Bakit maagang pumasok sa showbiz sina Snooky Serna at John Regala? | SiS (Stream Together)
Dahil sa kanilang estado sa buhay, pinasok agad nina Snooky Serna, John Regala, Klaudia Koronel, Ogie Diaz, at Ynez Veneracion ang larangan ng showbiz kahit bata pa sila.
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00:00We walk hand in hand, we dream together. We giggle and laugh like kids forever.
00:12We're two different people, but we're having fun. We talk about anything under the sun.
00:19We are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
00:27I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends we'll always, always be.
00:39We always have fun, being together. You know me the best, we're friends forever.
00:47Through good times and bad, I'm here for you sis. Right by your side, hit or miss.
00:54We are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
01:01I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends, the best of friends.
01:09The best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
01:18Good morning everybody. Good morning.
01:24Okay, Jelly, there are artists who declared their independence early on from their own families.
01:30Like who?
01:32Like Alessandra De Rossi. Alessandra De Rossi.
01:36She left her house and she's living alone by herself.
01:42Who else? Sherilyn Reyes, I think.
01:45That's also what happened. But that's what happened to her family.
01:49Her husband left. Alec.
01:53Alec, both.
01:54He worked, he appeared in a movie that was a bit bold.
01:58Now, his father is demanding him.
02:00Yes, they have a problem.
02:02Our guests today were early in their work.
02:06We'll find out who they are and what they really went through.
02:11We'll be right back, sis.
02:14The best of friends, the best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
02:22The best of friends, the best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
02:31She grew up in front of the camera. Who else doesn't know Snooki Serna?
02:37She's now an action star.
02:39She used to sell cigarettes. John Regala.
02:44Before she said, take care of me.
02:47She was a hater back then. Claudia Coronel.
02:52That's from the movie.
02:55The new daddy, how will he earn money before he gets married? Audrey Diaz.
02:59Audrey Diaz.
03:04The lady of the night of the showbiz.
03:08What was her racket back then? Ines Veneracion.
03:14Here we go, let's start.
03:16Of course, most of you are normal.
03:18You seem abnormal, right?
03:20Me, I'm Abinado.
03:21Most of you are normal people.
03:24You go through 6 years in elementary school, 4 years in high school, 4 years in college, depending on the course.
03:32Then, of course, at that time, you're just thinking about assignments, tests, asking your parents for money, right?
03:44Then when you graduate, that's when you'll think about getting a job.
03:48But for you, your job is too early.
03:51Tell us about it.
03:53Who do you want to start with? I think you're the youngest one to start.
03:57No, I'm just 3 years old.
03:58For them.
03:59She's young.
04:01She's a toddler.
04:03She's not a kid.
04:04Thank God, when I started when I was 3 years old, my career got better.
04:08I mean, people accepted me, I became more famous.
04:12My father invested in restaurants.
04:15It's a blessing in disguise that I burned down.
04:18It's the same.
04:19Wow.
04:20So, that's how life is.
04:22Snooki gave up.
04:25That's how my life story went.
04:28I gave up.
04:31But it's just a help.
04:32It's more of to augment the income.
04:34I'm not the complete breadwinner.
04:39But then there came a point in time when my dad got cancer.
04:43Of course, I couldn't work anymore.
04:45My mom got old.
04:47I reached a point where I was alone.
04:54You stopped your mom when you started working?
04:57Yes, when I was in showbiz.
04:58I stopped my mother.
04:59Before you were in showbiz?
05:01But when I was 7 years old, my mom and I were both looking for a job.
05:05Really? 7 years old?
05:06Yes.
05:07I was on the run that day.
05:09What was that?
05:10You were on the run?
05:11Yes, I was on the run.
05:12With a cigarette?
05:13Yes.
05:14Really?
05:15You experienced that?
05:16Yes.
05:17I think it was because I helped my mother.
05:20Who can resist?
05:22I only had one pair of shorts, a white t-shirt, and a pair of khaki shorts.
05:28That was all I wore that day.
05:30My mom was only wearing a gown.
05:32She was still looking for a job.
05:34So, I said, I'll help her.
05:36So, I was able to buy a pair of shorts.
05:41You didn't rely on your father?
05:43No, my father didn't do anything for me.
05:47He was too good-looking.
05:49Yes.
05:50So, until now, I'm still like that.
05:53But, of course, that was a challenge.
05:56Like I said, one day, we'll be rich.
06:00One day, we won't have a long life.
06:02Aside from writing, what else did you do?
06:05What was your biggest record?
06:07Before I started writing, I was in high school from grade 6 to first year of high school.
06:13But, that's how you were that day?
06:15Yes.
06:16You really have highlights.
06:17I can't be a girl because my image will be ruined.
06:20Okay, so?
06:21So, when I was in grade 6 and first year of high school, I sold bananas.
06:26Of course, I didn't have siblings.
06:29My father was a taxi driver.
06:32Even if it was just a little, it helped.
06:34I was able to go to school step by step.
06:36Then, when I started writing...
06:38How did you get into writing?
06:40From selling bananas?
06:44I stopped studying in college.
06:47My mother didn't know that I stopped studying.
06:50That's why she found out?
06:51Yes.
06:52When I gave my mother the tools to...
06:56For example, I had a part-time job.
07:00When I was able to save up for my writing,
07:02I told my mother,
07:03I will go back to school because I was able to save up.
07:07She said,
07:08Why are you going back?
07:09Your job might be ruined.
07:12I started as a proofreader.
07:14Sister Christy reminded me when I was in TV Patrol.
07:18Okay.
07:19It became a movie magazine.
07:20I brought her jacket and blazer.
07:23She gave me 20 pesos per income.
07:27Really?
07:29Then, she taught me how to write.
07:31Actually, it wasn't supposed to be my job.
07:34Because the first thing that Sister Christy offered me
07:37was a shampoo girl in Ricky Reyes' parlor.
07:40I said,
07:41You're so smart.
07:43I said,
07:44You're so smart.
07:45Just teach me how to write, Sister Christy.
07:47So, I taught her how to write.
07:49She took me as a proofreader.
07:51This is when you read what veteran reporters write
07:56and you look for mistakes.
07:58When I learned how to write,
08:00I rewrote what veteran reporters write.
08:04Of course, it's not as sharp anymore.
08:07Yes.
08:08You're the only one who writes.
08:10I became an editor of a magazine.
08:13Cloud, you started as a waitress in Apo Duwaling, right?
08:16How was your experience there?
08:19It wasn't the worst experience.
08:22What?
08:23It wasn't the worst.
08:24Because when I was in Grade 3,
08:27when I was 3 years old,
08:29my parents left me to my aunt and grandmother.
08:32The worst thing that happened to me
08:34was when I was 10 years old,
08:37I planted rice.
08:39In our province?
08:42I really learned how to plant rice
08:44or how to grow beans,
08:46how to grow corn.
08:48Really?
08:49Yes.
08:50That's what I experienced back then.
08:513 years old?
08:52No.
08:53Until I was 10 years old.
08:55Did you study at this time?
08:57While you were doing that?
08:58Yes, in elementary school.
09:00I only wore clothes once a year.
09:04I didn't enjoy being around my cousins
09:09because my grandmother was strict.
09:12I only stayed with my grandmother.
09:14She didn't play with me.
09:16Until my parents brought me here to Manila.
09:19I expected that life would be better here in Manila.
09:22But it wasn't.
09:24Ines, what did you do before you became a showbiz star?
09:27I was an extra in movies.
09:29Really?
09:30No, because I was still young.
09:34I really wanted to be an actress.
09:36I saw people dancing on TV.
09:40I was only 5 years old when I started dancing.
09:42When I was 5 years old, I already had makeup.
09:44Right?
09:45I was already showing my mom's makeup.
09:47When I was an extra,
09:50I didn't discover anything.
09:53I went to DATS to apply.
09:55I didn't get accepted.
09:56They said I wasn't pretty.
09:58Who told you that?
10:00Who told you that?
10:01Why are you asking? Just let it be.
10:03So now, I just went to Pegasus.
10:09Because I already gave up.
10:11I've been exploring for 4 years.
10:12Nothing happened.
10:13So when I earn 1,000 pesos per night,
10:16I'm already happy.
10:17I can give my dad 300 pesos.
10:20I can give my mom 300 pesos.
10:21It feels good when you're helping your parents.
10:25But for me, instead of thinking about it,
10:27I was playing.
10:28Because I was only 13 years old.
10:30I should be studying.
10:31If you saw me back then,
10:32I wouldn't have earned 1,000 pesos.
10:34What?
10:35I should have earned 1,000 pesos.
10:37Okay.
10:38What's the worst thing that happened
10:40that you missed out
10:41because you started working early?
10:43Playing, of course.
10:44Playing?
10:45Playing.
10:47Janice was talking about sleeping earlier.
10:50Yes, sleeping.
10:51Janice already knew that
10:53because she started playing early.
10:55But nothing compares to what you've experienced.
10:58Because you're only 3 years old.
10:59Playing.
11:00You really don't have time to rest.
11:01And you know what, Jerry?
11:02What I missed out on?
11:03I was able to identify all of your friends.
11:06Yes.
11:07That's true.
11:08I think for most of us,
11:09that's how it is.
11:10I'm just starting to have friends.
11:12Me too.
11:13Me too.
11:15I can play,
11:17but when I see my father playing,
11:20I get really mad.
11:22Why?
11:23I lost 5 pesos at the altar.
11:26I was suddenly hit by a bat.
11:29I was hit by a bat.
11:30I was there.
11:31I was able to pray.
11:32That's what I thank God for.
11:34I didn't taste my father.
11:36My father is a good man.
11:38But not in my parents.
11:39What?
11:40In my childhood.
11:42What?
11:43My mother left me to my relatives.
11:46She's the one who takes care of you.
11:48Yes, that's how it is.
11:49But we were poor.
11:51The only food I can eat is
11:54porridge and oatmeal.
11:56You're embarrassing me.
11:57I'm thankful because I was able to taste my father.
12:00That's a banana cue.
12:03Banana cue.
12:04What's your father's name?
12:05Oh my God,
12:06Janice,
12:07aside from your sleep,
12:10what else did you miss?
12:11Lord Aluna.
12:12Playing too.
12:14Because you're the only one I play with.
12:18Right?
12:19Nine years old.
12:20I'm the only one you play with.
12:22Yes, she's the only one I play with.
12:24And school activities.
12:26Because I wanted to play volleyball.
12:28I enjoy playing volleyball.
12:29But I can't because I'll get injured.
12:31I'll get black.
12:32And then,
12:33if I fall,
12:35I'll get injured.
12:36You'll get hurt.
12:37The tape will come off.
12:39There,
12:40they told us what they missed.
12:42You too,
12:43you'll miss a lot
12:44if you leave us.
12:45So stay there
12:46and we'll be back.
13:04Just like this,
13:05you have to go through fire to breathe.
13:07A person also goes through trials
13:09to become stronger.
13:10In the case of our guests,
13:12how did you go through
13:13what they went through
13:15to become stronger?
13:19When I was young,
13:23we used to cook
13:24in a can of pineapple juice.
13:27That's how hard it was for us.
13:28We slept in a cigarette box.
13:33We ate in a banana field.
13:36That's how it was.
13:37Whenever I think about it,
13:38even if I don't want to go back,
13:40I'll find a way
13:42to make a living.
13:46Because of what you went through,
13:47did you reach a point where...
13:49Because when you become an artist,
13:52it's not forever, right?
13:53Yes.
13:54It's very unstable also.
13:56So did you reach a point
13:58where you thought
13:59that no matter what,
14:00once I become an artist,
14:01even if I can't save money,
14:03I'll still be able to do it?
14:05Yes, of course.
14:06I'll still be able to find a way.
14:08Yes.
14:09Sometimes,
14:10you just cling to the darkness, right?
14:12That's how it is.
14:13We reach a point
14:15where you can do anything.
14:17As long as you're not hungry.
14:19As long as you have food
14:21for those who depend on you.
14:22Of course,
14:24but what you went through
14:25is what gives you the strength to fight.
14:27So,
14:28what I did was
14:29I saved money.
14:31I used everything.
14:32I even used drugs
14:33to save money.
14:35It means that
14:36I didn't sell anything.
14:37It means that
14:38even if I can't sleep
14:40for a week,
14:41it's okay.
14:42I'll just keep working.
14:43Even if it's just a marina,
14:44I did it.
14:45At least,
14:46I was able to build a house
14:47in a multinational
14:49worth 35 million.
14:51I did that.
14:52Then, I went through
14:53various savings.
14:55God has mercy on me.
14:56Now,
14:57I was able to buy
14:58a house in Tandansora
14:59where we're going to live.
15:01So, you can see
15:02all the hardships
15:03of your labor.
15:04That's why
15:05you didn't write it to me.
15:06It's not true.
15:07It's true.
15:08It's true.
15:09Oh,
15:10I'm sorry.
15:11I'm sorry.
15:12What did you write?
15:13I wrote a lot of things to you.
15:15It's beautiful.
15:17Are you friends?
15:18Yes,
15:19we're best friends.
15:20Yes.
15:21Did you plan to
15:22join the showbiz?
15:24What I experienced
15:25when I lived in Squatter,
15:27what I always remember is
15:29when our house was being demolished,
15:31I felt so bad.
15:33Then,
15:34our house was in the middle.
15:36It was surrounded
15:38by addicts
15:40and bad people.
15:41So,
15:42when I went home from school,
15:43our house was empty.
15:45Our house was like a palace
15:47in the middle.
15:48I was the princess.
15:49Then, our house
15:50was really empty.
15:51It was insecure.
15:52They were throwing things.
15:53My God.
15:54Then,
15:55I remember
15:56when my father and I were eating,
15:58our food was dry.
15:59Then,
16:00I always heard,
16:01what's that?
16:02Drink some water.
16:03Make yourself full.
16:05You'll be full.
16:06You won't be able to help.
16:08Since then,
16:09I said,
16:10I'll leave that place.
16:11I'll make up.
16:12And,
16:13I'll take my father
16:14and my siblings.
16:16I can feed them
16:19with my own food.
16:22Those are the things I remember.
16:23Are you mad at your father?
16:24Where's your father now?
16:25There,
16:26I just found out.
16:28Help me.
16:29I feel bad for him.
16:31He can't help us anymore.
16:33Then,
16:34I found out that he has a girlfriend.
16:35But, she's still alive.
16:36She's still there.
16:37You're not dead yet.
16:39I'm dead.
16:40Compared to your father.
16:41For me,
16:42For me,
16:43he's the one
16:45who gave me the inspiration
16:47to enter the showbiz.
16:49First of all,
16:50I wanted to be an artist.
16:52There.
16:53So, you wanted to be an artist.
16:55Not just to write.
16:56It's a secret.
16:57It's a secret.
16:58It's a secret.
16:59Let's keep it a secret.
17:01No,
17:02I did an extra.
17:03It was 30 pesos.
17:04It's a long time.
17:05Who did you do an extra for?
17:06For Saint in the Clown.
17:08Starring Issa Seguera
17:09in Puto Bicanche.
17:10Ah, okay.
17:11In Ligal.
17:1230 pesos.
17:13It's a long time.
17:14I said,
17:15I'm a fan of
17:16Aga Janice.
17:18Aga Janice?
17:19Aga Janice.
17:20I'm a fan of her.
17:21I said,
17:22if I'm still a fan,
17:23nothing will happen to my life.
17:24I'll still be friends with Aga
17:26or Janice.
17:27That's it.
17:28I said,
17:29I need a stepping stone.
17:30That's why
17:31I love
17:33being an artist.
17:34That's why I studied writing.
17:36That's where I
17:37penetrated
17:39in writing.
17:40That's it.
17:41That's the beginning.
17:42And,
17:43let's call it this.
17:44Of course,
17:45another inspiration for me
17:46was my father's death.
17:48He pushed you.
17:49He pushed you.
17:50After two years,
17:51we were so poor.
17:53I never dreamed
17:54that I would see my mother
17:55receiving laundry
17:56from her neighbor.
17:59And,
18:00she would borrow money.
18:02So, that's what
18:03gave me inspiration.
18:05Motivation.
18:06Motivation.
18:07To work hard.
18:08To work hard.
18:09Even if I stopped studying.
18:11I missed studying.
18:13I missed studying.
18:15That's what
18:16you didn't...
18:17That's it.
18:18When I was working
18:19when I was 14,
18:20I said,
18:21it's okay if I can't play.
18:22I hope I can study.
18:25But,
18:26I tried.
18:27You didn't draw in daycare.
18:28I tried.
18:29You didn't draw in daycare.
18:30You didn't draw in daycare.
18:32You're just there
18:33studying.
18:34Studying.
18:35I tried,
18:36but my body
18:37couldn't take it.
18:38So, you were 14.
18:40How many years did you start
18:41working?
18:42The direct work?
18:4314.
18:44What's this?
18:45You're an artist now?
18:46No.
18:47I was just there.
18:48You were in a club.
18:49In a club.
18:50Yes.
18:51When did you start
18:52being an artist?
18:5316.
18:5416.
18:55When I was an extra,
18:56I didn't want to anymore.
18:57Nothing was happening.
18:58So, what I did
18:59when I was in a club,
19:00I put aside being an artist.
19:02Maybe,
19:03this is not my line.
19:04I don't want to anymore.
19:05Until,
19:06I discovered.
19:07I didn't know
19:08what was happening.
19:09Why did I become an artist?
19:10This is what we call
19:11being surprised.
19:12I saw
19:13that I'm beautiful.
19:14I got it.
19:15You got it.
19:16Of course.
19:17At 16.
19:18You wanted it.
19:19Do you think this is it?
19:20You can do it.
19:21Okay.
19:22I can do it.
19:23You can't see it.
19:24But,
19:25it's different.
19:26We all saw it.
19:27Do you have a choice?
19:28I don't have a choice.
19:29I feel sorry for DATS Entertainment
19:30if I didn't see you.
19:31Really,
19:32even earlier.
19:33This is the greatest fulfillment.
19:35Greatest fulfillment.
19:36Yes.
19:37It's that
19:38I was able to tell
19:39that my family is alive.
19:40But,
19:41I was able to help them.
19:42More than the awards.
19:43More than the hits.
19:44More than the awards.
19:45More than the great movies.
19:46I was able to use God
19:48to be his conjugate.
19:50I was able to help
19:51my family's life
19:52to be better.
19:53If you were to ask me
19:54what was my motivation
19:56to go back to showbiz
19:58to work real hard
19:59is to prove to
20:01the people
20:02that we were living with
20:04that I have the ability
20:06that I can't be pitied
20:08that I can live
20:10for my family.
20:11And,
20:12I feel like
20:13I'm Scarlett O'Hara
20:14that I'll never go poor again.
20:16Because,
20:17I experienced
20:18the stories of
20:20Ines,
20:21Athena,
20:22Claudia.
20:23It's not just
20:24God's mercy,
20:25it's not just
20:26that you're poor.
20:27But,
20:28I also experienced
20:29eating dry food.
20:30We're just dry.
20:31Or,
20:32eating rice with salt.
20:33I really experienced
20:34that you're super poor.
20:35What really pushes you,
20:36mainly for everybody here,
20:37what really pushes you
20:39is family.
20:40Not necessarily
20:41by a person.
20:42But,
20:43not necessarily
20:44but by
20:45faith.
20:46By faith.
20:47Circumstance.
20:48But,
20:49for you,
20:50what really
20:51inspired you
20:52also to be able
20:53to help?
20:54Because,
20:55you know what other people
20:56are going through.
20:57So,
20:58if you can help
20:59because it's not just
21:00your cousins,
21:01right?
21:02You have a fan
21:03who taught you.
21:04Yes, yes.
21:05Really?
21:06Yes.
21:07I saw that
21:08she wanted to study.
21:09I told her,
21:10go ahead and enroll.
21:11She said,
21:12it's up to me.
21:13Until she finished
21:14and graduated
21:15from college.
21:16Now,
21:17she's a professional.
21:18It feels good.
21:19Thank you, idol.
21:21Aside from the drive
21:22to earn more
21:23to make your life
21:24more comfortable.
21:25To work harder,
21:26of course.
21:27Yes.
21:28Now,
21:29me,
21:30my son,
21:31no matter how hard
21:32the job is,
21:33I really put him
21:34in it.
21:35Because,
21:36of course,
21:37I have a son now.
21:38You don't want him
21:39to go through
21:40what you went through.
21:41Of course.
21:42So,
21:43even if it's hard,
21:44I will support
21:45his education plan.
21:47That's the most important
21:48thing now.
21:49Is it the same for you?
21:50Yes.
21:51Your children
21:52are the ones
21:53who give you
21:54inspiration.
21:55The things I didn't
21:56experience that day,
21:57she's the one
21:58who makes me experience it.
21:59I don't want him
22:00to go through
22:01what you went through.
22:02Me,
22:03my family,
22:04and my children,
22:05my inspiration
22:06was added
22:07aside from my mother
22:08and my two siblings.
22:09And of course,
22:10I want to make
22:11my husband,
22:12Richard,
22:13proud of me.
22:14My two children
22:15are my inspiration
22:16for me to go on
22:17and that's
22:18our inspiration
22:19to become
22:20better people.
22:21I'm not
22:22a showbiz person
22:23now,
22:24but we have
22:25other businesses
22:26that we are
22:27working on
22:28that we are
22:29really pushing
22:30for our husband.
22:31Like what Oggy said
22:32earlier,
22:33some people
22:34might think
22:35it's cheap.
22:36But nowadays,
22:37there's no cheap
22:38job.
22:39There's no cheap
22:40job.
22:41Yes.
22:42And one more thing,
22:43my mother,
22:44it means that
22:45all of us
22:46are sisters.
22:47I want to give
22:48my mother
22:49everything
22:50that she has.
22:51Yes.
22:52Because she wants
22:53to give you everything.
22:54Yes.
22:55Because I owe her
22:56everything I have.
22:57Correct.
22:58Not to your father.
22:59No,
23:00just to my mother.
23:01Is that
23:02what they're
23:03going through
23:04when they
23:05start working
23:06early in the morning?
23:16Always,
23:17always be
23:18we are sisters.
23:20We are sisters.
23:24So,
23:25when did you feel that,
23:26wait a minute,
23:28sometimes,
23:29you give me
23:30too much.
23:31But for me,
23:32I want to
23:33take care
23:34of myself.
23:35I want to give
23:36attention to
23:37my needs.
23:38Me.
23:39Me,
23:40maybe last year.
23:41Because
23:42sometimes,
23:43there's a time
23:44when you feel
23:45that sometimes
23:46your family
23:47comes to you
23:48and you can't
23:49give them anything.
23:50Sometimes,
23:51you can still hear
23:52your worries.
23:53Meanwhile,
23:54I gave almost
23:55all of my life
23:56to them.
23:57Right?
23:58You're still
23:59the one who's bad.
24:00You're still the one
24:01who's worried.
24:02So,
24:03I told my brother
24:04that
24:05I hope
24:06he'll study
24:07because
24:08I'm tired.
24:09It's like
24:10I've done everything.
24:11Sometimes,
24:12I can still hear
24:13painful words
24:14from other people.
24:15So,
24:16I thought,
24:17wait,
24:18why am I helping
24:19other people?
24:20Why am I
24:21helping myself?
24:22So now,
24:23no matter how hard it is,
24:24I'm still
24:25helping them.
24:26I'm still
24:27helping them.
24:28But,
24:29there's a limit.
24:30Yes,
24:31there's a limit.
24:32That's all
24:33you're saying.
24:34Then,
24:35now,
24:36no matter how hard it is,
24:37I'm still
24:38enrolling myself.
24:39You know,
24:40I'm doing
24:41my spiritual
24:42activities
24:44because
24:45I want to
24:46go back
24:47to my old religion.
24:48I'm doing it
24:49at the same time.
24:50My family,
24:51my studies,
24:52my job,
24:53even if it's hard.
24:54But,
24:55it's important
24:56to love yourself.
24:57For yourself.
24:58Because,
24:59the time will come
25:00when you'll help
25:01everyone
25:02and you'll be
25:03able to do it
25:04but they'll still laugh at you.
25:05So,
25:06now,
25:07I'm trying to
25:08improve myself.
25:09That's why,
25:10Claudia is really
25:11hardworking.
25:12Yes,
25:13she's really hardworking.
25:14She's really hardworking.
25:15And,
25:16she's really hardworking
25:17when she loves herself.
25:18That's why,
25:19I'm taking care
25:20of my wife.
25:21No,
25:22because,
25:23people have a tendency
25:24because you're an artist,
25:25they think
25:26you're rich.
25:27They think
25:28you're rich.
25:29Correct.
25:30Correct.
25:31Why did you get hit
25:32earlier?
25:33You said.
25:34Because,
25:35she said something
25:36about loving yourself.
25:37Why?
25:38Because,
25:39I committed suicide
25:40before.
25:41Because,
25:42I can't do it anymore.
25:43You're really tired.
25:44I'm tired.
25:45I have problems
25:46with my family.
25:47I have problems
25:48with my love life.
25:49I feel like
25:50I don't have anyone
25:51who loves me.
25:52You're here.
25:53How are you?
25:54You're super hot.
25:55I don't know.
25:56My dad
25:57and my mom
25:58told me
25:59that
26:00they'll ask
26:01from me.
26:02They'll remember me
26:03when they ask for money.
26:04They'll remember me
26:05when they ask for money.
26:06They'll say,
26:07hello,
26:08are you dead?
26:09How are you?
26:10Right?
26:11Sometimes,
26:12I ask,
26:13Lord,
26:14maybe you're the one
26:15who loves me.
26:16Even the person
26:17you love,
26:18you're going to say
26:19you're stupid.
26:20I hope you'll
26:21love me
26:22even just a little.
26:23That's why
26:24I lost
26:25my love for myself.
26:26That's why
26:27I did it.
26:28I really
26:29couldn't stop.
26:30Lord,
26:31I don't want it anymore.
26:32I said,
26:33don't be like that.
26:34Don't be like that.
26:35I hope
26:36that point
26:37doesn't come yet.
26:38Yes,
26:39because
26:40you're family.
26:41You're family.
26:42OG,
26:43you,
26:44you,
26:45John,
26:46you have a family
26:47who will support you.
26:48Yes.
26:49You see,
26:50the fruits of your hard work,
26:51it's hard for them.
26:52They both have
26:53no families of their own yet.
26:54So, of course,
26:55you crave
26:56for love
26:57because
26:58you work
26:59so hard.
27:00At the end of the day,
27:01you also want
27:02someone
27:03to appreciate you.
27:04Yes.
27:05I hope
27:06I'm not
27:07reaching
27:08the point
27:09where
27:10I'm tired.
27:11But you know,
27:12John,
27:13even though
27:14I have a family
27:15support system,
27:16I've reached the point
27:17where I'm also tired.
27:18So you thought,
27:19wait,
27:20I'll do it.
27:21No,
27:22I thought
27:23I'll do it.
27:24No,
27:25stop it.
27:26To take a break,
27:27my health
27:28was affected.
27:29Emotionally,
27:30mentally,
27:31I was exhausted.
27:32I was really
27:33burned out.
27:34Mentally?
27:35Yes.
27:36I mean,
27:37it's true.
27:38I'm still seeing
27:39a psychiatrist.
27:40It's better
27:41to be clear
27:42than gossipy.
27:43I'm not mentally
27:44ill,
27:45but I have
27:46what you call
27:47dystemic mood disorder.
27:48I'm not mentally
27:49ill.
27:50Obviously,
27:51I'm not.
27:52But I love you,
27:53John.
27:54But the doctor
27:55said
27:56the cause
27:57is that
27:58I started
27:59working
28:00early.
28:01So,
28:02it's a burnout.
28:03In short,
28:04it's a burnout.
28:05But it became
28:07a higher level.
28:08It became extreme.
28:09Yes,
28:10it became extreme.
28:11Because of the
28:12responsibility
28:13that I had to
28:14take in
28:15at such a young age.
28:16At such a young age,
28:17that I shouldn't.
28:18My doctor,
28:19Jerry,
28:20said,
28:21I'm sorry to say,
28:22but your family
28:23and your lifestyle
28:24is a bit
28:25dysfunctional.
28:27And when your life
28:28is dysfunctional,
28:29there's a tendency
28:30for you to become
28:31emotionally
28:32unstable
28:33sometimes.
28:35Mood swings.
28:36You have mood swings.
28:37That's what happens
28:38to me.
28:39You're mentally
28:40imbalanced.
28:41But thank God,
28:42mentally,
28:43I'm not.
28:44Maybe you'll believe me.
28:45I'm just eccentric.
28:46But emotionally,
28:47my core is gone.
28:48My gray area is gone.
28:49It's either
28:50I'm happy
28:51or I'm depressed.
28:52Because
28:53my emotions
28:54are too high.
28:55At least,
28:56you can act.
28:57Acting,
28:58acting.
28:59So,
29:00you can't
29:01differentiate
29:02your grounding
29:03and reality
29:04from what's not real.
29:05Reality from
29:06what's not real.
29:07What's
29:08not real.
29:09You're right
29:10and wrong.
29:11You're right and wrong.
29:12You're confused.
29:14I got,
29:15sorry to use the word,
29:16I got screwed up.
29:17And then,
29:18I got anorexic.
29:19I was nervous.
29:20I was afraid of eating.
29:21I almost died.
29:22No,
29:23because
29:24it's like,
29:25nothing.
29:26I can't fight it.
29:27It's like,
29:28it's for myself.
29:29No,
29:30you know that
29:31you can't fight it.
29:32Especially,
29:33for those who work hard.
29:34You're thinking that
29:35you have a lot of responsibilities.
29:36It's necessary.
29:37It's like,
29:38you're compartmentalizing
29:39all that you feel.
29:40Even the pain,
29:41it's like,
29:42I can't be in pain
29:43because someone
29:44is still alive.
29:45It's like that, right?
29:46So,
29:47you'll put it aside.
29:48No,
29:49I'll be in pain.
29:50But eventually,
29:51it will catch up on.
29:52It will come back to us.
29:53Someday,
29:54you'll realize
29:55the life is a comedy.
29:56When you laugh
29:57that day,
29:58when the day comes,
29:59you'll laugh.
30:00I hope I'll laugh.
30:01Let's get rid of
30:02the concern
30:03about money,
30:04time,
30:05and responsibilities.
30:07Where would you rather be
30:08right now?
30:10You don't need money,
30:11you don't need
30:12to burden yourself
30:13with responsibilities,
30:14you don't need
30:15to burden yourself
30:16with time.
30:17Where are you right now?
30:18Right now!
30:19I think,
30:20I'm a minister now.
30:21Oh,
30:22are you serious?
30:24Yes,
30:25I think,
30:26I'm a minister now.
30:27Of?
30:28Of the Church Of Christ.
30:29Me,
30:31if I don't have
30:32any responsibilities,
30:33I want my whole life
30:34to be dedicated
30:35to God.
30:36That's all I want.
30:38I want to give
30:39everything to Him.
30:41What I left behind,
30:45I spent all my time
30:46with my family,
30:48with my job,
30:49with my work,
30:50with my work,
30:51with my work,
30:52with my work,
30:53with my work,
30:54with my work,
30:55with my work,
30:56with my work,
30:57with my work,
30:58with my work,
30:59it's appreciation
31:00of what He gave me.
31:01That's what I wish.
31:02If I no longer had
31:02responsibilities
31:04or went to pay
31:06daily...
31:07I want,
31:08I always wanted
31:09to attend worship service
31:10Where?
31:11Ó doomed.
31:12I want to dedicate
31:13my time for church
31:14to studying.
31:15A religious point of view.
31:16Every Sunday,
31:19I have time
31:20for the Lord.
31:22I want that
31:23He gives me His grace,
31:24and our family
31:25also grows into righteousness.
31:26Then,
31:27I'll have children
31:28and a good husband.
31:30That's it.
31:32How about you, OG?
31:34Me?
31:36I'm done with my studies.
31:38I'm going to work.
31:40At the same time,
31:42I'm already
31:44in the industry.
31:46I just have a career.
31:48I just finished my first year of college.
31:50And of course,
31:52I'm enjoying my son.
31:54We're just friends.
31:56It's rare
31:58because even if there's a barrier,
32:00I'm still being helped
32:02so that I can live.
32:04That's why there's no consideration of money.
32:06I'm with my son.
32:08We're family.
32:10I'm his family.
32:12Your family,
32:14your siblings outside.
32:16Of course, your siblings don't force you.
32:18You don't let them in, right?
32:22But,
32:24I'm getting lost.
32:30I'm enjoying my time with my children
32:32without worrying
32:36where I'm going to get the next pay,
32:38where I'm going to get the next
32:40money,
32:42for the bills.
32:44Am I right?
32:46I'm getting lost here.
32:48I'm enjoying my time with my kids,
32:50my husband.
32:52I'm getting lost because
32:54I'm being helped by you.
32:56No, that's not true.
32:58Hello, Dr. Jernsey-Limite.
33:00Are you a vlogger?
33:02No, I'm not.
33:08Seriously speaking,
33:12now, I'm doing
33:14work for God.
33:16I'll be spending more time in charity work.
33:18Spiritual work.
33:20I'm at home for the aged.
33:22I'm feeding grandmas and grandpas.
33:24Not for myself,
33:26but for other people.
33:28Reaching out to other people.
33:30Doing charity work.
33:32My sister and I,
33:34we're just here.
33:36So, I hope you're there.
33:50Yes, guys!
33:54Okay, here's the thing.
33:56Fast questions, fast answers.
33:58Let's know what are the things
34:00that are really important to them.
34:02Things that they can do in the future,
34:04or things that
34:06they really feel.
34:08Because usually, when it comes to fast answers,
34:10the first thing that comes to your mind,
34:12that's what you really feel.
34:14It comes from the heart.
34:16Okay, first of all, Snooki,
34:18what do you want to buy for other kids?
34:20To play.
34:22Something that you really want to buy,
34:24but you can't afford to buy.
34:26Voltus Pipe.
34:28Voltus Pipe.
34:30Why?
34:32Because I'm jealous of my teammates.
34:34Why do they have it, but I don't?
34:36Because no one will buy it from me.
34:38But now, I can buy it for my kids.
34:40Okay, for Ines,
34:42what's the lowest point in your life?
34:44The hardest.
34:46Suicide.
34:48That's when I committed suicide.
34:50That's when I committed suicide,
34:52and my dad died.
34:54At the same time, I committed suicide,
34:56and my dad died,
34:58and my career suddenly fell apart.
35:00My car was towed, and I had nowhere to live.
35:02That's the lowest point.
35:04What person do you want to thank
35:06because he helped you a lot?
35:08Boss Robbie Tan.
35:10If it wasn't for him,
35:12I wouldn't be here in the showbiz.
35:14What will you buy if you have 1 million dollars?
35:16I don't want to ask him that question.
35:18A house.
35:20My dream is to have my own house.
35:22That's noble.
35:24It's different from what I think.
35:26A house. That's my dream.
35:28Until now.
35:30Cookie, what will you sell first if you don't have money?
35:32I don't have anything to sell.
35:34I sold everything.
35:36I sold everything.
35:38Definitely, I don't have a heart.
35:40Never.
35:42Seriously speaking,
35:44I don't have a heart.
35:46For me,
35:48I don't have a heart.
35:50It's just a whim.
35:52I can live without it.
35:54If my children are alive,
35:56I will feed them.
35:58I would rather lose whatever.
36:00It's just an art.
36:02John,
36:04what will you sell last if you don't have money?
36:06Myself.
36:08Ask yourself if you can buy anything.
36:10Ask yourself if you can buy anything.
36:14I told you.
36:16You won't sell anything
36:18even if you don't have money.
36:20Myself.
36:22It's just a whim.
36:28You won't sell anything
36:30even if you don't have money.
36:32Myself.
36:34Ines,
36:36what is the person you can't stand
36:38in front of you?
36:40My mom.
36:42Yes, because she's my father.
36:44She can't get close to me.
36:46I can't get close to my father.
36:48My mom,
36:50and my children.
36:52I can't stand them.
36:54Ochi,
36:56what is the person you can't stand?
36:58Christopher Mille.
37:00Ever since,
37:02he's always behind me.
37:04Okay, this is for everybody.
37:06At this point,
37:08if you think about it,
37:10wherever you are,
37:12you'll cry.
37:14My dad.
37:16Can I say two?
37:18Actually,
37:20four.
37:22My two children,
37:24my dad,
37:26my husband,
37:28and God.
37:30I realized how much God loves me.
37:32No matter how weak I am,
37:34when I read the Bible the other day,
37:36Ochi Diaz knew that I was going to write it.
37:38But now,
37:40you understand.
37:42Doctor, hello?
37:44I'm touched thinking that
37:46God loves me.
37:48No matter how bad I am,
37:50no matter how imperfect I am,
37:52because I've been through a lot.
37:54I'm not perfect.
37:56My dad is my second.
37:58He's close to me.
38:00He's like my anchor.
38:02If I tell the truth,
38:04I'm not close to him.
38:06We've just started
38:08bonding.
38:10We're just beginning to bond.
38:12Really bond.
38:14And realize that we can be good friends.
38:16But that day, my dad was my anchor.
38:18So when he passed away,
38:20I was paralyzed.
38:22I was paralyzed.
38:24My husband, because he stood by me.
38:26And up to now, he's still standing by me.
38:28And he's really such a responsible husband.
38:30And he's such an inspiration.
38:32And my two kids.
38:34If I remember them,
38:36if I'm still an actress,
38:38and I need to cry,
38:40my dad will remember my two kids
38:42because I'm attached to their love for me.
38:44No matter how imperfect I am as a mother.
38:46And because I lack
38:48in playing,
38:50actually more of a playmate
38:52than mommy.
38:54When I think that they gave me a chance
38:56to have friends,
38:58because they're my best friends now.
39:00And I got to play with Barbie.
39:02It's embarrassing to say.
39:04I play with my kids.
39:06This is true.
39:08I cry when I think about it.
39:10Because now I'm enjoying my childhood
39:12that I lost.
39:14Because that's what robbed all of us.
39:16Our childhood.
39:18Ines?
39:20I'm the one who will be remembered
39:22by my dad.
39:24Back then.
39:26I was always bloodthirsty.
39:28Do you still carry that?
39:30Yes, I still do.
39:32But what annoys me is
39:34because some people say,
39:36Ines, I'm jealous of you.
39:38Because in everything that happened to you,
39:40your dad did that to you.
39:42You still love your dad.
39:44Of course, he's my dad.
39:46He can do anything to me.
39:48I love him.
39:50Even if he kills me.
39:52I love him.
39:54For me,
39:56I cry when I remember
39:58when I was young,
40:00when I was walking in the streets.
40:02I didn't have anything
40:04to buy slippers.
40:06I didn't have anything
40:08to buy shoes or clothes.
40:10That's what hurts me the most.
40:12And I dreamt of loving myself
40:14because I didn't grow up with my parents.
40:16I wasn't with my siblings.
40:18And when my parents took me
40:20and my siblings were with me,
40:22I still experienced what my dad did to me.
40:24So I dreamt again
40:26that I wanted to be an artist.
40:28But I'm hurting again now.
40:30There are still people
40:32who judge you
40:34because they don't know
40:36where you came from.
40:38They don't know that.
40:40That's why I did those things.
40:42Even if I did something wrong,
40:44because of what I went through,
40:46I want to help a lot.
40:48Jan?
40:50If I were to add up
40:52the things that happened to me,
40:56I would've thought that
40:58everything was God's plan for me.
41:00If I only made Christ my friend,
41:02my life wouldn't have been ruined.
41:06That's what always happens to me.
41:08Yes, I achieved everything I wanted,
41:10but I didn't have
41:12the love of God
41:14that I have now.
41:16That's why you know
41:18that I'm still looking
41:20for the love of my boyfriend.
41:24Because of lack of a father figure?
41:26No, I don't have a father figure.
41:30Angie, Janice is crying.
41:32I'm crying too.
41:34What's the question?
41:36What makes you cry?
41:38If you remember everything
41:40that you went through,
41:42what touched you?
41:44Well,
41:46like now,
41:48I don't have a job.
41:50I'm just a writer.
41:52I sometimes cry because I have a child.
41:54Especially when
41:56my wife and I fight.
41:58My wife will bring
42:00the child to them.
42:02When I get home,
42:04my child is not there.
42:06I'm alone because she took him.
42:08That's when I cry.
42:10But the things that I went through,
42:12I don't cry because
42:14I'm challenging myself.
42:16It's better for me
42:18than for my siblings.
42:20It's better for you.
42:22You'll be able to handle it.
42:24If there's one thing
42:26that you'll buy
42:28to make you remember
42:30what you missed out on in your childhood,
42:32even if it's just for fun,
42:34just one thing
42:36to satisfy yourself.
42:38When I was young, I didn't have this.
42:40Dollhouse
42:42and Barbie. Can I have both?
42:44That's okay.
42:46I'll buy a house.
42:48I'll buy a Chinese apartment.
42:50I can't afford that.
42:52I'll just give it to you.
42:54Don't buy it.
42:56A volleyball.
42:58Because I love
43:00playing volleyball.
43:02But I can't do it.
43:04Maybe,
43:06you'll see
43:08what we missed out on
43:10in our childhood.
43:12Even if it's just for fun,
43:14volleyball, toys.
43:16It's hard to live.
43:18That's why I'll buy a house.
43:20So that you won't have to live.
43:22It's hard.
43:24Education.
43:26That's why you're buying
43:28an educational plan.
43:30I'll let you experience
43:32what I didn't experience.
43:34It's painful.
43:36It's painful.
43:38It's painful.
43:40Of course.
43:42One more episode is missing.
43:44Thank you for sharing
43:46your experiences.
43:48I'm sure the viewers
43:50can relate.
43:52You didn't just experience that.
43:54Maybe, they experienced
43:56something more.
43:58That's where they'll get strength
44:00and inspiration to do better.
44:02Not just to give up.
44:04It's the wrong impression
44:06that these artists
44:08earn millions.
44:10But for most of them,
44:12before they got here,
44:14whatever they got here,
44:16they went through hardships.
44:18So it should not stop
44:20you
44:22from trying hard.
44:24Thank you very much.
44:26We'll be back.
44:34We are sisters.
44:36Always,
44:38always be.
44:40We are sisters.
44:42We are sisters.
44:46After today's show,
44:48we really have to be thankful
44:50for everything that we have.
44:52We complain a lot.
44:54We complain a lot.
44:56We complain a lot.
44:58We complain a lot.
45:00We complain a lot.
45:02At 14, working.
45:04At 3 years old,
45:06you're planting rice.
45:10John is selling cigarettes
45:12at 7.
45:16That is no joke.
45:18That is no joke.
45:20Really.
45:22Sorry.
45:24That's why
45:26they did their best.
45:28They didn't just
45:30run around.
45:32They didn't just
45:34say,
45:36I'll just stay here.
45:38They raised themselves
45:40in every way possible.
45:42Not just to help themselves,
45:44but to help their families.
45:46Whatever we go through,
45:48maybe if we think of them,
45:50we'll be ashamed of ourselves.
45:52Right?
45:54We'll be proud of God.
45:56Not only God will help us,
45:58but we'll continue our hope.
46:00And it's not the president or the government
46:02who will make a way for our lives to be better,
46:04but us.
46:06That will come from us.
46:10Thank you very much.
46:12We'll see you again.
46:14Sis would like to thank
46:16Bambi Puentes, Mossimo,
46:18F&H, Chloe for our eyewear,
46:20Optical Works,
46:22Adidas,
46:24Janeline Shoes,
46:26Bayo,
46:28Under the Sea Pet Shop,
46:30Salon de Manila,
46:32680 Home Appliances,
46:34Jurastar,
46:36Mano Mano,
46:38Play and Display,
46:40JBL Home Furniture Enterprise,
46:42The Barnyard,
46:44Grand Flora, Our Home,
46:46Wayless Center and Spa,
46:48Balloon Creations,
46:50Color My Hair,
46:52and Union Square.
46:54You're an artist.
46:56They think you're rich.
46:58I'm 7 years old.
47:00We're both looking for a life.
47:02Really? 7 years old?
47:04Yes. I was a tuk-tuk boy.
47:06I was a single cigarette boy.
47:08I was just living
47:10when I was young.
47:12When my parents took me
47:14and brought me to Manila,
47:16I expected a better life
47:18here in Manila.
47:20But I ended up living in a squatter.
47:22My parents were poor.
47:24I lived with my uncle.
47:26They were nice to me,
47:28but they were poor.
47:30I want to be an artist.
47:32So you want to be an artist.
47:34Not just a writer.
47:36That's a secret.