Love Is Blind S07 E11
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00:00:00♪ There's a warning light on your love
00:00:06♪ A twisted story I've heard before
00:00:13♪♪♪
00:00:23What conversation did you have with Katie?
00:00:27What conversation did you have with Katie?
00:00:29Um...
00:00:31Just...
00:00:33You just don't know?
00:00:35I...
00:00:37We were just talking about shit that happened.
00:00:39Like what?
00:00:41Can you explain?
00:00:45You feel some type of way about it.
00:00:47Well, yeah, because my best friend in the whole wide world
00:00:49and my fiancé are talking,
00:00:51and you guys are giggling, having the best time of your life.
00:00:53It's annoying.
00:00:56It meant nothing to me.
00:00:58You said the person you need closure with is Katie.
00:01:00I didn't need closure. I didn't say that.
00:01:02That's what you said. What did you say?
00:01:04I didn't say I need closure.
00:01:06It said if there was someone I wanted to talk to, it would be Katie.
00:01:08So you got what you wanted.
00:01:10Right. I'm a man.
00:01:12So this is where I'm frustrated.
00:01:14I'll explain it.
00:01:16Katie, best fucking friend in the world.
00:01:18Today, when you tell me that Katie
00:01:20is someone that you're intrigued to see...
00:01:22I wasn't intrigued to see her.
00:01:25I wanted to have a conversation to ask,
00:01:27hey, the first three days, we ranked each other one.
00:01:29Why didn't I see you the fourth day?
00:01:31She said, you were some of the guys I dated in the past.
00:01:33Okay, I totally get it.
00:01:35I know you didn't want to see me.
00:01:37That's totally fine.
00:01:39I'm happy with Hannah, and that's that.
00:01:41Okay, that was just three seconds that you just explained,
00:01:43but why did you have a 40-minute conversation then?
00:01:45She's a cool girl.
00:01:47She's my best friend.
00:01:49That's your best friend in the world.
00:01:51Why don't you go and ask her what happened?
00:01:54Were you guys talking about how fucking fabulous I am,
00:01:56or were you fucking talking about your past relationships?
00:01:58Are we mature enough at this age?
00:02:00Are you mature enough, Nick?
00:02:02Because I taught you fucking everything that you fucking know.
00:02:04I turned you from a boy into a fucking man.
00:02:06You turned me into a boy to a man.
00:02:08I think you're literally the most fabulous person in the world.
00:02:10Literally, like, tonight, I was literally talking to Ashley
00:02:12about how, like, me and the pods...
00:02:14Let me explain the situation before you interrupt me.
00:02:16Me and Ashley had a conversation.
00:02:18I was literally talking to Ashley
00:02:20about how I don't show you enough of my fun side.
00:02:22I was a fun girl. I was so fun.
00:02:24Right.
00:02:26With you, there's no more fun.
00:02:28Like, I'm a fucking fun-ass person,
00:02:30and I haven't got to show you that
00:02:32because I've just been taking this so seriously,
00:02:34and I've been so stressed out.
00:02:36Like, even my parents said that, right?
00:02:38And so tonight, me and Ashley had a conversation.
00:02:40I was like, right, I need to show Nick my fun side.
00:02:42I love Nick.
00:02:44Tonight is the night where I show him how fun I can be,
00:02:46how great I can be, and we can have fun together, right?
00:02:48But then at the same point,
00:02:50my best friend told me how attractive you were.
00:02:52What does that have to do with me?
00:02:54Just let me explain.
00:02:56He's hot, Hannah. Like, I'm really into him.
00:02:58She said it three different times, right?
00:03:00What does that have to do with me, Hannah?
00:03:02And then in the same day, you said that you really wanted to talk to Katie.
00:03:04What does that have to do with me, Hannah?
00:03:06And then you two get together.
00:03:08I have no clue what the fuck you're saying.
00:03:10I have no clue what the conversation is, right?
00:03:12But to me, it hurts because it's like,
00:03:14that's my fiancée and my best friend.
00:03:16Like, that's, like, it hurts me.
00:03:18Like, who disrespects me like that?
00:03:20And is that a fiancée that disrespects me like that?
00:03:22So my question for you is, you're not secure in this.
00:03:24You don't trust me.
00:03:26That's really what it comes down to.
00:03:28It's not that I don't trust you. It's about respect.
00:03:30Do you trust me?
00:03:32I don't know if I don't trust you, but I don't know if I trust Katie.
00:03:34I don't even know why we're having this conversation, right?
00:03:36Like, I'm here with you.
00:03:38Like, I'm gonna get married to you.
00:03:40If you don't trust me...
00:03:42Do you understand my frustration, then?
00:03:44I really don't.
00:03:46Respect, Nick.
00:03:50I don't know. I'm going to bed.
00:03:54I respected you.
00:03:56I said, hey, like, Hannah and I are in a fantastic place.
00:03:58I can't wait to get married to you.
00:04:00Are we?
00:04:04If I can't have a conversation
00:04:06with one of your best friends,
00:04:08I guess you just don't trust us, then.
00:04:10No, I just want you to understand
00:04:12when I'm upset.
00:04:14I have no clue what you talked about, Nick.
00:04:16Do you understand that?
00:04:18That's not my fault that she came up to you five different times and said I was hot.
00:04:20I love you,
00:04:22and I'm giving my world to you.
00:04:24Like, oh, you talked to Katie for 40 minutes.
00:04:26Who gives a fuck?
00:04:28I do.
00:04:30I don't give a fuck, though.
00:04:32So you should listen to me.
00:04:34I'm into you, and I'm into this, right?
00:04:36So who gives a fuck what Katie thinks?
00:04:38I was so excited
00:04:40to show you, like, my fun side
00:04:42and have a fun night.
00:04:44Yeah, but who ruined that?
00:04:46It wasn't me.
00:04:48Look at my feet right now.
00:04:50They literally look psychotic.
00:04:52This is disgusting.
00:04:54I don't get it.
00:04:56It's exactly how it was in the pods.
00:04:58Oh, Nick's flirting with a bunch of women.
00:05:00Oh, he's Rico Suave.
00:05:02This is how the fuck I am.
00:05:04If I tell you I love you,
00:05:06bet.
00:05:08Okay, roll with it.
00:05:11I think I'm sorry for Bet.
00:05:13Bet, me too.
00:05:15I'm just pissed that
00:05:17some meaningless conversation
00:05:19that I had about one of your
00:05:21best friends, right?
00:05:23If that's one of your best friends,
00:05:25then why are you grilling me about it?
00:05:27Okay.
00:05:29Bet, that's exactly what I thought.
00:05:31Didn't do shit.
00:05:33I can't be myself, I guess.
00:05:35And I can't dress up, I guess.
00:05:37I guess I gotta look dumb.
00:05:39Okay.
00:05:45I realize the person I love,
00:05:47I'm a mature man.
00:05:49I don't know what I did wrong, so...
00:05:53Do you hear me, Hannah?
00:05:59Hannah, can you hear me?
00:06:05I think it's always good to communicate.
00:06:07What time is it right now?
00:06:09It's 1.30 in the morning.
00:06:11I think I just need to get some sleep.
00:06:13Then we can talk about it tomorrow.
00:06:15Before we go to sleep,
00:06:17is there something that
00:06:19you are mad at me for
00:06:21that I could have done better?
00:06:23No.
00:06:25Okay, that's all I needed to know.
00:06:27Because I felt like I did nothing wrong.
00:06:29I felt like I had a mature conversation with someone.
00:06:31I told them exactly how I felt about you.
00:06:33Hey.
00:06:35Okay, let's just go to sleep.
00:06:37Okay.
00:06:41Okay?
00:06:43Alright, like...
00:06:47Alright, well, that's that.
00:07:05I love you.
00:07:21Welcome to San Diego.
00:07:23Finally getting to show it around the hometown.
00:07:25I was expecting her to be
00:07:27pointing stuff out right now, but she's not.
00:07:29So, so far the tour has been a little...
00:07:31Mid.
00:07:35It's like what Taylor thought
00:07:37when she first saw me.
00:07:39Maybe a little more caffeine and some sleep
00:07:41will get a better tour.
00:07:43It's like we had a really easy night
00:07:45or something.
00:07:47I'm not even sure I remember what happened.
00:07:49Okay.
00:07:51We didn't sleep all night.
00:07:53I was crying a lot.
00:07:55We've talked at length, and he feels terrible.
00:07:57But, you know,
00:07:59his reaction to his ex
00:08:01really was a lot
00:08:03more friendly than I thought it would be.
00:08:05I actually didn't feel like shit.
00:08:07And I hate that this is
00:08:09a week out
00:08:11from our wedding.
00:08:13I know that Garrett and I really love each other
00:08:15and that we plan to
00:08:17go meet my parents and my family
00:08:19today, and that's something that's been
00:08:21so incredibly important for me.
00:08:23I'm trying my best to
00:08:25make sure that we table that
00:08:27and enjoy today.
00:08:29And they get to meet Garrett, and it's not marred by
00:08:31this thing that I don't think
00:08:33he did intentionally or maliciously.
00:08:35I'm really excited to go meet my parents.
00:08:37Yeah.
00:08:39They're gonna love Garrett.
00:08:41But what do we think of the neighborhood?
00:08:43Love it.
00:08:45I'd like today to be
00:08:47a happy day
00:08:49and something that is about
00:08:51celebrating us and what was
00:08:53like 12, 24 hours ago
00:08:55a happy and anticipated
00:08:57wedding, and now I'm
00:08:59not 100%.
00:09:01And I think that Garrett
00:09:03understands. I think he's being very
00:09:05patient, and
00:09:09I'm just kind of
00:09:13just really hurt.
00:09:15So Garrett was finally
00:09:17able to come meet my family
00:09:19and friends. They're all very wonderful.
00:09:21Everyone is a special character, and it's been
00:09:23a pleasure to meet all of you guys.
00:09:25And so I just want to show
00:09:27all the support and love
00:09:29that we got.
00:09:31They're real people.
00:09:33Taylor has a real family.
00:09:35I do indeed actually
00:09:37have a real family. I'm officially a Padres
00:09:39fan, so. Officially a Padres fan.
00:09:41That's kind of cool.
00:09:45Garrett got to see
00:09:47me potentially
00:09:49who would be the grandparents
00:09:51to his kids one day.
00:09:53It was perfect.
00:09:55I think they can see just like
00:09:57how happy I am and how
00:09:59deeply we've thought about it, and
00:10:01to be able to describe the experiment
00:10:03and all
00:10:05the value it's
00:10:07provided for two very logical people
00:10:09to like align their lives to
00:10:11be like partners was something
00:10:13that they were
00:10:15just as shocked as like we were.
00:10:17But I think
00:10:19trust me to make the best decision for myself
00:10:21and I think Garrett's
00:10:23the best decision for myself.
00:10:27And I'm glad you got to meet everyone today.
00:10:29Yeah.
00:10:31Looking forward to the wedding.
00:10:47I can't
00:10:49let Tyler get up on me.
00:10:51Never gonna let me
00:10:53hit the end of it.
00:10:55Don't run from me!
00:10:57Get off my arm!
00:10:59Maddie girl,
00:11:01drive that thing!
00:11:03Play the wind.
00:11:05Play, play, play the wind.
00:11:07It's a winning, it's a winning.
00:11:09We go and we play the wind.
00:11:11Play, play, play the wind.
00:11:15My hands and my arms.
00:11:17I feel like it was a workout.
00:11:19Yeah, but you strong.
00:11:21So I said let me see something.
00:11:23See?
00:11:25Feel it?
00:11:27Like a little kid.
00:11:29You know I said sorry many times.
00:11:31Sorry again.
00:11:33The shock has worn off.
00:11:35So then now I'm able to rationalize certain things
00:11:37and paint a picture for myself
00:11:39of what it would look like if
00:11:41the kids came in our lives
00:11:43in five years.
00:11:45Would I be okay with it?
00:11:47I feel like
00:11:49I want you in my life
00:11:51no matter what.
00:11:55It's not
00:11:57what I intended for myself
00:11:59it's worth the
00:12:01reward which is you.
00:12:05Try and get me.
00:12:07Not today.
00:12:09Really?
00:12:15That's what I've concluded.
00:12:17I like that conclusion.
00:12:21We're getting married.
00:12:23So I'll reach a little further.
00:12:25I'm a little higher.
00:12:27Now
00:12:29any more cats crawl out them bags now.
00:12:31I can't make no promises.
00:12:33Alright.
00:12:35Alright, this is your one
00:12:37little card. Alright, take it.
00:12:39No cats crawling out no bags.
00:12:41Okay, good.
00:12:43So I'll reach a little further.
00:12:45I'm a little higher.
00:12:49And it's all because of you.
00:12:53Want to try the batter?
00:12:55It has like raw egg in it.
00:12:57Babe, that whole
00:12:59raw egg thing is fine.
00:13:01They used to eat back in the day
00:13:03raw egg.
00:13:05But you can swallow a raw egg.
00:13:07People died from a paper cut.
00:13:09They didn't have paper to die from.
00:13:11Alright.
00:13:13Alright, first batch going in.
00:13:15We need to fill out our
00:13:17marriage license
00:13:19certificate.
00:13:21Go ahead, babe.
00:13:23Crazy.
00:13:25I feel like I need a pour of beer for this here.
00:13:27Why do you need a pour of beer for this?
00:13:29It's just a moment.
00:13:31Let's fill out your stuff first.
00:13:33Date of birth
00:13:35April
00:13:37Hold on.
00:13:41April what?
00:13:43Babe, hold on.
00:13:45It's April
00:13:473rd
00:13:491992.
00:13:51Why do I have to tell you this?
00:13:53Just confirm.
00:13:55Why are you making me feel like an asshole?
00:13:57We're about to have another moment here.
00:13:59What is your phone number?
00:14:01Do you even know what my name is?
00:14:03Darling.
00:14:05Let's focus.
00:14:07Married previously.
00:14:09Alright, babe.
00:14:11Here's the moment of truth.
00:14:13The moment of truth?
00:14:15Wait.
00:14:17Do you have any...
00:14:19No reservations.
00:14:21You want to hit the next button together?
00:14:23Where do I click?
00:14:25Not right here.
00:14:271, 2, 3.
00:14:29There you go.
00:14:31There it is.
00:14:33We're getting married, baby.
00:14:35We're getting married.
00:14:38And now?
00:14:40When's this gonna end?
00:14:44See you there, babe.
00:14:47Best of luck.
00:14:51I don't deserve to be my friends.
00:14:53You're lucky, Nick.
00:14:55I worked hard.
00:14:57You turned me from a boyfriend to a man?
00:14:59Do you think we resolved the issue?
00:15:01I think we resolved the issue.
00:15:03Sometimes I come across flirty,
00:15:05So it's been an adjustment trying to, you know, change for you, work on that.
00:15:11So you're trying to change your flirtation for me?
00:15:13I'm trying to change my personality for you, yeah.
00:15:15So by me asking you not to flirt with other women, I'm changing your personality?
00:15:18I wasn't flirting, but that's what it came across to you.
00:15:22In this experiment, sometimes you have tests, and it was a test that I think that you failed.
00:15:26I didn't even get a D? I failed?
00:15:30As long as you don't fail again.
00:15:32Well, that's what I'm, you know, I don't want to fail you. Hopefully I don't fail this.
00:15:36Well, sit your neck.
00:15:38You're supposed to have confidence in me.
00:15:40I have confidence in you, Nick.
00:15:42There you go. That's all I needed.
00:15:43Hello!
00:15:44What's up, guys?
00:15:45Hi!
00:15:47How are you?
00:15:48What's up, Hannah?
00:15:49Nice to meet you.
00:15:50Nice to meet you.
00:15:51It's so nice to meet you.
00:15:53I got the hot seat over here.
00:15:55I feel like I haven't seen you in forever.
00:15:56You haven't?
00:15:57It's been so long.
00:15:58Did you imagine me getting married?
00:16:00I mean, I can imagine you getting married, but, like, not, I didn't, this is, like, just very different.
00:16:05Tell us about you. What, like, what do you like to do?
00:16:07So, I grew up playing a bunch of sports. My whole family, like, loves sports.
00:16:11I played college football, a little bit pro. Now I'm in real estate.
00:16:15Women were never a priority to me. I was always doing work or football.
00:16:20Since it's never been a priority, like, what makes you, like, want to go through with this now?
00:16:24It's the right time in my life. I was really invested in football.
00:16:27I gave everything to that. After that, you know, I had realized exactly what I want to do with my life
00:16:33and that I want to start a family and I want to get married.
00:16:36Beforehand, I never loved anyone before.
00:16:39I think when you meet the right person, you kind of know.
00:16:41You think you're ready to marry me?
00:16:43I think so. Yeah.
00:16:45Do you think you're ready?
00:16:46I think so.
00:16:48What do you think?
00:16:49Do you think you're ready to marry me?
00:16:51I do want to marry you. I would love to marry you.
00:16:54Sometimes I just, like, question things. It makes me think if we should get married.
00:16:58Do you know what I mean?
00:16:59I have some flaws that I have to work on.
00:17:01It doesn't mean I'm not ready for marriage. It doesn't mean I don't love you.
00:17:04But we've had a couple of situations where I felt like the conversation was harmless.
00:17:10And from your perspective, it was a little more than that.
00:17:14I know that a fault sometimes is that I am a little bit too direct.
00:17:18And sometimes it can come off as, like, malicious or rude.
00:17:20But, like, when you know me, you know that's actually coming from the most kind place of heart.
00:17:24Well, and the truth hurts sometimes.
00:17:26The truth does hurt sometimes.
00:17:28I'm a truth teller, baby.
00:17:30Until, like, they have it. Thank you.
00:17:32So, basically, like, Nick went to go ride this, like, duck.
00:17:34And I was like, that's going to give me the ick, Nick.
00:17:36But, like, I'm going to start calling you, like, freaking icky-nicky.
00:17:38But go ride the freaking duck.
00:17:40And he went over to ride it.
00:17:42It looked cool.
00:17:43And then some, like, woman gets on there with him.
00:17:45And then the woman, like, looks at me.
00:17:47And she's like, oh, look. Look at your girl.
00:17:49She's so jealous.
00:17:51And I was like, and then Nick was like, oh, so funny.
00:17:53And I was like, uh.
00:17:55Oh, yeah. See, I wouldn't have thought that was funny.
00:17:57It wasn't funny, Audrey.
00:17:59I wouldn't have thought it was funny.
00:18:01It's tough for me because I feel like I'm having to change a lot about the type of man I am.
00:18:05And now it's like, well, damn, like, maybe, you know, I'm not mature enough, right?
00:18:11Which I think I am for a marriage.
00:18:13I'm questioning myself now.
00:18:15You think I'm trying to change you and I don't want to change you?
00:18:17I think when you're marrying someone, there are changes you make because it's a different dynamic in life.
00:18:21Being flirtatious and things is how you are, right?
00:18:23But then when you have someone else in your life, you have someone else to consider constantly.
00:18:27But if you can't do that, don't make me feel like you can and then you don't.
00:18:31That's not what you were saying last night.
00:18:33What did I say last night?
00:18:35I'd never want to share anything that you don't ever feel comfortable sharing.
00:18:37But, like, you can share how you felt if you'd like.
00:18:39Go ahead. You got the floor.
00:18:41I think sometimes he's not honest and upfront with me because I think that he thinks that if he is honest and upfront with me and that he's not ready for this, then I won't be in his life anymore because I think we do love each other.
00:18:57But if he chooses not to say yes to me, then we will not be together anymore.
00:19:03How do you feel about that statement?
00:19:05What I told you last night, like, you have questions about my maturity, social awareness, if I can take care of you, if I can take care of Luna, if I can live in your space with you, like, how are our routines going to mesh?
00:19:17Am I able to change my past ways for this relationship?
00:19:21Like, those are just six right off the bat that are huge reservations, right?
00:19:25But those are easy fixes.
00:19:29Walking the dog, that's pretty easy.
00:19:31For sure.
00:19:32Then do it.
00:19:33The things that she's saying are just actions.
00:19:36They're not who you are.
00:19:38They're just changing your routine and what you're used to doing to be in a relationship instead of being single.
00:19:45And I'm willing to take on all of those risks and challenges.
00:19:49That's a risky challenge.
00:19:50What?
00:19:51To have characteristics to be in a relationship.
00:19:53No, I'm willing to do this for you.
00:19:55Yeah.
00:19:56No doubt.
00:19:57I'm not asking you to change who you are.
00:19:58I just don't want these to linger on.
00:19:59I'm not asking you to be a different person.
00:20:00I'm asking you to respect me.
00:20:01I'm asking you to be not flirtatious.
00:20:03But I feel like I do respect you.
00:20:05To do the things that I do as well.
00:20:06Yeah.
00:20:07I'm not asking you to change your personality, to change what you like to do or your hobbies.
00:20:12That's not what I'm asking for.
00:20:13I'm asking for very small things that to you are huge.
00:20:16You know what I mean?
00:20:17You're saying these challenges and these whatever.
00:20:19It sounds to you like it's a lot and it's a lot of work and it's all this stuff when it's really not.
00:20:26It's really simple, easy things.
00:20:29Respect me.
00:20:30Walk the dog.
00:20:31Pick up around the house.
00:20:32You're acting like this is a huge thing you have to change and do and it's not.
00:20:41I don't think it's a huge thing I need to change and I'm willing to do that.
00:20:44It's so hard for you to get there then.
00:20:47Yeah, so that's what I was going to say to you.
00:20:49You say that it's not a huge thing but then you're like I have doubts about getting married because of the six things that you named off.
00:20:58She doesn't want you to change who you are.
00:21:03I love you so much and I never questioned your love for me.
00:21:05Ever.
00:21:06I think the only thing I'd question is if you're ready to be able to fully commit to me to marry me and be the husband that I deserve.
00:21:13Do you know what I mean?
00:21:28I hear my mother.
00:21:31Hi.
00:21:32Hi mom.
00:21:33Good to see you.
00:21:34Good to see you too.
00:21:37Have a seat.
00:21:38Join us.
00:21:41So is traffic usually this crappy on a Saturday?
00:21:45It's DC.
00:21:46Oh my gosh.
00:21:47It never shuts down.
00:21:48It's always bad.
00:21:49We're going to go try on some dresses tomorrow.
00:21:51Oh my gosh.
00:21:52Are you ready to see me in a wedding dress?
00:21:55I was like I think my parents are going to support me but if they don't, I don't know if I'm going to do this.
00:22:03It wouldn't be my wedding without you guys there.
00:22:06You know everybody jumps to the worst case scenario and I had to pull your dad back from the ledge and say you know they're not our children anymore.
00:22:15They're adults and they're inviting us into this craziness and wanting us to be a part of it.
00:22:23So you know, chill out.
00:22:28Mom.
00:22:29Mm-hmm.
00:22:30Mom.
00:22:31Oh my gosh.
00:22:35I'm so sorry.
00:22:36It's okay.
00:22:37It's okay.
00:22:38It's okay.
00:22:39It's okay.
00:22:40It's okay.
00:22:41It's okay.
00:22:42It's okay.
00:22:43It's okay.
00:22:45You can think about it intellectually that you're compatible but you know sometimes you have to just feel it.
00:22:55I know.
00:22:56And mom I feel it.
00:22:57I really do.
00:23:00I know I'm not my person.
00:23:01Welcome to the family.
00:23:03Cheers.
00:23:04Cheers.
00:23:05I'm sure you don't want to run.
00:23:06Run.
00:23:07You're fat.
00:23:08You and dad told him to run.
00:23:10I'm very excited to be a part of the family as long as I'm here.
00:23:12I love you.
00:23:13I love you.
00:23:14I love you.
00:23:29Today's the day like we get to try on wedding dresses and you like, what did you write?
00:23:33You wrote a speech?
00:23:34Well I wanted to know what I was going to say to you when you got the dress of your dreams.
00:23:40You know, this is a big day between a mom and daughter,
00:23:42and I want it to be special.
00:23:44Yeah, it is supposed to be a special day.
00:23:49But it's like, for me,
00:23:50it's like Nick doesn't match me intellectually.
00:23:52Nick doesn't match my humor.
00:23:54She doesn't match me creatively.
00:23:56He doesn't match me financially.
00:23:57He doesn't match me, like, anywhere.
00:24:01And him meeting my friends yesterday,
00:24:04they did not like him.
00:24:06None of that matters if you love each other.
00:24:09None of that matters.
00:24:12I do love him.
00:24:13I think that's why I'm still here.
00:24:15It's just, I guess it's just like you think, like,
00:24:18you can see what it could be,
00:24:19and you want it to work so freaking bad.
00:24:22I know.
00:24:22It's just, I feel like I'm teaching him how to love,
00:24:25and I'm teaching him how to be in a relationship,
00:24:26and that's not very fair to me.
00:24:28If you want to marry someone,
00:24:30you know you want to marry them.
00:24:31There's not a question.
00:24:32Yeah.
00:24:33It was nice seeing you have someone and be happy.
00:24:35Like, we want what makes you happy.
00:24:37We want you to be happy,
00:24:39and not sway your decision by what we think at all.
00:24:41It's totally your decision.
00:24:43Yeah.
00:24:48I think Nick's about to be here.
00:24:51I love you.
00:24:52Yeah.
00:25:02♪ We're burning in love ♪
00:25:06♪ The shower and the crown ♪
00:25:09Oh, my God, look at the dresses.
00:25:12Ah.
00:25:13This is crazy.
00:25:15I'm obsessed.
00:25:16♪ Yeah, we do it like whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa ♪
00:25:19We about to get fitted, suited and booted.
00:25:22Gentlemen.
00:25:23This guy is nice as hell.
00:25:24It's Brandon.
00:25:25Brandon.
00:25:26Hey, what's up, man?
00:25:27Call me, man.
00:25:28All right.
00:25:28Yes, sir.
00:25:29Yes, sir.
00:25:30Oh!
00:25:31Who's ready to try on some suits?
00:25:33Me.
00:25:37Hannah's not here?
00:25:38On purpose?
00:25:40I think on purpose.
00:25:42Yeah.
00:25:43I talked to her yesterday about the friend meeting,
00:25:46and I don't think it went that well.
00:25:48Her friends.
00:25:49I don't know if she's,
00:25:50I asked her if she's called off the wedding,
00:25:52and she hasn't said so.
00:25:54Hi.
00:25:55Hi.
00:25:57Am I interrupting?
00:25:58No, never.
00:26:02We were just talking about one of the girls,
00:26:03Hannah, who's not here today.
00:26:05Hannah and Nick?
00:26:06Yes.
00:26:07Hannah's friends might've helped her come to a conclusion
00:26:09about what she wants to do with the relationship,
00:26:11but she hasn't confirmed that yet.
00:26:14Well, I'm sorry I came in on that note,
00:26:15but I am gonna say let's flip it around,
00:26:19because we are here for your dress shopping.
00:26:22You guys have one week until your wedding days.
00:26:28Let me start with you, Taylor.
00:26:29Who did you bring with you today?
00:26:31So I brought my mom.
00:26:33Hi, mom.
00:26:34And then I brought my cousin, Cheryl.
00:26:36Hey, Cheryl, nice to meet you both.
00:26:38What was your first impression of Garrett?
00:26:40That's not her type.
00:26:41Like how he looks?
00:26:43Correct.
00:26:44But when he would talk and look at her and say things,
00:26:47it was like, oh, he really loves her.
00:26:50Would you agree that he's not the type you normally go for?
00:26:52Yes.
00:26:54Isn't that fascinating?
00:26:56It is, but that's the whole point of this experiment.
00:27:00I think he's like the hottest guy in the world.
00:27:01So you definitely think love is blind?
00:27:03It is.
00:27:06Marissa, who did you bring with you today?
00:27:07I brought my mom and my best friend from high school,
00:27:10Brenda.
00:27:11Nice to meet you.
00:27:13She's always, you know, wanted to find love, true love.
00:27:18Someone with a big heart as big as hers.
00:27:20And I feel like meeting Ramses, he has the biggest heart.
00:27:25And I am so glad that she found someone completely different.
00:27:28I feel like that's what she needed.
00:27:30And I feel like both of them together,
00:27:32they will be one and done.
00:27:35This is the first and only wedding for her.
00:27:38Yes.
00:27:38She makes me cry.
00:27:42And she just deserves this so much.
00:27:45Hi, mom.
00:27:46How are you feeling?
00:27:47Yeah, good, I guess.
00:27:49He's just more hippie, like-
00:27:53More creative.
00:27:53Yeah, I don't know.
00:27:55Not hyper-masculine.
00:27:57He's perfect.
00:27:58No, not at all.
00:27:59I mean, Marissa's gonna do what she wants to do, so.
00:28:02I've already made my threats to him, so you know where.
00:28:04She has.
00:28:05I told him I'd cut his balls off.
00:28:12If he did what?
00:28:13If he hurt her.
00:28:15Cause she's such a good soul.
00:28:16She's a good person.
00:28:18But I'm confident that she's made the right decision.
00:28:22I mean, he seems okay.
00:28:24I don't know, I'm getting hot.
00:28:28All right, Ashley, who'd you bring with you today?
00:28:31My mom and my god sister, Brittany.
00:28:33Nice to meet you.
00:28:34I actually feel like I've known Tyler for a very long time.
00:28:39What a great guy.
00:28:40I love that.
00:28:41I'm so happy.
00:28:42I'm very happy for her.
00:28:45I'm excited for you,
00:28:47and to have your moms here with you is so special.
00:28:51Here we are at your tux fitting, your suit fitting.
00:28:54And this is not, I mean, it's a suit, right?
00:28:55But it's more than just a suit.
00:28:57It's also a reflection of who you are,
00:29:00your personality, your style.
00:29:02It's a reflection of the love and commitment
00:29:04you have for your fiance.
00:29:06So this is a big, big day, fellas.
00:29:08I want you to appreciate that, but have fun with it.
00:29:11So I wanna take a minute just to kind of get to know
00:29:14who you guys have with you.
00:29:15I'm gonna go ahead and get you guys started.
00:29:17Take a minute just to kind of get to know
00:29:19who you guys have with you.
00:29:20Tyler, let's start with you.
00:29:21Who you got?
00:29:22I got my buddy Jake right here.
00:29:24That's my friend Tayvon,
00:29:25and he's been in my life since we were 17.
00:29:27So I have my doubts.
00:29:28I know Ty pretty well,
00:29:30but whatever went into those pods clearly worked.
00:29:34And he was talking about Ashley.
00:29:36She goes, and yeah,
00:29:37she's the greatest girl in the whole world.
00:29:38And I'll say, well, huh?
00:29:40What did you just say?
00:29:40He goes, oh, I don't know.
00:29:42They must be putting something in my food.
00:29:45Like, I don't know what's going on, man, but I'm in love.
00:29:48And once he said that, I was like, oh, this is for real.
00:29:51Yeah.
00:29:52You know, I'm excited for you.
00:29:53I'm excited for you.
00:29:55Garrett, how you feeling, bud?
00:29:56I'm good, man.
00:29:57Who you got with you today?
00:29:58We got Trevor and Brandon.
00:29:59These are like my two,
00:30:00two of my best friends from high school.
00:30:01Any thoughts?
00:30:02Have you had a chance to meet Taylor?
00:30:04Yeah, I did.
00:30:05Yeah, she's great.
00:30:06She seems like somebody that's gonna be able to,
00:30:08you know, keep up with this maniac.
00:30:11Garrett's a very efficient and targeted
00:30:13and focused person.
00:30:15If he's willing to, you know,
00:30:16open up his life to someone else,
00:30:18then that's it.
00:30:19That's the decision.
00:30:20So it sounds like you trust his instincts.
00:30:22Yeah, 100%.
00:30:23Bram, just who you got with you, man?
00:30:24Got my friend, David.
00:30:26He's like a brother to me.
00:30:28Known him for over 10 years.
00:30:30We've been through a lot in life, really similar journeys.
00:30:33He's someone who I feel just really understands me.
00:30:37One of the things that stuck with me
00:30:38about our initial meeting was you saying
00:30:41you were perceived a certain way in the dating world.
00:30:42Do you feel like because of the uniqueness
00:30:45of this experience that you were finally able
00:30:47to be seen for who you truly are?
00:30:49Yeah, with Marissa, every time I see her,
00:30:51like any doubts or any just concerns I may have,
00:30:54everything just melts away.
00:30:56And every day I'm learning and growing with her.
00:30:59Literally this morning I told her,
00:31:00it's like I feel like every day
00:31:01I'm just falling more in love with you
00:31:02because I'm just discovering these little details
00:31:05here and there.
00:31:06I'm just excited to be on the altar
00:31:08and seeing her walking down the aisle.
00:31:10To look into the three of your eyes today
00:31:12and see the joy, the passion, the love you clearly all feel,
00:31:17it's very cool for me.
00:31:19I wanna say congrats to all of you on being here.
00:31:22And like I said earlier, pretty soon
00:31:26you're gonna be standing there at that altar
00:31:28looking into the eyes of your beautiful bride.
00:31:31And in that moment, you'll have to make
00:31:33the most important decision of your life.
00:31:36Do you say I do to the person you fell in love with
00:31:39sight unseen?
00:31:40Or will you walk away from him forever?
00:31:44Is love truly blind?
00:31:48We hope it is.
00:31:50Cheers to you all finding the dress
00:31:53that you will get married in
00:31:54and start the journey for the rest of your life.
00:31:57I'm so happy for you.
00:31:58Yay!
00:31:59♪ It's here, it's here, it's now, it's now, it's now ♪
00:32:03Hell yeah.
00:32:04Appreciate y'all boys coming.
00:32:05I'm glad you guys are here right now.
00:32:10I feel like I can say anything to Ashley.
00:32:11She knows insecurities, vulnerabilities.
00:32:13I've cried.
00:32:14She's taken me like as I am.
00:32:16I don't have to put on this tough face all the time.
00:32:18I can show emotions.
00:32:19I'm excited for you.
00:32:21See?
00:32:22Look at the camera, dog.
00:32:23Look, he's getting emotional, look.
00:32:26You better not.
00:32:27You gotta take a walk.
00:32:29Lil, come on, man.
00:32:31You good.
00:32:32It's been a long time coming, cool.
00:32:34Relax.
00:32:35You know, you grew up in a different city.
00:32:37This is crazy.
00:32:39We never get to see Tyler like this.
00:32:43You be all right, man.
00:32:44If she got you like this, oh my God.
00:32:47You good, bro?
00:32:48Yeah, I'm good.
00:32:49It's like, this is like, it's not like a sad cry.
00:32:51It's a happy cry.
00:32:52♪ I'll be yours till the end of time ♪
00:33:02Oh.
00:33:04Oh, Ashley.
00:33:05Ashley.
00:33:12Princess Ashley.
00:33:14How do you feel in it?
00:33:15I like it.
00:33:16I'm just wondering if it's like, too much.
00:33:19You can never do too much on your wedding day.
00:33:21Look at that.
00:33:24It's good.
00:33:25I love how you get the veil really out of the way.
00:33:29Oh, it's all a shit.
00:33:32Oh, the veil.
00:33:36Oh.
00:33:38I just feel like...
00:33:40I knew you'd get here, girl.
00:33:42At some point.
00:33:42At some point.
00:33:46It was a time where I didn't feel that way, so.
00:33:48Yeah.
00:33:49I knew you would get there.
00:33:51I want to try on the other one
00:33:52to see if I'm sold on this dress.
00:33:54Have a good feeling about this one.
00:33:56Uh-oh.
00:34:03You good, Gwen?
00:34:06I like the way it fits on you.
00:34:12Like, I feel like this is how it's supposed to feel
00:34:13when you do it.
00:34:14Like, I really like the other one,
00:34:15but like, this is like, yeah.
00:34:21Oh, yeah.
00:34:22It is beautiful.
00:34:23It is.
00:34:24She's so beautiful.
00:34:25Such a beautiful girl.
00:34:26She's Barbie.
00:34:28You think that?
00:34:29Holy shit, yeah.
00:34:30Yeah.
00:34:32Oh, you look beautiful, princess.
00:34:36Just like you always imagined.
00:34:37You look amazing.
00:34:39Tyler's so lucky.
00:34:40You look, you look, I mean.
00:34:42You look like a bride.
00:34:43He certainly is lucky.
00:34:45Can you imagine Tyler standing beside you now?
00:34:48Yeah.
00:34:51Can.
00:34:57Yeah.
00:34:58You look like you're about to go down the aisle right now,
00:35:00to be honest with you.
00:35:01You look perfect.
00:35:04You're supposed to, like, not be crying.
00:35:06I'm starting to be more emotional.
00:35:09It was really dark days.
00:35:13In past situations where you start to feel undeserving.
00:35:18So to be here now and to know that someone chose me
00:35:21without anything else is just a very overwhelming feeling.
00:35:28But I'm like, really, really happy.
00:35:29So I love that for me.
00:35:31Yeah.
00:35:35Oh, let me give him a hug.
00:35:36Yeah.
00:35:37I love you too, I love you too.
00:35:47So you ready to get fitted for a tuxedo?
00:35:49Yes, sir.
00:35:50When's the last time you wore a tuxedo?
00:35:51I was actually married once before,
00:35:53but I feel like maybe I filled in a little bit,
00:35:56tiny bit since then.
00:35:57Let me take a couple measurements.
00:35:59Go for it.
00:36:00All righty.
00:36:02Got some long arms too.
00:36:04Where do you wear your pants?
00:36:05About right here?
00:36:06Yeah, that's perfect.
00:36:06That's perfect, yeah.
00:36:07Now listen, so you like your sock to show.
00:36:09Just a little bit, yeah.
00:36:10You know, there's a term for that.
00:36:12It's called ankle cleavage.
00:36:13Ankle cleavage?
00:36:15Ankle cleavage.
00:36:15Okay, we want to show a little ankle cleavage.
00:36:16Little, little, little?
00:36:17Yeah.
00:36:18Okay, so I'm going to put this here.
00:36:19I support ankle cleavage.
00:36:20I support some ankle cleavage.
00:36:20Okay.
00:36:21Second time around.
00:36:22Second time around, yeah.
00:36:24I've learned from all the ways
00:36:26that maybe I wasn't the best husband
00:36:27in my first marriage.
00:36:29Right.
00:36:30I feel so confident in Marissa.
00:36:31It's just like, we got this.
00:36:33Like, you know what I'm saying?
00:36:34We really do just have such a great connection,
00:36:38such a great just bond.
00:36:41I really do feel like we can overcome anything, so.
00:36:43Okay, you're doing it.
00:36:45I'm very excited.
00:36:47Yeah.
00:36:47This is beautiful.
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49This is beautiful.
00:36:50It's amazing.
00:36:51It's amazing.
00:36:52It's amazing.
00:36:52It's amazing.
00:36:53It's amazing.
00:36:54It's amazing.
00:36:55It's amazing.
00:36:56It's amazing.
00:36:57Oh my God, a little princess.
00:36:59It's very princessy.
00:37:00I don't even know how to feel about it.
00:37:03It's definitely very beautiful.
00:37:05I feel like it looks too girly,
00:37:11if that makes sense.
00:37:12Yeah, it does.
00:37:13Like, too little girly.
00:37:15Yeah.
00:37:16It's not, like, sophisticated.
00:37:17Yeah.
00:37:19So, I actually think it's so pretty.
00:37:22This is Marissa as a little girl
00:37:24with her tutus and her little clogged shoes,
00:37:27parading around with her little clickety-clackety
00:37:30because she wanted to be the princess.
00:37:32And I know y'all see her one way,
00:37:34but this is the Marissa I see in her fairytale dress
00:37:38and her little girly girl
00:37:40wearing that little tutu dress.
00:37:41It is.
00:37:43And that's probably why it's not the dress,
00:37:44because she's not the little girly girl.
00:37:46Yeah, I know.
00:37:46She's a woman.
00:37:47But I see why she picked it.
00:37:49Yeah.
00:37:49Well, it's obviously you don't love it, Mama.
00:37:52I don't.
00:37:53Next.
00:37:54All right.
00:37:56How are you feeling?
00:37:57How are you feeling that your, like,
00:37:59high school friend is married?
00:38:01I'm excited for her.
00:38:02You know, all the guys that she's overdated are...
00:38:05So, it's nice that she's finally...
00:38:07He does.
00:38:08He even, like, she called him today for something
00:38:10and he, like, got it to Taylor really quick.
00:38:13And he, like, hurried up, went and did.
00:38:15She says, if you can't, you can't, you can.
00:38:17And he just dropped everything and did it for her.
00:38:19And, you know, it was just, he seems really genuine.
00:38:22All right, guys, I'm coming out.
00:38:24Okay.
00:38:28Oh, wow.
00:38:30Yes.
00:38:30Yes.
00:38:32I'm already crying.
00:38:34I love it, Mama.
00:38:35Oh, wow.
00:38:38Your booty looks poppin'.
00:38:40It fits so good.
00:38:42It does.
00:38:42I do, I love it.
00:38:44It does fit beautifully, Mama.
00:38:47You actually like it?
00:38:48I love it.
00:38:55I'm such a crybaby.
00:39:05It's okay, Mama.
00:39:10I think I would like it some up-do fashion.
00:39:13It looks beautiful up and it shows your face.
00:39:15Yeah.
00:39:16That looks perfect.
00:39:17Look, look.
00:39:18Yeah.
00:39:19Yeah.
00:39:19Oh, wow, Marissa.
00:39:20There you go.
00:39:22Beautiful.
00:39:25You look absolutely stunning.
00:39:27Okay, no, this is, this is perfect.
00:39:30Wow.
00:39:33It's the one.
00:39:35Yeah, it's the one.
00:39:35Okay.
00:39:36Yeah, I-
00:39:37You look stunning.
00:39:38Look at her, she's just beaming.
00:39:39You're glowing.
00:39:40She is, she's just glowing.
00:39:41More than, more than normal.
00:39:43I'm bright as hell right now.
00:39:48I know it sounds weird.
00:39:49I feel like, I feel like an adult.
00:39:50Yeah.
00:39:52I think I'm so playful and so young at heart.
00:39:54At times that I forget that I'm 31.
00:39:57And like looking at this, I'm like,
00:39:59I look like a grown woman.
00:40:00Yeah.
00:40:01Who's about to get married.
00:40:05Well, you could always cry on mommy's shoulder.
00:40:07Guess both.
00:40:09You remember when I was a little kid
00:40:10and I said, what do you want to be when you grow up?
00:40:11And I said, a wife.
00:40:12Yeah.
00:40:13And she instantly said, no.
00:40:15You'll be a lawyer.
00:40:16You'll be a doctor.
00:40:16You will not be a wife.
00:40:18Yeah.
00:40:18So that's what I grew up with.
00:40:20Not that I was against it.
00:40:21I just wanted her to also have her own.
00:40:24I did.
00:40:25I'm a lawyer.
00:40:27I knew that I want to get married
00:40:29cause I'm a big romantic, as you guys know.
00:40:31And I, I love love and Ramses loves loves.
00:40:35So I found my perfect match.
00:40:36She did.
00:40:37She's beautiful.
00:40:38And I'm happy that she's happy.
00:40:40Yes.
00:40:41Excited to get married.
00:40:42Yeah.
00:40:43She is excited.
00:40:44Yeah.
00:40:45I'm going to wear this all night.
00:40:46I'm not changing to anything else.
00:40:48Yeah.
00:40:53Is there any trepidation of like,
00:40:55you still just met this person, like, what, a month ago?
00:40:58Like you're working through a lot of stuff
00:41:00and I'm sure you're having like deep conversations about like,
00:41:03you know, how are you handling your finances
00:41:05and like other like real life things.
00:41:07But like, is there still like, you know, a lot of unknown?
00:41:12There is.
00:41:14We're having conversations every day.
00:41:16This has been a month.
00:41:17Yeah.
00:41:18And so you're just going off of feedback.
00:41:19Yeah.
00:41:20And you're just like,
00:41:22Yeah.
00:41:23And so you're just going off of feeling.
00:41:23How do I feel when I get up there?
00:41:26How do I feel today?
00:41:27Everything about me says like,
00:41:28I'd be a total idiot to say, no,
00:41:30this is the right person for me.
00:41:32And like, as long as you're feeling that way every day,
00:41:34yeah, you can realize that this is early.
00:41:36Maybe it's premature, but I don't want to lose her.
00:41:39Yeah.
00:41:40Is there anything on her end that she would say no to?
00:41:44You never know.
00:41:45Something could happen.
00:41:46I could do something stupid.
00:41:46Something else could pop in her head.
00:41:48Her mom could say something
00:41:49that makes her second guess it.
00:41:51So who knows?
00:41:51Has that been a big influence?
00:41:53Her parents are a big influence.
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:54Well, I imagine both of you guys, yeah.
00:41:56Yeah, our parents are upset,
00:41:57but they're still supportive.
00:41:59They're just upset about the idea
00:42:00of me moving to San Diego and stuff.
00:42:02But it's weird for me,
00:42:03because I've never been in a situation
00:42:04where I've never not had like all the power.
00:42:05Yeah.
00:42:06So it's weird, you know,
00:42:07but I want to be with this girl.
00:42:10So tell me, baby, when can we dive in love?
00:42:15When can we dive in love?
00:42:22When can we dive in love?
00:42:24Oh, wow.
00:42:26So pretty.
00:42:28Wow.
00:42:32When can we dive in love?
00:42:34I love it.
00:42:35I think it's very flattering.
00:42:37I like that it's simple,
00:42:37but it has like more detail.
00:42:39So pretty.
00:42:41It also has pockets.
00:42:42Oh.
00:42:44I thought you guys were really worried.
00:42:47Oh.
00:42:51Oh.
00:43:02It's gorgeous.
00:43:04It's gorgeous.
00:43:05Excited to just like,
00:43:07like think about how Garrett's gonna see me in this.
00:43:09Yes.
00:43:10And like envisioning him like at the end
00:43:12and like what his reaction's gonna be.
00:43:14Mom, what do you think?
00:43:18It's pretty.
00:43:19Okay, well.
00:43:21It's pretty.
00:43:22I didn't finish.
00:43:25It's a beautiful dress.
00:43:28I love the color,
00:43:30but I'm not a hundred percent sold on it.
00:43:34Honest feedback.
00:43:35Yeah.
00:43:36We love it.
00:43:37We love it.
00:43:38You know, when you know.
00:43:38That's true.
00:43:39When you know, you know.
00:43:40They don't know about this dress.
00:43:43So.
00:43:44Next one.
00:43:47Today's a really big day for my mom
00:43:49because she's also been the mom
00:43:51that's made every Halloween costume for me.
00:43:53The mom who helped tailor outfits.
00:43:55And so to see me in my wedding dress
00:43:58is just a really special moment.
00:44:00Okie dokie, ladies.
00:44:01All right.
00:44:03Oh.
00:44:05Yes.
00:44:06Baby.
00:44:07Yeah, Taylor.
00:44:08I love that on you.
00:44:09Is this the one, ladies?
00:44:11I haven't even seen it.
00:44:12Oh, yeah.
00:44:13Look at yourself.
00:44:13Look at yourself.
00:44:15Oh, wow.
00:44:20It's beautiful.
00:44:22The color, the style.
00:44:23The color's beautiful.
00:44:31I love that one.
00:44:32I want to wear it now.
00:44:35This is a hundred percent.
00:44:36I agree.
00:44:37This is stunning, Taylor.
00:44:41Oh my God.
00:44:42I love everything about this dress.
00:44:44You look gorgeous, Taylor.
00:44:46Taylor.
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:48You look like a bride.
00:44:50Taylor, you're getting married.
00:44:54It's so her as far as understated.
00:44:58And it has pops of uniqueness to it.
00:45:00It's beautiful.
00:45:01And the buttons and all in the back.
00:45:03It's all in the details.
00:45:05Very pretty.
00:45:06Thank you, mama.
00:45:15You always think about, oh, my little girl.
00:45:17She's going to get married and here we are.
00:45:21It's really happening.
00:45:26You look beautiful.
00:45:28Thank you, mom.
00:45:29I know it's not the way that we thought,
00:45:31but that's kind of me.
00:45:37It's never the way that we thought.
00:45:42Like, the dress is beautiful,
00:45:44but having you here and doing this is all that I care about.
00:45:55This is it.
00:45:57Yep.
00:45:58I just feel very special that I'm able to
00:46:01actually be able to participate
00:46:04in these little moments of your life
00:46:07that you get to treasure forever.
00:46:10I wouldn't want it any other way.
00:46:17Love you.
00:46:19That carrot's going to be blown away.
00:46:21Yeah.
00:46:25You look amazing.
00:46:35Hey.
00:46:36Hey.
00:46:38I'm going to put this down real quick.
00:46:40Okay.
00:46:55In the pods, what's the one thing you asked for?
00:46:57You said you wanted someone that can push you
00:46:59and help you grow.
00:47:00Yeah.
00:47:01I mean, I don't know.
00:47:01I don't know.
00:47:02I don't know.
00:47:03I don't know.
00:47:05Yeah.
00:47:06Do you think I've done that at all?
00:47:08Yeah.
00:47:09Is it too much, though?
00:47:10I mean, at times, maybe.
00:47:18When I think back of, like,
00:47:19the very first, like, little incident we had
00:47:21with that, like, woman on the thing,
00:47:22and, like, I wrote notes, right?
00:47:24And this was my list.
00:47:25It was respect, delusional, social awareness.
00:47:31Maturity, confidence versus something.
00:47:33Maturity and confidence versus ego.
00:47:36Those five concerns that I have are still there.
00:47:38They never went away.
00:47:39Ever.
00:47:40Because you just kept repeating the same exact actions.
00:47:43Social awareness, I do not see.
00:47:45Respect, you have none.
00:47:47Ego versus confidence,
00:47:48I feel like I need to strike your ego for you to be happy.
00:47:50And I feel like you extremely say
00:47:52that you're a confident person
00:47:53and I make you unconfident when I think it's just ego.
00:47:55And it's delusion.
00:47:56It's just like, you just can't see how I feel.
00:48:00I'm sorry you feel that way.
00:48:07I don't understand you.
00:48:09I don't, like, I don't get it.
00:48:11For instance, like, the Katie situation, for example.
00:48:13Because I can use specific examples.
00:48:14I don't know if you can, but I can.
00:48:16And, because I remember things I know you don't, but, like-
00:48:18You're just throwing shade for no reason.
00:48:21It's just the truth.
00:48:22It's not the truth.
00:48:23It's my truth.
00:48:24But you see how you're always demeaning,
00:48:26you're always talking down on me.
00:48:27We're not on the same page.
00:48:29You're always talking down on me.
00:48:30We're not equals here.
00:48:31It doesn't feel that way at all.
00:48:32You think I can't take care of myself for some reason.
00:48:36You think I can't take care of you.
00:48:37I can't take care of anything.
00:48:40What are your responsibilities in life?
00:48:42Payments.
00:48:43What are your payments?
00:48:44Myself.
00:48:45We talked about it.
00:48:47What are they?
00:48:48My car, my gas, my insurance.
00:48:51That's pretty much it right now.
00:48:52You know?
00:48:53So, I live at home, right?
00:48:55So I don't have to pay rent.
00:48:56My responsibilities are, you know,
00:48:58taking care of myself, taking care of work.
00:49:01You know, making sure that the people around me are secure.
00:49:04You know, I have a cat.
00:49:06There's nothing like taking care of a dog.
00:49:07Who feeds it?
00:49:08I mean, my dad gets up at 6.30 a.m. and feeds the cat.
00:49:12So does that cut your responsibility?
00:49:13Yeah.
00:49:14It's my responsibility to clean out the litter.
00:49:18You know, fill up her water and her food.
00:49:20Cats are pretty easy, right?
00:49:21You gotta put out food throughout the day periodically.
00:49:23You gotta fill up their water bowl.
00:49:25And that's pretty much it, right?
00:49:27It's pretty easy.
00:49:28Make her feel loved.
00:49:31You know, I'm a pretty simple man, right?
00:49:33So, what are my responsibilities?
00:49:35Simple men don't need a lot of responsibilities, right?
00:49:37My responsibilities are being the best son
00:49:39and friend I can be.
00:49:40Doing everything I can to be successful in real estate.
00:49:44I'm trying to take the initiative and...
00:49:47When do you make the initiative?
00:49:51I've never seen this side of you.
00:49:53When you constantly bash me and say,
00:49:55I'm turning you from a boy to a man.
00:49:57And, you know, this is just you being kind of like,
00:50:01hard on me.
00:50:02I'm not the type of man to sit here
00:50:04and come up with a notebook full of notes and bash you.
00:50:07It didn't work.
00:50:08Is that what you think I'm doing is bashing you?
00:50:10It's a little too much to be honest with you.
00:50:13You know I do this.
00:50:14So you can get your thoughts on paper
00:50:15and you don't forget them?
00:50:16Yeah.
00:50:17Just wanna make sure if this is the last conversation
00:50:19that we ever have,
00:50:20I would like to be able to get all my feelings out.
00:50:23I have been trying and I have been trying
00:50:26and I have been trying and I have been trying
00:50:28because like, I love you.
00:50:29And I want this so freaking bad.
00:50:31It's just like,
00:50:33when do I take off the rose colored glasses
00:50:35and just like, see this for what it is?
00:50:43Just like today's like the day where like,
00:50:44you try on your tux and I try on my wedding dresses.
00:50:47Up and I realized, I can't do this.
00:50:49This is not fair to me.
00:50:50This is not fair to you for us to put on your tux
00:50:52and for me to put on a wedding dress and come here.
00:50:55So what did I do?
00:50:56I call you and I say,
00:50:58Nick, I don't wanna blindside you.
00:51:00I love you.
00:51:01I would not do that to you.
00:51:03And then you try to make up a game plan
00:51:04of how we're gonna do this
00:51:06because you don't wanna look bad.
00:51:07You said, I don't want you to just sit here
00:51:09and make me look bad.
00:51:09That's exactly what you said, Nick.
00:51:11Because I know this is gonna be a grill sesh, right?
00:51:13And I'm like, damn.
00:51:15Why do you think you're gonna look bad?
00:51:17Because you're saying you didn't know me at all.
00:51:19I don't know who the fuck you are
00:51:20because I can't read your mind
00:51:21and you're not being,
00:51:24I don't understand you.
00:51:26This is, like, this is me right now.
00:51:29This is me.
00:51:31Nick's very good at telling people what they wanna hear
00:51:33and I feel very manipulated and I feel very weak.
00:51:38I feel like he was so worried about, like,
00:51:39how his friends, his family, and everybody views him
00:51:42and, like, how bad he was gonna look
00:51:45instead of, like, actually trying to, like,
00:51:46focus on just, like, being here with me
00:51:48and being open and honest.
00:51:50I just don't know if he's even real.
00:51:52I think sometimes you have to be real
00:51:54and you have to be honest,
00:51:55and I'm so real and honest.
00:51:59Right now, you know that this is not gonna work.
00:52:05We are not gonna get married.
00:52:15How do you feel?
00:52:17Feels like probably
00:52:19one of the worst feelings of my life.
00:52:27I don't know, maybe I could've done a better job of it.
00:52:31Yeah.
00:52:32Did you love me? I don't know.
00:52:34Do you care about me? I don't know.
00:52:39I thought I was good enough for you
00:52:42and I was wrong the whole time.
00:52:44I thought you understood me.
00:52:46I was wrong the whole time.
00:52:47You know, I thought you were ready to get married
00:52:50and think I'm right.
00:52:51You think I'm not ready to get married?
00:52:53To me.
00:52:57I love you, you know, so it's gonna suck.
00:53:01It's gonna be one of the hardest times of my life.
00:53:04You know?
00:53:05Yeah.
00:53:06That we couldn't get there.
00:53:07And just for that to be gone like that, it's...
00:53:13I'll never not think about you.
00:53:14You'll always be in my heart.
00:53:17I didn't have any ulterior motives coming into this
00:53:20other than getting married and finding love.
00:53:22I wish we could've experienced these next couple days.
00:53:26We, one week together.
00:53:27I was willing to give my all to the last possible second
00:53:32and then make that decision.
00:53:33But she felt that if she kept going,
00:53:36I would say no at the altar.
00:53:37I wouldn't ever have done that.
00:53:40I didn't come this far just to come this far.
00:53:42You heard the, you know, Kim K.
00:53:44You know, Kim K's and that Drake song.
00:53:47I didn't come this far just to come this far.
00:53:48So, me either, man.
00:53:51Like, I came this far to get married
00:53:53and it makes me feel, you know, shitty
00:53:54that I lost a person, you know,
00:53:56that I could potentially have loved for the rest of my life.
00:54:02I think I'm just done trying.
00:54:09I do love you.
00:54:10I love you too.
00:54:11Okay, you wanna give me a hug?
00:54:13♪ There's a bright side in the storm ♪
00:54:16♪ But my head's in the clouds ♪
00:54:20♪ Trying to find what I'm looking for ♪
00:54:23♪ Where's the upside of down? ♪
00:54:35Gorgeous out here.
00:54:36Yeah.
00:54:37Today is sort of our last big day
00:54:39that we have together before, you know,
00:54:41the big day, the wedding.
00:54:43Oh, it feels amazing.
00:54:47Oh my God, this is glorious.
00:54:50I'm never gonna leave.
00:54:53I'm a romantic and I'm just really looking forward
00:54:55to that day and see Marissa, you know,
00:54:58in her dress walking down the aisle.
00:55:01Okay, are any of your Grani's family
00:55:03gonna be at the wedding?
00:55:05You didn't invite them?
00:55:07Yeah, no, I didn't.
00:55:09I'm just happy I haven't really come out with them
00:55:11if I'd like to, and I don't know that
00:55:15Mary may not know any of them.
00:55:16Well, they probably know, but I just never,
00:55:19because they follow my ex-wife on Facebook.
00:55:22Oh, okay, okay.
00:55:23And they were there for my first wedding.
00:55:28Starting fresh.
00:55:33Hopefully you're free at last, dude.
00:55:35No, it's definitely my last.
00:55:37At least my first and my only.
00:55:39Yeah.
00:55:40Yeah, I don't want to fall in the footsteps
00:55:41of everyone in my family getting divorced.
00:55:42Is that something like you're scared about?
00:55:45I definitely think about it,
00:55:46because it's such an option in my family.
00:55:51I don't really, I know it's an option for us, too.
00:55:53I don't really want it to be.
00:55:55I would be willing to be unhappy
00:55:57for probably five to seven years before I get a divorce.
00:56:01Five to seven years?
00:56:02I know that's a long time, but there's gonna be
00:56:06periods in your life where you're unhappy,
00:56:08Wait, five to seven years of being unhappy?
00:56:11That's a long time.
00:56:13Obviously, I've been divorced once.
00:56:14Yeah, so it's scary.
00:56:15It's scary, because you're thinking,
00:56:17but now it's gonna be completely different.
00:56:20I understand where your heart is.
00:56:21You want to be willing to work or whatever.
00:56:24But not straight to divorce.
00:56:26In my family, none of the dads really stuck around.
00:56:29Yeah.
00:56:32How are you feeling about,
00:56:33every time you talk to my mom,
00:56:34do you feel like she's warming up to you yet?
00:56:39She does have a good heart.
00:56:41I think she's just, you know,
00:56:42this is so quick and it's just out of nowhere.
00:56:46So she's gonna have her
00:56:50expectations and all that.
00:56:51But once we get married, I think she'll warm up.
00:56:55I'm already thinking,
00:56:56okay, I gotta get flowers for your mom.
00:56:57And I want to present her with the presents
00:56:59that we got her in Mexico.
00:57:00Are you thinking about those things to my mom?
00:57:02Or do I have to remind you
00:57:03that I'm gonna get a gift for my mom?
00:57:05You know?
00:57:06And I don't want to have to remind you.
00:57:07Yeah, that's fair, yeah.
00:57:09The thing is, you don't have to get a gift for my mom.
00:57:11So that's another thing.
00:57:12I want to get a gift for your mom.
00:57:13But my thing is like,
00:57:15since you're thinking a thousand miles an hour,
00:57:18like you're shifting from like,
00:57:19okay, we're gonna do something at the wedding,
00:57:21and now we're not gonna do something at the wedding.
00:57:22We're gonna do something like when we meet each other.
00:57:24Like you're jumping from like, boom.
00:57:25Well, we are still gonna do something at the wedding.
00:57:27So a gift for your mom at the dinner
00:57:31is what you want to do?
00:57:31Well, like you should probably bring her flowers,
00:57:34because we did it the first time.
00:57:37Okay, yeah.
00:57:40I'm just, I need like clarity
00:57:42on just like where your head is at though, like.
00:57:44I don't know.
00:57:44Like you do what you want to do.
00:57:45I'm not gonna tell you whether to bring something
00:57:47for your mom.
00:57:48I think you should just do
00:57:50what you think you should do in this situation.
00:57:52Yeah.
00:57:54Cause like you're not telling me
00:57:54to get a gift for your mom.
00:57:56I'm doing it cause I think that's the right thing to do.
00:57:58And like, I want to do that.
00:57:59I get what you're saying in terms of,
00:58:02you shouldn't have to be telling them what to do.
00:58:03Like that's.
00:58:04Yeah.
00:58:05And I also just don't want to overwhelm you
00:58:06because I know that you're feeling overwhelmed.
00:58:08So, but it's at the same time, I'm like, well
00:58:10I'm also having to think about these things too.
00:58:14And like, you saw me in that week
00:58:15where I was like having a really great week,
00:58:17my PMS week and stuff.
00:58:19But it's just like, even though I'm really stressed,
00:58:22like I'm trying to pass law school
00:58:25and I'm commuting and I'm doing homework
00:58:28and papers and mock trials.
00:58:30And I'm also doing everything else we're doing.
00:58:33Plus the wedding stuff.
00:58:34It's like, I just think,
00:58:39this is like, I don't know.
00:58:41You can say it.
00:58:42I can do more.
00:58:43Okay.
00:58:45Or even like the registry or like the email
00:58:48about the song and the lineup.
00:58:50Like, I don't know if I didn't bring it up.
00:58:53Would you have thought about it?
00:58:54Those things are important, but like,
00:58:57like I don't want to sound like I don't care,
00:58:59but like, I feel like I'm just like so focused on right now.
00:59:02It's just like making sure like,
00:59:04like us, like we're good.
00:59:06And we're like, we're like,
00:59:07everything is like working between us.
00:59:09I guess in my head, I'm like prioritizing
00:59:11like what's really important.
00:59:12Like where does my energy need to go to?
00:59:13And like that, it is important,
00:59:15but it's hard to like find the energy to focus on
00:59:18like stuff that maybe in the moment right now,
00:59:21it's kind of like, maybe it isn't as important.
00:59:23I hate when you say it's not important.
00:59:24Cause I'm just like,
00:59:25I don't want to feel like I'm doing it by myself.
00:59:27No, I get that.
00:59:29It is, yeah.
00:59:29Maybe it is me falling into that.
00:59:30Like, just like.
00:59:31No, it is.
00:59:32It's totally you falling into the men thing of like,
00:59:36and that's like my biggest fear
00:59:37and just like life, not just the wedding stuff,
00:59:39but like you told him with the man who like,
00:59:41I have to carry the mental load.
00:59:43Like, I don't want, we talked about that in the pod.
00:59:45Like, I just don't,
00:59:47I'm not looking for that in a relationship.
00:59:48I apologize.
00:59:49Like I do apologize.
00:59:50Like I feel like you've been having to take everything
00:59:52like, you know, and handle everything.
00:59:55But I hear you though.
00:59:56I hear you.
00:59:57Yeah.
00:59:59As long as you hear me.
01:00:00No, I hear you.
01:00:01I understand where you're coming from.
01:00:04I will keep that in mind, baby.
01:00:06Yeah.
01:00:07Okay.
01:00:08You better.
01:00:09Tracking.
01:00:14I know like you're.
01:00:15I do worry.
01:00:16You have your concerns.
01:00:17Yeah.
01:00:19I really do think like we're good for each other.
01:00:20I do too.
01:00:23How are you feeling?
01:00:24I'm feeling pretty good.
01:00:25Yeah.
01:00:26Yeah.
01:00:27I love you.
01:00:33I love you.
01:00:58What am I doing?
01:01:00You agreed to this.
01:01:01Just remember that on your way down,
01:01:03that I agreed to this.
01:01:04We don't go super high, do we?
01:01:06About two miles.
01:01:07I don't even know what that means in airplane language.
01:01:11So how long do you free fall?
01:01:13About 40 seconds.
01:01:15Oh, okay.
01:01:16For the rest of your life.
01:01:17I'm terrified, honestly,
01:01:18but skydiving is always something I wanted to do
01:01:20prior to getting married.
01:01:22I just like the idea of taking an actual leap of faith
01:01:25and I think that if me and my significant other
01:01:29can do that together, then we can tackle anything.
01:01:32I'm nervous too.
01:01:33Don't think I'm like.
01:01:34You seem very cool, calm, collected.
01:01:35That's only because I'm not on the plane
01:01:37and getting ready to actually leap out.
01:01:39When I do, he's gonna have to take me
01:01:41because I'm not gonna be able to do it myself.
01:01:48I'm ready.
01:01:49This is it, bro.
01:01:50We're about to go.
01:01:51We're about to go.
01:01:52We're about to go.
01:01:53We're about to go.
01:01:53We're about to go.
01:01:54This is it, bro.
01:01:55We're about to take off, Tyler.
01:02:00Oh, this is where love gets you.
01:02:17All right, we're about to go, bro.
01:02:18You ready?
01:02:19Let's go.
01:02:24Let's go.
01:02:26Let's go.
01:02:30I'm jumping in.
01:02:34Let's go.
01:02:38Ready or not, I'm gonna be ready or not.
01:02:42Oh my God.
01:02:43Let's go.
01:02:44What a view.
01:02:47Jumping in.
01:02:48Thank you, Jesus.
01:02:49Good job, bro.
01:02:50You're the dopest.
01:02:51Up, up, up, up, up.
01:02:53Woo!
01:02:55Oh my God.
01:02:57That was...
01:02:58Get a check on here, man.
01:02:59That was...
01:03:01Oh my God.
01:03:03How do you feel?
01:03:05How do you feel?
01:03:08I would do it again.
01:03:09Yeah, I told you.
01:03:11Oh my God.
01:03:12That was like probably the most thrilling thing
01:03:14I've ever done in my entire life.
01:03:14I was gonna say, yeah.
01:03:15Probably the best thing I've ever experienced in my life.
01:03:17I would...
01:03:18I would go again right now.
01:03:19I would go.
01:03:19I would go back up.
01:03:20I would go.
01:03:21I would go.
01:03:22100% would go back up.
01:03:23That was the best float ever.
01:03:25Thanks for making me do that.
01:03:26I love you.
01:03:27I love you.
01:03:34Damn, that was fun.
01:03:36Ooh, chocolate covered strawberries.
01:03:38That's so cute.
01:03:40I'm proud of you.
01:03:41I'm so proud.
01:03:42You don't even know.
01:03:43No other person can get me to come out of a plane.
01:03:45Not my mama.
01:03:47Telling anyone else, none of my friends,
01:03:48no family could have gotten me to do this
01:03:50unless Jesus was like, I'm gonna take you.
01:03:53That's the only way.
01:03:55Now you see what I, like literally,
01:03:57not my whole life, but probably since like-
01:03:59You went with him?
01:04:00Middle school, yeah.
01:04:01I always said, you know what I'm gonna do?
01:04:02I'm gonna jump out of a plane with my husband
01:04:04the day before my wedding.
01:04:05And my mom used to be like, why the hell would you do that?
01:04:07In case y'all don't make it.
01:04:08I'm like, we gonna make it.
01:04:10Yeah, to be that high up and float down
01:04:12and just look at everything, I was like,
01:04:14this is the best experience of my life, seriously.
01:04:18Until next week.
01:04:23See, I wasn't lying in the pods.
01:04:25Told you I'd do it.
01:04:27I was like, biggest fear ever.
01:04:29So for me jumping out,
01:04:30it was just like a letting go of a lot of things.
01:04:33I'm jumping into this life with Ashley.
01:04:39I'd just fight anything.
01:04:40Now we could tackle like giving birth.
01:04:43Like, I don't think like it's a fear of mine.
01:04:45Like that was-
01:04:46Well, I feel like it's not for you,
01:04:47but I have to give birth and push a baby out of my vagina.
01:04:49So that is very nerve wracking for me.
01:04:51Probably the scariest thing I'll ever do.
01:04:53I'll hold your hand.
01:04:54Like you just held mine.
01:04:55It's less risk for you.
01:04:57All you gotta do is shoot the club up and then-
01:04:59Whoa.
01:05:00Literally.
01:05:00That's the fun part.
01:05:01Donate yourself and then help me through the process,
01:05:05but you don't have to push-
01:05:05I'm not donating.
01:05:06When I donate.
01:05:07Oh.
01:05:08Yeah.
01:05:09Don't use those.
01:05:12All right, now.
01:05:12Babe!
01:05:13I want-
01:05:14You wait a little bit.
01:05:15I want to change the words.
01:05:16I want to change the words.
01:05:17I want to change the words.
01:05:18All right, all you have to do is like,
01:05:20you know, give your stuff to your wife.
01:05:24Your wife.
01:05:25Like give it, we're sharing.
01:05:26We are, but I'm saying like-
01:05:27Give your stuff.
01:05:28You don't have to bear the child.
01:05:30That's a big deal.
01:05:31No, it is.
01:05:32So like for me,
01:05:32I feel like that would be the scariest thing I'd ever do.
01:05:34But like, if you're there to support me,
01:05:36then I feel like we could do it.
01:05:37I'll be there.
01:05:38If I could have you by my side
01:05:39and know that you're going to support me,
01:05:41know you're going to take risks with me,
01:05:43like I feel like we can literally do anything.
01:05:46Love you.
01:05:46I love you.
01:05:47♪ Let's fall together ♪
01:05:55♪ Let's fall together ♪
01:05:59Welcome.
01:06:00Oh my God.
01:06:01Oh wow.
01:06:04This is so true.
01:06:05This is really cool.
01:06:06♪ I'm seeing everything in new light ♪
01:06:11So trippy.
01:06:12It's like I'm in a movie.
01:06:13Whoa.
01:06:14Yeah, this is pretty crazy.
01:06:16♪ Cook a ramen and you'll sink in too ♪
01:06:18Walking in here,
01:06:19it's just like this mental explosion,
01:06:21like colors and lights and this old,
01:06:22it's like science and art combined in there.
01:06:25It's just, it's perfect because like,
01:06:27Tella and I both have the science backgrounds
01:06:28and as scientists and also like this art side of us,
01:06:32we both really appreciate this entire galley.
01:06:35It's very cool.
01:06:35Oh my God, look.
01:06:37Light of your life.
01:06:38Yeah.
01:06:38It's a sign.
01:06:39It's a sign.
01:06:41Yeah, the wedding only being a couple of days away,
01:06:43it really like brings the weight of the decision
01:06:45into perspective.
01:06:46And it feels very real, very heavy hitting,
01:06:49but it's this beautiful thing.
01:06:50It's not this scary thing anymore.
01:06:52It's this beautiful thing.
01:06:53It's Regisburg.
01:06:54♪ I don't know what I'm fighting for ♪
01:06:55♪ To deliver black and white ♪
01:06:58It's just beautiful.
01:06:59I'm so excited.
01:07:01So happy.
01:07:02It's so great.
01:07:06What?
01:07:08Why are you laughing at me?
01:07:11You make me happy, I don't wanna tell you.
01:07:12Okay.
01:07:14Oh, nice.
01:07:17I know we're not gonna see each other for a couple of days.
01:07:20Who's gonna tape your mouth shut at night?
01:07:23To hire somebody, really.
01:07:25I guess it's all part of the wedding experience.
01:07:28Do you think you're gonna cry
01:07:29when you see me walking down the aisle?
01:07:31Not a chance.
01:07:32Not a chance?
01:07:33Not a chance.
01:07:34No, I'm trying to say that so I can convince myself,
01:07:38but there's definitely a chance.
01:07:39What's the P value?
01:07:41P-cry feels pretty low, but not zero.
01:07:45It'd be a very beautiful end to a wonderfully chaotic
01:07:48and amazing, unique, at times stressful experience.
01:07:56Do you feel like you've been more stressed
01:07:57than happy in this experience?
01:08:00It's been stressful,
01:08:01but more stressful than happy, impossible.
01:08:03Some of the happiest days of my life,
01:08:04just knowing I found the right thing to do.
01:08:08Some of the happiest days of my life,
01:08:09just knowing I found the person
01:08:12that I wanna spend the rest of my life with
01:08:13is a beautiful feeling.
01:08:15And you?
01:08:16Definitely not super stressful,
01:08:19having someone like you be my best friend
01:08:23during this whole thing.
01:08:24It's been very cool.
01:08:29Oh, do you love me or something?
01:08:30You know that I, yes, I love you.
01:08:32I'm crazy about you.
01:08:34Any last minute things to confront me about, Garrett?
01:08:36Yes, I've been waiting for this moment.
01:08:39In fact, the mustard stays in the pantry,
01:08:42not going in the fridge.
01:08:42That's so weird.
01:08:44It's not.
01:08:46Brown mustard, yes, there's like sugar and stuff in it.
01:08:48Standard yellow mustard is just ground mustard seed.
01:08:51Does anyone possibly keep their-
01:08:54Standard yellow mustard.
01:08:55Open mustard?
01:08:56Yeah, yellow mustard, just standard.
01:08:57It's ground mustard seed.
01:08:58Not in the fridge?
01:08:59It's literally ground mustard seed and vinegar.
01:09:01We're gonna have separate bathrooms
01:09:02and separate mustards.
01:09:06Do you want some more of this?
01:09:08No, I'm good.
01:09:09Is that funny?
01:09:10You're like done taking girls out on dates,
01:09:12you're just gonna have a wife to take on dates?
01:09:13Thank God.
01:09:14Thank God.
01:09:15I'm so happy to leave all that bullshit behind
01:09:18and having, because I mean,
01:09:19the goal is like to find you, right?
01:09:22So now I'm here.
01:09:23It feels, I feel very relaxed.
01:09:28Don't get too emotional.
01:09:30Don't get too comfortable.
01:09:32Don't get too comfortable.
01:09:33That was the advice I was, your dad told me.
01:09:39Smart man.
01:09:40It's like he knows me super well or something.
01:09:42♪ I remember praying for days like this ♪
01:09:45I think we actually are following our guts
01:09:48for like the first time on a really big decision.
01:09:52And so I'm really sure and certain
01:09:56and incredibly happy and excited
01:09:59for everything that's gonna come when it's just us.
01:10:03Me too.
01:10:05Me too.
01:10:06I'm trying to make me cry right now.
01:10:08I love you.
01:10:09Love you too.
01:10:10It's a life.
01:10:11♪ We built a life worth living for us ♪
01:10:15♪ It's heaven, baby, yeah ♪
01:10:20♪ Sleep feeling like dying lately ♪
01:10:23♪ I don't really know if I'm gonna make it ♪
01:10:25♪ The good Lord decided to take me ♪
01:10:28♪ Don't wake me, don't wake me ♪
01:10:43What are you thinking?
01:10:50I don't know.
01:10:51It's just a lot.
01:10:54I honestly don't wanna jump to any like restless decisions.
01:11:00I feel like we've been able to like figure out
01:11:02like all of our issues.
01:11:03We've been able to talk through a lot of things
01:11:04and, but this is like one of those things that like
01:11:10in terms of like experiencing, you know,
01:11:15what it's like to be, to exist together
01:11:17and to live together and all that.
01:11:19It's just like, it'd be different
01:11:21if maybe this was like an issue
01:11:22that we were having the whole time, but like.
01:11:31I told you, like, I don't question
01:11:33like whether I love you or not.
01:11:34Like, I don't wanna lose you.
01:11:35Like, I don't want to, but it's not just like marriage.
01:11:38Like, it's just not, it's not just about like love.
01:11:40Like love is important.
01:11:41Like it's hugely important, but like, it's not just that.
01:11:44Like there's other things that have to like work.
01:11:49I don't know.
01:11:51Like, I don't know where, what direction to go in.
01:11:55Don't you see the, like, you talk to some people
01:11:58and then your mind start to wonder.
01:12:03I know it's normal to feel nerves,
01:12:06but sometimes outside influence is not like helpful.
01:12:12Maybe letting those people get to you.
01:12:14They're not here with us.
01:12:16Like they did not experience what we experienced together.
01:12:18Falling in love is a risk.
01:12:19Like if we get married, like, this is it.
01:12:21Like, I don't want to do this again.
01:12:23Like, I'm not gonna do this again.
01:12:24Like, this is it.
01:12:26Like, if it's not this, it's like, there's nothing.
01:12:29It scares me because divorce
01:12:31isn't something that you wanna do.
01:12:32Like, I don't wanna get to a place where like
01:12:34down the road, we're getting divorced.
01:12:39We have a great future ahead of us.
01:12:44I wanna marry you.
01:12:50The risk is that we give our all
01:12:53and we are super vulnerable.
01:12:55And like, I bare my soul to you,
01:12:56you bare your soul to me and it doesn't work out.
01:13:00That is the risk of falling in love.
01:13:02Like, we're all terrified of that.
01:13:05But that's literally the risk of falling in love, Ramses.
01:13:09♪ When the world gets too low ♪
01:13:13♪ And the pressure seems it could break us in two ♪
01:13:17♪ If you ever have a doubt ♪
01:13:21♪ I'll give everything to never lose you ♪
01:13:33♪ I'll never have you, I'll never have you ♪
01:13:36Please rise.
01:13:38Now is the time to decide if love is blind.
01:13:47♪ Never apart ♪
01:13:55♪ Never apart ♪
01:14:03♪ Never apart ♪
01:14:11♪ Never apart ♪
01:14:17♪ Never apart ♪
01:14:47♪ Never apart ♪
01:14:55♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:03♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:11♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:17♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:24♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:31♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:39♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:47♪ Never apart ♪
01:15:54♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:02♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:10♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:17♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:24♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:32♪ Never apart ♪
01:16:40♪ Never apart ♪