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00:00:28 >> President Bush visited the mosque yesterday in a bid to persuade Muslims to join in the fight
00:00:33 against terrorism, making sure to remove his shoes beforehand as a sign of respect.
00:00:38 In other news, four U.S. soldiers searching for Taliban fighters hiding in Kabul were instead
00:00:43 misled into a family home.
00:00:45 Two adults were killed, one child left unharmed.
00:00:48 Reporting from Kabul, Fereshteh Waheed with the Afghan Division of Reuters, who was in the
00:00:52 neighborhood at the time of the incident, was quoted as saying it was a tragic day in Kabul.
00:00:57 This marks the fifth such incident this month, a trend the U.S. military states is the direct result
00:01:02 of Taliban resistance fighters heavily infiltrating targeted neighborhoods and civilian areas.
00:01:07 On Tuesday, top-ranking U.S. Admiral Casey Jones warned of more casualties as U.S.-led forces proceed
00:01:13 with a planned offensive in Marjah, a key Taliban stronghold in the southern region of Afghanistan where --
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00:02:40 >> Maybe the next one, hon.
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00:03:01 >> Christopher, it's Jesse, dude.
00:03:03 Return my calls.
00:03:04 I'm going to start taking this shit personally.
00:03:09 >> Message deleted.
00:03:10 Next message.
00:03:11 >> Chris, Tom here.
00:03:13 Second message this week.
00:03:15 What's good, bro?
00:03:18 >> Message deleted.
00:03:19 Next message.
00:03:20 >> Hey, Chris, it's me, man, Mario.
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00:04:46 >> Excuse me, sir.
00:04:47 >> Yes.
00:04:48 >> You said floor finish it in one days.
00:04:51 Two days, two days.
00:04:53 When it done?
00:04:54 >> Right.
00:04:55 Well, it's just it's taking a little bit longer than expected.
00:04:58 I think it will be one more day, maybe.
00:05:00 >> Uh-huh.
00:05:01 >> We make pay you for one days, not three days.
00:05:04 >> Right.
00:05:05 I understand that.
00:05:06 But I'm only going to charge you for one day.
00:05:09 >> Okay.
00:05:10 >> So you guys are covered, okay?
00:05:11 >> Okay.
00:05:12 >> Okay.
00:05:13 >> Thank you.
00:05:14 >> Uh-huh.
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00:06:00 >> Are you sleeping well, dear?
00:06:04 >> Fine.
00:06:06 Usual.
00:06:08 >> You seem more tired than usual.
00:06:11 >> Well, I mean, work's been pretty intense, so it makes me tired.
00:06:18 >> Have you seen any of the boys from over there lately?
00:06:24 >> From over there?
00:06:27 >> Your mother means the guys who serve with you, you know, the ones who went with you.
00:06:32 Tom, Jesse, that Spanish kid.
00:06:35 What was his name?
00:06:37 >> Mario.
00:06:38 >> How are they doing?
00:06:39 You guys still keep in touch?
00:06:41 >> Yeah, we see each other every once in a while.
00:06:44 They have their own lives, you know, so.
00:06:48 >> You told me that Tom has his own sporting goods line now.
00:06:52 He's selling athletic gear?
00:06:55 >> Mm-hmm.
00:06:56 Yeah, he's doing it a lot for himself.
00:06:58 >> And Mario, isn't he a lawyer?
00:07:01 And he's married.
00:07:04 >> Yeah, he's doing corporate law, and he's married.
00:07:07 That's right.
00:07:08 >> How about Jesse?
00:07:10 What's he doing?
00:07:12 >> Um, he went back to school.
00:07:17 He became a high school social studies teacher, and he is married as well.
00:07:21 He has a kid, a son.
00:07:24 >> Sounds like they're all getting on well enough.
00:07:30 >> Well enough for what?
00:07:32 >> Just well enough.
00:07:40 >> Are you seeing anyone, Chris?
00:07:45 >> Since last Sunday?
00:07:47 >> Well, you know, I don't know.
00:07:48 Sometimes you can meet somebody special just out of nowhere.
00:07:56 >> Yeah, not me.
00:07:58 You know, Barry just told me that they're closing another warehouse.
00:08:02 Long Island City in Flushing next week, including one of my old ones.
00:08:08 Chinese will probably buy them.
00:08:11 Stock up on junk they made over there.
00:08:14 You know, Chris, this used to be a country that made things.
00:08:20 >> Well, you know, Dad, I still make things.
00:08:22 >> Yeah, you do.
00:08:24 And good for you.
00:08:26 But, you know, even you could be doing more.
00:08:29 You know, with your degree, starting up that software line, you could be out there shaking things up.
00:08:37 >> Yeah.
00:08:43 >> Chris, have you given any more thought to going back to therapy?
00:08:50 >> No, not really.
00:08:55 >> I just -- I think maybe it's time maybe you thought about going back.
00:09:03 >> Why?
00:09:05 >> You seemed brighter when you were going.
00:09:10 >> Brighter?
00:09:13 >> Yes, there wasn't so much tension.
00:09:16 You weren't so agitated.
00:09:19 >> I'm not agitated.
00:09:22 Do I seem agitated to you, Dad?
00:09:25 >> I don't know, son.
00:09:27 You seem a little short.
00:09:29 >> Well, that's because I'm exhausted.
00:09:31 We talk about the same fucking shit every week.
00:09:34 >> Chris, languish, dear.
00:09:36 >> Fine, but can we just talk about something else, please?
00:09:39 >> Sure we can, son.
00:09:43 How about that recent surge in Afghanistan?
00:09:47 Right on CNN, they're sending in 10,000 more troops.
00:10:01 >> We're animals.
00:10:03 We're just animals.
00:10:06 >> What was that, son?
00:10:09 >> Another 10,000, right?
00:10:13 >> Yeah, off to the killing fields.
00:10:17 Hoorah!
00:10:21 >> Chris, I really -- I think it's time that you thought about going back to see Dr. Sutton.
00:10:26 >> Yeah.
00:10:27 You know what?
00:10:29 Thanks for dinner, guys.
00:10:31 I'll see you next week.
00:10:34 [footsteps]
00:10:36 >> Why would you bring up such a thing?
00:10:56 >> Same reason you keep pressing him for some sort of change.
00:10:58 You can't go on like this.
00:11:00 He's bitter, he's impatient.
00:11:02 He's always closed up.
00:11:05 It's been seven years, Doris.
00:11:08 I just had enough of his moping.
00:11:10 >> Seven years.
00:11:13 Just seven years.
00:11:15 And you know, he may never get over it.
00:11:18 And I think you've got to start accepting that.
00:11:21 >> I will when you do.
00:11:24 [car engine]
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00:11:55 >> Miss O'Leary.
00:12:16 It's all I've got.
00:12:17 Do you know how I got here?
00:12:19 [laughs]
00:12:22 $200 an hour.
00:12:30 I have anything.
00:12:32 [car engine]
00:12:35 [birds chirping]
00:12:37 [gasps]
00:12:59 [car engine]
00:13:01 [sirens]
00:13:06 [panting]
00:13:10 [panting]
00:13:13 [panting]
00:13:41 >> Hey.
00:13:44 Hey.
00:13:46 Look at me.
00:13:48 I need you to hit me.
00:13:53 I need you to hit me really hard.
00:13:56 >> I don't do any kinky shit.
00:13:59 >> I'll pay you twice what we agreed.
00:14:04 Please.
00:14:06 [gunshot]
00:14:08 Fucking bitch.
00:14:10 [shouting]
00:14:13 [shouting]
00:14:15 [shouting]
00:14:18 [gasps]
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00:14:22 [panting]
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00:14:33 [coughing]
00:14:42 [coughing]
00:14:44 I'm sorry.
00:14:50 >> Is that easy to learn?
00:15:05 >> What, this?
00:15:07 Laying a floor?
00:15:10 Probably not too much harder than weaving a rug, I guess.
00:15:13 >> You'd be surprised how easy this could be.
00:15:17 >> So I can learn?
00:15:19 >> You can teach me, but I cannot afford to pay you.
00:15:21 >> [laughs]
00:15:23 That's all right.
00:15:24 I could probably use the help anyway.
00:15:26 Maybe you can pay me back by teaching me to weave one of those.
00:15:29 Come on over here.
00:15:31 It's, um, I mean, it's really not so hard once you've, uh,
00:15:35 just measured the square footage of the room
00:15:37 and cut all these planks into the sizes that you need.
00:15:42 After that, just, uh, line it up with up there.
00:15:46 Then take your hand.
00:15:48 Just tap it in.
00:15:54 >> I should learn this trade, just in case the shop does not last.
00:15:58 >> That's not a bad idea.
00:16:01 I think it's good to know how to do stuff with your hands.
00:16:06 It's good for your head, you know.
00:16:08 I'm sure you already know about that, though, making rugs and all.
00:16:14 >> It's different, I think.
00:16:17 >> Maybe.
00:16:19 What are those books you're reading over there?
00:16:28 >> I'm studying philosophy.
00:16:31 >> Talk about some useless shit.
00:16:34 >> I mean, I just think it's a good idea that you're taking an interest in carpentry
00:16:38 and making rugs is all.
00:16:40 >> Philosophy could be used for any subject.
00:16:45 It serves as a foundation for any discipline--
00:16:49 how you weave a rug, how you lay a floor, how you run a business.
00:16:54 Everything begins with philosophy.
00:16:56 Nothing works without it.
00:17:02 >> I guess.
00:17:04 What school are you studying at?
00:17:09 I used to go to Hunter, actually.
00:17:12 >> I don't believe in formal education, especially not here.
00:17:16 American institutions-- they're garbage.
00:17:22 I went to high school here in Flushing.
00:17:25 Kids big fights with me every day.
00:17:27 Stupid fucking white boys with their tight shirts
00:17:30 calling me a sand nigger and terrorist.
00:17:34 They kick their asses, though.
00:17:36 Some of the thrift bastards.
00:17:39 >> Good for you, man.
00:17:42 You know, I always think a boy should get what he's asking for--
00:17:46 sound beating.
00:17:48 >> I'm Zamar. What do I call you?
00:17:56 Oh, I'm Chris. Nice to meet you, Zamar.
00:18:01 See, it's not so tough, though, huh?
00:18:04 So, I need you to cut some boards right here.
00:18:09 Make it line up right there, you see?
00:18:11 >> I can't believe she let you do that.
00:18:13 >> Then what happened next?
00:18:15 >> She looked right in my eyes and she said,
00:18:17 "I want you to punish my fucking pussy."
00:18:20 >> No, she didn't say that.
00:18:22 >> I swear to God.
00:18:24 >> Oh, shit.
00:18:27 >> He lives.
00:18:29 >> You guys get a call first?
00:18:32 >> Yeah, we did, asshole, like ten times each.
00:18:34 >> What, are you hiding from us, brother?
00:18:37 >> Aww.
00:18:41 >> That's cute.
00:18:42 >> Yeah, it's cute.
00:18:44 Open the door.
00:18:46 >> It smells like shit.
00:18:51 >> I'll tell you, though, you don't have to be in Cleveland
00:18:53 to get a Cleveland steamer.
00:18:55 >> You would know, brother.
00:18:56 >> I would.
00:18:57 Flushing is the perfect place.
00:18:59 Flushing, man.
00:19:00 Fucking Flushing.
00:19:01 It's the only place where Al-Qaeda and the US Open
00:19:03 would come for a visit in the same week.
00:19:05 >> I'd have moved the wife and kid out of here when I did.
00:19:09 >> How is Cindy?
00:19:12 >> Good. She's got a promotion.
00:19:14 We're closing down our place next week.
00:19:16 Finally.
00:19:18 >> And David?
00:19:20 >> He's good, too.
00:19:22 Little guy just took the wife and his shit all over the wall.
00:19:24 >> That's a two-year-old for you.
00:19:25 Sounds like a nightmare to me.
00:19:27 >> You get used to it.
00:19:29 Should be snot-having him around.
00:19:31 >> I can do without.
00:19:32 >> That's because you work like 20 hours a day.
00:19:34 When would you have the time to be a father?
00:19:36 >> I don't know.
00:19:37 Someday.
00:19:39 >> Jackie and I are talking about it.
00:19:41 No shit.
00:19:42 >> Yeah, maybe next week.
00:19:44 >> No shit.
00:19:46 >> Yeah, maybe next year.
00:19:48 >> Wow.
00:19:50 That's great.
00:19:53 You guys are all doing so well for yourselves.
00:19:56 >> Yeah, I guess.
00:19:59 >> Your careers and families.
00:20:04 Buying houses and condos.
00:20:07 >> Well, we're adults or whatever.
00:20:11 Isn't that what we're supposed to do?
00:20:14 >> Yeah.
00:20:15 That's right.
00:20:18 It's just weird that nothing ever stopped any of you from doing anything.
00:20:23 >> What's up, Chris?
00:20:24 What are you saying?
00:20:28 >> I don't know.
00:20:29 I just --
00:20:33 You know, some days I can barely manage to get out of bed.
00:20:38 But the other day, I was thinking about where you guys are.
00:20:42 You know, starting businesses.
00:20:45 Becoming lawyers and teachers.
00:20:48 And having families and crapping out kids.
00:20:52 And buying property.
00:20:54 Like nothing ever happened to you.
00:20:58 >> What's your point, man?
00:21:04 >> It's harder for me, I guess.
00:21:08 The things we did over there.
00:21:09 >> That's your problem, Chris.
00:21:12 Don't put your shit on us.
00:21:14 We all deal with that junk in different ways.
00:21:17 >> No.
00:21:19 See, I deal with it.
00:21:20 You don't.
00:21:21 >> How are you going to tell me what I do or don't deal with?
00:21:23 You're not in my head, douchebag.
00:21:30 >> You're like fucking sociopath or something.
00:21:34 Like reptiles.
00:21:37 You just burn the world down and move on and have lives?
00:21:46 I'm not built like that.
00:21:47 I just --
00:21:49 >> You know, Chris, this really isn't fair.
00:21:52 We were all there, man.
00:21:54 We all experienced the same thing.
00:21:56 Did the same thing.
00:21:58 >> I sometimes still hear that kid screaming like it was yesterday.
00:22:02 It doesn't go away, and maybe it's not supposed to, but you don't got to let it paralyze you like this either.
00:22:09 >> Like I have a choice.
00:22:11 >> I think you do.
00:22:12 And I think you made it.
00:22:14 Jesse's right.
00:22:15 Don't put this on us.
00:22:17 >> What did that shrink say about all this?
00:22:24 >> I stopped seeing her.
00:22:26 >> Nice move.
00:22:28 Good.
00:22:30 >> Why did you stop?
00:22:34 >> It's so old.
00:22:36 >> Come again?
00:22:39 >> Because I got tired of people making me feel like there's something wrong with me.
00:22:46 I'm handling it like any other normal person would.
00:22:52 Anybody with a fucking conscience, a soul, would react the same way that I am right now.
00:23:00 >> I'm so done with this shit.
00:23:03 PTSD my ass, man.
00:23:06 We were all fooled into it.
00:23:08 Iraq, Afghanistan.
00:23:09 >> Fuck off, all right?
00:23:11 We liberated --
00:23:12 >> Liberated what?
00:23:13 What the fuck do you think it was about, Chris?
00:23:17 >> Fucking deluded dummy.
00:23:18 Get your act together, man.
00:23:20 >> I'm not going to do this for your weakness.
00:23:22 >> Fuck that.
00:23:38 >> We are all the destroyers, baby.
00:23:40 >> Get the fuck out.
00:23:42 >> Relax.
00:23:43 Relax.
00:23:44 Okay?
00:23:49 >> I'm sorry, Chris.
00:23:50 I don't take this shit as personally as Tom.
00:23:52 >> I know it's what you're dealing with.
00:23:55 But please, brother, for your own sake, do something about it.
00:24:01 >> I made this loom when I was younger.
00:24:07 These nomadic people called the luchi, they were the ones who made this.
00:24:13 They were the ones who made this.
00:24:17 They were the ones who made this.
00:24:21 They were the ones who made this.
00:24:25 I made this loom when I was younger.
00:24:28 These nomadic people called the luchi, they taught me how to put it together.
00:24:32 Taught me how to weave tapestries.
00:24:44 Want to try?
00:24:45 >> Yeah.
00:24:47 >> You put every other --
00:24:57 >> I guess I'm not quite a natural, eh?
00:24:59 >> No, I guess not.
00:25:20 >> Wow.
00:25:41 >> You know, I should probably get back to the floor.
00:25:43 I don't want your parents getting any more upset than they already are.
00:25:47 >> My parents are from Medan, Shola.
00:25:50 They're not my parents.
00:25:53 >> What?
00:25:55 >> They're my aunt and uncle.
00:25:58 >> Oh.
00:25:59 What country are you from?
00:26:01 >> Afghanistan.
00:26:07 >> Your accent, it's a little different.
00:26:11 Not a typical Afghan, right?
00:26:14 >> I spent five years in Karachi.
00:26:17 It's only across the border.
00:26:19 Spent it with my aunt and uncle.
00:26:22 So many Afghan refugees there after the war.
00:26:25 My parents could not afford to take care of me.
00:26:28 You pick up a bit of the accent after a while.
00:26:32 How do you know what a typical Afghan sounds like?
00:26:36 I've been in New York my whole life.
00:26:50 [ Singing ]
00:27:19 >> I'd still like to keep learning how to do this.
00:27:22 >> Yeah, absolutely.
00:27:25 There's no reason to stop.
00:27:27 >> Maybe we can keep teaching each other.
00:27:30 You still have a lot to learn about rug weaving.
00:27:33 >> Sounds good.
00:27:34 We could actually meet at my place.
00:27:36 It's not far from here and I have a lot of supplies and a workstation.
00:27:40 Plenty of room to build stuff.
00:27:42 >> That'd be fine.
00:27:43 >> Good.
00:27:48 >> Hi.
00:27:49 >> Hello.
00:27:50 >> It's pretty much done.
00:27:53 I guess I just need to clean up a little bit.
00:27:55 >> It's good works.
00:27:57 I like it.
00:27:58 >> Good.
00:27:59 Longer than expected, but good works.
00:28:04 >> Good, thank you.
00:28:05 >> I believe this all that remain.
00:28:07 >> Yes, sir.
00:28:09 Thank you very much.
00:28:10 >> Thank you.
00:28:11 >> Thank you.
00:28:12 >> Have a good day, all right?
00:28:13 >> Bye.
00:28:15 [ Background Sounds ]
00:28:43 >> So, does your aunt and uncle know you're here with me doing this?
00:28:46 >> They know.
00:28:47 They're happy to see I made a friend taking up a craft.
00:28:51 They want for me to do other things besides keep the shop in order and make rugs.
00:28:55 >> That's good.
00:28:57 I figured I'd leave it to you to tell them.
00:29:01 After what they must have experienced back in the motherland.
00:29:05 >> I guess it would sound better coming from you.
00:29:13 Imagine they do this sort of thing the same way back in the Middle East.
00:29:19 >> The Middle East.
00:29:21 What a bullshit term.
00:29:25 >> Right.
00:29:33 >> Anyway, just always make sure you have your measurements before you cut anything over there.
00:29:43 [ Background Sounds ]
00:30:07 >> Can I use your bathroom, Chris?
00:30:15 >> Yeah, of course.
00:30:17 [ Background Sounds ]
00:30:37 >> It was Max.
00:30:40 He was my lab.
00:30:42 He died last summer.
00:30:45 He was old.
00:30:47 He was in the family forever, you know.
00:30:55 [ Water Running ]
00:31:24 [ Water Running ]
00:31:43 [ Water Running ]
00:31:50 [ Background Sounds ]
00:32:12 >> So what sort of things did you do back in Kabul besides school?
00:32:18 >> Ordinary things.
00:32:20 The things that kids do.
00:32:26 >> What was it like growing up over there?
00:32:29 With all the wars and Taliban occupation and Russia and stuff?
00:32:35 >> Such an interest in my country.
00:32:40 >> Just curious.
00:32:42 >> It's like you must expect.
00:32:45 >> I wouldn't expect anything.
00:32:48 >> I saw the dog tags in your bathroom, Chris.
00:33:04 >> I was there for two years, actually.
00:33:09 2002 to 2004.
00:33:14 I enlisted in the Marines right after 9/11.
00:33:17 >> What did it feel for you back then as a stranger in such a place?
00:33:27 >> It felt right to me, at least at first.
00:33:33 >> And then?
00:33:37 >> Then it got more complicated than that.
00:33:41 Things feeling right.
00:33:43 Then civilians became involved and it all got complicated.
00:33:50 Dropping bombs on small villages in the mountains must be very easy
00:33:55 when you don't see the face of the people you're dropping them on.
00:34:05 >> Yeah.
00:34:08 >> And you did such things, too?
00:34:10 >> No.
00:34:12 I never dropped a bomb on anybody.
00:34:14 >> But you saw their faces.
00:34:20 >> Yeah.
00:34:22 Yeah, I saw their faces.
00:34:25 >> Killing people is simple at impersonal distances.
00:34:29 It must be different, though, when you're close to them,
00:34:35 when you can smell them, hear them cry, see their faces.
00:34:48 >> Yeah, it must be simple, right?
00:34:55 >> What did it feel like to kill someone?
00:35:00 >> I don't remember.
00:35:01 >> But you did.
00:35:09 >> It infects you like a disease.
00:35:17 It gives you a feeling of sickness like a dead piece of meat
00:35:23 you have to carry around with you.
00:35:28 >> Good.
00:35:31 Maybe if your leaders knew that feeling,
00:35:34 they'd be rest ready to declare war all the time.
00:35:40 >> Maybe.
00:35:44 Maybe they'd be more ready.
00:35:49 >> Presidents are tyrants.
00:35:56 You have every right to feel that way.
00:36:03 The thing is, I don't think it matters.
00:36:09 Tyrants are powerless without the devotion of their people,
00:36:15 their followers.
00:36:20 >> Look at your shadow.
00:36:24 Do you see the forms, the ideas, the truth?
00:36:45 How do you ever see what's right, what's true
00:36:49 when all you look at are your own attitudes?
00:37:05 It's Plato, The Allegory of the Cave.
00:37:13 >> Come on, finish your table.
00:37:42 >> How are you, Chris?
00:37:46 >> Great, Mom.
00:37:48 >> Well, you seem changed.
00:37:50 >> I do?
00:37:53 >> Yeah. I don't know.
00:37:54 More satisfied.
00:37:59 >> I don't know.
00:38:02 I mean, I got a pretty full plate these days, so.
00:38:06 >> A girl?
00:38:10 >> Not quite, no.
00:38:13 >> New job?
00:38:16 >> No, not exactly.
00:38:20 >> You finally decided to buy a co-op.
00:38:23 Chris, there's nothing like owning property, I'll tell you.
00:38:25 Even in this damned economy, you know,
00:38:27 we just sent out our last mortgage payment.
00:38:29 >> Dad, I didn't buy a co-op.
00:38:32 >> All right, well, what then?
00:38:37 >> I want some-- something good.
00:38:43 Something necessary.
00:38:46 >> But you're not going to tell us what it is.
00:38:51 >> That's right. I'm not.
00:38:54 >> Well, why not?
00:38:56 >> Because. I mean, it's too soon, you know?
00:39:02 Besides, it's my business.
00:39:06 If it's something good and necessary,
00:39:09 then I suppose it's good enough for us not to know.
00:39:13 >> Good. Thank you.
00:39:17 >> But I want to know.
00:39:21 >> Well, I'm sorry, Mom.
00:39:24 It's top secret.
00:39:26 Very confidential, you know?
00:39:29 >> Well, I don't understand why everything has to be so sacred.
00:39:32 >> Come on, leave it alone, Ma. It's a grown man. Stop interfering.
00:39:38 >> Fine. Fine.
00:39:41 As long as you seem happier, that's good enough for me.
00:39:46 >> Thank you.
00:39:50 >> Mm.
00:39:52 [clicking]
00:40:21 >> It's beautiful.
00:40:24 Samar.
00:40:40 You know those boys from school, the one here in the flesh,
00:40:43 and the ones who were picking on you?
00:40:46 >> What about those comebacks?
00:40:49 >> Um, what happened to them?
00:40:54 I mean, what did you do to them?
00:40:56 >> Well, I beat the shit out of them.
00:40:58 >> Right, right. I know. But, like, I mean, what did you do to them?
00:41:04 Exactly, you know?
00:41:07 >> Like, uh, details?
00:41:11 >> Yeah.
00:41:14 >> Well, this one Italian boy, he was two grades older than me.
00:41:19 Very big. Stronger than me.
00:41:22 He used to call me a raghead, terror monkey.
00:41:27 I ignored it for a long time, until one day he made the mistake of shoving me.
00:41:33 I fell down the stairs.
00:41:36 Got up, punched him in the balls,
00:41:39 kneed him in his big stupid nose,
00:41:42 blood spread all over my pants.
00:41:46 I jumped on his head,
00:41:49 kicked him in the mouth,
00:41:51 knocked out four of his teeth,
00:41:53 put him in the hospital.
00:41:55 He never even looked at me again after that.
00:41:58 Little bitch.
00:42:02 [sobbing]
00:42:05 >> Who else did you hurt?
00:42:13 >> Well, these two Irish kids, my age.
00:42:18 Tall, dirty.
00:42:23 They once stopped me after English class and spat at my face.
00:42:27 I grabbed their throats at the same time,
00:42:32 choked them,
00:42:34 almost crossed their windpipes.
00:42:37 I slammed their heads against the locker,
00:42:42 punched them in the stomach until they fell down.
00:42:45 I then jumped at the back of their heads until they were out of consciousness.
00:42:50 >> You really fucked them up, huh?
00:42:56 And then there were others.
00:43:01 You hurt them all so, so good.
00:43:04 >> So good, yeah.
00:43:07 >> Yeah.
00:43:11 Well, I got what they had coming, too.
00:43:16 >> Good.
00:43:20 [sighs]
00:43:23 >> I have to go, Chris.
00:43:30 My aunt has made dinner.
00:43:32 >> Okay.
00:43:35 >> I'll see you later?
00:43:37 >> I'll see you later.
00:43:48 [coughing]
00:43:52 [coughing]
00:43:56 [coughing]
00:43:59 [coughing]
00:44:04 [coughing]
00:44:20 [coughing]
00:44:23 [coughing]
00:44:38 [breathing heavily]
00:44:41 [breathing heavily]
00:44:44 [breathing heavily]
00:44:48 [breathing heavily]
00:44:52 [footsteps]
00:44:56 [footsteps]
00:45:24 [footsteps]
00:45:27 [footsteps]
00:45:41 >> You did a good job, man.
00:45:50 [sanding]
00:45:53 >> Not bad.
00:46:06 I'm gonna hit the head real quick,
00:46:08 and then we'll finish sanding this down, all right?
00:46:11 [sanding]
00:46:15 [footsteps]
00:46:18 [footsteps]
00:46:21 [footsteps]
00:46:47 [footsteps]
00:47:15 [footsteps]
00:47:18 [footsteps]
00:47:29 [footsteps]
00:47:39 [footsteps]
00:47:42 [breathing heavily]
00:47:48 [breathing heavily]
00:48:01 [footsteps]
00:48:04 >> What's going on here?
00:48:14 >> Look at what I found.
00:48:17 >> Yeah, I see.
00:48:20 Why?
00:48:22 >> I think you should put it on now.
00:48:28 >> Why?
00:48:31 >> What was it like for you,
00:48:36 wearing this in Kabul?
00:48:39 >> What do you mean?
00:48:45 >> What was it like for you,
00:48:46 wearing this uniform there?
00:48:49 >> I don't know.
00:48:53 I don't know.
00:48:55 >> Tell me.
00:48:58 Feel everything.
00:49:01 >> There's small children.
00:49:11 Dirty kids.
00:49:15 The smoke.
00:49:19 The smell.
00:49:24 Something burning.
00:49:27 It's flesh.
00:49:32 You change.
00:49:36 You change so much.
00:49:39 >> This is not about you and your change.
00:49:41 It's not about you and your
00:49:42 fragile mental state, white man.
00:49:45 You are not more precious
00:49:46 than all of them, are you?
00:49:49 >> I'm not.
00:49:52 >> Flies buzzing.
00:49:58 Dead bodies.
00:50:02 Every day, more dead bodies.
00:50:05 You're so different then.
00:50:13 >> Making them the backdrop
00:50:14 of your petty drama again.
00:50:18 >> Good God.
00:50:21 >> Happy now?
00:50:41 >> Happy.
00:50:44 >> Like you tried to clean my country.
00:50:58 [ Spits ]
00:51:01 [ Spits ]
00:51:04 [ Spits ]
00:51:10 [ Spits ]
00:51:14 >> Zemar.
00:51:22 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:51:25 >> Huh?
00:51:28 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:51:31 >> Whatever.
00:51:35 >> Whatever?
00:51:37 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:51:40 >> Zemar, is this whatever?
00:51:42 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:51:45 >> Zemar.
00:51:47 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:51:50 >> Huh.
00:51:57 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:00 >> Try it.
00:52:14 [ Beeping ]
00:52:19 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:23 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:27 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:31 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:35 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:39 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:43 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:46 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:49 [ Speaking in foreign language ]
00:52:52 [ Indistinct conversations ]
00:53:17 [ Indistinct conversations ]
00:53:20 [ Door creaks ]
00:53:43 >> Surprise, son.
00:53:45 >> What the hell is going on here?
00:53:48 >> Happy birthday, man.
00:53:53 >> Surprise, huh?
00:53:55 >> That was kind of the idea.
00:53:57 Cut yourself shaving?
00:53:59 >> Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:54:01 How you doing, Pop?
00:54:03 Good to see you.
00:54:05 Jesse.
00:54:07 >> What's up, Chris?
00:54:09 Happy birthday, dude.
00:54:11 >> Thank you.
00:54:13 I'm sorry about the other day.
00:54:15 >> No, man.
00:54:17 I was being a jerk, you know?
00:54:19 I don't usually get like that.
00:54:21 >> Yes, you do.
00:54:23 >> Okay, come on.
00:54:25 Let's go eat before dinner gets cold.
00:54:27 >> All right.
00:54:29 >> Yeah, it was a great dinner you got here.
00:54:43 >> It really wasn't necessary, Mom.
00:54:45 >> Hey, come on now, son.
00:54:47 You know, your mother broke her back
00:54:49 just trying to get these boys together for you.
00:54:51 >> I did what I could.
00:54:53 >> Thank you, Mom.
00:54:55 >> You deserve it, bro.
00:54:57 >> Yeah, man.
00:54:59 It's not every day you turn 33, the Jesus age.
00:55:01 You always were a martyr.
00:55:03 >> 33?
00:55:05 Damn, I remember 23 like it was yesterday.
00:55:07 Where did the years go?
00:55:09 >> None of your business.
00:55:11 >> I remember 23.
00:55:13 Just enlisted.
00:55:15 >> Yeah, we just graduated from college.
00:55:17 >> I think it's incredible that the Marine Corps
00:55:19 lets you guys, you know, just serve together.
00:55:21 It's like the New York troop.
00:55:23 >> Yeah, that recruiter was desperate
00:55:25 to bag all four of us.
00:55:27 You were all set to be the next Steve Jobs.
00:55:30 >> So, um, so what are you doing with your degree now?
00:55:33 Networking, right?
00:55:35 >> Hmm, it's programming.
00:55:37 And, uh, not doing anything.
00:55:40 Not doing anything with it.
00:55:42 >> Wow, we were just out of college.
00:55:44 >> And then the city exploded.
00:55:46 >> Goddamn ragheads.
00:55:48 >> Dragged us all into that hellhole.
00:55:50 >> Come on, we dragged ourselves into that.
00:55:52 Nobody forced us to go.
00:55:55 >> And what we did, we had good reason.
00:56:00 After what happened, what they did.
00:56:03 I mean, Chris, almost 3,000 dead Americans.
00:56:07 >> All right, 3,000.
00:56:10 >> Yeah.
00:56:11 >> Americans.
00:56:14 I mean, what about 200,000 Asians?
00:56:20 None of them.
00:56:22 And all the Haitians, too, jeez.
00:56:25 I mean, there were hundreds of thousands of them.
00:56:28 But aren't all just numbers, you know?
00:56:30 >> Come on, Chris, honey.
00:56:32 Yeah, we know they're not just numbers.
00:56:34 >> Yeah, sure.
00:56:36 >> They're not really real, either.
00:56:38 I mean, not until we see a picture of them.
00:56:41 And even then, it's--
00:56:44 Come on, it's not like it's you or me.
00:56:47 You know, I mean, we're Americans.
00:56:51 Our lives are really worth something.
00:56:53 >> Chris, don't start in on this, bro.
00:56:57 >> You're all so blind and so fucking arrogant.
00:57:01 >> Chris.
00:57:04 [birds chirping]
00:57:07 >> God, it's like we're--
00:57:13 We think we're supernatural to them, to the savages.
00:57:17 >> They're like sovereign deities, come to save them and give them hope.
00:57:21 That's what we're there for.
00:57:22 >> Okay, Chris, you've made your point.
00:57:24 America, self-absorbed bullies, the rest of the world put upon weaklings.
00:57:28 We've got it.
00:57:30 >> It's all shit, anyway.
00:57:31 We're all just shit.
00:57:33 >> Chris, Chris.
00:57:35 >> You know, at least that sunset is trustworthy.
00:57:51 I can trust that it'll set every day, and it's worthy of my trust.
00:57:59 [scoffs]
00:58:01 What are we--what are--
00:58:05 Where do we--
00:58:07 I mean, you got the A-bomb and Mickey Mouse.
00:58:15 And then there was Vietnam and Star Trek.
00:58:20 And Iraq and Britney fucking Spears.
00:58:27 It's so--it's like, what the fuck are we doing?
00:58:30 I don't--
00:58:31 >> What the hell, man?
00:58:32 >> No, it's just, Jesus, if they'd never come over here and started in on it
00:58:36 and just forgot the uranium and the slaughters.
00:58:41 >> Son, please just take it easy, okay?
00:58:47 >> All right, I'm done.
00:58:55 You know, I have bad thoughts.
00:58:58 Such bad thoughts, and I'm so weak.
00:59:03 Sometimes.
00:59:05 I didn't deserve a birthday party, Mom.
00:59:14 I don't deserve anything.
00:59:17 [knocking]
00:59:20 [eerie music]
00:59:22 [knocking]
00:59:43 [eerie music]
00:59:46 [water dripping]
00:59:49 [water dripping]
00:59:52 [eerie music]
00:59:55 [eerie music]
01:00:22 Why don't you get dressed?
01:00:24 I don't need to look at your pasty ass.
01:00:27 >> Fuck you.
01:00:29 This is my apartment.
01:00:31 What is that?
01:00:39 [eerie music]
01:00:42 [eerie music]
01:00:44 [eerie music]
01:00:56 [eerie music]
01:00:58 [eerie music]
01:01:04 [eerie music]
01:01:15 [eerie music]
01:01:17 [eerie music]
01:01:27 [eerie music]
01:01:35 [eerie music]
01:01:37 What is the matter, pussy?
01:01:53 Is it their faces?
01:01:55 Or do you see your work somewhere in here?
01:01:58 [eerie music]
01:02:01 [eerie music]
01:02:03 [eerie music]
01:02:20 [eerie music]
01:02:22 I fear God on the dumbest of dogs.
01:02:35 So easily led, so easily broken.
01:02:40 The more you hurt, the more you need.
01:02:46 [eerie music]
01:02:48 [eerie music]
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01:03:59 [eerie music]
01:04:02 [eerie music]
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01:04:08 [eerie music]
01:04:13 [eerie music]
01:04:15 [eerie music]
01:04:18 [eerie music]
01:04:21 [grunting]
01:04:24 [grunting]
01:04:27 [grunting]
01:04:30 [grunting]
01:04:33 [grunting]
01:04:36 [knocking]
01:04:40 [breathing heavily]
01:04:42 I think we'll have to talk to my soldier.
01:04:54 What is that?
01:04:57 Relax, don't need that. My aunt made it for us.
01:05:09 [clattering]
01:05:11 [clattering]
01:05:13 [coughing]
01:05:42 It's goat.
01:05:44 Halal style, homemade.
01:05:47 Your aunt is a great cook.
01:05:53 I know. It's one of the few things she does well.
01:05:56 That's why my uncle hasn't killed her yet.
01:05:59 You know, I dated this girl, a Filipino, back in Kabul.
01:06:07 Her parents cooked the family cat in my honor.
01:06:11 I never cooked a cat.
01:06:13 But I did skin my neighbor's Abyssinian's one.
01:06:22 All the way from Cairo.
01:06:25 A kid's sport.
01:06:28 Gala time.
01:06:32 However you get there, the will to power
01:06:39 meets you.
01:06:41 What happens after this?
01:06:47 Don't know.
01:06:50 Never do.
01:06:53 I can tell you right now what happens is that you start to tell me about the shit you did back in Afghanistan.
01:06:58 I can't remember.
01:07:03 I think you can.
01:07:07 I can remember.
01:07:09 The ideas that brought you.
01:07:12 The forms the people took around you.
01:07:15 The shadows.
01:07:18 The truth.
01:07:20 This one night,
01:07:33 in Kabul,
01:07:37 we broke into a house.
01:07:39 We thought the family were insurgents.
01:07:43 Taliban.
01:07:46 Things got out of hand and they reacted badly.
01:07:49 You and the other monster pigs breaking into their home.
01:07:53 Yes.
01:07:56 Western men. Young American men.
01:08:00 Ruthless.
01:08:04 Yes, that's what we are.
01:08:06 What happened to the family?
01:08:09 They got out of hand.
01:08:20 They fought back.
01:08:22 We released our M16's charging...
01:08:25 [gunshots]
01:08:27 We tapped our rifles
01:08:38 and squeezed the triggers.
01:08:41 There were screams.
01:08:45 And then...
01:08:47 [gunshots]
01:08:49 [panting]
01:08:53 [panting]
01:08:55 [coughing]
01:09:07 [groaning]
01:09:09 [panting]
01:09:15 [groaning]
01:09:43 [panting]
01:09:45 [panting]
01:09:48 [coughing]
01:09:50 [panting]
01:09:52 [panting]
01:09:55 [panting]
01:09:57 [panting]
01:10:11 [panting]
01:10:13 [panting]
01:10:17 [crickets chirping]
01:10:36 [crickets chirping]
01:10:38 [crickets chirping]
01:10:48 [crickets chirping]
01:10:51 [crickets chirping]
01:10:55 [crickets chirping]
01:10:58 [crickets chirping]
01:11:01 [crickets chirping]
01:11:05 [crickets chirping]
01:11:07 [panting]
01:11:10 [panting]
01:11:18 [panting]
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01:11:36 [panting]
01:11:43 [panting]
01:11:47 [crickets chirping]
01:11:51 [panting]
01:11:55 [crickets chirping]
01:11:57 [crickets chirping]
01:12:01 [panting]
01:12:11 [panting]
01:12:19 [panting]
01:12:25 [panting]
01:12:27 [clattering]
01:12:31 [knocking]
01:12:47 [knocking]
01:12:49 [clattering]
01:12:58 [clattering]
01:13:00 [clattering]
01:13:22 Don't sit.
01:13:24 [clattering]
01:13:26 [chuckles]
01:13:34 [chuckles]
01:13:44 So many children in Afghanistan
01:13:48 host their parents to the Taliban,
01:13:52 to Russia, to the wars,
01:13:57 to American soldiers.
01:13:59 There's no way to know if you took mine.
01:14:05 Not like it matters.
01:14:07 You took someone's.
01:14:09 I could never remember a soldier's face.
01:14:14 They all look the same to me.
01:14:20 Every white guy I've ever seen looks just like you.
01:14:24 I can hardly tell any of you apart.
01:14:28 How the fuck am I supposed to remember what you killers look like?
01:14:35 Shit on your faces?
01:14:37 Camouflage.
01:14:40 Whatever.
01:14:42 [chuckles]
01:14:44 [gasps]
01:14:54 It happened so fast.
01:14:58 It was so loud.
01:15:02 There was so much noise.
01:15:11 So much.
01:15:13 Fuck.
01:15:15 All I can remember is them.
01:15:22 Dying.
01:15:25 What I have...
01:15:27 it messes with my memory.
01:15:31 And I can't be sure either.
01:15:39 None of your face.
01:15:41 None of your parents.
01:15:45 None of you.
01:15:49 If you could give me your location on the day of the ambush,
01:15:52 the address of the people you mistook to be Taliban,
01:15:55 I can match it with my house.
01:15:57 Samar.
01:15:59 I can't remember what I looked like before you did this to me.
01:16:08 I can't remember anything...
01:16:10 before you.
01:16:16 I need...
01:16:25 I'm done with carpentry.
01:16:27 I'm sure as hell not gonna teach you how to weave anymore.
01:16:35 I'm sure as hell not gonna teach you how to weave anymore.
01:16:38 Something new.
01:16:47 Don't know what yet.
01:16:51 Why not stopping?
01:16:54 I'm not ready.
01:16:59 Neither are you.
01:17:01 Neither are you.
01:17:03 Neither are you.
01:17:10 Neither are you.
01:17:13 Neither are you.
01:17:16 No!
01:17:18 (wind howling)
01:17:46 I want to see it.
01:17:48 Now here's a property in Kew Gardens.
01:17:51 I think I might like it.
01:17:54 Yes!
01:18:04 Yeah?
01:18:08 I know.
01:18:10 What happened?
01:18:12 What happened?
01:18:14 It's okay. I, uh...
01:18:16 I just, as the night I left, I needed to blow off some steam, you know?
01:18:19 I'm okay. I'm okay. I just, I got no...
01:18:22 Hey, we should see the other guy right now, right, Chris?
01:18:24 Yeah, I got no barf, that's all.
01:18:26 Oh, Chris.
01:18:28 It's okay. Listen, it looks a lot worse than it is, you know?
01:18:31 I'm okay.
01:18:33 I'm okay.
01:18:35 I'm okay. I'm fine.
01:18:39 No, you're not.
01:18:41 Yeah, I'm fine.
01:18:44 You want anything?
01:18:46 No, I'm fine. Guys, I'm okay.
01:18:49 Oh, you're not.
01:18:51 I'm okay.
01:18:53 Give you a big hug here.
01:18:55 Yes. Yes.
01:18:57 Baby.
01:18:59 Yeah, you're still a baby.
01:19:01 You're okay.
01:19:03 My baby.
01:19:09 My baby.
01:19:11 You're gonna be okay.
01:19:13 You're gonna be alright.
01:19:15 Yes.
01:19:17 Alright, we got you. We got you.
01:19:19 We got you.
01:19:21 Laili.
01:19:28 Laili, Laili, Laili, John, John, John.
01:19:33 John, John, John, John.
01:19:35 [water running]
01:19:37 [water running]
01:19:39 [door creaking]
01:19:42 [keys jingling]
01:19:45 [keys jingling]
01:19:48 [keys jingling]
01:19:50 [footsteps]
01:20:02 [kiss]
01:20:06 [footsteps]
01:20:13 [kiss]
01:20:15 [footsteps]
01:20:17 [keys jingling]
01:20:21 Oh, how did you get those?
01:20:26 It was, uh, an S&M session, you know, that.
01:20:31 More good.
01:20:33 Uh, I'm not-- I'm not into violence.
01:20:35 Neither am I.
01:20:38 Neither am I.
01:20:41 Okay.
01:20:43 [kiss]
01:20:45 [kiss]
01:20:51 [kiss]
01:20:54 [kiss]
01:20:59 [footsteps]
01:21:03 [kiss]
01:21:05 [kiss]
01:21:07 [kiss]
01:21:09 [footsteps]
01:21:11 [kiss]
01:21:34 Que vayas con Dios.
01:21:36 [water running]
01:21:38 [wind blowing]
01:21:52 [footsteps]
01:21:58 [footsteps]
01:22:00 [keys jingling]
01:22:14 [footsteps]
01:22:20 [footsteps]
01:22:25 [footsteps]
01:22:27 [water running]
01:22:52 [footsteps]
01:22:54 [keys jingling]
01:23:18 Speaking with me from Kabul, we have Afghan Reuters reporter Fereshteh Wahidi,
01:23:22 who first witnessed the incident back in 2002.
01:23:25 Fereshteh, what can you tell us about what you saw that day?
01:23:28 We heard the gunshots and screaming and rushed where it was coming from.
01:23:33 I saw the soldiers running out of the house.
01:23:37 They looked panicked, like they did not know what they were doing.
01:23:41 Like scared boys.
01:23:43 There was blood everywhere. They were covered in blood.
01:23:48 I've got it.
01:23:50 What?
01:23:52 Our new...
01:23:54 whatever we've got going on here.
01:23:57 Friendship.
01:23:59 What?
01:24:01 [keys jingling]
01:24:09 [keys jingling]
01:24:11 No, no.
01:24:28 [keys jingling]
01:24:30 [sobbing]
01:24:51 [sobbing]
01:24:53 I don't understand this.
01:25:00 Of course you do, you sad, sick piece of shit.
01:25:04 Step one.
01:25:15 Lap it up.
01:25:18 [sobbing]
01:25:20 [sobbing]
01:25:47 The last memory of my mother and father.
01:25:50 They were hemorrhaging.
01:25:52 She was coughing blood.
01:25:55 He shit his pants.
01:25:57 They both urinated as they died in my arms.
01:26:02 Their piss seeped through their clothes, caught on my lap.
01:26:09 They died smelling like shit and piss.
01:26:15 [sobbing]
01:26:17 This is a good start.
01:26:25 A good start.
01:26:28 Are you ready for me to take it all away from you?
01:26:44 Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
01:26:47 Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
01:26:51 All the king's horses and all the king's men
01:26:56 stuck Humpty Dumpty together again.
01:26:59 Morality is relative.
01:27:13 [sobbing]
01:27:15 Man is the measure of all things.
01:27:18 Protago, accept that.
01:27:21 [sobbing]
01:27:24 How are you feeling, buddy?
01:27:41 [sobbing]
01:27:43 That's it. That's it.
01:27:47 Please.
01:27:49 No, no.
01:27:59 No.
01:28:01 No pussy bitch.
01:28:05 You do not say when that's it. I say when that's it.
01:28:10 [sobbing]
01:28:12 Come on, you fucking faggot.
01:28:28 Come on, come on.
01:28:30 Hit me. Come on.
01:28:33 Come on, be a man.
01:28:35 [sobbing]
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01:28:52 [sobbing]
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01:30:48 [speaking in foreign language]
01:31:17 I know you want me to be as okay with her being gone as you are.
01:31:20 You are so impatient with me, Auntie.
01:31:24 But not all as strong as you.
01:31:27 It will take me longer.
01:31:30 [speaking in foreign language]
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01:32:00 [speaking in foreign language]
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01:32:11 But it is...
01:32:17 different.
01:32:20 And we have...
01:32:23 become different here.
01:32:26 [wind howling]
01:32:55 [speaking in foreign language]
01:32:57 What the fuck happened to you?
01:33:01 Got in a bar fight.
01:33:05 Jesus, man, you look like shit.
01:33:07 Did my parents send you?
01:33:11 No.
01:33:13 Where's Jesse and Tom?
01:33:15 Working, I guess.
01:33:22 Listen, about the other night at my parents, about what I said...
01:33:25 You forget those things?
01:33:30 Yeah, don't worry about it.
01:33:32 You know, it's not that I didn't mean them, it's just that--
01:33:34 I know you meant them, but it's fine that you did.
01:33:37 But, Chris, we gave something, too.
01:33:40 All of us. It wasn't a game.
01:33:43 No, and it felt that way going in.
01:33:50 It was their game, not ours.
01:33:52 We're all losers here, man.
01:33:55 All puppets.
01:33:57 It wasn't for nothing what Jesse said.
01:33:59 We did what we had to do.
01:34:01 What was necessary.
01:34:03 After that September thing?
01:34:05 How could we not?
01:34:07 It's how we make it okay.
01:34:15 How we live with it.
01:34:18 How we live with it.
01:34:20 So, no?
01:34:26 Just...
01:34:28 be better to yourself.
01:34:32 Take it a little easier.
01:34:35 Okay.
01:34:39 Take care, man.
01:34:43 Take care.
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