Married at First Sight UK Season 9 Episode 18
Married at First Sight UK S9 Episode 18
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00:00I
00:02That's what we're here for
00:04Previously, I really want to make this work as some marriages flourished stay stay stay baby
00:14Others floundered I feel something in me just switched off. I'm not convinced. We have a future
00:22If Emma is just I'm gonna have a fabulous day every day. I find it false. Yes, I can be more vulnerable
00:28Well, that's not me that means that no one's ever really gonna get close to you and Hannah's plea for forgiveness
00:33I'm so sorry fell on deaf ears. You don't believe
00:38So we're
00:40Leading the commitment ceremony to end with two drastic decisions. The best thing for me to do would be to leave
00:47I'm full of resentment. I've put leave
00:53Tonight
00:56The couple's head off to a country retreat this is nice
01:00We're claiming this room while it marks a fresh start for Emma and Casper
01:04I actually don't know how to accept showing my vulnerable side the fact you're questioning something again
01:09I need to change something about myself that sharing vulnerability. That's his progress. Could it spell the end for Rochelle and Dawson?
01:16Fine for you to say you're bore me. Is it fine for you to lie?
01:20You're a fraud and I've seen through you and group gossip about new bride Hannah
01:25After the commitment ceremony when Stephen was walking towards her
01:28She said to also hold my hand making jealous puts her firmly in the firing line with husband Stephen
01:35Behavior after has been terrible, so I can't even have fun to and try and make friends on I'm here. I'm out
01:40I'm getting so sick of people throwing me under the bus get me off this TV show
01:51Oh
01:53It feels brilliant to be back in the countryside for the next three nights, this is it
01:58I wonder what inside looks like. Oh, don't I'm excited. The couples will all be staying together in a luxury rural retreat
02:09We're claiming this room you can't claim it you gotta win the game
02:13one two three
02:21Love that, please be careful. Please be careful. Look at the beams. Oh my god
02:31It's like I'm from home from you. Well, not quite
02:39This is nice
02:42Yeah
02:44And I'm talking your ones like I'm sure it'll be quite similar
02:50This is honeymoon sweet-sized bed this
03:00Nice in here, you know
03:04Do you think there's gonna be any dramas while we're here there might be with them Hannah and Stephen
03:10I
03:15Do the other Stephen being a treat is somewhat tense. I obviously said leave at the commitment ceremony
03:27Who's the best cook me
03:29He's always got food on him. Yeah, I'm more teaser. I go this top over with me
03:34Me Stephen haven't spoke since the commitment ceremony. He's having banter with everyone and he literally won't look me in the eye
03:40It's clearly very frosty between us, but I'm continuing to try. Should we check our rooms out?
03:46You're that way. We're this way. I am a little bit nervous to be sharing this cabin with Hannah and Stephen
03:52But I know there's friction between the two of them. So I feel like it's gonna be a little bit awkward
03:58Yeah, you did say but that has nothing to do with me. I tend to avoid drama. I'm a bit like Switzerland
04:04I'm like neutral all the time
04:10I
04:14Fresh week
04:16And you know for me it is it's make or break
04:22And I wasn't ready to break it and I think you write and leave
04:28Slap in the face that I needed
04:30I've got to show you that I can be a great wife
04:34Coming into the experiment Emma was aware of the barriers she was placing on herself
04:40I'm scared of vulnerability. I
04:43Don't let myself open up and I don't want to give someone my heart
04:47I'm holding myself back from finding love
04:50I've got to learn and grow because I think that's what I need
04:56All the emotions that I felt when I wrote leave and the sort of freedom it gave to my brain
05:01That is hard to forget
05:03But my head at the moment is I want to be positive this week to see how my week goes
05:09Casper writing leave was probably something I needed to show me that I need to fight
05:16I want to fight for this. I want to fight for this relationship. I want to fight for this marriage
05:20It's not going to be easy, but I'm hearing what the experts have said
05:24I'm taking on their advice to be able to let him see Emma who is
05:30Vulnerable and can be venerable an emotion if needs be
05:35Every emotion that I'm trying to feel I'm gonna try and stay and pause in that moment
05:39Like Paul told me to and that's tough
05:43But you're not used to it. No, I've got a chance to show what I can do this week
05:50This week is make or break if I'm a
05:53Make some progress in terms of embracing some of the other emotions apart from positivity
05:58I think that's a far more attractive version. I think if she holds on to those qualities then
06:03It could work and this is what I want. So, let's see
06:11Do you know what I think is funny though is the fact that it's called the cowhouse
06:18I feel like we've got a good group here though. Yeah, I can imagine if she was with Stephen and Hannah
06:24Like they're not even talking. That would have been awkward. I actually
06:28Give her a German thought maybe they've come back off the honeymoon
06:31The hard time so she's just got a frontal and then last night after the commitment ceremony
06:35She's gone up to Shannon and Ryan through and she was rubbing Ryan's feet in front of Shannon going
06:41Oh, and you got nice blue eyes your feet are so soft and it nice and warm in there
06:46Like she's been super flirty with you
06:49some of the comments have been a bit like
06:51You wasn't happy about it. What's your son? No, I wouldn't do that. Hey guys. Do you think you would pull off on it?
07:01Turn to it
07:03We can't just be going around saying that stuff to people's men. Do you know I mean?
07:06It's not how we work around here that to me is just very strange behavior soon as she's seen him
07:12She's like, oh you look nice. Do you go the gym? You ain't got nothing to worry
07:17Why have to save the menu when you can have the full meal? I'm telling you. You haven't got nothing to worry about. I
07:22Don't trust Hannah as far as I could throw her to be honest
07:25Maybe she's trying to see who the weakest couple are. Yeah, she can wear my way
07:28What
07:30She can't be if it's not working out with your husband is trying to take someone else's but people have said that though
07:35Because there has been things when we've been out
07:39After the commitment ceremony when Stephen was walking towards her. She said to also not I'll hold my hand because he's coming towards us
07:45But let's make him jealous
07:47Because she knew that Orson's marriage wasn't going great either. You wouldn't go out of your way to make someone
07:53Jealous if you've put stay yesterday and that you want to try and work in it when you're doing
07:58When you're doing that
07:59It can't really keep going on if she's gonna keep flirting with people's men
08:04If that is how she is as a person, then I don't want any part of it to be honest
08:22I think given the commitment ceremony yesterday
08:25I'll stay in a different room. I
08:27Did say on the sofa that I was going to try my best. However waking up this morning
08:31I've learned some more things that Hannah said behind my back to other people
08:35She's trying on with other blokes in an attempt to either get with them or make me jealous
08:40So I've decided I'll be staying on my own
08:46Okay, so why did you say you'll try
08:48Your behavior after has been terrible my behavior after he's been terrible. Yeah, like what I'm trying to get Orson to hold your hands
08:56Try make me jealous
08:58We were taking the piss. It's a shit joke after I'd spoke like the honeymoon at the cream ceremony
09:06You're making this whole experience so sure it's not fair. Okay, do you I've said leave you honestly feel like you're treating me. All right
09:16So I can't even have banter and try and make friends while I'm here yeah, but not about me it wasn't about you
09:22It's never what so but you hold my hand to make Steven jealous
09:26You're taking things so differently man. I'm out told you
09:37I'm getting so sick of people fucking from under the bus. Get me off this fucking TV show. I forgot
09:56Oh
10:03Okay
10:09He's just said to me you're being disrespectful because you're saying and
10:14Are you and awesome are taking the piss like pretending to hold hands every single person in this group?
10:19They've all thrown me under the bus
10:20No, I feel like don't just take face value from Steven you need to speak to like everybody sweet to everybody I can't
10:27Think about it. We'll go
10:30Yeah, don't just don't try and stay calm remember calm
10:38My personality is being bashed and I'm being thrown under the bus and being blindsided with all these little stupid stories
10:43And there's clearly some shit stirring going on here and I want to get to the bottom of it
10:50I
10:57Mean if he's giving nothing back to you, then it's difficult to
11:05You don't honestly you're not being bad you're not being a bad person
11:09Yeah, but why why I know it's not an option now is to try and make friends with people and have some banter in
11:14The whole group. She's turned against me like why?
11:16Happen
11:18You're obviously gonna think that people are bitching about you, but it's probably just been said in like a jokey way
11:24Why would you say at all?
11:25They like what I can't I just have banter with people and have a fucking life like why do I have to be?
11:29Honest and this honest and that honest and I'm the fucking drama of this whole thing and I didn't meet this shit
11:34They were probably laughing about it
11:36Yeah, but under the circumstances of what we're doing and how me and Steven are why would you make it make more drama?
11:43It doesn't need to be drama
11:47I'm not being portrayed to look like a liar, and I'm not being portrayed to look like I've been
11:52Disrespectful when all I'm trying to do is build some friendships have some bonds with people that is my kind of banter
11:59The whole story's been blown out of proportion
12:03I'm open to chatting to everyone and figuring it out
12:05But I don't want people to think I'm stepping on people's toes because I'm not
12:16Thought this is like our second honeymoon now, you know, I mean, yeah
12:20After last night the commitment ceremony as well went really well
12:24Definitely in a not that we were ever in a bad place, but we're in a better place
12:27Yeah, the best place we've been because it's just a nice little incline of things. I think it'll be good. I'm excited
12:33Obviously last night we spoke about the fact that I wanted a little bit more
12:38PDA from you and obviously I know that you struggle with that. How do you think you're gonna find that when obviously we are?
12:44With everyone this week, I will struggle with that and I've told you that it's not something that I can just do
12:51It's something that's gonna get built up. So I
12:53Just think it's hard for me because I've never been a PDA person
12:57So in relationships, I've never like held hands or I've never been like kissing in nightclubs and like just anywhere
13:04I'm not I
13:05Don't really like it. I always like it like
13:08Not behind closed doors, but discreet. You know, I mean
13:11I
13:13Know it's not gonna happen overnight. So that's just something I've got to own. Yeah
13:18And I suppose seeing as I can't give you all the PDA. I might run. Yeah, the odd bath the odd bars
13:25Yeah, I'd put some rose petals around if I could find some
13:29It would be really nice for me if Adam did give me something this week in front of the group
13:34I'm not asking for a huge grand gesture, maybe a little kiss or an arm around the shoulder
13:39Yeah, just something would just be nice. It just makes me feel a little bit more secure
13:55Don't know how to help no, but you're trying you're really bad
14:00Making me upset. That's literally what she needs is you around her. Would you want to give it some space? Yeah
14:10I just feel really sorry for her to hate to be in that situation. Are you okay?
14:20It's not nice to see my wife get upset and react like that, you know tears coming down
14:27She's all right
14:30You know Hannah's just a bride like Amy was you know, she's excited about this match and now it seems to be falling apart
14:36so quickly
14:38The guy that married me was like the nicest guy I've ever met I
14:43Genuinely like this boy like he made me feel so comfortable and so happy
14:47We had something in us. Maybe that we could try a bit more we could move forward. But now he
14:51It's they've all just ruined it. Everyone's just ruined it
14:55I'm trying so hard to keep it together. You're doing really well
14:59You do really well and literally I can't even explain how proud I am of you. I
15:05Left the commitment ceremony
15:08Very much willing to try with Steven. I
15:10Meant everything I said on that couch. I cried and I meant it and I said that there were still feelings there. I meant it
15:17However, the fact that he won't actually have a conversation with me
15:21Is it's gonna be harder than I thought so
15:23The balls in his court
15:25I
15:35Totally live here now, I know I'm quite disappointed that me calls or hasn't gone yet like
15:44Even though it is well frustrating. Yeah, no, it is frustrating. It's definitely frustrating
15:49Just let's try and keep positive
15:51especially for my brain at least
15:55It is my time of the month, but
15:58Even though I'm not feeling a hundred percent myself
16:01I'm still going to enjoy the peace enjoy time with Kieran and we're just hopefully gonna have the best time
16:09Christina first opened up about suffering with PMDD on the honeymoon. It's just like PMS
16:16but mine is like just
16:19Heightened, you know of times do get hard. I'll do my absolute best to make sure I'm there for you
16:26Because you deserve you deserve someone to do that for you for him to react how he's reacted
16:32Like I genuinely could not ask for any more
16:40I'm very I'm very grateful. I've got you me too
16:45And I'll have you as best as I can I know and I do really appreciate it
16:51I'm just gonna go off the back of what whatever Christina wants. Whatever Christina wants Christina. I'll get it's actually quite comfy. Yeah
16:58Yeah, just need a little nap a little nappy nap little nap to recuperate
17:03Just gotta be as supportive as I can and and and help Christina as much as I can as a husband
17:09The shame I couldn't bring me piano, but I have brought me you
17:12Yeah, so serenade you as long as I've got you I'll be all right, we'll be fine. Hey, we'll be fine
17:19very grateful I
17:27Don't see any point we are staying together
17:30While on this retreat
17:33After the commitment ceremony, it was obvious to me that I've caused you a lot of distress
17:37There was a comment that you made Rochelle last night you essentially said he wasn't masculine enough
17:43For me masculinity is leadership. And I just don't feel that I'm getting that right now
17:50She said like Austin. You don't really stimulate me mentally. I
17:55Took it fucking personal. I feel something in me that just maybe switched off a little bit. I
18:01Didn't know that I mean, this is the first I'm hearing that me saying that mating switch off you hadn't brought that up
18:15I
18:17Did right stay and I'm quite frustrated with myself that I didn't do what I wanted to do
18:23Because I wanted to leave and he knew that
18:26Because I wanted to leave and he knew that
18:31Stone like get it. Sometimes I really don't it shouldn't be that hard to get I told you how I felt
18:39If you told me how you feel
18:42like and I'm telling you like
18:44This is how I feel. I don't understand like why you tell me how you felt before the commitment ceremony
18:51If
18:53You're telling me no, can you just answer the question also you have a very good way of trying to just you know
18:59Circumvent answering questions. Did you tell me anything that you said on the couch? Yes, you know what, you know, that's not true
19:04You know how I feel. No, how would I know? I'm not I'm not a mind reader
19:11You sat on the couch and you said that how when I said about not being mentally stimulated you said that caused you distress
19:17We had ample opportunities to talk about in private you never mentioned that to me everything I said on the couch I
19:23Had already told to you. You also said you checked out
19:28Yeah, I checked out a discussion. I checked out. Well, then why when I said I wanted to leave
19:32Did you say you wanted to stay you said you wanted to leave also? No, you say that we didn't have a conversation
19:37You said you want do you not remember the conversation we had when I said to you? I'm ready to leave
19:42I'm ready to go back to work. And if I leave now, I can be home in time for my daughter's birth
19:46Okay, and then what did we decide? No, but what did you say? I said, let's do one more week, right?
19:51Okay, I said that yeah, then what did we decide? Well, obviously I said stay because I
19:56Can't tell you what no you definitely
19:59I will be I was I was being I was trying to be thoughtful because I had already left once before and I thought let's
20:06Be in agreement when we leave
20:09It's fine for you to say you bore me. It's fine for you to say
20:13You could have addressed it at the time
20:17To have arguments and then just walk out. It's fine for you to say. Oh
20:23I'm not sure if I like find you like I could I could say more things that you said to me. Awesome
20:29Look, is it can I just like for you to lie?
20:33Let me just as much as you have let me just say this what about your lies
20:37I'm not gonna actually sit here and let's talk about your lies. Also, I don't want to be
20:42Question just you're a liar. You're just you're a fraud once you come after my integrity once you come after my livelihood
20:51Did I ask you if you if your business is
20:54Companies house. I got time. You're not even registered on companies house, but you said you are you're a fraud and I've seen through you
20:59I'm fine. I got time for you. Like just you're staying your space
21:04That's exactly what I'm doing all respect for you and once I lose that I lost respect for you
21:10I lost respect for you on the honeymoon
21:14Pretty certain, you know
21:15He probably hopes he did right leave now, but he wanted to drag this out another week and we're dragging it out another week
21:34All I've gotten from Michelle is criticism
21:40Some of those things are just can't see past
21:44It's gone as far as oh
21:48You're a fraud. You're a liar. You've got no company
21:53I've made sure that Michelle is looked after I made sure that I'm a man to Rochelle. Well, apparently I'm not money. No
22:02I've checked out
22:04Like I am done
22:10Oh
22:18How many times do you think you've gotten a bike in the last decade? Yeah three times. Oh, he hasn't fallen off yet
22:24We're there. Well, there's always time
22:31Suspensions good on them. No
22:40It's actually so nice to just get the wind in your hair, oh, it's so nice a
22:46Nice little date day exactly
22:52I was lovely actually
22:55Casper look when I prepared. Oh, this looks banging. Look at that
23:01proper cheese board
23:03some macaroons and fruits
23:05Ah, there we are
23:10It's been a nice day
23:14Are you proud of me for what I've done so far? Honestly, you've been brilliant
23:18See it to believe it was was my thinking on the sofa with the experts
23:23In order to grow you've got to get outside your comfort zone. You do that's my job this week
23:28Vulnerability is definitely something that I struggle with and I actually don't know how to
23:33Except for showing my vulnerable side
23:36I actually don't know too much on how to break the mentality that I've worked on for 10 years in my work
23:43In sales, it's quite hard to be super super resilient and vulnerable at the same time
23:50The fact you're questioning something again. I need to change something about myself. I don't know how to do it, but I want to
23:54Yeah, that's sharing vulnerability and that's that's a step in the right direction. Honestly that question in itself is progress
24:01Thank you customer. I'm feeling
24:04I'm feeling thankful
24:09I've come into this new week with a fresh mind and
24:12That's what I'm trying to be trying to be more open trying to be more vulnerable. And then do you think there's hope?
24:17We carry on this trajectory
24:22Honestly, yeah
24:24I'm staying and I'm gonna be as positive and upbeat as I can
24:27Through the next week and see where we end up but just have as much fun as possible
24:33I
24:41Definitely feel like we're making progress. Is that my toxic positivity?
24:47You know, we might even get a snog this week
24:54Slowly but surely I think you know, I am seeing different sides of Emma to a positive week then
24:59We've been really struggling and walking on eggshells and now we're not
25:07Slips down the gullet, didn't it? Oh, yeah. Oh
25:09I'm intrigued because it's a far more lovable person long. May I continue?
25:15Oh
25:27How nice who's popping it I'll do the honors
25:35I need anything
25:40My two favorite girls
25:42Hello. Hello my honey
25:45I
25:49Can I get in now we're I
25:54I'm trying to be as supportive as I can for Christina. Is that warm? It's large. Oh
26:01My god
26:02Cuz I know how how hard this is when she's suffering from a PMDD symptoms
26:07And she just needs someone to really be there for her. But you get the shampoos in
26:12All right, the setting is so beautiful got bubbly on the side
26:19Got the candles everywhere the lights it is the perfect perfect
26:24romantic scene
26:26Cheers to our first bath together. Cheers to us. Yes. He's the best
26:33romantic
26:42How you feeling about the retreat
26:44yeah, I was
26:45Obviously super super nervous because I didn't think I'd be I was worried
26:50I was obviously going to be fed around which I did
26:52I obviously did this morning, but now being like in here with you like I feel really I feel so much better
27:00You know, you've managed to like bring me out of a hard a hard place I didn't do that you've done that
27:06No, but you help
27:08It's the little things that like mean the absolute world to me like maybe without even realizing
27:13You know just like a light a sensitive touch or like what I like. I know when you mean it
27:21It's so brand-new Karen and like I think you're just handling it like an absolute champ, you know
27:27I appreciate you, you know
27:30struggling through it with me a
27:33Problem shared is a problem. Yeah, that's really nice
27:37And that makes your life easier
27:41I'm so grateful to just have somebody, you know
27:45Just understand how and why I'm sort of feeling it made me feel a hundred times better. Yeah, really grateful
27:52so
27:53You're gonna play us a tune then or what?
27:58Go on
28:00Even in Christina say in a bath. Nobody knows I've got me big toe up your ass
28:14You do this one then
28:20They got their helmets on and they're taking a piddle on their bikes a
28:25Piddle
28:29That's really good
28:31Olsen and Rochelle are not getting on and that is why I've made them this song
28:38they just need to put the past behind closed doors and
28:45Olsen should get on all fours
28:49That could be number one
28:51away, man
28:56I
28:58Talk to me then bro. What's going on?
29:00Michelle and that
29:02it's just gone to the point where like
29:05I'm like, I don't even really want to be around you
29:10You two were good people don't remember shouting my sister. You're my brother like we're not even living together
29:18It's
29:20Is there not a friendship salvageable, no, no way no in a million years in two million
29:29Yesterday you both would stay that
29:32What's changed since then everything
29:37Disrespectful go and why should I keep trying? I don't argue with my two and a half year old
29:41I'm not coming in to argue with a 48 year old and managing moods. I'm not here to manage. No 48 year old moves
29:47I'm doing it. I've done enough of that. I've compromised enough. Yeah, it's time to think about I gotta think about me, bro
29:53yeah, it's time to think about awesome now and
29:56You're out here trying to make her happy. Yeah, I'm forgetting about my happiness
30:02Holly did tell me something earlier. Okay?
30:06Yesterday you was with Hannah and Hannah said, oh, let me hold your hand so I can make Stephen jealous
30:12Oh
30:14Walk one day bro, I need to know
30:21God
30:25Okay, so like
30:28She was
30:29Flirting a little bit. I'm not gonna lie. She was flirting a little bit. That's a mad team. Yeah, she
30:36But I don't think he was that deep
30:38If I sit here and say like it was deep I'm gonna stop you there real quick though, okay
30:43If you're not on good terms with your husband, you should not be flirting with other men serious or unserious
30:50That's crazy and it's moggy on Stephen because he doesn't deserve it, man
30:55She shouldn't be doing that. You're never gonna do anything
30:59The boys ain't like that
31:08Hey
31:11I've got some wine. Yeah, but like I've actually got a husband now
31:16Tree house Jeff in
31:18Sonny Oh Posh
31:21Sasha's on her way around amazing. I feel like Hannah needs to open up to another girl other than me. She's gorgeous eye contact
31:29We entered the experiment at the same time, but she feels like everybody's against her. How are you feeling?
31:36I'm exhausted, but I do I'm glad that Sasha's coming
31:39It'll be nice to just kind of like maybe try and help me like integrate into the group a little bit
31:44You need to open up to
31:53Hannah and Stephen not in a good place
31:56They're not sharing a cottage together and I've just come in to say well make sure you feel welcome
32:01We just want you to enjoy the retreat
32:03What was your sign about me so my ears was burning
32:07We were just talking about like all that
32:09There's all these bloody rumors about me and Orson like flirting with each other. Have you heard this?
32:14Tell the truth, I may have heard very recently that you put your hand in his orc or summit
32:25Oh my god, this is getting so playground. Oh, that was Ryan. I touched his shoe and say shoes
32:34Right, so that hang on there's an issue now that I told someone I like their shoe and I wanted to see if there's an issue
32:39But there is because that's how you've just said it. Oh
32:43I've landed myself in it. No, Anna's upset. It's all gone tits off
32:47I think they just it was just there was my beside you was just like
32:52Flirting or by asking someone if their shoe was fluffy and saying that this is a really big eyes
32:59And no soy lashes or something
33:04I don't want to be the bearer of bad news and stuff. Oh god
33:08She's grabbed Brian's fall and she's giving him a foot massage and she looked at him and said, oh my god
33:14Your eyes are so beautiful
33:17And the other day she went and knocked on my door and asked for my hair straighteners were you there no
33:23Alex was like well Holly's not here. Alex has gone shut there and she's got Alex and he's lent round
33:30And she's gone just to let you know you're my favorite boy, oh man
33:36Hearing these new things that Holly told me tonight
33:39I'm genuinely said because I have separated from my children to come into this process. I've come here to give my everything
33:45I don't really know how we've got here, but we're here
33:49So my go-to thing is to be really nice to people
33:52Yeah
33:52And the fact that that's been twisted into being flirting is just so frustrating to I just feel so like mountain of a molehill
33:58she thought that the the gossip about her and also like flirting came from
34:06Somebody in the group and they were like stirring shit
34:10I'm
34:11Usually pretty good at merging into a group. So there's something going wrong here and I don't really know why
34:17No one's actually just took the time to hear my side of the story
34:21Just feels like it's all gone to shit because we started off so well like our wedding was amazing our honeymoon was amazing
34:27if I'm honest
34:29I've not told anyone this
34:33But like we slept together on the honeymoon
34:37I don't sleep with people just easily. Yeah, and and that's why it's harder for me to like just let it go
34:42Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah sex for women is more emotional. Don't really sleep with someone
34:47Well, it's rare that you women sleep with someone that I don't don't feel anything for at all
34:53Yeah, I think that's why I feel more hurt about the whole thing
34:56Yeah
34:57Coming in late is hard enough coming in later with no support system. It's been really really tough like really tough. That's shit
35:03I don't want anyone to feel like that. I can definitely talk to the girls. I appreciate that
35:13She's come into this the complete wrong way and it's not sat well with anybody I
35:19Said leave I don't want this. Yeah
35:23But you're the one that said you wanted to work and work on it, but you're off working on other guys
35:28Exactly. She's she has perfect in it
35:31big time
35:33You can't sit on the sofa and say I really want to work at this marriage and that's why I'm gonna stay
35:38I'm gonna make it right and I'll live but then working on everyone else's man other than yourself
35:43I'm sorry, but she's a bag
35:47She's hungry
35:49This is not a Calvary baby can't go along picking bits on what you want
35:53You've got someone here. And if you don't appreciate a good guy, someone's fucking gonna
36:11I don't know whether she's seen Orson and Rochelle aren't great. So she wants an opportunity to try diving somewhere else
36:19It's awful hearing all this stuff I've been married before
36:23I've got four children and it's my last-ditch effort to actually find my person because I've my heart broken last time
36:29I'm just
36:30refusing to go through it again and it's just fucking sad that you put all the effort and time in somebody and then this just
36:36I feel like you cannot say that. This is your last chance when you've been lumped with Hannah
36:40You are not the problem. No, no, everyone will see for everyone. It's not boding. Well with anybody
36:46Just know that we've got your back. Thank you
37:00Come up it's all pen
37:03Hello
37:05I'm definitely not ready to give up it's even
37:08So I do feel like I want to have a chat with Orson and just get to the bottom of it
37:12So there's rumors about me and you so
37:16It just feels like it's all been blown massively out of proportion
37:20so after the commitment ceremony, I
37:23Feel like you were going out of your way to kind of make me laugh and we were having a bit of banter and we like
37:27Should we pretend to hold hands and like lol now that everybody's turned against me?
37:33You can't say everybody cuz I haven't
37:39There was no malicious intent
37:42There was no malicious intent, but it's fine for you to say but that's how it's been made to look from the others from everybody
37:48Else in this group. Everybody's coming out and saying you've done this. You've done that you've done this
37:51I've not been told that it was inappropriate as I told someone they had really nice eyes. I can't win
37:58Question have you realized what's happening here? I'm the villain. No, no, no, just a lot of shitster
38:05Rumors, I get that and I understand that
38:08However, can you see how I now feel like I can't trust anybody in this group because everybody's throwing under the bus left right and
38:14Center and it's not fair. I feel like I'm being made to look like a shitty human and I'm not a shitty human. I
38:22Don't think you're a human I understand fully exactly where you're coming from 100%
38:29You
38:33What can I do
38:35To just eradicate a lot of this to fucking have my back man
38:40I've had your back in every conversation. I've had you could go and speak to anyone in this group
38:46anyone in this group
38:50Appreciate that
38:53I've got you
38:55Austin's a good guy. I think he's a good guy. I think the fact that he's a little bit older
38:59I think he's not playing a game here. And I think Steven maybe has took the stories differently
39:04Twisted it a little bit and he's obviously stewed on it for the night and then thrown it at me
39:08I think you're overthinking things. Yeah
39:16Yeah, we seriously yeah
39:20Do you know how amazing you are?
39:22All the newbies walked in and the first thing I said to Adam after I've kind of like done my people watching I goes
39:28I like her
39:32Because she's fiery she's feisty and she looks like she don't give a shit and that's that's what gravitates me to you
39:44It's nice to hear someone especially a man actually big me up a little bit
39:53So I've obviously got a walk-in cinema party on my own no, you know, you got me we could walk in hand-in-hand
39:58We can't yes. I don't give a shit like let them talk
40:04I just wanted to feel someone's hand in mine. It's been a while. Oh
40:13I appreciate you. I do appreciate you. Yeah, man. I got you man
40:17I
40:20Mean I'm not in a great place, you know with Rochelle Steve is not in a great place with Hannah
40:27Okay, you guys could get out now
40:31Not a hundred percent sure if Hannah fancies me or not if she does like
40:42Squeaky bum time
40:47Next time
40:51As the group split I am walking into a lion's den for the girls animosity bruise
40:57This is your chance to explain yourself
40:59Well, it's not because you've all made your minds up. The last thing you want to do is get brave speaking to me like shit
41:03She's going about things like a dickhead for the boys. She's done certain things. I think to get you jealous an admission
41:09I've had a conversation with Hannah last night inflames tension. She's trying it on with all the other guys
41:15I think that's a bit unfair. It is fucking done, but it's revealing questions stick with your current partner or twist
41:24Twist that deals a devastating blow the fact that you've gone I'll switch to Steven his muggies for I'm getting better every week
41:32And I'm you're still not fucking happy
41:35Just shit
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