(1of3)Stress Induced Acid Reflex & Saying Pookie: Reacting With Positive PR: September 1-15, 2015
Destiny finds someone to buy her super nintendo just in time for rent. Their 2 month anniversary is coming up so they plan to eat where Destiny wants to go since Amberlynn chose sushi last month. Amberlynn helps Destiny make dinner and says, cook together, stay together. We see Amberlynn's Saturday-Monday work schedule on the calendar amongst Destiny's full time hours. Amberlynn answers some viewer questions but is interrupted by Destiny making a phone call and playing with a laser. Amberlynnn explains why she no longer has her lip rings in anymore. When Amberlynn was Facetiming with her ex girlfriend Krystle, Destiny was playing Sims, which seems to be an issue for Amberlynn as it takes Destiny's attention away from her. Pay day arrives and Amberlynn buys a new book, saying she hasn't bought any jewelry/journal/books lately. Amberlynn cooks chicken after work and uses just the tiniest bit of cooking spray, Crisco brand. She thinks she's weird for washing her hands after handling raw chicken, as if unaware that hands should be washed after handling raw meat. Amberlynn is nervous to try the food at the restaurant Destiny chose for their anniversary, but since Destiny is a picky eater, it might be able to find something. After the meal Amberlynn is uncertain what exactly she got, or at least how to explain what it was. Their plan was to go to Sweet Frog for some froyo after work, but something happened at Walmart and there was a change of plans. It's ok though because after the pookie drama they go to the Waffle House for their second 2nd month anniversary dinner. After the awkward reminder of another women in Destiny's life, Amberlynn decides to start Weight Watchers and says she is at her highest weight she's ever been. When buying new pillows, Amberlynn picks up her iconic black and white comforter. To end her first day on Weight Watchers, Amberlynn says she deserves some ice cream, since she is figuring out how to be moderate.
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00:00:00All right, hello everyone. Hopefully you can hear me.
00:00:05I was having some trouble with my microphone. I had to restart the program right quick.
00:00:20Okay, I think we're good.
00:00:21Pauline, Sunny, Chris, AnxiousPotato, good to see you all. I'm so glad you could make it today.
00:00:33All right, so.
00:00:44Chris, I know I changed up the Becky one. I changed those. Let's start there. I changed
00:00:49the Becky emoji that I had for members. I just changed the photo for it. And AmberLynz I changed.
00:00:59And then I changed Wifey to Eric. So now we have an Eric emoji instead of Wifey. Because Wifey
00:01:09hasn't really been talked about much. And we're into the Eric and Ricky era. So the next sticker
00:01:15will be Ricky. Sticker, emoji, whatever. Okay, so this month we're doing the first half of September
00:01:32and she filmed like every day. There was maybe a couple days where she didn't film.
00:01:37But what I did with it was I had already covered the 2015 timeline a few times. Particularly
00:01:47Destiny's because I did a live stream of it on my other channel. So I took some of those clips
00:01:54and put it into this timeline. This is more of a full timeline and then that one was just covering
00:02:01what Destiny had said in her videos. So I used some of those clips. So we'll see
00:02:09some clips of Destiny talking back or like looking back on this era that we're watching.
00:02:15And she'll fill in some of the, give us some information, fill in some of the blanks.
00:02:31And then we also have a couple Instagram posts from Destiny around this time.
00:02:42Okay, so Amberlynn starts Weight Watchers. Part of Weight Watchers, she's eating a lot more salads.
00:02:48And we're not going to see the avocado that ruined her life in this one. It's going to be
00:02:53when we cover the second half of the month. But we're going to see some of the salads that she
00:02:57was making before. And then it's going to be interesting to see if she keeps making salads
00:03:03afterwards, after the avocado. Destiny has an emergency. She's not feeling well. So they go
00:03:13to the hospital and Destiny will fill us in on what exactly that was that was ailing her around that
00:03:20time. And then, well first at the first of the month here, we're going to see Amberlynn's
00:03:35work schedule. She shows us the calendar and the calendar has both her hours and Destiny's
00:03:42hours on there. So we'll see exactly how many days a week she's working, like what her schedule
00:03:51is. And we'll talk about it when we get there, I guess. Honey, thank you. I really appreciate that.
00:04:01All right, so let's get this started.
00:04:13Hello everybody. So currently we're in front of this random place called The Shelf.
00:04:17I don't even know. Um, as I told you guys, Destiny was trying to sell her Super Nintendo and like
00:04:23shared like nine games with it. And someone finally was like, okay, I'll buy it. And
00:04:27they told us to come to this like random place and give it to his assistant. I don't even know.
00:04:33So she went inside to do that. And then we have to meet our roommate at a gas station because today
00:04:40our bills are due and we split everything half and half. I mean, obviously when you have a roommate,
00:04:45that's what you should do. Um, so we're going to meet her to get her half of the rent because
00:04:52she stayed at her guy friend's house last night. Oh, Destiny's done already. She just walked in there.
00:05:02All right, so I recently released a video where we take a deeper look at how the bills were split
00:05:08between the roommates when she was living here with Destiny and Jessica and when she moved in
00:05:14with Becky, Eric and Ricky. So if you're interested in knowing the more of the details on that,
00:05:20that's where you'll find that. I, I, um, released a video on that.
00:05:26Like toner, you better be safe. She wanted to leave her car running because it's so hot. So
00:05:32that's why I stayed in the car. So was it the right place and everything's legit? Oh, everything's legit.
00:05:39It smells good. It smells good. What does it smell like? It just smells good.
00:05:50Carole was like, I'm dropping this off. I was like, I'm dropping this off for Jason. She's like,
00:05:54um, that doesn't tell me anything. And I was like, I was like, he's buying it from me. She's like,
00:05:59oh, I know who you are. She's like, people drop shit off for him all the time. Oh, really? Well,
00:06:04I'm glad that went smoothly. So anyways. All right. So we have to go meet roommate.
00:06:11Let me put this in my purse and then we have to go to work.
00:06:16Oh, today's Tuesday, huh? Oh my God. We have tomorrow off. Both of us,
00:06:21literally Wednesdays are my favorite day in the whole entire world.
00:06:27Sonia was thinking about that too. She just like, I don't know if Destiny just automatically handed
00:06:32her the money or if her hand went up first and she just put it out ready to collect the money
00:06:40that Destiny had just got for selling her own game system, which when she was talking about how
00:06:45they were trying to sell it, she wasn't too concerned when Wasabi was trying to knock the
00:06:50games off the table. Anyway, at least it, uh, it made them a little bit money, a little bit of
00:06:57money when they sold it. So worked out for them. And then we, we get paid on the fourth,
00:07:05which is super exciting because we need to do some grocery shopping. The fourth will be our
00:07:11two month anniversary and the Saturday after the fourth, wait, I work Saturday. Yeah. Okay.
00:07:22We're going to go celebrate our anniversary. Obviously we're going to go to a restaurant
00:07:27called Woody's because I chose last month where to eat. So she chooses this month and then I'm
00:07:32going to choose next, next month. She says, I can't even talk today. Woody's and she says Woody's is
00:07:39really good. So we're going to give it a go and give it a try. So how's your day been? Good because
00:07:45now we have nothing to worry about. Yes. We have nothing to worry about because we were a little
00:07:49short on rent because for some reason when they paid her her check, it was $120 less. Like two
00:07:55weeks ago. Yeah. It was $120 less than usual because I guess the pay period stopped at a
00:08:00weird time. So it stopped on a weekend and it sucks when it stops on a weekend because then
00:08:05you don't get paid as much because it goes into the next pay period. Yeah. What she said. So
00:08:13we have to, we got things figured out. Thankfully she wanted to sell her Nintendo.
00:08:18So it worked out like she doesn't play it anymore, but anyways, I'm hot. Your air conditioning isn't
00:08:24working very good today. Do you notice that? Yeah it is. It's really cold. I have it pointing
00:08:28on me this one though. I think I'm just hot as hell today. Like Florida is hot. Like what the hell?
00:08:35Good morning everybody.
00:08:40Okay. Let's go back for just a second. Did you notice that like
00:08:44the way she looked at the camera? What the hell?
00:08:46All right. All right. So she's going to show us here what they cook together,
00:08:58cook together, stay together. Good morning everybody. So actually it's not even good
00:09:04morning. Today I had a day off and I told Destiny before I went to sleep, I'm literally
00:09:10just going to sleep and sleep and sleep until my body can't take it anymore. I was trying to do
00:09:14that, but Destiny ended up waking me up at 3 30 p.m. p.m. I could have kept sleeping. Like
00:09:23what time did we go to sleep last night you think? 5 30. 5 30 this morning. 5 30 a.m. Yeah. So
00:09:315 30 a.m. and I was just like, you know what? I need to let my body sleep. I mean I did,
00:09:38but we just made food. So this is like our dinner and I think we're going to go to her
00:09:42dad's because we want to watch the VMAs. The VMAs was like a couple of days ago, but we're hoping
00:09:49it's on demand because I want to watch it because Miley Cyrus, Cora recorded it. Cora's her sister
00:09:53by the way. Um, cause Miley Cyrus was the host and Miley Cyrus is my most favorite celebrity
00:09:59in the whole entire world. She gives me life. Anyways. So we're eating. This is whole grain
00:10:06pasta with just some chicken. The only thing I put on the chicken is pepper, salt, and some garlic
00:10:12and this mushroom light Alfredo sauce. Cook together, stay together. Destiny did the sauce
00:10:17and the pasta and I did the chicken. How's it taste? I haven't tried it yet.
00:10:25So while she was telling us what they've concocted here, was anyone else just like
00:10:30listening to Destiny's ASMR in the background chewing up that pasta? Really good.
00:10:43All right, so this is a post from her Instagram. Uh, Destiny's of the pasta they made.
00:10:52We have this calendar that we keep in our kitchen for me and Destiny and our roommate just for us
00:10:57to write like schedules down or just like important notes. If like say our roommate isn't
00:11:02here and we need to write something down, we'll like put it over there. But mainly we use it for
00:11:06like our work schedule and for the longest time I didn't have a job and the activities director had
00:11:12just quit. They were in the middle of getting someone. So instead of having the activity
00:11:16director stay that late, they were like, what if we hired someone that was literally just
00:11:21like a four hour shift? They came in. It wasn't very long though. I think it was four to eight.
00:11:26Like it wasn't very long. It was really just to help with dinner, help with the cleanup. And I was
00:11:30a PCA worker. So she started out just doing that and then she eventually became a PCA worker as
00:11:35well just for when someone called in and whatnot. It was just them with their stupid little work
00:11:39schedules and I'm over here like a loser. She came to work with me even on days that she was off.
00:11:44She volunteered. I don't know if that was essentially just to get out of the house
00:11:48more or just to be with me more. I didn't really care because I was working. Usually when she was
00:11:53there volunteering, she was just sitting with a certain resident that she said was her favorite.
00:11:57And then when they left, she was really just chilling, hanging out with the residents. It
00:12:01was fine. Nobody cared. All right. So that's the background on how Amberlynn got her job.
00:12:13Slightly, it's some more of it that fills it in the story a little bit.
00:12:17Because we didn't know exactly what it was for. And Destiny's telling us the hours
00:12:28and basically the duties where she had kind of her own thing to do and then sometimes would do
00:12:36what Destiny does. So if you look at the schedule here, she's working four to eight.
00:12:43And usually it seems like she works Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. So she works three days a week.
00:12:56And those three days a week, she'd be staying there the whole time with Destiny because you see Destiny works three to eleven.
00:13:04So they're gone from the house from two to twelve.
00:13:10And then on the days that Destiny has off other than Wednesday, Amberlynn will go in and volunteer.
00:13:16So she'd go in for those eight hours and just wait till Destiny was off to go home and she'd talk to the residents and stuff and get to know them better, I guess.
00:13:33It seems like she could have probably spent more time at home doing more of her own thing rather than depending on Destiny so much to entertain her.
00:13:45But, you know, it's nice to see that she was interacting with people outside of the house, at least.
00:13:53The thing is, too, yeah, so she was only scheduled to work three days a week.
00:14:03And then, so this is when she started off. And later on she'd get more shifts and stuff.
00:14:12Yeah, she has the oncology here, too, so her schedule would change and she'd tell us that her schedule would change, too.
00:14:28So I think she was getting a little bit more than just the three days.
00:14:34But either way, yeah, it was nice to see her get out of the house.
00:14:41Well, I mean, she shouldn't be like recording there or anything, but I just mean like she would tell us that she was there when Destiny was working.
00:14:51And now I finally have one. It's so cute.
00:14:55And when we write on there, we have our own colors. Obviously, I'm pink.
00:14:59The household in general, if it's something to do with everybody, we put it in green.
00:15:05Our roommate, which is Jessica, is in this purple, maroon, burgundy type deal.
00:15:11And Destiny is blue, so on point.
00:15:15I don't know why I just bit that.
00:15:17Anyways, I have to go get ready. I really just don't. I want to just be lazy as all hell.
00:15:23I just burped on camera.
00:15:27I just finished eating and I'm so full.
00:15:32What are you doing with yourself?
00:15:38Does your tooth itch?
00:15:42I just burped again and I don't burp.
00:15:48Oh man, unfortunately, I could probably make a video of all the times where Imberlyn is just like
00:15:56not being very nice to Destiny, being annoyed by Destiny.
00:16:00Being annoyed by Destiny's interests.
00:16:06It's unfortunate there's so many of those clips.
00:16:10But I guess maybe that's something that makes them interesting.
00:16:14Destiny either shakes it off or she'll give a pretty good response and stand up for herself.
00:16:20What is wrong with me?
00:16:24Diet Pepsi is what's wrong with me.
00:16:29I haven't done that in quite some time.
00:16:33Hey, wasabi. He just jumped on my laptop. That little brat.
00:16:47Thank you so much.
00:16:49And I definitely agree that I'm very suitable for the job.
00:16:53Because a lot of the people always tell me,
00:16:57you seem so bubbly and upbeat so it's weird that you say that.
00:17:01And they always say how I put a smile on their face.
00:17:05I always try to make sure that they're happy because they deserve it and they deserve the smile.
00:17:09So I'm very always just like super chipper even if I'm in a bad mood.
00:17:15Marigold, hi. Good to see you.
00:17:20And yeah, Sunny, I agree.
00:17:24I agree with both of you that it seemed like it was pretty early
00:17:28that Destiny was annoyed by Amberlynn.
00:17:32And yeah, this is their two month anniversary.
00:17:36And they stay together for like 18 months.
00:17:42But yeah, Sunny, she treated Destiny and Becky basically the same.
00:17:46Once she knew what she could get away with with Becky, it got even worse.
00:17:50But with Wifey, Wifey seemed to put her in her place.
00:17:56Telling her to back off basically and not be so...
00:18:02overwhelming, I guess you could say.
00:18:08Dominguez, sorry if I pronounced that wrong, said,
00:18:13Honestly, I wish Destiny would just make her own vlog channel.
00:18:17Would you? She's like,
00:18:21Maybe you should start vlogging on your phone and then sending me the clips.
00:18:25Maybe. She said maybe so I guess we'll see.
00:18:29So when I uploaded the video about my new scale,
00:18:33a lot of you said that I have to touch the scale, make it say zero, and then get on it.
00:18:37That was not in the instructions so that's probably why we were confused.
00:18:42And that definitely wasn't the issue. It was the batteries.
00:18:46So once we switched the batteries, everything was fine. But thank you guys so much for trying to help me figure that out.
00:18:50Barbie Mint said,
00:18:54Thank you so much, by the way. I love the name Barbie Mint. That's totally cute.
00:18:58Dina Dre said,
00:19:02Okay, first of all, Leia has had an ID tag for...
00:19:06Oh, I called you just to see if you were home.
00:19:14Destiny sees that Amberlynn's sitting there talking to her phone.
00:19:18And she doesn't think to get up and walk out of the room and use the phone somewhere else.
00:19:22So she's just going to answer the phone while Amberlynn's in the middle of talking and filming.
00:19:26That's one of those moments where it's kind of rude of Destiny to be interrupting.
00:19:30Not just like Amberlynn should be
00:19:35stopping her vlog because of the phone call.
00:19:39Amberlynn had already started the vlog.
00:19:43But Destiny's sitting there and makes a phone call.
00:19:47Or even if she got a phone call, she just still sits there and talks on the phone.
00:19:51And it's like, Amberlynn, what Amberlynn's doing is the nuisance.
00:19:55Maybe Destiny's just annoyed today.
00:19:59So this is how she takes it out on Amberlynn.
00:20:03Hey, how's it going on your vlog?
00:20:07Scripgoat, hey, good to see you.
00:20:11Scripgoat, alright.
00:20:15Maybe at the end we'll do that again.
00:20:19Or you could just go back to the start right now and watch it.
00:20:23And then come back to where we're at.
00:20:27It was a pretty good one.
00:20:32I didn't care to tell them.
00:20:36And Foodie goes a little wild there at the first.
00:20:40Alright, moving on.
00:20:44It's good to see you.
00:20:48I just called to see if you were home because we're going to come over there in a little bit to watch the VMAs.
00:20:52Okay, well, it's on demand, too.
00:20:56Okay, yeah, Dad said he'd be home.
00:21:00I didn't get the chance to ask him because he started talking about something.
00:21:04So, Leia has had, Leia's the puppy, by the way, Leia's had a collar for quite some time now.
00:21:08And I showed it in a vlog and everything.
00:21:12As for toys, she had toys the minute, literally the minute we got her.
00:21:16She probably has like 10, to be honest.
00:21:20She has everything she needs, so I'm not really sure what that's supposed to mean.
00:21:24Like, I try to explain to people that just because we don't show something via vlog doesn't mean it's not happening.
00:21:29Like, I don't show myself showering doesn't mean I don't shower.
00:21:33I don't show myself physically in work doesn't mean I don't work.
00:21:37I don't show myself putting on perfume.
00:21:41That doesn't mean I don't do it.
00:21:45I mean, I don't know how else to explain it. I do not vlog everything.
00:21:49I vlog absolutely nothing. I feel like I'm a failure at a vlogger lately.
00:21:53Nikki, hey, good to see you.
00:21:58All right, so this next comment is from Aunt Tammy.
00:22:02And she likes to ask the controversial questions.
00:22:06Taylor Walker said,
00:22:10you should do a personal Q&A with Destiny.
00:22:14Oh, I heard the T and I thought she was going to say Tammy.
00:22:18Okay, so not this one, but it's probably the next one.
00:22:22I really think I'm going to put that in the making. I think that sounds really fun.
00:22:26And I could have sworn you were going to say you guys smoke together because of the title.
00:22:30And half the time I think Destiny is.
00:22:34I don't know why, but I've actually gotten this quite a few times where people think
00:22:38Destiny smokes marijuana all the time and how she always looks high.
00:22:42She does not smoke marijuana all the time. She doesn't smoke it at all.
00:22:46Just because we don't show something via vlog doesn't mean it's not happening.
00:22:51I don't know. The verdict's still out with me.
00:22:55I don't know if Destiny smoked at this point.
00:22:59I know she does now or she has in the recent years.
00:23:03But I'm not sure about this point. I really don't think they were.
00:23:07But also I wouldn't be surprised.
00:23:11I don't know. It was just.
00:23:15It's funny that people think that because I look at her and I don't like
00:23:19notice that at all. I don't think she looks high, but no.
00:23:23Neither of us smoke. Don't worry.
00:23:27PerfectPoker1989 said, you're ugly.
00:23:31Well, thank you.
00:23:35Destiny!
00:23:39Here's another example that Destiny wants to interfere with Amberlynn's vlogging.
00:23:43Stop!
00:23:47Let me finish this, okay?
00:23:51Oh, my baby! Come here!
00:23:55Oh, oh, oh!
00:23:59Okay, stop. Don't get in his eye.
00:24:03I just started watching and think what a great girl you are.
00:24:07Honestly, that is like the sweetest thing ever.
00:24:11I really, really appreciate that and I appreciate you watching my videos and I hope you continue to enjoy them.
00:24:15Ash said, so you got the job because of your girlfriend lol.
00:24:19I just want to say that's a fat no.
00:24:23That is a really big fat no. If that was the case, her sister would have
00:24:27the job because her sister actually tried to get the job before I did
00:24:31and they didn't hire her. It has nothing to do with that
00:24:35whatsoever. They wanted to. I had to go through interviews.
00:24:39I had to do applications and I was trained and they wanted to see if I was right for it.
00:24:43These people need someone.
00:24:47Well, if you guys don't know what I do, I work at a living facility
00:24:51for people who need help with things. They live there because they can't
00:24:55take care of themselves and this place can't just go and
00:24:59hire someone just because they know someone who works there.
00:25:03They need people who actually know what they're doing because these are
00:25:07real people. They need help. So no, I did not
00:25:11just get my job because of her. That's kind of rude to say
00:25:15but anyways, I just wanted to let you know. Not a true thing.
00:25:19Do you think that was a true thing?
00:25:23Do you think it was destiny was the reason why Amberlynn got her job?
00:25:31It's probably a big part of the reason.
00:25:35Destiny's gonna put on the VMAs. I am so freaking excited.
00:25:39I've been waiting for this moment. Miley Cyrus hosting?
00:25:43I mean, what? Okay, so as you guys
00:25:47can tell, I have my nose ring back in but I only put it in sometimes like when I'm not
00:25:51working obviously. I really don't want my nose to close because
00:25:55I don't know. A hoop in my nose is just something
00:25:59I love but when it comes to my lip piercings I had to take out
00:26:03my lips are closed. You guys still see the holes?
00:26:07You guys probably are looking at it like, oh no, it's not closed.
00:26:11It is. This is just like the imprint of the
00:26:15piercing I had. So when you look close
00:26:19and I go like that
00:26:23you see that there is no more holes. I just can't even believe it.
00:26:27I honestly
00:26:31I understand that I have to take all my piercings out for my job but
00:26:35I paid good money for these but you know, it's okay. I probably paid
00:26:39over $120 to get them done because each one was $60
00:26:43but you live. I experienced them
00:26:47for long enough. I'm pretty sure
00:26:51she tells us that somebody, I think Crystal, paid for her
00:26:55to get her lip pierced
00:26:59because she does a video where she talks about all her piercings
00:27:03and she talks about how I think Crystal
00:27:07it was like a gift for her that Crystal got her
00:27:11second hole done.
00:27:15I'm okay but I really never want my nose to close
00:27:19so that's why I put it back in. But anyways, she's putting
00:27:23on the VMAs. I just want to tell you guys, no more lip piercings for me ever, ever again.
00:27:29Marigold, you know what that reminds me of?
00:27:33Wondering when she started. I have so many questions
00:27:37that would be interesting to ask Amberlynn and Destiny and maybe even
00:27:41Becky too. Just like all these little, not really
00:27:45inconsistencies but like plot holes almost
00:27:49where we're like, oh I wonder about that and if this happened, how'd that happen?
00:27:53There was a clip in
00:27:57January of
00:28:012016, I'm so sure it was, where they were talking about how
00:28:05she lost her tennis shoes and then
00:28:09she had another pair of like white Nikes
00:28:13and then I see them later on at Destiny's mom's house
00:28:17but they were living in Florida when she said she lost them so I don't know if it was the same one but these
00:28:21ones looked like they were bad.
00:28:25It's in one of the shots when she's showing
00:28:29a book haul because she was buying a lot of books around that time too.
00:28:33So you can see it in the background and like, I don't know, there's just little
00:28:37things like that and like when did she start smoking?
00:28:41If she actually did say that, yeah.
00:28:45I feel like I remember she said that she was smoking
00:28:49in Kentucky too.
00:28:53I always played it off that they weren't but I guess it's because it's illegal there.
00:28:57And then
00:29:01yeah, it seemed like Eric would record
00:29:05high too. He'd look
00:29:09like Destiny sometimes so I just wondered if she was because they did
00:29:13there was another time in December of 2015 where
00:29:17Destiny's mom forgot the vape pen and so
00:29:21Destiny's hauling on it like a pro
00:29:25and then Amberlynn finds one
00:29:29at her house that her roommate had or something so she
00:29:33in July of 2015 and then by December she's forgotten
00:29:37how to use them and there was the hookah party in November
00:29:41that we'll see. Oh my god, there's so many like little things.
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00:30:03Nikki, that's what she asked too. How does one lose a pair of tennis shoes that they take off
00:30:07and put in the same place every day? And then she was like, oh man.
00:30:11We just assumed that maybe Destiny threw them out.
00:30:15And then yeah, I saw them when she's showing a book
00:30:19up in their bedroom at Destiny's mom's house and I was just like
00:30:23oh man, those are
00:30:27beyond done.
00:30:31She was definitely wearing the wrong shoes.
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00:30:43It was really cool when Destiny decided she was going to react to the old videos.
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01:18:21I do not follow some type of weight loss plan
01:18:26that I will be 500 pounds one day.
01:18:33All right, so I think that happens
01:18:35when she moves in with Becky.
01:18:39I think that's when she stopped seeing the 400s.
01:18:42So it's like September of 2017, so two years later.
01:18:52It honestly really sickens me and it's hard to even,
01:19:00sometimes I just ask, I just ask why me?
01:19:05I walk, you know, anywhere, Walmart, a movie theater, and.
01:19:14Well, sometimes she walks to Walmart.
01:19:17I honestly am always the fattest person in the room,
01:19:20in the building, no matter where I am.
01:19:23And it's weird to me because
01:19:28why was I chosen to be this person?
01:19:33I understand that I probably did this to myself, totally.
01:19:36I turned to food my whole life.
01:19:38But what I don't understand is why did I get dealt
01:19:44that childhood where I had to turn to food?
01:19:48Why was it my family who had to be fuck-ups?
01:19:50Excuse my language.
01:19:52Why, why, why?
01:19:53Like I ask myself that all the time and, you know.
01:19:59I know this.
01:20:01So this is a subject that comes up a lot.
01:20:04It's gonna come up like over the next few years.
01:20:07She's definitely not over the childhood trauma,
01:20:10but she also doesn't really wanna talk about it
01:20:12in a way that it might be therapeutic
01:20:14with somebody who's professional at it,
01:20:17at helping you work through those feelings.
01:20:20So yeah, she does a lot of this for a while
01:20:24because she's not really figuring out
01:20:26how to get out of that cycle
01:20:31of being depressed over the childhood things.
01:20:36This is mental, like we all know.
01:20:38Gaining weight, if you don't have health issues, of course.
01:20:42Gaining weight is all a mental thing.
01:20:45And there's a cure, you guys.
01:20:48I promise there is.
01:20:50There is a lot of motivation.
01:20:54Oh.
01:20:59It's funny.
01:21:01More people out there who have lost fucking so much weight.
01:21:04Excuse my language again.
01:21:06And they used to be at the bottom.
01:21:11So it looks like she's waiting for the cure to come to her
01:21:13rather than trying to go towards the cure.
01:21:19Just like me.
01:21:20And now they're up top.
01:21:22And they've lost that weight, and they're doing.
01:21:26Ha ha.
01:21:31Why is she talking?
01:21:32She talks so breathlessly.
01:21:36She gets so quiet.
01:21:39Ha ha ha.
01:21:40This is gonna come up later,
01:21:42and I'm definitely gonna laugh about it again later.
01:21:47Amazing, and it's so beautiful to see
01:21:52that a person can be so low in this disease
01:21:57and conquer it all by themselves.
01:21:59Whether they count calories or do Weight Watchers
01:22:01or just purely just start eating less.
01:22:04Where there's a will, there's a way.
01:22:06And I can't let myself be 500 pounds
01:22:10or the fact that I'm even 400 pounds again
01:22:12is honestly crazy to me.
01:22:18Elizabeth, yes, you're so right.
01:22:29But she's just looking for a quick fix.
01:22:31And that's what she's basically doing right now.
01:22:34And that's considered on the right track, which is sad.
01:22:38Because really, it's probably not.
01:22:44It's like she knows what the right track is
01:22:46when she says, I know how to count calories,
01:22:48but she can't seem to actually follow through with that.
01:22:56Absolutely crazy, and I need to turn this truck around,
01:23:00if you guys know what I'm saying.
01:23:01So, who's with me?
01:23:04I hope you are, because I'm finally,
01:23:07I mean, I'm freaking paying for this.
01:23:09So, I need to make use for this.
01:23:11What do you guys think?
01:23:12So, I will see you guys next week for a week two weigh-in
01:23:15because here I am, letting y'all know.
01:23:20Weight Watchers, here I come.