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Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 11

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00:01Previously on Love After Lockup
00:03Is she gone?
00:04Yeah
00:05What is her problem?
00:06Mother f***ing crack
00:07Oh my gosh
00:08So I just gotta call you with the jail
00:10So they have her in custody
00:12Get the marriage no
00:13Well she's released
00:15And she hasn't called yet
00:17My drug of choice is ma'am
00:19That's a hell of a drug
00:20I call her my mother but she's never been my mother
00:25No!
00:26I love Marcelino
00:28But I'm bisexual
00:30It's not the direction I wanna take our relationship into
00:33Goodbye
00:34She's not gonna have me and him at the same time
00:36You can't leave like that
00:38I am no longer a virgin
00:40I'm pregnant
00:41What?
00:42Sarah just texted me and told me that my PO is looking for me
00:45Stop crying, it's gonna be alright
00:47I'm just so afraid and terrified that
00:49Michael's gonna get sent back to prison
00:51Michael came home after two days
00:53You bailed on me
00:54He knows how to work her
00:56And he's doing it right now
00:58Will you marry me?
00:59Will you marry me?
01:00Yes
01:01I guess
01:02I don't know
01:03Forgive me father
01:04For I have sinned
01:05I use these men for money
01:07In prison
01:08I made over $800,000 from tricks
01:11Just give us a frickin' right back
01:13Jasmine
01:14Is it me or him?
01:15So it's gonna be up here on the right hand side
01:24It is called Veros
01:31Hi, welcome
01:32Hi
01:33How are you guys?
01:34Hi I'm Lizzy
01:35This is my daughter Jasmine
01:36Hi Jasmine, I'm Kayla
01:37Nice to meet you ladies
01:38Nice to meet you ladies
01:39I brought Jasmine to this wedding dress shop because I really want my daughter to accept my decision to marry Scott
01:48Like should I wear white or like off white?
01:53You?
01:54No
01:55I mean technically I'm a virgin again
01:58Technically
02:00You know 10 years is a long time
02:03My dream wedding is definitely starting off with a beautiful dress and then butterflies as we're leaving that flutter in the air and a horse drawn white carriage
02:20Ooh that is pretty
02:21And Scott has no say in any of the wedding preparations
02:26You don't like these?
02:28You shouldn't be like worried about this right now
02:32You should be like more focused on getting a job and instead of trying to get married
02:37She is focused on Scott right now and she shouldn't be
02:42She should be focused with her life and focusing on me
02:47This is cute
02:48I do like this but maybe I want something to open back
02:53$2,349
02:56I dig it, Scott's paying for this?
02:59For all of this?
03:00Well yeah, I don't have a job, I have no money
03:03Why wouldn't he pay for it?
03:05I don't know, it's just like too much
03:08It's too much?
03:09It's too much?
03:10I mean this is super cute
03:12Alright, finding any that you want to try?
03:14Yes, I found this one, it's so super cute
03:17It is
03:18Yes, I do not have a budget for my dress
03:20Alright, so go ahead and slide it
03:22What?
03:23Why would I?
03:24Go ahead and zip it on you
03:25My boobs
03:26Let me know if you can't breathe, okay?
03:28I do like the slim cut but the boobs
03:31Yeah, maybe something a little more classier
03:33I love it
03:41Look at it
03:42You love it?
03:43I love it
03:44Look, how beautiful
03:48And it's got the nice long train
03:52Oh my god
03:53I love it
03:54And it shimmers
03:56So you're loving the sparkle
03:58I love the sparkle
03:59I love the sparkle
04:00I love the sparkle
04:01This is like the most pretty
04:02It makes me feel like a princess
04:04You could twirl all night long in this
04:05I could
04:06I could
04:07So Jasmine, we're going to teach you how to straighten out her train
04:10And do the bustle
04:11And help her into the dress
04:12All of that fun stuff
04:13So
04:14Okay
04:15It would be great
04:16This is totally the dress
04:17Like
04:18So
04:19Mom
04:20Yes
04:21Are you
04:22Are you sure?
04:23I love this dress
04:24Could you
04:25See yourself walking down the aisle?
04:27I could see myself down
04:28Walking down the aisle
04:29Yes
04:30Scott waiting there
04:35I could see myself marrying Scott
04:37I really could
04:38Like this is probably my life
04:40To get married
04:41To be with
04:43You know
04:44The man that loves me
04:45And cares for me
04:46Everything I have is because of Scott
04:47Everything
04:48You want to see?
04:52Hmm
04:53You can make it on your own
04:54You know
04:55But I'm not there yet
04:56And
04:57But you can try
04:58Try to get a job
04:59Like
05:00I'm on parole
05:01So who's going to hire an ex-felon?
05:03I never had a real job before
05:04And I don't want to go back to stripping
05:07I don't even know what minimum wage is
05:09I never had a job
05:11Like
05:12Like it's hard out there
05:13And you need to learn that
05:14And you need to understand that
05:16Instead of like
05:17You know it's hard
05:18That's why
05:19Getting married
05:20But Scott helps out so much
05:23I feel like it's really hard for my mom to realize that Scott's a trick
05:27Because she doesn't want to admit it to herself
05:30Because once she got out
05:32She realized that she didn't have anything
05:34And Scott keeps giving her money
05:37And she's not saying no to him
05:42What?
05:43Nothing
05:45Just watching you screw up your life
05:46I'm not screwing up my life
05:48I don't see it screwing up
05:50This is me being stable
05:51A normal adult
05:53Are you happy?
05:54I want to be with him
05:59And I want to make him happy
06:03If he's happy then I'm happy
06:07As long as you're happy
06:13No!
06:14You don't want fruit?
06:15What do you want?
06:16Cheese
06:17Cheese
06:18Cheese
06:19You just had a piece of cheese a little bit ago
06:27That's okay, go
06:28Give her some cheese
06:29That's fine
06:30Okay
06:31Here
06:32Oh
06:34It's been about a week or two
06:36Since the argument
06:37And things seem to be
06:40Going pretty well
06:42How did you tell daddy happy daddy's day?
06:44Happy daddy's day
06:45Thank you pretty girl
06:47I think Michael realized that
06:49He needs to be at home with his daughter and his wife
06:52And that's just it
06:54I haven't told Michael about me being pregnant
06:58I'm just waiting for the right time
07:00Michael had to leave Niagara Falls early
07:03Because his probation officer did a pop up and he needed to get back there ASAP
07:21Michael you want to talk all right?
07:23All right
07:24All right
07:26Stop crying it's going to be all right
07:27You don't even know what's going to happen yet
07:28Don't know
07:29There
07:30We had this wonderful amazing day
07:33I gave him my virginity and then he has to leave
07:37I have only been able to just text throughout the day
07:42So I don't really get to talk to him
07:44But I'm telling Michael that I'm coming to see him
07:46Because I'm so tired of the long distance
07:49And I'm ready to meet Aviana
07:51I think me meeting her would definitely be like
07:54A step in the right direction to Michael and I's future
08:05What's up sis?
08:06Babe!
08:09Thinking about Niagara
08:10I wish I was there right now
08:12Niagara Falls
08:13Yeah
08:14And babe you know we got to spend more time together than just one day
08:18Exactly
08:19I don't like how I ended
08:20The last time I saw Michael
08:22I was terrified that they were going to send him back to jail
08:24But luckily they just kind of gave him like a warning
08:27And added more restrictions to his parole
08:31There's a really strict curfew
08:33He always has to let whoever is like the head of his parole
08:37Know exactly where he's going
08:39Babe I've been thinking about coming to visit you within the next week
08:42What day are you planning on coming up here?
08:45In a few days
08:47In a few days?
08:49Yeah
08:50I mean honestly like I do want to see you
08:56Like I can't wait to see you
08:58But you know my mom and my little sister
09:00And I'm supposed to be flying out here to come see me
09:03And you know spend time with her
09:06Me being there trying to
09:08You know maybe I want to be more comfortable
09:10If they're going to be there I should be there too
09:13It's like perfect timing so
09:15I mean in a perfect world it'll be perfect timing
09:19And I'm not telling you not to come
09:20But as far as Aviana like I'm thinking about Aviana
09:23Me personally selfishly of course I would want you to go
09:27But I mean at the end of the day we'll figure everything out
09:30Well I'm going to come see you so I hope you introduce me to your mom and your sister when they're there
09:39So that's all I'm going to say about that
09:41You know I hope I can see her next week but I can't let Sarah find out
09:45It'll cause a lot of problems
09:48And due to my parole officer I don't have no wiggle room to make any mistakes
09:54And you already know I'm going to come pick your little sexy stuff up from the airport
09:58I've been home for about two weeks without my wife Tracy
10:21Me and Tracy have not met yet in person before she got released
10:27And then we got married the next day
10:29Hours after the wedding she left me for her addiction
10:33Last time I saw her was after the wedding in our hotel room
10:37She took my rental car so I owe the rental car company money
10:42She was in jail and then she got out
10:45I have no clue where she's at and I have no way to communicate with her
10:49So many unanswered questions
10:59Hello, this calls from a corrections facility and is purchased to monitor and recording
11:05Stay on the line to accept this call
11:11Babe
11:12Babe, where are you?
11:14I'm in jail again
11:16She wasn't even invited
11:20She's gotta go
11:21Bitch, you like I'll f*** your ass up, bitch
11:23He gets butt hurt whenever he sees me
11:25It's time to go
11:26F***
11:27You look amazing
11:29Totally different man
11:31Hopefully I'll meet my ex-friends and family
11:34I gotta tell you something
11:35What?
11:36Babe
11:37Babe
11:38Babe
11:39Babe, where are you?
11:40I'm in the f***ing jail again
11:41Oh my God
11:42Are you okay?
11:43What happened?
11:44No, I'm not f***ing okay
11:45I'm freaking the f*** out
11:46This mother f*** pulled me over on the way to Midland for speeding
11:53What's going on?
11:54What's going on?
11:55What's going on?
11:56What was it?
11:57They're right here next to the cruiser
11:59And they said I had a f***ing parole violation because I hadn't reported for parole and so they took me to criminal jail and I don't know babe, I'm so f***ing pissed I can never stay out of trouble, I'm so sorry
12:07I can't bond you out?
12:37What's going on with us, babe?
12:48I mean, do you still love me and want to be with me?
13:01Yeah.
13:07I got a letter from the rental car company.
13:14What did you do with the car, babe?
13:18I don't want to get into, babe.
13:23We'll take care of that when I get out, OK?
13:25I freaked out and I just left it at the store because I thought there was a tracker on it.
13:31Why did you want to be with me?
13:33I'm the party girl.
13:34I'm the f***ed up.
13:35Why did you want that life with me?
13:36You're not a f***ed up, babe.
13:38This drug is a motherf***er.
13:40Yeah.
13:41I can't lose you.
13:42You waited so long for me and I did this to us.
13:47I would do anything for you.
13:48You're the love of my life, baby.
13:50You know that still.
13:52I got to get my goddess out of jail.
13:54I got to be with you, baby.
13:56No divorce, right, babe?
13:58What are you talking about?
14:00Divorce is not in my vocabulary.
14:04People make mistakes.
14:05That's why pencils have erasers.
14:07We just got to learn from them.
14:10OK, listen.
14:11You can come see me tomorrow.
14:13Get you on my dissertation list.
14:16Sixty seconds.
14:18All right, baby, I love you so much, OK?
14:22God, I love you.
14:24What's going here?
14:31Why?
14:32See what I got going on.
14:33All right.
14:37What brings you guys in?
14:38Uh, well, I'm kind of in a dilemma here.
14:41You know, I've had a girlfriend, which I had proposed to before,
14:44and she said yes, but...
14:46She did say yes?
14:46Yeah, yeah, yeah, but we've just been fighting so much.
14:51Jewelry is nice to make up for things.
14:53Make up jewelry.
14:55Me and Katelyn were arguing in the apartment.
14:57Giddy up, cowboy.
14:58Here we are.
14:58Let's do it.
14:59Do what?
15:01I'm so irritated of this situation today.
15:04So am I.
15:07I felt sad for Katelyn.
15:08I got to take into account that she's living at my mom's house,
15:11dealing with me all the time,
15:12and she's trying everything she can to make it work.
15:14What's her name?
15:15Her name's Katelyn.
15:16Katelyn?
15:16Yeah.
15:18I love Katelyn, and I'm not trying to put her in a bad spot.
15:20We're engaged.
15:21At the end of the day, she deserves a ring.
15:24I'm just checking her out, you know?
15:26This, it's single stone.
15:29What's really neat about them,
15:30they're using vintage diamonds primarily.
15:33It's more of a classic look.
15:34So does the price go up if it's an antique diamond?
15:37You know, it depends on the piece.
15:39Yeah.
15:42What are you guys checking out over here?
15:44Oh, just some rings.
15:45Well, there's no decision to set in stone.
15:48To buy a ring, that would never be a thought in the mind process
15:53after a scrummage with your loved one.
15:56To me, I would think that's not the right move to make,
15:59so you're not thinking clearly, obviously.
16:01There she is right there, it's me and her.
16:03Oh, she's adorable, really pretty.
16:06She was there, you know, she didn't know me really,
16:09and she was visiting me.
16:10Mm-hmm.
16:11And that means a lot to someone in prison.
16:13Katelyn, she visited me more than any of my friends have ever
16:18come and visited me that I've known my whole life.
16:20She's put more money on the phone than anyone's ever put more
16:22money on the phone besides my mom.
16:23It's pretty much my first real relationship I've ever been in.
16:26Mm-hmm.
16:27No matter what, she's got a special place with me always forever.
16:30Sam, what do you think?
16:32I mean, what are you thinking?
16:34You guys just fought tooth and nail,
16:37and now you're down here looking at a diamond.
16:40I know.
16:41Like, do you want to purchase that after all this?
16:43It's a good step to look at something at least, you know what I mean?
16:47Right after a fight?
16:49Sam, Sam, and I don't know.
16:54He's always going to tell me how he feels or whatever,
16:56but he also knows that I'm going to give a what his opinion is.
16:59Really, I'm going to do what I feel I'm going to do regardless.
17:02At the end of the day, I want to marry Katelyn.
17:05Well, we appreciate your time.
17:06Do you guys have a card or something or something I could get you?
17:08Yeah, for sure.
17:10If I gave Katelyn a ring, I think she would love it.
17:12Would you like us to write down the ring that you love?
17:14Absolutely.
17:15But I'm not really in a position to buy a ring just yet.
17:18I can't forget this.
17:19Thank you, guys.
17:20Have a nice day.
17:21Have a good afternoon.
17:23I would love to get married, but it's just like,
17:25I think it would be better to get ourselves set up.
17:27I'll come back later.
17:28Some dope-ass rings in there, dog.
17:38Appreciate it, man.
17:39You guys come to celebrate the 40th with me.
17:41Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
17:47Tonight, I've planned a barbecue and birthday party for Marcelino.
17:51Hi.
17:52He is turning 40.
17:53This is Sasha.
17:54Nice to meet you.
17:55Sasha's parents let us use their house to throw a little party.
17:59Nice to meet you.
18:00I've invited some of his friends, some of mine.
18:05I am a little nervous because I want everything to go great.
18:09And also because...
18:12Hey.
18:13What's happening?
18:14How's it going?
18:15We've got quite the crew of characters tonight.
18:27How you doing?
18:28All right.
18:29How's it going?
18:30Good to meet you.
18:31Love the outfit.
18:32Is the other girl here?
18:33Which one?
18:34The girlfriend.
18:35The girlfriend.
18:36If she shows up, I already know what I might say.
18:37Hey, okay.
18:38I got your back.
18:39Oh, hi.
18:40Hi.
18:41She came.
18:42How are you?
18:43Good to meet you.
18:44I'm good.
18:45Long time no see.
18:46How are you?
18:47Good.
18:48This is Amanda.
18:49Amanda, this is Ricky.
18:50Hi.
18:51Nice to meet you.
18:52Wait, Amanda as well?
18:53Yeah, Amanda.
18:54That would be easy.
18:55I invited Amanda to the party since she was like, well, I'm going to bring somebody.
18:58So were you locked up with them too?
18:59I just got out.
19:00Oh.
19:01Where were you guys?
19:02Maybe by bringing somebody, she wouldn't feel as out of place or like a third wheel.
19:07She was in Wisconsin.
19:08How long have you known her?
19:10Oh God, for over 10 years?
19:13Oh wow.
19:14I sincerely want Amanda and Marcelino to kind of like make amends.
19:18Hi.
19:19Nice to meet you.
19:20And you are?
19:21Amanda.
19:22Oh, you're the Amanda.
19:23Yes.
19:24Hello.
19:25Hello.
19:26I've heard a little bit about you.
19:27One of the older dudes I look to when it comes to advice.
19:30You mean older dude?
19:31Yeah, what are you trying to say?
19:32How old do you think I am?
19:34About my age.
19:35About 32.
19:36Yeah.
19:37My kind of man.
19:38That's a smooth tickle blinds.
19:39That's better.
19:40I need to start learning from her.
19:41Mm-hmm.
19:42Obviously you'd talk to him if you picked up my girl.
19:46As if you ever had a chance.
19:48I don't know.
19:49Marcelino.
19:50I'd let you have her.
19:51You'd let me have her, huh?
19:52Yeah.
19:53She's like, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
19:54If Brittany wants Amanda to be at my birthday party, it's only because she has unfinished business
19:58that I think she needs to handle.
19:59Looks like y'all getting into it over here, man.
20:01Well, I said what I had to say.
20:03She let me know what she had to say and I feel resolved.
20:05You're talking about Amanda?
20:06Like, I don't want, I'm not trying to disrespect him in any way she performed.
20:10That's why last time, last time I saw you, I left because I felt very uncomfortable after
20:14we kissed.
20:15Like, obviously he gets but her whenever he sees me.
20:18Like, I don't, I just don't want this to escalate.
20:20Like, I want a friendship between you and I to work.
20:22I want a friendship.
20:23Don't be mad.
20:24Just chill.
20:25As long as you're happy, I'm happy.
20:26And I believe that.
20:27I believe that.
20:28So if the issue is like not on your end, then like I'll fix it.
20:32I'll talk to him, okay?
20:34Stop it.
20:35Where?
20:36Stop it.
20:37You came with Amanda?
20:39Yes.
20:40Are you going out with Amanda?
20:41Yeah.
20:42We're kind of, she's got to figure this situation out first.
20:45She should already know by now.
20:47The whole thing is humorous to me to tell you the truth because it's as if a woman could
20:51ever compete with a man in a true relationship.
20:53Excuse me?
20:54Excuse me?
20:55I can't see a way that any woman can't compete with the relationship that I'm trying to give
21:00Brittany.
21:01That's all I'm trying to say.
21:02Do you know what they had in between them?
21:03Do you really know?
21:04Did you read the letters?
21:05No, no, no, no.
21:06It was a relationship that happened behind bars.
21:08Did not real relationships happen behind bars?
21:10Uh oh.
21:11Yeah.
21:12I'll say that.
21:13You're going to say that?
21:14Yeah, I'll say that.
21:15Obviously it didn't work out, but it doesn't mean it has nothing to do with being high bars.
21:16How can you say that?
21:18How much of a commitment is that?
21:20I get you.
21:21I get you.
21:22I don't want to downplay that.
21:23You're hella judgmental.
21:24You can't do that.
21:25Amanda showed up with some kind of sidekick who had two cents to say about how I should
21:29or shouldn't feel about how Brittany and Amanda's relationship was formed.
21:33All in the Kool-Aid and don't even know the flavor.
21:35Whatever.
21:36Come on, stop outside.
21:37Nope.
21:38I'm going to beat your white nut, Freddie.
21:39What?
21:40I'm going to beat your white nut.
21:41Why?
21:42Now you know why him and Amanda are so judgmental about women and behind bars.
21:45It's almost sickening.
21:46He's not about...
21:47It's so disgusting.
21:48Why?
21:49Yeah, she's going to go.
21:52Amanda's little bitch ass friend comes inside and starts talking to me about my man.
21:58Immediately I find Sasha because I know I need my best friend.
22:01I don't like Amanda's friend.
22:03No, me either.
22:04So I pulled her outside.
22:05She came inside talking .
22:07She said, man, I didn't know that your boyfriend was so judgmental.
22:09Like he's...
22:10And then she said some other .
22:11Like I don't...
22:12I didn't say anything in response because, bunk, I don't talk.
22:14Yeah.
22:15I'm just going to take off on her.
22:16I felt disrespected to the point to where, like, I want to fight this bitch.
22:19Because, like, you know, I don't deal well with that.
22:21Like, bitch, I'll just take off on your ass.
22:23Yeah.
22:24And so, I didn't even respond.
22:25I didn't even respond.
22:26And then I immediately came and got you because, like, a bunk, I can't fight her.
22:29I have something that I need to tell her because I know she's the only person that can keep my secret and help me resolve this situation.
22:42I don't think he's in love with Megan.
22:44You're going to lose a wife and a daughter?
22:46She had to go.
22:48Hopefully, I'll meet Mike's friends and family.
22:50Listen, we're dealing with feelings.
22:53Brittany is volatile.
22:54Oh, your ass up, bitch.
22:56She's got to go.
23:05What, do you see boats?
23:06A big boat.
23:07Where is the boat?
23:08You want to go on one?
23:09Yeah.
23:10Yeah.
23:11Yeah?
23:17It's a big fish.
23:18Today, my mom, my little sister, came down to New York to come spend time with me and my wife and my daughter.
23:23I haven't seen her since my release.
23:25My mom knows about Megan.
23:28Hey, Megan, how you doing?
23:29Hey.
23:30Oh, my gosh.
23:31You're Mike's mom.
23:33Yes, I am.
23:34Mike's mom.
23:35Megan's supposed to come down here today, and I really want to talk to my mom and give me some advice.
23:39But I really don't try to give her too much because I don't want her to be so in the middle with things.
23:45Pick up my grandbaby.
23:46He's got time.
23:57I'm going to see Michael in New York.
23:59I call my dad and I tell him everything that happened with Michael.
24:03And he just basically gave me some real talk about how I chose this life.
24:08And, like, I told you so, but, like, I love him.
24:12And I want to meet Aviana.
24:14It's been a long time coming.
24:16Come look!
24:17Man, I throw my pole out here so quick.
24:20Gives me a catfish.
24:21Right now we're doing pretty good, Michael and I.
24:24I'm really trying to work on communication, talking to each other about everything that's going on, what we think we could change to be better.
24:30We're going to go over the park.
24:34We good, pretty girl.
24:35I'm really excited for his mom to be here.
24:38I haven't decided how I'm going to tell them about me being pregnant.
24:44I'm just waiting for the right time.
24:46I know you're still in the process of the marriage life.
24:50But look here, pretend.
24:52Eventually, you've got to slow your roll down with the other females.
24:57And work this focus on y'all, for Aviana's sake.
25:01And for y'all vile's sake.
25:04I don't think he's in love with Megan, so he has no choice but to let that girl know what's up.
25:08Because you're going to lose a wife and a daughter for someone else.
25:13She had to go.
25:15Really, personally, like, I'm just trying to figure everything out.
25:18You know, I love Sarah.
25:20I've been with her for six years, on and off.
25:22And I think I'm at the phase to where, like, I make a lot of excuses for why I do what I do.
25:29And...
25:30I agree.
25:31I don't...
25:32My intentions never be to hurt her.
25:33Like, sometimes she may feel like I hurt her on purpose.
25:37You think she the one for me?
25:38Yes, I do.
25:39My mom gave me some advice.
25:41Basically, like, secure home.
25:42Try your best to make it work with your wife.
25:45I was taken back because when she really, really care or concerned about something, she always put me to the side.
25:51So for her to do that, you know, it meant a lot to me.
25:54You know, I got locked up at 15.
25:56Yes, right.
25:57So I missed five years.
25:58I missed my teenage years.
25:59Now I feel like I'm out.
26:01And I have to be more grounded when I'm still, like, trying to explore everything.
26:08I'll tell you, you're not going to ever get that back.
26:12What you missed when you were gone since you've been 15.
26:16Now we got a family now.
26:17You see what I'm saying?
26:18Right.
26:19Being in prison, I lost some of my life.
26:22I'm 26 right now, and I ain't never planned on getting married until I was about 32.
26:27Simply because, like, I love women.
26:30I'm infatuated with women.
26:32But at the end of the day, I'm not trying to be a player.
26:35I know that I need to take my marriage serious.
26:38Sarah, she's there all the time for you no matter what.
26:42She did everything.
26:43But you make sure you don't have to worry about no food, no teeth, no nothing.
26:47Nobody else was out here trying to help Johnny do that for you.
26:50I'm dead serious.
26:52You have got to pull this together.
26:54All ties got to get cut and focus on your wife and your daughter.
27:00Understand?
27:01I've been planning on cutting ties.
27:03I'm now planning on just ending with Vegas today.
27:06And I got to go to my PO to make sure I'm good.
27:10That's good.
27:11That's a positive thing.
27:12It's time to do the right thing.
27:13Go on ahead of your business like you know what you do.
27:16Right.
27:17Supposed to be picking up Megan from the airport today.
27:20I do love her.
27:21But I plan on just being real with her.
27:25Letting her know and just ending what we got going on.
27:28I know it ain't gonna be easy.
27:30Just be the man that I know that you are born to be.
27:33Okay?
27:43Thank you for holding.
27:44Is this Caitlin?
27:45Yes, it is.
27:48Oh, thanks for calling me back.
27:50This is your home.
27:51That's .
27:53So I was just calling about the situation with your mom.
27:58Okay.
28:00Well, usually we just have her on a cop with a blanket over her.
28:06So it'd be just, you know, if you said anyone would be seen when they come to the viewing.
28:10This last weekend, I got a call from my aunt and my mom passed away in her sleep unexpectedly.
28:21She complained about a headache the night that she passed.
28:23She went.
28:24She laid down.
28:25She didn't wake back up.
28:26She didn't have cancer or anything like that.
28:27She had headaches.
28:28She went to bed and didn't wake up.
28:29Nobody sees that coming.
28:30One way or another, I will get back to you.
28:37Okay.
28:38Sounds good.
28:39And in the last three years, I've lost mom, dad, grandma, grandpa.
28:52She was watching people die.
28:53I feel like an orphan.
28:54I don't know.
28:55I don't know.
28:56I don't know.
28:57I heard stories about how she was a great mom until I was three.
29:03And then it was drugs.
29:05It was a lifestyle.
29:07And that came first.
29:09And regardless of how my relationship was with her throughout the years, like, it's just
29:22really crappy.
29:24I could have chosen to work on the relationship.
29:28But when she wasn't supportive of my relationship and Matt, I chose Matt.
29:34You know, I thought that she'd be able to see, you know, how important he is to me.
29:39But ultimately, you know, my mom told me I'm not comfortable with him coming around the house.
29:43And you need to go elsewhere.
29:45Where does she get off saying anything like that?
29:50Last time I saw her, I was an ass.
29:52And, you know, she was kind of trying to push for some sort of reconciliation and told her
30:02it would happen.
30:03But when I was ready, we have a history and we're working on reestablishing a relationship.
30:14And consequently, we get the ups and downs.
30:17I just keep working, trying to let her know that regardless of what she chooses to do, that
30:21I'll still be her mom.
30:22It's very important that she knows how much I love her.
30:27And that I'm there for her, regardless of what she wants from me.
30:31You guys look cute together.
30:32Hey.
30:33Look at this.
30:34What's going on for you?
30:35Look at her.
30:36Say hi.
30:37How are you going?
30:38That's really trying.
30:39I think as soon as I got the call that my mom passed, that was bigger than anything else
30:44that was going on.
30:45Say hi.
30:46How are you going?
30:47Say hi.
30:48Hey.
30:49How are you going?
30:50That's really trying.
30:52I think as soon as I got the call that my mom passed, that was bigger than anything else
30:58that was going on.
30:59Say hi.
31:00Hey.
31:01How are you going?
31:02Right there.
31:03Sparkles.
31:04Sparkles.
31:05Hey.
31:06Hey.
31:07Are you okay?
31:08He just told me that the guy from the funeral home, he's like, dude, you can come see her.
31:18It sucks I didn't get a chance to meet her more and let her get to know me.
31:32And I know they had a rough relationship until the end of the day with her mom.
31:35She wanted a relationship with her mom, you know?
31:37She wanted to feel loved.
31:39I think she maybe feels like she doesn't have the opportunity to ever get that.
31:43You know?
31:50I view Matt's family as maybe the family that I was missing growing up.
31:55And now that my mom died, Matt's all of the family that I have left.
32:00Wow.
32:01You look amazing.
32:02They look so good.
32:03He really looks good.
32:04Like, totally different man.
32:05I feel nervous.
32:06I feel like a girl who I've been rocking with though.
32:07Hey.
32:08During my incarceration, me and Clint had talked about getting tattoos.
32:13Did I believe that Clint was going to get my name on him?
32:14Of course I did not believe that.
32:15But I wanted to surprise him one day and I decided I was going to get his name on my finger.
32:20And I wrote his name and then I drew the little heart on the dot of the eye.
32:25I had my bunkie used pen ink and shampoo.
32:30And a staple.
32:31So I got the name Clint on my finger and I emailed Clint.
32:34decided I was going to get his name on my finger and I wrote his name and then I
32:40drew the little heart on the dot of the eye I had my bunkie use pen ink and
32:45shampoo and a staple so I got the name Clint on my finger and I emailed Clint
32:52knowing I could get in trouble for getting a tattoo in prison and I
32:56straight up told him I got your name on me just a little way to prove my love
33:00for him that I got his name on my ring finger
33:13hi honey um I got something out back for you just paint me in the back parking lot
33:17oh my goodness got me a car I love it please so super cute but Liz was in
33:42prisons she said she wanted me to buy her car a bow on it it's so frustrating
33:47having to take out loans to pay for all this stuff for Lizzie but I come clean
33:52to Lizzie about being broke because I know Jasmine's gonna convince Lizzie to
33:55leave me you don't notice something else what come on what oh my look at your teeth wow you look
34:09amazing Lizzie didn't like my teeth so I got a new set of teeth because I had them fixed when Lizzie
34:15got out of prison and the first thing she did she knocked one of them out they look so good they
34:24look really great these teeth weren't that expensive but they are not permanent they're
34:29really uncomfortable a local dentist just did it real quick you look like my man like really you
34:35cleaned up so good I'm so surprised by Scott's new teeth like he really looks really really good
34:41like totally different man do you feel that I feel a lot better like before he looked like a
34:47homeless guy and now he looks like mr. GQ let's go for a drive thank you okay it's been over 10 years
34:59since I driven a car this is gonna be so much fun okay safety first I can only drive this car in the
35:04parking lot because my driver's license was revoked because I had eight DUIs but I am working on
35:11getting my driver's license it's a fast car it's a fast car do it go ahead do it
35:19okay okay yeah how do you like it I love this car I could not pass how much did you pay for it
35:28that's like saying how much you pay for the wedding ring or something well how much did you pay for the
35:31wedding ring I can't tell you that let's like ask his buddy how much they make a year I'm kind of torn
35:37because Jasmine wants me to be independent she thinks I do not need to be married to him it's way
35:44too soon she thinks that he is not the one for me like she is totally against this marriage but I think
35:51that marrying Scott is the right choice he could really give me a stable life I love it I do love it thank you
36:00no we've come so far yeah you guys have come a long way I literally mean a long way Michael had to meet with his PO but I had to stay with his family I just I hope he shows up doing everything in your power to help him and keep
36:30him on his positive mind locked up while you going to school and working and raising a child being your
36:37first child I commend you to the utmost for that sitting here with Carolyn I never told her that I'm
36:43pregnant because I didn't think that was kind of the right time and of course I want to tell Michael first
36:50I believe in you I know you're gonna work what you think oh I definitely think we're gonna work I will
36:57never walk up to Sarah and tell her what's gonna happen that's not I'm not even getting into that
37:02that's his job to do that until she comes to me and ask me something now that's a different story
37:06I'm in Rochester to visit Mike again the last time I saw Mike it wasn't the best ending to our like
37:27perfect day so I'm excited to see where we are right now
37:31I feel nervous not having to talk with my mind she put a lot of things into perspective for me
37:42I'm gonna let a girl who I've been rocking with for a little minute go to make it work with my daughter mom
37:48and I just been trying to contemplate on when I should say there's no telling what it happened
37:58when I see Megan I could fold it's like I got a good angel telling me that make stuff work with
38:05your daughter mom then I got a bad ain't you saying like you love her hey you was messing with her for a
38:16reason so when are you leaving her come to me and be like yo he's judgmental and he's disrespectful
38:25bitch like I'll your ass up bitch at the end of the day my number one goal is keeping Brittany out of
38:30prison all right I'll tell you something what she said she said man I didn't know that your boyfriend
38:40was so judgmental you know I don't deal well with that like bitch I'll just take off on your ass
38:48I feel disrespected to the point to where like I want to fight this bitch it makes me nervous like
38:53like I can't I'm pregnant Sasha I'm pregnant like I can't I don't want to I don't want to fight her
38:58like I don't want to hurt my baby you know and like nobody knows like I haven't told anybody I
39:02haven't even told Marcelino yet I haven't told it like I haven't told anybody I need her to keep
39:13my secret because I don't want to spoil my news about my pregnancy um this um okay go make yourself
39:21some food now I'll let her know that she has to go like right now I couldn't help but to tell
39:25Marcelino there was a problem she was she wasn't even invited it's okay for her to come in here and
39:31come to me and be like yo your dude is disrespectful as he's judgmental and he's disrespectful like
39:35bitch like I'll your ass up bitch she's got to go and even Amanda's weird ass too they both of them
39:41they got to go I want I want her out of here I'm being serious I'm like not okay Brittany is volatile
39:47whenever she says it's time for somebody to go there's time for somebody to go we're dealing
39:52with feelings I made it clear that we should just leave all those people behind and let's avoid all
39:57type of confrontation Brittany got a little bit upset or which girl had to say so I should probably
40:03just try to you know make an exit keep me separated keep me separated keep me separated yeah no it's
40:11time it's time to go yeah it's time to go I appreciate it thank you this has turned into a drama scene
40:16it's time to do her and I this is just too much too many people at the end of the day my number one
40:22goal is keeping Brittany out of prison she's not going to go back off with slapping some silly bitch
40:27over nothing before we go out yeah talk to me I just want to like make sure you know you're having your
40:37baby for the right reasons I won't lie I am a little bit nervous to tell Marcelino that I am
40:43pregnant I mean is it too soon to have a baby is it too soon to get married I just found out bunk
40:49like I just took the pregnancy test I found out and like you know I was just trying to like sort out
40:53emotions if I find out that Marcelino is not happy I would be absolutely devastated baby come here
41:02uh-oh I have something for you happy birthday baby
41:06hey
41:19I'm in Rochester to visit Mike again and I bought a one-way ticket so that means I can leave
41:42whenever I want I'm here to check this place out and hopefully I'll meet Mike's friends and family
41:55yeah miss me as much as I miss you I know
41:59I don't place in my mind and I'm gonna let her go
42:05but it's a difference because it's not placed in my heart
42:09most people say follow your heart and most people say follow your first instinct
42:13and it's easier said than done I ain't never been like in a situation like this
42:19I'm gonna tell you something
42:21what