my beautiful man ep 5 season 1 eng sub
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00:00I want to be an idol when I grow up.
00:20Everyone on TV is laughing.
00:25I wish I could be a part of it.
00:35When I was three years old, my mother remarried.
00:39I didn't have much time to spend with my kind parents.
00:44When my brother was born and my sister was born,
00:48I lost my place in the world.
00:53I'm a fan who gives everything to idols on TV.
01:00I was scared, but I thought I'd be happy if I was asked to do that.
01:07I wish I could be asked to do that.
01:15I don't know why I did it.
01:19But when I realized it, I chased it with my eyes.
01:28I love you.
01:30I can't help it.
01:35Say it again. I love you.
01:41I love you.
01:44I don't understand.
01:47You don't seem to say it often.
01:54Annoying.
01:58I love you.
02:05I love you.
02:14I've never said it before.
02:29You're really a naive person.
02:34When I saw him, I gave him a one-second judgment that it was over.
02:40You look smart.
02:43But it's like I'm the only one in his world.
02:49Such eyes.
02:58I'm going to wake up.
03:00It's a creepy way to surprise me.
03:03Are you sleeping?
03:07I don't care about this guy.
03:09I was curious about what the guy who always looks at me would do.
03:14That's all.
03:22It's beautiful.
03:26I've never heard such a straightforward and passionate word.
03:32Wow!
03:39I want to be looked at again with these eyes.
03:41I wish I could.
03:45I didn't know the name of that feeling yet.
03:49I love you.
04:02Because it's a nuisance.
04:05Words I can't say in my pocket.
04:11I don't need an answer.
04:15Can I say I love you?
04:23A long time ago, many people gathered around me.
04:31It's easy to say that I'm being used.
04:34But it's better than spending time alone.
04:38At first, it was just a whim.
04:40Hey, it's you.
04:44Line up.
04:48I wanted to make sure what he was looking for in me.
04:52What kind of feelings are hidden in those eyes?
04:57Don't tell the other guys.
05:00What?
05:01That you're going to dance.
05:06I won't say it even if you avoid it.
05:11If you say you'll kill me if I don't say it,
05:17I'll be killed.
05:19Can I trust these eyes?
05:23Is he different from the other guys?
05:26I can hear the sound of my heart.
05:29Why?
05:31Disgusting.
05:35The contest I took to make my dream come true.
05:38As soon as I found out I wasn't special,
05:41everyone left.
05:45But he was different.
05:52Don't ignore me.
05:54Don't get cocky.
06:00Say something.
06:07Calm down.
06:11Is this what it feels like to be addicted to religion?
06:15It reminds me of the passion of an idol fan I used to see.
06:21You're crazy.
06:25For my sake, I gave it my all.
06:34I didn't have a good name for him.
06:39But because Hira was there,
06:42I decided to move forward even in the air.
06:48We met on the last day of high school.
06:57You're here.
06:59Tsutomu.
07:01Don't you have anything to say to me?
07:09I gave him all the information I had, but he didn't say anything.
07:15That's enough.
07:16I'm sorry.
07:20This might be the last time.
07:24You like me, don't you?
07:29The End
07:42I almost panicked.
07:47See you later.
07:50I couldn't believe it myself.
07:53Why did I do that?
07:56It was my first kiss.
07:58The first kiss I'll remember for the rest of my life.
08:03He kissed me like that.
08:11I never imagined I was thinking about him.
08:17In a way, I was selfish.
08:22And I didn't realize it.
08:24He never tried to know how I felt.
08:32After he graduated from high school, he moved to Otosata.
08:47Hey, you!
08:48Delicious!
08:56I didn't think I'd quit on my own after graduation.
09:00He was staring at me with those lonely eyes.
09:08I didn't want to go to his house.
09:12I didn't want to ask anyone for their phone number.
09:17I'm glad you have a boyfriend now.
09:20It's not a common thing now.
09:23When I think of my own brother...
09:25What's he like?
09:26He's a college classmate.
09:29His name is Hira.
09:31What?
09:32What's wrong?
09:34Nothing.
09:35What do you think?
09:37My brother is a good guy.
09:39Do you have his picture?
09:41I do.
09:42I want to see it.
09:44Everyone is interested.
09:46This is my brother.
09:49And this is my boyfriend.
09:51Hira is smiling.
09:53I couldn't believe it.
09:56And who is this man?
09:59He looks good with Hira.
10:01But he contacted me for him.
10:04Isn't he cool?
10:06What?
10:07He has his own style.
10:10He'll change if he's serious.
10:13What do you know about Hira?
10:16What should I do?
10:18Why don't you meet him?
10:20What?
10:21You can invite him to the stage.
10:24I see.
10:26I want to meet him.
10:28Sounds good.
10:30He's hot.
10:36Don't drink too much water.
10:38Wait a minute.
10:40My heart is about to explode.
10:43My hands are shaking.
10:48I can't find my pattern.
10:59I wanted to see this face.
11:15I heard you're a fan.
11:16Stalker.
11:17I'm
13:45not a fan.
13:46I'm a stalker.
13:47I'm a stalker.
13:48I'm a stalker.
13:49I'm a stalker.
13:50I'm a stalker.
13:51I'm a stalker.
13:52I'm a stalker.
13:53I'm a stalker.
13:54I'm a stalker.
13:55I'm a stalker.
13:56I'm a stalker.
13:57I'm a stalker.
13:58I'm a stalker.
13:59I'm a stalker.
14:00I'm a stalker.
14:01I'm a stalker.
14:02I'm a stalker.
14:03I'm a stalker.
14:04I'm a stalker.
14:05I'm a stalker.
14:06I'm a stalker.
14:07I'm a stalker.
14:08I'm a stalker.
14:09I'm a stalker.
14:10I'm a stalker.
14:11I'm a stalker.
14:12I'm a stalker.
14:14Please wait.
14:15Please don't leave.
14:20That's not it.
14:21Totally not.
14:24Even if I'm noticed
14:25or touched
14:26by him
14:27I feel empty right away.
14:30What I want is....
14:31Oh oh oh oh
14:32that was interesting.
14:33I'm glad you're here.
14:42You're still here?
14:44We're closing soon.
14:46I'm sorry.
14:59I like you.
15:03I love you.
15:15A duck toy was swimming in a dirty pond.
15:20I thought it was like me.
15:23I was taken to a place I didn't want to go.
15:26I didn't get used to it.
15:28There must be a friend somewhere.
15:31I can't forget you.
15:34You're disgusting.
15:37I can't forget you.
15:39I can't forget you.
15:41I can't forget you.
15:44I love you.
15:46I love you so much.
15:51That's it!
15:54It's hard to watch, but I can't take my eyes off you.
15:58That feeling is love.
16:02Disgusting.
16:05What is love?
16:08I want to see you again.
16:10I don't want to see you again.
16:12I'm so angry.
16:18But I can't take my eyes off you.
16:29Is there a way back?
16:33If not, I think it's okay.
16:36But...
16:48Hello?
16:51Hello?
16:54I made a mistake.
16:58I see.
17:02That's perfect.
17:05Can I go to your house to practice my lines?
17:12I'm sorry, Hira.
17:14I dropped the picture.
17:19Put it in the box.
17:21Okay.
17:28I'm sorry.
17:37Are you okay?
17:40This is honey and ginger.
17:43It's good for your throat, so take it home.
17:46Thank you.
17:52I'm glad you look better.
17:55Are you okay now?
17:57Yes.
17:59Take the porridge home.
18:12Can I stay here tonight?
18:18Tonight...
18:23Wait!
18:25Don't leave me.
18:39Do you love me?
18:47Wait!
18:51Wait!
18:53What?
18:55No.
18:57What?
18:59I said I don't care.
19:02Bye.
19:23I'm sorry.
19:25I love you.
19:32I'm sorry.
19:34I'm bothering you.
19:40But...
19:46I...
19:48I love you.
19:54I love you, Hira.
20:14Is this wrong?
20:23Yes.
20:34I...
20:37I quit the club.
20:41I don't want you to date me.
20:45I don't want anything more.
20:48No.
20:50Why?
20:52It's not painful.
20:54I know I'm an idiot.
21:03You like Kiyoi, don't you?
21:09You like her, don't you?
21:23Yes.
21:27You said she was disgusting.
21:35I've always said that.
21:41I like her.
21:47I don't understand.
21:49I don't understand.
21:54Why?
21:59Why do you like her?
22:08I'm sorry.
22:12I can't explain.
22:15I...
22:18I hate her.
22:21That's not true.
22:24You're a good guy.
22:26Stop it.
22:32I don't have a reason, but I like her.
22:35She's the best.
22:38She's the strongest.
22:45I know how you feel.
22:48I love you.
23:08Goodbye.
23:11Hira.
23:18I love you.
23:28I want to stay the way I am.
23:30But...
23:32I can't do that.
23:40I can't go back to the way I was.
23:45I like you.
23:47I don't like you, but I like you.
23:49I like you.
23:50Have you ever thought about it?
23:52Let's welcome a new morning.
23:54Then we'll forget.
23:56For the rest of our lives.
23:58The person we loved.