Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 12
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00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:03What?
00:04I'm gonna be your boyfriend at Brady.
00:05Amanda's little bitch-ass friend
00:07starts talking to me about my man.
00:09He's judgmental and he's disrespectful like bitch.
00:11Like I'll your ass up, bitch.
00:13My number one goal is keep Brittany out of prison.
00:15Sasha, I'm pregnant.
00:16I don't want to fight her.
00:17Like, I don't want to hurt my baby, you know?
00:18I haven't even told Marcelino yet.
00:20What is her problem?
00:21Mother crack.
00:22Oh, my gosh.
00:24Babe, where are you?
00:25I'm in there again.
00:27You still love me and wanna be with me?
00:29I can't love you.
00:31I call her my mother, but she's never been my mother.
00:36It's important that she knows how much I love her.
00:40My mom passed away in her sleep unexpectedly.
00:44She wanted a relationship with her mom, you know?
00:46She wanted to feel her f***ing love.
00:48Now that my mom died, that's all of the family that I have left.
00:52Will you marry me?
00:53Yes.
00:54Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.
00:56I use these men for money.
00:58In prison, I made over $800,000 from Trix.
01:02You got me a car.
01:03If I come clean to Lizzy about being broke,
01:05I know Jasmine's gonna convince Lizzy to leave me.
01:08I don't think he's in love with Megan,
01:10cause she's gonna lose a wife and a daughter.
01:12She had to go.
01:13Hey!
01:14I'm in Rochester to visit Mike.
01:16I'm here to check this place out,
01:18and hopefully I'll meet Mike's friends and family.
01:20I done placed in my mind that I'm gonna let her go.
01:22I gotta tell you something.
01:23What?
01:32Oh my goodness!
01:33Hi!
01:34How are you?
01:35I was released from prison a week ago, and it has been pretty stressful hanging out with Scott and my daughter all the time.
01:51Hi!
01:52How are you guys doing?
01:53We're doing great.
01:54Oh, good.
01:55How are you?
01:56Good.
01:57Welcome.
01:58So, I told Scott that I really wanted to hang out with my friend from prison, Mel.
02:02Mel got released one week before me.
02:04Oh, this is like adorable.
02:06Oh my goodness.
02:07Yes.
02:08Do you want something?
02:09I'm gonna buy you something.
02:10Guess what?
02:11Scott gave me his credit card.
02:12Oh, okay.
02:13Lizzie said that Scott helped her all the time with lots of money.
02:19When people are in prison and are getting help from men, usually they're considered tricks.
02:25And so, I gotta tell you something.
02:29Yeah?
02:31Like...
02:33What?
02:35No.
02:36Are you serious?
02:37Don't look at me like that.
02:38I don't even know what to say right now.
02:40Since I've gotten out of prison.
02:42Yeah.
02:43And I just realized, like, I am not ready a relationship for you to be engaged.
02:48Like, how are you ready for this?
02:50I said yes to the engagement because I do love him.
02:53And I do see a future with him.
02:54I mean, come on.
02:55He's gonna make sure I'm okay.
02:57He doesn't ask for sex.
02:59I mean, does that not sound good?
03:01I mean, what is he getting out of this?
03:04Like...
03:05He just wants to hold my hand and get a pet on the cheek every once in a while.
03:09It sounds like that, you know, you're kind of just maybe using him.
03:13I don't believe I use Scott because he just gives.
03:15I mean...
03:16I mean, am I supposed to say no?
03:18I'm trying to break my old patterns, but it's like, you know, in the same token, I want to be spoiled.
03:24I want to, like, feel like a princess every day.
03:28I feel like Lizzie has an addiction to getting a lot of money from men.
03:32It's a cycle, and it's hard to break, and I feel like she's still in that cycle.
03:37That is cute.
03:38It is.
03:39And it's a large.
03:40Perfect.
03:41And these ones, too.
03:42The stress from not being able to tell Lizzie my financial situation is killing me.
03:53I'm feeling like I need someone to talk to.
03:55What's up?
03:56Hey.
03:57Hey.
03:58Charlene's my best friend.
03:59I've known her for about 10 years.
04:01Maybe you should try having some kind of a relationship without your financials being involved.
04:06Charlene has never liked the fact that I have sent Lizzie so much money.
04:10It's been three years.
04:12It's been over $90,000.
04:14You hear yourself?
04:15That's really crazy.
04:16I know.
04:17You're right.
04:18I'm so disappointed.
04:19I know that this isn't your problem, but I'm, like, broke, Charlene.
04:23I got, like, I'm in so much debt.
04:26My bills are unpaid.
04:28Okay, so my credit is shot out.
04:31You've got to be okay to me.
04:32Are you serious?
04:33I know what you're saying.
04:35I have not told her how much money I've spent and how much money I don't have now.
04:40That's really ugly.
04:41I don't know what to say.
04:43You're in over your head.
04:48You know that he was a trick?
04:50Yeah.
04:51Yeah.
04:52Like, I kept it real with him.
04:53Like, so, if he's okay with that, like...
04:55You still see him as a trick?
04:56No.
04:57Kind of?
04:58In a way?
04:59Mm-mm.
05:00Not at all.
05:01No.
05:02He knows everything.
05:03He's my boyfriend.
05:04He's your fiancé.
05:05Oh, yes.
05:06That's right.
05:07I'm still getting used to it.
05:08That's why I thought he was your fiancé.
05:09I'm still getting used to it, Val.
05:12I feel like Lizzie, um, loves the idea of Scott and, um, loves how he supports her.
05:18Hi.
05:19You guys signed some goodies?
05:20Yes.
05:21Oh, good.
05:22Great stuff.
05:23But I don't think she's in love with him.
05:26Well, that was fun.
05:28Wasn't it?
05:29Thank you, Scott.
05:30Right.
05:31Thank you, Scott.
05:32Thank you, Scott.
05:33Right?
05:34I know.
05:36Hello.
05:37$1,939.14.
05:38Oh, wow.
05:39Are you paying a credit card?
05:40Yeah.
05:41This is the first time Scott has trusted me with his credit card.
05:48And he says I can spend whatever I want.
05:51But the other night at dinner, Scott's credit card declined.
05:55I apologize, but this card has been declined.
05:58So, I'm a little bit nervous about giving this credit card for these clothes.
06:09I feel so relieved Scott's credit card wasn't declined because Scott promised me he would
06:15provide a future for me.
06:17And I need to be able to trust him if I'm going to marry him.
06:21There you guys are.
06:22Yes, of course.
06:24It was so much fun being out with you.
06:27I think that the only thing she's doing is using you.
06:32You know exactly how I am.
06:34You're too nice.
06:35I can't keep it up any longer.
06:38You're going to have to tell her.
06:40I know.
06:41Soon.
06:42When I tell her the money's dried up, I'm worried that Lizzie's going to choose Jasmine over
06:47me.
06:48I don't know what's going to happen when she finds out I'm like freaking broke.
06:51You better duck.
06:52After you tell her you're broke, you better duck.
06:55I feel nervous having a talk on my mind.
07:15I should put a lot of things into perspective for, you know, take care of your family.
07:20Like, regardless of how things is, just make it work.
07:23So I'm going to let a girl who I've been rocking with for a little minute go.
07:27I'll make it work with my daughter, mom.
07:30And I just been trying to contemplate on when, I should say, or how, but it's very, very heavy.
07:39You ain't miss me as much as I miss you.
07:42I know.
07:43I'm in Rochester to visit Mike again and I bought a one way ticket so that means I can
07:50leave whenever I want.
07:52I'm going to be staying in a hotel.
07:54I've been missing Mike intimately.
07:56Like, I just want to be with him and spend some alone time with him.
07:59I'm not sure if Michael will propose or not during this trip.
08:02But if he does, I'll say yes.
08:09I ain't never been, like, in a situation like this.
08:16I gotta tell you something.
08:17What?
08:18What?
08:22Uh, I gotta see my PO if I see.
08:25Alright.
08:26Well, at least we're in the same city.
08:28Alright.
08:29It's not going to take that long.
08:30Okay.
08:32I done placed in my mind that I'm going to let her go.
08:36But it's a difference because it's not placed in my heart.
08:38I need to do this, man.
08:40Oh.
08:43And it's easier said than done.
08:45Right now, I gotta go to my PO and make sure everything alright.
08:50What you trying to do while you are out here?
08:53I definitely want to go look at some apartments and see who's hiring out here.
08:58Let's see what's up with that.
09:00So I can start, you know, taking the steps to get out here.
09:07What is that, five minutes?
09:08Five minutes.
09:09What's up?
09:10It's up here.
09:12Turn right onto Andrew Street.
09:14What?
09:15This ain't it.
09:16None of this looks familiar to where I go to Pearl at.
09:17Cause I'm here.
09:18It's not it.
09:19It's not?
09:20It's not St. Andrew.
09:21Let me see.
09:22It says Rochester, New York.
09:23This is what I'm trying to find.
09:24This is it right here.
09:25You're trying to find
09:26Ontario Street in Rochester, New York.
09:27It needs to be Canada.
09:28I don't know where.
09:29I don't know where.
09:30I don't know where.
09:31I don't know where.
09:32I don't know where.
09:33I don't know where.
09:34Yeah, this is 41 minutes away.
09:35So you gotta hurry.
09:36Okay, come on.
09:38You gotta hurry up.
09:43Okay.
09:44You gotta hurry up.
09:45You gotta hurry up.
09:46What the ?
09:47We realize it's the wrong city.
09:52what the we realize it's the wrong city why they have two sheriff offices with the same name then
10:03all right the gps said that we had 40 minutes to get to our destination
10:10but we only had 30 minutes to get to his appointment on time
10:14baby what are you doing
10:18which way this way
10:22this way
10:26i 490 east
10:34oh my god i don't know baby i don't know
10:37you're getting trouble too late
10:42i'm supposed to be
10:46the last time i was with megan i stayed out past my curb here and due to my parole officer i don't have no wiggle room to make any mistakes i don't know the consequences of being in violation of my parole again
11:04i don't know what i'm saying
11:08i don't know what i'm saying
11:10i don't know what i'm saying
11:16i don't know what i'm saying
11:18you're supposed to be here ten minutes ago the priority is cool
11:22you don't have the admission to drive
11:23it's so you drive in
11:25yeah i'm saying
11:26yeah guess what you're gonna drive and now you're gonna fail your report
11:29these cops are just very aggressive they were outside waiting for him and the
11:36PO said something about he shouldn't be driving which I don't understand
11:42because he said he was allowed to drive
11:49I'm trying not to freak out I'm trying to be logical I'm trying to be calm
11:54about it they're searching his car they went through my suitcase I feel violated I
12:03don't want somebody going through my suitcase such my intimate things it's
12:07just it was unnecessary what they were trying to book him on a failure to show
12:17up to parole like saying that he wasn't didn't come basically which isn't true
12:22because he was there I don't know what's gonna happen I have no idea he could go
12:28back to jail
12:30I love you Trayvison
12:43do you want an egg um I'm actually going to the grocery store pretty soon
13:05what's up with the funeral arrangements for your mom not sure if we'll do like a funeral or if
13:14we'll just do a small scattering of our ashes celebration of life
13:19Kayla's mom died a few days ago when my dad died I was in prison so I wasn't around for the situation
13:27Kayla and I both had strained relationships with our parents when they died
13:30she uh she took it a lot harder than I did I didn't know her a whole lot but like
13:35one of the things I remember is this woman ate the biggest bowl of ice cream every night that I've
13:39ever seen I really like her any kind she could yeah any kind she could life's short we just want to
13:48enjoy it embrace people for who they are and celebrate their life this is a lot it is a lot
13:56you'd be strong you are you guys are both strong just focused it in the right way of strength and
14:05you go who knows where you'll end up
14:07instead of fighting with me
14:09with each other
14:11Matt and Caitlin have a connection that if they weren't together I think they would both be struggling
14:21although Matt has never had a girlfriend so honestly I worry
14:27all right I'm gonna take off
14:32when my mom died first couple days Matt was supportive he was there exactly how I needed him
14:38to be there for me I'm worried that maybe Matt might be over it
14:42honestly right now I feel like I'm more alone than I've been my entire life
14:47okay love you
14:51did you happen to like get the stuff and put it in the trunk and whatnot
14:56I don't know if you just want me to put the whole mat in the trunk
14:59yeah that's what I asked you to do I wanted it to be done earlier so I could just go
15:04don't pop the trunk it takes two seconds let's go
15:05I'm just saying I mean you don't have to
15:09we got it
15:10Caitlin's mom dying just the thing it did to our relationship was just maybe add a little bit
15:13more stress on her so she's more quick to maybe start a fight
15:19there you go
15:20can you maybe take the trash cans in so I don't yeah anything else
15:23no that'll do thank you
15:25hey hey
15:32come here
15:34I just need a little bit of help right now yeah I know that but like that's all that's it okay can you just do it without the attitude
15:44please that's it yeah can you do it without the attitude too please yep
15:46had a lot going on and I know that it's been a lot for everybody but like for me I need a little bit of tenderness
15:56I mean everything he asked me to do I do it we don't have to fight about it
16:01Matt told me we were going to get married this is the biggest test of our relationship
16:08I can just hope that we're going to be stronger because of this
16:12Tracy's back in jail and I'm on my way to see her hours after the wedding she left me for her addiction
16:36Tracy's been arrested two times since our wedding day it upsets me a little bit that she's locked up but also at the same time
16:44she's okay and she still wants to be my wife
16:47does the lawyer know how long she's going to be in
16:49I want to say best case would be
16:52like a year or 10 months
16:55absolute worst case scenario I think
16:5720 years
16:58wow
16:59I got Tracy the lawyer but I will continue to pay for Tracy's legal fees no matter how much they are because I love her and always will love her
17:09lawyers visits gas yeah I felt that Clint is a little crazy
17:17I've told Clint that he should break it off with Tracy time and time again
17:21like when he starts getting all sad and bitching and I'm like well
17:25you know it ended all right you should cut her off
17:27but he won't
17:30hello
17:36hey Paul
17:38it's going pretty good yourself
17:42oh
17:44um
17:46all right um well um thanks for your help and just keep in touch with me I appreciate it
17:59uh see you later bye
18:00what happened
18:04what happened
18:04what happened
18:16made me drop down for nothing
18:18what happened dude
18:21I don't know dude I was just
18:24I was really impression that I was going to get here today
18:27I mean I was like real looking forward to it like
18:29all day and
18:31the lawyer just tells me no I'm not gonna get
18:34see her today
18:36waste of gas time
18:42all that
18:43it's it's real tough knowing that
18:52I'm just a football field away from her
18:55can't make any contact with her
18:57devastating
18:59Tracy
19:03I love you
19:04I'll keep coming back
19:07I'm going to show her that there is a man out there that will stick with her through the end
19:11and I'm that guy
19:13my son was supposed to go see his PO officer today
19:33didn't make it there in time
19:35they put him in handcuffs
19:36and arrested him
19:38so now they have him down for violation of parole
19:41until the life of me I'm still trying to figure out why was he late
19:44knowing how important it is
19:45to be there
19:47he always get close to him and then
19:51then this happened
19:53then he gets taken away from us again
19:55and it's been like this since forever
19:59I'm just angry
20:00and she's tired of it
20:02I don't know I just don't understand the way he thinks
20:05it's like if someone tell you to do something
20:08just do it and get it over with
20:09it's like it's frustrating
20:11because it's like you didn't have been through it so many times
20:13you should get
20:14you should understand it by now
20:16his PO officer kept calling Sarah
20:19and she kept trying to call him
20:21and kept going to voicemail
20:23I need to have a talk with Megan
20:25I'm upset
20:28and I might say the wrong thing
20:29I don't think he's in love with Megan
20:32he's got to leave that childish stuff behind
20:34and be a daddy
20:35do what he said he's going to try
20:37I'm dead serious
20:39all ties got to get cut
20:41and focus on your wife
20:43and your daughter
20:44I've been planning on cutting ties
20:46I'm planning on just ending with Megan today
20:49I'm trying to figure out
20:51why he didn't get there on time
20:53I feel positive that it is
20:56Megan
20:56she had to go
20:57how are you doing
21:15tired
21:16it's been a lot
21:23it's been a lot
21:24the funeral home called
21:27and they told me that
21:28my mom's ashes were ready to be picked up
21:30it's going to be difficult
21:32but I want to put this whole situation
21:34with my mom to bed
21:35I want closure
21:37I'm sure it'll come in time
21:40but I need to like
21:42process
21:43everything that's transpired
21:47what's going on in your head right now
21:53I'm tired
21:54my main goal
21:56since Caitlin's mom passed away
21:58and all this turmoil
21:59is just to be there as best as I can
22:00but I can't say anything
22:02not without Caitlin yelling at me
22:03I wish she would let me be there for her
22:09in this rough time
22:10hi
22:15hi how are you
22:16good to see you again
22:17good to see you
22:18let me hug
22:18okay
22:20hello
22:22Kayla
22:25her ash is right here
22:28I don't know
22:30I kind of just want to
22:32take the bag
22:33I trust you
22:34so tell me this
22:37do you have any questions
22:38not as of right now
22:39but I promise you
22:40if I come up with any
22:41I'll call you
22:42because you've been great
22:43oh thank you sweetheart
22:45it's not just about
22:47taking care of the person
22:48that's passed away
22:49it's also about
22:50taking care of the loved ones
22:51that are left behind
22:51reeling from the death
22:53it's important
22:54for people to know
22:55that you have
22:56someone in your corner
22:57that's looking after you
22:58so um
23:00what questions do you have
23:02I guess uh
23:04yeah I just hear a supporter
23:05okay so
23:07tell me this
23:08what do you think you need
23:09to be supported
23:10well I need someone
23:14who respects me
23:15okay
23:16and respects you how
23:17what does respect look like
23:18someone who follows through
23:19someone who communicates
23:20someone who makes me feel
23:21like I'm important
23:22okay
23:22Matt told me
23:24we were going to get married
23:25he was going to get a job
23:26find her own place
23:27start a family
23:28do what we want to do for us
23:30but like I have not
23:32seen any of that
23:33sometimes support
23:35is going to be a hug
23:36sometimes support
23:37is just going to be quiet
23:38because this is a challenge
23:40I got kicked out of my mom's house
23:43because she didn't approve
23:44of my relationship with Matt
23:45I was hoping to prove her wrong
23:47and I wanted her to see
23:49that Matt would be there for me
23:51exactly how I needed him to be
23:53but I'm not going to be able
23:54to do that anymore
23:55I support her
23:57I just
23:58you haven't done anything
24:00that I've asked you to do
24:02okay
24:04sorry to cuss
24:09I'm excuse my language
24:09but
24:10I'm
24:13keep talking
24:17I'm hearing you
24:17it's just
24:18nonsense
24:18no
24:19I came here to be supportive
24:21of Caitlin
24:22and kind of just be there for her
24:23but it seems like
24:24everything we do
24:25turns into our relationship
24:26problems and our issues
24:28and an argument
24:29it's like we can't even put our
24:30side for five minutes ever
24:32it's okay
24:36we're communicating
24:38he hasn't told you
24:39that it's been months
24:39that I've been asking him
24:40to do the same
24:40I also just got out of prison
24:42and it's my first relationship
24:43I've never been in
24:44so maybe you
24:45hold on a little second
24:46let me finish
24:46you're saying you don't know
24:48how to be in a relationship
24:49I've never been in a
24:49serious relationship before
24:50wow
24:51okay
24:52okay
24:53let me
24:53dude
24:54I'm done with this
24:55actually
24:55no
24:56no no no no
24:57I'm good
24:57if you
24:59run away again
25:00what are you doing
25:01running up the stairs
25:02it's okay
25:03I'm not here for a
25:06counseling session
25:06I came here to support
25:07Caitlin
25:07and I don't feel like
25:09talking about our relationship
25:10emotions that people
25:14develop to survive in prison
25:16are not emotions
25:18that are conducive
25:19for a healthy relationship
25:20he has to be
25:21completely reprogrammed
25:24but right now
25:25you need to be able
25:26to see about you
25:27I've not lost hope
25:29I want it to work
25:31and I love Matt
25:32but I don't know
25:33if he's trying to push me
25:34out the door or what
25:35I just think that
25:36there's been so much
25:37thrown at us
25:38in such a short amount
25:39of time
25:40like we haven't known
25:41how to cope with it
25:42I just want everything
25:43to be okay
25:44and I don't know
25:46how to make that happen
25:47good to see you again
25:50it's been a long time
25:52yeah
25:52been a few minutes
25:53in your imprisonment
25:59relationship
25:59everything's
26:00great
26:02you know what I mean
26:02yeah
26:03when you get out
26:04changes
26:06life happens
26:06you know what I mean
26:07I kind of feel like
26:08I make changes
26:09maybe you should ask him
26:10what changes he's made
26:11I guess what
26:12I've never made a change
26:13for anyone in my life
26:14you know what I mean
26:14so why don't you pipe down
26:15over there
26:15and stop yelling
26:16over the f***ing barrier
26:17um
26:20okay
26:21I'm like
26:21I've had it
26:23f***ing prick
26:24I'm picking up my mom's ashes
26:26and I'm trying to get through
26:27my grief and how I feel
26:29and he's really gonna sit there
26:30and tell me to pipe down
26:31dude you might as well say
26:32shut up b***h
26:33thank you so much
26:36you're welcome
26:36I don't feel as if
26:38he's supporting me
26:39I need him right now
26:42and he's just not f***ing there
26:43and that's the bottom line
26:45and for him to treat me that way
26:46in a place like that
26:47picking up my mom
26:49it's f***ing
26:50and I deserve better
26:52I'm trying to be there for her
26:56but this is just something new to me
26:57and unfortunately
26:59Kaylin doesn't understand that
27:00if she was treating me
27:01okay I'd be here
27:02if we're fighting
27:03I'm out of here
27:13now I'm gonna get you
27:14yeah I am
27:16mommy's coming
27:16oh look he just climbed
27:23into the thing all by himself
27:24yeah good job Jill
27:25yeah
27:26good job
27:28it's Giovanni's first sleepover
27:30I love him so much
27:32and I'm just really grateful
27:33that I get to spend time with him
27:35and catch up on special moments
27:37that I've missed
27:38wow
27:38whoa Giovanni
27:39that was a big jump baby
27:41honestly I don't know how to
27:43describe how meaningful it is
27:46to see how connected my son
27:48is with Marcelino
27:49and you could just see
27:51how happy Giovanni makes him
27:54let's fly to our planet
27:55go baby you're flying
27:58yeah
27:58I still haven't told Marcelino
28:01that I'm pregnant
28:02I won't lie
28:04I am a little bit nervous
28:05get ready
28:06get ready we're coming back
28:07I've had a whirlwind of emotions
28:09my relationship with Amanda
28:11I wish Amanda the best
28:16but I'm just on a different path now
28:18as far as like me pushing the issue
28:22to try to make a friendship work
28:23I'm just kind of over it
28:24I just
28:25I'm not done
28:27Marcelino and I are together
28:30marrying him
28:31and having a baby
28:32is what I'm truly focused on
28:35what are you doing Billy
28:37mommy's thirsty too
28:39being here with Brittany
28:40and Giovanni at the park
28:41and spending time
28:42it does feel like a family unit
28:43Giovanni's great
28:46he's funny
28:47he's a great personality
28:48I've honestly had to ask myself
28:50if I was ready to be a stepfather
28:51I don't want to disappoint him
28:52I don't want to let him down
28:53I don't want to make any mistakes
28:55oh he's great
28:57oh yeah huh
28:58you can't get me daddy
29:00oh yeah
29:01I'm gonna get you
29:03I want hugs and kisses
29:04after weeks living in the hotel
29:12Brittany and I finally have our own place
29:14and now we get a chance to build a home
29:15that feels like a home
29:16night baby
29:18what?
29:19night baby
29:20today was fun
29:26man
29:27any time spent with Giovanni is great
29:28such a good kid
29:30I'm glad that you guys get along so well
29:32obviously that's extremely important
29:35I'm getting there
29:36I have to tell you something
29:40what's that?
29:44my biggest concern
29:45is that Marcelino wanted to wait a little
29:48a little bit longer
29:49to have a baby
29:50I never thought that I would
29:52get pregnant so quickly
29:53I'm pregnant
29:57you're pregnant
29:59you do not need this right now
30:05Jasmine
30:05you are a greedy bitch
30:07I am
30:08what?
30:09you're a greedy bitch
30:09Jasmine
30:10come back here
30:11why be late
30:12when you know
30:13that's a violation
30:14of your parole
30:15I don't understand that neither
30:16I'm ready for some answers
30:18but I definitely call
30:19can I give you a hug?
30:26about 18 months ago
30:27I changed my life
30:29forgive me father
30:30for I have sinned
30:31I used to play with myself
30:33every day
30:33and
30:34I used to
30:35every day
30:36and then
30:37once I got saved
30:39I stopped
30:40masturbating
30:41I'm not a sexual being anymore
30:43and I used to be
30:44I changed my ways
30:45you know
30:46I gave my life forward to the Lord
30:47to all the people
30:49who think that
30:49I'm using Scott for his money
30:51I used to use him for his money
30:53yes
30:53I was a gold digger
30:56but
30:57I love this man
30:59and
31:01I can't use him
31:03that's not in my blood anymore
31:05people say
31:06well
31:06a leopard never changes his spots
31:08well
31:09I was
31:10never a leopard
31:11I have to tell you something
31:16what's that?
31:27I'm pregnant
31:28you're pregnant?
31:32are you playing?
31:33am I playing?
31:34no
31:34I'm pregnant
31:36mom give me a hug then
31:43yeah
31:44that's great
31:47Luto?
31:49yeah
31:50not worried at all
31:51worried about what?
31:53Brittany tells me that she's pregnant
31:54and I feel ecstatic
31:55I'm
31:56super overjoyed
31:57and if there was something like winning the lottery
32:00it's gotta be it
32:00how do you know?
32:02it's not because you're late
32:04or
32:04no I took a test this morning
32:06oh yeah?
32:07go get it
32:08yeah I'm gonna go get it
32:09go get it
32:10you don't believe me?
32:12why you don't believe me?
32:13I do
32:13I want to hope it says boy or girl
32:14it doesn't say either
32:16it's gonna be a boy
32:17it doesn't say either
32:18get out of here
32:20get out of here
32:22you look ridiculous
32:22this solidifies Brittany and I's relationship
32:24and I'm feeling like
32:26wow
32:28I don't think that you know how to read these sticks anyways
32:32so what's that mean?
32:33positive
32:34that's not still going with a little pee on it is it?
32:38it's definitely nerve-wragging
32:39being a father to anybody
32:41it's a great responsibility
32:42it's a big step and a big move for both of us
32:45Megan?
33:05hey yeah
33:06hi
33:06hi
33:07I'm Carolyn I'm Michael's mother
33:09nice to meet you
33:10nice to meet you too
33:11I met you on FaceTime that one time
33:12yeah
33:12my son let me know where you were
33:14and I felt it was up to me to come and let you know
33:16my son has been arrested
33:18and he's been away for the next four months
33:20that's all that I can tell you
33:21all right
33:24the news that she gave me was just like heartbreaking
33:27I'm feeling all these emotions and
33:30I'm in shock
33:32all right
33:34do you know where he's gonna be?
33:36sorry
33:36but that's all I can give you information I can tell you
33:40do you know where he's gonna
33:41I have nothing
33:42I don't know anything else
33:44I just
33:45I'm sure he'll get in touch with you or whichever
33:48but that's all that I know
33:49so
33:54all right
33:56thank you
33:57so can I give you a hug?
33:58yes
33:59sorry
34:01mm-hmm
34:02okay too
34:03this is crazy
34:06try to get as much sleep as I am
34:09which is nine
34:10all right
34:11all right thank you
34:12you're welcome
34:12I think Michael's mom had to be upset because she was just very short
34:18but I'm very happy that she came to tell me to let me know what was going on so I wouldn't be thinking or not knowing
34:24we only got to spend one day and now he is back in prison for four months
34:31I'm not telling Sarah nothing about Megan that's not my job
34:37that's not my place to do that that's his job he made his bed he's gonna do it
34:42my expectation for him to get out is to let her know what's what and to come clean with his wife
34:46because she's gonna be a problem
34:48she's gonna keep coming back and keep coming back and then Sarah's not gonna trust him
34:52and then their marriage is gonna get messed up as long as she stays in this picture
34:56I informed her something that she needed to know
34:58and now she can go
35:00I'm not gonna cry like I'm not gonna let this break me
35:08like I already cried as much as I could cry like I can't cry anymore
35:13you have to be strong for him and you have to just go on with your life especially if you love him
35:18I love him if I could do two years I could do four months that's nothing
35:23I'll stay here probably for a day or two I don't know I'm not ready to go back home
35:27I'll let all my friends and family know what happened
35:30and that's gonna be the hardest part like telling them like Mike's back in jail
35:34because then they're gonna be like well we told you so
35:37but I don't care what anyone says
35:40oh god
35:42yeah I did yesterday
35:48I found out what was going on
35:49it's like I don't understand
35:52I'm ready for some answers
35:54that was fun huh
36:03that looked cute
36:04we should go out sometime
36:05I had so much fun
36:10I had so good too
36:12let me call me and then we'll go out
36:14hey oh my god
36:16this is Jasmine
36:18nice to be
36:19oh my gosh you look just like Lizzie
36:21that's crazy
36:23I know look at how much shopping we did
36:25like we got so much stuff
36:27oh my god
36:28yeah
36:29how much did you spend
36:31um
36:32$1,939.14
36:36and how
36:37Scott
36:38Scott gave me his credit card
36:39that's like
36:40not okay
36:41oh my goodness
36:43it's gonna be
36:43you too
36:44bye
36:45bye
36:45mom like
36:50yeah
36:50seriously
36:51like
36:52two grand
36:54really
36:55I know
36:56it's like
36:57a lot
36:58but
36:58I was having fun
36:59and Scott okayed it
37:01me spending $2,000
37:03I guess
37:04it's a lot of money
37:05but I do not feel bad
37:07about spending Scott's money
37:08because
37:08he is my man
37:10he
37:11is the one that I was supposed to marry
37:13he
37:14he said I can get whatever I want
37:16and
37:16it's his money
37:17like he doesn't care
37:19you do not need this
37:20right now
37:21Jasmine
37:21like you could be like
37:22spending it like for like
37:23a apartment
37:24it's
37:25but how is it BS
37:26when he gives it to me
37:29well you need to tell him no
37:30I understand that
37:31but I haven't had that conversation yet
37:34you are being dependent on him
37:35and I am
37:36and
37:37right now we're still living in a hotel
37:40and
37:40she's just spending like all this money
37:42on pointless stuff that she doesn't need right now
37:44she needs to grow up
37:46and
37:46live life normally
37:47instead of having a trick
37:49Scott is a trick
37:50started off with getting her a car
37:52and it just keeps going
37:53like
37:54higher and higher and higher
37:56like
37:56what's next
37:57you are being really selfish
37:59just so you know
38:00like
38:00you don't need clothes
38:01when you have 10 bags inside
38:03I know
38:03but some of them don't fit
38:04and none of them are new
38:06they're like from goodwill
38:07they're still close
38:08it doesn't matter
38:09I know
38:09but why can't I have something new
38:11I don't deserve something new
38:12can't I make myself feel good
38:14I just got out of prison
38:15there's other ways
38:16to make yourself feel good
38:17like what
38:18tell me
38:19you could go to the gym
38:20like I just ran
38:21I feel great right now
38:22I feel like
38:23I'm happy
38:24I like shopping
38:25you're a shopaholic
38:27that's all you do
38:28is spend money
38:28I haven't done it in 10 years
38:30what's wrong with it
38:31Scott just spent
38:32$2,000 on you
38:33are you going to pay him back
38:34no
38:35why would I pay him back
38:36that's
38:38you are a greedy bitch
38:41I am
38:41what
38:42you're a greedy bitch
38:43Jasmine
38:43come back here
38:45Jasmine never acted
38:46this way towards me
38:48and this is getting
38:49really hard
38:49I want to marry Scott
38:52but then
38:52I want my daughter
38:53to be happy
38:54and I don't know
38:55how I'm going to do that
38:56like I don't know
38:57what I'm going to do
38:57do you want something
39:06to drink
39:06oh thank you very much
39:08you're welcome
39:09a milkshake
39:09a milkshake
39:10do you know who's coming
39:16who
39:18daddy
39:19daddy
39:20no daddy's not coming
39:23okay
39:25daddy is
39:30going to be gone
39:31for a little bit
39:32okay
39:32daddy has to go to work
39:34but he'll be back
39:36I was told
39:39from the parole officer
39:40that Michael
39:41was going back
39:42to jail
39:43for a parole violation
39:44how you doing
39:45it was
39:48extremely heartbreaking
39:49yeah I'm hanging
39:50in there too
39:51it's been a little rough
39:52unfortunately
39:53I'm used to this
39:54but at the same time
39:56I'm sad
39:56hurt
39:58angry
39:58it's just
39:59it's
39:59like I
40:01don't understand
40:02I'm still tired
40:06I bawled all night long
40:08I just can't believe
40:09like this happened
40:10like I almost feel like
40:11it's like a nightmare
40:12that I'm going to wake up
40:13from any minute
40:14have you spoke to the PO
40:16yeah I did yesterday
40:17it's how I found out
40:18what was going on
40:19and what they'd say
40:20he said that he put in
40:22the wrong address
40:23in the GPS
40:23and by the time
40:25he showed up
40:26he was only a couple
40:26minutes late
40:27he wasn't even that late
40:28he pulled up
40:29they took him out of the car
40:30searched his car
40:31everything went good
40:32like that
40:32but they took him in
40:33and had a long talk
40:34and it was a consensus
40:35that he was going to go
40:37to jail
40:37for a violation of parole
40:38because this isn't
40:40the first time
40:41that he's been late
40:41of course
40:43it destroyed me
40:45I usually take him
40:46to his PO appointment
40:47but you have like
40:49a five hour window
40:50to get there
40:51why be late
40:52to your PO appointment
40:53when you know
40:55that's a violation
40:56of your parole
40:57I don't understand
40:58that neither
40:58there's a lot
41:01of other stuff
41:02mixed up in this
41:03other than just
41:03him being locked up
41:05that has to be addressed
41:07that's hurting her also
41:08one way or another
41:09it's going to get worked out
41:11and he said
41:12that he was going
41:12back to jail
41:13for 30 days
41:14to wait for a hearing
41:16because he's interstate
41:17because he's originally
41:18paroled out of Michigan
41:18right
41:19and then after that
41:21it's another 90
41:22if he gets out
41:24in 120 days
41:25and he actually is able
41:26to stay in New York
41:27and come home
41:27I don't know
41:28I guess I got 120 days
41:29to think about
41:30how I'm going to handle that
41:31if he were to come home
41:32tomorrow
41:32he would be locked
41:33in a room
41:33so
41:34at this point
41:35it's just so heartbreaking
41:36that he's heartbreaking
41:37I am pregnant
41:39right now
41:40I don't know how
41:41I'm going to break
41:43this to Michael
41:43I'm terrified
41:44and everything
41:45is just
41:46shattered now
41:48you just
41:50throw it all away
41:51within a second
41:51so
41:52well it's not
41:53thrown away
41:54it's just prolonged
41:55for right now
41:55so let's not say
41:56thrown away just yet
41:58it's not like
41:59he's not coming back
42:00right
42:00and then he's going
42:03to have to make
42:04better choices
42:05and think before
42:06he does anything
42:07I really don't
42:09fully understand it yet
42:10as to why
42:11Michael was late
42:12to his parole meeting
42:13it just doesn't
42:15make sense to me
42:16I'm ready for some
42:18answers
42:18if not from him
42:20from his phone
42:21that's the first thing
42:22anyone would check
42:23right
42:23because I definitely
42:25called
42:26I'm so who
42:31was it
42:31I don't know
42:31that shit
42:32I don't know
42:32you
42:32I don't know
42:33that shit
42:34but I don't know
42:34what I'm saying
42:34what I do
42:35that shit
42:37's the same