Love is Blind UK S01 E04 (2024)
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00:00and, like, but...
00:05Go on.
00:09I need to be really honest with you.
00:13I don't even know if it's, like, a romantic love or not, like...
00:18Um...
00:21The thing I've worked really hard to do is kind of, like,
00:23make sure that, like, my sexual compatibility with someone
00:26is the same as my, like, emotional connection with them.
00:33So it makes me feel really scared with you that,
00:37like, I'm not feeling that part of it.
00:41So it could just be...
00:44It could just be a friendship.
00:50I've never felt, like, this connection with anyone.
00:53Like, when I come in, it's like an energy...
00:55I can't... I can't put my finger on it.
00:57I know. I agree.
00:58There's just, like, something that's, like, different, like...
01:01Yeah.
01:03And do you think that's, like...
01:06what you can base a marriage on?
01:20And I don't know.
01:25I don't know, Tom.
01:31And there's, like...
01:33It's just crazy, cos it's, like, unexplainable,
01:35like, how you make me feel, and you're, like, literally behind a wall.
01:41Yeah.
01:44You make me feel so, like, hurt.
01:49Mm.
01:52I don't know.
01:56It would just be a massive gamble, Tash.
02:03It's just...
02:04Oh.
02:08It's just my feeling, like, I just have to trust my gut on it.
02:17Oh, God, what's wrong with me?
02:23So sorry.
02:26I just don't think, like, our story ends here, but...
02:36I've just got to go with my gut on it.
02:38Oh.
02:44I hope you're just... you're happy, and...
02:47HE SIGHS
02:49..like, I just wish you the best.
02:52HE SOBS
02:54MUSIC PLAYS
02:57HE SOBS
03:00MUSIC CONTINUES
03:03MUSIC CONTINUES
03:06MUSIC CONTINUES
03:09MUSIC CONTINUES
03:12It's hard to talk about, because I understand where it's coming from
03:16in terms of logic.
03:17Coming from in terms of logic
03:23Okay, but it's like this
03:28Undeniable connection I can't explain we got caught up in the tide
03:34As they dragged us
03:44It was really tough
03:47It's a real shame because
03:51Even now like I think we both know that there's something there. We just don't know what it is
04:01It's um, it's hard to live in news like that because it's another human on the other side of that wall
04:10Just breathe I just didn't think I'd come in it would be like
04:15I
04:16Genuinely feel like this awesome on like it's just insane. I doesn't feel like it right now
04:22But anyone who has been so blessed to have you oh
04:27Yeah, you are so beautiful
04:29And not like yeah, I was gonna say not just like here. You're beautiful
04:37I want to go home, you know
04:40I
04:42Obviously, I'm sad because I came here
04:45To meet someone and and find someone and that's just not worked out for me
04:50But that wouldn't change my journey at all in any way shape or form. I
04:57Actually love you
04:59You stay true to yourself. No, you're worth
05:02This doesn't define you. Yeah, okay
05:10Walking out of this experiment. I I always felt like I've spent so long like building on my confidence
05:15I feel like a long time like I've had very little
05:26Doesn't matter what look like I know I've got good heart
05:40I
05:44Jesus Christ guys getting really real
05:47It's too much. I think we're flat forgetting that this is
05:52No, this is like real people's feelings
05:55There's someone else who I just know like will make the mundane times in my life amazing
06:00Like she really brings out the best of me. I
06:03I
06:05Feel so bad for Natasha. I do think she likes mom. Do I mean yeah
06:10He is such a great guy. Then. I knew he had other connections, but I don't know. I just always felt like safe
06:15Yeah, I feel so secure with Tom
06:33For
06:36Me it's sound I want to explore the connection with it's sound that I want to marry, you know
06:44Come on this is it the connection I've built with Nicole over the last few days has been something special. I
06:51Think she could provide me a lifetime of happiness
06:55I'm very very nervous
06:57We're talking about someone you're gonna marry here someone who might potentially carry my kids, you know
07:02It's a big thing
07:09I've been married before it didn't work out and I think I lost hope for a little bit
07:16it was very important that the person who I choose to get engaged to is like here for the right reasons and
07:24Like is genuine about their their quest to find love
07:32It's important to have a physical attraction to someone
07:37But at the same time I want someone to just full-heartedly say I want you Sam I want you
07:45It was a tough decision choosing between the salmon Vinaya
07:51But I finally feel ready to give love a second chance
08:02Oh
08:14My god, oh my gosh
08:21This is mad
08:26It's gonna be okay
08:32I'm not gonna cry. What do you think?
08:41Yes, really yeah the best day of my life
08:48You're so amazingly
08:52Thank you
08:54Yeah to me I don't care what anyone else thinks to me she's freaking gorgeous and I mean she liked what she saw as well
09:00But one point thing today
09:03This is it now shaking. Oh, yeah, it's just a disbelief
09:08You ready to go on this adventure of me?
09:13Nicole
09:16Are you marry me?
09:19Yes
09:23Don't even know how to take it out of the box
09:25I don't know either. Oh, no, it's not that good. Okay, I'm good. I'm good. I'm good
09:34Shaking oh
09:36The heights gonna be okay
09:39Where heels you can wear jeans?
09:41We're good. We're good. Good. Okay, let's sit down. I'm feeling I'm good. I'm good
09:51Trust me, okay
09:54No, it's gonna be good Oh, maybe just drop the ring I've broken it now you got the room
09:58I've got it on the wrong you have you have the wrong finger. I put on the wrong
10:02Oh my god, get it on the right thing. I get on the right finger. I was probably supposed to do that
10:06It's typical me
10:08It's just it just I'm just speechless
10:11I'm just yeah, I'm just a boy who wants to love a girl. That's all I want
10:16I'm a boy who wants to love a girl and live happily ever after and
10:19If we give this a go, I think we can have that
10:22Just the whole process. I know in shock. I'm not saying much because there's a lot but yeah
10:28I told you to trust me. Yeah, I told you to trust me
10:34Yeah, it's oh my gosh, oh my god
10:37what's confusing to me is that I'm now having to put the two together the physical and sort of the
10:44Emotional and I guess now there's like a side step or maybe a back step of like, okay
10:50How do I really feel about this person now? I just want you to trust me and believe in me no matter what
10:57I'll give everything to this
10:58Yeah
11:01No one can ever take this away from us no matter what, you know, yeah, I'm so it just feels your eyes
11:08Black or in brown, they're not because they're amazing. No, honestly, thank you
11:17Trust me. Okay, and I just want to show you I'm not gonna hurt you
11:20That's one thing I would never ever do that to you. You deserve you deserve better than me
11:26I'm not good enough. You are you are
11:30I just wanted you to believe in me
11:33No one ever ever gives me the chance
11:35Ever ever gives me the chance. I can't believe this
11:45She chose me for a reason and I chose her and I knew in this experiment
11:49I was talking to other people but the end of the day our connection was strongest and there was something real there. I
11:58See you know
12:02I got the best
12:05Completed life life is
12:08I'll see you soon. Okay. Okay, don't change your mind now. No, no promise me promise and trust me. Okay
12:15See you
12:16Wait, wait, wait, what? I
12:20Think I love you
12:24Okay, I'm gonna hold that I
12:27Just wanted to tell her I loved her
12:29Did she say but I don't know if she said it back though. So it was a little bit odd
12:35I
12:40Don't forget my face
12:44I really really liked what I saw in the pods because that was like
12:49Really what I fell for, you know and not
12:53all of this
12:56I just want I want to just get to real life and see that's my yeah, that's how I feel
13:05Sorry, I need to fix your transmitter on your back
13:09Guys, I don't know what I've let myself into here. This is so dangerous territory, isn't it? Oh
13:17my gosh
13:35All right, they the Kanye slippers now these are Aldi ones next best thing
13:55Actually shaking yeah
14:01Do you know what you're gonna say to him
14:05Not emotional like that I am but I can't I can't voice that I'm emotional about
14:12I'm surprised by how strong the connection is with Tom the future could be
14:16What I want it to be and that's that's really scary
14:19For the first time in my life actually feel ready to completely be open and vulnerable and give myself to someone
14:30So it's time for me to just be open I
14:33I
14:34feel like I
14:36really struggle to
14:38Say how I really feel and how much something really means to me
14:43This whole thing has shown me that I've just ruined things for myself
14:48Rather than just putting myself out there and be like no
14:50I really want this and you really do mean a lot to me and I really don't want to lose this
14:56I've just kept my mouth shut and lost it so that I feel like I can just walk away with my head held high
15:01Just wanted to let you know exactly how I feel about you
15:08Tom I've never pictured my life with someone and honestly until I met you
15:14Thank you for opening up to me being completely honest
15:18I've never felt like this with anyone
15:25I think you're absolutely amazing Tom. I've never felt so sure about someone
15:31I love you
15:53I just I
15:56Don't want to get hurt
15:58And I know you don't want to get hurt either
16:02and like it's just a
16:05massive massive decision and it's so scary like I feel
16:13Like so vulnerable
16:17But I
16:20Know who you are. I think I know what you need
16:28It just feels right
16:34Like you know when you tell me about your father like
16:40I just wish I could have been there for you through that time and
16:45You know you tell me about his qualities and which I want to bring to you now like I
16:50Want to be that person in your life?
16:55Maria
16:58Oh
17:00Will you marry me?
17:03Yes, yeah
17:07Oh my god
17:15I'm just so excited about like the future with you. Oh my god. I'm so happy
17:24My god
17:27We're engaged
17:31Well that makes me so happy when you say that
17:34You are my fiance. You're my fiance. No, you're mine. Well, we're each other's. Oh my god
17:41I can't wait to see you. I know I can't wait. I
17:46Love you. I
17:48Love you. I love you. Bye. I love you. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye
17:57I
18:02Lost my fiance
18:07You're so giddy about John proposing but it makes us so happy
18:10Really happy like I'm so ready for it. I'm so ready for it with him. I'm really excited
18:20I've always thought that my life would be defined by like
18:23The places that I'd see and the experiences that I had but it's not about that. It's like
18:32Like the people that you love
18:38You know, I can really move forward with a completely different mindset with like a beautiful
18:43Woman who I know is gonna change my life like beside me
18:54You know, he's looking at you right now, he's so happy for you
19:00My dad's worry was always making sure I was gonna be okay and
19:04Thomas made me feel that from the beginning. So I think my dad would have really liked Tom
19:17Things have come really full circle for from where I have been to I am now, but I'm very happy
19:22I'm absolutely static
19:41Oh, why don't we have a handshake do we even love each other?
19:44Oh
19:51Yes, Ollie, yes the shape of this man the state of your biceps
20:07You don't see what they're thinking or like I can feel it through the words I can't see
20:15I
20:17Wait for this moment for my whole life man. She can't see me but I got look the pot to fill the pot, right?
20:22for so long I've
20:24Been seen as that guy that's never gonna settle down never gonna get serious
20:29But in in getting to know Demi it's taught me that I'm actually looking for someone who makes me feel secure enough to just be
20:36me and
20:37Love me and accept me for that. One more. Look one more. Look you're looking fresh brother. I'm trying bro
20:42My friends are gonna be like hi you
20:55I've been reflecting all day on that crazy journey, you know, yeah
21:00You know, I've got my hand what my love crystal lovely it's been with me the whole time. Oh good
21:07Yeah, I can't lie
21:08Like you may have noticed I haven't come in here with extravagant gifts or like ostentatious gestures or anything like that
21:13But I feel like I love is more shit back real natural
21:17We don't need these crazy over-the-top gestures for us to connect. I agree, but um, I
21:24Have actually written something though
21:27I'm always okay. I
21:30Hope hasn't smudged in my pocket
21:32so
21:34Demi from the very first moment. I heard your voice. I knew there was something special about you
21:40Coming into this experiment. I was skeptical. They would work for me
21:44I'm so glad to say I was wrong because I have truly fallen for you despite having never laid eyes on you
21:51Taking away my ability to connect with you physically has enhanced my ability to connect with you emotionally
21:57Something which I've struggled to do in the past
21:59You
22:03Knew I found a kind heart intelligent caring and sometimes funny
22:08Generous soul and I'm so glad this experiment has brought us together
22:14I feel like in such a short space of time. You've already made me a better man
22:17And I can't wait to continue growing with you. I
22:24Respect you. I appreciate you and I love you
22:30Oh
22:33I'll just love you. I love you, too
22:40And everything you said that you've been listening and I feel hurt
22:48And I do actually genuinely feel loved
22:54So
23:00Will you marry me
23:10I'm very happy that you may be the happiest man on the planet right now. I can't lie
23:14I really believe we've got something special, you know, no saying I'm literally been thinking about you all day
23:20Now I'm gonna think about you all day at all night. Oh
23:23Oh
23:25My gosh, I'm just gonna give you unconditional love I'll be giving it right back
23:35I just want to get out these pods and start our real life together. Do you know I mean I feel amazing
23:40Best day of my life and I've been to a lot of theme parks
23:44this tops that
23:47I'm engaged. I'm engaged. That's this not quite sunk in yet
23:53Oh
24:06I've definitely found a meaningful connection. I found someone I can't bear to walk away from
24:10That's why I said the question
24:12This is real. This is the real me and it's the real deal
24:24I
24:26Just want to hug him and be like, yeah, this is me. You just need to love me for me now
24:31Because you love me for me. So you need to love me for me
24:35He's the one
24:37He has no choice there anyway, because he's already proposed to me. So I
24:40I
24:51Guess I'll see you on the other side
24:58I'd love a green tea. No get your fiancee to do it you lazy prick
25:02I
25:08Got wait for my dress on I hope his jaw hits the floor. I'm gonna wear a red lip as well
25:14Red dress red lip gold heels. He's not gonna know it's him. Thank you
25:18I feel like I'm just gonna and I like if he's like a sexy sexy, but I'm gonna run towards him
25:23But I'm gonna get so excited and our trip my knife
25:28That's gonna be me
25:32I
25:38Read you but you're giving nothing away
25:46I gotta leave you. Maybe you'll beg me to stay
25:53Right now it's probably the most nervous part of this experience for me
25:59I'm worrying whether she's gonna find me attractive or not
26:03I
26:04Run as their floors
26:07You can easily say all the nice things someone you think they're fit and you want to get your leg over
26:11But I feel like Tom has fallen for all of the important parts of me without seeing something that normally makes a big difference to men
26:20So just knowing he's really formed fallen for who I am and got a good understanding of who I am without ever seeing me
26:27I don't even know how to describe that. It's just it's amazing
26:32And it's only been a short amount of time but
26:36Like when you meet someone like that, you don't
26:38You don't want to give that up. You want you want to do everything you can to make sure that they're a part of your life
26:43Okay, okay
26:47It is still nerve-wracking there's always that doubt that he might have something different in his head
26:55But I feel like our connection is so strong that that stuff doesn't matter
27:03Oh, this isn't something which is ever gonna happen again
27:17Hello
27:32Yeah, okay, I've got lipstick all of you
27:39Well, it's the goal of you yeah, no, it's everywhere how you doing I'm good, how are you? I
27:46Don't care about the lips good
27:51Help me
27:54I'm so happy
27:56Fix this broken smile
28:01How you've been doing today so nervous, yeah, I've got lipstick everywhere
28:08It's really bad you ready? Yeah. Yeah you yeah, I feel really good good
28:19Maria
28:22Oh
28:23This has been an amazing experience for both of us. I'm
28:27Like I can't thank you enough like being my rock. I just feel so like
28:34amazingly confident and excited about
28:38Me and you and the next few days weeks months years forever forever
28:43I'm
28:48Love you. I love you. Will you marry me? Yes
29:05Really happy I
29:07feel like we've been waiting to be around each other for so long now that is amazing and
29:12Tom looks absolutely beautiful red lipstick on it looks gorgeous. You're gorgeous
29:19Just to be able to like take her into me and like
29:22Smell her and I feel her skin on my lips was just such a beautiful
29:26experience
29:29Not like bizarre, but just like
29:31Yeah, it's not a real sense so much. I'm getting to know each other and now we're finally with each other. Mm-hmm
29:37But it was comfortable
29:39very comfortable
29:41I
30:05All of it felt lovely like kissing him huddling him like it felt so comfortable like we're just
30:11Touching each other being around each other. I could do it feel awkward or weird
30:15Every single minute of it was just amazing. I would have been up for a bit more maybe but
30:21Yeah, I mean, we've got the rest of our lives for PDAs, you know
30:29I
30:30Just can't wait to like open up to her and be with her and have it lying in my bed in the morning
30:35I just that's the stuff that really excites me
30:39Your boobs look great. Thanks honey just for you
30:45Just felt like we slipped right into each other. Oh don't say that. I don't want to say that
30:49I sounds a bit weird doesn't it that I found weird a little weird. Love you. Love you. I
30:58Absolutely think love is blind
31:08There's something in the past that I've wanted my man to look like
31:13But yeah, I
31:16Accepted I
31:18Just hope I might insecure is that I'd be except me
31:21Don't say that you'd be lucky to have you
31:23Hope he fancies me physically though, but why wouldn't he I?
31:27Think you'd be lucky to have me here. I am here, but I everyone I mean
31:38I
31:41Can see that in the still
31:48The only one
31:54I've been nervous about like
31:57Him not knowing what I look like because I
32:02Like to eat. Yeah, and I just I need someone
32:06Who can hug me and make me still feel a little bit like
32:16I didn't fall in love with her because I'm envisioning someone who looks a certain way
32:20I fell in love with her because this is the girl that made me feel safe to open up
32:24this is the girl that threw an amazing birthday for me when I was missing family, but
32:28The one thing that is making me worry a little bit about Demi
32:33Is the fact that she said that ordinarily she's seen as one of the guys
32:36I'm thinking like well if all these other guys have always see you as one of the boys am I gonna have the same reaction?
32:47Normally, I'm in tracksuits and in my football stuff on my boxing gear and
32:52Today, I just had the urge to just put on something a little bit more
32:56the night
32:58sexy
33:03And I want him to look at me and be like she's shining oh my god
33:10Tend to date with my eyes and I want to find my woman sexy because what else are we gonna do when it's raining?
33:29My legs are going jelly
33:32I'm nervous. I'm sweating my heart's racing. I just want to see her
33:55Oh my gosh, it's so weird actually seeing you. You look incredible
34:03I feel like I'm waiting for so long
34:20It's gonna be fun
34:24Wow
34:25I'm blown away. She
34:28Oh
34:29Ten times more beautiful than I ever could have imagined. I couldn't be happier
34:31She is curvy in all the right places. I was not one bit disappointed. There is something I wanted to do
34:37Look, I didn't get to use yesterday
34:38We've been through so much together
34:41It's such a short amount of time, but what feels like such a lifetime as well
34:45Demi
34:46Will you marry me?
34:48Of course I will
34:50I
34:54Was perfect when he does look lovely that's really he's actually gorgeous. So are you?
35:05I'm feeling very happy
35:10And my man's is hot
35:12I was like what you expected. No, I don't know. I just didn't have a face but I just like I
35:18Visualize someone who is like
35:21My guy. Mm-hmm. Yeah, I'm your guy. Yeah, I know. So when I see you, I'm like, yeah, that's my guy
35:26Thank you. Like honestly, I was reading this journey's been amazing
35:29I was like, I'm gonna open he's gonna just turn around and be like, oh, no, no, I'm going nowhere. No, it's a
35:35Mm-hmm. Yeah. Yeah
35:38It's always been you. Thank you. It was so good to finally go to
35:43because I
35:45know
35:47Just thank you Ollie really for existing and picking me. Oh
35:57I love you. I love you, too
36:00May I can't stop smiling man. I don't normally like this
36:03I there's not many things that get me like this, you know, I mean, but seeing ah, man, I
36:08Fell in love with her heart and her mind not her face in her body
36:12It just so happens that she has a beautiful face and an amazing body to go with it
36:18Officially engaged and I'm officially the luckiest man in the world
36:22Make me think about me
36:29I'll see you soon. Okay
36:32Okay
36:33last one last one, but
36:36Listen, I had to have a little look back. I was walking away and I just happened to see the bunda
36:41Yeah, she's yeah something else
36:48Well, I'm actually in my fairy tale right now and I'm in love
37:12Six couples fell in love and got engaged sight unseen
37:18Wow you are
37:21After meeting each other for the very first time I
37:25Look incredible
37:27They're heading to this gorgeous Greek island
37:34This is incredible I'm walking as well
37:38Let's do this
37:39Up until now. All that's mattered is who they are on the inside
37:44But here their love will truly be put to the test I can't wait to see you in your short
37:51My one's heavy. Oh my gosh
37:54Their weddings are fast approaching
37:57But is their physical connection as strong as their emotional one
38:08Take me where it's beautiful and we don't know the day
38:13Take me away
38:15Dream
38:19Look at those views we're so lucky
38:29This is the same you're gonna fit in that box though
38:32We're both gonna fit in that
38:38With our own private pool, oh my gosh, this is a skinny dip later when it's
38:48This is lovely hmm, I can't believe you get to wake up today. I'm gonna be there like that to wake up to you
38:54Oh, you're okay
38:59This is insane
39:02I wish I didn't think I'd find somebody
39:18This is a good way to start
39:20That's the way to start actually having our first proper day. I'm like
39:25Just have so much gratitude to be here in this amazing place with you in this moment
39:32Oh
39:43No, it's warm
39:45No, it's really warm. Jasmine is definitely physically what I hope for and way more, you know
39:50I had a feeling she was gonna be pretty but I didn't know she was gonna have so much sex appeal as well. Cheers
39:56She is just super sexy
39:59It was I kind of what you were expecting, you know, I wasn't expecting
40:04anything purely for the fact that I didn't want to be kind of
40:08Let down
40:10You know, but then when I did see I was pleasantly surprised I'm like I'm so lucky
40:17The thing is my type was, you know tattoos big guys, you know quite rough around the edges
40:23Whereas Bobby's like a pretty boy a very clean cut but seeing Bobby face-to-face. He's so hot. Yeah, I found him very attractive. I
40:32Love that. He's very touchy-feely because I'm extremely touchy-feely. We just gravitate towards each other. It's like magnets
40:53I
40:56Think it's just still like I'm taking it and that you're inside front of me without a wall in between us
41:03What did you think when you saw
41:07I was just shocked cuz I was like, I was read like some little cheeky chappy
41:12Like you're stunning I was like, how is that that guy?
41:16Did you have an image of what I thought what you thought I'd look like in the pods?
41:20No, you could have liked anything. It just wouldn't matter cuz
41:25The feelings I had for you were real and you know, I knew that I loved you
41:31How do you feel about me and everyone tomorrow
41:35Yeah
41:40I
41:41Don't know. I'm a bit nervous to meet everyone. I don't know. I
41:46Can't wait I'm excited to meet the boys cuz obviously
41:51You know, I've already why they've spoken to one. I
41:56Am nervous to meet Oli we never really got closure. He didn't know I was gonna call it off
42:01So I think for him it was a bit of a shock. So yeah, I do feel a bit unsettled going in there seeing him
42:07But I know if I've got Freddy by my side, I'm gonna be okay
42:11We're tired, yeah, I am tired. I know this yeah shower and get ready for bed. Oh, yeah
42:21Yeah, sorry my mind why where's your mind going no
42:29Shower in bed. Yeah shower bed sounds good to me
42:32She
42:39Has to our first night wait in this beautiful paradise
42:45With this beautiful view
42:48When I say view I'm like yeah because of you because of you stop it. That's my line
42:53Only someone that I'd like to see in the street and be like, hmm. He's nice
42:57But keep walking cuz I'll be like you might ain't gonna look at me
43:02What nothing just admiring you?
43:06I
43:07Felt really nervous in the beginning
43:09Like how will he take me when he sees me and stuff?
43:13But I just needed to trust that Oli will physically find me attractive and I hope he does
43:19What'd you miss about the pods?
43:20You feel like we're gonna lose our ability to have those kind of conversations now that we're not here
43:25No, I don't I feel like we will
43:28For them them kind of conversations it just be like us in bed with the lights off in bed
43:32But let's all talk. Yeah, cuz you can't see me. I
43:35Was worried at first
43:36But when I first saw you and I realized I was attracted I was like
43:39But then I made a conscious decision to be like, okay cool
43:42I want to continue on what we've created in terms of like an intimate emotional connection moment and just like
43:48Right. It's this place. So Jamie. Yeah, I know this means something to me
43:53Good because it means something to me too good
43:57Demi looks amazing. Demi is amazing having met her and spent time with her the more attracted I am to her physically the more the emotional connection
44:05Increases as well. So it's kind of just like a knock on effect and then the more emotionally connected
44:08I'm to the more I'm attracted to her physically. So it's just up and up and up
44:13You've made me very happy
44:15Good. That's why I keep doing
44:18I hope so
44:22The way Ollie holds my hand gives me a little kiss I feel reassured that that's gonna be reciprocated
44:30So I look forward to spending that with him
44:41You read it yeah, come on
44:43Mmm
44:46Mm-hmm. Is it good? Mm-hmm. I love dark chocolate. So, how's your day been without sounding cringing cliche or like rom-com?
44:53Yeah, my best part of day was seeing you because I was so nervous seeing you but when I saw you I was very very
44:59Happy, it's always gonna be
45:01Intimidating like when you're dating someone who's sort of out your league, you know, so
45:05I
45:17Love Tom's sense of humor and I think in the real world
45:21I probably would have seen 38 and thought no like different vibes, but doesn't act 38. Does he so I love that about him
45:29No, I'm really tired. We should go to bed
45:32It's gonna be mega
45:34Yeah, it's gonna blow your mind
45:47You're ready for bed
46:00Sharing the bed together for the first time is always an interesting one
46:04Now I'm looking forward to it looking forward to a cuddle and a kiss. Good night
46:09It's been a good start to chapter two. Obviously, I'm a beautiful person. So I'm very grateful
46:29Your feet are cold
46:34I
46:46Like a kid about I need to watch my face
46:49Yeah, I was so nervous. I just read it. He looks like some crazy model like a cheese grater
46:57I'm excited
47:04I
47:07Love you
47:35I meant to be on the retreat, but something didn't quite feel right
47:45When I took the ring I placed it on the wrong finger on the right finger he didn't notice I
47:52Think now I look back in hindsight. That was a sign that it just wasn't right
48:04My connection with Nicole and the pods was
48:06Unbelievably strong like it was deep-rooted like nothing. I've ever experienced on the outside world, but the doors closed and it was bizarre
48:13I started to realize that something was off something wasn't right
48:19There was someone else in the scene Nicole had a very strong connection with Benaiah
48:23He did make me feel a little bit like are you sure you made the right decision?
48:29I'm clear about my emotions
48:32And
48:34When I'll fly into Greece
48:49My first night together, how was it?
48:53No, it's good. It felt good. If I did it felt good. It felt good. It felt nice. It felt nice
49:00Well, it's been Friday
49:02We had sex
49:06My mom's gonna kill me
49:10Yeah, yes
49:13Twice
49:16Go first, I mean look at it. Are you hey, I'm glad you wake up after him. I
49:24Woke up happy. Yeah, I thought you're gonna wake up
49:29I
49:33Keep waking morning person
49:39Our first night together was so lovely and
49:42We may have had a physical connection last night. So we've already had two alarms go off already and I still can't get right
49:52How was your night last night honey, it's fantastic, how was it fantastic
49:56So I woke up next to you say to the camera, why was it fantastic buddy?
50:03Because I was sleeping next to you
50:15Nice first night wasn't it? It was a lovely night. Mm-hmm. Did you enjoy it?
50:22Sharing a bed with Bobby
50:24Was really nice
50:26He does snore though, but you know, we can move past that. It's fine
50:37Morning babe
50:38You're right. Okay, you're right
50:40My first night was very relaxing. We walk around each other half-naked every day. I was just just yeah, we're fine
50:46I couldn't wait to like share a bed with you to be honest. Yeah, it's nice. So nice
50:52But like that's what we've both been waiting for
50:56There's too much sexual tension and I'm really looking forward to exploring that part of our relationship a bit more in there in the next few days
51:10This bed is humongous, but at one point I'll go over here. Yeah, they use news all the way
51:15In a my space. Yeah, but you and I liked it. There you go
51:19Last night was a PG, but nice, you know, it's not a rush. I want some pineapple, please
51:27Do not pineapple is good for yeah
51:29Yeah, take some more your skin. What did you think? I'm in skin. Yeah, exactly. Yeah good cuz it's gonna dry out. All right, I
51:39Think we're both kind of worried if we just
51:40Jump straight into the physical things. We can almost make that the new focus of the relationship and the other things will go on the back
51:47Things will go on the backbone, which is the opposite of what I think a strong relationship should be based on cheers, babe. Cheers
51:53I'm up there in paradise. Yeah with me
52:00This is good really nice
52:04It's been a long time since I got a massage
52:07So who you're most excited to see tonight?
52:10I'm just excited to get a gossip. Yeah
52:13Everyone's first night was first
52:16Who do you think's gonna get on the best out of the couples that are here? Probably Marie and Tom?
52:20Yeah, I can see a lot of similarities between the two of them. So Nicole and Sam
52:26Nicole and Sam on that one. I don't know about that one
52:29Of course some of the conversations I heard him having were a little bit superficial terms of you know
52:34Like what she would look like I mean from Sam and I's conversations. I did see quite a lot of red flags
52:39I just got quite a judgmental vibe from him and with Nicole. She's complete the complete opposite. She's my angel
52:48She deserves nothing but the best
53:00I made a mistake
53:03And the someone I need to talk to and I owe them a huge apology
53:09Because I really want to make things right with them
53:17I need to follow my heart and there's no one else. I'd want to spend my life with then Benaiah
53:26This time I'm really gonna open my heart and
53:30Hopefully he'll like what I have to say
53:49I'm really cool. Like he's the one you're very pretty girl. Thank you. You're good-looking. Hi
53:54worried that
53:57You like her enough be honest, I'll be rule like this isn't helping you right now, it's just putting more pressure
54:02It's not putting pressure though. If you feel it you feel it like that
54:07What do you want from this?
54:09Okay, cool. Then go home
54:12I've never felt as secure with someone as I have with Tom. He really is the most amazing man
54:21I just think you're literally such an incredible person Tom. I
54:24Made a huge colossal mistake. It's so difficult for me, but the right thing has happened
54:32Really really lucky feeling really blessed. So you've literally locked your pose without I'll say that he's surprised
54:38I think it's crazy and very silly
54:42You're aware when she stayed at mine that she wanted to see me
54:46Legal you'll be entitled to my money. That is a concern and if I didn't raise out the lion
54:54This is the best day of my life
54:59If I think it's a no, I will not be there to walk down the aisle
55:03I just want you to take it on board on me as your sister. Just worry. Something's just not quite, right?
55:10I really can't wait to grow further with you. I love you. Do you take Steven to be your husband?
55:17No one gets married thinking that they're going to get divorced, but it's just too soon
55:23You