Mea culpa S1E7x2
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00:00Later, in the hands of a strange woman.
00:04Oscar! Oscar!
00:07Oscar, I'm calling you!
00:09And the money, son?
00:11And why didn't you give me the money
00:13when I've been working here all day?
00:16Huh?
00:17Who do you think you are, a deputy?
00:20Tell me!
00:21And don't laugh!
00:22Thus, without any spontaneous affection,
00:26little Oscar grew up.
00:28Words like dad and mom
00:30were never part of his innocent vocabulary,
00:33and his ears were filled from a very young age
00:36only with challenges and promises of punishment.
00:42It's hard to tell how much magic
00:45this child's dreams had.
00:47Probably his night fantasy
00:49had more to do with a plate of food
00:52than with a toy.
00:55Oscar, aged seven,
00:57when he faced his spontaneous appetites
01:00through the path of ingenuity,
01:03was undoubtedly too young
01:05to understand the transcendence
01:07of his premature criminal figure.
01:10I did what I wanted all the time.
01:13They never told me,
01:15this is good, this is bad.
01:17If I wanted to go to school,
01:19if I didn't want to go to school.
01:22I did what I wanted all the time.
01:28In the midst of an abject environment,
01:31where adults become life patterns,
01:34this lonely child continues to grow
01:37and develop his first and instinctive signs of conduct.
01:41At this stage,
01:43there is no school for him,
01:45nor any kind of obligation.
01:47Rather, a kind of dangerous libertinism
01:50presents itself as the only alternative.
01:53At that time,
01:55his personality is receiving
01:58the first tints of violence,
02:01to such an extent that he declares
02:04to be a victim of violence.
02:07At the age of 8,
02:09I had an altercation with a child
02:12and since I had seen so many things,
02:15I stabbed him in the back.
02:18I was taken to prison.
02:20They took me to the police station.
02:23I was arrested for a crime.
02:26I was arrested for a crime.
02:29I was arrested for a crime.
02:32I was arrested for a crime.
02:35I was arrested for a crime.
02:38I was detained for a crime.
02:40I was detained for a crime.
02:43I was detained for a crime.
02:46I was detained for a crime.
02:49In my home,
02:51I never forgot what a policeman said to another.
02:55He said,
02:56look at this,
02:58he stabbed a child.
03:01What will he do next?
03:03The need to bring something home is instigated by minor robberies,
03:08or by asking for a lemon when necessary.
03:14Oscar's life is solved without aspirations.
03:17He doesn't know how to read or write,
03:19but instead he develops skills for the game
03:22and talent to get easy money.
03:27A mix of boy and boy is perhaps the best definition
03:30of his behavior in the face of the accumulation of strong experiences
03:33that early on harass him.
03:36It's hard to accept that a child at this age
03:39has been exposed to such a strong and traumatic experience
03:43that it has marked him for the rest of his life.
04:00Oscarito? Oscar?
04:10What are you doing?
04:12Don't you want to play with my bag?
04:30Oscarito? Oscar?
04:36What are you doing?
04:39Don't you want to play with my bag?
04:45I used to live in a very low neighborhood.
04:47I didn't know anyone there.
04:49My parents no longer talk to me.
04:57If Oscar were here,
04:59It was a very bad neighborhood in Busnes, where there were prostitutes.
05:04It was a very well-known place.
05:07Over the course of time, about eight years,
05:13I had relationships with a woman, but they weren't really relationships.