• 6 months ago
A Perfect Life -SD
Transcript
00:00:00 (eerie music)
00:00:02 - I am a haunted house,
00:00:17 and she is the ghost in the attic.
00:00:19 Turning on lights, stomping on the floor,
00:00:25 and making herself known in every reflection I see.
00:00:29 She's there, she's always there,
00:00:33 to remind me of how lonely the world can be.
00:00:36 To remind me that we are all fragile.
00:00:39 I am there with her, up those stairs,
00:00:43 sitting in the dark, planning our future together.
00:00:47 A future we will never have.
00:00:50 A future I will never deserve.
00:00:56 I am an exorcist, purging her with pigment.
00:01:00 (coughing)
00:01:11 - If there was one thing you could change about your life,
00:01:21 what would it be?
00:01:22 - One thing?
00:01:25 One thing's all I get?
00:01:26 One thing's all I get, I don't wanna play this game.
00:01:30 I wanna be President of the United States.
00:01:37 That's right.
00:01:40 That way I can declare a state of anarchy.
00:01:42 I wanna be a movie star.
00:01:46 A big fucking movie star.
00:01:49 Live in a big fucking house.
00:01:53 Make big fucking movies.
00:01:55 I wanna be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.
00:02:01 I don't wanna sit up all night
00:02:09 in an all night diner and order nothing.
00:02:11 I wanna be God, for the sole purpose of saying,
00:02:15 I brought you into this world,
00:02:17 don't think for one minute I will take you out.
00:02:19 (dramatic music)
00:02:22 I want the original promise.
00:02:26 I want justice for all.
00:02:29 I want love, hate, ups and downs,
00:02:37 and everything in between, for nothing in return.
00:02:41 I want the world in my palm.
00:02:48 No cooler than 60 degrees, no warmer than 75,
00:02:52 and never a cloud in the sky.
00:02:56 I want the perfect kiss, the perfect imperfection,
00:03:03 the perfect life.
00:03:06 But more than anything,
00:03:11 I want someone who wants what I want.
00:03:17 I want her to walk through that door right over there,
00:03:19 and order biscuits and gravy.
00:03:22 - Hi.
00:03:30 - Hi. - Hi.
00:03:31 - I bet your kids are adorable.
00:03:33 (laughing)
00:03:36 - Oh, it's okay, I already know what I want.
00:03:39 - Okay.
00:03:40 - I'll have the biscuits and gravy, please.
00:03:42 - Same.
00:03:44 - Okay, two biscuits and gravy, anything to drink?
00:03:45 - Coffee's fine. - All right.
00:03:47 - Thanks.
00:03:48 - I'm Brian.
00:03:51 - Bella.
00:03:52 - Nice to meet you, Bella.
00:03:54 She blew into my life like a storm,
00:03:56 uprooting everything I knew to be true,
00:03:59 and filling it with so much more.
00:04:01 She became everything I never knew I wanted,
00:04:05 in a single glance, in a moment,
00:04:08 in a straight conversation,
00:04:11 and that slight smile that started
00:04:14 with the curling of her toes,
00:04:15 and ended at the corner of her lips,
00:04:17 just before she burst into laughter,
00:04:20 she became it.
00:04:24 She became perfection.
00:04:28 - Woo.
00:04:33 - So.
00:04:34 - So.
00:04:35 - Morrissey or the Cure?
00:04:37 - The Cure, yeah.
00:04:39 - Beatles or Stones?
00:04:40 - The Stones.
00:04:41 - King of Pop or King of Rock?
00:04:42 - King of Rock.
00:04:45 - Definitely.
00:04:47 Well, Elvis is always fascinating.
00:04:49 - How so?
00:04:50 - Well, here's this normal guy
00:04:51 that accidentally got famous.
00:04:53 I mean, he wrote a song that was for his dad,
00:04:56 or his uncle, or something like that, for their birthday,
00:04:59 and the next thing you know, he's a teen idol.
00:05:02 I just, watching his life is like watching a tree grow.
00:05:05 And it gets bigger and bigger,
00:05:08 and then he ends up swollen and yellow.
00:05:14 And it's like he's on a satellite somewhere in outer space,
00:05:17 and watching himself, and that's what it did to him.
00:05:21 - Are you saying that Elvis is an alien?
00:05:25 - Hello, darling.
00:05:27 This is Elvis from the planet Graceland,
00:05:29 and I just wanna thank you for coming out
00:05:31 on a date with me this evening.
00:05:32 (laughing)
00:05:35 - You know what I like about you?
00:05:36 - What's that?
00:05:37 - You're full of shits.
00:05:38 I think I just got a little on my shoe.
00:05:42 - Oh, I apologize.
00:05:43 Thank you.
00:05:44 - Sort of.
00:05:45 - You better be.
00:05:46 To Elvis.
00:05:49 - To Elvis.
00:05:50 Elvis, yellow and swollen.
00:05:54 How could I have known even then,
00:05:58 in a moment of such happiness,
00:06:00 the longitude and latitude of my fall from Graceland?
00:06:04 Hours went by, day turns to night, night to day.
00:06:12 All talk turns to talk of dreams and aspirations.
00:06:15 First date eyes become the eyes that you take for granted.
00:06:19 I hang on every word she says,
00:06:26 and those hours that became days become weeks,
00:06:30 and we were married on a Saturday,
00:06:31 and those weeks became months,
00:06:36 and Cole, our first daughter, was born as sweet as sugar,
00:06:41 and those months became a year,
00:06:43 and that year became four years,
00:06:45 and Sarah, our second daughter, was born, born sick,
00:06:50 and that sickness drove Bella into darkness,
00:06:54 and she began to wither and die.
00:06:56 And me, I became Elvis, yellow and swollen,
00:07:04 watching my life unfold from a satellite somewhere in space.
00:07:10 Counting the rings of my tree,
00:07:12 and forever wondering how this perfect life came to be.
00:07:18 (gentle music)
00:07:20 (gentle music)
00:07:23 - Daddy, you ready to open up the gate?
00:07:42 - Yeah, I'll be right there, honey.
00:07:44 (gentle music)
00:07:46 the world.
00:07:47 (gentle music)
00:07:50 the world.
00:07:51 (gentle music)
00:07:54 the world.
00:07:55 (gentle music)
00:07:57 the world.
00:08:02 (gentle music)
00:08:05 (gentle music)
00:08:07 (children playing)
00:08:10 - Yay!
00:08:24 Well, I think you got dog poo in your hair.
00:08:28 Yeah!
00:08:30 Yuck, where did you get the dog poo in your hair?
00:08:35 Ugh!
00:08:36 Here, I think we need to wash it out.
00:08:38 - Okay, then let's wash it out.
00:08:41 - All right, here we go.
00:08:44 Here, turn over.
00:08:45 Lean back, lean back, there we go.
00:08:50 No, you wanna lean back.
00:08:51 No, the other way.
00:08:53 'Cause if you lean back, then I won't get you to dress.
00:08:54 - Hold my hands, hold my hands.
00:08:55 - Hold her hands, hold mom's hands.
00:08:56 - I'm gonna lean back.
00:08:57 - There we go.
00:08:59 - Oh, that feels good, right?
00:08:59 - There we go.
00:09:00 - Yay, good girl.
00:09:04 (laughing)
00:09:06 - There it is.
00:09:07 - Standing on the shoulders of children,
00:09:12 innocent eyes that gaze upon the world
00:09:15 with wondrous excitement.
00:09:17 You will probably never know me.
00:09:19 You will probably not remember me.
00:09:23 But someday, when you're older,
00:09:26 your mother will show you a photograph
00:09:28 and tell you my story.
00:09:30 A story filled with self-abandon and regret.
00:09:34 Regret that I will not be there for your report cards,
00:09:37 for proms, for graduations,
00:09:42 to give you both away at your weddings.
00:09:45 I always wanted to be the one to teach you to drive,
00:09:50 to navigate life with that same beautiful innocence
00:09:53 that fills your youthful spirit today.
00:09:55 To hope, to strive, to dream.
00:10:03 But you're only three feet tall
00:10:05 and already bigger than me.
00:10:08 - Good morning, time to get up.
00:10:27 My water broke, Ryan.
00:10:30 - Huh?
00:10:32 - Ryan.
00:10:34 - I just thought I was having a wet dream.
00:10:36 - Oh, funny.
00:10:37 Come on, get up.
00:10:39 We gotta go. - Who?
00:10:39 - Hello. - Oh, really?
00:10:40 - Hello, I can't reach you.
00:10:42 Come on, get up, get up.
00:10:44 Out of bed, feel this thing, it's coming out.
00:10:46 It's coming out, please. - Okay, all right.
00:10:48 I'm just trying to keep you from panicking.
00:10:50 - Right, don't make me panic.
00:10:52 - All right.
00:10:53 - Yeah, take your time.
00:10:55 - Well, I'm trying, look,
00:10:56 I can't go to the hospital naked.
00:10:58 - Why not?
00:10:59 - That would be awkward. - Go on.
00:11:01 - Okay.
00:11:03 All right, speak, which hospital are we going to?
00:11:05 - You don't know which hospital we're going to?
00:11:07 - Yes, I know which hospital.
00:11:09 - Which hospital are we going to?
00:11:11 - I don't know, let's go, I got it.
00:11:13 Okay.
00:11:16 - Okay, okay, calm down, calm down.
00:11:19 What are you doing?
00:11:22 - Oh.
00:11:24 Watch the hose.
00:11:27 Something with more water than you.
00:11:28 - Oh, come on.
00:11:29 - Reese's, you stay right there.
00:11:32 - I'm coming.
00:11:33 - Oh, no. - Okay.
00:11:34 Let's get this.
00:11:37 - Thank you.
00:11:38 - Okay.
00:11:39 - Oh. - All right.
00:11:41 - Why is it a damn car?
00:11:42 - Oh, God, we're gonna have to detail the car after this.
00:11:45 Okay.
00:11:46 - What did you do to my baby?
00:11:49 - Okay, you ready?
00:11:51 - Oh, baby, I'm ready.
00:11:53 Are you ready?
00:11:54 You seem a little frazzled.
00:11:55 - Yes, I'm frazzled, yes.
00:11:57 - Just breathe.
00:12:00 - Baby, Cole should drive.
00:12:03 - Cole.
00:12:06 (baby crying)
00:12:10 t's okay, it's okay.
00:12:12 (baby crying)
00:12:15 It's okay, it's okay.
00:12:42 I'm gonna go for a walk.
00:12:44 (baby crying)
00:12:47 - Hello?
00:13:13 Are you busy?
00:13:14 - Brian, are you okay?
00:13:16 - I just needed to talk to someone.
00:13:19 - I'll wait up.
00:13:21 - Thank you.
00:13:23 Time, it moves so slowly
00:13:33 when you have nothing to do but think.
00:13:35 To remember the beginning, to dwell on the end,
00:13:42 to be haunted by everything in between,
00:13:44 to be haunted by that word,
00:13:46 that undefinable word, as undefinable as God.
00:13:53 Yet a word I thought I knew intimately,
00:13:56 perfection, the perfect wife, the perfect children,
00:14:03 the house, the dog, the job, the two-car garage,
00:14:07 the diapers, the joint bank account,
00:14:10 piano recitals, tap shoes,
00:14:13 the American dream, an idea that became an ideal.
00:14:19 It's Friday.
00:14:22 Is it recycling or yard waste today?
00:14:26 (knocking)
00:14:29 (ominous music)
00:14:32 (ominous music)
00:14:34 (ominous music)
00:14:37 (ominous music)
00:14:40 (ominous music)
00:14:42 (ominous music)
00:14:45 (ominous music)
00:15:14 - Have you ever stood naked, alone, and out of reach?
00:15:19 The way Sarah cries, I can't help her.
00:15:37 And the way Bella cries, she doesn't want me to help her.
00:15:44 I just want...
00:15:45 - I know.
00:15:48 - Well, I don't.
00:15:50 Once upon a time, maybe, but not anymore.
00:15:56 - You want too much.
00:15:59 - No, I don't.
00:16:01 I just want...
00:16:02 - Your list is too long, and I'm too tired.
00:16:06 - I only want it to be perfect.
00:16:10 - Well, it's not.
00:16:11 You never would have started fucking me.
00:16:13 (ominous music)
00:16:16 - Do you have any idea what it's like
00:16:26 to want something that you can't have?
00:16:29 - What do you want?
00:16:31 - I want you, and you want her,
00:16:37 but you don't want her.
00:16:40 You want the idea of her,
00:16:41 and what you don't understand, Brian,
00:16:44 is that you've idealized your life away.
00:16:46 - But I want you.
00:16:49 - I don't know what you want, but you don't want me.
00:16:55 I'm just another part of the ideal, and I'm not perfect.
00:16:59 - But you're perfect to me.
00:17:01 - Don't want kids.
00:17:06 I'm a cat person.
00:17:08 I need time alone more than that.
00:17:10 I need time with people.
00:17:12 - But I already know all of this,
00:17:16 and I love you for you.
00:17:17 - How can you love me when she gives you everything?
00:17:21 - Everything I want, but nothing I need.
00:17:26 This, right here, right now, this is what I need.
00:17:31 (gentle music)
00:17:33 I need her to hold me like she used to,
00:17:43 to hold me so close like we're the same person,
00:17:48 like this, like what we have.
00:17:53 (gentle music)
00:17:55 We have a dance and a photograph.
00:18:05 - Kim was right.
00:18:13 She had become the band-aid
00:18:16 for a wound that would not heal,
00:18:18 and no matter how much of her I stripped away,
00:18:22 she would never fit into the mold Bella had created.
00:18:25 - I'd be more alone with you, without you.
00:18:29 (Kim sighs)
00:18:38 - She was right about a lot of things.
00:18:48 One day you wake up and you realize
00:18:52 that everything you ever wanted
00:18:53 turned out to be nothing you ever wanted at all,
00:18:57 and even the big things become as trivial as watermelon.
00:19:01 (Kim moans)
00:19:07 - Sarah, finally fell asleep.
00:19:16 I swear, let's call it, it's gonna kill me.
00:19:19 (Kim moans)
00:19:21 You smell like cigarettes and watermelon.
00:19:29 (alarm beeping)
00:19:44 (Kim sighs)
00:19:46 - Morning, sunshine.
00:19:57 - Hey, beautiful.
00:19:59 - Hi.
00:19:59 - Are you doing anything for lunch today?
00:20:07 - No, did you wanna do something?
00:20:09 - I was thinking about a shopping bag.
00:20:13 - I'd like that.
00:20:14 - What time did you come in last night?
00:20:35 - What's that, honey?
00:20:38 - What time did you come in last night?
00:20:41 - I don't know, I didn't really look at the clock.
00:20:44 - I didn't even hear you come in.
00:20:46 - Really?
00:20:47 Well, I gave you a kiss goodnight,
00:20:52 you rolled over, I thought I woke you up.
00:20:54 - No. (laughs)
00:20:57 - You know, one of these days
00:21:00 I'm gonna get a call from Canada,
00:21:02 you're gonna be missing a sock,
00:21:04 you're gonna have a new tattoo of a heart
00:21:06 and some sailor's name on your ass,
00:21:08 and you're gonna say,
00:21:09 (Kim coughs)
00:21:10 I don't know where I was,
00:21:12 but I woke up in a car that wasn't mine
00:21:14 with some large man and a unitard
00:21:16 offering me a sip of bourbon.
00:21:18 - Here's your other sock, sailor.
00:21:23 You're so sexy when you have your drafty face on.
00:21:38 - Hey, beautiful.
00:21:40 - Wanna go get some lunch or something?
00:21:42 - Yeah, I was thinking we could go down to the waterfront,
00:21:44 but first I need to use the restroom.
00:21:47 - Yeah, just at the end of the hall to the left.
00:21:49 Well, aren't you forgetting something?
00:21:52 - What would that be?
00:21:53 - Do I have to ask?
00:21:54 - Hi. - Hi.
00:22:05 You look good.
00:22:09 - Oh, thanks.
00:22:10 - How are you?
00:22:10 - I'm good.
00:22:11 I just stopped by for lunch.
00:22:12 I think we're gonna go to the waterfront.
00:22:14 Did you wanna come?
00:22:15 - I can't, thanks though.
00:22:17 I've already got plans.
00:22:18 - That's too bad, we don't hang out enough.
00:22:20 - I know, we should see each other more often.
00:22:23 - Oh, that's pretty.
00:22:24 What is it?
00:22:25 - Thanks.
00:22:27 I think it's called posh, but it tastes like watermelon.
00:22:29 - I like it.
00:22:33 - So how have you been?
00:22:36 - Good.
00:22:37 You know, kids and stuff.
00:22:40 - Yeah, we've got some clients like that.
00:22:43 - Well, it's good to see you.
00:22:45 - I've gotta get back to work.
00:22:47 - Yeah, good to see you too.
00:22:49 - Oh.
00:22:54 (soft music)
00:22:57 - You haven't touched your food.
00:23:20 (soft music)
00:23:23 - I'm not as hungry as I thought I was.
00:23:33 (child mumbling)
00:23:43 - Oh, she does, doesn't she?
00:23:51 - Yeah.
00:23:52 - Bella, Bella?
00:23:59 Are you okay?
00:24:00 - Yeah.
00:24:01 - Bella?
00:24:02 If you wanna talk.
00:24:04 - Mom, I'm fine, I'm fine.
00:24:06 Fine, it's okay, I just.
00:24:08 - Right out here if you need anything.
00:24:10 - I'm fine.
00:24:11 (soft music)
00:24:13 the fuck?
00:24:14 (soft music)
00:24:16 aah. (soft music)
00:24:21 (soft music)
00:24:24 Shut up.
00:24:40 It's gonna be okay.
00:24:49 Everything's gonna be okay.
00:24:50 It's gonna be okay.
00:24:52 (child mumbling)
00:24:56 - Hey, little angels.
00:25:08 How are you doing?
00:25:10 What you doing?
00:25:10 Putting on a show?
00:25:11 Hi.
00:25:15 Is mommy cooking?
00:25:16 Something smells good.
00:25:20 - Cooking, baby.
00:25:21 - Something smells good.
00:25:28 - How was work?
00:25:35 - Well, my new clients are total prick though,
00:25:36 and that was good.
00:25:38 It's nice to see you today for lunch.
00:25:40 Should we do that more often?
00:25:41 - Yeah.
00:25:42 - I'll let you go.
00:25:44 Come on.
00:25:46 (soft music)
00:25:49 She knew.
00:26:10 Nothing more need be said.
00:26:14 She knew.
00:26:16 And the thought came to her as quickly as a bullet.
00:26:18 A bullet expelled from a gun that I had cleaned,
00:26:23 oiled, aimed, and fired.
00:26:26 Dearest Bella,
00:26:29 I miss you.
00:26:32 (soft music)
00:26:36 (footsteps)
00:26:38 (soft music)
00:26:41 (footsteps)
00:26:43 (dramatic music)
00:27:10 Oh my God.
00:27:11 Bella.
00:27:12 Bella.
00:27:13 Bella, what the fuck?
00:27:15 Oh my God.
00:27:16 Bella.
00:27:17 Jesus Christ.
00:27:18 Fuck.
00:27:21 Oh my God.
00:27:25 Oh my God.
00:27:26 Oh my God.
00:27:28 Oh God.
00:27:29 - 911, what's your emergency?
00:27:30 - Oh God.
00:27:31 My wife just cut her wrist.
00:27:33 I need an ambulance at 612 Forest Street.
00:27:36 - Sir, I need you to calm down.
00:27:39 Can you do that for me?
00:27:41 - Yeah.
00:27:42 - The ambulance is on its way.
00:27:43 I need to know, sir, is she still breathing?
00:27:46 (breathing heavily)
00:27:48 - Yeah.
00:27:49 - I need you to stop the bleeding.
00:27:53 What is your name, sir? - Oh my God.
00:27:55 Ryan.
00:27:56 - Ryan, I need you to apply pressure above the laceration
00:27:59 and lift her up above the level of her heart.
00:28:02 Can you do that for me?
00:28:03 - Yeah, but do I have to put the phone down?
00:28:05 - That's okay, Ryan.
00:28:06 Put the phone down.
00:28:07 - Oh God.
00:28:08 - Hang up.
00:28:09 - God. - Hang up.
00:28:11 - Oh God.
00:28:12 God.
00:28:13 (groaning)
00:28:16 Oh my God.
00:28:28 Oh my God.
00:28:32 (dramatic music)
00:28:36 (dramatic music)
00:28:38 (dramatic music)
00:28:41 (dramatic music)
00:28:44 (dramatic music)
00:28:47 (dramatic music)
00:28:49 (dramatic music)
00:28:52 - Thank you for calling Jennings Architecture.
00:29:17 It is currently after hours,
00:29:18 but if you have an emergency,
00:29:20 you may contact a representative at 555-4868
00:29:25 or stay on the line and leave a message.
00:29:28 (phone ringing)
00:29:31 - Hey, John.
00:29:33 This is Brian.
00:29:34 I'm having a family emergency,
00:29:38 so I'm just calling to let you know
00:29:40 that I won't be to work for a couple of days,
00:29:43 so I'll probably see you next Monday.
00:29:44 Bye.
00:29:46 (phone clicking)
00:29:49 (static buzzing)
00:29:56 (static buzzing)
00:30:12 (dramatic music)
00:30:15 Bella died for 48 seconds.
00:30:19 I have been dying ever since.
00:30:23 As her heart slowed and stopped,
00:30:27 I realized at that very moment
00:30:29 something I should have always known.
00:30:30 She loved me more than she loved herself.
00:30:36 (dramatic music)
00:30:40 (dramatic music)
00:30:43 (dramatic music)
00:30:45 (dramatic music)
00:30:48 (dramatic music)
00:30:51 (dramatic music)
00:30:58 (dramatic music)
00:31:04 (dramatic music)
00:31:12 (dramatic music)
00:31:19 (door slamming)
00:31:21 I remember when I met your mother.
00:31:35 She was beautiful.
00:31:38 It's not that she's not beautiful, she's gorgeous.
00:31:46 It's just, I'm used to her.
00:31:49 I don't even know why I did it.
00:31:54 It was stupid.
00:31:55 It's not commitment that I have a problem with.
00:32:02 It's contentment.
00:32:04 It's like no matter how good I have it,
00:32:10 it's never good enough.
00:32:15 It's no one's fault.
00:32:16 I'm just fucked up.
00:32:26 (dramatic music)
00:32:29 (phone ringing)
00:32:44 (phone ringing)
00:32:47 - [Brianna] Harborview Medical Center.
00:32:51 - Yeah, this is Brian Sanders.
00:32:54 I'm calling to see how my wife's doing.
00:32:55 - [Brianna] What is your name, please?
00:32:58 - Bella Sanders.
00:33:14 - Your wife is in stable condition.
00:33:15 She should be released sometime this evening
00:33:17 or tomorrow morning.
00:33:18 - Okay, thank you.
00:33:22 (phone ringing)
00:33:31 (dramatic music)
00:33:34 - She's sleeping, Brian.
00:33:52 - Okay, thank you.
00:33:53 (dramatic music)
00:33:56 - She doesn't wanna talk yet, Brian.
00:34:17 - I just wanna make sure she's okay.
00:34:19 - I think it's gonna be a long time before she's okay.
00:34:22 (dramatic music)
00:34:24 (phone ringing)
00:34:29 - Hello?
00:34:51 Hi, Gary, is Bella there?
00:34:53 - We'll call you when she's ready.
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00:35:18 - Brian, she's just not ready yet.
00:35:30 - Can I please see the girls?
00:35:32 - Hold on.
00:35:33 What time do you get off tomorrow?
00:35:41 - Whenever you want.
00:35:43 Meet me at Owens Beach around one.
00:35:45 - Thank you.
00:35:48 Thank you so much.
00:35:50 - I'll see you tomorrow.
00:35:51 - You wanna see me call tomorrow?
00:35:57 All right.
00:35:58 Hi.
00:36:13 Oh.
00:36:14 - There you go, hey.
00:36:16 Did you have to come by?
00:36:20 There you go.
00:36:21 Come on.
00:36:22 There you go, there's Teddy.
00:36:25 - There she is, hi.
00:36:26 Oh, look who's here to see you.
00:36:28 Oh, I know.
00:36:30 Here, come on.
00:36:30 Here, who's excited?
00:36:33 Okay.
00:36:35 Get this off.
00:36:36 You're like a magician.
00:36:39 Okay, you ready?
00:36:40 I'll trade you.
00:36:41 - Okay.
00:36:43 - There she is.
00:36:44 Come on, come on.
00:36:49 - Hold on here.
00:36:54 - It's good to see you guys.
00:36:57 - Yeah.
00:36:59 - How have you been, huh?
00:37:04 - Oh, she's been.
00:37:06 - How has she been?
00:37:07 - Oh.
00:37:08 Always doing interesting things.
00:37:12 - Oh yeah.
00:37:13 Character.
00:37:15 Come on.
00:37:16 Oh.
00:37:24 Ready?
00:37:28 There she is, come on.
00:37:41 Let's get out and see the day, huh?
00:37:44 There you go.
00:37:45 Hi.
00:37:46 There you are, gorgeous.
00:37:49 Thank you so much for bringing the family.
00:38:03 - It's just the right thing to do.
00:38:05 So how are you doing?
00:38:10 - I just wanna know if she's okay.
00:38:12 - She's really hurt, Brian,
00:38:14 and I don't think she's gonna forgive you.
00:38:16 - I can't even forgive myself.
00:38:19 - I know you love her and she loves you.
00:38:21 You just made a mistake.
00:38:23 She doesn't understand that you understand what you've done.
00:38:27 She only knows she's hurting because of you.
00:38:31 This is either gonna drive you farther apart
00:38:37 or bring you closer together, but it's not your choice.
00:38:40 Her choice now.
00:38:44 - I know.
00:38:45 - You just have to give her time to decide.
00:38:48 - It's just hard not being able to see her or talk to her.
00:38:52 Thanks for coming out today.
00:39:07 It's the right thing to do.
00:39:08 My mother has the gift of Catholic guilt
00:39:31 and my dad's gonna kick your ass if you keep calling.
00:39:34 - So how are you doing?
00:39:36 - If I see a therapist three times a week,
00:39:38 the state won't take the kids.
00:39:40 How are you?
00:39:41 - Well, it's over.
00:39:43 I told her we're done.
00:39:44 - It's too late for that.
00:39:45 - I know I messed up and I can't go back,
00:39:50 but I'm sorry.
00:39:52 I'm so sorry.
00:39:55 - How could you do this to me?
00:39:57 How?
00:40:00 When I love you so much?
00:40:01 - I don't know.
00:40:05 - I love you so much, Brian.
00:40:07 - I love you.
00:40:16 - I want a divorce.
00:40:26 - Ella.
00:40:27 - I don't wanna talk about it.
00:40:28 I want a divorce and I want the kids
00:40:32 and the house and car
00:40:34 and you can give me the dog, okay?
00:40:37 - Take whatever you want.
00:40:40 - Could you be out by Friday?
00:40:44 If we don't come home soon,
00:40:46 Cole's gonna know something's wrong.
00:40:47 - Well, what are you gonna tell her
00:40:49 when you come home and I'm not here?
00:40:50 - I'm gonna tell her the truth.
00:40:53 - Okay, she should know.
00:40:57 - She should know.
00:40:58 - I have to go.
00:41:06 Take care of yourself, Brian.
00:41:09 - Yeah.
00:41:10 I love you.
00:41:12 - Okay, guess this is it for a while.
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00:41:52 - Hello. - Hi.
00:42:15 Where's Kim?
00:42:16 - I've only been here for a week.
00:42:18 I don't think I've met her yet.
00:42:20 - Okay, thanks.
00:42:21 - Oh, Mr. Jenny's wanted you to stop by his office
00:42:23 and find him.
00:42:24 - All right, thank you.
00:42:26 - I've known you for a long time
00:42:32 and I've never seen you like this.
00:42:35 - I'm sorry, John, I'm just having problems at home.
00:42:39 - You've missed 43 days in the past three months.
00:42:44 And when you do show up, you smell like alcohol.
00:42:47 - My wife and I are, I don't even know what we are.
00:42:51 - Which is why it hurts me to do this,
00:42:53 but you're really not leaving me any choice.
00:42:56 - I understand.
00:42:58 - I wish you the best, I really do.
00:43:02 - Thanks.
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00:43:14 - What I didn't give away, I threw away.
00:43:27 I threw it all away.
00:43:29 As easily as one throws away the wrapping
00:43:32 on a birthday present.
00:43:33 I've always been too selfish to understand
00:43:38 that it's the wrapping that makes it special.
00:43:41 You're fired, he said, in so many words.
00:43:44 You're fired from life, for you have failed everyone
00:43:48 who has ever loved you.
00:43:50 You've failed yourself.
00:43:52 And no amount of sorry will make this better.
00:43:57 No amount of forgiveness will make me worthy.
00:43:59 I deserve the hurt I have caused.
00:44:02 And in the end, the last thing I want is to feel better.
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00:44:12 - Security.
00:44:39 (knocking)
00:44:41 - Excuse me, sir.
00:44:49 We've had a few noise complaints.
00:44:53 I had you top it off, your credit card's been declined.
00:44:57 So we need to get your stuff out right now.
00:45:00 Do you have a jacket you wanna bring?
00:45:03 This your jacket?
00:45:04 Just the one?
00:45:07 Yeah?
00:45:08 - Yes.
00:45:09 - Why don't you put that on?
00:45:10 All right, we gotta grab your stuff.
00:45:12 What do you wanna bring with you?
00:45:13 There.
00:45:19 Hold onto that.
00:45:21 - Okay.
00:45:22 - Hold.
00:45:23 - What?
00:45:24 - Just, I don't know.
00:45:27 - Is that all you need?
00:45:28 All right, we're gonna go.
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00:46:42 - Party just moved to a new venue, that's all.
00:46:55 - Good work.
00:46:56 - You know what?
00:47:09 I love you, Reese.
00:47:10 You know what else?
00:47:13 You're too good for this.
00:47:16 You wanna go home?
00:47:18 Come on.
00:47:20 Off like a herd of turtles.
00:47:23 Come on.
00:47:25 Can't believe I let you talk me into this.
00:47:36 - Fuck.
00:47:38 - Well, I know you've heard this story a million times,
00:47:43 but if I don't keep talking, I can't keep walk.
00:47:49 So a million and one.
00:47:55 What do you have to say about that, huh?
00:47:58 Huh?
00:48:00 That's what I thought.
00:48:06 Anyway, we drove all day to get to where you were born.
00:48:11 Have you ever seen your mother drive?
00:48:14 Huh?
00:48:15 She's beautiful.
00:48:17 She's so serious.
00:48:19 I always felt like I was on a mission to make her laugh.
00:48:25 I like that feeling of trying to impress somebody.
00:48:30 She made me feel that way all the time.
00:48:36 Huh.
00:48:36 And when she smiled, I swear there was heaven on her lips.
00:48:42 But don't get any ideas.
00:48:46 You're too young to start dating there, mister.
00:48:50 You're too young for that.
00:48:51 Anyway, we get to the farm way out in the boonies.
00:48:58 And I swear the place was odd.
00:49:05 It was like a circus.
00:49:06 There was kids on unicycles, goats with eight horns.
00:49:13 I think there was even a cat with wings.
00:49:18 Woo hoo hoo.
00:49:22 Bet you liked to play with that,
00:49:25 chase that around the yard all day, huh?
00:49:27 Oh, and your mother, she had the best sense of style.
00:49:35 (footsteps)
00:49:38 So she wore dresses from the '50s
00:49:40 and little things in her hair.
00:49:43 She reminded me of Marilyn Monroe before,
00:49:53 well, she was Marilyn Monroe.
00:50:00 I think it was the way the wind whipped up her dress.
00:50:05 It didn't matter where we went or what we did.
00:50:11 I couldn't take my eyes off her.
00:50:15 She glowed even when she slept.
00:50:21 Have you ever seen "The Lion King"?
00:50:29 I have about 75 times, I have kids.
00:50:32 Remember?
00:50:35 Remember when James Earl Jones is holding up Simba?
00:50:39 Well, that's how it was when I met you.
00:50:49 Only you weren't Simba.
00:50:57 You, you were like a peanut butter cup.
00:51:02 A fat, chunky, little peanut butter cup.
00:51:14 That's how you got your name.
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00:51:30 Let's just do this tomorrow, buddy, okay?
00:51:48 One more.
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01:05:01 - Hi. - Hi, how are you?
01:05:05 - Just trying to get money together for some food.
01:05:08 Do you have any spare change?
01:05:10 - Oh, I'm sorry, I don't.
01:05:12 - It's okay. Thanks anyway.
01:05:15 - Have a good night. - You too.
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01:05:32 - So I don't get the homeless money,
01:05:34 but I will help you help yourself.
01:05:37 - You don't have to do this. - No, it's okay. I want to.
01:05:40 See, you can paint pictures,
01:05:43 and that way you don't have to beg.
01:05:45 - Can I hug you? - (laughs)
01:05:49 - Oh, you're one of the nicest people I've ever met.
01:05:53 I hope you get everything you ever want from life,
01:05:57 and that you know what you have when you have it.
01:06:01 - Thank you. - Thank you.
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01:06:11 - Hey. Hey!
01:06:14 I'm gonna spray-cure the architect.
01:06:17 Fuck.
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01:06:26 You gonna come over and join me or what?
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01:06:38 What the fuck are you so happy about?
01:06:41 - Life goes on.
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01:06:46 It doesn't matter how much you push it, pull it,
01:06:49 remember or forget.
01:06:51 It's indifferent. It just goes on.
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01:06:56 And I think back to the little things,
01:06:58 the things that matter most.
01:07:00 The laughter.
01:07:03 The wet laughter that hurts in the best way.
01:07:07 Her lip-lock eyes across a crowded room.
01:07:11 Philosophy over coffee.
01:07:16 Explaining why the sky is blue
01:07:18 to a child who thinks the world of you.
01:07:21 So wide-eyed and full of possibilities.
01:07:24 Endless possibilities.
01:07:28 When the world was made of magic.
01:07:32 Of course unicorns are real.
01:07:36 As real as princesses.
01:07:38 As real as Bigfoot.
01:07:41 As real as you and me.
01:07:44 Once when I was your age, I rode one.
01:07:48 I rode one but the horn is very sharp.
01:07:52 That's how I got these scars on my chin, you know?
01:07:56 (laughs)
01:08:00 Fly.
01:08:03 Fly.
01:08:07 Fly as I sink.
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