S11 E33
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00:00Everyone's woken up thinking about last night.
00:11Big decisions were made, hearts were broken, and someone even ended up in tears, screaming
00:17why?
00:18But enough about Rishi Surnak.
00:21I wanna show you what's on my mind
00:26Morning everyone.
00:28You sound happy Kieran.
00:30I am a happy man.
00:32How are you, Jess? How are you over there? You good?
00:35Yeah, sweet bro.
00:37Morning!
00:38Morning baby!
00:40You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it
00:45Morning Islanders!
00:48Morning!
00:50You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it
00:55Fix me, I'll stand by it, that's my man, my man
00:59Hello Memes.
01:01Do you wanna catch?
01:03Memes, I love you so much.
01:07Don't be upset, Memes.
01:09You shoulda grabbed the lead, grabbed the lead, grabbed the lead
01:12Do I know you can get back to me, back to me, yeah
01:16You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it
01:20Fix me, I'll stand by it, that's my man, my man
01:26How are you feeling, my girls?
01:28I'm very, very conflicted right now.
01:31And he's been in bed with these girls, snogging him and all this stuff.
01:34In bed?
01:35In bed.
01:36Was he in bed with, because he swapped different girls with different nights, didn't he?
01:40What? Who is this man?
01:42Exactly, what happened to our little baby perfect angel face Sean?
01:45The fact that he's done that and he's had his little boys holiday,
01:48like which Will said in his speech as well,
01:50he was like, you know, it was just a boys trip, like holiday, just to have fun.
01:52He said that?
01:53Yeah.
01:54And I went...
01:55You're lying, he said that?
01:56Yeah.
01:57He said it was just a boys trip.
01:58What's wrong with this man?
01:59They're just so stupid.
02:00There's nothing about it, that's a boys trip, it's a test and you failed.
02:02Exactly.
02:03Period.
02:04Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:05It took me so long to get to a place where I was that comfortable with you.
02:07I'm not a touchy person with people.
02:09No, you can tell.
02:10It takes me so long to get to that point.
02:11And then you've just gone and done that and what do you expect?
02:14Just to say sorry and then me to be like, oh, it's fine.
02:16No, I just feel different.
02:17Yeah.
02:18And I can't help that, but I just feel different.
02:20Like, I just feel like it's just changed things for me.
02:23How are we feeling today, boys?
02:25Mate, mixed emotions.
02:26Yeah.
02:27Like, I can't lie.
02:29Definitely mixed emotions today.
02:31I feel like, for me, yesterday I was so happy seeing Matilda walk back in on her own.
02:40I'd be stupid to mess things up.
02:42I feel like you kind of got away with murder.
02:44Isn't it?
02:45No, because if we're being real here, bro, you absolutely went at Diamante.
02:50Yes.
02:51And then, like, Ruby was there in your bed, swapping beds, you know.
02:55Mate.
02:56Like, not to say what you did was...
02:58To be fair, I feel like I still need to explain all of this,
03:00because the last thing I need is for her to find something out that I forgot to tell her
03:06and, like, I can't lie, there was so much going on
03:09and I can't even remember what I said.
03:11For me, it's just about...
03:12Do you know what, I've had, like, a mad realisation
03:14about how much I actually really, really like the girl.
03:16Yeah.
03:17Like, I want to be with her.
03:18How are you feeling?
03:19No-one understands how much I actually feel for Mimi.
03:25The reason for my decision doesn't mean what Mimi and me had, like, wasn't good.
03:30Everything was sweet.
03:31I feel like everything was going well,
03:33but naturally, the time I had in here with Jess was...was amazing.
03:37The connection I had with Jess off of one...
03:39Like, she literally walked in...
03:41I could tell straight away.
03:42We sat down...
03:43Mate.
03:44..and it just was like...
03:45Like, what am I meant to do?
03:47Ignore this, you know what I'm trying to say?
03:49So, how are you?
03:50I just feel like I was in such a facade, do you know what I mean?
03:53Yeah, yeah.
03:54Cos I went in there saying,
03:55no, like, our connection was so good, we left at such a good place.
03:57We've gotten to know each other, you barely know that girl,
03:59do you know what I mean?
04:00It's been weeks.
04:01So, you're going off whatever you're going off.
04:03Cool, you can stay there now.
04:04Yeah.
04:05Like, I don't care.
04:06Honestly, actually.
04:07Good for you.
04:08Good, Memes.
04:09Because we are so proud of you.
04:10Do you know the way you walked in there last night?
04:12Wow.
04:13You was absolutely clean.
04:14And it's actually mad, cos I actually really liked it.
04:16Like, it's so hurtful.
04:17It's just a shock, isn't it?
04:18So, so hurtful.
04:19When you hold someone in such high regard.
04:20It's embarrassing, though.
04:21He should be...
04:22You should never be embarrassed, Mimi.
04:23He should be embarrassed, not you.
04:24And it's just going to hurt for a bit.
04:25It's going to hurt.
04:26It hurts, man.
04:27You spent four weeks with someone.
04:28That's a lot of time in here.
04:29That's such a long time.
04:30I promise you, we're going to be there every step of the way.
04:32Every step of the way.
04:33We've got all of us.
04:34Memes, we've got you.
04:35Come here.
04:39Oh, darling, can you give me a nice crutch?
04:43I love you so much, and we all are going to be here every step of the way, Memes.
04:46I promise you now.
04:47Every single step of the way.
04:59Oh, shit.
05:00I got a text!
05:01What's this?
05:03I feel sick.
05:06Oh my God.
05:08Uma and Matilda, please get ready to leave the villa as
05:10Daimonte and Lucy would love a catch-up.
05:13Hashtag real talk.
05:14Hashtag no filter.
05:22I want to come, I want to see that.
05:25Oh my God.
05:28Will is going to be crapping his pants.
05:32No water, no sand in my way.
05:35No water, no sand in my way.
05:36I'd love to be a fly on the wall for that.
05:39Daimonte, be ready because she's a firecracker.
05:42Matilda, hold your own.
05:43God, what is happening?
05:45Are you actually joking?
05:48No water, no sand in my way.
05:51You be sweet, man.
05:52I've been honest with Uma about everything I've said,
05:54so I've got nothing to hide, do you know what I mean?
05:55I thought that was done and dusted.
05:57No, no, no, genuinely, like, that is the worst exit
05:59that I've ever been to.
06:00Daimonte's going to go in.
06:23Uma and Matilda are on their way to meet Daimonte and Lucy
06:26and they have got so many questions.
06:28The first one being, how long has this orange juice
06:30been left out in the sun?
06:32I think it's gone fizzy.
06:33How are you?
06:34How are you?
06:35I'm good, how are you?
06:35I'm really, really good, girl.
06:37Very good.
06:38Hi, babe.
06:39You all right?
06:39Yeah, good, you?
06:40Good, you?
06:41Yes.
06:41Good.
06:42Oh, good.
06:43Just tell me everything, like, from start to finish.
06:45Like, tell me everything that happened with Will.
06:46Just get everything on the table.
06:48At first, like, Will didn't really catch my eye.
06:50Like, obviously, he's a good-looking boy,
06:52but I never went up to him at first.
06:53There was no, like, initial spark or anything.
06:55But as the night went on, getting speaking to him,
06:57like, seeing his vibe, I felt like we kind of clicked.
07:00After the challenge, he was coming over to me saying,
07:02like, you're my usual type, you're what I go for.
07:04And I was really shocked by it.
07:06Then he kind of just asked me, like,
07:08do you want to stay in a bed with me?
07:09And obviously, I was happy by that.
07:10He's such a joe.
07:12He did say, obviously, that yous had a connection.
07:15So obviously, I had to compare if he could get
07:18that connection with me.
07:19And he did end up saying that the time I'd spent with him,
07:21he did have more of a connection with me
07:23than he did with you.
07:24But then again, that's such a joe.
07:25I feel like there's obviously a few things
07:27that need to be said.
07:29I need to hear you out.
07:31I want you to obviously hear me out,
07:32because I know that there was a bit of a, you know,
07:36tension at the fire pit yesterday.
07:38I am so sorry that he's made you feel a type of way.
07:42No, it's fine.
07:42Because to even react like that yesterday,
07:44I, like, understand.
07:46I'd be the exact same.
07:47I'm a fiery person like you.
07:48So I'd be the exact same.
07:50I'm just going to put it straight.
07:51Shaun is, he's been busy in Casa.
07:56Obviously, he did mention that, you know,
07:57he was coupled up with you and that there
07:59was a connection there.
08:00He did say that from the beginning.
08:01Yeah.
08:02But then he was very insistent that, you know,
08:04I'm not thinking about that right now.
08:06Very dismissive of it.
08:08He's had me and Ruby on the go.
08:10He did also mention that I was his priority.
08:14I mean, it's obviously not nice to hear in my head,
08:16because I had explored connections.
08:19And in my head, I thought he'd probably
08:20done the same as me and did it the exact same way I did,
08:24which was super respectful, because I
08:26thought me and Shaun was in a really good place when I left.
08:29But obviously, hearing that clearly
08:31I wasn't sort of in the forefront of his mind
08:33like he was for me is shit.
08:36Do you know what I mean?
08:37It's shit for any girl to hear.
08:38What upsets me the most about the whole thing
08:40is that he expected me to go into Casa
08:43and explore connections.
08:45But I'm like, you actually knew that that wouldn't be the case?
08:47Yeah.
08:48Yeah, I just, I feel like a bit of a mug.
08:55Will thinks he can pull the world over Uma's eyes.
08:58Fat chance he can't even pull his sunglasses
09:00over his own eyes.
09:02Shit.
09:04I think you've got it.
09:05It's how you package it.
09:07Mate, I've been very honest with everything that's gone on, so.
09:11What's shit now, though?
09:12If it has been twisted, you can't stand up for yourself.
09:14I've just got to have trust in that Uma
09:16sees the light of it, do you know what I mean?
09:19Doesn't just go.
09:20I think she needs to.
09:21I think it's a bit ridiculous.
09:22You've had a little kiss.
09:23You've had a little flirt.
09:24You've only explored a new option.
09:26Just makes it awkward, all this going on a date with the girl
09:29I was moving Casa.
09:30Just makes it fucking awkward.
09:31She'll get over it.
09:33I mean, it can't get any worse.
09:35Can it not?
09:36We'll see when they come back.
09:39I was talking to Jessica.
09:40She's worried about Mimi, while I was worried about me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me.
09:46What's up?
09:49Nothing.
09:50Don't tell me nothing.
09:52Don't tell me nothing.
09:53What do you think was up?
09:55Shit about everybody, pretty much, and it was just a bit...
10:01Awkward as fuck.
10:02Awkward, innit?
10:03Yeah, like, obviously, right now, like, the interactions between me and the girls
10:09are just a bit forced.
10:10Like, I can tell they don't want to talk to me.
10:11I can tell they don't really want to make convo and say hi to me.
10:14So, like, I just think it's a situation that no-one really knows how to deal with.
10:17He looks comfy, so, you happy?
10:21Good for you, boy.
10:22I didn't even realise he was sat there.
10:24I mean, sorry.
10:24Yeah, that's why I didn't want to go there.
10:26Obviously, I knew it would be hard, and Mimi's feelings were the only, like,
10:30was the only thing I was taking into consideration,
10:32but I don't think I thought about the other girls and, like, their reception,
10:37and it's a shame, because I feel like, in here, Mimi's, like, the person
10:43that I'd probably, like, gravitate towards.
10:46Like, I'd be friends, like, she's, like, my friends on the outside.
10:49Like, and it's a shame, because if you weren't in this situation,
10:51I probably would be friends with her.
10:52But obviously, I understand, like, she's not going to want to...
10:55Be your friend.
10:56She's not going to want to share her bikinis with me, is she?
10:59Do you think you're going to have a conversation with him, Mimi?
11:01Nah.
11:02Good on you.
11:03What's there to say, bro? Look at you.
11:06Do you know what I mean?
11:07It just pisses me off, like, you're just actually...
11:10That's why I think it was just fate, bro.
11:11We were sat there all day.
11:13I can't see how it was.
11:14All day.
11:14My thing is, it's like, we're like a couple of a joey.
11:16It took three days for him to get it.
11:19That's bullshit, man.
11:20Yeah.
11:20Do you think you're going to have a little conversation with her?
11:23I'm sure she'll talk to me, I'll talk to her, but I'm not going to be besties.
11:26Obviously, I don't want her to feel awkward.
11:27No.
11:28But it's like, I don't really know what I'm supposed to say to the girl.
11:30Yeah.
11:30I just want you to know, though, still, I am still very much so happy about
11:39the decision that I made, in terms of us coupling up and us being together.
11:45I am very, very much happy about that.
11:48Like, at the end of the day, like, this is what I wanted.
11:53This, like, confirms to me that he was going to do that on the outside.
11:57Birds do it here, and you actually find out straight away.
12:00But it's not easy to see that, I'm not going to lie.
12:03It's pissing me off.
12:04Yeah.
12:05I saw Ayo cozy with Jessica, you know, arm around her and stuff,
12:08and it's just like, that's crazy, because a week ago, that was me.
12:12And I don't let my guard down often, and the moment I do, that's what happens.
12:17Do you know what I mean?
12:17So I just feel irritated.
12:32I need to stop doing that in front of Mimi's face.
12:34I know.
12:39Matilda and Uma have got even more questions than they want answers.
12:43Unfortunately, those answers will include the words,
12:46a lot of kissing, in bed, and hideaway.
12:49I've told you one-tenth of the story.
12:51Oh, babe, honestly, I'm ready to hear it all.
12:54I'm buckled in.
12:55I'd say, for the most part, you would just brush to the side.
12:58Really?
12:59And, you know, a kiss talk was brought up, and he's just gone, are you up for it?
13:05I was just like, I don't know what.
13:07Yeah.
13:07So, yeah, I got into bed, and then, like, he pulled the covers over.
13:10I had a bit of a kiss quite a few times, and then he came over to me
13:15and asked me to go to the hideaway with him.
13:18Yeah, we just got chatting on a deeper level.
13:20We had a, like, proper kiss.
13:21It wasn't in bed, and that was good.
13:23It felt good in the moment.
13:25Yeah, and then he finished it with, basically,
13:27if I asked you to recover with me, like, would you?
13:30And, obviously, from that, he's basically implying that he's going to choose you.
13:33Yeah, uh-huh, so that's why I was like, right, that's us then.
13:35Like, we're set.
13:36Yeah.
13:36Oh, amazing, like, I'll stick with you then.
13:39Yeah, and that was kind of me locked in with him.
13:41I'm like, why imply that to me and then not follow through with it?
13:45I haven't seen that side at all.
13:46Yeah.
13:47So, like, that's such a red flag to me.
13:49Because you've not seen it.
13:50I have completely lost trust for him.
13:52Honestly, I don't even know where my head's at at the moment.
13:56Bedtime now.
13:57Lights go off, and there was a lot of kissing.
14:01Really?
14:02A lot, like, it was...
14:03That intense?
14:05What a stupid little boy.
14:06Who is this person?
14:08I want someone who's genuine and kind.
14:10Yeah.
14:10And that's not giving genuine or kind, it's giving arsehole, prick.
14:15Do you know what I mean?
14:16And I can't be arsed?
14:17In my parallel universe
14:24I'd have everything I want
14:28I'd be right where I belong
14:36I feel like we haven't had, like, a one-on-one yet, have we?
14:38I think it's been a bit hectic, haven't it?
14:40So, I just wanted to double-check what he said to you.
14:42He messaged you on Insta, or, like, there was messages on Insta, I don't even know, like, the thing.
14:46Yeah, so we have seen each other before on a night out, and it was when I was seeing someone else.
14:51But he was trying to message me.
14:52It was more than DMs.
14:54Like, he did ask me to come up to Pencoed to see him.
14:57Yeah, nice.
14:58Yeah, so this is why I wanted to have the conversation with you to check that he had been transparent with you.
15:03I know he said there was a few messages, and there was a few flirty things, but I didn't know, indeed.
15:06Just, I had a feeling he would downplay it slightly.
15:09It was, like, on-and-off messaging for a good few months.
15:12Months?
15:13On-and-off, yeah.
15:14For months?
15:15Yeah, like, oh, yeah.
15:17Like, it was sporadic, but, yeah, he'd always check in, when you're back from holiday, da-da-da-da-da.
15:21Yeah, those types of messages.
15:23I think there also is an element to the fact that I kind of had to pie him off.
15:26So he might not want to admit that he's asked me.
15:28For you to come in with those doubts is totally normal.
15:31Because of what he's like on the outside.
15:33Yeah, what is he like on the outside?
15:34With the 120 girls, messaging loads of girls.
15:36What do you think he's like on the outside?
15:37So we have loads of mutuals, and all of them are girls.
15:39So, just that type of vibe.
15:40Obviously, it was just messages.
15:42We never went on dates or anything like that.
15:44We did see each other on a night out.
15:46Yeah.
15:47Which I think he's probably not told you.
15:49No.
15:50Because he's even saying to me, he can't remember.
15:51No, he did tell me he hadn't seen you before.
15:53You know, I am quite shocked that his head hasn't turned, just because of what I sort of know he's like on the outside.
15:58Oh, great!
16:00But he hasn't given you any reason to think otherwise in here.
16:04In here.
16:05I don't understand why he hasn't kept me in the loop.
16:07I don't see this side of Kieran.
16:09I see a completely different side of Kieran.
16:11And I would never think that he would act like that.
16:13So, I just don't want to be made to feel that way.
16:15I just want him to tell me the truth in the future.
16:17So, I am a bit worried about our future on the outside.
16:20And is he going to change when we get out?
16:27There he is.
16:28See you later.
16:29I've missed you enough.
16:31I'm coming to a fire pit, love.
16:33What, me?
16:34Yeah.
16:35Oh, what am I doing now, man?
16:37Everything. You always do something.
16:39Oh, I can't believe Kieran and I are having a chat.
16:41So, what actually happened with you and Ellie?
16:44Anything I should know?
16:45What?
16:46Like, even when we weren't on the outside?
16:48No, I've never met Ellie.
16:49Nothing.
16:50I kind of low-key want to move away from here, because I'm literally right by them.
16:53She said you were exchanging messages for months.
16:57Months and months.
16:58Me?
16:59That's what she just told me.
17:00You were exchanging messages for months and months.
17:02Not a few messages, like you said.
17:04What?
17:05Yeah.
17:06She shut you down, and she pied you off, because she had a boyfriend.
17:08That's what she just told me.
17:10For starters, right, the messages earlier, I can't even...
17:14I can't even remember messaging you.
17:16Right, when I came in, I was like, I can't even remember messaging you.
17:20Right, when I came in, I was like, I recognise you.
17:22It's not like I knew her, all right?
17:24Apparently, I bumped into her on a night out.
17:26I can't... I don't remember what I've said to her.
17:29Kieran didn't tell her the full story about what's happened between me and him.
17:32He said it was a couple of DMs, when we were, like, messaging for, like, a couple of months.
17:35We met on a night out, and he just didn't say the rest of it.
17:38He was good as golden cassa, but he just needs to be honest with her about...
17:41So, he didn't say that, like, he wasn't just, like, innocent?
17:45Ah.
17:46What actually happened between you and him?
17:48Nothing happened.
17:49Nothing happened between me and him.
17:51Well, what does he mean by months of messages, then?
17:53Cos there's a difference between a few messages in a month.
17:55I was not at all emotionally or whatever involved with Ellie.
17:59I was not.
18:01Like, is there actually anything I should actually know?
18:03No.
18:04If it was something there between me and Ellie, I would remember.
18:07Well, it does seem like to me, because why would you hide that from me?
18:09As long as you're truthful about the situation.
18:11Like, if he'd come in last night and been like, oh, this is what...
18:13I think cos he played it down massively.
18:15As far as we were concerned, it was just...
18:17He's played it down a bit too much.
18:19What happened between me and Ellie?
18:21She said you'd seen her on a night out and everything
18:23and then you messaged her to go to Pencoed.
18:25Like, you messaged her to go back home and learn stuff.
18:27Yeah, she did. What?!
18:28Yeah, she did.
18:29I didn't message her to go back home.
18:30Well, you did. You messaged her to go to Pencoed.
18:32Cos she said she'd got her messages as well.
18:34Well, if I'd done, I, like, fucking didn't mean that.
18:36Nothing, nothing, no.
18:37She said about the way you act on the outside
18:39and you know that's my biggest worry with us.
18:41And she said, um...
18:43She knows, like, people who know you and stuff
18:45and she knows loads of girls who know you.
18:47And I just could guess what she was meant by that.
18:49So you're going based off of what I'd done when I was single?
18:51I don't know. I'm just saying that's all.
18:55Do you not realise how much you must have something there for her?
18:58I've never had anything for her.
19:02That's mad.
19:03You don't message somebody for months and months
19:05and not even have, like, an attraction towards the girl.
19:07I'm not... I'm not dull, like.
19:09I'm actually not dull.
19:11Fucking hell.
19:14They seem to have, like, quite a calm conversation, though.
19:16It doesn't look that heated, which I was worried about
19:18cos I was thinking, oh, here we go, it's going to fucking kick off.
19:20And you don't believe me?
19:21No, of course I'm not going to believe you.
19:22You just told me there was a few messages between you and her
19:24and now I find out there's months and months worth of stuff.
19:26What was in those messages that I need to know about?
19:28There's nothing in the messages you need to know about.
19:30I've told you this.
19:31I've just said it to you now about 12 times.
19:33It's the way she's implied it is very different
19:35to what you're telling me.
19:37All right, I'm going to speak to another one.
19:42Ellie?
19:43Can I talk to you in the sun deck, please?
19:45Oh, here we fucking go.
19:51Go on, then, hit me.
19:52Why is it that you've played it out to Nicole
19:54that there's something... there's something happened between us?
19:57I never said anything happened between us.
19:59You just weren't honest about...
20:00What wasn't I honest about?
20:01You said it was a couple of DMs.
20:03It was a couple of messages.
20:04I thought you would have elaborated on the whole, like...
20:06You made it out to be as if there was way more between us.
20:08I'm not being dishonest to you, Key.
20:10I've sung your praises to her.
20:11It's the past. I don't even remember saying that to you.
20:13OK, you don't...
20:14Key, you don't remember a lot.
20:15You don't remember a lot, to be fair, which is convenient.
20:17What do I remember, then?
20:18You don't remember seeing me on the night out.
20:20You don't remember asking me to come down.
20:22You literally sent me videos of your dogs on Snapchat.
20:24Like, I'm not being funny.
20:25There was no in-depth messages, though, was there?
20:27I've been completely truthful, and I'll stand by that.
20:29I will stand by that, and I don't want to fall out with you.
20:31Well, now she's thinking that all of a sudden
20:33there was something between us, there was something more,
20:35and there's months' worth of...
20:37There's not months' worth of messages at all, Ellie.
20:39We did snap it over a few months.
20:41She's fucking stealing the pot, man.
20:43It's just the truth, and you're not giving it to her.
20:45Shut up. Absolute donut.
20:47Oh, fucking hell.
20:49How has this been made up like that now?
20:51I love Nicole, and there's nothing I can do about it,
20:54so it's just...
20:56Now I don't know what's going to happen.
20:58Tommy never seen her. He's seen her on the night out.
21:00Went on to her, and was all over her,
21:02and she had to pie him off cos she was with her ex.
21:04The lion has ruined her for me now.
21:06Pie him off cos she was with her ex.
21:08The lion has ruined her for me now.
21:14It's not on you.
21:31Uma and Matilda are back from their catch-up
21:33with Lucy and Diamante, and, lads,
21:35you'll know exactly how much trouble you're in
21:37by how quickly they ask the other girls
21:39to join them by the fire pit.
21:43Come, come, come, come to the fire pit now.
21:45Come now. Immediately.
21:47Are you OK?
21:49Are you all right?
21:51Are you OK? No?
21:53Shut up.
21:55Oh, shit.
21:57Oh, I didn't look at us once.
22:01Oh, shake of the head.
22:03So we sat down, and I just said to her,
22:05like, just, like, tell me, like, everything that happened,
22:07like, from the start to the finish.
22:09She said, like, I want to get to know you more.
22:11He asked her to stay in the bed with him.
22:13I know. He asked her? Yeah, he asked her.
22:15Did he not take that? No.
22:17Oh, shit.
22:19Fuck's sake.
22:21I feel sick right now.
22:23I'm actually so mad, guys. No spot.
22:25And what's so hurtful to me as well
22:27is that, like, you know what I'm like,
22:29and you know how hard it was for me
22:31to, like, completely get to that stage with you
22:33where I felt like my guard was completely down,
22:35and then as I've done that,
22:37and I'm waiting for you, and I'm hoping that you're doing everything right,
22:39you've got another girl in my bed
22:41that you're kissing and cuddling.
22:43I don't think he expected you to have a conversation with her.
22:45Well, wake up and smell the coffee, because I did.
22:49It's three sides to every story.
22:51Three? Yeah.
22:53Their side, our side, the truth.
22:55In the hideaway,
22:57he said to her, um,
23:00I'm recoupling with you.
23:02What?
23:04What?
23:06Shut up.
23:08I feel sick.
23:10Honestly, I can't even think about speaking to him right now.
23:12I really can't.
23:14I'm so upset.
23:16I just feel like I'm looking at him differently.
23:18I feel like I can't even look at him right now.
23:20Oh, that weren't good.
23:22I'm fucked, yeah.
23:24How was Diamante?
23:26She was so sweet.
23:28I sat down with her and with Sean.
23:30She explained the whole, like, her and, um,
23:32Ruby drama.
23:34He was literally in a fucking Casa triangle.
23:36Who the hell gets into Casa
23:38and gets in a triangle?
23:40Who the hell goes into Casa and gets in a triangle?
23:46It's not funny, like, when Sean's sitting together,
23:48you think it's funny.
23:50I know, it's not funny.
23:52Why is he laughing?
23:54She was basically saying how, like,
23:56he was playing her and Ruby
23:58and that, like, I barely was mentioned
24:00in the whole sort of getting to know.
24:02The holidays are well and truly over.
24:04What I want
24:06is someone who's really kind and genuine
24:08and a kind person
24:10and, like, from everything
24:12that I've heard today,
24:14now I'm just like, well, are you just a liar
24:16or is this just, like, one big act?
24:22It's time to get ready
24:24for the evening. The lads were gonna have a bath
24:26but they've spent enough time in hot water
24:28today already.
24:30Got fun on my mind and I've chosen
24:32you.
24:34Yeah, we're fine, you know.
24:36It's just, like, shit to hear.
24:38It was unnecessary.
24:40If you knew where your head was at,
24:42then what are you doing?
24:44I've got my work cut out for me in all my life.
24:46She's a tough cookie, bro.
24:48Sean, I think you'll be all right, man.
24:50All the good girls
24:52All the good girls
24:56He just said, oh yeah, no messages, nothing at all.
24:58Turns out there's months of messages.
25:00No.
25:02He's seen her on a night out being all over her.
25:04You're lying.
25:06Why is he not on me?
25:11I don't see why he needs to be brought up
25:13cos there's nothing to it.
25:15At the end of the day, this was before you met Nicole.
25:17Yeah, but Nicole thinks I'm hiding stuff a lot.
25:19Cheers to new beginnings,
25:21new connections
25:23and staying out of trouble.
25:25Cheers.
25:31I'm happy that you two have got answers
25:33that you needed
25:35and may the boys be carewaking in their boots.
25:43Do you want to go for a chat?
25:45Yeah.
25:47Do you want to sit here?
25:49Yeah.
25:55I don't know if it's a silly question to ask
25:57but how are you?
25:59I'm good. I'm actually good.
26:01I just want to know if there's anything I can do
26:03to make this situation easier for you.
26:05Honestly, babe, at the end of the day
26:07you came in here, you had to do what you had to do.
26:09You didn't really have any lawyers to me anyway.
26:11It's more so him.
26:13It's not nice for me to see anything.
26:15I said to him,
26:17why did you not say to her before
26:19something's off or something's missing
26:21or just something.
26:23Give her the heads up.
26:25Let her know that
26:27it might have been a possibility
26:29because there's a reason you came back on your own
26:31because you thought he'd be standing there on his own.
26:33I'm more surprised at how this played out
26:35because of how we left things.
26:37He probably thinks I don't care
26:39because I haven't shown how I feel.
26:41I was crying all morning.
26:43I was hurting by what he's done
26:45because I was not expecting that from him.
26:47What I will say is
26:49I don't think it was the fact that he thought
26:51our connection was stronger.
26:53I think that there just was a connection there
26:55and that was enough for him to
26:57want to continue to explore that.
26:59Even that in itself is black to me.
27:01Don't feel like you have to be strong.
27:03Obviously I know if the situation was different
27:05we would be friends and we would get along
27:07so it's just such a massive shame
27:09and I know you're not going to want to be around me
27:11Just for now.
27:13Obviously with the situation.
27:15You just need time.
27:17I respect that and understand that.
27:19Cheers to that though.
27:21Thank you honey.
27:29Join the girlies.
27:31Bye honey, see you later.
27:33Ladies, you all right?
27:35Do you want to go for a chat?
27:37Sure.
27:41It's just a bit awkward right now.
27:43I'm still like processing.
27:45You're feeling the hurt.
27:47Exactly.
27:49I almost cried right then in that conversation.
27:51Really?
27:53Held it together.
27:55You're actually so amazing.
27:57I'm a bit nervous.
27:59I would be.
28:01Really?
28:03How did your afternoon go?
28:05Well, it weren't great.
28:07I left thinking that shit was sweet.
28:10That's why I felt so sad
28:12yesterday watching you
28:14come through.
28:16I couldn't look because all I could think was
28:18now she's going to feel like she's the only one.
28:20Yeah, carry on.
28:22Do you want to talk to him now?
28:24Do you think I have to speak to him now?
28:26If you don't want to, say not right now.
28:28I don't have to.
28:30Can we talk in a little bit?
28:32Yeah, why not?
28:36I hate situations like this.
28:38What happened?
28:40She said she just wanted to talk in a bit.
28:42That's not bad.
28:44Why is Nicole laughing then?
28:46I literally said that to Isla.
28:48I was like, what do you want from me?
28:50What do you want me to do?
28:52If it went his way, I think he would have
28:54been getting to know Jessica
28:56and I would also have been getting to know him.
28:58It's been four weeks.
29:00You should decide, babe.
29:02From what I've heard anyway,
29:04it was much more intense than you've made out.
29:06Why? What did she say?
29:08There was loads of things.
29:10Honestly, it just sounds like
29:12you just was moving crazy.
29:14I let off a lot of steam
29:16and I got to know two girls in there
29:18but my feelings towards you
29:20in my heart were way stronger
29:22than the few days I spent
29:24with these girls.
29:26By the sounds of things,
29:28I was not even a fault.
29:30I was not even an afterthought.
29:32I don't think I was.
29:34You just didn't even give a fuck
29:36about my feelings the whole time.
29:38I did.
29:40You didn't think about my feelings at all.
29:42It did get to a point
29:44and all I could think about was you.
29:46I feel like I just look like a fucking idiot.
29:48I feel like I've defended you
29:50and I've really had a lot of faith in you
29:52and then I just get mugged off
29:54and then I get double mugged off today
29:56because I hear the whole thing.
29:58I look like a fucking loser.
30:00I was obviously exploring connections in here
30:02I haven't done that
30:04and girls were sticking it all over me
30:06and yeah, I wasn't the true Sean
30:08and I got lost in the moment
30:10and that's a bit of a cop-out thing to say
30:12but I did do that and I'm sorry for it
30:14but it gave me clarity
30:16on who I want to be with
30:18and you are amazing, you're beautiful
30:20and you make me smile every day
30:22and you're the person I want to be with
30:24and move forward.
30:28And I mean that.
30:30I just don't know
30:32you just seem like the exact same
30:34as all the other people
30:36who do the exact same as that
30:38which is just be a fucking arsehole.
30:40Why does this leave us then?
30:42Well I don't know, I feel like I'm still pretty livid about it.
30:52Sean's telling Jess about his situation
30:54basically things got a bit fruity
30:56in Casa and Matilda did her nut.
30:58Fruit and nut, classic candy man.
31:00I've never been like that on the outside
31:02why have I got to kiss a load of frogs
31:04to realise my princess is actually like
31:06half decent.
31:08But people make mistakes Sean, people do make mistakes.
31:10Yeah but I'm over that
31:12I'm not like that on the outside.
31:14Don't be too hard on yourself
31:16she has gotten to know the people in there
31:18and I haven't asked too much about that.
31:20Who did she say she got to know in Casa?
31:22I don't fucking know.
31:24She did get to know someone
31:26she would have gotten to know Hugo
31:28if she could have.
31:30There is a point in which
31:32I think you do need to think that
31:34she wasn't not doing anything
31:36but in the same thing it's like
31:38she did say she got to know him.
31:40Exactly, so that could have been a different story.
31:56Kieran keeps telling Nicole he's done nothing wrong
31:58but she just won't get the message
32:00unlike Ellie
32:02who received 432 messages
32:04from Kieran across a six month period.
32:06How are you?
32:08As good as it'll get I suppose.
32:10What were you saying then?
32:12Well it's just
32:14awkward for me you know.
32:16So obviously we spoke
32:18I came over here and spoke to Ellie
32:20I said to Ellie, I said why are you making us
32:22DMing into a big deal
32:24when it was nothing it was just a few messages.
32:26She told me it was months and months of stuff.
32:28Yeah right, OK.
32:30Bizarre, actually bizarre.
32:32The bottom line is nothing to me and Ellie.
32:34Well where's this come from then?
32:36I don't know, it's spun me.
32:38That's why I came straight over here and spoke to Ellie
32:40I said what are you doing?
32:42I want nothing to hide from you Nicole.
32:44Hmm.
32:46I thought I'd been up and arse about all of this
32:48and I'm going to continue to do so.
32:50Oh whatever, I actually can't be arsed.
32:52What does that mean?
32:54I just can't be arsed at this shit all the time.
32:56Why are you still with me then?
32:58Because I fucking love you clearly.
33:00If I didn't love you I wouldn't still be here.
33:02I would have gone a long time ago.
33:04I don't get what I'm doing wrong to you though.
33:06It's obviously not you, it's just the fucking stuff
33:08that's getting thrown in my face all the time.
33:10I just want to be able for me and you
33:12to focus on me and you now.
33:14Yes I know and I keep wanting that all the time
33:16but it's just something then that gets brought up again.
33:18I do think that
33:20there was mixed messages
33:22from both parties, Ellie and Kieran.
33:24A part of this process
33:26is earning my trust
33:28and I literally said from the beginning
33:30this is going to be the hardest thing for me
33:32and it was me trying to trust him.
33:34Ellie's had it up to here
33:36with talking to Kieran about those messages
33:38and she's decided to move on
33:40to talking to Trey
33:42about those messages.
33:44I'm sure in his own time he will apologise to me.
33:46Like I said I'm
33:48not putting up with
33:50arguing over petty shit.
33:52I don't want to be arguing about messages and stuff like that.
33:54It's just pointless.
33:56No it wasn't just messages but yeah whatever.
33:58What do you mean it wasn't just messages?
34:00No but it is just messages.
34:02Yeah okay.
34:04We're talking about a few messages on the outside.
34:06No we're not talking about what happened.
34:08We're talking about the fact that Kieran wasn't honest.
34:10Fair enough.
34:12It's annoying because obviously
34:14I feel like I've had a great time here in Casa
34:16and I don't really know what's happened this past 24 hours.
34:18Do you not
34:20understand why I'm pissed off?
34:22I don't know if I'm talking any sense here.
34:24I don't really know why you're pissed off.
34:26Well I'm pissed off because I'm sat up here
34:28meant to be focusing on me and you.
34:30If I were in Kieran's position.
34:32I just don't know what to say Trey.
34:34We'll just leave it at that because I've tried to sort an issue.
34:36You've gone on high horse and we'll leave it at that.
34:38Fine.
34:40Fucking prick.
34:42I can't be arsed with this mum.
34:48Fucking immature as fuck.
34:50Hello.
34:52You okay?
34:54I don't really know.
34:56I just feel like
34:58a bit weird about the whole situation.
35:00I've spoken to Lucy today
35:02and I feel like speaking to her was like
35:04a bit of an eye opener.
35:06Obviously I know that you said to her that you
35:08asked her about how she would feel about you
35:10re-copying with her.
35:12But I feel like from that she's taken that as like
35:14you thought you was going to re-copy with her.
35:16She thought you was going to re-copy with her.
35:18She definitely wasn't standing up there thinking I was going to pick her.
35:20She said today that she was.
35:22She's said to me as well today that
35:24you said to her that you felt like you had a stronger
35:26connection with her in the time you spent with her.
35:28Again, mixed words.
35:30I said within a day she was kissing me.
35:32I said it took me a week to kiss you.
35:34I said that's quicker.
35:36But that makes me feel so insecure.
35:38Why did that comment even come out in the first place?
35:40It doesn't make any sense to me.
35:42You can't just sit here and say I don't know
35:44because I need some answers. It's not fair on me.
35:46You could have done the same.
35:48To me I wouldn't have been able to go and do that
35:50and I'm sure you would have been hurt
35:52hearing that I've come back and done that with someone.
35:54If you found someone and you were happy with them
35:56I'd be happy for you.
35:58Do you think I'm just going to sit there and be pissed off and be mad at you?
36:00Yes. It's very clear that we're different in this sense.
36:02We weren't in a relationship.
36:04I didn't say that we were in a relationship.
36:06I know, but it feels like you think I've cheated on you or something.
36:08When did I say that?
36:10No, that's the vibe I'm getting.
36:12I've done something seriously wrong.
36:14I'm hurt. You've hurt my feelings.
36:16That's why I'm reacting like this.
36:18I was hoping that when I was over there and you were here
36:20you would be getting to know other people
36:22but not taking it so far as kissing and coddling them in bed.
36:24It's different.
36:26Honestly, I thought that you would be understanding.
36:28You don't have time to just chat.
36:30The girls were here for two days.
36:32I didn't want them to make a move on me.
36:34Didn't you realise after the first night
36:36that you asked her to stay in your bed?
36:38She had to sleep somewhere.
36:40Do you know what I mean?
36:42I didn't want any of the other girls in my bed.
36:44I'm sorry to hurt you.
36:46For sure.
36:48I was being selfish
36:50but in here you do have to be a bit selfish.
36:52He's kind of on the defence.
36:54I don't feel the same way about him that I did
36:56before we went off to Casab
36:58because I didn't think that we were in the position
37:00to do that to each other
37:02so I just feel like he needs to earn that trust back from me.
37:06Mimi
37:08can I say something quick?
37:24Tell me how you're feeling.
37:26This morning I was very upset.
37:28I cried it out or whatever
37:30but now I'm good.
37:32What do you want me to say?
37:34I feel like you know how I feel about situations.
37:36Do you know what I mean?
37:38I felt like there were things that I wanted to say.
37:40But why didn't you say it?
37:42I didn't really feel like
37:44there was anything wrong
37:46with our situation
37:48and I swear to God I was happy
37:50before we left things
37:52and that's how I felt. That's fact.
37:54If what we had was so good it wouldn't have been as easy
37:56for you to let me walk in on my own.
37:58I understand.
38:00You didn't pass the test.
38:02You failed miserably.
38:04Do you get it?
38:06I'm laughing but it's not funny.
38:08It's actually not.
38:10I was really hurt and upset about it this morning.
38:12I couldn't even face anyone.
38:14Mimi I did miss you.
38:16I was
38:18talking to Jessica
38:20and it went the way it went.
38:22Joey knew Jessie for three days and stuck beside her.
38:24I've known you from day one
38:26and I thought generally what we had
38:28was going to go far and I feel like
38:30now I don't know what you're going to say
38:32if you're trying to say you're trying to get to know both of us.
38:34I'm not doing that again. We already did that
38:36with Uma. Do you know what I mean?
38:38It shouldn't take someone else coming in for you to be
38:40unsure about what we have.
38:42That's completely two different situations.
38:44I understand. I am sorry for the way
38:46I've made you feel
38:48and I promise you I didn't want to see you
38:50stand up there alone
38:52and upset.
38:54It's what I want.
38:56It was good while it lasted.
38:58Oh God.
39:06Let's go.
39:22You good?
39:24I'm a big girl, man.
39:26Oh, shit.
39:28Are you wearing pink?
39:30Because I wore pink last night.
39:32Oh, shut up, man. Actually, get a break.
39:34Get off my face.
39:36I can't stand you.
39:38Don't say that.
39:40No, I can't.
39:44After hearing some home truths,
39:46Matilda feels exactly the same
39:48way I do when I cancel going to the gym
39:50to lie in bed watching
39:52TikToks and eating a kebab.
39:54I feel sad.
39:56You feel sad?
39:58I feel like we're both in the same position
40:00where now we're just waiting on them
40:02to make it up.
40:04Do you feel better?
40:06I felt fine the whole time. It was just more like
40:08actually having to have the conversation was just like,
40:10oh, she's going to come at me.
40:12Imagine if they both went tonight,
40:14oh, yeah, it's all good. They're not going to do that.
40:16Me and Trey aren't on good terms
40:18and I've got to sleep there.
40:20I just can't go.
40:22Why do I have to go?
40:24I'm not fighting over petty shit.
40:26Sorry, girls, can I come in?
40:28No.
40:30Yeah.
40:40It's just funny.
40:42What's funny?
40:44Everything.
40:46If you don't laugh, you'll cry. Do you know what I mean?
40:48I understood.
40:50What?
40:52It's just funny.
40:54What?
40:56It just starts to laugh.
40:58Enjoy.
41:04Man is juggling right now.
41:06Hey, hey, hey, hey.
41:08Here you go, love.
41:10I'm going to wait for you downstairs.
41:12I'm coming now.
41:14You're a love.
41:18Here you go, this is love.
41:26Everyone have a good night.
41:28Sleep well and all them things there.
41:30Love you.
41:32I love you, girl.
41:34You're amazing.
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43:06On Sunday nights.
43:08Grab your popcorn.
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