National Anthem (2023)
"National Anthem" (2023) is a powerful drama that explores themes of identity, community, and the pursuit of the American Dream through the lens of a diverse group of characters. Set in a small town in New Mexico, the film follows Dylan, a young, working-class man who struggles to make ends meet while caring for his younger brother. When Dylan is introduced to the world of queer rodeo—a vibrant subculture where individuals express their identity and find acceptance—he begins to question his own beliefs and the expectations placed upon him by society. As Dylan becomes more involved in this tight-knit community, he finds himself torn between the traditional values of his upbringing and the freedom to be who he truly is. "National Anthem" is a poignant exploration of self-discovery, acceptance, and the courage to defy convention in order to live an authentic life.
Transcript
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00:00:23I know that someday, you want me to go with you.
00:00:37When I am struck or struck by the news.
00:00:45You want me to go with you.
00:00:49And though you don't want me now, I'll get lost somehow.
00:01:01And then I won't, won't, you.
00:01:12I said that someday, you want me to go with you.
00:01:19We're past due on our gas bill again.
00:01:22I don't have a lot of clients this month.
00:01:25Just kind of hoping you could maybe pull up the slack.
00:01:30Start focusing on more reliable income.
00:01:37My income's more reliable than yours is right now.
00:01:41You, you might want to check those numbers again.
00:01:44It's not my fault people in this town
00:01:49don't get their hair done enough.
00:02:09Don't hurt yourself.
00:02:11Hey.
00:02:13Nah, nah.
00:02:14She was chill.
00:02:16She had one of those fat pussies, though.
00:02:23Pretty boy doesn't like it when you talk about pussy.
00:02:40Did you know that hummingbirds are the only type of bird
00:02:56that can fly forwards and backwards?
00:02:58I did not know that.
00:03:00No, no, I did not drink.
00:03:05Yeah, you'd be proud of me, right?
00:03:07Shut up.
00:03:08You're such a bitch.
00:03:09Are you hungry?
00:03:11Mm-hmm.
00:03:12What you hungry for?
00:03:14Um, mac and cheese.
00:03:17OK.
00:03:18OK.
00:03:21Mac and cheese coming up.
00:03:29What do you say?
00:03:31Thank you.
00:03:32There you go.
00:03:40Thank you.
00:03:46Did you know that a hippo can run as fast as a racehorse?
00:03:51A hippo?
00:03:52Mm-hmm.
00:03:53That's not true.
00:03:53Mm-hmm, it is.
00:03:54They're so fat.
00:03:55What are you talking about?
00:03:56All that, quote, unquote, fat is muscle.
00:03:59On a racehorse?
00:04:01On a hippo.
00:04:02Oh, on a hippo?
00:04:03Mm-hmm.
00:04:04That's cool.
00:04:05What's he doing?
00:04:07I don't know, man.
00:04:08Are you taking your chameleon back?
00:04:12Yeah, well, you got me on that one.
00:04:16Oh, yes, I am.
00:04:18Yeah, girl, I'm walking out the door right now.
00:04:20I'll meet you there.
00:04:21Guys, don't stay up too late.
00:04:30I don't know why he likes me more than you.
00:04:33I know.
00:05:08I know.
00:05:19OK.
00:05:28All right.
00:05:32Be quiet, be quiet.
00:05:38But...
00:05:40I'm supposed to be pregnant.
00:05:43Okay.
00:05:50This is not happening.
00:05:53I'm sorry.
00:05:55Shh.
00:05:57Come here.
00:05:59There you go.
00:06:02There you go.
00:06:04Shh.
00:06:21Whoo!
00:06:23That looks great, baby.
00:06:25Mom, film it.
00:06:27Give it to me.
00:06:30This looks fucking fire.
00:06:32It does.
00:06:34Hey, is that homework done?
00:06:37I'll get on that right now.
00:06:39Oh, you'll get on that right now?
00:06:41You said it was gonna be done two hours ago.
00:06:44Hey, don't be so hard on him.
00:06:47Probably gonna be out real late tonight.
00:06:50Did you do his eardrops yet?
00:06:53Shit, I forgot.
00:06:55Can you just do it?
00:06:57So, it's gonna be, like, a 3 a.m. type of night,
00:07:00or what are we thinking?
00:07:02Just because your boring ass doesn't have a live dummy
00:07:05doesn't mean I shouldn't have one, right?
00:07:08Right, I'm boring
00:07:10because I don't need a drink to have fun.
00:07:13Hey, how about giving me a little credit
00:07:16for this last year, huh?
00:07:18Shit.
00:07:20Listen, babe, you don't like it here.
00:07:22How about you go stay with your dad?
00:07:25You can find him.
00:07:28They'll eat, they'll sometimes eat meat.
00:07:31Oh, really, what kind of meat?
00:07:34Mainly, like, rats, mice, small birds.
00:07:38You okay?
00:07:40Yeah.
00:07:42What's the matter?
00:07:44Is everything okay with Mom?
00:07:46I hope.
00:07:48Yeah, she's gonna be okay.
00:07:50Okay, good.
00:07:52But you know I'm always here for you.
00:07:54Yeah.
00:07:56I'm your person, all right?
00:07:58Yeah.
00:08:00I got you.
00:08:02Okay.
00:08:04Two more of your drops, then we're done, okay?
00:08:07Sorry if it hurts.
00:08:10Okay.
00:08:13All right.
00:08:22Let's go.
00:08:52No.
00:09:05What about you?
00:09:07You get a ride home?
00:09:10Yeah, sure.
00:09:12Get in the back.
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00:09:58Lee.
00:10:00Welcome home.
00:10:02How's the trip?
00:10:03It's good.
00:10:05Enjoy your time.
00:10:07See you in a bit.
00:10:09Vámonos.
00:10:11Sígueme.
00:10:13Necesitamos escarpar 30 bebés para meter los postes.
00:10:17Así se mira.
00:10:19Cada uno tiene que ser dos pies de profundo.
00:10:22¿Entienden?
00:10:24¿Sí?
00:10:26Bueno, empiecen.
00:10:28You, my friend, you come with me.
00:10:30We're gonna move the hay.
00:10:35You have gloves?
00:10:37Uh, no.
00:10:42You can use mine. Just don't lose them.
00:10:45Thanks.
00:10:48They normally drop them off here.
00:10:51I need them stacked up over there at the empty barn.
00:10:58Can you lift one of these?
00:11:00Yeah.
00:11:02We've got three strings, so it's pretty heavy.
00:11:04Just, there it is, ground by the tie.
00:11:06Good.
00:11:08Good. All right.
00:11:09Leave that there.
00:11:12Stack these up over there,
00:11:14and I'll come back to help you out, all right?
00:11:16Oh, and don't break the bales.
00:11:18I need them last.
00:11:22You don't talk much, huh?
00:11:24What's your name?
00:11:26Dylan. Sorry.
00:11:28I'm Pepe.
00:11:32How old are you?
00:11:34I'm 21.
00:11:38You have construction experience?
00:11:40Yeah.
00:11:42I've been, um, working, you know,
00:11:45here and there the last year and a half or so.
00:11:48All right.
00:11:50Well, we got a lot of work these next few weeks,
00:11:53so, uh, don't fuck it up, I guess.
00:12:10All right.
00:12:22That's good.
00:12:41Ha-ha-ha.
00:12:54Oh.
00:13:00Oh.
00:13:11Oh.
00:13:19Good boy.
00:13:21Almost done.
00:13:34Cash doesn't like boys.
00:13:37Oh, I'm sorry. Um...
00:13:39I was just...
00:13:41told to give him a wash.
00:13:43Yeah, no, it's okay.
00:13:45I can help you.
00:13:49You're Dylan, right?
00:13:51Yeah, that's right.
00:13:54Yeah, Pepe told me all about you.
00:13:58I think he's got a little bit of a crush.
00:14:01Oh, well, I mean...
00:14:04I don't think Pepe's really my type,
00:14:07I guess.
00:14:09Yeah, no, I'm just...
00:14:11I'm just teasing you.
00:14:13How long have y'all had this place for?
00:14:15It's been in the family for a while now.
00:14:18Do you like it?
00:14:20I always dreamed of having a place like this.
00:14:23Yeah, me too.
00:14:27Want a water?
00:14:29Yeah, sorry.
00:14:34Oh, wait, you, uh...
00:14:36You got a little bit on yourself.
00:14:40That's funny.
00:14:41Yeah.
00:14:42Yeah.
00:14:44Hey, don't fuck up my boots.
00:14:47Fair enough.
00:14:49Stay away from the boots.
00:14:50Yeah.
00:14:52You're trouble, huh?
00:14:54No, ma'am.
00:14:55Ma'am?
00:14:59I'm Sky.
00:15:02Light the sky.
00:15:05Yeah.
00:15:07Yeah, it's spelled the same in everything.
00:15:16Thank you.
00:15:20I'll let you go.
00:15:22Yeah?
00:15:23I'm going quietly.
00:15:26I love you.
00:15:29I love you.
00:15:33I just don't understand why it has to be so far out here.
00:15:36God.
00:15:42You said they were nice?
00:15:45Yeah.
00:15:47Some of them were.
00:15:51You saw they had one of those flags.
00:15:55You just can't be too careful with people, Dylan.
00:16:14I might need to borrow the truck tomorrow.
00:16:17Where the hell are you going now?
00:16:21Just need to go for a drive, clean my head.
00:16:26If that's okay.
00:16:30Fine.
00:16:50Fuck.
00:17:20Fuck.
00:17:51Fuck.
00:17:58You're going to work with these guys today.
00:18:01You don't speak any Spanish, I take it?
00:18:04No, I mean, I understand some, but...
00:18:07All right.
00:18:09Just follow their lead, you'll figure it out.
00:18:12KNOCKING
00:18:21I'm Kerry.
00:18:23Oh, I'm Dylan, sorry.
00:18:25How long have you been here?
00:18:27Just a couple of days now.
00:18:29You're liking it?
00:18:31Oh, it's beautiful.
00:18:33It's kind of unique.
00:18:35In the best of ways.
00:18:42MUSIC
00:19:07WHISTLE BLOWS
00:19:09Get back to work.
00:19:21We collect a bunch of rainwater
00:19:23and use it for everything that's in here.
00:19:25So you've got to overdo it a little bit?
00:19:27Not too much, though.
00:19:29Oh, my God, that is like four.
00:19:32I love this, because it's like chop them up
00:19:34and then take all the seeds out,
00:19:36and we collect those kind of like we do with the chilies.
00:19:38You can grow anything in here?
00:19:40Yeah, I mean, it just makes it easier for us
00:19:42to have a plethora of things, you know?
00:19:44Like, a lot of this wouldn't normally
00:19:46grow at the same time out there in the...
00:19:48I don't want to even eat this one.
00:19:50We should name it.
00:19:52What do you think?
00:19:54Looks like a Terrence to me.
00:19:56Terrence? I like that.
00:19:58My friend Kerry gave me some of these chilies
00:20:00that you've got to really pat it down and make it even, OK?
00:20:02And then we're going to let them grow.
00:20:04It's going to take a few weeks.
00:20:06You got to work on your patience.
00:20:08They're going to taste so good.
00:20:10Who's that?
00:20:12That's Mom's sponsor.
00:20:14Oh.
00:20:16Hey, boys.
00:20:18Hi.
00:20:20Why don't you start on another one right here?
00:20:22You're doing a great job, man.
00:20:24Not too much now,
00:20:26because you want to dig them back up.
00:20:28There we go.
00:20:36There we go.
00:21:06OK.
00:21:08I don't want to see any dresses
00:21:10or any pig in the car, OK?
00:21:12OK, we're good.
00:21:14OK.
00:21:16Don't worry.
00:21:20Hi.
00:21:22How's it going?
00:21:24So...
00:21:26I love this.
00:21:28How about you?
00:21:30You look like...
00:21:32Barnyard Barney.
00:21:34It's very Barnyard Barney.
00:21:36Hey, watch it.
00:21:38What?
00:21:56What the hell?
00:22:00Why are you following me?
00:22:02I'm not...
00:22:04following you.
00:22:06I know, I'm joking.
00:22:12My God, hi. How are you?
00:22:14Hiya, Mom.
00:22:16I really need to get back,
00:22:18so I'm going to need that bag.
00:22:20You're going to have to come with us now.
00:22:22Oh.
00:22:24Come on, everybody's going to be so happy to see you.
00:22:26Hey, look who I found.
00:22:32Thanks, Ben.
00:22:34Thanks.
00:22:36Don't you think you look better in a wig?
00:22:38Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:22:40What?
00:22:42Oh, my God, I know my cue.
00:22:44There's another one over here
00:22:46that I think is more your speed.
00:22:48Ooh, blondes.
00:22:50I have a feeling you might be a secret glam girl.
00:22:52No.
00:22:54And we could be sisters.
00:22:56OK.
00:22:58Let's see if that's true.
00:23:00That's true.
00:23:02Oh, my God.
00:23:04Ooh.
00:23:06Ooh.
00:23:08Look at that.
00:23:10Look at the angularity.
00:23:12You really do have good bones.
00:23:14Who is she?
00:23:16Can I have my hat back?
00:23:18No, time for make-up.
00:23:20Go easy on him.
00:23:22That's what we're here for.
00:23:24Yes.
00:23:26Yes.
00:23:28What?
00:23:30Nothing.
00:23:32You just keep peeking.
00:23:34I don't mean to.
00:23:36You're an eye person.
00:23:40An eye person?
00:23:42Mm-hmm.
00:23:44Like an iPhone?
00:23:46No.
00:23:48What do you mean?
00:23:50There are two types of people.
00:23:52There are eye people and there are lip people.
00:23:54And there's Dolly Parton.
00:23:56She's both.
00:23:58But you are an eye person.
00:24:00Why can't I be both?
00:24:04I guess you can.
00:24:06Oh, I didn't see you there.
00:24:08I have a special delivery.
00:24:10The finest grapes in the area.
00:24:14No, come on now.
00:24:16Straight from the tea.
00:24:18Come on, you can do it.
00:24:20Would you please let me help?
00:24:22Okay, all right.
00:24:24Don't waterboard him, please.
00:24:26Goodbye.
00:24:30Okay, I'm almost done.
00:24:38I mean...
00:24:42I am fucking good.
00:24:44You look fucking amazing.
00:24:46You're just saying that.
00:24:48No, no, I'm serious.
00:24:50You're like, pow.
00:24:52Like, pow.
00:25:20You're like, pow.
00:25:50Dylan!
00:26:06Dylan!
00:26:08Wait.
00:26:10What's wrong?
00:26:12Why are you mad?
00:26:14I'm not mad.
00:26:16Sorry.
00:26:18I don't know.
00:26:24What are you doing tomorrow?
00:26:28I don't know.
00:26:30Just looking for work.
00:26:34Well, we're all going to a rodeo.
00:26:36A rodeo?
00:26:38A rodeo, yeah.
00:26:40Yeah.
00:26:46You know, I get this feeling
00:26:48that you don't have, like,
00:26:50a ton of friends.
00:26:52Yeah, I just...
00:26:54I don't really have time
00:26:56for that.
00:26:58I'm usually just working
00:27:00there, watching my little brother.
00:27:04Parents aren't around?
00:27:06My mom's around, but...
00:27:08she doesn't help out too much.
00:27:10You know what I mean?
00:27:14Yeah, I do.
00:27:16So...
00:27:18what's your plan?
00:27:22Oh.
00:27:24I mean, I don't really know,
00:27:26but I...
00:27:28I want to get an RV.
00:27:30Drive all around.
00:27:32But I have this...
00:27:34guilty
00:27:36guilty kind of feeling.
00:27:38I just...
00:27:40I don't want to leave.
00:27:42So...
00:27:44I'm gonna try to
00:27:46make as much money on my own
00:27:48and then have enough to get out of here
00:27:50but some left over
00:27:52for my family.
00:27:58That's really nice.
00:28:00And in the meantime,
00:28:02there's no harm
00:28:04in having a little fun.
00:28:06You gotta come.
00:28:08It's really fun.
00:28:10There's a lot of good people,
00:28:12and I'll make sure nobody corrupts you.
00:28:16I'll buy you a drink
00:28:18with the money I win.
00:28:20What if I win?
00:28:24Be at the ranch at 7,
00:28:26or we're leaving without you.
00:28:28Oh, hey, I don't actually have
00:28:30the truck tomorrow.
00:28:32So I'll just...
00:28:34I'll catch the next one.
00:28:40Here.
00:28:42Give me your address.
00:28:44We're coming to pick you up.
00:28:46All right.
00:28:59Heh.
00:29:01See you tomorrow.
00:29:06Hey.
00:29:08Why do you care about me?
00:29:10I mean, I'm...
00:29:12I'm pretty boring.
00:29:16I don't think you're boring.
00:29:18Heh.
00:29:20I just think you haven't met your people yet.
00:29:28Heh.
00:29:46Hey, buddy.
00:29:50It's mostly...
00:29:52Okay.
00:29:58How you doing?
00:30:00It's on your face.
00:30:04It's gonna stay our secret, okay?
00:30:06Don't tell Mom.
00:30:08Look at me.
00:30:10Don't tell Mom, you promise.
00:30:14You want to wash it off?
00:30:16Okay.
00:30:20That's a little too much, buddy.
00:30:22It's okay.
00:30:24It'll do.
00:30:26It'll do.
00:30:30Thanks, buddy.
00:30:38You're doing a great job.
00:30:40Thank you.
00:30:44I like the blue.
00:30:46Yeah?
00:30:48Yeah.
00:30:50I thought green was fair color.
00:30:52Greenish blue.
00:30:54A turquoise.
00:30:56Yeah, I like it.
00:30:58Looks good on you.
00:31:00I've got the...
00:31:02I don't know. I just need to get my hair and...
00:31:04Yeah.
00:31:06It's okay. I got time.
00:31:12We need to make sure Mom doesn't see it
00:31:14when you wake up.
00:31:16Oh.
00:31:18I trust you.
00:31:20You want me to do your hair still?
00:31:22Sure, thank you.
00:31:32Okay, that's my ride.
00:31:34You want to come say hi?
00:31:36Yeah.
00:31:46What do we have here?
00:31:48Who do we have here?
00:31:50Oh, uh...
00:31:52This is my little brother, Cassidy.
00:31:54Oh, got some real-life cowboys on her hand.
00:31:56Yeah.
00:31:58All right, you head inside, and I'll see you tomorrow night, all right?
00:32:00Okay, I love you.
00:32:02Get in, bitch.
00:32:04I love you, too.
00:32:34Girl, lookit there.
00:32:36It's the trade of the season.
00:32:38What does that mean?
00:32:40It means she thinks you're cute.
00:32:42Um, I have to go get ready for my event,
00:32:44so you should go look around,
00:32:46and I'll come find you.
00:32:48Okay.
00:32:50Okay.
00:33:04If you want a lonely heart,
00:33:06I will be a lonely heart for you.
00:33:14If you want a rocket ship,
00:33:16I will be a rocket ship for you.
00:33:24If you want the galaxies,
00:33:26I will be the galaxies for you.
00:33:34I will be the galaxies for you.
00:33:40Always together.
00:33:42Always together with you.
00:33:48Always together with you.
00:33:54Always together with you.
00:34:00Always together with you.
00:34:04I've never been on a bull, but I'll tell you what, it's the greatest rush of adrenaline.
00:34:33It's like a first kiss.
00:35:03Let's kick it for the finish line.
00:35:06Yeah!
00:35:07Woo!
00:35:08Woo!
00:35:36Get out there and get it.
00:35:38All right, buddy. Let this happen.
00:35:42Next from New Mexico, we've got Pepe.
00:35:57And Pepe goes to the buzzer on Nightmare.
00:36:01Let's see what the judges have to say. I know we don't want to lie.
00:36:08All right.
00:36:11Remember to breathe. Keep breathing. Keep breathing.
00:36:21There you go. There you go.
00:36:24How does it feel?
00:36:28Up next is our first time bull rider today. From New Mexico, it's Dylan.
00:36:39Woo!
00:36:46Remember to breathe. Don't tighten up. You've got to dance with me.
00:36:52Whatever happens, that's between you and the universe.
00:36:57Woo!
00:37:14Look what I got.
00:37:18You need to be careful with that.
00:37:21I got you something.
00:37:23It's the belt buckle that I won.
00:37:26Maybe it'll inspire you to win one of your own one day.
00:37:31Are you serious?
00:37:33Yeah, I'm serious.
00:37:36Thank you.
00:37:53Don't they know it's the end of the world?
00:38:00It ended when you said goodbye.
00:38:14Okay. Okay. All right. All right. Thank you.
00:38:18Okay, everyone.
00:38:20I have a very, very special treat for you all.
00:38:23And I begged a friend of mine to come and perform tonight.
00:38:28Yes, you. Get your sexy ass up here, please.
00:38:32Okay.
00:38:34Please give a warm welcome to my friend Sky.
00:38:53Break it to me gently
00:39:03So my tears, my tears won't fall too fast
00:39:13If you must go, then go slowly
00:39:19Let me love you
00:39:23Till the last
00:39:29The love we shared
00:39:32For oh so long
00:39:37Is such a big part of me
00:39:44If you must take
00:39:48Your love away
00:39:51Take it gradually
00:39:58Break it
00:40:00Break it to me gently
00:40:05Give me time
00:40:08Give me a little time to ease the pain
00:40:15Love me just a little longer
00:40:21Cause I'll never, never love again
00:40:29Cause I'll never love again
00:40:40Never love again
00:40:51Dylan.
00:40:53Come here.
00:41:02No more sweeter love
00:41:12No more sweeter love
00:41:20No more
00:41:27No more
00:41:36Tea time.
00:41:40Tea.
00:41:42Tea.
00:41:44You're dressed for it.
00:41:46Mm-hmm.
00:41:48You should.
00:41:50Thank you, Mama.
00:41:51Oh, okay.
00:41:54Thank you.
00:41:55How are you feeling after working so hard?
00:41:58I'm feeling good. My body's a little sore.
00:42:00Yeah?
00:42:02Yeah.
00:42:05Hey.
00:42:06Where is he?
00:42:09Cheers.
00:42:10Cheers.
00:42:11Cheers.
00:42:12Cheers.
00:42:14Cheers.
00:42:23What is it?
00:42:25It's mushroom tea.
00:42:27Keep drinking. It'll get better. Trust me.
00:42:31I've never had that before.
00:42:36I'll be right here the whole time.
00:42:42Cheers.
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00:43:15Tomorrow my heart Will it be just another memory
00:43:42Or just another lovely song That's enough for your heart to linger on
00:44:01Your lips are so tender Your heart is beating fast
00:44:15And you're willing to surrender But tell me darling, how will it last
00:44:27Tomorrow night Will you be with me when the moon is bright
00:44:37Tomorrow night Will you say those lovely things you said
00:44:52tonight
00:45:08Hey, babe. Hi.
00:45:19You learned the Elvis song. I loved it.
00:45:24Yeah, I was just showing it to her. Yeah, it was good.
00:45:29The rest are over there if y'all want to come. Yeah, totally.
00:45:38My dear, dear love You know you're in my heart
00:46:02I know I'm making all the things that you said
00:46:10I know I'm making all the things that you said
00:46:16There's a thing that you say
00:46:20I felt my soul rise above my body When I looked into your poor eyes
00:46:39If cosmic force is real at all It comes between you and I
00:46:52Am I charging with the time?
00:47:08Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
00:47:38Oh
00:48:08Oh
00:48:38Oh
00:49:08Oh
00:49:38Oh
00:50:08Oh
00:50:38Oh
00:51:08Oh
00:51:24You're still here
00:51:26Yeah
00:51:28Sorry, I don't mind really
00:51:31You can say as long as you want
00:51:34Really?
00:51:36Yeah
00:51:37Yeah, you know, I actually just like wandered in here one day and I never left. I'm still looking for an exit
00:51:47But it's also it's like it's not entirely my place to say so
00:51:54You have fun last night
00:51:56Yeah, you can say that
00:51:59Morning care
00:52:04How you feeling
00:52:06Not so bad, how about you?
00:52:09Good, I'm good
00:52:12Good
00:52:24Do you want to take my wig for a walk? I would love to take you
00:52:29Okay
00:52:31When it comes to threesomes, I I have to be the start I have to be top built above the title
00:52:37Carol Channing
00:52:38Ethel Merman, that makes sense. Yeah, you get it. So, how did you get into drag in the first place?
00:52:44Oh my god, you were really coming for me this morning. I'm sorry. I'm not trying to
00:52:49Just curious. It's okay
00:52:52well, I
00:52:54Was raised conservative
00:52:56obviously and
00:52:58I went to Christian school
00:53:02And when I when I came out I
00:53:04Don't know. I just I looked around I suddenly didn't have a family anymore
00:53:09For a lot of us that is the price of being yourself, you know
00:53:14Yeah, but
00:53:17Drag
00:53:20Drag for me was I
00:53:24Don't know is this it was this way for me to sort of
00:53:27show up for myself and
00:53:29Love myself in a way that
00:53:32But at the time nobody else really could
00:53:35And just you know, I always wanted to be the beautiful creature I knew I was on the inside
00:53:41What about you?
00:53:43And have you ever done it before aside from that night at the store?
00:53:48No, I
00:53:50I guess I've just never really felt it was a possibility. I
00:53:57Guess I've just always thought that whatever I am is set in stone
00:54:08Nothing set in stone
00:54:20We need your help, okay, okay little horns
00:54:27Perfect
00:54:30This wind is so transphobic, all right
00:54:34So much hair
00:54:37Something else Wow
00:54:45Absolutely gorgeous, I feel absolutely gorgeous
00:54:50Oh
00:54:58Hey, okay, I got fried green tomatoes tonight. Oh who's home
00:55:07You watch Cassidy tonight
00:55:09Going out. I can't really tonight
00:55:13at a party
00:55:15The ranch I gotta be at a
00:55:18Party I
00:55:23Get it now
00:55:26Had a special person don't you kept wondering why you seem so happy at this new job
00:55:35Well, I don't see you complaining about the money I'm bringing home
00:55:38I
00:55:44Must be nice to get away from us too, I guess huh?
00:55:49it's uh
00:55:52Nice to have a little life for myself. Yeah
00:55:57Whatever it's fine. Go to your party. I'll go out another night
00:56:05Just don't forget about us over here, okay
00:56:08I
00:56:38Oh
00:56:58Hey, that's enough
00:57:08You
00:57:38I
00:58:08Know
00:58:15Hey, is everything okay?
00:58:20Hey
00:58:25Yeah
00:58:39Hey
00:58:43I'm really sorry about everything. I hope I didn't mess anything up. It's fine
00:58:50Are we gonna get Cassidy?
00:58:52Yeah, that's okay. Yeah, I'm gonna drive
00:58:57No, it'd be better if I fucked up that race track than you
00:59:00Fair enough. We're stopping to get Dylan's little brother. Oh fun
00:59:09There he is
00:59:14Hey Cassidy, hey there kiddo. Hi. Hey, you remember me? Yeah, what's my name then? Hey
00:59:21All right, well done
00:59:23Are you boy or girl? Yeah, no, it's okay
00:59:30I'm neither
00:59:38Okay, everybody
00:59:54If I could be
00:59:58Baby
01:00:04If I could be
01:00:09Baby
01:00:14If I could see
01:00:19Baby what you see?
01:00:25And I would know where's she going
01:00:32Don't worry about
01:00:34She's just working through
01:00:38Oh
01:01:06That looks incredible
01:01:08Let me see
01:01:10Look at that
01:01:11Do you like this? Yeah, I like it. You know, it's a little sneak preview what I'm gonna be wearing later
01:01:17I think we got to get it for you. Yeah
01:01:20Okay, that hat looks real good. See you want to go take it up to the cashier
01:01:38I
01:02:08Really
01:02:09Hey, I I am going to take capacity over to the corn maze because I think that would be a lot of fun
01:02:15So, is that cool? Yeah, you want to go get lost?
01:02:19Should we never be seen ever again?
01:02:39Don't go over there. Yeah
01:03:04I
01:03:06Just I just want to be sure that you know my deal
01:03:17Okay, we're open I
01:03:22Just we're gonna do this I want you to know what it is
01:03:29What is it it's just for fun
01:03:36Oh
01:04:06Yeah
01:04:37I
01:04:56Take a breath
01:04:59You're gonna knock him dead kid
01:05:01Yeah, just for me just because I'm putting you in drag for the first time does not make me a drag mom
01:05:06I do have a waiting list, you know
01:05:09Well, how could you resist?
01:05:12You do look hot
01:05:13Actually, it's kind of annoying
01:05:16Don't ever come to Brooklyn
01:05:19Is that where you're from? Yes girl cuz the cunt if you ever come to the city hit me up
01:05:25I
01:05:27Don't listen to her
01:05:29You don't go to the city to be a queen you go to the city to be a yuppie. Okay?
01:05:34Well, isn't that where they make the big money?
01:05:37And spend it on what honey a parking spot. Yeah break a leg tonight
01:05:54I
01:06:24Oh
01:06:54Oh
01:07:24Oh
01:07:35Where the fuck have you been
01:07:39No, are you okay you brought your little friends, huh? Come on Cass
01:07:45He doesn't need a fucking hide from me. You need to calm down. Calm down. Okay, don't tell me to calm down
01:07:51You got my son in a fucking dress you the reason that my son never comes home. Hey Dylan
01:08:05Dylan mom, where's my RV money?
01:08:08Mom, where the fuck is my RV money? Did you spend it?
01:08:14Did you fucking take all of it, okay, do you understand what you just did do you
01:08:21Why do you have to make my life so fucking hard my life is hard
01:08:25Okay, I'm doing the fucking best I can here
01:08:28I could use a little support all I do is supports you you take everything
01:08:33Do you understand that and you have to be a fucking adult? Okay
01:08:51To do
01:09:12Thank you for letting us stay here, yeah, of course
01:09:21Wow
01:09:30Oh, this is cute, I like this a lot. Do you want someone you?
01:09:42Please
01:09:44I
01:09:47Want to help this world, that's it. That's a beautiful goal
01:09:56I've never been more attracted to you
01:10:08Fucker
01:10:11Possibilities of animals when it comes to makeup Gary has taught you well
01:10:22You're the new makeup icon around here I tell you what
01:10:29My go play with sheep
01:10:34And twice
01:10:37Whip bring you around, huh? And then you do the same thing when you cross
01:10:48Down
01:10:51Then you speed that up
01:10:57And then you
01:11:00One two, three, four five six
01:11:07Really likes it out here, huh? Yeah
01:11:13Who wouldn't
01:11:17Can't stay forever though
01:11:30You
01:11:34Nothing
01:11:38Hopefully she's just embarrassed, you know, that's all it is
01:11:49Cassidy's going crazy about the sheep
01:11:53It's really funny
01:11:55You guys should come out
01:11:57I'm not really in the mood. Sorry. Yeah, that's okay
01:12:07I'm gonna go hang with the sheep. I
01:12:16Didn't know about your mom
01:12:21Yeah
01:12:24Sorry
01:12:27I had like a
01:12:29Similar thing with my dad
01:12:33He kicked me out when I was like 15
01:12:38Yeah
01:12:44Luckily, he let me keep cash or he didn't stop me from taking him I
01:12:52Realize you had him for such a long time
01:12:57Yeah, ten years
01:13:01When I first got him he couldn't do anything
01:13:06Now he's winning damn near every rodeo we go to
01:13:11Are you serious about that RV thing?
01:13:15Yes, ma'am
01:13:19You're just gonna take off all alone
01:13:21I
01:13:26Know I've been alone too much
01:13:29Do you think I was alone enough to know that it's just not for me
01:13:41Do you wanna go for a ride? Yeah
01:13:51I
01:14:04Had to be the most beautiful weekend in my life
01:14:09Honestly, yeah, where's the next rodeo?
01:14:14It's next month
01:14:18Pepe and I are gonna be looking at cattle that weekend
01:14:22We won't be there but
01:14:24You should go
01:14:26carry everyone
01:14:38So beautiful, yeah, really
01:14:52Now your caves over there you should check them out
01:15:09I think it's gonna rain
01:15:14Yeah, you should probably get back well just 10 more minutes
01:15:21I pay doesn't like it when I have cash out after dark. I'm sure for a little bit later
01:15:51Okay
01:16:11What happened cash ran off he got lost in the storm, oh shit Scott's still out there
01:16:21Come on come on
01:16:51All right, he's not
01:17:21You
01:17:51I
01:18:03Saw that you were cold, so I thought I would bring you something just cast asleep. Yeah
01:18:10Thank you
01:18:14Well, thank you
01:18:20How's guy
01:18:28She's pretty upset, you know
01:18:34It
01:18:37It wasn't your fault I
01:18:42Really hope you know that
01:18:59You must really love her
01:19:06Yeah
01:19:11Being with her
01:19:14Once
01:19:16Really the first time that I felt like I
01:19:21Was a part of something
01:19:25No, I guess I
01:19:27Might not have anywhere to belong anymore
01:19:31You belong here. I
01:19:34Just don't think I do
01:19:36You do you really do you just think that it's supposed to be bigger
01:19:40Or better than it is, but it's not
01:19:43It's me telling you right now
01:19:53But I
01:19:55Don't know you're waiting on sky it to be the thing that makes you make sense then
01:20:00It's not gonna work
01:20:03She's gonna hate you for it
01:20:06She already hates me, you know, she she loves you
01:20:12She just doesn't need you
01:20:16She needs Pepe, hey
01:20:19They need each other it's the only way that they work
01:20:22Yeah
01:20:25And I guess it doesn't really
01:20:28Work for them to have me around
01:20:32So
01:20:36I think you need to be more concerned about what works for you. Okay, I
01:20:54Think you're romantic though, you know
01:20:59So don't lose that
01:21:02Okay
01:21:04I
01:21:34I
01:22:04I
01:22:34I
01:23:04I
01:23:23Just like literally right one two three
01:23:31There you go just like that all that's perfect
01:23:35Oh almost that was nice. I'm not trying on like that
01:23:45Thank you so much
01:23:59Oh
01:24:04I'm here. I'm a little bit more for you
01:24:13Thank you
01:24:28Hi, I'm Dylan hi Jimmy Jimmy good to meet you you too
01:24:35You gotta promise me you're just not gonna park this somewhere she's got a lot of good miles left on her
01:24:42Yes, sir. I'll see where she takes. Okay, good. It's a beautiful country out there
01:24:47Good luck to you, son
01:25:05Well, this thing's huge
01:25:15How much does it cost to fill her up
01:25:24I don't know. I don't really care
01:25:30What's your plan? You know?
01:25:33Let's stick around for a little while. Oh, yeah, I'm gonna take this week to kind of figure out where my first stop might be
01:25:43Me it's not really too much just enough, you know
01:25:50And give you some more space in the living room now, yeah, you're gonna be okay. Mm-hmm
01:25:58Hey
01:26:03How you doing
01:26:08Those are for you sir, you better get used to that seat. It's gonna be real fun
01:26:20I think I'm gonna go in the house
01:26:22You
01:26:26Like me to make you the very first grilled cheese that's ever been made in this bus
01:26:52Oh
01:27:02So now you got the camper are you gonna
01:27:05Quit doing construction and all that. I'm hoping that my construction days are over for a little while. I
01:27:13Reached out to a couple ranches. I'm hoping to help out on some in Texas. Mm-hmm
01:27:22So, what are you gonna go look for your dad or something
01:27:31And why would I do that
01:27:37Yeah, I don't know I
01:27:44Didn't take too much, but it's cleaned up a little see you face
01:27:53I
01:27:56Just hope you understand that I
01:28:02Wasn't in my right mind a lot. It's okay. You don't have to I wasn't I wasn't and it's okay to say I wasn't
01:28:10You know, I only realized recently that I never really loved him
01:28:15And
01:28:17Then I started thinking
01:28:19Who have I loved?
01:28:21you know, I
01:28:23really loved like the kind of thing you read about and
01:28:30Pretty sure I've never had that
01:28:34You met your dad when I was in high school and after him it was like
01:28:42Anybody who gave me the time of day would do
01:28:46I
01:28:48Sometimes no matter how hard you try to make something work
01:28:55Just isn't right
01:29:00Well, I know it's just not love I guess
01:29:05No
01:29:08It's still love
01:29:11But somehow seeing you being happy living your life
01:29:19Makes me feel like maybe things could change
01:29:26For all of us
01:29:29They will
01:29:40Can you see by the dawn's early
01:29:49light
01:29:52What so proudly we
01:29:55Hail
01:29:58At the twilight
01:30:01Last gleaming
01:30:05Whose broad stripes and bright stars
01:30:11Through the perilous fight
01:30:18O'er the ramparts we watched
01:30:24Were so gallantly streaming
01:30:26Were so gallantly streaming
01:30:32And the rocket's red glare
01:30:39The bombs bursting in air
01:30:45Gave proof through the night
01:30:51That our flag was still there
01:30:57Oh
01:31:00Say does that
01:31:03Star-spangled
01:31:06Banner
01:31:15Or the land of the free
01:31:24And the
01:31:26Home
01:31:28Of the
01:31:30Brave
01:31:57You look great
01:32:05Thanks
01:32:08You too
01:32:12So should get your RV
01:32:17That's it so great
01:32:23It's good to see
01:32:26It's really good to see you too
01:32:56I
01:33:26Can you from me
01:33:56Oh
01:34:26Oh
01:34:56Oh
01:35:26Oh
01:35:56Oh
01:36:26Oh
01:36:56Oh
01:37:26Oh
01:37:56Oh
01:38:26Oh
01:38:56You