National Anthem 2023
A 21-year old construction worker in rural New Mexico joins a community of queer ranchers and rodeo performers in search of their own version of the American dream.
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00:00:00You
00:00:30I
00:01:00And then I won't
00:01:04Walk
00:01:07You
00:01:14Someday
00:01:18But past due on our gas bill again, I don't have a lot of clients this month
00:01:24Just kind of hoping you could maybe
00:01:27Pull up the slack
00:01:30Start focusing on more reliable income
00:01:36My income is more reliable than yours is right now
00:01:41You you might want to check those numbers again
00:01:47It's not my fault people in this town don't get their hair done enough
00:02:00You
00:02:08Don't hurt yourself
00:02:13Yeah, she was chill she had one of those fat pussies though
00:02:23Pretty boy doesn't like you when you talk about pussy
00:02:31You
00:02:50Did you know that hummingbirds are the only type of bird that can fly forwards and backwards I
00:02:58Did not know that no, no, I did not drink
00:03:04Yeah, you'd be proud of me, right
00:03:09You hungry
00:03:12What's younger for
00:03:21Thank you, she's coming up
00:03:28What do you say, thank you there you go
00:03:46Did you know that um, hippo can run as fast as a racehorse a hippo. Mm-hmm. That's not true
00:03:54There's so fat what are you talking about all that quote-unquote fat is muscle on a racehorse
00:04:01I'm right. Oh and a hippo. Mm-hmm
00:04:04That's cool
00:04:05He doing I don't know man. I'm gonna take your chameleon back
00:04:15Yes, I am
00:04:18Yeah, girl, I'm walking out the door right now. I'll meet you there guys. Don't stay up too late
00:04:23I
00:04:30Don't know why he likes me more than you
00:04:53Oh
00:05:23I
00:05:53It's me
00:05:55Oh
00:05:57Oh
00:06:22That's great, baby mom filming
00:06:27Me
00:06:32It's a fucking fire
00:06:36Hey, is that homework done?
00:06:39I'll get on that right now. Oh, you'll get on that right now. You said it was gonna be done two hours ago
00:06:45You don't be so hard on him
00:06:49Probably gonna be out real late tonight
00:06:52Did you do his eardrops shit?
00:06:54Shit I forgot. Can you just do it?
00:07:00So it's gonna be like a 3 a.m. Type of night or what are we thinking
00:07:05Just because you're boring ass didn't have a life. Don't mean I shouldn't have one, right?
00:07:11Right, I'm boring cuz I don't need a drink to have fun
00:07:15Hey
00:07:17But give me a little credit for this last year, huh?
00:07:20shit
00:07:22Listen babe, you don't like it here. How about you go stay with your dad?
00:07:27You can find him
00:07:29Though you don't sometimes eat me. Oh, really? What kind of meat?
00:07:36Mainly like rats mice small birds
00:07:41Okay. Yeah, what's mine?
00:07:45It's everything okay with mom I
00:07:48hope
00:07:50She's gonna be okay. Okay
00:07:52But you know, I'm always here for you. Yeah
00:07:56I'm your person. All right
00:07:58Yeah, I got you
00:08:04Two more your jobs then we're done. Okay
00:08:08Sorry first
00:08:16See no, I'm not much of a nice man. I'm gonna take it all back. It's all my laughter. Yeah, it's not gonna be for me
00:08:22I
00:08:30Don't sit on a spot to somebody's gonna give them in a ranch. Oh
00:08:36Get a poco lejos entonces no los por otra de vuelta in del dia van a necesitar a alguien que los recon
00:08:43Pero si pueden serán como dos semanas de empleo está seguro que no nos podemos quedar a ya
00:08:49Yo, pero no un raya esta la mañana
00:08:52No
00:08:56Bueno, I'm also possible to put on
00:09:05About you you get a ride home. Yeah, sure get in the back
00:09:21I
00:09:51I
00:10:07Seen a bit vamonos
00:10:11Sigmund
00:10:13Necesitamos escapar treinta veces para meter los postes
00:10:17asà se mira
00:10:19Cada uno tiene que ser dos piezas profundo
00:10:22Entienden
00:10:24See when I'm pissing
00:10:28You my friend you come with me we're gonna move the hay
00:10:35You have gloves
00:10:38No
00:10:42You'd use mine just don't lose
00:10:49They normally drop them off here and even stacked up over there at the empty bar
00:10:59You look one of these yeah
00:11:02I've got three strings. So it's pretty heavy. Just there it is ground by the tie
00:11:07Good good. All right, leave that there
00:11:14Stack these up over there and I'll come back to help you out. All right, I
00:11:17Want to don't break the bales I need them last
00:11:23You don't talk much, huh?
00:11:25What's your name?
00:11:27Dylan sorry
00:11:29I'm Pepe
00:11:33How old are you I'm 21
00:11:39Yeah construction experience
00:11:41Yeah, I've been
00:11:44Working, you know here now last year and a half or so
00:11:49All right
00:11:51Well, we got a lot of work these next few weeks so uh
00:11:55Don't fuck it up, I guess
00:12:13I
00:12:43I
00:13:13I
00:13:21Almost
00:13:34Cash doesn't like boys. Oh
00:13:37I'm sorry. I
00:13:39was just
00:13:41Told to give him a wash
00:13:43Yeah, no, it's okay. I
00:13:46Can help you
00:13:49You're Dylan, right?
00:13:51Yeah, that's right
00:13:54Yeah, Pepe told me all about you. I
00:13:58Think he's got a little bit of a crush
00:14:01Oh
00:14:05Thank you for this really my type
00:14:09Yeah, no, I'm just
00:14:11Just teasing you
00:14:13How long are y'all had this place for?
00:14:15It's been in the family for a while now
00:14:18Do you like it? I always dreamed of having
00:14:22Place like this. Yeah, me too
00:14:28No water, yeah, sorry
00:14:34No, wait you uh, you got a little bit on yourself
00:14:38Yeah, that's funny, yeah
00:14:44Hey, don't fuck up my boots fair enough stay away from the boots. Yeah
00:14:52You're trouble, huh?
00:14:54No, ma'am, ma'am
00:14:59I'm Scott
00:15:02Like this guy
00:15:05Yeah
00:15:07Yeah, it's spelled the same and everything
00:15:20I'll let you go. Yeah going quietly
00:15:32I just don't understand why it has to be so far out here
00:15:37I
00:15:42Just said they were nice
00:15:45Yeah, some of them were
00:15:51You saw they had one of those flags you just can't be too careful with people Dylan
00:16:07I
00:16:14Might need to borrow the truck tomorrow without you going out
00:16:22Just need to go for a drive in my head, that's okay
00:16:30Fine
00:16:37I
00:17:07I
00:17:37I
00:17:58Gonna work with these guys today
00:18:01Don't speak any Spanish to take it
00:18:04No, I mean I understand something all right just follow their lead you'll figure it out
00:18:21I'm Carrie. Oh, I'm Dylan. Sorry
00:18:24How long you been here? Just a couple days now. Yeah, you're liking it. Oh, it's beautiful. It's kind of unique
00:18:34It's best of what is here
00:18:56I'll keep
00:19:03My
00:19:09Get back to work
00:19:21You collect a bunch of rainwater and use it for everything that's in here
00:19:25You gotta overdo it a little bit not too much. Oh my god. That is
00:19:30like for I
00:19:32Love this because it's like a chop them up and then take all the seeds out and we collect those kind of like we do
00:19:37With the chilies. Well, you can grow anything. Yeah, I mean, it just makes it easier for us
00:19:41There's a plethora of things, you know, like a lot of this wouldn't normally grow at the same time out there
00:19:47And I don't want me to need this one
00:19:49We should name it. What do you think?
00:19:51It's like a Terrence
00:19:53Terrence, I like that
00:19:56My friend Carrie gave me some of these chilies that you got to really pat it down and make it even okay
00:20:01And then we're gonna let them grow. It's gonna take a few weeks. I know you gotta work on your patience
00:20:08They're gonna taste so good
00:20:12Who's that this mom's sponsor
00:20:17Hey boys, hi
00:20:20Why don't you start on another one right here doing a great job
00:20:24Not too much now cuz you want digging back up there we go
00:20:31I
00:21:02I
00:21:08Don't want to see any dresses or anything
00:21:11I
00:21:31Learned your party. It's actually it's very boring. Hey watch it
00:21:41I
00:21:55What the hell
00:21:59Why are you following me?
00:22:03I'm not following you. I know I'm joking
00:22:11My god, hi, how are you?
00:22:14I
00:22:16Really need to get back. So I'm gonna need that thing. You're gonna have to come with us now
00:22:23Come on everybody's gonna be so happy to see you. Hey, look who I found
00:22:34Thanks Ben
00:22:37Thanks
00:22:39We think a little better in a way, oh
00:22:43Oh
00:22:44My god, I know my cue
00:22:46There's another one over here that I think is more your speed
00:22:50Blah, I have a feeling you might be a secret glam girl
00:22:55No, and we could be sisters. Okay
00:22:59See if that's true
00:23:09Look at the angularity. You really you really do have good bones
00:23:31Nothing just keep peeking. I don't mean to you're an I person
00:23:40An I person
00:23:44Like an iPhone
00:23:47Me
00:23:49Two types of people there are people and there are lit people and then there's Dolly Parton. She's both
00:23:56but
00:23:57You are an Iverson
00:24:01Watching our people
00:24:04I guess you can
00:24:09Special delivery the finest grapes in the air
00:24:14No, come on now straight from the tape. Come on, you know
00:24:23Okay, all right don't don't waterboard him please goodbye
00:24:31Okay, I'm almost done
00:24:33I
00:24:39Mean I
00:24:43Am fucking good you look fucking amazing
00:24:48No, no, I'm serious your eyes are like
00:24:52My
00:25:03You
00:25:33I
00:26:04Feel it wait
00:26:07What's wrong, okay, man, I'm
00:26:11not mad
00:26:13Sorry, I'm
00:26:15Just not really my scene, you know
00:26:24What are you doing tomorrow
00:26:29Just looking for work
00:26:33Wow, we're all going to a rodeo the rodeo rodeo. Yeah
00:26:45You know, I get this feeling that you don't have like a ton of friends
00:26:51um, yeah, I just I
00:26:53Don't really have time for that
00:26:56I'm usually just working
00:26:58They're watching my little brother
00:27:03Parents aren't around
00:27:05My mom's around but
00:27:08She didn't help out too much, you know what I mean
00:27:14Yeah, I do
00:27:17So, what's your plan? Oh
00:27:25Now I don't really know but I want to get an RV
00:27:30drive all around
00:27:32but I have this
00:27:35Guilty kind of feeling I just I don't want to leave
00:27:41So
00:27:43I'm gonna try to
00:27:45Make as much money on my own and have enough to get out of here, but some left over my family
00:27:57It's really nice
00:28:03And in the meantime
00:28:06There's no harm in having a lot of fun
00:28:10You gotta come it's really fun there's a lot of good people and I'll make sure nobody corrupts you
00:28:19I'll buy you a drink with the money I win
00:28:22What if I win
00:28:25I
00:28:27Be at the ranch at 7 or we're leaving without you. Oh, hey, I I don't actually have the truck tomorrow
00:28:36So I'll just I'll catch the next one
00:28:43Here give me your address we're coming to pick you up. All right
00:28:54You
00:29:01See you tomorrow
00:29:06Hey
00:29:08Why do you care about me I mean, I'm pretty boring I
00:29:16Don't think you're boring I just think you haven't met your people yet
00:29:24I
00:29:46Buddy
00:29:54I
00:30:01Don't know
00:30:06It's gonna stay our secret, okay, don't tell mom look at me don't tell mom you promise
00:30:15You want to wash it off
00:30:24It's okay, thanks, buddy
00:30:38You're doing a great job, thank you
00:30:45I like the blue. Yeah
00:30:52Greenish
00:30:55Turquoise, yeah, I like it looks good on you
00:31:00I've got them. I don't know. I just need to get my gear
00:31:05What it's okay. I got time
00:31:12We need to make sure mom doesn't see it when you wake up I
00:31:17Trust you
00:31:21You want me to do you
00:31:24You
00:31:34Okay, that's my ride come say hi, yeah
00:31:48What do we have here
00:31:51It's my little brother Cassidy
00:31:54No, I got some real-life cowboys on her hand
00:31:57Yeah. All right, you head inside and I'll see you tomorrow night. I love you
00:32:02Get in bitch
00:32:19Your house
00:32:23I
00:32:38Girl look at there. It's the trade of the season
00:32:42What does that mean? It means she thinks you're cute
00:32:45I have to go get ready for my event. So
00:32:49You should go look around and I'll come find you
00:32:52Okay
00:33:22And you want the galaxy
00:33:52Oh
00:34:23I've never been on a bull
00:34:27But I tell you what, it's the greatest rush of adrenaline
00:34:34Like a first kiss
00:34:52I
00:35:22I
00:35:36Get out there and get it. All right, buddy this happened
00:35:52I
00:36:11Let it breathe keep breathing
00:36:22There you go
00:36:28Next is our first time bull rider today
00:36:46Remember to breathe don't tighten up you got a dance with
00:36:53Whatever happens that's between you and universe
00:37:19You can be careful with that
00:37:22I got you something
00:37:24The belt buckle that I won. Maybe it'll inspire you to win one of your own one day
00:37:32Are you serious?
00:37:37Thank you
00:37:43Understand
00:37:52Don't they know
00:37:55It's the end of the world
00:37:59It ended when he said
00:38:05Goodbye
00:38:07I
00:38:20Have a very very special treat for you all I begged I begged a friend of mine to come and perform tonight
00:38:27Yes, you get your sexy ass up here, please
00:38:33Please give a warm welcome to my friend sky
00:38:37I
00:38:56Break it
00:38:59To me gently
00:39:03So my
00:39:07Too bad
00:39:13If you must go then go slowly let me love you
00:39:28The love we shared
00:39:32For oh so long
00:39:35Is such a big part of me
00:39:44If you must take your love away
00:39:52Take it
00:39:58Break it
00:40:01Break it to me gently
00:40:05Give me
00:40:15Love me just a little longer
00:40:21Cause I'll never
00:40:25Love again
00:40:29Cause I'll never
00:40:34Love again
00:40:57Dylan come here
00:41:04I
00:41:35Oh
00:41:43You're dressed for
00:41:50Thank You mama
00:41:55How do you feel on effort working so hard feeling good
00:42:05Hey
00:42:09Cheers
00:42:25It's a mushroom tea keep drinking
00:42:31I've never had
00:42:34Oh
00:43:04Oh
00:43:31To
00:43:34Ha
00:43:38Will it be just another memory
00:43:46Just another lovely song
00:43:50It's enough
00:44:01Your lips
00:44:04So tender
00:44:09Your heart is beating fast
00:44:21Tell me darling, oh, it's nice
00:44:27To
00:44:34You be with me when the moon is proud
00:44:41To
00:44:46May he say
00:44:56Don't you like that one
00:45:01That was beautiful
00:45:05Oh
00:45:08Hey, babe, hi
00:45:18You learn the Elvis song
00:45:22Loved it. Yeah, I was just showing it to her
00:45:26Yeah
00:45:28It was good. The rest are over there. Y'all want to come?
00:45:32Yeah, totally
00:45:34I
00:46:04I
00:46:35Oh
00:46:51How am I charging
00:47:04You
00:47:34I
00:48:04I
00:48:34I
00:49:04I
00:49:34Oh
00:50:04You
00:50:34I
00:51:04I
00:51:24You're still here
00:51:26Yeah
00:51:28Sorry, I don't mind really
00:51:31You can say as long as you want
00:51:34Really?
00:51:36Yeah
00:51:37Yeah, you know, I actually just like wandered in here one day and I never left. I'm still looking for an exit
00:51:47But it's also it's like it's not entirely my place to say so
00:51:54You have fun last night
00:51:56Yeah, you could say that
00:51:59Morning care
00:52:02Okay
00:52:04How you feeling
00:52:06Not so bad, how about you?
00:52:09Good, I'm good
00:52:12Good
00:52:24Do you want to take my wig for a walk?
00:52:27I would love to take you
00:52:29Okay
00:52:31When it comes to threesomes, I I have to be the start I have to be top bill above the title
00:52:37Carol Channing
00:52:38Ethel Merman, that makes sense. Yeah, you get it. So, how did you get into drag in the first place?
00:52:44Oh my god, you were really coming for me this morning. I'm sorry. I'm not trying to
00:52:49I'm just curious. It's okay
00:52:52well, I
00:52:54Was raised conservative
00:52:56obviously and
00:52:58I went to Christian school
00:53:02And when I when I came out I
00:53:04Don't know. I just I looked around I suddenly didn't have a family anymore
00:53:09For a lot of us that is the price of being yourself, you know
00:53:14Yeah, but
00:53:17Drag
00:53:20Drag for me was I
00:53:24Don't know is this it was this way for me to sort of
00:53:27show up for myself and
00:53:29Love myself in a way that
00:53:32But at the time nobody else really could
00:53:35And just you know, I always wanted to be the beautiful creature I knew I was on the inside
00:53:41What about you?
00:53:43And have you ever done it before aside from that night at the store?
00:53:48No, I
00:53:50I guess I've just never really felt it was a possibility. I
00:53:57Guess I've just always thought that whatever I am is set in stone
00:54:08Nothing set in stone
00:54:20We need your help, okay, okay little horns
00:54:27Perfect
00:54:30This wind is so transphobic, all right
00:54:34So much hair
00:54:37Something else Wow
00:54:45Absolutely gorgeous. I feel absolutely gorgeous
00:54:50Oh
00:54:58Hey, okay, I got fried green tomatoes tonight. Oh who's home
00:55:07You watch Cassidy tonight
00:55:09Going out. I can't really tonight
00:55:13at a party
00:55:15The ranch I gotta be at a
00:55:18Party I
00:55:23Get it now
00:55:26Had a special person don't you kept wondering why you seem so happy at this new job
00:55:35Well, I don't see you complaining about the money I'm bringing home
00:55:38I
00:55:44Must be nice to get away from us too, I guess huh?
00:55:49it's uh
00:55:52Nice to have a little life for myself. Yeah
00:55:57Whatever it's fine. Go to your party. I'll go out another night
00:56:05Just don't forget about us over here, okay
00:56:08I
00:56:38Oh
00:56:58Hey, that's enough
00:57:08You
00:57:38I
00:58:08Know
00:58:15Hey, is everything okay?
00:58:20Hey
00:58:25Yeah
00:58:39Hey
00:58:43I'm really sorry about everything. I hope I didn't mess anything up. It's fine
00:58:50Are we gonna get Cassidy?
00:58:52Yeah, that's okay. Yeah, I'm gonna drive
00:58:57No, it'd be better if I fucked up that race track than you
00:59:00Fair enough. We're stopping to get Dylan's little brother. Oh fun
00:59:09There he is
00:59:14Hey Cassidy, hey there kiddo. Hi. Hey, you remember me? Yeah, what's my name then? Hey
00:59:21All right, well done
00:59:23Are you boy or girl? Yeah, no, it's okay
00:59:30I'm neither
00:59:38Okay, everybody
00:59:54If I could be
00:59:58Baby
01:00:04If I could be
01:00:09Baby
01:00:14If I could see
01:00:19Baby what you see?
01:00:25And I would know where's she going
01:00:32Don't worry about
01:00:34She's just working through
01:00:38Oh
01:01:06That looks incredible
01:01:08Let me see
01:01:10Look at that
01:01:11Do you like this? Yeah, I like it. You know, it's a little sneak preview what I'm gonna be wearing later
01:01:17I think we got to get it for you. Yeah
01:01:20Okay, that hat looks real good. See you want to go take it up to the cashier
01:01:38I
01:02:08Really
01:02:09Hey, I I am going to take capacity over to the corn maze because I think that would be a lot of fun
01:02:15So, is that cool? Yeah, you want to go get lost?
01:02:19Should we never be seen ever again?
01:02:39Don't go over there. Yeah
01:03:04I
01:03:06Just I just want to be sure that you know my deal
01:03:17Okay, we're open I
01:03:22Just we're gonna do this I want you to know what it is
01:03:29What is it it's just for fun
01:03:36Oh
01:04:06Yeah
01:04:37I
01:04:56Take a breath
01:04:59You're gonna knock him dead kid
01:05:01Yeah, just for me just because I'm putting you in drag for the first time does not make me a drag mom
01:05:06I do have a waiting list, you know
01:05:09Well, how could you resist?
01:05:12You do look hot
01:05:13Actually, it's kind of annoying
01:05:16Don't ever come to Brooklyn
01:05:19Is that where you're from? Yes girl cuz the cunt if you ever come to the city hit me up
01:05:25I
01:05:27Don't listen to her
01:05:29You don't go to the city to be a queen you go to the city to be a yuppie. Okay?
01:05:34Well, isn't that where they make the big money?
01:05:37And spend it on what honey a parking spot. Yeah break a leg tonight
01:05:54I
01:06:24Oh
01:06:54Oh
01:07:24Oh
01:07:35Where the fuck have you been
01:07:39No, are you okay you brought your little friends, huh? Come on Cass
01:07:45He doesn't need a fucking hide from me. You need to calm down. Calm down. Okay, don't tell me to calm down
01:07:51You got my son in a fucking dress you the reason that my son never comes home. Hey Dylan
01:08:05Dylan mom, where's my RV money?
01:08:08Mom, where the fuck is my RV money? Did you spend it?
01:08:14Did you fucking take all of it, okay, do you understand what you just did do you
01:08:21Why do you have to make my life so fucking hard my life is hard
01:08:25Okay, I'm doing the fucking best I can here
01:08:28I could use a little support all I do is supports you you take everything
01:08:33Do you understand that and you have to be a fucking adult? Okay
01:08:51To do
01:09:12Thank you for letting us stay here, yeah, of course
01:09:21Wow
01:09:30Oh, this is cute, I like this a lot. Do you want someone you?
01:09:42Please
01:09:44I
01:09:47Want to help this world, that's it. That's a beautiful goal
01:09:56I've never been more attracted to you
01:10:08Fucker
01:10:11Possibilities of animals when it comes to makeup Gary has taught you well
01:10:22You're the new makeup icon around here I tell you what
01:10:29My go play with sheep
01:10:34And twice
01:10:37Whip bring you around, huh? And then you do the same thing when you cross
01:10:48Down
01:10:51Then you speed that up
01:10:57And then you
01:11:00One two, three, four five six
01:11:07Really likes it out here, huh? Yeah
01:11:13Who wouldn't
01:11:17Can't stay forever though
01:11:30You
01:11:34Nothing
01:11:38Hopefully she's just embarrassed, you know, that's all it is
01:11:49Cassidy's going crazy about the sheep
01:11:53It's really funny
01:11:55You guys should come out
01:11:57I'm not really in the mood. Sorry. Yeah, that's okay
01:12:07I'm gonna go hang with the sheep. I
01:12:16Didn't know about your mom
01:12:21Yeah
01:12:24Sorry
01:12:27I had like a
01:12:29Similar thing with my dad
01:12:33He kicked me out when I was like 15
01:12:38Yeah
01:12:44Luckily, he let me keep cash or he didn't stop me from taking him I
01:12:52Realize you had him for such a long time
01:12:57Yeah, ten years
01:13:01When I first got him he couldn't do anything
01:13:06Now he's winning damn near every rodeo we go to
01:13:11Are you serious about that RV thing?
01:13:15Yes, ma'am
01:13:19You're just gonna take off all alone
01:13:21I
01:13:26Know I've been alone too much
01:13:29Do you think I was alone enough to know that it's just not for me
01:13:41Do you wanna go for a ride? Yeah
01:13:51I
01:14:04Had to be the most beautiful weekend in my life
01:14:09Honestly, yeah, where's the next rodeo?
01:14:14It's next month
01:14:18Pepe and I are gonna be looking at cattle that weekend
01:14:22We won't be there but
01:14:24You should go
01:14:26carry everyone
01:14:38So beautiful, yeah, really
01:14:52Now your caves over there you should check them out
01:15:09I think it's gonna rain
01:15:14Yeah, you should probably get back well just 10 more minutes
01:15:21I pay doesn't like it when I have cash out after dark. I'm sure for a little bit later
01:15:51Okay
01:16:11What happened cash ran off he got lost in the storm, oh shit Scott's still out there
01:16:21Come on come on
01:16:51All right, he's not
01:17:21You
01:17:51I
01:18:03Saw that you were cold, so I thought I would bring you something just cast asleep. Yeah
01:18:10Thank you
01:18:14Well, thank you
01:18:20How's guy
01:18:28She's pretty upset, you know
01:18:34It
01:18:37It wasn't your fault I
01:18:42Really hope you know that
01:18:59You must really love her
01:19:06Yeah
01:19:11Being with her
01:19:14Once
01:19:16Really the first time that I felt like I
01:19:21Was a part of something
01:19:25No, I guess I
01:19:27Might not have anywhere to belong anymore
01:19:31You belong here. I
01:19:34Just don't think I do
01:19:36You do you really do you just think that it's supposed to be bigger
01:19:40Or better than it is, but it's not
01:19:43It's me telling you right now
01:19:53But I
01:19:55Don't know you're waiting on sky it to be the thing that makes you make sense then
01:20:00It's not gonna work
01:20:03She's gonna hate you for it
01:20:06She already hates me, you know, she she loves you
01:20:12She just doesn't need you
01:20:16She needs Pepe, hey
01:20:19They need each other it's the only way that they work
01:20:22Yeah
01:20:25And I guess it doesn't really
01:20:28Work for them to have me around
01:20:32So
01:20:36I think you need to be more concerned about what works for you. Okay, I
01:20:54Think you're romantic though, you know
01:20:59So don't lose that
01:21:02Okay
01:21:04I
01:21:34I
01:22:04I
01:22:34I
01:23:04I
01:23:23Just like literally right one two three
01:23:31There you go just like that all that's perfect
01:23:35Oh almost that was nice. I'm not trying on like that
01:23:45Thank you so much
01:23:59Oh
01:24:04I'm here. I'm a little bit more for you
01:24:13Thank you
01:24:28Hi, I'm Dylan hi Jimmy Jimmy good to meet you you too
01:24:35You gotta promise me you're just not gonna park this somewhere she's got a lot of good miles left on her
01:24:42Yes, sir. I'll see where she takes. Okay, good. It's a beautiful country out there
01:24:47Good luck to you, son
01:25:05Well, this thing's huge
01:25:15How much does it cost to fill her up
01:25:24I don't know. I don't really care
01:25:30What's your plan? You know?
01:25:33Let's stick around for a little while. Oh, yeah, I'm gonna take this week to kind of figure out where my first stop might be
01:25:43Me it's not really too much just enough, you know
01:25:50And give you some more space in the living room now, yeah, you're gonna be okay. Mm-hmm
01:25:58Hey
01:26:03How you doing
01:26:08Those are for you sir, you better get used to that seat. It's gonna be real fun
01:26:20I think I'm gonna go in the house
01:26:22You
01:26:26Like me to make you the very first grilled cheese that's ever been made in this bus
01:26:52Oh
01:27:02So now you got the camper are you gonna
01:27:05Quit doing construction and all that. I'm hoping that my construction days are over for a little while. I
01:27:13Reached out to a couple ranches. I'm hoping to help out on some in Texas. Mm-hmm
01:27:22So, what are you gonna go look for your dad or something
01:27:31And why would I do that
01:27:37Yeah, I don't know I
01:27:44Didn't take too much, but it's cleaned up a little see you face
01:27:53I
01:27:56Just hope you understand that I
01:28:02Wasn't in my right mind a lot. It's okay. You don't have to I wasn't I wasn't and it's okay to say I wasn't
01:28:10You know, I only realized recently that I never really loved him
01:28:15And
01:28:17Then I started thinking
01:28:19Who have I loved?
01:28:21you know, I
01:28:23really loved like the kind of thing you read about and
01:28:30Pretty sure I've never had that
01:28:34You met your dad when I was in high school and after him it was like
01:28:42Anybody who gave me the time of day would do
01:28:46I
01:28:48Sometimes no matter how hard you try to make something work
01:28:55Just isn't right
01:29:00Well, I know it's just not love I guess
01:29:05No
01:29:08It's still love
01:29:11But somehow seeing you being happy living your life
01:29:19Makes me feel like maybe things could change
01:29:26For all of us
01:29:29They will
01:29:40Can you see by the dawn's early
01:29:49light
01:29:52What so proudly we
01:29:55Hail
01:29:58At the twilight
01:30:01Last gleaming
01:30:05Whose broad stripes and bright stars
01:30:11Through the perilous fight
01:30:18O'er the ramparts we watched
01:30:24Were so gallantly streaming
01:30:26Were so gallantly streaming
01:30:32And the rocket's red glare
01:30:39The bombs bursting in air
01:30:45Gave proof through the night
01:30:51That our flag was still there
01:30:57Oh
01:31:00Say does that
01:31:03Star-spangled
01:31:06Banner
01:31:15Or the land of the free
01:31:24And the
01:31:26Home
01:31:28Of the
01:31:30Brave
01:31:57You look great
01:32:05Thanks
01:32:08You too
01:32:12So should get your RV
01:32:17That's it so great
01:32:23It's good to see
01:32:26It's really good to see you too
01:32:56I
01:33:26Can you from me
01:33:56Oh
01:34:26Oh
01:34:56Oh
01:35:26Oh
01:35:56Oh
01:36:26Oh
01:36:56Oh
01:37:26Oh
01:37:56Oh
01:38:26Oh
01:38:56You