18Crystal's already talking to multiple people

01:35:21I think she says

01:35:22It could be here where crystal was already talking to other people before she even broke up with amberlynn or something

01:35:28Or she would are like she had moved on pretty fast, too

01:35:32I have formed a really deep connection with which was unexpected completely

01:35:38I

01:35:39I don't even know how it's happened

01:35:41Of course, it's hard for the both of us, especially because crystal

01:35:44Started liking other people way before I even started talking to other people and it's gonna be hard

01:35:50I'm living with my ex-girlfriend

01:35:52The woman that I thought i'd spend the rest of my life with

01:35:58Yeah, so they broke up on the third and amberlynn's talking to um

01:36:03destiny on the

01:36:05on the 10th

01:36:06And crystal was already talking to people before amberlynn. So there's like, you know a few days there

01:36:11They're moving on pretty pretty fast

01:36:15So, yes, it's gonna be hard but we have to accept it and adapt to it while i'm currently here because

01:36:23We are both in our 20s

01:36:25We need to venture out. We can't be just in this house

01:36:31With each other as friends and not moving on with life

01:36:35With each other as friends and not moving on with life

01:36:38We both know we need to move on and it's extremely important to do so. I would never want

01:36:44her to feel like she can't date other people while i'm here because

01:36:49That is insane. I don't even feel like i'd be jealous because i'm so

01:36:53Secure with what I have

01:36:55And with what i'm feeling

01:36:59She's already so in love with destiny

01:37:04How do you get over a breakup honestly, it depends on the person my story is kind of out of whack not many people live with

01:37:11their exes

01:37:12It's going to be different for everyone, but I feel like my main word of advice

01:37:17After she breaks up with destiny, they still live together for a little bit until destiny moves out like a month

01:37:23Two months later, maybe a month and a half. Let's say

01:37:26uh destiny moves out to live with dana and then um, yeah amberlynn becky live together until

01:37:33Wifey moves in and then becky's moving out

01:37:38So that's something she does is live with her exes

01:37:42Advice would be surround yourself with people who make you happy who make you laugh

01:37:46Who are kind to you and who are understanding and who can let you vent?

01:37:50Surround yourself with hobbies and just activities that you love

01:37:54Like love and do not forget to cry because if you hold it all in

01:37:59You'll blow do it and let it out because it's really important to let those feelings out and the and those emotions out

01:38:07Trust me because when I hold them in

01:38:11It ain't pretty. How are you feeling overall?

01:38:15I am feeling overwhelmed you guys i'm sure a lot of people don't understand this

01:38:19But this is my life and my story my breakup

01:38:22I guess the only person that can really understand what i'm going through is myself

01:38:27Everyone is different and that's just how it is. So I hope I answered enough questions

01:38:34I'm, really nervous for the future. I'm scared for the future because my future was crystal

01:38:39But things have changed drastically in the last year. That's really all I have to say

01:38:43Thank you guys so much for watching if you guys have any more questions leave them in the comments below

01:38:47I guess I can either answer them there make another video. I don't know but trust me

01:38:51There will be several updates in this crazy freaking life of mine because I have no idea what's happening

01:38:57I'll see you guys in my next video. Bye

01:39:04All right, so that's it for the video today

01:39:07That was interesting, uh, see the dynamic here of how their relationship was. Um

01:39:15She seems to be pretty honest about it too saying like, uh saying how they're not

01:39:21They weren't really

01:39:23They didn't feel like they were in a relationship and like, you know, we could kind of see that

01:39:28From the vlogs

01:39:30um

01:39:33Uh, yeah

01:39:34So I gotta wonder why she applied to walmart if she was deciding that she's gonna move in with destiny unless she applied to walmart

01:39:40Like the day before she decided she was gonna move with destiny eventually here

01:39:46Well, maybe she just wanted like, you know to get the job and then she'd have a little bit of extra cash to move

01:39:53who knows but

01:39:56I don't think the walmart thing works out for her

01:40:05Yeah, so, um, I haven't watched may of 2015 so may and june or june so that's going to be kind of interesting

01:40:13we're like, uh

01:40:18Watching um up until she's my gosh

01:40:26Watching her, uh kind of talk to destiny from afar and have their um

01:40:33Their online relationship before actually meeting and

01:40:37it's gonna be interesting, um to see that

01:40:40how that unfolds but that's

01:40:42That's gonna be another video for another time

01:40:45um now

01:40:47Tomorrow tonight. I want to do like in five hours from now. I'm gonna do uh,

01:40:53A 2023 video we're gonna watch november and it's gonna be like two hours

01:40:59So i'm gonna be here for a few hours tonight if you're around

01:41:07Um, and then

01:41:11I have another video scheduled for tomorrow. We're gonna watch june of 2016

01:41:18which is when she just moves in to uh,

01:41:23Move she moves from florida to kentucky

01:41:27um

01:41:29And then we're gonna see how life is

01:41:31how she adjusts to life living with destiny's, um mom and

01:41:37stepdad

01:41:40They kind of are a little isolated and amberlyn kind of goes into a deeper depression and um

01:41:46It's the time where she doesn't shower

01:41:49And uh destiny helps take care of her by like washing her hair and stuff

01:41:54so there's a lot of stuff coming up here that

01:41:57Uh moments that destiny talks about in 2023 that we'll see take place

01:42:10Uh, okay, so then I also last night

01:42:14uh took me a couple days, but

01:42:17I went through three hours of a you now live stream that amberlyn did with rafe. Um in

01:42:25Uh the end of august 2017

01:42:29And it's right when she moves in with becky as well so, uh

01:42:37Yeah, that took that took a while to get through but I got most of the interesting parts out of it, um

01:42:43Um

01:42:45One thing I found kind of I don't know if it was interesting or disturbing but

01:42:51She has rarity there

01:42:53um staying with rafe because she can't have the cats at the house, but she decides that she

01:42:59Wants to have wasabi there at first and I think wasabi eventually actually ends up at rafe's too because they can't have cats in

01:43:06the house or something

01:43:07um

01:43:09But she decided that she was going to move in with becky

01:43:14So rafe, uh fosters she says, um

01:43:19Rarity for a little bit and while she's there

01:43:22She brings rarity into the room, uh rafe and rafe pays more attention to rarity than amberlyn does

01:43:28amberlyn holds rarity for like two seconds and then

01:43:31Rarity's just like in the room

01:43:33Um off camera and stuff and I guess like the cats stay in a different part of the house

01:43:38so rafe just took her in to show the live stream, but then like

01:43:43She just has this like

01:43:45Disconnect with rarity almost so it's nice now that like

01:43:50Or even like in the future videos. Um, especially when she's living in her own apartment in kentucky before

01:43:57She moved to oklahoma that one that apartment. I mean, um

01:44:01She was she's she has a stronger connection with rarity, but at that point it was like she was trying to

01:44:09Disconnect herself from rarity. Like it was it was just really sad because she like talks about how much she loves wasabi

01:44:15and um and twinkie

01:44:18but

01:44:20then kind of like

01:44:22Almost forgets that she even has rarity. Like it's just it's sad and rarity's not fixed at that point and um, uh

01:44:29Uh

01:44:31There's a whole drama there eventually of how rafe actually goes to take

01:44:38Uh rare rarity to get fixed or spade

01:44:43um

01:44:44And then amberlynn like freaks out and goes and gets her or something

01:44:49Takes her back to their house and rarity's going to live in the basement

01:44:53um

01:44:54but in this live stream where

01:44:57They actually discussed that um

01:45:01That rafe has another no a dog that she was going to go take in to get

01:45:06Um spade or neutered i'm not quite sure. I can't remember what she said

01:45:11But anyway, they're going in for surgery and that rarity they want to take rarity in at the same time and amberlynn said

01:45:16Yep, and she said again that she would be paying for it herself that rafe or no that amberlynn would pay for it

01:45:23So it's just it's weird how everything went down like it seemed like

01:45:28Things were normal, but then I don't know we'll have to see what happens there and why it became such a big drama

01:45:34I guess when there seems to be an agreement here that

01:45:38Rafe was going to take rarity to get fixed

01:45:41spade, oh my gosh, well

01:45:45Anyway, so we have that whole

01:45:48Era to go through

01:45:50Um, but yeah, it's like their first do you now session back to get well, uh

01:45:55back together, I guess

01:45:56um, so there's a lot of like addressing

01:45:59uh, what rafe said during those live streams where they were fighting and

01:46:04it just seems like

01:46:05Amberlynn wants rafe to feel like crap about what she did and at one point

01:46:11Someone asks amberlynn who her best friend is and she says crystal

01:46:16and um

01:46:18Not becky apparently, uh, and then rafe says that amberlynn is her best friend and amberlynn's like what

01:46:29She's like hannah's not your best friend she's like well, yeah hannah, but then like you're my best friend

01:46:33so it was just it was really sad that

01:46:36um rafe just

01:46:38Seemed to think a lot of amberlynn

01:46:41Um, but then think not much of her when she went and vented to eric

01:46:46But then now she's like love bombing her again

01:46:49So, I don't know their their relationship is weird, but I think it's because they're so much alike

01:46:55but yeah

01:46:55Amberlynn seems to

01:46:57Want to have the upper hand because it seemed like rafe had the upper hand when they first met when they had that

01:47:03their first initial friendship

01:47:06So it's like a power struggle between the two

01:47:10But yeah, i'm gonna set that video up and maybe we'll watch that on wednesday

01:47:14Um, but yeah, we're gonna so tonight yeah, we're gonna watch the 2023

01:47:22Timeline of november. So it's like when she just moved to

01:47:28She just moved to oklahoma in october. So we're gonna see

01:47:33That uh the next month or second month of living in oklahoma

01:47:40That's gonna be two hours gonna be a while, um

01:47:43so if uh

01:47:47Yeah, and I I got memberships on my channel I mentioned at the first the video but I thought i'd

01:47:52Mentioned it at the end too got memberships. Um, I just did one level and uh,

01:47:59Basically, it includes the emojis

01:48:03um and

01:48:05uh

01:48:08I'm gonna um, definitely like reply to all your comments in the comment section

01:48:13and

01:48:15hearted, of course

01:48:16and then i'll put your name in the list on the in the description of uh,

01:48:22of members and um

01:48:26So even if you're if your membership expires you'll still be on the list keep you there

01:48:32of our

01:48:34of our girls

01:48:37Yeah

01:48:40Um

01:48:43Capone hi good to see you

01:48:47All right, so I think i'm going to end it now and then uh, yeah i'll be back in a few hours for another one

01:48:58Thanks so much everyone for being here really appreciate it and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day

01:49:04And uh, yeah, i'll see you later

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