Aired (December 28, 2024): Matapos malaman ni Ivan ang kanyang tunay na sexuality ay nagkaroon ng pagkakataon sa buhay nila ni Novie na iisang lalaki ang kanilang nagugustuhan.
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00:01It's hard, right?
00:05I don't want to stop.
00:08It's okay, Ivan. It's okay.
00:11When did you find the courage to say,
00:17I'm gay.
00:19You thought it was easy, but it was hard.
00:24Because before this, you already admitted it, right?
00:27That's why you were open to saying, I'm gay on TV.
00:33But before this, when did you have the courage to say,
00:39I'm gay.
00:41Because you already knew it, but you couldn't say it out loud.
00:45You were afraid to say it out loud.
00:49You already knew it, but you couldn't say it out loud.
00:54You were afraid to say it out loud.
00:57When did you get rid of that fear?
00:59I felt, or I acknowledged myself,
01:04the moment I broke up with her.
01:09That was a new year.
01:11December 31.
01:14It's not a new year yet, because there's no new year in January.
01:17It's almost there.
01:19Ah, New Year's Eve.
01:21Vesperacion.
01:24It's New Year's Eve.
01:25I can't protect you from that.
01:28Just kidding.
01:30I was just trying to make it light.
01:32I'm sorry.
01:34It's hard to accept,
01:36that when you're that kind of person,
01:41you'll go to hell.
01:43Right? When people say they're religious.
01:46How can we say that God will forgive us?
01:51Where will that go?
01:54And also,
01:56it's not the person's fault
02:00that this is my heart.
02:02This is what I want.
02:05I just became true.
02:07All religions are coming from love,
02:12and empathy,
02:14and sympathy,
02:16and compassion, and kindness, and respect.
02:19So if your religion is teaching you otherwise,
02:21it's about time you re-evaluate yourself,
02:25and your faith.
02:27Right?
02:29There's no religion that teaches people to have guts.
02:34You should be mad at him.
02:36You should have guts.
02:38Don't accept him.
02:40You should be cruel to him.
02:42What kind of religion is that?
02:44All religions are coming from love.
02:47That's the basic teaching of every religion.
02:51Love.
02:53That's where all true religions come from.
02:55Right?
02:58So,
03:00I am very proud of you
03:02that you, again, found the courage
03:05to speak your truth.
03:07Because your truth will allow people to understand you.
03:10Because before you said that,
03:12people will look at you like,
03:14he's crazy.
03:16Why is he like that to a woman?
03:18He has no respect for women
03:19because he can't understand where you're coming from.
03:22That's what I've been saying,
03:24that I want him to speak his truth
03:26so that you can understand him.
03:28Not to say that what he did was right,
03:30but so that you can understand
03:32why he reached that point.
03:35You both became victims.
03:41Apologize to him because he was hurt.
03:44Many times.
03:46Because I am so guilty of what I did to him.
03:50Aside from that,
03:52he had a lot of first time
03:55that were magical,
03:57that he will remember.
04:01I took that from him.
04:04So,
04:06I apologized to him a lot of times
04:09and I still feel guilty.
04:13It's lacking.
04:15It's like there's no word
04:17or effort
04:19that I can give to him
04:21just to be okay.
04:23Because,
04:25I still wanted him to be my friend.
04:27Yeah.
04:29But that's what hurts,
04:31because you can't go back to that.
04:33You can't go back.
04:35But,
04:37it's enough that you acknowledged what you did.
04:39Apologize to him sincerely.
04:41Apologize sincerely to him
04:44that comes from love.
04:46Apologize to your God
04:50and ask Him to forgive you.
04:54Free yourself from the weight of guilt,
04:59of doubting yourself.
05:02You need to be free from that.
05:05Did you forgive Ivan?
05:07Yes.
05:09Especially when we broke up,
05:11it was so messy afterwards.
05:14Because,
05:16when he broke up with me,
05:17we had a common friend
05:20that became my close friend for a time.
05:25To the point that,
05:28when we went to Chaba's apartment,
05:32we told him that
05:34we were going to invite Ivan as our common friend.
05:37Then,
05:39it turned out that they were in a relationship.
05:42I was the last person who found out.
05:44So,
05:46that's also one of the difficult things
05:49that our friendship went through.
05:52Honestly,
05:54I don't know
05:56what happened
05:58between them
06:00when they became my boyfriends.
06:02That was my first boyfriend.
06:04I don't know what happened.
06:07Well,
06:09I was the only one who found out
06:11when we became a couple.
06:12You were the only one who found out?
06:14Yes,
06:16I was the only one who found out.
06:18You were the only one who found out?
06:20Yes, I was the only one who found out.
06:22Oh, you didn't mean to find out
06:24that they had something going on?
06:26No, because
06:28they were talking all the time.
06:30It was late at night,
06:32and I was surprised.
06:34I was thinking that
06:36they might end up sleeping together.
06:38I really didn't know that.
06:40I didn't know that they were talking.
06:43Well,
06:45for me,
06:47as I was exploring myself,
06:49I had a chance
06:51since
06:53Cutie Pie was the
06:55new choir member
06:57that we became friends with.
06:59So,
07:01my emotions
07:03developed
07:05romantically towards him.
07:07That's why
07:09we had a moment
07:11where we talked
07:13non-stop for two days.
07:15Of course, we slept.
07:17But,
07:19after that,
07:21I confessed to him
07:23that I liked him.
07:25I was surprised
07:27because he liked me too.
07:29What I know is
07:31that I also see them
07:33in a group
07:35where they are happy.
07:36So,
07:38I was surprised.
07:40Then, I grabbed that opportunity
07:42for us to be together
07:44because there was a spark.
07:46There was a feeling
07:48that I felt for him.
07:50It was different.
07:52Yes.
07:54That's where you differentiated
07:56your feelings for him
07:58from your feelings for the guy.
08:00Yes.
08:01It was very far.
08:03That's why you can say
08:04that you are
08:06in love with him.
08:08I understand you
08:10because I feel the same way.