Married at First Sight UK Season 9 Episode 35
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00:00:01Getting married is so important to me.
00:00:03This year...
00:00:04I'm ready to meet the love of my life.
00:00:07I just hope that she is the one.
00:00:09..22 courageous singles...
00:00:11I can't believe I'm getting married today.
00:00:13..embarked on their pursuit of a happily ever after.
00:00:16I deserve to find love.
00:00:18But to achieve the fairy tale...
00:00:20I'm putting everything into it.
00:00:22..they said I do to a total stranger.
00:00:25It's hit me now.
00:00:28Oh, my God!
00:00:32La, la, madonna.
00:00:33You're really cute!
00:00:35You are my woman!
00:00:36Damn!
00:00:37She's perfect.
00:00:39..throughout their journeys...
00:00:40Oh, my God!
00:00:42So grateful I've been much for you.
00:00:44..there have been times to treasure.
00:00:46I love you. That's what we're here for.
00:00:48I love you to the stars and back.
00:00:52..but also times of heartache.
00:00:54Is this a friendship? Is this me?
00:00:57I'm a size 14. I'm not a f****** monster.
00:01:00Don't make promises you can't keep.
00:01:02All right, we're done, then.
00:01:03I am not comfortable with you being in this apartment.
00:01:07You left me alone again.
00:01:10..and a flirtation gone too far.
00:01:12She's trying it on with all the other guys.
00:01:14It looks f****** shady.
00:01:16Oh, I'm not f******... You're speaking to me like shit.
00:01:18Have they not been sneakily kissing?
00:01:20You are a stinking liar.
00:01:22..as the pressure mounted...
00:01:24Adam's said that he doesn't know if he sees a future with me.
00:01:27No!
00:01:28As of now, I'm a single man.
00:01:30..couples began to feel the strain.
00:01:32I prepare myself for the worst.
00:01:34We're so different on so many levels.
00:01:36..forcing some to throw in the towel.
00:01:38I'm not going to give my all to somebody that gives me 10%.
00:01:41Leave. I'm leaving.
00:01:43He lacks any shred of integrity.
00:01:46Leave.
00:01:47..at the bar in yours...
00:01:49I do not want to give up. Our future starts now.
00:01:52I know my worth and you aren't worthy of me.
00:01:55This marriage is done.
00:01:58Dead.
00:01:59Deceased.
00:02:01Alright, then.
00:02:02Two couples went their separate ways.
00:02:04You've used me to paint a narrative that you could be a good man,
00:02:07but all you've really done is show that you're a good liar.
00:02:10It was never about me. It was always about you.
00:02:12You are a f****** joke.
00:02:14But for others, the future had never looked so bright.
00:02:17You make me feel safe, heard and loved.
00:02:21I love you.
00:02:23I met the love of my life.
00:02:29Tonight...
00:02:30Hello!
00:02:33..the group reunite for one last dinner party.
00:02:36I need to stop looking at him.
00:02:38I'm about to block her. She don't know.
00:02:42Rousing old feelings for some...
00:02:44I'd put my life on the line for you.
00:02:47I think I'm quite numb.
00:02:50Oh, I just need five minutes.
00:02:52Seeing Kieran, it just killed me.
00:02:58It's going to be a bit painful, isn't it?
00:03:00As the return of one bride...
00:03:02Since leaving the experiment,
00:03:04I have built a really strong connection with one of the boys.
00:03:07We're both ready for war. Let's go.
00:03:12..reignites feuds...
00:03:13You're all f****** screaming at me!
00:03:15Who the f*** are you talking to?
00:03:19Oh, I'm fuming!
00:03:20..but it's bitterness between exes...
00:03:22Why are you bitching about someone that doesn't want you?
00:03:26Because I f****** want to!
00:03:28We had sex three times for ten weeks!
00:03:31..that provokes Polly to see red.
00:03:33F*** you! You f****** prick!
00:03:35Oh!
00:03:50Knowing how much everyone was really rooting for me and Christina
00:03:54is beautiful.
00:03:56She's an amazing, incredible girl.
00:04:00What we had was so special.
00:04:03I think the wedding day was the best day of my life.
00:04:06It was incredible.
00:04:08Genuinely thought that Christina was my forever wife.
00:04:13Not being able to see her,
00:04:15Not being able to see or speak to Kieran as much as I'd like,
00:04:18it's been really tough.
00:04:22I could have seen a future with Kieran.
00:04:25The good outweighs the bad for me.
00:04:29But I'm looking forward to seeing him.
00:04:34I'm hoping I just don't get that stomach-drop moment
00:04:37when I do see him.
00:04:39I don't want everything to flood back.
00:04:42Ross promised in his vows that he'd move to Walsall straight away.
00:04:47And...
00:04:49Erm...
00:04:51Oh, I don't know, it's so difficult.
00:04:57I can't pretend that things have been perfect.
00:05:00We'd both fall in love.
00:05:02I can't pretend that things have been perfect.
00:05:05I can't pretend that things have been perfect.
00:05:08I can't pretend that things have been perfect.
00:05:10We'd both fall away and we'd have some huge rows.
00:05:15But...
00:05:20..we've really done everything we can to make it work
00:05:23and me and Ross are still very much in love.
00:05:32Every relationship argues.
00:05:35But at the end of the day, we work on it.
00:05:38And it made us stronger.
00:05:41Should have married him, should have been his dad,
00:05:44and now I'm a lucky guy.
00:05:48The only person I'm not looking forward to seeing is Polly.
00:05:51I know she's probably going to start gobbing off, as always.
00:05:54I feel like I've done nothing wrong,
00:05:56but Polly's been making loads of online videos
00:05:59about exes and past relationships that are blatantly aimed at me.
00:06:03She's been doing a lot of digs at me in group chats and stuff.
00:06:07She wants to be my enemy, try and make me look like an idiot.
00:06:10And I'm not here for it.
00:06:16I feel like I do need an apology from Adam
00:06:18for what happened during our relationship.
00:06:20I have tried to reach out since the experiment finished
00:06:23and his responses to me have just been very cold, very rude.
00:06:27But I do think Adam needs to take some accountability
00:06:31because he thinks the sun shines out of his arse.
00:06:38I have thought a lot about Amy since leaving the experiment.
00:06:43There's a lot of feelings for her
00:06:45and those feelings are very difficult to erase.
00:06:50But I haven't given up.
00:06:53We have stayed in touch.
00:06:56In fact, it was her birthday
00:06:58and I sent her a little brooch of a turtle
00:07:01to remind her of the memories we had on our honeymoon.
00:07:05And I'm hoping that if Amy wears it today,
00:07:08perhaps that is a sign that we can rekindle things.
00:07:13In an ideal world, she'd put her tongue down my neck
00:07:16and we'd just have a lovely, passionate kiss.
00:07:18In an ideal world, that's what I want to do.
00:07:28I do feel quite nervous seeing all the girls
00:07:31just because the way Girls' Day went for me was horrific.
00:07:35Every time I enter a room with these girls,
00:07:37I feel like I'm walking into a lion's den.
00:07:39However, since leaving the experiment,
00:07:42I have built a really strong connection with one of the boys.
00:07:48Us walking in together makes sense to us.
00:07:50Knowing I've got someone in my corner
00:07:52makes me feel so much more confident, so much better.
00:07:56We want to support each other
00:07:58and if people have got an issue with that, then that's our problem.
00:08:10Well, here we are, guys. We are at the reunion dinner party.
00:08:13And of course, this is the first time all of our couples
00:08:16have been back together since the experiment ended.
00:08:19And of course, we had four couples left at Vow Renewals,
00:08:22so it'll be interesting to see how many of them are still together.
00:08:29Ooh, well, the first one's in.
00:08:32Oh, Nathan and Lacey.
00:08:34Couple dressing up a storm.
00:08:37Cheers to us still going strong.
00:08:41Well, they definitely look like they're still very much in love.
00:08:44They do. You look very gorgeous, we'll say.
00:08:47Thank you. You're looking stunning.
00:08:49And you're still really cool.
00:08:53Hey, guys!
00:08:56Oh, here's our Christina.
00:09:04So lovely to see her back. And smiling.
00:09:07Yes.
00:09:10After a very teary goodbye.
00:09:13So, how are you?
00:09:15Honestly, I am so flabbergasted to be back.
00:09:18Have you spoken to Kieran?
00:09:21Not much. Not much.
00:09:23Oh, don't look away. No, no, no, that's fine.
00:09:26Like, we did have a really good FaceTime for, like, two hours,
00:09:29and then it's just been very sort of here and there, really.
00:09:37I'm really looking forward to seeing him.
00:09:40I have missed him.
00:09:42I'm just really interested to see, like, how he is with me.
00:09:47You're such a lovable girl.
00:09:49And he did have a lot of love for you. Yeah.
00:09:52I'm still rooting for you.
00:09:55Everything that Christina is saying, how she's saying it,
00:09:58shows that she still has feelings for Kieran.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:03Hello!
00:10:05He's Emma. Emma Barnes.
00:10:10A bundle of joy. We love Emma. Yes.
00:10:12How are you, darling? I'm so excited.
00:10:15Have you spoken to Casper or anything?
00:10:17We had, like, a 40-minute phone call.
00:10:20I was on my way back from work, and it was like...
00:10:24I don't know, it was just like Casper always is.
00:10:27At the end of it, I thought,
00:10:29how did I live with him for five weeks?
00:10:31Oh, my God.
00:10:33Oh, Casper.
00:10:35SCREAMING
00:10:44It's so lovely to see Ross and Sasha still together. Yes.
00:10:48Looking really excited to be here. This is great.
00:10:56How are you two? Good.
00:11:03And how often have you guys been seeing each other?
00:11:06Ross lives with me now.
00:11:08Oh! Wow.
00:11:10Wow. That's quick. They've moved in together.
00:11:12Yeah, I didn't see that coming. Wow.
00:11:14In his final vows, he said, like,
00:11:16I'm going to move to Warsaw. Yeah.
00:11:18But, like, I don't expect it to be so sudden.
00:11:20He had his case, he went, yeah, I'm just going to take this case
00:11:22and buy new stuff. What?!
00:11:24So he's just come to mine, and he lives there. Yeah.
00:11:27And then on weekends, he's in Manchester with his daughter, Blue.
00:11:30Yeah.
00:11:31This was a big issue for Ross and Sasha,
00:11:34so it's so exciting to know that they've actually made it work
00:11:37and they're living together.
00:11:39And how are you with that? We're good.
00:11:41So, like, at first, it was a bit turbulent.
00:11:45I think maybe adapting to it.
00:11:47I mean, it's a lot, innit? It's a lot.
00:11:49Cos we don't even have any time apart.
00:11:51But now, like... Sand? Yeah. Yeah, sand.
00:11:55CHEERING
00:11:57Oh, wow.
00:11:59Oh, where's Adam?
00:12:01You look lovely. Thank you.
00:12:04How you doing? Hello, darling.
00:12:06No Polly and Adam. No.
00:12:08We've got Polly and Holly.
00:12:10How you feeling? Do you feel all right?
00:12:13A little bit nervous. I've got a bit of a squeaky bum.
00:12:16You'll be fine. You'll be absolutely fine.
00:12:18Yeah? Breathe.
00:12:21They didn't make it. No.
00:12:23It was a difficult one, wasn't it?
00:12:25Because we know they had been on quite a rollercoaster
00:12:28and we weren't sure whether they were going to make it or not.
00:12:32But it's just so sad to see.
00:12:34Yeah. Oh, yeah.
00:12:36Oh, God. Are you feeling all right?
00:12:38I mean, I feel as good as I can feel at this moment in time
00:12:41with how we are. Yeah.
00:12:43But how we are is on him, unfortunately,
00:12:46because there's been a few times that I've reached out,
00:12:49obviously, separately,
00:12:51and it's just been responded back to like a piece of shit.
00:12:55So he's already created something
00:12:57where there is going to be tension between me and him.
00:13:00Wow. I mean, there's a lot to unpack there.
00:13:03Because, you know, first is I feel like we're right back
00:13:06to where we left with Polly.
00:13:08That is, I've reached out to him several times. Why?
00:13:11Why do you keep doing that? Why?
00:13:13He is not responding back in a positive way.
00:13:15What's the point, then?
00:13:17I think for Polly, she's always held out hope.
00:13:20But I think there has to come a point
00:13:22where you say enough is enough.
00:13:24Hello, darling. Cheers.
00:13:26Cheers, baby. I'm fine.
00:13:28I've hurt my lips.
00:13:30We've kind of, like, made amends, not rekindled or anything.
00:13:34Like, there's no relationship involved.
00:13:36I don't feel like there could be a relationship again.
00:13:39But, you know, we are a lot similar.
00:13:41That's good.
00:13:43It's positive. Yeah. It's positive.
00:13:45Yeah, I suppose that's all that we can ask for,
00:13:48that if they're not together, that they're civil with one another.
00:13:51So that's really encouraging to hear.
00:13:55SHE SCREAMS
00:13:58Oh, my God!
00:14:00Oh, he's Shannon.
00:14:03Shannon and Ryan did have a rough end to the relationship.
00:14:08She needed to leave and we respected her decision to do so.
00:14:11So it's great to see her coming back to get some support from the group.
00:14:14Yeah.
00:14:15Shannon, how are you, baby?
00:14:17What's been going on? How are you? Good?
00:14:19Fine. Yeah, it was obviously an abrupt exit.
00:14:23Have you spoke to him?
00:14:25No. No, not a word.
00:14:27Have you spoke to him?
00:14:29Have you spoke to him? No. No.
00:14:31No, not a word. Have you spoke to Hannah?
00:14:33No. No.
00:14:35Bloody hell, imagine me and Hannah are besties.
00:14:37I feel like the last time I spoke to Hannah was girls' night.
00:14:41Yeah. Same.
00:14:43I don't want to remember that evening.
00:14:45Shannon, did Stephen ask you on a date?
00:14:49Kind of.
00:14:51Oh.
00:14:55He'd mentioned maybe going for a date at some point
00:14:58and I was like, I'm not dating just now.
00:15:00Like, not for me.
00:15:02And he was like, well, what if?
00:15:06Was that, I'm not dating or I'm not dating for you?
00:15:09Yeah. OK. Yeah.
00:15:12Stephen continuing to shoot his shots.
00:15:14Yeah. Oh.
00:15:15Even after the game.
00:15:17He's shooting shots after the game has ended.
00:15:20Yeah. He completely missed the goal by the look of it.
00:15:22Oh, my gosh.
00:15:24Hiya!
00:15:26Hi!
00:15:28How's it going?
00:15:30Oh, he's Kieran.
00:15:32Oh.
00:15:34Nice to see you. Nice to see you.
00:15:36Hello, lovely.
00:15:38Nice to see you.
00:15:40Looking a lot brighter than he was when we last saw him.
00:15:42Yeah.
00:15:44Hello, hello, long time.
00:15:46Holly.
00:15:48She loves that man.
00:15:50She does. Look at the way she's looking at him.
00:15:52Starry-eyed.
00:15:54Hello, Steena. Nice to see you.
00:15:56I'm joking!
00:15:58LAUGHTER
00:16:00Aw!
00:16:02Oh, darling.
00:16:04So, what's happening? What have you been up to?
00:16:06Yeah, just living, living, adjusting.
00:16:08It's hard, innit?
00:16:10Yeah, really hard.
00:16:12Like, I have really struggled.
00:16:14Like, I feel like now, like, I'm still, like,
00:16:16just trying to adjust, like...
00:16:22I still, like, pinch myself and I just think,
00:16:24like, I wouldn't marry, do you know what I mean?
00:16:26I think I'm quite numb.
00:16:28Yeah, I know you are.
00:16:30I think I'm quite numb.
00:16:32Like, the questions that have run through my head
00:16:34have been a bit like,
00:16:36were you ever, like, 100% in it?
00:16:40Why?
00:16:42Well, because I feel like it hasn't,
00:16:44like,
00:16:46like, really left an impact on you.
00:16:48Just because I don't get as emotional as you
00:16:50doesn't mean that I'm not feeling anything.
00:16:52Mm.
00:16:54It's sad for me.
00:16:56Yeah.
00:16:58So I get why it's sad for you, cos it's also sad for me.
00:17:00There's a lot of shit that goes round in my head
00:17:02that maybe just doesn't come out my mouth.
00:17:04It's the way I am.
00:17:10I know it's difficult for Kieran, as the ex-husband,
00:17:12to know quite what to say here,
00:17:14but I think it would be helpful for the situation
00:17:16for him to be able to say something nice
00:17:18about their experience together.
00:17:20It seems like Christina just needs
00:17:22some kind of acknowledgement
00:17:24that our relationship mattered.
00:17:26But you can see he's holding back now,
00:17:28cos he's so scared of giving her false hope.
00:17:30Yeah.
00:17:34Are you telling on?
00:17:36Yeah, I really don't want to.
00:17:38I don't know why.
00:17:40Why?
00:17:42I don't know.
00:17:44Please don't cry.
00:17:46No, no, no, it's fine.
00:17:48I just feel like...
00:17:52I'd put my life on the line for you.
00:17:56But nothing stands out for you.
00:18:06I'm your ex-husband, how can I support you?
00:18:08Oh, just leave us with it.
00:18:10Just leave us with it.
00:18:20Seeing Kieran...
00:18:24It just killed me.
00:18:26I just didn't...
00:18:28I didn't think I was going to be like this.
00:18:30I didn't think I was going to be upset.
00:18:32It's just brought back so much emotion.
00:18:36So many feelings.
00:18:38I don't know, I just feel like he just doesn't care.
00:18:40Yeah.
00:18:42He just said, like, I feel numb.
00:18:44He didn't want me.
00:18:50And that's a hard pill to swallow.
00:18:53BELL RINGS
00:18:56BELL RINGS
00:19:06How can you support someone?
00:19:08You're like, yeah, I'm her ex.
00:19:10No, I'm not.
00:19:14I've got to watch how I tread, do you know what I mean?
00:19:19I have spoken to Steve.
00:19:21I have spoken to Steena about this.
00:19:23And the...
00:19:25crux of it is probably that she's got a lot more feelings there
00:19:28than she's let go.
00:19:31It's just shit, man.
00:19:33I just didn't, like, I stay not upset. I hate it.
00:19:37You'll be fine in time.
00:19:39Like, I think that's what it is, it's time.
00:19:41I just feel bad for her.
00:19:43I feel really fucking bad.
00:19:47Maybe it is that he cares for her,
00:19:49but actually, she really likes him still,
00:19:52and it's a really difficult position, I think, for him,
00:19:54as an ex-husband, to know how to support her.
00:19:59Didn't want to cry. I know.
00:20:01Yeah, but it's all... It's OK... You're all right. ..to cry.
00:20:04Steena, you had things to air, right?
00:20:06There's a lot of emotion harboured up in your beautiful little body.
00:20:10He obviously is so fucking forgetful.
00:20:12Like, what did it mean to you?
00:20:14Like, what did this journey mean to you?
00:20:16Cos it meant the fucking world to me.
00:20:20Do you know what I mean? Yeah.
00:20:22He cares, babes. He cares.
00:20:24Well, he hasn't showed it very well, has he?
00:20:28I suppose it shows that when you break up with someone,
00:20:31that people heal at different paces,
00:20:33and this is what we're seeing here.
00:20:35It kind of sounds like Christina's really holding on
00:20:38to some of the memories of the relationship,
00:20:40but actually, for Kieran, he's moved on. Yeah.
00:20:44I hate seeing you cry.
00:20:46I don't want you getting upset around me.
00:20:48I don't want you getting upset around us at all.
00:20:50That's not why I'm here.
00:20:52But you've got to understand there's a line between this here.
00:20:55How can I give me ex-wife the support that she does need?
00:21:00That I deserve, Kieran.
00:21:02Yeah, but I'm your ex-husband.
00:21:04Yeah, I know you are, Kieran,
00:21:06but as the individual, very unique person that I am,
00:21:10like, I just thought things would just be slightly different.
00:21:14That's all it is.
00:21:16If I didn't care, Christina, I wouldn't be here.
00:21:18I would have just sat in there. Well...
00:21:21I don't want to see you upset.
00:21:29I just...
00:21:32I'm sorry you feel the way you feel,
00:21:34and I know cos I'm a massive part of that.
00:21:36I've been giving you the time that you need,
00:21:38I've been giving you the attention that you need,
00:21:40and I'm sorry for that.
00:21:42I am sorry for that.
00:21:45Come here, I'm so sorry.
00:21:47Don't be sorry. No, I'm not even sorry.
00:21:49Stop saying sorry, you fucking weirdo.
00:21:54This is something that most of the people here tonight
00:21:57are going to have to figure out.
00:21:59How to navigate around a new relationship with an ex-partner.
00:22:04Yeah. Mm.
00:22:08Oi, oi!
00:22:10Oh!
00:22:12Sick!
00:22:14Mark and Peter Potter, Peter Potter.
00:22:18I mean, you can see Polly has a lot of anticipation
00:22:22around this interaction with Adam.
00:22:27Oh, he's just turning his back to her.
00:22:30Have you got another hanky?
00:22:32Yeah, you've not got one? I've got a sock.
00:22:34Hello, you all right? Yeah, you?
00:22:36Nice to see you. Hello, mate.
00:22:38You all right? Yeah, and you? Yes, thank you.
00:22:40You look a million bucks! You're looking good, Emma.
00:22:42Nice to see you. How are you?
00:22:44You!
00:22:45Aw, he looks cute in his little bow tie, actually.
00:22:48Yeah. I like the colour that he's got on, though.
00:22:53It's quite a nice blazer, actually, you prick.
00:22:57I think it's clear to see that Polly is still
00:23:00quite physically attracted to Adam,
00:23:02and because of that, she's holding out hope
00:23:05that he will give her something tonight.
00:23:08How was your final vows?
00:23:12Bad. Was it, why?
00:23:14Didn't really agree with what she was saying.
00:23:16Calling me fake and a liar and...
00:23:18I led her on and stuff, which I don't think I did.
00:23:21I don't think no-one else here thinks I did.
00:23:23You know what I mean? Sort of bickering with me at the end as well.
00:23:26And I just walked off.
00:23:28Have you spoken to her since?
00:23:30We spoke on text once and we just ended up bickering.
00:23:32It's just boring, like, I'm over it.
00:23:34I'm completely over it, but she just doesn't stop talking about me
00:23:37and, like, digging at me and stuff.
00:23:39There's been about five times in the group chat
00:23:42where I've literally just been like, I'm going to leave in a minute
00:23:45cos I'm going to end up saying something I regret.
00:23:47It's like some little vendetta against me.
00:23:51This chat thing, I think, is interesting
00:23:53because we see this year after year,
00:23:55where what ends up happening is they leave the experiment,
00:23:58but then they form these chat groups with each other,
00:24:01and that's where rumour and further friction begins.
00:24:05And then it spills over into the reunion.
00:24:08And we're going to see it tonight. Yes.
00:24:12Just little comments like,
00:24:14I would be peaceful with him if he was respectful,
00:24:17so she's saying I'm disrespectful.
00:24:19It's like, how am I disrespectful?
00:24:21Oh, I don't know. I feel sick.
00:24:24I need to stop looking at him.
00:24:26There's just such an expectation of what I want to happen tonight,
00:24:30and I just don't think for him to just pull me in half.
00:24:34And just be like, right, we're fine.
00:24:36But, like, I just don't feel like he will
00:24:38because he feels like he's got nothing to apologise for.
00:24:42She's been doing, like, social media posts,
00:24:45like blatantly aired at me,
00:24:47and those Instagram posts about narcissists and stuff.
00:24:50I've had to block her. She don't know.
00:24:52I'm not having me feeling like every time I post something,
00:24:55she's going to screenshot it and send it to her mates,
00:24:57being like, oh, my God, what a prick. Is that what's happened?
00:25:00Why? That's what she's been doing. Really?
00:25:02She's been taking pictures of my finger, and it is embarrassing.
00:25:08I think for Polly, the more she keeps this conflict alive,
00:25:11it's like a form of intimacy, isn't it,
00:25:13where the partner doesn't want you,
00:25:16but actually if you keep the conflict going,
00:25:18there's something exciting that just keeps happening in the space,
00:25:22and it's more than what she was going to get from him anyway.
00:25:25Right. Some attention's better than none.
00:25:27Than none, yeah. Even if it's bad. Yeah.
00:25:30Have you guys spoken to Hannah? No. Have you?
00:25:34We had a few conversations, obviously, when we left.
00:25:39Yeah. You know, me and her... You got a date? Yes.
00:25:42Oh, a date. And how was that? It was good.
00:25:46But there was not enough there.
00:25:49There was not enough there.
00:25:51I wanted to know, like, you excite me.
00:25:54You know what I mean? She didn't excite you? Yeah.
00:25:58Because... Give me an A4 pad of paper.
00:26:01What? What did you say? Sorry, sorry.
00:26:03What did you say? I'm just cold wording with my girls.
00:26:06Oh, you're cold wording? Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:26:08It's never been a closed book between Hannah and Holly.
00:26:13So, put both of them in a room,
00:26:17sparks, fireworks, like, that's always going to happen.
00:26:22So, do you know about the comment that was made of Hannah,
00:26:26about my daughter?
00:26:28It came up, but film it.
00:26:30Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:26:32Alex had spoke to me and said,
00:26:34if I tell you something, promise you won't say anything.
00:26:37And I was like, right, OK.
00:26:39And he said, Hannah's been talking about you to me,
00:26:42saying something, and she turned around and said,
00:26:45I don't know what you're talking about.
00:26:48Now, the way I see it is, that's my fucking child.
00:26:51What? And I'm an amazing mother.
00:26:54Yes, I know you are.
00:26:56I really want that comment to be brought up,
00:26:59because she's my child and anyone speaks about my children.
00:27:02Yeah, but she ain't... She ain't going to vote for Brianna.
00:27:05Is she going to come in with something like that?
00:27:08I don't know. I don't know.
00:27:10I don't know. I don't know.
00:27:12I don't know. I don't know.
00:27:14Is she going to come in with something like that?
00:27:17She could be. Let's be honest.
00:27:33This is the first time during this entire experiment,
00:27:36I'm walking into a room, being supported by someone.
00:27:40I'm probably going to get some shit,
00:27:42but I am not taking people's bullshit today.
00:27:46We're both ready for war. Let's go.
00:27:56Oh, wow. Look at these two.
00:27:58Hannah and Ryan.
00:28:03What the fuck?!
00:28:13Oh, wow. Look at these two.
00:28:15Hannah and Ryan.
00:28:18Oh, wow. Look at these two.
00:28:21Hannah and Ryan.
00:28:26What the fuck?!
00:28:33Hi.
00:28:35Are they entering as a new couple?
00:28:37Well, they're not holding hands.
00:28:39I don't know.
00:28:41hands
00:28:48It's given Kaveri
00:28:52What meets you on a love of mom
00:29:01What do you think
00:29:11Elephant in the fucking room. What's going on nothing's happened with we're really good friends for me
00:29:16He said last time I walked into a room full of people in this room. I got absolutely verbally abused and attacked
00:29:24Wow, is that aimed at me?
00:29:31A few people yeah
00:29:33A few people yeah
00:29:42Here we go Hannah's been here two minutes. She's already making comments trying to piss me off
00:29:49Like what is your problem with me every time I see ya she just makes five remarks
00:29:54Why make a comment aimed at me straight away though like it's a bit embarrassing
00:29:58I told you
00:30:01I'm not being funny. It's been the same situations over and over again. Are we fucking surprised? I
00:30:09Would imagine that they've come in together to support one another but they really do know how to ruffle feathers
00:30:19Have you spoke Shannon? No, no, have you not?
00:30:23Don't think you should probably want to speak. Well, I'm chilled Karen
00:30:27I'm married to Shannon. Yeah, I know. I respect of a conversation like look, dude, you're a man
00:30:33No, I understand. I understand but I don't owe anything. I just think sometimes distance is better to keep
00:30:50Have you been training have I've intrigued sorry
00:30:56I
00:30:58Can't with you
00:31:05After poppin
00:31:08Feels like that was a performance for everyone to say
00:31:11Yeah, and for the women more than awesome. Yeah. Yeah, I think I gravitated to you because of
00:31:20She is being flirtatious with awesome she's walked in with Ryan
00:31:26She's made it clear that there's issues with the other girls. I do feel sorry for her that she's by herself
00:31:32I feel like there are things that she could do to help herself. Yes, I agree
00:31:41Oh Casper and Charlie
00:31:57I
00:31:59Say love you to see the group welcome Charlie because we know that Charlie felt quite uncomfortable
00:32:04In the group and had felt judged by some people so it's lovely to see that welcoming her so well
00:32:10How are you darling? I'm surviving. I've still got my wet my wedding ring on
00:32:21So part of my life
00:32:23That's nice, okay, it was a really big part of my life I want to keep it there and it's
00:32:33Okay, I rate this
00:32:36With Casper because he is showing that there was something about the process that is important to him
00:32:43And he's showing it off and I think he's trying to suggest to Emma. Hey, there's care here
00:32:49There's a level of respect here. Yeah
00:32:54Oh
00:32:56Wow Luke's on his own
00:33:05I am quite surprised that they haven't made it. Of course, we know that they had a bit of a roller coaster of a relationship
00:33:12I'd really hope that outside of the experiment without all the pressure that they would have been able to make it work
00:33:18But clearly they haven't I asked you at Lads day. How are you in Amy? You said good. How did it what was?
00:33:26Things happen since then, isn't it? Yeah
00:33:30The videos
00:33:32Thus you meet you mean the funeral tell us well from the corner of my eye
00:33:37I saw a black shadow
00:33:41Amy was wearing a black dress very beautiful, but I knew straight away, you know, this is not magical
00:33:47How excited are you to see her mixed feelings it's gonna be a bit painful isn't it? I think it is a bit too soon
00:33:55for me
00:33:56To see her again
00:33:58Except found it difficult to speak to any other any other woman. I sent her a box
00:34:04For her birthday and in the box. I gave her a brooch in the shape of a turtle
00:34:12She loves turtles, ah and I said in the letter if you want to keep the door ajar
00:34:19Put it on so if she comes in with a brooch
00:34:23Then I know
00:34:25You know what? I mean? There's something just positive thinking or delusional thinking. Yeah
00:34:32I
00:34:40Am absolutely dreading seeing Luke
00:34:44I'm not wearing the brooch tonight. I
00:34:48Feel like I said what I needed to say at final vowels and him dragging this on is just absolutely nuts
00:34:55I do not want to have a conversation with him
00:35:01Oh
00:35:15With no brooch on a bright night, right
00:35:19Oh
00:35:29Yeah, sad his dreams were just crushed right there
00:35:34Yeah
00:35:46Amy looks amazing. I mean just I don't know why I'm so lucky to have had her but there's no brooch unfortunately
00:35:54so
00:35:56Yeah, not the best case scenario
00:36:05Are you okay?
00:36:15Cold embrace on Amy's part. There's nothing left there. I
00:36:21Was expecting you to have a little worm. Oh fuck off. I was expecting you to have a little turtle on your chest
00:36:27Where's the turtle? There's absolutely no fucking way I'm wearing a turtle on my chest
00:36:31Yeah what does he say?
00:36:33Basically, if she walks in with a turtle on his chest, it means the doors open a little bit. No, it doesn't mean that
00:36:42Are you completely closed off 100%? Yeah
00:36:51I've received a box in post my birthday. It had a letter in it a
00:36:57Turtle badge and in the letter, it just basically said it's like I've been thinking about you. I miss you
00:37:03I miss waking up next year
00:37:08It's what the end
00:37:10It said like keep slaying no regrets and then it said actually I just have one regret when he was in the kitchen cooking
00:37:17I wish I'd have got down on my knees and terrorized your bumhole
00:37:20Oh
00:37:24You did not gosh
00:37:28What that's inappropriate
00:37:33And then after that he said PS right to me I'd like that
00:37:39I'd like to what televised your bumhole. I'm a rise terrorize your bumhole
00:37:44I
00:37:49Feel like I'm looking like a dick I'd be mean but I'm sick of it
00:37:55And that's my final vows I just thought fuck that I
00:37:58Think the thing is if Luke wants to win back Amy, then he hasn't gone about it the right way
00:38:04You know, she's made it very clear that she doesn't like that kind of sexual language
00:38:09Absolutely again yet another example of him just not listening to her
00:38:14And
00:38:19He's Steven
00:38:24Why is she running why is she running you look incredible?
00:38:29How are you oh my goodness, that's quite a reaction isn't that baby isn't that
00:38:35What the fuck is this? I missed you so much. You good. You look amazing
00:38:40Holly knows exactly what she's doing. She's trying to get underneath Hannah's skin. I think it's working. Yeah, I missed you so much
00:38:54Did you see that
00:38:56Did not expect that had no idea they were the best of friends
00:38:59There are still double standards that are very clear in this group
00:39:03Me and Brian can't be friends, but you two can kiss and cuddle and have a lovely time together
00:39:07whatever
00:39:09How's it with Polly? We're not really talking
00:39:13She's been savage man, but she's been putting like social media posts up on videos aimed at me
00:39:24Putting stuff in group chats to try and make me buy I haven't
00:39:31How does he know that that's not about someone else
00:39:34Don't make those assumptions
00:39:37You don't know who I've been with in the past or been with since you have you been with anyone Simpson that's no one's business
00:39:45He doesn't know that those aren't about other people if you've seen that and chose to take that personally that's on you
00:39:57If the boot fits babe wear it
00:40:04Attention brewing
00:40:07I'm looking everywhere. I'm here for it
00:40:25No, this is nice
00:40:30You're right sit next to that me by the hell am I
00:40:37Can I have the white wine, please straight in there
00:40:58Have you been pretty good? Yeah. Yeah good. Yes do my thing
00:41:07I
00:41:11That's where the conversation ends
00:41:13That's all good. It's clearly some awkward energy around the table
00:41:18But I do respect the fact that Stephen's made an effort to engage with Hannah, which it's quite a surprise. Yes
00:41:25Yeah good on him
00:41:29Let me dick you both straight down all the dry
00:41:31Look at me
00:41:36How's life in Glasgow
00:41:42Nice cool, right? I might eat the fish
00:41:47This is like speed dating now, and it had to be fucking but cross by your name
00:41:52dead
00:41:53No chat
00:41:55Wine anyone? Yes, please. Thank you darling. I had never met Charlie before. No, you haven't have it
00:42:02I thought she was Casper sister when they walked in together
00:42:12I've just done my lipstick. You just ruined it. You're so fucking yeah
00:42:26How was your birthday
00:42:28What did you get up to went for brunch with my friends and
00:42:42What's up, you see my bed
00:42:49At final vows I
00:42:52was very
00:42:54Straight to the point with the way I fell
00:42:56So the fact for you to then walk in here and tell everybody I hope she's wearing the turtle badge because it means the door
00:43:01Is a jar, but then I've said you're never gonna see me again. So why would the door be a jar?
00:43:06I just don't understand it. I
00:43:08Wanted to give you those because they were little
00:43:12Tell anybody about it. I can't believe you do not understand. No, I understand but especially had like the opposite effect. I
00:43:19I
00:43:20Put so much into our relationship like chance after chance the lie of the lie
00:43:25And you kept telling me that you change you kept telling me you stop making me feel uncomfortable
00:43:31I really tired and I still like I still keep getting it wrong, but I really need to say
00:43:40I just feel like you don't actually care about my feelings
00:43:43And
00:43:48When I think to myself about the good times that we've had I can't remember the good times
00:43:56Because everything's just overshadowed by the lies the rude comments the uncomfortable times
00:44:09But I don't think you're a bad person
00:44:14I
00:44:16Do actually feel quite sorry for Luke because you can see that he's really tried
00:44:21but there's just been a disconnect between him and Amy and
00:44:25You can see it's really start to sink in for him that actually this relationship is over
00:44:29I
00:44:42Mean on a couple of dates and stuff nothing serious. They're not in the barns. They weren't ever
00:44:49No, we can't
00:44:54You guys are so cute together honestly, thank you
00:44:59We're good. I love him. He's non-stop saying. I love you. You really come out your show
00:45:05But I think Lacey and like, you know, your relationships really made you comfortable in the group in some ways
00:45:13It's so interesting to hear Lacey say that Nathan's non-stop saying that he loves her
00:45:19This is a complete 180 from where we saw Nathan early in the relationship. We have to be very proud of his progress
00:45:30I
00:45:36Have you both been fucking fantastic me great
00:45:42Have you spoken yeah, all right. Yeah
00:45:45Can you see yourself getting to a point where you can be friends and you can be amicable and like you just move on?
00:45:50Are you quite happy to like just know I've been willing to get to that point for quite a long time minutes
00:45:55I didn't say it. What do you mean? What you mad? Are you are you actually joking?
00:46:01I've heard you've been putting Instagram posts about me. What's made you think that I've been putting up social media posts about me
00:46:09Because I've heard you've been digging me out in the group chat heard
00:46:13You've put it up my social media into the girls group chat because I'm calling it embarrassing
00:46:20The iron spoke about you I am bitched about you come mature, but what I'm a joke
00:46:25Okay, back off man. Don't sit here and say that you're mature because you're not that is embarrassing
00:46:30Why are you digging me because I want to fucking mature me every time I spoke to Adam
00:46:35You spoke to me like a piece of shit. Holy fucking come and say to me that I'm immature
00:46:39And here comes the point scoring
00:46:42You're here. Let's meet you. I do I listen to everyone
00:46:44Fucking
00:46:47Many people have told me not to buy it's the bullshit. She's putting in the group chat. Have I bit? No
00:46:53Adam she hasn't actually put anything in there to make I didn't speak in that group chat yesterday and she poor
00:46:59I know he's with Adam. He's respect if he was respectful
00:47:04for people
00:47:07Well, you were replying to what he said though
00:47:10We played involved in the fucking conversation at the time is why bringing me into it you put yourself into it you fucking idiot
00:47:18Yeah, the Perry is pocket in
00:47:21Applied to that message because you again thought it was I'll take a breather. Come on. I don't switch seats. He's a fucking idiot
00:47:32There's been no progress they're still name-calling they're still going below the belt nothing's changed here
00:47:39I
00:47:46What you looking at looking at you you fucking idiot
00:47:52Why am I not allowed to look at someone
00:47:54Why are you bitching about it for you so much because I found one of your posts embarrassing
00:47:58So I shared it with my doesn't bother me. What why are you bitching about someone?
00:48:02That doesn't want you
00:48:04Because I fucking want to why though because I can because I want to what other answer do you want mature?
00:48:09Do you want mature right to be honest between the both of you?
00:48:13I don't know how the fucking is lasted till Barney wall. Well, apparently me and Polly were having sex for the whole time
00:48:20No, I said we were having sex up until about three weeks before we left. We had sex three times
00:48:27I've got it on my phone because I tracked it with my periods Adam. Don't we had sex three weeks before
00:48:32We did not have sex after the second maybe third week
00:48:36Yes, we did
00:48:39Alright, this is really getting to that uncomfortable stage. You used to lie in bed and go
00:48:50Use the moment like a child
00:48:55You fucking prick
00:49:01You are fucking no good
00:49:06You
00:49:17You used to lie in bed and go
00:49:24Use the moment like a child
00:49:29Fucking prick
00:49:37You are a fucking no-good
00:49:44But what Adam said here was out of order that there's no question about it
00:49:48But Polly's response has actually crossed several lines here, and it's not okay
00:49:54She's responded in an aggressive way throwing the wine and it's just unacceptable
00:50:00She needs to apologize
00:50:02You're do not fucking mock me it wasn't said like that it wasn't said
00:50:08Are you joking because he soon can I text me after that conversation today?
00:50:13Yeah, we had that conversation and then we had sex they did that night
00:50:21Throughout the experiment we've seen Polly desperately wanting that
00:50:26Attraction and to feel desired by him and he's been sexually rejecting her and so to now
00:50:32Get to the point where he actually called it out publicly
00:50:35That is probably one of the most hurtful things he could do for her at this point
00:50:40And so here you know the reaction that we're seeing I think has been the accumulation of weeks and weeks and weeks of that rejection
00:50:46The comment you made was about which one
00:50:49I
00:51:08Do just want to say Adam. I am actually really embarrassed that I reacted like that
00:51:15And I am actually really sorry good girl
00:51:20I
00:51:26Just think that was and I know what I done was wrong
00:51:29You just reacted to a comment. I've just been talking really below the belt from him
00:51:35You have got feelings you know
00:51:37You've got
00:51:46You know what
00:51:49I've done everything. I didn't want to do
00:51:53I'm really pleased that Polly was able to do that take a little bit of accountability make an apology
00:52:00you know it's
00:52:02trying at least
00:52:03Some acknowledgement that that she's crossed that line
00:52:08I think these both need to knock it on the head now if I'm honest
00:52:19All right, how's your boy good, you know good. Yeah, I want to be better like six
00:52:26How's your daughter she's got you know, it's just a
00:52:31Couple of them, but that's just God
00:52:34Are you teaching a sign language? Oh?
00:52:36She was saying that to me before but I'm not a natural teacher. I said just you know you definitely cuz yeah
00:52:42Yeah, she goes is it working?
00:52:55But we said we're gonna only
00:52:58Communicate in sign when we Miranda, so she picks it up
00:53:04It's great to see
00:53:06Ross and Sasha talk about creating a family unit
00:53:11You know how they're talking about Ross's daughter and what they together plan to do shows forward thinking it shows that they're both
00:53:19Considered these are great signs for their relationship, and she's showing support through action not just words. I love that
00:53:30I've got plasters for your knee you felt
00:53:34I
00:53:36Yeah, have you fallen in love hard
00:53:39I've I find the badge. Oh, yeah
00:53:43Yep
00:53:49So are you still lesbian Charlie cool, sorry, haha, are you still lesbian?
00:53:56Actually not to do
00:54:03Street
00:54:08So have you dated since the show you have not have like talk to people, but he was the last person that's a movie
00:54:19What you can say I don't care
00:54:27Don't say I dated someone for a couple of weeks
00:54:31And
00:54:32But I just didn't have time for
00:54:34And that's why that's why I ended it cuz I yeah
00:54:37So do you obviously felt like you were ready to and you were looking I wasn't looking I got introduced to I do you?
00:54:43Feel like that's why you weren't
00:54:52Because I was only dating her for two three weeks, but I was like I'm not ready to be dating anyone
00:54:59Have you dated Steve haven't been on one day
00:55:05You're gonna find somebody amazing you will
00:55:12Right now all she wants is the man right next to her
00:55:19Is that me a job
00:55:26It's hard to hit
00:55:28I
00:55:35Understand that shit
00:55:49We're all big believers in transparency and truth overall
00:55:53But there's also a time for transparency in truth, and this was definitely not the time
00:56:08Did you want to chat home
00:56:15Yeah, do you know what I know it's just I think I've got something on my head
00:56:22That's really upset me
00:56:25Alex come to me
00:56:27About a comment that was made about my daughter
00:56:30From yourself. What did I say?
00:56:33Holly's daughter is a carbon copy of a god. I'll push turns out like a mother I
00:56:39Don't remember saying that okay
00:56:42Say whatever you want to me because I think I'm a big woman. I can take
00:56:48Probably did say now say it to your face is
00:56:51The way that I was treated on girls night and the insults that were called to me
00:56:54Would you be okay with your daughter being spoken to the way that I was spoken to Hannah?
00:56:59Never ever ever speak about my child or children
00:57:04That is one subject you will never want to walk down that lane with I genuinely don't think like we just
00:57:10Don't ever fucking do it
00:57:12You have been treated the way you have by me because of your own actions
00:57:16You made me feel like a piece of shit on it because you deserved it
00:57:22Do not
00:57:23Ever betray me to be a bad woman for telling you about yourself when you brought it on yourself
00:57:29You're right. I walked in you looked me up and down and said look what the cat dragged in
00:57:33Oh
00:57:36Man this is about to be a war
00:57:38Yeah, this has been a historical issue between the two of them, and it feels like it's now come to a head
00:57:47I know the girls day you'll be sitting a little bit smug, so I'll be meeting on Ryan
00:57:51I did not like that you did. I don't know you fuck off now. I just said to you
00:58:03Listen to me because I feel like you haven't got an understanding. Are you gonna listen to me?
00:58:08Are you gonna sit there rolling?
00:58:10I'm trying to talk
00:58:18Just screaming at me 24-7
00:58:23Yeah, a little bit that's what you are
00:58:30I'm human
00:58:33Then she stopped with me
00:58:36I'm sorry boss how am I being the one who's always the bad guy when I've shit to get hit on
00:58:42I like the fact that I like you
00:58:44I like you
00:58:45I like you
00:58:46I like you
00:58:48I like you
00:58:50I like you
00:58:52I like you
00:58:54I like you
00:58:56Then she started with me and I'm sorry for how am I being the one who's always the bad guy when I tried to speak to her
00:59:11Yeah, keep the fucking drum just trying to keep you cool on that you feel me don't raise
00:59:20It's such a shame to watch things devolve the way they have here tonight because I think both Hannah and Holly
00:59:25Had an opportunity to come here to actually, you know
00:59:29get a little bit of closure on all these issues that they've had throughout the experiment, but they've turned it into a
00:59:35Dramatized version of perhaps what needed to be said if only they'd taken that conversation outside
00:59:41Privately it could have been very different
00:59:56Oh, do you think I'm your forever person
01:00:03Obviously when I first met you on the first star I knew you're gonna be the one
01:00:13The way we've been so far through this experiment's been amazing
01:00:18I'm from the outside experiment is even better. Oh, yeah, that's really I want to be with you forever
01:00:35It's really beautiful to hear a couple talking about forever the way Ross is he's looking at her and saying you're my forever person
01:00:44It's beautiful
01:00:47What is
01:00:50What our biggest challenge outside of the experiment
01:00:55Maybe when we have arguments you go back to Manchester
01:01:06And when you're in Manchester the communication is really bad
01:01:12You need to text more
01:01:1724 hours, I'll think something's happened. I have to message you sisters. Where's Ross and then I'm like
01:01:37That's a problem I
01:01:40Think they're still struggling with managing conflict in a healthy way, you know
01:01:45You need to work it out in your relationship
01:01:55What have you learned from our marriage to take into your next relationship
01:02:00It's a good question that I don't need to put up where
01:02:05Shit that I don't deserve
01:02:09And that my bad bitch and I can carry my own yes, Sharon
01:02:16Is
01:02:21There anything you wish you'd said to me before we left the process
01:02:29Absolutely nothing
01:02:34Gorge gorge Ryan come on man. I've got anything say bro. Just say this is the time
01:02:42Nothing
01:02:44I don't need anything
01:02:50He's clearly very hurt and doesn't want to articulate how he's feeling to Shannon or the group
01:02:56Which is a real shame because he has a real opportunity here
01:02:59But the upshot here is that Shannon is saying she's feeling strong. She's feeling empowered and ready to move on
01:03:05So that's good that she's been able to heal from this and come out stronger
01:03:09Yeah
01:03:13What is your biggest regret
01:03:21My biggest regret was not leaving a week earlier
01:03:31Like me and Emma work really really hard, right
01:03:34I'm genuinely those three four days before we left
01:03:38We got the techiest and most awkward and most like not ourselves around each other. I
01:03:46Wish we hadn't had those last few days and we'd left it slightly better than we did. Okay, I
01:03:58Wish your biggest regret wasn't to leave a week earlier
01:04:01You wrote me off within 24 hours of me to me
01:04:07And I wish you'd have had a broader mind
01:04:10from week one
01:04:13From day one really of the issues that you have with me
01:04:16Oh
01:04:26Fuck that I'm not asking that question. How would she score me out of 10 as a husband and why?
01:04:40Well
01:04:41on a score of 1 to 10, I would say
01:04:45I would score you as a 4. Oh, wow. That's generous
01:04:54You're a nice guy, but I think you were a you were a terrible
01:05:03You could have a lot better but yeah as a wife to you I wasn't also great as a wife
01:05:15Kiss and make up
01:05:20Was that all right? Oh, yeah. Yeah terrible husband was my favorite
01:05:31In the absence of your wife
01:05:34Which bride at the table you wish?
01:05:38Walked up the aisle to meet you
01:05:44Oh
01:05:59If I had to pick one
01:06:11Maybe Emma
01:06:14I
01:06:29Feel privileged
01:06:39Were you ever really into me
01:06:45From the start I wasn't into you
01:06:49The more we got to know each other I started feeling a connection
01:06:53But as we got to know each other more there was more things that like I wasn't feeling
01:06:59Like there was a lot of things that you were doing and saying there wasn't a bit of me
01:07:05That's when I told you that I'm not feeling it
01:07:09Simple as that I gave it a hundred percent
01:07:12What one what else is to say
01:07:19So long story short no
01:07:24How do you feel about me now
01:07:29Right now I
01:07:33Am really genuinely upset that we are in the position that we're in I hope that we would never
01:07:40Be in this position
01:07:42Considering that we were so close at one point and we were
01:07:45Really really solid and it is a shame that we are where we are now
01:07:52I'm just upset. I feel resentful. I feel her and I don't feel good about you right now
01:08:02Yeah
01:08:05It's great to see that Polly has calmed herself down she's really cooled her energy here and she's able to articulate
01:08:13What's going on for her? You know she's being honest
01:08:15She's being real about I guess the hurt and disappointment rather than just coming out as anger. She's good for her
01:08:27What does our future look like to you I
01:08:30Would say right little you know little Nathan jr.'s
01:08:42I'm moving in to give up baby steps. You know I
01:08:47Want knows the kids I mean on the Bambino
01:08:52Nathan do you want a Nathan jr. Yeah, obviously I want
01:08:55When I said when I said baby steps, I meant
01:09:11Why do you think our marriage failed I
01:09:15Think we I think maybe we never really understood each other from the beginning I
01:09:20I
01:09:21Think my dishonesty and certain things when I
01:09:25Lied about certain things, and then it would became really difficult to to know what's true, and what's not true I?
01:09:32Did I did hurt our trust badly?
01:09:36And that affected it and also the fact that we always misunderstood each other perhaps from the beginning otherwise. I think we've got
01:09:44Maybe without those things and maybe all the other things I
01:09:47Think we would have got really close
01:09:50I
01:09:51Thank you for owning that
01:09:55Really nice you said make
01:10:02Was there ever a point where you thought our marriage could work
01:10:08Yeah, there was actually
01:10:12Obviously like find you attractive
01:10:15We really got on and then we got into a saying didn't we like I just want to good days because when we're good
01:10:22We're really good, and then it went downhill again, so
01:10:25Yeah
01:10:28That was really nice guys. I'm just gonna say that was really really nice. Thank you
01:10:31With me and Amy now I think maybe in another lifetime perhaps there'll be something, but I feel like after this chat
01:10:38We've had we can go our separate ways and be happy for each other, and if she needs me. Um you know
01:10:45I'm in Kent and the table for two is always ready
01:10:54How do we move forward from here
01:10:56I
01:10:59How do we move forward from here
01:11:06Being here and obviously seeing you it has like triggered how
01:11:12Seriously, I took this experiment and
01:11:16wanting a husband
01:11:18When I found out that somebody
01:11:22Had put in their application
01:11:25That they wanted somebody like me
01:11:30That literally meant the fucking world
01:11:39I don't know. I'm so upset
01:11:42It's my shit
01:11:52Yeah, I have naive I'm a fucking dreamer like that's just the girl that I am
01:11:56But I generally thought I was coming out here with a husband
01:12:05When you get that literally just taken away from you
01:12:10It's not easy
01:12:17And then hearing you
01:12:19Say that you've already dated for for a substantial amount of time
01:12:25Like it has baffled me, and I just think like well
01:12:29How serious actually were you about this whole process because I gave it my fucking all
01:12:36So moving forward from here
01:12:40I
01:12:44Genuinely don't know because I'm
01:12:47Absolutely fucking gutted and I genuinely feel like it has been wasted
01:12:56Eva
01:12:58We're friends and you treat me as a friend or there is literally no contact and then you are just a memory
01:13:05But
01:13:07Steena I think it's really important to not ever
01:13:12Look back at this whole experiment as a waste of time if I came on just because the relationship didn't work
01:13:19There are plenty of people around this table that the relationships didn't work, but you have done so much
01:13:26Growth and you have been so strong and so fabulous
01:13:31You gave it your all and Kieran gave it his all but it just didn't work and that's okay
01:13:39Yeah, some very wise words from Emma there. Yeah, yeah
01:13:43Christina
01:13:45For what it's worth. I don't think there was a waste of time meeting you. I haven't got a single regret. I
01:13:51Think you you're one of the nicest girls. I've ever met in me life
01:13:54Yes, it hasn't worked out, but I have got a friend for life, which I'll cherish forever
01:14:01You're like I'm Steena, I hope you know that
01:14:12Kieran and Christina do really care for one another and it is a shame that they haven't managed to make this work
01:14:19But I'm really hopeful that they're able to hold on to a friendship because they are really good together in so many ways
01:14:26And I think for everyone whose relationships have not worked out our goal tomorrow
01:14:31Is to really help them extract the personal lessons that they can take so they can move on into more constructive positive relationships in the future
01:14:41Next time welcome everyone to the final commitment ceremony the couples come face-to-face with the experts
01:14:48I really got me that for some. It's a celebration
01:14:52He loves me. I'm loving it. We've got something really special
01:14:57Without yeah
01:14:59While animosity bruise for others feel like there was a real sort of pack mentality
01:15:04Talk about my children. I'm coming to war
01:15:08failed marriages go under the microscope Emma deserved a husband who could give her what she was looking for and
01:15:14That's on me
01:15:16Felt like Ryan was trying to keep me on just on
01:15:19You specifically use the term. I want to terrorize your butthole
01:15:23God
01:15:26I don't think I've done anything wrong. Oh, come on. I don't are you taking the piss out of me and
01:15:32the breakdown of their marriage
01:15:35How much did it mean to Karen because it meant the absolute fucking world to me?
01:15:40Tarvis it and think I don't care about her shit raises questions for Karen and Christina
01:15:47Why are you not together?
01:15:53You